#life sux

[bl1ndingdarkness]

"you just disappeared."

No, I just stopped being the one that texts first and you never made an effort to reach out which basically translates to you not valuing our friendship. It's fine, I got the hint, you got rid of someone you clearly see as a nuisance and I was spared the torture of thinking you gave a shit about me, win-win.

#depressing shit #tw depression #mentally fucked #i wanna be perfect #mental illness #tw depressing thoughts #actually mentally ill #life sux #self destructive thoughts #there is absolutely nothing lonelier #alone with my thoughts #feeling alone #no friends #no life #tw sui ideation #su!c!de #vent post #tw vent

[ashtec]

When you have to argue that the glass is half full because they’re the ‘glass is half empty’ type.

Like fuck shit man, the glass has the same amount of liquid no matter how you look at it. I just want to hope for better so life sucks less. Don’t worry, I’m dead inside too.

#half full #half empty #life sux #but i’m trying #help out #hard to stay positive #depressing memes #maybe im just insane #i’m tired #my head is killing me #i just want to scream #running on empty #faking energy #fuck this migraine #3 am rambles #tumblr rant

[brokenfoxproductions]

So I found out today that the judge that ruled in my eviction case has a bad reputation of being really nasty to members of the LGBT community and disabled people, which kind of checks out considering how she treated me.

She purposely and aggressively misgendered me despite the fact that I actually have my legal gender updated (just not my legal name changed) even after her clerk and receptionist went out of her way to be respectful and to match the pronouns that go with my legal gender (and whenever I showed up, she actually asked me if my name was my partner's legal name, and she was extremely shocked to realize that I was transgender and not a cisgender man).

I mentioned to her that I was hearing impaired and that I have a neurological disorder that affects my speech, but she refused to allow me to have any type of interpreter or accessibility device, and even refused to allow me to review the typed transcript of what was being said in the courtroom so that I could understand what was going on.

She caused me to have a dissociative episode during the hearing because she screamed at my face as loud as she could at one point and allowed my landlords to scream at me during multiple points before finally shutting them down whenever my landlord started acting like she was going to physically harm me, and I explained to her that I didn't understand what was going on and that I was dissociating, but she refused to allow me to get a continuance or to reschedule, causing me to black out during several points whenever I was supposed to be testifying. I explained to her at one point whenever I was kind of lucid that I didn't understand what was going on and that I couldn't properly think of any of my prepared questions or anything that I had brought as evidence because I was dissociating in and out, but she still would not allow me to come back and testify later or to make any type of accommodations.

Today I found out from someone who had seen online reviews and discussion about this judge that, apparently, she did the same thing to an intellectually disabled gentleman (refuse to accommodations and refuse to allow him to come back whenever he was able to get an attorney or someone else who was able to explain things to him) and someone who was completely deaf who requested an ASL interpreter and was denied (I am only unilaterally deaf, so I still have some hearing, but not enough for me to have fully understood everything that was going on there without some type of transcript or having someone write it down for me. I don't use ASL, but apparently even if I did, it would not have been available to me).

I want to make a complaint to the state but they don't have judges or district justices listed on the law board's complaint website, so I have to call back tomorrow during business hours and file a complaint over the phone.

It might sound stupid but I was so busy catastrophizing and being upset over what was going on that it didn't really occur to me that I was treated badly because of my disability or because of me being queer, I just figured that the judge was a cunt because she's a cunt, but the more other people pointed out to me the more I realize that she treated me like shit and gave me a really harsh and negative judgment because of her own personal beliefs on people like me, which is really fucked up and shouldn't happen if you're a judge or otherwise work in the legal system.

So yeah please make sure to do a little bit of research before you go to court to find out if you actually need extra help like an advocate or an attorney, even if it's a civil matter, because accessibility and basic human decency isn't always approved by the court depending on who the judge is and how much of a dick they want to be.

#life sux #trauma #legal #court case #court #judge #transphobia #transandrophobia #transmisandry #Pennsylvania #hoh #deaf #hearing impaired

[chirpyblues]

today life was harsh again

i thought i’m used to it by now

but my rivers of tears today

told me that i clearly am not

why is it that i get so many hits

from life and whatever else

that rules the whole universe?

why is it that so many others

live a life as problem free as wind

i know i am strong, life does too

but i don’t want to be in a place

where i am made to be strong

i want to be safe and vulnerable

i don’t want life to be mean

i need life to actually be kind

but that’s just not how things go

life is no person, has no conscience

so all i can do here is put on guards

and protect myself from all the shit

that my life keeps throwing at me

~ shreeya.

#writblr #writing #chirpyblues #spilled feelings #spilled words #poeticstories #writerscreed #poetry #spilled heart #quotestoliveby #i hate my existence #i hate it here #s3lf hate #life sux

[chin-chin-chu]

Log relationship ki baat karte hai,

Main toh, as a daughter, bhi red flag hun!!!!!

#desiblr #desi household #desi tag #desiblogger #being desi #life sux #i wanna cry #red flags

[foxsolace]

{Home}

Summary:The reader/you get abandoned in the snow by your legal guardians. You explored but, never thought you would find your forever home right in the snow.

Warnings: Swearing, maybe a hint of angst?, Tommy being Tommy.

(Also if you think the C! Characters are off, it’s because that is how I imagine them to act :)

It was cold. That would most definitely be a understatement, it was more than cold. Treading through the snow with only a jacket, a shirt, and pants, is the worst possible thing that has possibly have ever happened to me. I mean, other than my parents abandoning me but, I think freezing to death is worse than being a orphan. I looked around to see if I could find something, anything. A small light in the distance makes me have a bit of hope and faith in myself.

(3rd POV)

Phil and his children are enjoying some hot cocoa. “I bet I can drink mine faster, Wil!” Tommy challenged his brother. Phil chuckles a bit at Tommy’s determination to beat Wilbur, “You shouldn’t drink so fast or you’ll be complaining that your mouth burning up.” Tommy rolled his eyes, he definitely didn’t ignore Phil just now

“Tommy, listen to Phil.” Techno said blandly, Techno didn’t look up from his book. “Tommy, if you chug it, I’ll give you 10 emeralds.” Wilbur dared Tommy. Tommy’s eyes widened, “10? 15.” Tommy did grabby hand movements. “Fine, 15 emeralds but, you gotta chug it first, Toms.” Wilbur smirked, he knew Tommy would, hopefully, chicken out and he would win and keep his emeralds.

“I’ll be right back.” Techno got some snow gear on and went outside to do whatever he had in mind.

(Techno’s POV)

I got my gear on and went outside. I didn’t hear anyone object so, I went ahead with going out. I looked out into the vast sea of snow and ice, to just see something limping towards me or the house. I quickly got my axe out to finally realize it’s an orphan. The voices started to get louder, begging for blood. But then one of the voices said “It’s adorable, can we keep it?” As soon as that was said, it became war. One side said “BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GOD!” And the other was more peaceful and more on wanting to keep the orphan.

I decided on taking the kid, it’s already half starved and pretty small. I throw the kid over my shoulders, and started carrying them towards the house.

To Be Continued..?

(Geez it’s been awhile hasn’t it? I might make a part two, if you’ll want one.)

#dream smp #dsmp techno #philza #technoblade #tommyinnit #dream smp x reader #sbi fanfic #sbi x reader #sbi x you #yipppeeee #i finally finished this #i’m back #life sux #yo momma

[t-bonerss]

Holier than thou….

#me #selfie #snapshot #girl #inked girls #thick thighs #bored af #so lame #another one #peaceout #no friends #pastel hair #obsession #so uncool #life sux #lust

[human69aas]

#fotography #arabic #life sux

[shellofamann]

WHERE TF IS MY BLAAAADE

#sh #cvt #tw #possible tw #triggerwarninggg #life sux #self h@rm #sc4rs #i always lose em

[squeakynoises]

honk shoo

#:3 #sillyposting #gay #life sux #emo #im not mentally stable

[bl1ndingdarkness]

What doesn't kill you makes you wish it fucking did.

#depressing shit #tw depression #mentally fucked #i wanna be perfect #mental illness #tw depressing thoughts #actually mentally ill #self destructive thoughts #there is absolutely nothing lonelier #life sux

[saskiaxblog]

Depression makes you do things you never thought you would ever do. The desire to escape from one's own thoughts and reality is stronger than common sense.

#mentally fucked #tw selfhate #tw self destructive behavior #sadnees #tw anxiety #sad thoughts #tw depression #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #sadgirl #depressing shit #kinda depressing #depressing post #depressiv #tw thoughts #thoughs #kill my thoughts #life quotes #life sukcs #life sux #quote #quoteoftheday #escape #tw anxious #anxious #anxi4ty #running #darkness #tw sad thoughts #sad theory

[l00king-for-h0pe]

Obwohl ich es lange versucht habe und wirklich dachte ich kann es schaffen ein normales Leben zu führen. Bin ich doch wieder an einem Tiefpunkt gelangt! Ich habe es so lange geschafft mich von der Klinge zu entfernen! Und jetzt holt mich alles wieder ein! Ein Schnitt und alles ist vorbei!

#poetry #sad poem #klingendrang #depressing shit #life sux #normal life

[actuallysaiyan]

Awww what’s wrong Canadian Bacon? 🥺 Do you need cuddles from the Z-Fighters? Or the Bleach characters? 😢 You’re gorgeous as you are and anyone who says otherwise is the ugly one!

🥹🥹🥹 I need all of them to come cuddle me.

My mom has a bad habit of cutting me down for the smallest things and I feel like she just hurt me so bad today because of my body.

#bacon.answers #life sux

[chin-chin-chu]

Manifestation doesn't work anymore,

Imma go & try kala jaadu 🌝

#desiblr #desi household #desi tag #desiblogger #being desi #i wanna cry #shitpost #life sux

[lise-soontobemarried]

it’s been a while since I’ve seen you in my feed! welcome back!

Hello my friend! Yes, it's been a while ❤️❤️❤️ been dealing with too much for too long, but I'm feeling better, and ready to share some more rdr2 love 🙌❤️❤️❤️ thanks for the message 🤍🤍🤍

#thank you #love #red dead redemption 2 #much appreciated #life sux #back at it again #love you guys #red dead redemption gameplay #red dead 2 #red dead redemption arthur #red dead #red dead 2 gameplay #red dead redemption #red dead fandom #thirsty #red dead thirst #red dead redemption two #rdr2