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#let me know if you want me to add in the undateables!
bluebird-ascended · 6 days
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I inked some of my sketchbook and the world didn't explode so yeah 👍 art dump art dump
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is it obvious I just reached skypia arc? 😭
also, if you want to get a scale of the amount of improvement i've had in drawing abs, i've enclosed some old art from a few years ago under the read more 😌i think its pretty impressive
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what a looker 😍 jawline that could cut diamonds
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cyberp-1-nk · 1 year
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PLAYFIGHTING WITH THEM + OBEY ME BROTHERS.
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☆ Masterlist / Requests?
SYNOPSIS: How they'd react to play-fighting with you!
PAIRINGS. Lucifer x Reader, Mammon x Reader, Leviathan x Reader, Satan x Reader, Asmodeus x Reader, Beelzebub x Reader, Belphegor x Reader.
GENRE + WARNINGS. Honestly, nothing too bad? Just slight NSFW, but that's about it, it's mostly just fluff overall. I'll do a part two for the undateables!
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LUCIFER ! 
☆ He thinks it's immature, and he quietly convinces you to just cuddle since it's been such a long day— you usually can never get this man to "fight" with you since he finds it a bit immature.  The only time you'd actually get him to play-fight with you is if he's drinking a little more demonus then he should. You wouldn't even expect it either— He would come home extremely tipsy, and playfully tackle you onto the bed, pinning you down with a little drunken chuckle. You laughed and wriggled, trying to break free, but Lucifer was too strong. It'll be soft nudges from him, and that rare yet playful, mischievous glint in his eyes will be very evident— you'd take a picture if he'd ever let you. The playfighting wouldn't last very long tho. The rest of the night would be just nearly incoherent confessions to you. How truly beautiful/handsome he finds you, how cute you are without realizing it, how much of an effect you have on him— just general things he'd never outright admit when he's sober. Threading his gloved fingers in your hair while he presses drunken kisses to your lips, and it's just pure bliss.
MAMMON ! 
☆ Will definitely play-fight with you. This greedy dork will even try to turn into a bet— whoever wins, gets a ridiculous amount of grimm. Knowing DAMN well he has a physical advantage over you! If you want to win this little bet, and add onto his debt, just play dirty— Mammon starts tickling your sides, causing you to squirm and giggle uncontrollably. Soon, you were both laughing like idiots, your bodies tangled up in the sheets as they playfully wrestled. He manages to pin you down, his strong arms holding you in place as you try to wriggle free. "No fair!" You cried, laughing so hard that tears were streaming down your face. "You're too strong!" He just grinned down at her, his own laughter filling the air. "Of course! Nobody is a match for the great Mammon–" You trail your fingers up his shirt, feeling up his toned body and wiping that smug grin right off his face. Red blush will appear onto his face, and this gives you the opportunity to flip him under you. He will say you're cheating, and how it's not fair, but do you listen? Nope! 
LEVIATHAN ! 
☆ Majority of the time, he's far too shy to even touch you— so he'd let you win…not by choice, he just has an overwhelming blush and it's hard to fight back when he wants nothing more than to just lean into your touch. He doesnt wanna fight his favorite Normie! Levi couldn't help but grin back at your cute little face, feeling his heart swell with affection for his silly, playful little human. "You're such a normie," he said, running his fingers through your hair. You leaned down and captured his lips in a gentle kiss, your body relaxing into his as you sat on top of his lap, overpowering him. You both lay there for a few moments, wrapped up in each other's arms, enjoying the warmth and comfort of your love. Right as you're nuzzling yourself against his flushed skin, he'll take this opportunity to suddenly grab both of your wrists and flip you over. You swear you hear him purring as he rubs his scent all over your body— he even leaves a gentle little bite at the juncture of your neck. He's blushing immensely, but he's trying his best to seem like he knows what he's doing.
SATAN !
☆ Did you really just pick a fight with the avatar of wrath? That's a dangerous game you're playing.. Luckily for you though, he will find the playful banter amusing. He'll probably join as you pull him onto your bed. It was late at night, and the two of you were supposed to be sleeping. But neither of you could resist the urge to playfully wrestle on the bed, giggling and whispering as you tried to pin each other down. As you rolled around, trying to be quiet so as not to wake up his brothers, you suddenly heard a soft thud. Looking up, you saw the cat Satan had been hiding from Lucifer, the cat had jumped onto the bed and was now staring at you both curiously. "Hello there," Satan whispered, reaching out to pet the cat. But as he did so, you took advantage of the distraction and managed to pin him down. "Ha! Gotcha!" You whispered triumphantly, grinning down at the demon with confidence. He laughed and squirmed, trying to break free, but he pretended as if your grip was too strong. "Okay, okay, you win," he whispered, his voice filled with laughter. But just as they thought they were safe, the cat started purring loudly and rubbing his face against Satan's arm. You burst out laughing, your body shaking with amusement. "I think he's trying to help you out," you said, still giggling. Satan laughed a bit, before quickly pressing kisses against your neck, tickling you with how light they were.
ASMODEUS ! 
☆ Egh— he doesn't really like to rough-house with you. You know how Asmo is, he's a little against that sort of stuff, since he doesn't really want to ruin his appearance in any way? He has a reputation to uphold! Even if you do play-fight, it will be gentle and quick— and it usually ends with him letting you sit on top of his lap. Finally, you managed to flip Asmo onto his back, pinning him down with a mischievous grin. "Ha! Gotcha now," you teased. He only chuckled and squirmed, his body wriggling beneath yours. "Okay, okay, you win," he said, his eyes sparkling with amusement. But as you looked down at him, you noticed the way his gaze lingered on your face, his eyes darkening with desire. "What?" You asked, feeling a blush creeping up your cheeks. Asmo just grinned up at you, his hands resting on your hips. "You know, you look really cute when you're on top of me like this," he said, his voice smooth and flirtatious. This ends in something less child-friendly then you originally anticipated, but Asmo is horny 24/7 so did you really expect anything else?
BEELZEBUB ! 
☆ Probably the most gentle— and sweet. He usually lets you win, unless you promise to buy him dinner if he wins— then he'll be a little more rough and pin you down. It's adorable how he nibbles on your skin occasionally, and leans into your touch. "Hey, no fair!" You protested, but your desperate protests were cut off as he leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to your cheek. "Mmm, you taste like strawberries," Beel murmured, pressing another kiss to your other cheek. "And flowers." You couldn't help but smile at the sweet words, feeling your heart swell with affection for Beel. As he continued to shower you with kisses, each one soft and gentle, your body relaxed into the bed, feeling safe and loved in his arms. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity of kisses, Beel pulled back, grinning down at you. "You're so cute," He said, brushing his fingers through your hair. "I could kiss you all day." You blushed, feeling your cheeks warm at the compliment. "You're pretty cute yourself," you replied, reaching up to return Beel's kiss.
BELPHEGOR ! 
☆ You usually do this when you're trying to wrestle him out of bed— or to get him to let go of you when you need to go somewhere. This jealous little prick WILL wrestle you just so he can keep you with him— you're his human, why should he have to share you? You were lying in bed together, enjoying each other's company. You had to go somewhere, but Belphie wasn't ready to let you go just yet. As you tried to get up, he playfully grabbed your arm and pulled you back down onto the bed. "Belphie, I have to go," you protested with a smile. "Can't you stay a little longer?" Belphie asked, a mischievous gleam in his eye. You giggled as Belphie started tiredly tickling your sides, making you squirm and laugh uncontrollably. You tried to push him away, but he was too strong for you. "Belphie, stop it!" You gasped out between laughs. But Belphie just grinned and continued his playful assault, holding you down on the bed so that you couldn't escape. You squirmed and wriggled, trying to break free, but Belphie was having too much fun. Finally, after a few minutes of tickling and wrestling, Belphie relented, letting you catch your breath. You lay there panting, your hair mussed and your cheeks flushed from laughter. "Okay, okay, I'll stay a little longer," you said, smiling up at Belphie. Belphie grinned back, pulling you into a tight embrace. "Good, because I don't think I'm ready to let you go just yet."
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arklayraven · 2 months
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I can't sleep rn while this annoyed/pissed off. So time to remind people OM is canonly a queer game as hell and to tell the queerphobes and transphobes to FUCK OFF. (Seriously, why are you following me if you hate queer and trans people/characters? Get out of here.)
This is a official post by OM devs over the creation of OM and their MC. Read the left section well.
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"OM isn't a queer game" many like to say.
The game, writers and characters beg to differ.
From someone kind who felt they knew all about the game and characters well, even tho they played it themselves.
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Let's go back to that official post by Solmare about OM and this section specifically.
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Hope you read that well, and the person(and many who think/believe this) learns how damn wrong they are.
Also...God don't bring up my Asmo and act like you know all about him. Another thing from that kind person.
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Firstly, canonly none of the characters have set labels. But they are all in fact canonly queer. Whether you like to believe/accept this or not. It's fact, was fact from day one.
Asmodeus is the most openly proud queer boy in the series, and gender nonconforming too at that, even if he uses only he/him pronouns(but he's been shown to be fine being called princess, queen, etc. So he's clearly open to all gendered/less pronouns/labels I feel).
He drips of gender fluidity, and going against gender presentation norms(Babe has presented so fem and nonconforming for awhile now. Learn to look at him and appreciate him better). So take note of all of that, and never say again he's not queer, because that's a damn fucking lie.
Also I hate how bi is used as default for queerness as a whole for characters who are interested in more than one gender, and wish for the day people stop using it as so. (Use MSPEC or just queer if you wish to sound more inclusive of all possible labels/identities for a canon queer character with no canon label set.)
Second, back to what I said before, ALL THE CHARACTERS IN OM ARE QUEER. If you ship your MC or yourself with them, know that's a canon queer character you're pairing them/yourself up with. And you can't erase their queerness and identity. Especially if it makes you personally feel bothered or crap.
And before you say anything, dating them, as a straight woman, doesn't automatically make them straight now too. They are still queer, but are dating you, who happen to be a straight woman. (stop being damn queerphobic challenge.)
I'm already tired of this crap, so gonna end this now and fast.
OM is a canon queer game, and was made with a MC who is genderless to be inclusive of ALL PLAYERS. This opened the door quickly for men, nonbinary, etc players to enjoy the game too, and be part of the fandom as well. There's as much men and nonbinary players in the series like women are, but only difference is in the fandom mainly. Many people choose to see which fans or MCs are more accepted in the community, and which ones to show more love/attention too.
If you tried to expand your horizons more, you will surely quickly find people who identify as men, nonbinary, etc in the fandom as well. And learn how we're here, always been here, just greatly drowned out or ignored by a vast majority of people just because of who we are. (Lots of people with dislike for MCs who are men, or just plain damn queerphobia and transphobia in the works.)
The more people try to ignore the clear fact men and nonbinary people play OM too. The more easier it is for them say OM and its characters aren't canonly queer, and they can feel special/happy about playing the game. That they want to believe was just made to cater to women only. But in reality it was made to be catered to all players, no matter their gender identity or lack of, and same for romantic/sexual attraction.
Also another thing I forgot to add to put more facts that OM is a queer game to be inclusive of ALL PLAYERS.
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Already, the undateables from day one are canonly queer too. If you need to be reminded and stated that as well.
That's pretty much it on this annoying tiring topic.
Enjoy playing OM, the canonly queer game made for ALL PLAYERS. <3
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hakirachan · 2 months
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The OM! Boys & Pet names
so, lately I’ve been thinking about different pet names/nicknames (thanks A) and I decided to give some to the Obey Me boys, and what their stance is on pet names/nicknames! (Also some they might call you, I tried to make them all as gender-neutral as possible so they can apply to everyone!)
Btw, feel free to use any of these, whether it’s for a fic, oneshot, hc, or anything else. They’re all SFW, so if you’re looking for something a bit more suggestive, you’ll have to look somewhere else.
I only did the older bros for now bc this took way longer than it should have TvT
LUCIFER
RECEIVING
Doesn’t like being called pet names in public at first, but slowly warms up to it (nothing embarrassing or overdramatic tho)
If you embarrass him in front of his brothers, he’ll take away that privilege though
Is okay with you calling him pet names in private, as long at it’s nothing weird
Thinks it’s cute when you try to fluster him with pet names
Example pet names for him: Dear, Love, Darling, Honey/Hon, Babe
GIVING:
Starts off just using pet names for you occasionally, but uses them more often as you progress in your relationship
Sometimes randomly whispers them into your ear as he passes by to get you all flustered
Just uses standard nicknames for you (bc he’s old)
Pet names he’ll give you: Dearest, Sweetheart, Love, Darling, Precious, Honey
MAMMON
RECEIVING
The first time you use a pet name for him, he gets extremely flustered
Quickly comes back with his own though
(he’ll be blushing the whole time too)
Example pet names for him: Sweetie, Babe, Love, Prince
GIVING
A bit hesitant at first, but once he starts, he’ll call you nicknames whenever he gets the chance
Makes it a point to use them when you’re around other guys to let them know you’re taken
Has spent at least one sleepless night coming up with a list of pet names for you
Example pet names he’ll give you: Precious, Treasure, Babe, My First, Sunshine, Sugar, Princess
LEVIATHAN
RECEIVING
Oohhhh boy
You done broke him now
The first time you do it, he’ll freeze up for a good 30 seconds as he processes what just happened
Once his brain has restarted, he is a blushing, stammering mess.
Why would you call him that out of nowhere? Are you messing with him? Is this a prank?? Wait that’s not what I meant don’t apologize—
No matter how many times you do it, he always turns bright red whenever you call him a pet name
Example pet names for him: Player One, Babe, Boo
GIVING
Doesn’t really give ‘pet names’ as much as he does regular nicknames
Don’t get me wrong, he means them affectionately, just don’t expect him to use any of the cuter pet names other couples use
If he does use a more standard pet name, he’ll be a blushing mess while he does it
Example “pet names” he’ll give you: Player Two, Henry, Normie, Babe (maybe)
Let me know if you want the other brothers and undateables! Also, if you have any other pet names you think they’d give, just tell me in the comments and I’ll add them!
Speaking of… If you ever want any pet names/nicknames, either themed or for a character based on personality, just DM me or put it in my ask box and I’ll give you a list of as many as I can think of!
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engineerlikestark · 10 months
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Digital Planner Preview
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EDIT: jfc! click on the images to see the full picture, tumblr is being dumb and cropping them however it wants (or i'm being dumb and i don't know how to use tumblr anymore)
last year i made some templates for myself because i was very into digital planning.
what i wanted was a digital planner that resembled the hobonichi cousin with a minimal design so that i could customize it from week to week like a bullet journal and that i could reuse year after year.
what i came up with is what you can see in the first image, an undated planner with four different templates for different uses. the grid on all the sections is a 5mm grid and the templates are a4 size. it was important to me to have be able to see the month and the week in one page so that's why i chose a horizontal layout and it served me pretty well.
now let me explain a bit more what's in each of the templates.
calendar: this one is self-explanatory, it's a calendar with room for six weeks. it also has a sidebar for whatever you want to use it and a space on the top to add the month.
weekly: also self-explanatory, this template has a full vertical week on one page, plus the sidebar. the blank space on top of the sidebar is where i used to add a monthly calendar and highlight the current week but it can be used for other things. each day also has a divider at the top, for events or important tasks or meals.
daily/notes: these two i used interchangeably depending on my mood. the first one has three columns with a space to write the date at the top left corner and thew second one has a sidebar and a top bar with a wider section that's not divided.
in the second image you can see an example of how i used these pages. it's more in line with how i plan currently on a physical book, only using a couple of colors and my handwriting. but i used to go nuts with different colored pens and highlighters, digital stickers, and even photos.
now, would you be interested in me making this available to you guys? because i can definitely do that. i can also modify this to make it more printable friendly (like maybe splitting the pages so that you guys can have a big calendar on two a5 pages instead).
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dani-sdiary · 2 months
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The Reasons Why I've Never Been on a Date:
The painful fucking shyness, I mean, borderline agoraphobia. I won't settle for less than clicking "add to cart" on Mr. Right and having him delivered to my home, with free shipping.
a. Really, though, I've missed a lot of school. And work (and that's only once a week). I can barely make it to my real responsibilities (much less dates). I struggle with just getting out of bed sometimes, let alone leaving my house, and when I do, I'm usually too anxious to go without a parent, which severely decreases my chances of being approached. And if I never go anywhere, how can I expect to meet anyone?
b. It's just that I know I won't meet anyone, though. It's that when I manage to try, when I put my blood, sweat, and tears into making myself look somewhat presentable, when I go someplace people under 70 are, when I do everything Google said makes you approachable: bangs, wearing red, exposing the wrists, red nail polish, smiling, not being on your phone, being alone, and open body language, when I get my hopes up, it never works out. And that makes it even harder the next time. Excuses, excuses.
2. Self-fulfilling prophecy. I see myself as undateable and others just take the cue. Though, chicken and egg. A little girl doesn't suddenly decide she's horrifically ugly and no one will ever love her. It's proven to her, time and time again. Or rather, being seen as beautiful or even average and capable of being loved is not proven to her, and she draws the only logical conclusion.
3. I've had somewhat of an unconventional high school experience. My freshman year was 2020-2021, and we were online until May. Sophomore year we were back in person, but socially distanced, and I left about a month before the end of the school year and took my finals remotely. Junior and Senior year, I've been going to Hometown Community College (HCC). I take some in-person classes and some online, so I'm only on campus for about 4 hours a week. Some of my classmates are adults with families and careers, but a lot of them are around my age. Oh, well.
4. It isn't love, it's only Hometown. Maybe I would be worshiped as a goddess in some other part of the world. Who knows? My city isn't that walkable and I'm a virgin who can't drive, so it is a bit difficult to meet people. There are a lot of Latinos here, and mixed girls like me, and it's a real let-your-freak-flag-fly-so-everyone-will-know-how-different-and-cool-you-are-unlike-the-sheep kind of place so it's not like I stand out in any way. It certainly has it faults, but one thing I will say about Hometown is that you can walk down the street and see face tattoos, blue hair, and women with beards.
5. The other thing is of course the bloodhound sixth sense. Men can smell the eau de desperation and low self-esteem radiating off of me from a mile away. Half-off at Bath and Bodyworks. God, even when I like another girl as a friend, I smother her. When I like someone in any type of way, I ask a million questions, I want to know everything about them, spend every second with them. I expect an intimacy that would take years to build up to just happen over night.
6. I think it would be naive to say that looks weren't a part of it, a significant part, though certainly not all of it. I know everyone says personality is more important than appearance in the end, when you really love someone, and I agree, but it's so hard to even get to that place. It's difficult to make that initial connection if you're not really anyone's type. I've never been approached. No guy has ever just walked up to me and "shot his shot" as they say. No one has tried to strike up a conversation or dared to ask for my number. Yes, I know it's nerve-wracking for men to just walk up to a stranger, especially an attractive one, and try to talk to her, and this doesn't happen to every woman, but it happens to some, and I wish I was one of them. Some men think some women are worth getting over the fear for, and I wish someone saw me that way. And no, I don't approach guys either, I'm nothing if not a hypocrite. I am paralyzed with fear about this because I'm worried about not being rejected. I'm worried the guy won't know I'm trying to flirt with him because I have no idea how, or that I won't know he's letting me down easy because it'll go over my head, or that he'll feel too sorry for me to reject me.
a. I'm high-maintenance while looking low-maintenance. I take hours to get ready in the morning and no matter how much I do and how much money I waste and what lengths I go to it never helps. Worse still than my grotesqueness, which a man could look past, is my insecurity. My constant, constant need for reassurance. He could swear over and over that he loves me as I am but I'll never believe it. To illustrate, you've just read several paragraphs of complaints about my appearance. If you were my man (Lord help you), I'd never shut up.
b. To summarize: annoying, inexperienced, and no oil painting. I think I could've said as much in one sentence.
c. This is how I register in men's heads. Maybe this is totally incorrect, but we women think of you as rather like robots, capable of an incredible compartmentalization that must make life so much simpler. I'm so messy. Men can just decide to not get attached, to not care, to focus on what's really important rather than distractions, and their hearts actually listen to them. And if not, you could've fooled me.
d. I think men sort of scan me. When they first see me, my statistics and vital signs pop up on their cybernetically enhanced vision. They make a crucial decision right then and there, write me off as uninteresting. Again, all speculation. You can't fault me for being a logic-oriented person. If this isn't how it happens, I want some hard proof (lawyer voice). You can't fault me for being a fanciful, gullible, self-absorbed and ridiculous little girl.
e. I'm a little overweight, but not playboy bunny curvaceous and feminine, nor supermodel thin. I'm wide and bulky and flat in the back and the front. I'm average height, not cute and short or old Hollywood statuesque. I have scars and stretch marks and acne and strawberry legs. Pale skin and chestnut hair with a few strands of red that couldn't decide if it wanted to be straight or curly so settled for a halfhearted wave. My haircut is what it is, a mistake that I'm growing out (excruciatingly slowly). Eyes so dark you can't distinguish the iris from the pupil. I wear contacts. Huge, blackheady nose and ultrathin pale, cracked lips. I care deeply about my appearance and I do the best I can to take care of myself. After school and work and work and school, eating healthy feels so impossible, but I try to be somewhat balanced at least. I don't exercise besides the erstwhile jog, but I walk around a lot on campus and I have a physical type of job. Everyone's always told me I look older (mid-twenties) than I am (newly 18). For most of the year, I wear pretty much the same thing everyday- The Dani Uniform (TM). A knee-length skirt and a sweater. Inoffensive, not particularly alluring. f. The worst, though, is the severe hirsutism, my main PCOS symptom. How am I supposed to be confident when my body is a punchline in every movie you've ever seen? I just don't think confidence is meant for me. I'm not one of those take-off-her-glasses-and-she's-beautiful types. I've gotten better, certainly, I'm not waterboarding myself with sweat anymore by forcing myself to wear turtlenecks in the summer. I do my best to be an adult, to pick myself up and get on with it, put on an ugly but brave face and show myself as I am. But the truth is, being able to wear tanktops hasn't made me hate myself any less. I still can't say the "h" word out loud (or type it). I still can't shake the feeling of being dirty and sick, like I have bugs crawling all over my skin. And I could never, ever, show this body to anyone. One day, I'm going to fall head over heels in love, I know that already. Love isn't the issue. I will love someone so much he can't stand it, but I'll never be able to trust him enough. I'm too far gone for that.
6. I don't know. I really don't know. I've turned it over and over in my head for years, driven myself crazy trying to figure it out, connected all my features with push pins and red string to unveil the grand conspiracy. But every reason I can come up with isn't something unique to me, it's something that millions of other people experience, have, do, or are, and that hasn't been a barrier, or hasn't always been barrier, for at least some of them to be in a relationship. I'm just stuck thinking, why wasn't what I did good enough? Why am I the exception? I followed the rules, I consulted the opinions of others around me, I did everything just like everyone else did. I don't know if other people see me this way, but I think of myself as a deeply average person- my personality, my looks, how I grew up. To be perfectly honest, it does surprise me a bit that my love life has been so atypical when every other part of my life hasn't. There's nothing special about me. I'm not a good person, but I don't intentionally hurt others. I'll never be beautiful, pretty, or even average, but there's nothing shocking about the way I look, I'm just plain.
a. Lots of people are shy, especially teenagers. We're all self conscious and absorbed, debilitating insecurity and a simultaneous God complex. Plenty of teenagers date, go to dances, go parking, share a milkshake with two straws...
b. Everyone has low self-esteem. Sure, some more so than others, but the vast majority of people struggle with confidence, even those other people think shouldn't. We're all oracles writing self-fulfilling prophecies all the time. If you had to be confident to get a date, the human race would have died out by now.
c. For fuck's sake, people got married during the pandemic. People fell in and out of and back in love, people lost their virginity, people cheated, people flirted, people joined dating apps and met on zoom, people took off their masks and kissed, people were irresponsible and reckless and human and attractive and attracted. We all lost the school year, but plenty of my classmates didn't lose the experiences.
e. Isn't everyone desperate for something? And hasn't that desperation made me work 10 times harder? It's ambition, it's led me to try nearly everything, and even if it's obvious, isn't a little desperation attractive? I don't know if it is to boys, but it is to me. I want someone to need me, to think about me all the time, to be crazy about me. Maybe I take that too far, but it's not as if I'm proposing on the first date or collecting your used tissues for my shrine. Yeah, I want it bad and I when I fall, I fall hard, but the last thing I want is to make someone uncomfortable. If he told me to slow down, I would.
f. But if all it took was a little makeup and some time at the gym, wouldn't I lose love as soon as I washed my face or gained a few pounds? My appearance is going to change drastically throughout my life, and I don't want love to end when it does. I want to believe that everyone is beautiful. It's important to me to believe that, and that means I have to begrudgingly accept that I'm beautiful, too. I'm worried it would become a slippery slope if I made an exception for myself. I guess I just figured everyone was someone's type. I might not be conventionally attractive, but I thought eventually I'd blindly stumble upon someone who was okay with the way I look. You know what they say about assuming. It makes a (flat) ass of you and me. Yeah, maybe there's a lid for every pot. But my lid will either be blind, an alcoholic with permanent beer goggles, or have some kind of rare fetish.
I am precisely the opposite of what men want. Clingy, needy, and desperate- and not attractive enough to justify my horrible personality. I'm not cool or fun or down-to-earth. I'm not drama-free or go-with-the-flow. I say I'm fine when I'm not because I expect you to read my mind. I'm ugly, uncommunicative, and crazy. I'm a pervert who's far too shy to ever take her clothes off. I'm immature and stubborn and stupid and as hard as I try not be, a hopeless romantic.
Fuck my life.
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hellscape-halogens · 10 months
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"I’m the one that you need and fear / Now that you’re hooked, it’s all becoming clear / That all your judgments that you placed on me was a reflection of discovery." - Whore by In This Moment
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Trigger Warning: SA/rape within relationships, brief CSA mention, explicit menstruation talk, brief description of consensual/ambiguous consent sexual experiences
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I can't stop these feelings of... I don't know. Disgust? Anger? Fear? All three maybe?
All I can feel is my ex touching me all over my body again. His rough skin... how he smelled... I feel so gross. I feel dirty. Rotten.
Plus all the awful periods I used to get every few months when I was with him... the blood clots... how impossibly huge they were but always having normal results every time I went to see a doctor. How often I was sick... and how suddenly I stopped having those awful periods with abnormally huge, clumpy clots but my periods were still never the same after we broke up.
I remember always telling myself "At least it ended with my grandfather, at least it didn't continue." And then I started thinking about how sexual abuse and rape within relationships exist.
16 year old me just thought "well, I have a boyfriend now... and I owe it to him, I can't just say no if he has the urge." And to be honest, I was so high most of the time back then that not only did I not have the capacity to consent, I didn't have the ability to care either. I also never questioned his undying obsession/fantasy with wanting to impregnate me. It was just what it was. It's what I thought was normal within the relationship.
I can't remember anything my ex ever did to me aside from once or twice when he was touching me and refusing to stop even when I asked/begged/demanded, and a titjob that I barely consented to (which he insulted my breast size and said my chest was "too small" when in reality he just had a small dick and poor form). I remember the consensual stuff we I did.
He was also extremely insecure about his sexuality, and insisted I was his "special exception" to his whole straight boy persona. No hate toward people who do have special exceptions, it's just my ex fetishizes the fuck out of trans men (specifically femboys and pre-op/pre-HRT). Big time. He's the reason I can't stand to sit and watch M*A*S*H or MacGuyver anymore without wanting to break down crying, I can't even listen to Fall Out Boy anymore without getting uncomfortable.
Anyway I'm sort of losing my train of thought... I'm extremely exhausted.
One silver lining I guess is that after I broke up with my ex and told our mutual friends everything he did to me and why we broke up, they all immediately dropped his ass and ceased communication with him. I also learned that my ex never got over me, and is still heavily into denial about his sexuality.
He made friends with another male friend of mine briefly, and ended up making a total ass of himself (sending unsolicited dick pics, harassment, intimidation tactics, and just sending all out hardcore gay porn videos). And the fact that he's still undateable even five years later is the sweetest icing on this hideous cake.
I forgot what I was going to say after that. I'm just gonna sign off here and go to bed.
Thanks for listening to me, Tumblr, even if you don't always respond.
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18th century American women as politicians and organizers: Elizabeth Willing Powel
The following is an undated letter from AH to EH that Founders’ footnotes as having been composed between Nov 1783-1789 based on the Wall Street address:
I arrived My Dear Betsey at this place yesterday Evening not so much fatigued as I expected to have been but with my Cold somewhat increased. I am however better to day and hope to finish my business so as to return on Thursday. If a Vessel offers at the time and a fair wind I may take that mode of conveyance.
I hope you have been attentive to your medicine. Remember Mrs. Powel on the advantages of health and disadvantages of the want of it. Consider how much pain you suffer and how much pleasure you lose, by your present situation; and for both our sakes omit nothing that can make you better. Adieu My Betsey. I look forward with eagerness to a return to your bosom   Yrs.
A H
Albany
Saturday
The Mrs. Powel mentioned is Elizabeth Willing Powel (1743-1830), most famous by (misogynist) male historians for her friendship with George Washington - she’s often credited with convincing him of the necessity of a second term - but who was an outspoken, astute and adroit political leader in her own right, even as a woman, serving as probably the most prominent Philadelphia leader of the Republican Court. She was married to Samuel Powel, mayor of Philadelphia. (She was also the younger sister of Thomas Willing, also very briefly a Philly mayor and first president of both the Bank of N.A. and the First Bank of the U.S. and the richest man in America; thereby aunt of Anne Willing Bingham, the “most beautiful” other leader of the Philly Republican Court.) Samuel died during the yellow fever epidemic in Philadelphia in late September 1793. Elizabeth composed this letter to GW only a few weeks before her husband’s death: 
Your affectionate & friendly Attention to me, at this awfull Moment, filled my Heart with so much Sensibility as rendered me incapable of expressing my Feelings on the Subject of our Conversation, and when my amiable Friend, the President, renewed his Invitation to me to accompany you to Virginia, I could only say that I would let you know, this Evening, the Result of a Conference I meant to have with Mr Powel. After a long Conversation with him, I collected that he saw no Propriety in the Citizens flying from the only Spot where Physicians conversant in the Disorder that now prevails could be consulted; nor does he appear to be impressed with the degree of Apprehension that generally pervades the Minds of our Friends—however, he wished me to follow my own Inclination and the Dictates of my own Judgement in a Matter that may eventually affect my Life and his Happiness—this has thrown me into a Dilemma the most painful. The Conflict between Duty and Inclination is a severe Trial of my Feelings; but as I believe it is always best to adhere to the line of Duty, I beg to decline the Pleasure I proposed to myself in accompanying you to Virginia at this Time. The Possibility of his being ill during my Absence, & thereby deprived of the Consolation and Aid, he might derive from my Attention to him woud be to me a lasting Source of Affliction; and, God knows, I need not voluntarily add to the List of Sorrows. My Life has been sufficiently embittered to make me now very little anxious about protracting or preserving it [She delivered four children, all of whom died immediately or within weeks of their birth.]. Death has robbed me of many Friends, and Time has abated the Ardor of others, so that Life in my latter Years has been little more than a Sieve to let thro some Joy or some Blessing. Mr Powel, who is highly sensible of your Friendship to me, desires to unite in every good Wish for you & yours. That God may preserve and bless you both, and that you may safely return in a short Time, is the unfeigned Prayer of your sincere affectionate
Eliza. Powel
Mr Powel would have done himself the Pleasure of waiting upon you before your Departure, had he not apprehended that a Visit in the Moment of Preparation for a Journey would have been illtimed.
There’s a lot out there about Mrs. Powel, here are just a few links: x, https://www.historynet.com/washingtons-other-woman/, or listen to a conversation where she’s described as follows: “In an era in which women could not vote or hold elected office, Powel was a power broker and king maker in Early American society.” And read this interesting article arguing why, by Gordon S. Wood’s definition, she should be considered a Founder (actually the article gets a lot of stuff wrong - just read the last paragraph). 
In addition to political advice, she also wrote poetry and offered advice on education, women’s place in society, and medicine and health as AH refers to above, as it sounds like he and EH were familiar with Mrs. Powel’s writings on medicine (she reviewed scientific articles). Mrs. Powel had an amazing 50th birthday party in 1793 that was fondly recalled even 50 years later, and I’m sure the Hamiltons attended. 
Of interest to me as another source of inspiration for EH, Mrs. Powel served on the board of the Female Association of Philadelphia for the Relief of Women and Children in Reduced Circumstances and the Female Hospitable Society. 
While looking up more about that organization, I came across the good and brief article about the Philadelphia Ladies Association:  
Now that the American soldiers were suffering a serious loss of morale in the aftermath of the fall of Charleston, the women proposed a nationwide female-conceived and -executed relief effort to aid the hard-pressed troops. The campaign began June 10, 1780, with the publication of a broadside, The Sentiments of an American Woman ...Mrs. Reed built her case carefully. She began by reviewing the history of women’s patriotic activity, referring alike to female monarchs, Roman matrons, and Old Testament women. Linking herself explicitly to such foremothers, she declared, “I glory in all which my sex has done great and commendable. I call to mind with enthusiasm and with admiration all those acts of courage, of constancy and patriotism, which history has transmitted to us.” Mrs. Reed held up Joan of Arc as an especially appropriate model, for she had driven from France “the ancestors of these same British, whose odious yoke we have just shaken off, and whom it is necessary that we drive from this Continent.”...Female Americans should renounce “vain ornaments,” donating the money they would no longer spend on elaborate clothing and hairstyles to the patriot troops as “ the offering of the Ladies .”  
...[GW’s] encomium made this explicit by its references to “female patriotism” and “those softer domestic virtues,” which presumably included the ability to sew. Ironically and symbolically, the Philadelphia women of 1780, who had tried to chart an independent course for themselves and to establish an unprecedented nationwide female organization, ended up as what one amused historian has termed “General Washington’s Sewing Circle.”
The amusement has not been confined to subsequent generations, for male Revolutionary leaders too regarded the women’s efforts with wry condescension. John Adams wrote to Benjamin Rush, “the Ladies having undertaken to support American Independence, settles the point.” The women, on the other hand, saw nothing to smile at in the affair. Kitty Livingston, whose mother was a New Jersey canvasser, sent a copy of The Sentiments of an American Woman to her sister Sarah Jay, then in Spain. “I am prouder than ever of my charming countrywomen,” Sarah told her husband John in forwarding the broadside to him. Abigail Adams had a similar reaction, one that stands in sharp contrast to her husband’s. Mrs. Adams took the association as a sign that “virtue exists, and publick spirit lives—lives in the Bosoms of the Fair Daughters of America.…” [my emphasis]
Good information to have on hand about women’s influence in colonial America and the early Republic and the beginnings of organized women’s philanthropy,
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The Demon Brothers + their reaction to you having a nightmare
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Lucifer:
Is surprised to hear a knock at his door a little past one AM. He’s still up going over documents for RAD, and doesn’t bother looking up
“Come in,” he says simply, too tired to be mad at whoever is interrupting him at this late hour
He hears the door open, but no one greets him. After a moment, he finally looks up and finds you standing there--shyly clinging to the door frame
You’re dressed in your pajamas, bottom lip caught between your teeth
Lucifer is immediately concerned, all of his attention shifting to you.
It’s not like you haven’t paid him late night visits before to check on him when he’s working, but this time something is clearly amiss.
“Y/N, come here.” He holds out a hand, beckoning you closer, and you finally enter his room--the door clicking closed behind you.
Once at his side, Lucifer takes your hand and presses to his feet. He hooks his other hand gently beneath your chin--flashing you a tender smile as you meet his eyes.
“What’s wrong?”
“I...it’s stupid,” you mumble, but when Lucifer only stares patiently.
You sigh and continue. “I had a nightmare...”
Knowing you, Lucifer bets that you’re feeling childish for seeking him out, but he cannot blame you. As powerful as he is, it’s not like he hasn’t been afflicted by bad dreams.
“Would you care to stay with me, tonight?”
You glance up at him, and he sees the relief in your gaze. Nodding--too shaken up to think about saying no to company--and lean into him, and Lucifer immediately sweeps you off to his bed.
“Sleep,” he speaks against your hair, pressing a kiss to your head, and you nod. With Lucifer nearby, you’re not scared to go back to sleep.
You spend the night safely in his arms--with his warmth on your back--and no more nightmares plague you.
Mammon:
Happens to pass by the library at 5am, because man that was a long ass night at the club, and sees you huddled by the fireplace.
He immediately pauses because uhhhhh...it’s Saturday. Why the fuck are you awake at 5am?
“Oi,” he greets as he walks into the room, catching your attention.
He can tell that you’ve barely slept--dark circles beginning to form under your eyes.
“Why the hell are you up?”
You muster up a small smile, your legs still tucked to your chest. You’ve managed to drape yourself in a soft blanket, and Mammon can only guess that you’ve been here for a while.
“I, um...had a bad dream.”
Mammon frowns, not liking that your brain decided to make you scared for no good reason.
Is it possible to fight a brain?
“How long ya been up for?”
“Since 1,” you admit, laughing softly. You’re exhausted.
Despite being a little hungover, Mammon can’t stand for this. It’s only 5AM--you’ve still got a chance at getting some good sleep! After all, it’s the weekend!
“Come to bed with me,” he mumbles--his cheeks pink as he sheepishly rubs at his neck. “I’ll make sure no more bad dreams come your way...”
Your eyes widen in surprise, but after a moment, you press to your feet and Mammon is quick to take your hand.
He sheepishly leads you to his room, grumbling about how he doesn’t necessarily care about you and your dreams until the moment his head hits the pillow on his bed.
Then he finally shuts up.
By the time you both wake up that day--snuggled together beneath Mammon’s sheets--it’s already afternoon.
Levi:
He’s a light sleeper--so he jumps awake the moment his door clicks open
Startled, he flings himself into a seated position--wide eyes sliding to look at the door
When he sees you standing there, his brain pauses. He figured it would be Mammon trying to break in and steal his stuff.
“I...,” you can see how you’d made him jump, and immediately feel horrible. “Sorry, I can just--”
You start to back out into the hall, and Levi quickly reaches out his hand as if to stop you.
“No! N-No, you can stay. I just...you surprised me.”
Nodding, you step back into his room, and he regards you curiously. You...seem a little...off
“Are you okay?” he finally asks, sitting cross-legged in the tub as he stares at you. You avoid his gaze.
Levi is suddenly reminded of one of his shoujo games, but he pushes that thought to the back of his head.
“I had a nightmare, and...I don’t know, I guess I just ended up...here.”
The demon tries to ignore the way his heart goes doki doki. Luckily, he’s more concerned for you than he is flustered over your comment.
“I-I mean...you can stay here, if you want.” His eyes fall to the mess of pillows and blankets in his tub. “I don’t know if it will be weird, since this is the only bed, but...”
You smile at him, and he can see the remnants of fear etched into your face. “As long as you’re ok with it.”
Levi nods, and within seconds, you’ve climbed into the tub.
Levi decides to sleep with his back to you (because how much space is he supposed to give you?? Will you be bothered with him so close?? He’s not prepared for this kind of situation at 3am!!)
However, by the time morning rolls around, he’s managed to entangle his limbs with your own--his arms around your waist, and his tail slung securely over your hip.
If you notice his clinginess in your sleep, you clearly don’t mind. 
Satan: 
Legitimately opens his door the moment you intend to knock--and you both startle
As you drop your hand to your side and struggle to find your words, Satan regards you with scrutiny
Satan, for one, is confused and concerned at your appearance. It’s nearly 2am. He’d gotten wrapped up in reading, but you have no reason to be up this late.
“Is everything okay?” he ends up asking when you don’t speak. 
When you look up at him, your eyes are like that of a scared puppy dog, and he feels something tug at his heart.
“I...had a nightmare. I saw the light on under your door, and...”
You glance to the side, and Satan suddenly understands why you’re acting all guilty. However, it’s not like you’re imposing.
“Why don’t you come in?” he asks with a smile, hoping to ease some of your worries. “I’m not much company, but I’d be more than happy to be in yours.”
At his words, and tiny smile lights up your face, and he sees a bit of the remnants of fear dissipate from your eyes.
“Thank you, Satan.”
Once inside, he invites you to take the bed--letting you know that if you fall asleep, it’s no big deal.
You’re determined to not fall asleep and hog his bed, but...after about half an hour, Satan looks up from his book and finds you passed out beneath the covers.
Breathing a laugh, he closes his book, and moves to the edge of the bed--regarding you for a moment. Then, he carefully maneuvers himself to join you--one hand moving to wrap around your waist.
He feels your body relax against him and, for once, Satan feels at peace as well.
Asmo:
Is walking to his room one night when he passes your door and hears a little strangled cry from inside
Immediately concerned, he knocks on your door, and enters your room when he doesn’t get a response.
He finds you in bed, thrashing around. Your eyes are squeezed closed--sweat beading on your brow--and he knows you’re having a nightmare.
“Y/N--wake up,” he gently rocks your shoulder back and forth--reaching out to hold you when you shoot awake--chest heaving.
“Wha--Asmo?” 
Once you realize it’s him--the Avatar of Lust hugging you softly and cooing reassurances into your ear--you instantly cling to him
As you ground yourself, Asmo seats himself on your bed and curls you into his lap--his hand petting against your hair as you calm down.
“Asmo, I...” your weak voice breaches the silence after a few minutes, and Asmodeus can hear the unsaid plea in your voice.
“Would it be okay if I stayed with you tonight?” he questions sweetly, asking so that you don’t have to. “I just don’t feel right leaving you alone.”
“Sure,” you respond with a nod and smile, and Asmo dedicates himself to putting you back to bed.
He tucks you in and brushes your hair out of your eyes, and when you grab his shirt--seeking more comfort--he curls up in front of you so your forehead and knees knock together
Between your bodies, he slots his fingers against yours.
“If you have anymore bad dreams, I’ll fight them, okay? Pretty humans having bad dreams is not allowed!”
That gets you giggling, and he presses a sweet kiss between your brows.
“Now~ No more thinking, just sleeping.”
And, as if his words are magic, you’re out within minutes.
Of course, Asmodeus stays with you--snuggled in bed--the entire night.
Beel:
Some days, his stomach wakes him up in search of a 3AM snack, and today is one of those days.
Dressed in his pajamas and still half asleep, he makes his way to the kitchen--pausing in surprise when he sees someone sat on the kitchen counter.
After a moment, he realizes that it’s you--nursing a glass a water, and staring blankly at the wall.
Beel frowns with worry. “Y/N?”
His voice startles you out of your thoughts--quite literally causing you to gasp, and jump. Your head whips towards him, fear in your eyes, and you lift to press a hand against your heart when you realize it’s only him.
“Are you okay?” he immediately asks, making his way to your side. It’s clear that something is wrong.
He gingerly raises his large hand to cup one of your cheeks, his heart cracking a little when you instinctively flinch away. Thankfully, after a second, you sigh into his touch--your hand lifting to cover his.
“I had a bad dream.”
Beel nods in understanding, because he knows how shitty it can be when your brain plagues you with a nightmare. 
“Here,” he walks over to the fridge, and pulls out a tub of ice cream--snatching two spoons from the cupboard on his way back to you. “This will help.”
You giggle, leaning against him and taking a spoon when he hops up on the counter beside you.
Since Beel’s appetite is much bigger, he gets a little lost in devouring the dessert. He’s not sure how much time has passed, but at some point, he pauses and looks over to find that you’re asleep against his shoulder.
Carefully, he leans over and curls you into his strong arms--making his way back towards his bedroom. 
Tonight, you’re saying with him. He’s sure he’ll keep the bad dreams from coming back (and besides, he just really wants to hold you).
Belphie:
Since Belphie’s sleeping schedule is basically ass-backwards, he tends to go to bed just after his brothers and you have left for RAD.
He’s used to having the house to himself--complete peace and quiet--so when he walks past the lounge and finds you tucked into a chair near the fireplace, he pauses.
You’re nursing a mug of coffee between your palms--dark bags hanging beneath your eyes.
“Why are you here?” he asks, walking up beside you. His first question was honestly “why do you look like shit”, but that seems a little mean. Especially considering you...unfortunately look like shit.
“I had a nightmare, and couldn’t get back to sleep,” you sigh, not turning to look at him. “I’ve been up since 2.”
“You should have come and found me,” he blinks. “You know I’m up that late.”
“Yeah, but...,” you fingers curl tighter around the mug. “It just a stupid dream. I didn’t want to be a bother...”
Belphie frowns. He wants you to be able to rely on him--to let him be there for you when you need someone.
You pause as he grabs the mug from your hand and sets it aside.
“C’mon,” he says, grabbing your wrist and tugging you to your feet. He slots his fingers through your own, gripping tightly, and you glance up at him as he starts leading you through the halls.
“Belphie?”
“I’m going to bed anyway, so sleep with me. You need rest.”
“But--I was planning on going to RAD later--”
“Taking care of yourself is more important.” His words leave no room for argument, and you fall silent. Moments later, you find yourself beneath the warm sheets of Belphie’s bed--his arms wrapped tightly around your middle.
“Is this okay?” he mumbles, and you nod--your eyelids already drooping. Within minutes, you’re fast asleep, and Belphie joins you soon after.
He’s right, sleep (especially when it’s in his arms) is way better than school.
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mammons-best-boi · 3 years
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The youngest brothers cuddling MC
Asmo 💝💝
touchy-feely all the time
honestly, if you have sensory issues or don't want him touching you all the time, you have to tell him about it.
Otherwise, he is always cuddling you or holding your hand or touching you every chance he gets.
holds your hand walking through the halls. Whenever he's next to you, you lose one hand to his.
when you two sit together, he rests himself against you in some capacity. be it leaning on your arm to laying across your lap.
will go out of his way to make sure you are comfy. (all of the brothers will to an extent, but Asmo will always have a full relaxation spa day with you when you need it or want it for that matter.)
Beel❤️❤️
he loves you! he'll share his food with you!
when he's not eating, he loves to hold your hand!
hugs always! nice long hugs that will make you cry because he just loves you so much you can feel it pouring through the hug!
I'm not just saying that because I want a hug like that
personaly I don't think that he's super into kisses becasue he's scared that if you taste good he wont be able to controll himself.
loves to nuzzle against your head, breathing in your smell and scenting you at the same time!
Belphie💜💜
he love you as much as (maybe more than) Beel. He will happily share his pillow with you!
likes to hold you whenever he can.
loves to hold your waist as he sleeps on your lap
Cuddle King
Everything is soft and you feel like a lot of his things are enchianted to feel like the softest thing imaginable!
Again, if you have any texture sensitivities or need space, you have to out right tell him or he just wont get it.
tries really really hard to make sure that you are 100% comfy all of the time, even if it means having to settle with just being in the same room as you rather than laying on you.
okay, so, I don't really like belphie all that much because in the spoilers for chaper 16(?) he did that one thing and I can't really vibe with him anymore. But I'll do my best.
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Those Doll!anon fics were really amazing! I really wanna do something like it if you don’t mind. Could I maybe get a Yorkie!MC? Like, a really short, really friendly MC until they feel like they or one of the brothers/undateables are being threatened or insulted, then they try to pick a fight they’d obviously lose? I’m just laughing at the mental imagine of this short, unthreatening human yelling at and trying to square up against a demon lol.
Awww tysm!! 💙I missed writing for Obey Me (and we also hit 666 followers at this point 😈💜) and since this was so interesting I decided that I’m gonna do the Undateables first and then do the brothers cause I feel like I don’t show them enough love 😔 reader is gender neutral!
The Undateables with Yorkie!MC
Diavolo
He is LOVING your energy
Your happiness is so contagious, it just adds onto his already cheery demeanor. He honestly feels his cheeks hurting from smiling even more when you’re around (and he doesn’t even care!)
He’s gonna buy Lucifer so much Demonus as a thank you for picking you for the exchange program. Seriously, you’re PERFECT (for him)
As the President of Student Council and future King, he loves seeing you interact with the other students, and he’s glad that they’re reacting positive to you. At least some of them do
Now, no one is to foolish (or powerful) enough to threaten Diavolo or do anything to you that can bring you harm. They can try, but they won’t be getting the results that they hope for
But he can’t help it but find it amusing when you try to “defend his honor” when someone bad mouths him. He makes sure to not let it show (gotta be professional after all) but he does tease you about it later. You’re so small and seeing you just yelling square up to this demon is hilarious. He has no idea what geometry has to do with this, but he’s learned some new slang thanks to you!
He’s finally found someone who’ll go along with his antics and more. Whereas other people may complain about him wanting to do fun activities that seem basic, you just flash a big smile, grab his hand and tell him to lead the way
(You even made matching friendship bracelets and he refuses to take it off, ever)
You really make him happy MC. He doesn’t remember the last time he’s ever felt this lighthearted, and he doesn’t feel the sense of loneliness that he felt himself getting used too
Also Lucifer gets twice the headache now, but the Demonus helps it go away (temporarily)
Barbatos
Ah, so another Luke, except older and that you take your threats of violence very serious, if what he sees (both in the present and the future) holds true (which it does)
You’re still harmless in his eyes though
Your friendly personality makes it easy for you to be forgiven for a lot of things…even if your actions make him give you the side eye at times
Despite how energetic you are (which is something that he’ll never grow tired of) your presence has a relaxing effect on him. Even if he has to warn you sometimes to be careful with the way that you bounce around so much, especially when he’s in the kitchen
He unfortunately can’t be by your side as he is Lord Diavolo’s butler, but that doesn’t mean that he can’t keep watch on you, even without the use of his powers
With how outgoing you are, you’re bound to attract trouble, in which you do at a constant rate. What was comical however, is that it seemed like the trouble you attracted was on his behalf
“MC, what seems to be the issue here?”
“BARB! You won’t believe this! This jerk has the nerve to call you stuck up- well I can show you stuck up! After I stick my foot up your- Huh? Hey, why am I the one being dragged away?! W- count yourself lucky that Barb is saving you right now demon! But this isn’t over- MPH!”
“I hate to spoil you before our tea party, but you were already late and I have been meaning to have you try my new recipe that I’ve been working on…”
You were too busy trying to savor the delicious flavor to focus on what just happen, which was his plan all along. You get to try more of his delicious treats and he gets to enjoy your touch and company. Crisis averted!
He’s crafty enough to have plans to evade you “fighting” and you haven’t caught on yet (or maybe you did and just feign ignorance? Either way works for him)
It doesn’t bother him what people say about him, he doesn’t care in the slightest (and they’re not bold enough to say it to his face). What he cares about is making sure that you keep your carefree energy, and that he keeps to see you with your radiating smile on your face
Simeon
You remind him so much of Luke. Are you sure you’re not from the Celestial Realm too?
Don’t worry he’s only teasing you (kinda) but you do have just as much energy if not MORE than Luke
And you don’t mind helping him either, no matter how “silly” his requests may be
“You’re doing great Si! See, you didn’t even need my help!”
“MC, I couldn’t have gotten to this point without you. My pictures are still coming out a little blurry, but that could be because you wouldn’t stand still- but it does add special kind of charm to them…”
He’s keeping them btw
He was shook when he saw you go off the first time, like he really wasn’t expecting it (Solomon did try to warn him, he was laughing but he did try to warn him)
“Don’t think just because he’s an angel means I’m bout to act like one! I will end you!”
MC please don’t make this demon “catch these hands” violence isn’t necessary
He doesn’t know what that means but he’s scared that he’s gonna find out if he doesn’t hold you back
He has reprimanded you each time when you try to fight others. He knows that demons see him as weak and talk behind his back, but he chooses to ignore them, to turn the other cheek. But just because he does, doesn’t mean that you do, and he sees that now
Simeon really doesn’t want you to fight, and it’s not even because it’s against his nature (it’s part of the reason, just not the whole reason). Fighting leads to injury, and injury leads to distress, and that’s the last thing that he wants to happen to you. And he’s not going to let anything happen to you!
He truly believes it’s a waste of time and energy, and you could find better things to do. For example, by spending time with him!
Simeon may not be your guardian angel officially, but he’s your guardian angel. Always
Has definitely written a character based on you
Luke
Is immediately upset that you don’t stay in Purgatory Hall with him, and even more upset that you don’t live in the Celestial Realm
You’re like the best older sibling he’s never had! And you don’t treat him like a baby either!
Or he’s just admiring you too much to notice
You never hesitate to help him with anything; baking, homework, pretty much anything and everything. He may try to make it seem like you need his assistance, but we all know it’s the other way around (with the exception of Luke himself)
We all know that Luke gets teased by the brothers and even his roommates sometimes (looking at you Solomon), but it’s just harmless teasing (for the most part). It’s when he hears what the other students say about him that gets to him- he tries to show that it doesn’t bother him and he tries to stand up for himself but- their words really hurt him
And no one hurts Luke and gets away with it
You already get onto the brothers for their teasing when it starts to bother him, and now the brothers have to jump in to stop you from trying to rip this demon horns’ off
You can’t really reach them and they’re pretty sure you won’t do any damage, but they rather not take the chance of you getting hurt
It’s not the first or last time that you do this either, and it just makes him feel horrible. He’s the angel here, the one that’s suppose to protect you, not the other way around!
You help him out so much, either without defending him you do so much for him already. How can he ever repay you? He feels like whatever he does won’t be enough…WAIT- he figured out what he can do!
He can get stronger and protect you! He can go to Beel so that you don’t have to fight for him anymore, or maybe have Solomon make some potions that’s like demon repellent but only for those jerks. If those mean demons see how serious and strong he is, then they’re bound to leave you guys alone! Maybe he can show you some tricks too once he’s done. He has to hurry up and tell you the plan then, you guys can’t wait any longer!
Their words do hurt, but so does seeing you putting yourself in harms way to protect him. You can’t do all the protecting MC, he needs to watch out for you too, no if ands or buts about it!
You and Luke are the duo we never knew we needed
Solomon
Ah, it’s about time he found a human as interesting and adorable as you. Where having you been hiding all his lifetime?!
He has wayyyy more fun teasing you than Luke. Your pout just makes things x100 better and cuter
Congrats on becoming his new victim MC
Another one to find you very amusing when you try to fight and won’t stop you either
He will dead serious be recording you trying to fight on his DDD. He’ll make sure that it doesn’t escalate but who is he to stop such entertainment?
He has become tempted to cast a superhuman strength spell on you, and he ends up doing it “on accident” (which has happened more than once)
Lucifer has done the “I’m watching you” thing to him every time he has lmao
But no seriously, he won’t let you get hurt; he won’t even let the chance arise. He’s already pulling you away before you can get yourself worked up fully, dragging you to the library or his room to test some new spells (one that he tempts you can use on these demons). It’s enough to get your attention back on him
You’re a daily source of his amusement and someone that he wants MC, but that doesn’t mean he can afford his favorite human getting hurt on his watch!
He’s no stranger to the gossip about him, nor is he clueless. It’s just all talk anyway, he doesn’t care and neither should you. But it is touching to know that you care this much about him and how he feels…
But he doesn’t want you to do this for him. He’s a powerful sorcerer, he can easily solve this without breaking a sweat if he wanted to, but he doesn’t deem it worthy to even waste a drop of potions on. But since you’re so concerned, maybe a quick kiss would make him feel better?
He thought you were a little gullible, but that’s not the case. You just have a very open and bright personality, one that he finds himself getting attached to more and more as each day passes
If he’s not careful, he might get more enamored with you than he already is-
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Hi, I hope your having a good day/night! I wanted to request obey me headcannons with an MC who is really good with kids and Luke reminds them of a younger sibling or cousin and how the brothers and previously undatables (or however many characters you want to do) and how they react to MC defending and dotting on Luke
Brothers + (now datable) Undatables React to MC Doting on Luke
Part 1 ~ Mammon, Beel, Diavolo, Barbs, Simeon and Solomon
Okay I am so sorry this took an embarrassingly long time to do. Like dude I think this is requested in like later December 2020 or early January so that’s how late we are taking. ANYWAYS here is part one 😬 (couldn’t even do them all but I’ll finish it I promise)
PLEASE THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING
Warnings: some swearing??
Mammon
He thought he was baby
Poor mams doesn’t understand why you would pay so much attention to a chihuahua >:(
He was shocked when you glared at him after his daily teasing Luke session.
You scolded him for a couple hours after that.
He always sees the both of you and can’t help but get jealous.
He gets sad sometimes and will try to cuddle up to you for attention
But Luke deserves the world so sorry Mams
Anyways Mammon is not happy obviously so he takes it upon him self to start “Operation Get MC’s Attention” which in other words is “Hide Luke From MC”
It goes well for a while
Mammon will run up to you and put an arm around you and lead you away from Luke
He will also actively PUSH Luke away from you without your knowledge.
Luke was just walking down the hall completely oblivious to the fact you were around the corner when suddenly Mammon comes and SHOVES him into an empty classroom.
Ok so Luke started crying (he’s only 10 omg Mammon)
Simeon had to take him home
Um Lucifer hung Mammon for a week
Beel
He doesn’t quite understand why you’re babying him, but he has no problem
You’re both parents now 🥺
Awwww
He gets free food from Luke
You kinda both adopt him.
It’s Beels job to protect Luke from everyone else and your job for offer emotional support.
You two work in a duo.
Ofc everyone else doesnt fully understand.
Belphie was the first (and only ) one to experience first hand the wrath of teasing Luke
Beel was on him like that. *angry Beel noises*, and you were there in an instant coddling Luke and hyping him back up.
“Don’t listen to those mean demons, oh poor Luke are you okay. Here let’s go inside” cue you and Luke leaving together, you hand on his back and looking back at the opposer with a glare.
Diavolo
Well it’s no doubt he was happy.
After all this was the point of the student exchange thing
He did find it quite nice to see you act to loving and be almost a parental figure for Luke.
Even Diavolo had to acknowledge that Luke is very much a child
He’s really proud of you actually.
I mean you don’t have to go out of your way to defend a little angel.
It’s refreshing to see such positive behaviour even if you do beat up everyone else is they dare insult Luke
He’s always hanging around and has his signature grin on his face whoever he witnesses the two of you together.
Will definitely back you guys up
Barbatos
We all know Barbs has a soft spot for Luke
He’s like Simeon and is so grateful that you are taking care of Luke
Luke seems to be much happier now that nobody is teasing him as often as before
Thank to you and your never ending threats to those brave enough to insult Luke
He once walked in on you teaching Luke how to draw and paint.
His non-existent heart swelled.
He very curious to see how you interact with Luke and how Luke acts since Barbatos was never a child
He is impressed by your caregiver skills
As a butler to a man-child (demon-child), he thinks it’s rather amusing to see you tend to someone else for a change.
I said that you and Beel were parents but really I mean you and Barbatos are the the real parents of Luke
Get ready to co-parent with Barbs ❤️
Simeon
He’s overjoyed like he’s happy 
“Thank you for taking care of Luke, he really needs it”
I mean this poor little angel is being bullied left to right,
He thinks you’re an angel, seriously he does
He’s not oblivious, he knows that Luke is hurt by the comments the demons make about him (although he can’t help but add on to the teasing sometimes)
He’s happy to see Luke make such good friends, you and Barbatos, and even Beel.
He’s also quite pleased with your ability to interact with children, not that Luke is immature but he definitely is young for an angel/immortal being,
He knows it’s been tough for Luke to go from literal HEAVEN to HELL but now that you’re here, it’s not as bad.
Solomon
Okay this shithead is definitely not going to take it easy on any of you,
He’s going to tease you left and right, why? No one knows
It’s because he’s a lil shit but let’s ignore that
Anyways, because you baby Luke so much, he imprints on you. He won’t let ANYONE insult MC
So when Solomon starts his daily rounds, he’s actually met by a furious Luke.
It’s kinda cute ngl
You are protecting Luke, in return Solomon teases you for protecting Luke, then Luke gets mad at Solomon for teasing you whole unbeknownst to you all, Solomon won’t STAND for MC and Luke slander
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smolchildlevy · 2 years
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Hii! Happy new year! Can I rq obey me characters brothers and undatables (if u like to separate them, then it's alrighty) with a Mc who is kind (her personality is more like Barbara from Genshin impact or Tohru from fruba) with healing powers too? Thank youuuu!💕
Happy new year!! Here’s my gift to you ❤️ I hope u like :)
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Obey Me! Boys with a kind mc with healing powers <3
Warnings: fluff, mentions of wounds
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For someone who randomly got summoned to hell, you were so nice?
Your kindness always wormed it’s way into the hearts of the demons and the angels.
In the papers Lucifer looked over, it said you had powers. He kinda skimmed over it, but he assumed it had a connection with your kindness.
Of course, they got to see your ability in action one time when Mammon tripped and fell, running from Levi.
Why you may ask? Well- long story short, he tried taking Levi’s limited edition Ruri-Chan figurine to sell it and make bank.
Mammon winced in pain when he scraped his knee. The other brothers just stared, some even laughed as this is common.
You caught wind of the situation and rushed to his side.
“Mammon, are you ok??”
“A-Ah, yeah. Just tripped..”
“You’ve got a scrape on your knee.. hold on let me help you.”
“That weasel.. being so dramatic over such a small thing, just for MC’s attention!” Asmo huffed.
Your hands hover over his minor injury. They glow a pretty pink color as it begins to erase it.
“Woah..”
They were amazed at how quickly it healed.
That time came up in a conversation with the others.
“So.. I heard you can heal?” Simeon asks you.
“Yup! It’s not something that can heal life threatening wounds, sadly..” you pout.
“That’s still an amazing thing to have!” He assured you.
“Mhm! Not many people have it, you know.” Luke adds.
“And it’s super rare for humans to have it.” Solomon mentions. “Even I don’t have it. I have to make spells to do it.”
“Aww you’re gonna make me blush!”
Now here’s when they really got to witness it, just like the brothers did.
It was a party, hosted by Diavolo. It was just the members of Purgatory Hall and the HOL, along with Diavolo himself and Barbatos.
There was an incident where Luke accidentally cut his finger on a knife, used for the food set on the table.
“Ouch..”
“Oh my! Luke are you okay?” You hurry to him.
Simeon and the others looked concerned, but the worries went away as you healed his cut.
“Thank you MC!!” He hugs you tightly.
“Hehe, no problem. Let Simeon help you though, we don’t want this to happen again!” You smile.
“Aww does the Fido need the adults to help him?” Mammon teased.
“Oh hush! I’m not a Fido!” He retorts.
The others laughed.
“What a talent you have, MC!” Diavolo rejoiced.
“Thanks..” you blushed.
Overall, they really appreciate having you around not just for your healing powers, but for your kind heart.
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lancermylove · 3 years
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Troublesome Brothers (HC)
Fandom: Obey Me
Pairing: All x Reader, Luke platonic.
Warning: None
Requested by: Anon
Prompt: Can you do one where a female mc is like exhausted from having to fix all the brothers problems so they're just sleeping for like a week straight. How would the brothers react? And... Maybe the undateables if you can! Thank you 😁😁
A/N: This request is great but poor MC!  I can imagine the game having an event like this. 😂
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Lucifer
Who do I need to punish!? 
Then a line of questions follows. Who would tire you out to this point? Is Devildom getting to you? Does he need to send you back to your world? What will he tell Diavolo?
Lucifer doesn't know where to start, but then Simeon hints that he and his brothers are the reason behind your fatigue.
He swallows his pride and let's guilt take over. How could he be so careless? He's supposed to be watching over you, yet...
Lucifer calls his brothers for an emergency meeting and explains the situation to them. All the demons feel guilty and decide to write an apology letter to you. 
Once you wake up, Lucifer hands you the letters and asks you to take it easy for the time being.
If any of his brothers dare to fight in front of you, he will glare them down until they shrink into a corner. 
Mammon
OH MY DEVIL, SHE IS DEAD!
Mammon runs around the House of Lamentation crying and calling his brothers while yelling that you're dead. 
All the demons drop everything and rush to your room. Lucifer checks on you while Satan hits Mammon upside the head for scaring them.
Once he learns that you're just sleeping, he calms down a bit but is still worried. 
Mammon waits for you to wake up next to your bed. He doesn't even leave the room to sleep or eat. Beel has to bring him food half-eaten food. 
When you wake up, he greets you with a bone-crushing hug and tears in his eyes. Then he asks if you're okay and what happened. He adds that he was afraid that he lost you.
If you choose to tell him the truth, he will be upset at himself for letting this happen to you. Mammon will promise that he will not cause you any trouble. 
He doesn't tell you this, but Mammon got into a habit of watching you sleep. So sometimes, at night, he sneaks into your room and sleeps there. 
Levi
NO NO NO NO NO!!! This can't be happening! 
Levi starts panicking, then freezes, then starts panicking again. Blood is rushing to his mind, and he feels dizzy. 
Did I do something to hurt her? Did someone else hurt her? Did I keep her up too late? Maybe I shouldn’t have forced her to watch me play video games the entire night! 
Levi sits against your bedframe with his knees to his chest, holding his head in his hands. 
Only when his brothers come to check on you does he learn that you are just sleeping. 
When you wake up, Levi is restlessly pacing around the room. As soon as he sees you awake, he nearly throws his arms around you but then blushes and backs away. 
"Normie, can't you take care of yourself? You had all of us worried."  
No matter how much he pressures you to tell him the reason behind your tiredness, please don’t say a word. Levi will not be able to handle the truth, so spare the poor demon.
Asmo
Oh no! My lovely sweetie is not waking up!
Asmo is truly worried about your health. Your skin will be well-rested, but not washing cleaning your skin will cause issues. 
You will no longer be tired, but your muscles will stiffen. You need to eat to survive, so not eating is going to be an issue. 
Asmo already feels wrinkles appearing on his skin from worrying so much. He asks Solomon for help, much to Lucifer's dismay. 
When you wake up, Asmo immediately apologizes to you and tells you that you need to take better care of yourself. 
"If you don't care for yourself, then you won't be able to care for us!"
Asmo becomes your partner in crime from then on. Whenever his brothers cause issues, he tries to help you, so that you don't take on too much stress. 
Satan
WHY ISN'T SHE WAKING UP? WHOSE NECK DO I NEED TO SNAP!?
His rage gets to him, and Satan nearly wipes out half of Devildom. Thankfully, Lucifer, Beel, and Diavolo are about to stop him. 
While the eldest brother searches for answers, Satan stays in your room and looks at you.
A thought crosses his mind...will a true loves kiss wake her up? Humans and angels are going to school in hell, so it's not a farfetched idea, right?
Wrong.
He kisses you, but you continue to sleep. Satan has never felt this embarrassed in his life. 
"I need to stop reading romantic novels." 
He is thankful that none of his brothers are there to witness this moment; otherwise, they won't let him live it down. 
Satan patiently waits for you to wake up, and when you do, he can't look in the eyes. One thought keeps racing in his mind: what if she finds out I kissed her while she was asleep? 
Beel
When Beel hears that you have not woken up for a whole day, he runs into your room and flings open the door so hard that it rips from the hinges. 
He tries to wake you up by shaking you, hugging you, asking you to wake up, and even offering you your favorite food. 
Beel gets so worried that he binge eats more than usual. He even eats inedible objects. 
When you open your eyes, you see Satan sitting on the edge of your bed. He tells you to hurry and get ready. 
"Beel has been eating so much that all the grocery stores in Devildom are out of food. Now, he is trying...no...I am sure he has already started eating Diavolo's castle. Only you can stop him." 
Belphie
She's not waking up? Great, I have a nap partner!
Belphie takes this chance to nap with you every day. He is worried about you, but what better way to watch over you than sleeping by your side? 
Belphie learns from Beel that the brothers are the reason for your condition. He makes up his mind that he's going to force you to nap with him daily. That way you can at least get some rest, and he can use that as an excuse to spend more alone time with you.
His brothers ask him to leave you alone, but Belphie doesn't listen to them. He doesn't want to miss this chance to snuggle with you. 
When you wake up, you see Belphie's face in front of you. He is fast asleep with his arms wrapped around your waist. 
Diavolo
She hasn't woken up in days? YOU TELL ME THIS NOW?
Diavolo drops everything and visits you. After seeing your exhausted face, he asks Barbatos to cancel all his meetings and appointments. 
The King of Demons carries you back to the castle and asks the best doctors to attend to you. On the side, he also asks Barbatos to look into the situation.
When the demon butler informs him about the reason, Diavolo isn't sure how to react. He is angry, but he doesn't want to point fingers without getting your perspective first. So, he holds back on taking action until you wake up.
When you open your eyes, you see Diavolo's large form cuddling with you. He looks like an angel a puppy while sleeping. 
Diavolo mumbles something in his sleep. Something along the lines of “(Y/N), wake up soon...I love you". 
Barbatos
Oh dear, I was hoping this would not happen.
When you last visited Diavolo's castle, Barbatos noticed that you were exhausted. He even asked if you were alright, but you brushed his concerns aside. 
It didn't take him long to learn the reason behind your fatigue, and the demon butler was unhappy, to say the least. 
After getting permission from Diav, Barbatos shifts you to the castle.  
Once you are settled in the castle, the butler sends the brothers a basket of their favorite foods along with a note saying to take care of themselves. 
The brothers are delighted to eat their favorites, but their excitement diminishes as soon as they put the first bite into their mouths. 
The flavors of the food are completely opposite; Asmo's wicked cupcake is super spicy; Mammon's spicy noodles are sickeningly sweet; Belphie's sushi has nothing but wasabi...
While the brothers are shell-shocked, Barbatos watches them through a window with a smile. 
“This is just the beginning.” He chuckles before heading back to the castle to tend to you.
Simeon
I should have stopped her from pushing herself too hard. 
Immediately comes to see you when Asmo tells him that you haven't woken up in two days. 
You told him that you were tired and hinted that your fatigue was a result of helping the brothers and worrying about them. So why didn't he stop you?
Simeon feels immensely guilty for not catching your hint. 
He asks Lucifer if he can take you to Purgatory Hall. When the demon agrees, Simeon decides to tell Lucifer the truth. 
By no means does Simeon blame the demons, but he asks Lucifer to give you a break. 
When you wake up, you see Simeon sitting on a chair next to your bed. His head resting on your bed, and his hand gently holding onto yours. 
Luke enters the room and is happy to see you awake. He tells you that Simeon hasn't slept in the past few days as the angel was too worried about you. 
Luke
SEE DEMONS ARE BAD! 
Luke is upset with the brothers and blames them for your condition. Simeon has to hold him back. 
The young angel tells the demons that you're much safer in Purgatory Hall, so henceforth, you will be staying with them. 
Luke asks Simeon to carry you back to their dorm. When the brothers protest, the angel says demons are not to be trusted.
When you wake up, you see Luke sitting next to you, watching you with sad puppy eyes.
The angel immediately throws his arms around you and says, you're in a safe place now. He also promises that neither he nor Simeon will cause you any problems.
Luke asks if you are hungry and hands you a plate of your favorite sweets. 
Solomon
Solomon is shocked and considers using a potion to wake you up. But when he sees you resting well, he reconsiders. 
As a punishment for the troubles they caused you, Solomon comes to visit you every day and causes a few mishaps here and there.
He also makes sure to irk some of the brothers Lucifer in the process. 
If Lucifer asks him to leave, Solomon taunts him by saying someone has to care for you since you're too busy sorting out OTHER people's problems. 
When you wake up, your entire room is filled with firefly-like orbs and your favorite flowers. 
Solomon greets you and gently strokes your hair before kissing your head. He immediately asks if you want to consider moving to his dorm. 
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arcadejohn127-9 · 3 years
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Could you do the Brothers and undatables reacting to MC being poisoned and finding out that Micheal was trying to kill them because he was jealous that MC was close with the brothers. Let me just say your work is great the way you describe the situation before going into the reactions is really interesting. Thank you so much!!!!
I already had this ask half way done but Tumblr decided to delete all my work due to buggy WiFi - I'm currently in pain 😭
I don't know much about poison so bare with me, I just looked at the basic symptoms and went "I'm smart" I've passed out after being ill or just in general quite a few times when younger so I had faith
This also has a bonus Michael part! I've decided to add his response to the boys reactions in its own format or else each one will just have a repeat of the same Michael Response
Warning: angst, implied vomitting, attempted murder, fainting, spoilers of lesson 37 and 16, gore on Michaels part, long
"from Michael...?" You questioned outloud, unsure on how to feel about the parcel you've found.
Your relationship with the angel wasn't a defined one. You didn't hate him but you didn't like him either; there was always something about his presence that made you fearful. You choked it up to be just internalised fear due to hearing the brothers experience of the celestial realm and angels.
You've never met him in person; the first conversation you had of him was when you stabbed yourself with the dagger instead of Lucifer. You saw the light and he spoke to you, surprised and shocked at the love you had for the demons. Even then you never really got to speak to him again, he was a mystery. You've sent a few letters and he's returned some and Simeon is a link between you two. But other than that? You didn't really have a relationship with him.
So why? Why would he send you a gift?
You looked inside to see a packet of apple pieces and herbs inside of a snack shaped teabag. You admired the unique shape and couldn't stop a small smile appearing. It was definitely cute! And you finally got to use the new kettle and cups barbatos got you.
You decided to text Simeon, telling him to thank Michael for your gift. He was surprised by this but agreed, happy you two were connecting.
Whilst your new tea brewed you were trying to figure out a way to repay his kindness. Sure it was simple small gift but he was reaching out - you were giddy! Hopeful this meant he was fully on board to the exchange program.
But you soon would regret drinking that tea. It was so sweet you couldn't stop drinking it; your lips only leaving the cup of a second of breath. It was addicting. The herb covered apples pieces gave it a nice slight bitterness. But it wasn't overbearing but didn't make it taste like sugar in your mouth.
As soon as the last gulp came down; something came up. You hunched over as your stomach churned, a disgusting taste forcing itself up your throat. Your vision growing blurry as you stumbled out of your seat, the light in your room feeling like knives to your eyes. You tried closing them but the effect didn't change. You were barely hunched over on your side releasing everything in your stomach. It stung your throat, your stomach feeling painfully empty.
There was this invisible feeling telling you to go to sleep. You wanted to obey but the light felt too painful. In your dazed state you shakily texted the groupchat a sloppy "help me ASAP, my room" before letting your body go limp, heaving as you just laid there, dragging a nearby jacket over your head and let your vision be consumed by the darkness.
Lucifer:
He's heart broken
How did this happen? You were fine and now you're not moving
Your breathing was faint against his neck as he held you
He saw the parcel and connected the dots, Eden's tea
It was a death sentence for any human, a treat for demons and a punishment for angels
He's started a war once, he can do it again
Whilst he knew he couldn't enter the celestial realm he demanded that Michael show himself
When his demands went unanswered, he was ready to break all rules
"He's gone too far, I don't care for his reasons! I WILL DESTORY THE CELESTIAL REALM IF I HAVE TO! HE WILL ANSWER ME!"
when you received a cure all his angers washed away with relief
Happy to have you awake again even if it was for a few moments
Mammon:
FLASHBACK ARE STRONG
All he can think about his how you looked like in the past; dying in his arms
He immediately went to blame belphie but almost tripped over the parcel
He's an idioit but he knew what this tea was
Becomes feral with rage and overly protective of your unconscious body
He's hunched over by your side at all times just growling at anyone who comes near you
He wanted to hurt Michael but he wanted to stay with you
He'd talk to you and tell you how he was going to get payback
"I should of known he'd do something-! I'll never forgive him- DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT!!! I'M DOING THIS FOR THEM!"
As soon as you get the cure he's hugging you and telling you how much he missed you
Levithan:
When he found you, his heart dropped
It only got worse when he found the parcel and realized what Michael has done
he will remind the celestial realm why he is an admiral of hell's navy
He spends time by the sea communicating with any creature he can get; telling them if things go down he'll need them to flood the gates of heaven
When he isn't planning war he's with you, playing games, trying to ignore how dead you looked
He would remind you what buttons to push when your chatacter didn't move
"YOU THINK I'LL JUST LET THIS SLIDE??!! HE'S KILLED MY BEST FRIEND!"
He broke down sobbing when you woke up after getting a cure
He was convinced you were dead but here you were, alive and awake
Satan:
He's a detective nerd so of course he scoped out the scene
When he found the parcel and Michaels name - oh boy
Never met the man and pities him for letting their first meeting be the angels demise
It wasn't long before he had to be detained
Screaming and tearing up anything he could, yelling at his brother's for falling
He blamed his brothers, he blamed Michael and he blamed himself
Hated being locked away from you, would course more of a fuss when he couldn't see you
"I WILL KILL EVERY ONE OF YOU IF YOU DON'T LET ME GET TO THAT DAMN ANGEL!! I HATE YOU!"
He's only calmed down when you are given a cure and he's told you're alive
Is finally allowed to see you and he holds you tight
Asmodeus:
When he found you he was sobbing
It only grew worse when he found out what happened
In Denial
Not of Michael, he believed that but in denial you were dead or were dying
Kept insisting you were just tired and sleeping
Destroyed an entire room when one of them insisted you weren't sleeping
He'd help you get ready and pamper you, telling you it's okay and you can thank him when you feel better
Would be seen wiping your face often in hopes it'll get rid of that death like appearance you have
"They're fine but Michael won't be, when my precious darling wakes up I'll make sure they know I'll make everything better."
When you bad your cure he started crying and laughing, telling everyone he was right
Clinged to you and let you sleep
Beezlebub:
He found the parcel almost immediately
And went into a rage - we all know how his hunger tantrums are
Would've destroyed the whole house if he wasn't restrained
Guilt
So much guilt, his shoulders are always sagging
Sits by your unconscious body so he feels like he's protecting you
Has tried kissing you awake
Hoping you'll wake up like a fairy tale Character and everything will be fine
"I'm going to kill Michael and I won't let any of you stop me....protect (Y/N) For me."
Was so happy and relieved when you got the cure, sticking to your side at all times even when you were awake
Belphegor:
He was quick to help you into bed and on your side
When he found the parcel he was ready to murder
His rage towards Michael massively outweighed his hatred for humanity - even Lucifer!
Beel couldn't keep control of him mostnofnthe time unless he got forceful, belphegor stuck in a headlock screeching bloody murder
Stress sleeping
Like many of the brothers he develops two modes: calm or PLANNING MASS MURDER
Whenever he gets overwhelmed he just forces body to shut down and sleep besides you
"Michael will face me again, I won't let him kill anyone else that I love! He got Lilith killed and he can't do the same for (Y/N)!"
As soon as the cure was found he was by your side
Letting you rest and watched over you
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Diavolo:
Found out through the brothers
Sees this as an act of war against the peace he's working for
He was normally sweet and forgiving but it seemed Michael wanted to rip to his last nerve
Demanded for every reliable demon to search for a cure
Even had Solomon try to make one
"Barbatos, what is the possibility of Michael coming down to the devildom or the human realm? I want 'discuss' with him what his actions have caused."
As soon he he found out you were alive and safe
He didn't stop his plans but let himself have time with you
Barbatos:
So much guilt
Like holy shit
Is just constantly questioning how he didn't prevent this
Asked permission from the lord to just change the timelines so this didn't happen but the brothers were against it
They demanded they didn't avoid this situation and let Michael face punishment
That he couldn't refuse, he was angered by the angel's actions
More than he would ever show
"humans are so fragile and their time is so limited - that's why I'm never going to let anyone cut theirs short again."
Was part of the cure search party, he led the group
Once you were cured he stayed with you
Acting as your butler and made to check each of your foods and drinks
Solomon:
It wasn't a wise decision to piss off a wizard with stupid amount of pacts
To think an angel would do such a thing
But whilst Everyone lost their temper and searched for a cure
He was wondering - why did it happen
He was ordered asked to make you a cure
He was able to do it but the real cure was also found - giving you extra cure wasn't going to harm you
But he did plan to harm Michael
"you'd think he was smarter than this, he didn't even hide he was the one who did it but all it does is make my job easier."
nursed you until you woke up
Making sure you had mini cures to completely magic it out of your system
Simeon:
When he found out he was stunned
Betrayal - that's all he felt
How could Michael do such a thing?
But he knew Michael was a cruel angel, many having to drink Eden's tea as punishment
It burned their insides and had any poor soul sobbing for mercy after a gulp
"Michael you fool, you can get away with things in your league but you've involved the three realms into this....I pray you do not make your demise harder for yourself."
Was apart of the cure search party
Soothed you when you finally woke up, telling you it'll be okay
Let you rest as much as you wanted
Luke:
They tried to hide it from him but he kept demanding to see you
He wanted to know why everyone was acting strange
When he finally found out he was broken
His mentor
His idol
His everything
The person who always went for permission and knowledge
He thought so highly of him but he's hurt you
He's done more than that! He's tried to kill you!
He's been sobbing for days and locked himself away, he couldn't bare to see you after his once visit
He believed you were dead and they were just keeping your body
"Michael....why....why would you do this.... I thought you loved your brother's....I thought you were kind..!"
When he found out there was a cure he begged to help but they wouldn't let him
He only got to see you when you woke up and he was hugging you, crying
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Michael:
The angel knew they'd be upset
But 9 demons wanting his blood? One wizard ready to cause mayhem and even his own kind wanting his downfall?
That he didn't expect
In his blind jealousy he didn't expect they'd all care for you this much
Thinking apart of them would be relieved you weren't there
But no
"You were my brother's before you were their partner, I'm simply doing what is right! It was their time to meet him and finally stop controlling all of you! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO LOVE ME! I'M YOUR FAMILY! WHY ARE THEY MORE IMPORTANT?!"
He got his answer
His wings torn to shreds, chunks of flesh bitten off him and slashes all over his body
He was left in human world bleeding and barely recognisable
They didn't hold back
He dread to think what the rest of them would do when they find him
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