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notesdecap · 1 year

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how do people even get girlfriends? speaking,,, to g-girls?? i wouldn't dare

#leave me alone im lonely #where is my lesbian meet-cute huh #ill paint strawberries on your nails #it'll be great #fantastic even

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ashenmem0ries · 3 months

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want a cute man to take lewds with 😤😤😤

#personal #im lonely lmao #but also leave me alone

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 4 months

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making 14 and yaz face each other has led to yaz having her own 10/12-like "it's not fair!" breakdown and honestly? here for it. doctorification highs lead to doctorification lows

#yaz like GREAT for you that YOURE happy but im NOT #yaz like ostensibly i have more friends now than ive ever had in my life so why am i SO lonely #anyway this fic is unexpectedly taking me apart #i mean ive thought about yaz a lot. ive written yaz #esp post potd too but #there was an avoidant quality to it. like. a doctor-like running thing #and now shes faced with a doctor whos stopped running and she has no idea how to deal with that #like 'excuse me this unhealthy coping was a duo act dont leave me alone in the depression pit'

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notanyoneimportantsblog · 10 days

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vani-ash · 3 months

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okay but i feel bad for military jeff

#i dont think he was evil for not wanting his wife to be lonely #maybe he did a little experimentation on clone jeff but maybe he didnt have a choice #there were other scientists there #maybe military jeff was just following orders #he did let the clone go and not try to find it as far as we know #yeah he was pissed that the wife was still in contact with the clone but also imagine your wife loving a replica version of you more #yes im trying to justify his wrongs hes hot leave me alone #jeff satur #yellow leaf #ghost

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hella1975 · 11 months

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#be deadly fucking serious rn PLEASE whatttt. that post that's like 'parents will say something that shapes you as a person #but for them it was just another tuesday' like WHAT JUST HAPPENED #basically if you've been following me since i went to uni then you know first year was an... interesting time for me and my mum #we rowed all the time and it's the most unsettled our relationship has ever been and i do truly believe it was just some unfortunate #external factors like me leaving home would rock the boat enough it was always gonna rejig our dynamic #but on top of that i was her LAST child to fly the nest which she hated AND my sister was in germany being insanely dependent on my mum #so i got sidelined a lot which was shitty at the time but i get it now like im still a bit bitter bc being the eldest everything my sister #does is an exciting first and our age gap means typically our academic big moments tend to cross over #so my a-levels happened during her first year of uni so for me a-levels were the biggest thing ever but ofc her thing was bigger #but when she did HER a-levels it was the biggest thing ever and i was /just/ doing gcses etc and germany was the same #like it was JUST my first year of uni bc meanwhile my sister was living alone in a foreign country. so that sucks and my mum was #defo focused on my sister and i wasn't in a position to be like 'hey i know it doesn't seem like it now you've got one kid through it #but going to university and settling in for the first year is still an insanely stressful and lonely time so please pay attention to me'#and all in all me and my mum just STRUGGLED we fought A LOT and not petty rows either they were really emotionally heavy all the time #and basically what's caused this post is that she said about america 'it'll be the longest ive been away from you'#and i know what she meant like a month out of england is the biggest thing ive ever done and im not even in EUROPE so this is huge #but i kinda said like 'im pretty sure i went a month in first year a couple times without visiting?' AND I MEANT IT CASUAL #BC I AM PRETTY SURE IT'S TRUE LIKE I WASNT EAGER TO GO HOME I WENT SOME WEEKS NOT EVEN RINGING #which REALLY shows how strained it must have been at the time. and she responds with confusion so i pointed out that first year #wasn't a great time for us and again still being casual bc it's such a fundamental truth for me that first year was Bad for me and mum #and she just blinks at me like 'what are you talking about' what. WHAT. like i knew she wasn't paying much attention to me then #but it made me MISERABLE for an entire YEAR like boom can testify bc they had to deal with my bs over the phone the entire time #and my mum just. didn't even notice that we weren't doing well. what. what the fuck even..... baffled by this actually #like i am REELING from this i feel like she just tipped the fundamentals of my world with that #hella goes home

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sasster · 9 months

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uhm i wanna send some asks tomorrow

so uhhh like this post and i’ll send you some!!

if you want some for a specific dude you can reply to this post w/ who you want asks for otherwise i’m going in based off of vibes

#yes i am aware i am posting this at 3am #but im feeling sad about the lack of social interactions i’ve been having lately #so leave me olone #(but don actually leave me alone im sad and kinda lonely??)

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bitchfitch · 9 months

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So, Conrí and Gwyn went through a few major story iterations before I settled on their current 'Isekai but it's about a giant wolf man trying to get home to his kids while an old wizard and the wizard's roommate slow him down' but I still have all of my original draft fragments and I found one of them again last night and have been kinda. picking at it. Because there was something There.

These two rival kings with a long standing feud between their families. As different as two men can physically be from each other. Notions of honor and revenge and grudgingly respecting the other despite all the bad blood. There's a Vibe.

A massive wolven monster in a snow storm, its fur just as white as the snow. a young man in red who has Everything, and everything to lose.

But I couldn't make it work. for over a year, I couldn't Find It. the angle. The thing that would make this worth telling.

But Finally. FINALLY. I've found the three things that needed to change to make the story work.

1. They don't meet as equals. The wolven king is aged and settled into his throne, his territory thrives under his reign. The human one is young, his crown still sized to fit his father instead of him, his country is at war and he knows they have no hope of winning it if he can't find an ally to fight with them.

2. The wolven king is still an arrogant cock of a man, but his cruelness is heavily tempered by the fact he's only mean when people are looking. The newly crowned kinglet isn't who has wronged Wolf King even if he is going to use him to get back at the rest of the family. Human King's own arrogance is now tempered by his lack of experience, he acts the part but is fully aware that he doesn't know what he's doing and needs guidance from someone who does.

3. The bad blood is that once upon a time Wolf King had a Wolf Queen, and she dumped him for Human King's (much older relative) bc Wolf King sucks and to this day he Still believes she was forced to leave him and not that she just got tired of his shit and left 100% of her own accord.

I haven't come up with names for the secondary and tertiary cast yet but Wolf King is Maelgwn, and human king is Erasyl. When I have time and brain space for it I'm drawing them and bitching about having to name them that instead of Conrí and Gwyn. bc like. These were the characters Those names were chosen for originally and they fit these guys better than the Isekai guys.

#anyways the thing i needed was the plot of 'your family stole someone important from me so im stealing someone from them'#Thats Maelgwn's motivation.#also hes just lonely. Hes still holding out for Wolf Queen and hasnt pursued any other relationships and kinda needs the excuse for like #being able to hug someone and be vulnerable with another person from time to time. and to like not wake up totally alone in the world #And also he became a much more fun character to write with the personality adjustment from 'grr im a big mean wolf man'#to someone is in the room: Im big and scary and the Master in this relationship this is my Pet who i domt care about at all /#alone w/ Erasyl: Are you ok? Do you need anything? if youre tired Id be happy to cary you Do you want to cuddle maybe? please dont leave me

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moderndaysirens13 · 1 year

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What I wouldn't give to just give up

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iloveyouitisruiningmylife · 14 days

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my sister called me and kept asking excitedly that what's happening in my life and

#like life as in. i can't say love life but like you know what's happening with the guys and the girls #girl #and i was so tired #am so tired #i just made up an excuse that im too physically tired too talk to cut the call and told her id call her back but i won't #i want to okay i really do I want to hear about her life what's going on but she's not that type of person jinke saamne #i can just divert the topic from myself avoid talking about me she's determined and caring like that😭#just. kya batau main #i spent the whole day working but really if i stopped doing anything for like 2 minutes all the last convos i had with everyone i #liked loved whatever started replaying in my head constantly making me feel all down and sad in public yk that empty heaviness inside chest #i mean. what is there to say. i feel truly pathetic #everyone just keeps leaving me. they decide one day that oh nope she's not for me not interesting anymore doesn't understand is too much #draining and destroys my peace and then they leave #it doesn't even matter the weight of the relationship #whether it's been a year of being in love or two weeks of talking till 5 am or a week of wishing me good morning and good night #every day. it doesn't matter they leave and they leave and they leave and they don't look back and im left to pick up the pieces go on #pretend to be okay and normal and fucking focused on like. studying accounts as if my heart isn't breaking #into a million tiny pieces everytime #i don't know how to tell her. the sister you love so much the sister you can't live without imagine life without. the #sister who you thought about holding on for because you couldn't do that to her leave her alone when you had suicidal thoughts. she's #she's actually deeply unlovable undateable unfuckable and like truly lonely and easy to let go of #i know she loves me and i know my bestfriend loves me and she would fall apart if i wasn't there for her #but it's not enough. i really wish it was. but it's okay it's enough for now it's enough to keep me going it's enough to make me not wanna #die yk? like i don't love myself enough to live for myself get better for myself but they need me so i need to be okay be happy because i #need them to be happy. and they're happy when im happy #does that make sense #okay bye i should really start writing a diary

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chonnyjashh · 5 months

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Okay but I really do need attention right now where the fuck did everyone go?

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naphthine · 24 days

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joined a community for a thing i liked because the loneliness was killing me but literally less than 24 hours the No desire or enjoyment from friendships kicked back in and i already hate and want 2 ditch everyone ε-(´・｀) i dont want friends i want basic barebones connection and nothing more

#im so lonely im gonna kms -> make friends -> stop this is agonising i hate all of you i need to be alone > im so happy alone -> im so lon #can this brain make up its mind Please. Smiles.#i dont want friends i was superficial connection actually #everyone always saying omgg i hate how socmed means theres no deep friendships #and im like Me pleaseee lets talk for two seconds once a day and leave it at that. id be so happy.#schizotypal personality disorder #<- hie guys #i dont usually share my thoughts publicly but thought this was so funny. i do this constantly in relationships #i like the idea of them more than i like the reality of them. sigh

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skitskatdacat63 · 11 months

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Me for the 100th time: okay I'm finally going to fix my sleep schedule

Also me: hm! shall I start watching this movie at 4 am?

#i was so tired on sunday #and yet i stayed up like 21 hours #the heart wants what it wants and what it wants is for me to be a nocturnal creature #idk i like staying up late theres a calmness and quietness to it #day time feels weirdly lonely #like night time ik theres no one up and its just me but day time ik im willfully alone most of the time ig #which is fine but idk being alone during the day feels more isolating than at night ig #i kinda wanna start the next season of fernando but i dont wanna be done with it too soon #and maybe wanted to start the next 2009 race but i dont like leaving them halfway #so im like oh okay watch a movie then!#knowing me im just end up watching a bunch of yt vids sigh #catie.rambling.txt

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lunacysuggestion · 4 months

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i used to cry over how i never stood a chance and now ive come to a radical acceptance of how love just aint for me and thats ok . shoutout to all my relationships out there staying strong i used to want you dead but really im just a lonely miserable undateable fuck. Alone on Christmas.

#I REPEAT TO MYSELF I AM BETTER OFF ALONE #its true bc people literally think love is lying like its so common #im better off on my own plus im basically aromantic asexual and have barely started accepting friends into my life #doomed from birth to walk a lonely rode #Road #IM HIGH #IM LAUGHING AT MY PAIN LEAVE DONT LOOK AT ME

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