♡ boyfriend iwaizumi hajime
pairing → iwaizumi hajime x reader
genre → fluffwarnings → none
word count → 611
• boyfriend iwaizumi is usually rough and blunt in his actions and words, but he tries to be as gentle as possible if it's you.
• you don't mind because you know he's trying to be better and you appreciate him his efforts.
• boyfriend iwaizumi loves doing skin care with you.
• he is going to complain the entire time, like "ah shit, it's too cold." or "how long will it take for this to dry?" and also "don't peel it off! it hurts!!"
• but he will certainly join you for another session again.
• boyfriend iwaizumi sends you memes at any time of the day, whether it be in the morning before leaving for work or at 2:30 am.
• "this you lol."
• and you HAVE to send another one back to match his energy.
• boyfriend iwaizumi crashes at your apartment whenever he has an exhausting day and doesn't feel like driving to his place.
• one reason may be that his workplace is closer to yours than it is to his.
• but you surely know that the main reason is your company and the meals that you feed him yourself.
• he sometimes stays the night as he demands your cuddles and featherlight strokes on his back before going to sleep.
• boyfriend iwaizumi wakes up way before you and just stares lovingly at your sleeping face, chuckling a bit as he wipes off the drool from your chin.
• he takes some photos of you before you wake up from your slumber as well.
• boyfriend iwaizumi doesn't know how to cook, but he just watches you prepare breakfast for both of you in the kitchen, occasionally kissing your neck whenever you walk past him.
• once, he tried to make breakfast while you were sleeping.
• and... he burned the eggs.
• you do teach him some basic recipes from time to time so that he doesn't starve himself to death when he's at his own place.
• boyfriend iwaizumi identifies as the 'sunshine protector' and his pronouns are protect/atallcosts.
• not the oh-so-protective type; he knows you can take care of yourself and trusts you wholeheartedly.
• the protective mode is on when he finds anyone looking at you with unholy intentions or harassing you.
• he WILL punch the living hell out of the said person.
• boyfriend iwaizumi is used to getting his ass smacked by you every now and then.
• he doesn't really understand why you're obsessed with his butt, although you try your best to explain to him that his ass is delicious you just can't help it.
• you find yourself touching his biceps and chest as well.
• "...you good, y/n?" "excuse me? it's not my fault you have insane body proportions."
• boyfriend iwaizumi is super touchy.
• he just can't walk with you unless he's touching you.
• your arms brushing past each other, holding hands, his arm around your waist or shoulders—he just has to keep touching you otherwise he won't function.
• boyfriend iwaizumi melts when you take the initiative to kiss him first.
• it's usually the other way around, but when you suddenly kiss him out of the blue, his face turns as red as a cherry.
• he may show annoyance, but of course he loves it so much. he just hates to admit it.
• boyfriend iwaizumi will leave everything behind just to tend to your needs if you're having a bad day.
• he buys you your favourite snacks and other stuff to cheer you up.
• he lets you cry on his shoulder; it doesn't matter if your tears or even your snot is ruining his shirt.
• boyfriend iwaizumi goes above and beyond just to see you smile. he loves you more than just to the moon and back.
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♡ kiss your scars
pairing → dazai osamu x reader
genre → angst
warnings → self harm, mentions of suicide
word count → 937
it wasn't unusual when dazai would come knocking on your door in the middle of night. this time, however, was much more serious than before.
you slightly gasped as your eyes widened in horror at the awful sight of him. "osamu...?" your voice came out shakily, trying to process the wounds through the ripped shirt and sleeves. blood trickled down and seeped through his clothes, and his drenched body was trembling in the pouring weather outside.
you did not hesitate and immediately let him in, settling him on your couch and leaving him there to go to the kitchen as quickly as possible while distressing thoughts ran through your head. you returned to him with a first-aid kit in your hands. you always had it as a backup plan in case dazai was injured again.
dazai remained quiet as you took his shirt off, but only lightly shivered upon his wet torso coming into contact with the air in the lounge. his head just hung low, his wavy brown hair covering his eyes, as if he were too ashamed to look you in the eye.
you were shocked to see a gruesome slash on his chest that cut through the bandages wrapped around him at all times. the stabs weren't left unnoticed on his arm either. slowly removing his gauzes and discarding them in a metallic tray on the coffee table, you began treating his wounds.
it definitely wasn't the first time you saw him without bandages on, but it wasn't an every-day view. it touched you at the thought of how dazai trusted and felt safe with you with his body exposed, revealing his scars that no longer physically hurt but did emotionally.
you did know that he was out on a late-night mission, so it was fair to assume that he was ambushed on the way back or in the process. you wanted to ask him, but you chose to remain silent for now. neither did he.
as you were dressing his wounds, a few scars caught your attention that you had never seen before. one at his shoulder blade, near his collarbone on the neck, and a few on his abdomen. it seemed like they were inflicted a few days ago, judging from the whiteness that indicated that they had healed. he never told me about these... you thought while tidying up the materials that you used and gathering the unnecessary contents to throw in the trash.
your fingertips gently traced the marks on which you were eyeing as you muttered, "who... who did this to you?" your eyes shifted to the newly treated gash on his chest and you placed your hand on it carefully, making sure not to hurt him any longer.
you received no answer, so you repeated, "who did this to you, osamu?" your voice quivered. "were you hurt during your mission? and these... new scars?"
dazai took a deep breath. "i did." he did not bother to lift his head because he refused to look into your eyes filled with sorrow. "all of it."
"i... i see," you just murmured, ignoring the lump in your throat. you tried to bring your blurry vision back to normal, but tears welling in your eyes made it difficult. you did not want to cry in front of him—you wanted to be strong and be an emotional support for him.
you went into your room to bring his shirt (that he usually leaves in your wardrobe after crashing at your place) for him to wear. "do you want to eat anything? i have some dinner for y-"
"i'll just sleep," dazai interrupted, and you nodded. you extended your hand for him to hold, and he accepted. you guided him to your room, not letting go of his hand.
he laid down on your bed, and you covered him with blankets. you were leaving to give him some space, but you stopped in your tracks when dazai spoke, "i want you to hold me..."
✩
he was now fast asleep, his head on your chest, and your fingers were caressing his soft, wavy hair, occasionally scratching his scalp in the process. you couldn't help but kiss his forehead from time to time, fully knowing he loved it.
without realising it at first, you finally broke into tears, but you continued to nestle his hair as you tried your best to control your sobs. why... why does he have to go through this?
you hated how dazai discarded his needs for the sake of others so recklessly, how he just shut himself out randomly... how he just wanted to die at times.
he was your world, so you wanted to protect him. and there were times when he'd feel so much better. he would let his cheerful mask down and start opening up more. he himself would state that he never wanted to leave you behind so he stopped killing himself altogether, just for you. because of you and your support.
that did not mean at all that he would stop inflicting pain on himself from time to time. but it was never this bad, and you were now afraid it might go overboard.
you always wanted to kiss his scars and tell him they were beautiful, but deep down, you knew that dazai wasn't ready for this. you decided to give him some time.
but the vivid images of your beloved's scars were always going to haunt you. no matter what and when. in spite of all this, you stayed. just so that he can feel better. and you were never going to give up.
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Drumrolls, please...
*🥁🥁🥁*
Welcome to the Amazing Digital Ci- oops wrong fandom-
HERE HE IS!!! MY SAMURAI JACK OC HAS ARRIVVEEEDDD
Meet Roni, Akus only oni son, working as a mechanic and messenger for his father! Ofc, featuring @darknadaworld ' s own sj oc, Costar! (I am literally a sucker for her l love her sm she is so canon to me holy fuck costar supremacy🛐) (i may or may not made my oc just bc of costar obsession-)
Here are some fun facts about this boi! :
Roni was born from Akus fire, smoke and ash.
Because of that, Roni is able to blow hot steam/fire from his mouth, and endure really high temeperatures!
He can also shapeshifting, but Roni is not that capable like his father. Rarely uses it.
Roni likes to eat charcoal. That's it.
If someone was to attack him with a sword, the metal would melt. Metallic weapons don't work on Roni, bu he can be exorcized like a demon would.
Since his lungs store so much heat, he uses it as a furnace to makes metal parts for Akus robots/weapons for his daughters they used against Jack.
Roni is mute. He only grumbles and grunts.
Their mental age varies 8-12 (they don't age, tho.)
Roni HATES his sisters. He doesn't even consider them sisters, because they're all humans. Openly shows it. Aku finds it amusing lol XD
(Fun fact: in canon time line, it was Ashi who killed Roni😭 what a comeback huh- but lets ignore that shall we :D)
Roni is serious 24/7. They don't know how to smile, even if they do try sometimes. Aku always bursts out cackling at his sons smile lmfao😂
The black oni considers Costar his mom. Since he doesn't have a 'biological' one (only Aku being the creator), but wishes for one, Roni may not have said it, but Costar IS his mom. End of story.
Aku was very dissapointed at Roni at first, since they are only 50 cm big in total XD. He thought his son will never surpass his daughters, but he was wrong. Surely, he grew to be proud of Roni, because he helped him robot and weapon crafting in such young age!
Roni just wants to be praised. That is his main goal. To be seen, and validated, and maybe get a pat or two on the head- *sniffle* (ill give you as much pats as you would like Roni TwT)
Yayyy thats Roni for ya! I just always wished to make a lil twinky son that wants to be just spoiled (and he does sometimes uwu) thats all moody but a softie inside 😩
Also SOFT PAPAKU SUPREMACY RAAAAAHHHHH
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