#like a constant reminder

[tawaifeddiediaz]

eddie saying "to be fair, you had just died" and then moving to put his thumb on buck's pulse i see you eddie diaz

#zee rambles #he just gets this very particular look in his eye when it comes to buck's death #like he also needs the constant reminders of his vitality #and it's one of those microexpression things that i absolutely adore because please #eddie diaz i know what you are #eddie diaz #evan buckley #911 spoilers #911 abc #buddie

[sysig]

“It could be that the loss of her children drove the Queen deeper into her darker desires...but, I don’t believe she was fighting against them that hard before that particular tragedy. No monster does.” (Patreon)

Bonus:

Hmm, wonder what he could cover those holes with :3c

#Doodles #Handplates #UT #Fellplates #UkaGaster's answers about Toriel really interest me :3c #As evidenced by the quote caption lol - but his other ones are very interesting too! Since it sounds like she's still around! #Poor classic Handplates!Gaster believed Tori dead for such a long time while she was at the Ruins #Meanwhile Fellplates!Gaster is just like ''? I saw the Queen last week she threw me into the pricker bushes? -.ò'' lol #But anyhow lol ♪ The implications that they're still in each other's vicinity really makes me curious about their relationship! #And how Toriel might react to knowing that someone - someone other than her - is having So Much Success on one of her sore spots #Not just of having children but of the constant reminders of Gaster's success where she has to live every day with a heavy heart for her own #Being cruel to him over it - well that's just par for the course isn't it ♪ #He mentions that she's much more of an emotional sadist - insulting him and then making it Very clear that she does Not approve of the holes #''They're ugly and you should feel ashamed for drawing so much attention to something so unsightly'' #I do think that her knowing that he's so intent on being kind and merciful and then twisting the knife on how much he's hurting her- #Making him feel guilty for daring to even attempt the betterment of all - for giving pieces of himself away and try to be a good person #''If anyone will break my spirit it will be her'' :) #Although that's all assuming that Toriel even knows about the brothers! :0 When I thought about it later it'd make more sense if she doesn't #It was still too good to not do something with the idea hehe - but imagine her betrayal if/when she found out tho she'd kill him on the spot #Gosh I haven't drawn Tori in foreeeeever I can't even remember the last time #Doing a/nother study on her would probably be fun haha she's rather plain how I draw her currently #I wonder if her Fellplates version would also wear reading glasses hehe #And the bonus :3c Where are the plates featured in Fellplates? Surely it's not just called that as a reference right ♪ Hehehe

[icedsodapop]

#its why i cant stand watching keira knightley films #its a constant reminder of the career Parminder Nagra should have had but could never have #bend it like beckham #parminder nagra #keira knightly #white privilege #racism #lana condor #noah centineo #to all the boys i've loved before

[dandp]

Sometimes it just really hits me again that they're back and able to be so openly and casually and happily gay in videos now and it makes me so thrilled for them :')

#something about this video really brought it out in me cuz like #the outfits. the jokes. the references. the backdrop of the house they built together. the constant reminders of them sharing their lives #it's so !!!!!! #dan and phil #phan

[schneiderenjoyer]

Was browsing through the wiki to get some reference and I've always found it interesting that Portrayals gave off the hint that Vertin captures their form's essence (through film most likely) and the descriptions of them are insight of the character from Vertin's perspective.

If we go by that logic...Schneider's Portrayal description ruins me.

#reverse 1999 #verneider #vertin x schneider #i'm in constant shambles for these two #back when schneider was playable all vertin wants is to take her back to the orange orchard #her portrayal is the only one that refers to 'you' as if making a note to remind yourself #her profile is also the only one that doesn't inherently have it describe something about her personality or hobbies #it's a genuine opinion from the person writing the description like it's absolutely important that's what it should be written there

[keynil]

i cannot stop thinking abt zoro learning to roll sanji's cigarettes for him bc he notices how sanji will scrub his hands raw to get the heavy tobacco smell off before he cooks

#zosan #like nothing will ever convince me zoro isnt a silent observer/acts of service kinda guy w ppl he cares abt #see also sanji secretly loving zoros hands smelling of tobacco #not just bc the smell is comforting #but bc it's a constant reminder of someone caring abt him enough to do smth that gains them absolutely nothing just bc it makes Him happy

[wyrmghost]

Recently I’ve fallen in love with Sebastian and his growth as a character and decided to make him an aged up design as well

+ I wanted to redraw some of his sprites cause I like them

#I considered getting rid of his jacket but I felt like he would have kept it for two reasons #1- because despite what his dad did it feels like he still very much cares him #As someone with a parent who constantly berated me but would drag me about to show off my “achievements” I can relate #2- because I think he’d want to become worthy of it and it would be a constant reminder to himself to do better and why his doing it #I think by the time of like aa4 he would feel much more confident in himself and his abilities #while in the beginning when edgeworth takes him under his wing he would have been constantly second guessing himself #sebastian debeste #aai #aai2 #ace attorney #ace attorney investigations #aa fanart #ace attorney fanart #Wyrm aa Designs

[daftpatience]

one thing I have learned about being poor is that you cannot for a moment stop thinking about it

#theres no peace #every little thing reminds me we are poor #seeing friends having electricity wifi heat food gas. it all costs money. and bills and fees and charges happen all the damn time #im constantly worried that i am measing up somehow or im not keeping track of my finances properly #the person handling our disability assistance application keeps coming back with question after question about my job #and i have so much doubt and fear that ive made some mistake in my answers that will disqualify us from support #and theres this sick backwards stupid thing where applying for and being on disability support is discouraging me from trying to make money #because the more i make the less likely we'll get support but i need to make money to live #its just fucked. and once we're on support i have to make monthly reports of my income so ill feel like im explaining myself all the fuckin #time #cus the system isnt built in a way that makes sense for self employed ppl who have business expenses to account for #sorry for the ranting i cant sleep #truly truly i think poverty is making me a worse persin #more anxious more resentful more jealous more miserable more spiteful #i have so little and there is so little i can do to help it #i want things in a more desparate and even childish way than i used to eant things #spend a lot more time fantasizing about magically having expendable income #not to mention the constant exponential guilt that comes from asking for help or recieving help. its guilt i need to unlearn but i feel it

[smallnico]

made a ref sheet for my dark urge, esper, in response to the deluge of bullshit i've drawn about them, and in anticipation of further bullshit to come. they're a nonbinary drow half-elf, they're a college of swords bard with 3 levels in assassin rogue -- definitely not the most ethical of resist!durges, since they do still solve most of their problems with murder, fear, and manipulation (it's what they're good at! a gift is a gift) but they do have standards, and they're trying their best to do right by their friends.

#smallnico art #dark urge #durge #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #durgeposting #smallnioc #the sharp teeth make them a little self-conscious post-amnesia so they don't tend to show them off #i don't remember who it was who came up with the idea of durge with sharp teeth but i really like it #i use it for body horror. like an extension of bhaal's control and ability to force his children to become the slayer #like one morning esper woke up and had carnivore teeth and they have to interpret it as a blessing but it's a constant reminder #that their body is someone else's temple #post-tadpole the teeth make them feel uneasy and they mumble a lot to avoid opening their mouth too wide

[natashadewinter]

akechis your asuka

#neon genesis evangelion #asuka langley soryu #rei ayanami #asurei #i was thinking about that one line about akechi about his personas one born of hate and one born of lies #it reminded me of asuka- obviously it’s not as extreme as akechi but #her hatred of herself and others (“i hate misato i hate shinjii…” that whole breakdown speech). lies is definitely more of a stretch but #when she speaks to her step(?) mother on the phone she acts all pleasant she also does that with kaji but that’s more of her wanting intima #cy i believe. then again she’s not afraid to be rude so maybe more like 3rd semester akechi but less aggressive idk #also the constant need to prove herself #I cant think of any parallels or similarities between rei and joker but i ship them so she's there Imao #OH also akechi's father and asuka's bio mother i feel like there's another parallel there that i'm too lazy to think about #maybe the feeling of not being wanted?? #i was thinking of tagging Persona 5 but i don’t want to clog up tags or anything

[ofswordsandpens]

trying to read riordan's work post pjo:

#Riordan has the most interesting ideas but fumbles the follow-through like 90% of the time #reading hoo is just a constant experience of: wait wait he has something here... nevermind #but those little snippets of brilliance that ARE buried within hoo?? oh my god #they make me go feral #and reminds me of the guy who wrote pjo #and mourn what hoo could have been #pjo #mine

[120percents]

sanji about zoro, episode 982

thinking about how when zoro wakes up in chapter 1052, the first thing he thinks about is indeed…

so he has his sake (while sanji watches him with a suspiciously fond look)

and then, in the face of wondering why he’s clean (and thus making him remember the time he’s been gone), he thinks about his conversation with sanji

and only then does he grab his swords to go reunite with sanji and proclaim the totally normal thought that He Came Back From Hell For Him

so in line with zoro’s rule of threes:

3 ‘s’s… sake, swords and sanji

#zosan #this is not that serious i simply watched the episode and zoro’s beaming face was so big and even tho sanji looked mildly annoyed i thought #hmmm you were looking mighty fond in 1052 watching him drink tho… #a very some things always remain constant type thing and that puts them at ease in this chaotic world they live in #also sorry zoro waking up from hell and immediately remembering his promise to sanji and immediately fighting will forever be crazy to me #again with the constants thing like it reminds me of them bickering in thriller bark because they were both spooked lmfao #and also idk guys maybe they missed eo like… #also never getting over sanji sneaking a den den mushi on zoro that’s some cute shit #in line with zoro always getting lost… funny how zoro can sniff out sake so well… and can find the direction to it… #funny how sanji is the cook… and smells like sake… meaning despite everything zoro can always find his way to sanji- GUNSHOT. crowd boos #anyways #again. not serious. i’m just deranged over these two they are SO! #talk to me about zosan PLEASE #one piece #zorosan #sanzo #sanzoro #zoro #sanji

[idlesuperstar]

current sexual orientation: tweedy, warm, intelligent, wry, ping-pong playing, whisky-drinking, poetry-quoting, motorbike-racing, gloriously red-headed here-on-earth-I-am-your-defending-counsel Doctor Frank Reeves [Roger Livesey: A Matter of Life And Death, Powell & Pressburger, 1946]

#I say CURRENT but in frank's case it is CONSTANT also ETERNAL #roger livesey #frank reeves #did I go see AMOLAD on the big screen AGAIN last night hell YES I DID #did I do a cry as usual yes I did #it was super cool watching it with pals who have not seen it before and could NOT believe the ambulance crash #so it is ridiculous that I have not made this gifset before #but to be honest #I giffed pretty much ALL this film back in the pre-restoration days #(pre the film being restored not pre charles II) #although sometimes it feels like the 17th century it's so long ago #and wow I am still not used to having NO SIZE LIMIT on gifs I remember the days we got excited when it went to 1mb #I celebrated by making an errol robin hood gif in big #anyway this film is as EVER a joy and always great to be reminded of how amazing it is also how queer it is #and beautiful and special and human and basically one of the greatest pieces of art ever made #my wee gifs

[martyrbat]

ghosts - batman: haunted knight

[ID: A multi panel sequence of Bruce Wayne as a child on Halloween. He's dressed up in a Mask of Zorro costume and is excitedly running down the stairs while holding two swords, calling out for his mother happily. He tells her that he's ready to go trick or treating. Martha Wayne has her hand on his shoulder and is smiling as she tells him, “your costume looks great!” Bruce replies, “Thanks, I made it myself. Alfred sorta helped. Is dad home yet?” Martha draws her hand back hesitantly and says his name. Bruce already knows that that means there's bad news. He tells her, “don't tell me,” before she continues and says his father called. Bruce has his head down, angrily finishing her sentence, “he's gotta work late!” He looks out the window as if his father will appear and says, “It's not fair! He promised he would take me trick or treating!” Martha soothes that she knows as Bruce repeats, “he promised,” to himself disappointedly. She tells him, “But there was an emergency,” which makes Bruce snap, “There's always some emergency!”

Bruce continues to stand in front of the window as Martha looks at him. Bruce announces, “I'm gonna wait for him. Even if it takes all night!” as he tensely clenches the handle of his sword. Martha reaches out for him sadly and suggests, “Bruce, I could take you out myself. Or, we can call some of the other children at school and go out with them.” Bruce, as an adult, somberly says off panel that, “she doesn't know...” as his kid self stares out the window still. His hat casting a small shadow on his face as he tells her, “There are no other kids to call. I have no friends at school.” Martha says his name again but doesn't know how to comfort him. Instead, she just silently places a hand on his shoulder. We see a silhouette from far away of her standing next to him as Bruce waits for his father to eventually come home. END ID]

#hey do you ever think about bruce's childhood and feel your chest hurt #like even before the murders. just how lonely he was a boy and how that loneliness only grew after watching his entire life and people he #had be ripped away from him. sure he had alfred but his entire life and world was contained to that big scary house that was suddenly so #much emptier. the constant reminders and seeing what was once there and triggering it again and again and again ontop of ptsd and ocd... #also martha?? love her. hes the biggest mama's boy you cant change my mind. #<- again using this tag because if thomas worked a lot and bruce obviously didn't have friends to go out with #then the only person he ever actually talked to and interacted with was his mother and alfred #the man hired to care about you and the woman who gave birth to you. thus that attachment being stronger #but also the 'people have to be trapped to want to be around me'... a man hired to be your friend and take care of you... #ur own parents not wanting to/avoiding that responsibility and involvement.... yeah. #anyways ! happy halloween !! heres a child being disappointed ! #bruce wayne #baby brucie #crypt's panels #c: batman: haunted knight | ghosts #martha wayne #bruce & martha #bruce's childhood

[imissthembutitwasntadisaster]

ough ALSO Lucy Gray putting out the poison and then accidentally killing Dill with it. Something something uncontrolled violence will always slaughter innocents.

#idk man that did something to me that is the moment of the film to me and I can't quite explain it #it's like she's saying there is never an excuse #sometimes you're driven to it and we wouldn't have blamed lucy gray if she had killed coral #we didn't blame her when she used the poison on that other lad #but it was like a constant reminder. look. this still isn't right. #tbosas

[skymantle]

dess leading to a functional page but december not... hometowns spelling bee using december despite a girl with that name just disappearing... what if she just hated her family's christmas gimmick and just never gave away her full name. there's so many themes of alienation in the game including kris and susie so it's very well possible

#logs #deltarune #dess holiday #utdr #that reminds me.. i was doing a full drawing with gaster and dess at one point #but it got corrupted when i was almost done so i just gave up on it.. (which. to be fair. very on brand) #it was just a dumb joke like 'would you like (obscure tea) or (obscure tea)' 'um. do you have nutmeg' 'no <3' #but now im thinking i could do something more with it #like #''you know #i always hated this constant... christmas theme our whole family had. it always felt so gimmicky. #and it still does. but now... id give anything to go back to it #just for a moment'' #something like that. and gaster is like well i do not know how to handle that My Apologies #also it could delve deeper into the holiday family dynamic as a whole as well!!! #deltarune theory #metatext #spamsweep