#life is agony

[superhater]

can you tell at what point my wacom pen stopped working

#eddsworld #tomtord #tom #tord #my art #ellsworld #tamara #tori #do yk how annoying that was #i spent 3 hours troubleshooting and installing drivers #and it still doesnt work #life is agony

[hrtley]

want to make a welcome home layout SOOO BADDDDD

#life is agony #i feel like i'm stuck in a glue trap #my text

[willows-woes]

i disgust myself.

#EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME #I HATE MYSELF. i hate my fucking life i hate my brain i hate my body #every time i eat what i want i feel horrible #every time i starve i feel horrible #life is agony

[seokmatthewz]

I wanna gif but im too tired so tomorrow will be gif day since I have to get up at 9am and will be free after 11 djdmnddj

#life is agony #iri.txt

[intervoids]

auchk it hurts so much and i have to pack it in to a pocket inside me that is too little and all the while i just want to scream in agony until it feels like my skull veins will burst. i want to sob and wail. but i know that version of me who lets it out, shes in me and she screams and wails and sobs on my behalf.

and what do i do to repay this debt? i make her shelter, too, in that tiny pocket in me where a million pains and gruesome woes reside, creating in me some kind of dense neutron star of abysmal hurt

#i dont care if agony is a dramatic word #i am in agony #life is agony #happiness is stuck under something and no matter how i train i can never lift it #i try and i try and i try but i wear my arms out and then i try and i try and i try and theres sweat everywhere #and my body feels flayed and my heart feels doomed and then the thing budges just a little for a moment and i go on #tearing muscle from bone and the thing doesnt budge and the happiness i see has imprints from the thing and a crust and is sun-bleached #and i think its a lost cause and its too far gone and face the music: its never gonna happen #and i look up and insee all these other people walking around town in their clear skin and nice clothes and they have happiness #and i am certain that i am not only weak but also simply not one of those human beings destined for a fulfilling soul-soaring life of joy #i am for the scrapes and the skids and the grout #i am for the dirt and the nettles and the cockroach #i am for the deluded waste-aways and the broken zombies #i am for everything existing and living that no person with an inflated social ego would allow themselves to experience #i am the dead end and the life without living #we die here #this is no noble spaceship-earth #this is our tomb and i have met none who were willing to die as noble scum when they could strive to be the worst scum of nobles #and so i gave no hope after seeing the true selfishness of every person who pretends to be earnest and open #liars is what the world is made of #for every well intentioned person with an ounce of humility theres a billion well intentioned people who would skin you for their ego

[bugsinthebayou]

rejoice! wolfwood's big naturals be upon ye!!

#captains orders #original post was: #[guy who hasnt drawn in a few weeks voice] yeah the world is horrible and life is agony

[melop-hile]

holding for my psychiatrist's office is what i expect my own personal hell to be like

#life is agony #i hate calling important places #why cant i just text somebody #i have to rehearse what ima say #and throw up #it takes me 10 minutes to press the call button

[vvillowatomica]

i wish i knew someone who likes the walking dead like i do

#life is agony

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #tulu xuanwu #blood #Vomit on his sweater already; mom's spaghetti #I love drawing teenji because he gets to be a lot more expressive than Older Lan Wangji. #wwx is trying so hard to be supportive and it keeps backfiring for lwj. #“There's no way I would ever want you carnally ^_^” meanwhile the guy who wants him carnally is losing his mind in agony. #Hot tip if you keep finding yourself in Lan Zhan's shoes: consider being more obvious. Give up on trying to be subtle with an ADHDer. #His game is SO BAD. Abysmally bad rizz. I do not think it was possible for these to to have a chance to get together in this life. #He has no plan. He has no healthy outlet for his feelings. He is looking at his half naked crush and losing his shot. #F in the chat for Lan Zhan. He's just been accidently rejected and he is about to be accused of being straight. #Meta commentary moment: I am going to try very hard to be more consistent with outfits and details across comics #I have had some...difficulties in the past with forgetting details (COUGH the vermillion mark COUGH) #New year new goals! Wish my ADHD eyes and brain good luck!

[artis-dead]

Wood loaf, right out of the oven.

#Artisanal bread #wood loaf #life is agony #midjourney

[phantom-of-the-keurig]

My honest post bad batch season 3 premiere reaction

#I’m in agony #the wait for episode 4 is literally going to end my life #tbb season 3 #the bad batch #tbb omega #tbb crosshair #tbb spoilers #(I guess? but not really)

[burnt-toast2]

Had a horrible little thought about tbhk chapter 112 and thought I should share it with the class :)

Imagine Teru and Nene go to Tsuchigomori for help and he tells them the best place to look for clues would be going to Amane’s house where he’s still alive (and 64 years old) and when they arrive they’re greeted by his wife who is the polar opposite of Yashiro and yet looks just like everything Yashiro has always wanted to look like, thinner legs, bigger chest, you get the idea, just imagine how absolutely devastating it must be to look upon your dearest beloved and seeing him happily married without a single memory of you ever existing, every happy moment you’ve shared has been long erased and replaced by his new love who has been there all his life.

Even worse is the fact that since she never travelled back in time during the festival arc he never met her as a child, nor did he meet her during his school years when she came through the door, he never made the wish to see the pretty girl once more because he never came to know of her existence, he lived as just that, a science teacher

#tbhk manga #tbhk #toilet bound hanako kun #yashiro nene #amane yugi #tbhk hanako #hananene #tbhk chapter 112 #they bring me so much joy yet absolute agony #kind of life eremika

[sherlockggrian]

For the first time in a long time, Grian realizes something.

The people in this world love each other. They care about each other. Grian has spent so long isolating himself, keeping a safe distance from any real alliance, making sure everyone knew they couldn't trust him in the end, because there is always an end, always chaos, and no matter what happens, the only way out is to die. Grian knew that, he still knows that, but for the first time, he can see something else too.

When he presses the button and dies, for a moment he can see everything, all the destruction, the weight of it all. He can see all of the greens and yellows, coming together to defeat the wither, fighting together, not each other, fighting for their lives and their teammates and friends.

Afterwards, they bury Mumbo and Jimmy together. This time it feels different. Grian's killed before. He's killed both Mumbo and Jimmy at his own hands. And he knows it's his fault, this time, too, but it's different because it didn't even matter. For the first time in what feels like years of this game, Grian feels fucking terrible. He's felt guilt before, but never this sort of grief, never this level of horror at what he's created. Because this isn't the usual world of every man for himself, of utter chaos and bloodshed, this is a world where everybody came together, and for the first time, Grian starts to understand why Scott still believes in love, and hope.

And the watchers hate it. They hate what they've always hated about Grian - that he's still human.

#secret life #agony really. agony #slsmp #trafficblr #grian #mumbo jumbo #jimmy solidarity #solidaritygaming #canary curse #watcher lore #watcher grian

[beaft]

i never normally experience the maternal instinct except where small animals are concerned, but there is a regular at my café who looks so perpetually soggy and depressed that he provokes in me an almost uncontrollable urge to take him to the back room and feed him soup

#i've never met anyone in real life who looks so much like a cartoon of an exhausted person #he's maybe 20 something but he has got the dark circles and woebegone expression of a man who's lived countless centuries of agony #be shh now

[apridotz]

🏜 WIP!

god sorry for my lack posts fr. ( been hit with the worst artblock ive had so far 💀)

#THE TEN WIPS IN MY GALLERY ARE ALL SCREAMING IN AGONY. #im not dead i swear !! #adrien art #art #mcyt #trafficblr #life series #3rd life #secret life #scarian #desertduo #desert duo #trafficblr fanart #life series fanart #hermitshipping #trafficshipping #trafficshipblr #art wip #secret life fanart #3rd life smp #secret life smp #trafficsmp #traffic life series #life series smp #grian fanart #gtws #gtws fanart #goodtimeswithscar #grian #goodtimewithscar fanart

[mikakuna]

thinking about how isolated jason was throughout his entire life is not for the weak!!!

as a child, he was homeless, both parents gone, and had no friends. he couldn't have been more isolated during a time where he should've been making friends in school.

as robin, he had no hero friends his age like dick, tim, and damian have. all he had was bruce and alfred. it didn't seem like any of the school kids particularly liked him. he was so alone during his robin years, those young teenage years where he should've been surrounded by friends and peers.

then he comes back to life, gets sent to a care home where he's unaware of everything, survives alone on the streets for a year, lives with talia for a year where he's just basically used like a science experiment while catatonic, and then he finally returns to gotham and literally just works alone. artemis and bizzaro come later on but even they eventually leave.

he was so alone and it's sad to think that he never got the chance to be a typical hero or child like dick, tim, and damian got to be

#the agony that is jason todd's life #why is he always alone #he literally has no friends of his own #artemis and bizzaro came and went #roy and kori are dick's friends first #the only people jason interacts with are the batfam #and criminals and children #he's so lonely please give him a family that will actually love and cherish him #give him a lover who will smother him with love #is it too much to ask for #jason todd #red hood #batman #dc #jason peter todd #robin jason todd