#legit math fangirl

[ckret2]

Your goldilocks cipher stuff gives me an unreal amount of dopamine (maybe i just like bill a lot idk) do you have any fun tidbits and details about the au that wouldn’t be too spoilery?

Thank you!! Here's a bunch of random trivia:

The (English) name of Bill's language's written script is Plaintext. Like, y'know, plaintext:

In cryptography, plaintext usually means unencrypted information pending input into cryptographic algorithms, usually encryption algorithms. This usually refers to data that is transmitted or stored unencrypted.

Which is ironic, since Bill's the ONLY person to whom the text is unencrypted. But then, from his perspective, it's the only "unencrypted" text he ever actually sees—all the languages he uses in day-to-day life are foreign languages to him.

In the Bill Cipher AMA, somebody asks Bill what he thinks about all the fangirls he has, and Bill says they should all go to the Nevada desert and assemble a throne to wait for him. In fic, I've decided it'd be funny to give him a women-only cult in Nevada. The leader of the cult is named Mary and the underling most often referenced is Sue, because—and I say this with love and affection—if "fangirl who's put in a fic so she can meet her favorite tumblr sexyman" ISN'T a textbook Mary Sue, I don't know what is.

Bill really likes monster trucks. He's convinced himself that he'd be a TERRIFIC monster truck driver, because he can see the future, so obviously he'd know how to avoid any car crashes. He's probably wrong about this. It's a more physically taxing job than you'd think, and a human body is more easily taxed than he's used to.

Current favorite human food is nachos with sprinkles on top. Gotta be triangular nachos. If the chips are circular or rectangular it will legit depress him. Also plain old cheese is boring, give it some texture, it's gotta have peppers hot enough to kill a toddler.

Sometimes Bill talks to Waddles as if he's speaking to the Temporarily Genius Waddles and expects him to understand what Bill's saying.

If Bill's watching a show/movie and doesn't want to spoil the ending for himself he has to fight NOT to glance into the future to see what happens. Imagine if every time you read a comic book, all of the pages automatically separated and spread out across the table so you could see every page at once, and you had to keep resisting the urge to glance at the last page to see what happens. That's what trying not to glance forward is like for Bill.

Nobody's commented on this yet, so idk if anyone's caught it, but in chapter 2:

He carefully positioned himself directly in front of the trio, glancing down at the floor as if looking for the right mark to step on,

and in chapter 3:

Mabel considered his feet thoughtfully before spray painting an X where she estimated he’d been standing before.

“You got lucky—” he cast a dirty look at the X spray painted on the ground, “—but luck changes.”

In chapter 2 Bill saw the X on the floor in the future, and assumed he was going to leave it for himself so he'd know where he should stand for his big dramatic moment—which means he deliberately planted himself RIGHT on the mark where the twins were set up to tackle. (Even though he can see into the future, his time vision is pretty near-sighted.)

Bill NEARLY invaded the M Dimension mentioned in Journal 3—he was playing "muse" to a whole bunch of scientists and governmental types who were all collaborating, everybody liked him, nobody suspected anything, they were thrilled by the idea of opening up interdimensional travel to his totally-harmless-and-not-at-all-nightmarish realm so their muse could visit... the only reason he hasn't already conquered the M Dimension is because everything there, even the laws of physics, are based on the letter M, and for the life of him he couldn't find a way to adapt the portal blueprints to work there. The math's impossible.

Bill's the only member of the Henchmaniacs who's unable to leave the Nightmare Realm. (As in, physically can't leave. Legally, most of them are pretty trapped there for lack of another safe place to go; but like they could leave if they chose to.) Sometimes he sends his Henchmaniacs on errands for him to other dimensions; and sometimes they go on day trips outside the Nightmare Realm without him. When they leave he tends to sulk and insist he isn't sulking.

Nobody in the shack knows about Ford's embarrassing neck tattoo. (And it was REALLY hard keeping that secret on a boat.) Nobody, that is, except for Bill, who spent last summer stalking everyone in the shack and who can see through walls, seeing through a turtleneck is nothing. Someday he's gonna start casually humming All Star and strike terror into Ford's heart.

There's a handful of human languages Bill can't speak because the speakers cursed him to be unable to speak them. I don't know which languages yet, I'd probably need to do a lot of digging to find languages about which there's already "demons/monsters/etc can't speak/understand this language" folklore I can slap on him. But it's a joke I'm prepared to use if I find a language that fits.

Bill thinks it's weird that humans want their hands and hair to smell like food, but then don't even want to eat them. What's the point of strawberry-scented shampoo???

#ask #about my writing #bill goldilocks cipher

[ticklykitty216]

Eyy I haven't seen much content from ya, so assuming you still have requests open... maybe legit anything with Colette as a lee/ler?

(Ohohoho man, Colette my beloved, I have forgotten how much I love your weird fangirl mannerisms)

(This is a sort of pseudo-sequel to my first fic (the one with Byron and Edgar) but this can be read as a stand alone fic as well)

***

There was nothing Colette loved more than collecting info on her favorite brawler, which was basically everyone. She knew when everyones birthdays were, knew their favorite colors, and where every brawler tended to hangout at. This info would come in handy when she wanted to meet up with one of them or to ‘add a souvenir’ to her collection.

Ever since Colette, Edgar and Byron had moved in together she had learned all the weird little quirks and habits of the others, like how Byron hated people making food for him, or the way Edgar would pick at the studs on his belt when he wasn’t paying attention to what people we saying to him, but there were still things sh learned about the them,or more specifically Edgar.

Colette spent a lot of time with Edgar. Both inside the house and while at work. Colette loved spending time with Edgar, though he would object to her anytime she suggested hanging out, though Colette never took it personally, he was generally rough around the edges. But from the times that they’d hung out she’d always learn something about him, and then she’d write it down in the scrapbook of hers.

The scrapbook. Colette’s pride and joy. It held everything she held dear to her in it; autographs, pictures, her ‘souvenirs’ (that were often disgusting, like Bibi’s gum and Leon’s lollipop stick) and of course, brawler trivia and facts. She was always adding to a brawlers fact page, there was so much to learn, and when you spend enough time with someone you learn embarrassing facts about them.

Like how deathly ticklish your emo roommate and coworker is.

She had suspected early on that the boy was ticklish. The way he would flinch away from certain touches and the little noises he’d make when her hands would brush against his sides when she’d given him surprise hugs, she’d never had the time to test her theory, but now was the perfect time.

Currently Colette and Edgar were in their shared house, Byron was out brawling in a Heist event and wouldn’t be back for at least 5 more hours (had Colette’s math been correct given his recent win rates). They were both vibing in the living room, Edgar was laying on their couch scrolling through his phone and Colette sat on the opposite end of said couch, currently scribbling in her scrapbook with her knees pulled up to her chest (using them to prop up said book). Colette was currently doodling a semi-crude picture of Edgar in her scrapbook, and was labeling certain parts of his body, she was going to figure out where he was ticklish, she just had to figure out how she was going to make it happen.

Colette idly flipped through her scrapbook as she thought of how she would do this, “Hey Edgar, did you hear that Emz’s birthday is coming up?” Colette said casually and Edgar hummed “Yeah, she’s been posting about it on her Insta.” Edgar said bluntly. “Do you plan to get her anything for her birthday?” Colette asked and looked at her edgy roommate, “Eh, probably not…” Edgar said, still looking at his phone, Colette lightly gasped “Why not?! I thought you two were friends?!” she yelled and Edgar finally looked at her “We’re not friends. Just cuz we have similar interests doesn’t mean we’re close.” Edgar said flatly. Colette feigned a sad look and whimpered “If you and Emz aren’t friends then… What are we?” Colette said and now moved to sit on her legs, scrapbook now on the arm of the couch and her arms were brought up to her chests, making puppy eyes at Edgar.

Edgar rolled his eyes with a huff “We’re… acquaintances…” Edgar said and looked away, Colette gasped and reeled back “ACQUAINTANCES?! Edgar, you wound me!!” Colette cried before she leaned forward again, Edgar put his hands up defensively “We work together and we brawl together, but other than that I wouldn’t say we’re close!” “Edgar, we LIVE together!” Colette said “We also live with Byron!” he shot back. “We hang out all the time! We’re technically hanging out right now!” Colette argued, “I mean, it’s more like we’re coexisting in the same room…” Edgar mumbled “Same difference!” Colette said.

“Why are you so hung up about this?” Edgar asked and Colette scoffed, “Well with how much we spend time together it hurts to know you don’t consider me a friend!” Colette said and idly slapped the tops of her thighs and looked away. “Alright, despite the fact that we spend SOOOO much time together, I know nothing about you.” Edgar said and crossed his arms, Colette tilted her head “How could you not know anything about me? I tell you stuff about me all the time!” Colette said and moved closer to him “No you don’t, you always talk about the others!” Edgar said and Colette rolled her eyes “I also talk about myself! And I talk about you too!” she said and Edgar raised an eyebrow “Oh? And what do you know?” Edgar said with suspicion.

 “Well, I know your birthday, favorite color, favorite food, I know you like a certain brand of nail polish cause it doesn’t chip easily, I know you don’t like working late shifts because it messes up your parkour routine-” Colette said moving closer to Edgar, he seemed to notice and tried to back up against the couch “I also know you don’t like when people criticize your technics because now one else does parkour like you do.” Colette said and pinned Edgar to the couch “Get off! I may not know much about you but I know you’re crazy!” Edgar said and Colette huffed and smiled. “There’s one other thing I know about you.” Colette said and smirked and Edgar gulped nervously “And what’s that?” he asked. Colette had this downright evil look on her face as she leaned close to Edgar.

“I know you’re ticklish~” Colette whispered to him and Edgar paled. 

For a few moments the world seemed frozen as Edgar sweat bullets beneath his coworker before after what seemed like eternity, Edgar’s scarf moved first. His scarf moved out and pushed against Colette's face as he used his arms to grab the sides of the couch to pull himself away “Hey! Where are you going?!” Colette said and grabbed his scarf and moved them out of her way “Get away from me!” Edgar yelped and tried to flop off the couch but Colette was faster, she expected this to happen.

Colette had grabbed him by the arm and pulled him back onto the couch and straddled his hips, and in one swift motion managed to get his scarf off with little resistance (she wondered if his scarf had allowed her to do that?)  “I know you’re ticklish, I just don’t know where. That’s what we’re going to find out!” Colette said excitedly as she rolled up her sleeves and wiggled her fingers down at the emo boy and his face flushed. “No! Nononono- Get off of mehehe!” Edgar giggle and grabbed Colette’s wrists to keep them away, she giggled herself and fought against Edgar’s strength, her hands slowly descended downwards towards his sides “Gee Edgar, I haven’t even touched you and you’re already giggling, you must be really ticklish if this is just getting to you!” Colette teased and his face flushed brighter as he was fighting back against her wiggling fingers “Shuhut up!” he growled out, and became more panicked as her hands were now just inches above his sides.

Colette started to wiggle her fingers more and pushed against his hands “You can’t fight this forever!~” Colette cooed and with one sudden push her fingers made contact with his clothed sides and Edgar choked. He spluttered and kicked his legs out before a laugh left him and he shook his head “COHOHOHOLETTE NOHOHO!!” Edgar cackled. Colette gasped and squealed down at him “Aaaw Edgar! Your laugh is so cute!!” Colette gushed as she skittered her fingers up and down the boy's sides “SHUHUHUHUT UHUHUHUP!!” Edgar wailed as he still tried to push against her hands, “NAHAHAHA! KNOHOHOHOCK IT OHOHOFF!!” Edgar laughed and tried to shake Colette off “No way! We’re just getting started my dear acquaintance!” Colette said with a mischievous smile and Edgar made a noise akin to a growl. Colette’s fingers were fast and precise, trying to figure out what made Edgar laugh the hardest, “Gee, I wonder just ticklish you are…” Colette said as her fingers suddenly darted across the top of his stomach and Edgar howled “NAHAHAHAT THEHEHEHEHERE!!” Edgar shrieked and Colette giggled “Why not here? Too tickle tickle ticklish for you to handle?~” Colette teased as one hand tickled his lower belly while the other went to his ribs.

Edgar shook his head violently and started to thrash side to side, anything to try and get this maniac off of him, “COHOHOHOLETTE PLEHEHEASE STOHOHOP!!” Edgar wheezed, “Oh but Edgar! I can’t stop now! I’ve never seen you smile or laugh like this before!” Colette said as she scribbled between the boys ribs “NAHAHAHAHA- AHAHAHAHA!! WHEHEHEHEN THIHIHIS IS OHOHOVER YOHOHOU ARE SOHO DEAHAHAD!!” Edgar threatened and Colette rolled her eyes “Oh don’t be like that! I know you like it!~” she teased.

Colette looked at Edgar and studied his reactions before she got a nasty little idea, she had never really seen him without his scarf on, “I wonder…” Colette said out loud as she suddenly shot her right hand to Edgar’s neck and spidered against the sensitive flesh. Edgar’s eyes boggled in his head and he let out a very girly shriek that, Colette would admit, hurt her ears before his laughter hiked up 10 octaves, “NOHOHOHO NONONO NOHOHO STAHAHAHA- STAHAHAHAP IHIHIT!! NOHOHOT THEHEHERE PL-PLEHEHEASE!!!” Edgar howled and Colette leaned closer “Jackpot! Seems I’ve found a good spot huh?” Colette asked.

Edgar could no longer get a cohesive word out as he laughed and laughed, tears were streaming down his face and his face was so red it would put a tomato to shame. Colette continued her assault until she felt Edgar slow his fighting down “P-PLEHEHEASE STAHAHAP!! UHUHUHUNCLE! UHUHUNCLE!!” Edgar begged as he dared to look up at his coworker. Colette slowed her assault on the boy's neck, and brought her hands back down to his sides, but her movements were now more sluggish and slow, giving him a small break from the more intense tickles she’d unleashed on him. “Oh Edgar, what am I going to do with you?” Colette asked and shook her head with a little huff. Edgar still laughed and giggled as Colette's fingers moved slowly over his ribs down to his sides and over his belly, “Stohohohohop ihihihit!” he giggled and finally managed to swat her hands away from him.

“Oh fine, I’ll stop.” Colette said with a sigh of defeat and hung her head slightly, she stole a look at her coworker and smiled at him, he looked so cute like this, and she giggled at him. Edgar gasped and wheezed for air and glared at the girl perched on top of him “Whahahahat ahahare yohohou looking ahahat?” Edgar asked and Colette smiled sweetly at him “You silly!” she said and tilted her head “You looked like you were having fun laughing your little head off like that!” she chirped at him and Edgar wrapped his arms around his middle “Nohoho I wahahasn’t!!” he said defensively and Colette brought her hand up to her mouth “Yes you were!” she said with a smirk “Cause if you weren’t, then you wouldn’t have been laughing! Duh!” she finished.

*~*~*

It was late at night as Colette colored in her scrapbook. She giggled to herself as she colored in the crude drawing of Edgar with a red colored pencil and then wrote with her pen “VERY TICKLISH” at an arrow pointing at Edgar’s neck. She sighed as she looked at the picture “Shame I didn’t get to tickle his lower half, oh well, I’ll just have to do it some other time!” Colette said as she closed her scrapbook, as she moved across her room, which was littered with plush and crumpled up pieces of paper, she passed by the mirror and stood in front of it. Her hand ghosted over her left eye which now sported a large bruise over it, “I’ll certainly be getting revenge for this, don’t you worry my dear friend!” she laughed. 

She couldn't stay mad at Edgar for punching her, she admitted that she deserved it, but still, it would fuel her up for a little revenge against him, Colette turned and as she moved away from the mirror and flopped on her bed, exhausted from today's events, and was already planning her next attack against her moody ‘friend’.

***

(OWO? POSSIBLE SEQUEL IN THE FUTURE??)

(Maybe, if this motivation keeps up!)

#Kitten_Blunders #TicklyKitty Writes #brawl stars tickle #brawl stars tickling #I love staying up at unreasonable hours to write tickle fics #yay tickle fics! lol #headcanon that scarf knows edgar is a moody ass who needs a good tickling every now and then #so it lets people take it off so they can obliterate him

[that-kid-fromtheplayground]

hihihi!! i was wondering if i could maybe get a SP match-up?? tyy <3

no idea if this is relevant, but i'm a 5'2, straight female with brown eyes and brown hair (which always looks. a bit questionable because i have the terrible habit of cutting my own hair after every minor inconvenience) with blond highlights. also, my birthday is on October 18th, and i'm a libra sun, virgo moon, scorpio rising, and an enfp 💪💪

i tend to be pretty shy and quiet around new people, but once i get comfortable, you fr can't get me to shut up (and it rarely takes me more than 15 minutes to get comfortable.) i laugh a lot, talk a little too loud, and say the weirdest crap, so many people are convinced i'm kinda stupid. but in reality, i'm surprisingly smart- straight a's and everything. i'm also a pretty lovey-dovey person, i ADORE physical contact and pretty much all kinds of affection ngl. and people think i'm a hoe even tho i've only had one boyfriend and haven't even felt the touch of a man in months 💀💀 i'm also sensitive to the point where i'm legit crying like 90% of the time. like,, happy? i cry. sad? i cry. angry? i cry.

but, anyway, i'm such a GIANT music nerd. like,, i legit spend 90% of my time listening to music and i kinda combust and die if i go more than a few hours without listening to music. i'd love to say i like all kinds of music, but that'd be a lie lmao. i'm pretty much a pretentious dad when it comes to my music taste. i absolutely adore all types of rock and metal, and my all-time favorite bands are My Chemical Romance and Pearl Jam. i'm also in, like, 837198371837193 different bands where i sing and play bass!! and besides music, i'm also really into writing and cinema. i honestly don't think i dislike anything?? except maybe math and repetitive tasks, because i swear i can't sit still and stay focused for more than a few minutes.

something important in a relationship for me is loyalty and affection,, because i've been cheated on multiple times and i really don't want that to happen again. and a big no-no for me would be an open relationship. i mean,, nothing wrong with people who are into that, but it's just not my kinda thing.

i hope this wasn't too long!! tyyyy <3

A/N: omg hello there!! I AM A SUPER FAN OF YOUR WRITING AND THE FACT THAT YOU ASKED ME FOR A REQUEST IS 🥹. Anyways, leaving aside my fangirl moment, I have the perfect little man for you sweet and beautiful human being 😌

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐦 𝐈 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐢𝐬…

Cʅყԃҽ Dσɳσʋαɳ!!

He kinda likes your shy persona when you are meeting someone new, It gives him an oportunity of being the man in the relationship and ya know that being in charge boostes his ego lmao💀

Clyde loves your laugh, especially when he is the one who caused it lol, so It's not really a problem that you are laughing almost all day. He also likes that you talk loud because he himself does so when excited so this way you can't mock each other for it lmao.

He never thought you were stupid... because he was sitting at your right side on class and saw your high notes. He is probably going to beg ask you to help him study for some subjects in which he isn't doing so well.

He also loves when you just randomly say some weird ass shit, he is just so down for it lmao Like, you can be like "Hey, ya know that Camels have 3 eyelids?" and then the next thing you know is that Clyde is wheezing while trying not to fall to the floor lmao 😂

You love physical affection? HE LOVES PHYSICAL AFFECTION. (You two should marry for real lmao 💍⛪) Like, please be all lovey-dovey with him, hold his hand, hug him out of the blue, cuddle him, snuggle to his side, hold his arm or give him little kisses but PLEASE show him love (he will tear up a bit tho-)

You two are a bit sensitive, and that's okay! Because then you know what can trigger each other's tears and so you can try and evade it, but if the tears are flowing then you'll know (or at least have a vague idea) of how to calm and/or comfort each other down <3

Hmn... okay, I think that he mainly doesn't get that you can't live without music? Ah, but tell him that it's practically the same as if he had to live without his baseball jacket (or you even) and he goes like 🙀😭 "oMG that must be horrible, I'm sorry for understimating your feelings!"

He is probably going to beg ask you to sing to him and play him any song on your bass (if it's a love one dedicated to him even better tho-). If you, someday, finally get settled in a band he is going to be your number one fan and will buy all of your merchandise (well, If you gift it to him even better lmao).

You write??? dO YOU NEED A PROOFREADER??? PLease, let this man read what you write, at least a pair of lines but pwease let.him.read.itttttt 😭 Anyways, If you happen to write shit about ships /affectionate Then he'll probably ask you to write angsty as fuck fics about ships of your class lmao 💀 Like "I fell in love with the pervert" for a Craig x Kenny fic. "They call me lovergirl (they say I throw my heart around)" for a Wendy x Bebe one. Or even a "Make him happy for me" for a Stan x Kyle in which Wendy is still in love with the Marsh's little boy. Ya know, ^That kind of angsty shit lol 😞😭

You want a loyal partner uh? Well, He is like a dog, Loyal 'til the end!! He is going to make sure that you know that he loves you and that he will never change you for any other woman (or man!). He expects you to reassure him the same because he is kinda insecure though 😶 Like- for him you are a goddess that should be cherisshed, but here you are, stuck with a boy like him.

In summary, your relationship would be one full of love and happiness, the occasional (and affectionate) mutual pinning, the crying because if one starts crying the other cries too lmao, and all the little and beautiful things you do for each other that lit up your own little worlds with serotonin and love <3

#South Park #South Park matchup #matchup #romantic matchups #matchups #south park matchups #south park x reader #south park x female reader #female reader #straight couple #Clyde #Clyde Donovan x reader #Clyde x reader #Clyde south park x reader #south park clyde x reader #south aprk clyde donovan x reader #clyde donovan south park x reader

[freebooter4ever]

for the ask game: 13 and 24!

Lollllll oh no! I said i was a newbie, you're supposed to go easy on me! Now i have to do math to figure out when i was 18

13: favorite player drafted the year you turned 18? (or if you're too young, the year you were born?): legit i googled the rangers and not a single one of them is old enough. EXCEPT for ryan reaves so we're just going to pretend i turned 18 in 2005 instead of 2006 and go with Reavo, k? ;) I mean he seems cool even if he doesn't get a lot of ice time and i like his 'shesty release us!' bit, so im good with that <3 (im so old like the crypt keeper) (too old for this fangirl life)

24: how many NHL cities/arenas have you been to? which are on your bucket list? This is actually a three part question. Arenas? NONE! Ahahahaha. Look, im going to the LA arena in a week does that count? I got nosebleed seats in the very back so i can bring my sketchbook and not bother anyone. I've driven past the pittsburgh arena many many times and i always knew when the games were happening because it meant suddenly there was tons of traffic and people on my normally empty short cut between lawrenceville and work. I remember these giant screens in front of the building and that main road closed off and just full of people standing around in the cold watching. Were those special nights? I thought the people were insane. Its fucking cold at night there in the winter!

Anyway for cities - im old and i worked in computer science education at the 'educating teachers' level so we traveled a lot, there's not many major cities in the US i havent visited. Ive never been to montreal though (vacouver, edmonton, toronto yes). So montreal maybe?

#Thank you this made me laugh

[the-blackdale]

Hey ire CONGRATS AGAIN ON 300 AAAAAAAAA *loads of hugs and kisses mwah

are- are we close moots? 👉👈 can I have a 🐙 please and thank you

(also hmm how have things been with maya(is that the name we gave her I forgot) try to grab her attention by cracking a few jokes maybe.?)

Afafaf bestie yesss !! We're like super close moots how can u doubt it ??! Anyway, I think ur katie from shang-chi, yk just a Bubly fangirl who is super smart and all, I just think she give 'you' vibes

↑ bestie goals, that's u and me 🥰 ↑

Ok, no because the above was all bubly I didnt wanted to spoil it's vibes, yes !! You got her name correct !! but yesterday was the worst !! There were two seats on the both side of me empty, and she did not come and sit next to me :( I messed up the first half of the class sulking over that, and then my anxiety worked up in the second half, because if reason I tell you, you'd think im probably a psychopath or overdramatic or still hung up over my ex-crush but what happened is that a tution friend of mine was sitting at a diagonal from me, and he looked exactly !! EXACTLY, like a guy from school I had a crush on and it was so scary, I legit myself thought for a moment that im going crazy it was THAT insane !! Anyway, I was →← this close to self harming at that time because if I wouldnt,I would've legit screamed or cried in the class.

Ok, that sounds overdramatic, but I genuinely have like a lot of trauma because what basically happened is that just because we sat next to each other for two day, everyone in school started the rumours that we are dating. I didnt even had a crush on him that time, and then he started ignoring me, we were good friends, and then we didnt talked for a year, next grade we again became friends when the rumours subsided, note that its started when I was in 4th grade, and now we're in 5th, so we became friends again and they strated teasing us again, but this time instead of ignoring me, he started blaming me that I spread this rumours ??! But nvm because i thought he spread those rumours too so it was vice-versa.

What was worse was when in a skt class, our teaher asked a student to make a sentence with garden, and he (lil piece of shit, always teases me, but still like a bro to me, ughh idk why I hang with ppl like these) he said ''my name' and 'my ex-crushe's' name are sitting in a garden together' and mam !! That freaking sanskrit mam !! Who freaking knows whats going on !! Knows that he is teasing me !! Write THAT freaking sentence on the freaking board !!!! Thank god that our classes were divided at that time and 'ex-crush' went to some other class. But that was on the freaking board for anyone to read. And its only starting !! What happened next was mam didnt erased it before leaving the class, with some cursed twist of fate, the said ex-crush came just before I could go and erase what was written, he reads it and istg I would've legit died there of embaresment. And teh guy who told mam to write that, he and his gang™ come and corner me, and like all of them are friend to me, but they corner me and they start screaming that ohh look someone got a lil crush, look who is head over heals in love. And im having the 'sliding down the wall crying moment'™ because its all too noicy !!

And then our Maths mam comes and shoo's all of them away, takes me out of the class and asks me what happened. Now she is a friendly and all mam and I was her fav student so ofc she is concerned. And I tell her what they said about me and some random person dating and its all lies and THAT FREAKING TEACHER !! She gave me this 🌝← look and said,' well, are u sure ur not dating him ?'

And lemme tell you, If I wasnt so frustrated already, I would've known that's he was kidding, but me being me, started fucking crying and I told her I don't want to attend her class, im going to the medbay and im just gonna sit there and die (I said that, no kidding) and she even let me, I was surprised, but gratefull and spent that period in medbay while the teacher scholded the rest of the class for bullying me. She even complained to the class teacher and the next day, the bullies got another scolding, which was embarrassing for me because ethey were my friends, but meh.

This is one (1) of the many bad insidences which happened due to that rumour, and the other are worse, so when I saw that other dude in tution. Looking like my ex-crush, who I also havent seen of or think about for the past two years, I lost it. I think the girl sitting next to me saw me punching my bag but didnt said anything, as for maya, she never cared 😔

Sorry I went on a rant, 🥺 u just asked and I needed to tell someone. u don't have to read any of that if u don't want to im genuinely sorry.

#ask #@ithurielkeepsgettingkidnapped #300 celebration #tw self harm #shit I went real bad there #this. was supposed to be a celebration not a trauma dump :( #probably delete late #after she she's it

[imaginedigimon]

as an apology for the sock conspiracy, perhaps i could request some headcanons about miyako/yolei and her partner, hawkmon? i found out that aquilamon can evolve into silphymon on its own, which can evolve into dynasmon, and as someone who loves dragons i immediately began considering dynasmon as the "canon" ultimate/mega form for hawkmon - it's a big purple wyvern dragon warrior who values loyalty to their lord and hawkmon considers himself miyako's knight so yknow,, - magnamon anon

BRUH AQUILAMON CAN TURN INTO SILPHYMON ALL BY HIMSELF? BRUHHHHHHHH

A’ight so Magnamon Anon, just that tidbit alone was enough to make up for the sock conspiracy. I am thriving on the idea that we go from a hawk-based Digimon to a freaking DRAGON.

And I just looked him up, and now I’m cackling cuz he was in Digimon Frontier and his English voice was so obnoxious and funny to listen to oh my god. This is-

Oh my god.

Okay, onto the headcanons.

Yolei and Hawkmon Headcanons

Okay not that he’s a dad but Hawkmon’s always the one to be like “YOU BETTER GET HOME ON TIME YOUNG LADY”

Sometimes Hawkmon rides on Magnamon’s shoulder when he’s stealing through the night trying to bust the messy DigiDestined

Okay but back to serious stuff

Hawkmon sees Yolei fangirling over Ken or Kari or legit anyone she has a crush on and goes “YES HELLO YOUNG PERSON/MAN/WOMAN, WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO OUT WITH MY FRIEND YOLEI-” he has no chill

Yolei of course hates when he does this

Sometimes she locks Hawkmon out of her apartment

Sometimes Hawkmon breaks in anyway

They have a wacky dynamic and yet they get along really well?

Hawkmon knows how to solve really complicated math formulas for some reason so he just whips these out when Yolei’s being a computer geek

Sometimes they argue, and maybe a Digimon fight starts, and they drop everything to finish the fight and then pick up their argument

There’s really not much more to add unless you want me to reveal their underground thug life

Wait did I just say that

What I meant was

That’s all I have

--------

There is no conspiracy hiding in these words of mine. >_>

#digimon headcanons #miyako inoue #yolei inoue #hawkmon #no conspiracies here #bro these are so fun tho #will i ever get tired of them #unlikely #magnamon anon

[candlecat624]

Bro tumblr prom has got me Q U A K I N G I am blushing s o h a r d in the middle of my math class my date legit has me w e a k 

We have had one (1) interaction during prom where they gave me a flower and it took me a good twenty minutes or so to respond because I was busy fangirling over my own partner-

someone send help- I’m dying- I love them too much-

#tumblr prom 2020 #tumblr prom #candle speaks

[mars-walk]

hi everybody! i’m rose and here is a lil long intro to my boy marshall! i guess there are two of us roses, which is legit, but you can feel free to call me rosie or like, gmt rose if that helps make things less confusing lol

— && guests may mistake me as ( colson baker ), but really i am ( marshall walker + cis male + he/him ) and my DOB is ( 10/5/1993 ). i am applying for the ( personal trainer ) position as part of the EHP and would like to live in suite ( #305 ). i should be hired because i am ( adventurous & patient ), but i can also be ( insecure & naive ) at times. personally, i like to ( watch movies, write stories & work out ) when off the clock, but that won’t interfere with work.

edit: i forgot to link his pinterest board !! putting it here bc what’s the point of adding it if no one ends up seeing it, am i right?

// quick basic info:

Marshall Walker hails all the way from the land down under — specifically Melbourne, Australia. Aussie accent still going strong.

Like most Australians, he likes to make shit up about his homeland so beware of that.

As you can possibly tell, he is a libra so make of that what you will.

If he was lucky enough to attend Hogwarts, he would be a Ravenclaw.

Also he’s 26 in case any of you didn’t feel like doing the math (cause I sure didn’t).

He’s a former fashion model, current personal trainer, and an aspiring film critic.

Unfortunately it’s hard to establish yourself as a film critic, hence the current temporary job at the 312 gym while he figures it all out.

// random bits:

... these should totally be at the bottom but I’M PUTTING THEM HERE cause i’m not expecting anybody to read the entire novel that’s coming up wow.

He is a very tall boy at 6′5″.

Interests include movies (esp. old, Korean, and/or Italian ones), music (he plays the guitar ok), football (soccer for you Americans), rugby (on tv, mostly out of obligation), books, fashion, skincare, spirituality, mysticism.

His favorite film is without a doubt My Own Private Idaho.

He’s one of those people who insist that music always sounds better on vinyl.

Also has a deep appreciation for old school hip hop. Beastie Boys are a fave... but then you’ll also catch him jamming out to Simon & Garfunkel. He’s one of those “I like all music” kind of people.

Dreams of one day owning a berenese mountain dog.

Doesn’t remember his own phone number and has it saved in his phone.

Even though he’s officially retired from his modeling career, he’s still got a relatively active Instagram account with around 70,000 followers and some dedicated fangirls.

He’s also absolutely a walking skincare bible, although he doesn’t like to bring it up unprompted.

// ... more info, basically a bio:

Marshall grew up in the city, pacing back and forth between divorced parents from the age of 9. His older brother helped maintain some sense of stability, but that was only so effective when his parents could not stand being in the same room.

When he was 14, his mother moved to Perth and rather than uprooting everything for the boys, they stayed behind to live with their dad. Marshall’s relationship with his father was never the greatest, and he and his brother grew apart in their teens. 

His dad and brother were big sports guys and while Marshall did try to bond with them, he was always the skinny kid who never quite got it right.

As he grew older, he was honestly more content with picking up a book or spending his nights marathoning old movies. Whenever he did go to the gym, it was usually just to get out of the house and get some peace.

It wasn’t that he hated them at all. The relationship was that middling kind of bad that is tolerable in theory, but just strained enough that he couldn’t wait to get out of there.

At 20, he was studying film at university when he actually got his wish.

One night, he was scouted outside a concert venue, and he seized the opportunity to get away from his homelife. He decided that if he was going to do it, he was going to dive in head first, and so he did. Dropped out of university, said bye-bye to his hometown, and moved into a flat in Sydney with three other guys.

Soon it was Milan, then London, Paris, and New York. Even dipped out to Asia for work on a few occasions. Marshall was now a global citizen, in his own eyes anyway, and he thrived in his new career. All the things he got to see and experience. It was chaotic, but he was out there making art and actually making money just because someone someone outside a club had liked the way he looked.

The big adventure lasted five seasons before the industry spat him out — not a bad run for a tatted up skinny kid who was rather naïve to the whole thing.

Of course now he was 23 without a real sense of what he wanted to do with his life. He stayed around New York for a while, hanging out with the rich and famous and getting the occasional gig here and there. Being romantically linked to various socialites helped him out tremendously, as hollow as that attention felt to him.

After some brief, less than successful attempts at being an actor, he decided to retire from the career he had built for himself. Marshall dreamt of making a living as a writer, although that was easier said than done when you’re known for your looks and no one cares all that much what you have to say.

Wanting to get away from the industry altogether, he packed up and left New York. One of the old model mates had told him long before about the 312, and so that became his new destination. Getting to stay at a fancy hotel and just pop down and give some lady a workout once in a while? For someone who wants to hole up and write about movies, it’s absolutely the deal of a lifetime.

// connections:

I guess I’m more of a “go with the flow” kind of rp’er but I am 100% here for plotting and if anyone has a vision for a connection involving Marshall, or you just want to throw ideas around then definitely feel free to IM and let’s chat!

#312ooc #baby i got the death rattle ( muse )

[xmarveled]

In honour of best friends day, tag 5 of your best tumblr bffs and list one reason you love each friend. Spread the love!💕💖

I was tagged by my loves @xxstarwalker and @famousshoepastavoid. I love you girls so fucking much. Happy besties day!❤️

@xxstarwalker - You are legit my everything, my tumblr hoe, my shoulder to cry on. As Cristina Yang would say, you’re my person.

@famousshoepastavoid - You are the sweetest freaking person I’ve ever met. You encourage me even when I want to quit and I’m so, so lucky to have you in my life.💘

@bxcksdoll - Words cannot even begin to describe how much I freaking love you. You’re my babe and my Thor hoe and always will be.

@phanoffandoms67 - You’re one of the first people I’ve met here on Tumblr and to this day, you’re still one of the best. Ilysm girl!

@waiting-for-motivation - Ahhh!! I met you on my first day on Tumblr, and I’m so so glad I did. You’re amazing!! (ps, GIVE ME ALL YOUR POP DOLLS OR ILL SHAVE YOUR CAT)

@randomavengersquotes - Omg, I looove how I can talk to you about literally anything. We spend houurs screaming about our fav shows and I’m so happy I have you in my life. (Malcom in the Middle RULES!!)

@spider-writer - You are so sweet and just so freaking amazing. I love fangirling over Tom Holland with you and I can’t wait to read your WIPs!!

@odinson-barnes - RPing with you has been a dream. You!re def the best person I’ve ever RPed with!! You’re just so easy to talk to, no matter if it’s our weekend plans or Thor’s abs (and ass). Val x Thor forever!!

@thorfanficwriter and @lancsnerd - You guys have inspired me so much with your writing. I’ve found myself hyperventilating on my bed in the middle of the night and sobbing in the middle of math class thanks to your stories. Ily guys!

@straightouttaneptune - Thor bestiess!! You’re so sweet and just so downright amazing and I’m so happy I met you. Never change bby!

@bonemarroww - Chatting with you about our dream vacations makes my day. One day, I’m gonna hop on a plane and visit you in France and we’re gonna storm Paris!! (With bad French grammar ;)

@kybaeza - girl, we have so much in common it’s not even funny. Anti-Mal besties!! #feysand4life!!

Okay, I’ve already wayy passed the limit, but I just wanted to say I love you all so, so much. Thank you guys for being so encouraging and supportive during my short month on Tumblr!!😘❤️ -Li Yue

#marvel #mcu #avengers #best friends day #bestie day #tumblr #tumblr friends #tumblr bestie #ily #anon #tag #taglist #spread the love

[meta-human-of-221b-ravenclaw]

someone: so what's your major?

me: Maths

Them: .... *confused look* *face falls*

Me: *trying to look as innocent as possible*

Them: as in like maths maths. like algebra and stuff?

Me: *nods eagerly* Yeah! And like i'm so excited for Calculus! *Inner math fangirl rising* AND OMG HOW COOL WAS (more math stuff)

them: *weird smile grimace nod thingy (you know that look)*

them: ...

them: *slowly walks away*

#I Love Math #math nerd #math nerd and an annoying directioner is a bad combo did you know that #math #a disclaimer this didnt happen in real life. My mind apparently creates enough convos #legit math fangirl #like no joke #i love algebra and calculus #omg #why am i like this

[purplesurveys]

492

How's your day going? Super chill, which is a nice change after the hectic last couple of days. Went to the mall with my family this morning to have lunch, discovered the gift that is spicy tuna salad, bought myself iced coffe and a container of pink slime, and spent the whole afternoon just playing my new favorite app, Bitlife. What shape is your face? It’s square-ish, which I hated so much when I was younger because I thought it made my face look abnormal (cause no one else in school had a square face) and that it gave me such a wide jaw. Nowadays I embrace it precisely for the reason that it’s not a common Filipino feature, and because it gives me a really good jawline. What sort of computer are you on right now? I’m on a Macbook Air. What's your favorite restaurant? I have a lot of favorites depending on the cuisine, but in general Yabu easily takes the cake. Torch is a favorite if I wanna spend on really good sushi. Mama Lou’s is my favorite Italian place; Marugame Udon is my favorite if I wanna have a budget-friendly meal; Mesa is my go-to for Filipino food. What does your umbrella look like? I used to have a pink umbrella with a faint print on it, but as with all things I own, I eventually lost it.

Do you share a room with anyone? My dog. Are you superstitious? Only when it comes to Oble, my university’s symbol. I’ve explained the supersition on an old survey but it’s an easy Google search if anyone’s curious. Do you believe in astrology? NO. Take the vowels out of your name. What does it spell? Rbyn. Do you eat breakfast every day? No. That’s the meal I easily miss out on; I usually just have a big lunch to make up for it. You can go back in time and slap one historical figure in the face. Who? Ferdinand Marcos, former President and dictator and forever a thief and liar. Do you have socks on? Describe them. Nope. I go barefoot in the house. Pick up your cell phone for a second. Who's your first text from? The first text I got *today was from my girlfriend, letting me know she had just woken up. Fourth missed call? My mom. Are you one of those people who has like a hundred apps on their phone? Noooooo. I never let my phone rack up too many apps. Have you ever been to the ballet? I’ve seen ballet recitals before, but I’ve never been a legit production. It’s one of the things on my bucket list. Do you have good reflexes? Yes, all thanks to all my years of table tennis. Do you have many internet friends? I used to have a lot when I was still an active fangirl on Twitter/Tumblr haha. The most fun I had was with the AJPunk fandom; I had a reeeeeally big and close circle of friends from the States and all over Europe. My sleeping schedule was insane at the time because I’d stay up to talk to them and bond over fanfic updates, new AJPunk scenes, and IRL spottings of the two. While we’ve grown apart in the last few years it’ll always remain a really fond memory for me. Do you think those friendships are on level with your real life ones? It used to be. They’d be the first people I’d talk to before the school bus picked me up and the last before I’d turn in for bed. Do you keep a journal? This Tumblr, pretty much. Describe for me your ideal sandwich. Banh mi in general. I don’t really have an ideal recipe. What are some names that you like? Olivia, Mia, Ines, Elizabeth, Scarlett, Isabella, Emma to name a few. Is there something you're putting off doing in favor of this survey? Not really. I kinda did my main task this afternoon, so I’m good for tonight. Are your friends generally like you or different from you? We’re all different in our own ways. Jo and Laurice are very chatty, JM is super closed off, Aya is a great artist, Kate's social skills are top-notch, Luisa is into sports. I’m none of those. Link me to a picture you think is cute. Egh. Do you like blowing bubbles? I loved it as a kid and I’m pretty sure I’ll still like it now.

What's the band that you love even though you know they're awful? That’s not what I think about the bands I listen to. Ever had a pillow fight? Maybe when I was younger. What do you usually pick in truth or dare? Truth. I have no problem being honest about anything. Are you better at posing good questions or coming up with outrageous dares? I’m a journalism student, so the questions. Vinyl, cassette, CD or MP3? I’d pick vinyl, even if I don’t own any or have a record player. But the reason I picked it is that Gab and I drop by Satchmi sometimes and test the record players and they sound amazing. Do you coo over other people's babies? I always would at the first chance. What is something that makes you very squeamish? Blood. Gab has nosebleeds semi-regularly and as much as I love her, that’s the one thing I can barely help her with. Like I’d get her tissues, but I literally would not look at her while it’s happening, because I will absolutely feel like vomiting. Do you try those as-seen-on-TV things? I wouldn’t buy them but if I saw them in real life and was offered the chance to test them, I would. Has there been a celebrity death that really affected you? Chyna. She died on my birthday and I cried for a while when I read the news. Do you get the dressing on the salad or on the side? All over the salad. Do you make lists, or are you more of an unplanned person? I make lists for almost everything. If you're out of high school, have you stayed in touch with your high school friends? If you're still in school, do you think you will? Yes. I follow most of them on social media. We’re a close batch, and we’re not letting go of each other that easily. Is there something you like to eat that most people think is gross? SEAFOOD!!! As someone who’s from an archipelago and whose entire culture is defined by seafood, I almost get hurt whenever I see people viewing fish or shrimp or oysters or mussels as ‘disgusting’ looooool cause it’s like why tho :// I respect tastes but don’t call it disgusting??? Do you have a lot of photographs of your friends? I have quite a bit, yes. Do you dye your hair regularly? I’ve never dyed my hair. Do you think, if it came down to it, that you'd be able to kill someone? If they did anything to a loved one and if I would be able to get away with it, yes. Are you good at rating things? I’m not sure, I’ve never had to rate a lot of things. What's a movie that you want to see? Midsommar. What was the name of your third grade teacher? Ms. Adette. She was also our math teacher. She was very motherly but the year she taught us was her last year in the school too since her family was moving to Oman. Are you a competitive person? Yeah. I can’t help it. Do you get into a lot of arguments? I try not to because I hate losing thanks to the aforementioned competitiveness. Do you like to go shopping? When my dad is around to buy the stuff, yes. HAHA Can you knit? Nope. I didn’t give a shit in sixth grade home econ. Do you use the same username everywhere online or do you have a lot? Yeah I used to use robyncanrana for everything, but lately I’ve been going with simply my first and last name. What's something that you really like about yourself? I’m a good worker and I never leave anything undone. Can you pass for older than you are? Not at all, I look like I’m 15. Have you ever been in a situation where that was necessary? Yeah, for when I need to get out of driving violation tickets. Do you talk a lot? If I’m comfortable with someone, I can. I’m still a listener at heart though. Are you a Facebook creeper? No, I hate Facebook. What is a smell that you hate? Spoiled rice. If you don't set your alarm clock or anything, when will you wake up? I’d still wake up pretty early. Do you even use an alarm clock, or do you just use your phone? I use the Alarm feature on my phone. Do you watch Maury or Steve Wilkos or anything like that? No. What did you get your best friend for their last birthday? I wasn’t with Gab during her most recent birthday. What did they get you for yours? She wasn’t with me for mine. Are you capable of finishing a game of Monopoly? I’ve never played Monopoly and never really plan to; it looks so boring and complicated. What is a word or phrase that you overuse? “Literally,” “like,” and “at the end of the day.” The last one I got because my internship boss used it for eeeeeevery fuuuucking senteeeeence it was insane. I caught it eventually. What's your favorite painting? Anything Monet. Have you ever written to your congressman? I haven’t. Did you get sent those free AOL discs a lot? Nope. Are you allergic to anything? I am not. What are you going to do now that you're finished with this survey? Check my Twitter timeline.

#survey #surveys

[cxmplexity]

AALI!!! guess who is back from the dead? LMAO, I had my last midterm today, so I feel a little better (not for long tho, because guess who has finals from the next week?🤡), My sems are virtual too, labs are just stressful, more so, I feel like I will end up half assing my way though the course (Cue: the eternal anguish of a burnt out student😭) I will give a listen to the albums you mentioned because all of your song recs just hit the right spot (no pun intended). Also, Toji's opinion makes sense, children are ingenuous and pliable like that, and as someone who also witnessed his mother's death, he was bound to believe it that he was the cause of the misfortune one way or the other. I re-read the story and the quotes you put in,🥺🥺 uwu. As if it wasn't perfect before, you just took it up a notch, you talented writer you. His mother's voice was a subtle insertion too, somehow made me have the opinion that he was attached to his mother and her memory was probably what made him go through his life, until Kaori came along that is. It also reminded me about this quote, "The dead talk", their story really was like that of star-crossed lovers, can't fangirl enough * wipes a stray tear *.

Lmaosskksk, yes, yesss, I will be the happiest woman alive if I can plant plot seeds inside that bewitching brain of yours, I am a Geto and Nanami Simp through and through, I eat up anything you bring out, so you bet that I will go feral if that setting happens. LOL, we doing some legit soulmatry baby, I love GOT7, although I literally had no idea that they had subunits 😭😭 help. There's one song of theirs called 1° and that's got to be my all time favourite track. First the Nanami lock screen twinning and now this, lmao, soul sisters sharing one conspiracy Braincell😭✋. As for Poetry, I am more of a fiction kind of girl, but I dabble in the occasional piece, so far, it's Pablo Neruda and a few of Poe's work that stayed with me till now, and a few Arabic poetries, they are enchanting, I wish I could read Urdu, just so I could read more.

You're always welcome, I will probably send you more food *Lenny face * and song recs in a seperate ask. Also, Teenage Fantasy sounded so sensual! I got more frat vibss again😭, plus Coffee sounds like a song that makes love feel like a raging firestorm between two reckless college kids. The kind of you fall in and out of and find your way back to each other again and again.

OML, we literally share so many interests😭😭😭 it feels so nice. I loved my English classes when I was in school, and would NEVER prepare anything the day before the Grammar test, it was actually an off day for me xD. Weirdly enough, maths is also one of my favourite subjects, but that doesn't mean I didn't pull the most idiotic shit there, I actually wrote done 3×9 as 6 in one test 🤡, Calculus is definitely the only place I do good in. Not you calling me a Philosopher slakkskaks. Paulo Coelho's writing brings about a strange sense of calm tinged with a strange sense of apprehension, I don't know why, although I love his works, ans Murakami, oh lord, he has got to be one of my comfort authors, I started out with his short stories and there was no going back from there. If you can, read his short story anthology "The Elephant Vanishes" and "Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman". Norwegian Wood was truly amazing, you took the words right out of my mouth with how you pointed out the central theme. And OML🥺 it's really so nice of you to say that. It's funny how we live halfway across the world but are literally geeking out on the same thing in sync xD, kinda like a long distance friendship snjsjs, I will probably come off anon one of these days, hehe.

I feel like Kaori and Reminder MC will end up butting heads and Kaori will probably end up convincing the MC to give Geto a shot, what with all that stubbornness of hers as Toji had noted.

P.S I am thankful that you indulge me so much, it's so nice to discuss all these theories with someone like this, and you truly are an amazing creator🤍

I agree, Toji's death may have been an unfortunate one but it was a death waiting in the wings, he was as you said, living on borrowed time. UTPT was Kaori's story, she was already a shell of a girl before she met Toji, the way she dropped in supplication in front of him, as if on autopilot at the beginning of the story proved that. Toji made her feel human again, made her into a woman, they were in essence, each other's first after all, they made each other human, made each other feel the warmth of love. Perhaps Toji's impending death was a little less painful because he spent his last living moments with Kaori. Kaori had to tread the trenches of life on her own in one way or another, Toji was probably someone who gave her another shot at life, that was the irony and beauty of what their love entailed to. Troy is actually a masterpiece, and I am not saying this because I love Greek Mythology hshsjsakkaka, it was nice, plus Brad Pitt had long hair there, so I had my reasons :3. Fun fact: I was in the 4th or 5th grade when I watched the movie for the first time and it's probably one of the few movies I have watched 5+ times. That particular quote tho, it's from the Iliad, so it makes the movie even more special. I will get back to you after watching the movie and we can geek out again👀.

I totally get the peer comparison part, I put so much of my self esteem on my academic achievements that it's a travesty at this point, my professor ended up telling me to have a bit more faith in myself the other day and I kept on thinking about it the whole day afterwards 😭, and I still end up running into all sorts of drama, uncalled for drama.

Also, Aali, you are an AMAZING writer, and I will always support you no matter what work you come up with, this may sound biased, but hey, everyone has favourites¯\_(ツ)_/¯.

Not you summoning me with that post shhshwjs, that whole post screamed TOJI, AJAJAAHSHSJJAJ, I am telling you, our clown cells are synced. ALSO, 3 fics back to back? Bestie, you are dishing it out like hotcakes, so we really going to pound town huh? I saw that sneak peek and although I am not a Sukuna thot, the idea of someone instructing me does things to me(only in the bedroom tho.) Yeah, I totally am taking the premium train ride to hell. Take care baby, don't overwork yourself, stay hydrated and have fruits xx 🌒

bestie don’t you dare disappear on me like that again

okay. now that i’m energised enough to reply with full dedication; congrats on finishing your midterms🎉 and best of luck on your finals. please don’t overwork yourself and don’t forget to take regular breaks (that definitely does not include chugging a mixture of coffee and redbull. c’mon now, let’s opt for some fruit as a replacement) you’ll ace them for sure. you’re an extremely smart person and i have full faith in you!

omg yes. you know the aphrodite love heals quote you sent me? i literally couldn’t stop thinking about it i had to add it to utpt, credits to you and your philosopher self for that. i fully agree with your point on toji’s attachment to his mother. i was acc reluctant about adding the scene where he sees his mother crawling instead of kaori when they were separated because for some reason i was worried some might assume he has mommy issues or smth lmfao. but no one did as of now so i’m glad to know i delivered the message properly lmfao.

i currently have a small geto fic in mind and although it’s not a fratboy au my baby deserves a piece dedicated to him. i’m literally a geto wh^re it’s acc ridiculous how i only have one fic written for him omg but it’s only bc i find his characterisation very hard to pin point tbh. HSISJS yes got7 has subunits. you literally picked my fav song out of that album omfg stop it’s acc so scary how similar we are i can’t. i’ll be sure to keep those authors on my list given how i haven’t read their works (shameful, because i heard of poe a lot but never took it upon my self to read his books smh) and omfg you read arabic poetry? i speak arabic so i’ve always wanted to dabble into some arab authors, but currently i only have a few political works in queue for me to read hehe. personally i wish i could speak japanese for the sole purpose of reading dazai’s works. the metaphors i’ve read are so beautifully constructed, i feel the english language doesn’t do it enough justice tbh.

i’m so happy you liked the songs! i had a feeling you’d like them after you recommended ambar lucid (which btw, i acc gave her album a listen after you sent me the link to fantasmas. and i’ve had universe on repeat i- sksjjs tysm for introducing me to her) and now that you mentioned it coffee reminds me of mc! reminder and getou after your little mini analysis? hehe.

pause because...i literally never prepared for my english exams either. showed up to my final not knowing shit about the literature works we were supposed to familiarise ourselves with and somehow i got an A*? i’m assuming the examiner was smitten with my 10+ page essay lmfao.

ahhh you and your recs..you just keep feeding me. i’ll put the anthologies down on my to read list for sure, even though i’m struggling to finish norwegian wood atm 😭 really wanna finish it off and start eleven minutes asap so i can clog the tl with my unsolicited opinion in hopes it would be enough to summon you back into my inbox fhgjfh. and yes of course! just dm me whenever u feel comfy enough to come off anon. you know you’re always welcome to :)

p.s i’m very much thankful you still stuck around to have these discussions, talking to you feels like a breath of fresh air. it’s crazy how many things we have in common, almost as if we’re siamese twins or something lol.

“utpt is kaori’s story” say it louder 🗣 i wanna print off your whole entire paragraph and frame it in my room. you couldn’t have said it better. (not you analysing my story better than me, babes are you sure you don’t wanna take over my writing instead?).

fucking hell..i literally used to have such a major obsession with greek mythology when i was younger. wanted to order the books just so i could indulge into it some more (does percy jackson count? lol) and i think i’m slowly resuming back to it (hence, the theme, hehe). so we were all just crushing on brad pitt at the time? by the sea also features him and angelina jolie! although the movie was directed by the latter, it’s so emotionally raw. i love angelina jolie and her movies. she’s a genius. (i also have a very huge crush on her. but that’s just a minor detail hehe)

aw no. i’m the last person to give this advice, but please don’t put too much pressure on yourself. it’s very draining when you tie your self worth with academics, because now i’ve literally found myself swallowed into this never ending hole that i can’t seem to get myself out of. kinda makes you question the education system too tbh. peer pressure is no joke.

NO IM NOT IM SHSJSJD. you’re too kind. my heart is so full. i can’t do this rn omg i- ur my fav anon btw

please i knew you’d show up if i hit you up in the tags with a megaphone 😭 fr out here like “open sesame” so you’d stop by sjskdnksjd. and yess 3 fics back to back. apparently vulnerable sukuna is everyone’s weak spot? mhm just doing my duties as a civilian here ofc.

Anonymous said:

Welcome To my Weekend Groove Club-

Big Jet Plane- Angus and Julia Stone

Chateau- Angus and Julia Stone

A heartbreak- Angus and Julia Stone

IR-Rubio

Lean On You- Car the Garden

Simp-1(Geto God)

Simp-2

Simp-3

My soul ascended to hornyville

Also, love the new theme, it's so pretty!!! And Hades and Persephone have got to be one of my most cherished mythological figures, although the original mythology isn't exactly errr...ideal, there's actually a webtoon called Lore Olympus which is a retelling of the whole story, give it a read, I have a feeling you will end up loving it. Also, also, CONGRATULATIONS ON 1K FOLLOWERS, you deserve it girl. Have hugs from halfway across the world.(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤

Anonymous said:

Just a few resources to fuel your late night creative, *cough* more *cough* smut *cough* for us (Lenny Face)

Brooklyn baby - Lana Del Rey

West Coast-Lana Del Rey

Loving you- Seafret

Harem™

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omg you noticed the bio. i haven’t read the story but i remember i read the quote somewhere and i grew fond of it after reading this analysis (i assumed you’d be interested in reading it too so i provided a link sjjsjs)

ahh thank you so much! it means a lot coming from you since technically you’ve been here from the beginning, time flies so fast.

as usual, here’s me returning the favour. so so random, but i like listening to this in the morning when i’m making breakfast hehe:

Jimmy Brown — 2 Things

some extras too:

Jaden — Bye

ECÂF — Pictures

thank you so much for the song recs!! (and the fanarts..my mouth def didn’t salivate) i’ll be sure to give them a listen tonight. obviously i expect nothing less from you, considering how immaculate your music taste is.

don’t forget to have your three meals of the day! stay hydrated, get some sun if it’s not cloudy where you’re at. and good luck on your exams, you’ll do amazing. don’t stress lovie :)

take care baby. talk to you soon xx

#cxmplexity: asks #🌒 #cxmplextunes #cxmplexreads

[sweetpxsin]

Lai Guanlin Fuckboi!

I never even wrote Guanlin’s fuckboi series I’m legit the worst ^^’’’’

•I don’t know what it is about Guanlin but he just really strikes me as the jock type of fuckboi

•Like the one that has girls piled up just to watch him practice and practically waiting in line to wipe off his sweat

•He could careless for relationships and really just wants the heated makeout sessions

•Rumor has it he’s already made out with the whole cheerleading team and girl dance team

•He doesn’t even bother on building up the girls hope because it’s quote on quote too much work

•Also because he’s too busy with basketball practice and studies to even care

•But that all changed when during a game he fell on his ankle weirdly and had sprained it

•He was brought to the school nurse to by Seonho aw the little chick caring for his hyung

•You were part of student council and part of it was to run the nurse's office because half of the time they were literally never fricken there like actually where were they  or is that just my school...

•Anyways Senho came in running holding Guanlin like he was a princess and Guanlin was letting out a string of profanities because the running was not helping out his ankle at all

•When he barges into the room you're literally scared for your life but quickly understand the situation and motion for him to place Guanlin on the empty bed

•Senho literally drops Guanlin’s ass in that bed his arms are hurting so much from carrying him poor chick

•Guanlin swears once more but before he could actually directed anything at Seonho, he books it out yelling goodbye to you

•However his whole demeanor changes when he notices you

•Like his eyes are practically burning into your soul as he watches your every movement

•You couldn’t help but scoff because you knew what type of person Guanlin was and you really didn’t wanna help him but you had no choice

•”What’s wrong with you?”

•”I sprained my ankle sweetheart.”

•You smile at him sweetly with a hit on sarcasm as you take his foot into your hand and move it slightly

•”Does that hurt?”

•”Dang, sweetheart what you think.” Although he’s face obviously still showed pain he kept that stupid little smirk on his face and you literally wanted to wipe it off his almost perfect looking face

•So you let go of his foot abruptly and a whole  new string of profanities leaves his lips and he’s low key glaring at you as you get the things you need

•But at the same time he’s checking you out because not once has he seen you around the school and he totally finds you hot

•Once you elevate his leg and place ice on his ankle he decided to make some bs excuse to get you closer to him

•”Darling I don’t think I’m feeling too well.”

•”Well ain’t that a shame.”

•The sarcasm in your face was practically music to his ears as he watched you take the thermometer out

•His plan was playing out perfectly as he watched you lean in and touch his forehead while handing him the thermometer

•Instead of taking the thermometer he kind of pulls your wrist so that your fall over him

•Suprise suprise you do and you're not even shocked with what had happened

•You're more annoyed for the fact you let it happen but you had a way in getting back at him

•You let him capture your gaze and slowly lead you downwards

•But as soon as the smirk returns to his face you halt in your tracks and glare your eyes at him

•”Nice try Guanlin but I’m not as easy your average pick in girls.”

•You pull back patting him on his chest before sitting back on the chair crossing your legs before your attention is taken by your phone

•Once he snaps out of his state of shock he couldn’t help but smirk and turn his gaze towards you

•You were an interesting one to him considering no girl has ever rejected Lai Guanlin

•The next day you were in the nurse's office once again because you're in AP so you could do your homework without the teacher's help

•half way through the day Guanlin walked in with crutches before settling himself on the closet bed towards you

•He held his hand out towards you holding a slip of paper

•”if it’s your number keep it.” You mumbled walking towards him

•”aye come on now don’t be so harsh.”

•rolling your eyes you took the slip reading that Guanlin was to stay in the nurse's office for the rest of the school day

•You mentally groaned taking the slip and scribbling the information onto the sign in sheet for him

•As much as you wanted to return to your homework you had to take care of him

•You elevates his leg and placed ice on it and placed a cup of water near his bed before finally returning to your seat to do your work

•Guanlin couldn’t help but watch you with interest (considering you were the only one there with him)

•He liked the way your teeth would tug on your lips as you thought about a question and the way your hands would run through your silky smooth hair

•if he was being honest you were actually one of the few girls he actually thought were attractive

•Which only made him want you more

• woah Guanlin slow your roll mate you're only 16 I’m literally one year younger rip lmfao

•anyways he reaches in his bag and starts to do his homework because he not bout that do your homework at home life

•Also because he lowkey wants to impress you by showing you he’s not just a fuckboi

•But while he’s in the midst of trying to do algebra he gets annoyed because he can’t do a certain problem lol me all the everyday and I’m prob gonna fail my algebra quiz tomorrow whoops

•You lift your head up when you hear him grunt in annoyance and kinda chuckle in amusement watching him struggle with his homework

•You stood up and walked him to see what the problem was and you literally had to hold yourself back from laughing

•”You can’t solve 12-10.86=0.99(m-10)?” You ask teasingly causing Guanlin to cover up his work protectively

•”I can I’m just thinking.”

•”Than show me.”

•After about 4 minutes of struggling he finally gave up and asked for your help

•You basically asked him a whole bunch of questions that led him into the steps he was supposed to do

•the answer is m=11.15 repeating btw

•You pulled your chair towards his bed and sat there doing your homework on your lap just in case he had needed anymore help

•At that point Guanlin just thought you were an actually breathing angel

•You were smart, caring, and the best part you had a touch of sarcasm to you

•A lot different from the bland, giggly and mindless preppy girls he had always managed to score on a day to basis

•You had a personality he wasn’t used too and he wanted more than just a heated makeout session from you

•Since then it became a daily thing for you to take care of Guanlin and be his tutor for a while

•When his ankle had gotten better you had to admit you were going to miss his stupidly and cockiness

•Okay you take that back he wasn’t stupid, he just took much longer to grasp concepts in math and physics

•Anyway when he stopped going to the nurse's office you got pretty bored since student usually only went out to skip a class.

•Once day you were absentmindedly twirling the pencil in your hands when the door opened snapping you out of your daze

•You looked at the door to see Guanlin standing there in his basketball uniform and you could only raise a brow in suspicion

•”What you ‘accidently’ hurt your ankle again because you missed me.” You mocked even though in reality you missed him

•He shot you his famous cheeky smirk before shaking his head

•”Wanna watch my practice. I know it gets pretty boring in here without me.”

•”I’m not even gonna sit here and lie it is pretty boring so I guess I’ll watch your practice.”

•You stood up not missing Guanlin’s gummy smile that he only showed his friends and you

•Honestly he looked more like a precious child rather than a fuckboi when he showed you that smile and it made you soft

•You followed after him letting him guide you a certain area of the bleachers so that his fans wouldn’t annoy you

•This didn’t go unnoticed by his hyungs as they teased him referencing you as his princess

•”Omg did Guanlin actually escort his princess to an exclusive place of the bleachers so that his fans wouldn’t mess with her?” Jisung gushed.

•Of course Guanlin ended up “accidentally” passed the ball at Jisung face

•During practice Guanlin would occasionally look at you after he made a basket

•And he wasn’t actually discreet about it either, his gummy smile would show and he’d look at you almost looking for approve

•You couldn’t help but smile a little because he was being so cute and looked like a little kid compared to his fuckboi demeanor

•After practice he rushed towards you with a paper towel in his hand, a cheeky smile on his lips as he handed you it

•”What?”

•Instead of answering he bend down your height pushing up his bangs

•”Seriously?” You asked back playfully before obliging and patting off his sweat for him

•Once again his hyungs were fangirling in the back making both of you roll your eyes in reply

•But on the inside both of you were absolutely losing it, your hearts beating out of your chest

•Okayyy maybe you both had caught feels maybe is an understatement

•Taking the moment to his advantage Guanlin cleared his throat taking your hand in his

•”I know I’m not your type but maybe wanna give us a try?”

•He swallowed dryly not happy with his own confession, his face flushed red as he shyly scratched the back of his head

•You couldn’t help but chuckle a little in amusement at his obvious discontent of his confession

•”You sure you’re happy with that confession Lin-Lin?”

•He took your sarcasm as yes because not once have you ever called him a nickname

•”I’d be more happy if I could call you mine?”

•”Promise never to use cheesy pickup lines again.”

•He pulled you into a tight hug smiling widely

•”You love it cutie.”

•Que Hyungs screaming and fangirling

•BUT dating Guanlin would consist of sweaty hugs after basketball practices, him making you wipe of his sweat, cheesy pickup lines, laughs and shit load of cuteness

#lai guanlin #wanna one guanlin #wanna one lai guanlin #lai guanlin scenarios #lai guanlin imagines #wanna one #wanna one scenarios #wannaone imagines

[janeeet-n]

**Disclaimer: This is a really, really long post.**

You have not only provided me with a wealth of knowledge and opportunities but you’ve equipped me with probably one of the best support group a girl could have ever dreamed of. I could not have asked for a better group of friends here at Davis, so I’ve decided to do something different on this blog. I want to take this time to share with you my friends here in cow-town that have been here for me since day one. (There isn’t a specific order, friends!)

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Lizzy,

My high school sweetheart! Hahaha, we’ve known each other for a while now, and I’m so glad that we got even closer during our time here in cow-town. I’m always so inspired by your resilience and the unending love you have for everyone. You’re so down to earth and easy to talk to. You’re relatable, and you’re not shy to be who you are. I really admire your ability to understand people at all sorts of angles. Every time I come to you with my problems, you always put it in a whole new perspective. I truly am so grateful for you. To have known you since high school is honestly a blessing. We’ve literally been through so much. I remember during summer, you even went with me to get the Nexplanon when I was such a wimp. You are such a true one. You have guided me through a shit ton of mishaps, and I’m so blessed to have someone so anchored in my life. Girl, we got so much ahead of us! Thank you for everything! By the way, thank you for always being the first to reach out to me and dragging me out of the study lounge or lonely library to hang out. I always get so excited to hang out/study with you. (Sorry about your tire. I’m bad juju.)

Myat,

The badass. I remember when I went through such a hard time, you would always AMPLIFY things, and it was always so bizarre that it made me feel better. I remember when we were on the bus together to go to Trader Joe’s (?), and I was pretty sad about my recent breakup. All you said was “I’m going to cut him like filet mignon.” Hahaha, I still laugh so hard just thinking about all of the bizarre, outrageous things that you always say when you’re feeling heated. You never let anyone hurt your friends and that warms my heart. You will always fight for people you care about. If I ever need a partner in crime, I know you would be the go to girl for that. You’re literally badass. On the real though, you’re extremely sweet! I remember when our friend went through some problems, you would literally come to me and ask about what to do when s/he acts a certain way or how to comfort someone. You’re so caring and compassionate. You don’t always understand what someone else is going through, but you actually put yourself out there and find a way to understand people better. You genuinely care, and I’m so glad to have someone who is so badass yet such a softie. Also, you introduced me to the fangirl world and honestly, I’ve learned SO much about your fangirl life- things I did want to know and certainly things I wish I didn’t. (Thank you for guiding me through my ginger-basketball fangirl phase.)

Michelle,

The sweetest, purest little flower in our group. You were the first person to make Davis feel more like home to me. I remember meeting you as my roommate for the first time. You were so chirpy and happy! I was feeling pretty sad but you made the move-in experience a lot lighter, and it always felt like everything would be fine. I remember asking you if you missed home because we come from the same hometown, and you bluntly replied “no.” Hahaha, in my head, I was like, “damn, okay, Miss Independent over here.” You always have the purest intentions, and I really appreciate how hard-working you are and how you manage to “nap” for three plus hours. It’s quite impressive, I must say. I think it’s so cute how I can always find stickers on the messenger app that reminds me of you. You always fill my heart up with so much love and joy. I’ll never forget the time you set out some time of your day to sticky-note my desk, take down pictures, block out names, AND write encouraging notes on little post-its. I truly did not understand true friendship until I came back that Sunday and saw my space filled with nothing but positivity. By the way, I will never forget the times I almost died in your car and our spontaneous Jan and Mish trip to the biggest corn maze in the world! + figuring out how bad you were with your left and right. Hahaha.

Reca,

My model. I don’t know how you do it. I still don’t to this very day understand how you literally do it all. I love how you’re so 100 with everything. You are literally perfect. Reca can literally be that girl that breaks the curve in your math class to being that girl getting so lit at the parties. You are the definition of work hard, play hard. Hahaha. You literally inspire me to overcome my challenges and to never take things for granted. You always think outside of the box, and I really appreciate how real you are with the life you’re given. You bring a different perspective of hard work and passion into life. You somehow don’t ever need to say a lot to get your point across, and I really admire that. You’re such a boss lady! You’re who I would want my daughter to look up to. Seriously. Not only are you great at all that you do but you’re also a real friend. You’re always so, so easy to talk to and so understanding of the circumstances. You don’t let anyone stand in your way, and you have such genuine intentions. I am so glad you slid into my DMs before freshmen year and asked me to be your roommate. It felt like we were online dating, to be honest! (And when we did a Skype call to make sure we are all legit humans. Hahaha) I remember how you totally catfished me when I saw you in real life, and you were literally like 2 inches taller than me instead of 5 inches taller. You’re also freaking queen. You know how to transform- like damn girl. You out here to steal someone’s girl. (& thank you for sharing modern slang with me because I’m a literal grandma.)

Mary,

You’re so down to earth. You’re so funny, even if you don’t intend to be. You have a heart made of gold. I will never forget when the whole “clown scare” thing was going viral, and you told us that if a clown appears, you will run the clown over with your bike. Hahaha. Mary, I hope that you will one day learn that your heart deserves more than what you think you deserve. Never be afraid to be vulnerable at times. I’m always rooting for whatever you choose to do!  It’s always so nice having someone the same size to borrow and trade clothes with! Hahaha. If you ever need anything, I got you. You are such a wholesome person to be around. You are so easy to talk to and you really bring me home. You give off a very cozy vibe, and I really find comfort in being around you. It may sound so weird, but it’s a good thing! Here’s to many more years of us watching scary movies together, gossiping about anything, and trying to understand the quarter system of university. (And listening to each other spill tea about anything we can think of!) To tackling university together a quarter at a time and crying over how we don’t know how to study. (We’ll get there one day!!)

Alice,

I think our first time really ever interacting was probably going to Ike’s together. We made the plan randomly and somehow carried it through successfully! I remember thinking I can’t cancel on Alice, because I want to get to know her better! You’re always so calm unless you copied down the wrong BIS2C notes or dropping your pens everywhere in class. You never back down from anything, and I love that so much about you. You’d literally tackle anyone. (According to Bryan) I remember freshman year, always wondering how you did it all. You are my superwoman. You somehow manage to wake up early to go swimming everyday, whether it’s hailing or sunshine. You run marathons. You know how to play an instrument (maybe even more than one?). You study hard. You work relentlessly. You eat healthy- literally. You stay on top of your shit. You amaze me every day with all that you do. You are hashtag goals. Hahaha. You are so admirable, and I hope to get to know you even better as we spend the next two years together in undergrad plus many more!

Kat,

You’re literally the only person I bother like way too much. I love talking to you. I love being around you, studying with you, and eating with you! You are literally the best study buddy I’ve ever had. I love how I can just ask you everything, and you won’t judge me but instead guide me through the basics. You’re always pushing me to my fullest potential and always reassuring me that I’m meant to be where I am. Hahhaha, sometimes, I really do need that type of encouragement, and you always give it to me. You always believe in me, and I want to make you proud. We have such meaningful conversations, and you openly share your culture with me all the time. You’re literally the best. By the way, lets visit Kouba again! I really miss him. I remember when it was our first Christmas together, and you bought me an elephant plush! That was like after a quarter of knowing you too. We somehow got so close so fast, and I’m so grateful for you. I remember our talks about witch doctors and just really deep talks anywhere and everywhere. I love that I can get real with you and share my stories with you. I’m always here for you, girl! (PS. lets take more classes together.)  By the way, you ARE SO TALENTED. You have such fantastic art and musical skills. Don’t ever hide it from the world because we need more people like you.

Bryan,

You’re sweet. I don’t care how many times you are going to deny it. You’re just utterly, truly the sweetest. You give everyone a second chance even when they truly don’t deserve it. You have a heart made out of gold. You see the best in people, and you’re never judgmental. Since day 1, you’ve always been so easy to talk to. You love to bring people together, and you love to be around people. You’re a people person. You’re humble and kind. You’re also super funny even when you don’t remember the next day. Hahaha, you truly made NorCal feel more like home for me. I really also freaking love how you don’t understand jokes- just like me! Except maybe too delayed. I think it’s so funny how you will literally laugh FIVE minutes later after the joke has already been told. I’d be like,”what are you laughing about?” Then you’d answer, “the joke earlier.” Shake my head. Hahahah. I also admire the fact that you run for fun every day and then continue to call yourself “out of shape.” (Like how.) You’re always down to hang out and go on adventures. Growing through university with you and sharing our tragic life events together- I cannot wait to see how you’re going to continue to grow and find yourself through university. We’re going to make it out better and stronger by 2020. (Process to 2020, eh? No matter what you hide, you can count on me to get to the core!)

Neil,

Oh Neil, oh Neil. You are someone I can ALWAYS count on. You have my back every time. And you best believe I got yours too. Even if you’re going to vomit all over me, I still won’t let you down. Even when you’re out and about, I’ll still drive you home. You’ve always been so kind to me and you’re HEHlulLA funny- sometimes. Being around you is always going to be a litty titty time. (HAHAHAH) I love hearing your past stories, your struggles with fat mentality, and your hoe stories. I can always get serious with you one minute and the next minute be laughing about how you thought making out was kissing yourself on the floor. You’re such a homie. Or how you say it, HamMEE. You’re so charismatic and lovable. Your smile lights up the room. I remember coming to you and crying about nothing. I ALSO remember when you made me cry in the study lounge as well.  I would like to partake in part of your ‘glow up’ when you asked me about whether you should get piercings, and I straight up told you how those baggy ankle jeans and Nike Air won’t get you that ‘look.’ Also that time that I held you back from vomiting as you continued to vomit all over my hand and arm- true friendship. And the time I slept on the couch so that you were forced to clean up your room. You’re welcome. You’re like a brother to me, Neil!! (JaNeil was real.) By the way, you’re super handsome, don’t EVER trip about it or feel as if you’re being too full of yourself by taking second looks in the mirror. You deserve it after working so hard to get to where you want to be!

Eric,

You wizard. Your brain is literally engineering wired- it amazes me. You’re so smart but at the same time soooooo crazy dangerous sometimes. You’re definitely an engineer for sure though. You always find such creative ways to solve problems that I would have never thought of. You fix things when they’re broken and neglected. You’re always so real and straightforward as well. You say it as it is. You’re so fun to talk to and be around. You were also one of the first to make me feel as if NorCal was home. You are such a great friend, and I love that I can always come to you with my problems and you’d literally just sit at your desk and listen to me ramble on and on. By the way, thank you for always observing my cooking and telling me that I cannot boil water at medium heat. Hahaha. You used to be such a grandpa and sleep at like 11PM, but woah did that change. You sleep at like, what, 1AM? Insane. It’s always great to see you out of your comfort zone too. You need to get out of that comfort zone more, Eric!! You need to just let loose and let those spaghetti arms and daddy long legs do whatever they want to do! Another note, you are always so prepared. Literally, for everything. I am SO SORRY that I have used up all of your Tylenol. I will get you a new bottle, so that I can use it again. Hahaha, just kidding. But seriously, you are so resourceful and I know that you literally have everything just an arms length away. You’d survive an apocalypse. But then again, you did slide down the staircase head first.

Brandon,

I still don’t remember meeting you at all. It’s quite funny how I literally only remember celebrating your birthday with complete strangers. You have always shown me so much love and care. I remember when you walked me back from formal in the dark because I hate the dark. That was very nice of you. Then we just sat in Bryan and Eric’s room to talk until like 4AM. You always try your best to be so patient with me when teaching me about physics and never questioning how I don’t understand anything. Your passion for dentistry has made me really excited for dentistry, and it’s so nice having someone to talk about toothpaste and flossing with. You’re so kind and the way you think about others always amazes me and brings me to tears. I’m so excited to be your co-dental head for this upcoming year. I’m so excited to see this professional side of you as we make Benit and Roger proud. I really look up to you, Brandon. Please get into dental school and show me your ways! You’re literally so knowledgeable and resourceful. Thanks for all of the curry and pasta in return for all of the times I gave you my end products in organic chemistry lab because you always somehow failed to collect enough products or even have reliable data. Shake my head. Thanks for being weird and such a breath of fresh air.

Andy,

You keep it one hundo. You will always say things the way you think it should be. You’re so knowledgeable about literally everything. You always know bits and bobs here and there. It’s so easy to talk to you and learn more from you. I also admire how hard working you are, yet so relaxed at home. You work so much, and I don’t know how you do it!! I remember asking you once why you work so much and you responded, “well, I have 16 hours that I don’t anything so might as well just work.” Hahaha. I really admire that! I have 16 hours that I don’t do anything too, but when I work, I ain’t subtracting any of my work hours from the 16 hours of doing nothing. (Probably why I didn’t work for long, hahah!) You’re a great listener as well! You have such an open mind and you always logically think things out when us girls are literally overthinking things and being extra as hell. Or whenever we’re stuck, you’re always willing to help out. I can always count on you, Andy! Thank you for always being here for everyone. I remember how shy you were when we first hung out, but then as you warmed up to us, you got real quirky. You’re such a unique individual, and I am so excited to see what the future holds for you!

Rheymart,

Bish. I don’t even know where to start. My first out-of-same-dorm friend at Davis. It was a sea of college students taking MAT17A at like some absurd time in the morning and from a distance, I spotted you. You were SO easy to talk to the moment I came up to you. You gave me your number right away, we clicked so fast, and we’re now friends for life. Hahaha. I love how extra you are. You’re a drama queen, but you’re also so shy. I LOVE all of our memories from freshmen year, even though you were a bitch at the end at one point, but I just blame your extra, petty ass for it. You’re hilarious and such a great dancer! This is so random, but remember that one time before our MAT17A final, you took out your angel figurine and legit prayed. That was gold. You always went to office hours with me too, so I thank you for never complaining about me dragging your ass to Kouba’s office hours literally every day. The only reason I got an A in that class. We always have such great memories together. Ugh, I miss seeing your booty popping moves in the dorms and sleeping on the floor in the hallways of Tercero with you. Remember how we pretended we were studying on the floor and “accidentally” fell asleep, so that when someone caught us we’d be like “oh shit, we didn’t mean to! We were just studying.” You’re my partner in crime and remember our pact- if we end up lonely, we’re going to move in together and live life to its fullest!!

Enriquez, Matthew, 

You were the first person to introduce me to the college “life.” You are one a kind. You never fail to make me laugh from such smart jokes. You are literally the life of the party. I’m so glad that you approached me that one time that I was eating breakfast alone at the dining commons. Do you remember that? We were just eating cereal together for breakfast. You then somehow got into the topic of pot and parties. It was very interesting with all of your spazzy “woo’s” and “ooo’s” and awkward arm flails. I remember after our brief meeting, we never stopped snapchatting! We became really great friends, and somehow we connected through mutual friends. It’s so baffling how small this world is. I’m so glad to have met someone who is so free-spirited and so intelligent. I remember how after my confrontation with my ex-boyfriend, you messaged me about how you looked up to me and were proud of me. That made me tear up because I never really thought of you as one to really say such things. You were always so out of the loop and all over the place, hahaha, It really touched my heart. I really admire you, Matthew. You are such a bright, entertaining soul. I am so excited to see you doing big things in the future.

Jeff,

Jizz. I remember when I first met you, you were eating vanilla yogurt out of the big tub. You had yogurt ALL OVER your mouth, but you just didn’t give a damn. You kept eating and boy, did you keep talking and talking. I remember asking one of the other boys, “does Jeff talk this much?” Hahaha! I always get pulled into your conversations, and they are so inappropriate for the real world but you always got a point. You always do. You’re so loud and funny at home, but in public you’re such a good kid!! Hahaha, that facade you got on is too good. I’m so glad I got the chance to get to know you. You’re such a real one and your boujie clothes/fashion style are A+. You always make me laugh, and it’s never a bad moment when I’m around you! (Remember when we had a deep conversation in the middle of your room, and you legit out of nowhere just decided to strip into your pajamas.) I can’t wait to spend the next couple of years in college with you. You’re such a joy to be around, and I hope to one day conquer the Picnic Day scavenger hunt with you!

End note: I know this was such a long post, but I seriously could have kept going on and on about each and every one of you. You all hold such a special place in my heart. Y’all have been here for me through my ups and downs. I understand true friendship because of y’all. You are the reason I love Davis, the reason I look forward to coming back up after break even though I’m so, so family oriented and homesick all the time. Thank you for everything and for always pushing me to be the best version of myself while at the same time telling me to let go and relax every now and then. You are all so individually unique, and I don’t think I would have ever been able to find a more wholesome, perfect group to be around anywhere else. I understand why I’m where I am, and it’s because we were all destined to meet. We’re literally family away from home. My university experience would have never been the same without you all. Here’s to us, the Sleepy Pasta Bitches, est Fall 2016.

From the very bottom of my heart,

Janet Nguyen

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DOWN & DIRTY QUICKIE REVIEW!

One Sentence Summary:

A noblewoman has some sex, gets exiled from her Conservative-On-Steroids society, and is rescued by/falls on a big, bearded, 2nd-in-command gang leader who she wants to submissively boink.

Name That Trope:

Deliciously Dirty Slow Burn OTP

XXX Smexy Times

Bondage & Bisexual Rep & Foursomes, Oh My!

Fall Out New Vegas + The Godfather

Found Family 

“I can’t sex you until you understand you CAN say no.”

This above all: to thine own self be true.

What part made you fangirl squeal:

How freaking PHENOMENALLY real all these book peeps were??? 

We got a platonic/sexual sismance??? 

The nuanced OTP conflict??? [ie he won’t bang her til she breaks free of her conditioning & adopts personal agency.] 

ALLLLLL the other ships/sideline POVs which made the world feel realer & bigger than just our OTP???

A secondary female character beating her abuser to death with her bare hands???

Favorite Character:

SCREW YOU, PAST JACQUIE, FOR MAKING ME PICK!!! Liberating heroine, sexually-alpha/emotionally-beta hero, explosive Mr Gang Leader, badass Miss Fuck Buddy BFF; EVERYBODY WAS REAL & AWESOME & HELP I’M DROWNING IN FEELS!

How smexy was the smex?

Hella epic NSFW. The kink was real & it was intense. Consensual sex parties are a part of the gang’s culture, and the heroine's evolution, so dodge this puppy if that ain't your thing! That said, Beyond Shame was 1 of the most emotionally evocative books I’ve read all year. The sex was hot & <i>wasn't</i>gratuitous; every scene impacted the characters & their journey.

Whose Line Is It Anyway:

Hero: You've got a girl in damn near every brothel, right? His BFF: They like tattoos, I like blowjobs. It's good math.

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2nd Hero: I think you already know you want to be very, very bad. 2nd Heroine: Maybe every woman does if you can figure out what turns her on.

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“Brother, if you glare at the table any harder, it's gonna piss itself.” - His BFF  

Got any bitching to do?

LITERALLY ZERO!!! Books like this prove you can get the same exact explosive sexual tension & intense emotionalism in an erotica as you can in a “clean romance.” [<--- FYI I hate that term.] 

Visually Depict Yo Book Feels:

Famous last words:

IF YOU’VE NEVER READ AN EROTICA BEFORE AND YOU DON’T KNOW WHERE TO START, START HERE! This is one of the best book worlds I’ve ever been in! I love all its peeps so much that I’m going to read the whole series. IN ORDER! If you know me, ya know this is a legit wowza.

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Annual Writing Self-Evaluation

*All answers should be about works published in 2017.

1. List of works published this year: 

In the order that they were posted

Fall At My Door 

Collide

Mercedes Boy

The Oldest Magic Word 

With a Word (part 2 of FAMD)

Possessing All of Me (part 2 of MB)

It Had To Be You 

One of Many 

Stranded in a Dream

How Fast You Fall

Soft Wings

Has The Ocean Lost Its Way 

Splish Splash 

Don’t Want Shelter 

Wasted Like A Memory (part 2 of DWS)

Just Around the Corner 

Find You Home 

Sweating ’Til My Clothes Come Off

Number 84 

Let Me In (part 3 of DWS)

Admission

Intention

Resolution

2. Work you are most proud of (and why):

Don’t Want Shelter, definitely. The idea for it came to me over a year ago, and that was basically exes to lovers stuck in a hurricane together. I tried to write it earlier in the year and scrapped it. It was a completely different story and they were actually exes, but it just wasn’t working. RIP those 10k words. But I set out to write something with more emotion and I wanted to write something different and I feel like I succeeded. I’m very emotionally attached to their characters in DWS too. It’s been hard to get my head out of that universe.

I’m putting the rest under a cut because this got really long.

3. Work you are least proud of (and why):

Soft Wings. It was soooo hard to write at that time. I was just struggling to write anything at all and every single word of that fic was a giant pain in my ass. It was a bday gift and I actually decided not to do gift fics anymore because of how hard it was to write. The last gift fic I wrote was DWS and it was like 2 months late-- sorry about that @justafatbirdonaboat <3

4. A favorite excerpt of your writing:

So, this was actually difficult and I would rather include the sex scene I mention below in question 7, but it’s long and... it’s smut and I feel like dropping it in here with nothing leading up to it or after it takes a lot away from it. This is from DWS:

If he keeps himself busy enough, which he’s fairly successful with, he doesn’t have time to think about Harry and how once again he practically laid himself bare for absolutely no reason. It’ll fade, he knows that, but at the same time he doesn’t want it to. It’s how he finds himself going out of his way to some specialty store to find Harry’s organic cinnamon toothpaste. It’s why he bought some fancy vanilla candle for his bedroom. He’s fighting with himself over trying to forget and wanting to remember, because he knows that eventually it’ll be gone no matter what he wants. The toothpaste will be empty and the candle will burn down, and it’ll all become a distant memory.

5. Share or describe a favorite comment you received:

i got a super long and detailed comment on FAMD from one of my favorite drarry authors and bloggers that came at the perfect time when i was feeling really shitty about writing and also life in general. it was such a surreal thing for me because i was reading the comment and it was just super lovely and the whole time i was reading it i was like OMFG and fangirling lol

all of the comments on DWS from people who read it as a WIP. they were like some sort of super fuel for me. and it was... idk a special thing for me. i’ve never done a WIP before and idk if I ever will again. it just worked out with that fic because of the chapters and betaing etc. but every time i posted a chapter and people would comment on it, it was just... idk it meant a lot that anyone would follow along, i guess.

6. A time when writing was really, really hard:

Writing Soft Wings, so late May, and then again after I posted DWS, I struggled with Sweating ’Til My Clothes come off. That was Reason #14 and literally NO ONE wanted to write that prompt, so I took it. Mainly though, my struggles have been with fics that either I’ve abandoned (the old version of DWS) or my unfinished sci fic au.

7. A scene or character you wrote that surprised you:

i feel like everything i write surprises me. i’m constantly shocked that i write anything at all. i think that most of dws was surprising to me. i had a vague idea of what i wanted their personalities to be like, but the way they ended up was so much better than i thought they’d be. I MEAN, i legit thought that the entire fic would take place over 3 days and would end when the storm ended! and then the storm ended and i was like... wtf i’m not anywhere near finished with this. and then a scene specifically, umm... there’s a sex scene in ch 7 of dws that ended up being wayyyyyyyyyyy more emotional for me to write and it still makes me sad to read it. and i’m like 99.999999% sure if you’ve read that fic, you know what i’m talking about. i wrote that and immediately was messaging nic like “i’ve made myself sad with smut! what is wrong with me?”

8. How did you grow as a writer this year:

i’m much less messy, though i’m still messy. i think i was easier on my beta this year. less cliche (unless i’m cliche on purpose) and better at getting the emotions across? I DON’T KNOW @louandhazaf is better at this stuff. she answered a different question about this earlier in the year actually.

wait. also. i think i’m better at conceptualizing a story BEFORE i start writing. i still suck at it, but not as badly as last year. 

9. How do you hope to grow next year:

i’d like to write another long fic. i’d like to get better at developing secondary characters. i’d like to write more emotion into my fics. i’d love to be better at outlining and planning fics, but idk if that’s who i am lol 

tbh i’d like to be better at the part of writing that, up until this point, and to a certain point, come naturally to me. i don’t think about my character’s motivations or what they’re separate stories are or backgrounds and shit like that until i’m writing and sometimes i do it and don’t realize i’m doing it? i guess? I DON’T KNOW. coming from a math background and never having written or even taken a creative writing class or anything like that, like... some of the most important aspects of writing, i have no clue about them. at least that’s how i feel. a lot of what i do is just................. like me flying by the seat of my pants. 

10. Who was your greatest positive influence this year as a writer (could be another writer or beta or cheerleader or muse etc etc):

this is my answer from last year and i’m just going to leave it because it’s still true.

NIC @louandhazaf​ my friend and forever beta. one day we’re going to take over the world. just depends which one of us is in charge of the brain that day as to whether it’s for good or evil.

however, i’ll add to this a bit. nic is the best cheerleader and beta and all of that. bouncing ideas around with her is always fun and always productive. we laughed so hard when we were talking about ideas for DWS. like... i think we both laughed so hard we cried. 

having writer friends -- so all of you -- has been such a positive thing for me. knowing that we all sort of go through the same shit makes it easier when it’s my own lol. 

specifically, i’ll say that @phd-mama influenced me with her fic ‘feels like coming home’ because i read that fic and when i finished i decided that i needed to write something with more emotion behind it, something with a really great (though not necessarily good) back story. the history between her characters in that fic..... idk a lot of it hit home for me. and because of that fic, i wrote DWS. so, thanks <3 

11. Anything from your real life show up in your writing this year:

ummmm... yes. let’s just say.......... yes.

12. Any new wisdom you can share with other writers:

yes! write what makes you happy, even if that means writing something sad and depressing. but also try to challenge yourself to write things you’re not used to or things you haven’t done before. also, just write. you can edit later. put words down.

13. Any projects you’re looking forward to starting (or finishing) in the new year:

my near misses fic, which is what i’ll call it until i title it, that i am super excited about (this one just came to me yesterday)

moodboard fic - it’s anon, so i can’t say anything other than that. i started it, but i think i’m going to start over. 

2 time stamps for ‘don’t want shelter’. one that takes place the summer they’re 13, and one that takes place between chapters 8 & 9, but before ‘let me in’

my sci fi au - it’s been kicking my ass for most of this year 

i have a fic idea where they go from friends to lovers, but it’s a long long road to get there. idk if i’ll get to it. it would be loooong. 

i want to do a valentines fic but idk if i’ll have time. i’d like my near misses fic to be for valentines, but that’s a lot of pressure on me and then on my beta.

28 proposals with jess @someonethatsfunny and if we want to do it for an advent fic for next year, i need to at least write a proposal per month. 

i want to do the new relationship travel the world fic with nic @louandhazaf that we’ve talked about co-writing, but we both have so much going on......... 

oh and the tiny penis fic series. which is 5 short fics that are not connected, but one of them has a tiny penis in each fic (it switches around and also maybe they both do in one fic)

14. Tag three writers/artists whose answers you’d like to read. ;)

I would like to tag all of my writer friends, sooo you’re all tagged. Also, this is more than 3, but idc

@dinosaursmate @allwaswell16 @letsjustsee @gaycousinlarry @goodmorningtoyouuniverse @assisreal (writing or art, saori! or both!) @prettytruthsandlies @someonethatsfunny @phd-mama ok i’ll stop tagging so that y’all will have people you can tag lol

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