#leone.txt

[lonestarboyfriend]

reminiscing for a life i never had. i wish i could do it all over again. i wish i could have gone to groups where young trans people just got to know one another, or shared a hobby. when i was in high school i should have been making gay zines with my friends, doing art projects, cutting our hair and dying it crazy patterns, sneaking into places we shouldn't. i've never had any of time for that. i romanticize a time when i could have had a tiny bachelor pad maybe just outside of the city, commute on the train to work at my fun part-time gig, and maybe i wouldn't have a lot of extra spending money but i could live comfortably and happy. my friends would be there, and they would be happy as well. or if things had gone differently maybe i would still have my little barn we built on the coast, and my sweet, old mare with a grey muzzle and a fat belly. learned to drive an old beater on the back roads in our tiny town, and taught little kids how to ride. i wish. i wish. i wish.

#feeling blue all the time lately. #rant #leone.txt #diary

[theclashattalkinghead]

god sorry to be miserable but selling all of my favourite possessions is sucking my soul out 💗

#hahaha #loving life : ) #leone.txt #diary

[maaaaaarx]

[Important Tags Sumary]

(don't mind me, just making some things for the "about me", "important" stuff, these kinda things)

Trigger Warning Tags

"tw. gore" (I don't usually reblog/post images containing heavy gore, but I'll tag the ones that has it regardless);

"tw. blood" (I only tag the ones that contains high amounts of blood, thought, the ones that has tiny bits are disconsidered);

"tw. eyestrain" (anything that may cause discomfort on ones vision or may affect it, like flashing images or bright colors, polluted images too);

"tw. discrimination" (any kind of discrimination towards anyone, like homophobia, transphobia, racism and etc. tought I don't tend to reblog this type of content unless is anti-discriminatory and/or positive);

"tw. abuse" (sexual, physical, mental and/or substances/drugs abuse.);

"NSFW" and "tw. nsfw"/"tw. nudity" (I'm uncomfortable with contents that has high sexual connotations, so I don't reblog it, but the few exceptions, that tend to be a lot more lighter, I tag. Also, artistic nudity is included);

"tw. pedophilia" (mentions of minors having romantic/sexual relationships with adults. Of course, not anything related to it aside from mentions of the matter, which I don't tend to engage much with, so don't worry)

Spoilers Tags

I'm not tagging part 8 spoilers because I've not read it yet, but I'll tag it as soon as I finish it, if I ever do lmao. DNI if you don't tag them, tought. I'm tagging SBR spoilers now!

Now that I watched Danganronpa I'm tagging spoilers from Trigger Happy Havoc, Ultra Despair Girls and Goodbye Despair!

"stone ocean spoilers" (spoilers for the sixth part of JJBA, Stone Ocean);

"tw. spoilers" (general spoilers, I tend to use it alongside the others);

"steel ball run spoilers" (spoilers for the seventh part of JJBA, Steel Ball Run)

"snk spoilers" (spoilers for the shingeki no kyojin manga, tought I'm not reading it anymore);

"vento aureo spoilers" (spoilers for the fifth part of JJBA, Vento Aureo/Golden Wind. I only tag spoilers of the final episodes, and since Stone Ocean anime is out now, I'll stop tagging those.)

"danganronpa spoilers" (spoilers from danganronpa in general, I only tag from the first part, Ultra Despair Girls, and Goodbye Despair.);

"trigger happy havoc spoilers", (spoilers from the first season/game of Danganronpa, Trigger Happy Havoc. This also covers the events of Danganronpa 3: Hope Arc.);

"ultra despair girls spoilers" (spoilers from the another episode of Danganronpa, Ultra Despair Girls.);

"goodbye despair spoilers" (Spoilers from the second game of Danganronpa: Goodbye Despair, this also covers the events of Danganronpa 3: Despair Arc.)

That's all, thank you and have fun! ;)

#tags summary #important #aviso #later #me #leone.txt

[lonestarboyfriend]

coming back to tumblr i forgot i have to vet posts every time i reblog from somebody i don't follow - just shared something cute and silly and twenty minutes later saw the op was a mass-production fur farm apologist lmao

#leone.txt #diary

[lonestarboyfriend]

thrift store resellers go to hell and die challenge. maybe you could have at least left one of those n64 controllers so the sad little underpaid twunk who priced them could buy an extra so him and his boyfriend can play games together :(

#this is a cry for help #i'm gonna lose it #leone.txt #diart

[lonestarboyfriend]

is it not a father's job to text you 'okay guess i'll just die since you don't want to talk to me :( guess i suck so bad :( i'll stop texting you then, meanie :(' when i don't answer for months, and then the next day he's like 'good morning wyd'

#get a LIFE dude !!! #leone.txt #diary

[lonestarboyfriend]

literally so stressed about moving, even though i know it'll go smoothly. but i made the mistake of mentioning to my landlord that we were leaving before i gave my notice, and they already wanna do viewings and are acting like i'm being suspicious because i don't want random people in our house when nobody is there because covid, our cats, and all of our shit is still everywhere?? i just know they're going to be looking for any old shit to fuck us over

#having a 'mao was right all along' moment #as one does #leone.txt #diary

[lonestarboyfriend]

we're not fucking safe here anymore. idk if i can make it a month and a half without hitting my breaking point.

#what a nightmare #don't listen when people tell you canada is better. #leone.txt #diary

[lonestarboyfriend]

so ready to move but had a very cathartic day yesterday. took the train into the city with my boyfriend and saw our friend perform at black drag brunch. it was so easy to forget about everything else. they raised so much money for a local black charity, i was at a table with my little trans family, everybody was so happy and silly, and things have been so scary and uncertain lately. things are still beautiful, i guess...

#got 'skip the line' tickets from the general manager #+ a free bottle of champagne #and for a moment #there were no straight or cis people #❤️❤️❤️ #leone.txt #diary

[lonestarboyfriend]

when will my straight friends learn i will never like the guy they are seeing ❤️ you all have bad taste

#leone.txt #diary

[lonestarboyfriend]

getting ready to pack everything up and move far away again soon. as tired as i am, i'm lucky to have somebody else there this time ❤️

#leone.txt #diary

[lonestarboyfriend]

is your nsfw blog/twitter ever coming back? i'm missing your pictures

yes actually i restarted my nsfw twitter again but no blog since tumblr is silly 💔 you can dm me for the url and if we were mutuals lmk and i'll shoot you a follow

#leone.txt

[lonestarboyfriend]

maybe you were put on this earth to be tender and loving during a time when you are expected to be cruel and calloused

#i love you #lgbt positivity #positivity #mlm #wlw #trans positivity #lgbt #leone.txt

[lonestarboyfriend]

my blog has really been picking up lately and i just wanted to raise awareness around an issue in our community! cottagecore/naturecore/farmcore etc may seem fun and harmless, but there are a few things to remember.

for non-indigenous people in north america, we must remember that the land we are living on does not belong to us - it’s stolen. before settlers came to the americas the lands were thriving, and now farm industries are helping to destroy the environment that indigenous people are fighting to protect. instead of idolizing mass-production and farming practices that are harmful for the environment, you should research how the indigenous peoples in your area cared for their home and how colonizers have impacted the way we cultivate/care for farmland. 

#i'm not indigenous !!! so please add more if there is more to be said! #i've been looking into this a lot lately #and will try to be more mindful #as i think we all should #especially in a time like now #where we are trying to educate ourselves as much as possible #i think indigenous people/issues are often overlooked #in the grand scheme of things #although there has been little to no reconciliation for how they are/were treated! #cottagecore #farmcore #naturecore #cowboycore #farming #not mlm #leone.txt

[lonestarboyfriend]

Maslow’s hierarchy of needs but it just says: gay sex

how's this

#it's been. #one mon th #kings #leone.txt #anon #asks

[lonestarboyfriend]

#who needs boys #when you have #texas red ❤️❤️ #django #leone.txt #diary #leone.jpg #cowboycore