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missnarcissistsworld · 11 months
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Is there another life? Shall I awake and find all this a dream? There must be, we cannot be created for this sort of suffering.
- John Keats
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selfhealingmoments · 8 months
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kth1 · 9 months
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he's full of passion and emotion, a true man
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aprilthebiqueen · 2 years
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Psst, if you suffer from chronic illness like me and are knowingly pushing yourself too hard out of guilt for not being “productive enough”, please stop. I know it’s hard but you don’t deserve to pay for it later. And we always pay for it later.
Your worth is not measured by how “productive” you are. You are worthy on the days you accomplish a dozen tasks and you are worthy on the days you lay in bed all day. You are always worthy. And that doesn’t fluctuate, even when your capabilities do.
It’s okay to rest. (And honestly, rest can be productive.)
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felizzlemynizzl · 10 months
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September is filled with love.
September is filled with peace.
September is filled with money.
September is filled with healing.
September is filled with blessings.
September is filled with happiness.
September is filled with good news.
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narwedraws · 7 months
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I miss them :(
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feelingsyouwontget · 7 months
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I've never felt so loved by anyone until you,
I've never felt so unloved by anyone until you.
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iwmflbb · 26 days
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Family/friends : how's life going?
Me : HAHAHAHA....Well...
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andy-wm · 8 months
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When Love Reveals Itself
The intersection of public and private in life and art.
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A few years ago I watched Her Private Life, a k-drama starring Park Min-young and Kim Jae-wook, both of whom I love seeing on-screen, and ONE (Jung Jae-won) who is adorably cute in this series.
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If you haven't seen it, here's a synopsis...
It's ostensibly about an art gallery curator - Doekmi - and her relationship with Ryan, the newly appointed director of the gallery (a position she deserved but of course didn't get). That part of narrative is a highly satisfying but predictable rom-com.
Doekmi is also a secret fangirl, and tries desperately (hilariously) to hide this side of her life, but that doesn't work out. I love the way this is dealt with and the understanding of the complexities of fan culture shown by the writers and cast. It's very relatable.
But maybe most importantly, this was one of the first k-dramas I watched that had an overtly queer narrative strand. I wont spoil anything but Ryan (Kim Jae-wook) is an absolute fucking legend in his efforts to be an LGBTQIA+ ally, even if he gets EVERYTHING wrong.
So how does this relate to our photo of Jimin, knee deep in water and smiling like this?
Episode 5 of Her Private Life has one of the most poignant scenes I've ever watched in a k-drama.
The scene isn't part of a major plot point but there are SPOILERS here.
The scene centres on an unpublished self-portrait taken by (deceased) renowned photographer-Yoon who was famous for his landscape photography. The portrait was his final photograph, taken just before he died.
The portrait was gifted to a reclusive writer who was lifelong friends with photographer-Yoon. He owns the rights to the photo, and he won't release it for publication.
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The portrait in question
Deokmi and Ryan are trying to convince the writer to allow the portrait to be displayed in an upcoming exhibition of work by photographer Yoon. The writer adamantly refuses.
Why?
Yoon is looking at someone he loves.
As Deokmi observes, the portrait shows Yoon smiling not at the camera, but at someone in front of the camera.
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He is looking at someone he loves.
For the writer, the portrait reveals too much. It exposes photographer-Yoon's feelings for the person in front of the camera, who is of course the writer himself. The writer knew of Yoon's feelings for him but could never acknowledge them while his friend was alive.
Lets go back to the photo of Jimin.
Something that really struck me about this photo of Jimin is the context of it. It was during the LGO MV shooting. He was splashing Jin and laughing, creating a small, happy moment for the music video (for us).
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But covid was rife and the world was at a standstill. Jimin was personally and privately devastated during this time*. It was part of the MV brief, I'm sure, to show that you could still find joy in simple things but we know he himself was not happy.
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So the happiness we see in those images is not his personal happiness. Even though he does genuinely look like hes having fun, that happiness is manufactured for us.
And then he looks up at the photographer and this we get this poignant, beautiful smile. Open, unguarded, and holding nothing back, his expression is so soft, so genuinely glad to see the person behind the camera.
He is looking at someone he loves and who he knows loves him in return.
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"I see you, and everything is better. The sun comes out because you’re here with me," It says.
There's a stillness in this image, as though Jimin -singled out - stopped what he was doing to look back at the photographer, shutting out all the activity surrounding the two of them and stealing a quiet moment with that person.
And that stolen moment would have remained secret and private forever, had the photographer not shared this photo.
But they did.
The photographer gave it to us.
Was this just for aesthetic reasons?
I don't believe so.
Of course, it is a beautiful portrait of Jimin. Aesthetically and emotively it's a striking photograph, but there must me HUNDREDS of beautiful photos of Jimin. The photographer could have chosen ANY of them. But they chose this one.
Now we have this moment on record.
We get to see Jimin feeling this love. We see him the way the photographer sees him. And yes, we know who he is looking at.
We know who was behind the camera.... because the photograher shared this with us too.
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Jungkook makes sure we know who took that photograph.
His Private Life becomes Art
In the drama series, the writer relents and takes Doekmi and Ryan upstairs to show them a locked room. It is full of photographs of himself, taken by photographer-Yoon over many years. In all of the pictures, he looks happy. Deokmi describes it as 'a love letter to the writer, from Photographer Yoon'.
The writer admits that he is ashamed that he never acknowledged Yoon's feelings. He didn't dislike them but he didn't have the courage to respond to them, which is why he can't release the portrait now. He can't reveal to the world how Yoon felt, when its too late to tell him that he knew, and that he didn't reject that love.
Ryan looks around at all the photos and says "Did you really ignore his heart? This smile does not look like it. You did not know your own heart, but photographer Yoon could have known it. As a photographer, how could he not notice it. He knew."
Their Private Life becomes public
That photo of Jimin is everywhere. Jungkook made sure of that.
The reticence of the two men in Her Private Life is nowhere to be found here.
Jungkook took this photo of the man he loves and one look at Jimin's face tells us that love is returned.
Just like photographer Yoon, Jungkook saw it and he knew we would all see it too.
But instead of hiding the picture in a locked room for decades, Jungkook published it in the most public forum imaginable. He put it into the music video for Life Goes On.
He consciously chose for us to see that photo.
Don't forget, he was the director of that music video too...
That private stolen moment, full of love and fondness, shows Jimin at his softest and his most vulnerable.
And maybe that's a side of Jimin only Jungkook sees. Maybe Jungkook wants us to know the Jimin HE knows. The open, unguarded Jimin who wears his heart on his sleeve the way Jungkook does. The most authentic, unafraid, beautiful Jimin.
The Jimin he loves the most.
💛💜
°~☆~°
*He told us in his Vlives, he told us in his album, he told us in his interviews. It was a hard, hard time for him.
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oddinary4bts · 2 years
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Life Goes On | Masterpost
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Here is a collection of fanfics that all take place in the same universe, with all the members falling in love one after the other.
☆summary:  Being the biggest boy band in the world can make it hard to find love. But in time, everyone finds the one that they were meant to find, the person that was forever theirs to begin with. Even the Bangtan boys aren’t an exception to that most simple rule of the universe, as they fall in love in the most unexpected places
☆rating: 18+
☆genre: snippets of life, idol!au
Park Jimin: I Want to Be with You
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☆summary: moving to Seoul has always seemed like a good idea, until the bubble bursts when you realize your new neighbour is Park Jimin, and he’s not the sweet angel you’ve always imagined him to be. Will the reality of Park Jimin forever be a nightmare, or will he turn into a sweet dream?  
☆genre: strangers (fan) to friends to lovers, idol!au; fluff, some slight angst, smut  
☆warnings:  mention of cheating, asshole jimin for a few moments, a tiny little bit of jealousy, alcohol consumption, throwing up. explicit content: oral sex (female receiving), edging, fingering, badly written dirty talk, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it babes), slightly dom! jimin, reader is shy and awkward and might give you a little bit of secondhand embarrassment, sad love confession
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Jeon Jungkook: The Boy with Galaxies in his Eyes
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☆summary: you had never thought the night sky could be found in someone’s eyes. That is, until you met Jeon Jungkook and his gravity pulled you in. Will he crush you with the galaxies in his eyes, or will you learn to explore his worlds and make them yours?
☆genre: fwb to lovers, idol!au; angst (a lot), smut (a whole lot too), fluff
☆warnings: oc’s ex-boyfriend died and it takes an important place in the story, swearing, fuckboy Jungkook, fuckgirl oc, a whole bunch of red flags, miscommunication (they learn how to communicate don’t worry), exes that can’t stay out of your life, alcohol, explicit content: fingering, pussy slapping, squirting, oral sex (male and female receiving), mouth fucking, dirty talking, jungkook has a slight begging kink and an exhibitionism kink (not that present in the fic), dom!jk, switch!reader, car sex, sex in a tent, hair pulling (I think), tits/nipple play, unprotected sex, a little bit of ass slapping  
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Drabbles
➳The First Time (teaser)
➳The First Time
Jeong Hoseok: unnamed
☆genre: dance partners to lovers, idol!au
Coming soon!
Min Yoongi: Now We Reign
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☆summary: when Min Yoongi approaches you to collab on a song together, you know you can’t refuse such a golden opportunity. On one dreaded night, you find unexpected comfort in his proximity, and he finds solace on your lips. But are you made to be with him, or will the hurdles drive you apart?
☆genre: work collaborators to lovers, idol!au, smut, angst, fluff
☆warnings: alcohol, cursing, OC has family problems similar to those Yoongi went through, financial insecurity, loneliness, cheating but not cheating because they are on a break, sexist interviewer, explicit content: grinding, dom!reader, switch!Yoongi, big dick!Yoongi, oral sex (male and female receiving), jerking off, face riding, tits/nipples play, hickey, fingering, protected sex, choking, clit play, denied orgasms (due to consensual drunk sex), fingering, mentions of anal sex, handcuffs, anal plug, anal fingering
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Kim Namjoon: Emotions of the Soul
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☆summary: when Namjoon reappears in your life after thirteen years of absence, you find yourself unsure of what he means to you, and of what you mean to him. Anxiety reigns over you, but will it be enough to drag you away from Kim Namjoon?
☆genre: high school sweethearts to strangers to lovers, idol!au, smut, angst, fluff
☆warnings: alcohol, anxiety, a reference to the reader in Now We Reign if you guys can catch it, cursing, stupid teenage threats of m*rder, an appearance from the reader in Forever, pet names, paparazzi, imposter syndrome, an ugly teenage breakup flashback, explicit content: mentions of blindfolding, switch!Namjoon, big dick!Namjoon, switch!reader, oral sex (male and female receiving), jerking off, dirty talking?, balls fondling, face riding, breast play, fingering, protected sex and unprotected sex, praise, hair pulling (ish), ass slapping, tummy bulge (? lmao), choking, cumshot, cum eating, he calls her a slut in the heat of the action like once I think?
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Kim Seokjin: Forever
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☆summary: three years ago, your relationship with jin ended in fights and tears. When life puts him back on your path, you catch a glimpse of light in his eyes that you thought had died when you broke up. Will your relationship blossom into a well-deserved forever or will you lose the love of your life again?
☆genre: ex-fiancés to lovers, idol!au, angst, smut, fluff
☆warnings: alcohol consumption, oc and jin fight a lot and don’t talk enough, oc is a little mean to jin and jin is a patient angel, cursing, inaccurate cooking terms, oc gets wounded on a nail, a bunch of nostalgia and regrets. explicit content: choking kink, grinding, a little bit of tits play, fingering, oral sex (female receiving), a little bit of dirty talking, dom!jin, big dick!jin, protected sex
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Kim Taehyung: Crazy for You
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☆summary:  you’ve known Kim Taehyung your whole life. When you meet again at a party hosted by your best friend, alcohol looses your lips and you spill your secrets to your childhood crush. Will Taehyung give in to your desire, or will you be struck by remorse?
☆genre: best friend’s brother to lover, idol!au, a smidge of fake dating trope, angst, fluff, smut
☆warnings: alcohol consumption, getting ghosted before the story takes place, lying/hiding the truth to a best friend for months, unclear relationship (and what comes with it), sort of miscommunication? but not really, cursing, mention of a grandparent passing away, a very awkward dinner with all the members and their own readers (no one is named, gets a little redundant? but since everyone is a reader, it had to be done), pregnancy (at the veryyyy end of the fic), explicit content: virgin and unexperienced!reader, dom!tae, praising, fingering, ass slapping, tits play, oral sex (female and male receiving), tied-up sex, whip (not really used in the fic), dirty talking?, protected and unprotected sex, jerking off, taehyung is lowkey a freak
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bts-trans · 1 year
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[KOR/ENG LYRICS] Life Goes On by Agust D
어떠한 이유로 우리가 For some reason
멀어져 버리게 되었지 We’ve drifted apart
하지만 우리 우리 우리는 But we, we, we
원망하지 않기로 해 Decided not to blame each other
그 무엇도 우리 사이를 We said that
떼어낼 수 없다 했는데 Nothing could ever tear us apart
자꾸만 두려워져가 But I keep becoming afraid
영영 멀어질까 봐 That we’ll keep growing apart forever
이 음악을 빌려 너에게 나 전할게 I’ll take this music as a chance to share myself with you
사람들은 말해 세상이 다 변했대 Everyone says the world has changed
다행히도 우리 사이는 아직 여태 안 변했네 Thankfully, things between us still haven’t changed yet*
우리 인사하자 bye 아닌 hello Let’s greet each other not with ‘bye’ but ‘hello’*²
세상이 내 뜻대로 안된다 해도 Even if the world doesn’t go my way
우리 바람대로 며칠 밤만 세고 Never forget, if we just wait a few more nights
다시 만날 날을 너는 절대 잊지 마 We’ll meet again, just like we hoped*³
시간은 흘러가고 Time flows on
누군가는 잊혀가겠지 Some will be forgotten
그저 하고픈 대로 Just how they wanted
시간은 마치 파도 Time is like a wave
썰물처럼 밀려가겠지 It’ll be washed away like the tide
그래도 잊지 말고 나를 찾아줘 But don’t forget, come find me
모두가 멈춰버려진 이 순간 This moment when everything has stopped
오늘따라 멀어 보이는 현관 The door that looks especially far away today
Life goes on
Life goes on
Life goes on
Life goes on
모두가 떨어져 버린 이 순간 This moment when everything has fallen apart
어제보다 멀어지는 우리 사이 We’re farther apart than we were yesterday
Life goes on
Life goes on
Life goes on
Life goes on
10년간 내가 지나간 자리 This place I’ve passed through for 10 years
무수히 많은 상처와 영광까지 With so many wounds and so much glory
지나보니 추억의 한순간 매 순간을 마지막처럼 달려왔지만 난 아직도 겁이 나 Looking back, every memory, every moment, I ran like it was the last but I’m still afraid
I know I know 지금 이 자린 I know I know right now, right here
금세 추억이 되어 버릴 자리 This place will soon become a memory
두려워하지 마 내 인생의 마지막까진 끊임없이 삶은 계속될 테니까 Don’t be afraid, because life will go on endlessly until the end of my life
시간은 흘러가고 Time flows on
누군가는 잊혀가겠지 Some will be forgotten
그저 하고픈 대로 Just how they wanted
시간은 마치 파도 Time is like a wave
썰물처럼 밀려가겠지 It’ll be washed away like the tide
그래도 잊지 말고 나를 찾아줘 But don’t forget, come find me
모두가 멈춰버려진 이 순간 This moment when everything has stopped
오늘따라 멀어 보이는 현관 The door that looks especially far away today
Life goes on
Life goes on
Life goes on
Life goes on
모두가 떨어져 버린 이 순간 This moment when everything has fallen apart
어제보다 멀어지는 우리 사이 We’re farther apart than we were yesterday
Life goes on
Life goes on
Life goes on
Life goes on
Translators’ Notes: 
*The same lyrics as Suga’s verse in BTS’ ‘Life Goes On’.
2. The words ‘hello’ and ‘goodbye’ in Korean are both said as ‘annyeong/안녕’. This is also possibly connected to J-Hope’s verse in BTS’ ‘Life Goes On’ where he sings “The word ‘annyeong’ with which we start and end the days”.
3. This is possibly a callback to the lyrics “If you just stay up a few more nights I’ll come meet you, I’ll come meet you” from BTS’ ‘Spring Day’.
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muzzleroars · 21 days
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Au where Mike actually starts healing but any flesh regened is plant based, so, like, bro is actually part plant, and isn't rotting, plant angel, he still grows flowers 'n stuff, and they react with his emotions, changing colors, wilting, all that jazz
ouuughh....mike as a microcosm of the death, rot, and rebirth of life following god's disappearance, not truly alive himself but now no longer just supporting plant growth and instead restored by it, living through it. he is symbiotic, able to feel the warmth of the sun and gentle touch through the plants that weave into him, at peace with where he's ended.
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dolores-hazy · 2 months
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Inversion
It's funny how things change
Faster than the blink of an eye
You might not ever know why
Even though it was worth the while
Can't yet look back and smile
With a gash still open wide
Clasped another double-edged sword
Cleaning and dressing the wound
Harder to do when not seeing straight
Wanting to not look back but unable to refrain
Masochism must be a claim to fame
Pain shadows every stunted move
Melancholy tainting every day
Sometimes for the better but still
It's sad how things change
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vvyvernicus · 7 months
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"In a thousand years, when I've all but forgotten how to love yet again, you'll flit back into my heart, and I'll weep wondering what happened to my mad love."
Quote is from Astarion from Baldurs Gate 3, but I think it represents them quite well.
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