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#like 'oh dont you want to check twitter daily to see what your favorite creators are up to
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 a snow boy!!
#he kept meowing to be let outside and then just as a joke (supervising him closely of course) I let him out.. he immediately realized how#how cold it was and wanted to go back in ... A Confused boye....#also literally every month I'm like 'okay! I'll be more active on social media!!!' *posts one thing then forgets for 3 more weeks*#I can't even deal with instragram especially sicne they don't show your notifications anymore once they get too old#I know I've missed so many comments and stuff just because they get pushed out of the notifications for being too old#and I'm never aware of them considering I check it MAYBE once every 6-8 months#which I guess is better than twitter - which I don't think I've checked in a year#but I also never post there so there's nothing on my end to check. I could check for things other people are posting but like.. who cares hg#I think that's another reason I'm bad at social media since I'm very one sided about it lol#like I follow people and stuff but... in a very passive background way?#like 'oh dont you want to check twitter daily to see what your favorite creators are up to?? :o' .....no lmao#if I like them enough then I'll go manually google them at some point and check up on them eventually when I feel like it#knowing what they ate for breakfast can be fun I guess but unnecessary#which like nothing against people who are into that stuff - it's just my brain doesn't work that way lol#ANYWAY... really I'm trying to work out my own personal schedule#due to functioning issues it's hard for me to even wake up and go to bed and eat and etc. at the same time every day#so that's my sole focus right now honestly since I'm so easily thrown off schedules by minor changes (it is hard to function in an#ever changing unpredictable world with a brain that operates best exclusively under complete routine consistency hghg)#*literally just gets sick one single day* my brain: well guess we're going to bed at 4am for the next two weeks!#*misses the pre-designated time window for eating lunch* Well! guess we wont eat! also we're going to bed at 5am!#ANYWAY... as I hope to.. after years and years of trying.. perhaps... get some semblance of a consistent schedule#maybe once I have the foundations down I can actually schedule things to do them more routinely#like 'wednesday is the day I must post things online to pretend I am a normal human person' gjhgj#which is admittedly kind of embarassing to think that I've been trying for 2 years to do basic things consistently like .. wake up and go to#sleep around the same time and eat three meals a day but.. It's The Severe Mentow Iwness Luv#I am still chugging along however.... primary projects right now are.. my game.. videos.. music.. TRYING TO DO ANOTHER#COSTUME AT some point.. maybe some art and sculptures.. Like I'm always DOING things. I just may not be doing WHAT i want WHEN i want#ex: today I was supposed to write my game. instead - edited videos for 4hrs and walked in snow for 2hrs.. productive? technically yes.. but#is it what I needed to do? no! .. this is why all of my projects end up being like 4 months worth of work but dragged out over 5 years lmao
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