How rare and beautiful you are 💙
in final exams season, almost done ✔
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Buenas, acudo a este subforo ya que la pregunta en su gran parte es sobre la tinta a usar, y es que me encuentro con que gaste antes de lo previsto un roller uniball y quería rellenarlo con tinta de estilografica, sería esto posible? Usar alguna como alt graudun o lié en tea sería posible?
Por qué me da cosa despreciar la tinta en recargarlo y que pueda causar atascos o ir mal, aunque he visto en varios sitios hacerlo ya
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Always thought I was hard to love till you made it seem so easy.
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— Imahe // Magnus Haven
Letters to Soul
May 30, 2020 7:20 am
How are you? It’s been almost 4 months. Everything seems clearer now. Do you think of me sometimes? Do I also hunt your dreams the way you do with mine? Every time I sleep you seem to look and feel so real…and instead of scarring my heart, why does it feel whole again?
You left me with a hole, but you still make me whole. How ironic is that?
I miss you. I don’t. Sometimes I feel everything. Sometimes I feel nothing. Maybe there’s really something wrong with me.
I got a glimpse of what my life could have been if I stayed. But it just feels super weird that it can hardly be true. Some of my blockmates in UST also are my classmates if I stayed here. And it becomes really hard to differentiate reality, even if it seems off. I hate that it is not true, but if the parallel universe of us is experiencing what are being shown in my dreams, then I’m happy for them.
I guess I’m a coward for running away. You were a miracle I can’t control. You make me feel so happy and alive that I felt that anyone or anything could take you away from me within one split of a second. And God knows how scared I am to experience that one day you are leaving. One day you are going to realize that what we were dreaming of is something you don’t really want. I want you. But at the same time, I’m too afraid to get my heart broken by you. I’m too afraid of the universe always taking away what I love most that I want to detach myself as early as possible.
A year? I feel l gave up early on or pushed you away because I was always too afraid of investing so much time on a loved one that could one day tell me he doesn’t feel it anymore. What more if we stayed longer? Then we could have get our hearts broken in a deeper kind of pain. A year we had, and I already felt so much pain being separated from you. Time makes the most painful things so I knew I had to escape from my heart. Even if I see and desire my future with you, I had to run away. That was my head again ruling my heart. And maybe that is a pitfall of mine I can’t let go.
So if you ever saw this, I want to say sorry for dealing with my complications. We are both fearful in our own ways. I dream of becoming somebody with you, but I guess I have to first be somebody and see if it would get me to you. Reality and the universe works in harsh conditions, so if we get everything good as soon, it could be taken away from us in a split second. So please save your heart, save your soul. If the universe permits us to be together at the right time then I promise you I won’t run away. I promise you I’ll choose you and won’t leave. I promise you I wouldn’t close the door for us. I promise you I would surrender.
I rule in ambition but I still don’t know what I want to achieve and how to achieve it. My desires are really contradicting each other I just want to blast. Being me is too complicated and even dealing with me is far complicated. I wonder how is it with you. Did you unlove me because you realize I am a bad person for you? Did you unlove me because you found out I was just too hard to love?
Again, I’m sorry for breaking your heart. We’ve broken each other’s in our own ways and I’m afraid we are indeed reflecting one another. Are we twin flames? If yes, all these pain and distance do make sense. Only universe can know if we are right for one another.
Surprisingly odd, you were the one to introduce the universe to me. I wonder, who are you and why do you lead me to a spiritual awakening this way? I feel like I’m going insane!
This is the only platform I can freely express what I feel…so I love you. I love you again and again if it doesn’t reach you. I love you again and again even if we are distancing ourselves from one another. I love you again and again even if you don’t love me anymore.
I hope you are doing well. I am but not complete.