#let me go to mexico. let me go to mexico.

[woso-dreamzzz]

hate exam szn. i was late to the fateful jenni agenda day 🥲

i didn’t even realize the summary for alexia’s version was you come home and so when i read jenni’s summary—you go home—my stomach actually dropped. was like damn shots fired, feeling bad for alexia but yk she made her bed (unknowingly of course… but still)

bambi being strong and weak against alexia and feeling suffocated when she hugged her? calling out to her only to GIVE HER BACK THE TRAIN? spain without the s.

the (sort of) putellas erasure and feeling content at the thought of just being a hermoso actually hurts 😭 i’ve lowkey wanted this outcome the entire series and now that it’s here i’m sobbing. getting the “worst traits” from alexia and thinking she’d have let bambi stay if she were good at football oh my. jenni having always supported bambi’s interest in ballet feels right though. do you think jenni ever posts about it (perhaps not bambi’s face specifically, more so things related to bambi and to ballet) with so much pride and it gets back to alexia like a slap to the face? or even eli/alba visiting in mexico to watch a big recital and eli’s posts are more private so there are just videos on top of videos of bambi dancing—how does alexia react to all of this? alexia makes the decision that jenni’s better for bambi, but do you ever think she hates that fact? does it ever frost her relationship with jenni?

i was also wondering how olga reacts to bambi leaving. does this mean there’s never a true relationship between the two? bambi wouldn’t get a lot of time with alexia so i feel like alexia would inadvertently push olga to the side when bambi’s here. is olga just jaume’s mother? do you think bambi ever reflects on the fact that the addition of olga into bambi’s life was definitely a turning point? (so many questions omg… sorry) does jenni ever speak about olga and alexia in a bitter sense? does alba ever confront olga as well?

i hope that bambi’s a little more expressive of her feelings with jenni in this alternate outcome. the “so’s mine” and no one hears… the guinea pig comment too. bambi i’m getting you out of all the pain you’ve ever endured. i hope that she’s able to (in both outcomes) overcome this fear of speaking up for herself… because she won’t be able to realize that none of this was her fault if she doesn’t express she feels this way 🥲

also: holy shit. the mami never wanted you to you think mami is special to you know she’ll be the best mami in the world to jaume too LASHED ME W SO MUCH PAIN. SPAIN WITHOUT THE S. bambi’s always held alexia to the highest regard and despite her experiences alexia is never hated/despised. this might be a result of unreliable narrating given bambi’s reflection of her family and “how things are” are most definitely influenced by how she feels… but bambi thinking she was lucky alexia loved her ENOUGH to look after her until someone else could. NOT EVEN CARE FOR HER. look after. pain. her reflection of jenni always having loved her cements my feelings towards my internal jenni/alexia debate. (it’s always favoured jenni) of course alexia never meant for this to happen… “this” meaning bambi (from the beginning she’s faced difficulty on if she even wanted to go through with the pregnancy) but also this as in what’s occurred to bambi in general. to me though, alexia had full autonomy to end the pregnancy. she chose to have bambi. to me that signifies consenting to take on the responsibilities of a parent, and alexia failed that. though people make mistakes… this was dragged on and obviously has long-lasting consequences and haunts not just her, but bambi too. jenni’s constant and unwavering love for bambi hopefully will mend this trauma and heal her from the pain she’s been put through at such a young age

honestly after all this, even if i feel for alexia and we see how happy she is to get bambi back… we see more of how affected bambi’s been in this situation—and if we think about it, this is how bambi feels when she’s not forcing herself to accept alexia’s love especially when it feels so foreign. it matters that alexia tried but i think that train being broken was symbolic of her relationship with bambi… even when olga mended it it’d never be enough—it’s broken now and bambi hands back the new train (the one that should’ve been her birthday present) and to me that feels like bambi passing on this sort of responsibility to alexia with regard to jaume. this is a new train (a new child) and bambi wishes for alexia to take care of it and not break it the way she broke bambi.

still crying though. i love this series. thank you for always choosing the most painful words and sharing such a nuanced story <3 sorry for all the long rambles! there should probably be a feature to hide my asks bc i feel like it must be annoying have to scroll through it if you don’t want to read it 😭 you are the best though and everything you write is always a pleasure to read <33333

ps. princesse’s “mapi who doesn’t play football” HC is my most favourite. mapi’s the most supportive tattoo-acquiring, stray cat feeding girlfriend in the world and ingrid deserves nothing less

another ps. the first time i met my youngest sibling i lifted the blanket and got punched in the nose too. cub i love u <3

Long anon! I missed you! 😘

Bambi giving Alexia back the train was being planned for so long. It was always going to happen. It was just a matter of time that I put it in somewhere.

Jenni definitely posts about Bambi. She's such a proud Mama. She's careful with it though. None of the pics on her actual account fully show Bambi's face but she'll show Bambi's face on her story. There's countless photos of Bambi showing off her new ballet shoes (and then her pointe shoes when she's old enough to have them) and there's so many of the back of Bambi's head surrounded by her trains.

Eli definitely has more freedom in posting about Bambi because her account is private. She adores Bambi and practically all of her recitals end up on Eli's account, where Alexia usually gets her unfiltered information about Bambi from.

Olga and Bambi only really have a foundation of a relationship, the one that was made in the hospital, and it kind of stays that way. It develops a little bit as Bambi gets older but not much. Olga is mainly Jaume's mama and Alexia's partner. As Bambi grows up, she definitely comes to understand that her life changed the day that Alexia and Olga sat her down to talk about giving her a sibling.

Jenni doesn't really like to talk about Alexia and Olga to Bambi. She doesn't want to remind Bambi of them because she knows she's going to bitter about them so she just doesn't talk about them. Alba doesn't really confront Olga about anything. Her main job was getting Bambi out of that situation and she's done that now. She does keep a careful watch for the same warning signs for Jaume just in case.

Also about the train symbolism. The Bambi Train was ceramic. It looks strong but it's actually so fragile (Alexia dropped it and it completely shattered) while the Jaume Train is a proper model train. It's actually strong and if someone drops it, there's not going to be a lot of damage. It kind of signifies Alexia as a parent. She got a lot wrong with Bambi and she knows that but in the end, she ended up shattering the train (she broke their relationship). But with Jaume's train (and his and Alexia's relationship now and in the future) has stronger foundations and can take a few mistakes along the way without ruining it. Alexia has changed as a parent and giving Bambi to Jenni makes her want to be the best parent she can be to Jaume so neither of her kids have to suffer again.

I love reading your long rambles and I was so excited this morning to wake up and see you in my inbox again! I've got a few more parts of Injured stocked up with the first appearance of teen!Bambi that I'm so excited about!

#asks #bambi #long anon

[royalarchivist]

Rubius: I love Mexico, it's not far at all.*

Roier: You know, Foolish- once I gave Foolish some candies to try and he said he didn't like one that was a top Mexican candy.

Rubius: Which one?

Roier: Glorias.

Rubius: Glorias...

Missa: [Quietly] What's Glorias?

Roier: Foolish, chingasa tu madre, pinche pendejo-

#Roier #missasinfonia #Missa #Rubius #IRL #February 15 2024 #Sorry some curses just aren't as funny when translated #* So context: (very condensed down story) Rubius once said Mexico was too far to visit and everyone gave him crap for it #lmao #he apologized ofc but it's been memed to hell and back #Translated #As always: if there's a better way to phrase things let me know #esland 2024 #This is ~ 2h 5m into stream #I love that Roier says ''This is a super popular Mexican candy!'' #only for Missa to immediately go ''what is that''

[livetogether--diealone]

*whispers* you're my whole world bro

+ bonus: Seb "gonna act normal now, shake his hand, shake his hand, shake his hair" nicely done

#and right before this very homoerotic spin you had seb all frustrated because the championship was real over lewis just won it and #he's being interviewed by coulthard and instead of answering near the end he goes let me just go to lewis bye #and david stands there live slug reacting #anyway #they're so soft #they have a little gay spin they look into eachothers' eyes #lewis hamilton #sebastian vettel #sewis #f1 #mexico gp 2018 #jo.gif

[tellmeabtspinos]

thinking abt halloween.........

#cant wait for all the scary movies and spooky yt specials ppl are gonna put out #only args tho true crime makes me cry #but yes spooky month is upon us #camby...... canby.....camdy..... #and the temperature is finally gonna go below 90 everyday #i hope #fall is very unpredictable and sometimes it doesnt get cold til november #i just hope when it gets cold it doesnt snow heavily #snow is very much no longer welcome in texas #i never have cold weather clothing or shoes #lol reminds me of the first time j saw real snow #it was spring and we went up to new mexico to see my tio at his ranch #since it was spring i was like 'oh its gonna be warm' and only packed tennis shoes and chanclas and no jacket #IT WAS FUCKI G SNOWING!! looked out the window and was like 'what is all this white shit 🤨🤨' #bc i had *never* seen snow #closest i had ever seen was some sleet that was more mud that ice #couldnt play outside and spent the whole trip watching little shop of horror and cheating at bs #UGH I GOT OFF TRACK THKS WHOLE POST #HALLOWEEN IS FUCKINV AMAZING!!! LETS GO HALLOWEEN!!!!

[foreverfearlessred]

Me for the entirety of the race:

#me the entirety of the weekend tbh #well actually just me ever since he came back #let’s fucking go babes #Danny ric #Daniel Ricciardo #dr3 #f1 #formula 1 #mexico gp 2023

[real-doozy]

arizona sky isn't a joke

MORNING

#moving again soon so just taking it all in #draggimg me around lol new mexico lets go

[frogbeansss]

"So I'm your weakness?" - "Of course you are!"

She's always been his weakness too

"Love is weakness here"

And just like back then, the only question for him was

"Where the hell is she?"

He doesn't care if he's risking his career or even his life. All he cares about is her.

"I care about you!"

#silent witness #jack hodgson #nikki alexander #jack x nikki #he loves her so much #all he cares about is having her safe #these new eps have me in a chokehold #and the parallels to Mexico were insane #I could rant about them for hours #please just how much more pain and trauma do they have to go through #please just let them be safe and happy and in love #thank god they're finally a couple #I'm so happy #but also couldn't resist the angst

[miztashacool]

Placebo live at Paacio de los Deportes, Mexico City - April 17, 2023 / Photos by David Barajas

#placebo #placeboworld #placeboband #brian molko #stefan olsdal #mexico #placebo2023 #never let me go

[merryslilhobbit]

Maybe I'm a pessimist (I prefer to think realist) but having spent 25 years supporting sports teams/players, I'm used to having a moment of success followed by a bitter disappointment (see Ireland in the Rugby World Cup last week), so I have to confess...... I'm almost assuming there'll be some disaster for Daniel and the P4 will be for nothing.

I HOPE TO HIGH HEAVEN I AM WRONG 🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️

Sending multitudes of positive thoughts and vibes to Mexico City specifically for our beloved Honey Badger

#dr3 #daniel ricciardo #f1 #formula 1 #mexico gp 2023 #nervous energy #please let me be so very wrong #let's go honey badger!!!

[flydotnet]

Starting the year off the only good way I could think of: a self-portrait inspired by bullshit my friend and I spewed this weekend.

#art #i guess #if i get a comment i'm expecting it to be about the specific cap #so true story #i just ordered it because i was ordering my sis' xmas present #and i was expecting shipping to wreck my ass so i picked something else for me #iirc this one was on discount but not the numberless one? #pros: my friends think i look swag with it #cons: someone could ask me if i live in the puy de dome #and also i have financial motives to support one (1) f1 driver that i wasn't even thinking much about before i got lost in the rabbit hole #anyway this is dedicated to that one george russell hater in the comment section of that one french video i watched once #i guess my problems also started in that one 2021 gp can't remember which one can't be bothered rn #those tags are going nowhere #who even let me watch the 2023 mexico gp holy shit this was a terrible idea

[willgrahamsleftear]

Do y’all know about Photoblepharon palpebratus. Also known as the one-fin atlantic flashlight fish. Do you know it practices symbiotic bioluminescence with an unknown species of biolumescent bacteria. Do y’all know about how bioluminescence works. DO YOU

#hold on I’ve been encouraged to infodump hold on let me get my shit together #BASICALLY #p. palpebratus can be found in the indian and pacific oceans #its relatives can be found ALL OVER THE PLACE!! #theres a species related to it that lives near the gulf of mexico in the atlantic and AUGHHGHGGHG I want to go diving and see it so bad. if #only I could afford… #anyways #its got bioluminescent pouches under its eyes #it practices symbiotic bioluminescence #argh #they can be kept as pets but its really fucking expensive and difficult #They are nocturnal #aughdgdhf #I used to remember all this stuff but its been like a solid year since I’ve properly researched anything I’m passionate about #Curses! #I’m pretty sure I actually ysed to write essays in my spare time if I can dig those bitches up

[misfit-god]

The song don't let me by the morningsiders is in fact, a kandreil song

#its literally what kevin and neils deals with andrew were about #like #you know both of them just needed someone to stop them from running #kevin back to riko #and neil to mexico #'don't let me go somewhere i cant find my way back' #are #you #kidding #anyway i love #kandreil #kevin day #neil josten #andrew minyard #aftg

[sk2lton]

we have a guest speaker in math class to talk to us about coping w stress as if this class isn’t the reason i felt like shitting myself this morning😭😭

#chant 𖦹 d’oiseau #‘what r things that stress u?’ THIS FUCKING CLASS THIS CLASS BRUH LET ME OUT OF HERE #I WANNA CRY CZ I GOTTA DO A STUPID FUCKING ONE ON ONE TALK WITH MY MATH TEACHER AFTER THIS SHIT AND SHE’S GONNA TEST ME ON SHIT #on the fuxking spot too. it’s like girl is it not enough that i finished ur fucking stupid assignment that made no sense #there’s literally videos there of me doing each fucking question too and i explain it while doing it #teachers who are like ‘i don’t wanna stress u guys’ then continue to fucking stress u the fuck out should burn i hare them #i js wanna watch the brazil vs switerland match #football is unfortunately my current hf if that’s not obvious and within the past week i’ve memorized most leagues and the teams within them #most players in these leagues. at least the notable ones. and it’s encouraged me to get back into football because growing up i really had — #— a talent for it but then my mental health came in and ruined everything #i was too anxious to do shit anymore so that’s such an L tbh but this isn’t meant to be depressing vent or anything i js wanna say i love fb #ive watched the wc and fb like since the day i popped out of the womb and i rmb the first wc i could rmb #i cheered for argentina so hard but got so upset when they were knocked out by brazil. now i’m cheering for brazil (argentina on the side) #so i feel like a trader to my younger self😭 little me would surely NOT appreciate me cheering for brazil #sk vs ghana was crazy cz i didn’t expect sk to comeback like that in the second half but it’s sad they didn’t tie. good game nonetheless #i’m so mad at team canada ngl cz we had good players but our defense was invisible😭 it doesn’t matter how good our midfielders or strikers r #as long as our def is shitty our team is shitty😭 that’s like building a house on poor foundation #it won’t last long and it’ll cause problems😭 davies goal was such a W and we have so many players from great clubs but i feel like— #— wasted them. i could go on and on and on and on about football #different teams. leagues. who fucked up by doing what😭 speaking of which… mexico’s fuckinf coach set them up idc #i rlly wanted to see lainez play. he’s a fucking game changer but mexico’s coach was like ‘how do i set us up…’ 😭 #mexico was robbed by their own coach.. canada was robbed in the canada vs belgium match jts crazy 😭😭😭

[ladysophiebeckett]

now that it's the next day and im less annoyed, two things i thought was interesting in the mexican adaptation--

when the gaslighting arc starts, lety's like 'yeah we should go back to omar's place' and fernando, instead of being excited about it, he's scared bc she had told him various times she didn't want to bc of 'guilt'. so he's in the bathroom pacing, worried bc 'this isn't like her'. which i thought was funny.

when they go to the event and she tells him she needs to leave bc someone came to get her, he assumes its her dad and he immediately is like 'i'll talk to him' and she says 'no , it's tomas' and he grabs her hands and she pulls back and says 'ppl can see' and he says 'i dont care'. she insists she's leaving and he can't make her stay bc they're not at work. but he doesn't care and drags her away.

that is as 'dark' as the scene gets. bc the next scene its back to light hearted comedy where he's flirting with her again. they really don't want to go there with him (making him crazy), which is disappointing.

#im gonna rant here tho bc GOD the purity pr train in this insane and i never noticed it at 16 #i forgot about the psychic that wanders mexico city and hunts lety down to let her know there's a letter she needs to read #but not before saying that 'her love was pure and good' and that shes not a bad person #meanwhile fernando is buying her a single white rose bc it reminds him of her purity and innocence (im so sick to my stomach rn) #and then he tells her that when he gives it to her (if a man said to me i would never see him again) #and then when lety reads the letter she's asks the st judas figure (that the psychic gave her) #what she should do and why this happened to her and then her rose dies in like 5 seconds since he gave it to her magically #they really do frame it so the affair portion is his fault and only his fault by having the narrative insist that her love is not 'tainted' #like yes a lot of things are fernando's fault--the embargo caused by him and omar poor decisions and the making up a new company #to save his company was his idea but lety said yes at various times #when she could have said no #that's kind of the point--both taking responsibility later for their actions #they also dont want her to be 'bad' by having her talk to the st judas figure--like---Okay. (kill me) #anyway i need this version to go to jail or something

[weird-grrrl]

Hii

May I translate your "terfs think that" game to Spanish and post it on my side blog @trans-radfem ?

Please do! I would be honored 💚🤍💜

#radfem do touch #radfem please touch #let me know if you want me to clarify anything! #latin American feminists are so cool #I’ve been reading about mexicos election and other stuff going down there recently #kiss on the forehead for my hispanic/latina radfem sisters

[transgods]

how do i cut the leash lol

#or at least give me a bit of goddamn room #mitski and tamino and ai in mexico city in the mid semester break next year i can AFFORD IT i can afford it but my parents #they would not let me go. i know this to be true #seph.txt