I knew it was time to let you go
when I was so afraid of our fights
that I felt my body shiver
I knew I had to let you go
when I felt better alone
than with you
-M.A
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Maybe it’s time I stop wearing your T-shirts cause they no longer carry your smell. Nothing I have carry your essence any more. You have been lost in thin air, as a fragrance I use to wear after my shower which would not stay forever. My body has forgotten your touch, my lips don’t remember how soft your lips were. My eyes look out for you into distant lanes but you are too blurry to be seen. I can assume a rough sketch of your figure, but I have to focus too much on that face. I remember the scar on your forehead, but that’s all I remember. Oh! There were two scars that I use to run my fingers on and tell you that they are beautiful. See, I remember slightly, but not completely. You have faded from my life like the memories of college days. I guess, it’s time that I let that blurry image completely disappear but what if you decide to come back and I don’t recognize?
Debasmita Acharjee
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Alone
you wanna give me your creative flow?
live life like a jaded hoe.
finding critics everywhere I go
tell myself to hold on
cuz in reality
i am
not
alone
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hours go by without hearing from you . I use to think maybe the future was me and you , then i had to come back to reality . Just to really realized what a fantasy was , everything seemed good and well . I knew problems exist , i always wished you well . I realized without me you, can move foward and so much idolized being everything for you . I slowly forgot what it is to be there for myself . Good times don’t last but true feelings do , hopefully in such a world you find peace . Right now is costing me a lot so hopefully we meet again on different terms . Inorder to be well i had to feel what it is was like not to talk to you yet i knew it would be harmful , in the end it helped me be better .
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It does not take alot of strength to hold on
It takes a lot of strength to let go.
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I like the smoke in my mouth
I lust for hope in a burned heart
While falling in love with self doubt
Don't the rain come to a halt?
Don't the storm cease to be?
Don't this fire end my blood filled coughs?
Don't this hell ever let me leave?
Oh the infection spreads
And affection is dead
Will we solve the words
This sickness in our veins
Or will we speak words unheard?
And live every day as if it's the same
I like the smoke in my mouth
While the taste burns up my bitter tongue
I scream and I laugh out loud
Don't the world hear my misery song?
Don't death just let me live?
Don't this beaten path just give?
Don't this breath just give out and relieve?
Cause I'm sick of living just to be
With nothing to believe.
Oh the infection spreads
And affection is dead
Will we solve these words
This disease in our veins
Or will we speak words unheard
And live every day as if it's the same
I caught myself dreaming
I lost myself in my own demons
And I carried words near and far
I carried a broken and beaten heart
I drank till the sun
I followed the moon
I swallowed bullets from a loaded gun
And I endured a beautiful doom
I danced in the fires
I burned up with addictions and desires
But I never caught the wind
And I lived a deathless life full of sins
No matter how much I chased
I could never find the courage to meet the end
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