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notelcol · 3 months
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The Dance of two swords🍂
Just a little Kazuha childhood friends turned lovers story🍁
Mildly edited, apologies for mistakes✨
You were the granddaughter of Amenoma Tuogo, one of the many destined to continue the tradition of your art. Patience and willpower is the backbone of your art. Training day in and day out was your way. There was once four other arts similar to your own, carrying sacred ways of the sword through time. But when the scorned child of a god decimated your arts 500 years ago, only two survived to continue the path. Amenoma and Isshin. Amenoma survived near unscathed while the Isshin barely made it out alive, with one swordsman left using its its ways in this day and age.
You spent a lot of time in your childhood being pushed to train with the last remaining Isshin art user, a boy named Kazuha. You found Isshin art to be quite flowery and silly. Rather than the persistence and skill you were used to, Isshin art was all about connecting with your blade and finding a balanced mindset. You couldn’t believe people fought in such a way. The boy himself was just as bad. Always drifting off into his thoughts and speaking in riddles. Your grandfather forced you to continue helping the boy despite your misgivings, always telling you the same thing.
“Kazuha walks the warriors path alone, while you have many at your side.”
You were older now, and had become strong. The boy you fought was no longer a child, and could on occasion best you. The sun was shining hot in Inazuma, though the strong winds from the sea made it comfortable. All that could be heard on the shore was the lapping of waves and rhythmic clanging of two swords. Your heart beat fast as Kazuha flew into the air and you momentarily lost him. He was setting up for another win, but you wouldn’t have that. He had used this trick on you one too many times. You spun around, predicting exactly where he would land. Your swords crossed sending vibrations right to your heart. Kazuha’s eyes lit like fire as you continued to move together in synchronicity.
“There is nothing more thrilling than the dance of two blades that are destined to cross.” He spoke poetically, making your eyes roll.
“Again with those riddles? You’re distracted.” You moved in on his open area and landed your blade at his neck. “I win.” You smirked and stepped away, watching as he grinned and held out his hand.
“Well done. The Amenoma art truly is formidable.” He spoke, voice full of genuine respect.
“That’s because we focus on the blade itself not on our relationship with the blade.” You retort at his kindness.
“Isn’t the passion and care I see every time you swing your blade the same thing done differently?” He had you there. You suddenly realised that while the dance of swords thrilled Kazuha, it was the dance of words that kept you training with him. Your grandfather told you long ago that Kazuha was ready to walk alone, but you kept it to yourself and continued to see him. You never quite knew why until now.
Your thoughts were interrupted by Hajime, your grandfather’s disciple, running down the bank screaming.
“KAZUHA!!! Tomo has challenged the Shogun to a duel!!” He heaved between breaths. Immediately you looked to the white haired boy next to you as he took off running. You had to stop him. He was about to get himself killed trying to stop Tomo. You knew better than to get yourself involved in this, the Shogun would see it as a crime to interfere, but you found yourself running after Kazuha. You had almost caught up when something hit your head. You fell like a sack of sunsettias. You looked up to see Hajime standing over you.
“Im sorry. Your grandfather told me not to let you go after him.” His voice was gentle and remorseful. You cursed him as you faded out of consciousness, wondering if you would ever see Kazuha again.
Now you were a woman, you had become a force of nature. You were had not seen your dearest friend in years and you do not need to train at the beach everyday anymore, but you still go just to dance with him again. Even if he was just a ghost. Just as you began to kick yourself for being so wishy washy, something cold touched the back your neck. You gasped and swung around ready to fight.
“You’re distracted. I win” The white haired boy you remember was now a man, but behind his eyes lied the same Kazuha you remember. The same Kazuha you loved.
While you wanted to run into his arms and finally confess, instead you found your sword hitting his. The familiar rhythm filled the shore once more, like a song in your heart. Each clash in perfect time and timbre you both grinned, glad he had found his way home.
“I have missed our dance.” He spoke, trying to keep it short. He remembered how you hated him getting distracted.
“I missed you.” You admitted. You dropped your sword, causing Kazuha to freeze. He had never seen you concede a fight like that. “It was never the dance that thrilled me. It was always you.” You filled the empty space between you and took hold of his cheek. You stared into his eyes, savouring the gems you thought you wouldn’t see again. His arm wrapped around you and his sword dropped, gracefully landing atop of your own.
“So you’re saying we are two swords destined to cross? Now who’s the poet?” His lips tickled yours as he teased you. Years in the making, finally the crescendo came. A kiss so magical that you believed it could carry the tune of your dance way beyond the stars, to Celestia. It felt like the whole world was singing for the dance of two swords.
Thank you for reading 🌷
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sugahyeon · 11 months
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/!\ Angst/Hc /!\
Guiding a child down the path to hell is always a heartbreak. Bad knew that. He led Trump, Tilín and Juanaflippa there, holding their little hands, too small for his, short fingers just gripping at his pinkie. He gave them a hug, listened to their fears, their last wishes, their forever unrealized dreams. He whispered sweet little nothings in their ear when they cried in his arms, promised he would look after their parents, their siblings, after everyone they had ever cared for.
And when the moment came, he let them walk towards Her, waving them goodbye until they were out of sight, before turning around and breaking down.
Because a child's death cannot be fair.
And he has no power over it.
Guiding a child down the path to hell is always a heartbreak. Bad knew that better than anyone.
When he had to guide Dapper halfway throught, he couldn't stop his hands from shaking. For the first time, he thought that maybe, just maybe, he wasn't cut out for this job.
And he begged, begged Her to let him take his son back, to not have to let him halfway through this path. He had been a good worker, the best one perhaps, didn't he deserve a chance? A prize for all of his hard work?
But death isn't fair.
And Bad left his son's soul on the flowery path.
His hands were still shaking a week later. His heartbeat had been too erratic for him to run for a few days. His eyes were red and heavy and oh so tired from crying too much.
But Dapper was still here, right? He had one more life after all, they would be fine, wouldn't they? Life was just the same!
And they continued everything they ever started to do, no matter the danger, no matter the eggs' death multiplying day after day, no matter the federation, no matter the code, no matter anything but them.
Bad thought he had escaped his fate, at least for a few years. He ran, as fast as he could, made them move house every now and then, built an entire web of waypoints. They would be fine, they had to be.
He did everything right.
They did everything right.
And he forgot.
Forgot the injustice.
Forgot the shake of his hands.
Forgot the dryness of his eyes.
Forgot the pain.
Forgot the horror.
One day, Bad didn't get up in the morning.
There were no need to anymore.
The house was cold, the machines in the room besides his weren't buzzing as they always used to, the bed next to his was still undone, keeping the shape of Dapper's last morning.
It didn't made sense to get out of bed.
So Bad didn't.
By instinct, he opened the book laying besides his bed. The blank pages smiled at him: there's no more tasks to do.
So when people started sending him messages, asking to talk, or to visit their new house, or to babysit their egg, or to come help in a dungeon or any now meaningless requests, Bad closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Why go outside?
Why talk?
Why look through his window?
Why make his bed?
Why eat?
Why drink?
Why shower?
Why breath?
Why wake up?
Meanwhile, the outside world is in panic.
No one is here to babysit Tallulah when she doesn't wake up in time for Philza.
No one re-fills Chayanne's ingredient stash when he runs out.
No one plays with Ramón when he gets up without his dad.
No one talks Forever out of his panic phases.
No one keeps Baghera up to date with the server's happening.
No one push Foolish off his builds.
No one steals Maximus' chair.
No one tells Mariana he's pretty in his new clothes.
No one sees Dapper's new machines.
There's no new machines.
Outside, the world starts to move again.
There's potato crates on his porch and Venus' sibling is hanging out in his garden.
There's two paintings hanging on the wall besides his waystone.
There's a statue of Dapper in the middle of the farm.
There's some new armour, foods, books filled with love, lore and tears, blue furniture, a new scarf,
And an egg, stopping by every day after his dad is gone, just to look through the window of his best friend.
But Bad doesn't get out of bed so he doesn't know.
He can't bring himself to see Dapper's machines rusting because he doesn't know how to care for them, to see the farm his son planted, to see the animals they searched for for so long.
The eggs look like him, Leo in their long legs, Tallulah in her pointy chin, Chayanne in the way he adjusts his bangs, Pomme in her handwriting, Ramón in his smile.
Dapper's ghost is everywhere he lays his eyes upon.
Guiding a child down the path to hell is always a heartbreak.
Dapper didn't cry when Bad came to finish the travel.
He didn't shake, he didn't run, he hadn't ask for anything.
Maybe that was worse, to see the flick of fatality dancing in your children's eyes. To wonder where you had failed. To see your reflection in their pupils. To not be able to stand the sight of your mere silhouette in their soon-to-be-dull orbits.
She gave them some time to say goodbye.
Death isn't fair but death isn't inherentely evil.
It just exists.
They talked for a little bit, about the future, about their best memories, about the art gallery and the struggle to complete it, about what they would have for dinner tonight. For a few minutes, it didn't matter that Dapper wouldn't go home at the end of the day. That Bad would go to bed and no get out before a long time. That the world was now cold and dark.
In this instant, only them mattered.
And then time was up.
An entire lifetime worth of love had to fit in a few minutes.
Billions of years wouldn't be enough.
Bad would kill dozens of men for one more second.
He ignored the water in his eyes and his trembling chin, just to cup his son's face one last time. He was beautiful, with long and dark hair, his top hat and his big eyes. His hands were small, his knees scratched and he had one tooth missing.
Dapper was a kid. Just a little kid. It wasn't fair. But Bad has no power over death.
So he just let go of his son and guide him gently back onto the path, nodding when his child look at him with doubts.
Dapper looked at Her, glanced at him again, before bursting in tears. He's scared. He wants to go home. He wants his dad, always, forever, not this unknown scary giant lady. But he doesn't say anything, his hands busy gripping at his shirt.
"-It's ok Dapper, you'll be safe. She's really nice, you know? And you'll see Bobby there! It's gonna be tons of fun, alright?"
The small boy nodded, tears still streaming down his face, before getting out of his father's embrace. He didn't look back this time. He wouldn't have been able to get away.
Bad watched his son walk along the path, now on his own. He barely allowed himself to blink, in hope to keep his image imprinted under his eyelids.
He waved goodbye until the horizon swallowed the frail body, until shadows were the only things left for him to wave at.
Until small hands carried one last message.
"I love you dad!"
"I love you, son."
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igotanidea · 1 year
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Extraordinary : The Sandman x chronicles of Narnia crossover
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YAY! Here we go!
Please do not get attached to the timeline, I'll work it out in time :D
This is just a little preview, let;s see where it takes us.
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Every living being has to dream.
A human. Sure, but it’s not the only one that populate the world.
An animal. Obviously, however it’s not scientifically proven that those are capable of dreaming.
But what if we dare to think bigger?
What if we reached beneath things that are possible and actually exist to the point when we can see them with our own eyes?
Do you believe in magic?
Can you imagine that somewhere beyond reality, there are multiple fantastic realms and creatures only waiting to find them?
Would you dare taking such an adventure?
How about we take a couple steps into an empty room in some old mansion on the suburbs. Nothing exceptional, really, just four corners, a floor and a ceiling. And a wardrobe, nearly as ancient as the house itself, full of winter coats, half-eaten by moths. Can you feel this characteristic smell? Isn’t it strange how all of a sudden the fur seem like branches of trees, gently tickling your skin? Don’t you think it’s amazing how with every move the wardrobe is expanding and a few minutes later you are no longer inside an aged building, but in the middle of flowery meadow, full with sunlight and with few ethereal human-shaped entities. Nymphs? Dryads? It’s your choice.
“A daughter of Eve” whispers not louder than a breath of wind barely reach your ears and leaves you bewildered. You ask no questions just watching this delicate beings gather round in anticipation. No one dares a move to prevent this silent, fleeting moment from being disrupted.
Do you still remember where you came from? Or did you already forget the reality? No one would blame you for that.
 “Where am I?” you finally murmur to the group in front of you.
“You are in Narnia” the boldest and most beautiful of them steps forward. “Welcome, traveler.” She nods her head slightly and almost hypnotized by her graze and nobility you mirror the move “we shall take you to King Aslan. He is the one who summoned you here.”
“Summoned” you slowly open your eyes wider trying to adapt this information “why?”
“That is a question you should be asking our King, dear. If you allow me, I will show you the way and escort you to the palace. You are a guest here.”
With another gentle movement the nymph takes you hand. Her touch feels like a silk on the forearm and when you lock eyes you have no further wish to leave. Your plain clothes are now changed into long, blue robes – a skirt and an oddly comfortable corset and your hair are no longer a messy bun but beautifully braided and pinned in elaborate headdress. You fell calmness and peace. Everything laying in front of you – you are more than ready for this adventure. Let’s take the path winding through the forest. Let’s dare a walk through the palace, surrounded by the nymphs and their joyful, happy presence.
“King Aslan will see you now” as you reach the gates of the chateau your companions disperse back in the forest leaving you by yourself.
Do you feel that tingle in the fingertips?  That little thrill of excitement as you ascend the steps? A bit of trembling in the legs and the fastened heartbeat making the heat rise to your cheek?
“My child” deep, silent and royal voice comes from the right. Is that the King himself?
How do you imagine him?
Tall, golden-haired, blue-eyed?
Dressed in magnificent robes, similar to yours? Sitting on the throne looking down at your figure on the steps?
He is all of it. And nothing at the same time.
The giant lion with rich mane blowing in the wind coming from the window. Lightened by the sun, making him look almost unreal.
This is real. You see him and he looks at you with the most gentle and regal expression.
“King Aslan” you bow you head in respect.
Is it not amazing how quickly you adapted to the place you arrived at? How fast you accepted this place as yours.
“Raise, my child. I summoned you here for important matter. I believe we shall discuss it in details. Take a walk with me. “
And that is how it all starts.
Do you remember what I said at the beginning of this adventure?
There are multiple mystical Realms.
Hundreds of supernatural creatures.
And all of them has to sleep. And dream.  
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msftsnmemes · 1 month
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vana'n'ice starter meme.
"i wish we could meet again."
"when i have awakened from my dream, i smell a nostalgic flowery scent around me."
"my thoughts are still left behind in the place by me, even now…"
"if i could return to that time, i would offer everything, since i don't need anything else."
"far, far away, even further than the beyond."
"i wish the two of us could bloom together until the time when our petals would scatter."
"whenever it's your favorite season again, i will recall and reminisce."
"even though i already know that my feelings would not be returned no matter how much i pray."
"as time flows by, even if your appearance should change, i will definitely find you."
"i've always wanted to tell you…"
"there is just one thing left to say."
"to love and be loved to the point of going mad."
"can we not return? let the two of us just disappear together."
"common sense and morals crushed and destroyed."
"if there are to be punishments, i should be the only one punished."
"i am thinking of you everyday."
"inside that silent room nothing but sorrows remain."
"as i lost you i lost the light and love to live."
"i've fretted you who wanted eternity, didn't i?"
"if only i had been able to bid you “goodbye” just a little sooner…"
"you may go ahead and hate me."
"you may despise me as much as you want."
"for i, emotionlessly, once said to you, “it’s fine as long as you’re happy.”."
"the things that you have obtained, and the things that i have lost, they sink deeply into uncertainty and begin to dissolve away."
"just what was being reflected in your eyes?"
" i can no longer turn back no matter how much i wish."
"there’s no longer a meaning for my existence in this place."
"just how long must i wait for my lingering thoughts for you to disappear completely? please tell me."
"i’m unable to keep my promise made on that day, so please cast punishment onto me."
"having obliterated what you’re supposed to protect."
"as you reach the end of this world, there, undoubtedly, you will be able to find your happiness."
"the path, which you and i once walked on together, vanishes away in a split second."
"in a world free of betrayal, someday, once again, without a doubt, we will be reborn there…"
"i feel like i'm about to be crushed into pieces by loneliness and lose my sanity."
"the memories robbed away from me, the lies, and the truths, are being sunk by the cruelly passing time."
"i don't even know why i'm here."
"all i know is that i, without any emotions, am melting my ripped heart away."
"i am unable to remember what is precious to me."
"i will remember our sullied and deeply sinned love."
"tell me why my tears wouldn't stop."
"where can i find the reason for this inescapable pain?"
"while you remained painfully silent, i could see deep down in your eyes."
"you were asking someone to get you out of the eternity bound onto you."
"like a poison that was engulfing you, as though you were sleep-walking."
"the light that's dazzlingly shining on your face, making it almost too bright for me to look, is only a mirage."
"i will call your name again and again, even if i lose my voice."
"i want you to recall everything."
"the shards of the memories i have recalled are now tightening around my chest."
"for the once-tied strings of our fate to be tied together once again, even if i know this is a sin."
"i'll let myself plunge into darkness."
"we're the epitome of humans' unsightliness and defilement."
"this place has no need for pretty and nice things."
"you, who were my comrades yesterday, are my enemies today."
"although we could have trusted one another, we doubted and injured everyone in sight."
"the ticking time calls upon the devil yet again."
"what could be your true goal as the lone survivor?"
"since doubt only generates more misery, we should have forgiven one another."
"my heart has been bewildered by you beyond imagination."
"upon seeing the snow, moon, and flowers, i think about you."
"just when will i meet you, the caged bird?"
"i know clearly that if it's a dream then i won't ever wake up."
"did you come, or did i go? i don't even remember."
"is this a dream, or reality? am i asleep, or awake?"
"going is fun, but returning is frightening."
"i can't return anymore, having bloomed so extravagantly." just by whom have i become so bewildered?"
"i didn't even do anything wrong."
"my confused heart now wanders about in darkness."
"i wish for a road that can lead me to your heart."
"in this world, if you're not with me, then everything is meaningless."
"don't forget me. even if i'm completely blocked by the clouds."
"i will reappear, just like the moon. so until we meet again…"
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cannibalcreeps · 8 months
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That's understandable, I mostly put s/o as an outsider cause they're more a selfinsert for the reader (why i stay away from descriptions and pronouns unless requested lol) So a cannibal hunter would be more an oc. But, lets say they came across another one of them, would definitely be something >w> --------------
The three cannibal brothers had never really come across other people that were like them or their family, all they knew were each other and their other brother and sister a bit further away with their children, along with the brothers father, but outside their family? Never. So the shock all three had when they found someone like them was definitely something. They had spotted the lone woman when driving through their home path, walking alone in the forest with a bow and bundle of arrows over one shoulder and a grubby bag over the other. They couldn't see much about her other than she was a bit taller than most outsider women they would hunt, she seemed a bit unkept but that could be simply from being lost. It was time for a hunt, the three couldn't say no to an easy meal like this. So they stopped the truck and jumped out to begin the stalking. At first they actually lost the woman, unlike most that would have some sort of clean or flowery scent, this one had nothing, there was nothing but the smell of dirt and earth, as well as no strands of clothing or hair as though she knew how to walk through a forest without any of the branches grabbing at her. But the youngest, Three-Fingers, having to climb up one of the tall trees to get a better view spotted the top of her dark hair and whistled like a bird to get the attention of his brothers. To his surprise, the lady had stopped walking and was looking around, did he not make a convincing bird whistle? Or was her behavior unrelated and she just heard something else? Either way he took a mental note and made his way down to his brother to continue the hunt. It didn't take long for them to catch up, they knew this mountain well and knew how to get through it quickly to capture their prey. Now they were at a closer distance they could see what this stranger looked like properly and this was when surprise finally hit them the most. The woman looked like she could possibly be related to them and it actually started making them second guess their family tree for a second. She was wearing oversized loose overalls that looked to be more for a man and a lightly blood splattered floral button up. Now seeing the raggedy bag she was carrying, it looked to be a bit soaked and the boys could smell the copper blood from where they were, her hair was very tangled and wiry, only shoulder length and having poorly cut bangs as though copying pictures she had seen of other women. A scar on the left side of her lip pulling up skin to be in a forever half-sneer, a few blemishes on her neck to her right ear that looked like she had a large bumpy birthmark and what looked to be her right index formed into her thumb, an odd mutated birth defect possibly, which just meant she had nine fingers all up. She still hadn't become aware she was no longer alone, or if she did the lady was definitely not showing she knew. The three boys looked to each other, a few chittering and grunts, communicating between each other on if they should approach or continue following to see if there were more people just like her.
They agreed, or Saw-Tooth and Three-Fingers agreed, that they would follow with One-Eye just happy to do whatever, seeing such a pretty thing he definitely wanted to get close to her. So followed they did, each one of the men were excited, even Saw-Tooth if he didn't show it and glowered at how noisily giggly the youngest was being. The stranger was traveling for quite a while in the mountains, but the brothers noticed how closer to their other siblings they were than their own home and it was starting to make them wonder if this woman was some secret child to them possibly? But she seemed much older than Brother and Sister, this idea went away as she started to go down a rocky path that faced away from their other siblings home. It was late in the afternoon when they saw she was approaching a lone hut by a rocky river, close to a waterfall, hidden by the rocks and trees. She definitely didn't know she was being followed and seemed to be alone which was a mix of disappointment and excitement, disappointed in the fact that there wasn't going to be more possible families like them but exciting that there wasn't going to be any possible dangerous interactions that could end up with the boys getting in trouble, but they knew they still had to be careful if this woman was like them, it could mean she was just as vicious and dangerous. They waited from afar for a little while, watching the entrance of the lone hut. It would be Three-Fingers to approach first, he was the fasted of the three in case things went south, the other two watching from afar by the river, they wanted the woman to see all of them for different reasons, one being that she was not being ambushed and the other that she was outnumbered incase she decided to attack.
The smallest brother leered by the window, trying to peer through the ratty curtains and sheets but seeing nothing but darkness, he stepped up close to the door and reached to open it when it slammed forward, almost smacking his pointy nose and there she was, eyes staring at the scrawny cannibal, a frown on her lips as she grumbled a "What?"
For once the gremlin man had his tongue caught, he was only slightly taller than her, barely an few inches and it surprised him even more that she could form words, unlike his siblings with Pa being an exception of being able to say a few words, no one else really spoke. He gestured to himself and then his two older brothers watching from the river, before gesturing to her, chittering and grunting slightly as his way of asking 'Are you one of us?' The woman looked at him with discomfort, then peered over to the two brothers and back at him. She didn't entirely understand, but this wasn't the first time she had been around non-verbal mutants, but it had been a long time since she'd been with any due to past situations. She knew who these men were, who their whole family were, not personally but she had seen them from time to time, them and that old man who she guessed was either their father or grandfather, maybe even uncle, to be honest she didn't care and did her best to avoid them as they seemed violent and aggressive. Had she had her own family then she'd be more than happy to approach them, but the fact they followed and approached her changed things, what was she supposed to do now. "I'm...." She looked back at the pointy nosed cannibal "Cheb. Not your family, other family on mountain, far side. But gone" She motioned, pointing west, which Three-Fingers looked towards, so there were others, but now they're gone, a shame really. He turned to gesture his two brothers over, to the displeasure of Cheb, she made a bit of an annoyed look and quickly added "Stay out here. Will make food" That got a grin and pleased chuckle from the scrawny man, food always sounded good. Once the other two brothers came over, they waited outside by the door until she returned with two chairs, guessing what she was planning Saw-Tooth grabbed both and placed them by what he assumed was the fire pit close to the rocky river. He would help this woman with each chair she brought out, Cheb motioning the men to sit as she started the fire and went back inside for the meat, not wanting to feel like he was being unhelpful One-Eye quickly shuffled to grab some dry sticks and logs to keep the fire going while Three-Fingers stacked some extras nearby. Finally when the boys sat, waiting for Cheb to return, they were looking around wondering how they had never seen her before until today, how they had never found this hut before, neither them or their other two siblings and their children had ever known she existed, she did well in keeping herself hidden. One-Eye was not thinking this though, instead he was thinking how pretty and nice she was to feed them and couldn't wait to see what they were going to eat. To his joy, it was a perfectly cut arm and leg strapped to their own metal beams, Cheb put the two pieces of human meat over the fire and created a spit, handing each man their own plate with a sharp knife and fork, not saying a word but there was a small amused smile as though a funny memory graced her mind. It was awkwardly quiet, she didn't know what to say and the brothers couldn't say anything other than stare, each one looking at her with curiosity and interest. As a way to rid of the silence, the eldest Saw-Tooth grunted loudly to get her attention and pointed to her and then the meat on the spit, his way of asking where she got it. She smiled a little, her scarred side lip lifting to show damaged teeth, telling her story about how she hunted and killed the person they were now eating. This was the start of something new for them all, either an alliance, friendship or possible romance was a considerable chance in the future with how smitten One-Eye was becoming from each word that came from this woman's mouth, Saw-Tooth and Three-Fingers would take an extra few days or even weeks but a desire would grow towards her. For Cheb, she didn't know it then but she was with her future family that would always be by her side.
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umbralsound-xiv · 6 months
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Words and Woes.
It had been a while since we'd had chance for a proper catch up. Of course, we see eachother most suns, if not every sun, but sometimes my duties cut the time i would have spent otherwise, short. But, this sun would be a longer one. She would visit me at my home, and over tea and pastries, we would finally put a start to writing her vows... ...I'd best not make it too flowery.
Sayuri Aoki once again finds her wandering the now familiar path, having memorised the way to Bexy's home quite well by now. Her hands linger in front of her, her right hand's fingers slowly spinning the ring upon her left as she walks, lost in her own thoughts. Her gaze only lifts when the house comes into her view, releasing her ring in favour of reaching for the door once it's in reach. She passes the threshold in the same step she pushes the door open, and closes it behind her as soon as she's far enough inside.
Bexy Amalaryssia turns her head as soon as Sayuri sets a hand on the door, offering a warm smile to the fellow Seeker. "And here is the future Mrs Fellfrost." Bexy beams. In hand, a tray of all kinds of things; mostly finger-foods and a pot of tea which gently steamed into the air. "I hope you have more ideas for vows than the last time we spoke, mm?"
Sayuri Aoki offers a weak smile in return. ".. That makes two of us."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "Surely you have -something- from your travels, yes? Was it nice, at least, going all over Eorzea? We've barely had time to talk about it properly since you returned, aside from the things you've told me here and there." Bexy tilts her head, considering quietly. "Downstairs? We can sit on the ledge, with the pillows. All the better for gossiping." She grins.
Sayuri Aoki's head sinks into a gentle nod, some steps bringing her further into the house. "It was, there was some nice sights in between, and several of the mark's own places were quite the thing to see.." She smiled faintly, nodding. "Lets."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "I remember my own travels… It's been so long since i explored proper." Bexy takes the tray, to make her way through the house and to the pillows, where she carefully sets the tray down and takes a seat with a sigh of relief. "And no trouble? You never mentioned any."
...There's so many places i'd like to go, now. Further into the East, perhaps? Or to Thavnair. Even Sharlayan has it's appeal...
Sayuri Aoki rather swiftly drops into the pillows as they reach the spot, sinking into them with a soft exhale. ".. None. Thanalan was the only worry, but.. You watching over us was quite the relief to have."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "You know i didn't mind one bit. I plan to go out hunting for them, tomorrow. I haven't forgotten." Bexy offers a reassuring smile, pouring two cups of rolanberry tea. "So. Vows. Any ideas?"
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Sayuri Aoki: ".. Be careful, if you run into that.. bloody bastard again.." She offers a small frown, hands shifting into her lap to let her right hand seek out her left, slowly beginning to spin the ring anew. She offers a small exhale, rocking herself back and forth once. Her head turns aside, a small, embarrassed pout taking to her lips. ".. Some vague ones.." She mumbles.
Bexy Amalaryssia: "I will. I can slip through the aether if need be, or gun him down with arrows if he gets too close. Bastard." Bexy sips her tea with a small hum, leaving the cup aside as she plucks up a small notepad and quill. "Vague ones are better than nothing at all. What have you got?"
Sayuri Aoki leaned over to pick up her cup, sinking back into the pillows afterwards. ".. A fairly simple declaration that I am his, to start with.." She mumbles, idly dragging her finger along the side of the cup. "..To be his strength during rougher suns and through nightmares that plague him, like he is mine through my own.." Her ears flicker, the tiniest red tint creeping onto her cheeks.
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…Vague, she says! That's good…" Bexy scribbles something down onto the paper with enthusiasm. "…You are his. That's… Quite the declaration, coming from you…"
To think he ever held such... Possessiveness. Unless it's her idea...? The thought of her being owned by anyone bristles me.
Sayuri Aoki: ".. We've said it to each other before, it's.. nothing new, but.. more official in a wedding vow, I suppose..?" She huffs, taking a sip from her cup. ".. The first time he refered to me as his I did not feel the same way I did when.. it's been said before, and we had a small talk about it.. " She pauses. ".. It did not feel like he was trying claim that he -owns- me, just.. that he loves me."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "Much more official in a vow, yes. It is a promise, Sayuri. A whole series of them." Idly, she pens a few things, here and there. "…For you to feel different about it says much. You are his… Not because he feels like he owns you, i assume. But because… You want to be. What else would you want, for him?" Bexy asks, curiously. "…Protection?"
Sayuri Aoki nods gently. ".. I've heard that from three others in my life, and each was immediately rejected in my head. Only when Eir said it.. did it feel right." She pauses, ears lowering a touch. ".. Of course I want him to be safe, I want to be the one that keeps him safe.. But.." She releases her cup with one hand, lightly gesturing outwards with it and letting her palm face upwards. ".. I don't feel like I'm particularly capable in doing so, right now.."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…You are. Your ice is powerful, but it is not the only part of you. Not what kept you alive in those halls, nor what killed people. Your own determination was the cause for that, the ice simply just… Helped." Slowly, she dips her head. "…You can promise protection, but not safety. No one is ever truly safe from everything, unless you plan to lock him up in his room and never let him leave."
Sayuri Aoki: "… Knowing Vairg might swoop down upon him during a performance, maybe I should.." She half-grumbles, ears pinning back.
No. She wouldn't let that happen. We wouldn't. If he goes to dance, we will go to watch. ...I'm curious to watch him in a performance, anyway.
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…You have told him, yes? About… What happened?"
Sayuri Aoki: ".. Yes." She frowned. ".. When I got back, and he calmed me down a little.." Her expression grows more saddened, then. ".. He's so utterly terrified of him."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…That bastard almost killed him. Who could blame him? It's… As you said. He isn't like us. We have both almost died more times than we'd care to mention, and frightening though it might be, it's happened so often that it's simply just… Another time to add to the list. For him, though…"
...I don't even want to think how close to death we've both been. It comes with the job, i suppose. We're used to it. We chose this life, even if we didn't choose every circumstance that lead to the danger we have to face. ...Eir didn't.
Sayuri Aoki pauses, her grasp of the cup tightening slightly as her head lowered, gaze locking at the floor. ".. He broke Eir's legs." She spoke quietly. ".. I heard it all." The memory causes her aether to stir, the steam of the tea becoming less and less in response to Sayuri's cold, while her eyes pinch shut. "..I.. tried to tear the door down.."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "He…" Bexy stares, gazing to the tray before her. It's a long moment until she speaks again. "…I can't even imagine what you heard. As though almost killing him wasn't bad enough…"
...I could imagine how that might sound in my head. The sound of breaking bones and screaming and... Gods. At least there's a mercy in death, in that you know it will be over soon. Broken bones are a whole different thing entirely. No bleeding. No risk of dying, no. Even if they heal, there's no telling it will heal properly. A potential lifetime of agony.
Sayuri Aoki's eyes slowly peel open, settling on the tea in her cup. ".. They had already.. done something to my aether, at that point.. It hurt, but.. not enough to keep me from using my ice.. I split the door enough to shove my arm through it with my axe, and I was.. so close to touching him.. Then Vairg pulled him away.." She frowns.
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…Every sun we speak of it, i learn more and more. More about the compound. More about Vairg. Meeting him in Ul'dah was… Something. Even Vex tells me to be wary of him, and even knowing all he has done… It's difficult. He's just a man. Blood and bone like the rest of them. And yet, i know i should be more cautious."
Sayuri Aoki: ".. I can't judge my own fight with him all too well, considering.. I was quite weakened at that point.. But if Vex, who knows the general ability of their members, warns about him.. I'd listen."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…I plan to. But i'll shoot him if i get a chance." Her lips curl a little wider, but soon soften. "…You can promise him protection. That he never need face his horrors alone. I would never expect anyone to keep me safe, but… To know it wasn't just me, would mean much."
Sayuri Aoki: ".. Make sure it hurts, if he is to survive it." She mutters, lowering her cup of half-frozen tea to the floor, taking a deeper breath in some attempt to calm herself. Her head sinks into a nod at Bexy's words, even if a small frown remains on her lips.
Bexy Amalaryssia: "Oh, it will. I… Wouldn't mean to deprive you of a vengeful kill, but you would rest better if he was dead." Bexy sips her tea, and upon eyeing Sayuri's, gives a small frown. "…Protection. And that… You are his. To be his strength, as he is your own. These are good promises to make, i think… Have you any other thoughts?"
It's a good start. I just need to think how to word it properly...
Sayuri Aoki: ".. That he will always have a home, somewhere to return to.. That we will endure, no matter the hardships we face.." She mumbles, tilting her head a touch as she finds a loose thread upon her shirt, tugging at it. ".. Although the last is something I spoke of during our pilgrimage, so.. maybe it shouldn't be repeated.." She offers a small shrug.
Bexy Amalaryssia: "You tell him you love him. You repeat that plenty, i assume. Does that make it any less important or true?" Bexy raises a prying brow, then.
Sayuri Aoki: "… I do.. And.. no, it doesn't.."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "There you have it, then. I… Think that's a nice thing. To have that reassurance. Or… At least, it would be for me." Plucking up a pastry, Bexy sinks her teeth into it. "…I wonder what he will say, when the time comes…?"
Sayuri Aoki: ".. I'm unsure." She pauses. "..But if he calls me his moon in public I might just sink through the floor."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…Oh? -That's- what he calls you?" Bexy teases with half a tart in her teeth. "My moooon…" Bexy laughs, grinning. "And what do you call him?"
Sayuri Aoki: ".. Well, yes! Why do you think I have a moon necklace?" She manages a laugh, cheeks swiftly turning red as she pokes her tongue out Bexy's way. ".. My heart." She mumbles, quietly.
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…Gods, you're adorable, the both of you." She grins, a little too widely. "…I did see from a distance. In Thanalan. He is so… Different, with you."
I watched from afar. The kisses, the embraces. The two of them practically swooning over eachother, even in the ominous locale of Thanalan. ...I am glad no danger came to them, that sun.
Sayuri Aoki pouts softly, only to smile afterwards. ".. He is. I know he's.. not the easiest to speak with, he was the same when we started talking." She tilts her head, huffing. ".. He's very sweet, and incredibly loving."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…I never saw it back then. Perhaps why i was so defensive…" Bexy finishes the pastry, and picks a rolanberry from the top of a cupcake. "I think… That is what you needed…"
Sayuri Aoki: ".. To be fair, with the way the one before him simply up and left? I don't blame you." She pauses. ".. It is. He has helped me to.. accept that loving someone is okay, even if I am.. still terrible with the public affection bit." She mumbles. "..I'm working on it."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "Well, you'll have to work on it a whole lot faster for the wedding. You'll kiss before every pair of eyes there. It won't be official, otherwise." Bexy teases, smirking. "…I am glad you're happy with him, Sayuri. Moreso now i know him better. He speaks of you with only a smile.
Sayuri Aoki: ".. I won't have to do anything if he kisses me the same way he threatened to do in public after performances to ward off anyone interested!" She laughs, flashing the tiniest of grins. ".. I am, he makes me very happy."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "Hah, dare i even ask?" Bexy flashes a grin, brow lofted. "…I'm so glad. You deserve happiness, Sayuri. How to start such vows, though…" Bexy taps the notebook with the tip of her quill. "…How would you have described yourself, before you and he met?"
Sayuri Aoki: ".. Leaned back to the point I barely stood on my own and only he and my arms kept me from falling." She snickered, pausing. ".. Other than 'miserable'?"
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…Well, i was going to open the little speech with it. It's… What i did? Not that you need to do the same…"
Sayuri Aoki settles her hands in her lap, her right hand creeping closer to the left's ring finger. ".. Feeling incredibly alone because everyone I came here with up and left without a word. While having proven to be a good thing.. it wasn't, at the time. I was miserable, struggling with my sleep as.. I am very poor with being alone for prolonged periods." She pauses, pulling her shoulders into a small shrug. ".. Not sure how much I'd like to air that to everyone, however.."
...I didn't mind wearing my heart on my sleeve for all to see. People knew me before, knew the woman i was before i married Laurent. They knew having him in my life would only ever be for the better. ...That's not to say she'd like others to know the same thing, though...
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…We can leave it at… You felt alone." A few things are written, and crossed, but the notion of it brings a frown to Bexy's lips. "…You need never worry about being alone again, Sayuri. If not just for Eir, then for me. You… Know this, yes?"
Sayuri Aoki: ".. I know." She offers a small smile. "At the time, I just.. kept my quiet, mostly. I didn't want to be a bother. I know now that I wouldn't have been, and no matter what happens I will have you and Eir at my side, at the very least."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "At the very, very least." Bexy hums, offering a warm smile. "…I did not meet Eir in an easy time of my life…" Bexy murmurs, flipping the page as she looked up to Sayuri; the same words written on paper. "…Too dramatic?"
Sayuri Aoki's lips tug into a thin line. ".. I can't say I recall such a thing as an easy time in my life at all." She grimaces faintly. "..But, no. That's.. okay."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…Just okay. But not… Good. Suppose we shouldn't focus too much on the bad, but…Hm." The sound of the pen arcing through the written words is given with a sigh. "…How else to start…"
Sayuri Aoki: ".. Honestly, you're better at this than I am. If you think it's good, and not -overly- flowery, it probably is."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "I want -you- to enjoy what you're saying, at least! I mean only to start in such a way so people can see how happy you are now. Not everyone knew you before Eir, i think…"
Sayuri Aoki: "… Which might be for the better." She grimaces faintly. ".. And it's not that I don't enjoy it, I'm just.." Her hands awkwardly flop to the side, shoulders dragging into a shrug. "… I don't know what I'm doing."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "You're making a set of very flowery but honest promises." Bexy taps the edge of the quill to the parchment again, considering. "…You'll be standing at the altar in a dress, and he'll be wearing something just as fancy, i can imagine. Every pair of eyes will be on you. It's not as though you've experienced it before, hm?"
Sayuri Aoki: ".. No pressure, huh?" She gave an almost pained smile. ".. Can't say I've ever held that much attention for good reasons before.."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "Well, now it will be for only the best reasons." Her painted lips pull to a smile, and she writes again. "…I stand here before you on the happiest sun of my life, second only to the one where you asked me to marry you…?" Again, a glance from the corner of her gaze…
Sayuri Aoki offers a slow blink, a bright red tint swiftly overtaking her features once the words have been processed. Her body sways slowly from side to side, before her head reels back and she takes a deep breath. "…Yes." She mumbles. ".. -Technically-.. He never -asked- me to marry him.. He did say he wanted me to, though."
...Well, it's a start, and she doesn't hate it. We're getting somewhere.
...Not too flowery, i hope...
Bexy Amalaryssia: "Details…" Bexy murmurs, penning a few more words. "We can change the wording, but the idea is the same. How to follow that, hm? It feels almost impatient to roll straight into vows, but at the risk of making it too flowery… What would you say?"
Sayuri Aoki draws a deeper breath, sinking herself against the pillow in the smallest attempt to sink through the surface. ".. Tell him that he makes me happy, brings me comfort.. and has just.. made a positive impact on my life.." She half-mumbles.
Bexy Amalaryssia: "You have brought me comfort beyond measure, joy beyond knowing, and my life is better for having you in it." Again, Bexy casts a side-glance towards Sayuri.
Sayuri Aoki pouts, the red tint on her cheeks worsening just a touch. One hand raises to cover her face, while the other raises to give a thumbs-up.
Bexy Amalaryssia: "Sayuri. You're going to be so red in the face you'll match your undergarments, at that rate. You're allowed to be loved up, you're getting -married-, for Twelve's sake!"
Sayuri Aoki: ".. Blue ones on the wedding night!" She retorts, keeping her face hidden behind her hand.
Bexy Amalaryssia: "---And red ones on the honeymoon." She smirks, head inclined. "You'll still have to read -something- out!"
Sayuri Aoki: ".. I -will-!"
And here i was thinking Eir is the one supposedly bad with words! Goodness, what kind of ceremony will i see? Will they simply stand at the altar and stare at eachother? Will the vows even be loud enough for me to hear...? ...I want to hear them... I like weddings...
Bexy Amalaryssia: "You had best! Suppose now is a good time to recite the vows? Not too long, not too short. Repeat them again to me? I wasn't sure if you had a preferred order…"
Sayuri Aoki: "..I-.." She shoves herself up to sit upright, exhaling. ".. I want the declaration at the end, that's.. the only thing I'm certain of." She pauses. "..A promise to be his strength, as he is mine.. That I will try to protect him.." She automatically reaches to fidget with her ring as she utters the latter part.
Bexy Amalaryssia: "…I promise to be your strength, as you are mine. That I will protect you to the best of my ability. That always, you will have a home with me. But above all things, i am yours, because i want to be; as much as you are mine." Another quizzical glance is given from Bexy, pausing for her reply.
Sayuri Aoki pouts faintly, spinning her ring slowly. "..Something like that."
Bexy Amalaryssia: "Feel free to tweak the wording, hm? But a least we have something of a plan, now. We can refine it to you exact liking, if you like." Humming, her head slowly tilts.
Sayuri Aoki offers a small smile, head sinking into a nod. ".. Who knows, maybe I'll come up with something more?" She snickers faintly.
...We'd come up with something befitting a wedding, for certain. Sometimes things are difficult to put into words, with so much emotion and meaning behind them... ...But not impossible.
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Three Hearts as One (三心同体)
“One way to the champ
There’s no way out
One way to the champ
There’s a reason to fight”
[All]
We’re going to the next level
And that’s the reason why we can’t lose this battle
You can’t shake our unity, 
We stand three hearts as one
[Samatoki]
Now turn tail and run, you Shibuya dogs
This headshot’s your warning
Lawlessness is my rule
Running around the playground really suits you  
Some used-up tool’s gonna pick a fight with me? 
Forget it, I’ll take you out
I don’t give a shit what your reasons are
I’m just doing what I’ve gotta do–hunting you
Raising ‘Hama’s banner of revolt, 
Three hearts as one
[Dice]
Always pinching up our brows? 
Nah, we’ll hit straight through your hyped-up pride
Hiding nervous sweat under my poker face
I see right through you, I’m calling doubt on you fakes
[Gentaro]
Intimidation poured into your flowery lyrics
But your fear flickers clear through the facade
In one of my novels, you’d remain unnamed
Destined to die as such
[Dice]
A little bird like you better
Give it a nice long cry from inside your cage
[Gentaro]
You little rabbit of fables
What awaits you is ah, a tragic fate
[Dice]
Hama’s gettin’ some safety scissors 
[Gentaro]
You no longer need your mad trigger
[Gentaro & Dice]
Dice and Gentaro, writing your last rites
Fling Posse rising to the top
Shibuya is greatest
We stand three hearts as one
[Jyuto]
You’re a writer who only knows fiction
Wet your bed and lie in it
This won’t end in just your arrest
Counting down to your destruction 
[Rio] 
Back to square one; this is my unshakable foundation
A gambler throwing a tantrum over the counter
Gets crushed by this verse
[Jyuto]
You plan to deceive me with lies?
Come crying teary-eyed begging for money?
[Rio] 
If you kneel begging for forgiveness
I’ll let you taste my wonderful dishes again
[Jyuto]
Your face is an eyesore
[Rio] 
I’m tired of your pretending
[Jyuto & Rio] 
Don’t talk so cheaply of bonds
Yokohama is a monolith
MAD TRIGGER CREW, Shibuya goes down to 
Three hearts as one
[Ramuda]
So scawy, scawy, you three of a kind
You’re real funny so keep up the jokes!
If you pick a fight halfheartedly then
In return should I crush your everything?
Yakuza, cop, soldier, ‘Hama’s garbage
You’re so annoying, I can’t share the stage with you
Gonna knock you on your back and open the path
Get outta the way, weaklings
C’mon and wave Fling Posse’s flag, 
Three hearts as one
[All]
One way to the champ
We’ll seize glory with our disses
“We gotta go”
Towards the top
“No way out”
It’s kill or be killed until one of us falls
“We gotta go”
Or else this all means nothing
“Right here, right now”
To the next; Cutting deep, fighting head on
Burning with passion through our words
(Rhyming like nobody else has)
To the next; The strength of our bonds will carry us through (one way)
There’s a reason to fight; we’ll settle things three hearts as one
(Walking a road nobody else has)
Can’t stop ‘til we die!
[Rio] 
The bullet wound, the heart to shoot
You’re naive to the pain of both
Though you’re blind in this abyss
It’s time to grovel in the mud, Posse
[Dice]
Gotta say thanks for feeding me but
Until this battle’s over I’ll have to pass
Playin’ around like a military maniac
Time for you to withdraw from the front lines
[Jyuto]
If you’re in the red, then you turn it to black
That’s nothing but simple winner’s logic
You’re a disgusting public enemy
Shall I erase you from society?
[Gentaro]
What is a lie and what is real?
An officer of the law wearing masks of good and evil
Without time to mourn–
Shall I ring the bell that tolls the end
[Samatoki]
Don’t come at me like you’ve learned something, stupid
Shut your damn mouth and choke on your empty words
Breakin’ down your pretty words and fake justice
I’ll show you your last vision
[Ramuda]
Yeah, witnessing threats at the scene of the crime
This means I’ve gotta give you a pat-down exam
Your lawlessness is on parade
Can’t let you run free anymore, stupid
[Samatoki]
Get outta my sight Ramuda, you damn brat
I’m never gonna forgive you
Your damn manipulations ain’t gonna shake ‘Hama
I’m gonna be the one settling things here
[Ramuda]
Huh? Who gave you the right to talk, Samatoki?
Your superficial anger’s a real eyesore!
If you mess with Shibuya, you get eliminated
You can’t invade our sanctuary
[MAD TRIGGER CREW]
Shout out with thundering anger–Rise up, rise up
[Fling Posse]
Together in the same boat–Open it up, open it up
[MAD TRIGGER CREW]
We’ll take it all, Mad Trigger Crew
[Fling Posse]
We won’t give way, we’re Fling Posse
[All]
Crush the enemy before you and forge ahead one way
Our bonds are greater than any sum
Break all; Hypnosis Mic
There’s a reason to fight here and now, 
A conflict of interest
One way to the champ
We’ll seize glory with our disses
“We gotta go”
Towards the top
“No way out”
It’s kill or be killed until one of us falls
“We gotta go”
Or else this all means nothing
“Right here, right now”
To the next; Cutting deep, fighting head on
Burning with passion through our words
(Rhyming like nobody else has)
To the next; The strength of our bonds will carry us through (one way)
Sorry but we’re not backing down; we’re betting all our will and pride
There’s a reason to fight, 
We’ll settle things three hearts as one
(Walking a road nobody else has)
Can’t stop ‘til we die!
We’re going to the next level
And that’s the reason why we can’t lose this battle
Rhyming like nobody else has
[MAD TRIGGER CREW]
We’ll take it all, Mad Trigger Crew
[Fling Posse] 
We won’t give way, we’re Fling Posse
[All]
“One way to the champ”
Walking a road nobody else has
You can’t shake our unity, 
We stand three hearts as one
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Do I ever feel anything
Are these my feelings
Or something that I wanted to latch on
Old chewed boring lifeless grey bubble gum
Holding so many
So so many closer
Us closer
We are held together by bubble gum
I’m puking you’re smiling we’re both smiling
My mind curious, im stuck in a loop
Your a need but not of life and death but of something I’ve lost dearest to me
When untruthful word left thy mouth
Promising nirvana
My heart wasn’t in anything but the feeling
Wasn’t as special as you thought just like the rest, any would do.
I make such a beautiful sticker
Removed thy self when necessary
Remove myself from all
Let me wake up wake up
Wake the fuck up
Breathing
Thy is a rabbit’s foot well wear down by most who “love”
So so lucky but yet I’m cover with gross bubble gum
I need something more
Suffocating soon be my end
Another? Rolling my eyes snapping own neck
I don’t like him
I was thyself
Twat was it a tab to harsh
Why do I care
He is good for once but
ur heart is to high up to understand
The truest treasure in his chest
Why do I must care about this creature why why it doesn’t make sense.
Do you stare at me with lust or stones for our paths
When you’re near I can’t help but to be consumed
Would you noticed if thy never say a word
Would I need to survive off of crumbs
I’ll die if I have nothing of you
Do you care for my loving orifice or my soul
I stare at you my heart bursting ,thumping like bunnies feet levitating I didn’t know I was afraid of heights until now. This isn’t me or is it. Why do you give me such a physical reaction,urge to be more for,
Knowing to run before walking is quite dangerous
Pretend hard edges are displayed
You aren’t fooling a soul
Thy will continue to file down rocky cliffs, returning to summer hillsides
See all those beautiful flowers
Adding color back into life.
As transforming cliffs renews to soft flowery hills
Gentle winds kiss warm hearts
Smiley smiles mirror one another
A hope
A prayer
New blooms happens in spring
Calfs seeing theirs mothers for the very first time
-A time for rainy days
When earth and rain amalgamated
Building blocks can be made
A path for mother and calf
Creation is waiting for us
In time when spring arrives
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hwanchaesong · 2 years
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👤: ATEEZ Choi Jongho
📼: Light, All About You, The Letter - ATEEZ
genre and warnings: fluffff, just plain fluff of pillows and rainbows
word count: 527
for anyone who wants to, don't be shy and send me asks based on Prompts Request Song Version. Thank you so much!
requested by: @hyvn-jaeee
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Letter no. 1: My love, I would always thank the heavens for bringing you to me.
The moment he laid his eyes on you, Jongho knew that he'd fall in love within a matter of time. The way your smile lit up the whole room, your voice waking every nerve up in his body, he already admitted his defeat before the fight even begun.
Letter no. 2: Anywhere you go, I'll always follow you.
He hasn't made any direct contact with you, but the effect you had on him was unbelievable.
He sees you everywhere, even in his dreams.
Letter no. 3: Row your boat with me darling, let's sail on a voyage.
If it wasn't for his friends who kept on pushing him towards you, he will never gain the courage to talk to you.
He's kinda glad that his nosy friends are there for him.
Letter no. 4: Revel during the scenes where we get to laze under each other's warmth and shine.
Simple conversations, light touches, bashful smiles, that all led to a wonderful scenario where the two of you are holding each other's hands, walking down the flowery path of love.
Letter no. 5: You are, as cliched as it sounds, the best thing that ever happened to me.
Jongho's hands are sweaty, knees shaking and the last time he felt these symptoms was back then, when he's sure that he'll flunk his exams.
Letter no. 6: Many people say that time flies when you are having fun, it's the opposite for me though. When I'm with you, time slows down.
There you stood, looking beautiful as always, patiently waiting for him to arrive. He's already at the meeting place, just afraid to show his self because he feels like puking, his anxiety getting the best of him.
Letter no. 7: Even when we're apart, we're not. In you I found my home, the spark that lights up my soul, we're meant to be.
"Did you bring the scraps that I gave you every anniversary?" he asked, sitting down next to you on a bench, the two of you having a peaceful date at the beach.
"Don't call it that," you scolded him, "those letters are precious to me and yes, I brought them."
He smiles, standing up before you, "Have you noticed something about them?"
You raised an eyebrow, inspecting the scribbles but nothing caught your eye.
"There's nothing here." you said, confusion etched on your face as you held the papers up.
Jongho rolled his eyes, "Look at the first letters of every paragraph."
You did as he instructed, gasping when you realized what they were.
'M. A. R. R. Y. M. E.'
You gasped, lowering the papers down, upon looking at the man of your dreams, he's now kneeling down, a soft look in his face as he opens a velvet box.
"Took you long enough, dummy."
You pinched yourself, waking yourself up from this fantasy, not believing that the destiny you have been waiting for is flashing right before your eyes.
"So what do you say? Will you hold onto me while we surf our way in this world?"
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aminiatureworld · 3 years
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Disappearance II
Character: Albedo, gn!reader
Word Count: 2,149
Warnings: None
Premise: In which there is an argument and the reader disappears.
Author’s Note: Idk why I’ve characterized Albedo as a slob twice now. I guess I just think he’s the kind of person to become so engrossed in his research he just, never takes care of himself or his surroundings.
Also this was supposed to be two people but I procrastinated terribly so… here we are haha. Part three tomorrow.
Albedo
It was the third time this week that you had managed to spill his lab notes all over the floor, and frankly Albedo wasn’t sure if he could deal with it any longer.
“You’ve got a lot of papers strewn around,” you said, tone light and joking as you crouched to gather all the papers up.
“You’re the one that keeps bumping into things,” Albedo mumbled, crouching next to you to make sure that you put things back in order.
Seeing that you were putting things together haphazardly he snatched up the papers, frowning slightly as he went through the papers. Honestly, how could you mess up his system so much? As much as Albedo appreciated your interest in his work you were a Knight of Favonius, not a scientist, and as such your visits seemed to cause havoc more than anything else.
“Do you want me to help you with that?” You asked, exasperation creeping into your tone.
“No.”
“Are you sure? You seem, stressed. If you want I could pick up the papers on the tables and organize.”
“Don’t!”
“Albedo?” You leaned back slightly, as if surprised. For some reason that only made the alchemist more irritated.
“If you do that, you’ll just be creating more work for me. I’m very busy right now, I don’t have time to go back and fix your mistakes.”
“Mistakes?”
“It’s already enough that you keep spilling things all over the ground.”
“It’s not my fault that you leave your papers everywhere without even trying to keep them organized.”
“They are organized!”
“Well they certainly don’t look organized to me.”
“You just don’t understand. Besides, I’ve managed not to knock everything over.”
“You know, you’re insufferable when you get like this.”
“I’m not any different than usual.”
“I hope you don’t really think that,” you replied, tone clipped.
Standing up you turned towards the door. Though Albedo made a half-hearted call of your name you didn’t react, simply walking out of the room and slamming the door as hard as possible behind you.
Albedo didn’t even think of you the rest of the afternoon. Anger iced over his slight worry, replacing it with a burning sense of resentment. Your sudden departure stung, and, though it was admittedly childish, Albedo found himself determined not to worry about you.
Besides, you were simply an obstacle to his research at this point. Maybe it was better if you went off to cool your head somewhere, then he could finish up his work. That was what usually happened with other people anyways. Apprentices, clients, the occasional wandering alchemist; they all fluttered around him until he couldn’t stand it and then when they inevitably got fed up he’d finish his work. His relationship with you was still new, and though he couldn’t say that you were the same as all those people in his eyes, he really had no reason to think you would react in a different way.
The sun had gone down long before Albedo finally locked up for the night. It had taken him a good forty minutes to reorganize everything that had fallen, though admittedly most of that time was spent in angry silence. Now as Albedo walked down the streets, still busy with night activity, he wondered what might happen when he got home. He certainly wasn’t ready to apologize, even if his tone was a bit curt his words weren’t wrong; but he couldn’t exactly see you apologizing either. It was bound to be a tense evening. One Albedo was certainly not looking forward too.
All the lights were off in the apartment, something that struck Albedo as odd. Walking towards the kitchen he found a piece of paper crumpled up on the kitchen floor, though when he uncrumpled the paper he was met with eraser marks. Letting out a huff of impatience Albedo went to put some water on the stove. So this is how the evening was going to pass; you presumably at a friend’s house, Albedo in stony silence.
“How petty,” Albedo murmured.
He didn’t expect such a show of emotions from you, having come to the conclusion that you were quite the rational sort. Really, this was all too much. He had been in the right after all, even if he had been a bit cold about it. There was no reason to react in such a way. It was this mindset that carried Albedo through the rest of the evening and off to sleep. After all, it was better than the kernel of doubt that rested in the back of his head, that told him he was the one being callous.
You didn’t show up at the apartment or the lab the next day. Albedo buckled down to work, but by midday the irritation and anger that he’d been holding over were replaced by a deep sense of unease. Hurrying home after work he felt panic shoot through him at the sight of your home empty, nothing suggesting anyone had been there in the time he was at work.
It took all of Albedo’s willpower not to run out the door and go look for you. All the anger and irritation he had felt had been thrown out the window, replaced instead with an intense feeling of worry, and of the realization that his actions might bear actual consequences.
Tossing and turning in bed Albedo stared up at the empty ceiling. He had been certain he was in the right, even this morning. You were clumsy, you had been inconsiderate of his work, you were simply stubborn and petty. Now however he replayed your argument, your fight, over and over again. The more he did so the more he became aware of how harshly he’d acted; the more he wished you would simply appear in front of him so he could apologize. He wanted to go after you, wanted to let you know that he genuinely felt bad. And yet he couldn’t bring himself to do so, to go after you. After all, what if you didn’t want to see him? What if he just made things worse? Once more turning in bed Albedo sighed. Tomorrow. Tomorrow he’d see you again. Tomorrow he’d make things better.
There was no sight of you tomorrow either. Albedo stood in his lab in stunned silence, heart hammering in his chest as he contemplated what this could possibly mean. Was this it then? Had he messed up that badly?
Staring around him Albedo noticed all the papers scattered this way and that on the tables and the desks. Seized by a sudden urge he scooped them all up, carrying them over to where he kept his files. A part of him jeered that it was too little too late, but still the alchemist didn’t stop until everything was filed away properly. Turning around to look at his desk he collected the dirty mugs and discarded equipment, putting them in the sink before turning around to pick through the no longer needed papers that still lay sprawled around the room. He didn’t stop for lunch, nor did he go to start back up on the experiment he was currently working on. Instead he kept picking up and putting away and rearranging. It was almost a ritual of some sort, and though it brought little relief, at least it finally brought distraction.
Still that distraction was shattered the minute Albedo stepped outside. The sun was just beginning to dip below the horizon, and the people of Mondstadt were still wandering around, enjoy the cool summer evening. Staring at the people around him, their eyes filled either with purpose or contentment, Albedo realized he couldn’t go home. He couldn’t face the empty apartment again. He thought that his anger would last longer, that he might go a week before feeling as if he burning from the inside out; but now he knew that that had been an arrogant, if somewhat funny, assumption. Turning away from the familiar path home he climbed up the steps of Mondstadt. He knew where he needed to go.
Walking up to the Knights of Favonius Headquarters Albedo was met with the sight of Eula, arms firmly crossed in front of her, faced even colder than usual. Hurrying over to your higher-up Albedo felt uncertainty bloom in his chest. Someone this seemed to bode ill.
“Eula?”
“Ah, the Head Alchemist. What do you wish to say to me?”
“Have you seen my partner?” Albedo paused, somewhat unwilling to reveal what had happened. “They haven’t been home for days, and I wondered if you knew where they might be staying.”
The look on Eula’s face was one of pure disbelief. “You, you don’t know what happened?” Her face shadowed over and she seemed to pull herself up. “If I were your partner, I would declare eternal vengeance for your idiocy. I don’t know what you’ve been doing Head Alchemist, but while you were off doing whatever it is you do, your partner was languishing underground.”
Albedo froze, unsure if he’d truly heard Eula right. The Knight tended to be quite flowery after all with her words. Perhaps this was just a metaphor he couldn’t understand.
“I see that it still hasn’t gotten through your head what happened.” Eula sighed, relaxing slightly. “I sent them off to monitor a few Fatui members, as it seems a group had made their way out of Dragonspine and into Windwail. While doing so they attempted to hide in a small crack in the mountains, but there was a steep drop after that onto the next shelf. Thankfully Amber had also been ordered to scout there, or else who knows how long it might have took to realize they were stuck. I just got the report from them, thankfully there was no lasting trauma.”
“W-where are they?”
“At home I presume. Aren’t you their partner?” Eula tilted her head. “Really, perhaps she should declare a need for vengeance.” And with that the Spindrift Knight walked into the Headquarters, leaving Albedo reeling on the step, heart thudding as if he’d just run a hundred miles.
Albedo practically fell down the steps of Mondstadt, so desperate was he to find you, to make sure you were okay. Eula had said that there was no lasting trauma, but what that meant Albedo was completely unsure of. Had you broken anything? Had you been deprived of oxygen? These thoughts catapulted through Albedo’s brain, constricting his lungs and plunging him into a roil of incoherent emotions.
The sight of you standing in front of his lab cause Albedo to stop in his tracks. For a moment the alchemist was overwhelmed by his emotions, switching between dizzying euphoria, terrible guilt, and unending worry. He took a step forward, then another, walking slowly down the stairs, as if in fear that you might disappear or turn away. However instead of turning away when he reached the end of the steps and made his way towards the fountain you let out a sort of shudder, running towards him and throwing your arms around his neck. Albedo wrapped his arms around you in turn, feeling slightly overwhelmed from the sudden proximity, the sudden feeling of once more being able to feel your skin against his. Letting his head drop onto your shoulder Albedo breathed in deeply, centering himself with your presence, grounding himself in the knowledge that the agony of the previous days was finally over.
“I’m sorry,” he mumbled against your shoulder.
“For what?” You whispered back.
“For not listening to you, for blaming you, for being cruel.”
“I’m also sorry.”
“Why? I was in the wrong.”
“Well, I just went off without telling you where I was going. I was going to write a note, but I was so angry I erased it.” You tightened your grasp around Albedo. “I wish I could’ve seen into the future. I never would have done something like that.”
“I don’t care about that,” Albedo ran small circles around the small of your back. “I’m sorry.”
“You already said that.”
“No. I’m sorry for not being there, for not being able to help you; for doing nothing while you…” he stopped, unable to finish the sentence.
Pulling back for a moment you cupped Albedo’s face in your palms, studying his expression. Finally you bent over to press a soft kiss to his lips.
“I forgive you,” you whispered, breath mingling with his.
Albedo leaned into to kiss you once more, finding that his emotions were blocking out any words he might have been able to say. Everything seemed so surreal, as if he’d been stuck in some awful nightmare that only now faded away. And yet this wasn’t a nightmare, this was reality; and Albedo would have to remember that.
For now though, he only wanted to wipe all the fear and conflict away.
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canonobsessions · 3 years
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Hey there and welcome to tumblr!! i’m a huge simp for Julian lol im so happy to see somebody writing for TPB! <3 i was wondering if you could write something involving Julian and a cudding -> confession -> sex sort of situation with a female reader?
a/n: I'm so sorry for this late response! I'd be so happy to!
Fandom: Trailer Park Boys
Word Count: 4,243
Scenario: Julian and Reader have an impromptu cuddling session that results in a confession and subsequently, a steamy encounter.
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Julian didn't know how it got to this point, but he wasn't about to complain. Sometimes everything just fell into place, so when you arrived that night at his trailer on a cold, dark winter's night he rolled with it. It was just a mishap, your car breaking down before you were able to get home. Like many people, you came to him with your problem.
Unlike with some other people, Julian was happy to help you out. He didn't hesitate when he stepped aside and let you track slushy snow into his home. It didn't even cross his mind until he was stepping in it himself. Even then, it only made him more aware of your state of dress.
You definitely hadn't intended to be out long, with your short sleeves on and little to no protective clothing. You looked frigid and he had just the remedy for it.
So, you wound up on his couch, wrapped up and sharing a blanket with him while watching some schlocky action film. Nothing he was actually paying attention too. How could he be with you in the room, taking a small sip of his Rum and Coke with that pretty smile on your face.
It was almost like a dream.
"Julian, I really can't thank you enough again. I'm sorry to just drop in on you like this," He'd just gotten ready to go to bed when you'd arrived, but even then, it wasn't any kind of a bother with you around. But, he had to play it cool as he always did.
"It's no trouble, [Y/N]. Stop worrying about it," He reassured you for the fifth time, taking the moment to wrap his arm around your shoulder and squeeze reassuringly. "You couldn't help it, probably the cold messing with your car. I'll get some of the guys to help get it fixed in the morning,"
And there was that damn smile that roped him in from the moment he'd met you. At first he'd just thought he was drunk, but he'd come to learn you were as capable and friendly as you were pretty. You were one of the few people who came around the Trailer Park and helped him and his friends out on occasion.
The situation had gotten twisted up to where it almost seemed awkward to pursue you with how close you'd gotten to Bubbles and Ricky as well. That being said, he was also always in a relationship when you weren't. Nothing really ever seemed right until now.
Now. He had to find the courage to say it, but there was that pitch of anxiety in his stomach, the one he thought he could stamp out in almost any occasion, but you were special. He didn't want to mess this up.
"You're really too good to me, Jules," A damn shiver nearly crawled up his spine when you said that. That and the way you were shaking just sent a small thrill through him.
Were you still cold or were you nervous to have his arm around you? With the way you leaned into him further, it couldn't have just been nerves. You did still feel chilly, so he gently rubbed your upper arm. He wasn't just feeling your soft skin under his rough finger tips. This was just part of helping you.
Man was that stupid, he was acting like he hadn't had his fair share of pretty girls over. But, you were more than pretty, you were beautiful. Classy and sweet.
"Just doing what any good friend would," The word friend had a near sour note to it, not from leaving his mouth, but it just rang oddly. He wasn't malicious about it. It just wasn't right.
"Yeah, right!" There was an awkward inflection in your tone, but he wasn't going to push it. You were probably just more comfortable with being friends after all.
"Damn, my feet are still freezing," You'd complain quietly after a brief silence and Julian reacts without thinking about it.
"C'mere," He reached down to your ankle and grabbed it, gently coaxing your feet up onto the couch. You adjusted to the hold folding your legs off to the side. Your [E/C] eyes are filled with curiosity. He offered a smile before drawing your feet into his stomach, where he was more than warm enough to help bring you up to temp.
"When I was a kid, my grandmother would do this for me when I'd come inside after playing in the snow," He recalled the late nights he spent watching old movies with his grandmother, eating snacks and keeping warm and cuddled up together. Of course, she'd been plenty warmed up from the brandy she'd consumed time and time again.
That sweet smile of yours was back once again, but accompanying it was a pretty blush that colored your face perfectly. He couldn't help his mind when it wandered to a less wholesome thought. What would you look like, red and panting under him? What were other ways you of all people could let him warm you up?
"That's really sweet. She must have been one hell of a lady to raise someone as gentlemanly as you, Jules," You might have been somewhat teasing, but he felt warm from the compliment. She had been as good of a role-model as she could be, doing everything she could for not only him, but for Bubbles as well.
"Thanks, [Y/N]," He patted your blanket covered calf with his hand and left it there for a moment, idly tracing his thumb over your muscle in a soothing manner.
Things got quiet again as you both sat there, watching the screen with little interest in what was going on. Julian was far more focused on how good it felt to have you curled against him and to feel your legs move. You were warming up and you were tantalizingly soft. It was driving him crazy, but he was being good.
You didn't drink much of his Rum and Coke, but you did have a sip or two, just to stave off any lingering cold.
"Julian, can I ask you something?" You'd knocked him out of his thoughts with that soft inquiry. He looked at you and felt his stomach flip, seeing your uncertain look.
"Anything," It was one small word, but he put a lot of feeling behind it. It sat heavy between the two of you for a heart-beat. Time really seemed to slow as he felt the way you were starting to shake again. The way you bit your lip and fluttered your lashes, looking at him with those eyes. It really felt like you told him everything he needed to know through body language alone.
Julian leaned in, his dark eyes searching yours for a solid answer, something more than just the way your body was calling out for him.
"Do you like me, just as a friend?" He wanted to kiss the uncertainty right out of your mouth and swallow it. How could someone as beautiful and amazing as you be so unsure of what you did to him?
"More than that," His words came out softer, rougher as he tried to reign himself in. "Does that make you uncomfortable?" He didn't want to scare you. You didn't have a ride home, it was too cold to walk off. He didn't want to misread what was going on. He was playing it safe.
"No!" It was like you were yelping, like he’d hit you in the stomach with that simple question. It gave away how eager you were and Julian couldn’t help but chuckle when you clasped your dainty hand over your mouth. “No, I’m sorry. You could never make me uncomfortable. Well, not like that,” The words fell from your lips like snow from the sky. “So I do make you uncomfortable?” He was teasing you now, relishing in the fact that you’d made that first move. You’d been the one to bravely ask him just what he thought of you and it made you flustered. You weren’t uncomfortable and you didn’t feel unsafe. Good. He wouldn’t have been able to handle it otherwise. “I like you too, Julian,” Finally, you’d admit it yourself. You’d put it out there that you were interested in him and he was interested in you. It was like that last wall came tumbling down. It made you look bare and vulnerable and unsure. That just made him want to scoop you into his arms and show you just how sure he was of the situation. “So, what now,” You’d asked, looking to him for guidance. Those big, beautiful eyes drew him right in. He wasn’t going to answer you with flowery words, he was going to show you. Julian made slow moves, roping you into him with room enough to say no if you wanted to. His large palms felt right at home, gripping your thighs and tugging you to where you were seated firmly on his lap. That little gasp that left your lips only made him drag you down harder onto him, letting you feel just how much he liked you. “What do you want, [Y/N]?” He felt the way you were shaking against him, the way you tilted your pelvis to align yourself with him. As if he were a virgin again, you had him shuddering with his restraint. He palmed your thighs, rubbing them soothingly. “I-I mean, I want you, Julian, b-but not just, ah,” He couldn’t help but to rock himself up into your core when you admitted you wanted him. There was no missing that you wanted more though, so he stilled, his dark eyes searching yours again, wondering what had you hesitating. “I don’t just want to be a fling,” Of course you didn’t, he didn’t either. But, it wasn’t like he had a particularly strong history of long, stable relationships. He had more one-night stands than he did real girlfriends he’d kept in his life. How could you not see you were different than those other girls was lost on him. Both of his hands traced up from your thighs, jumping to smooth up your arms and to your neck. He savored touching you while he thought about just how deeply he wanted to reassure you. He traced a path up to your neck, where he threaded his fingers into your hair, his thumb resting on the slope of your jawline. You wouldn’t be able to look away if you tried. He met your gaze, dark brows set into a serious furrow. “Never. [Y/N], you could never be just a fling for me,” He admitted, his voice hoarse with desire and love. He didn’t want to give you a chance to respond. Gently, he pulled you into a solid, warm kiss. Your lips molded to his perfectly. Just slightly wet from how you’d licked it only moments before. He poured his passion and love for you into it, hoping to smooth out any worries that he wasn’t dead serious on how much he liked you. Julian pulled a weak moan from you when he pulled away, your lips sticking together for a split second, sending a firework of pleasure down his spine. He wanted to devour you. His big hand cradled your head as he went in for another kiss, mouth opening just slightly to mouth your lips, to trace your tongue with his own. Just the coupling, the breathy noises and moans he pulled from you were drowning out the sound of gunfire from the busted up looking television just behind you. Nothing could distract him from how perfect you felt seated on top of him. How delicious your lips were, how easily you opened up to him. How many times had he dreamt of this? Could he even count the times you’d been at the forethought of his mind when he’d jerked himself off in the shower? Now that you’d both been honest, he could make those wild
fantasies real. “Julian,” Your voice was quaking, full of lust and need that he felt hit right through him. If that wasn’t enough to tell him you needed more, the way you were grinding on his hard cock was. A near growl left the dark haired man as he greedily grasped your ass, hoisting you further onto him. He stood up with ease, the blanket covering the two of you quickly forgotten. Any previous cold having been ripped away by red-hot need. That squeal had him chuckling between your dainty kisses. He easily brought you down that narrow hall, taking just a moment to push you against the paneling to indulge in tasting you. His tongue was more than eager to tangle with your own, the sloppy noises louder still now that you were away from the TV. Back on the move, Julian kicked open his bedroom door, relishing in the way you giggled at how forceful he’d been. Instead of throwing you onto the bed, he moved all the way to it’s edge, lowering you down onto it like you were the most precious thing he’d ever held in his hands. “God, you are beautiful, [Y/N],” Julian rasped as he admired how perfect you looked on his bed, flushed and lips swollen from how excited the two of you had been to do something as simple as kiss. “Julian,” Your voice took a serious tone, your own brows ticking down as you reached up with your now warm hands, letting them rest on his face, thumb tracing along the sharply trimmed line of his beard. “Julian, you’re beautiful too, so handsome. I can’t believe you want me too,” You were gushing, about him of all people. Shaking his head, Julian took your hands into his own, placing a kiss on your knuckles. He allowed himself the chance to really look at you, just as you were. His heart filled with affection for you. For just the way you spoke to him, marveling at him. “I can’t believe an angel like you would want anything to do with a man like me,” Julian’s voice was low and dark as he leaned back in, dying for another taste of you. This time, things went further, his hands roaming eagerly while your mouths met passionately in their own special patterns. He squeezed your shoulders, massaged down your arms and to your stomach. Testing the waters, his thick fingers peaked under your flimsy shirt, stroking at the soft skin of your belly. The way your muscles flexed and you moaned made him take liberties, inching up your ribs to rub smooth, firm circles there. With your last chance squandered through a needy moan, Julian’s large hands cupped your breasts for a firm squeeze, savoring in a moment he’d imagined just a short time ago. Julian swallowed every needy noise you made as he massaged your breasts, his hips rolling down to meet your needy movements. All at once there was too much fabric in the way. You were pulling at his shirt as soon as he move away, pulling it off of his body and revealing his strong chest and shoulders. Just as excited, Julian hooked his thumbs into your shirt, pulling it up and hooking your bra with it, baring your chest to him in one smooth motion, proving just how experienced he was. God, you were a delicious sight. Your breasts heaving in the dim light of his room. Gravity knew what it was doing and it had Julian speechless. Before long, the temptation was too strong, he dove in for another kiss, smoothing over your shy features with a reassuring kiss. His lips were eager to move, leaving a damp trail of kisses down your jaw and neck. He licked at the dip of your clavicle and relished in the way you shook and gasped. Smirking up at you, dark eyes smoldering with lust, he licked a trail to your right breast, nipping at the flexible flesh he found there. Every little sensation was drawing up for the moment he took your nipple into his hot mouth, tongue lapping as he suckled. He made sure your left breast didn’t go unattended, his thick, rough fingers plucking at the pert tip, rolling the bud in between his fingers, toying with you as he enjoyed himself thoroughly. “God, Julian, your mouth is so warm,” You whimpered, egging him on, your legs curling
around his thighs, beckoning him in for more. But, yet again, there were too many clothes in the way. But, he was a practiced man, he wanted to rile you up. There was an art to getting a woman ready. He switched to the other nipple, leaving the right to tighten and harden in the cold air. Your fingers found his normally tidy black hair, mussing up the styling by tugging him closer. “P-please, stop teasing me,” You needed more, that much was obvious with how insistently you rolled up into him. He could feel just how hot and burning you were at your core, the heat between the two of you felt like it was enough to burn the clothes right from your body. Julian chuckled lowly, shaking his head as he pulled away from your breast. His eyes locked onto yours once more and he gave you a dark smirk. “No need to rush, [Y/N]. You’ll be here until your car is fixed after all,” He teased. You looked so cute when your covered your face, no doubt feeling embarrassed for your needy reaction. He took his time with you. He tasted you, licking a path down your ribs and your stomach, coming to the button of your pants. He didn’t take too long to pull off both them and your panties, revealing your glistening petals to the cool air. You groaned at the sensation and he marveled at just how beautiful you were. Thick fingers traced lazy circles into your inner thighs working their way to your core. He wasn’t ashamed as he looked at your folds, the way your clit was already swollen and eager from the bare minimum frotage. His thumbs swiped along the outer lips, pulling them apart, making way for his broad tongue as he licked a line up from your core to your clit, popping it into his mouth swiftly for a change of pace. You tasted delicious on his tongue, tart and sweet all at once. Greedily, he buried his face into your core, his tongue diving into your soft folds. The tight ring of your cunt was no match for him, the muscle pushed as deep into you as it could, the pad of his thumb taking up stroking your taut pearl in tandem with his thrusts. He listened to your moans as he worked you over, dragging more of your wetness out, preparing you for him. And when it sounded like you were just at your apex, he pulled away. “Oh god, Julian,” It was nearly scolding the way you said his name, but he wasn’t going to leave you wanting for long, deciding to instead unfasten his pants, eagerly ridding himself of his pants and underwear. He stood nude in front of you, taking his large, girthy dick into his hands, stroking it slowly at the debaucherous sight of you, of all people, spread out on his bed, all for him. “Please, I need you, I need you,” That could’ve nearly done him in there, just the way you were pleading for him. Telling him you needed him, and god did he need to be needed. The fact it was just in this way was icing on the cake. Not wasting anymore time, Julian’s hands gripped your hips, lining you up just the way he wanted you. He bent over and steadied himself, peppering your lips with kisses as he guided himself in. Already he could tell you were going to be a tight fit, there was going to be some discomfort, but not for long. It didn’t seem like you minded much, with how eagerly your heels dug into the strong muscle of his back, eager to sink him in. His swollen head pushed into you, sinking deeper with one slow push that had him groaning, his head tilting back as he savored the squeeze around his manhood. His free hand massaged lazily at your stomach as he sunk in. You let out the most tantalizing little grunts and moans, soft hisses as your body adjusted to take his massive size. “Soo big,” You whimpered. God if only you knew what you did to him with that tender little voice. He wanted to bury his cock in you forever and stay there until the day he died. Gritting his teeth, he pushed the last few inches in, steadily massaging you while holding himself back. It wasn’t until you tested the fit by rocking your hips back and forth that he finally allowed himself to take pure pleasure in your body. It wasn’t the
slow pace he’d initially wanted. No, as soon as he was in you, he realized how badly he needed this. For every smile and sweet word, he wanted to set a punishing pace. He wanted to completely fold you in half and hammer his way into your body and show just how badly he needed you. But, for the sake of your health, he set a steady pace. He leaned back to look at the place where your body met his and nearly came right there. “Fuck,” He cursed, staring at the lewd way your cunt was stretched out over his cock. “Sit up, just a bit, fuckin’ look at it,” He coaxed you into sitting up, his hand finding its way to the back of your neck again. Your eyes almost glazed over with how eagerly you looked at your coupling. Your plump, tantalizing lip was gnawed at between your pearly whites. Julian drew back his cock with a hiss, his head rolling back again, only to snap to attention, watching the show as he sunk back into your hot, silky insides. “You’re taking me so well, [Y/N]. You’re doing so good,” He grunted out praise after praise, his pace rocking steadily now, your wetness coating him and guiding him in with more ease. Finally, it seemed you couldn’t hold yourself up any longer, instead falling back to moan his name. He doubled over, catching himself again, bracing himself on either side of your head. His pace quickened, he could feel the way his balls slapped against your ass, damp from how wet you were. It made degenerate sounds, slapping skin against skin. It drove him up a wall, almost as much as your blissful expression. He burned the memory of you savoring his cock into the back of his mind, before hooking both of his hands under your knees. With his strength, Julian nearly folded you in half, angling you to where his cock would hit your deepest, most sensitive parts. When he found the place that made you sing loudest, he hammered into it. Not to be ignored, he hooked one of your legs over his shoulder, freeing up a hand so that he could reach between the two of you and work diligently at your little bud. “Oh god, oh god, Jules, Julian, fuck, fuck, fuck! I-I’m gonna cum,” And he could feel it when it started, the way you arched your back, your hips taking a mind of their own, jerking up to meet his deep thrusts. Your walls clenched so tightly around him he could barely pull away, but he managed to keep his pace, drilling into you. “Fuckin’ cum around me, cum around me, [Y/N], just like that, just like that,” He grunted, thrusting so hard he was shaking the bed beneath you, the sound only adding to the symphony of sex. The rush of sticky fluids made him pound that much harder into you. Your crying, writhing form the perfect state for him to hammer at until he felt his own familiar band pulling tight, eventually snapping as pleasure overwhelmed him. He didn’t pull out as his cum filled your tight little body. He empty his balls as deep into you as he could, his pulsing manhood twitching with every stream of the load. He only realized as he began to come down from his high he’d came right against your cervix. He shuddered out another low groan, joining your soft panting in the air. “Fuck, Julian, ah, hah. I love you,” You were unabashed now, looking at him with your dazed look, as if he were a god and not some backwater trailer park boy. “I love you too, so much,” He hung over you, his sweaty forehead coming to rest against yours. He breathed with you, coming down from his high to finally ease out of you, ignoring the mess he made in favor of pulling you into his arms. The air slowly quieted as you both lay there, basking in bliss, warm and naked despite no blanket. It was hard to believe that he’d been uncertain of your feelings for him. Just an hour ago, neither of you had been aware of just how quickly things would go. But, there were no regrets. Only love and a sense of safety.
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itsblissfuloblivion · 3 years
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Prompt #69 for @clarensjoy‘s Hinny FicFest 2021: "His pickup line wasn't as good as mine. Just saying"
Ao3 // FFnet
hey, tis us, last kids joining the party. hopefully it’s still alright!
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It’s a Tuesday, so the din of the pub is a bit muted in comparison. Loud and full enough that nobody will get ideas about getting to know their table neighbours, but quiet enough that you don’t have to shout to be heard. Harry’s boot sticks to the floor as he steps inside and for a moment he’s about to let loose some colourful swears about arseholes who don’t understand that spent gum belongs in a bin, but his attention is quickly pulled away by another arsehole at the bar trying to flex his flirtation muscles.
If Harry reads the bloke’s mark’s facial expression correctly, said flex has been wholly unsuccessful so far. And Harry’s made his own study of the current focus of said bloke, since Sixth Year in fact, so Harry’s comfortable saying he’s something of an expert on Ginny Weasley.
Slowly - with a slight drag on his gummed left heel - Harry picks his way through the shadowy bits of the pub towards Ginny as she continues her valiant attempt to scan the menu. Soon, Harry’s close enough to join Ginny’s ‘enjoyment’ of her current companion.
The bloke is mid-build, just shy of Harry’s height, and almost as into his boy band hair as he is to excessive use of perfume. Things he apparently is not into include reading body language, accepting personal space boundaries, and wearing hats correctly. Harry winces - half for Ginny’s nose and half for whatever this stranger is about to have done to him - when Perfume Lover leans in closer to Ginny. “Hello, beautiful! No need to check that out, I already know what’s on the menu - me ‘n’ you.”
Harry’s suppressing his snort, and a bit of horror, at the line when Ginny leans in close, eyes sharp. If Boy Band knew what was good for him, he’d pay more attention to Ginny’s blood thirsty look than the fact that she’s drawing close. But honestly, Harry can’t fault him too much - for getting distracted that is - because one whiff of her hair and the simple warmth of her as she draws near still sends Harry’s heart pounding. That’s about where Harry’s ability to relate to Ball Cap begins and ends.
As expected, the content of Ginny’s low whisper is less ‘want to get out of here’ and more ‘guts for garters’ because the pick up artist is soon backing away with a shocked expression, stumbling over barstools and an innocent busboy.
With a grin, Harry steadies the busboy on his feet and swipes a paper napkin to drag the bulk of the gum from his boot. He doesn’t break stride as he tosses the napkin in a bin and makes his way towards Ginny, who has returned her attention to the menu and the tiny red straw between her lips.
Somehow, he doesn’t end up sprawled on the floor when she twirls it, or when her tongue darts out to wet her lips, or even when the waitress returns with a new drink. Instead, he keeps pace to end up with one arm draped around Ginny’s shoulders just as she’s left alone at the high top table. “Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk past you again?”
Ginny snorts, nose crinkling as she stabs at the ice with her straw. “Reckon I’m sticking with the other bloke tonight.”
Harry frowns even as he claims the free stool closest to Ginny. “His pickup line wasn’t as good as mine,” he swipes her drink, ignoring her indignant ‘Oi!’ and takes a sip, “Just saying.”
“How about get your own drink, Mr. Just Saying?” Ginny grumbles, though the blow of her grousing is softened by the quick press of her lips to his.
“I can’t decide between the burger and the stew.”
Harry raises his hand in the hopes of beckoning someone with relevant resources to bring him a pint. He receives a nod from behind the bar and soon turns his attention back to Ginny. “Is the new Firebolt nearby?”
Ginny tears her eyes away from the menu. “Pardon? No - we’re on the Cleansweep - ”
“Oh,” Harry shakes his head, “Must’ve just been my heart taking off.”
“If you promise to shut up I’ll do that thing you like so much,” Ginny manages to mutter with a roll of her eyes, pausing only once the waitress arrives with Harry’s drink. He takes a long sip while Ginny orders - apparently having decided on the burger. When the waitress turns to him he gets the same - though changing medium rare for medium well. Plus he adds, “And can we have the stew to share? With some bread.”
Once they’re alone again, Ginny nudges his shoulder. “Thanks.”
“You got me all hyped for it too,” he shrugs and slips his arm back around her, “Besides, I’m not above asking for a takeaway box.”
“Glad you seem to know the real path to my affection, that line was bloody awful. Time to move on,” Ginny winks, “I’ll keep my promise.”
“No, no. You said Boy Band had better lines than I do and now I’m proving you wrong,” Harry takes another swallow and swipes at his upper lip. “I’ll earn that thing I like the real way.”
“Which is?”
“Wooing.”
Ginny sighs. “You won’t let it go, will you?”
“Nope,” Harry pops, sitting a little taller in his chair.
“Anyhow,” Ginny says, fiddling with his fingers, “How was the meeting with Kingsley?”
“Relatively unnecessary,” Harry shrugs, “At least I think so. But you know how they like to get input and whatnot. Which means lots of almost shouting and then Kingsley puts on that face and says, ‘You’ve all given me a lot to think about.’”
“Does he change his mind much, pre to post meeting?”
“Depends who offered alternatives,” Harry answers, taking another swallow of his ale. “Which is for the best. You wouldn’t believe some of the shit people say.”
“What did you ever do to make Robards hate you so much?” Ginny asks with a chuckle when Harry’s forehead connects with her shoulder.
“I dunno, but he must. Either that or he really values my ability to half take notes and mostly doodle magical creatures.”
“Do you take requests? I want my face on the body of a harpy.”
The din of the crowd briefly increases and Harry leans close enough that Ginny’s soft flowery scent overcomes the smell of stale beer and miscellaneous fried foods. “Gin, your face is already on the body of a Harpy.”
“Har-har, you know what I mean.”
Harry shakes his head and tips so his nose nearly touches Ginny’s. “There’s something wrong with my eyes,” Ginny perks up, rapidly searching him for any injuries she neglected to notice and he continues, “There must be. Because I can’t seem to take them off you.”
She groans, shoulders slumped back against her barstool. “Harry, you have terrible eyesight. And that might have been the worst line yet.”
“Noted,” Harry nods like she’s just given him a tip on a case, “I’ll keep trying.”
“Please don’t.”
“I love a challenge.”
The waitress returns with their admittedly overdone dinner order and Ginny nearly spears Harry with the prongs of her fork. “Do not make me sick up, this smells too good to waste.”
Harry scofs. “Right. We both know you’re tougher than that. Should I remind you that your secret weapon was the Bat-Bogey Hex - a hex largely based on snot?”
“And it still is,” Ginny grins after she swallows an impressively large helping of her food. “Talking about gross, though,” she follows, eyeing Harry sideways, “any specific plans for my brother’s stag do? And don’t tell me you’ve cracked under pressure and let George organise it.”
There’s something very Molly Weasley-eque in her expression as she says it, freckles alight and splattered over her cheeks and nose in a way that always has Harry’s insides twisting and burning, without failure. So he smirks, leaning in closer.
“Which brother is that?”
Ginny kicks at his shin, wobbling on her barstool. “The one with the big nose and lanky limbs?”
“Oh, that one,” Harry widens his eyes in mock realisation. “Right, yes. No, I’m doing it."
“And?”
“And?” Harry parrots, sipping another spoonful of stew.
“Remember the bogeys, Harry,” she scowls, huffs away a red strand of hair falling on her cheeks.
His elbow planted firmly on the bar, Harry offers her his most dazzling smile, green eyes glinting mischievously behind his round glasses. “Aw, Gin, it’ll be nothing much. Just your regular boys’ night out - a little bit of getting pissed, a little bit of going to a strip club.”
Ginny laughs throatily, her head leaned back and her long, red hair grazing over her waist, eyes closed shut. “Can’t wait to read Skeeter’s take on you visiting a strip club. Honestly, Harry?”
“Nah. But we will get pissed at George’s though.”
“Figured. Good for you, you deserve it,” Ginny smiles and tops it off with a bite of warm bread. “Thanks for the laugh.”
“I aim to please,” Harry smiles back and, for a while, they both eat in contented silence, the pub’s buzz fading in the background as they enjoy each other’s presence and the feeling that they’re safe, and seen, and loved.
Later, there’s a clatter as Harry pushes his empty plate further up the bar and scans Ginny promptly before he says, “Alright, hear me out - one last try.”
“Okay,” she mumbles, bored, swishing her spoon in his direction. “Shoot.”
Harry clears his throat.
“Kiss me if I’m wrong, but Snape was so fond of me he tried to adopt me, right?”
Ginny’s forehead promptly connects with the bar top.
“That’s it,” she grunts, ginger hair pooling over her arms, spread over the black countertop, “we’re leaving. Check, please,” she raises her head to speak, voice heavy with distress.
“Women,” Harry pretends to roll his eyes, “nothing ever pleases them.”
Ginny sticks her tongue out in response. She then hops off and strides towards the loo, hair flicked over her shoulder.
Harry shakes his head, grinning; he rummages through his pocket, thumbs brushing over the hardwood of his wand, feels the cold metal of the coins piled in there. Five silver ones rattle along the counter and the barman nods his thanks.
A whiff of flowery scent floats near him, her lips suddenly close to his ear as she whispers, low, “You must be absolutely knackered, because you’ve been running through my mind all day.”
Harry dips his chin slowly, green eyes connecting with her mischief-laden brown ones, a wide, playful grin on her face. “Ginny Weasley, was that a pick-up line?” Harry whispers back.
“Sue me,” she winks.
“No way. I’m rather turned on, actually.”
“Good,” Ginny follows, evilly, her lips still close to Harry’s ear. “Bathroom? There’s a private space in the very last one.”
“Fuck yes,” Harry exhales, as though he’d just received a punch to the plexus, and lets her drag him after her.
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yunoyouknow · 3 years
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OMG "YOU ALL OVER ME" IS AWESOME!! will there be part 2? something like that reader move on and gets on better with someone else, and yuno notices this and gets jealous?
have a nice day/night/evening!! ❤
Thank you so much for enjoying it!! It took quite a while but here it is~ I’m not sure if it’s good enough but I hope that you like it ^^
You All Over Me pt. 2
Pairing: Yuno x Reader x [Someone] (I don’t wanna spoil it!) Genre: Fluff, Angst Word count: 1,397
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Ever since that day, I started to accept that it was really over. The path to happiness was rocky but I was able to conquer it with the help of my friends and with his help.
Acceptance is the first step to moving on. Of course, seeing that scene was a mind-opener for you. Any thoughts of getting back together were discarded.
Your happiness is the most important thing right now.
The Black Bulls was a huge help. You really appreciate how much they care about you. They weren’t saying it directly but you can feel it from their actions.
Captain Yami didn’t send you on any joint missions with the Golden Dawn. Finral would invite you to go to places using his magic. Charmy served you your favorite dishes almost every day. Vanessa took you out to drink or go shopping every once in a while. The chaos brought by Magna and Luck everyday was enough to make you smile. Gauche would make you look at a photo of Marie. Gordon will often follow you around. You barely understand what he is saying but it’s the thought that counts. Grey will cheer you up by impersonating the other members. Zora would surprise you with his rainbow stink bug. (Forget about Yuno and focus on the foul smell, am I right?) Noelle, Asta, and Nero would basically do ANYTHING just to make you smile at least once a day.
Moving on from what you thought would last forever was difficult. But, moving on with the support of your friends made it easier. Especially, with his support.
“(y/n)!!” Asta screamed from the top of his lungs.
“You don’t have to scream, I’m literally right next to you!” you screamed back.
“Do you want to go on a mixer with us?” he said slightly lowering his voice. You really don’t understand how such a loud voice is coming from that tiny body. Why is it that he’s so loud while Yu- Nevermind.
“A mixer? That’s Finral’s idea, isn’t it? Sure, I’ll go with you.”
“Great! Let’s make some new friends (y/n).”
‘He probably still doesn’t know what a mixer is for even though he already went with Finral that one time.’ You thought
After getting yourself ready, you went out of the base where you saw Finral, Asta, and Noelle waiting for you.
“Noelle? I didn’t know you were also going. Keeping watch, huh?” you said with a smirk making her flustered. Everyone knew she liked Asta, except Asta.
“W-what?! I just- I just thought that you would be more comfortable if there was another girl with you!”
“Yeah sure, Noelle.” You said with another smirk making her as red as a tomato.
You quickly arrived at the diner thanks to Finral’s magic.
You and Finral each sat on the ends of the seats with Noelle and Asta in between you.
(Seating Arrangement:  (y/n) Noelle  Asta  Finral)
The conversation started by introducing yourselves to each other. You started talking to the person in front of you with a slightly long black hair and brown eyes. You could say that he is good looking. You both talked about your life and what you do.
He told you that he runs a restaurant. You could see the passion in his eyes while talking about cooking and making people happy through food. You learned that he runs the small restaurant were you saw him with another girl. You felt your heart ache but you tried to ignore it.
You were so caught up in the conversation that you forgot about your comrades. You turned to your side to see if they were doing fine. Finral was mostly flirting, but you already expected that. Asta was as cheerful as ever. And, Noelle was continuously interrupting Asta and the girl in front of him, completely ignoring the existence of the man in front of her.
The night ended well, at least for you. Finral, once again, used his magic to take you all back to the base.
“Thanks, Finral. I had fun tonight.” You said with a smile and hugged him.
“You’re welcome, (y/n). Let me help you get back on track.” He said as he hugged you back.
You waved him a goodbye while walking on your way to your room.
You went on several trips with Finral during your free time. You went to the Royal Capital a lot but he would also bring you to places with beautiful sceneries from time to time. Like, right now.
You were lying down on a flowery field next to him, looking up at the sky.
“Thank you…” you said while smiling up at the sky.
“For what?” he asked and you noticed his eyes on you, but you continued looking at the blue sky.
“You’ve always been with me, since the start. From when he broke up with me.” Saying those words still hurt, even after many months, but not as much as it did.
Finral got flustered when you said that as he didn’t really think much of it. He was helping you just like a friend would. But, he was happy hearing those words from you.
He didn’t answer so you looked at him. He looked so peaceful with his eyes closed with a satisfied smile on his face. You did the same thing and both of you relaxed in the comfortable silence.
It has been over a year already. The broken pieces of your heart are finally back together. No heart aches. Just plain happiness.
You continued on your duty as Magic Knight, saving lives. Up until now, you’ve focused on yourself and nothing but yourself. You’ve learned a lot about yourself in a process. You realized that there really is a rainbow after the rain.
You were hanging out again with Finral today. You walked around the Royal Capital before deciding to rest at the park.
“(y/n)?” he quietly said that you barely heard him.
“yes?” you turned to look at him curiously noticing that he looked so nervous.
“I- I like you!”
Did I hear him right? He likes me?
“W-what? Since when?” you asked, confused and shocked at the sudden confession.
“I don’t know. That day when we went to the mixer? The girl in front of me got annoyed since I continued checking on you if you were doing alright. When I saw you having fun with that guy, instead of feeling relieved, I felt a pang of jealousy. I don’t know. I just really wanted to protect you more since then.” He was looking at the ground, fiddling his fingers, as he said those in a quiet and shy voice. You smiled at his cute gestures.
“I like you too, Finral.” You told him back. The look of shock on his face when he looked at you was so funny that you couldn’t stop laughing. He was blushing. A LOT.
“I think I am finally clean and it’s all thanks to you. I’m ready to start another chapter of my life with you.” You told him, smiling wildy at the man in front of you. You hugged him which he happily returned and kissed you on the forehead. The sweet gesture made you smile, hugging him tighter.
On the other side of the park, on the exact place where everything ended, there was Yuno.
Recently, he’s been coming back to that spot a lot. He regretted it. Breaking up with you. Why did he end it instead of fixing it? Why did he even think that he’d feel happier without you? Why did he make you cry when he promised not to? You are his happiness. You were his happiness.
Yuno saw everything. He saw how you smiled at Finral, the way you once smiled at him. He saw how you two hugged and how he kissed your forehead.
‘It’s over already. I was the one who ended it.’ He thought upon seeing both of you.
You’re happy now. Without him.
Someone else will now take care of your heart that he once broke. Someone even more worthy of your love.
He wanted to pull you back but he knew that he shouldn’t. Instead, he turned around and walked away from you. Just like that day.
Regrets. That was his punishment for breaking the one who truly loved him.
----- I decided to make Finral the love interest since he was the one who saw you first when Yuno broke up with you. I hope you enjoyed this!
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If this isn't allowed I'm super sorry, but could I request Enji with a (Male/GN) darling that's scared of him. Like he always thought Enji was super scary as a hero and now that they're captured, he can't even stand to be around Enji without shaking or crying.
YANDERE ! ENJI TODOROKI x MALE ! READER
This is not what you asked for… I’m sorry this is all just… absolute filth… I got too excited, hope you like, sorry if some of these themes are triggering
goodiebag WARNINGS: nsfw, dubcon/noncon, degradation, feminization, spit-fetish, Enji being an ass, yandere, profanity, abuse, anxiety, manipulation, misogyny
FEAR
He doesn’t know exactly how to explain what replaces Enji’s presence when he leaves for work in the morning. He wants to say that it feels good, that it’s a relief, but that would be a bittersweet lie that leaves him feeling guiltier than it should, because when Enji’s not there to fill the space of the giant mansion, all that’s left is cold tiles, soundless rooms, and somehow… a lack of safety. He thought about it while finishing cleaning the second to last room, dreading entering the next, knowing how he’d find nothing there, just more emptiness, just more stale unmoving shadows on walls, more cold, more void, more loneliness, more fear.
He needed to shower before Enji got home. Enji would bathe with him later in the day too, but it would be after… after they played. He’d been talking and teasing that very soon he was going to be doing more than just sucking cock. Yesterday, he was made to sit on Enji’s face for half an hour, all while Enji fisted his own cock furiously in the same beat he lapped at the tiny budding butthole so ripe for the taking on top of him. But, he hadn’t done it, he hadn’t pushed a finger inside, he had barely wormed his tongue into the hole, only made to suck on it, before pushing him off and down into the sheet so he could cum all over his pretty little face, his white thick seed running and mixing in with fat globs of tears. But today, he wasn’t sure if Enji would still spare him being impaled on his fat thick monstrous pole. The thought had him nearly whining as he removed his clothes, padding over the clean reflective cold marble floors to step into the shower that seemed so strangely massive without being filled with both himself and Enji’s intimidating build.
It was as though he could already feel Enji’s warm hands holding onto his hips, steadying him as he was sure he would be uncontrollably quaking. It was as though he could already feel it filling him up, lifting him off the ground, off his feet, hauling him up into the air.
He turned the temperature too high to imitate what heat Enji would emit when thrusting into him, the shower-droplets stinging on his reddening skin. It hurt, but he needed to prepare himself, only physically if not mentally. He wiped a hand up between his butt-cheeks, stroked a finger over his hole a couple of times, teased to see if he at all wanted to slip it inside. He whimpered upon facing the inevitable fact that Enji’s massive thick pole would soon push inside him, push all the way inside him, fill him up so snugly and painfully and inescapably, holding him still as he crammed himself inside, probably even chuckling that gruesome snicker when seeing how he would try and wiggle out of his death-grip.
Enji is too big for it to possibly feel good, it’d be too painful, too painful to feel anything else, except fear. Fear would always survive. Fear of choking to death on his cock filling up his tight throat, more so than the pain of it actually happening. Fear of the feisty flames licking his skin more so than realizing how they only tickle not sear. Fear of being trapped, so much so he forgets to humor the idea of running, of fighting, of saying no. Fear of how he was going to be impaled, split in two on the hero’s cock before the day let up.
His own size wasn’t bad, but probably not what one would call impressive. He wondered if Enji would ever ask for him to penetrate him in turn. If… perhaps he could bargain to do that instead of the other way around, but he knew that was a foolish thought. He didn’t want to touch it, even as he felt it twitch against his stomach, because he knew he wouldn’t be allowed to touch it while Enji fucked him. Instead, he pushed one finger inside the comfort of his ass, worming the digit inside the tight space, his forehead soon pushing against the shower-wall to steady himself while he tried to get deeper. It was nowhere near what would be happening later, he knew that, but with the thought, the imagery of what would no doubt be happing later, it still managed to make his toes curl. The thought of Enji’s large warm gravely hand coming to stroke up and down his cock while penetrating him from behind, the sounds of his husky gruff voice huffing and grunting into his ear, letting him know what a perfect little pet he is.
He felt ashamed, and so utterly confused. How come he still turned on, even with the amount of fear and trepidation that pumped the boiling blood through his system? Why wasn’t he pissing himself instead of standing there, fingering his own hole, fantasizing about how much pain he was going to be in later, and getting off on the fact? Was it true what Enji had said? Was he really a submissive little masochist that would soon be worshipping the ground Enji walked on?
The questions were answered as he felt himself explode all too abruptly onto the glass, seeing his cum splattered onto the dewy steamed wall, watching it run down, creating paths that were slowly being washed away by the ongoing spritz of the showerhead.
He made then to shave his chest first, then the rest, all the rest, everything except the hair on his head, he knew Enji wouldn’t be pleased with anything but perfection, and even though the razor nicked him in sensitive places he was still extra careful to not miss a single spot, going over the same area several times to achieve complete smoothness. He turned the water too cold to stop the bleeding and to ease what soreness and irritation had been awoken by the activity, muscles tensing and flexing under the pressure, thinking that perhaps the freeze would encourage getting dressed… though he doubted it.
He got dressed slowly, having to talk himself down from crying as he clasped the lacy white bralette on, dragging it into position even though it had no real position on his chest. Then the dress. Splayed out so prettily on the bed, Enji’s declaration. White and patterned with pink poppies, a real housemaid’s frilly skirt and sweetheart neckline and thin shoulder-straps and everything pretty and dainty and feminine, one that worked so perfectly as an underdress for an apron.
The dress was nice and all, nicer than most things he’d ever worn before, but the apron was a real work of art. Frills decorating the edges, sweet swirls and flowery embroidery working its way up the white cloth, still with white thread, looking handmade yet with precision and delicacy. The stocking matched to some degree yet not carrying the same ornate expensive-feel to them, also adorned with a frilly edge were the sock stopped mid-leg. The shoes were plain enough: white with an easy button-over contraption, only slightly high-heeled, yet high enough to make that clicking errand sound when he walked across the marble floors each time Enji rung his service-bell, calling on him from where he sat on his knees with his hands folded neatly in his lap, supposed to wait patiently at Enji’s every beck and call, even though the large man was only a few meters away with a voice that could easily reach him no matter which room he found himself in the mansion, Enji insisted on using the bell. Loving to see how the boy skittered to his feet, hands running timid fingers to smooth over the fabric of his apron, shoes clicking together at the heels. His wintry voice so fragile and scared half to death as he answers Enji’s steely cyan glare: “Yes, Daddy?” His eyes falling sullenly to the floor to watch the cute rounded curve of his glossy shoes instead of looking to meet the fiery yet ice-cold eyes of his captor.
He avoided the mirror, even though he knew he should look over himself one more time for Enji’s sake, or for his own. He was given no boxer, no underwear, no measly thong, nothing, and therefore was subjugated to walk the empty halls in his flowing skirt with the cold air wafting in between his legs, kissing his limp cock each time he made a swift step, his shoes clicking, clicking, clicking, like the clock counting down the minutes until Enji came home.
“Welcome home, Daddy.” He needed to force himself to smile. Crooked in its execution, broken, yet still a smile, a smile Enji was pleased with as he kicked off his shoes, even happier to see him bow down to pick the pair up and place them neatly in the stacked shoe-compartments, despite the stink of them being drenched in sweat after his day of patrolling. His cock was already growing heavy with hunger. “How was your da-” He wasn’t given the time to answer before Enji wrapped both his hands around his waist from the back, slotting his massive warm hard chest against what felt like his paper-thin back, but he didn’t need to be able to carry Enji’s weight as he did most of the lifting himself.
A gravely sigh erupted from the man’s chest, rumbling against the boy’s back. “It’s so nice coming home to someone so appreciative and sweet.” He mumbled up against his spine, nose gliding up his neck, followed by a heavy inhale, breathing in the scent of the shampoo he’d told him to use, seemingly content as he pushed his crotch better against his ass. “I’ve tried getting hard for that slut breeding-cow all month…” Of course, his little experiments. He was a good fuck, but he couldn’t carry children, and producing children, or rather heirs, was something Enji and his fucked-up need to be number one was obsessed with. “You should see her, fucking begging for my cock, like my cock is her god. Pathetic.” He was glad he didn’t have the ability to get pregnant. He could only imagine what those wives of his were feeling, so insignificant, only a means to an end… but… that was rather what he was too. “And you just look at me and my cock is already twitching.” He smelled him again, nose blaring, hands trailing over the fabric of his apron and dress to feel up his thighs, grabbing at them before guiding him out of the entrance and into the living room. “Strip.”
It seemed so unnecessary for him to even be wearing clothes at all when they always ended up on the floor, especially such intricate clothes as well that needed to be removed with elegance and not shaky unsure fingers like his. But that was rather the point. It was a show, he guessed as he reached behind his back to undo the bow of the apron. A rather clunky graceless strip-tease, he mused when the apron fell unceremoniously to the floor, the dress following shortly after.
That was it, he’d learned, the rest Enji wanted to do on his own. He couldn’t understand how a man could still look so intimidating even when on his knees removing his shoes. Large, large hands cupping the small clothed feet, unclasping the buttons and sliding them out of their enclosure. He left the socks on this time, they were going to be part of the show, them and the bralette, and nothing else.
“Bend, I want to see that perfect little ass of yours.” His voice would be casual if it weren’t for the dripping boiling-hot lust that stuck to his tongue as he spun his toy around and pushed him over the back of the white couch, liking how it was too tall to meet his hips for a proper bend and instead aided in lifting him up on the very tips of his toes. He licked his lips, tugging on the crotch of his pants.
Scorching fingers grabbed the ample flesh of his ass, kneading it up like dough before he felt the wet sludge off his tongue gliding a trail up his spine, only stopping once he came to his neck where he began kissing wet, so very wet, drooling kisses up behind his ear. Again, inhaling through his nose as his clothed cock nuzzled neatly between his presented ass, humping into the welcoming heat.
“You smell good, did you shower like I asked...” Asked? They both knew it wasn’t a request, but yet he nodded his head from where he felt the blood beginning to pool where he was resting on the sofa-cushions upside-down. “Such a good pet.” His hips curved into him so he pushed his bulge up into his plushie backside, hands rubbing circles into his midriff, pulling him back to meet his mellow thrusts. “Is your throat still sore from choking on my cock?” His fingers, laid steadily on the softness of the couch, bending to grip the surface in order to hold himself back from crying. “Answer when you’re spoken to, pet.” Enji sounded bored, slightly bitter as he pressed his growing cock harder into his breakable little hostage.
He felt the tears begin to fall despite his efforts. “Sorry.” He pipped, half his face now buried in the couch. “My throat is fine, thank you for asking.” Enji’s hand went back to carelessly wandering, instead of gripping his hips so harshly.
“Good, I’m glad.” The statement didn’t seem heartfelt. “Spread your legs. Give me your hands.” His suspicion was answered through the heartless commands, Enji didn’t care.
He moved his feet away as much as he could without losing contact with the floor, which wasn’t really far at all, but he guessed Enji would steer him into the right position when the urge fell over him. Letting go of his grip on the couch-cushions proved more difficult as he was left sinking even further into the plushie surface without any support, yet he still managed, bending his elbows to fold his arms on his back, making it easier for Enji’s massive hand to grip both his wrists at the same time.
“I’ve been looking forward to taking this ass for so long…” He groaned, his hand giving the ass a rough squeeze. “Perhaps that’s why that slut can’t get me hard anymore, since I know what a perfect little pet I have waiting for me at home.” It was as though he used the fat of his ass as a handle to pull him up, lifting him briefly off the couch before dropping him back down again, hearing him give a little yelp at the action, again causing him to groan in satisfaction as he bumped his erection into where it fit so perfectly between his ass-cheeks. “I’ve been waiting so patiently… and so have you.” Enji mused, as though the boy at his mercy was having any of the same cravings. “I think today is the day we both get our reward.” Enji pulled on his wrists, dragging him off the couch, his feet meeting the cold floors again and quickly yanked into Enji’s hard chest. “I know you’re excited, but let’s get you to the bedroom first.” He taunted when he gave another squeal, looking up to see Enji’s unforgivingly hungry cerulean gaze, having tears and fears and swirling panic brimming in his own. “Wipe those tears, you can comfort yourself with having your face stuffed, use my cock like a pacifier.” The comment did far from comfort him, instead evoking a whimper as he swallowed thickly in a way of suppressing the hiccup that wanted to hitch in his throat at the dark promise.
He must have blacked out or zoned out or something alike it as a form of preparing himself for Enji, for when he came to he was upstairs, already placed on the bed, on his knees, in front of a naked Enji and large thighs made up of pure muscle and scares, and hair. Then of course the centerpiece, Enji’s large intimidating cock standing proudly up against his ripped stomach, with its angry mushroom-shaped swollen head puckering right into his face.
Enji’s hand rubbed lazily over the tip, smearing what precum had already beaded in the slit. Yet, he wasn’t given too long to just stand and admire it as Enji’s other massive hand come up to grip the nape of his neck, fingers tangling in his short locks to form a better hold, pulling him down to level with the beast, pushing him further, head mushed and buried to cuddle with the manhood. Enji’s hips leaning in on repeat to meet how his hand pushed his face against the sensitivity of his sex, balls slightly swinging up against his chin.
“Come on, use your tongue.” Enji didn’t waste any time, starting to pull at the roots of his hair in order to frighten him into obeying. He succeeded, as the boy opened his mouth and laid his tongue out flat to taste the salty skin it was pressed against. “Lick from the base.” Enji commanded and the boy listened, dragging his tongue up with the guidance of Enji’s hand steering the back of his head up the entire length of his cock. Pulling him slightly away from the activity, making the boy wince at the sharp stinging off his roots being yanked. Enji’s other hand gripping the base of the giant pole to tap it in a slapping fashion against the lips that seemed so welcoming and warm, the boy shutting his eyes allowing some more tears to drip from where they had been welling. “Open up.” He did as he was told, lips parting to accommodate for Enji’s weeping cockhead. “There you go, taste me.” He groaned as he pushed his head further onto his cock, traveling into his mouth, filling him up and prodding at the back of his throat. The boy knew better than to think he was any less than half-way done, yet he couldn’t hold back the reflex of gagging. Not that Enji paid any mind to the complaint, only placing his other hand to control his chin as he continued nudging himself deeper, sinking down his throat. “Come on, swallow all of me, I want to feel that cute nose buried in my belly with your tongue licking my balls.”
He tried relaxing his throat, choking his length and girth down and down, sniveling as he held back the urge to pull away, knowing how the hand Enji placed at the back of his head wouldn’t allow him to move anyway.
His eyes traveled backwards when the lightheadedness of being barely able to breath got to him, which was when Enji let up, freeing him as both hands took their leave from holding him steady. “Such a good pet, do as your told.”
He coughed into the bedsheets while Enji’s hand pet over his head, his own fingers tightly gripping the fabric beneath, knuckling the textile into his palm, trying to compose himself before his head was guided to look back up at Enji again, who seemed to tower over him even though the both of them were on their knees, though the boy was rather bowing for the giant red-headed man.
Enji’s fat fingers came to pry open his mouth, pushing past everything with little regard. “Suck these fingers for me.” Shoving the digits down his throats and fucking the soreness for a while before retracting them. “Spit in my palm.” He didn’t argue, unless the sniffling cough he gave were to be considered a protest, before spitting all the saliva his mouth had produced when being attacked by the mass that filled him up before. “Get back on that cock.” 
Again, he didn’t waste any time, adamant on making sure Enji knew that there was no need for him to be using his hands to force himself down his throat as he guzzled down on his length, bobbing up and down with his head, letting him kiss the back of his throat as he glugged with his lips forming a tight circle around his girth, using his tongue to slide out to cover what areas of his cock he couldn’t reach when swallowing him down at the pace he was going. Desperately trying to please the beast.
Enji gave no warning, pushing his fat digit into his puckering hole from where he was being such a good boy with sucking him down like he’d asked. Filling and stretching his little ass, dragging an adorable whine from his throat, a whine Enji received on his cock, the unrestrained voice giving nice little tremors to vibrate alongside his girth, settling somewhere at the tip of his cock before traveling down into his heavy balls, making him buck deeper into his face. “Wouldn’t want that cute butt to get lonely while I fuck this pretty face.” He explained, as he sank the finger even further into his ass, listening to him mewl a panicked whine around his cock, simply fucking even deeper into his face, hand clasping around the back of his head to better rut into his skull, finger roughly stretching out the tender tight muscles from behind.
He cursed gruffly once he let up, admiring as his pet drooled and spluttered to breath at the absence of his cock in his mouth, spit slobbering down his chin and landing in thick puddles dampening the bedsheets beneath them. 
“Look at me.” He whimpering as Enji once again grabbed a tight hold on his chin, rough fingertips planted into his cheeks, sliding in saliva as he forced him to look up, lifting him upright, so much so his hands needed to leave their station on the bed in favor of supporting himself against Enji’s chest or else he’d simply be held up by Enji hand like a noose. “Open that mouth up.” He did his best to comply with the demand with how his hand seemed to pressure his jaw shut, though he managed, having his cheeks squeezed and lips puckering like a duck out towards him, a perfect parted hole he could aim and spit right into. “Swallow that for me pet.” It came as a shock having Enji’s warm liquid shot onto his tongue but he quickly recovered, letting it slide down his jugular before he swallowed. “Good boy. What do you say?” He could feel him quenching his pride and all hopes of fighting back in the whimper that ran up beneath his fingers on his throat.
“Thank you, Daddy.” There was no spite in the words, just wholehearted defeat and surrender, and the potency of it all sprung right to Enji’s ego, making his attention-craving cock throb with neediness.
“Good pet.” Hand tightened around his throat to lift him even higher up to meet with his face, kissing his slick face roughly, stiff lips setting the motion, bloated lips following suite, before the hand around his throat once again took advantage of its power and threw him back down on his hands and knees. “Now finish your meal.” The statement held nothing but hungry cruelty, followed by a long blob of spit dripping slowly from his tongue onto his cock, sliding down its length. “Lick it up.” Unsure eyes looked up through stinging saltwater, finding no hint of mercy, encouraging him to do what he was told before earning himself a punishment. Mouth promptly taking the large cock into his mouth again, yet he felt the sting of a slap to his cheek all the same. “I said lick, not suck.” He resisted the urge to soothe the red stinging flesh of his cheek and did as he was corrected, tongue lapping up the underside of the angry cock in his face. “Yes… good… there you go.” He was praised, and though it made his stomach sink, he also felt relief, for at least praise was far away from disappointment and the punishment that followed such a resolution.
What followed was simply Enji’s rumbling groans and moans as his fingers played with the short locks of hair at the back of his head, somewhat steering where his head would go, how far away and how up close and personal, whether to suffocate him with cock or not. He compliantly slurped up and down his length with his tongue hanging out from his mouth, spit dribbling down his chin, down his neck, dropping to the bedsheets beneath them, before Enji groaned again, this time signaling that he was bored, hands yanking him away from the wet activity.
“Lie down on your back.” He wasn’t given much freedom to do so on his own as he was pushed down and kept down as Enji swung his leg over his chest where he laid beneath him, trapping face between his thick deadly hairy thighs, threatening to squish his head until it popped from the pressure. “Open your mouth up pretty.” He gaped, feeling the slick of Enji’s balls slide on his chest as he sat down on top of him, pushing much air from out of his breakable ribcage and the lungs beneath. Cock laid between his nipples, cockhead touching his chin. Again, a blob of his spit met his tongue, accompanied by a light playful slap against his cheek. “Keep it open.” He couldn’t hold up to Enji’s command as rough fingers pulled at his sensitive nipples, squeezing them and tugging at them through the thin lacy fabric of his bralette, rubbing on them, making him whine in discomfort, yet with his hands locked to his side underneath the contraption of Enji’s thighs, he was given no room to fight back. “So pretty.” Enji admired, tweaking the nibs tenderly as he rocked his hips forwards, cock sliding up and down his chest, balls squished against him, before he sat up again, kneeling with his cock and balls hovering over him, threatening to sit down and suffocate him while riding his face.
Enji gripped his cock and tugged it up and down to dance his balls on the pretty face beneath him, though the wet cavern he wanted to dip into shut into a thin line before he could.
“I said keep your mouth open.” He growled and the boy was reminded of the former command, promptly opening wide. “Tongue out, play with these balls, Pretty.” His tongue rolled out, at once met with the size of Enji’s nuts as they slid up and down his wet muscle. “You get to decide today: do you want a face full of cum or do you want me to fill that belly up?” He wasn’t given much air to retort with his mouth being filled with cock and balls, Enji’s hand resting on his forehead to keep him perfect and still for his manhood to abuse. “Come on, pick one.” He made him gag as he forced his entire pole down his throat, allowing him no chance to reply. “That’s fine, you can have both since you’re so spoiled.” Again, he stuffed his mouth with his balls, making him gargle and suckle on them, before he took his shaft in one hand and slapped the side of his face, liking how his eyes squeezed even tighter shut at the sharp contact. His face covered in spit and smeared with precum, slick and glossy, with pretty wet lashes. “Let’s paint that face first.” He slapped his face with the weight of his cock again, before placing it on the middle, balancing the slug on his lips and nose, resting between the bridge between his eyes, chin buried in his ball-sack. “Smile for me, smile for Daddy.” 
He forced on a broken uncomfortable smile where he laid beneath the brute man, eyes still kept shut. Enji smeared what oozing precum had breached his tip onto his lips, as though requesting him to open up, which he did, being met with the entire mass of his cock stuffing his mouth, tickling the back of his throat as he fucked into his face. 
“Swallow me down, Pretty. Stay right there.” He choked and gagged at the feel of him continuously pushing into the tight canal of his throat, yet wasn’t allowed to move as Enji’s hand still balanced his head by tugging at the hairs over his forehead, pushing him into place. He coughed and spluttered desperately once Enji let go, though was given minimum time to collect himself again before Enji gave another growling and ruggedly desperate command. “Smile.”  
He fisted his length in his palm, finger rubbing over the tip, pumping furiously into the face beneath him before thick ropes of white cream came shooting out of the tip, hot and wet and sticky when it landing all over his face, running down his cheek, into his mouth, letting him taste bittersweet salt on his tongue.
Enji continued rubbing himself, though slower now, eyes scrunched close as he held onto the euphoric feeling of exploding, feeling himself gradually and too quickly for his liking, coming down from the high, though as he opened his eyes and looked down at what pretty artwork he’d made on his pet’s face he found that he was far from finished.
“What do you say?” His hand’s movements were slow and calculating as he rubbed himself tenderly, without rush.
“Thank you, Daddy.” He hiccupped, relieved to get some rest even as the stench of Enji aided in his discomfort, feeling his stickiness begin to dry on his skin. The rest didn’t last long though as Enji’s cockhead bumped into his lips, demanding he open up to take him inside his mouth again.
“Clean the tip.” He sucked on the mushroom-head, tongue swiping up to clean out the weeping slit. “Such a hungry spoiled pet. Does Daddy taste good?”
He let go with a pop to answer, knowing it was better to just play along. “Mmh, yes, Daddy.” He kissed the head, strings of slime connecting his lips to the thick pole. “Thank you, Daddy.”
Enji reached his hand behind him to find the perky perfect nipples he played with before, pulling at the nib to retract an open-mouthed whine from the boy, allowing him full access to the welcoming wet hole. “Suck some more, get all your spit out on me, get my cock nice and ready for your little butt.” He felt him whine and whimper on his cock at the sound of his words, the panic feeling delicious as it came out like vibrations tickling alongside his length, settling in his balls as he once again fucked into his little face, with him having no chance of escaping, being trapped so perfectly between his thighs. But, his face had gotten used and abused enough, and it was high time he buried himself balls-deep in the no doubt tight hole of his ass and fucked him into a crippled stupid mess.
“Come on, up on your knees.” Strong hands grabbed his hips as he moved off of him, dragging him up into position before he even knew what was happening, with no strength of his own to support himself, falling face first into the pillow to rest, an agonizingly cute display to the man standing behind him, lining him up. “Little boy is gonna get his ass stuffed by Daddy.” He started to jerk himself off, holding his hip and pulling him close. The hand ascending to his mouth so that he could spit into his palm, gathering wetness before grabbing the limp cock of his pet in his massive warm hand, resulting in the boy jolting out of his resting pose, surprised by the sudden touch of his sensitive member. Though he was pushed back down again by Enji’s other hand, it having left his own cock leaving it to rest between his ass-cheeks. “No, no.” He scolded. “Posture, Babyboy, face down in your pillow.” The massive hand pet over his head, pressuring him to simply lie there and take it. “Get this ass up.” He corrected his stance by pulling his hip up into position, back arching like a cat stretching, ass pulled close into Enji’s crotch. “Hands on your back, give me those hands.” He fished for the limp arms, folding them behind his back, letting go once he was assured the boy knew to listen to the order. “Now spread those knees.” Enji took hold of his thighs and shuffled his knees further to the side, the boy feeling the wetness of cold spit on the sheets, as Enji continued stroking the cock between his thighs so lovingly and tenderly, rubbing over the sensitive tender velvety cockhead again and again, feeling him leaning back and shivering under the touch. “There we go, perfect.” The hand pressed against his back dragged down his spine slowly, before it stopped to cup the ample soft dome of flesh, his thumb swiping over the unprotected tight butthole, all ready for the taking, helpless and broken and all his. “Are you excited?” Enji shuffled back on his knees, giving a quick glance over the perfect ass in front of him to inspect the face that was neatly and snuggly squished against the pillow, happy to see the pretty concoction of fear, surrender and anticipation displayed on his face, just like a submissive pet should look.
He shuddered as he felt Enji’s warm breath on his ass, the exposed sensitive ring of tender flesh slightly burning at the feeling.
“No one’s ever taken this ass before, have they?” The statement was rhetorical as he already knew the answer and was instead a gesture made simply to gloat, as it was followed by a satisfactory hum and a set of warm wet lips pressing a sloppy kiss onto the puckering opening, hand still jerking his cock, having him shivering for him. “You’re all nice and ripe for me?” Another wet kiss was placed at the entrance, though this time the lips remained tightly locked, mouth sucking on the skin, tongue laid out flat as he dragged the rough rigid texture up over the hole, before poking through the sensitive rim, pumping the fat wet muscle in and out of the tightness. He let go with a smacking pop, lips quitting their suction.
His thighs were shaking by the end of it, his cock still held firmly in Enji’s hand, allowing him no room to move away, in fear he might just rip his dick off. Enji balanced his own cock between the perfect set of plump ass-cheeks raised up for him. Putting his thumb into his mouth before he once again rubbed it over the now wet hole, pushing through the tight rings of muscle to bury the digit inside. “So tight.” Came his rugged breath as he groaned, beginning to rock his hips forward while pulling the boy back to meet him by the thumb he had hooked inside him, his thighs meeting with the back of his ass, as his cock stroked through the crack, where large heavy balls clapped against smaller ones.
The thumb was removed, though not the hand handling his cock as he was left drooling into the pillow he was pressed against, his own hands going numb where he’d managed to keep them perfectly folded behind his back. Though the absence of the thick thumb was soon replaced, doubled even, as two fingers sank into the hole, promptly curling them, forcing him to whine like a cat, a moan so wet it stuck in the drool in his throat. He whimpered as the digits parted from each-other inside him, stretching him out, before pumping them in and out slowly, working the tightness.
Enji groaned at the sound of the boy’s measly whimpers, wet and pathetic, perfect. “I think your pretty ass is ready.” He gripped his cock, tugging on it up against his stomach, spitting onto the glistening wet hole presented to him, the one he was soon going to plant himself deep within. He slowly and carefully, taking his precious time, as though savoring it, lined his manhood up at the puckered opening, gently pushing his twitching cock into the back entrance, forcing a cry out of the smaller creature at his mercy. “That’s so tight…” He moaned, closing his eyes, focusing on the tight snug fit pressing around his cockhead, hugging him close. His fingers had definitely made it easier to enter, but it wasn't enough to make it easy by any means. “Does it feel good?” The tone was patronizing, as though he was talking to a child, looking over at the drooling mess he was burying himself inside, feeling his butt twitch around the fatness of his tip, as though sucking on it. “Want me deeper?” He started slowly sliding in inch by agonizing inch. Breaching each ring of muscles that surrounded his fat length. “All the way?” Watching as his hard sex disappeared into the ample ass until he was completely engulfed. The view alone had him pulsing inside.
One hand steadied the ass, making it easier to sink into place without any interruptions or split-second fearful protests, acting as a represent and fear-tactic, threatening to land a sharp painful smack against the soft flesh if he were to go against what Enji had made clear was going to happen one way or the other. The other hand had more or less the same purpose, where it laid slow attentive strokes to the unsheathed throbbing cock. Though as he bottomed out inside his ass, the hand moved from playing with the painfully tender pulsating pole in favor of fondling the balls at its base, gathering both his own and his pet’s in his warm palm and messaging them together before he slid slowly out of the clenching tight hole, enjoying the tremors that seemed to wreck though the frail body he had positioned in prayer-stance before him.
“You like that?” Enji purred, having pulled almost all the way out before pushing back inside the warm walls of his slave. “You like getting taken in your tight little ass?” He wasn’t necessarily fishing for any response, most likely the opposite, simply wanting to prove how right and good and perfect their dynamic was, how this is something they both wanted, both needed. “Nothing to say, pet?” He snickered as he once again stuffed him completely full with his cock, listening to the wet choked moans that were whined into the pillow beneath him. “Is my little pet enjoying himself that much, is my cock that good?” He picked up the pace, only a little, rocking faster, fast enough for his balls to begin swinging to hit the other pair of balls it met with each soft thrust. “Tell me how good my cock is.” The hand steadying him squeezed the plush doughy flesh, a pain sharp enough to bring him to his senses, allowing him to formulate what words he knew Enji wanted to hear.
“Fe- feels good, Daddy, thank you Da- Daddy, feels so, so goo- good.” He croaked, face hugging the pillow close, buried in the fluff of it, the plush sucking up what drool seeped from out the corner of his mouth, and what tears spilled down from the corner of his eyes. The cover wet and sticky and itchy against his skin as he rocked softly further into it each time Enji filled him up and pushed him down.
“That’s right.” Enji drawled with a smirk, gorging at the submissive wet mess he had wrapped around himself. “And you thought you were scared.” He chastised. “When we both knew you were just hungry.”
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touch-starved | d.h.
or...the seven times it takes diego hargreeves to realises he’s touch-starved, and the one time he actually acts on it.
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SUMMARY: diego x gn!reader. an idiot in love, told entirely from his pov as he walks back on a series of monumental moments in his life. WARNINGS: a tad bit of foul language (bc i can never contain myself, jeez). allusion to sexual acts (nothing explicit, but if you know, you know). flowery garbage writing. probably poor characterization. a weird ending. WORD COUNT: 5.7k NOTES: it’s way too late (early?) for me to be putting this out. but after literally driving myself to tears over this stupid thing, i’m forcing myself to publish it and leave it to the world, for better or for worse. it’s...yeah. i hope it’s alright. x
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THE FIRST TIME HE REALISED WAS IN THE SUMMER.
“Can I say something weird?”
There is a nervous half-giggle that came after the question, like you aren't quite sure how he’s going to take whatever slipped from your gentle, just parted lips. It hangs much longer than the five words you passed to him and he almost forgets what you asked entirely, so hung up on the breathless fashion your chuckle had come.
But when you blink at him and let your beseeching eyes hover over his, he has to let go of the sound and return to the present.
“Sure,” he says dumbly. “What?”
He loses your eyes then and he finds himself following, eager to see what could have lost your attention so fast. His frown digs heavier as you stare at the table he’s leaned over. There isn’t anything there but his harness scattered across the worn wood and a knife in one hand. He’s been idly fiddling with as some show titters in the background, but his weapon (mal??)practices have never been much interest to you before. So...
Slowly a warm smile comes to cradle your cheeks. It rests as delicate as a crashing wave colliding with the great cliffs you had painted once -- like with everything you did, your smile’s a charging force that transforms you entirely and leaves him in awe that anyone could feel something so strongly. He watches with total enthrallment and for once, he’s not ashamed to feel so.
“You have like, really nice hands.”
You drawl the statement out like it’s some kind of joke. Though, the intense look you so briefly shoot him tells him it's anything but. And suddenly he cannot do anything; the knife falls from his hands and clatters to the table and his fingers tremble under your careful stare, paralysed. 
“I-I-”
“-I know, weird compliment, but,” you chuckle again, low and soft. You shrug. “I was staring at them and realised how nice your hands are.”
“Uh…” he doesn’t know what to do with that information. What does one say to that? Is thank you enough, or is he supposed to just force a laugh and pretend like he is not completely ruined by the way you look at his hands? Compliments are not a usual weapon of choice, but when they come from your lips -- Diego can die right there and go overjoyed.
“Thanks,” he mutters, folding and unfolding his hands on the table. “I...never thought about my hands like that.”
You brighten. In a flash of pastel movement you were pressing close, close, close to him and reaching for a fist. He’s again powerless, forced to just watch you pull his fingers in between your own, softly running gentle pads against his bruised knuckles. The touch is cool but he feels his body combust at the mere swish of skin-to-skin contact and he realises,
maybe he could crave someone’s touch.
“You should,” you grin, exquisite under your apartment’s shitty lighting and the flashes of whatever’s happening on the T.V across the room. “You could like, seriously be a hand model or something. Go-orgeous fingers.”
And maybe, he starts to crave yours.
THE SECOND TIME HAPPENS WEEKS LATER. 
He’d fantasized about your touch most of the days between it, but the thoughts had been forced to be fleeting and he had avoided considering the way you looked at him like he could actually hang the moon and stars -- and it only ever caught up to him in the ebbs of night, when he couldn’t sleep and just stared at the ceiling, considering what it would be like to really feel you against his hands and not let you slip away.
He so rarely let the sun touch his skin anymore. It wasn’t intentional to adapt a vampire lifestyle -- but between the shifts that let him keep his dingy ‘home’ and the nights he spends racing around the cursed city, trying to do the right thing (or stick it to his dad, depending on the night and how bleary his head felt), Diego rarely catches himself leaving the gym early than eleven anymore.
A fact that seems to exasperate you, and fuels what you dubbed an intervention. Aka, forcing him to wander around the city just barely kissed by autumn’s chilly embrace. And though he did argue against it (profusely, because he’s still that stubborn sonofabitch), he’s grateful for you still.
“I think we need to make this a regular occurrence,” you sing, tossing a smile over your shoulder. You skip several paces ahead of him as you soak in every bit of sunshine the crisp fall air could offer you. And he flounders and watches as he wonders what it would feel like to have that much energy from merely existing.
“I think I’m gonna have to mandate this. I’ll force you to schedule this into your life, and I’ll take shifts off from work so we can appreciate the afternoon sun while we can. It won’t be long ‘til winter you know.”
He chuckles hesitantly, “the sun’ll still be there in the winter.”
“Sure, but barely. And it’ll be cold then! The sun ain’t nice when it’s cold.”
He laughs again, and you join him. And it’s easy -- because it’s you.
“Diego!”
“Huh?”
You stop then, dropping your hands to your hips and glaring at him. Even from several feet away he can make out the infuriatingly adorable pout that puckers your pretty lips and the way he wishes he could go back in time and learn to paint, so he could capture the curve of your --
“--why are you so slow?!”
“I -- I’m not slow.”
“You are too! You’re dragging your feet like I’m forcing you to go to the dentist or somethin’.” You squint at him as the sun heightens his reach in the great blue sky. “Man, are you that allergic to a good time?”
“Shut up, I’m not that bad.”
The pout gives as easily as honey dripped -- that is to say, he adores the treacly sweet and slow slip from puckered lips to the easy smile you give him. Your entire heart’s behind the look just as it always is. You trot back up the path to him and held your hand out to him, wriggling it in the air.
“What?” he asks, frowning through a slow smile. 
“Take my hand.”
“I…” he hesitates again. “Why?”
“Because you’re slow, and I want to make it to the coffee place before next year. Duh,” you drawl, still shaking your hand like one would to a little kid. “Now, come on!”
You pull and he comes without a fuss, dazed as you bumble on about whatever miraculous happenings go on inside your mind. He hardly hears a thing. Every part of his body is fixated on the soft brush of your thumb against his hand, rubbing soothingly -- he isn’t even sure if you knew you’re aware you’re doing it, but he is. Hell, he can’t feel anything else but that.
Maybe your touch could be a tether.
HE HADN’T MEANT FOR THE THIRD TIME. Hadn’t planned to make an event out of it, anyways.
“You’re a fool, Diego. You know that?”
Obviously, he responds silently, grimacing as the cloth presses harder into his cuts. That’s why he did it. Because he is a fool. Honestly, that sums up the majority of the things he does in his life. Or doesn’t do, in the case of you.
Is it bad, if as you scold him, he’s creating a list of even more reasons to love you?
“I mean, one of these days you’re going to come here impaled on like, a pole or something and then -- what am I supposed to do with that?” Your tongue clicks like a disapproving mother’s, but your eyes still dance with childlike mischief as you work. “I am not a nurse.”
“Could’a fooled me, with those hands.”
You glare up at him over your lashes, a sight that made his breath hitch. “Quiet, you.”
Diego does as you said -- but not for any bits or for the joke, only because the way you look at him suddenly made his body tremble with the force of a thousand men and all he wants is to grab your neck and drag you up to meet his lips, finally be rid of the burning sensation in his gut that makes him want to ask the most obscene of--
“--does it hurt?”
He blinks, forcing away the images flashing in his mind so he can focus on the real you again. “Uh -- does what, hurt?”
You take that as a joke, laughing low like his horny idiocy deserved such praise. “This, asshat. Does this,” you press harder with the swab, making him cringe, “hurt?”
“Shit -- yes, it hurts! What’s that for?!”
“Had to make sure you were with me still! Sorry,” you hum, sounding everything but. But your grip softens. “You’re lucky. This could have needed stitches.”
Diego snorts. “It’s not that bad.”
“You look like the fookin’ dino from Jurassic Park felt you up.”
“Not that fookin’ bad,” he mocks back. 
“Your accent is appalling.”
“So’s yours.”
You press harder; when he scowls, you giggle, pleased to have won the battle again. 
The rest comes in silence. You stand between his legs, mopping at his cuts as you are often wont to do when he stumbles into your window. And he tries not to think about the way your weight so casually presses up against his torso as you reach to his temple, parted lips just out of reach. He could do it; he could just reach out and grab your chin, pull you in and kiss you with all the fucking passion that made his stomach roil.
But he doesn’t budge. There is no way you want that and he would never push past that fragile boundary without asking, no matter what the primal part of his mind fantasizes. His eyes fall instead down to his lap, staring at the folds on his pants as your fingers graze across his skin.
“There,” finally comes, along with you stepping away. Your distance leaves a cold chill running down Diego’s spine; he wonders if he asked you to come back, if you would. “Almost done.”
“Almost? What’s left?”
The next few moments move like a movie. The ones he only ever watches with you or with Klaus; the cheesy slow-mo romances, where the two main characters constantly dance around in a will-they-won’t-they that usually drives him nuts. Everything is always so slow in them and he usually hates them -- he did hate them. But when it’s his hands cradled in yours and you are smiling sweet and gentle as a honeybee, hell he’d take every single second of those crap rom-coms, if it leads to that moment more.
You lean in and, holding his hands in your own like an anchor held a boat to shore, press your lips against his temple. The slightest sting from the pressure builds but it falls with the blink of an eye. Your lips are cold, delicate, brushing twice against the cut before pulling away.
“There. Now I’m done.”
Maybe, you’re just some kind of angel.
But then, why are you bothering with him?
THE FOURTH HAPPENED SO FAST, he nearly misses it.
You pull him in close, examining his clothes and face for any glaring wounds. When you find nothing but dirt and a couple surface scratches, your worried expression melt into something akin with relief; a shiny-eyed, trembling lip smile that deserves its place in the greatest museums.
“I’m so glad you’re okay,” you whisper, seemingly untrusting of your vocal cords. You sniffle. “I was - I was so--”
“--I’m okay.” It sounds more like a revelation than a reassurance and he repeats himself twice, just to make sure you understand. His hands still grip tight to your forearms, holding you to him in case you would disappear, too. “I’m okay. Everything’s fine.”
You nod and even as you pull away from his hold, you launch. Your arms lace around his neck and your face instantly finds a place to bury itself, right into his shoulder. Your body shakes; he realises that you’re crying into him, so relieved with him being there.
The embrace is short. Too short. He doesn’t do enough to hold your clinging form, only standing there slightly swaying and just barely grazing your back, He considers it too long and doesn’t act enough even when he wants to beg you to never let go again. And when you pull away, you refuse your tears again, sniffling through a smile and asking if he wants some food. But the embrace remained ingrained in his thoughts like a disease; it polluted everything else until everything was you, just you, holding him and wanting him.
Maybe, he was deserving. Maybe he deserved to be wanted. Was that justification enough?
THE FIFTH HE ALMOST DIES.
Not literally that time -- no, he’s done enough of that to you. It’s more of a metaphorical sort, making his heart stop as your fingers just graze against his stubble strewn chin, his breath catching on the lump in his throat as he realises yet again that nothing could be more beautiful than your smile.
Diego is not a formal man, nor had he ever really been. Even at the Academy his uniform was almost always somehow out of place or wrinkled or missing a detail. He hates shirts that buttoned all the way up to his throat and pants that have to be pleated that one specific way for no reason at all. If it isn’t important, he wears whatever is closest to him, or his domino-mask-and-leather getup if he’s ‘working’. Hell, the man isn’t even sure he had ever worn a suit outside of his childhood years and Allison’s wedding.
“You look...different.”
He swings fast around to see you leaning against his doorway. You’re all pink cheeks and cheeky grins. Something about the way you look him up and down makes him suddenly want to hide, slip away so you could not see how stupid he looked in this stupid monkey suit clinging to his arms and thighs like stupid plastic wrap. You probably see him as a circus animal, stuck in some stupid performance outfit and told to juggle fire. 
(Honestly, juggling fire would be worlds easier than doing whatever this was, though.)
Slowly, you step into the room, eyes never leaving him. He gulps.
“You look good, Diego.”
He blinks. That is...unexpected. “Y-yeah?” Damn his voice for giving out on him; it comes out squeaky and prepubescent, sounding every bit of uncertainty he feels. “I-I mean, I--”
“--relax, hot stuff,” you wink and his face fills with heat. “You look great. But, your collar…”
Diego glances down only to scowl at the mess of buttons he left around his neck. “Shit, yeah.”
“Let me?”
But you’re already coming to him, though, hands outstretching and delicately folding themselves across his chest. He wonders if you could feel the way his heart beat like there were a thousand drums locked into his chest, or that you knew you smelled like the gods’ ambrosia, honey -sweet smoke dripping from your velvet form. Are you aware how intoxicating your mere presence is?
“Can I?”
He nods dumbly, not trusting his words.
With careful fingers, you weave the buttons together that have been left undone. You then reach up higher, pressing down his collar. 
You hesitate against him, hands still folded into the sharp white fabric. Slowly, one set of fingers unfurl and lift to barely brush against his jaw. It’s a mere allusion to what it would be to have you cradle his face in your caring palms and it only leaves him craving more. 
Your lips curl up too, coloured as deep as the fabric that clings to your exquisite form. Just the tip of hot pink snakes out of your mouth, pressing slyly to the top lip, riling the hotblood boiling inside him right up to the brim.
“What…” the single syllable comes out strangled and hoarse. You’re strangling the life out of him without even moving a finger. Do you know your power?  “What are...what are you doing?”
In hindsight, that’s probably the stupidest question he could have asked.
You baulk and immediately pushed away from him. The fingers glide from his chest and chin and leave him cold. Gone was the confidence you had offered so easily before; he watches, stunned as your eyes fall to the floor, no longer eager to meet his.
“You look good, Diego.” You smile but that time it doesn’t look real at all. “Have fun tonight.”
“Wait, I--”
--you offer a wave and nothing more. Your figure crosses the room and leaves him alone in between the four walls that seemed to press into him without your comforting presence.
Maybe, you could care for him, too. As he wants you too. Is it selfish to think so?
THE SIXTH TIME, HE’S ALMOST ASLEEP.
Honestly, Diego isn’t sure how his head had ended up in your lap, or when his body had melted so effortlessly into your own. It wasn’t the alcohol; two beers isn’t enough to kill all of his conditioned issues or turn him into a total sop. It hadn’t even been intentional, nothing about making room or trying to do anything.
But there you are. Your thighs are his pillows and your hands kiss across his scalp, weaving through his hair like it’s yarn to be woven into something beautiful. Once in a while you pause and he thinks that that’s it, you would force him up -- but then you continue like nothing had happened and he continues to lay like a fish out of water across your legs.
Neither of you had talked about the incident before. It was simply avoidance until you both decide to brush it off and move on, forgetting all about the awkwardness. Or, at least, that’s what you silently promised.
But it’s late. Neither of you are thinking. Or, he isn’t at least, when his head slips from the couch to your thinly clad shoulder. And you hardly react when he relaxes even more, silently gesturing for him to use your thighs as a headrest as the movie neither of you are watching drones on. You make some sort of joke, something stupid and it usually wouldn’t be enough to convince him to act so foolishly. But he is tired, and you are you, and it’s all too easy to give in to you.
So he lays. Your hands in his hair. On your lap. Like a baby incapable of even sitting on his own. He should feel unbelievably stupid, right?
“You’ve got beautiful hair,” you mumble, eyes dragging off the television screen to your lap. He barely catches your soft, smiling gaze before it slips back up, but the memory sticks with him long minutes after. “Wish you’d let me play with it more.”
But he can’t bring himself to hate this moment.
He half-snorts, half-laughs because what a funny statement that is. In his state of lovesick, exhausted delirium, Diego hardly recognises himself telling you that ‘you can play with his hair any time you want’.
“Really?”
“Uh…” he had not meant to say that out loud. “I-I--”
“--thanks, honey.” Your hands linger against his temple before stroking down his wavy locks. Honey. “I’ll keep that in mind.”
He pulls off of you after a short while -- not because he wants to, because he’s guilty to take your loving hands for his selfish needs. He claims the bathroom excuse and leaves with his head floating in the clouds. The domestic bliss you offer him wasn’t something he thought he wanted, before -- but every time he leaves your bubble, he finds himself more and more starved for your touch.
He leaves your place high on your smile and still stuck on the way you combed through his hair. Even after pulling away yet again, he’s still happy and actually hopeful.
Maybe, he could actually have this, more than just one random rainy night. Maybe he should try.
THE SEVENTH TIME, HE ALMOST KISSES YOU.
Almost, because he, Diego ‘number one himbo’ Hargreeves is a self-labelled idiot who loses all cognitive abilities and brain cells when he lays eyes on you, and fails to be able to use them for all the time you’re around him.
And it’s the moment when he finally fully comes to realise the extent of his overwhelming, absolute adoration for you.
He’s never been so bad with that sort of thing. Before he could throw an easy smile and wink his way into a heart he’d no doubt break the following morning and pull a quick-run attraction like it wasn’t anything. But with you? The idea of even your touch turned him bashful and running for the hills, you know...like an idiot.
It takes you pulling him along every single time for him to react and even then, it’s never enough. You’re always left with a pouting lip and that strange, far-off look in your eyes that tells him he’s screwed it up all over again. Every time you get close he’s too blind to react the right way.
Your head on his shoulder, the world’s at peace. He wants you to stay by his side forever. He’ll hold you as long as you want -- hell to his arms, you’re worth the ache or the crick in his neck from bending the wrong way. He’ll let his body waste away and his mind turn to cobwebs if it means an eternity on your balcony, wind in both of your hair and your hands interlacing between his own.
“This is nice,” you murmur. “Yeah?”
He nods. His chin bumps awkwardly against the crown of your head, but you don’t seem to mind.
“I don’t normally like the quiet. But it’s nice like this. With...with you…” you hesitate on the last syllables and the ‘you’ comes out thick and garbled. But he gets it anyways, and somehow he has the emotional strength to pull you even close to his hulking frame. You’re very close to sliding onto his lap and he’d be lying if the idea to just go all the way doesn’t spring to mind. But he doesn’t move.
“It’s nice, knowing you’re here. Safe, alive...with me.”
Diego smiles into your hair. “It is nice.”
Aaand the ‘most obvious statement of the year’ award goes to him. Yet again. Why do you put up with his thick-headed responses? And why can’t he explain the fuzzy feeling in his throat that he gets from being near you, and the desire to give up everything else just to exist by your side? A simple ‘yeah’ doesn’t cover that and he knows that, he knows he has to tell you the entire adoring truth but --
“I like being around you, Diego. You know that, right?”
If he’s being honest...he can’t really believe that. The idea that someone like you enjoys his company is a farfetched concept. But his head bobs up and down again anyways. 
“I, uh...I like our friendship.”
Did you -- did you just friendzone him?!
Did he really just --
“--but sometimes…” you snort out a derisive laugh, “sometimes I wish we were a bit more. Y’know?”
He shifts his weight on the chair and stares down at you, unsure what to make out of any of it. “I - uh - whatdoyoumean?”
“I just, I think we’re good together.” You move too, so he can finally see the pretty way the moonlight bounces off your irises. You’re smiling, and he can’t help but smile too, hopeful and eager as a puppy would be. “And I want to, just...man, I wasn’t expecting this to be so hard to say.”
Vaguely, Diego hears himself respond with a grunt (it’s meant to be an ‘it’s okay’, but apparently English isn’t his strong suit).
“I just like having you around. A lot, if that’s not obvious. I know I’m, heh, kind of a lot sometimes. And I’m trying not to be so uh, affectionate because I know that’s a lot for some people and I never want to overstep, or--”
“--you’re not,” he says quickly, finally finding his voice after oceans of gaping. “I like you being affectionate. It’s nice.”
Your smile grows. “Okay, that’s good.” You hold his fingers a little closer and he’s on cloud nine, staring at you like you’re the eighth wonder of the modern world. “Because if I’m being completely honest here, I don’t want to stop. I...I like you. Generally, in the sense of, more than just friendship. D’you get what I’m saying here?”
“Uh…”
“I don’t want to read into things too much, but I can’t stop myself from feeling really strongly about you. And I don’t want to go on like this, without telling you I’m like, head over heels for you at this point.” You blink up at him, pleading for him to not let you down as you finish with, “is there any way you feel the same?”
What Diego should have done, and wanted to do, was to tell her exactly how he felt, and pull her to him and pull the most cheesy, most cliche Hollywood moment in all the world. He’d finally get the girl in the moonlight as the stars sing above him and the world sleeps below and it would be perfect.
What Diego actually does, is leave.
Cold, and alone, with no hand to hold and no head resting on his shoulder. He leaves you bewildered and probably pissed off and he leaves with no explanation at all -- just a garbled sentence or two that adds up to nothing. He drops his shattered heart at the door and wanders  home shivering and hopeless, knowing he has just fucked it all up.
As he stares at the sidewalk and plods down the street like a lonely, hard down soul, Diego wonders if he’s deserving of your touch. If he was allowed to open up and feel your affection so strongly as you give it. He wants to like you would probably never believe. He wants to hold you and he doesn’t want to let go again. He’s starved for your touch and he’d trade the sun and stars to keep you by his side, no matter the costs.
But you’re worth more than him. Shouldn’t you offer your heart to a better, kinder man? To someone who knows how to hold you properly, and offer his touch right back? Not someone who shivers away or rejects your kindness like a parasite. But someone brave enough to feed you with all the adoration you’re worthy of. Shouldn’t he be who you seek?
Maybe, Diego muses, the universe is wrong, and the mistress is nothing but a cruel meddler too eager to break his heart.
But maybe, it’s his own fault, and she’s not cruel at all.
His pace quickens a beat, and he suddenly knows what he has to do.
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DIEGO’S LIKE NINETY-NINE PERCENT CERTAIN THAT NO ONE, no one living soul, had ever said that the eighth time was the charm.
But if he had to be the first, hell he’d ring that bell a thousand times if it got him where he had to be.
He’s running like a madman. And he’s not drunk, even if at least five people have grumbled that about him -- no he’s as sober as the day he was forced into the world. He’s made a thirty-minute walk of hell into somehow a twelve-minute dash through the cold streets of their shitty city and he feels like a god, if gods were desperate sonofabitches who never knew how to acknowledge their feelings until it’s too late.
He takes the stairs, too high on adrenaline to wait for the elevator. He gasps and huffs and pants his way up but he makes it and keels down the hall to your door, falling against it with all his weight. It’s a foolish move but in his defense...his legs are about to give out, and all the energy he’s devoted to this half-baked, foolish, love-drunk plan is very quickly running out.
He pounds against the door weakly. “Hello? Hello? I--” 
and then he literally crashes into your apartment.
You both tumble to the floor with a loud thud-thump and he’s so glad you have thick carpeting because he could have probably split your skull right open with the fall. He’s smart enough to roll, so he cushions your upper body with his, but you still groan as you make contact with the floor. His entire bone structure quakes at the feeling of ground hitting him and even with nary a breath in his throat, immediate guilt floods his system.
He falls back and silently screams, wishing he had more tact than this.
“What the hell is wrong with you?!”
“I’m...I’m so sorry,” he offers with a smile. He quickly props himself up over your body and tries to look as sorry as he truly feels, though it’s hard as his breath still won’t come and he’s still absolutely exhausted from running all this way.
Why did he do all this again?
Oh, yeah.
“I-I love you,” he spurts, followed by him rolling off and promptly falling into a coughing/choking/hacking fit.
You lay beside him, silent and stunned. He can’t see you as he coughs but his mind tries to put the pieces together, and none of it looks good. You’re probably annoyed, and mad that he’s even there so late and after what happened before, and you’re probably tired, and maybe sad, or hurt, or uncomfortable because you just jumped from friends to him admitting he loves you and --
“-did you seriously run all this way and body me, just to tell me that?!” 
He pulls himself together long enough to breathe and then turn so he can stare at you. You’re still beside him, body still pressed against the floor (possibly broken after having a much larger man knock you over, who knows) and you’re…
“You’re smiling,” he responds, like it’s the most shocking thing in the world. “You’re - why-”
“Last time I saw you, you were running out of my place like your ass was on fire. And now you come here, knock me on my ass, and tell me you love me?! Diego...uh...wow.”
Diego just stares back at her. He’s still struggling to breathe and if he’s being honest, he’s not sure if he can function after any of this. He just wasted so much of his courage (something he’s never been good at keeping stock of) on just getting here, how is he supposed to collect himself and head out the door with any sense of dignity? Or answer you in any way, shape or form? How is he supposed to even move when you’re looking at him like that?
Wait, you’re...you’re looking at him like that. Smiling, doe-eyed, honey-sweet and beautiful even after being violently collided with and forced to your shitty carpet…
“I love you,” he breaths, soft but still sure. He grins back at you and he feels like an idiot but he holds strong. “And I’m really sorry about before. I don’t know what I was thinking. I’m just, all this stuff is stuff I’ve never done before, and I--”
And without another word or even the chance to think, your lips are on his.
Well, they probably were meant to be. What really happens is with a grunt and a swift push, you shift over to him and move to kiss him, only you’re both still smiling and absolute idiots who then just bang teeth against teeth. And you’re left groaning and keeling back, both gripping your mouths while still smiling and,
Ohmygodthisisamessbutohmygodishesohappyandinlovewithyou.
“I’m so sorry,” you groan, muffled behind your hand.
“Me too -- for knocking you over, too!”
“Yeah, that’s gonna leave a bruise.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“Don’t be,” you chuckle, and lift up again. You hover above him. His nose just barely brushes against yours and he’s straight back into heaven again, even as the embarrassment floods and his teeth ache. “I mean, I would have preferred a bit more warning, but...at least you don’t hate me.”
Diego grins and lifts his hand to push a tendril of hair behind your ear. “I could never hate you.”
“That’s a relief.”
“Mm-hmm. I’m glad you don’t hate me.”
“Please,” you roll your eyes and shove at his chest. His heart beats even faster. “Like I could ever hate you.”
He lifts his head, trying to pull himself up to meet your lips, but you dart away just enough so he can’t. “Can - can we try this again?”
“Mm…” you pretend to consider his request like one would a business proposal. Your thighs tighten their grip around his stomach and a part of him just wants to pull you in and act as his heart pleads. But, given the last time he did that...and the last time you did...he’ll take this slow.
Instead of answering, you lean down and press your lips to his. It’s gentle and leisurely, but he takes every motion in stride. You’re everything he expected and more. Soft petals of reddened flesh against his, your hips just barely grazing against his own, making him want to pull you into his body and never let you leave his side. He’s jubilant and exhilarated and he almost laughs like a baby as your tongue swipes against his bottom lip.
“If it isn’t obvious,” you breathe as you pull away, “from the way I let you tackle me to my floor,”
“I’m really sorry about that,”
You pull his hand up and intertwine your fingers, shaking your ‘head’ no. “I love your touch-starved ass too, Diego.”
“Good, cause this would have been--”
“--no more talking, chatterbox. Just kiss me and shut up.”
And he lets go of the maybes, and just loves you.
SECOND A/N...this ending is just ackwa!?!hiwogh. very annoyed with how it went, but if you know me, you know i suck at conclusions in every sense of the world and i also always leave them to the very last minute, meaning i’m typing this note as i read over the ending and hate it even more. and i’m sorry for the vague messiness of this! I had an idea, failed to deliver it the way i wanted, and a cool thought turned into a half-baked fic. thank you to those who read this, sorry’s also extended your ways because i know this isn’t fantastic. lmao.
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Asakusa Crush Part 2
Shinmon Benimaru x Reader SFW / NSFW No set timeline New relationship
Y/N had to hide a giggle behind her hand as she brought more sake over to the table, she had heard that Benimaru had been lured into drinking tonight and was pleased it was in her grandfather’s bar. A few people from the market, a couple of Company 7 and Benimaru sat around the table, a serious game of Cho-Han going on with a large wager. She knelt down at a space on the table and collected up the empty bottles before putting out full ones, she looked at Benimaru’s face again and held in her laughter - he was smiling so cutely. Apparently, it was something that happened when he drank, it was something he had no control of and it changed his usually sullen face completely.
“He’ll get grumpy if you laugh at him, Y/N,” she hadn’t realised that Konro was to her left, he was drinking quietly in comparison to the others, seemingly there to watch people lose their money rather than his own.
“It’s not like he can do anything but smile right now.” Y/N liked the Lieutenant, she had heard he used to be a real terror in his teenage years but had mellowed out to become a protector of Asakusa, even risking his life for it. She swapped out his usual Sake for a premium bottle and put her finger to her lips with a mischievous grin, “Snitches get stitches.”
With that, she went about serving the other tables and cleaning up between, it was nice when it was busy but she was going to be so tired in the morning when she had to get up for restocking. It had to be done in the morning and she had foolishly offered thinking it would be an afternoon job. A loud cheer from the corner made her look back to Benimaru’s table, the man was losing and all he could do was grin about it. “If only you were that cute all the time…” Every time they crossed paths it ended in a challenge, people said they were flirting and Benimaru would get quiet and stalk off. She just liked to pick on him, there was nothing like winding a man up to see what they were really like. He kept his cool most of the time but he wasn’t going to back down and surrender for a second.
Only the strongest could run Asakusa and he wasn’t about to let her knock him down a peg or two in public.
Benimaru wasn’t completely oblivious to Y/N serving, between games and drinking he kept an eye on her, she was a pretty good hostess. No one was left waiting too long, she kept the other servers in check and was doing a pretty good job at avoiding drunken, wandering hands. He was struck again by how at home she was despite being an Empire girl. The twins had given him their low down of her - despite him saying he didn’t care - they said she made tasty food, that she wasn’t a follower of the Sun God and that she thought that the Empire couldn’t care less about people they couldn’t profit from. The girls kept going on about her ignition ability being cool and that she hated mornings.
Every time he saw her before noon she would look completely different from the tidy, cheerful woman with an attitude. She walked around like an old school Yakuza brat. Y/N would leave her hair loose, she would wear a flowery yukata that was thrown on and too open at the front, she seemed to always be wrapped in bandages from her chest to at least her waist - the yukata was always done up properly from the belt down. Y/N walked around like a zombie and was pretty moody if she was still sleepy. He kind of liked that.
At closing time she politely but very firmly kicked everyone out, Benimaru felt like refusing just to see what would happen but Konro practically dragged him out before he could do more than just think about it. He did hear that she had to be up early in the morning and his grin was a little too big at that.
“Waka, you’re up early.” Benimaru nodded and pulled on his boots as his Lieutenant gave him an exasperated stare, “Don’t.”
“Don’t what?”
Konro gave him a jab in the side with his foot, “Some people buy a woman flowers or invite her to festivals - not try and start a brawl with her.” It was like dealing with kids, they were both eager to punch the other rather than just hold hands as a normal person would. “It’s obvious you like her, why you gotta be such a brat, Waka?”
“I can’t have some outsider challenging me the way she does.” He wanted to know how strong she was, he didn’t want to like someone who was all bark and he wanted someone who could look after themselves if things went to shit with the White Clads. “I won’t hurt her too bad.”
He figured she’d be on the edge of town to make a restock order, it was easier to tell one of the guys what was needed and have them deliver later. Sure enough, he spotted her sleep-deprived face through the crowd of vendors and stockists. Somehow, Benimaru still found her pretty that way, he remembered how she punched that guy’s lights out with no effort what so ever and even then she was still sweet to Hinata and Hikage. He watched her turn around and begin walking toward him, unaware that he was in her way until she was right in front of him. Y/N’s eyes travelled up from his collar bone to his face and she sighed, her hand coming up to rub at her eye, “I’m too tired for this, what do you want?”
“Fight me.” She snorted at him and laughed, moving to pass him and get back home for a quick nap. Benimaru reached out and caught her upper arm, “I’m serious. You keep pulling my hair and I’m gonna react.”
It was a metaphor she was tempted to act on, yanking his hair and punching him in the face was looking rather appetising.
“I’m not challenging your authority or whatever, I’m just asking you to have some damn manners, you bump into someone you should just apologise. Why are you always so fired up when you see me? Just go cool your head and get out of the way!” Y/N didn’t care who he was or how strong he was - she deserved some respect too. She watched him cross his arms and then he had the audacity to smirk at her, Y/N’s eyes lit up and she acted without thinking. Her fist flew forward and Benimaru caught it easily, already prepared for her counter but not her foot connecting to the side of his calf.
Why did she have to like this conceited man child?
Why did her heart flutter in her chest and he body heat up whenever she saw him?
Love, at first sight, was a gross cliche and she refused to be a victim of it. She liked Benimaru but she wasn’t going to swoon at his feet like every other girl in Asakusa.
People got out of the way as they got physical, Benimaru taking advantage of her lack of basic fighting to push her toward the centre of the street. He had to admit her defence was good, he Aikido helping her just keep up with him and give her openings to hit him square in the ribs and then get a little distance between them. The man pushed off his sleeve and took up his stance again, watching her carefully in an attempt to figure out her next move - she really was just trying not to get hit and it made her unpredictable. If she found a decent teacher he figured Y/N could be a pretty good fighter.
Y/N watched him too and she realised that his style usually involved a sword or two, Iaido. She searched her memory for whether she had ever seen him with a weapon and came up blank. He had seen her moment of lost concentration and advance with an elegant swipe of his arm, his index and middle finger concentrating his flames into something similar to a sword.
So that was his style… She was so fucked.
Though that wasn’t going to get her to back down.
He sliced through her sleeve and Y/N took the chance to counter with fire. Benimaru didn’t know where the explosive little fireball had come from, he thought maybe from her sleeve, but he staggered back as it blew up in his face. The ball reformed itself and he just managed to bat it away and into a nearby wall. He waited for another, watching Y/N get ready for her next move, her hands coming up as if to form a new attack and when he took a defensive stance she took the opportunity to run in the opposite directing and into an alley. “What the… Oi!” Benimaru gave chase immediately.
He ignited baskets and debris around him and launched them into the alley after her, there was a plume of orange and red as they struck something and then it was quiet. Benimaru frowned and walked toward the mouth of the alleyway, concerned that he might have gone too far and hurt her, she was a fire user, right? That meant she had some defence against the flames and he hadn’t made his particularly hot this time. The hair on the back of his neck prickled and stood up all of a sudden, his senses told him something was coming and as he stood between the two houses he was startled backwards by what he had first thought to be a fireball. It flew past him, elongated and as he looked he could almost think that the yellows, reds and oranges looked like scales.
Benimaru flipped back onto his feet, barely dodging as the head of the fire aimed at him, “That’s…” Red eyes widened as he saw the full effect of her ability, twenty feet of serpentine-like flames rose above him, Y/N came out of the alley, her yukata singed and smoking as she moved her hands. Each subtle movement formed the flames into a stronger shape until it resembled a serpentine dragon. It dived down at him and he avoided the hottest part, it was like it wanted to swallow him whole, it’s mouth was blue and he figured it was best to keep away from that. He felt his heart hammering against his chest and it was more than the excitement of a good fight, she was sloppy and untrained and her ignition was visually impressive and right now she was angry at him and looked like she would happily let the dragon devour him.
The tail of her attack took out a stall to the side, her control wasn’t as tight as it could be and he saw potential ways to fix it. The Captain ignited a ring of flame and in three quick steps, he extinguished her attack, standing ready for another. “You’ll have to do better than that, send a bigger one!”
Y/N glared at him and waited for him to set something else on fire.
They both stood ready, seconds and then minutes passing by until he figured it out and relaxed his body, “You can’t make your own flames. Second generation, huh?” He pulled his sleeve back onto his arm and gave a satisfied nod to himself, “You’re pretty good, Y/N.”
“That’s it?” She yelled after him angrily, “You…” Was he teasing her? Was he just going to go about his day like nothing had happened?
“That’s it,” Benimaru raised his hand and waved as he headed back toward the guardhouse.
Konro swept the entrance of the guardhouse quietly, Benimaru had headed for his room for a nap as soon as he had gotten in half an hour ago and the twins had run off to terrorise some of the new recruits. He looked up as Y/N stepped into the guardhouse, “Hey Lieutenant Konro, can I borrow that candle?”
“Y/N?” He looked her up and down, she was panting as if she had been running and her clothing had burns on it, “Uh…Sure.” He picked the candle up and she stole the flame from it, making it grow into the size of a tennis ball and then walked past calling for Benimaru.
Benimaru opened the shoji door with an annoyed grumble at being disturbed, the words were barely out of his mouth before she launched the fireball at his face and shoved him back inside.
The Lieutenant snorted to himself and shook his head - Maybe he should go out after all.
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