LukeHemmings: 🦋My upcoming EP, “boy” is out April 26th. I wrote these songs in a moment in my life when I found myself questioning everything I thought I knew about the world & myself. All the emotions, fears and grief that came with it. Until then, enjoy “Shakes” - Out now. x Luke
Some arts I made for the AMMM au, I think it's very cool for Hajime being able to switch conciousness with Izuru to save more energy and stamina, sadly these two don't really get along well but they tolerate eachother since both have the same purpose in mind.
Also yes Ultimate!Madoka exsist in this au! Being in a higher plane of exsistence she observes many kinds of universes and possibility, yet unable to intervene with certain ones (Magia Record for example) which makes AMMM universe one of them too. Usually, it was often have to be someone in that universe to partake as her/her role; by sacrificing themselves for the sake of everyone and becoming a higher being to protect that universe in which she cannot interact with.
Then you get Guardian!Makoto having coffee and tea with Ultimate!Madoka as they talk about their fucked up boyfriends/girlfriend and beating some alien dealer of their own game /lh
listening to the audiobooks for the firts time while also watching the show had lead to my brain taking designs and descriptions and throwing them into a melting pot and then spilling the result all over my canvases
tma fics be like “this is Melanie King and she loves MURDER she wants to KILL all she thinks about is HARMING OTHERS AND KNIVES AND PAIN AND SLAUGHTER she wants to FIGHT EVERYONE and she hates Jon for NO REASON and if shes not killing people she is ANGRY”
Ah, I think that Sayaka is canonically closer to a BPD interpretation, so the schizoid traits I see in her are more comorbid with the latter itself. Personally, however, it is more so of my own comfort to headcanon Sayaka as "schizoid" because of the themes of her alienation. Sayaka struggles with reconnecting with others and forming relationships that she desires, all the while isolating herself further and further away from her childhood best friend, Madoka. There are also codes of apathy and indifference regarding how she perceives her own body (a corpse) as an inhuman mobile, and how she eventually succumbs to her loneliness, a sentiment that carries over even to her witch form. As Oktavia, she drowns out reality by confining herself in a world she created - being in the centre of attention on a stage, something that she would not have achieved in the "human" reality. I think how Sayaka perceives reality and how she fails to be in tune with other magical girls is the biggest buzzer here. A person so out of place among even those with magic (as she is inexperienced, unstable and regarded as ineffective compared to the rest of the Holy Quintet), yet rejected as a human with the idea that she is inherently undesirable and unlovable, which perpetuates her mechanisms of "I can't be loved because I am not human and therefore I will not maintain any meaningful relationships".
As opposed to explicit traits, I feel that there are "codes" with her character/arc which resonate with my experiences more.
you guys don’t understand………this rp is actually making me revert back to how I was in middle school with undertale theories IM GOING INSANE…THEY KEEP THROWING ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER I CANT TAKE IT. AND THIS IS JUST THE PAPYRUS TRAUMA CRISIS ARC WHAT THE HE E E E. E L L. L L…….WITH A SIDE OF SANS MINI CRISIS LIKE.. LIKE !!!!!!! WHAT WHAT.. WHO ARE YOU WHAT HAPPENED!!!!!! GO OOD HAVE MEERVCYCY!!!!!