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#life is a lonely feeling
iiflywithmeii25 · 19 days
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everything fucking hurts and i wanna bang my head on the wall
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neonbuck · 3 months
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you have to love people for real. and that means loving them as people who have flaws, and will annoy you or get on your nerves some times. treating them like a toy or product you can throw away when you get bored or upset is not acceptable. it's what we've been conditioned to do, but it makes the world worse.
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vroomvroomwee · 7 months
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Does anyone else feel lonesome?
Not lonely. Not alone. Just... lonesome. Like you don't feel connected to anyone. Like you never feel that you will find anyone that understands you, that will see you truly, let alone someone who will even like you. You see friends everywhere, but you don't see yourself in their place, like that is not for you, like you're not made for that and that's not made for you. You see people having fun and laughing and dancing and getting drunk and falling in love and you just... don't feel that for yourself. Like you're not supposed to have that, like you can't because it's not for you and you're not for it.
Like you're supposed to be seeing all these beautiful things in the world but not experience them yourself. Like you want to experience so much, experience everything, but be overwhelmed by it so you don't do any of it.
Like you want to be everywhere and do everything, but you don't belong anywhere and can't do anything. Like you're not supposed to be here. Not in a self-deprecating way but in an incongruous way. You want to live you want to be alive, but you feel you're not supposed to be. Not here at least, not like this. Just a presence in the world, not an active member of it. Even your body doesn't feel like home, your face isn't a face you recognise, like you're not supposed to have either. Like you're just supposed to be.
Like you're supposed to observe, but not experience.
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sunnlily · 8 months
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"it hurts to be something, it's worse to be nothing with you" from promise - laufey
dan heng's indifference to jing yuan hurts :^)
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theminecraftbee · 4 months
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also, okay, scar thought: so it's kind of funny that scar like, keeps on going "maybe THIS is the session i finally make friends again, maybe?" and then he gets hit with a task that makes him push everyone away EVEN HARDER. "i am trying so hard to stay hinged" says man who kind of doesn't actually want to be an unhinged loose canon but just. can't. help. it.
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inrockstarfashion · 13 days
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I just want to be domestic with him.
I want to wake up and make him coffee. I want to be cooking breakfast and see him stumbling into the kitchen with crazy bed head, all bleary eyed, and hug me from behind before kissing the side of my head. I want to hug him and kiss his cheek. I want to lay on top of him and draw random shapes on his chest while we watch TV. I want him to lay on top of me while I run my fingers through his hair and trace the features on his face.
I just want to be soft with him.
Ciao!
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sad-empty-lost · 1 year
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You know you’re fucked when……..you’ve accepted that your life will end by suicide, and you’re okay with it.
That is where I am right now.
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gukgak-pi · 3 months
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we haven’t talked enough about adaine and her army of Lil Guys. i want her to end this season with just a comedic level of Lil Guys around her constantly.
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fairytale-lights · 6 months
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I hate the trend of equating "the quiet kid" with the idea of a kid who's most likely to bring weapons to school. I keep seeing it for some reason and it's so frustrating to me. Quiet kids aren't evil just because you don't know them! Those kids don't have any friends and treating them like they're one wrong move away from violence just isolates them even more. They're not doing anything to anyone and people are acting like they're scary!
#i guess maybe this is just the current version of treating quiet kids like they're weird#the current form of weirdness people accuse them of. it seems like people who aren't in the quiet kid category#just think there's inherently something wrong with them for the fact that they're different or something#like is it really that hard to just let them live their lives?? how is someone not talking bothering you??#i don't understand why people act like being quiet is so weird or offensive or unheard of. they're not doing anything!!!#youtube was recommending me some short with a joke about when you see the quiet kid reach into their bag or something#and that's just one of the things that manages to consistently irritate me. quiet kids aren't hurting anyone by being quiet#and when you see them do something normal you shouldn't treat them like dangerous criminals#if you think quiet kids are weird and you don't understand them maybe try being their friend???#they don't have friends. that's generally the difference. that's it#they're probably lonely and this isolates them more. they wouldn't have no friends if they knew how!!#and in the case that it is quiet kids who get bullied who hurt people? again: maybe try being nice to them!!!#i wouldn't excuse that but i feel like that's an easy solution. so many kids feel like they don't have friends like no one cares or no one#likes them. and that's why people feel like their own lives are terrible. maybe just be kind to people? be a friend to people who don't hav#friends? being kind encourages further kindness. there are no downsides#maybe you'll turn someone's life around by being the only person who's ever been kind to them#my post#i feel a little bit like. maybe it's the fact that I'm not a Quiet Kid anymore but i WAS and i GET IT. and i feel like i need to defend the#nobody else is apparently!!#when i was in high school i knew this kid. i didn't realize for a while that people were scared of him like that#i just thought he's quiet he doesn't have friends people don't talk to him they probably think he's weird. in other words: he's like me#and then people started making up rumors about him threatening to shoot up the school when he didn't#my sisters will still come home and talk about kids at school who are quiet like 'she's so weird she doesn't have any friends'#does it ever occur to you that maybe she wishes she had friends!!! she's not doing that to be weird on purpose!#and even if she was she's not hurting anybody. why do people always act like quiet kids are doing something wrong???#popular posts
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suffersinfandom · 20 days
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Hey.
OFMD fans? Thank you.
Thank you for making art and writing fic. Thank you for typing out meta and analyzing overlooked details and arguing about interpretation and intention. Thank you for making gifs and recoloring stills. Thank you for cosplaying. Thank you for collecting news, memes, and behind-the-scenes from other platforms and bringing them to Tumblr. Thank you for sharing your favorite fanworks so the rest of us can see them.
Thank you for being good to others. Thank you for donating to fundraisers and mutual aid. Thank you for uplifting other voices and creating a safe space ship where even timid people who have never participated in an intense fandom before feel welcome.
Thank you to the folks who are kind to the people who disagree with them. Thank you to people who are truly willing to talk it through, who block instead of engaging negatively, and who ignore opinions that make them mad.
Thank you to everyone who likes and comments and reblogs. Thank you to the lurkers and the cheerleaders. Thank you to creators who are still afraid to share their creations but create anyway.
I love Our Flag Means Death and I love this fandom. I love you, and I hope you'll stick around. No matter how much or little you participate, you're part of the crew; whether we've spoken or not, you're my friend.
Thank you.
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idrilearfalas · 5 months
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If Marvel has a heart the series will end with Mobius and Loki driving together a jet ski, laughing and teasing each other but clearly in love, and then the camera will move to Sylvie, watching from a distance, someone next to her we don't see yet.
And she tells them, "You see? I wasn't lying"
And the camera shows this other person and it's our Thor (audience goes OMG), teared up but with a smile on his face saying, "You weren't. He really is happy"
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iiflywithmeii25 · 19 days
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why can’t all the feelings just fucking
s t o p
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lonelyslutavatar · 1 year
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Can't stop thinking about dad!Peter adopting Martin so he could have a protege and him having to deal with the difficulties of caring for a child who came from an abusive home
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lemon-wedges · 11 months
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Sorry I shot your boyfriend into space. Yeah, sorry he's on his way Jupiter as we speak. Ha ha ha yeah I know its a good one. 
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stuckinapril · 4 months
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i literally have the bestest friends ever. like of all time
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noname-404s-blog · 7 months
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