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liberolove · 3 years
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Yearning
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pairing: gojou satoru x reader
genre: angst, slight fluff
warnings: hopelessness + implied suicide, depression
wc: 1.27k
a/n: just a thought that came to me yesterday night and i actually finished it instead of leaving it in my drafts lmao. feedback and reblogs are greatly appreciated (:
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Do you still think of me? Do you even remember me anymore? These thoughts plagued your mind every night for the past 8 years. The last time you ever saw him was your second year of high school.
You'd grown up together, experiencing the highs and lows of your young lives. You thought you'd have the rest of your lives to continue growing and thriving, but he had to leave.
Without even a simple goodbye, he left. He left you alone. What hurts the most isn't how he left so suddenly, but how he left without being able to confess how you felt.
With time, you believed that the feelings would fade away. You hoped and prayed they would go away, yet they never did.
Eight years later, you still think of him- his carefree attitude, his childish wonder, and most of all, his protectiveness. Despite you two always being reckless, he'd never forget to take care of you. You were his number one priority.
He would brush off his actions as "just being a good friend." You didn't believe that lie, not for a second. There was no way someone could be so kind, compassionate, and gentle with just a friend.
You wondered if he still looked the same... if he still listened to the playlists you had made him... Again, these thoughts were present, never fading- just like your love for him.
Even after all this time, you remained hopeful that one day you'd reunite with the one that got away. It pained you to realize that your life would be empty without him, but you still smiled at the thought of him.
Though your time with him was short, it would never go underappreciated.
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Sometimes you were inconsolable. You felt as though there was no possible way you could ever recover from the heartbreak.
You had your own personal rain cloud, following you, day in and day out. It affected those around you, causing them to keep their distance. This only furthered your loneliness.
Your appearance grew weary and wretched. You hoped for the blissful kiss of death to arrive any day now. Life wasn't worth living; nothing could bring you out of your worsening depression.
Empty, you walked down the street to what used to be your favorite coffee shop. Now, it possessed no meaning, no feelings, no sentiment.
You ordered and sat down, waiting for your coffee. You scrolled through your music library until landing on his favorite song from back then.
Your number was called, and you walked out of the shop. When you walked out, you pivoted towards home, but for a fraction of a second, you could've sworn you saw his silver hair turn around the corner. There was no way. No way he could be back.
You quickly slapped yourself out of it. It was nonsense, just your mind playing tricks on you. However, if it had been him, and you chose to ignore the signs, you would never forgive yourself. So, you jogged down to the corner and looked around the area.
Sure enough, a tall blindfolded man with silver hair was walking down the sidewalk. The blindfold was odd, but then again, the whole world is.
As if he read your mind, he turned around, and it felt like something had clicked in the universe. He lifted his blindfold, and you were greeted by the most radiant blue eyes.
You'd seen those eyes before. Their hypnotic gaze devoured everything around them, including yourself.
Your hand met your mouth as you gasped. The realization of who was standing in front of you brought you down to your debilitated knees.
The towering man ran up to you and helped bring you back on your feet. "Are you alright?" His hands moved from the small of your back to your waist as he waited for your response. "Satoru?"
"Y/n. Holy sh-" You cut him off with your embrace. All those years of waiting and regretting never speaking up poured into the intimate caress.
Overwhelmed, tears started to well up in your eyes. You couldn't hold it in any longer, and gasping sobs escaped your lips. He brought you in as close as he could, and his physique trembled in your arms.
Was he upset too? Strangers stared as you two stayed in the middle of the sidewalk, unmoving. They didn't matter. Only he and you existed at this moment. 
You draped your arms around his neck, though he was almost twice your size. His eyes bore holes in your entire being, full of longing and distress. You brought a hand up to cup his cheek, with your thumb softly moving up and down.
He held your hand in his as he leaned his face into your palm. "I'm so sorry, y/n... I- I tried to contact you, but I co- couldn't.. "
"Shhh... You're here. That's all that matters.."
He pulled you in again and gently placed a kiss on your temple. "I've missed you tremendously... I thought I wasn't going to make it... You don't know how hard it's been, y/n.."
"I do, actually... You're all I've thought about for these past few years."
"Fuck, I'm so sorry. Please forgive me.." He dove onto his knees and looked up at you over him, and he gripped your shins as if he was holding onto his last breaths. His decrepit state paralyzed you. Here he was, after years of absence, begging you for forgiveness.
You kneeled down to meet him, "I should be the one apologizing. I should've kept looking. I shouldn't have given up on you. I'm sorry.."
He put his blindfold back on, trying to hide his teary eyes. In a few swift moves, he lifted you up and carried you in his arms. Without another word, he took you, bridal style, to his apartment.
You didn't even protest, too stunned from the euphoria of being in his presence once again.
When you arrived, he sat you down on his couch, and he placed his head on your thighs, just like when you were young. Breaking the silence, he admitted, "I've been waiting for this day to come. I almost lost all hope." 
You gazed at his fair complexion and noticed how his eyes twinkled back at you, like stars. You couldn't help it as tears started to stream down your cheeks, all over again. Seeing your abrupt change, he sat up and pressed his forehead against your own to soothe your aching heart. 
Although you were in the middle of another breakdown, he couldn't help himself and impulsively greeted your lips with a stolen kiss. It was long and drawn out, full of years of hunger and eagerness. You'd visualized this for most of your life, but actually living it was completely distinct. 
His lips were delicate with a likeness to clouds on a spring morning. His touch lingered on your forearm, and he eventually tucked you back into the safety of his embrace, deepening his kiss. 
Unable to go on without breathing, you broke the kiss and admired him through half-lidded eyes. His heart rejoiced in the look of adoration you were giving him, further encouraging his feelings for you. 
Without a second thought, he blurted out, "Y/n. I love you so much."
Taken aback, you hesitate for a second, making him uneasy with your lack of response. You compose yourself and lean into him, whispering, "I love you, too, Satoru. Thank you for coming back."
You two reveled in the delirium of the hasty confessions, eager to enjoy each other's company now that you had found one another. 
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gojo-jojo · 3 years
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WORKS + SIDEBLOG
My Hero Academia
Tokoyami First Date
Mystic Messenger
Just Friends with Jaehee Kang
Writing Sideblog
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liberolove · 3 years
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Snuggly Gojo 🥰
pairing: gojo satoru x reader
genre: fluff
warnings: none
a/n: haven't read or watched much of jjk but i know that i am 100% IN LOVE WITH THIS MAN
the tree branches outside kept hitting against the walls of your newly renovated house. the storm had picked up since yesterday evening. you did your best to focus on the youtube video playing on your living room tv, but the wind chimes were echoing the tenacity of the storm. every time an exceptionally loud bang occurred, you jumped and immediately reached for your phone. no messages, no missed calls, no notifications. complete silence.
12:15 AM. sleep did its best to have you succumb to its whim, but it was no use. you were too anxious to sleep, and you needed him. he should be home any moment now. the wind was relentless, making it harder and harder to remain semi-calm. impatiently, you grabbed your phone and started typing, "hey, when do you think you'll be home?"
you tried to watch the video, but it ended, reminding you of your message. you checked once more, only to find that he read it but didn't respond. that usually meant that he was busy with work. a slow creak emanated from the front door. you grabbed your phone charger, since it was the closest object and held it like a lasso. anything was better than having nothing.
trembling, you moved behind the couch. you moved slowly as your heart palpitated with unusual speed. your legs were starting to give out when you heard a familiar chuckle. it was your savior, satoru. you threw everything on the ground and pounced him.
he held you up for about a minute, in silence. your tremors were enough information for him, letting him know how anxious and exhausted you were. "i've missed you so much, toru." "i know, kitten, i'm sorry. work was a little hectic but i'm finally here baby. have you eaten?" he held your hand as he led you to the kitchen. you shook your head. "were you waiting to eat with me again?" you nodded.
"how many times have i told you that you can't be starving yourself for my sake?" you began to fidget with your fingers and mumbled something inaudibly. he hugged you tightly, reassuring you that it was okay. "i know you just want to spend time with me, but my baby needs to eat, okay?" you nodded once more.
he shuffled around the fridge, looking for ingredients to make sandwiches for the both of you. it was a simple gesture, but it meant the world to you. he was always putting you first. you sat down on the kitchen counter and watched him. there was no way you could ever get tired of staring at his beautiful god like physique. he'd always catch you and give you a quick wink, causing you to blush.
he made your sandwich first and handed it to you before he started working on his own. you nibbled on it and savored the tasty greens harvested from your own garden. you were so proud of your edible garden. gojo had helped you dig up the backyard and replace some of the soil. he wasn't blessed with a green thumb, but he helped you as best he could.
by the time you were both finished with your sandwiches, you hopped onto his back and he carried you to bed. he undressed you, and changed you into your favorite kitty cat pajamas, and then he changed into his matching pair. yes, you two were THAT couple.
he laid on his back and extended his left arm out, inviting you into the most comfortable place in the world. you scooted in, and nuzzled your face into the crook of his neck. "so what did you do today, kitty?" "oh you know, the usual. i went to school and had fun with the kids. today, i started teaching them about multiplication. they were really confused at first, but i think that they're starting to get the hang of it. at least, i hope."
"i bet they are. you're a great teacher, you know?" genuine comments like that always made your blood rush to your cheeks. he grabbed your chin and brought you to his lips. his lips were chapped, yet soft like clouds. he tightened his hold around you and kissed your forehead.
"i love you, y/n." "i love you, toru."
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liberolove · 3 years
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Road Trip
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pairing: nishinoya yuu x reader
genre: fluff
warnings: cussing, suggestive themes
wc: 1.36k
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It was finally time for your yearly road trip with Nishinoya. You were excited to get to spend time with him again. He was off playing volleyball professionally overseas, so this left you lonely most of the time.
Whenever you could, you would go abroad and support him at his games, but it was beginning to take a toll on your bank account. He insisted that you really didn't have to, but you just loved being his number one supporter, ever since middle school.
This year, you two were going to go to Yosemite National Park in California. You arrived in California about a week before Noya to get settled and visit some online friends.
Once he arrived, you two went to the rental car place and got a decent-sized SUV. You stuffed it full of camping essentials. You got a 4 person tent since you liked the extra room. You also got a gas stove, extra clothes, heavy-duty backpacks, marshmallows, tons of snacks, and everything else you could think of.
When you packed everything, you two were on your way. Getting through LA was a total nightmare, but it was the only international airport Noya trusted after several mishaps.
To get through the nauseating madness of rush hour, you played your latest bops. You loved being Noya's personal DJ.
It was a long trip ahead of you, but it was worth it to be able to spend it with your best friend. You two caught up on everything. He talked all about his matches, his personal life, and his troubles with love. No one could understand Nishinoya as much as you could. That's why you two have remained best friends throughout the years.
Three hours passed by. With Nishinoya's fast driving, you were already halfway to your destination. You decided to stop and grab some grub at one of your favorite comfort food restaurants. 
You ordered pancakes with eggs and hash browns, and he ordered a breakfast burger. As you two chowed down, something outside caught your eye. There was a commotion out on the street, and you realized that people were gathering around your car, specifically.
A truck had crashed into your rental and tried to flee the scene, but a couple of bystanders were able to take photos of the guilty party. 
You two walked outside to assess the damages to the rental. "Fuck. I think I need to pay for that.." You shifted around uneasily. 
"No worries, I've got it. I'll take care of everything. You already planned everything. the least I can do is pay for this."
"No-"
"Too late. I've already made up my mind on it, doofus."
He was right. Once he put his mind to something, there was absolutely no way to stop him.
"Well, what do we do now?"
"I'll call the rental place and arrange for a new car. Don't worry about it."
You agreed, but you couldn't help but worry. Worrying was a part of your DNA.
You two had to spend the night in town due to this unforeseeable accident. Nishinoya made sure to book the most expensive, most luxurious hotel. He was still the same Noya you knew, but just a little more refined, if you will.
You settled into your shared room and asked Noya, "Sooooo, what's so fancy about this place? Does it have like a golf course, swimming pool, AND a jacuzzi?"
"As a matter of fact, it has all three of those and more. Also, we get breakfast here as long as we're downstairs by 10 AM."
You couldn't tell if he was joking or not. He noticed your strange facial expression and confirmed that the hotel really did have all that.
"Well, looks like I'll be making my way to the jacuzzi. I need a break after all that stuff today." You grabbed your swimsuit, changed, and went down to the pool area. 
You made it to the jacuzzi and were glad to see that you were alone. All these luxuries were available, yet no one wanted to take advantage of it. 
Content with your surroundings, you lowered yourself into the hot water, and your muscles immediately began to ease up. The warmth of the water took away all your worries with it. It felt as though someone was massaging every groove on your shoulders and back, or maybe it was just the jets. 
You leaned your head back and closed your eyes slowly. If heaven was a place, this would be a close second. 
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Nishinoya stayed in the hotel room to watch TV. He wasn't particularly anxious or worried over anything, so he didn't need much to distract himself- over the accident, that is. However, there was one thing circling in his mind.
Switching between channels didn't help, nor did looking through the refrigerator. He tossed and turned in bed, unable to focus on anything else. 
He eventually had enough and left the room. 
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Your relaxation was disturbed by footsteps approaching you from behind. You jolted up and looked up to find that Nishinoya was heading towards you, in his swim trunks. 
He got into the bubbling water and sat down right next to you. "Get bored upstairs?" 
"Yeah. There wasn't anything good on TV." 
"But there's like every channel known to man on that TV!"
"Okay, but that doesn't mean that there's anything good on it right now.." 
You nodded your head and leaned back again, focusing on how the warmth encompassed your body. You were so thankful he booked such a great place. 
"Hey, y/n."
Without opening your eyes, you answered, "Hmm?"
"Do you trust me?"
Hesitantly, you answered, "Of course, you're my best fr-"
All of a sudden, your sentence was cut short by familiar lips. He pressed his whole body up against yours and gripped onto your waist needily. Giving in to your subconscious desires, you kissed him back deeply.
His hands wandered up and down your body, discovering places he had never touched beforehand. Your hands gravitated to his thick locks of hair and his muscular thighs. 
Was this really happening? Were you dreaming? 
You invited his tongue into your mouth, and he greedily accepted the invitation. He was eager and warmer than you would expect. Your ears tingled from the vibrations of his low, deep groans. 
For the first time in your life, he was close enough to you that you could smell the faint cologne present on his clothes. It wasn't distasteful like others you've been with. It suited him well, honestly.
His kisses veered from your lips to your jawline and the crook of your neck. With him focusing on his handiwork, you were able to breathe again. Your heavy breathing caught his attention, making him stop his advances.
"I'm sorry I got a little carried away. I've just.. I've been thinking about this for a while now, and I thought this might be the moment."
"Well, you certainly know how to make an entrance. I'm kind of at a loss for words."
He pouted, unsure of your ambiguous answer. You didn't say if you liked it or not, or if you even liked him. 
"I like you too," you finally blurted out.
You had never really had the chance to think of him in a romantic sense, but this turn of events changed your mind. You two were compatible in every single way, and you could never get tired of him. You'd been friends for this long why wouldn't a relationship work out?
Overjoyed by your confession, he picked you up and twirled you around in the water. "I promise to always protect you and make you my priority."
"So the same as always then?"
He gave out a hearty laugh and kissed you again. "Does this mean you accept the duties of the girlfriend title?"
"Of course, Yuu. Do you accept the duties of boyfriend?" 
His face turned serious as he saluted you and brought you back into his arms. "I like you so much, y/n. I'm so stupid for waiting this long, but I'm glad you like me too. Actually, no. I'm more than glad. I'm fucking ecstatic!" 
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liberolove · 4 years
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imagine tokoyami being a pro hero and hes had such an exhausting day
and once he comes home you just rush up to him and kiss him a million times on his beak telling him how proud of him you are and that you saw everything he did on tv
you guys order some takeout and watch disney movies until it's time to sleep
then once you guys get in bed, you cuddle and kiss a lot. dark shadow is out just resting next to you too. he's nuzzling and trying to get you to give him attention too.
the three of you fall asleep together in a little cuddle pile 🥺
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liberolove · 4 years
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Meeting Noya (pt. 5)
Pairing: Nishinoya Yuu x shy, smart, inexperienced reader
Summary: you and noya are both in the same english class and he asks you for help with studying the material. this causes you two to get closer until he cant handle it and ends up confessing. now you get to know him in a different way.
Genre: crack
Warnings: noya being his cute self (人◕ω◕)
Masterlist: click here
a/n: will be switching to second person pov (i have decided i don't like first person lol)
The first few days and weeks were incredibly awkward for you. Being in a relationship was something so new and intriguing. Relationships always felt like they were out of your reach, since the first requirement is to have someone like you back. 
With Yuu, though, he made everything feel possible. His nonchalant take towards the world in front of him had you feeling like you could conquer everything, with him by your side.
Nishinoya would often catch you deep in thought, and ask, “Are you okay?”
“Yeah, just thinking about us.”
-cue Nishi’s pouty face-
“It’s nothing bad! I’m just wondering how I got so lucky.”
This would make him instantly get up, pick you up, and twirl you around, followed by a soft kiss to your forehead. All he ever wanted to do was hold you and protect you. There was no way he was going to let you go anytime soon, or ever. 
The beginning of your relationship was characterized by getting to know each other deeply, due to the fact that you two only ever talked about school previously.
You would be bombarded by the most random questions emanating from the depths of Noya’s mind.
“What three things would you buy at a grocery store to make the cashier give you weird looks?”                                                                                          “What’s something that doesn’t smell great, but you keep wanting to smell it anyways?”                                                                                                              “If a piece of gum is 10 calories, does that include just the chewing or if you swallow it, too?                                                                                                    “Do people with a stutter also stutter in their thoughts?”
You, on the other hand, would ask him how he felt about aliens, ghosts, and general philosophies on life. You were two very different people, but you worked so well together. 
He lifted your spirits and helped you blossom, while you calmed him and were the voice of reason.
Nishinoya was very patient with you, constantly asking for your consent whenever he wanted to touch you.
“Is this alright?” “Can I kiss you right now?” “Is it okay if I hold you for a while?”
He knew that you weren’t used to physical affection from anyone. But as soon as he initiated contact, you would melt and curl up into a little ball. You loved being spoiled by your lover. 
Soon afterwards, you were the one who would reach out for him and ask him if he was alright with the attention. He constantly reassured you that he would never not crave your touch, until you finally understood. 
Once you were both comfortable around each other and comfortable with constantly touching, you two were inseparable. 
Noya always HAD to have you near him, touching him, and comforting him. He’d have one of his hands rubbing the small of your back, or his arm draped around your shoulders. He loved showing you off to the world that you were his, and only his. 
Whenever he would catch you daydreaming or focusing on homework, he’d have to steal a few quick kisses from you. You just looked so cute and he couldn’t control himself around you. You made it difficult to think of anything other than you. 
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Months went by and you two were still in your honeymoon phase. The world was beautiful behind those rose colored lenses. 
You couldn’t remember your life before Nishinoya and you got together. Your overall demeanor was so much more positive and you were absolutely glowing. You had never been happier.
However, this would all change once graduation grew near. The next chapter of your life was approaching at a sickening pace, leaving you without room to breathe.
What were you going to do after graduation? Would you go to college? Or start working? Or go travel abroad?
The nearly endless possibilities were nauseating. 
Would Noya follow you? Or would YOU follow him? Could you two be searching for the same future? Or would you have to part ways?
You’d have to ask him about this eventually. You HAD to know what was going to happen between you. 
“Hey, Yuu…”
“Yes, bunny?”
“What do you think is going to happen after graduation?”
“I don’t know honestly. I haven’t really given it much thought. Why?”
“Oh..”
“What’s wrong?”
“I’m just a little worried.”
“About?”
“I don’t really know what I want to do, is all..”
“We still have time, you know?”
“Yeah.”
And that was that. Nothing less, nothing more. He wasn’t able to provide you with many answers, but he assured you that there was still time to think about it. 
A few more months flew by. 
Now, you were three months away from graduation. Many colleges already reached their deadlines to apply, but your local college was still accepting applications. 
“Yuu, have you thought about what you’re going to do after graduation?”
“Yeah, I’m pretty sure I just wanna work.”
“You don’t want to go to school?”
“Nah. You know I’ve never been one to study.”
“True.”
“We should work at the same place so we can still be with each other!!”
“Ha, yeah. That would be nice.”
“Do you want to go to college?”
“Me? Nah. I’m tired of studying.” That was a lie. You loved school almost as much as you loved Nishinoya.
“Cool! Once we’re a month away from graduation, we should start applying together!!”
“Sure..”
You had no idea why you couldn’t be honest with Nishinoya. You wanted to go to college and figure out what you wanted to do for your career. 
Why didn’t you tell him?
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liberolove · 4 years
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Meeting Noya (pt. 4)
Pairing: Nishinoya Yuu x shy, smart, inexperienced reader
Summary: you and noya are both in the same english class and he asks you for help with studying the material. this causes you two to get closer until he cant handle it and ends up confessing. now you get to know him in a different way.
Genre: crack, fluff
Warnings:  cussing, anxiety, and noya being his cute self (人◕ω◕)
Masterlist: click here
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It’s only been about an hour since Nishinoya left my house. I can’t believe what just happened.. When I told him I liked him too, his entire face went blank for a second, trying to process what I said, but then his face lit up. 
We hugged for what felt like hours, and it was so comforting and new. My heart yearned for him, but I let myself get in the way. Now, though.. it’s different. We can finally try this out.
I don’t really know what to do, however. I’ve never been in a relationship.. Wait.. Has he ever been in one? I don’t even know. As far as I remember, he’s never had any girlfriends throughout the time I’ve known him. But he could have dated someone secretly? 
Naaah. That’s not him. He’s the type of person to show off their significant other. At least, I hope. I’m too much of a wuss to ask him. 
Oh my gosh. Wait, does this mean we’re officially a couple? UGH. I have so many questions.. What the heck just happened.. 
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I had just arrived at school, making my way towards my first class of the day. I was so fucking anxious. Noya hadn’t called or texted me since yesterday. My mind kept racing, and my anxiety was getting the best of me. Was it something I said? Or did? Did I scare him off somehow? I really don’t know..
“(Y/N)!!!” (YYYY/NNNN)!!!!!!”
Am I hearing things or is someone calling my name? I turned around, and there was no one there. So, I kept walking towards class. Then, I heard footsteps running towards me.
Before I could turn around again, I was TACKLED down to the ground.
“(Y/N)! Didn’t you hear me calling you?”
“Noya, what the fuck. You scared the shit out of me. I thought I was hearing things.”
I wasn’t sure what just happened, but I did realize that Noya was hovering over me, as I laid on the floor. My heart started picking up speed, and my cheeks flushed.
“Sorry, I got a little excited, ha. Here, let me help you up.” 
He put his hand out and I took it. “Next time, warn me if you wanna wrestle me down to the ground.” I fixed my uniform, and shook the dirt off of it.
“Can you hold something for me?” 
“Hold what?”
He grabbed my hand and interlocked our fingers. Fuck, this man was going to be the death of me. 
My breath quickened, and he noticed. “Hey, (y/n), are you okay?” 
“Yeah, I just.. umm.. youmakemefeelnervous..” I muttered.
Thank goodness he understood me. “Oh, sorry.. I just wanna touch you and be near you.. if that’s okay?”
“No, it’s fine! Really! I’m just not used to it..”
“(Y/n).”
“Yeah?” 
“Is this your first time holding hands with somebody?”
I refused to answer.
“wHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME?! Oh, well. If this is your first time holding hands, then you probably haven’t dated anyone huh? OH DOES THAT MEAN I’M YOUR FIRST?! FUCK, I’m so honored!!”
I let go of his hand and hid my face. “Don’t tease meee,” I started whining. 
“I swear I’m not. It’s just cute, is all. Also, I’m guessing you’ve never kissed someone.. I mean we don’t have to right now, if you’re not ready, but I’m ready!! Whenever you are, of course. I just.. fuck.. I really like you, (y/n).”
“.. I like you too.. like a lot.. I just don’t really know what to do. I’ve never had someone like me back.”
“Don’t worry! We can take it as slow or as fast as you want, though I would prefer fast.. Just kidding! Umm, just let me know what you want to do. I really want to make you happy, you know? And I’m sorry for rambling so much, you make me so excited and warm and fuzzy inside. I hope you feel the same too..”
“I do. I’m just nervous.. about everything..”
“I do have an important life or death question for you!!”
Dread set in and Noya could tell.
“oH I’M SO SORRY! I was just teasing. I just wanted to ask you, in person..” He took both my hands in his, “Would you like to be my girlfriend? My significant other, my sunshine.. My partner in crime?”
My face reddened, and I couldn’t respond. I felt my chest on fire, and suddenly everything went to black.
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When I became conscious again, all I could see was Nishi over me, holding me tightly. Once he saw my eyes open back up, he cried, “(Y/n)!!! What the hell!!! DON’T SCARE ME LIKE THAT! Are you okay?? Can you get up? I need to take you to the nurse!”
Everything was blurry, and it was hard to stand up on my own. He helped me up and I leaned my weight on him. 
“Don’t worry, I’ll take care of you, okay?”
We made our way to the nurse’s office, and she took me inside. “Young man, could you stay outside, please? I’ll make sure she’s alright. Go to class.”
Sadness took over him, and he walked away with his head down. “I’ll see you after class, once I’m better!” And instantly, he grinned and scurried off to class.
“Now, let’s take a closer look at you, hun.”
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It was lunch by the time the nurse was done checking on me. She gave me some pain reliever for my headache and orange juice. She also let me nap, to regain my energy.
I was walking over to the vending machines, when I met up with Noya. He spotted me and ran up to me.
“Hey, how are you feeling?” He rubbed his hand up and down the small of my back.
“I’m doing better, thanks. Sorry for kinda dying on you back there.”
“No! Don’t be sorry! I’m sorry for tackling you and asking you to be my girlfriend.. I guess it was too much, haha. Oh, by the way, you never answered my question.. OH, and you don’t have to worry if you faint again. I’m here and I’ll make sure to catch you.” 
“It’s okay. Sometimes, I get so nervous, I faint. And to answer your question, yes. I’d love to be your partner in crime.” I smiled at him, and he hugged me so tight I thought he was going to break my ribs.
“Now, let me buy you some lunch.” He leaned down and kissed my forehead. 
“Gotta make sure you don’t faint on me again.”
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liberolove · 4 years
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You’re Safe
Pairing: nishinoya yuu x reader
Summary: you and noya are 3rd years in college, and you live together, after dating for years. you get some bad news and this triggers a panic attack. noya finds you and takes care of you.
Genre: angst & some fluff
Warnings: anxiety, depression, intrusive thoughts, panic attack, college stress
A/N: this is based on my experiences with panic attacks. college would stress me the hell out and trigger my anxiety. its nice to have someone there for you and i thought this would be a good idea
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Lecture was almost over and you were getting ready to go back home to your apartment, when your professor told the class, “Now, we’re going to end earlier than usual so I can hand back your midterms. When I call your name, come on up.”
Everything was silent for a second, but once the professor started calling names, people began talking furiously over how well or badly they believed they did. 
However, this just made you anxious. You knew you should have studied harder for that exam. You began overthinking and were close to crying before even knowing your score. Lost in your thoughts, you almost missed your professor calling your name.
You quickly scurried over to the front of the class and took your exam. Without even looking at the score, you buried it deep in your bag, and went home. 
In the safety of your apartment, you took out the exam, and looked at the score.
68%
You stared at the paper for ten minutes, hoping the score would somehow magically change on its own. But it didn’t. You knew it wouldn’t, yet you continued to glare.
It didn’t hit you until after about 20 minutes of just laying on the floor, staring. 
Your phone rang. It was a text from your classmate, flaunting that they had gotten an 85% on the exam. 
That was it. The tears finally came rushing down your face. 
“You should have studied more. You’ll never amount to anything. This is it. This is the end of your college career. You fucked around and now you’ll never be able to fix this. You’re stupid for thinking you could have done better.”
The thoughts were becoming unbearable and harsher, as the minutes dragged on. Your breaths quicken and become shallow. You couldn’t breathe nor could you see through the wall of tears you created. You rocked yourself back and forth, as you forced yourself to take deeper breaths, but it wasn’t working. 
Your skin was on fire, and all you wanted to do was scratch it and tear it off. “This body was never meant to be yours. You should do something about it.”
The itching became more intense, and you slowly started to bruise. As you scratched, the thoughts became more violent. Your breaths contained less oxygen. You felt your head getting dizzy.
You heard him outside, rustling through his bad, searching for his keys. He finally found them and opened the door.
“Honeeeeyyy, I’m ho-”
He stopped mid sentence and rushed to your side, slamming the door shut and tossing his belongings on the floor.
“(Y/N)!! No, baby! What’s going on??! Please breathe! Don’t forget to breathe. Look at me, (Y/n). You’re safe now, baby. It’s okay. Everything is okay. Everything will be okay.”
With one arm wrapped around you, and his other holding your head up to look at him, he continued whispering affirmations to you. 
“It’ll be okay. Please don’t stop looking at me. I love you, (y/n). Just focus on me. I’m here right now. It’s Monday. It’s around 6pm now. We’re in our apartment, love. We’re in the living room, and I’m here, okay. Everything will be okay. Please, look at me. You’re safe now, (y/n). You’re safe. I’ve got you.”
Noya was doing his best to ground you and remind you of where you were. He held onto you tighter and adjusted himself so that you were on his lap, staring into his eyes, the best you could. 
Your sobs became more erratic as you wished he wasn’t there. You wished he hadn’t seen you like this. It had been a while since your last panic attack, but Noya wasn’t there last time. You hated having him see you like this.
He cooed at you and rocked you back and forth. “Look at me, love. Don’t forget to breathe. Inhale… and… hold it…. and exhale.. Let’s regulate that breathing, baby. It’ll be okay. I need you to breathe with me, okay?”
You held onto his shoulders and tried breathing in sync with him. It was slowly starting to help. You inhaled and exhaled together. It was working.
Finally, your breathing was back to normal, but your tears hadn’t stopped. Your slowed breathing made it easier to talk. You took a deep breath, and whimpered, “Yuu..”
“Yeah, baby? Are you doing better? You don’t have to talk unless you’re ready or you want to, my love. It’ll be okay. I’ve got you now. I love you so much..”
You buried your face in the crook of his neck and breathed him in. He smelled of the cologne you bought him last Christmas. His neck was wet from your tears. His shirt smelled like lavender. 
As you focused on all of his attributes, you noticed yourself becoming calmer. Noya noticed that too.
“Let me know what you need, hun. Do you want a glass of water? You must be tired.”
You nodded shyly, and let go of his shirt. 
He got up and went to the kitchen. He heard you start sobbing again, and yelled out, “Don’t worry, I’ll be there right now! I’m here, baby.”
He handed you the glass of water and sat down next to you. 
You chugged the water as if you hadn’t had anything to drink in days.
Noya smiled at you. He loved you, even when things got hard for you. He’d always be there to take care of you.
“Yuu..” you start again.. “I..” the tears start to fall again.
“I failed..”
Nishi was confused but he continued to stare at you, as if searching for the answer in your eyes. Finally, he understood. He noticed the crumbled up exam papers behind you. Once he took them, you whimpered. 
He saw your grade and couldn’t help but laugh out a little. 
“Y/n. This is great! I bet you did better than most of your classmates, baby. Did you even wait to listen to the exam average?”
“Uhh..” Now that you thought about it, you kind of just ran away.
“noo..” you reply softly.
Noya shakes his head and wraps his arms around you so tightly, you feel like you’re going to break. 
“Baby, you’re doing great. One bad exam grade isn’t the end of the world. You’re so beautiful, intelligent, and hard working. This was just another fluke. I know you’ll do better next time. And don’t you remember last time when you thought your life was over because of another exam? You worked hard and got better grades, afterwards. This is just another wake up call. And don’t worry, my love, I’ll remind you to study.” 
He smiled so big, his cheeks and his eyes met. You loved seeing him smile at you.
“i guess..” you groan. you crawl back into his lap and wrap your arms and legs around him.
“thanks, yuu. you’re always my rock… I love you..”
“I love you so much, y/n”
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liberolove · 4 years
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Testing the Waters (pt. 1)
Summary: youve finally graduated high school and now youre moving on to college. youve decided to go to sendai university. its summer and youve become curious about checking out the dating pool in miyagi, so you download a dating app. you figure you might as well have fun before delving too deep into your studies
Part: [part one] out of ???
Pairings: nishinoya x reader / kuroo x reader / oikawa x reader / kiyoko x reader
A/N: theres tons of ships here, just me living out my hoe phase lmao please dont judge me. let me know what yall think
Genre: fluff, smut, crack
Warnings: flirting, college shinanigans
even though you decided to stay in your hometown to further your studies, you moved out as soon as you could. your parents were smothering you and you were honestly tired of it. so, you got your own apartment and started to live on your own. everything was fine and easy so far but then you realized how lonely you felt. your friends had moved away to go to other universities, and you were never really good at relationships. the anxiety of not knowing what to do with yourself until classes started was consuming you. to deal with this, you figured you might as well download a dating app. 
“Gotta check out all the hot singles in my area, I guess,” you thought.
it had been a while since your last relationship but you were sure you were ready again. or maybe you could try to find something different. maybe some hookups could be enough to help you during this weird adjustment period. 
you downloaded the app and added whatever details were needed. 
Name: l/n, y/n
Looking for: chat, relationship, hookup, anything
Bio: 
it took you about ten minutes to finally decide on what you wanted to add to your bio. finally, you typed out:
Bio: just another single college student looking for genuine human connections. Interests include watching anime, reading nerdy shit, and getting to know you 
you were never too good at coming up with bios but this should be good enough for now. time to see what kind of fish you could catch..
not even a minute after uploading a picture of yourself, a new message showed up.
Nishinoya Yuu: hey, beautiful! (;
Y/n: oh hi! how are you?
N: doing better now that I’m talking to youuuu. how about your lovely self?
Y: wow someone is really straightforward. I’m doing pretty well rn thanks. what are you up to?
N: just been bored as fuck on here and then BOOM you showed up (:
Y: lol youre silly. so hows the whole dating scene look like on here? any good ones?
N: nah it sucks honestly. But now you’re here so its a million times better!
Y: oh shush lol. does this site really work? like have you actually met someone from here?
N: uhh i actually havent met anyone yet, but ive had some nice conversations so far! ive still got high hopes
Y: have you been on here for a long time?
N: i just downloaded it like two weeks ago? idk but yeah. im hoping that maybe youll be my first??
Y: your first what? haha be more specific
N: OH sorry!! i didnt mean it like that omg. i meant like my first person to meet off of this app lol
Y: i mean if youre not busy right now, we could meet up for a coffee date or something? (cliche right?)
N: ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW? like... right now rIGHT NOW?
Y: yeah (: sorry for doing this so fast. you’re just really cute and im bored haha
N: nooooo its fine i swear im just a little shocked. and WOW you think IM CUTE? you should look in the mirror because your gorgeousss *heart eyes emoji*
Y: so its settled? lets meet today at around 1 pm at XXX cafe? 
N: yeah! thats not too far from here! i CANT WAIT
Y: same here (:
as soon as you sent that last message you hopped in the shower and started getting ready. you debated whether to put on makeup or not and then eventually decided to do it. you wore that one red dress that greatly accentuated your butt and your curves. you checked the clock and it was 30 MINUTES UNTIL 1 so you finished up by brushing your hair and adding on a spritz of peach scented perfume. “Hopefully this impresses him.”
the cafe you guys agreed to meet at was only a short walk away from your apartment. you were almost at the cafe when you noticed the time again and it was already 10 MINUTES PAST 1! you were so scared that he thought you stood him up but as you got closer, you noticed a cute boy sitting by himself outside. you stared at his backside for a little, unsure if this was your mystery boy. so you messaged him on the app
Y: heeeey are you the one sitting alone outside with a tan shirt and some ripped black jeans?
your phone lit up with the answer to your question: “yes”
as you looked up again, you noticed the stranger you were staring at had stood up and was looking right into your eyes. once you locked eyes, he grinned the biggest smile you’d ever seen and he chuckled. 
“Hi there!! L/n, right? Nice to meet ya, I’m Nishinoya Yuu. Wow, you’re even more beautiful in person!! Do you want anything from the cafe? I’m buying”
You were kind of shocked by his beautiful smile and his spiky hair. It took you a while to respond as you tried to take in the wonderful sight in front of you. He was simply breath taking. You could tell he was the athletic type by the way his shirt hung onto his broad, toned shoulders. 
“Ummm... L/n? Are you okay? Do you want any coffee or sweets from the cafe?”
“OH, oh my god, I’m so sorry! I got distracted..” you said as you looked away from him, getting redder by the second. you hadn’t even noticed his compliment or the way he kept eyeing you up and down and licking his lips. “Yeah, I’d love to get a coffee, if you don’t mind. Please..”
His eyes snapped back up to yours. “Awesome, I’ll go order inside. You can just sit your pretty little self here while I do that. Don’t run away! I’ll be right back!”
now that you had some time to reflect on what the heck just happened.. you breathed a sigh of relief. You couldn’t believe that he was real and so goddamn gorgeous. His little tuft of blonde hair at the front of his head was so cute and his smile.. goddamn. the way he looked at you.. and his friendly demeanor. it was all so much to take in. you didn’t really know how to react. as soon as you had relaxed, you tensed back up as he came back and sat down with you.
“Here’s your coffee hot and ready just for you, hun”
“Thank you so much Nishinoya” you blushed a bit as your mouth pronounced his name
“Hey, just call me Noya! Or Yuu...”
“On a first name basis already?”
“Only if you want to..”
you giggled as you noticed that he was getting bright pink too. “Okay, Yuu.”
as soon as you said his first name, his eyes lit up and that bright pink hue on his face soon turned into a passionate red
“Soooo..” you said as you tried to break up the silence.. “what do you do? do you go to school?”
“Yeah! I’m going to start going to Sendai University in the fall! I’m going to be playing on the volleyball team! How about you?”
“No way.. I’m gonna go there too! I guess I’ll be seeing you around probably. And wow! Volleyball huh? That’s hot.”
when you said that last part, Noya almost spat out his coffee. you laughed at the look on his face. he was blushing so much he couldn’t keep still. you were almost afraid he would just run away from you and never come back.
He just tried to regain his composure and laughed. “You really got me there oh my god i almost choked. But yeah I can’t wait to play again.”
The rest of the afternoon you guys talked about everything from anime to your favorite season, to your least favorite horror movie. The more you two bonded over common interests, the more he let his wild side out. He became more rambunctious and fiery and this did things to you, to say the least. you checked your phone to check the time and it was already 6:45 pm. You had no clue as to when the sun had started setting, but it didn’t matter because you hadn’t felt this warm fuzzy feeling in your heart in a while. it felt so nice. you didn’t want it to end. but then noya interrupted your thought by saying, 
“Hey, (y/n)..” you two were on a first name basis already and it was just the first date. “it’s getting pretty late and I have to go home and help out my family with some stuff. I hope you don’t mind. Sorry! But we can definitely go out again if you want. i know i sure do..”
“Yes, of course! I totally get it. But first can I get your number?” you look away as you say this because this was the first time you’ve ever asked a guy for their number. 
you two exchange phone numbers and hug goodbye. you let the hug linger for a little longer than you should and plant a quick soft peck on his cheek and say,
“I can’t wait to see you again, Yuu.”
He just smiles and replies, “Me too, Y/n. I’ll see you again soon, babe.”
You freeze up and don’t know what to say as he walks away. you think to yourself, “did he really just call me babe?”
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liberolove · 4 years
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Testing the Waters (pt. 2)
Summary: youve finally graduated high school and now youre moving on to college. youve decided to go to sendai university. its summer and youve become curious about checking out the dating pool in miyagi, so you download a dating app. you figure you might as well have fun before delving too deep into your studies
Part: [part two] out of ???
Pairings: nishinoya x reader / kuroo x reader / oikawa x reader / kiyoko x reader
A/N: theres tons of ships here, just me living out my hoe phase lmao please dont judge me. let me know what yall think
Genre: fluff, smut, crack
Warnings: flirting, college shinanigans
It’s been three days since the last time you saw Yuu. Gosh, even saying his name to yourself gave you goosebumps. You two have been texting non stop and honestly, it felt so refreshing. You were a pretty bad texter but he knew how to keep the conversation going. 
One of his favorite things to do was play 21 questions with you. He wasn’t like those fuckboys who would use this opportunity to ask you if you were a virgin or what your favorite position was. Yuu was different. He came up with the craziest scenarios and judged you on the way you answered. One time he asked you how you would escape a 300 lb lion that just broke out of the zoo you were visiting. You honestly had no idea how to respond but eventually you replied, 
“I’d make sure to run with a crowd and ‘accidentally’ trip a slow runner so that the lion could get distracted and probably (most likely) attack them. This would buy me some time to get the hell out there.”
This response caught Noya off guard but he loved the way you thought. You continued to come up with barbaric schemes to survive all the scenarios he would throw at you. He kept you guessing and that was what you liked so much about him. He was wild and so were you.
You were getting a little impatient over your next date so you took a deep breath and eventually asked him.
Y/N: Heeey, Yuu. I was wondering when you’d like to go out again. I’d really like to go out with you again.
Nishinoya Yuu: hey cutie! I’ve been wanting to see you again but I haven’t had any days off from work lately.. (; ・`д・´) IM DYING!! I just wanna see yoouuuuu
Y: Aw man.. :( That sucks. When do you think you’ll get your next day off?
N: idk tbh but hopefully it’s soon!!
Y: no worries, just let me know.
N: will do!!
Well, that was that. Now you wondered what you should do to pass the time. You were bored again and needed something to do. “Oh wait. I should check the app. I haven’t checked since I messaged Yuu on there. Maybe I have more matches.”
You opened up the app and you had 10 notifications. You had gotten some likes on the selfie you posted and several people viewed your profile. You checked who looked at your profile, and it was mostly ugly, older, men. “Gross,” you thought to yourself. Besides this, you noticed some new messages. 
You opened up the first message. 
“Hey sexy! Wanna come see me play? Click my link https://…..”
“Damn bots. So annoying.” You deleted the message. Next message:
“DTF?”
“I mean like yeah, but you could’ve been less forward in your message. What a turn off..” You had one last notification left. Maybe it wouldn’t be a let down.
“Are you made of Fluorine, Iodine, and Neon? 'Cause you are F-I-Ne.”
To be honest, this pick up line did make you giggle a little. You checked out the profile of the mysterious stranger who sent it and you were surprised that it was a bulked up biker. And damn, was he hot as hell. 
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His hair stood up in an organized, weird bed head kind of way. It made him look like a rooster. Rather than smile in his photos, he smirked. And his eyes looked like he could undress you solely with his gaze. He looked like your typical bad boy, but that didn’t make sense. Why would he use a chemistry pick up line?
This made you become even more interested, so you replied back with another cheesy pick up line.
Y/N: I wish I were adenine because then I could get paired with U.
Kuroo Tetsuro: Hey, kitten. I thought you’d never reply. You had me waiting.
Y: umm??? calling me kitten already?
K: What’s wrong? Are you flustered already? We haven’t even met up yet.
Y: woah there cowboy! hold your horses
K: I’m not a cowboy, but I’ll gladly have you ride me instead.
Y: skskskks i cant even-
K: Sorry. Too much?
Y: YES TOO MUCH
K: Alright. Let me start over. Ahh, a fellow chemist, I presume?
Y: yeaaah, kind of. I have a love/hate relationship with chemistry.
K: Is that so? Maybe I can help with that.
Y: oh really? how so?
K: I am a chemistry major after all. I go to Sendai. Do you go to school?
Y: uhhh i’m going to start there in the fall. I still haven’t decided what to major in, just yet.
K: Maybe you’ll end up being a chemistry major like me and I can give you private one on one lessons? 
Y: I highly doubt that, but nice try. 
K: Have you gotten a tour of the campus yet? Or are you waiting for freshman orientation?
Y: nah, I haven’t seen all of it yet. 
K: Would you like to?
Y: um sure! When are you free for my private tour? (:
K: How about tomorrow in the morning? Maybe around 9am? I can pick you up too if you’d like.
Y: Sounds good and no thanks. I’m not riding on that motorcycle! Looks scary :(
K: Don’t worry, kitten. I’ll drive safely and make sure nothing happens to you.
Y: there you go again.
K: Sorry, I couldn’t help myself. No, but really. I don’t mind picking you up. Have you ever been on a motorcycle before?
Y: nope
K: Then, let’s change that. Send me your address tomorrow morning. And get some rest.
Y: alrighty it’s a plan then!
K: No. It’s a date.
Y: sksksk omg
After that conversation, all you could think about was how the hell did you get into this mess? Motorcycles are dangerous, yet this rooster convinced you so easily to take a ride with him.. 
It was an understatement to say that you were nervous for tomorrow.
You set an alarm for 7 am the next day and went to bed.
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Your alarm woke you up and you immediately remembered why you were awake so early. You rushed into the shower and once you were out, you spent 30 minutes deciding on what to wear. You opted for some black, ripped skinny jeans and a white v-neck t-shirt. 
At 8am on the dot, your phone’s notification bell went off. It was Kuroo.
“What’s your address, baby?”
You sent him the details and continued getting ready. You put on some light makeup and brushed your hair. You checked the time, and it was already 8:55 am. Then, your phone went off again.
“I’m outside.”
Your heart almost beat out of your chest. You grabbed your purse and put on some chapstick. You know, just in case..
You locked up your apartment and walked down the stairs. You were greeted by the biggest shit eating grin on the sexiest man you’d ever seen. You never went for the bad boys but college is a time for experimenting. 
“Hey, Y/N. You ready to ride? I brought an extra helmet for you.”
“Hi, Kuroo. And yeah, I guess,” your voice shook as you replied. You were really nervous but you tried to hide it.
“Don’t worry, baby. There’s nothing to be afraid of. I’ll keep you safe.”
His words made you melt and you had just met him. The way he cooed at you and looked your way made you blush. You felt your cheeks get hotter by the second.
“Alright. Hop on and hold on to my waist. Hold on tight or else you’re gonna fly away when I take off. Okay?”
“..okay..” you managed to mutter. You were shaking but you put on the helmet he gave you and lifted up your leg to sit on the metal machine. You slowly hugged Kuroo from behind and held on as tight as you could. Your head was smashed right up against his large, broad back.
“Ready?” he asked.
“..yeah,” you squeaked.
Before you finished saying this, he had taken off like the devil was chasing him. If this was his meaning of safe driving, you didn’t want to find out his meaning of reckless driving.
The ride to Sendai University only took about 5 minutes, when realistically it would take 20 minutes by bus. You arrived and Kuroo teased, “are you going to let go, kitty?”
You hadn’t realized you were still gripping onto him for dear life. You released him from your hold and your hands still tingled from the amount of force you applied to his shirt. “Sorry!”
“No worries. Hey, look! I brought you here alive. Aren’t you glad?” he cackled. 
His laugh sounded like a dying hyena but it did sound a little cute at the same time. “Yeah. Thank goodness. Your driving is insane, dude.”
He showed you all over campus, from the administrative buildings to the gymnasium, to the fields. Sendai was a pretty big campus, and it made you glad that you had a personal guide to show you all the different buildings. 
After your little tour was over, he asked, “wanna grab a bite to eat? I’ll be a gentleman and pay for you too.”
Of course, you couldn’t say no to food. Much less, FREE FOOD! You nodded and got ready to ride the devil’s machinery again.
He took you to a nearby sushi bar. “Order whatever you’d like, princess. Today, I want to spoil you rotten.”
You melted at his words and also at the variety of rolls on the menu. You didn’t ask him if he really meant that you could order anything. You just kind of went for it. You ordered everything from shrimp tempura, to octopus, to eel. Sushi was your favorite and being told that you could order everything was a dream come true.
“Damn, girl! I had no idea you had such a huge appetite!  I didn’t know you’d take me seriously on my offer. You’re gonna run my pockets dry.”
You blushed and looked away. “Sorry, Kuroo. I really couldn’t help myself. I love sushi so much.”
“I’m just teasing you, baby. You deserve to be treated like this everyday.”
You had no idea how to respond so you just kept stuffing your face with sushi.
After you finally had your fill, it was time to go home. It was getting late. Kuroo took you home and you were definitely more relaxed this time on the bike. 
“I hope you had a great time today, kitty. And I hope I met your standards.”
“Yes, I did! Thank you so much, Kuroo! This was honestly so much fun. Thanks for everything.”
“Of course. Nothing but the best for you. I just need one little favor from you, baby.”
“Oh? What is it?”
“Can I get a kiss from your soft lips? I know you want to. I saw the way you kept staring at me, today.”
“Oh.. uhh.. Y-yea-yeah. Sure, of course.. Yeah,” you stammered. 
You looked at him with soft, shy eyes and before you knew it, he leaned in quickly and kissed you on the lips. Your eyes were wide open in surprise but as he deepened the kiss, your eyes slowly shut.
The kiss felt like electricity coursing through your body. You didn’t know what it was, but this man definitely already had you wrapped around his long, slender finger. 
As soon as you realized his hold on you, he backed off, and left you wanting more. He was such a tease.
“I can’t just let you have everything today, kitten. I need you wanting more.”
You didn’t know what to respond so you looked down at the ground shyly. 
“I’ll message you later, y/n. Don’t make me wait too long, again.”
You waved and muttered, “Thank you, Kuroo.”
He revved up his bike and was gone in seconds.
You remained in a daze as you walked back up to your apartment. Once you got inside, you plopped down on your couch and released a long sigh. “Who knew that college was going to be so exciting..”
[link to kuroo pic i found]
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liberolove · 4 years
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Our Great Perhaps
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Pairing: Nishinoya x reader
Summary: You two have been dating for about 3 years. You met him in your first semester of college, and you two have been pretty strong. Now, however, taking into account each of your career paths has brought up issues. Maybe, it wasn’t meant to be.
Genre: crack, angst, college au (first part)
Warnings: cussing
Part One || Part Two: here
Nishinoya Yuu was an inimitable beast and glorious lover. He was the most passionate, romantic, and charismatic partner. You had never met someone like him before, so when he waltzed gracefully into your life, you were in awe. 
There was no way that a man like this could ever exist. You had dreamt of your stereotypical prince charming and knight in shining armor entering your life and sweeping you off of your feet. However, you had no idea your fairy tale dream could ever become a reality. And so soon.
The moment you two crossed paths, it felt as though worlds had collided. The stars had aligned and your prayers had been answered. Finally. This was the beginning of your happily ever after.
From the exact second you laid your eyes upon his beautifully toned physique, you knew that there was something special about him. Perhaps, this was the way love at first sight feels like?
When he walked into the lecture hall, everyone else faded from view, leaving only you and him. You just remember his smile, and those brightly lit eyes, looking throughout the hall for a place to sit. He seemed a little lost, but eventually he found somewhere to settle.
You were shocked to find him moving towards you, in the back of the wide room. You were sitting alone in that row of seats, hoping that no one would sit next to you, yet he saw you. He saw that you didn’t actually want to be alone. You were wanting- yearning for someone. Anyone. Anyone to come and sit next to you.
He heard your silent begging, and complied. Once he was close enough, he grinned his award winning teeth and introduced himself. 
“Nishinoya Yuu. But you can call me either Noya or Yuu. What’s your name, gorgeous?”
Those words will forever be seared into the back of your mind. They are the first words your guardian angel ever spoke to you. 
Since then, you two never let go of each other. No matter where you were, everyone knew that Noya was close by. Despite having different majors, you two did your best to take the same general education classes. 
But once your studies started leading you to your core major classes, you two had to part ways in terms of school. This didn’t come between you and Noya much, due to the fact that you two had been living together since your three month anniversary. It felt so right at the time, so why not? 
Despite the differences in coursework, you knew that you could always come to him in your cozy apartment. 
What was starting to drive a wedge between the two of you was the fact that Noya had begun to delve in deeper into his extracurriculars.
You were psyched to hear about his growing opportunities within his field of study: kinesiology. He dreamt of becoming a personal trainer and a coach for high school students. He had a big heart and wished to give back to his community. 
The only problem was that he was focusing all his attention to the intramural volleyball team, the kinesiology club, and his current position at a local high school. 
At first it was manageable, but as the semester progressed, he was constantly busy, leaving you stranded at home.
After spending almost three years joined at the hip practically, this change felt so wrong and absurd. You hadn’t felt this lonely in so long. 
Usually, Noya was so caring and attentive to your mental state, but now, with everything going on, he couldn’t spare the time to listen to you. 
You were so afraid of him forgetting you. Noya was constantly running here and there like a whirlwind, causing him to skip out on your weekend dates. He had so much work to do, and couldn’t afford to get behind on his studies. 
As the number of postponed dates grew, you decided it was time to talk. The anxiety of not knowing how he would respond starting to take over your thoughts. You had no idea how to bring it up nor how to convey your emotions to him. 
~~~~~
The day you finally decided to spill your feelings, he was running late. You had set up dinner about half an hour ago, yet he still wasn’t home. 
You were considering just heading off to bed, since it was getting really late. That’s when the door opened.
“Hey, sweetie, I’m so sorry! The boys wanted to go out to eat after practice, so we got- oh.. Oh fuck, y/n. I’m so sorry! I should’ve texted you that we went out.. I’m so sorry.. I’ll eat it tomorrow for breakfast. Sorry.”
“It’s fine, Yuu. I’m sorry, too, for not letting you know.”
There was a lull in the conversation, and you felt the knot in the back of your throat grow. You tried to get it out, but your own words were choking you. Your eyes started to well up with tears. Nishinoya was putting away dinner when he heard your stifled sobs, and immediately turned towards you and held you close to his chest. 
“Baby, what’s wrong? Please tell me. Is it because I didn’t tell you earlier about going out to eat? I’m so sorry.”
“n-noo.. It’s n-not.. that.” you managed to say.
“Then, what is it? You can tell me. You know that, right? You can tell me anything.”
Those words. They dug deep into your heart. You knew he would hear you out, but the fear of the unknown kept ringing in your ears. 
“I.. I c-.. I just can’t!” you yelped and buried your face in his chest.
“I can’t do this anymore..”
He understood immediately. Without saying a word, he held you tightly and placed one hand over your head, trying to soothe you.
He did his best to comfort you, but he realized that this might be one of the last times he would ever hold you.
“I’m so sorry, y/n. I really am. I wish I could fix this.”
Between sniffles, you replied, “We can’t fix it.. Things are different now..”
“I know, but there’s.. there has to be something.. anything.. Anything we can do. We can fix it.. I know we can.”
“I don’t know..”
His eyes started to water, as well. He pulled away from the hug and lifted your chin up so he could see you. Noya stared at you through the veil of tears in his eyes. He did his best to take you in, trying to memorize all of your facial features.
“I’m sorry I failed you..” he whispered quietly. 
“You didn’t.. It’s neither of our faults.. It just wasn’t meant to be..” As you said these words, you felt the sting of what they meant. It hurt to say it out loud, but it also helped provide some closure.
You two had grown apart and there was nothing you could do. You had given him 3 years of your life. They were the happiest years of your life, and you would never regret them, despite how much pain you were currently feeling.
“I love you, y/n. I always have, and always will. No matter what..”
“I love you, Yuu. So much. Thank you for everything..”
~~~~~~~
To say that the breakup was devastatingly difficult would be an understatement. 
Noya had an especially hard time trying to adjust to the change. He would still come home smiling and leaning in for kisses, but stop abruptly, remembering that you two weren’t together anymore. It hurt him to not be able to feel your touch on his skin, or vice versa. 
At first you agreed to be roommates, so that you could adjust gradually, but it made the pain so much worse. Seeing him everyday hurt so much. There was a pain in your chest every time you looked at him, because you knew he wasn’t yours anymore.
Eventually, you two talked about it, and decided that one of you had to move out. Noya basically decided himself that he would be the one to leave. 
You were grateful for his gesture. You tried to help him pack, but unfortunately, every one of his belongings was shrouded in the memories of your past. You had to apologize and leave him be. 
Once the apartment was empty, the ache worsened. It was actually happening. This was real. You two were over. 
That first month, you cried yourself to sleep every night. You were thankful that the one constant thing in your life, school, was still the same. So, you focused on your studies, making sure that your grades didn’t suffer the same way you were suffering.
Your friends learned to not talk about him, anymore. He would always be a part of you, but he was in the past, now. It took you about a whole year to feel better. 
You graduated from university, and you were on your way towards your dream career. 
~~~~~~~
7 years later
~~~~~~~
For your job, you had moved away to Tokyo. From there, you really blossomed. A change of scenery was exactly what you needed. You were currently working as a social worker, and you were loving it. Helping people and supporting them was your calling, truly. 
Everything was going great, and you soon got even more good news. Your agency was about to open a new branch in Miyagi. Your boss picked you specifically to handle the logistics, since you were familiar with the area. 
You were so excited to go back home and reconnect with friends and family.
You packed your bags, ready for the next chapter of your life. Your family was ecstatic that you came back, with so much success behind you. 
When you settled into your new house, your friends planned a surprise housewarming party. Everyone was so supportive and happy that you were back, with the job of your dreams. 
Eventually, they started asking you if there was anyone special in your life. You shook your head. 
The entire time you were in Tokyo, you were too engrossed in your work to focus on dating.  You didn’t have time to get to know someone who would eventually leave. Besides, you knew that Tokyo wouldn’t be for you, forever, so when you heard about a new branch opening, you jumped on the opportunity. 
Truthfully, you missed your life back home. You had grown used to the rural quiet of Miyagi. The city was fun, but it wasn’t the same. It wasn’t home. 
Since you told your friends there wasn’t anyone special, they started to drown you in guys’ phone numbers, trying to set you up with everyone they knew. 
You laughed it off and tried your best to get away, but your efforts were futile. 
They were dead set on finding someone for you, which was kind of dumb, seeing as there were hundreds of dating apps now. 
You reluctantly took all the phone numbers they gave you, with no intention of actually calling any of them. 
After the party, you were able to relax and have some time to yourself. You forgot how tiring parties were for you. It was exhausting answering so many questions about where you’ve been and what you’ve been up to. Still, it was comforting to see that so many people were still in your hometown. 
The next day you walked around town, remembering all the shops and houses from your childhood. Almost nothing had changed. 
You decided to walk into your favorite little café from back in the day. It looked just as you remembered it, with the only change being the menu. They served way more drinks than before. 
You ordered a small iced coffee and sat down in a corner, with a book in your lap. 
Today, you decided to read some poems. You put your earphones in and the world around you dissipated. 
You were too enraptured in your own little world to notice, but a man in a white t-shirt and black shorts walked into the café.
He ordered an iced coffee, as well, and looked around for a comfortable spot to sit. That’s when he spotted you. Could his eyes be deceiving him? It couldn’t be. Last he’d heard, you had moved away to the big city. 
Intrigued, he sat down 2 tables away from you, so as to not disturb you, in case you weren’t the person he thought you were. 
You sat there for about an hour before looking up from your book. “That was enough reading for now,” you thought. You got up without paying attention to your surroundings and walked out of the café.
When you got up, he was able to catch a glimpse of your face. It was you. He sat there stunned in silence. Before he knew it, you were gone. 
He ran out of the shop, in a frenzy, looking for you. He saw you still making your way down the street, so he ran behind you, trying to catch up. 
“Y/N!!”
Your earphones were still in, with your music blasting. You knew it was bad for your ears, but you couldn’t help it. You loved being lost in the sound.
“Y/n?! Fuck my life. Earphones.”
He finally caught up to you and put his hand on your shoulder. “Y/n!!”
You jumped, startled by the touch, and started fumbling backwards, about to fall. He reached out for your hand, and caught you just in time. 
You breathed a sigh of relief, and took out your earphones. “Don’t fucking scare me like that, fuck.” You looked up at the figure looming over you, and you stopped breathing. It was him. God, it had been so long. 
“Nishinoya..” 
“Y/n!! Glad to see you’re still the same, with music blasting in your ears.” He chuckled to himself. 
“Hi. Wow. Hey.. Hi..”
“Yeah, hey. Been a while, huh? How you been? I didn’t know you were back visiting.”
“I actually moved back.”
“Wow! That’s awesome! Have you met up with everyone yet?”
“Yeah, I have. Wow.. It’s really you. I thought you would’ve moved away, too.”
“I did, but I came back, too. I just couldn’t stay away, y’know?”
“Same.”
“Sooo.. wanna go out for some ramen later or something? To catch up?”
“Yeah. I’d like that.”
~~~~~~~
Noya picked you up from your place in his car at around 8 pm. Your heart was racing, the way it used to when you were still dating. 
You got in and asked, “Where’re we going?”
“It’s a surprise.”
You whined but settled down quickly. 
Once you arrived you yelped, “Oh man! I love this place! I can’t believe you remembered..”
“Of course, I did. How could I forget?”
After all these years, he still remembered your favorite ramen place. You wondered what else he remembered..
You two spent the next two hours catching up and laughing like old friends. You told him all about your life in Tokyo, and he told you about his journeys abroad. Noya had gone to Brazil, the US, Korea, and most of Europe. He loved traveling but always made his way back home. Now, he was teaching and coaching at the same university you two graduated from. He was living his dream.
His phone rang. “Hey, sorry about that, I need to answer this,” he apologized.
“Hey, what’s going on? ... Oh, I’m just out having dinner with a friend, catching up. ... I’ll come over in a little... Okay, bye... See ya soon.”
He hung up. “Hey, I have to go now. My girlfriend’s been sick and she wants me to stop by before bed.”
You did your best to hide the disappointment and jealousy in your face. Of course, he has a girlfriend. It’s not like he waited for you this whole time. You were glad he was able to move on, but it still hurt a little. You put on your best fake smile and said, “Yeah, no worries! We can keep chatting another time.”
“Let’s get going then.”
“Alright, thanks again for the food.”
“Yeah, no problem. Anything for you!”
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liberolove · 4 years
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Our Great Perhaps
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Pairing: Nishinoya x reader
Summary: You two have been dating for about 3 years. You met him in your first semester of college, and you two have been pretty strong. Now, however, taking into account each of your career paths has brought up issues. Maybe, it wasn’t meant to be.
Genre: crack, angst, college au (first part)
Warnings: cussing
Part Two || Part One: here
The drive back to your house was casual and friendly, but you could definitely sense a bit of tension.
He dropped you off and left. As soon as you were inside your home, you immediately burst out into tears.
There was no way he was waiting. Especially not for you. He needed a shot at love. You weren’t there, but she was. He’s probably happier now, too.
You curled up into bed and fell asleep from the exhaustion of crying so much.
~~~~~~~
Your first week back home flew by quickly. The new branch was getting along nicely, and everything was running smoothly. Your friends would drop by from time to time, asking about the latest details of your love life. That’s when you mentioned to them whom you had bumped into earlier that week.
“Oh my gosh!” “How’d it go!?” “Do you still have feelings for him?” “He has a girlfriend, now, by the way. They’ve only been dating for about 5 months now.”
The barrage of questions was overwhelming, but you got to each of them. And you were heavily interested in his new girlfriend. Just how much did your friends know about her?
“She’s a nurse, so she’s always busy. She met Nishinoya when one of his students sprained their ankle, while playing. Sometimes, when I bump into him on the street and he’s on his phone, I hear them arguing or something. And they never really go out, so I don’t know what they’re like out on dates and stuff.”
Wow. It really seemed like your friends did some investigating for you. It was nice to know that they’ll always have your back. But, you knew that this wasn’t something you should really be meddling in. He has his life and you have yours.
You two can be friends and all, but nothing more. No matter how desperately you wanted it. You missed everything about him. His new girlfriend was the luckiest girl in the world.
“Oh by the way, y/n!! Since we’re already on the topic... Guess who texted me yesterday, asking for YOUR number???”
“No way. Don’t tell me.”
“NISHINOYA!”
“Why would he want my number?”
“He just told me he wanted to keep talking to you and stay in touch.”
You couldn’t believe it. Was it really happening? Nishinoya still wanted to talk to you.
Your phone buzzed. All your friends stared at the screen. “Well, speak of the devil.”
The message read: Hey, y/n! It’s Noya. I hope you don’t mind but I got your number from xxx. I just wanted to keep talking and be close again like back in college (:
You were sure that your heart had completely shut down by then. Even if you couldn’t be around Nishinoya in the way you wanted, you sure as hell weren’t going to decline this.
You were so excited and nervous at the same time, that you almost forgot to reply.
“Y/N! You’ve gotta say something!!”
“Alright already! I will! I just don’t know what to say..”
“Just say a simple hey? Like you’re interested but not TOO interested, ya know?”
“Okay, got it.” You began typing: Hey, Noya! I don’t mind, and yeah of course. I’d love to keep talking (:
The rest of the night was full of the juiciest gossip of the town and exchanging ridiculous worst date stories.
~~~~~~~
As the weeks dragged on, you found yourself texting Noya more than anyone else. He was the highlight of your days. 
Every time your phone buzzed with a message from him, your heart would skip a beat. You’d still think over exactly what you wanted to say to him, being careful not to cross any boundaries. 
Unbeknownst to you, Nishinoya was feeling the exact same way. 
You two talked about literally everything in the world. Except for one topic: his girlfriend. There was no way you could bring her up in conversation casually. It would be crossing the line, definitely.
~~~~~~~
It was just another average day. You were pooped after having to work so much that week. You were looking forward to relaxing on the couch and catching up on your favorite sitcoms. 
Noya had been texting you nonstop all day. It felt great, but you couldn’t help but wonder if he texted her like this too.
What are you up to tonight?
Oh, you know the usual. Just gonna snack and watch Netflix. How about you?
Not much. Still trying to decide what I wanna do. What are you gonna watch?
I’m in the mood to rewatch That 70′s Show to be honest, lol.
I remember you watching that show every night! It’s pretty funny
Yeah, that’s why I watch it, lmao. 
You got room for one more?
Fuck. What the fuck. Was he being serious? Or joking around? You hadn’t seen him in a while, since you’re both so busy with work. But today, your days off coincided with one another. Sure, you two had hung out together before, but never somewhere as private as your home. You’d been to restaurants and bars, but that’s pretty much it. 
If he’s serious, that means he wants to come HERE. To YOUR house. He wants to be in YOUR house, with YOU. With you.. ALONE. 
Your mind was racing. With shaky fingers, you replied playfully: Only if you’re bringing takeout!
The next few minutes felt like an eternity. Five minutes went by. Ten minutes. Soon enough, an hour had gone by, and no answer. 
Had I crossed the line? you asked yourself.
-BUZZ-
What’s your address? I’ve got sushi and more snacks (:
You quickly messaged him your address, with your heart ready to burst out of your chest, and your brain ready to explode. 
Another five minutes pass by. 
-KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK-
He still knocks three times.. You open the door and find him semi-dressed up in a cute red button up and dark blue slacks. He was glowing.
In his hands, he was carrying a bag of sushi and chow mein takeout. In the other hand, he had your favorite: Hot Cheetos. 
How the hell did he still remember everything about you?
“Hey, sunshine! Ready to binge watch some That 70′s Show?”
“Yeaah.” You let him in and placed the bags on the coffee table by the couch. You started setting everything up, still shaken up over his pet name for you. 
Noya quickly made himself comfortable on your couch, picking a spot right up next to you. The distance between you two shortening, every time he took a bite of his food. 
His hearty laughter made your heart flutter and your stomach flip. The show was funny, but not THAT funny. 
Before you knew it, your knees bumped into one another’s. The distance between you was nonexistent now. When your knees touched, you jumped a little, startled from the sudden intimacy.
“Oh, sorry! I guess I scooted in too close. I just didn’t want to be TOO far from you, you know?”
“Ha, it’s okay.”
The show droned on in the background, as you two fell silent. Nishinoya then grabbed the remote and muted the TV. 
“Hey, y/n?”
“Yeah? What is it, Nishi?” You regressed back to calling him the special nickname only you ever used, without realizing.
“Can I ask you something?”
“Anything.” You meant it. You’d do anything for him in a heartbeat.
“Do you still remember the first time we met? In our psychology class, the first year of college?”
“How could I ever forget?”
“Did you feel like it was love at first sight, too?”
You hesitated. Why was he bringing this up? Right now, especially. You stared at him for what felt like ten minutes, taking him in again. He had changed physically from the last time you were with him in your old apartment. His eyebrows were well groomed, he grew a bit of chin stubble, and he had smile lines on his face.. 
But he was still the same person you fell in love with all those years ago.
The silence dragged on, until you interrupted it. “Yeah. It did feel like that, huh?”
“I’m glad it wasn’t just me.” It seemed like he wanted to keep talking, but he stopped himself, mid-breath. He unmuted the TV and went back to watching, but the tension brought on by the questions still lingered in the air.
Unable to deal with the awkwardness, you started cleaning up, and stood up, right in front of him. “Why?”
Confused, he asked, “Why what?”
“Why are you doing this? Why bring up the past? I’m sure you’ve figured it out by now, but I still have feelings for you, okay?”
“I know.”
“Then what’s the point of torturing me like this? You have a girlfriend..”
He got up immediately and pulled you in for an unexpected, sloppy kiss. You’d be lying if you said you didn’t want it, but you pushed him off anyways.
“Stop. Please. Don’t do this to me.”
“Kitty..” 
You couldn’t believe he was using his old pet name for you. All you could do was point at the door, baffled by his rapid change. 
He wasn’t moving. Instead, he pulled you in again, but with more force. He was restraining you while embracing you. 
“Let me go, please, Nishi. Don’t make this harder.”
You were practically sobbing at this point. Why couldn’t he understand that this was wrong? You weren’t his girlfriend, nor would you ever be. 
You felt your shirt dampen with his tears, as well. Why was he crying too?
“I broke up with her a week ago.. I’ve missed you so much.”
His hold on you loosened, and you took that as an opportunity to drape your arms around his neck, as you kissed the tears on his face away.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t know.”
“Please believe me. I just want you, y/n. I’ve been waiting for you to come back. But after waiting for 4 years, I gave up. I started dating around, trying to find someone like you, but no one could ever compare. You’re the love of my life, y/n. Please don’t leave me again..”
“I won’t. I promise.”
“God, it’s been so hard to be here without you. I’ve been waiting for this for so long. I still love you. I’ve never stopped loving you, and I’ll always love you.”
“I love you and I’ll always love you too.”
That night, you two shared a bed again for the first time in seven years. Everything in the universe fell back into place. You had found your Great Perhaps.
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liberolove · 4 years
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Lmao, so i lost your blog and i could literally only find it through your beautiful caption so ty. Since I’m here ai figured I should donate my thirst. 3rd year Noya on his way to one of his last games so he’s super nervous while on a nightbus with his S/O. Since they’re sitting jn the back, she decided to blow him to calm his nerves and he has to try soooo hard to keep quiet because lord know baby is verbal and is constantly whining throughout sessions. Y’all almost get caught but he deflects😳
Warnings: smut, getting head in public
A/N: sorry i had this in my ask for so long. i finally got the motivation to write it out lol. and for the end, someone does see you two lol
you were both in the back of the bus, on your way to one of the last games of the year. you were holding his hand and leaning your head onto his shoulder as you tried to go to sleep. noya kept staring out the window, lost in his thoughts. his palms started getting sweaty so he moved his hand away and rubbed off the extra sweat on his shorts. 
“yuu, are you okay? why are you so sweaty all of a sudden?”
“yeah, im fine. its just hot in here.”
“but the air is on? if anything it’s getting a little chilly. whats going on? Talk to me.”
“im just a little anxious over tomorrows game.”
“itll be okay, yuu. ill be there supporting you, like always.”
“i know, i just dont want to lose and stop playing volleyball. its my last year..”
“i think i know something thatll make you feel better,” you smirk at the libero, as you glance at his shorts.
“(y/n)!! not now!”
you quickly put your hand over his mouth and dive your other hand over his shorts. you palm his growing length as he quietly moans into your hand. 
“yuu.. you need to be very quiet for me. can you promise not to make a lot of noise, baby?”
he nods eagerly and looks at you with pleading eyes.
“okay, but if you make a sound, ill stop.”
his eyes widen as if to yell out “no!!”
you move your hand off of his mouth as you adjust yourself and take out his bulging cock from his shorts. he pulls them down a little to give you adequate room to work with. 
“oh, bunny, youre so hard already.” you lick his tip softly and slowly. you know he gets impatient when you do that. you put one hand at the base of his shaft and remind him to stay quiet.
gently, you start to suck on the head and move your hand up and down his length. noya can’t keep his hands off of you and starts bucking his hips upward into your mouth.
you stop and whisper, “nope, youre gonna play by my rules tonight, okay?”
he sighs but ultimately agrees.
as you put his whole cock in your mouth, you make sure to cover it in all your spit. noya lets out a small whimper, grabs a fistful of your hair, and forces your head down, causing you to choke a little. you use your teeth a little as a warning for him to shut up.
he lets go of your hair and composes himself once more. you then take both of your hands and grab his cock, twisting it, and rubbing it, while you lick and suck on the tip. this makes him go crazy and he cant help but moan out a shaky “y-y/n..” 
rather than stop, you quicken up the pace and nishi tugs on your shirt to let you know he was getting close. you remove both of your hands and deepthroat his thick cock all the way down to his balls.  after doing this a few times, you suck on his tip, hard, and lick his slit.
“y-y..y/n.. fuck. im gonna.”
you go further down and suck on his entire length until he moans out and shoots his hot, sweet load into the back of your throat.
you suck once more on his tip, and he has to push you away.
“what? i like cleaning you up,” you joke. 
when you look around, you notice that tanaka was looking at you two and gives you both a thumbs up.
your face reddens and you dive down into your seat. 
youre lucky the only person awake at the time was tanaka.
nishi giggles and kisses you deeply.
“thank you, baby. you always know what i need.”
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liberolove · 4 years
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Meeting Noya (pt. 2)
Pairing: Nishinoya Yuu x shy, smart, inexperienced reader
Summary: you and noya are both in the same english class and he asks you for help with studying the material. this causes you two to get closer until he cant handle it and ends up confessing. now you get to know him in a different way.
Genre: crack, fluff
Warnings:  noya being his cute self (人◕ω◕)
Masterlist: click here
The first time I helped Noya out, it was easy to see that this boy needed help. Like serious help. Good thing that I was able to keep him interested and keep him thinking. He’d always get so easily distracted and he’s such a BLABBERMOUTH, too! He kept talking about how teachers hate his guts and that’s why they give him shitty scores and he wouldn’t shut up over volleyball. It was getting a little annoying until I noticed how his eyes shimmered every single time he mentioned volleyball. It wasn’t hard to notice that volleyball really was his life. Must be nice to have something to be passionate about, like that..
As he continued rambling on about math and his other classes, I started thinking.. “Hmm.. sounds like he needs help with all his classes.. I mean I wouldn’t mind helping...”
And it was like he read my mind, because he started to quiet down and asked me very shyly, “Hey.. um.. (y/n). Do you think you could help me out in my other classes too? I’m not doing too hot in those either. BUT I promise to make it worth it! I’ll make sure buy you sweets and anything you want!!”
“No OMG! You don’t have to spend all your money on me. Really, Noya.. It’s okay. It’s not a bother at all. I don’t really do much else besides study, come to school, eat, and sleep. This is really more of a benefit to me since you’re giving me something to do. And you’re pretty cool so I don’t mind being with you..” I didn’t really mean to say that last part but it kind of slipped out and I felt my cheeks redden immediately. I turned away, in an effort to hide my embarrassment from Noya. Sure, he’s cute, but I’d never really paid much attention to him before. I just knew he was super energetic and kinda rowdy. Basically, the complete opposite of me.. 
“NO! I don’t mind buying you things. Especially, since you’re so cute and nice to me. And do you really mean what you said?? I like being around you too!” He kept staring at me until our eyes met again. As soon as I made eye contact again, I turned away. Why do I feel so red? What’s happening? 
“Hey, (y/n). Are you okay?? Was it something I said?” I refused to look at him even more. 
“Yeah, I’m okay! I’ll just meet up with you later, okay? I just remembered I have to go home and do something. Text me!” 
I ran off as soon as I finished my sentence. I ran all the way back to my house without looking back. As soon as I got inside, I slouched down and sat on the floor against the door. I was exhausted.
“Honey, are you okay?”
I didn’t realize my mom had come back home from work already. “Yeah, mom! Everything’s fine. I’m just gonna go to my room and start working on homework.”
I speed walked back to my room and shut the door. Phew. That was close. I can’t let my mom realize what’s going on. 
That night, I couldn’t sleep. I didn’t understand what I was feeling. I had just met this guy who’s a ball of fiery energy. I didn’t know what was going on. Sure, I’d noticed him before, but we’d never talked before. It’s just a tiny crush I guess. I’ve had those in the past, so it should go away soon enough.
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liberolove · 4 years
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Meeting Noya (pt. 3)
Pairing: Nishinoya Yuu x shy, smart, inexperienced reader
Summary: you and noya are both in the same english class and he asks you for help with studying the material. this causes you two to get closer until he cant handle it and ends up confessing. now you get to know him in a different way.
Genre: crack, fluff
Warnings:  noya being his cute self (人◕ω◕)
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Fast forward to my third year at Karasuno High. I was still helping out Nishi with his studies and we regularly had study dates. Sometimes I would wait for him until after practice so that he could come over to my house and study. While I’d wait, I liked to help Yachi with volleyball management stuff. I didn’t really know what they were doing, but it felt good to help out. 
I didn’t hang out much around the volleyball club since they were just acquaintances to me. Also, I think it’s funny that noya’s become such a common part of my life that my mom doesn’t mind him over anymore. It’s really nice. Sure, she teases me about him being my boyfriend, but that’s just what moms do, haha.
Today was just like any other. I waited til he was done with practice so we could go to my house. Once practice was over, we walked to my place. 
Noya always told me about his day, with most of his day being consumed by volleyball. “Oh, (y/n)!! Did you see the way I received that super tough ball from Hinata! I’m getting better everyday,” he practically yelled out. After saying this, he winked at me. 
His flirty demeanor didn’t faze me anymore. I was used to it by now. I mean, it’s been three years of this…
We finally arrived at my place and we were greeted by my mom. “Hey, honey. Hi, Nishinoya! Did you two have a good day at school today?” 
“Yeah, mom. Just the usual.” I sighed. School was getting so tiring and it was eating me alive. 
“I made some food for you two. Hope you guys are in the mood for some ramen.” Noya’s eyes shined. Of course this meant he was starving. “Gee! Thanks Mrs. (L/n)! You’re the best.” 
We sat down at the dining table. I blew on the ramen, making sure it wasn’t too hot. I look over to Nishi and he’s practically swallowing the noodles whole. “Nishi, you’re going to choke!!” He mumbled with food in his mouth, “i.. dont.. care..,” he somehow managed to say.
Noya finished and washed our dishes. It’s his little way of saying thank you. I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t cute. 
“Now, let’s review the stuff we went over today. Finals are coming up and you NEED to pass if you want to keep doing volleyball.” “Yeah, yeah, I know, (y/n).” I looked at him and he looked more tired than usual. 
I asked, “are you okay, nishi?” He stayed quiet for a while.. The only sound playing was the television in the background. My mom was in her room getting ready to go to bed, so it was only the two of us in the living room. He finally broke the silence by repeating my name. 
Something in my gut was telling me that there was definitely something wrong. I stared at him and eventually just decided to give him a big old bear hug. I didn’t know how to help, but I knew he needed me.
I had never hugged him before. I’d barely even touched him.. Only those rare times when our hands would brush past one another’s while we walked side by side or when we both reached for the same pen. This was strange and new, but it felt good. And I knew that he liked it too, or else he would’ve pushed me away. 
I had wrapped my arms around his neck and I could feel his breathing slow down and he eventually leaned into me. I hugged him tighter. “Nishi… please tell me what’s going on.. this isn’t like you.. Let me help you.. please…” 
I could hear his quiet breaths. He finally lifted his head and pushed his forehead against mine. “(Y/n)..” It seemed like my name was the only thing he could say.. I got so afraid that he might have gotten a concussion or something. Then he spoke softly, “i’m so scared.” 
I tried to pull away from him to look at his face clearly and try to process what he said, but he pulled me in closer. I couldn’t believe that this man.. I’ve known for 3 years now just told me he was afraid. He’s never admitted that he was afraid before.. 
He’s the life of the Karasuno Volleyball Club. He’s the guardian deity of the team. His eyes have always glimmered with hope and happiness. This couldn’t be the same Yuu I knew. No way.
“I’m so scared over what’s going to happen.. I don’t want you to leave. I want you here.. with me.. please, (y/n).. I’m begging you.. please don’t leave me..”
His words hurt me. I didn’t understand. I was just his tutor and friend. Sure, we grew closer over the years, but I wouldn’t consider him a close friend. And I never thought that he considered me a close friend. Then, it hit me again. 
Those feelings I had bottled up years ago. The way he made me blush and made my stomach feel weird when we first met. His beautiful eyes seemed to contain multitudes of stars within them. Those same eyes that seemed to look through my very soul.
 I had forgotten about all of it. I suppressed those feelings and those memories so much that I had forgotten they existed and now here they were again. Back in full gear. 
I pushed myself up to him as far as I could to feel him closer to me. I buried my face in his neck and refused to let him go. 
“(Y/n). Please say something.. don’t leave me hanging like this..” I was so wrapped up in my own thoughts that I had forgotten to tell him how I feel.
“Yuu. I didn’t know you felt like this. Don’t worry, I’ll always be here for you. We’ll keep being friends no matter what.” 
Calling him a friend did hurt me a little, because now I realized that I wanted more, but I knew he could never see me the same way. Or so I thought..
“(Y/N)!! WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?!” He sprang up and released me from our tight hug. I was taken aback. I didn’t really know what to say. I stared at him in disbelief.. What was going on..
“(y/n).. I know you’re super smart at school and you’re awesome in every respect, but what the hell are you saying.. Do you not realize what I mean?? Damn, I thought I was oblivious, but you really are dumber than I am. (Y/n). Why do you think I’ve been around you so much? Why do you think I buy you food almost every day? Why do you think I’m afraid of what’s going to happen after high school?”
I could see his eyes starting to well up with tears. I’d never witnessed him like this. I was still in awe. Could he be saying what I secretly hoped he would say for years?
“I like you. I’ve liked you since I first saw you in my English class. You didn’t notice me, but I noticed you. You were always the first one to turn in your exams, and always the one at the top of our classes. I don’t know how else to make you understand. I couldn’t care less about studying, and I’ve always had decent enough grades to keep myself in good standing. But.. This was the only way I could get to you. The only way to keep being near you. I can’t believe it’s been years and it took you this long to figure it out..”
“Yuu. I don’t know what to say.. except.. I like you too.”
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liberolove · 3 years
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❀  fav/comfort characters:      • nishinoya yuu (hq)      • tsukishima kei (hq)      • gojou satoru (jjk)      • tokoyami fumikage (bnha)      • izuku midoriya (bnha)       • han jumin (mysme)
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