#leaux needs help

[xenclev]

Minors are not to engage. 18+ content.

What's the equivalent of cockwhore but for pussy?

Cunnywhore? Pussywhore?

Idk, but that's what Oikawa is. No one would be able to tell that the Oikawa Tōru becomes absolutely pussydrunk as soon as he gets his hands on you. His fingers mindlessly playing with the damp cloth of your panties before he leans down to breathe in your scent. He can't control the way his eyes roll to the back of his head or the moan his throat releases. He doesn't have the patience to completely remove them, so he pushes the fabric to the side. Before you– or he– can think, his tongue is flattened between your folds, licking a stripe up from your hole to your sensitive nub. The groan he lets out is loud and erotic, like the taste of you nearly has him on verge of cumming. After that, his mouth works you closer and closer to the edge, sucking, kissing, and tongue swirling. He doesn't stop once you've reached the peak either, nor does he stop when you're met with your 4th orgasm. No, it's not until you're ambushed by the intense feeling of another climax quickly approaching that you push his head away. When he feels his mouth leave your warmth, he whines, low and needy, and begs for you to let him continue to taste you. He doesn't care if he's rock solid and fully dressed, he doesn't care that your thighs are shaking from overstimulation; he just wants his lips against your lower ones. This man is so desperate for it, so pretty. His thick lashes lining his heavy-lidded gaze, a rosey tint dusting the areas of his tanned skin that can be seen, the brown, fluffy locks atop his head falling just shy of his pretty face drawn into a pitiful expression.

#pussywhipped is not a noun #I NEED a noun #q 🦎 #leaux needs help #haikyuu!! #oikawa tooru #oikawa x reader #haikyuu oikawa #hq x reader #hq #hq smut #mdni #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x you #hq x you #hq oikawa #seijoh #aoba josai x reader #aoba jōsai #oikawa tōru #oikawa smut #oikawa hcs #hq hcs #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu smut #q.mumbles

[ontheleaux-blog]

Spreading Authenticity in an Inauthentic World

to be happy: this truly is my aspiration in life, and for a long time before my bipolar diagnosis, i never thought i would get there. finding out what was really going on with me felt like a veil being lifted. although i am still trying to figure out how managing this illness affects my daily life, i can also begin focusing on fulfilling my life’s purpose and being happy rather than just barely getting by from day to day.

in contemplating this new development, i have discovered that my purpose in life is three-fold, and it is directly related to the three #majorkeys that are helping me in my mental wellness journey. my purpose in life is:

to spread authenticity in this inauthentic world;

to live with boldness, going for my goals unapologetically and inspiring others to do the same; and

to use my creativity to build and cultivate a community of people who support black women and our mental wellness journeys.

over the next few weeks, i want to expand on each part of my purpose because (1) it is deeply intertwined with on the LEAUX’s purpose, and (2) i want to encourage you to contemplate your own life’s purpose and act on it. that being said, let’s look at part one of my purpose: to spread authenticity in this inauthentic world. 

the gospel according to LEAUX: chapter I 

first, shoutout to Amber W., who made an incredibly insightful comment on last week’s post:

"Social media and black culture tend to frown on sharing anything that may be perceived as less than or not perfect, which in turns creates a lot of [in]authentic people. It also creates a hushed or nonexistent conversation about mental illness. Like most things, it doesn't go away just because we ignore it."

read my mind, why don’t you? while i am a fan of social media and its ability to connect people from across the globe, i am an even bigger fan of authenticity and life, unfiltered. i abhor the idea that so many of us are putting up fronts for the ‘gram, the snap, and other social media sites. i am not innocent in this, either; before my bipolar diagnosis, i would go days and weeks at a time without cracking a genuine smile. during these times, i would either refrain from posting or try to offer a pleasant-ish look that did not betray the turmoil going on within.

this wasn’t just on social media. on days where all that i wanted was to stay in bed and scream/sleep/weep/die, i would drag myself to work and plaster the same pleasant-ish expression on my face. i tried to ignore the pain of what i was going through  in order to portray a poised, polished presence that (on the surface, at least) erased how i was feeling inside.

this facade is the epitome of inauthenticity. after being diagnosed with bipolar disorder, i re-decided that authenticity - and honesty with myself - was one of the only things that would get me to come to terms with my illness. i had to show and tell myself that it is ok to be ME, just as i am. i don’t have to put up a front and pretend that the hardships of life don’t affect me. i can ask for help and still be strong. i can truly be myself and still be worthy of walking in this world.

however, the most important thing that i have learned throughout this process is that inauthenticity kills. literally. ignoring symptoms of mental illness just led to an emotional breakdown for me. but how many people ignored the signs until they were hospitalized? or until they died by suicide? or until they hurt someone close to them? how many people have been told that they don’t need medication; they just need to pray it away? how many of you have held everything in until you exploded - or imploded?

the conversation about mental illness - especially in the black community - is a matter of life or death. we must give ourselves - and each other - the permission to be who we are, authentically. in doing so, we give others the permission to be their authentic selves, and we spread a culture of authenticity rather than a culture of fronting.

tell me: how do you strive for authenticity in this inauthentic world? leave a comment to let me know, and come back next week for part two of this series!

❤️ lauren dee.

[xenclev]

Hey can you please do the NSFW Alphabet for Sasuke Uchiha from Naruto ? (I’m 18+)

I wanted to read it for a long time but never saw anyone write it yet, I would try do it myself but I really suck at this stuff so yeah.

£ I've never done this, but here's Uchiha Sasuke's NSFW alphabet. enjoy!

tw: everything you could think of cause it's the NSFW alphabet. :)

A — Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Sasuke isn't a big fan of aftercare. He doesn't see the point of taking care of someone when they can do it themselves. Not gonna lie, the most he would do is bring you a glass of water.

B — Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Sasuke's favorite body part on himself would be his thighs. It's mainly because he enjoys having the power of riling you up just from a simple flex of his thigh, as well as the soft fat of your own thighs engulfing his.

That being said, his favorite part on his partner's body is their neck. Your neck is where he can easily nibble, suck, bite, and sniff; he's unable to resist such a vulnerable, sensitive area.

C — Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Let's go ahead and admit that his favorite place to cum is in your face. And his cum isn't thick, but it is very sticky, watching you wash your face twice before you can get it all off leaves him super satisfied.

D — Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He sniffs and jerks off with your underwear. It's not too extreme, but it's something he'd rather keep to himself and never confess to if asked.

E — Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Sasuke has very little experience because he'd rather be off training. That aside, he knows how to do a little sumn sumn.

F — Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Missionary or mating press. He just likes to watch your face as he hits deep with in you.

G — Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He's serious until he starts snorting at your shivering, exhausted form beneath him.

H — Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He keeps his hair well-trimmed. It doesn't matter if he's out on a mission. He'll make sure it's not too unkempt and find a way to keep himself groomed.

I — Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

To be honest, he wouldn’t be intimate, but he would be concerned for you with the way you'd be thrashing around.

J — Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Literally doesn't even worry about taking his pants off. He jacks off through his underwear and pants, fingers frantically rubbing over the outline of his hard cock through his bottoms.

K — Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Sasuke isn't a kinky man. He likes to do things the traditional way, not really straying away from the vanilla side. There's a possibility that he might be into degradation, but that's about it.

L — Location (favorite places to do the do)

Although he's not a man of many kinks, he absolutely does not care where he fucks you. Yeah, he perfers to knock naughty nellies with you in the comfort of his bed, but when he has the urge, he's gonna satiate them regardless of where you are.

M — Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

An air of sophistication is what really riles him up. If you think that he's not worth your time, he's only going to pursue you even more. A snarky comment or annoyed behavior will eventually lead to him demonstrating how much more superior he is.

N — No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Anything that has to do with human waste, aka watersports and scat. He doesn't like spit either, so if you ask him to spit in your mouth, he's gonna leave you high and dry.

O — Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He likes receiving for the most part. It doesn't matter how much skill you have because he'll have you on your knees so much that you'll become a pro in no time.

P — Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

It fluctuates, but he's more of a slow and rough thruster. He inches out of you at a maddeningly slow pace, but he thrusts back in so hard that you can feel him in your throat.

Q — Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

As stated, he doesn't care where you are; he’s going to get what he needs. So, it's safe to say that quickies are not out of the question. They happen sometimes, but he has the tendency to just full-blown fuck you at any time.

R — Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

If it's disturbingly kinky shit, he's not going to be open to it. However, if it's something he can manage, he'll try it.

S — Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He can go all night if he wanted to. By the third round, you're out of breath, and he's wondering when you're going to catch your breath so the next round can begin.

T — Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He doesn't need toys, but he'll get you whichever ones you want.

U — Unfair (how much they like to tease)

The only teasing he does is when he wants to get on your nerves, but it doesn't really sound like teasing. It's lots of sarcasm. Unfortunately, when he has the need to breed, he doesn't play around.

V — Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

A symphony of pretty pants and aggressive grunts that he tries to keep quiet. It's always a failure though, ending in him getting too caught up in the moment and letting out loud moans.

W — Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Truly is the king of ahegao faces. You know, furrowed eyebrows, unfocused eyes, loads of panting, and tongue slightly lolling out of his mouth. You brought it up once, and since, he's hid his face in the junction of your neck and shoulder.

X — X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Do I have to answer this? Everyone knows that Sasuke is a well-built man, so let's just say that what's in his pants does not disappoint.

Y — Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

High, high, high. He's a closeted horn dog just waiting to rump like bunnies. He usually has to stay busy to keep himself from thinking about it.

Z — Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Wants to fall asleep almost immediately, but he waits until you're asleep. He would never give you the satisfaction of thinking you have that much power.

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#bare with me guys #this content is coming out v slowly #albeit surely #naruto headcanons #naruto smut #sasuke smut #sasuke uchiha #sasuke x reader #naruto shippuden #boruto sasuke #uchiha clan #itachi smut #q 🦎 #leaux needs help

[xenclev]

reall nasty sloppy top with kyojuro

£ y'all see what it is. shit's finna get real devious on this one. enjoy!

tw: dick in mouth (aka oral), throat fucking, dick almost asphyxiated you, Kyōjurō receiving, language, there's a splash of fluff at the beginning. unproofed n not long. lemme know if I missed something!

Kyōjurō is usually sweet when he's receiving. There's no rushing, no mean remarks, and definitely no face fucking. He wants to make sure you're comfortable since you've decided to go out of your way to pleasure him.

The act of doing anything to cause you distress wouldn't dare cross his mind; he wanted to make you feel at ease because he knew the surface beneath your knees couldn't be easy to kneel on. Nothing but praises ever fell from his lips, telling you how well you were doing and how much he adored you.

Kyōjurō is a kind man. He's your kind man.

So, this man before you right now couldn't be Kyōjurō. Yeah, he's got the body and voice of the man you believed to be too considerate for his own good, but his actions aren't filled with care and caution. Actually, it seems as if every ounce of consideration in his body has evaporated.

This Kyōjurō has his hand placed on the back of your head, thrusting in tandem with how he guides you on his dick. Your poor throat is sore beyond any description from his cock continously forcing its way in and out of the channel.

His eyes are void of any kindness and watch you intently— watching the way your spit and tears roll down to your chin, hearing the gags that slip past his girth, and, most of all, feeling the weak constriction of your throat each time you swallow. The feeling of something tightening around his cock drives him mad.

His hips pick up speed as he thrusts even further down your throat, pushing your head down until your nose is buried in the hair at the base of his dick. This continues for a while, him brutally tearing through and using your uvula as a punching bag, until he pushes you down for more than a second and doesn't let up. From the lack of oxygen entering your lungs, your fingers dig into the meat of his thighs as more tears stream down your face.

A slight panic trickles through you when you notice he's not moving, but before your anxiety could flood over you, you feel his seed shooting down your throat. His moans are loud and airy; they fill up the entire room while he empties his load into you. Though weak in the knees, he quickly pulls out once he's done and smiles down at you. The smile is sickeningly sweet, one you know that this Kyōjurō is incapable of meaning.

This smile entailed a night full of a relentless Kyōjurō, a man you do not know.

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#i hate to say it #but idk who this man is #kny headcanons #kny smut #kny scenarios #rengoku kyōjurō #rengoku headcanons #rengoku x reader #rengoku x you #rengoku smut #rengoku kyojuro #kny kyojuro #kyojuro smut #demon slayer #mdni #q 🦎 #leaux needs help

[xenclev]

"Damn, bitch. Your pussy open like a cathedral door."

⤷ SUNA, matsukawa, ATSUMU, KUROO, TERUSHIMA, semi, tsukishima, SAKUSA, oikawa

#don't ask me #this was just in the drafts #haikyuu!! #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu crack #hq hcs #suna smut #iwaizumi smut #oikawa smut #kuroo smut #sakusa smut #sakusa x reader #suna x you #kuroo x you #haikyuu smut #minors do not interact #q 🦎 #leaux needs help

[xenclev]

Vasily is so kewt! :(( Y'all know I had to do a shitty rendition of him.

[Spoilers kinda. Just don't look to the right.]

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#he's such a good character #he was so grumpy before his jaw got blasted #now he's cute grumpy instead of hot grumpy #my art is still ass though #lmao I don’t think I'm ever gonna improve #q.art #q 🦎 #leaux needs help #we want the gold sucka #golden kamuy #vasily pavlichenko #vasily golden kamuy #golden kamuy ogata #gk fanart #gk vasily #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #gk sugimoto #gk tsurumi #gk ogata #golden kamuy sugimoto #golden kamuy spoilers

[xenclev]

I burned tf outta my chicken patty tonight. 😔 Here go some sorta doodle bob shit.

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^ This started off as Lev, but I got too wild with the seasonings. So, Idk who that man is fr... it's also kinda old.

#q 🦎 #the fact that the seasonings on that last one wasn’t even flavorful is INSANE to me #y'all know how most GOOD digital artists render the skin smoothly??? #yuhhhhh could never be me #EVER #fuck it yk?? #I ain’t even worried about anatomy either #leaux needs help #q.art #my art crap #my art #shitty art #jjba #tmnt #oc art #jjba fanart #tmnt fanart #tmnt raphael #tmnt leonardo #tmnt mikey #tmnt donatello #tmnt doodles #tmnt drawing #haikyuu!! #hq art #kinda... #jjba diavolo #jjba art #jjba josuke

[xenclev]

SOMBODY JUST DRAW THEM WITH THEIR DICK OUT ALREADY.

#sorry but I'm talking about Lev and Mr. Fukuzawa #Weather Report too #I WANNA SEE IT OUT #FREE THE CAWKS #not suitable for minors #q 🦎 #leaux needs help #haikyuu!! #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs fukuzawa #hq smut #bsd smut #lev haiba smut #fukuzawa smut #hq #bsd #artists on tumblr

[xenclev]

Hey... hey... how y'all doin? 🫣 Look, I know y'all ain't heard from me in a HAWWWTT minute, but I just gotta show y'all how fine this mf from &TEAM is.

#I KNOW Y'ALL CANNOT STAND ME #I'm so sorry for ghosting y'all #but I graduated college and went back #AND GOT EVEN BUSIER #in between I've been working on the prince!lev fic I promised y'all a year ago #q 🦎 #leaux needs help #&team imagines #&team #&team x reader #&team fuma #andteam #andteam fuma #andteam imagines

[xenclev]

Any thoughts about RZ Michael myers?

EVERY THOUGHT ABOUT HIM. I apologize to everyone who are die hard og!Michael Myers stans, but rz!Michael just hits a lil different.

He's more lenient when it comes to stalking his sister, so other times, I think he's like a rabid, lost, wandering puppy. Naturally, he smells like sweat and iron, but he's also musty. I'm talking about, underarm onions kinda musty. He definitely needs to hop in the shower IMMEDIATELY.

[Under the cut lies unclean thoughts. Don't keep reading if that makes you uncomfortable or if you're under 18! <3]

He's first slasher killer on my smash list. Rz!Michael is more likely to be like "Ha ha, I'm deep in your guts right now" than just actually sta66ing you in the guts. Ofc, he'd do that afterwards, but for now, he'll stick to twisting you like a pretzel and churning your shit like butter.

I also think he'd have a kn¡fe and hairpulling kink. His hair is so long; you KNOW he has to have a sensitive scalp. If his hair is pulled or nails scratch against his scalp, he'd probably be borderline nutting that instant.

All in all, rz!Michael is a menace to society, hearts, noses, and holes.

#minors do not interact #tw knife #tw stabbing #slashers #slasher kink #michael myers #rz michael myers #usps delivery 📦 #q 🦎 #leaux needs help #halloween #rz halloween #michael myers smut #send me anons #anons open

[xenclev]

GUYS, I'M DRAWING MY BABY BOY.

#DRAWING HIM RN #HE HAS INSPIRED ME #feral baby #q 🦎 #leaux needs help #bllk fanart #bllk gagamaru #blue lock gagamaru #gagamaru gin

[xenclev]

The Leetol Boopas

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[Archived.]

#wait this is easier than I expected #and I gave y'all a lil hint on the first one #was it the boogie man? #q 🦎 #leaux needs help #haikyuu!! #haikyuu #q.art #my art #artists on tumblr #hq art #hq fluff #hq #haikyuu fanart #haikyuu fluff

[xenclev]

Nuh-uh. Ego kinda fine.

#don't be scared guys #let's talk about it #he's HAWT #q 🦎 #leaux needs help #bllk #bllk x reader #bllk x you #bllk ego #ego jinpachi

[xenclev]

Rewatched Life Lessons with Uramichi Oniisan.

Kumatani, when I see you, bitch...

#leaux needs help #q 🦎 #life lessons with uramichi oniisan #kumatani mitsuo #uramichi omota #big brother uramichi

[xenclev]

Ngl. Ngl. I have so many HQ w biracial babies doodles, so Imma dump em here later. However, I wanna give y'all incentive; thus, we will play WHO'S THAT POKEMON but with the babies. So, like, WHOSE BABY IS THAT?, and the first one to get em all right, I'll draw you a stick person or write a lil sumn for you (send an ask about it, yk the dealio).

#ong this finna flop #you can put it in the comment or sumn Idk #q 🦎 #leaux needs help #haikyuu!! #haikyuu #hq #hq fluff #hq art #hq smut #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu fanart #haikyuu smut #haikyuu x poc!reader #haikyuu x black reader smut #hq x reader #hq kuroo #haikyuu suna

[xenclev]

Victorian Era/High Society Lev.

A mood board.

#ngl this one kinda goes #yk #this has been in the drafts since before takeoff passed away #rip takeoff #haikyuu!! #hq #hq lev #lev haiba #lev haikyuu #haikyuu lev #haikyuu smut #minors dni #q 🦎 #leaux needs help #leaux.drafts