I know that a lot of people who know me, who knew lavash, who caught this situation
could not understand why all of a sudden it happened, how everything changed so quickly and so on
so here, I decided to expose everything on the public
I know this is not my first post with this, but I deleted all the others because of shame, fear, thoughts that I might be doing the wrong thing by telling all this to large audience
but you know what
if it still bothers me even after a year, maybe it was
not just some small incident, maybe it's not some kind of childish shit, as many people have told me
and I will not delete this post anymore, just even for memory
warning: putting lavash in a bad light, changing your opinion and showing personal life
lavash and I were dating, no matter how funny and strange it is, yes it was
and I don't regret that it happened (and according to lavash words they are too)
but I regret how it all ended
spoiler: I know that I am not a perfect person and also not an ideal partner, because.. no one can be perfect you know
and maybe I did something wrong and still don't know about it (although I was lied to all the time, and someone else's lies are not my responsibility)
but I believe that no one deserves such treatment and I definitely didn’t deserve it
no matter how sweet it was again, everything was fine and rainbow for us
and many people saw it perfectly
but then, at some point, apparently lavash decided that they want to
"grow up"
it was may 2021
I already graduated from school a year ago, so I didn't have any particularly important problems with my studies
and lavash had exams and since we all know that it is quite difficult, we decided to communicate minimally in one week so as not to interfere with the preparation
and after this week, lavash somehow.. changed
they began to ignore me, not to answer as it was before, to disappear for the whole day, to postpone the plans that we had planned for the summer for so long (ask, backstage, storyboard of the second chapter, other important things)
I kept asking what's wrong, it's because of me, can i help you, if you're burned out please tell me about it
no, I have been told that everything is fine
it's clear that this lie will begin to affect both people and I also began to get nervous
and of course these nerves and problems began to snowball
then, it so happened that lavash's characters were stolen (june 2021)
we tried to deal with this person before, but everything was unsuccessful to put it mildly (spoiler: this account still exists)
lavash told me that they are uncomfortable with all this, but they are very afraid to arrange disputes with these people
and I, as a person who does not really care about this (about disputes with people), I was the one who went to the attack
I disgraced myself, but I delicately raised everyone's ears
and of course I was blocked, as in the past times when we turned to them, because
well, you know, content thieves usually do that
when I was blocked, I gave lavash full instructions on what to do next
did they do something? no. have you heard about this situation? of course not.
I just remained like a clown for everyone
which normal person would tolerate such betrayal? guys of course no one
and after that I freaked out and everything turned out so that we decided not to communicate for one month
both are not engaged in agit, both do not touch each other, maybe we are just tired
and so. a month later. (july 2021)
I quite accidentally find out that, without my knowledge, there was created just a disgusting voice acting on agit
in which, our beloved lavash took part and now because of this
this shame and disgrace for the comic has become a kind of.. official.
again, without my knowledge. and I'm definitely not anyone NOT to know about it.
and like. it was the most aggressive conversation of my life. I yelled at lavash, I humiliated them, I told them everything
and you know what? only then they decided to tell me the truth (I remind you, I've been living in ignorance and nerves all this time) (all two months I was raped yeah)
that day I found out that I had been lied to all this time, that I was supposedly the reason why they couldn't work, that I had to leave (fuck. how can you not leave after such a shitty attitude) that the poor lavash here suffered all the time and there is still a lot of unpleasant bullshit
that is, just one day, after two months of moral violence, I was told that I am a garbage because of which all this happened and that I should leave for the common good and leave absolutely everything that I loved (and we also had a mutual friend who was also noticeably nervous in this situation)
and well. It seems like I have to finish this story, right?
lavash and I then had a normal conversation about what remains for whom, who owns what, and so on
and we scattered.
BUT. as you expected. two weeks or a month later. lavash decided to feel like an adult again (I remind you, they would never have done that with ordinary people, they just wouldn't have had the courage) and came to me to terminate what we agreed on EXACTLY a month ago
of course I refused. of course I insulted them. of course I sent them to fuck and that's it. now we definitely weren't talking.
and no. lavash is so dick that the story is not over yet
half year later. they repeat the pattern of emotional abuse with whom.. with that mutual friend of ours. yes, imagine, exactly the same. silence. ignore. lies.
and my friend definitely could not do anything wrong to them, I know this person and I can say for sure about it
and lavash just treated them the same way they once treated me.
as with some
garbage
yes, you can say, but Tador, you don't know how it was on their part
perhaps there is was-
I know. I know the reason for this behavior.
but lavash is absolutely not a stupid person. let's remember again that we are not talking about some two-year-old child.
they KNOW the consequences of such actions. they KNOW what it will lead to. they knew how I would react to all this and how it would be for me. and for our friend.
and they still did it. they could have stopped it at any moment. but they did it.
twice.
and well. knowing all this guys. you can draw your own conclusions absolutely by yourself
perhaps your favorite idol is not as sweet and innocent as they try to be
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