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From my future spouse
My pronouns: she/her
Fs pronouns: he/him
Thankyou so much, take care💗✨
Hello there,
Thank you for participating and I am sorry I am delivering this after two months 😅. I hope you haven't forgotten about this little ask you sent me.
I hope you have a sweet and fun August 🧡
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King of Cups, 7 of Pentacles, 10 of Cups, 10 of Wands
Dear,
I had to wait some time for you to be responsive to my feelings. It was a process. Looking back, our love story was a journey. We had to be patient and figure it out along the way. Actually, I had to be the more patient one. Anyway, I think that it helped us in the long run. It made me be more secure and confident about us and about myself, what could I offer. Things were not rushed and that made everything more stable, and now I am grateful that it happened like that.
Our family, our bond.. right now feels like a full circle moment. It is a happy and joyous time for us, but I also know that it can be too much. I want to remind you that you don't have to carry the burdens by yourself. I am here for you. What we have created and what we will have are also for you, to support you. I want you to remember that. Share your burden with me, this is what all is about. I know that sometimes it is tough, and even the things we want and cherish can be tiring. I don't want you to get overwhelmed by responsibilities. We will figure it out together. Focus on what we have and our goals, we will figure out the rest.
Song: Home by Reese Lansangen, more than the song it was the title of the song that made me choose this one. Also, Love Song (the way) by Charlie Burg ft. Bluets.
Notes: This had Future Spouse written all over it. I would love to know what you think about this reading so don't hesitate to drop by in my askbox.
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𓆩♱𓆪 ᴘɪᴄᴋ ᴀ ᴄᴀʀᴅ: how they feel about you { letter from your future lover }
take what resonates and leave what doesn't. Interpret & choose based on your inner guidance and gut feeling. 🖤 photo source, artist: Oliver Ler Marinkoski
🖤 ⛓ PILE ONE
I love how reserved you are, how you tend to square your shoulders and hold your head up a bit high when you walk, especially when you're uncomfortable or nervous. Even then, you push yourself to be brave. You were so guarded at first with your emotions. I could not even tell you liked me when I met you until you confessed to me that much later. After all, I could not tell much of anything when it came to you. You kept everything so neatly compartmentalized, and it only made me want to know more about you. I'm embarrassed (although not that much) that I had asked your friend(s) about you, nothing much, just small questions. From the beginning, you had always fascinated me. When you made eye contact with me, I could feel my heartbeat speeding up, nearly threatening to burst out of my chest and land on the table right in front of us. And then, to make it worse (or better), you would shoot me a slow grin with that heavy-lidded and hypnotic gaze, almost like you could hear the rapid pattering of my heart. When you gave me a chance, I felt so fucking lucky and honored even. I knew it had taken you time, and I knew I had to earn your trust. There is a lot you still don't tell me when you start to close off. And then I try to gently bring you back, to remind you that it's safe. You love to play games in the bedroom, and who am I to say no? How can I say no? I surrender to you always. You don't mind when I'm in control when we're alone. Watching how you guide my hand and roughly grab my face is fascinating and exhilarating. How you tell me I don't have to be gentle, tears streaming down your face in pleasure as I pull back your hair. I know at first we might have seemed like an interesting, maybe odd pair, but slowly everyone seemed to agree that we just made sense. I genuinely hope you feel the same.
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🖤 ⛓ PILE TWO
You have the most adorable face. I remember how you would flutter your beautiful eyelashes at me and give me a soft smile. I could feel the heat creeping across my face, and I hoped you didn't notice. However, something tells me you may have enjoyed seeing me squirm and stutter in your presence. You were shy initially, always asking me how my day was going but mostly retreating to yourself. Even in a crowd, I could pick you out, but you would seem lost in your thoughts, probably thinking about how badly you wanted to get out of there and be alone. It was difficult not to notice you, though, and I could see how other men nervously averted their gaze when you made eye contact with them. You believed that they were weak. I didn't want to appear weak in your eyes, but I was weak for you, especially after our first kiss. It was unexpected but sweet and warm in a way that woke up all the senses in my body. Then I felt our teeth clash and our tongues touch as you bit my lower lip so hard that I could still feel your mouth on mine long after you had left. You are stunning and captivating in every way. In the contours of your body, your skin's smoothness. But also how you care for your pets and the people you love. And how you shine in such a distinctive manner in everyone's lives. You are the person that someone remembers forever once you step into their life. But I don't want just to remember, because that means you have left. I want to feel that exhilaration and joy of being by your side daily. I don't want to lose you; sometimes, it feels like I'm going crazy when I think about how I would drop everything for you. I would sacrifice it all for you, and I think maybe you would let me.
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🖤 ⛓ PILE THREE
You are the type of person that can make anyone fall in love, especially if that's what you want to happen. It could be a sworn enemy, and you somehow end up charming them. Only after getting to know you, though, and genuinely talking to you is that when people get to see these gentle and loving and caring sides of you. You initially were very defensive, with icy stares and brief replies. I tried not to take it personally, even though sometimes it intimidated me. But then, once I got to know you and made you laugh, I could see how you started to let your guard down, how you leaned in close when you would speak to me, and a hand landed on my arms or shoulder when you smiled. It made me want to pull you in, press my lips to yours, and stand so close our knees were touching. But I didn't want to scare you off (And by scaring you off, I mean I didn't want you to punch me in the face). Instead, you liked to challenge me, a quick-witted retort on your lips as we went back and forth, flirting unabashedly. I will never forget when I first kissed you, how your arms wrapped around my neck and my hands were around your waist. The moment felt like forever, like I could die now knowing what it feels like to have been able to be someone you let in. But it also felt like a second, nearly not enough time. Our kiss left me with my eyes lidded, body humming, and a dumb-founded and love-struck grin on my face. I wanted to get to know every single part of you, and I wanted you to know every single part of me, both our joy and shame. I think about you all the time. You cross my mind the first thing in the morning and right before my head hits my pillow at night. The closer we got, the more it felt like we were one. You had told me about your experiences in the past; some of them filled me with so much rage and sorrow. I could tell you were nervous; you practically had one foot out the door at first. But I was patient. I would wait an eternity if I had to if that was how much time needed to ease your worries and anxieties.
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GENDER: Gender Neutral Reader
WARNING: Yandere Tendencies and Not Proffed
CHARACTER: Rengoku Kyojuro
Link to Yandere Alphabet (google docs)
A/N- Rengoku won the poll, a mha poll will be up soon! I hope you all enjoy this and please make suggestions or comments if you want another one of these with another charac.
Affection — how do they show their love and affection?
He wants you, and everyone else, to know that he is enamored by you. And the best way for him to express that is through physical touch and words of affirmation. He'll burrow himself against you as he points out the things he favors about you.
"I wish you could see yourself the way I do, just so beautiful!"
Blood — how messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?
Even though many would argue how amiable he is, behind that exterior there is something more nightmarish—more inclined to protect the ones cares for. Which means, he prepared to drench himself in the blood of his and his darling’s enemies.
Cruelty — how would they treat their darling once abducted?
Kyojuro will treat you as if he hasn't even kidnapped you, acting as if you two are a loving couple.
Darling — aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?
No…ish, unless he does it as punishment—he hates seeing you tears and hearing your screams. But he probably succumbs to it, if you're not willing to give him what he wants—the man wants kids.
Exposed — how vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?
To a certain extent, he wants to be able to talk like a lover who needs to vent about their day or a person. But he doesn't want you to feel pity for him, and usually keeps it to himself.
Fight — how would they feel if their darling fought back?
As delusional as he is, he'll think someone put you to it or you are in need of attention—don't let him unravel the true reason, because that side of him is something you do not want to experience.
Game — is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?
Kyojuro does not see this as a game, being his lover is not a game—he takes his relationship with you seriously and passionately. He despises your attempts of 'escape', though he suppose you need fresh air. Why else would you escape his loving embrace? Is someone feeding you lies, Y/N?
Hell — what would be their darling’s worst experience with them?
The worst experience is you breaking him out of his delusional state, making him realize how you actually feel and your intentions.
A day he came from a tiring mission, wanting nothing more for you to comfort him—though that wasn't going to happen. Those hours of that day you had mulled over the fact he had kidnapped you, deprived you of most of your freedoms, and forced you to become his 'lover'. For one thing, you were seething. Unfortunate for him and you, he had come home to you being furious. You shouted profanities at him and screamed how much you hated him for the things he did—his eyes dulling with each resentful word as glowered at you.
That day, he taught you to behave. A purplish bruise swelling on your cheek and scars soon to be tainting your skin.
Ideals — what kind of future do they have in mind for their darling?
He'll like to marry you and eventually have kids, and maybe get a companion or two.
Jealousy — do they get jealous? How do they handle it?
Not very often, he is pretty confident with his relationship with you. But if it's one of those times he is more irked by a person than ever, he will not hesitate to threaten or eliminate that person. You are his, he is yours.
Kisses — how do they act around or with their darling?
Like what a lover would do: kissing you, snuggling with you, asking how your day was/is, being fun-loving. He wants you to reenact those affectionate gestures, for you to love him like he loves you.
Love letters — how would they go about approaching their darling?
Kyojuro is straightforward, and effortlessly announces that he'll like to get to know you. Confident steps towards you, beaming blithely, and speaking with you as if he knew you for years.
Mask — are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?
No, besides stowing away his yandreish tendencies around his coworkers. He is happy-go-lucky kyojuro!
Naughty — how would they punish their darling?
If you give him a reason to, though it determines how he feels and how you strike him in a way with your words or fist, he'll punish you. If it's one those bad days, he'll result to physical punishments like spanking and slapping you. But if it's a good day, he'll isolate you or emotionally hurt you.
Oppression — how many rights would they take away from their darling?
A good bit, you're not to exit the house without him or someone of his choosing. You're not allowed to converse with certain people without his permission. You are to love him, even if you don't…
Patience — how patient are they with their darling?
Kyojuro is a patient man, though at times he can lose his cool and snap at you.
Quite — if their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?
If his darling successfully escapes him, Kyojuro is in disbelief. He loved you, he fed you, he cared for you, and got you whatever your little heart desired and this is how you treat him. His disbelief turns into anger, and the more time you're gone it turns to sorrow. He'll never give up his search for you, asking from person to person and asking for the help of his friends.
He'll feel rather dejected if you pass, his heart aching as he grieved harshly. Becoming less conpassionate and cheery than he was before. Eventually or possibly hallucinating, and making another world within his mind where you are still alive. Though deep within him, he knows, but he isn't willing to move one.
Regret — would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling?
Kyojuro doesn't see it as kidnapping, he's relatively delusional, he sees it as if he is bringing you home.
Stigma — what brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?
You were just as compassionate as him to protect the ones in need, you were fearless and humble—he loved that. Though the nagging feelings became more noticeable: infatuation, love, and protectiveness. He needed you, and with a simple gesture he knew you already accepted him being your lover…though you didn't.
Tears — how do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?
He absolutely detests it, and will comfort you as much as he can. Killing and threatening the people he believed to be the cause, was it him? No, no, no. He knew you loved him, so that could not be it! It had to be some person or maybe you're having a terrible day? Yeah…
Unique — would they do anything different from the classic yandere?
Yes, he already believes that his darling was in love with him at first sight. More delusional than a regular yandere!
Vice — what weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?
His vulnerable times, when he is sensitive to your words but that's rarely. Though if you catch a time when he is on a mission longer than his regular, and are able to escape the people he left to watch you, then you could probably escape.
Wit’s end — would they ever hurt their darling?
In extreme cases, maybe when he becomes more aware that you're trying to leave him and he'll slice your ankles and more.
Xoanon — how much would they revere or worship their darling?
More than usual, he'll do anything for you besides let you free. He'll bend backwards for you, just to see you happy and to receive affection from you.
Yearn — how long do they pine after their darling before they snap?
Three to four weeks, you should've been home by then. He needed you to be home, he needed your attention, he needed to protect you from those man eating demons and greedy-undeserving people.
Zenith — would they ever break their darling?
Oh goodness no, Kyojuro only wants your love. He loves you too much to see you so disheartened!
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♚ With You ~ Lilia Vanrouge
summary: in a relationship with Lilia! usual three categories: pining, confession, and dating! while this should be a given, I’ll say it explicitly here: the reader is an adult in this given Lilia’s age <3 whether they’re a third year like Leona, or the prefect, is up to you as the reader!
tags: hurt/comfort, fluff, mutual pining, gn! reader
a/n: OK SO. this was a request from the comments (I do read those!) also, i was inspired to write for Lilia because I have a friend who really loves him, and i too love the bat boy! so, consider this a sort of love letter to Lilia as a character! For requests, Sebek is likely next, though feel free to lmk what y’all wanna see in asks/comments! enjoy!! special thanks to my beloved Lilia lovers for giving me inspo xx — winnie ♥︎
♚ starry - eyed !
» Unlike many other students at NRC, Lilia is one of few who’s fully aware of how he feels about you. He’s been alive long enough to recognize the signs— a quickened heartbeat, his eyes lingering on you for a few moments too long, even the way he seeks out your company in his free time.
» While, yes, he’s aware of his feelings, he’s stopped dead in his tracks by fear. It’s such a silly thing to him, really, but he can’t help it. He finds himself afraid that his lifespan might scare you off. Sure, he’s probably not got very long left, but in comparison to your human lifespan— it’s still quite a bit longer. Would you be alright with that? Or would his practical immortality be a dealbreaker?
» He knows that you accept him despite your difference in species, but would that translate if he was romantically interested? He hasn’t a clue, and so he’s bitten his tongue about how he truly feels— hiding behind a mask of teasing and jokes for the time being.
» Yes, teasing. No amount of reservations towards confessing could ever stop Lilia from teasing you. If anything, it only causes his teasing to increase, eventually evolving into something a bit more flirtatious.
» When you’re engrossed in any type of study at the library, he’ll appear in front of you, floating upside down with a wide grin on his face. When you jump back, startled, he merely laughs and comments on how cute you look when you’re focused.
» Sometimes, when you’re walking to class or back to your dorm, he’ll jump out and hug you from behind, near-tackling you to the ground. And though you’re always startled, you always know it’s Lilia hugging you. You’ll just let out a laugh, turn around, and hug him right back. The first time it happened, Lilia couldn’t help his shocked expression, easily melting into your warmth. Now, it’s exactly what he wants and expects when he does this. After all, hearing your laughter and gentle tone as you return his hug is always worth it to him.
» Despite all of this, though, he can’t find it in him to confess— convinced that you two are better off as friends. Who knows what the future holds? Human lives are already so delicate— would it truly be worth it for what’ll feel like a flash of happiness?
» This point comes up when he’s playing online games with Idia. Honestly, he doesn’t quite expect the conversation to take such a turn, but it does.
» “Red, you’ve been a lot less active lately. Kind of an L… but I guess it’s to be expected since you’ve got that partner of yours. Meh. At least you seem happier,” Idia comments. Lilia audibly hums, hands pausing on his keyboard.
» “Ah, you’re mistaken, Shroud. They aren’t my partner— just a friend! Much like you!” Lilia chimes. Idia lets out a quiet, disgruntled sound on the other end.
» “Uh, yeah, pass. We aren’t friends like that. I’m not blind, Lilia. Everyone sees how you look at them. If you were like that with me I’d be weirded out… but uh, why haven’t you told them anyway?” Idia idly questions, and Lilia sighs.
» “Well, us fae have prolonged lifespans. I can imagine that’d be a dealbreaker for most. I’m fine just being their cutest friend!” Lilia hums, but he can practically hear Idia’s eyes roll from the other end.
» “That’s a load of BS. Look, I’m not good at IRL romance, but from what I’ve seen in games, love interests get totally peeved when you try deciding things for them! The, uh… fae-immortality thing. Have you ever even talked to them about it?”
» That made Lilia pause. Well, he supposed he hadn’t really mentioned it to you… but he’d always assumed based on what he’d heard from so many others that you’d believe the same. Before he could respond, Idia continued.
» “And like, OP immortality stuff aside, that last line is a total lie. Are you really fine being stuck all friend-zoned? Can you handle someone else sweeping them away from you? And in the future, what if you aren’t even close? I doubt losing the route is better than, I dunno, trying?” Idia mumbles. Lilia takes a moment to process before letting out a bright laugh.
» “You should speak your mind like this more, Idia,” Lilia mentions.
» “In person? Uh, yeah, no way.”
» The conversation sticks with him, though. Idia is right. Lilia can never possibly know how you feel unless he confesses to you. Even if the future may be uncertain, the thought of losing you— of no longer having you by his side— wasn’t worth it. If confessing meant he’d have a chance to stay with you for the rest of your life, then he’d risk it.
» He’d never met anyone as kind, caring, and understanding as you. Not only did you listen to his many stories from his lifespan, you never doubted any of it for a second. You always give his cooking a try even though you know it’ll be less than edible, but you never judge him. You give him pointers, help him in the kitchen, and dutifully support him in his improvement. Sometimes, you’ll cook for him when he’s a bit too tired to give it another shot.
» You happily joke with him, tease him, compliment him, and spend time with him without a care for what his status used to be. When people warn you of “Diasomnia’s Powerful Vice Housewarden,” you look the other way. You don’t see his titles, his power— you just see him. You adore him not because he could crush you in an instant, but because you’ve become friends with the playful fae that he is.
» In his entire life, he’s met very few people as kind as you. However, you’ve been the one of the only ones to see and embrace all sides of him. Whether he’s fighting for his loved ones, or on stage with the rest of the Light Music club— you accept him.
» In the past, he’s made the mistake of letting go of the ones he loves. Because he thinks it’s better for them— because he feels that he’s dangerous or a dealbreaker. This time, he’s determined to do things differently.
» He wants it to be your choice. You’ve respected him and his choices, so he owes you the same treatment. This time, it’ll be different.
» He’ll confess to you properly and hear your answer. He just hopes it’s the one he also wants to hear.
♚ say the words !
» Lilia hasn’t properly confessed to someone in ages. He isn’t above asking for help should he need it, but it’s more of a matter of who to ask. Surely not his fellow Diasomnia members— they didn’t have as much romantic experience. Idia’s knowledge extends only to virtual games, so eventually, he settles on asking his clubmates.
» When he presents his issue, he’s surprised to find Cater gaping at him, Kalim equally as shocked. Just as Idia had, they assumed that you were already dating him. (Just how many people thought this?)
» After their shock subsided, Cater was more than happy to assist, along with Kalim. Lilia’s courting knowledge was vast, but much of it was outdated. He didn’t want to scare you off, so he wanted to learn some of the more modern methods of courtship.
» Though, both of the suggestions he received fell flat. Cater suggested a very Magicam worthy date, while Kalim suggested a carpet ride of sorts. They both offered to assist with their respective ideas, but Lilia couldn’t accept. None of it felt right. While he was sure both ideas would impress you, it didn’t feel authentic.
» As much as Lilia loved to tease, he wanted this confession to be serious— to be personal. He didn’t want to pretend to be someone he wasn’t. Eventually, he asked Silver for help. Surely, he’d have some insight considering how well he knew Lilia.
» “Have you considered just using one of the methods you already know, father?” Silver asks with a tilt of his head.
» “I’m afraid all of my methods are rather outdated for this day and age, Silver,” Lilia muses. Silver responds with a small sigh and shakes his head.
» “So? They know who you are already, right? Even if the method’s a little outdated, it’ll be true to yourself. They’ve gotten to know you, so I doubt they’d expect something modern anyway,” Silver finishes. Lilia’s eyes widened and he smiled. Of course, how could he forget?
» You already knew of his vast experiences across countless years. Perhaps, trying to adapt to a modernity he was unfamiliar with simply wasn’t right. He’d confess to you in a way that felt true to him. He was certain you’d understand.
» Eventually, Lilia settled on something true to his Briar Valley roots. Rather traditional, but it was still romantic to him. He’d enchant a briar rose, wrap it in the twine from a spinning wheel, and seal it in a glass case. Then, when the moon was high in the sky, he’d present it to you. Should you return his feelings, the rose would live on. If not, it would wilt away.
» The story such a tradition originated from resonated with him. Someone beautiful and bright falling for someone considered a monstrous outcast. It was quite touching. He wasted no time in gathering his materials, going as far as to travel back home for a moment to find the most beautiful rose for the confession.
» Once finished, he enchanted the rose, imbuing it with his magic— his wish to be with you for the rest of your eternity. Then, the briar rose was tied with twine and sealed away into the glass case. With a smile on his face, he waited as night fell, then sought you out.
» Luckily, your light was on, though dim through your window. Tapping lightly on the glass, he tested to see if you were awake. The sudden noise startled you, but you knew only one person who could possibly visit you this late at night. And enter through your window, no less!
» “Lilia? It’s late, why are you here?” you question in a hush tone, moving to the side to allow him entry into your room. He slips in, grinning as he presents you the rose.
» “As is Briar Valley tradition, I can only present this to you at night. I hope you don’t mind the intrusion,” Lilia says, watching your expression carefully. Your eyes widen as you take the encased rose, observing it closely.
» “It’s beautiful. What’s the occasion? Did something happen?” you ask with a light laugh as you scan the flower. Before he can answer, your eyes widen as you seemingly put the pieces together.
» “Wait… you’ve mentioned this. This is a Briar Rose, right? The string wrapped around it… the glass… Briar Valley tradition— ah! Are you…?” your voice trails off as your face flushes. Lilia merely grins, eyes glinting with mischief.
» “Am I what, dearest?” he questions with a teasing tone. You shake your head and laugh, covering your face a bit.
» “Is this… a confession?” you whisper. Lilia’s eyes soften and he approaches you, placing his hands over yours as he peered into the glass at the rose.
» “How observant. You really do listen to me! This is a confession. I’m terribly in love with you. You’ve invaded my every thought before I could think to stop you! So I’ve decided to tell you. I know my nature can be a bit… alarming, but I wanted to tell you anyway. Silly, isn’t it?” Lilia says softly.
» “It isn’t silly, Lilia. And of course it’s mutual. For as omnipotent as you tend to be at times, you’re a little clueless, aren’t you?” you respond with a warm laugh. Lilia looks at you and tilts his head.
» “What do you mean?” he asks.
» “I’ve liked you for a long time now. Have you ever noticed my advances? I don’t treat you like I treat my other friends, y’know! Plus, the whole immortality thing doesn’t scare me… no part of you ever could,” you say. Lilia processes for a moment before beaming with a sharp grin.
» “Oh really? You’ll be stuck with me for quite some time? Are you truly ready to have such a cute, wonderful partner for the rest of your life?” he teases. You merely smile, placing the rose to the side. Pulling him into a tight hug, you gently nod.
» “I’ve been ready for quite some time now. I’m more than happy to call you mine.”
» Lilia melts into your embrace and lets out a breath he wasn’t aware he was holding in. All of his memories of you come flooding into his mind. He’d been too afraid of judgment to notice at the time, but now he could see it— the way you reserved your brightest smiles for him. The way you’d gently lean into his side when sitting together— even the way you’d watch after Silver on his behalf.
» You’d loved him for quite some time, and now he could finally say that you were his. He’d have you by his side— and he could look towards the future with no regrets, knowing you’d be there.
♚ at last, with you !
» After you two officially start dating, Lilia acts more or less the same, however, in addition to his usual teasing, he becomes a lot more comfortable being openly affectionate with you.
» Are you walking beside him? His hand is intertwined with yours, then. Just sat down with your friends for lunch? Expect him to hug you from behind and kiss your temple as a greeting. Are you having a study session? Well Lilia’s there, leaned against your side and resting against you as you work. Lilia loves affection, so he gives you plenty of it.
» While he usually initiates any affection, if you ever initiate it first, it makes him incredibly happy. If you reach for his hand first, or greet him with a kiss, he always gets a wide grin and teases you about it. He’ll joke that you actually do love him, and that you must be head over heels for him to initiate such sweet affection. Once he manages to get your face to flush under his relentless teasing, he’ll let up and ask you to do whatever affection you initiated again.
» With how touchy he is, it’s only natural that people find out that you two are actually dating now. Because of your increased presence in Diasomnia, Silver, Malleus, and Sebek are quick to find out.
» Silver and Malleus are entirely supportive. Silver can visibly see how happy you make his father. Lilia spends less time alone nowadays, so Silver doesn’t have to worry about him as much anymore. He knows you’re a great match for Lilia given how much you care for him. Plus, your cooking is easily much better than his dad’s, but hey! Your presence has also made Lilia’s food more tolerable, so Silver’s content.
» Malleus is glad that Lilia’s found someone who respects him, but also accepts his more peculiar aspects. It’s something Malleus often struggled with himself, typically only having Lilia to turn to. In you, Lilia has found a partner, but Malleus has also found a cherished friend. You respect him, invite him out, and listen to him just as you do with Lilia. With such a kind soul, it’s only natural Lilia was drawn to you. So long as you two take care of one another, Malleus is certain that it’s a bond that’ll last a long time.
» Sebek is a different story. He’s at war with his internalized hatred against humans. He wants to respect Lilia’s choice, but he struggles to understand why at first. So, at the beginning he’s weary— closely watching your every move. Instead of finding flaws, he comes to realize why Lilia chose you. You don’t use him for his power, you engage with him and his hobbies, and you even watch after Malleus and Silver. With time, Sebek warms up to you. Of course he does! Perhaps, not all humans are bad. You’ve certainly proved that to him.
» His dormmates’— well, family’s approval is all that Lilia needs to know he’s made the best decision possible for himself. You fit right into his small family, as if you were always meant to be there. You fit right into his life, actually.
» You’re always in the crowd during his Light Music club performances. During the Magift tournaments, you’re in the crowd, cheering his name. Even when he finds himself busy with schoolwork, you’re there— sitting across from him as you work on your own assignments. He’s become so used to your presence in his daily life, but he does love dates with you, as well.
» Designated time to spend with one another. Naturally, he very much enjoys spending time alone with you. More often than not, you two have date nights in. Playing games, watching movies, staying up— it’s all a bit juvenile, but Lilia’s proud of his childish side. Plus, as long as you’re having fun, then it’s worth it.
» He loves those nights so much. Laying side by side after the movies are over, curled up together and having hushed conversation. It’s his favorite. You’ll share your dreams— your aspirations in the dark of the night. Lilia shares his experiences, the things he’s seen that he can’t wait to show you. It helps him visualize the vast future you both have ahead of you— the experiences he has yet to have. It makes him excited, but as much as he wants to see it, he’s content with time passing slowly by your side. As long as he’s with you, he’s happy.
» However, for as much as you two play around, for as much as you both cause chaos together— it isn’t all bright and sunny. Lilia is prone to painful nightmares— memories of his past dredging up and meshing with his recent memories. He’ll dream of losing Silver, Sebek, Malleus— even you— to a war much like the one he’d experienced. During those nights, he’s lucky if he gets even a single hour of sleep.
» You always seem to notice, though. In the morning, you’ll see his tired expression. No matter how much he tries to cover it with a grin, you see right through him. You never judge him or pity him, though. You merely guide him back to his room— school forgotten in favor of a day of healing. You’ll lay him down, remaining by his side as you run your fingers through his hair.
» “I’m here, and you aren’t gonna lose me. We’ve still got a lifetime ahead of us. You can rest. I’ll be here by your side when you wake up.”
» Your soothing words always put a smile on his face. He’ll hold you a little tighter as he drifts back to sleep, knowing that you’ll be there to comfort him should his nightmares wake him up again. On the days that his terrors do startle him awake again, you’re right there— gently rubbing circles into his back as he tells you what he saw. No matter how horrifying the nightmare, your smile remains as you comfort him— assure him that it won’t happen. Lilia will not lose you.
» You’ll always lighten the mood after, teasing him and insisting that he cannot be rid of you that easily. It always puts a smile on Lilia’s face, causing him to quirk a brow and question as to whatever could’ve possessed you to think that’d he’d want you gone?
» After some shared laughter as well as a few playful fights, Lilia manages to relax, night terrors long forgotten in favor of your warmth and comfort.
» Your comfort is so important to him. Of course, he loves being reassured that you won’t go anywhere, but it goes deeper than that.
» At NRC, Lilia is regarded as a terrifying fae with extensive abilities. Though he frequently jokes about his age, there are very few who actually believe him. Most think he’s merely joking— thus his struggles often go unnoticed. After all, someone that powerful couldn’t possibly be affected by loss after experiencing so much of it, or, he must be lying! He looks far too young to have been in any sort of war!
» As much as he tends to laugh it off, it gets to him. He’s forced to hold back— unable to express that emotional side of him. All people see is the conniving, teasing third year. If he ever expressed his painful experiences from his past, he’d likely be called a liar. In truth, he isn’t. And loss doesn’t hurt any less just because he’s strong. The sting of loss hurts just as much the first time as it does countless times after.
» And you understand that. You believe him. With a gentle smile and soft affection, you show him that while his experiences have made him stronger, it doesn’t mean he has to be immune to pain or fear. You show him that he doesn’t need to always hide away behind a facade of playfulness around you. You’re always there to listen, should he need the space to talk.
» For that, Lilia is grateful. You’re willing to share his best and worst moments, and you do so without pitying him or doubting him. You love him dearly. Teasing, serious, even a little scary— all are sides of him that you adore.
» For Lilia, that’s important. Because he knows he has a limited amount of time left, and that your time is limited, as well. For you to be so willing to dedicate that time to him— it’s quite beautiful.
» And with whatever time Lilia has left, he plans to do just the same.
» For you are the very embodiment of the future he hopes to live. And so long as that briar rose he confessed with remains bloomed, he knows that you feel the exact same.
— fin.
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Kyojuro Rengoku; The Flame Burning in My Soul
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Kyojuro Rengoku x Male Reader | (side) Tengen Uzui x Male Reader
Warning(s): Very Narrative Driven, Very Long(?), Slight Manga Spoilers, Mourning, Death
Summary: Living without the love of your life can do a number on you, especially when you’re living everyday wondering if you even want to go on.
Part I
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He’s gone…
It feels like it was only yesterday that he was holding you and promising to marry you…
He’s gone…
He said the mission was going to be easy…
He’s gone…
He was supposed to come back safely…
He’s gone…
He’s just playing a prank!
He’s gone…
He sent that crow with a phony letter to scare us!
He’s gone…
Mr. Uzui must be in on it as well!
He’s gone…
They’re such pranksters!
He’s gone…
He’ll be back soon…
He’s gone…
I can’t wait until-
HE’S
GONE
NOW
…
It can’t be real…
it just can’t be…
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You tried to convince yourself it wasn’t real. That it was all some sick game Kyojuro thought would be funny. That was until you saw his crow flying to the estate while you were outside cleaning with Senjuro, followed by a young boy with a scar…
“Are you Senjuro? And Sir Rengoku’s lover?” The boy asked before politely bowing.
“I take it you know about Mr. Rengoku? I’m so sorry. Before he died, he asked for some messages to be delivered to you, your father, and his lover. I’ve come to pass them on.” He stated.
“From my brother? Thank you, but i’m already well aware of what happened to him.” Senjuro solemnly stated. You moved closer to him to rub his shoulder. “What’s wrong?! Your face! It looks as pale as a ghost!”
“Knock it off!” All three of you were surprised by the sudden outburst. “Whatever message he left means nothing anyway! Why would he become a swordsman when he had no talent to being with! It’s no wonder he died! He’s worthless.” You gripped on the broom tighter, your eyes beginning to swell with tears at Shinjuro’s words. “He was a fool of a son from the start! A person’s potential is determined the day they’re born. Only a mere handful have any talent… the rest are just dregs of society. You’re either born a genius or someday killed by one!” Shinjuro stopped to take a drink. “It’s clear which one Kyojuro was. He had no future to begin with. No surprise he got killed.” Senjuro cuddled closer into your side.
“You shut your mouth!” You screamed, surprising all three boys. “Kyojuro had a bright future ahead of him! He was to come back and marry me! We were to be wed and start a life together! All my life, I dreamed of spending my last days with him, so don’t you dare stand here and soil his name by calling him worthless because he meant everything to me!” You fought back tears as Senjuro leaned closer to comfort you. “Just because you’re a sad old man who gave up on his own life doesn’t give you the right to speak badly about an other’s!”
“Give me a break! The funeral is over! It’s high time you both move on with your damn lives!” You held the youngest Rengoku behind you as he cried into your kimono.
“Just a moment!” The boy with a checkered haori moved to stand in front of you and Senjuro. “Don’t you think you’re being a bit too harsh? Please show some respect for your son!” He yelled.
“And just who the hell are you? Answer me! Or get off of my property!” Shinjuro yelled.
“I’m with… the demon slayer corps!” He announced. Something he did somehow caused Shinjuro to drop his jar of saké.
The next few moments were a blur to you. One second, he was yelling at the young slayer boy about sun breathing, the next he had him pinned to the ground, and then you were holding Senjuro after his father had hit him.
“Don’t you dare lay a hand on him you monster!” You rushed to put some distance between Senjuro and the altercation in front of you. “Why are you acting so hostile like this in the first place? Insulting your own child who lost his life… in front of his fiancé no less! And striking your son; what’s the matter with you?!”
“Are you alright?” You examined Senjuro’s face. He nodded, but still held the injury. “I’ll get you some ointment after he calms down, okay?” Senjuro nodded and you held him close to him, before turning back to see the boy lunging at Shinjuro.
“Young slayer, be careful!” You yelled. “He’s a former hashira!” Senjuro shouted as the boy was punched in the face by Shinjuro. “Please father! Have mercy!” You stepped away from Senjuro to rush towards the boy.
Your eyes widened as you saw the boy knock out a former hashira… with a head butt? You put your shock aside and caught both of them.
“Senjuro, please take this boy inside. I’ll deal with your father.” The young boy eagerly came to assist you as you painstakingly took the older man inside.
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Now you three found yourself in the main living area of the house as you applied some ointment to Senjuro’s injury and examined the other slayer boy’s injuries.
“I feel like I’ve made a grave mistake.” The boy said with a bowed head after you applied a simple healing balm to his forehead. You left to your room soon after, but you kept your door open to keep an ear out for Senjuro.
“Please sir, have some tea.”
“Thank you very much. I hope you can forgive me… for head butting your father and all. He’s okay right?” The boy asked.
“Oh yeah, he’ll be fine. (M/n)’s an amazing doctor, so it’s not like he’d be down for too long. And besides, he’s back to getting saké already.” Senjuro explained.
“What a relief.” The slayer huffed.
“You have my thanks.” Senjuro said, seemingly to the other boy’s surprise. “For standing up to him. I was too scared to. Even when he badmouthed my brother like that. I’m sure (M/n) is grateful too.” You watched through the back door as Shinjuro wobbled off to purchase more saké. “Tell me. What were my brothers last moments like.” You suddenly remembered why that boy was here in the first place. As that all too familiar pain began to emerge in your chest, you shut the door. You didn’t need anymore grief. Your heart has had enough as it is.
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A knock to your door awoke you from the nap you hadn’t even noticed you took. “Come in.” You groggily called and watched as Senjuro slowly walked in. “Our visitor has left.” He said. You nodded before Senjuro ran over and collapsed in your arms. You raked your fingers through his hair as he loudly sobbed into your shoulder. “It’ll be alright. We’ll get through this.” You cupped his face and looked into his teary eyes. “For Kyojuro, okay?” You held out your pinky to him. He nodded before interlocking your fingers.
“It was difficult getting him to accept Kyojuro’s sword guard. He swore he couldn’t accept it.” Senjuro lightly chuckled recounting his encounter with the young slayer boy you now knew as Tanjiro. “He said that you should’ve kept it.” He smiled. “I couldn’t keep that thing even if I wanted to. I’d get too sad.” You said, running your fingers through Senjuro’s hair.
“‘Don’t let me limit your heart’,” Senjuro said out of the blue. “‘Please allow someone else to give you the love i wish i could’ve, because you deserve the world and more. I hope you find a man who will treat you like the prince you are in my place.’” “What are you on about?” You turned to face him. “Those were Kyojuro’s last words to you. Tanjiro said he had the most to say about you. Apparently he wouldn’t shut up about how excited he was to marry his boyfriend when he returned from his mission.” You felt Senjuro’s tears falling in your lap before you even noticed the ones dripping down your cheeks.
You two cried a lot that night…
And the next…
And while you could’ve sworn you were hearing things, you knew Shinjuro was crying too.
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“You shouldn’t push yourself ya know? That’s not very flashy of you.” The sound hashira called to you as you continued to train.
You had chosen to become Tengen Uzui’s tsugoku as a means of defending yourself after Kyojuro’s death. It would be hard for anyone to train like this, but now imagine you’ve gone your whole life without as much as touching a sword, to now pushing yourself to train every day with one until your heart felt like it was on the brink of giving out.
“If you expect me to be ready for battle within the current century, you’ll let me continue.” You said, not even sparing a glance towards the older man behind you.
He scoffed before walking towards you and gripping your sword. “That’s enough (M/n).” He sternly instructed. “We’ll pick this up tomorrow.”
You let go off your sword and stormed off, leaving the taller to slowly trail behind as he fiddled with your blade.
“You can be quite the brat ya know?” He commented as you made your way back towards the Rengoku residence.
“And you can be quite the headache.” You pulled off your geta and made your way towards the kitchen, not before greeting Senjuro with a hug and kiss to his forehead. Afterwards, starting on dinner for you all, as well as your unwanted flashy guest.
“I don’t know why you insist on staying here. You have a home with three wives to return to.” You snidely commented as you poured stew into Senjuro’s plate.
“Well, my home doesn’t have my cute tsugoku at it now does it?” Tengen smirked at your irritated expression.
You inhaled deeply before launching his plate at him; however, he caught it rather easily and began to dig in as if nothing happened. Curse him for being a skilled hashira. “And besides, you know they’re not there.”
You took your place next to Senjuro and angrily began to eat. Stuffing your face full of stew and barely even giving yourself time to chew.
“Thank you for the meal (M/n)!” Senjuro hugged you before running off to his room, realizing the tense atmosphere he found himself in the middle of.
“If you want a real answer, I worried about you (M/n).” Tengen stated as he placed his bowl down. “You never wanted to even touch a sword, but now you push yourself to train with one every day. It’s not healthy.”
“Who cares how I was in the past. So what if I want to wield a sword now? You should only concern yourself with training me.” You glared at him.
“You won’t defeat the demon that killed Kyojuro.” He deadpanned. “You’re far too weak… and if you plan on pushing yourself like this, you’ll be dead before you even have the chance to try.”
You tighten your hands into fists and inhaled deeply, attempting to keep yourself from crying.
Tengen shifted to be seated beside you and laid your head on his shoulder. “It’s okay to cry ya know? Just let it all out.” You sobbed into his shoulder as he rubbed your back.
“Once we get back from this mission… please listen to me. I promise I’ll help you get stronger, without you pushing your body so hard.” You nodded against his body and he smiled gently down at you. He cupped your face so that know you were facing his.
“Go get some rest.” He pushed a strand of your hair behind your ear. “Meet me at the Butterfly Estate tomorrow morning. I’ll be there to find a girl to help on this mission.” You nodded. He smiled and placed a kiss to your forehead before standing up. “See you later (M/n).”
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“You’re an idiot you know that?” You cried as you held the only hand Tengen had left.
While you expected to engage in battle during this mission to gather information on the sound hashira’s wives, you never expected to encounter an upper moon, much less two of them. Now you sat in the aftermath of the battle: bloodied and bruised; but your injuries were nothing compared to Tengen’s. His forearm had been cut off and he was poisoned. He didn’t have much time left.
“Hey calm down.” He cupped your face gently. “Nice to see that pretty face of yours wasn’t damaged.”
“Shut up! Focus on yourself!” You yelled at him as you struggled to apply pressure to his severed arm.
“Appreciate the effort sweetheart, but it’s not this injury that’s gonna kill me.” You realized that the poison was still ravaging his body.
“Shit! I forgot my medicines back home. If only I would’ve brought them none of this would’ve-!” A small tap to your shoulder averted your attention from the sound hashira to the young kamado girl that now sat beside you.
She gently pressed her hand against Uzui before… SETTING HIM ON FIRE?! You and all of Tengen’s wives screamed in horror as you watched the older man being engulfed in pink flames. Makio, Hinatsuru, and Suma bickered amongst themselves as they yelled at Nezuko, but you focused on how Tengen’s once purple skin now began to clear.
You sat amazed as you watched Uzui heal from what was once a deadly venom.
Tengen slowly turned to you and smiled. “I guess I’m so flashy, even death can’t beat me.”
You wept as you tackled the larger man into your embrace, the others watching with endearment as the sound hashira held you. “Don’t scare me like that you asshole.” Uzui simply laughed as he wiped your tears.
“What do ya say we get out of here?” He announced to his wives as they, alongside you, helped him get up and walk away.
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You very carefully worked on reapplying the sound hashira’s bandages as he carefully held you in his lap.
“You’re really cute when you’re all focused like that.” Tengen commented once you finished wrapping him up.
“Shut up.” You walked away from him as you worked on reorganizing your ointments and medicines. Uzui chuckled to himself as he lovingly watched you work.
“Hey (M/n)?” Tengen called out which caused you to turn to face him. “Yes?” He beckoned you to come closer to him, and you obliged. Adjusting yourself to sit in his lap. “Why don’t you come and live here with us?” He offered. “What do you mean?” You looked up at him, confused as to what his true intentions were. “Will you allow me to court you and become my husband? I could use another man around the house to balance things out ya know?” He smiled gently at you.
You slowly moved off him as you attempted to put some space between you. “Is something wrong?” Tengen shot you a concerned look, looking shocked when you rejected his attempt to hold your hand. “I-I’m not- I can’t… I still…” Tengen grasped your hand. “It’s alright (M/n). I understand.” He rubbed your knuckles lovingly. “I’m sorry-“ “Don’t be.” He cut you off. “You have no reason to explain yourself.” He knew your heart still belonged to Kyojuro and he respected that. You two sat in a comfortable silence as you slowly allowed yourself to return to sit in Tengen’s lap.
“My heart still isn’t ready to move on, but I promise you, the day it is, it’ll be yours.” You looked up at him. “And I’ll be more than happy to accept it.” He brought your hand to his lips and pressed a sweet kiss to your knuckles.
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It all moved entirely too fast.
One day you were enjoying a day out on the town with Uzui and his wives, and now you watched as the demon who killed Kyojuro faded into dust.
“We did (M/n).” Tanjiro wept as he attempted to apply pressure to the wound in your stomach. “You did it.”
You smiled and coughed up blood. “You’re not injured are you?” You looked up at the scarred boy.
“No sir.” He wiped some tears from his face. “I’m glad.” You breathed deeply before realizing one of your lungs must’ve been punctured as you struggled with something as simple as that.
“You should be worried about yourself. You’re in two pieces.” Tomioka quietly stated as his sat down beside you.
“I’ll be alright.” You felt your eyelids slowly become heavier and heavier with each blink of your eyes. “Stop with this nonsense Mr. (M/n)! You’re going to die soon! Please speak with some urgency!” Tanjiro cried out. You simply chuckled and reached up to cup his face. “Why should I be sad? The killer of my lover has been killed by my efforts and now I’m presented with the opportunity to see Kyojuro again. I have no reason to be upset. In fact… I’m rather relieved. So please, don’t mourn me. Who knows how many lives I have helped to save by ridding the world of that demon. I will go on with no regrets in this world.” You explained, watching as both men before you accepted your death.
“Tanjiro, please tell Senjuro I’m sorry to give him another loss, but please assure him I will be watching over him. Me and Kyojuro both will be excited to see the great man he becomes.” Your breaths started to become much shallower. “And for Mr. Uzui, please tell him I apologize I couldn’t give him my heart, but that I will cherish all the love he still gave me in spite of my inability to do so.” Tanjiro became more panicked as he realized your heart beat was slowing down. “Please, save your breath-“ Tomioka covered his mouth, allowing you to continue. “And for you both, go out there and save the world. I’ll be cheering you on.” You shut your eyes. “Set your heart ablaze.”
And just like that, you were gone…
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You awoke in a grassy field. The sun was bright and wind was warm, feeing almost as if it was pressing kissed against your skin every time it passed by. The tall reeds swayed in the blowing wind and brushed against your legs, slightly tickling you. Everything was perfect.
“I’m proud of you!” A familiar voice boomed through the air.
You slowly turned around as you laid your eyes on the man you have longed to see ever since that faithful night…
“K-Kyojuro…?”
“It’s me (M/n).” He smiled to you and opened his arms.
Your eyes rang and your breath hitched. It couldn’t be…?
Your shock was short-lived as you rushed towards him, immediately landing in his arms and tackling him to the soft grass. His body was as warm as you remembered. His arms immediately resting at your waist, just like he used to. His scent was as vibrant as you recalled.
It was him.
He was here.
With you.
“Where are we?” You looked around you. While it was peaceful, it was not where you recalled ever visiting.
“We’re in heaven love.” Kyojuro stated as he ran his fingers through your hair.
“Ah, I guess I died during that battle against Akaza.” The former flame hashira nodded as he held you close to him.
“No matter how you got here, you did amazing!” He smiled brightly at you, causing your heart to skip a beat. “And now we’ll never be separated again!”
You smiled back at him.
Sure, nothing has gone how you would prefer it to, but life has a way of subverting expectations, yet somehow managing to give you everything you wanted.
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Note(s): I wasn’t planning on making a part 2 to the original fic, but I had a sudden urge to write a bittersweet ending and immediately got to writing. I apologize if it’s too choppy, but I didn’t want it to be crazy long and a lot of what I originally planned was really just filler lol. Anyways, I hope you enjoy and have a great day/night!
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Hmmm, maybe… Jaheira to Wyll, or vice-versa, post-game? (If they’re both still alive, lol)
I'm writing Letter Fic!
Received on the tenth day of the tenth month of the year 1493.
Duke Ravengard,
I have known men who do not know the meaning of the word courage, though they speak of it often. I know men who speak of the world love, though they speak of it often. I know men who grow into young men. They talk as men, and walk as men, but they do not know the meaning of manhood. They do not know what it is to be a true friend, nor companion, nor lover, and certainly, they do not know what it is to be husband, a bond and duty which encapsulates all of these things.
My daughter writes to me of this day, of your engagement to the Bhaalsdaughter. She speaks of your kind words, of your growing hair, of your future bride's changing body in response to a much kinder life than she has ever known before. She speaks of it in less glowing terms, but she has not been in love, and forgets that in her younger days, she too ate and drank as much as she so desired, freed from the burden of strife. I do not know how to say it well, so I do not reference this at all in my response.
But to you, I speak frankly. I am grateful for the love you share. I am grateful that it exists and that you have it. it is one of life's greatest pleasures.
However, I beseech you now: do not rush your marriage.
I was married to my Khalid on a cart. It was sparse and cold and perhaps I was not kitted out to be what many imagine a bride to be, but we did not care. My time together with my husband was so short, even by the standards of shorter lived peoples. When I heard of your marriage, I was happy for you, yes, but I was sad, too. Sad for myself, if this self pitying old woman is allowed a moment of honesty. I reflected on this for many days and nights. I lost some bit of sleep. It is silly, how much I deliberated on these feelings, and how simple the answer I arrived to truly is. I loved my husband, and I wish I had more memories of our marriage. I wish we had not married so quickly. How strange that is to say, when it has been so long, and I had thought I had ruminated all i could on my husband. Life does not take to it's work so easily, so cleanly. Grief is ever lasting. It will follow you forever, and closely, if you let it. The insight of grief is also ever lasting, and in some strange way, I feel so very close to the time that I had with every beloved person I have ever known and lost.
So do not rush. Do not weep, for death and loss is also apart of life. It cannot be slain. It can be accepted.
Understand, my friend, exactly what you have in your possession, and what you stand to lose, and hold it loosely anyways. There is no dragon to slay in the home in which a marriage resides. One day you will part from one another, be it for another or in the slipping from this mortal coil. This fragility makes things so sweet. Speak plainly, and gently. Make your words known. Understand that she will ask much. and you will ask much, and perhaps neither of you understand each other at all, some days. You make no error by these events - it simply is. Love is not a man being put aside, for he has made some silly mistake. You are no longer in your father's house, nor are you hunting the Coast for beasts and strange, evil men. You are your own man now, Wyll, and you choose the home you build. Make something you are proud of. Hold your beloved's hand gently. Be as your best traits allow, and forgive when you are not always your best. It will happen. Savor the cake, and the cloth, and the fine fruit of your table. Love is strong, and full of trust, and it is about being the bravest companion, the truest friend, the most loyal of men. This I know you will be, and much more. Know that your friend has faith in you.
P.S. I expect a wedding invitation post haste.
J
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for the fluff alphabet event, may i request D, J, P, M, and Y for the anemo boys? (You don't have to do all since I'm more specifically asking for Kazuha and Heizou)
make sure not to overwork yourself! feel free to ignore the request if you have too much or if you're busy! congrats on 200 followers!!! <333
note; kazuha has a whole alphabet for him, so here you have heizou! sorry if he's ooc, it's been a while since I last wrote for him,,,
tags; fluff, probably ooc heizou.
D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?
Heizou doesn’t care as much for the future as he does for the present. He enjoys his time with you now, and does his best to make sure you’ll stay with him in the future, but there isn’t much after that.
He simply wants you to stay by his side, being the person he trusts the most. He likes to thought of ending his busy days with you, every night being kissed good night, and holding you in his arms.
J ealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?
Your lover only gets jealous when you’re too dense to see the obvious romantic intentions, and if the other person is too close. Heizou will step in and either get your attention completely for him or scare the other person a little, especially if they have some dark secret.
But it doesn’t happen often. You have his full trust, so he doesn’t feel jealous most of the time. Plus, misunderstandings would be extremely rare as he can deduce what happened easily, so don’t worry too much.
M arriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?
He would, but he doesn’t think too much about it, so it’ll mainly depend on your own preferences. If you want to get married, he’ll look for the best time to ask you, most likely on a relaxing day, when the two of you are resting under a tree. He likes to play with you thought, so you’ll have to guess what he wants to ask you first!
As for the wedding, Heizou would like to marry you at Watatsumi island. Some friends and family, the love of his life, and a beautiful scenery, is there anything else he could ask for? The wedding itself would be pretty fun and lighthearted after the main event.
P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?
As much as he’d love to brag, he has to stop himself from doing so. As a famous detective, Heizou has a good amount of people looking for any weaknesses, so he can’t afford talking too much about you, specially out in the open.
But, if he’s in a closed space with a friend, you bet he’ll talk about how wonderful you are. No one has seen the detective look as soft as when he’s talking about you, if someone points it out, they’ll get to catch him with a surprised and flustered expression. Was he rambling? Oops.
Y earning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?
Your lover knows that he can’t distract himself or avoid thinking about you, so he embraces it. He likes to think about what you’re doing, writing some of his guesses on a paper to ask you and see if he got it right.
When you’re gone, Heizou is a little more distracted, even if he’s still the best at his job. If he can send you letters, he will, making up some games that might make your brain hurt. If you win some of them, maybe you’ll get a prize. What kind? Well, you’ll have to find out!
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Hello!!!! Can I request Norton,Andrew,Luca,Demi,And Melly having a s/o as the baker? If that’s okay?
As Sweet As Your Pastries Norton, Andrew, Luca, Demi, And Melly with a Baker S/O
Genre: Fluff
i have my own hcs about these survivors so i used them - lawless
𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐎𝐍 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋
he's unfamiliar with baking
enjoys watching you doing something you love
he found out that you joined the game because some horrible people bought your father's bakery and the owner promised that he'd give it back to you if you played
he's the one tasting the uncooked batter when you aren't looking
he likes putting the frosting onto the cupcakes, he isn't very good but you let him be
he'll smear icing, frosting or batter on your nose and lick it
"Norton!" the baker shrieked, a tinge of annoyance found in their voice as they gave the taller man a playful glare. Norton smiles cheekily, "What? I just mistook ya for the cupcake since you're just as sweet as it" he spoke in a teasing manner.
he loves spending time with you so he'll ask you to teach him how to bake
he wants to get matching aprons one day
he's the type of guy admire you while you work from the counter if he doesn't want to ruin the image of you being so focused on what you love doing
Norton stares at them mixing ingredients in a bowl, watching their eyes light up when they take out their cookies from the oven. "I sometimes wonder if I actually deserve you" he whispers, a despondent yet lovestruck on his face as rests his head on the palm of his hand.
𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐖 𝐊𝐑𝐄𝐈𝐒𝐒
he's never tasted something so delicious in his life
he loves eating everything you bake
he apologises if he seems gluttonous because of how much he eats
"Nonsense, just eat" (Name) waves Andrew off, smiling sweetly at the albino. "If you love what I bake, then I'm honoured, besides, you aren't a glutton if you're actually enjoying your food instead of just swallowing it without relishing in it's flavour" they reassure, cutting a piece of the apple pie on their plate before hovering it over Andrew's mouth, "Say ahh".
when he found out that you didn't own a bakery, he asked why only to be told that couldn't afford to open one so you joined the game because the letter sent to you said that the owner would fund your bakery if you played
"Then, I would like to work with you in your bakery when we're out of here" Andrew says with an earnest tone, staring straight into your eyes. The baker nods, a happy smile on their face at the thought of working with their lover.
he doesn't care if he has to actually learn how to bake, his S/O says they'll teach him :D
your treats are able to heal people within the game so you bring extra with you when you're playing with andrew so he can snack on some while playing
𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐀 𝐁𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐀
he loves eating your pastries while he's inventing
was shy to ask if you could make him some
"H, Hey, do you think you could make me some more of those cookies?" he requests, fiddling with his twitching hands. (Name) giggles, "Of course, anything for you dear" they rub his cheek affectionately.
he likes kneading the dough
he likes creating things that can help you—fucker made a hand mixer
his tics calm down when he's baking with you but sometimes, he may accidentally throw something or put a bit too much
keep your eyes on him because he might eat the uncooked cookie dough
"Luca," they warn, gently slapping the back of his hand. "Don't eat that, it's not cooked" they scold, tray in hand in order to keep it away from the man's grasp. The inventor smiled sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck.
𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐈 𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐎𝐍
suggests making a pastry with alcohol
is obsessed with making boozy desserts with you
she'll throw flour on you and start a food fight :)
"Did you just," they pause, looking down at their now powder covered apron before narrowing their eyes at the barmaid. They throw flour back at her, smiling mischievously and sticking their tongue out at her.
wants work with you in the future
thinks her brother would love to meet you
she also steals treats from you during matches
"Where'd my other bag of cookies go?" the baker questions, scratching the back of their neck as they look around to see if they dropped it. Demi snickers behind a wall, bag of cookies in hand. Her heart beat speeds up and Mary appears in front of her. They stare at each other, "If I give you their cookies, will you go after Luca instead?" she asks, raising the bag of treats.
𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐏𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐔𝐒
she's so serious all the time but who knew she was a sucker for sweets
will provide you honey to use in your pastries
she secretly wants to hoard all of your treats and you to herself but she can't :(
you make treats for some of her insects
The insects swarm the cookies you made for them, the baker smiles proudly, "I'm glad you guys like them but I wonder if Melly will get mad if she finds out that I'm spoiling you guys" they mumble, sweatdropping. Melly leans on the wall, "I already know, I'm not mad" she states in a blunt manner, scaring the baker.
when she actually wants to help you bake, she removes her beekeeper helmet
you sometimes think that she's just as sweet as your treats but she always says that you're even sweeter
loves it when you feed her treats and seek for her approval on new recipes
"Everything you bake is absolutely lovely but I have to say that raspberry buns are my favourite" she comments, smiling at the sight of her S/O taking notes so seriously. 'I love you so much you absolute fool' she muses, a soft yet loving look in her eyes as she stares at them.
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FANFICTION
Best Action/Adventure
“yuánfèn” by tiddiejoon (AO3)
“The Curse of the Dragon Slayer” by FiveCentsFanFics (AO3)
“Day of Parting” by Heartofroses112 (AO3)
Best AU/AR
“Satan Soul” by ButterflyDragon (AO3)
“The Girl in Blue” by smilingskyy (AO3)
“Deadly Decisions” by Auburry (AO3)
“Keep Me Safe” by Rosicamarica (AO3)
Best Canon
“Schtum” by RougeCrimson (AO3)
“Former Arrangements” by @genavere
Best Angst
“A Debt Paid for a Date Made” by @nalu-gifs / AubieSquire (AO3)
“Losing What You Never Had” by @pencilofawesomeness
“if you asked me i would lose it all” by ObsessiveExplosion (AO3)
“The Ghost lingering in your eyes (they haunt me everyday)” by MarcoThePigeon (AO3)
“Let’s Play the Quiet Game - Recovery” by Rook2020 (AO3)
“Stained Blades” by @xhusu / Husu (AO3)
Best Dark
“Dead Stars” by @genavere
“The Last of Us” by @classysassy9791
“The Nobodies” by RedDoorBlack (FFN)
Best Drama
“Monster” by MsKtK (AO3)
“Bring Back What Once Was Mine” by Winged_Capybara (AO3)
“Amber Sin” by Winterlogy (AO3)
Best Humor/Parody
“Family Dinner” by butterflyzilla (AO3)
“A Weapon of Mass Love” by Eveegirly (AO3)
“I’m Married” by Auburry (AO3)
“The Jam Problem” by @acacia-may
Best Oneshot
“God, she loves him” by @bumblebeehug
“Winter” by @bumblebeehug
“Part of the Family” by Leo_Wolf (AO3)
“Silly and intimate moments” by @jemmahazelnut
“Headspace” by Amajjzy (AO3)
“Prove It” by Grace Buckley (FFN)
Best Character Portrayal
“properly” (Gray Fullbuster) by Kikapea (AO3)
“Monster” (Gajeel Redfox) by MsKtK (AO3)
“Fairy Tail Twin Dragons” (Natsu Dragneel) by LokaMuse (AO3)
Best Romance
“Pizza Date” by @zal-eska
“don’t touch what’s not yours” by @tokkias
“taking the hint” by @tokkias
“Beautiful” by TheLorax (AO3)
“Letters from a Future Lover” by ReeseBee (AO3)
Best LGBTQ+ Romance
“no place i’d rather be” by @gray–dragneel / lastoneleft (AO3)
“There is Love” by @sandwitchstories
Best Serial
“Let’s Play the Quiet Game” by Rook2020 (AO3)
“The Beast of Fairy Tail” by @xfangheartx
“Bull in a Crystal Shop” by buniibebe (FFN)
“Tra'viin Tome'mir” by GemmaRose (AO3)
Best Ficlet
“ugly” by iiwaiizumii (AO3)
“The Short-Lived Adventure of Fairy Man, Fairy Woman, and Fairy Boy” by Purplefern (AO3)
“Just Try To Get Rid of Me” by tiny_writes_stuff (AO3)
Best Antagonist Portrayal
“Fairy Tales Grimm” (Jose Porla) by DarkUnderworld (AO3)
“Rewrite” (Zeref Dragneel) by @thehylianidiot
Best Completed
“Sleeping Beauty” by moeruhoshi (AO3)
“Fairy Tales Grimm” by DarkUnderworld (AO3)
“Yer a Wizard, Gajeel” by LinaBean15 (FFN)
FANART
Best Action/Adventure
“Erza Scarlet” by @thearcanearts
“Archer Rogue” by @celestialrayna
Best AU/AR
“Happy New Year” by @karmelyon
“Happy Early Valentine’s Day” by @hollie-arts
“She’s not pleased - Fighter AU 5/?” by @moxiepoxart
“Band AU things and the what not” by @heartonxions
“How Chapter 125 Should’ve Ended” by @lei-z-fan
Best Canon
“Fairy Tail” by @pencilequipped
“Summertime Fun Series” by @pinchepeachyxo
“Let’s Dance, Lucy!” by @tsushi-talks
“job hunting woes” by @kaicean
Best Angst
“Untitled” by @juv-ans
“Untitled” by @4stralfairy
Best Dark
“RAGE” by @crowind1
“It’s Freed Day” by @moxiepoxart
“It’s Been a Long Time Since I’ve Been Me” by @phoenix-before-the-flame
Best Humor/Parody
“Wanna Make Out Now?” by @selfawarecobalt
“The three genders are literally princess, slut, loser” by @annluvazzel
“Wendy & Lucy” by TheGoldenSmurf (TW)
“stupid blurbs” by @friedmeatbuns
Best Kiss
“Happy Natsu Day” by @frogrockband
“Can They Hurry Up and Kiss?” by @nalunalu
“LAXUS X MYSTOGAN“ by @bluessom1
“I’ll take some sneak shots of the little lovers in me” by skytooo726 (TW)
“Kiss Part 2” by 1C_Cherry (TW)
“kiss(es)” by @junryou
Best Romance
”The Last Dance“ by @u1tear
”Untitled“ by @dravendraws
”Nalu“ by @gymjunkie412
“Fiction” by @jmoart214
“taking the hint” by @kaicean
“Gruvia Week 2021″ by @goodnightlover
Best LGBTQ+ Romance
”Dirty Dancing AU“ by @bluessom1
”Forget Nalu vs Nali They’re Obviously Girlfriends“ by @sporkteeth
”Like I always am, and I’ll always be“ by @oryu404
”October Commission #9“ by @annluvazzel
“Protective gfs” by @ace-of-fairytail
Best Character
”Cana Alberona“ by @kat-ran
”Flex“ by @jmoart214
”The melody of my heart“ by @jerzaworms
“Juvia” by @jesmeraki
Best Duo/Pairing
”Graylu“ by @b00nyb00bles
”Untitled“ by @4stralfairy
”Family Guides One Another“ by @jerzaworms
”Untitled“ by @hollie-arts
Best Group Depiction
”Fairy Tail’s Strongest“ by @rosavatar
”The Drunk, the Flirt, and the Nudist“ by @lleecoji
”The future is uncertain, but that can be a good thing“ by @silken-sails
”This brotp“ by @acnologias-ass
”Team Thunderstorm Naptime“ by @pencilofawesomeness
“Bio-child Happy revisit!” by @imnothereokuwu
Best Manga Coloring
”Eileen Belserion“ by @nohemyjackson
”You must get your fill of that fleeting freedom of yours“ by @watcher-ofthe-sky
“Untitled” by @wesluvr
“Bread” by @fairy-edits
Best Redraw
”Lucy and Aquarius“ by @acnologiaheart
“Lucy and Juvia” by @windmaedchen-fairytail
”Juvia“ by @watcher-ofthe-sky
“Battle of Dragon Slayers” by @celestialrayna
“lil gajevy redraw” by @zai-doodles
Best Overall
”Flame’s Desire, amiright?“ by @phoenix-before-the-flame
“Untitled” by @a-lyosha
”Acnologia“ by @crowind1
”Erza Scarlet“ by @pencilequipped
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Hiiii !!!!!!!!! Congratulations for your milestone . Really the way you do PACs you deserve way too many followers . But I'm really happy that one of my fav reader is getting more recognition ❤️🥰😘 .
Initials :- S.P
Age :- 20 ; She / Her
3 things I love to do :- Dancing , reading ( basically anything my eyes laid upon ) , eating savory dishes !!!!!
I want this from my Future spouse
Thank you 🌸
Hello 🧡 Thank you for participating.
Omg!!! Please don't flatter me like this 😳🥰 I appreciate the kind words though. Thank you for doing my PACs 😘😘
Btw, I did do your reading but I just need you to know that it was very hard to get a message from them. Don't forget to check out the song and the notes in the end.
Disclaimer: This is for entertainment purposes only.
Enjoy✨
7 of Cups, Knight of Swords (Rx), Six of Cups, Queen of Wands
My treasure,
I don't usually express my wishes and dreams. They run wild in my mind but rarely anyone knows about them. I whisper them to you sometimes but I don't really say what I wish and hope, even when it comes to us. I am scared somehow my wishful thinking might block things. It's a weird thing. You were all I have ever dreamt and wished but I never dared to say it out loud. Maybe, this weird notion of mine worked cause here you are.
Being around you makes me feel at home, right where I belong. Your passionate and kind nature fills me with happiness. I like being around you. I am comfortable and at ease. You are funny and witty, I nearly die laughing sometimes. Everything about you makes me get a pang of nostalgia. I don't know where it comes from. It is weird, I feel like I have known you my whole life.
You fill our home with warmth, you give life to it.
Song: Sunflower, Vol.6 by Harry Styles
Notes: No shufflemancy used for the songs. I kind of pick it as a soundtrack. I also thought of Golden by Harry but did not go with it. Don't forget to tell me your thoughts on the "letter". Your fs made me "work" for this reading lol.
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could i request childhood friends to lovers headcanons for nagito?
Hell yeah, no problem!
warnings: spoilers for the DR 3 anime, Hope and Despair Arcs
Knowing Komaeda from early childhood means you’ve seen him through it all.
You were there when his dog passed, you were there after the plane crash, you were even the first one to notice he was missing when he got kidnapped in middle school
Needless to say, you worry about him. Constantly.
You know his luck cycle almost as well as you know him, so you try to always be prepared.
You carry around first aid kits, you set up his phone so he could send you his location if anything were to happen, and you come running every time it goes off, which is about once a week.
Usually it’s an accident, but sometimes he really does need you, and you’d rather check and make sure than end up losing him.
With how attentive you are every time he needs help, he’s bound to feel selfish, like he’s taking up too much of your time.
He wants you to have time with your other friends without him interrupting. You’d be surprised at how much trouble he gets into without calling you.
And of course, with how much you fawn over him, always checking his arms and legs for scrapes and bruises, telling him that none of it is his fault, he was bound to catch feelings for you.
He never said anything about it. He didn’t have to.
You know him well. You knew before he did. But you were quiet.
It wasn’t that you didn’t return his feelings, or you were worried he would reject you. You simply knew words weren’t needed.
Your first kiss was shared with him on the day he got his acceptance letter from Hope’s Peak. You were so happy for him, knowing how much he adored that school, you couldn’t restrain yourself.
What you didn’t know was he received a medical diagnosis that same day - one he hid from you immediately.
He felt that after everything, that was too much. He just wanted to spend the time he had left living his dream. That included you, but you had to be happy.
He didn’t want you to worry about losing him anymore. He didn’t want you to cry over realizing that there was no way to prepare for this, nothing you could do that would help now.
He was trying to protect you, even if you wish he would’ve told you.
He told you about his classmates at length, going on and on about how amazing they were.
The two of you would curl up together and he wouldn’t be able to stop himself, practically drooling at times over their displays of talent.
You were starting to feel just a little jealous when he got suspended, so you simply took it as a chance to spend more time with him. He would walk you home after school sometimes, holding your hand and making you blush.
When his suspension was up, you were more than a little worried. You’d heard about the riots from the Reserve Course and you didn’t want him to end up getting hurt. Before he left, you asked him to be safe.
Those were your last words to him before the Tragedy.
You managed to survive along with a handful of your neighbors, but you couldn’t find Komaeda. The worst thing you could think of at that point was that he was dead. You never could have imagined him being part of the apocalypse.
From the moment you saw his face on the news, you knew something was wrong. It was a feeling deep in your gut, but nobody else believed you. They had no reason to.
When you heard about the Future Foundation, you jumped at the chance to get in. Of course, you started off doing little more than filing papers and transferring documents, but by the time the survivors of the first Killing Game were free, you were the one picking them up from Hope’s Peak.
You had been pushing for the rehabilitation of the Remnants for over a year, and Naegi overheard you and asked about it. So you explained your history with Komaeda, how you knew something was wrong and you had to help him.
Not long after, Naegi vanished off the face of the Earth. No foundation member could get in contact with him, Kirigiri, or Togami.
This went on for a little over a month, until you finally tracked him to the deserted Jabberwock Island.
Naegi was waiting when you got off the ship. You had to stop the other foundation members from advancing to give him a chance to explain.
As he described the events of the Neo World Program, you realized where this was going.
Hinata was still working on waking the other Remnants, and you pulled some strings back at HQ to ensure the Island got regular shipments of all the necessities.
You asked about Komaeda every time you went, and every time got the same response from Hinata. Not yet.
Then, you got caught in the Final Killing Game. You were cornered by several armed guards, trying to think of a way out, when suddenly a convenient pile of rubble crushed them.
You glance up to the pile the rubble came from, and your heart stops.
Komaeda’s smile is the same as the last day you saw him. He’s older now, and so are you. But that’s your Komaeda.
“Long time, no see.”
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Can you write about Estelle × Shuu please ?
I miss writing abt DL x GoT au
fleeting, wandering, leaving (diabolik lovers x game of thrones au)
pairing: shuu sakamaki x estelle (this is @yourlocaltea's OC btw) feat. yuma
tw: mentions of violence and nsfw
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Shuu watched the first fall of snow in the North, faster at its own pace, melting in his fingertips the moment they made contact. It was gone too soon, like a memory of yesterday, of a woman who caught the first snow and gave him a genuine smile, wide toothy grin, beaming eyes, and laughter that echoed like church bells.
"Estelle..."
"Huh? Who's that?"
Shuu was out of his trance, blinking in surprise to see Yuma standing beside him, carrying piles of wood for their fireplace. "The children and the women of Castle Black should be able to maintain their health," he explained. "They can't survive the future days if they die because of something shitty like winter."
Shuu hummed in agreement. In just a few minutes, they'll struggle to keep up with the cold, and while the women of the castle have already prepared all the necessary blankets and food for everyone, the men must ensure these women and children will live to see it all. After all, they're the backbone of their operations.
"By the way, who's that person you mentioned again?" Yuma reverted back to the topic at hand. "Esther? Ella?"
"Estelle," Shuu corrected, his tone a bit harsh, making Yuma think this 'Estelle' person is so special the blonde prince got annoyed when he got her name wrong.
"Okay, so who's she?" the bigger man asked. "A friend of yours? Your sister?"
"No."
Shuu walked back to the castle, avoiding the topic of Estelle further. Whenever he was reminded of her, he would feel a void inside him, like someone ate a piece of his heart and left a hole so he would be trapped there forever and drown. That's why he got rid of everything that screamed of 'Estelle,' from flowers, handkerchiefs, blankets, gloves, pillows—basically everything.
Or so he did—
"Oi, lazyass!" Yuma called his attention, running up to him after dropping off the wood he chopped. He was still frustrated at Shuu for evading his questions about this Estelle woman and the mystery she holds. "I just wanna talk about that Estelle lady, you know. You've never mentioned anything about yourself here, then you go talking to melted snow about her."
Shuu sighed in frustration. This fucker can't get a hint. "Forget about it. It's stupid anyway."
Yuma snorted at that. Like please, what stupid? All men are stupid anyway, going to wars to fight and have money when they can just farm with their wives and children. That's why he went to the Wall and served along with Shuu so he can protect people instead of waging wars against noble houses.
"Look, I know our duty comes first before your romance, but you know we're in the Wall now," Yuma pointed out. "Maybe we can... uh... you know... find that Estelle or send her a letter and tell her to go here. That way, she's alive and well."
Shuu sighed again. But this time, it was more like he was tired than frustrated. "I appreciate the concern, but there's no need."
"Huh? Why?" And then Yuma realized something. "I-Is she dead?" He gasped a bit in horror, scratching the back of his head. "If that's the case, I'm so—"
"No." Shuu was hesitant. He has never told anyone about Estelle. Maybe this was the best time. "Estelle's not dead... or... at least according to my last memory."
"Huh? What the heck are you talking about?"
"Estelle..." A memory of the said woman flashed in his mind, her brave facade as she held the straps of her bag tightly. She smiled at him for the last time and said her last words. "She went somewhere far away before I went here."
Upon seeing Shuu's distant and confused expression, Yuma got a hint about Estelle and her effect on the blonde prince. He remembered countless rumors about one of Karlheinz's spawns being caught bedding a lowly whore, and the said whore was publicly shamed because of the forbidden act. At the time, Yuma thought of it as nothing but old women gossip since it can be quite common for nobles to sleep with whores. He just did not expect to find out it was Shuu, though.
"Is she your woman or something?" Yuma asked, possibly for clarification since it looked to him that Shuu still had feelings for her.
"Yes. Estelle is my woman," he responded. There was an eerie sense of longing in his words. "However..."
"Hm?"
"... I am not her man."
The snow kept falling from the sky as silence filled the air. And there was a distant memory of the first snow, of Estelle, who ran outside the castle to catch it with her tongue, and how she wrapped her poorly knitted scarf around Shuu to protect him from the cold. The cloth was practically garbage, but Shuu kept it as a memento. An ode to something that is never meant to last. An affection he wasn't able to pursue.
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Hear Ye
Chapter 2: Old Faces
Anger is a funny thing. Early on Sagar had found it to be rather destructive. As he grew older, he learnt how to let the rage brew under his skin and be let out in small bursts. People commended him for his ability to control it. In fact, the worst fit of anger anyone had ever seen with Sagar was three years ago when a criminal got a lowered sentence than what he deserved.
The same criminal sat in front of him.
Even the scoff that left his mouth was inadequate. The anger that rushed through his veins was capable to burning down buildings. He could throw the little rodent in a cell and be done with it. He could throw him in the ocean, though it would do nothing to those half fish creatures. He could-
“Is there going to be any talk or are we just, admiring each other’s faces?”
His anger did not control him, Sagar reminded himself. Even if the thief’s voice was like a grater to his nerves, Sagar could behave rationally. He could figure out how to deal with the problem.
Alfar, a graven nearing the third decade of life with over fifty thefts to his name but never proven due to the item mysteriously returning back to the owner. That remained ignoring the number of pickpocketing, bribes and knowledge that he kept stored away. Even if he was seen at the scene of the crime, it was impossible to catch him.
It took Sagar four years and hundreds of failed plans to finally capture the thief, only for him to receive a meagre banishment instead of a lifetime sentence or even a ban.
“I know I am a beauty, but are you really going to keep staring at me?”
He was a beauty. He was charming. The thief had talked sweetly to the King on the day of his trial, a story of dead brothers and poor mother with young siblings limiting his punishment.
Alfar was also skilled. Sagar had no doubt that he could untie the knots on his hand, no matter how tightly Sagar had bound him. In the game that he bad started, Sagar knew he was always a step back.
“How did you set foot in the kingdom?” Sagar asked calmly.
The thief grinned, “An invitation came for us.”
“Us?”
“My troupe and I. You must have seen us perform.”
Sagar had. He had also seen Alfar’s back and found himself admiring him before the dance started. When the song began Sagar had been spellbound, like the rest of the people. The tale of two lovers sneaking around to meet after having only exchanged letters was a long loved tale. To see it in performance, that too so well done was a treat.
That was until his eyes landed on the male dancer and his entire body froze up.
Sagar licked his lips, looking away, “When did you learn how to dance?”
“Perhpas when I was five, or was it six? I do not remember.”
“And why come here today? What is the purpose of parading in the halls that banished you?”
The thief chuckled, craning his neck, “It’s wonderful, isn’t it? I can do whatever I can. All the punishments are over, soldier. Oh, I meant Chief. What are you the Chief of anyways?”
Sagar ignored him, instead circling him like a predator. Unlike other Bayiks of the Royal Line, who could see into the future, Sagar’s Sight was stuck in the past. He remembered the things that were long gone, that other Bayiks would forget at every turn of the decade. Perhaps that was why he could not let go of the thief. That was why dragging him into the tiny office he shared with Nihar was not enough. Why he knew he was losing the battle even before it began.
And it only angered him more.
“Now, is this how you treat your guests?”
Snarling, Sagar leaned forward, holding the chair handles in a tight grip. When Alfar chuckled, he grabbed his curly hair and pulled back his neck.
It was like a drop of water in a raging inferno.
“Listen here, you piece of filth. You are no guest. You were banished by the King and should not have dared to step foot inside this kingdom.”
The thief was barely an inch away from him, ad he still smirked, “The banishment was for three summers, or did you forget?”
Sagar wanted to. Three summers banishment was ideal for theft, but Sagar felt he should have gotten more.
He left the thief’s hair, ignoring his stupid grin and crossed his arms. Sagar took in a depe breath, then another, before looking at him.
“So you decided to dance your way in?”
“I told you, an invitation came for my troupe and I.”
“For you?”
“Well not specifically us,” the thief chuckleed, his curls bouncing up and down and laugh lines appearing at the edge of his eyes, “For the entire town. The four of us won the little competition and boarded the ship here.”
Sagar nodded. It was the most explanation he was going to get out of the graven, “And you are here to what? Steal again?”
The thief sighed, as if Sagar was a child asking foolish questions, “Would ya believe me if I said I have left that world behind?”
Sagar would not. So he said nothing.
“Look, you may not trust me,” he says as he pulled his hands on his lap, letting the rope fall to the floor, “And I know I have skills. But to be honest, soldier- Chief- I want to stay in Vyagar and so does my troupe. That’s all that there is to this story.”
Sagar did not believe him. He told him as much, causing the thief to chuckle. Sagar did not have the power to contain him, but he could always look out. And that was what he intended to do.
Still, telling the graven to ‘stay’ as he rushed to get an audience with teh King was thrilling.
“Jeez, not a dog.”
Sagar smiled to himself. Small victories were all he could take.
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darling ask game answers nobody asked me for part 2
this one was made by @lonedarling!
🌸 When did you first know you were a darling?
I've always been a bit of a freak 😳
😍 What’s your type?
I have a preference for dominant and charming people. A "gentleman" in a way, but manipulative as hell. But honestly I don't know bc I haven't been in love before
😘 Would you want to know if you were being stalked?
I don't mind either!
🙂 Furthermore, how much would you want to know about your yandere's activities?
I want to know everything. In turn, I will update you on everything I do!
😏 Do you try to pursue yanderes or do you prefer to wait?
I'd pursue people if I knew they were interested. I really don't want to make anyone uncomfortable, so I tend to wait and see if they're looking before psyching myself out and not doing anything. oh well
😓 Do you still like "normal" relationships?
Maybe?? I've never been in one. I'm not that interested in a "normal" relationship
😔 Are you shy?
Kind of! I'm actually pretty open if I'm approached so I wouldn't say I'm particularly so! Honestly when I say someone can be invasive with me and I won't mind I mean it
🤑 Is money an important factor to loving your yandere?
Nope! I don't care :3
😭 Is there anything you don't want your yandere to do?
Not really. I'm open to a lot of things
😨 What is your worst fear?
Growing old..... the future in general
😳 What action would you find most attractive done by your yandere?
Stalking & kidnapping. I would leave myself in their hands
😈 Do you know how to use/recognize yandere tactics? (stalking, location finding, emotional manipulation, etc.)
I don't :3c again, I'm a pretty open person. I won't give out personal info upon first meeting though
👀 What turns you off?
I don't think there's anything in particular.. I like a lot of things NFDJSBF
👅 Are you an introvert, extrovert, or ambivert? (or personality type)
Introverted! INFP-T!
💋 Who's your favorite yandere-like character in media?
Malleus gives me yandere vibes if Disney wasn't a coward
💘 What makes you instantly fall in love?
flirting will make me more interested in you, but it's also a double edged sword bc if I see you flirting with a bunch of other people I will lose that interest
💓 What is your romantic inclinations (demiromantic, etc)?
Idk! (unlabeled)
💔 Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I haven't! also can you tell I'm losing steam for answering these I'm powering through though
💕 Has your love ever been returned?
No.... 😞
💖 Have you ever met another darling in real life?
I haven't!
💗 Are you emotionally stable or not?
I believe I am emotionally stable. Aside from those times I get a little silly but it's not that bad honestly
💞 What is your sexuality?
Unlabeled! I find my orientation to be confusing so I prefer to just. not have a label
💌 Have you ever sent/received love letters?
I haven't! I would love to send love letters and receive them!
💣 What makes you angry?
Insulting me or talking down to me is the easiest way to make me upset, but it depends. I am a doormat 😞
💦 How far would you go to make your lover happy?
I tend to bend over backwards to try and please everyone... I'll go as far as I can to please my lover unless I feel like it's too much for me to handle.
🗯 What are your dealbreakers?
I'm not sure! Almost anything goes
👙 How important is your freedom?
I don't want to be free tbh put me in a cage. like a certain anime man who I shan't name
💍 Would you want to get married?
I would love to.. Let's have a wedding.. maybe something small bc I think I'd get overwhelmed if it's huge
💎Opinion on being drugged?
MAYBE NAWT FOR ME.... I'm terrified of not having control of my body so I'll pass. Do I fantasize about it? Hell yeah
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hello! i wanted to ask a reading on my future spouse? if you’re still open that is. can I have book passage and a song along with it?
it’s been a while since I read a book and I have exams coming up but because of my brother cominout of a major surgery, it’s been difficult for me to find energy to sit through and study? it’s been too hectic and lots of things are going on atm. so it’s all overwhelming and stressful at the same time. i have a mini library of my own that i recently added a bunch of books to. and i have been wanting to sit down and go through them. but I still haven’t found the time as of yet. but I will! Happy Halloween!
Hello! How are you doing? I’m NB. Can I have a reading on my future spouse? And a passage excerpt along with it? I’m an Aries sun libra moon and gemini rising. I’ve been listening to a plethora of songs right now. So nothing in particular is sticking out for me right now but I’m loving pinks and reds now. But I will definitely ask you to listen to Strawberries by Caamp! It’s a nice song 💙
hello!! you sent in an ask way before so im sorry in advance for getting to your reading late. it was because i had a lot of other readings before. also im so sorry to hear about your brother, i hope that everyone in your family will have the best of health. please make sure to take care of yourself, i know you are going through a really draining time, if you ever need someone to talk to i am available.
alright let's start your reading! i am seeing that your relationship with your future spouse will be one that is strong, caring, and brings out the best in the both of you. you both will find strength and comfort in one another. i see that your future spouse may be protective of you, they will be on guard to protect you from any harm (or even because they may get jealous at times). they will take care of you and will be quite nurturing. im getting that this person likes to sleep a lot and will enjoy sleeping and watching movies under a warm, cozy blanket with you. your future spouse will prioritize motivating you and making you feel supported. this person could be a huge animal lover and could be really good with all kinds of animals, especially cats. i could see your future spouse having heavy taurus or leo placements in their birth chart. for physical appearance, im getting that your future spouse is someone who is both healthy and quite attractive. they may have black or darker hair that is often messy but not bad looking if you get what i mean.
the song that i got for you was somebody like me by St. Vincent. enjoy!
book passage:
“Our beauty, invisible to eyes spoiled by familiarity and haste, our worthiness, cruelly violated each day, are retrieved only here, and it is only because we retrieve them here every night that we are able to continue with the game. With life.
The pillow claims nothing. A microphone may lie. Tender words of love, pulpits, figures, letters, reports, preachers, leaders, doctors, a mother—may lie. The pillow is woven out of truth. Truth as a secret, hidden by the calculations of daytime.”
- excerpt from 'I Saw Ramallah' by Mourid Barghouti
thank you so much for sending in an ask. please don't forget to leave feedback as I'd love to know if you resonated.
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