First I was confident and cheerful, then they said don't be like that, something is wrong with you, and now they want me to be confident and outgoing again.
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You know what sucks the most? I have had an incredibly hard and challenging year personally. This blog was started as a way to cope and escape and deal with those hard feelings. Just as I was taking the support of a straw to start rowing my way back to the shore again, it all broke down. Yet again. It feels so disappointing and depressing. I have had my heart shatter into a million pieces over and over this year. This just feels like ripping off a band aid from an unhealed wound.
There I go, sweeping together the million broken pieces of my heart yet again and trying to hold the shards in my hands as they bleed from the cuts. I keep walking forward.
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It's the way job searching puts me in the foulest mood every single time godddd
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When the world just makes you go
So you say fuck it, and deep clean the house to serial killer podcasts.
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Growing up is learning that it’s okay to not give a fuck about certain things and people.
There is one post graduation event (nothing formal, it’s a day where the graduates prank the school staff and students - a tradition in my country) going on at my school currently and these mfs are trying to guilt trip people into helping organize that shit.
Like, girl do I look like I’ll get up at 6 on a Sunday to help you throw some chairs around for about 12 hours to have ca. 2 hours of “fun” on Monday when you want me to drag my ass to school once more?
And the horrible thing is I would have totally done that 2 years ago, but I couldn’t care less today.
The magic of therapy and selfworth, ya’ll… I can only recommend it!
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watching our youth team win 7-1 in a cup with nwaneri scoring 5 while our senior team can't even score one goal
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Ah yes the prompt for flufftober....yes it was supposed to be for today.
Of course it's not done.
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The older I get, the more I understand why people drink after a long day at work.
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I desperately want to get myself on a more productive routine but honestly doing anything is so hard
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I'm tired of this life. I can't even read posts here. I'm just scrolling through the feed without trying to understand what is written.
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