#life lost

[spinningjupiters]

// undone //

The first time

I saw death

It came without a warning

It just stepped

Through the back door

Without a noise

It travelled miles

In my beloveds dreams

It carried through

The wind a peculiar smell

Not of flesh rotting

But of hearts breaking

And worlds ending

The first time

I saw it

There was no face

It wore a mask

Of whomever

It was about to take

The words I said

Remained stunned

In mid air

My intentions to stay

Were left in despair

So the next time it came

I knew it was here to take

All the sorrows

These worldy mistakes

My heart was already broken

So it could feel

What it was like to lose

Someone worthy

But this time I knew

I couldn't hesitate

I had to welcome it inside

Or it would break through

My beloved was asleep

And I didn't want to let them know

That they were about to leave

To where?

No one knows

But I wished them well

Bid them farewell

Slowly it came many times again

Now I'm familiar

With how it looks

How it keeps taking

And how it aches

But I also have learnt

That I can heal

And not try to outstay

What is being taken from me

One day it will arrive

And my time would've come

There's no escaping

What has been written

It cannot be undone

#poetry #poem #what keeps me going #spilled ink #writerscreed #personal #spilled thoughts #this #words #spilled words #poeticstories #my words #wise words #true words #inspirational words #wordsnquotes #words words words #poems on life #life lost #home & lifestyle #whats life #inked girls #soilled ink #bendy and the ink machine #inkillustration #word #like #death and dying

[lukewarm-feel]

That life, I almost got it back

I fought through injury after injury

I held on as tightly as I could

And even after my grip slipped away, I managed to once again find purchase

Only to find that thorns had grown on the branch I so desperately grasped for

But perhaps they were there all along

#poem #poetry #lost self #nostalgic #reminiscing #life lost #healing #can't go back #original work #prose #moving on

[climbingoutofit]

I found out today my divorce will be finished in about 3 months. I spoke with my ex about it today. Why is it that the last 10 years of being married she was so mean and hateful and controlling. The woman I spoke with today was the woman I fell in love with. The one who was kind, loving accepting and empathetic. It's like she came back from the dead. Seeing her this way made me miss her so much. While I am so grateful we are getting along right now, I know I'm so much happier where I am now. Yet, I can feel my heart, what's left of it, crumbling to pieces. I know I'll always love her. I know I'll always miss her, forever...

~Ç~

#words or something #spilled words #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #alone with my thoughts #my thoughts #the ex #divorce #still love her #miss her forever #life lost #cindyv #reeverdawg #~Ç~

[lab-gr0wn-lambs]

And lemme know your age (if you feel comfortable!), and when you got your first phone in the tags!

If these options are scuffed I'm sorry, I genuinely have no clue how many phones people are "supposed" to have had (hence the poll)

#polls #I'll go first: I'm 22 i got my first phone at 12 and im on my 3rd phone #never broken one but i left the last one on the feckin bus :( #it was a hand-me-down from me mum so it had a good life #lost me damn photos tho

[wisedreamerreview]

Every One, Every Piece, is Needed

Good morning all.  A cold but quiet morning. Outside the temperature is slowing rising but I know it won’t go far. I’ve chatted with mom a couple of times and enjoyed my breakfast. I’ve scrolled through memories and various news articles. A normal, usual, every day beginning. That is for me and possibly for most of us. But not, for some.  Last night as I was preparing to call it done having…

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#all lives matter #killed #life #life is important #life lost #love one another #missing pieces #murdered #respecting life #shot

[mumblesplash]

i say if you’re gonna have the mysterious entities speak in rhyme you might as well commit (EDIT: part 2!)

(posting an unprecedented Part 1 of At Least 3 bc i actually have the entire script and most of the storyboarding for this done already)

#yknow. got an idea. had a breakdown. bon appetit #this was the creative impulse i was referring to on sunday #my art #secret life #secret life spoilers #slsmp #grian #geminitay #briefly #trafficblr #also #mostly bc i am proud of it and partly bc i want people to know it’s on purpose: #grian is not trying to rhyme at all in this part. he is being deliberately unhelpful #he lowkey tries to fuck it up on purpose in that second to last panel but the secret keepers just switch rhyme schemes #the one time he completes an end rhyme is because he lost his temper #anyway yeah this was motivated mostly by me wanting to see if i could do it

[allthewhumpygoodness]

Big fan of when a character's grief/trauma/guilt manifests as physical symptoms. Big fan of characters keeping things so tight inside them that it makes them sick. Big fan of when the line blurs between a character's mental trauma and physical illness until it's hard to tell which is which anymore.

#whump #k once i did a fic where a character had pneumonia #and also was in Big Mental Distress and mentally going over all the people he'd lost in his life etc #and i gotta say i'm proud of myself for bringing up the recurrent motif of his chest being pianful...like is it from being sick & coughing #or bc he's grieving so badly it's putting him in physical pain #ANYWAY

[lamina-tsrif]

real event that occured that i cant stop thinking about

#when i tell you i couldnt breath #almost lost my life at that laptop #we both doubled over #im so glad no one came and asked what we were doing

[mobius-m-mobius]

#the Nowhere Man who waits and the God of Stories who watches

#mobius #loki #lokius #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #loki spoilers #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #owenwilsonedit #marvel #dianagifs #😩😭 #what... in the most tragic of romances did i just witness #gotta rewatch tomorrow but cannot BELIEVE how okay i am with everything atm??? #their story clearly isn't done their burden is obviously going on without each other and they exist fundamentally connected #they've lost everything but being able to see mobius every step of the way is enough for loki to make the sacrifice #and mobius left for his timeline with no other purpose than to make sure loki could do just that #now they're lost without each other?? the only thing mobius can do is exist for a moment in loki's creation i'm UNWELL #god this is the star crossed angst that's gonna keep me going for the rest of my LIFE they're my everything #loki s2 spoilers

[moonilit]

He got some fact checking to do

#Crepus lost like 5 years of his life at that moment #He will lose more #You can tell me Diluc cried and was all ‘was i a bad older brother’ #I don’t believe it #Kaeya probably told him he will go check things out in sumeru #And diluc was sure. #They are kids they probably don’t know how long a mile is #‘Far’ is just what’s behind the hill #I like to think crepus took the next ship immediately #He didn’t even returned to the winery that day #He just handed Diluc to addy jcsthnk #Crepus #kaeya #diluc #genshin impact

[lovelostjourney]

I have settled for scraps my entire life. Why don't I believe that I deserve better? All that I have chosen have done nothing but use me and throw me away. Where and when did I learn that this is okay? Can I break free and start anew with a better view of my value?

#hope for future #longing #forbidden love #alwaysnumber2 #passion #heart ache #forevernumber2 #hope #lust then love #distrust #life lost #i want to be loved #please

[nouverx]

Vox won the hottest Hazbin Hotel character poll on twitter against Lucifer in the final round and I can't stop thinking about it I love my pathetic TV Girl he deserves it

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin vox #hazbin alastor #vox #my art #comic #autodesk sketchbook #digital art #I followed the whole thing earlier today and it was like running a fucking marathon istg #he stayed at 50/50 with Lucifer for so long and only went to 51 in the last 2 hours it was wild #my poor guy fought for his life out there #ALSO IT'S SO FUNNY HOW ALASTOR LOST AGAINST LUCI IN THE SECOND ROUND BUT VOX MANAGED TO BEAT LUCI???? WHAT??? #I'm not complaining ofc I love Vox but if Vox managed to do it why not Alastor aghjsagjjsab #anyways I love my tv girl

[aslyran]

Visions

#i have so much love for botw link #he remembers nothing but the weight of the sword #he is willing to take in incredible amounts of pain and responsibility just to understand himself and his previous life a bit better #its not as if he’s not responsible and courageous #but this iteration of link has lost so much-even before the game it seems taking his destiny has made him quiet #dunno remember who was it who wrote #‘the sword became a needle snd with the thread of destiny; it sew his lips’ #but apart from the desesperation of looking for a trace of himself in all things #he is also guilty and scared of what his past holds #anyways i should write a fanfic not pour this into tags #botw #breath of the wild #link #legend of zelda #master sword #animation #procreate dreams #link botw

[astrowarr]

i just watched scott's session 7 and noticed a pattern: every single person forgot about grian.

grian hasn't been caught yet, cleo and scott establish. barely a minute later, scott is leading cleo and bigb by the hands to his secret spot and saying "i think we're the last three." like the name has slipped right out of his hands.

as etho tells the other zombies that no, actually, he doesn't want to kill cleo, it occurs to him suddenly. "actually, i kind of want grian to succeed on this, don't i? he's my teammate," he says, not like he doesn't care for grian, but like he's shocked he even forgot in the first place. (seconds later, he lifts his gaze to the sky, and he sees where grian is hiding. he's the only one who sees. he carries this secret with him as he watches grian run, an apology of sorts; sorry I forgot. I hope this makes it better.)

but it got me thinking: this is what grian does, isn't it? even since 3rd life, where he hid in the shadow of scar, whose face was always, always in the light, as he burrowed under doorways, covered in redstone and days-old blood. no one thinks of him as scar sells them the coffins grian will put them in.

grian has mastered the art of becoming nothing. he's so nothing, in fact, that his presence glances off the skin of even his friends. his name slips away from them. he disappears time and time again, falling through their fingers like sand. there are brief moments: "where's grian?" someone asks, but their blood is boiling and their fingers are itching. the image is a mirage and the sand crumbles at their fingertips. it's gone as soon as it comes; back to cleo, green cleo, uninfected cleo.

a reminder, perhaps from the universe itself. he is nothing but a ghost of a memory, a whisper of a promise. this is by design. the universe is telling him this, as it strings grian up limb by limb: you were only ever meant to watch.

#poeticism is lost to me im half asleep is this nonsensical #i dont care let me sum this up #watcher grian #thats all #grian #secret life #secret life spoilers #desert duo #trafficblr #ethoslab #zombiecleo #scott smajor #roomies #watchers #scarian #kinda? #3rd life #third life #watercolor words

[prokopetz]

Describing my own writing that I accidentally misplaced before posting it anywhere as "lost media" because, you know, technically

#life #writing #lost media in the 'i know it's around here SOMEWHERE' sense

[lonesome-dreamsss]

his handprint may be burned into your skin but it's still the gentlest touch you've ever received.

#smth smth destiel #cas was always so gentle with dean #he knew of dean's pain and wanted to ease it!! #he wanted to be a good thing in dean's life!! #when he pulled him from hell it wasn't truly pulling #he cradled dean like he was the most precious thing in the world #and honestly he probably WAS the most precious thing in the world to cas #even as early as then #to quote 'when castiel first laid a hand on you in hell he was lost' #god they make me insane #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #supernatural #does this count as fanfic even if it's one sentence #a poem perhaps #idk it's something that i wrote so i'll take it