#like a midterm 😔

[roseofcards90]

There’s a sort of loneliness that comes with Halloween now and it’s the reason why I don’t love the holiday as much as I used to before 😔

#I remember last year when I was still living in the dorms I just went to a local Walgreens to pick up candy for myself #so I could eat it alone in my room and watch Halloween movies while I assumed everyone else my age went to Halloween parties :/ #and it made me realize the disconnect of what I used to have where I would go to those parties #they were more childish/kid parties than a college Halloween party but I still remember attending them #with childhood friends and going out trick or treating #and it just…stopped for me :/ like there was nothing left for me to attend to because I was too old now #and I didn’t want to go to a college Halloween party or something so I just kinda stayed in that loneliness #while trying to study for midterms but I didn’t even want to do that 😔 #it feels lonelier here at home especially when your parents are boring and won’t even bother buying some candy for the kids like damn :/ #but yeah idk I wish I didn’t feel so isolated around this time of year #especially when I see all my other childhood friends doing things and yet I’m still stuck in the same place #with nowhere to go #my posts

[euphor1a]

Hello 🐣! I hope everyone is doing well!

Dropping by to say that I have my finals starting soon, so I’ll most likely be ia until 12th of september; might drop by here and there but no promises! :]

love, aleyna 💌

#🗞️; important! #i have a lot of gaps in between some exams but like i still can’t guarantee my presence here #i’ll be back after i’m done with all my exams!! #gonna schedule a few posts though... maybe you guys will see a reblog once in 5 days or smth kshdbjdk #hmmmmmm i’m really scared. i hope my grades won’t drop 😔🙏🏼 #midterms didn’t go too well so that’s stressing me out way more. blegh.

[birdie-ghost]

Sorry I disappeared yall, I’ve been busy asf and tired as hell lately. Artblock is kicking my ass. I’ll try to post more but no promises.

#it’s midterms time and also I just dual enrolled in collage #my time is like #non existent #birdieghostalks #trying to get the next LAG page out in the next two weeks 😔

[allthecastlesonclouds]

castles pls ramble about your wips /is there anything you're working on and/or excited to share????

omgggg yes i have been STRUGGLING this past two weeks because i. uh. sprained my right wrist (my dominant hand) and doing Anything At All hurts so i have SO MANY thoughts in my head and nothing's going to come out of it until i'm healed

fight or flight has been a really interesting fic for me to write specifically bc i. didn't grow up religious? my mom's atheist and my dad's catholic and i've never gone to church, but religion is really interesting to me, and the topic of fate and God is really intriguing. i like looking into faith and fate and learning about the different ways people see things, and i wanted to write a fic that felt. A Lot. like my dad's Catholic Childhood ExperienceTM and where he and his siblings are now in life, since all of them fell to different religions different ways and still keep in contact. i also wanted to touch on suburban family relationships in general bc goddamn those are fucked up.

fight or flight was originally going to be a lot more Kristen Vs Mac and Donna– the document title's still a pun based on that– but the more i thought about it the little it fit with her character: as much as kristen is bold, she's much more of a say something and run character– she doesn't quite know what'll happen after she says anything, does she? and she doesn't think before she speaks, so if anything goes wrong, she's likely to flee.

i've also started revamping my Coffe AU! it was, essentially, a modern coffeeshop au where different characters were in slightly different scenarios and the bad kids didn't quite become a friendgroup until after college, where adaine and ayda ran a coffee shop and the sig figs were Vibing and riz? worked five million jobs? and aelwyn actually gets therapy. the pacing of the fic was bad, though, and it was overall unrealistic, so i'm planning out a slightly different fic– they're all going to the same excessively large college, and keep meeting up at the coffee shop Ayda and Adaine run for said college. goldenhoard was the main villain in the first one; kalina was fully a housecat; cass didn't even EXIST because i wrote it before i got a dropout account and i only could watch up to ep3 of sophomore year! that's all changing, though; the gukgaks still have a cat named kalina but she Is Named After Someone

the "fic", if i ever get around to writing it, would be an actual longfic, written from one person's perspective, and a series of oneshots for a buncha other characters. the longfic was originally from adaine's perspective, but i might go fig this time around bc my girl adaine is Hard and i want the challenge of writing from the perspective of someone who isn't the Main Character of the story.

(also. coffe!aelwyn my beloved. she's trying so hard.)

i had a riz + mordred fic in the works, but since it seems mordred is going to be in jy a lot, that one's on hold until the season goes. i wanted to write it because the premise made me laugh: it was riz really sweetly bonding with different members of mordred and then him and zayn. awkwardly staring at each other as they realize their adaine's-best-friend title will never belong to either of them again and will forever be ayda's.

i wrote a drawtectives fic recently, which i know you're not in the fanbase for but i started a second one, from york's perspective, which cycles around rosé going back to college and york learning how The City is different and what family is to him (and also learning to cook bc grandma is the Only Competent One) AND i want to round out the trio, since the first was a rosé fic and this ones a york and so the third would be a grendan one, which is about getting york to his fashion shoots, i think? that one's a lot more up in the air, because. i want them to be Mostly Separate and so i want to see where york takes me.

and, in the drawtectives vein, i'm working on episode transcripts! pre-sprain, i could do 10 pages per hour, but now i'm down to 4-6, depending on the complexity. it's the only thing i don't struggle to do bc it's mostly writing names and correcting (or messing up) some grammar. i finished s1 on the... 18th? 19th? and i'm about 25 minutes into s2ep1 so. it's gonna take a while. but GOD i'm becoming a lore keeper for this. and also my vocal recognition for These Four People Specifically is. so good now. i can recognize their hums, it's insane.

and my friend (the most lovely and also basically inactive @mug-fullof-roses) and i are making plushies! just four drawtectives (the guys and also eugene), and we're still in the fabric buying but i think i'm going to try to find some good patterns over break because. clothing??? help??

and!! bringing it around again!! i've sketched out the dumbest comic for dance au bc something happened in my dance class that had me going "bad kids right here" the entire week. my hiphop teacher started playing that billie eilish song from the barbie movie, stared at the computer for a solid five seconds, then went 'sorry this isn't it' and tapped the computer once to change it to whatcha know bout me by nicki minaj. god. wild. love her dearly.

i have So Many Quotes from dance i might just make a danceau incorrect quotes post bc. we wild.

#bird :D #and i'm talking i guess #no maintagging today #questionnn! #mug my beloved go look at her art she's so cool and talented and amazing and she made our other lovely mutual nova a doll and he's FABULOUS #like. on fight or flight. religion is so interesting to me and how it affects family relationships. #i don't think i'm atheist or religious exactly. i guess agnostic would be the best label? #maybe that makes me unqualified to write this fic but idk. family relationships can be Fucked Up by religion but also they Do Not Have To B #and coffe!aelwyn my beloved! she and fabian are such friends who slept together for months to me <3 she's Going To Therapy. good for her. #and coffe!kristen!! creates an Egg Corner!! that's one thing forever constant <3 <3 falls over the stools at least twice per visit #coffe au #i've been debating posting s1 of the transcripts now or waiting until i have s2 done #the issue is i get back from break and immediately go into Midterms Mode #and i won't have the brace off until midterms or midterms are over so. progress will be Slow #the struggles 😔 /j

[warm-mangoes-with-chai]

Just watched this week's JJK & TGCF eps- I feel wondrous again and I'm gonna be okay 🥹🧡

#ooooghhghhhh jjk was so gooodddd #it was just 24 mins of throwing hands like that's the sorcery fight i signed up for!!! #and it was creepy in just the right places like sukuna's disdain & choso's memory attack??! sooo gooodd #but then miminana showed up and i ☹️ #and tgcf??? ohhhhh i feel like I'm gonna cry #I've missed them so bad like when xl started bonding w sqx i felt like my family came back fr #and everything is so beautiful this season like fuck it UP haoliners 🤸🏿‍♀️🤸🏿‍♀️🤸🏿‍♀️ #i will say i was staring hard at jw during his father-son catch up w xl like he really got the nerve 😠 #but like I'm so happy. all the lil details- backgrounds character designs sound design #and jl intro! tho she's already making me sad again 😔 love that woman #anyway I'm really happy again i forgot that my hobbies keep me going #i have to finish this work for midterms this weekend but I'm gonna take breaks like i used to. i think that's what it is #blah. anyways #I'm gonna sleep now probably #ki log #jjk lb #tgcf lb #tgcf

[wooshofficial]

It’s so weird to be like. Surrounded by people who keep going “the past few months have been so great” and “2023 was so my year” bc bro I had the worst fucking year especially the last 6 months when did I agree to giving everyone my good vibes

#woosh quotes themself #vent #it’s so weird. like do not get me wrong. I am happy for my friends #but let’s see June was the month I spent in a foreign country with people who thought I was gonna kms #July and August were burnout #September my cat died #October was midterm hell #November my cat went missing and December was even more burnout #like girl I did NOT want this #I wanted to have a nice year #but nah 😔

[crybaby-bkg]

I’ve been getting more into creepy, obsessive, a little Yandere Dabi and Shigaraki and it’s driving me absolutely insane omfg

#I didn’t like shiggy for the longest time #and now I’m like….. #well if he’s a little pathetic and gross then I don’t mind a piece of that #WHAT HAPPENED TO ME #the way I used to vehemently hate that man #I think I’m gonna write a full version of that thing I wrote yesterday #was that yesterday???? I think I’m getting my days mixed up #but I’m gonna write a full fic about it later on today bc I can’t get it out of my head ☝🏻 #anyway I have work today and a midterm due which I think is so stupid bc the semester is literally only 8 weeks #wtf is a midterm in 8 weeks???? but go off ig #it shouldn’t be too difficult hopefully #and also an astronomy quiz that I’m absolutely dreading 😔 #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[ink-sinner]

i can't stop thinking abt mcqueen's interrogation.. but its like. the first day since we got her im holding off on the analysis so i dont spoil ppl 😂😂 but its so good its so good and so sad i adore her

#path to nowhere #mcqueen #rs #hiii im actually dead college killed me 😢 #ill start posting some rqs in a bit again after midterms 😔😔 #mcqueen mcqueen ive adored her design the moment i saw her when she dropped in cn #but her interrogation has kept my mind in a chokehold now.. its so beautifully tragic and captures the brokenness of humanity and society #i think #zoyas line also keeps haunting me. smth abt this isnt a case of a worm making a lake muddy. its a case of a muddy lake breeding thousands #of worms #which go on to muddy the waters even more #smth smth like that #what a succint way of explaining society 😔😔

[reginrokkr]

Bandanas: ✓ Dendro gems: ✓ Wanderer boss fight drops: 9/18 my luck is a bicc Talent books: ✓ Fragile resine to level him to lv 90 on the same day: ✓ Crowns: ✓ · · · Hard as hecky midterm on his release date: ✓

#◟༺✦༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊ #I feel so miserable #like you have no idea lol #on one side it's great because #I want to badly for that day to come #but the nervous and endocrine systems #are ruining me #who thought it was a good idea to mix them #in the same midterm is beyond me #but yes I'm suffering over here #and studying hard so I don't have to worry #still sucks though 😔

[tinamybeloved]

Confession time: sometimes I refresh the tinakitten tag on tumblr like a trapped animal

#if you use Tina space kitten I don’t know you #it has been one week 😔😔😔😔😔 #also like half of the posts in latest are mine… I should study for my midterm

[daisysjones]

the closer i actually get to my midterm the less i can focus on studying

#its a problem i have like 2 hours left #and i know there's stuff i should review more #but my brain has just decided to fuck around and find out #the first midterm went well but french (easy) and psych (??????) are two very different exams so #😔✌️ #abby.txt #uni tag

[heartbeetz]

Reversing the "Spαmton gives Terrarium business pointers" friendship dynamic by studying for my mass media + advertising comm final by reading notes aloud to my plush of him

#''the best way to study is to explain the material to someone else'' #ok well my roommate went to europe so it's just me here sorry! #and I didn't bother to make any friends on campus bc I have social anxiety ✌️✌️✌️ ajhfksgdf #there IS a study session immediately before the final but it's tomorrow morning at 9am in the campus library #and the one and only time I went in the library was freshman year so I'm too nervous about wandering around looking for people all weird 😔 #it's fine though I'm pretty confident in myself #the material is pretty easy #the avg score on the midterm was like a 65-70% (lowest score was in the 30s) and I got a 97% so....... idk I think I'm alright lol #anyway. #there were so many times when I was in class and was like ''woagh just like spantob...'' (bc I am diseased) so this works fine #I am teaching him better advertising practices it's my turn 😌 #rozzy cringe moments real or whatever #roz posts #platonic tag #p: glitch n glow

[euphor1a]

committing to my 72839290 jungkook fics again bC I FEEL LIKE A PART OF MY HEART IS GONE⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

#well. bts wips in general but most of them are for him saur 😔 #HOW DOES A GIRL SURVIVE WITHOUT HER TANNIES HELLO PLS HELP #especially jungkook like... why did he have to spoil me with so many lives i got so used to seeing him every other day 😭😭😭😭😭 #doing his laundry or cooking or singing karaoke at any given time of the day #☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ #there’s still a long time until seokjinnie comes back IM SPIRALLING #🌺; aleyna rambles #ok i should go back to studying 😔... have my midterms going on #today is biochem exam 👹 everyone let’s hope that i don’t mess up shit #gotta go to sleep soon bc i need to wake up at 7

[evermoredeluxe]

yesterday i had lab and accidentally wore sandals instead of close-toed shoes (but i had really thick fuzzy socks on!), and my friend was like “no way you will be let in!” (spoiler alert: the TA didn’t even notice and i kept them on). anyway, so we skipped ochem lecture and went to buy shoes for me instead…. and all of this was for NOTHING! and then i had to go and return them.

anyway, my biggest grievance is that the ochem lecture recording gets uploaded (hence i was okay with skipping), buttttt it’s been 24 hours and they haven’t posted yesterday’s lecture!

#i may not have gotten above 90 in my midterms but i do like ochem 😔 #arshia talks

[willosword]

yaknow what i think written exams should be illegal

#slash jay but like. you expect me to form SENTENCES? on a TIME CRUNCH? baby........... #sigh............... gonna take my midterm in an hour 😔 ................................... #willow whispers

[chooey]

gago okay na yun basta pasado 😭

#valentines day exam LOL #in fairness di ko inexpect yung isang subject na pumasa ako LOLLL mas mataas nga ako sa average ng batch <3 ok na un #pero ung isa pasang-awa lang talaga gago 😭😭😭😭😭 buti sumabit pa ako hshdhd #kelan ako mag u-unflop #<- ako na in denial na hindi lang talaga ako Magaling or Gifted or tanginang bullshit na yan 🤧 #babawi ako sa midterms!!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHH all bark no bite syempre #eto na yung mga times na tinatamad akong i-translate yung iniisip ko shdhdj #as u can see very taglish (mixed tagalog/english) ako magsalita hshdhhd conyo ka girl?!? #i think. bihira na yung magsasalita ako irl and then walang english word na kasama 😔 haha eniwey #basta ok na yun!!!!!!!! 😭 beh sino ba naman ako para mag strive for academic excellence........‚ #it's not like consistently akong nasa top 10 all my life before mag college....... #pero char kase totoo pala yan HAHAHAH former glory q wala na mhie ubos na !!!!! sinaid na yung kagalingan sa buong kalooban ko #whatever at least na experience kong maging valedictorian nung kinder 2 HAHAGAHSHSHAAG😭🔫 #izza💭