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selfaware-bungou-stray-dogs · 9 months

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okay hi, this is kinda a sensitive topic so feel free to deny, jst lmk cuz tumblr eats asks sometimes

I wanna request a self aware!bsd x gn teen!reader. Reader is like 15-16, and has a very bad home life (father is physically & s*xually abusive as well as an addict and mom doesnt care) and uses bsd as an escape and stuff. They see Chuuya and Kouyou as parental figures (not a ship). And reader is like really lifeless/numb but also extremely scared and paranoid

It is not your fault

Self-Aware! Platonic! Chuuya Nakahara x GN! Abused! Reader x Self-Aware! Platonic! Kouyou Ozaki

Description: There are monsters in your house. You want to be saved. From reality no one want help you. Maybe, you can help world in different world.

TW: Non-descriptive SA (psychological (photos, comments, forced looking at nudity) and physical (forced touching)). Mentions, without clarification or NSFW language. Mentions of drugs. Reader think that it's their fault [IT'S NOT AND IT WILL NEVER BE]. The bastard gets what he deserves. Soft protective platonic yandere. English is my second language.

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The school break will end soon, and you have to go to class.

You were reading BSD manga on your phone. When you got the message.

You heard the notification sound. You take a look at the screen.

[1 photo send from Father]

You feel sick. You knew what he sent you. You don't want to look at it.

Another notification.

[Look at it]

[That's what I put into your mother, so she can have you]

[Isn't he looked good?]

[DON'T YOU DARE IGNORE ME!]

You hurry to the school bathroom. You can't let anyone accidentally see, what your father sent you.

You can't ignore him. Or it would be worse.

When you got into the school bathroom, you make sure, that no one see you. You opened the chat with your father and immediately closed your eyes.

It takes you a few moments to close the app without looking at the screen.

There were tears in your eyes.

But when you go back to class, you were emotionless.

From outside, you looked numb and emotionless. But inside you were scared.

Really scared.

But you were hiding your fear.

Because no one cares. Even your own mother.

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"Mom... Dad was sending me photos... Of his... Of his..."

"[Y/N], stop mumbling. Just ignore him."

"Mom... Dad was making comments... About my... hips. He is making me uncomfortable..."

"[Y/N], I told you before. Ignore him."

"Mom, why Dad is walking around home naked? He is..."

"[Y/N], stop whining. Ignore your father..."

"Mom... He touched me... He forced me to touch him... He held my hand and didn't let me go..."

"Mom... He hit me because I called him gross... My hands feel gross and dirty... Mom, please help me!"

"Mom... Why are you ignoring me?"

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You hoped, that today he won't touch you.

You won and loose at the same time.

He didn't 'touch' you, but he beat you.

For not looking at his messages the same moment you got them.

Then he was too high on God knows what to touch you or force you to touch him.

You hide in your room.

You use the chair to hold the door down.

Your father is 'satisfied' with touching.

One day he will want more.

You prayed, that this day won't come for the next year. Until you are eighteen and can finally leave this house for good.

Your hands already will be dirty for the rest of your life.

You don't want to be dirty for the rest of your life.

From books, you have read, you learned, that's not your fault.

If only you could believe in these words yourself.

Were you really innocent? Or you did something, that made your father... interested in you?

You curled under the blanket and open your phone. You want to escape. You need to escape.

You opened BSD Mayoi App. You need to look at Chuuya and Kouyou cards.

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In BSD world

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Chuuya and Kouyou were ruthless. You need them. You were stuck in one house with the monster. Two monsters, because your mother didn't do anything to help you.

Chuuya growled at Ango.

"When the damn thing will be ready?! [Y/N] need us!"

Kouyou's gaze were cold. Golden Demon was hovering above here.

Ango took a step back.

"It still needs two hours to charge. I wish, it can be faster, but we can't do anything for it."

Chuuya turned around and left the room. Soon, everyone heard the sound of the road near the building been destroyed. Chuuya tried to calm down this way, otherwise he would attack someone.

He remembered your words.

"He beat me again. I don't want to be hurt anymore. I don't want to be touched by him... If you were real, would you care enough to help me?"

"I would, [Y/N]. I care enough. I will show him. He will pay."

Kouyou did a better job in holding herself together. But inside she was livid.

"I wish you were there, Kouyou. With you near me, he won't go near me. He won't touch me."

"He won't. Please, [Y/N], wait. It will be over soon."

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*BANG*

"How dare you to hold your door with the chair?! Ungrateful brat! STRIP!"

"No! Let me go! I don't want to! It's wrong!"

"Don't go near me! Stay away! Someone, please help me! Mom, please help me!"

"Come on! Open, damn portal! Open!"

And the white light fills the room, right after your father grabbed you by the shirt.

It takes one kick from Chuuya, to make your father fall down on the floor. He can't move, thanks to Chuuya's ability.

Your mother came to your room, trying to see, what was the noise. She saw you, your father been pinned down. And all BSD characters. Before she can shout, Golden Demon's katana was aimed at her throat.

Kouyou was standing before you, hiding you from your father and mother.

You can't believe your eyes. Was it real? Are BSD characters really standing in your room? Are they really protecting you?

You heard Kouyou's voice. She sounds soft.

"[Y/N], dear, sorry for almost letting this vermin do what he was planning to do. But we are here now, we are here to take you out of here. Do you trust us? Will you come with us?"

You nodded. You were certain, that they won't hurt you. It was time. You can finally be free.

"Yes..."

Chuuya looked at you and smiled.

"[Y/N], is it okay if Kouyou and I join you and others later? We need to deal with this man and woman."

You simply nodded and follow after the rest of the Cast. You were leaving the house. You stayed near Kyouka.

When you were gone, Chuuya and Kouyou start their revenge on your 'parents'.

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You were free.

There is still work to do. You will need professional help.

But now you have people, who love you and respect you.

You have two parental figures in your life. Chuuya and Kouyou respect your privacy. They want you to feel safe.

They will protect you.

Monsters that you lived with, are dead. Your father died with his stomach ripped open and been as thin as a paper sheet. Your mother was torn apart.

Nothing can hurt you anymore. You will be better. You will feel safe.

They are with you.

The most important thing they told you, was this.

You are innocent. And it was never your fault. You are not dirty or disgusting.

It was never your fault.

#self-awareau #self-awarebsd #bungou stray dogs au #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd x gender neutral reader #gender neutral reader #bsd anime #platonic #yandere #chuuya nakahara x reader #bsd kouyou #bsd chuuya #ozaki kouyou #bungou stray dogs kouyou #Self Aware Kouyou Ozaki #Self Aware Chuuya Nakahara

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izoom02 · 3 months

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“My cold class president”

Pairing: Class President! Wonwoo x Reader

Genre: Fluff, slightly angst

Summary: You have a crush on your class president, Wonwoo, you are trying to get close with him, however.. he keeps giving you cold shoulder, what will happen if he became jealous because you interacted with another boy? (his rival A.K.A Mingyu)

Warning: Some curse words

Notes: Hi guyss! Sorry for being inactivee, I was planning to post yesterday but my tumblr is bugging for some reason, sorry if this one is short, I dont know why my drafts was deleted, hope you all njoy his one!

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YOUR POV:

The bell rang, I was packing my things before leaving the classroom, I went outside but was stopped by Mingyu, he offered to go eat somewhere and of course I agreed since he was nothing but sweet to me. Then I felt my phone vibrated and saw Wonwoo’s message.

Eh? I mean what did I expect.. They are always together, I sometimes overthink that they might be in a relationship already but he comfirmed that he doesnt want to be in a relationship since he thinks it’s a distraction from his studies.

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Me and Mingyu walked together outside and noticed I was a bit down,

“You okay? You look sad..” he said, “Im okay! I mean you know that I have a thing on Wonwoo, I feel like no matter what I do.. it wont be enough for him”, he was shocked by my words then patted my back, “Don’t say that! You are the most wonderful girl I have ever met! If he can’t see that then he is blind” he said, I smiled ay his words but I’ll try my best to pursue him. “Come, lets eat over there! I heard their ramen taste good” he said.

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WONWOO’S POV

I saw their tweet, I thought she didn’t want to join me because i’m always cold to her but it looks like they are really going together… Jennie was beside me ranting and just talking about random stuff, I didn’t really listened because of the this feelings, why does it kind of hurt when they are together.. I saw a cat just sitting, it has (e/c) eyes and (h/c) fur, it reminded of Y/N.. I went over their and pet it, I didn’t care if Jennie was calling my name.

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YOUR POV:

I saw Jennie’s twit, I’m jealous I admit but its not like they are together though, I just hope Wonwoo would give me a chance.. Starting tomorrow I’ll try to get close with him!

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If you guys wanna be on my taglist, please tell me!! And also, I hope you like this one , im sorry for any error or cringy part

#kpop reactions #kpop scenarios #kpop x reader #kpop x you #seventeen #seventeen imagines #seventeen reactions #seventeen oneshot #seventeen x you #wonwoo #wonwoo x you

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jxn-blogs · 9 months

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Impurity!Nikolai x Exorcist!reader

Author's notes: sorry if this is kind of bad or something- my grammar isn't that great ngl

!!Warnings!!: Maybe dark content, mentions of gore, rusty ass carnival, honk honk, mentions of describing a figure's body I guess if someone thinks it's weird.

Words: 634 (I should say it's short)

(reader is gender neutral btw!!)

There was heavy footsteps. You were breathing heavily as you ran away from the impurity. It felt so horrifying especially when its your first mission. All you could hear is just your heartbeat and your footsteps. This world is pure gloom. The red skies and the ruined cities. The place where no one lives in.

As you continued running for your life, you spotted a carnival. You knew that there is no one inside that particular carnival but it looks lively than the others so you decided to take protection from there. Most of your comrades got eaten, the impurities ripping every single body part of them slowly. You could still hear the bloody screams from them although they were long gone. You still have some talismans so you decided to save them for later as you decided to investigate the carnival.

Most of the rides were broken and rusty, you could smell a strong smell of rotting corpses. It smells repulsive. You could start vomiting at this point but you held back. You saw a black colored splatter on a high striker. you took a great look at it, you immediately knew that it wasn't just a black splatter. You knew there would be an impurity here. You took a look around again. Seeing a circus tent. You decided to enter it.

The circus tent was dark and empty. Just like other places you have ever visited. You were looking around and saw a figure standing in the middle of the tent. The spotlight turns on, showing what the figure is. Your eyes widen, it was an impurity. You could hear cackling from the figure then it stares at you. The figure was a man, he has braided white hair and has clown makeup. You assumed that he might be the one who controls the high striker based of this figure and attire. He doesnt have any upper attire except for some straps. Showing his toned and muscular body. He wears monotone striped pants and he has a mallet on his arms. A large one at that.

"Aha! A visitor! Its been years since someone visited my circus!! Hehe now lets get on iwth my show, you may sit down my honorable guest!"

The man spoke. He has quite a voice that sounds like hes a ringmaster. A charismatic voice. You decided to sit down just like what he ordered. And you watched as he started peforming tricks.

You were quite enjoying his tricks, forgetting that he is your target. It feels like he isn't harmless at all. As the tricks he peformed started turning more violent each time.

"Are you enjoying the show? Now then, let me invite you to by subject for my next trick!!"

He took out a rope and swung it, throwing it at you as it goes to your waist. He smirked as he pulled the rope thats now at your waist, causing you to be pulled to him. He chuckled as he undo the rope from you and lets you stand on the spotlight.

"Now then, for my next trick."

He took out his mallet, you snapped out and remembered that he is an impurity and not a friendly monster. You tried to get away but you realized he chained you up.

"I appreciate that you enjoyed my tricks, but too bad i was trying to hold my hunger. You look so delicate when i saw you investigating my favorite carnival game machine. My heart felt like i just want to eat your soft... tender... flesh.. now its time for my meal, hope you have a great night."

After those words, all the thing you remembered was nothing. Your vision turns pitch black. He knocked you out. The last thing you hear is hysterical laughter.

(Tumblr isn't working I can't see shi just now)

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs nikolai #nikolai gogol #bsd nikolai #bsd x reader #fanfic #nikolai x reader #nikolai gogol x reader #bsd x y/n #bsd x you #bsd x gender neutral reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bungou stray dogs x you #bungou stray dogs au #bsd au

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kohakhearts · 14 days

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hello I humbly request your silliest pokemon character headcanons thank you

HEY BRO ok confession: my head is pretty empty in general, so i'm making up most of these on the spot. all about anipoke characters specifically (and almost entirely exactly the handful of them youd expect) because they're the only ones i rotate with enough frequency to do this for lmao

-(not really a headcanon bc tbh i believe he CAN drive but it's funnier if he can't) ever since i realized that gary was chauffeured around and not actually driving that car himself i maintain. gary oak cannot drive <3

copy and pasting this one from the depths of my priv twitter because i was so right about it tbh:

>garys NOT edgy hes like. a kpop fan. >i feel like gary's like the kind of person who has a playlist for other people and a playlist for himself. the former is full of emo bangers and softcore grunge. the latter is bubbly pop music. goh is the exact opposite. in this essay i will >"what about ash" he doesnt listen to music. thats because his head is already full of elevator music

-i think that goh is the epitome of the like "writing this in my journal in sparkly pink gel pen will fix me" but on the rare occasions he DOES journal he just writes out his activities like a grocery list. hes simply too embarrassed about having feelings to do anything else

-pretty much all of ash's friends have, at some point, made a fake social media account impersonating him. the only ones who did so with any margin of success are misty and lana

-speaking of social media - goh and lana both seem like they've gotten into discourse on twitter. lana is a troll and goh's compulsive need to be right about everything means that if they ever met in the online wilds, he was absolutely victimized by her

-you know that tumblr post where op said when they were a kid they thought their pet rock died so they flushed it down the toilet and severely clogged it? ashcore tbh

-you know who'd be really into alien conspiracy theories? clemont.

-i think an adult ash would be capable of cooking but he would also have to commit really hard to the bit of being bad at it, for old times sake. as a result he routinely eats things like cereal with gatorade instead of milk just to piss people off (he probably thinks its tasty though. let's be real)

-gary is a romcom enjoyer but he'll never admit it

-ash's first independent just-for-fun purchase is a pair of heelies. he is immediately banned from every walmart within a 200km radius of him

-ash and gary maintain their rivalry in really ridiculous ways. like "i bet you won't eat this pepper so spicy it sends people to the hospital" or "i bet you cant do a flip over that park bench and land on your feet" or "i bet you won't throw your shoes into the river just to prove you can" etc.

ok im all out of braincells. hope this satisfies <3

#answered #magiwou-meowvin #ily bro <3

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heisamarvelouspersona · 1 year

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VDL boys + "Dog or Cat Person"

this is my first post on tumblr and im *really* hoping this hasnt been done already.

Dutch:

cat person i just f*cking know it

he's one of those cat people that cannot distinguish his baby from an actual human child (me too its fine)

he has a white persian kitty and she lives in absolute luxury

just like the count, she wont let anyone else pet her. shes also probably called the countess

shes his special little babygirl, his meow meow, his little sweet cheese. if Arthur and John were drowing and he could only save one? he'd go catch a fish for his lil kitty cats dinner.

tried to take her as his plus one to the mayors party. Hosea absolutely would not allow it. spent hours debating over it.

Javier:

dog person

he's one of those guys that "doesnt see the point in cats"

"dogs are companions. you can never trust a cat. they lack loyalty" (speak for urself javi)

he probably tried to pet one once and it rejected him. now hes got a grudge against all of them

he likes little dogs. jack russels the most. they're tiny but fierce (and also very cute)

his dog will curl up at his feet whilst he plays guitar at the fire

John:

dog person

its not like he doesnt like cats. they just really don't like him.

hes too loud and excitable, and he kind of smells. cats just see him as one big hairless dog.

which he is. rufus sleeps at the foot of the bed with him and abigail....usually ends up inbetween them like a little kid and John just thinks its adorable. (abigail not so much)

prefers smaller, shorthaired dogs, that don't resemble wolves - for totally understandable reasons

will go out hunting with his dog and come back days later...with more dogs.

Sean:

both. totally both. i cannot see this man having a favourite

big, wolfy dogs and ginger cats ftw

will share his bed and literally let them eat off of his plate. drinks from the same cup as his cat and lets them both give him kisses. its gross but endearing

worms? he doesnt know her (he absolutely does)

hes covered in scratch marks. hes a full-time cat dad (i love him)

when his dog has zoomies...he probably has zoomies too

hes actually really good at training his pets? his dog is the most well behaved in camp. even dutch asked him to teach "the countess" some party tricks

Hosea:

dog person

hes allergic to cats :(

he still enjoys their company, he just cant have his own.

has a coonhound. he and bessie got her as a puppy. shes around 11 years old now but shes still got some life in her. much like her dad.

he used to take her hunting with him but now shes getting too old. still takes her on cons n such.

he'll take her fishing in the boat, chatting away to her about the old days with bessie.

he was raised with dogs. hes like a certified dog whisperer

Charles:

both...but leaning toward cats.

he would love to have a dog but he recognises that he doesnt have enough time to spare for a dog. dogs are family pets, cats are more suited to his way of life

even tho he doesn't have his own dog he always spares time for the rest of the camps canine companions. often going hunting just to bring them back their own meat.

his cat is just as stoic and kind as he is

hes the type of cat owner that wont see his cat for like 7 months and then they'll turn up like its nothing.

he doesnt worry because he trusts his cats natural instincts to find its home.

he pets every cat dog he sees. every. single. one.

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sp00nzontheteenagefacebook · 2 years

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hi! idk if you only do headcanons or not but can you write cc!quackity angst where the reader checks up on alex multiple times through out the day when he’s in his streaming room and one day he’s just having a bad day and accidentally snaps and says something hurtful at the reader when they’re just trying to get him to eat bc he hasn’t eaten or smth like that? and when the reader leaves the room he doesnt realize how bad he hurt them so he tries to talk to them but they already left the house and stayed at a friends house for a bit, and when they come back he apologizes and it just turns into fluff?? SORRY ITS REALLY DETALIED LOLL 💀 anyways, have a good day/night!! <33

Don't Snap At Me, I'm Sensitive.

Ofc! Sorry it took what- a year to write this? Here's part one since it was too long to write all of it onto the tumblr format!

Pairing: Quackity, You

Summary: ^^^

TW: Quackity is big mean for a minute there

Under the cut <33

Alex had been streaming for 5 hours now. He was doing a Roblox stream where he played AdoptMe.

But everything that could go wrong did go wrong.

His camera broke, his game was raided by DSMP antis and weirdchamp Quackity fans, the internet in his house went out multiple times, and he had forgotten to eat anything that day.

Throughout the stream, Alex's stress started to get the best of him. But he continued.

Bills don’t pay themselves.

The internet going off again at the 5-and-a-half hour mark was when he decided he was done playing for the day.

Powering off his PC, he put his face into his hand and took a long breath to calm down. His office door opened and in walked you.

"Hey, you’re finally done," you said as you walked up to him. He sent a small glare your way, hoping that you’d take the hint to back off.

That he was in no mood to talk to you, but you didn’t.

You did, however, notice his bad mood and gently touched his shoulder, "How about we go out to eat, yeah? Get your mind off whatever's making you angry."

"I'm not angry," He mumbled as he shrugged your hand off his shoulder.

You stared at him, "Baby.. c’mon, what’s wrong?"

"Nothing. It’s nothing. "

"Alex, I can tell when something’s wrong. Just talk to me and maybe we can fix it. "

"Amor please, I don’t-"

"Alexis, please just tell-"

He slammed his hands on the table and stood up, "Maybe if you weren’t so fucking stupid, maybe you’d be able to see that I want to be left alone! God. It's like you never fucking take hints. "

Your eyes widened as you took a step back.

"What?"

"You fucking heard me. Just leave me alone, "

He spat out as he sat back in his chair and looked down, "I can’t deal with your nonsense right now."

You stare at him, your eyes burning as tears threaten to fall. Without a word, you walked out of the room.

Walking into the two of you's shared room you grabbed the suitcase from under the bed and started shoving things from your drawers and closet into it while letting out a few sobs.

You slammed the suitcase shut and zipped it shut. You sat on your bed, grabbed your phone, and called your friend.

The phone rang for a second before they picked up, "Hey bud, what's up?"

You sniffed, "Hey, Alexis n’ I— he yelled at me- I was wondering if you would mind if I crashed at your house for a few days?"

"Oh, honey… Yeah, of course. Uh- fuck. Do you need a ride?"

"No, it's fine. I’ll take the car. Thank you so much. This means a lot."

"Yeah, of course! I’ll see you when you get here."

You two said your goodbyes and hung up, grabbed your suitcase, and headed out of the house.

Looking behind you towards the office, you started second-guessing yourself.

Shaking your head, you walked out of the door, closing it behind you.

Part 2!

Masterlist

#quackity x reader #dsmp #quackity #dream smp #quackity x you #y/n is not used #I dont think I used pronouns #x reader #writing

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quodekash · 6 months

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I rewatched episode 7 like 6 or 7 times this week im so ready for episode 8 and for all the fluff and then for the angst to come crashing in and for my dreams to be crushed

lets do this

SAILOM'S EXPRESSION I CANT WITH HIM

and it's a perfectly reasonable expression, saifah's very very sus

GOOD JOB KANGGGGGG

IM SO PROUD OF YOU MY BOY THATS AMAZING

HES SO HAPPY LOOK AT HOW HAPPY MY BOY IS

THE WORDS OF AFFIRMATION LOVE LANGUAGE BOY

AAAAAA

the SAME bed, mayhaps?????

yess yess yesssss

NOT ANYMORE BITCH

YOU'VE GOT A CLINGY-ASS BOYFRIEND NOW, AINT NO WAY HE'S SLEEPING IN HIS OWN BED

his expression says it all

seriously I love him so much

perth is such an amazing actor

B O Y F I E ???

HIS LITTLE POUTY FACE-

sailom, sorry mate, but he's too powerful. you can't say no to that face

kang I know you're obsessed with him but you need to go to sleep my guy

trust me, you wont do well on your exam if you dont sleep enough

you can't just stare at your boyfriend the whole night

yES???

OOOOO YES THIS IS AN INTERESTING QUESTION

bc there was no affection behind that kiss, it was anger and fury and revenge, anyone could see that, but when I was watching the first three episodes (I didn't start the series until the day after episode 3 came out) id kinda had the sense that there was a part of sailom that felt self-satisfaction at finally having kissed him? but idk im interested to see what he actually says

yes!! thats what I thought!!!!

I LIVE AND BREATHE FOR KANG'S CHEESY-ASS PICKUP LINES

I ALSO LIVE AND BREATHE FOR THE WAY SAILOM CANT CONTROL HIS LAUGHTER AT HOW B A D THOSE CHEESY-ASS PICKUP LINES ARE

ASHDFAHSDFHASDHFADSHFHASDFH

look I knew the spooning was inevitable but that doesnt mean it doesnt have the power to murder me senseless

HE LITERALLY HAS HIS HEAD ON SAILOM'S PILLOW HE'S LIKE CLING WRAP ON A SANDWICH

are kang's legs on top of sailom

BEHIND THE CURTAIN???? THERE'S NO WAY THAT'LL WORK

JUST GO TO THE BATHROOM YOU DOOFUS

no but that would be ADORABLE and I wish that was part of the plot alongside the kangsailom stuff

w h a t

is kang secretly a magician??? is that what the whole plot is ACTUALLY about, kang's secret ambitions to become a magician?

(it definitely isn't but I would absolutely read a fic about that so if anyone wants to volunteer please send it to me somehow)

OMG

THEYRE ALL EATING LUNCH TOGETHER????????????

AND GUYNAWA ARE RIGHT ACROSS FROM EACH OTHER???????????

BOV4IERLHFBNDSVOERI I LOVE GROUP DYNAMICS SO THIS MIGHT KILL ME

YEEEEEE

AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY

suuuuuuure buddy

you just dont want to admit that you like hanging around them

a DATE??? a DATE you say??????

are they aware of how flirtatious they're being? I would hope that they're aware of how flirtatious they're being

close, auto, very close. they're actually deeply in love with each other but they're both too afraid to admit it so they express it through pretend hatred

but they did get drunk together so I dunnoooo

AAAAAAAA

THEYRE SOUNDWINING AGAIN

I REPEAT, THEY ARE SOUNDWINING AGAIN

.........im ten minutes in and already ran out of images for one Tumblr post.

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celamoon · 2 years

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*pulling up to the celamoon drive thru* yeah can i get a fuckin Uhhhh...

I can't remember if you've ever written servant!komaeda x reader before but I'd love to see ur take on it. Can be sfw or nsfw, your preference! I know you have a few wips so don't sweat it if you take a while.

Also this is @sonyar tumblr doesnt let sideblogs send asks 💔 Hiii longtime listener first time caller

SERVANT... KOMAEDA.. YUM. (artist)

Warnings: smut, fingering, eating out, fem! reader, dom! reader(this part killed me), reader briefly mentions abt destroying pregnancy tissue with a hanger... yeah.

Towa city has very little to offer.

You pull yourself through the mess, dodging and ducking all of the Monokumas. Monokumas? The... humans. Whatever they are. You have no idea what they're called nowadays. It's been AGES since you've seen a normal human anyways. It's actually the perfect setting to fall in love with a fucked up man who saves you from a bunch of random ass Monokumas.

You don't know if you should've manifested that last part.

You stand in the pile of rubbish, rummaging through to find anything you can use, and you meet eyes with a man.

Wait. A man?

You stare at him, and he seems surprised to see you.

You glance at the chain clasped around his neck and the jacket, and you blink. At least you weren't the only one suffering from no fashion in this economy.

"Ah? A survivor? How... rare?" His voice is airy, scratchy, and it sends a chill down your spine. It's been ages since you've heard someone other than Monokuma's voice on the TVs.

"Ah," You stare at him.

He's... pretty? That's not quite the right word. He looks like a poorly dressed porcelain doll. He looks delicate.

"Oh, dear," He trips, and you gasp. You don't know if you have something wrong with your mind, but you rush over to him. In this sort of economy? You don't know what's wrong with you, but you suppose saving someone who might kill you is the least of your concern right now.

You tear the rubbish from his ankle, and you grimace at the bruise.

"Do you live here? Or are you another survivor?"

He stares at you, and his gaze digs into your soul.

"Ah, my apologies," He smiles. "I got lost in your eyes for a moment, you see."

You raise a brow incredulously.

"How'd you scratch your knees?"

"You see," He hums. "I was looking for chestnuts, for the children, Utsugi-chan to be exact."

You blink at him.

"They're the warriors of hope," He beams. "They're very adorable, you see."

You nod slowly. You have no idea why you are.

"Anyways," He smiles. "I apologize for being a nuisance, but could you please help me out? I feel I hurt my leg, you see."

You lift him from the rubbish, and you haul him to your makeshift tent. It's not a tent; it's more of a clean area of a destroyed building than anything.

The male leans against the collapsed wall, and you tend to the bruise on his leg.

"You have alcohol in a place like this?"

"Vodka," You pour it onto his wound, and he hisses. "Make do with what there's left in a world like this."

The male hisses, and he chuckles awkwardly. "Ah, what's your name, darling?"

"I don't think you're close enough to be calling me darling yet," You wrap the wound with a ripped bedsheet. "Y/n. You?"

"Please call me Servant," He smiles. "I do not deserve a name, you see."

You pause. "Alright. Do you live here?"

"I live in the only in-tact skyscraper left here," Servant smiles. "Shall I take you there? As a thank you."

"It's..." you pause. He's suspicious as hell, but you think the last thing you're worrying about right now is some random stranger locking you up in a skyscraper. "...Is it safe?"

"Sure," He smiles. "I'll rely on our luck to keep you away from the kids."

You follow the male, the people ignoring the two of you as you pass them. You wonder if he was a remnant of despair. You don't know. You don't find it in yourself to care. The city's beyond saving anyway.

You glance at the room. It's run down, and you worry a lot about it.

"It's a little underwhelming," He laughs airily. "My apologies."

"No," You pause. "It's much safer here. Thank you."

You ignore the fact that there's only one bed here.

Servant is seldom in his room. He runs around, running errands for the children, getting and bringing whatever they wanted. There's not much to do in his room. You find a couple of sex toys scattered about, and you blink when you find a strap-on. This man... he's... no. You pause your thought process. That's not what you should be worrying about right now.

The days in his room are boring. There's no internet and nothing to busy yourself with. Servant brings you a couple of trinkets from the kids, and you work your way through the Rubik's cube. Your movement becomes fluid, a second memory if you would. Your fingers work at the cube without thinking, and you scatter your mind. Is this what it feels like to grow bored? How annoying.

Servant comes back one day, dragging you off from his room. You're concerned.

"Yes?"

"Ah," He smiles. You're taken aback by his smile.

"You see," He hums. "I was just thinking... you want to stand on the side of hope, right?"

You blink. "I'm just trying to survive."

"Which means you're on the side of hope," He beams, pulling you down the spiral of stairs.

"I don't get it."

"We're going to create hope!" Servant beams. "Oh, you're the perfect person to! I can't believe I got so lucky! Picking you up... the fact that you're the perfect person!"

You blink in confusion, and Servant drags you to another room. You stand there as Servant mumbles. "You see..." He begins. "I was just thinking about how... hopeful it would be... if we could raise a new generation of kids! People who won't be stained by the likes of disgusting despair! Of course, unfortunately, there's an issue; since Kamukura-san can't do it, you're stuck with the likes of me..."

"I'm not following." You deadpan.

"Oh, we're going to create hope together!" Servant clasps his two hands together... Hand and mitten.

"Create hope?"

"Why, of course!" He beams. "It's only fitting that someone as hopeful as you would be the one to deliver the next generation!"

You think you know where this is going.

"You're going to use me as an incubator," You stare at him.

"N-no," He babbles. "It would be unfitting for trash like me to assign people, but it's only if you want to. You know? Well, I'm sure-"

"Well..." You glance at him. It had been a while since you fucked someone. "I don't know... how good are you at servicing others?"

Servant flushes, cheeks pink, lips parted.

"You'd let me taint such beautiful hope?"

"I don't know," You sigh. "How good of a head do you give?"

Servant blushes harder, and he stumbles over his words. "A-anything you want, I can do! I-I live to s-serve, after all." You can see the drool forming in the corner of his lips. You tilt your head, curious to how he would react. He goes on a ramble about how you could do whatever you wanted to him, and you tap your cheek.

"Sit," You watch him kneel immediately. "I said sit."

Servant seats himself on the bed, and you sigh.

"I hope you know how to service someone decently," You straddle him, and Servant's hands rest on your waist almost immediately. You press your lips to his, and he kisses you experimentally, trying to figure out what you liked. He gauges your reactions, trying his best to please you.

You lean your neck back as he nips at it, licking and biting all at the same time. Servant understands your body quick enough, fingers digging into your skin and pressing where it needed to. Your lips part, and Servant slips his tongue in, desperate to please you like he was supposed to. He's not sure when he forgot that technically everything was supposed to go according to his plan, but he's not against you ordering him around. He liked it. Servant's fingers slip pull on the string of your waistband, sliding his hand down your hips, pinching your waist as he does so. You moan into the kiss, and Servant's lips leave yours, biting and chewing at your collarbone. You squirm as his hand slides further down, pressing his fingers to your entrance, glancing up at you to see how you'd react. He feels you tense up, and he rubs circles with his right hand as he slips a finger into you.

Komaeda likes it. He likes this. You're so pretty.

"Mm?" You glance at him as he slips a second finger in. "You're doing good, pretty boy."

Servant's heart flutters at those words. Pretty boy? Oh, for you to call trash like him such a dazzling name was a crime. Yet, he finds himself drinking up every word you praise you toss his way. Pretty boy? Your pretty boy? Oh, with someone as angelic as you praising him, he has to take good care of you. He has to please you.

His fingers speed up, and your breath hitches as he presses his thumb to your clit. You wonder how he's able to do all that despite not being able to see. He seems to be used to this.

The coil in your stomach tightens, and you hook two fingers under Servant's chain as you cum on his fingers. You rest your face in his hair for a moment, ignoring the fact that the man probably hasn't showered in ages. He smells surprisingly clean. You breathe slowly, catching your breath. Servant waits for your next command, staring up at you, lashes fluttering.

"Lay down," You get off of him, and Servant's eyes widen in panic.

"I-"

"Lay down." You stare at him, eyes hard.

Servant listens, and he watches you as you push his sweater up, unbuckling his belt and pulling down his pants with his boxers. He's so hard it looks painful.

Your hand grabs Servant's chain, looping it once through your hand, pulling on it as you shimmy out of your pants. Servant watches with gleaming eyes as you straddle him. You're so pretty.

The blood rushes to his head, and he whimpers as you run your hand from the bottom of his cock to position him at your entrance.

Servant's hand grips the sheets as you bottom out.

He shifts slightly, and you hold his hip in place.

"Hm?" He stares at you, blinking.

"What do good boys say when they want something?"

"P-please," Servant flushes incredibly redder. "Please fuck me." "Good boy," You smile, finally moving. Servant moans loud. He whimpers and gasps, shaking as you bounce on him. You wonder if he's always this loud. Was he used to this kind of service as a servant? Yet, the better part of you knows that he probably is, and he's probably one of the remnants of despair just from his insanity. Well, not that it mattered. You would die sooner or later, you might as well make the best of this.

"So, hah," You pant, pulling on Servant's chain as you ride him. "You wanted to create hope? I wonder how you're so sure that it'll work. What if I somehow found the pill? What if I destroy the tissue with a clothing hanger? What if I destroy that lovely hope of yours?"

Servant moans, lips parted in ecstasy, eyes hazy, tongue lolling out.

"So fucked out that you can't even answer?" You stop, and Servant cries out.

"No!" He gasps, shifting his hips to somehow get some friction. His hip bone digs into yours, and you click your tongue in annoyance.

"You were so eager to fuck me earlier," You tug on his chain harder, forcing him to his forearms. "What happened to that spirit? I asked you a question."

Servant babbles something about how he would be fine it with because it was you doing it, and you sigh, riding him again. He cries worthless praise as you feel him pulse in you, and you sigh. Servant whines for your permission to cum, and you pause.

"Do you deserve it?"

He cries. "Worthless trash like me doesn't, but please! I just... really! Please let me cum, angel. Pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease-"

You open your mouth to let him, and you pause when you feel something fill you. You blink, and you scoff at the male.

"Without permission?"

"I'm sorry!" He cries. "I'll make it up to you. Use me how you want... oh.. I'm just a mere servant after all..."

You lift yourself from him, and you glance at his softening cock. "Clean it up."

Servant nods feverishly, lowering himself to his knees, pressing his tongue flat on your cunt. You squirm, and he uses his right hand to spread your labia, digging his tongue inside of you. He eats you out feverishly, panting and whining like a dog. He licks at you, desperate to prove himself useful in some way.

"Is the other hand broken or something?" You yelp as he delves his tongue into you. You squirm, curling slightly as he rests his left hand on your leg, trying to keep your legs from closing around his head. He doesn't mind if you want to, but you wanted him to clean up his mess, so he had to. His eyes widen as your hand pushes him closer into you, but he doesn't complain. He had a job as your servant. He had to clean you up.

You dig your feet into the bedsheets, and Servant moves his fingers to curl inside of you. You were tightening around him. He couldn't wait to see you come undone. Even though you weren't going to be the one to create hope with him, you have given him such a euphoric orgasm; he had to pay you back. Scum like him wasn't worth cumming inside of you. He should've held it in and rubbed it out later. Oh, but you couldn't blame him. You just felt so good around him.

His mind clouds with thoughts, and he doesn't even realize that you've already cum, his licking and sucking cleaning you off perfectly.

You lift a leg up, and Servant glances at you with doe eyes.

"Did I do something wrong? I'm so sorry! I'll make it up, I promise-"

"You did nothing wrong," You sit up. "I came, and you got lost in thought."

"I'm so sorry!" Servant cries. "I'll do anything to make it up to you! I promise!"

"How about you wash us up," You smile. "Since you're a mere servant."

You don't know what part of this power play got to your mind, but as Servant's lips latch to your neck again, you don't find it in yourself to care.

You could worry later.

#komaeda x reader #komaeda smut #nagito komaeda #nagito x reader

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sad-leon · 8 months

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Hello! I hope you're having a good day!

So many people in my life seem to be going through something right now, and I just wanted to give you an opportunity to share anything you might be going through. Good or bad, as specific or as vague as you're comfortable with. Or feel free to ignore if you'd rather not. No pressure at all!

I hope things are going well for you! But if not, I'll be sending prayers your way if you're comfortable with that!

I am... not.

and i haven't for a long time

I'll preface this entire post with a warning: THIS IS A VENT POST the only tags will be trigger warnings

I thinks i've said it once or twice, but I started school this year. This is my first year in college after taking a gap year and also telling everyon i wasnt gonna go. I know jack shit about what im doing and its fucking exhausting. Theres so many things that i feel like I should know but dont because all the college information given out in my highschool was geared toward the college in that town specifically, which is not the college im going to.

I've also moved. im entirely on my own, physically and financially. I just met with my job and am starting very soon which is not good because my sleep schedule is all wrong. I may be switching jobs soon, but i can't just quit becuase, like i said, im on my own.

and those are only the big two. lets speedrun this. my anxiety, my autism, i need new glasses, my feet hurt more than i think they should, im a system, my eating disorder, my aversions that make it hard to drink the water up here, the burnout, the exhaustion, executive dysfunction, i also likely have adhd which mean rsd. im touch starved and touch adverse

those are just what i can think of off the top of my head

but all of this had been leading to what might be a pretty nasty breakdown and soon.

im so fucking tired all the time and that makes it hard to draw, but thats one of my only ways to relax. i like playing mc, but i get bored easily and also i cant sit at my desk for long becuase it feels like my head is too heavy for my neck. it hurts. everything hurts and my job doesnt help me at fucking all.

i was able to draw tsob while dealing with most of my issues becuase all i had to worry about was work. looking at my current schedule, i can find the free time. the issue is using that freetime to draw and not just sleep or dissociate. finding home is very dear to me, but drawing it the way i am can be exhausting and i dont want to start hating it, so i just.. dont draw it most days

i stress constantly about how i appear on my blog becuase i want so badly to do this right. i want to be good at something, like, as a person, not just as an artist. but i hate myself too much to believe in any progress i make.

i know its the rsd mostly but i see groups and i feel gross. its not as bed now (any of you beans that have made it this far, ily /p) becuase i found a community i can actually interact with, but it still comes up, especially because i've moved away from all my irl friends and its so fucking hard for me to make them in the first place. like.. actual friends, not just people i can work with at school

if i keep going i'll probably talk myself in circles, so ill stop it here. theres a lot more but im not going to ramble about my suicidal, intrusive, or sh thoughts on this blog. this is a post to inform you guys of the state of mind im in. im lonely and sad and its all building up to a massive breakdown.

im not going to be leaving tumblr or giving up on my comic, but i probalby wont update as often as i did tsob. i just dont have the energy.

i also will probably post some of my traditional art cuz i gotta fill up a sketchbook for my animation class, so that also takes away from the time i use to draw digitally.

im so tired

#vent post #tw vent #long post #tw exhaustion #tw burnout

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azumasoroshi · 1 year

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minidura chapter 11 react

ok i found chapter 11 translated by amnemonie on tumblr (thank you thank you thank you and if you want me to take this down i will!!) but there's no guarantee ill be able to find the rest lmAOo we'll see

HOT MAN!!! HOT MAN

i mean what no pathetic sopping wet man

cat face izaya i thought id never see you again

man after realizing there's a minidura tag i saw a post that was like "i wish minidura got animated like bsd wan" and like. YEAH. PLEASE

it would be the perfect revival of the durarara fandom pleaseeeeeee do it for meeeeeeee we could revive durarara like we revived trigun

and i need shizuo izaya and shinra cooking together being animated. please

anyway izaya looks like he really doesnt wanna be here in that last panel and i mildly spoiled myself on the comments/reblogs saying this one is really mean to izaya which you know i live for. [cracks knuckles] i hope he gets hit by a truck but like an emotional one because that's the only one he'd really react to

oh god he's more pathetic than i thought he'd be

they're really looking at him like "damn bitch you good" which is fair

bro summoned up all his courage to ask 😭rip bozo

??????????? THEY TOLD YOU HE'D BE WITH THEM

izaya simultaneously has the best social skills known to man and the WORST social skills known to man

ill never stop bringing this up but. now presenting orihara "i love humans because they're so unpredictable" izaya getting fucked by humans' predictability everybody

and here we see izaya walking awkwardly in his natural habitat, trying to eat cake with high schoolers /j

kadota casually calling out izaya on his bullshit bkgjdSGKHDSHds

he just wants to eat cakeeeee someone go with him

not me though i wouldnt be caught dead with that man

i swear walker's face gets longer every time i see him and it tickles me so much

aaaand cue shizuo on stage right

god bless erika for suggesting that he invite shizuo cuz id have done it myself

also "just today". are you implying that you want to see shizuo every other day. izaya.

WAIT

WAIT IS TODAY IZAYA'S BIRTHDAY

oh my god thats actually sad okay

id say to ask namie but namie probably rejected him already without even letting him finish the question bkfdgjhgf

shinra keeping up the stupid anniversaries trend from that other chapter we love a consistent malewife

man shiki he wasnt even here for work 😭 at least he got some food although karasumi does not look that good if im being honest

at least compared to cake

shinraaaa you FORGOTTTT

may 4th is the date of my statistics exam but i swear ill celebrate it for you izaya. ill even mark it down on my calendar

oh 💀 namie is as delusional as i am. love that for her

he's even singing to himself ohhhhh poor baby...(i say this as if i'm not grinning wildly to myself in my room rn)

i swear i feel bad for him but he's so fun to bully

man i remember those fics where shizuo was the only one to remember izaya's birthday bgkjhfdgfd i guess those were founded from somewhere (even if his gifts were things like 'not chasing him today' or sending him black roses)

oh my god 😭 he's so desperate at this point i didnt think he'd actually be happy to see shizu-chan

even grabbing him by the arms bkgdssdkahdskjhgsdsd

this is gonna end badly though if the comments/reblogs i read have anything to say about it

😭yep the izaya bullying is real

SHIZUO NOOOOOOOOOOOO THATS BASICALLY THE WHOLE CAKE

izaya's conscious too 💀 MAN

part of me feels like this is narita's personal revenge against the shizaya fans in his fanbase askdbgskjhsdhgsd shizuo needs to be extra cruel to prove he's not gay

he's so happy to just get birthday textssssss this is so sad

#shizaya #izaya orihara #shizuo heiwajima #shinra kishitani #celty sturulson #oh wait i just remembered that tagging all these names clogs up the tags. FUCK #i should. stop doing that bskdgjgshjgsdhg #have to learn my lesson from doing the incorrect lov account #durarara

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tonberry-yoda · 1 year

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Omg how didn’t I see those??? Gonna binge them right away 🤩

So sorry for not seeing those! 😭😭

Ok hereby i request a Full fluff alphabet for sweet Toge 💜

I’ll wait until you finish everything until further requests haha

Aww your writing makes MY day my dear!! 🌻

Srsly I’ve been having a hard time lately because I fell I’ll and I’m still recovering and reading your sweet stories gets me through my boring days

i made those two alphabets towards the beginning of me writing on tumblr here, so i really hope you enjoyed those if you ended up reading them! and i love that you said you'd wait for everything else to be done for this request, but here i am doing it lmaoooo. these are actually easy for me, even if time consuming! so i really hope you enjoy!! love you 🌻anon and im really glad i can help you through a hard time that means a lot and you are such a sweetheart, thank you for all of the support.

now let's stop rambling and get onto the alphabet!

Fluff Alphabet with Toge

Pairing - Toge x reader

Warnings - none!

Notes - (post inspired by this) thank you love! i had a lot of fun doing this and toge is such a cutie! thank for the request and please enjoy! i hope you have a good day today and stay hydrated!!!

A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?

just spending time outside is a must

whether it be enjoying the afternoon air or the stars above, you two always find yourselves outside when spending time together

picnics are your thing for sure

you make a super cute picnic with cake and drinks and just a ton of snacks and then you and him walk over to somewhere cute and eat together in silence

just because he's quiet though doesnt mean hanging out is awkward

its actually nice

peaceful

especially in the winter time

you still go outside and do stuff like watch the snow, but you're in each other's arms while doing so

what a cutie omg

B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?

he loves your voice

the fact that he cant really use his makes him love yours more

he's a fantastic listener and overall just loves hearing you talk

could listen to you all day if you were willing to talk for that long

he thinks everything about you is beautiful, but again, he just cant get over your voice

especially if your a singer, you would kill that poor man

C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?

he would just listen

he's not a panicky guy, so if you're in the middle of something like a panic attack, he brings you what you need calmly and then just sit next to you, ready to hear what you have going on

and if you need space, he'll give it to you

cuddles? heck yeah, bring it in

he just wants to be there for you, he would never leave you when you're sad or down in anyway

would rub your back always

D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?

he cant see a life without you

whether it be marriage or just there to support you, toge wants you in his life forever

he knows your strong, so he always sees the two of you becoming professional sorcerers

but overall, he just cannot think to live without you

E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?

let's be honest here, since you're the one doing all the talking, you're definitely the dominant one

you literally have to order food for this man

you work really hard to do your best as a sorcerer and toge literally hold you up like you are a god/goddess/deity

he prefers you being dominant because he gets all nervous in situations without you lol

F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?

he doesnt like to fight with you, so he will try to avoid that at all costs

but in the situation that you two end up fighting, you just go silent around each other

you let your thoughts simmer before you actually end up communicating

it ends up being an easily forgiven situation and you just end up laughing it off later

G ratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?

this man is so grateful to have you in his life

he would do anything for you and knows that you would do the same for him

you two are like two halves of a whole and without each other, the world would honestly be empty

he is more grateful to you than anyone else (which says a lot because he holds his friends pretty highly)

H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?

its hard to share everything when you cant really talk lol

there's a lot about himself that you dont know

you dont really know about his family or how he grew up, but that's because you never asked

he doesnt share everything, but he's not trying to intentionally hide anything from you

he respects and loves communication in a relationship, but that's hard when you dont really have a voice to speak it

I nspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?

i feel like you both really didnt change

you fell in love with who he was and it was the same for him

nothing about either of you really changed

he's still more reserved, even if you try to get him out of his shell

i feel like the real change or lesson you would learn is how to work better together

whether that be in real fighting situations, arguments with each other, or even just class work

you're just finding better ways to work together

so personal problems are just another bump for you to try to get over together

it leaves you on your toes, so it's actually quite fun sometimes

J ealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?

I feel like he doesnt have a huge jealousy problem

EXCEPT

when you are talking to a guy and your adorable laugh slips out

your voice is reserved for toge and toge only lol

hearing that gorgeous little laugh or hearing you sing for others just sparks a new feeling in his chest that he doesnt like

to deal with it, he just rushes over to you and stands as close as possible so he can hear it first hand while looking the other person dead in the eye

K iss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?

OMG YES

this man has the cutest smallest softest lips ever

its like kissing a soft little cloud or a stuffed animal or something

and he slides his hand behind your ear, moving you hair out of the way

*dies*

it would always be one little kiss and then he'd just press more and more onto your lips

you know the little kiss sesh is over when he places a big kiss on your cheek and smiles at you

the first kiss happened so suddenly

y'all were just hangin out, watchin the moon, and he pressed a kiss onto your cheek, which then became your lips, and then you ended up kissing for a few minutes under the stars

wish that was me omg

L ove Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?

HE WOULD WRITE YOU A LITTLE NOTE

y'all were just studying in the library when he slipped over a note that said:

will you go out with me? :)

how could you say no?

you two ended up passing notes the whole time instead of studying lol

M arriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?

as long as that means he can be in your life forever, then yes

he would pass you a note again just cuz it's so flippin cute

he would pass you the note and then the box

then you'd throw your arms around him crying and he'd let a few tears fall himself

the wedding would be super small

maybe you would just get eloped, idk

it would be a very quiet wedding too

you would just hand each other your vows and read them with misty eyes before you two kiss

i think he would say "i do" in order to really keep you guys married

omg that would be so cute

would shock everyone there lol

even you

N icknames - What do they call their s/o?

at first you didnt think he called you any nicknames since he cant talk

but then you noticed him saying sushi a lot around you which was a new one

so you just assume that he calls you sushi lol

O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?

GOO GOO EYES

he cant help but stare at you

with loving eyes ofc

he always passes you little notes telling you how much he loves you

he cant help it

its actually only obvious to you

a lot of people dont know since he's so to himself

you, on the other hand, can notice it from a mile away lol

P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?

HECC NO

its not that he doesnt love you

he would just prefer it if... you didnt touch him in front of a bunch of people lol

he'll gladly hold your hand, but he wont like cuddle you or makeout with you in front of a bunch of people

he just gets too flustered

what a cutie

Q uirk - Some random ability they have that's beneficial in a relationship.

GREAT KISSER

and really good and comforting you

and just like really good at being there

also great cuddles lol

R omance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?

i feel like he would do anything to make you happy, but he's not the super romantic type

like no flowers or romantic dinners

just outdoor dates with the moon and stars chillin with ya

just being close to you is enough for the both of you

S upport - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?

oh absolutely

he is your #1 supporter

you guys support each other and that is super important to the both of you

T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?

he doesnt need anything but you with a smile on your face to make the relationship work

he doesnt need a thrill

so in that sense, you are very more routine

you are free together in the relationship, so you dont need to see each other 24/7, but having you there makes him happy

just seeing you once or more in a day is good enough for him

but when you start living together and are a part of each other, you two just do your own thing, but with the other right by your side

U nderstanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?

he knows you super well

he knows what you need when you're sad and knows what you need when you're happy

if you're in a position where you just dont want to talk to or see anyone, he will leave you be, he is super empathetic of your feelings

V alue - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?

this relationship is super important to him

even if he doesnt see you 24/7, just having you in his life means the world to him

this relationship is worth a lot and he never wants it to end

he really thinks he has found the one in you and wouldnt want to give that up for anything

you support him and he does the same, so without that, he would feel empty somewhere in his soul

W ild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.

every night before bed, the two of you cuddle up and watch a movie and then just end up falling asleep together

he just loves sleeping in a bed with you

X OXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?

YES

but not in front of people ofc

he just loves you hug and hold you while no one else is there

i think he would be really cold, so he would warm himself by your warmth under the blanket while laying little kisses all over your face before falling asleep

Y earning - How will they cope when they're missing their partner?

he would feel like something is missing

he gets in a really sad spot and kind of just... waits for you to get back

expect a lot of loving texts from him

he'll just curl up and watch a movie, wishing you were next to him :(

Z eal - Are they willing to go to great lenghts for the relationship? If so, what kind of?

oh absolutely

man would take a bullet for you

he cares about you so much he will do anything, but only if you think the same way about him

he will fight for you and with you

he couldnt imagine a life without you

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alohastyles-x · 2 years

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𝖆𝖎𝖗𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖉 - 𝙴.𝙼. | 1

Summary: A sinister entity makes it presence known to you, plaguing your mind with pain and nightmares. You need a little release, but that means talking to the school freak...

Warnings: Violence, Gore, Drug Usage, Death, Language, S4 spoilers,

Wordcount: 3.2k

A/N: Much like Eddie Munson, I am in love with this chapter tbh. but in my next few ones, the dialogue won't be like *exactly* the same as the show! *Reposting bc Tumblr doesnt like me*

ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛꜱ, ʟɪᴋᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛʟʏ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇᴅ

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Prologue

P.P.S. all dividers from @firefly-graphics :)

As a cheerleader at Hawkins High, it was critical that you maintained the social standard of a popular kid: only hanging with the popular crowd, having the hottest boy in school for yourself, wearing peak fashion statements. You had it all, and any little slip up could land you eating lunch right with the freaks in the back, something you, definitely, did not want.

So when you found out that Dustin, your younger brother, had joined the group of freaks who called themselves “The Hellfire club”, you were mortified.

“Dustin! You cannot talk to me at school anymore, officially.” You had said, storming into the kitchen.

“What? Why?” He asked.

“Because I cannot associate with… with your… group of friends.” You tried putting it nicely, but he saw right through it.

“So I’m not allowed to say a single word to you, at all, or your reputation will be ruined?” Dustin asked, a smirk on his face.

“Correct, Dustin.” You rolled your eyes, grabbing the box of cereal down from the cabinet.

“So, does that include if I’m dying? Or will your precious ego still be hurt then?”

“Oh, shut up Dustin.”

There was a slight pause as Dustin stared at you, mouth agape, before you spoke again.

“You can tell me if you’re dying but thats it! I mean it!” You said, firmly. Dustin fist pumped the air before grabbing his things off of the counter.

“Let’s go, we’re going to be late miss too-cool-for-her-younger-brother.”

You rolled your eyes once again before grabbing your bag and following Dustin out to the car.

At school, you both went your separate ways. You headed towards your group in the front of the school. They were waiting for you before heading inside to their lockers. Dustin headed to the right, towards Mike, Lucas, and the rest of the members of their club.

You looked over your shoulder, making sure Dustin made it to his group okay when you caught the eye of the lead freak of the group… Eddie Munson. Your eyes lingered for a quick second, as did his, before you turned your attention back to your group.

“Yo, Dustin, I think I just locked eyes with your sister,” Eddie said, still watching as you tossed your hair over your shoulder.

“Psh, yeah right. I’m not even allowed to talk to her or else I’ll ‘ruin her’ apparently. I don’t think she’d risk looking at you… no offense,” Dustin finished quickly as Eddie turned his attention to him, staring intensely.

“Whatever dude, it’s not like I’m into her anyways.” Eddie said, before turning and heading into school. The rest of the club followed him, leaving Dustin, Mike and Lucas left standing outside.

When you turned your head back over your shoulder to take a peek, you realized Eddie and his goons had left, leaving your brother and his friends standing outside. You frowned, hoping nothing had happened. You were pulled out of your thoughts quickly though by Jason Carver, your boyfriend.

“Y/N? Everything okay?” He asked, his hand laid gently on your shoulder.

“Uh, yeah, everything’s fine!”

“We were just talking about going out to the Diner after school. You comin’?” He asked.

“Oh, yeah I’ll let you know. I’ve been getting really bad headaches lately, so I may not be up for it today,” you replied honestly. He gave you a worrisome look, before turning back to the group.

“Let’s meet out front after school, we can take my car.” Jason dismissed the group, placing a soft hand on your arm to stop you from leaving with them.

“Hey, babe, is everything okay? You didn’t tell me you were getting headaches…” he trailed off, clearly concerned.

“It’s fine Jason, really, it’s nothing. I think I’m just stressed over some grades.” But the truth was, it wasn’t nothing, and you weren’t fine. You had been plagued with nightmares lately of a dark forest thick with fog, there was a giant clock every direction you turned, ringing consistently as the fear that someone was lurking behind you grew stronger… closer.. until you woke up in a panic, drenched in sweat. One of the nightmares felt so real, you woke up screaming. Dustin had bust your door open, an oar in his hand as he started swinging around.

“What… what is it? What’s wrong?” He was screaming, trying to find the source of your fear.

“Dustin, it… it was just a dream.”

That night he had slept on the floor next to your bed, refusing to move back to his own room, just in case.

“Okay… maybe try seeing the counselor. She can help you with this.” Jason said, moving his hand down to yours, grabbing it softly.

You adored everything about this man and how sweet he was to you. He always treated you with respect, making sure you were okay. Sometimes, though, you just wished you had something… more.

“Yeah, I will. I’ll go see her today,” you promised, giving him a faint smile. He pulled you in for a hug, squeezing tightly.

“I will always protect you,” he whispered, almost darkly, in your ear. You knew he meant it too.

You knocked gently, before Ms. Kelley answered for you to come in. You were nervous, unsure if she could actually help what you were struggling with, but you made a promise to Jason, and you never broke your promises.

“Y/N! What a lovely surprise. How can I help you?” She asked, a bright smile on her face as you sat down across from her.

“I was hoping, maybe, you could help me with something?”

“Okay, what’s going on?” She asked, her face softening.

“Lately I’ve been having these… these horrible headaches and nightmares.”

“What are these nightmares of?” Ms. Kelley grabbed a notebook off the desk, and uncapped her pen. She began writing as you talked.

“It starts out somewhere like my home, or school, but then after I take a few steps I end up somewhere else. The woods. They’re dark, thick with fog, and theres this clock. Its huge, and standing everywhere I look. Its ticking, tick… tock… tick… tock… tick… tock… until it rings, only once, and I feel rushed as if something thats been looking at me from the fog suddenly runs up on me, and then I wake up.” You finished, tears pricking your eyes as you think back to the traumatic nightmare.

“That sounds really scary,” ms. Kelley responded. She handed you a box of tissues, which you took gratefully. You could already feel the tears beginning to break through your lashes onto your cheeks.

“What do you think triggered these nightmares?”

“I don’t know… they just started happening this past week.” You dabbed at your eyes, careful not to mess up the mascara you put on this morning.

“Lets just take a minute and think of anything slightly negative that happened that could have caused this.”

You didn’t have to think about it though. You knew what could have very well triggered these nightmares, but you refused to accept that as the answer. There was no way… right?

You shook your head, discarding the thoughts in your mind before you felt even worse about yourself.

But that didn’t help. You grabbed your bag, slinging it over your shoulder and stood up quickly.

“Y/N-,” you cut her off by flinging her door open, letting it close behind you. The last thing you wanted to think about was that night. You crossed your arms, hugging yourself. You looked up, quickly regretting it as you made eye contact with one Dustin’s friends, Max. You looked down, making your way quickly to the bathroom to calm down before your next class. Jason was in it, and the last thing you needed was for him to see you like this.

Flinging the bathroom door open, you ran into one of the stalls, locking it and dropping your bag. The feeling to puke overcame you faster than you could process it, but your body went into autopilot, letting you drop to the floor hanging over the dirty school toilet. You chucked it all up, panting slightly as you tried to catch your breath.

But your heart sank quickly as you looked up to see the entire bathroom dark, covered in a thick fog and what looked like black, sludgey vines.

“What the-,” you began to think to yourself, but you were cut off by the sound of a clock ticking. Oh god…

Then came a new sound, something sinister and dark that made your breath hitch in your throat. It was a low growl, moving closer to you, accompanied by the sounds of wet footsteps. You squeezed yourself between the toilet and the stall wall, fear overtaking your entire body.

Your body shook violently, as you saw the source of the wet footprints walk slowly up to the stall you were in, stopping right in front. They matched the black sludge that filled the bathroom.The voice grew louder, raspier. Tears flowed freely down your cheeks, and your hand gripped your mouth tight, trying to be silent. No matter what you did, it wasn’t enough, he was there, waiting… listening. The air felt tighter around you as you struggled to breathe. Your heart felt as if it stopped breathing, your chest feeling like it was about to cave in.

Just as you felt like you were about to pass out, suddenly the bathroom door opened, and just like that the bathroom was back to normal. You sobbed quietly, not wanting whoever just walked in to see you like this.

“Are- are you okay?” A voice came from outside the stall.

It was Max. Shit.

“I’m fine, just go. Go!” You yelled, until she flew the door open to the bathroom and left.

Normally, you would have felt bad for yelling at her, but you weren’t sure if this… thing was still here lurking in the shadows, and the last thing you needed was someone else to get hurt- or worse- at your expense again.

You gathered yourself together as quickly as you could, grabbing a paper towel and wetting it to remove the mascara streaks down your cheeks. Luckily, it worked better than usual, and you were able to fix yourself up as if nothing happened.

If only you could do that to your mind.

As you left flung open the bathroom door, you ran right into someone, hard metal smacking right into your gut.

It was Eddie Munson, his thick belt with chains the source of your abdominal pain.

“Yo hey, watch where you’re going lady,” he joked, holding his arms out.

“I’m sorry,” you responded timidly, not meeting his gaze. He was alone, his goons already in class.

“Hey, it’s fine, I was just messing with you. Is everything okay?” He asked, noticing your tear stained cheeks. You looked up at him slowly, your breath hitching as you made eye contact with him.

“Can I meet you after school… where Jason meets you?” You asked, hoping he understood what you were referencing. He smirked.

“Do you know the spot?”

“Yes, I think so.”

“Alright, little lady. I’ll see you then,” he saluted you, before walking off to wherever he was going.

You nodded your head, to really no one, and headed to class.

The sound of twigs snapping under your feet set you on edge as you trudged further into the woods. It was roughly thirty minutes after school ended. You wanted to make sure Dustin had a way home, and you had to let Jason know you were going home instead of meeting them. He was reluctant to let you go home alone, but you insisted you would be fine. It was just a headache, you told him. If he only knew the truth, you were afraid he would never leave you alone.

You made it to the picnic table in the woods, the spot where Eddie did his deals and where his group liked to party. Beer cans littered the table and various spots on the forest floor.

An uneasy feeling settled deep inside of you. You bunched up the hem of your skirt in your hands, looking around. Eddie wasn’t here yet. A light fog start to roll in. A twig snapped in the distance.

“Hello?” You called out, hoping nothing but Eddie called back in response. As you waited, listening, you began to hear the distant ticking of a clock. Looking to your right, you notice a giant grandfather clock, much like the one from your nightmare, embedded into a tree.

You began to talk towards it, almost as if you were entranced by the fear. It continued to tick, your footsteps landing in synch with ever tick… tock… tick… tock…

As you stepped closer, you noticed the glass on the face began to break, spreading further until a small hole appeared in the middle. You held your breath in anticipation, waiting for the next move. Tiny black widows began to emerge, one by one, all over the clock. More and more spilled out from the hole. You began to back up, on the verge of hyperventilating when you ran into a hard body right behind you.

Panicking, you turned to see who- or rather what- it was.

Eddie. Just Eddie.

“Woah, hey, hey, hey. I didn’t mean to scare you,” he chuckled but stopped immediately when he saw your face. You were white as a ghost, looking up at him with a mixture of fear and relief.

Glancing back at the clock, you realized it wasn’t there anymore. The tree was normal again, the bark all in tact as if nothing was ever there.

“… are you okay?” He asked, looking around for any possible explanation as to why you were so scared..

Nodding your head, you took a deep breath. You could feel the tears trying to escape your eyes, but you wouldn’t let them. Using the sleeves of your cheer sweater, you wiped at the bottom of your eyes.

Eddie’s lunchbox landed on the picnic table with a loud metal bang, making you jump slightly as you sat down across from it. Eddie could sense your uneasiness as he took his jacket off, noticing your leg shaking violently.

“There’s nothing to worry about,” he started, hoping he was calming you down. “No one ever comes out here. We’re safe. I promise.”

“So, how does this work exactly?” You ask, finally looking up at him. His brown eyes were dark, but kind. Trustworthy.

“Oh, you know, just like any other old sale, except cash only and for obvious reasons, no receipts.” He responded, smiling gently.

You looked down, the uneasy feeling still not leaving. The events of what happened today were haunting your thoughts. You felt bad, not wanting Eddie to take it personally, but you couldn’t just explain it away either.

“I’ll do you a half ounce for, 20. What do you say?” He held out a bag of weed. “Plenty of bang for your buck, should last you a while…”

A twig snapped behind you, stealing your attention away from him and into the woods behind you. Fear gripped you, yet again, leaving you breathless and white as a ghost. But it was only a squirrel.

Eddie grew impatient, thinking your fear was getting caught for either buying drugs, or being alone in the woods with him.

“Hey, we don’t need to do this. Just give me the word and I’ll walk away.” He was annoyed, but mostly with himself. Why did he think this would go any differently than the popular Y/N being scared of being in the woods with him. He shook his head slightly.

“No. It’s not that, I don’t want you to go,” you pleaded, quickly turning your attention back to him. If only he understood. Maybe you could try and put it in a way he could…

“It’s just that… do you ever feel like you’re losing your mind?” You ask, breathing heavily as you waited for his answer. He looked down trying to catch your gaze. When you gave it to him he smiled.

“Uhh, you know, just like on a daily basis.” He chuckled. “I mean I feel like I’m losing my mind right now, doing a drug deal with Y/N Y/L/N the queen of Hawkins high.”

The way he referred to you as queen sent shivers down your spine. It tingled, in a good way, and you stared at him trying to figure out why.

“You know, this isn’t the first time we’ve hung out.”

“It’s not?”

“You don’t remember?”

“I’m sorry-,”

“That’s okay,” he cut you off, feigning hurt and sadness. Suddenly, he grabbed his chest, falling backwards off of the picnic bench. You yelled out, gasping as he crawled to stand up and lean against a tree.

“I wouldn’t remember me either Y/N. Honestly… do, do I have stuff in my hair?” He asked, shaking leaves out of his hair. You couldn’t help the laughter that escaped you. The comic relief easing your nerves instantly- exactly his intent.

He continued, going on about the last time you hung out, for a talent show in middle school. The two of you reminisced over your acts, you doing a cheer, him playing with his band.

It felt good to sit and talk to him, unbothered by the woods around you, the fear that once gripped your soul dissipated, replaced with happiness. Eddie felt good, knowing he had succeeded in getting you to loosen up. Your smile was radiant, contagious almost as you talked about his band. Your laughter rang lightly through the air, warming even the darkest parts of him.

“You know… you’re not what I thought you’d be like.” You said, smiling up at him.

“Mean and scary?” He smirked, pulling strands of hair down to his lips in a cute manner.

You nodded your head, chuckling slightly at his attempt to be less intimidating.

“Yeah, well, I actually thought you’d be kind of mean and scary too.” He said.

You laughed, the thought sounding ridiculous to you. You were aware the rest of your friends were just that… mean and scary. But after watching Dustin get bullied, you could never make anyone else feel that same way.

“In other good news, flattery works for me. So twenty-five percent off the half. Fifteen bucks, you’re robbing me blind practically.” He chuckled, throwing down the bag of weed in front of you.

You looked at it for a second, contemplating. Weed was nice, sure, but you weren’t quite sure it would do what you needed it to do this time. There were stories of weed amplifying some people’s anxiety, paranoia. You didn’t want to risk that.

“Do you have anything, stronger?” You asked hesitantly, a little nervous about how he would respond. You looked up at him, hopefully that maybe he could see the desire to escape deep in your eyes. He looked hesitant, concerned, and a little sad before he finally responded.

“Yeah, but it’s back at my place…” he trailed off. Now he was the one anxious, worried you might take his offer the wrong way.

“Okay,” you replied, standing to your feet.

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righteousness-and-tea · 1 year

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I’d like to request Big sister headcannons(platonic of course) with Kyoko,Kaede,Mikan, Mahiru, and Sakura where their little brother got into a fight at his middle school and REALLY beat the dogshit out of the other kid because he was talking shit. the little brother got a few minor couple cuts and bruises but the kid he was fighting got SIGNIFICANTLY more damage. All his peers and classmates recorded the fight and it was all over social media such as snapchat and instagram so there was little chance the older sister wasnt gonna find out. The little brother walked in the front door with headphones on playing no music was looking down while frantically and quickly trying to walk to his room because he didn’t wanna get scolded by his big sister lmfao.(even tho Mikan doesnt seem like the type to scold)Even if they asked if he got in a fight he would attempt to lie and say no and make up some dumb excuse

Thats about it pretty much. Also I’m really glad you’re back, def one of my favorite writers of tumblr! Hope you have good rest of your day.

Hey anon! I'm so happy to hear I'm one of your favorite writers, it's such an honor. I've never gotten a sibling request before, so I hope I captured this in a way you like! Enjoy :)

-Mod Celeste

Big sister! Kyoko, Kaede, Mikan, Mahiru and Sakura confrontation + comfort after a fight at school:

Kyoko:

-You can't hide ANYTHING from her. She'd seen the video of course, and had an expression of "you're in trouble, mister!"

-Snatching the headphones aside, she'd calmly ask if there's something you'd like to say.

-There's no point in lying, her Detective senses are too good! So you cave.

-"Now, now. Don't get worked up... I want you to apologize to the school and leave that boy alone. I know why you did what you did, but you're better than this."

-Stern as she is, she still loves you. She'd patch you up and grab you some juice as a peace offering.

Kaede:

-More than anything, she was worried about you! Her little brother, in a fight? No way!

-A mutual friend had told her, and she was worried sick. When you got home, you didn't even make it to your room before she tackled you in a interrogatory hug.

-"Are you hurt?? What did he do?? WHY did you punch him so many times??" Realizing you couldn't answer suffocated, she'd let go.

-Begrudgingly, you explained. She sighed, concern evident in her voice. She put a hand on your shoulder and looked you straight in the eyes.

-"Listen, buddy. I know you're super strong about your morals, and this guy upset you... but let's be a little more proactive next time! I know you can do that."

-Kaede is the forgive and forget type, so no need to dwell on it. She'd play you your favorite song to feel better about things!

Mikan:

-Oh, she'd be worried sick. She was actually a part-time nurse at your school, so she found out before you could even get home.

-"y/n to the nurse's office please!" Oh God, who let her use the PA? She would only ever be outspoken for you.

-You skulk to the office, annoyed. She sees you crashes into your bag, aiming to hug you... and missing, of course.

-Mikan didn't care about the circumstances, the motive, any of that. She wept (more like a sob in her case) and asked where you were hurt, what you needed, and if you were okay.

-She got to work before you could even answer. Ditzy as she is, nursing is still her talent.

-Afterwards, she'd try to find the right words. Mikan is constantly trying to be the best big sister, even if she doesn't really know how. "Uh, sweetie... I know you didn't mean to get in trouble, but, um, you know violence isn't right! It's my job to help patch up people, and well... I don't want you to end up in here again!!! Understand?" The last part was more of a feeble plea.

-You couldn't stand to see your sister sad, so you agreed. That day you left school with more sugar-free lollipops than you could eat.

Mahiru:

-She does NOT stand for violence. You knew that. "Oh God, she's gonna kill me," is definitely what ran through your head.

-Mahiru, to you, seemed omniscient: "Why are you in such a hurry, huh? Did you maybe PICK A FIGHT YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE?"

-She scared you sometimes. Not in a bad way, just in the typical "scared straight" sense. She'd come into your room, pull up a chair, and begin her spiel.

-"Okay, bro. I shouldn't have to say this, but... fights just aren't okay. Ever. But hey it's over now, so just try to resolve it peacefully next time. I know you're a good kid at heart, so let's act like it."

-She knew you were afraid of her reaction, so she let you off easy. You're her brother after all... she just wants what's best for you.

Sakura:

-simply the best big sister, I don't make the rules

-She has a good sense for when something is wrong. Around you, she is always gentle but firm.

-Sakura never confronts you, or scolds. She simply asks what is on your mind. A wonderful listener, that girl. And you feel safe enough to tell her everything, every time.

-She takes in your story, and pats you on the back. "Well dear, what's done is done. You know from watching me that fights have their purpose... but this one was not productive. All we can do is make better choices in the future, and strive to be better people. After all, people aren't bad at heart, they just make bad choices once in a while. Let's relax for a while, okay?"

-She'll give you a hug, and then some space to decompress. Later that night, you'll find a plate of dinner waiting for you.

#danganronpa #danganronpa headcanons #platonic x reader #big sister #kyoko kirigiri #kaede akamatsu #mahiru koizumi #sakura ogami #mikan tsumiki

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yukina-otome · 1 year

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OPINION ON MCL ALTERNATE LIFE ARMIN EP 3

I rarely if ever talk about MCL on my tumblr, simply because i have stopped playing it long time ago.

But hearing that my first ever otome crush, armin, was coming back, i have decided to play his alternate life route. And i liked everything about it.

The angsty tension of episode 1, the sweet fluff of episode 2. And i had expected i would like episode 3 just as much.

Oh, how wrong i was.

Seriously, the episode started well. Armin and Candy were having a conversation in her room. Alexy comes and Armin hides because.....euh.......just because. Thankfully, the hidden relationship doesnt last long as Alexy bust them pretty quickly.

And you know how much beemov love their hidden relationships.

MC tells Armin she is scared and wants to have more time together before they officially get back together. And Armin tells her he never stopped loving her all these years. And that's super sweet.

Anyways, 300 AP wasted on how to eat cupcakes and both of them decide to go to cosy bear café to the cupcake workshop.

For now everything is well. Then comes Clemance and the jealousy bullshit. And I'm like, why?!

If we chose to not make him jealous and focus on our cupcakes: Which is the best of the two endings in my opinion.

why doesnt he say anything to clemance? Do we really have to intervene to make her stop ? Can't he say something to her?

Something like "Excuse me, maam. But you are being overly touchy feely and that makes me uncomfortable." But no candy needs to be the one to intervene to stop her.

Cause of course, if a man does not have a girlfriend you are free to touch him as much as you want. 😒

Anyways, all ends well, Candy and Armin goes to the park to decide who has the best looking cupcakes. Armin loses and MC asks him to kiss her. He happily accept, he tells her how much he loves her and that he does not wanna live without her ever. How much her not being in his life for 3 years made him feel like he was carrying a heavy weight etc.

They kiss and finally officially get back together yay!

Now to the worst ending.

If you decides to make him jealous by flirting with poor hyun.

I mean why would she do that? That's so toxic.

Yes,armin has never gotten jealous.

Yes,i did wanna see armin jealous since episode 33 of HSL.

But not like that. It was so childish and cringe. And poor Hyun who really thought MC was into him.

Anyways MC ends up not focusing enough on her cupcakes and they look horrible. After the end of the workshop, Armin is angry and he takes MC to his appartement, locks the door while looking at her with an animalistic gaze (her words not mine), and tells her that seeing her seducing another man has made him angry and horny and she needed to take responsability for that.

Um...Mister...slow down. Because:

1-You two are not dating yet. She told you she was feeling scared and not ready yet.

2-You did not even have your first kiss yet. (The mall one doesnt count).

Anyways here, you get to choose if you have sex with him or not. I dont know what happens if you refuse and If someone knows please tell me.

But when you accept, the two have beastly, angry jealous sex on his desk.

And it was super hot, don't get me wrong. But this is not what i expected of their first time after a 3 year long breakup.

This is not sex between two people who had a terrible break up and spent 3 years missing each other only to finally find each other again.

I had expected something more.....vanilla.

I mean at least do it on the bed. At least tell her that you love her and officially get back together then do the crack crack boom boom.

But no, they do the deed, then Candy says "Wow, ok. My legs are still shaky. Best sex ever, lets get back together."

Anyways I hope you all get my point. I'm dissapointed.

It would have been better with some slight changes:

-MC and armin go to the cupcakes workshop.

-Clemance flirts with Armin but MC helps him before he has the time to say anything.

-They have fun baking together and laugh at how bad they both are.

-After the workshop they go to the park and the confession from the first route happens wirh the illustration.

-Then now that they are officially together, they go to his appartement to eat the cupcakes and watch a movie.

-They start making out and here you can have a choice of having sex with him or not.

-If you do, they have sex. It doesnt matter if its not that vanilla because here they had there confession, expressed their feeling and are officially back together. You get the nsfw illustration.

-If you dont want to do it yet, the two watch the movie and cuddle, have long converstations about super hero and video games and fall asleep cuddling on his bed.

End of the episode.

What do you guys think?

#my candy love #mcl #mcl armin #my candy love armin #mcl alternate life armin #amour sucre #ASAL #mcl alternate life #corazon de melon #otome game #otome

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night-rhea · 2 years

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I need to vent a bit, i really do. Its about my beloved Simping Server.

U may not want to hear about it, which is i respect. İf thats the case, have a nice day✨

İ love that server. Let me make that clear. I put a lot of affort for it and i had amazing time in there.

As a mod, i apologize if i let you down in some ways. İm trully sorry if i did. İm saying 'if i did' because honestly i have no idea if i did or not. İn my opinion i failed in some ways but no one reached out to me about it, so i cant be sure.

Server is really quiet for a long time. Many friends left.

Firstly i wanna say im glad they did. Because they choose to leave to focus on theirselves. Group chats are often overwhelming, and takes so much time effort etc etc. İm glad they choose to do what was good for them. İ really am. İ still love them and still support them.

İ am also not mad about server being quiet. Personally, the hphm game itself continue to ruin my motivation for creating a concept for my own oc's for it. Sometimes its really overwhelming that i want to leave it all. How can i be mad about people leaving when i myself started to moving on? Obv, i cant.

İts okay, i tell myself, they choose to move on and its okay.

That doesnt erase the good times we had together there, does it?

Ofc, i know only reason people left is not because of hphm itself, but the problems we faced.

İ am not here to bring it up everything again, but i really need to tell how i feel, i need to let it out.

Like all problems, the ones we faced also had many sides. And from bottom of my heart, i am sorry for both sides having to live through that. Misunderstanding, acting before thinking or simply making mistakes. İt was hard for everyone.

Somes decided to stay away from each other. Which is, i dare to say, the bravest choise. İ am proud of people being able to block someone. Now dont think im being dramatic. Fandoms are places to be enjoyed. İf blocking someone makes ur experience here a lot better, do it right away. İ swear im not mad at people who blocked me in past and i wont be mad if somes block me in future.

İ dont hate anyone. İm not angry to anyone. İ accept my mistakes. And i hope the ones that was mad at me can understand me now.

İ know most of us already moved on, so why bring it up again right?

İ have been in fandom for two years now. Not so long, but not so short either. All that time i was proud of myself for being calm and kind to everyone.

Well until today at least. I never know myself talking to someone like that, and that wasnt even so rude or anything!

İ know that person will understand im talking about them, which is good. And please dont make it obv that its you. İts not personaly about you now. İts about me.

Like i said today, i felt really angry. Maybe that person doesnt really understand why.

I was mad because i was failing to protect my friends from some drama again.

İ am not acting like there were no drama in that server. İm not acting like everything was perfect and "my" server was perfect. No it wasnt. İm not perfect, it cant be perfect either.

İ need you guys to at least know that the server stressed me so fucking much. Gave me anxiety attacks, made me leave tumblr for a while.

İm not saying it was your fault. İm saying it to let you know i was effected by it too.

İ came to understanding that i am looking like i didnt care much. That i "choose a side" in problems we had in there. That i am judging people. None of them was the case. None.

İ wish i can explain how guilty i feel about every single bad thing happened here. İt feels like my fault. Because i gathered people here i was the mod here etc etc. Even if i know not everything was my fault, i still feel like it. That has been eating me inside. Thats why i wanted to apologize over and over again.

İm trying to be a nice person, and i guess thats all i can do.

Only thing i feel sad about is how i lost contact with some people who left. But thats on me because im really anxious about dming people. So i cant blame anyone if im the one who doesnt reach out to them and let them know i still appreciate their friendship.

Thank you if you read all of that. İ hope i didnt make you even more uncomfortable, that definitely not what i am trying to do. İ just wanted to let it out, so i can move on.

I hope you guys will have an amazing day/night. And i hope i will see you with my not-vent posts 💜

#naz's shit post #vent post

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