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jarognieva · 6 months
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It seems October is going to be the hardest month I ever had in this job... I know myself and I know that the hours I've got are going to fucking kill me. Instead of enjoying the best month of year - October, I will be only working and sleeping
I have no idea what kind of new job I should looking for. Because it turned out I can't work in loud places, I can't work in the places where it's a lot of people, I can't work in customer service because I'm not only anxious but also my brain process any information too slow and it tooks me too long to guess what in fact do they want from me. It seems there's no job for people like me ;/
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bucktits · 4 days
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feeling like shit today!! hate myself very much!!
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lushpuppyxxx · 4 months
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anyone want to feed a hungry puppy?
four days from my big bday…
$xxxLizziexxx
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latinokaeya · 5 months
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characters who’s goals and motivations come from a place of “x thing happened to me and i want to make a radical change in the world to ensure it never has to happen to anyone else ever again” are interesting case studies in how people choose to interpret the same basic premise as smth selfless vs selfish depending on how likeable they view said character lol
#x#i was thinking today of a take i saw abt luke n had a moment of being like oh he’s kinda like claude except like. claude is the hero on his#story you know. and (a lot of) people choose to interpret luke’s motivations as selfish (not everyone bc obvs the discourse still exists)#but enough ppl do vs like. ur kinda hard pressed to really find someone who you take seriously trying to claim what claude is doing is#selfish you know. at least from what i’ve seen idk lol maybe i’ve been sheltered from those bad claude takes#anyways like both characters had to deal w a certain circumstance out of their control that led to them grow disillusioned w the world as is#n led to them wanting to make a huge change right. and both Say that it’s in part to make sure it never happens to others yknow#claude w not wanting the church to continue perpetuating prejudice/racism n luke w not wanting kids to be forgotten n neglected by their#parents. which is arguably a noble motivation. but like at the end of the day it’s still arguably a pretty . selfishness (NEUTRAL)#motivation in that it Came originally from being personally hurt by this system yknow. but AGAIN#like i guess it depends on how we’re defining selfishness i suppose. the take i saw was like. saying stuff abt luke actually not caring#abt other demigods Really n that it was moreso just a quest for. revenge. n i’m not saying it either way but like. was it? is that true?#haven’t read up to the point yet but idk i think it’s an interesting position to take. especially after having read SoM and being kinda#blindsided by like. yeah how callously he was acting w the kids tbh#my thoughts on this r all jumbled n i lost my train of thought lol oops but it was just something that came to me during the day after#reading that luke meta n the luke-claude connection slammed into my brain so i couldn’t stop thinking abt it yknow lol#pjo posting
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six-of-ravens · 5 months
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apparently my coworker has been joking (or "joking") every thursday that "it's friday! last day of the week! tomorrow is the weekend!" etc etc, and what i think he means is "yay we don't have to get up early and drive to the office tomorrow," but I'm pretty sure my boss overheard and misinterpreted and that's why they're suddenly so obsessed with time tracking etc.
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wontshaveforu · 5 months
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when i told gringas to follow random lesbians from their country on instagram they acted like i was insane so maybe this is a brazilian thing but. every lesbian feminist follows each other on instagram here even if you don’t know them but you see “⚢” on someone’s bio you just know. we communicate just like that. i followed so many lesbians bc of that. followed back my ex gf (at the time not ex ofc) bc of that too. instagram works better than a dating app and i hate it.
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readymades2002 · 7 months
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something difficult about writing/storytelling but only in short disconnected bursts is that writing anything longform is very difficult. there isn't as much time to practice long-term character development or subtlety (implying character instead of immediately clarifying) when its not really meant to go anywhere but a notes app. its a little frustrating...i'd love to do something more longform though. i've considered maybe just doing some short writing scenes in my various original universes a lot recently mostly because i just havent had time to draw anything fancy recently </3 maybe that would be something...
#briefly talked about it with a coworker today bc i mentioned my brother makes music#and she got excited because she paints and she showed me some of her work (beautiful btw!!!)#and said she hopes he pursues music and doesnt get his heart crushed by retail like we do#we still make things but ive been thinking about it...it really is like#i feel like ive had less TIME to make things but ive also developed more interest in my own ideas#and in constructing them on their own terms. its hard to describe and even harder to share because its#not churning out fanart for a response i guess?#i dont know. i do feel more satisfied with what im planning but theres less to share#anyway i promised her i'd show her my art sometime so essentially i have to flee the country now#she does lovely work she paints pictures of pets and it seems so nice. she seems so happy with it!#its like...i love it. im a little jealous of it. i feel so much pressure to Do Something New with my art#try to craft scenes and settings (i think setting is such ann important part of storytelling but i have so much trouble drawing it!)#and try new compositions and poses and just not have everything look the same all the time#its led to a lot of work im proud of but its also hard to create under those expectations...#i wish i could find a niche and settle into it comfortably. i think fun character drawings could be that for me#but its...it frustrates me to post those because it feels like if its easy and i like doing it and how it turns out then im not trying#okay i think im done now. sorry for these rambling introspective posts lately lol im#trying to warm back up to posting so i can use this website again (despite how very very bad it is)...#i want to see my frieeeeeends <//////3 i want to be here without running away <///3
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abyssopelagic-terror · 7 months
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cilantro and coriander are the same thing? huh.
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akkivee · 1 year
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*fist pumps* and that’s another ‘hayama-san in pigtails’ for the books boys
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a-dotrivenitupontop · 2 years
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me: *learns someone i know tried to kill themself a few days ago*
me: well this couldn't get worse
me: *is forced to listen to a 10 minute spiel from a terf about how mentally ill men brought it upon themselves because ‘who invented gender roles? huh?’ barely a few hours later*
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yoonstudios · 2 years
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so i have creative writing for one of my classes and it looks like i'll be having to write a story or two but the last time i wrote a story for school was in 5th grade and it was about this pack of wolves who lived in a pine forest near a beach and low-key worshipped this beautiful angel peacock who lived in the ocean and she only came out at night and basically the leader had to save one of the dumb-ass omegas from drowning in the ocean and kinda ended up having a nightmare about his pack being possessed
i'm hoping i can make my stories a little less terrifying this year
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tamayokny · 1 year
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accidentally fell into an information rabbit hole about the mister rogers neighborhood lore
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pepprs · 2 years
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less than 2 weeks left living with my roommates less than 2 weeks left living with my roommates less than 2 weeks left living with my roommates
#i said i would clean the apartment this weekend and yet i hear vacuuming and scrubbing. so i think someone is being passive aggressive abt m#me having not cleaned the apartment yet even though the weekend isn’t over and i am going to do it today. meanwhile im too scared to go use#the bathroom bc i don’t want to be seen not cleaning the apartment and also having not showered. i hate it here i wish i was in brighton so#i could have a bathroom inside my room and not have to do this silent warfare over who is I. the bathroom and who is cleaning it. lol#purrs#like the kitchen is bad enough but i just hate living here sometimes bc we never talk to each other and we are not friends. and it sucks#living with people you are not friends w and who you think hate you. i never want to live w ppl i barely know again it sucks so bad#also i technically am friends w one of my roommates and that’s why we live together like it was the two of us who organized all this and the#the others came along after but it was our friendship that led us to live here. and after this year i don’t think we are friends anymore. i#think she hates me and thinks im a slob and ever since we started living together we stopped talking like we used to and going out to eat an#and stuff and we weren’t rly good friends to begin w but i don’t see us being friends after this experience. bc she’s so neat and perfect an#and put together and im a trainwreck on legs and also keep being loud pn the phone so she has to text me to be quiet and i left crumbs on TJ#the floor last semester and she vagued me in the groupchat and got mad at me for my chili exploding too lol. so yeah no i think after this w#we will never speak or see each other again bc all of our convos now are abt apartment upkeep and nothing abt anything else lole. and i know#i could fix that easily and it takes two to tango but also i don’t want to even try bc im uncomfortable too ♥️#LOLLLLLLLLLL ok i opened my door to go to the bathroom and as soon as i stepped into the hallway she closed the hallway door 😍 awesome. cool#so now i can’t go into the kitchen and im starving. awesome. this is really cool. i love living here i love this living arrangement
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gossamer-green · 1 year
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a lot of times i seriously doubt i have ocd, since i don't struggle with sudden intrusive thoughts
but then i'll be reminded that i Hate making circles with my whole being. literally. if i move in a circle, i physically Feel the need to reverse it so i "undo" it
i'll turn around, and my brain will say 'ok we have to turn the opposite direction next time.' or i'll be walking back home and go around something in the other direction, and my brain will be like 'you have to retrace where you came from you can't go around the other way!! ok well. then next time you go out you have to go around that way too and reset the path.'
and i will Feel the Wrongness of the Circle as a sensation in my entire body, and it'll only go away if i manage to ignore it long enough to forget it's there (until/unless i'm reminded of it) or if i undo the circle and "fix it", even though i'm well aware that my movement pattern is actually totally inconsequential
i'm not afraid of anything terrible happening if i don't undo the circle, the circle just has to be undone bc it's a circle and circles are Wrong. i think it's a balance/symmetry thing. like, i feel like i need to be in a Neutral state??
so weird and so absolutely unnecessary and so ocd, in the legitimate 'I Have Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder' way and not the stupid 'teehee i'm sooo quirky 🤪' way
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soggypotatoes · 1 year
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wow I tried to read some messages I sent the other night and my head hurts bc I don't remember them at all and also they're so. sick
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startingfires · 2 years
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i'm reading jennette mccurdy's book and in it she talks about her fear of being sexualised once she hit puberty and i was never able to put it into words but i felt that so deeply
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