#licherally michael guerin and james mcgraw and bucky barnes and everyone just calling me on my direct line huh

[im-the-punk-who]

listen i know we all have a type but it’s actually *really* embarrassing how closely every one of my favorite characters overlaps it’s almost like I’m dealing with some internalized fear and trauma that makes me susceptible to the kind of character who feels they have to guard themselves and can’t be who they really are but when given that opportunity just completely transform into someone else that’s wild huh

#personal post #licherally michael guerin and james mcgraw and bucky barnes and everyone just calling me on my direct line huh #and all of them have that person that's like 'bro just chill you can trust me im gonna protect you i will literally fight god on your behalf #and the character and me just go HUH OKAY and melt into a puddle on the floor it really do be like that lmaoooo #i am embarrased by my own clownery on a daily basis ITS ALMOST LIKE TRAUMA AFFECTS HOW WE INTERACT WITH THE WORLD #ALMOST AS IF REAL LIFE EXPERIENCES AFFECT OUR CONSUMPTION OF MEDIA #anyway not me thinking about michael guerin being completely open with alex bc alex is the first person to have ever shown him kindness just #for the fuck of it and then throwing every single wall up when that didnt pan out HM not me youre thinking of the other im the punk who