#let me wallow

[the-case-book-of-fanfiction]

i really feel for crowley right now.

i just had my own aziraphale give me my own "you go to fast for me" recently and now i understand why crowley's so nervous about aziraphale and his feelings for him and how to bring it up. because holy shit, it's painful, it's ridiculous, it's almost childish in the way it happened for me. so i get it.

so in other words. that's why i've gone quiet. i'll be quiet for a little while longer before my pain gets turned into poetry.

life imitates art.

i just wish it hadn't been this art.

#good omens #you go too fast for me crowley #good omens 2 #the bentley #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #crowley #aziraphale #david tennant #michael sheen #relationship #emotions #life imitates art #heartbreak #self pity #let me wallow #let me be sad #i need to talk to someone and i don't have anyone right now #so it's going here #deep thoughts #sad thoughts

[papermint-airplane]

I think I'm gonna have to redo an entire chunk of pictures for my story that I thought I already had in the bag. It turns out what I want to do has changed and the pictures no longer suit it. So I'm procrastinating by sorting my poses. Story updates coming whenever. 😭

#just simblr things #tangentially sims related #don't look at me #let me wallow

[becca-alexa]

✨ not me falling into my parasocial delusions and getting sad that joseph quinn may be dating someone ✨

#becca.txt #joseph quinn #i'm happy for him - i truly am #the man deserves someone nice #i understand that #but still #why can't it be me 😭 #i also understand it will never be me but STILL #let me wallow #what's a girl without her delusions

[oldzhishen]

I kinda blame humanity for inventing the idiom "hold that thought" because if that didn't exist then Crowley would have just kept going with his confession and Aziraphale wouldn't have been able to interrupt him as smoothly and giddily as he did

#i'm unwell #let me wallow #good omens thoughts #good omens meta #i have ridiculous thoughts at 5:03 in the afternoon

[skelelephant]

You know it’s really hard to accept rejection from what could have been your dream job with grace when you go on to have the worst shift imaginable at your current soul crushing barista job

#like I KNOW I KNOW #rejection happens #you don’t get every job #onto the next and all that #I’ve been hearing that all fucking day #i don’t want to hear it anymore #i just want to be miserable for like a SECOND #and then I will keep applying for jobs #i will keep trying eventually #but for now I’m going to be sad and miserable #and everybody just needs to let me HAVE that #also it’s been two years since I fucked up my knee too #so I’m just having a bad few days #let me wallow #Sun in an Empty Room

[feybeasts]

god help me, I’m trying to work out how in the hell I’d depict very-much-a-taur Lena piloting anything

#my two loves #flying/giant robots #and taurs #inherently incompatible #and no I’m not just gonna change the vehicle to accommodate that always looks goofy as hell #let me WALLOW

[drippingpen]

Ughhhh decided to go sober since I've been drinking too consistently since coming back to NYC and dealing with withdrawalllllll nothing insane but my body sore :(

#let me wallow

[homeofthebasin]

Non serious AO3 proposal:

All warnings can be asterisked.

So "depictions of violence" means "warning: violence"

"depictions of violence*" means "VIOLENCE! GET YOUR VIOLENCE HERE! WE GOT GORE WE GOT BRUISING WE GOT BROKEN BONES!"

#I wanna WALLOW #let me WALLOW

[wistfullywaiting2]

The biggest misconception in the bsd fandom ever to me is people constantly portraying Atsushi as someone who trauma dumps excessively when he canonically barely talks about it at all.

The entire point is that Atsushi does not talk about his trauma he’s just constantly thinking about/reliving it. He can’t escape the memories of his past so he tries not to acknowledge them.

He only mentions it when asked, either directly or when someone asks him to explain himself.

Atsushi doesn’t even give a cohesive explanation for what he saw while under Dogra Magra, he just apologizes to Haruno and Naomi.

If Lucy hadn’t had her whole “you’ve never suffered the way I have” spiel then I doubt even the audience would’ve gotten to find out about his scars

If Akutagawa never asked him how it felt for the orphanage headmaster to die Atsushi would have never told him that he’s been hallucinating.

In the omake where Kyoka asks him why his hair is like that it’s clear he wouldn’t have told her that unless she had asked.

In 55 minutes Atsushi very briefly mentions sleeping on a dirty floor somewhere to Kunikida because he was trying to explain and justify his behavior.

And the thing is that there are scenes that implies that the other characters see Atsushi behaving strangely and are visibly confused because they do not understand what’s wrong with him.

Remember, we as an audience get to see things about characters that the main cast doesn’t. Just because we see into Atsushi’s mind doesn’t mean the other characters know what’s going on in there.

Also little footnote here that I think the scenes with Lucy and Akutagawa in specific are probably references to the moon over the mountain but I digress

#bsd #atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi #nakajima atsushi #idk #on the floor wallowing in pain as we speak #bungou stray dogs #tagging is hard and i’m lazy #I love the Atsushi trauma dumping for no reason headcanon too #but I have to complain about it not being canon accurate #just don’t put it in fanfiction ok that’s all I ask #Guys let atsushi be painstakingly vague about his past in peace stop ruining it #atsushi #Atsushi hated pain #but pain had been an intimate- dies #anybody have fanfic recs with this concept or do I have to write them myself #idk guys you’ll just never catch me writing anything where the other characters truly understand Atsushi #sorry #Kunikida will never be written to know what the fuck is wrong with him for as long as I live #He just gives up #at some point

[hershey-the-person]

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#pinterest #tag game #i was thinking about a friend who i was speaking about pinterest with a few days ago and then i suddenly had the urge to download it again #cuz PINTEREST YANNO #so anyways pls intereact dont let this flop PLS 😭 #also the way all my searches were so accurate #pinterest knows me too well dawg 😪 #I LOVE THE WALLOWS #tho haven't heard them in a while #in my punk rap era but still live their music regardless #and also #the cat is so me #😭 #also trying to interact with some mutuals who ive never interacted with before or been really long since we did #and the regular ones always there lol #pls lmk if u dont wanna be tagged :)

[waketoearth]

HAPPY JAY DAY 2024 !!!

#enhypenet #malegroupsnet #kpopco #enhypen #jay #enhypen jay #heetual #danablr #HAPPY JAY DAY LETS GO 22 22 HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY omg so honoured to share my age with you for the next 8ish months u rock never change #love u dude #gosh thank FUCK he's not turning 20 i would literally have deactivated like another 20 posters would have been absurd oh my gosh #hope everyones doing well and looking after themselves appreciate all the love while i've been wallowing in my room thinking abt my life lo #ok enough from me HAPPY JAY DAY TO EVERYONE WHO CELEBRATES !!! love this poster love these concept pics okay bye talk in a few love u guys #<333 #z.enhypen #z.jay #z.gfx #z.birthday

[eyebaus]

ferry ferry ferry and (looks at hand) ferry

#ultrakill #ferryman ultrakill #etched #no I don’t know how she’d cry. let me wallow in my nonsense

[greelin]

it sucks so bad that whenever the evil very loud and annoying and all consuming voice in my head starts telling me everyone hates me and i don’t belong here (like. on earth. alive. around other people) there’s now an equally as loud and annoying voice being like “Well who’s the authority on that. who’s deciding? who is saying this? YOU? i have to laugh.”

#does not suck i just feel like i deserve to wallow and feel bad about myself sometimes #and now this little freak WON’T. LET ME.

[helloimtired]

sad lonely yearning screaming crying wallowing hours

#rants and rambles #txt post #text post #run on sentence #shitpost #screaming crying etc #sad lonely hours #text #friends #friendship #long distance friendship #lonliness #lonely #sad hours #sad girl hours #let me be sad #yearning hours #wallowing #I need to use that word more it’s a good word

[stinkmusubi]

Just caught up with jjk s2 and brb im gonna go eat glass because Nobara deserved better

#jjk spoilers #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen #nobara kugisaki #fumi #I THOUGHT THAT NOBARA WOULD HAVE A GOOD SENSE OF HER SOUL AND CAN RESIST HIS POWERS #BUT I REALIZED THAT THAT CUTSCENE IS HER LIFE FLASHING BEFORE HER EYES #i am inconsolable i loved this brash and rude woman she was the fucking best #fanart #digital art #justice for nobara #I HAVE NOT READ THE MANGA PLS IF ANY SHENANIGANS HAPPEN DONT TELL ME LET ME WALLOW IN MY GRIEF

[papershipghosts]

SHUT UP LET ME THINK. Shut the fuck just hold. Just hold on a second. Can I think? Can I? Is it a crime?

#GOD HE NOSED EVERYWHEREEEE #his eyelashes #I'm gonna wallow in it today #DROWN IN IT #ryan gosling #ryan gosling nose appreciation #shut the fuck up let me think #FOUR FUCKING SECONDS #my friend said he looks like a moon LMAOO but we simply agree on how tasty he is #this is the same friend who keeps calling him ryan reynolds