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,, the innocence is gone "
pairings : gf!ethanlandry x fem!reader ( vesper )
summary : what happens when history tends to repeat himself?
content warnings : violence, betrayal, obsession.
**lowercase intended**
" ghostface would be attractive if he didnt kill.. " you voiced out, in your own world when the whole group turned to face you in shock.
" uhm.. i think thats a bit far fetch dont you think? " mindy cringed.
how can the thought of someone with a mask pull your heartstrings, or even turn you on.
" i mean, in my opinion he could be pretty hot. " you shrugged.
the group wasnt new on your interests in slashers, criminals. you figured that it was always the attractive ones who killed. they just found it weird considering you, mindy, the carpenter sisters and chad nearly got killed by one.
" coping mechanisms. " quinn laughed the tension off, with the rest awkwardly nodding.
★
ever since ethan joined the group, you have been nothing but attached. how did a good looking guy - a snack - be so lonely. you thought he had someone in his mind, the one you knew you couldnt occupy. but he did. you. but he soon swallowed the feeling down to focus on his mission. he knew he had to kill you, so why did your existence crumble him. making him question about his true intentions.
" i had econ! " he defended himself as mindy analyzed ethan.
you saw ethan leaving the apartment so you did trust him.
" mindy, he did leave the apartment, remember? " you whispered, eyes closed as you listened to the rustling sounds around you.
" see? "
" vesper, you are next in my list- "
" what? just because i defended him doesnt make me the killer. and you know for a fact i would never considering the fucking shit weve been through! " you couldnt believe your ears, your own best friend not trusting you.
" mindy, i think you are over- analysing everything right now. " sam sighed. she trusted you, even if she knew she couldn't trust anyone. but youve been there for her and tara since day one.
" fine, but ethan is still on the top of my list. " ethan bringing his hands up in defeat. giving him a lopsided smile, he returned a sad smile back.
everyone were starting to turn their backs on their own people, those that had to relive such traumatic moments.
★
" hello? "
" hey, ves! i was wondering if you could head down to the library? i need your help. " your friends voice begging for a yes to come out from you. instead a -
" no, im sorry. im with ethan right now, catching up on some shit i dont understand. ill try to come down as soon as possible though! " ethans eyes darting to your face. he loved the way you said his name. how sweet and soft youd say it, as if he was a fragile doll you had to take care off.
" oh man, alright sure! just text me - update me yea! bye! " a sigh was heard from the other side.
" bye love~ " you giggled. you were often flirtatious with your closest friends. ethan - not knowing the gender of the caller, narrowed his eyes.
" so sorry about that- "
" who was that? " ethan couldnt help but ask. he just had to know. if you couldnt be his, you shouldn't be anyones.
" lana, she needed help with something. i dont know. " ethan nodded.
★
ethan has yet to leave your side since the van. he needed to be with you as long as he could before he killed you, as him or as ghostface. so when gale brought you and the others down to the shrine, you realized ethans hand around your wrist.
looking up at him, him smiled.
" cant let you leave my sight knowing youd go crazy over this stuff. might lose you on the way. " you chuckled.
looking over the items, you couldn't help but wonder how did someone collect items that was about six years ago - or even more. walking up on stage, you grazed every piece of black robe that could be filled with blood. this was a new feeling and you liked it.
" remember how you said that ghostface was attractive, i get how someone might like him. " ethan blurted out.
" haha very funny eth. " rolling your eyes, knowing that he's just trying to annoy you.
" i mean look at amber freeman. she was hot. quite literally. "
you stopped at amber freemans robe, such events replaying.
" welcome to act three. " you stumbled backwards watching as she aimed the gun at you.
" its sad that that pretty face will be gone to waste. " amber made a pouty face. you liked amber, maybe more than just a friend. of course you found her attractive, even with her reveal. but you couldnt.
it felt as if someone took your heart out, squeezed it and pushed it back in. you had to digest so many information and your dumb brain couldnt handle it. you didnt want it to happen again, knowing you couldnt take another heart break.
" ves? " ethan placed an arm on your shoulder.
" sorry? "
" you alright? " you nodded, afraid that your voice might crack.
you coped up with everything by searching on slashers, even learning their tactics. it was interesting to say the least. you soon became obsessed with one you didnt even acknowledge. you should have known.
★
sam and tara pulled you behind them as ghostface removed his mask, revealing ethan.
his gloomy face was replaced with a menacing smile. you tuned everything out, realizing that everything this happening again. fuck, you thought. ethan was a shy dorky guy, and now standing in front of you is a killer that you liked. oddly enough, you didn't feel betrayed or even hurt. he looked hot, with his hair sticking to his forehead and his breathing heavy. thoughts of blood on his face couldnt help but flood your mind. you just didnt want to die. not yet.
you didn't even realize when ethans rounding the corner, near the glass display you and sam were standing at.
you being the closest one, he pulled you, placing the knife against your neck.
" fuck, eth- " your voice died down in your throat when you felt him press the knife further into your neck.
" no- " sam and tara wanted to run towards you when quinn stopped them.
" no, no you little fuckers, you aren't going anywhere. " before walking towards them, ethan walked with you, following quinns steps. your back against his front, you felt his heart thumping hard. probably due to adrenaline. you were going to die. tonight. in the hands of ethan.
quinn lunged forwards before tara smacked quinn with a brick, knocking her out.
that was when bailey aimed the gun towards the sisters.
" you brought a brick to a gun fight.. quite sad isnt it. that you have to die this way. "
" sam- " out of instinct, you jolted forward, forgetting the knife against your neck. you had cut your neck slightly, as you pushed yourself further behind against ethan.
" you sweet dumb thing. too stupid to not realize that you may cut yourself. " ethan pouted before pulling you away from the others.
sam and tara saw ethan pushing you forward with the knife against your back. shit, they thought.
before you could even ask him where he was bringing you, he stabbed you in the arm.
" ive always wanted to stick something in you, ves! " he smiled victoriously.
" fuck you, eth! " you breathed.
" is that an offer? " shaking his head, he continued, "since i like you, ill spare you. "
he has made up his mind.
a.n : have been vv obsessed lately, requests coming soon <3
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Fallout4 characters with teen!sole
Bestie you are litteraly describing one of my oc's! Of course its purley platonic😊 teen!sole is also from valut and was in fidge for last 200years. I refer to them as 'kid' bcs thats how some of characters would probably treat them anyways. Also its a screenshot vuz I accidentally deleted the ask and luckily had some sort of proof
Maccready
The only guy here with any expirence with kids
Dad vibe
Type of guy who says "We need to cut it off" after Sole tells him their hand hurts
Will teach them how to shoot, hunt ect
Also scold them every time they talk with any shady people??? Like he really doesnt want them to end up like him with whole 'gunners incident'
He thinks that Sole would get along with Duncan well!
If Sole calls him 'dad' mans gotta be so happy
Deacon
Secretly worried about their saftey, like Commonwealth is dangerous place for trained adults, and for kids ESPECIALLY ones who have no knowlage about defence or weapons
But he never shows his worries, just hangs around being cool dude he is😎😎
Rich cousin/uncle vibe
You like this cool hat you saw like week ago? Boom see it apear inside your closed 2days later
His love language (quick remidner that love also can be platonic🙄😎) is giving them little gifts when they don't see him or leaving notes with remiders on them ^^
Quick reminder that he and his wife wanted to have kids! So yeah Sole makes him wonder if thats how it feels to have kids tbh
If Sole calls him 'dad' bro will freeze and panic, probably pretending that he thought that was a joke but he's sweating so hard rn
Hancock
Wtf a child? Here?
Bestie you really shouldn't be here
If Sole is in this cringy teen phase when they do drugs/cigarettes, watch him say stuff like "drugs=bad" meanwhile taking some mentats
Your friendly local drug dealer vibe
Dude gonna teach them how to manipulate assholes, trow knifes, gaslight and still look stylish
If Sole ever tells him about their parents he will be angry, like ??? Why would anyone do anything to a kid???
He will litteraly pay fahrenheit to watch them when he's busy
Preson
"Fire, pretty sky and a lot of storytelling in middle of nowhere" vibe
Im 100% sure he knows how to play on guitar and will try to teach them
He will try to act mature and lead them to the right path but he won't try to be their "new perent" unless Sole is clear that they see him as father figure, he will never even bring this up.
When they call him 'dad' mans will be the happiest minuteman in history. Also if kid will even mention their past caretakers he will just tell them to forget about them cuz they aren't coming back and they are never going to hurt Sole anymore
Gage
How on earth some kid killed Colter? No one knows but Gage is impressed.
He gets annoyed by lack of knowlage and skills, ye ye he gets that they are like 13 or something but come on hes not going to do anything for them. Huh what do you mean you are from valut? Before the war?? Damn kid and im happy to be alive. Stop lying
*sighs* "jesus boss let me do it"
Older brother vibes.
"How many times i have to tell you, dont hang out with pack members they have bad influence on you AND do not even think about going near Nisha"
He needs to learn ALOT he dumped his family and even if he had younger siblings he never really took care of anyone, never, so yeah it is challenging
If Sole somehow calls him 'dad' they were probably incredibly tired or something very emotional happened. No matter how it happend Gage will ignore it and later overthink when Sole wont be around, like ??? Me??? Gee what kind of parental figure this kid had?? Should I check on them more often??
Danse
Uhh erm a child ee greeting?
Akward
At first he sees Sole as lil civilan and just tells them where to find nearest safe place/diamond city cuz hes very very busy and cant take care of child while on duty. If kid hangs around more he will probably warm up
Of course he will ask about their parents but when Sole tells him some upsetting stuff he won't ask again, he won't tell them to go home either. He will just idk let them vibe
I can imagine Sole just tagging along his missions by just begging him to hang out with them constantly. They quickly get along. Very lonley soldier and kid who lost everyone.
One of those 'depressed dude adopts random child he found in middle of knowhere' prompt
When Sole calls him 'dad' he gonna get emotional fr fr pls civilan he's on duty he cant cry rn 😭
Yall I loved writting for gage i might do part 2 with Gage just trying to figure out how kids work. Also another pole cuz I still have no clue how to delete those on phone. And as always, I used x reader tags ONLY to reach bigger audience 🦊
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Yandere!Outsiders x human!reader headcanons(200 followers special)
yipee 200+ people in the world who are interessed in my writing. Thank yall, never thought my romantic scenarions thoughts would make some people happy lol, mainly bcuz i never dated someone and also bcuz im demiromantic so thought it was all just a bad romance coming from a 12 years old mf but dont get me wrong I rlly like my writing, but just bcuz I like it doesnt mean people around me will like it, but (impressively), no. Again, I thank you for having good taste
TW/CW: Yandere behavior, death, violantion, killing, manipulation, gaslight
Momo
Definitely one of the most jealous of all the others, but being jealous doesn't mean being violent. Momo easily gets jealous and if you communicate way too much with others, for sure at one time or another Momo will lock you in his house and take care of you himself.
But among them all, Momo is the one who feels most guilty about his own actions, the only thing he wanted is to have you in his arms! It's not his fault he has so many people to get in the way.
Shy, actually. Whether you're mad that he locked you in forever or not, he's hesitant to show you affection no matter how much he wants to. After all, look at you compared to him. You are a being of pure kindness who blessed him with your presence, he is nothing but a crumb, a miserable and dirty crumb, he shouldn't even have the right to look as grandiose as you.
Momo is the one who most prevents violence among all, either with you or with other people. But, if the case is really accurate, like someone finding out about his obssesion for you, Momo will have no choice but to make a quick kill.
For someone who kidnapped you and locked you in their own house, Momo respects you very well and wants to prevent you from getting uncomfortable, mainly your personal space. Okay, but let's imagine the following scenario: You escaped, well, you made an attempt to escape, but Momo got you back, how will he act after that? Momo will try to get closer to you and watch you more, trying to prevent such a thing from happening again.
Momo is happy with any kind of compliment or physical affection coming from you, whether it was accidental or not, he is so grateful and dumbfounded that he is so lucky to have you, he still doesn't believe he will be the first companion who will receive affection from you, not just anyone, but you, he feel so, SO luck and grateful for having gained a measly touch from your delicate fingers.
Doc
Very caring, yet, very dangerous.
Doc takes care of you, he's kind and sweet friend, but that doesn't mean he has another side he wants to prevent you from getting to know. His obsession. His sick, disgusting, annihilating obsession towards you. Doc could spend minutes, hours, days, weeks and even years explaining how big his obsession is for you.
Doc is not an idiot, he is a strategist, and don't doubt me when I tell you that he is going to make one of the biggest strategies of his life to eliminate all those in the way and have only you.
Doc loves to offer help to you, he's almost always willing to help, even when he's definitely busy, he's willing to help you with anything.
Besides helping you, Doc also gives you lots of gifts to make you happy mainly because that's the main thing he wants to see from you, happiness.
Honestly, Doc doesn't even care if he's dating you or not, he just wants to see you well and healthy, and Doc could eliminate anyone who might be causing the opposite. Don't get me wrong, Doc would absolutely love to have you cuddle next to him, but he'd rather have a happy reader than a sad, partner reader.
"Oh, pff, they? Don't you worry, dear, I had a chit chat with they."
If Doc can't have you on his side all the time, fine, he'll find a way, he'll find a way to bring your presence to his house. I'm not talking about kidnapping, I'm talking about photos, personal and/or non-personal items, and clothes. You don't understand, Doc can't control his obsession, he has to find a way to satisfy it.
Zbaltazar
Probably the most creepy.
Doc makes absurd strategies to get closer to you, with a big sweet vibe, Zbaltazar on the other hand, focuses more on killing the victims, and he's not afraid to announce it, it's cold, and bitter. And what's sinister isn't the fact that he kills, it's the way he reacts, he kills companions as if he does it every day, it even seems to be boring to him.
Zbaltazar will manipulate you and gaslight you, and make you totally dependent on him and make you afraid of the rest of the world just for you to always seek him and have only him as a help option
Zbaltazar just doesn't mind grabbing you with his dirty hands from the last elimination. After all, why would you run away in fear? You depend on him, you can't just get out without him.
Zbaltazar convinces you to stay with him with rewards like food, water, affection, etc.
Zbaltazar also tries to gaslight you to believe that everyone—except Zbaltazar—are lying and fake people so you can only be with him.
you didn't fall for Zbaltazar's manipulation? Too bad, now you've been kidnapped to be with him, that's the only option he can find 100% effective to finally have you.
It's very uncomfortable to stay in Zbaltazar's apartment, even alone you always feel watched...
If you try to run away, and then get caught, Zbaltazar will punish you so you don't make the same mistake again. And NO I'm not talking about sexual things, that would be r#pe and I hate to write about it, I'm talking about locking you in a dark room to see where the peak of your sanity goes.
"Lovely. All these attempts of yours are lovely, I really, really admire your determination. Unfortunately, all these attempts are completely useless."
Clementine.
The way Clementine is aggressive is scary even to me.
Clementine will ALWAYS show you and everyone else that she is in charge, she always puts her hand on your waist or shoulders so people are aware that you belong to her, and she will always send an aggressive and uncomfortable look at people who have been with you for a long time.
Clementine doesn't even try hiding it, sometimes when you're walking with her down the street she might take a bat, but if the case is something more romantic or you got mad at her because of her violent personality, she will try to take a smaller weapon and hide it, or just prepare her fists.
WAY too protective, Clementine would definitely stop everything she's doing if she hears someone is flirting with you.
But ignoring all of Clementine's completely aggressive character, she does want to do sweet and romantic things with you, and she's not even that abusive and invasive, it's actually cute. Head in lap, cuddles with rain outside, making food together, yep, sweet things.
Of course, Clementine has her limits of patience with you. If you run away too much, there will come a time when Clementine will just snap ande scream at you like a insane person, she yells at you like an angry person but she talks about things like how she is madly in love with you and how she does everything for you but you are not satisfied and etc. Minutes later or almost immediately, Clementine will apologize, and offer you some alone time (don't get your hopes up she locked the doors and windows).
Yandere Clementine is much quieter than she ever was, and her entire silence is already menacing, her gaze? Even more, and her bat? If someone quote, their brains will already be all over the floor.
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The Winter Nightmare. Pt.2
Bucky x Fem!Reader
REUPLOAD
Reminders: @vicmc624 @biblophilefox82
So Bucky explained. Everything.
From the kidnapping, to the torture, to the 'training' that you were put through.
Everything.
"I hate to interrupt.. But I have a concern..." Natasha starts, "Bucky's room is on the same floor as Y/n's... We dont have any extra rooms. The two of them hate each other."
"Okay I didn't hate her until she threw fireballs at me." Bucky sighs.
"They'll have to suck it up. I'm sure you two will make up eventually." Tony says.
"If we do that, expect her to try and kill me like at least once a week."
"Why don't we just try to explain to Y/n why you did what you did?" Wanda asks.
"She won't listen. Trust me."
"She's not going to listen to anyone," Tony starts, "Think about it guys, this is the same kid we took from HYDRA like a day ago. We brought them to somewhere they dont know, brought someone who they've never met to talk to them, then brought in the person who tortured 'em for years. She's anxiety filled. That paired with her powers can be really dangerous."
"She's in a fragile state." Wanda says.
"Fragile? She's a ticking time bomb." Natasha responds.
"Exactly," Bucky speaks up, "She's fragile like a bomb." He pauses then mumbles a quiet, "i would know.."
"I'm gonna go up and talk to Y/n. She's been through a lot." Natasha says, then walks up to your room.
She knocks on your door.
"... Who is it?"
"Its Natasha. Are you crying?"
"Come in.." Yes, yes you were. Infact you were violently sobbing.
Natasha sits on your bed next to you. She rubs your back.
"I can't do this Natasha.." You say through sobs, "Everything has.. Changed.. Fuck.. The person who tortured me is here.. I just.. I can't do it.."
"Listen to me, Bucky is a whole other person now. HYDRA did some horrible things to him just like they did to you. He never wanted to do anything like that. He was forced to."
"I DONT CARE! He mentally and physically scarred me! He killed my grandparents! Then fucking kidnapped me! He abused me for almost twelve years! You expect me to just forgive him?! No! I hate him! I never want to see him again!"
Natasha keeps calm, she doesn't want to panic you more, "No, I don't expect you to forgive him. I just need you to be civil with him, alright? Look, I probably shouldn't be telling you this, but we want you to become an Avenger. And if you agree to that, then you need to at least get along with Bucky, okay?"
You go silent. Then just slowly nod, tears still running down your face.
"Also, I need to tell you something else, but you have to promise not to get upset, alright?"
You give her a confused look, then nod again.
"Bucky's room is on this floor too."
"I'm going to jump out the fucking window I swear to god."
"Just.. Don't kill him, alright?"
You simply roll your eyes, getting rid of the few remaining tears in your eyes, "Yeah yeah sure."
"C'mon, let's get back downstairs."
"If you expect me to talk to Barnes then I actually WILL jump out the wi-"
"You don't have to talk to him, but we do have a meeting regarding you and he will be there."
You wipe your face, you were not about to let that psycho see what a mess he made you into.
"Alright, lets go." You say after taking a deep breath.
You and Natasha make small talk as you want to the meeting room.
"You'll sit there." Natasha says, motioning to a seat. A seat right across from Bucky.
"I swear you want me to kill someone.." You quietly mutter as you sit down.
"So," Tony starts, standing in the front of the room, "Y/n, obviously, you have powers. And cleary decent control of them seeing as what happened earlier."
"Yes, and?" You say, glancing an annoyed look at Bucky.
"Knowing Natasha, she probably already told you this, but we want you to become an Avenger. We feel that you could help us a lot."
You simply nod slowly, thinking about it for a moment, "I'll do it."
"Glad to hear it." Tony says, "We'll start training you tomorrow."
"What will training consist of exactly?"
"Sparring, power training, endurance drills, shit like that."
"Can I spar Barnes?"
"NO." The entire room says collectively.
"You guys are no fun."
"We'll make you a suit. In the mean time you can think of a hero name, unless you already have an idea for one, that is." Tony speaks up again.
You pause for a moment, 'Little Flare, what should I wear?'
"...Flare."
"Alright, Flare it is." Tony says, making a mental note of that, "Welp, meeting dismissed. Go chill out, its getting late, so someone make dinner and then everyone head to bed."
"Oooh! I can make dinner!" You offer, smiling brightly.
"You know how to cook?" Bucky asks.
"Actually yes I do," You respond, glaring at him, "When I was little my grandma taught me how to make really good fried rice! That was before SOMEONE came and-"
"Alright, we'll be chilling in the common area while you make dinner then." Natasha interrupts.
All of you walk out of the meeting room. The others migrate to the living room and you go to the kitchen.
You gather all the ingredients and start making fried rice. Even though it has been years since you've made it, you knew the recipe by heart.
After a bit, you finish it and take it off the stove. Its in a big pan and you don't feel like finding a bowl to fit it, so you put a pot holder under it and put it on the dining table.
"Dinner's done!" You call out, "Be careful, the pan might be hot, I don't really know."
"What do you you mean you don't know?" Steve asks, "Just feel it or somethin'."
"I make flames out of my hands, after a while your hands burn too much and you cant exactly feel it anymore."
"Hm. Hey this is pretty good." Natasha says, eating some of the fried rice.
"Thanks!"
After a bit, everyone finishes eating and heads to their rooms. You quickly do the dishes, then retire to your room as well.
Just as you have the past few nights, you fall asleep as soon as your head hits the pillow.
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THUMP
You fell to the floor, blood dripping down your face from your nose, lip, a cut on your eyebrow.. God knows where else.
"You're weak." The Winter Soldier said.
You stumbled back to your feet, your whole body shaking. Your eyes, amidst the weakness, held anger. You launched a fireball at him. He easily dodged it.
He grabbed you with his metal arm and tossed you into a wall like you weighed nothing.
He walked up to you, hitting you until you passed out.
When you woke up, he was still there, standing over you.
PUNCH
SLAP
KICK
GRAB
It had all happened so quickly. You went from being on the ground to being yanked to your feet in the span of a second. You bled from anywhere you could see and more.
He continued to beat you. You tried to defend yourself but were too weak to move.
"Please.. I can't.."
"You're weak." Was all he said before throwing you across the room again.
He walked up to you and then-
-
You wake up in a cold sweat, tears running down your face.
You sit up, shaken from the nightmare-ish memory that replayed itself.
You stand up and wipe the tears off your face. You walk to the kitchen on your floor to grab some water.
You use the wall to help guide you through the darkness.
Through the dim moonlight spilling through the windows, you notice someone already sitting in the small dining room.
Bucky.
You walk past him and get a glass of water. You take a sip and then leave it on the counter.
You sit at the small dining room table across from Bucky. You'd have to start tolerating him anyway so might As well start now. You lay your head in your arms on the table.
"You alright?" You hear Bucky ask.
"Oh yeah. Perfectly fine. I totally planned to wake up at what, 3am? And just sit here." You rudely remark.
"What woke you up?"
"None of your business."
He sees right through you, "Nightmare?"
You lift your head up, looking at him for a moment. Then you nod.
"Same here, do you wanna talk about it?"
You pause, "Wait why are you being so nice to me-?! Stop it! Stop it stop it stop it! You aren't supposed to do that!"
"Y/n please i-"
"No! No no no! You're supposed to be mean! You're supposed to hate me! You- you're.. You.." Tears stream down your face once again.
"Look, I'm sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I was brainwashed. I didn't mean to ruin your life.."
You lock eyes with him, your tears glistening in the moonlight, "You didn't ruin my life..."
"...What?"
"You started it."
"Y/n what are you talking about? We both know what I did to you."
"Think about it. If none of that happened, I wouldn't be here right now. I wouldn't be in the process of becoming an Avenger. Sometimes the hard journey is rewarding.. Y'know..?"
You force a small smile.
"Flare..." Bucky says, staring at you with a sympathetic filled expression.
"I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have said anything." You say, getting up, "I'm going back to bed."
"Y/n wait-"
"Good night."
You walk back to your room, what just happened replaying itself in your head.
What had just happened?
You'd opened up to Bucky. But why? Were you starting to trust him? Did you start to forgive him? You don't know honestly.
You lay down on your bed, thoughts racing through your head. After a bit of staring at the ceiling, you finally fall asleep.
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BEEP BEEP BEEP.
6 a.m.
You groan as you turn over and turn off your alarm clock. You were told to be ready for training by 6:30, so that's what you were doing.
You grab some workout clothes and change into them. You brush your hair and put it into a ponytail.
You grab a small bag and stuff a water bottle, bandages, and a towel into it.
You walk out of your room and go into the kitchen.
You spot the cup that you'd left on the counter late last night, or technically earlier this morning.
Everything that happened replayed in your mind again. You dump the remaining water out and clean the cup before putting it in the drying rack.
You check the time, 6:15. You make yourself some toast for breakfast.
After you finish it, its about 6:20. You decide that you might as well get down to the training room early so you get in the elevator and head down to that floor.
You gey to the training room and wait for Natasha and Steve. At 6:30 exactly the two of them walk in.
"Why does training have to be so earlyyyy?" You groan as you stand up.
"You'll have to get up earlier than this for missions so get used to it." Steve says.
"Anyway, show us what you can do." Natasha speaks up.
"Alright! I should probably tell you though, I don't exactly know my limits when it comes to fighting..."
"What do you mean?"
"Well in HYDRA, they would train me until I passed out, so I never really learned my limits on using my powers to anything like that..."
"That's alright, we'll just keep an eye on you."
"Okay!"
You move to the center of the room and hold out your hand. A flame erupts from your palm.
"Voila!"
You then move the flame to just your finger tips. You then make the flame wrap around your arm up to your elbow.
The flames look graceful as you move them around you.
You throw a few fire balls, but put them out before they hit anything.
"Tada!" You say, turning back to the two.
"That's very interesting.." Natasha remarks.
"Agreed."
The next part of training is sparring. First you watch Natasha and Steve spar. You take mental notes of some things that they tend to do.
After they finish, it's your turn to spar Natasha.
The two of you get into fighting stances.
"Go."
She throws a punch.
You block it.
You throw a kick.
She gets hit in the side.
She throws another punch. You get hit in the face. You throw a punch back, hitting her in the chest.
She kicks you in the stomach. You stumble back. You throw a kick back, she blocks it. She kicks you in the side, then punches you in the chest.
Your vision goes blurry for a moment, but then goes back to normal. You should probably take a break, but you don't.
You throw a hook and hit Natasha in the jaw. She throws a front kick to your chest. You stumble back again.
She throws a punch. You dodge it. You throw a punch back, she catches your hand. She pushes your hand away and hits you in the face again.
You land a hard kick to her side. She stumbles a bit. She recovers quickly. Natasha sends a low kick then sweeps your leg, causing you to fall.
You land on your back with an audible thump. "That's gonna lave a bruise." You say as you stand back up.
Natasha throws a punch. You dodge it. You throw a kick. She catches your leg and throws it, spinning you around.
Your vision goes blurry again, "Ooookay I gotta take a break..." You sigh, holding a hand to your head.
"Well Ms L/n. I'm very impressed," you hear someone say from the doorway, "Welcome to the team."
Director Fury.
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OK THANK GOD THEY WENT THROUGH
Alright long awaited part two lets goooo
So yeah I dont think Dee would want to heed Jack's warning. But there's another player in this whole mess!! (two actually) Peter and Caroline!!
They arent exactly thrilled to find out that Dee's been running from class to go to Fredbear's every day. And her insisting that Jack is still there doesn't help sway them. But there is something else she can do.
Dave did tell Jack about how Henry's killing kids at Freddy's too.
Conveniently, Peter did suggest that if she wants to see animatronics that badly they can go to Freddy's as long as he gets to keep an eye on her.
But that's fine. Henry and Dave always use the same trick and Dee already knows it. All she needs to do to stop him is keep a low profile and tell everyone not to follow anyone to any hidden rooms.
(How effective that would be... is up to debate)
Anyway. Henry is not pleased. Jack had One Fucking Job and he's being a shithead about it. But he did notice that Dave's been acting a little differently. He seems..... happier?
Yeah, surprisingly, having friends has a positive effect on your mental health. Who woulda known.
God. I have so many thoughts on Jack but idk if I want to turn this into a Jack character analysis bcs this is supposed to be an au lmfao
I think. Henry would catch onto Dee. But there's nothing he can do about it in broad daylight. He cant get her alone and killing her in the dining area would get him busted for sure. So he wants Dave's help. There just happen to be two issues.
Dave doesn't want to leave Jack's side. Jack's on their side, right? There shouldn't be a problem! He's been killing kids too! (hes been fucking WHAT)
But fine, whatever. They can talk next to Jack. Except when Henry mentions Dee Jack immediately springs into action - Grabbing him by the throat and squeezing. Dave does try to get Jack off but dude's determined. First this bitch tries killing his sister, then he kills HIM then he tortures him for Months and now he's trying to kill his sister again? Yeah no Jack aint havin it.
So Jack and Dave's friendship gets... strained to say the least. Dave doesn't invite Jack to kill kids anymore. Fredbear's is about to be shut down. Jack's all alone.
Well. There are the spirits. But why would they want to hang out with their murderer? And frankly Jack isn't really looking to make friends.
(Oh yeah btw. Henry doesn't get to kill Peter this time.)
Dee's still determined to help as much as she can but she hasn't really... helped the dead spirits in any way. She can't, not directly. She needs someone to talk to the spirits for her.
Dave is absolutely pissed at Jack for killing Henry but. He wants his friend back.
Jack does too.
But he's all alone. Sure he was salvaged from Fredbear's but what were the odds that he'd meet Dave again? He's probably at Freddy's and why would they want this creepy puppet thing in their restaurant?
...
Except one day, they take him there.
And Dee and Dave are there.
And they both talk to him.
She talks about how she wants to help the spirits themselves. He doesn't say anything.
He tells him he wants their friendship back. But he'd only forgive him if Jack kills Dee.
So now Jack has a choice. Does he help his sister or get his friend back?
This is where I imagine it would split into routes! I'd love to talk abt how I imagine each one would go but for that I think I'd have to do the Jack character analysis. I'll do it some other time
~Charlie anon
Yippee!!! Dude Charlie anon this is so sick I love it so much
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So im in a conundrum rn. I found out im a femdom, but I wont really have any experience whatsoever. I heard that all great doms were once bottoms, so does that mean that I should bottom in order to learn how to be a good dom? I dont want to ever hurt anyone or go beyond any boundaries, but im nervous that i could mess up and hurt someone. I dunno, I just like making ppl feel good. So what do I do author?
I wouldn't say that being a bottom makes you automatically a better Dom. Especially if you know that being a sub isn't your cup of tea at all, don't try to force it. I would say what people mean with that advice is that you are better Dom if you know the sensations you will give your subs.
Example given: impact play. A Dom that knows how a certain impact toy feels on the skin on impact will have a better control over how they will hit their sub with it than someone who has no idea how the toy feels.
Another example: A Dom that knows how hot wax feels on the skin and how different distances or places on the body can impact the intensity, has better control over the candles during play than someone who has no idea about the sensations.
My tip for you if you don't want to bottom "just to be a better Dom" is to test out the things you will use in play before the play starts. So for the two examples given it would be to hit yourself with the impact toys so you know how it feels on the skin, test out the temperature of the wax on your own skin. Just make sure to get a feel of the play, so you know how to give it to your subs as best and safely as possible.
Obviously don't test out things you know are your hard limits. You don't have to trigger yourself just to gain experience. In that case communicate with a trusted partner about it. Let's take the wax play for example again. Tell them "hey so you said that you want to try wax play. I don't have lots of experience with it so I'll keep checking on you, yeah?" You can also learn with a partner that is willing to teach you by communicating during the play.
Of course, it can happen that you accidentally do something which hurts your partner, but the important thing is to communicate when it does. Your sub will most likely tell you that "hey hurts" and you can change the play in order to make it nice again. It is also totally okay for you the check up on them if you're scared that you're hurting them. A quick question of "hurts?" or "is that okay?" won't kill the mood and will reassure you on top of that.
So yes, the biggest factor in all of this is to communicate with your partner. Tell them that you don't have a lot of experience yet and that it would help you if they communicated how the play feels to them. Agree on safeword & safety gestures, discuss each other's limits and during play check up on them throughout the session. If you do something new which you haven't done before, it is totally acceptable to ask them "do you like how I'm doing this?" or "does this hurt?" and then depending on their answer, either keep going or change the play according to their wishes. Communicate, communicate, communicate. Before, during and after the play and you shouldn't have any problems.
I'm wishing you safe and fulfilling sex, my dear heheh 💜
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The Winter Nightmare. PT.2
Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader
Word count: 2.3k
Author notes: I love this series ngl
So Bucky explained. Everything.
From the kidnapping, to the torture, to the 'training' that you were put through.
Everything.
"I hate to interrupt.. But I have a concern..." Natasha starts, "Bucky's room is on the same floor as Y/n's... We dont have any extra rooms. The two of them hate each other."
"Okay I didn't hate her until she threw fireballs at me." Bucky sighs.
"They'll have to suck it up. I'm sure you two will make up eventually." Tony says.
"If we do that, expect her to try and kill me like at least once a week."
"Why don't we just try to explain to Y/n why you did what you did?" Wanda asks.
"She won't listen. Trust me."
"She's not going to listen to anyone," Tony starts, "Think about it guys, this is the same kid we took from HYDRA like a day ago. We brought them to somewhere they dont know, brought someone who they've never met to talk to them, then brought in the person who tortured 'em for years. She's anxiety filled. That paired with her powers can be really dangerous."
"She's in a fragile state." Wanda says.
"Fragile? She's a ticking time bomb." Natasha responds.
"Exactly," Bucky speaks up, "She's fragile like a bomb." He pauses then mumbles a quiet, "i would know.."
"I'm gonna go up and talk to Y/n. She's been through a lot." Natasha says, then walks up to your room.
She knocks on your door.
"... Who is it?"
"Its Natasha. Are you crying?"
"Come in.." Yes, yes you were. Infact you were violently sobbing.
Natasha sits on your bed next to you. She rubs your back.
"I can't do this Natasha.." You say through sobs, "Everything has.. Changed.. Fuck.. The person who tortured me is here.. I just.. I can't do it.."
"Listen to me, Bucky is a whole other person now. HYDRA did some horrible things to him just like they did to you. He never wanted to do anything like that. He was forced to."
"I DONT CARE! He mentally and physically scarred me! He killed my grandparents! Then fucking kidnapped me! He abused me for almost twelve years! You expect me to just forgive him?! No! I hate him! I never want to see him again!"
Natasha keeps calm, she doesn't want to panic you more, "No, I don't expect you to forgive him. I just need you to be civil with him, alright? Look, I probably shouldn't be telling you this, but we want you to become an Avenger. And if you agree to that, then you need to at least get along with Bucky, okay?"
You go silent. Then just slowly nod, tears still running down your face.
"Also, I need to tell you something else, but you have to promise not to get upset, alright?"
You give her a confused look, then nod again.
"Bucky's room is on this floor too."
"I'm going to jump out the fucking window I swear to god."
"Just.. Don't kill him, alright?"
You simply roll your eyes, getting rid of the few remaining tears in your eyes, "Yeah yeah sure."
"C'mon, let's get back downstairs."
"If you expect me to talk to Barnes then I actually WILL jump out the wi-"
"You don't have to talk to him, but we do have a meeting regarding you and he will be there."
You wipe your face, you were not about to let that psycho see what a mess he made you into.
"Alright, lets go." You say after taking a deep breath.
You and Natasha make small talk as you want to the meeting room.
"You'll sit there." Natasha says, motioning to a seat. A seat right across from Bucky.
"I swear you want me to kill someone.." You quietly mutter as you sit down.
"So," Tony starts, standing in the front of the room, "Y/n, obviously, you have powers. And cleary decent control of them seeing as what happened earlier."
"Yes, and?" You say, glancing an annoyed look at Bucky.
"Knowing Natasha, she probably already told you this, but we want you to become an Avenger. We feel that you could help us a lot."
You simply nod slowly, thinking about it for a moment, "I'll do it."
"Glad to hear it." Tony says, "We'll start training you tomorrow."
"What will training consist of exactly?"
"Sparring, power training, endurance drills, shit like that."
"Can I spar Barnes?"
"NO." The entire room says collectively.
"You guys are no fun."
"We'll make you a suit. In the mean time you can think of a hero name, unless you already have an idea for one, that is." Tony speaks up again.
You pause for a moment, 'Little Flare, what should I wear?'
"...Flare."
"Alright, Flare it is." Tony says, making a mental note of that, "Welp, meeting dismissed. Go chill out, its getting late, so someone make dinner and then everyone head to bed."
"Oooh! I can make dinner!" You offer, smiling brightly.
"You know how to cook?" Bucky asks.
"Actually yes I do," You respond, glaring at him, "When I was little my grandma taught me how to make really good fried rice! That was before SOMEONE came and-"
"Alright, we'll be chilling in the common area while you make dinner then." Natasha interrupts.
All of you walk out of the meeting room. The others migrate to the living room and you go to the kitchen.
You gather all the ingredients and start making fried rice. Even though it has been years since you've made it, you knew the recipe by heart.
After a bit, you finish it and take it off the stove. Its in a big pan and you don't feel like finding a bowl to fit it, so you put a pot holder under it and put it on the dining table.
"Dinner's done!" You call out, "Be careful, the pan might be hot, I don't really know."
"What do you you mean you don't know?" Steve asks, "Just feel it or somethin'."
"I make flames out of my hands, after a while your hands burn too much and you cant exactly feel it anymore."
"Hm. Hey this is pretty good." Natasha says, eating some of the fried rice.
"Thanks!"
After a bit, everyone finishes eating and heads to their rooms. You quickly do the dishes, then retire to your room as well.
Just as you have the past few nights, you fall asleep as soon as your head hits the pillow.
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THUMP
You fell to the floor, blood dripping down your face from your nose, lip, a cut on your eyebrow.. God knows where else.
"You're weak." The Winter Soldier said.
You stumbled back to your feet, your whole body shaking. Your eyes, amidst the weakness, held anger. You launched a fireball at him. He easily dodged it.
He grabbed you with his metal arm and tossed you into a wall like you weighed nothing.
He walked up to you, hitting you until you passed out.
When you woke up, he was still there, standing over you.
PUNCH
SLAP
KICK
GRAB
It had all happened so quickly. You went from being on the ground to being yanked to your feet in the span of a second. You bled from anywhere you could see and more.
He continued to beat you. You tried to defend yourself but were too weak to move.
"Please.. I can't.."
"You're weak." Was all he said before throwing you across the room again.
He walked up to you and then-
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You wake up in a cold sweat, tears running down your face.
You sit up, shaken from the nightmare-ish memory that replayed itself.
You stand up and wipe the tears off your face. You walk to the kitchen on your floor to grab some water.
You use the wall to help guide you through the darkness.
Through the dim moonlight spilling through the windows, you notice someone already sitting in the small dining room.
Bucky.
You walk past him and get a glass of water. You take a sip and then leave it on the counter.
You sit at the small dining room table across from Bucky. You'd have to start tolerating him anyway so might As well start now. You lay your head in your arms on the table.
"You alright?" You hear Bucky ask.
"Oh yeah. Perfectly fine. I totally planned to wake up at what, 3am? And just sit here." You rudely remark.
"What woke you up?"
"None of your business."
He sees right through you, "Nightmare?"
You lift your head up, looking at him for a moment. Then you nod.
"Same here, do you wanna talk about it?"
You pause, "Wait why are you being so nice to me-?! Stop it! Stop it stop it stop it! You aren't supposed to do that!"
"Y/n please i-"
"No! No no no! You're supposed to be mean! You're supposed to hate me! You- you're.. You.." Tears stream down your face once again.
"Look, I'm sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I was brainwashed. I didn't mean to ruin your life.."
You lock eyes with him, your tears glistening in the moonlight, "You didn't ruin my life..."
"...What?"
"You started it."
"Y/n what are you talking about? We both know what I did to you."
"Think about it. If none of that happened, I wouldn't be here right now. I wouldn't be in the process of becoming an Avenger. Sometimes the hard journey is rewarding.. Y'know..?"
You force a small smile.
"Flare..." Bucky says, staring at you with a sympathetic filled expression.
"I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have said anything." You say, getting up, "I'm going back to bed."
"Y/n wait-"
"Good night."
You walk back to your room, what just happened replaying itself in your head.
What had just happened?
You'd opened up to Bucky. But why? Were you starting to trust him? Did you start to forgive him? You don't know honestly.
You lay down on your bed, thoughts racing through your head. After a bit of staring at the ceiling, you finally fall asleep.
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BEEP BEEP BEEP.
6 a.m.
You groan as you turn over and turn off your alarm clock. You were told to be ready for training by 6:30, so that's what you were doing.
You grab some workout clothes and change into them. You brush your hair and put it into a ponytail.
You grab a small bag and stuff a water bottle, bandages, and a towel into it.
You walk out of your room and go into the kitchen.
You spot the cup that you'd left on the counter late last night, or technically earlier this morning.
Everything that happened replayed in your mind again. You dump the remaining water out and clean the cup before putting it in the drying rack.
You check the time, 6:15. You make yourself some toast for breakfast.
After you finish it, its about 6:20. You decide that you might as well get down to the training room early so you get in the elevator and head down to that floor.
You gey to the training room and wait for Natasha and Steve. At 6:30 exactly the two of them walk in.
"Why does training have to be so earlyyyy?" You groan as you stand up.
"You'll have to get up earlier than this for missions so get used to it." Steve says.
"Anyway, show us what you can do." Natasha speaks up.
"Alright! I should probably tell you though, I don't exactly know my limits when it comes to fighting..."
"What do you mean?"
"Well in HYDRA, they would train me until I passed out, so I never really learned my limits on using my powers to anything like that..."
"That's alright, we'll just keep an eye on you."
"Okay!"
You move to the center of the room and hold out your hand. A flame erupts from your palm.
"Voila!"
You then move the flame to just your finger tips. You then make the flame wrap around your arm up to your elbow.
The flames look graceful as you move them around you.
You throw a few fire balls, but put them out before they hit anything.
"Tada!" You say, turning back to the two.
"That's very interesting.." Natasha remarks.
"Agreed."
The next part of training is sparring. First you watch Natasha and Steve spar. You take mental notes of some things that they tend to do.
After they finish, it's your turn to spar Natasha.
The two of you get into fighting stances.
"Go."
She throws a punch.
You block it.
You throw a kick.
She gets hit in the side.
She throws another punch. You get hit in the face. You throw a punch back, hitting her in the chest.
She kicks you in the stomach. You stumble back. You throw a kick back, she blocks it. She kicks you in the side, then punches you in the chest.
Your vision goes blurry for a moment, but then goes back to normal. You should probably take a break, but you don't.
You throw a hook and hit Natasha in the jaw. She throws a front kick to your chest. You stumble back again.
She throws a punch. You dodge it. You throw a punch back, she catches your hand. She pushes your hand away and hits you in the face again.
You land a hard kick to her side. She stumbles a bit. She recovers quickly. Natasha sends a low kick then sweeps your leg, causing you to fall.
You land on your back with an audible thump. "That's gonna lave a bruise." You say as you stand back up.
Natasha throws a punch. You dodge it. You throw a kick. She catches your leg and throws it, spinning you around.
Your vision goes blurry again, "Ooookay I gotta take a break..." You sigh, holding a hand to your head.
"Well Ms L/n. I'm very impressed," you hear someone say from the doorway, "Welcome to the team."
Director Fury.
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♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ.the start of bright star episode:7!♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ.
𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴:
"Softness and understanding"
01:57 ━━━━●───── 02:55
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TW:Mentions of not eating,self harming behaviors,crying,cigarettes,neglect,the normal brightst☆r stuff,mentions of calories
Akira walked home,80s music playing in her headphones as she walked the small distance to her mother's apartment. Guilt filled her as she thought about things,the music being drowned out by her thoughts. "Why am I like this? It's just a cheesecake slice? Im so stupid. I probably concerned one of them." She thought as she opened the apartment building door going up the stairs and unlocking her mother and aunts apartment,and entering. With a pet greeting to her cat, Mimi she held him "awww!! Did you wait for mee?" She said petting the cat who purred "awww so sweett!" She put the cat down. Hearing her phone buzz she took it out of her pocket,seeing it was Sora she was confused.
Why did Sora care? What would Sora need from her? She went to her room,awnsering. "Hey Sora! Ya need something?" She asked,smiling.
♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ. Sora felt worry in her heart as she heard Akiras voice "uhm...yeah." she said,trying to sound stotic as always "are you alright? You look sick as hell." She heard Akira let out a deep breath "yep,just.. uh.. tired.." she said with a shaky voice,Like was about to cry. "You sure? You sure you don't have any problems? You seemed nervous about eating,is something up with that?" Sora asked,her worry becoming more and more obvious. Akira felt annoyed,why did she even care "i..I said I'm fine,don't fucking worry about it." She said. Sora heard the sadness in her voice,the tears. "I'm not gonna sit here and let my friend just hurt themselves!" Sora yelled at the phone "I know we only know eachother through tutoring,but talk to me. Please." She begged.
Akira let out a sniffle,a sign she was crying. Sora frowned she hated yelling and doing that to her friends but she needed to make her point. "Y..you . W..why will you tell anyone?..." Sora sighed, a concerned one,not annoyed "nope. I promise you." Akira took a deep breath "o..okay but if you tell.someone.. just.. please dont." Akira begged with a tearful voice. "Hey,hey calm down,okay.. I wont,just tell me.." Akira took another deep breath "okay... uh.. I don't like myself,I don't like my grades,or my brain... I don't wanna eat,I don't Wanna be okay.. food has so much c.." she stopped,Sora listened. "I.. understand in a way.. I don't like food either,. It has to much,I agree. But we shouldn't be counting it. That's harmful,and it'll fucking kill you or hosphospitalize you. You don't deserve that Akira."
Sora said,genuinely "i.. " Akira just cried over the phone. "Let me help you out.. I've been where your at. It sucks. I know it does,and you never wanna get better. But If you wanna live past 16 you have to. You have dreams don't you" Akira replied, "y..yeah to be in a band.. to be famous.." Sora hummed In response. "If you want to be able to do that you have to get better. In all honesty.. I have that dream to,.. we can work to that dream together,yeah?" Sora tried to assure her. Akira let out a small,soft,shaky "y..yeah.. hey.. can you stay on call with me.. I'm sorry if it's all to much.. i..I understa-" Sora replied with "im okay with that. Your not okay and in a right mindset right now. Let's change the topic to something more bright,okay?" Akira said "o..okay uh.. favorite show,honestly.." she let out a soft laugh.
"Promise not to laugh at me?" Sora asked,embarrassment in her tone, Akira hummed in response "mhm.." Sora laughed a little "okay.. okay.. Magical mayaki.." Akira felt herself smile,she gasped "you know that show!? Oh my gosh! I love that show so much!"
#project sekai#project sekai oc#brightst☆r#project sekai fanfic#project sekai fangroup#hastune miku colorful stage#oc x oc#canon x oc#leo/need
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The Legend Of The Lost Princess ♡ Chapter 16
"Oh man I feel full!" Jareth says almost out of breath, with his hand on his stomach and an uncomfortable look on his face. "Noone said you needed to eat that much" "Your right, but at the same time it shouldn't have gone to waist Cael" "Eh? I suppose you have a point" Everyone including you and Taligaro were quite happy and full of boar meat as your all sat around the flickering fire. The smell of a fire was always wonderful, and the heat hit you in little waves. "Well then" Logan said "It seems our quest begins tomorow. Just as soon as were out of this wood, and straight on to the many dangers ahead of us. It will be interesting moving and fighting along side of you all" "I agree" said Blackwall "I have to say though, it does make a change having a skilled woman amongst us" he said right before they all face you. "Thanks Blackwall. I'm not as skilled as you may think, but I'll certainly try my best" "Bullsh#t" "Excuse me?" "Dont give me that bullsh#t, you took out a basalisk"
Jareth nods his head and smiles excitedly "Yeh! Yeh I remember that, how did you do it again? We only heard the jist of the story earlier. Come on tell us!" "Its not as entertaining as you might think" Cael nods his head with a sympathetic look "Isn't that for us to decide? Come on, it one of the most dangerous creatures anyones ever known, and your the only one who has not only faced one, but killed it too" Letting out a sigh, you know their not going to let up. "Alright I'll tell you. So the first thing I did was research the basalisk, it wasn't easy, all i had to go on were little scribbles and sightings from other people. That's how I was able to know what it could do. I learned that if it looked directly into your eye, it will kill you, so my first thought was to take its eyes out, thus removing the main obstical"
"That makes sense" Logan replied. "So, knowing that, I prepared the right weapons I would need, and I headed to the cave it lived in. My main goal was to get this little boy out, there was a notice for the basalisk, but this mans son was taken by it" "So someone put a bounty on the basalisk?" Asked Cael. "Yeh, and you'll be interested to know, it was by the very man sat next to me" you say looking over at Taligaro, causing him to smirk at you. "You put up the notice? How come you didnt do it yourself? You have an army dont you?" Blackwall asks him. "Yeh...the thing is that we had no idea how to approach the basalisk, we had no knowledge on how it behaved or how to approach it without resulting in the death of my men. I decided to post the notice in hopes of someone who could help. Thankfully, that's where Y/N came in" "You didnt help me out with your info straight away though, did you Tal?" "Your right, I didn't. I'll be truthfull I hadn't seen a female warrior before and I wanted to make sure you had the skills to take it on"
Blackwall smirks and scoffs "So what did you do to test her?" "I challenged her to a duel, a fire coated sword with blindfolds around our eyes. It's what I use with new recruits to test their strength and skills" "And how did that work out with Y/N hear?" You giggle and hide your face a little, and Taligaro cant help but chuckle at your reaction. "She kicked my ass. Noone in my army has managed to win against me when we do the fire blade test, and yet, she did" "Nicely done Y/N" "Thanks Blackwall" Jareth interrupts and says "So? The basalisk?" "Oh yeh right, so I went into its cave and saw the young boy, he was able to tell me how close the basalisk was behind me. And just when it was about to strike, I dodged it and climbed onto it's back, putting both my little blades into its eye sockets" Jareth and Logan look a little queasy, Cael raises his eyebrows and Blackwall just looks really impressed.
"Once I blinded it, I was able to look at it without an instant danger, and as I moved around the cave trying to make as little noise as I could, it went in for a bite, which was when I grabbed a large blade ran it right through its mouth to the top of its head. Once me and the boy were safe, I cut off its head and brought it back to collect on the notice" "Wow!" Cael says "Your one hell of a woman" You smile back in thanks, then both Logan and Jareth start to look very tired and sleepy. "I think it's best if we all get some sleep, we have a long day tomorow" "I agree Y/N" Taligaro responds. Everyone heads to there designated tents and pretty much falls straight to sleep. Your just taking your shoes off outside your tent, when Taligaro approaches you. "Hey Y/N" "Hey Tal, you ok?" "Yeh I'm fine, I just wanted to say goodnight" "That's kind of you. Goodnight Tal" "Goodnight Y/N" He walks away and back towards his tent, you both sneak little glances at eachother before he headed inside. Then you make your own way into your tent. It's small, but just enough for you to get nice and comfortable, it keeps warms surprisingly well too. The fire light was slowly going down outside, and by the time it was a small flicker, you had drifted off to sleep.
During the night, you started to toss and turn, something was causing you to feel uncomfortable and scared. You could see yourself as an adult, standing by the door way of your mothers bedroom, it was blurry, but it felt so real. You see your father with a bottle of red liquid, pouring it into your mothers mouth as she slept. You screamed out for him to stop, but there was no noise coming out, and you couldn't move either, it was like your legs were glued to the spot, but all you wanted to do was stop your father and help your mother. She took the poison, and turned pale within a few seconds, that's when your father turned in your direction. His voice was distorted, but you could make out the words clearly "You've escaped me for now....but I will....FIND YOU!" His last words were screamed at you, causing you to wake up out of your nightmare, sitting up straight in your tent with your heart racing and sweat on your brow. You tried to calm your breathing down, and slowly it went back to normal. Knowing it was just a bad dream, you lie back down, and hold onto your mothers neclace around your neck, eventually being able to fall asleep once again.
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God, I'm going to fucking kill myself i swear to fucking god. I don't know how I could've fucked my morning any more than I already fucking have. Here, let me detail to you how I am a fucking incompetent idiot:
Phone fucking shut off in the middle of the night so I get woken up an hour late. Shit's not turning on so I scramble to my laptop to tell my boss about the situation. This is perhaps the one thing that is not my fault, but tbh the list on such things starts and ends here
I decide that as it would lead me to being an hour late at least, it'd be better if I worked from home and so I let my boss know that my phone fucking shat itself and as such I'll be working from home lest I be terribly late. because that would be annoying right? well this was the wrong move, for anyone who is in a similar situation. he says something to the effect of "okay whatever you can work from home but not sure how a broken phone necessitates this"a nd like. whatever. fair. i could've. it wouldve been a bit more difficult since i have my train tickets on my phone but i could by more in person and then id be phoneless throughout the day and ideally id fix this shit asap but i dont have to
we're working on this post, which should've been entirely resolved and ready to go this morning, but i sent him the wrong copy for the post which we had discussed last night, so he was like wtf no dont you remember the change? and ugh. yes. i do. i did. belatedly. strike one.
then he wants to tag companies associated with the post except for one company. im fucking frazzled by my completely stupid fuck up and misread it as "tag companies associated with the post LIKE that one company" which struck me as odd since they're apparently weird about us posting about them. whatever. so i go through and list all the companies and send it his way to get an okay, but he's like. write out the company names properly. and this part is just a misunderstanding because the names will correct to the company's page name so it doesn't matter, but i guess he didn't know this which is fine and given my idiot fuckup not moments prior, a reasonable concern
i explain this, fine, and send him a screenshot of the drafted post with the tagged companies. including the one he said to not tag. fuck. now he's pissed like, i literally said to tag everyone /but/ them are you even paying attention. it would appear as if im not. what strike are we on now?
i correct that. he asks me to tag another company, which i do. turns out i didn't tag one of the /other/ companies that i had sent in the shorthand list and now he's fucking PISSED sending in all caps that i need to proof my work and that this post shouldn't be taking 30 minutes. absolutely correct, sir, it should not. i don't even know what to tell you at this point.
like holy shit. this was fucking brutal. i dont think i have ever been so fucking off my shit, and it was fucking THING after THING you would assume that after the first gaff, i'd be extra sensitive to making my list and checking it several fucking times over, but im just, fucking frazzled and i know we wanted this up before the start of the work day ideally so I'm rushing, and i already fucked up with the whole going in thing, which i honestly dont do much because i am scheduled to come in only twice a week and have somehow been managing to get sick on those days and i feel fucking awful that it looks like im probably playing hookie and shit because come on most people hardly miss work and they're there more often i just.
i used to be able to believe in my capabilities, at least a little bit, but im fucking up this ridiculously easy shit like what the hell. and its not in ways that seem to be entirely out of character for me. like, am i always going to be this fucking way? no. i dont have to be. i could put in the two fucking ounces of effort to get better, to improve myself, but i don't. for example, instead of making up shit to do, im writing this fucking sob story about something that probably doesnt even fucking matter that much and definitely isn't a big issue compared to the quotidien horrid shit people encounter.
an aside, as an honest assessment, i don't have much to do at this job which i guess is nice, but it makes me feel so useless and unnecessary. part of the reason i was more eager to just, work from home. obviously it's more comfortable for me, but i feel like im wasting my time and everyone's time and their water and tea and whatever, because im just taking up space and at least i dont have to pretend im busy if im home and i can get food and not be hunger braindead like i am when im there because im too normally-braindead to leave and get fucking food. like an idiot.
i need to get a new fucking job. i can't fucking come in next week (again, only work two days a week because this is a fucking pity job that i only landed because my dad likes networking, like a sociopath) like how do i face fucking anyone. just sit there like a stupid little bimbo looking nepo pity hire, the fucking child in the kitchen that you allow to tear bread into breadcrumbs because it's fine if they fuck it up, which they will, but it's something you can deal with because it doesn't fucking matter anyhow.
i feel like such a burden despite just sitting there. i am so fucking embarrassed and pissed i fucking. ugh. i
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omg hiii its 2 am at my place when i finished 'hits different' and now typing this (and idk what time i gonna finish typing and hit the blue button to send). my eyes still wet cuz omg yes again i cried. you write so well and i swear i could write a wholw paragraph about how much i love your style and writing and how you poured emotions into your writing. i just hope whatever you do in your life outside this app, you'll never stop writing, even if it's a hobby to kill your free time but i'm sure you love writing with all the word counts every time you released a story. (definitely not saying the short works doesnt have your love poured in but you know what i mean, i just really love long oneshot and i appreciate it so much that you wrote them to the end and uploaded it here)
the development of your characters... damn. you wrote them so well. AND OH GOSH HAECHAN CHARACTER HERE IS JUST A PERFECT DAYDREAMING GUY WE ALL WANT IN OUR LIVES. "When life give you Haechan, don't let him slip away." GOD I WISH LIFE GIVE ME A LEE HAECHAN (i mean yes technically we are living the same lifetime with one and only lee haechan), to the point i dont think i will be able to fall in love with other men irl cuz haechan has set the bar too high for anyone to reach it. okay that's probably too personal. But, once again thank you for writing a very perfect lee haechan in your writing once again. At least the hopeless romantic in me can be happy.
And the angst??? I LIVE TO READ AND LOVE ANGST, I AM LIVING FOR IT. At some point i feel like the pinch to my heart get so real i think im really the fl in the story. well i definitely can feel the real trauma and i understand how she acted like that. poor haechan but yeah it happened when it get to overwhelmed. Thanks for his characteristics tho, he stays and lord i want a man like him (no i dont want other men) and being the most understanding, patience, he like an angel he deserves so damn much love and honestly i wish the fl give him that even after the story end with happy ending cuz yes both of them deserves the happiness and love together.
but of course haechan can be the real devil when it comes to making love (oh i wish theres a part where they be making love like you know after confessing and becoming couple so the tension is not in the air and they can just enjoy yeaㅡ i need to writing too much)
“And I will die like a man,” he insists, challenging you with a glare.
“Yeah, exactly, don’t think,” he snarls.
“I don’t want to hear you. I don’t need to hear you to know you’re going dumb on my cock.”
Yes, i died here. And come back to life and SCREAM. He is a menace, a loser, BUT I WANT HIM. Honestly there are lot more (i mean its 40k+) but yeah i need to stay sane for my own self. Adding cherries on top, he is the real guy because whatever situation he knows he shouldn't force and always care for the fl.
And i love how you include all the positivity in the fic, tho of course it should be a norm, SAY YES TO NOT TAKING ADVANTAGE WHEN THE WOMEN OR EVEN MEN NOT BEING THEMSELVES!!
Well honestly, i kinda wonder if Mark actually know it's fl that Haechan always brought home and fuck (when he is there). So, I always thought like maybe Mark heard it and then shove anything in his ears to block the moans and all so he never noticed fl's voice or maybe he get out of the house whenever it happened (and he is not out of the house yet), or he just pretend he didn't know anything but that doesn't make sense cuz when haechan was with wonyoung, he didn't seems to like saying something that involved feelings with the fl.
I have so much things to say but i will cut it short here with thank you for writing a perfect long piece of yet another haechan fic, i really love it!
and here am i moving on to other things...
This is probably too long already and this is not related to 'hits different' but your other fic, the traitor series. idk if you still remember but i used to send ask where i talked about 2nd part and you did replied but i didnt replied back (sorry about that) because i was waiting until the 3rd part come out and decided to just get back to the 'discussion' after that but i never did altho i have read the 3rd part due to my busy schedule so i ended up losing the notif since tumblr only let certain amount of time. and i finally get back to you now. Another reason is it's the same as this, i have so much things to say and couldnt find a right way to put it into long para cuz yes of course im so satisfied with your writing and at the end the fl get together with haechan just like how i wish altho he kinda dont deserve it. Yes of course i still feel like he doesnt deserve her after all he did to her but he changes and i shouldnt hold onto it too much when they could find happiness among themselves again. You did included it in your note about writing another part for jeno but since its already too long. Well im not gonna ask you to write about because i have seen your wip and you planned to write a lot and your req is close too (+ it's too late now anyway) so i will just say this here, well honestly you always end your story with characters developments so theres nothing to ask for more. I would love to see how haechan and the fl in their new 2nd chance relationship, like how haechan treat her when they hanging out with their friends and if jeno finally found the loml cuz he deserves his own happy ending (altho ofc happy ending doesnt mean he need to find a partner to be with). But that should be it. I'm just writing this here cuz i feel bad for not getting back to you for that series but also its not only bc i feel bad cuz that sounds like im forcing myself it just i really think i should tell you you did well writing the series and appreciate it that you even took time before posting the last part so you of course put so much in thought how youre going to end it and i feel the need to put closure to our discussion just because it's worth it. It deserve the closure note too and once again im so sorry for coming this late to give feedback of the series.
Hoping for your happiness and have nice days ahead!! couldn't wait for your other masterpieces but still take time!! Lots of love!!!! 💗💗💗💗
hii!! i wanted to say that i thought it’s impossible to cry for this fic as if i didn’t tear up while i wrote the last texts haechan sent the mc lmao (i’m a liar) so i’m sorry, my next goals are 1) a happy fic and 2) a short fic. this made me tear up, i’m so happy you can see how much i love writing and i hope the same. if i’m lucky enough to get the job i hope to get i should have a bit of free time to keep my writing hobby alive so, let’s hope for the best! And yes, i totally get what you mean, writing a 20-40k or more story takes much more time than a fic around 1-5k words and if you don’t love doing it you don’t put those words down.
the development of your characters... damn. you wrote them so well. AND OH GOSH HAECHAN CHARACTER HERE IS JUST A PERFECT DAYDREAMING GUY WE ALL WANT IN OUR LIVES. "When life give you Haechan, don't let him slip away." GOD I WISH LIFE GIVE ME A LEE HAECHAN (i mean yes technically we are living the same lifetime with one and only lee haechan), to the point i dont think i will be able to fall in love with other men irl cuz haechan has set the bar too high for anyone to reach it. okay that's probably too personal. But, once again thank you for writing a very perfect lee haechan in your writing once again. At least the hopeless romantic in me can be happy.
this is haechan’s vendetta for all the times i wrote him like an asshole LET’S GO HAECHAN AND SUNFLOWERS!!! it’s not a want it’s a NEED at this point (also it got nothing to do with the story but lately he’s feeding my delusion a bit too much so yeah). i might’ve written the man of my dreams in this fic… just maybe. no but it’s true that we don’t know him truly but it’s already a blessing to living at the same time. i think i came up with a good compromise between real him and obviously made up character, idk how to explain but the mix between the hopeless romantic – or loser (affectionative) – and the tease is just so haechan.
And the angst??? I LIVE TO READ AND LOVE ANGST, I AM LIVING FOR IT. At some point i feel like the pinch to my heart get so real i think im really the fl in the story. well i definitely can feel the real trauma and i understand how she acted like that. poor haechan but yeah it happened when it get to overwhelmed. Thanks for his characteristics tho, he stays and lord i want a man like him (no i dont want other men) and being the most understanding, patience, he like an angel he deserves so damn much love and honestly i wish the fl give him that even after the story end with happy ending cuz yes both of them deserves the happiness and love together.
i was unsure about her backstory for so long, because initially she wasn’t supposed to have one (not this heavy at least) but then it came to me out of nowhere and i felt it was more fitting of a reasoning for the way she behaved (especially her obsession with rules) than some tough break-ups. i’m not even sure it was what the person that requested wanted but as much as I love fwb2l i’m sick of always reading them with the fl being the first one to fall in love or the one to be more emotionally into the story. i struggled to come up with a plot for months but i was sure since the start that i wanted haechan’s character to be like this. the first one to reach out (when they met again at the club, when he asked for her number, asking her to stay over and so on) i needed loser haechan in my life so badly. and yeah, i can reassure you they’re living happily together because it’s what they deserve.
but of course haechan can be the real devil when it comes to making love (oh i wish theres a part where they be making love like you know after confessing and becoming couple so the tension is not in the air and they can just enjoy yeaㅡ i need to writing too much)
“And I will die like a man,” he insists, challenging you with a glare.|“Yeah, exactly, don’t think,” he snarls. | “I don’t want to hear you. I don’t need to hear you to know you’re going dumb on my cock.”
Yes, i died here. And come back to life and SCREAM. He is a menace, a loser, BUT I WANT HIM. Honestly there are lot more (i mean its 40k+) but yeah i need to stay sane for my own self. Adding cherries on top, he is the real guy because whatever situation he knows he shouldn't force and always care for the fl.
i wasn’t sure about ending it where it ended, but to be honest i didn’t even think about writing a short smut scene. i wanted to add another scene like two months later but then i thought the fic was too long already so i was like ‘nah, let’s leave it to reader’s imagination’. now you’re making me think about them making love and i’m crying. it would’ve been even better if it was from haechan’s pov, like… he really thought he had lost her and then… she was still there??? and she confessed she never loved nobody else like him??? BRB GOTTA HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN.
the funny thing is the I KNOW that Haechan’s the type to say things like this even irl it’s just his vibe *crying* whoever dates him is so lucky.
i literally wrote about a man that will never exist in real life, how do i bring him to life??
And I love how you include all the positivity in the fic, tho of course it should be a norm, SAY YES TO NOT TAKING ADVANTAGE WHEN THE WOMEN OR EVEN MEN NOT BEING THEMSELVES!!
it should be the norm but unfortunately it’s not so rip
Well honestly, i kinda wonder if Mark actually know it's fl that Haechan always brought home and fuck (when he is there). So, I always thought like maybe Mark heard it and then shove anything in his ears to block the moans and all so he never noticed fl's voice or maybe he get out of the house whenever it happened (and he is not out of the house yet), or he just pretend he didn't know anything but that doesn't make sense cuz when haechan was with wonyoung, he didn't seems to like saying something that involved feelings with the fl.
can i be honest? i love mark but in this story he really is mr clueles😭 1) he’s awkward so even if he heard (he did hear at times) he would shove his earphones on and try to fall asleep like that. 2) after a few months of their affair, he started dating minjeong so he didn’t want to listen and try to analyse the moans of his roommate’s hookup at all 3) the mc was just too good at slipping away they never met not even by mistake and also most of the times they just met up when mark wasn’t there.
he knew something was going on but he never pried on it much, also because haechan was good at keeping it a secret. hyuck flirts with many people so to mark is not really weird he brings someone at home every now and then. and haechan’s story with wonyoung was super short and at one point it’s clear hyuck doesn’t talk much about his relationships so mark almost only makes assumptions about them (in fact, to him they’re dating but they’re really not, when haechan goes back to the mc and has to talk with wonyoung it’s just to say that they can’t get to know each other romantically because there’s someone else in his life). it’s a mix of mark barely being with his head on earth (they way he always tries to set mc up with anybody every time they go out when she’s sulking because she wants Haechan sends me) and mc and haechan being good at keeping it a secret (always in a corner, touches under the table, going to a place they know none of their friends will ever go)
I have so much things to say but i will cut it short here with thank you for writing a perfect long piece of yet another haechan fic, i really love it!
Thank you, it made so happy to discuss it with you, probably I’ve answered too much but I hope it’s not a problem!!
This is probably too long already and this is not related to 'hits different' but your other fic, the traitor series. idk if you still remember but i used to send ask where i talked about 2nd part and you did replied but i didnt replied back (sorry about that) because i was waiting until the 3rd part come out and decided to just get back to the 'discussion' after that but i never did altho i have read the 3rd part due to my busy schedule so i ended up losing the notif since tumblr only let certain amount of time. and i finally get back to you now.
i have a few asks about that story so i’m not sure which one is yours (i guess the long one? did you want haechan and the mc to get back together but at the same time you wanted to slap him for what he did?) but apart from that, don’t worry. i don’t mind even if you discuss a fic six months after i posted it or even a year, life gets busy and tumblr sucks so it’s fine.
Another reason is it's the same as this, i have so much things to say and couldnt find a right way to put it into long para cuz yes of course im so satisfied with your writing and at the end the fl get together with haechan just like how i wish altho he kinda dont deserve it. Yes of course i still feel like he doesnt deserve her after all he did to her but he changes and i shouldnt hold onto it too much when they could find happiness among themselves again.
i’m happy you liked the ending of happier. haechan in that series surely wasn’t the man of our dreams but he’s working hard to be a better person. i know it’s all fictional and those characters don’t exist but i wouldn’t have made it end that way if i didn’t know he could be a better man and keep on growing up, so you can sleep at night knowing they’re all happy.
You did included it in your note about writing another part for jeno but since its already too long. Well im not gonna ask you to write about because i have seen your wip and you planned to write a lot and your req is close too (+ it's too late now anyway) so i will just say this here, well honestly you always end your story with characters developments so theres nothing to ask for more. I would love to see how haechan and the fl in their new 2nd chance relationship, like how haechan treat her when they hanging out with their friends and if jeno finally found the loml cuz he deserves his own happy ending (altho ofc happy ending doesnt mean he need to find a partner to be with).
honestly? i wanted to write that part right away even if nobody wanted it. but then last year i had a really bad burn out and i still have no idea how i managed to write the stories i had planned back then (and in fact i didn’t write two of one series) so i decided to don’t start anything because then i get mad at me. like i use writing as escapism and when i start a story and can’t give it an ending it reflects on me more than it should, so i’ve promised myself to don’t put too much on the plate. BUT who knows, if i can keep it short i could still write a small epilogue where we see more of haechan and mc’s relationship and also jeno. in my mind they’re all back together as friends, and jeno did find another person that loves him like he deserves, so whether i’ll write another small part or not, this is their future in the sour universe. i would’ve loved to expend the sour universe and make an entire spin-off on jeno for sure, and maybe even on renjun but that’s just too much work.
i’m also happy you understood the characters development because some comments drove me insane and made me doubt everything. i simply thing this ending was a clear cut, you either liked jeno or haechan and it’s obviously if she didn’t end up with who you were rooting for, you would’ve ended up disappointed. but to me this story was so much more than #teamjeno or #teamhaechan so i’m happy with my characters anyway (even tho sour!haechan you will never be like hits different!haechan)
But that should be it. I'm just writing this here cuz i feel bad for not getting back to you for that series but also its not only bc i feel bad cuz that sounds like im forcing myself it just i really think i should tell you you did well writing the series and appreciate it that you even took time before posting the last part so you of course put so much in thought how youre going to end it and i feel the need to put closure to our discussion just because it's worth it. It deserve the closure note too and once again im so sorry for coming this late to give feedback of the series.
no don’t feel bad at all, i’m the chilliest person and i just love discussing about my stories but i don’t get mad when it takes more time to reply, i’m a late replier too so i can’t get mad at others.
thank you so much for this ask, it made me really happy and i’m still glad you wanted to also discuss happier. have a nice day too!!! Love you 💗💗💗
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Could i plz have some shang tsung kontent that doesn't involve him shipped with random characters (i mean really random. 99.99% of the roster genuinely hates him so him fucking them makes no sense. They would kill him in a heartbeat and would rather die. So wtaf). Because y'all so deprived in life?
(Also nobody in mortal kombats lore likes shang tsung. He is the biggest bastard. As we love him for it. So no. Him being with any canon characters makes no fucking sense at all. Period)
Could i have some x readers that doesn't involve other characters in how you meet? Like it feels like an oc at that point. The only characters that could introduce you. Would be if they are working for shang tsung. And no its not the storm bros. No its not any of the "good" guys. It would be a shadow priest,a shokan,a black dragon merc,shit like that.
(If you are doing an oc. Plz tag and label that properly. I dont mind shang if he's with an oc. Or hell id rather take a non mk character. Weird. But ok. But anyone and everyone in the mk roster hates him so no)
Could i have some actually decent fucking kontent?
Other characters get more respect and decent kontent.
Why do you do that to shang tsung if you guys "supposedly" like him? Or like mortal kombat.
Do y'all play the games? Do y'all care about the lore?
Or are you casual? Its fine if you are. Just state so. I dont wanna assume you are a huge fan and then go off. And then you say you dont know something. Then it feels embarrassing that i just info dumped on you and i feel like a weirdo.
Like i dont wanna waste my time with people that dont genuinely wanna get into something that i love. And i wanna actually engage with people without having to jump around hoops. And jump thru hurdles trying to explain shit.
And waste my time with people who don't respect him. And mr. Cary hiroyuki tagawa as well. (Because i swear you guys really don't.)
But also respect shangs character as a whole,outside of mr tagawas performances over the years. Because he exists outside of him. Tho he is most known and all fans agree HE IS SHANG TSUNG. But still other actors and interpretations exist. Like his character is grossly misinterpreted.
Like he's either too soft when he doesn't need to be. Too rough where it shouldn't be.
No balance.
Like imho the yandere fic writers know how to write him.
The villain/antagonist fuckers know how to write him.
Hell some monster fuckers know how to write him.
If the roster didn't hate this sneky mofo so much sure. I wouldn't be mad at the dumb shipping. Because its just that.
But its the fact they do. And that it makes no sense. Even in best case scenarios.
Shang hates them,they hate shang. It wouldn't work. Like people don't get it thru their skulls. That SHANG TSUNG IS A BASTARD VILLAIN THAT IS ONE BADASS DANGEROUS MOFO! (Again we love him for his atrocities. We dont demonize him,we even cheer when he gets karma. We also love him BECAUSE HE IS AN EVIL SORCERER BINCH) ok?! Like god damn.
You can make shang tsung sweet without uwufying him. You can make him an asshole without taking away his integrity.
This wont stop people unfortunately. And people think with their dicks,literal and metaphorical. And genuinely dont care about a character as long as they get their jimmys wet.
But whatever.
I guess im asking too much from people to give genuine respect to a character. Let alone a series that is happy part of my childhood and a series that i love deeply for 18 fucking yrs.
Sorry for this rant but im so sick of genuinely bastard villains in the hands of people who don't like them. Or genuinely understand them.
Im sick of people who say they love shang tsung as a character but only care if he's with their "safe" blorbo.
They wanna defang the fucking snake and it pisses me off.
Im done venting. You don't have to like me. But plz try to listen where im coming from as a fan. As someone who has seen the death and decay of fandoms in real time.
Try to listen to where im coming from plz. It sucks when you love a character and others dont really care about it like you do.
It sucks when you feel so damn alone when talking about problems with fans.
And it sucks loving a character and series that people genuinely don't really care about and is so superficial and surface level.
It bothers me. I know it shouldn't but it does.
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So reading some good posta about villains in MHA and in general...I come to conclusion people who said "I stan villain" don't get the whole thing about a villain doing evil shit.
Take Poison Ivy for example, her goal- in one of comic issues- was to kill all mankind and even make a point in saying how humans ara parasyte killing Earth...
And of course, some fans say "huh, she has a point"
(Yes, it is fiction. No, Poison Ivy isn't real. But people who say things like that are a bit sus to me)
1) it disregards how mankind can live in harmony with mother nature. The indigenous do it. Poison Ivy saying otherwise and being seeing as girlboss is not a good take
2) the risks to nature, the polution and whatnot, won't come from Bob throwing a bag in the floor. It's big companies who throw garbage and toxic waste in oceans without care.
And I know that when reading about such injustice in real life...the idea of "what if someone could do smth about it" seems appealing.
But Poison Ivy is a villain who hates humans. Her actions aren't ever right...bc she is a villain.
The same can be said to Magneto. Yes, he has a tragic past but ...he murders people, he sees mankind as low bellow dirty.
Now, onto to Shiggy and LoV.
Shiggy is compared a lot with Hawks...and such comparassion is so superficial.
1) yes both have "bad fathers"
2) both were taken by "evil" forces
3) both kill.
But Hawks has more agency and personality than Shiggy. He is not a killint machine waiting for his master to say "who is the next victim"
Hawks's dad...while not sure if he had a name- let alone a motivation- was a villain. Kotaro had a reason to be like this. To excusing, just saying there's an background for his acts.
Shiggy is AFO's puppet doll since day 1. Destroy all and hate heroes is AFO drilling in his mind, and no, Shiggy never stoppped to think if it is right or shoe remorse.
"But shiggy has a sad background"
Ok, so is Izu, so is Shoto, so is Ayama, so is Ochako( her parents are facing poverty but we dont know the details) therefore, are they allowed to murder too?
A sad past may explain some actions...but it is nit a free pass.
Plus, even if it did...Shiggy never reach anyone. Izu can't read minds. And he shouldn't be doing the emotional labour here.
Says someone who wants to see Shiggy saved...the canon is shit.
"And how we see this wrong?"
By saying shiggy's killings have a high meaning. By think LoV represent something deeper. Ask yourself this, in canon, have you see Shiggy ever try to help or understand someone else?
If Shiggy is to be this "protector of minorities" why he never interact with one?
And when people say shiggy murdering heroes is for the great good...when canon says otherwise, well, you are fan of canon shiggy then.
#hori is a bad writer#he cant make shiggy so white and black mentality and then boom time for izu save him#hori sucks as writer#tomura shiragaki#anti horikoshi#shigaraki tomura
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Jade Harley, Rose Lalonde, Doc Scratch
Act 5, page 3638
GG: rose please say something
GG: you are making me nervous...
TT: I should have gone looking for her.
TT: Why didn't I?
GG: umm
GG: because you were busy trying to make the best of this situation?
TT: John was too. But he went to look for his father.
TT: It would have been normal of me. I can't remember what I was trying to prove anymore.
GG: i dont think you should be so hard on yourself about it
GG: john was being john, and you were being you, which i guess meant taking our problems very seriously and putting all your attention on solving them!
GG: and anyway, you and your mom had a much trickier relationship than john and his dad didnt you?
GG: i mean, not that i am saying that means you were any less attached to her than him...
GG: argh, i dont know if im very good at consoling people. sorry rose i dont want to make you feel worse :(
TT: You're doing fine.
TT: For someone raised by a dog.
TT: Or really,
TT: Anyone.
TT: Thanks.
GG: whew, ok
GG: you know...
GG: now we have all lost guardians
GG: dave lost his, and i lost mine in a weird way... uuum even though that was pretty much definitely my fault :\
GG: and even the trolls all lost their monster guardians
GG: i think that maybe it is an inevitable part of a game that can be cruel sometimes
TT: For some reason, despite all the danger, I never thought she was in any trouble.
TT: I never believed she would actually die.
TT: I grew up with the feeling that something more significant had always been meant for her.
TT: That she was a heroine displaced in some way, resigned to the inglorious duty of raising me, and preparing me in her way.
TT: I didn't actually need the ectobiological verification that she was like a mother and a sister at the same time. I always understood that somehow.
TT: And I felt she had knowledge and ability beyond what she let on. It was always intimidating, but nonetheless a source of respect which was childishly begrudging on my part.
TT: I think she was just waiting for me to catch up with her.
TT: But now I can't.
GG: ......
GG: i am so sad
GG: rose i think you are being stronger about it than i am
TT: Probably because my emotions have now ceded to anger.
TT: This shouldn't have happened.
GG: oh
GG: well
GG: i just hope you arent thinking of doing something rash
TT: I already was.
TT: I was going to go to sleep, fly to a sun bigger than our universe, drop a bomb in it, and kill myself.
GG: yeaaah...
TT: So if my course of action is to change on account of my mood, it can only become less impetuous, don't you think?
GG: errrr, i dont know?
TT: You never liked my plan very much anyway.
GG: wellllll
GG: no!
GG: but i was trusting that you had thought it through and it was our best hope
TT: I'm not sure if I did.
TT: Maybe it was a terrible plan.
TT: I made it without a full understanding of the nature of the Scratch.
GG: hm
GG: then what will you do?
TT: I could stop being so cowardly, for once.
TT: I could short circuit this endlessly expanding game of chess we're playing, just like Jack decided to do.
GG: what does that mean!
TT: Maybe I will go kill Jack myself.
TT: Right now.
GG: oh no no no no no!
GG: rose that is a much much worse plan!!!!!
GG: he would probably kill you!
TT: Probably.
TT: But the Scratch will wipe us out anyway, and reboot the conditions of our session.
TT: I suddenly don't feel much like sneaking through the back door of the Furthest Ring for retribution by distant super nova.
GG: i know what you mean, i was angry at jack and wanted to stop him too, but we have to think of a more sensible way to do it
TT: Whether my existing plan was sensible or not,
TT: I may have been allowing myself to be manipulated by an omniscient being regardless.
GG: what? who?
Hello ladies.
GG: aaaaaaa whaaaaat?????
TT: This is a private conversation.
TT: Private even to those who know it word for word already.
Proceed.
I will be here.
Watching.
GG: rose who is this!
TT: Ignore him.
GG: i dont even know whats going on anymore
You were discussing Ms. Lalonde's intrepid new variation on suicide.
As one with a passion for the subject, I'm intrigued.
TT: Shh.
TT: Anyway, if it's true the gods have "selected" me for service, maybe the power they've given me will be sufficient.
TT: Maybe they wanted me to kill him all along.
Hee hee.
GG: SHHHHHHHHHH!
GG: please dont rose, i know you are angry but you arent thinking straight
TT: But I am.
TT: I'm fully aware I'll probably die and fail. Scratch happens, we start fresh. No recollection, no problem.
GG: nooo :(
Jade, as an ambassador of Skaia, maybe you'd be willing to talk some sense into your friend?
You should understand she's been corrupted by various entities with some rather questionable motives.
GG: rose, maybe white text guy is right?
GG: the dark gods gave you all these powers, and seem to be helping us with dream bubbles and stuff...
GG: but what if they are not actually good?
TT: They are enormous, ugly, and live in darkness.
TT: That doesn't necessarily make them bad.
GG: no...
GG: but i still dont trust them!
If only there were a way to make this determination with certainty.
Through a reliable source within reach, for instance, at this exact moment. Perhaps one that is spherical, and devastatingly handsome.
GG: whats this weirdo talking about!
TT: The cue ball.
GG: oh yeah
GG: i noticed you found it!
GG: i was worried it had been destroyed when my room blew up
GG: is he saying you can use it?
TT: Yes. And he is right.
GG: omg
GG: does it work???
TT: It advised me to talk to you just now.
TT: So I guess so.
GG: then maybe you should try it!
Yes, Rose. Listen to Jade.
She is far less manipulative than I.
TT: What are you suggesting I ask it?
GG: well
GG: since we dont know much about the gods...
GG: why dont you ask it about them?
TT: So, you're saying I should ask it if the gods are evil?
GG: i guess that is a way to put it
Even though at this point neither of you is highlighting my text to read it, this idea gets my vote.
Go ahead.
Ask, Seer.
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Judgmental
Since I've got nothing to lose, might as well be 1000% honest about all aspect of my life
Yea maybe I am judgmental
What of it?
Do I still come to you about my grievances?
My disdains with they type of person you are and how it contributed to the harm of that little girl you think still I am?
No
I don’t tell you anything about yourself anymore
Because I know its useless
There’s no point in me being real with you because you always make it about it me
Bringing up mistakes from my past
How I’ve wronged you and your family
But will turn around and say I am apart of that family
As you grant them different graces when they’ve hurt you in ways I couldn’t
Nah.
Im not apart of your family
And I never will be
And thats ok
You can’t even get past the things I’ve said and “done” to you
But I'm supposed to grant you that grace
Nah
Not goin down like that
I know for sure now
Like I’ve always known
That we just can’t talk
Whether it be for the rest of my life or not
Not sure
But I can’t talk to you right now
You will kill every ounce of joy I find in myself if I do
You can't fathom me being happy
Me not being miserable
As much as you preach about how I shouldn't be hung up on the past it really seems like what you want me to do
To forever feel shitty about what I'VE done to YOU
How I’ve WRONGED YOU
I don't even care anymore
Yet how I feel about the things you and your family have done are always brought up
No matter the conversation
And I'm in the wrong
For knowing what I do and do not like
How I do and do not like being treated
Whatever
I'm not going to apologize for that
Because you still judge me for the things “I let” happen to me, so you say
You throw in my face almost every time we speak that all has happened to me because I didn't want to hear what you “NEEDED” to tell me
I could never judge and blame someone I love for the evil someone else did to them
And you can’t even see how cruel that is
Whatever
It's not my job to teach you
I don't want the job
You're not about to make me constantly want to die
And that’s another thing too
You know I dont have anybody anymore, as I just told you her and I aren’t friends anymore
And this is what you felt was the thing to say to me
Whatever
I pray for true forgiveness and that it’ll come in this lifetime because the blaming of what happened to me is just going to make me further hate you
Further hate how you think
Further hate how you're so disgusted with the person I am
If you hate me so much stop talking to me
Stop forcing yourself to do things you don't want to do
I am not even asking for your counsel or help anymore
Raise the rest of your kids because I don't need you
I tell you I'm in the Bible, learning God
And yet you still think I'm moving on my own accord and answer to myself
I hate speaking and not being listened to and deliberately not being heard
Its so hard to love me? Don't
I'm not asking you too
Never forcing anyone to do it again
YOU. DONT. HAVE. TOO
Why is that so hard for people to understand/grasp?
That I can indeed be ok without their love?
That I will succeed without their blessings and approval???
Is it because you couldn't do that without your parents’?
And everytime I mention them I'm the shitty person or I take things too far
So. Be. It.
I'm tired of you misconstruding what I say on purpose
To fit the mold of me you have in your head and will never let go
Fine
I'm done trying
Done proving myself to you
Done disproving all the negative thoughts and feelings you have towards me
I'm done
Because you’re going to feel and think what you want anyway
And there’s obviously nothing I can do about it
I've tried my best
Was even vulnerable with you again as I vowed to never do so again after you were so cruel to me
But I tried again because you’re my parent and I know that’s what God would want
Show me the real of what I should be doing and how I should be doing it God because I know this was to further make me alone
I don’t care anymore God
I understand I don’t need people and that I am too be alone during this period
So I am ready for the assignment you are to give me
I'm listening
Because I'm not talking to anyone else to listen to them
You and I Lord
Tell me what you want me to do
Tell me how im supposed to not want to off myself when this is what I have “family” wise
Please tell me
Please give me a sign
Please help me through these times of people further pushing me down when they know I'm already down.
I know now to not to let them know about my grievances and only take them to you
I. Get. That. Now.
So what’s next
I know its something
I feel it
Bad things happen right before a blessing comes
I know something great is to come from the pain I feel
I just know it
In your name I pray
Amen
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To quote a song that I can't remember the name of for the life of me, 'what only kills you makes you stronger' and I think about It alot because I shouldn't have had to go through that experience. But i lived. I managed to get back up, and just be there. Sure, it was hell. But I did it. And I don't know who in the hell needs to hear it, but you can too.
Back in 2021, I had a ' friend ' who was in general not the best person. She was absolutely horrible to me, and I took it. I took it because THAT is what I thought was right. I took it because our parents have a close bond. Being her friend was horrible, I'll give you that, But I now know that I can stand up for myself.
22-23 was a horrible year for me. I delt with what my friends called a stalker. He would look at me when I didn't know, he took my things, touched my stuff when I told him firmly no, hell, he'd try to grab me sometimes. It got to the point where I had asked to be moved because I didn't feel comfortable, AND HE WOULDNT GRASP THE CONCEPT. He did this later on, and he eventually took a picture of me when I told him not to. I was terrified. I asked the teacher to move me, and to please never let me be near him. I'm glad she listened for the most part. She sat him directly across from me, and I was nervous the entire time. He'd stare at me, and he got his entire tablegroup, filled entirely of boys, to look at me.im well aware it was directed at me, he spoke about me while telling them to do so. I was terrified. He once looked inside the classroom I was in, to stare directly at me. He tried talking to me constantly through three, torturous class periods. I told him no. I'm trying to do my work and HE WOULDNT STOP. it got to the point where I didn't feel safe. Who knows how many pictures he had of me. Who knows what he thought. I delt with that since November, and it only ended In either February or March. I had enough, and my mom threatened to contact the police and have harassment be on his permanent record. It only stopped because I brought it up into the administration. It taught me to speak the hell up for myself, because I didn't know how to do that.
I delt with constant bullying growing up. I've always been overweight, im going to try to work on it. But when I was a kid, and I looked up to people, I didn't know that it would come back to bite me later.
When I was five, I found out my granda died from a heart attack. When I was five, I had multiple surgerys because I inherited the crappy genes of the family. When I was seven, I moved into a new neighborhood. When I was seven, I met the aforementioned friend.
It doesn't matter what they say you can or cant do. You can fcking do it. I know damn well you can.
The only thing that can help you in life, is those that care for you, and those that want to be there for you.
So drop that crappy friend who keeps bailing on you. Drop that sexist dude who thinks he shouldn't help you around the house. Drop that chick who cheated on you with someone you loved dearly. If you dont have anyone in your corner, I'm there
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