The index (updated)
Promise I'll add this to the stories soon, but there you go anon đ
Love songs for TYÂ
Bad bad writing, Taylor cries in front of Hayley after a chance encounter with Zac, post the Farros leaving.Â
Zac always knew, Joey and H write a song and Hayley makes Taylor blushÂ
H alone in her house after the breakup, Hayley shows Taylor one of the FFV songsÂ
PFA tour rehearsals, a small party for Hayley + Justin is the bestÂ
H gets Dan to agree on producing FFV, T and Alf have a mishap on their new houseÂ
Heart to heart with Brian, H and T sleep together 4 the first time Â
Cute moment of T helping H with the guitar + Taylor shares some painful insight of their time apartÂ
Valentineâs day in 2019, where B and Z are the bestest of best friends one could ask for + the breakupÂ
H gets blue before a show and T helps her through it, so she writes a song + T´s 31 bday full of fluffÂ
H might be in love and Erica talks some sense into her, Hayley has a nightmare and Taylor is the best.Â
Heart to heart with grandat, T finally wants to talk after the breakup, Hayley breaks Taylor´s heart with the lyrics.Â
Taylor after the breakup, H leaves him a painful voicemail, they move into their house.Â
T and H makeup after months apart, Taylor remembers when he realized he was in love with her.Â
T wants to get into therapy again, H and T bicker about a suggestion from Hayleyâs therapist, H finds some peace of mind during the breakup.Â
Behind the scenes of the AF zane interview, H alone after the breakup + plus Hayley asks T to move in together.Â
T and H are painfully obvious on tour an Z tries to help + T and H have a talk in the aftermath of them sleeping together.Â
T asked Hayley out on a date properly + H breaks down after something reminds her about Taylor months after the breakup + the story behind that PFA studio pic where they are holding each other super tight.Â
T surprises H with a road trip after his meltdown producing petalsÂ
They are finally officially GF and BF + Taylor says âI love youâÂ
Quiet lazy mornings, a food fight, laughs at the studio.Â
The story behind Grandatâs feature on CC + Taylor surprises H with the songÂ
T and Z heart to heart + H freaks out over her and Taylor not being casual at all + T has his well-deserved moment reminding her about a certain tumblr post from 2013.Â
H and T through the years, little snippets from when they met till now.Â
Pure 2015 angst + T and H at her friend's weddingÂ
2014 parahoy revelations + a cheeky game of poolÂ
T and H after the Farros leave, TIW album release show + T, Z and H discuss the future of the bandÂ
All I wanted debut, plus Tâs endless support.Â
T and H after Jeremy leaves, T fleets to NZ during Hâs wedding, a heartbreaking gift from HayleyÂ
The first half of 2016, old friends, H quitting, T helping H get back into music, lots of angst and a few jokes.Â
T, H and Z after the Farros left (very messy)Â
T, H and Z now, + late night talks before the TIW zane interview (they are better now)Â
Stitching up the broken hearts, hard truths, ride or die and this is now forever.Â
T and H heal together after Z leaves in 2010, H and T win a Grammy and they have a call + end of 2023 celebrations at Tayleyâs house thatâs full of surprises.Â
T and H hiding more than friendly feelings a threat through the years, a touching moment between H and Z + T and H traumatize Z with a piece of clothing.Â
T and H have a heart-to-heart pre AL era, T is mad that H left in the middle of the night after they sleep together, H has a lot of anxiety after they get back together in 2019 and T helps her through it + a fluffy moment Â
Alternative version of December 2017 as H does her best to come to terms with the fact that sheâs in love with Taylor.Â
The outtakesÂ
The whole picture, behind the breakup Â
T gets H a very especial xmas gift and they have a momentÂ
Justin has perfect timing + T and H have no excuses leftÂ
Z is on best friend duty as T has a freak out after him and H sleep together on tourÂ
T, Z and H deciding to add CC and liar to the set listÂ
T is too sweet during the breakup and H canât handle it, plus Michelle York is just the bestÂ
Pillow talks about all those times they had feeling but never said itÂ
A sweet date + T proposes they build a houseÂ
26, first performance, and then 2023 with all the Tayley fluffÂ
Alfie becomes Taylorâs tooÂ
H taking care of T + and T taking care of H when they are hurtÂ
Justin is the best big brother in the whole worldÂ
Parahoy 2018 behind the scenesÂ
T and H having some careless fun+ 2015 feelings + long distance calls as H promotes PFA in London+ Z is thinking of proposing to KaylaÂ
The story behind the belt that used to be a guitar strapÂ
Two versions of the story behind that T+a necklaceÂ
H gets sick for the second time on TIW tour (Seattle)Â
B side for LiarÂ
B side for Sugar on the rimÂ
B side for in the mourningÂ
Parahoy 2018 behind the scenes part 2Â
H and T have no idea what they want but Zac knows betterÂ
2017 if this was a more coherent ficÂ
2017 part II if this was a more coherent ficÂ
H and T meet Kayla, a chapter dedicated to Z and KayÂ
Zac meets AlfieÂ
A rewrite of the sudden desire chapterÂ
H and T seeing Zâs family again after he re joins the band + A chapter for the song poolÂ
H sees ogre again after the divorce and the Yorks are the best FamÂ
T and H celebrating their anniversaryÂ
B side for pain by the war on drugsÂ
Tayley pregnancy scareÂ
B side for one of those crazy girlsÂ
Another version of T and Hâs breakup and getting back togetherÂ
Collection of little scenes that never made it into the chaptersÂ
T and H have a fight + they are âcasually datingâ+ hard truths in a bar + messing with ZacÂ
The covers:Â
Zac and Hayley have a moment building furniture, H and T angst + nightmaresÂ
T gets jealous of THAT fan on stageÂ
Beth and Brian are shocked that Tayley kissed, and they are just finding outÂ
H says âlove youâ + the Instagram posts that started it allÂ
After show party with ch*d, after show party without ch*dÂ
H gets super drunk after the divorce announcement + a cute concert dateÂ
H and T decide to do âcasualâ(yeah right) + PDA at home, PDA in front of the guysÂ
Angst + H gets jealous of an interviewer + karma got to ch*d firstÂ
2013 livestream angst + Z side eyeing Tayley+ T and H go campingÂ
H locks herself out of her house and Tâs her savior + the ringsÂ
Tâs super lost and sad after winning a grammy + fluff at home and H writes a piece for Eliseâs bdayÂ
H has a bad nightmare on tour and T holds her through it + H gets the divorce papers and want T to comfort her + at home fluff, H cuts Tâs hairÂ
AL release party, they tattoo each other + Tâs you first melt downÂ
H and T make up after a disagreement but with lots of angst + Tâs thinking of moving away + H helps T pack to move into their house together.Â
The subgramming Â
T and H go on a date but donât call it that and end up making out on the streetÂ
Continuation of the previous chapter + the story behind that sweet pic of H and T walking Alfie on the summer tour.Â
Taylor loses a close family member, the rose color by MV + T asks for a break after they finish the AL cycleÂ
T has a freak out when he canât reach H and she apologizes in a funny cute way + the âI fell in love with my best friendâ poster Â
Taylor goes to see her after she leaves him a devastating voice mail after the breakup + T and Z being the bestest friends while both dealing with broken heartsÂ
T and H decide to get back into music 2016 + Brian questions H about her and T doing casual 2018 + âthatâ leaked pic of Tayley from a holiday partyÂ
T and H talk about therapy + H has an anxiety episode and T helps her through it + cutesy moment + T freaks out after their first kiss Â
H and T More than friendly feelings through the years + a re do in ManchesterÂ
2011 button moment from T and Hâs perspective + H falls sick on TIW tour part IÂ
H therapy session, T is the sweetest when H goes heavy on the edibles + Zac is the bestest of best friendsÂ
The nondate, date to the me without you concert + they are both idiotsÂ
Taylorâs bold and knows what he wants, H freaks out but comes to her sensesÂ
H and T being friends, T and Justin talk about tayley, after he finds them in a very compromising positionÂ
Brian and H gossip session + H has a hard time with her mental health but Tâs a sweetheart about it + the interview confirming Tayley + T´s reaction to H in her fashion week looksÂ
Tayley being Tayley at home, dancing, laughing + T dyes her hairÂ
T is a supporting partner + a cute super sweet at home date nightÂ
GDY event + H wants a future with Taylor Â
Tâs feelings start to bloom during the making of AF, Tayley after webster hall Â
Super angsty T and H chance encounter after the breakupÂ
Super fluffy intimate moments of H and T, Hayley says I love uÂ
The prompts:Â
H finds the hidden engagement ringÂ
T cares for H on her periodÂ
Cute apple picking dateÂ
The matching shirtsÂ
H and T invite Joey over for xmasÂ
H hurts T by mistakeÂ
T protective of H at the airportÂ
Concert date to see sunny day real stateÂ
H feels insecure and T is the sweetest about itÂ
H introduces T as her boyfriend to her familyÂ
Paramore Halloween aka paraweenÂ
The tayley proposalÂ
T, Z and H are grammy nomineesÂ
Brian and Koltenâs wedding shenanigansÂ
Xmas chapterÂ
Tâs birthdayÂ
Hâs birthdayÂ
T has an anxiety attack and Hayley is there for him or, the story behind the 0.01 clipÂ
Christi is the best Tayley shipper, T is jellyÂ
Alf is in love with TÂ
H interviews TÂ
Z and T cut Hayleyâs hairÂ
Early days of tayley and H being cheekyÂ
A follow up of the spin off from Z and KaylaÂ
T and H have a fightÂ
After laughter:Â
April 2016, H seeks T for comfort and Z is back in Nashville + a small flash forwardÂ
H and Z see each other again after years, May 2016 T canât shake the more than friendly thoughts about her but is also really worried.Â
Flash back to 2015 T and Z reconnect + the meaning of HTSYHB +H starts warming up to Z again and Zac realizes how things have change and how they have notÂ
H ambushes T with the news of her divorce, and he is there for her to help her though itÂ
T and H growing feelings start to bloom + the infamous âI caught myselfâ performance from Hamburg.Â
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queer as folk fic rec list (#2)
Letâs gooooooooo đ¤Š
As with the previous list, all fics are Britin/Brian x Justin.Â
Turn of the Wheel by Predec2
Rated E, 80K, historical au
Summary: Brian Kinney is a man of affluent means, wealthy beyond compare, and not wanting for any material thing. But he is emotionally empty. Will an unexpected visitor cause him to change?Â
Set in the late 1800s. Justin is homeless and crash lands in Brianâs life when Brianâs carriage nearly runs him over, so Brian is obliged to let Justin stay while he recovers. Snobbish, wealthy Brian slowly thaws to Sunshineâs charms. Thereâs also a sister (Molly) whoâs rescued from the miserable life she was sent to on the orphan train, and an absolutely bitch of a housekeeper who gets exactly what she deserves. This is SO. GOOD, guys, seriously. If youâre at all into historical auâs, check it out.
Whoâs Your Daddy? by Azile (WitnessMarks)
Rated E, 5K, sort of canon compliant?
Summary: Justin just wanted to try a night out at a different club. He didn't expect it to make him question his whole relationship with Brian.
Justin drags Brian to the local leather club one night, and Brianâs forced to say heâs Justinâs Daddy to get some asshole to leave his precious Sunshine alone. A slight identity/relationship crisis ensues for Justin when he starts to realize all the ways Brian does, actually, play a fatherly role in his life. This skews funny, not angsty, and itâs delightful.Â
Brianâs Cocktails by Techgirl
Rated E, 3.4K (9 ficlets), canon compliant
Listen. This is crack. Itâs also hysterical. Itâs so dumb and I say that with the most affection possible. Itâs short little ficlets told from the POV of Brianâs cock. If youâre looking for a laugh, for something silly, check this out.
Growing Up by LaVieEnRose
Rated T, 1.7K, canon compliant
Summary: Justin gets sick, Brian handles it like an adult, and everyone else is surprised. Set sometime in S4.
What it says on the tin. Short and sweet.
Drunken Love by Techgirl
Rated E, 3.8K (6 ficlets), more or less canon compliant
Summary:Â Short, drunken glimpses into the world of Brian and Justin.
Once again, what it says on the tin; in each ficlet, one or both of them are drunk.
Another list will be coming! Probably whenever @munsonboyâ starts harassing me for it đÂ
If you read anything I rec and have feelings about it, Iâd love to hear about it!
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Loved Her First Chapter 1 The Stones
A/N @omgbarbiegurl came up with this brilliant idea. As she didn't wish to tackle it alone, I offered to write it with her. We are doing alternate chapters. This one is hers. đđđ
AO3
Claire cuddled Faith closer to her as Jamie galloped down the road.Â
She was so confused as to where they were going, Lallybroch was back the other way, she thought.Â
Her confusion turned to fear when the sight of Craigh na Dun. He got off the horse, and helped her down.Â
She shook her head and tried to run from him, but he held her arm firmly.Â
âYe must go Sassenach, this world is done, the battle already lost. Ye ken it.âÂ
âNo!âÂ
At her shout, Faith starts to cry, Jamie takes her into his arms. âShhh caileag bheag bhòidheach.âÂ
Claire didnât brush away the tears that were falling.Â
âAt the witch trial at Cranesmuir; if Iâd gone to the stake with Geillis, would you have left me?âÂ
Jamie rocked Faith side to side, she was starting to quiet now.Â
âI would have gone to the stake with you, and to hell and beyond, if it had come to that.â He gave her his sweet half smile. âBut I wasnât carrying your child.âÂ
Claire felt her face fall. âYou canât tell that. Itâs much too soon.âÂ
He moved closer to her, putting Faith into her limp arms. She tightened her grip on the baby, still in shock.Â
âSassenach, ye havenât been a day late in your courses in all the time since ye first took me to yer bed. Itâs been two months now.âÂ
âWe are in the middle of a bloody fucking war, and you kept track?!âÂ
He pressed a kiss to her lips, and then to Faithâs head.Â
âShe, and this bairn is all that will be left of me...ever. I beg ye, ClaireâŚâ
âNo, please Jamie, no.âÂ
She looks down at Faithâs red head. Her sweet little girl, born so early. She was so sure she would die, but between Mother Hildergard and Master Raymond, she lived. A precious gift to both of her parents.Â
And now she was expected to take this precious thing that she shared with Jamie, and play happy family with Frank.Â
âAnd how shall I explain all this...when I get back?â She sways Faith a little.Â
âTo Frank? That I leave to you. Tell him what you will about me. About us. Itâs likely heâll no want to hear. But if he does; tell him Iâm grateful, tell him I trust him, and tell him I hate him to the marrow of his bones!âÂ
âJamie, come with us!âÂ
âI canna come Sassenach, ye know this. My destiny is on the moor.âÂ
He pressed his lips to hers and then to Faithâs head.Â
âBlood of my Blood.âÂ
Claire fought back her tears. âBone of my Bone.âÂ
He reaches into his Sporran and pulls out a ring. âGive this to Bairn, when he is old enough.âÂ
âIâll name him Brian, for your Father.âÂ
He gave her a small smile and tapped Faithâs cheek, making her giggle.Â
âYoung Miss, this is for ye.âÂ
He pulls out a gold locket with a diamond. Inside is a miniature of a Baby Jamie.
âYer Grandmother Ellen painted this. It is a family legacy Faith Elizabeth, carry it well.âÂ
He places it around her neck and kisses her cheek.Â
There is a distant echo of Cannon Fire. Jamie looks out over the hills, knowingly.Â
âIt has started, it is time for you two to go.âÂ
Claire sobbed as she pushed her backwards, Faith was starting to cry now, confused.Â
âI love you, Jamie.â
âAnd I you.âÂ
And then they were gone.Â
Claire woke up at the foot of the stones, clutching a crying Faith. Her 18th century garments were bedraggled and filthy, but they were both alive and whole.Â
She hoped the 3rd member of their party was as well.Â
She set Faith down for a moment to get to her feet, but baby completely fell to pieces, clutching her motherâs skirt, screaming at the top of her lungs, which made it impossible for Claire to get to her feet.Â
âFaith! You have to calm down my love. Everything is fine!âÂ
For an almost 3-year-old, the baby had a grip like an adult.Â
âFaith Elizabeth Fraser! You let go of me right now.âÂ
The firmness in her Motherâs voice made her start, and she really started to howl.Â
âJesus H Roosevelt Christ!â Tears started to fall from her eyes as she joined Faith in sobbing.
âMaâam? Are ye alright?âÂ
She started at a maleâs voice, half expecting it to be Jamie, but it was a just a man in a derby hat.Â
She wrenched Faith off of her skirt, and marched over to the man.Â
âWhat...year is this?âÂ
âThe year?âÂ
âTell me the fucking year!âÂ
âWhy itâs... nineteen hundred and forty-eight.âÂ
Claire sobbed as she collapsed into the manâs arms.Â
The man calls an ambulance, and Claire and Faith are taken to the hospital.Â
They are both declared healthy, if not a little dehydrated and malnourished.Â
Claire is given a sedative as she gets hysterical when they ask her where she has been, and even more so when they try to take Faith from her.Â
In the end, they give her a sedative and put the baby in a cot in the same room.Â
And of course, they called Frank.Â
Because clearly, a woman couldnât take a piss without needing a man around.Â
No, no, she needed to change her attitude. Jamie was gone, Scotland had lost Culloden; he was dust in his grave now.Â
She only had herself, Faith, and the new baby.
She stroked her belly gently and sighed softly as the matronly nurse swung into the room.Â
âBreakfast for ye Mrs. Randall! Your husband is on the way.âÂ
âFabulous.âÂ
Faith stirred in her cot and sat up, her red hair was fluffy and curled like a halo, she looked so much like Jamie, she wanted to cry.Â
But instead, she smiled at the nurse.Â
âCan you hand her to me so I can share my breakfast with her?âÂ
âOf course.âÂ
The nurse set Faith on the bed with her. Claire fed her bits of food, until Frank arrived.Â
He stared at her for a moment, and then at Faith who was looking at him with wide blue eyes.Â
âI-â
âFrank, I know you have just arrived, But I have a favor to ask of you. Itâs a long story, and Iâll try to
relate it all exactly as it happened. Please let me tell it at my own pace and keep any questions until the end.âÂ
He nodded and Claire took a deep breath.Â
âYouâll remember that I had gone back to Craigh na Dun that day looking for a flower Iâd seen near the standing stonesâŚâÂ
She recounted everything. Slowly, painfully, and cathartically.Â
She held Faith tighter during the story of her birth, and sobbed into her hair when she talked about the last day with Jamie. The baby fell asleep as she got to Culloden.Â
âAnd then the man brought me here, I was hysterical until they gave me a sedative.âÂ
Frank said nothing for a long moment, and then he cleared his throat. âAnd did this Jamie believe you, when you told him you were from the future.âÂ
âYes.âÂ
âThen I can as well.âÂ
âThere is something else that may cause you to rethink that.âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âIâm pregnant.âÂ
She can see the brief look of incandescent joy on his face, and then complete and utter heartbreak. Â
âIf this is not going to work for you, or you canât reconcile yourself with it, tell me now so I can make other arrangements.âÂ
âWhat arrangements?âÂ
âHousing and money. I still have my inheritance from my parents and Uncle Lamb.âÂ
Frank puffed out a breath.Â
âI was offered a position at Harvard, I wasnât going to take it. However, with these circumstances, I feel we should. I can accept this Claire, Faith and this new child.â
âJust like that? We just... pick up where we left off?
âNo, we can start over in Boston. Leave everything behind.âÂ
Claire looked down at Faith and nodded. âI suppose we could try. But I am sure you have conditions.âÂ
He nods. âOne, We shall raise the children as our own. Ours. Yours and mine.âÂ
âIn a lie.â She said softly.Â
âRaised with a father. A living, breathing, man -- not an echo of a memory they can never catch.â
She nodded. âAnd the second?âÂ
âI cannot share you with another man while I draw breath on this earth. No research. No searching through the libraries of the world hoping to find some reference to him or the lives you once led. You must let Jamie go.âÂ
She hesitated only for a moment, before she nodded.Â
âI can agree to that.âÂ
He smiled and kissed her hand lightly.Â
âReverend Wakefield has been kind enough to invite us to the Manses for you andâŚFaith to recover. After you two are steadier, we shall go to Boston.âÂ
Claire gave him a faint smile.Â
âTo Boston.âÂ
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Why I ship Noctifa
*Under construction post đŚ
The ship between Noctis & Tifa exists not only because of their matching aesthetics. ThatĘźs just one superficial reason. Both characters share a lot of deep & profound similarities.
Lets start from the beggining:
Their Backstory
Both lost their mothers. Their widowed dads, Regis & Brian, had to take care of them. However, they could not completely take care of their kidsĘź education on their own, so they needed help of others (governesses in NoctisĘź case & NibelheimĘźs women in TifaĘźs case).
Normally in FF games the characters either have no parents or their situation with them is of an ill-fated nature. Noctis & Tifa contrast & differ from this, being practically the only characters with a good & loving relationship with their dads.
Scenes from Brotherhood & Last Order.
At the same age of eight, Noctis & Tifa suffered near death experiences. Noctis was attacked by a Marilith while Tifa fell from the Mt. Nibel bridge. As a consequence, both fell into a coma.
(I wish there were concrete images of this Tifa event)
At a very young age, both were trained in the art of combat by Gladio & Zangan. Because of this early training, both are considered excellent fighters.
Both have pets that appear in both their childhood & adulthood (Carbuncle & Fluffy).
Noctis & Tifa knew the lack of friends & loneliness during their childhood.
Likewise, at some point both were seen as just a title or a trophy by others, something they deeply disliked.
At the same age of 15, the two were independent teenagers. They lived alone in their own apartments & had a job in the hostelry industry. Noctis as a waiter in a sushi restaurant and Tifa managing the Seventh Heaven.Â
They both had to quickly grow up & earn a living on their own.
Both of them have painful scars. Noctis on his back from the MarilithĘźs attack & Tifa on her chest from SephirothĘźs attack.
It is noteworthy that NoctisĘź scar affects him on a physical level while TifaĘźs affects her in a more psychological way. I love these little differences between them.
Both suffered the same losses & in the same way.
In a single night Insomnia & Nibelheim were destroyed and consumed by fire.
Regis & Brian were murdered in cold blood by people they had trusted, Drautos & Sephiroth.
Here I reemphasize how Noctis & Tifa felt the same way about their dadsĘź actions. NoctifaĘźs psychology is gorgeous & intertwines beautifully. But weĘźll leave that section for another thread.
The two travel with their group of friends to stop the forces of evil. Noctis fights against Niflheim & Ardyn. Tifa against Shinra & Sephiroth.
The most important events of NoctisĘź upbringing mirror those of TifaĘźs. I believe they would understand each other deeply due to these shared bonds & that they could easily heal each otherĘźs traumas đâ¤ď¸
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Brianâs ex girlfriend Lisa LeSeur and a picture she took of him
Everyone go watch her interview with Colonel Kurtz she said MM is innocent and talks about their time together Like Pola Weiss
Thank you Lisa and Colonel Kurtz
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Baby Brian đŚ
Look at his Jim Morrison poster in the background
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Happy October
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His facial expression is relatable ďżźďżź
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1995 Philďżź Donahueďżź
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Stop him as your scapegoat đ
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