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#like damn guys y'all are invested and it shows! >:D
yuriyuruandyuraart · 3 years
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"Ah, my outfit. Yes, the monochrome look is suitable, isn't it?"
yes it does dude. yes it does<3
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scoups4lyfe · 2 years
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Hi, screenshot anon here (I'm anon I can name myself how I want lol) I dont think I put my question right, I was referring to the images for your reactions (I'm dumb and English is not my main), but I just can't imagine watching the show like 1 second and *bum* screenshot, I will be too invested to pause. Also (because this is already long so why not :/) what kamen rider series have you already seen? Sorry if I'm being annoying 😅
SCREENSHOT ANON!!!
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(<333 super cute nickname you've given yourself.)
Haha your question wasn't wrong perse -- just not specific enough around what you actually wanted to know :'D.
For my reaction images,,,,some I already have saved onto my computer because I regularly send reaction gifs/memes as inside jokes to Nacho and J and just extended that to my liveblogs
and some of them I actually went and searched for to properly convey the emotional experience I was going through in that specific moment LOL!!!
I know what you mean about being invested lakjsdflkajsdlf.
Idk maybe its because I'm sharing the experience? That I'm able to pause? Kind of like I'm bringing you guys with me like "DAMN can y'all BELIEVE that? Holy guacamole!!"
hahaha makes pausing easier I'd say :'D.
LoL again don't worry about sending long asks <333! I love 'em.
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Kamen Rider Series I've seen:
Kuuga (finished)
Black (unfinished)
Agito (unfinished)
Ryuki (barely started)
Faiz (unfinished)
Blade (finished in the span of an entire weekend)
Kabuto (unfinished)
Den-o (unfinished)
Kiva (finished)
Decade (Only seen 1 episode)
W (Finished. Owned)
000s (Finished all at once.)
Fourze (Finished)
Wizard (barely started; unfinished)
Gaim (finished)
Drive (started, unfinished)
Ghost (Watched while airing; life happened; unfinished)
Ex-aid (Watched while airing; finished)
Build (Watched while airing; stopped around episode 23; didn't get finished until like early august 2021 while I showed Nacho and J the series / rewatched from start to finish)
Zi-O (Started while airing; my school banned the only website I had to access tokusatsu so I spent the entire rest of the year sending complaints LOL; never got back around to finishing it)
Zero-One (Seen maybe 5 episodes? Unfinished)
And Saber <333 the show gifted to me by God for conspiracy theory reasons <333,,, started while airing, got to around episode 3 and then got distracted and never came back to it -- LOL
Annnnnd we already know where I'm at with Revice <33.
oh!!! also!!! I WATCHED the entire first season of Amazons --(the fked up web series,,, not the showa one LOL); I also own season one.....lol; and watched season 2 as it was airing and uhhh never finished it.
Ze end~
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tellywoodtrash · 3 years
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this fucking episode my dudes. i just went through it like...
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business maharani is doing some more bitchification of bhaabi, ki dekho phir nikal gayi aapke peeche. even used the same lameass mandir excuse, the idiot, instead of coming up with something new.  
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hubs like riddhima is a major pain in the ass, but she's MY PAIN IN THE ASS, where isss sheeee, why isn't she back yet???????? is she ok????????????
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ishani getting a call about someone in the hospital and......
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bitch, it's her friend who's in the hospital. why the fuck would anyone call ISHANI of all people if riddhima was in the hospital????
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lo aa gayi.
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gujarat registration gaadi waale bhaiyya was a careful driver. unlike literally everyone else on tellywood. good for him.
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concern!maxxxxxxxxxxx about her haalat.
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asks about her bleeding hand and she's like i'll tell you if you tell me about how YOUR hand got hurt. noice.
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again, rrahul's not putting on the vansh voice in this scene and it's 300% more watchable. for the love of god stop directing him in a way that impedes his performance!!!!!!! LET THE MAN MOVE HIS FACE AND TALK IN HIS NORMAL VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!
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cliche dialogue about “shareer ke ghaav jaldi bhar jaate hain par dil ke ghaav..........”
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this asshole is like yeah who would know that better than me???? BITCH WHAT IS THIS, THE TRAUMA OLYMPICS???
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she's thinking ki yeah, i'm not gonna fall for your fakeass parwaah anymore. good. i like. she needed this stupidass illusion of her's broken longggggggggg back.
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ohohohohoho ib waala mangalsutra breaking and slipping off trope idhar bhi hai.
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“tooti hui cheezein kabhi kabhi dobara nahi judti.”
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dialogue maarke chali gayi, lol.
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but notice she's the one who caught it anyway. which makes me think she's gonna choose him/this relationship YET AGAIN. *deeeeeeeepest sigh in the world that sucks up all the oxygen in the atmosphere*
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“jaise mera dil.”
OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOH.
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“lekin ab waqt aa gaya hai bohut se cheezon ko sahi karne ka.”
again, he looks menacing and all, but is probably just talking about making sure all the paperwork is up to date for upcoming end of year audits. he's a very rich accountant, remember???
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ragini's medical reports have come.
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lol being married to ishani is taking yearssssssss off angre's lifespan. roz naya tension, naya drama.
also, angre refers to vansh as "vansh bhai" when talking about him to ishani, but calls him "boss" when referring directly. interesting. veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy interesting. you guys need to sort out that relationship, my dudes. it's the only stable, healthy one in this whole damn show.
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ishani is like you're his right hand, what the hell are you doing about riddhima spying on him and getting all up in his business???????? dang, this might be the first conversation they're having about their only common interest: vansh's well being.
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also i notice ki shivaay ke saare shirts angre ko diye gaye hain. huh, the shirts must have a kanji eyed wearer clause in their contract.
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“mujhe shakti dijiye ke main apne emotions se upar uthke sahi ke saath khadi rahoon.”
damn, first time i've had a lil respect for riddhima. i mean, i know ultimately it's all gonna go to shit, but she's trying.
lmao a dhaarmik aarti version of the title track is playing. a version for every situation!
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“main ragini ko bacha ke rahoongi. yeh mera aapse, ragini se, aur apne aap se vaada hai.”
YESSSSSSSSSSS BITCH, SISTERS OVER MURDEROUS MISTERS!!!!!!!!!!!
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OMG WHY WON'T Y'ALL JUST DRESS HIM LIKE THIS, LIKE ARNAV, WITH THE SHIRT AND SWEATER COMBOOOOOOOOOOOOO. PLS GODDDDDDDDDDDD STOP DRESSING HIM WITH THAT STUPID SCARF WAALA BLAZERRRRRRRRRRRRR I BEG OF YOUUUUUUUUUU
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he's talking to some shadow (def a woman) about how they're his humraaz about the whole ragini issue and nothing is hidden from them and how everything is going as they planned and the story will end soon.
it might be siya but omg i hope to goddddddddddddd it's ishani. i really really reallly want it to be ishani and see the hot demon siblings do some scheming and planning together. the sibs that conspire together, stay together!!!!!!!!!
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menacing growling about riddhima and how he needs shadow chick's help in "handling" her, so that she doesn’t leave the house.
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“chaahe VR mansion uske liye jail bann jaaye, i don't care.” cool, real healthy. also copied from this week's naagin 5. i'm telling you, these two shows be copying their homework off each other.
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vansh leaning real hard on how he trusting shadow chick. hmmmm. reallyyyy hope it's ishani. though can’t say i wouldn’t be delighted if siya also turns out to be just as fucking twisted as him.
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ofc ms. snoopy here has come to snoop. SIS TUM THAK NAHI JAATI KYA ISS SAB SE. MUJHE TOH DEKHTE HI THAKAAN HO GAYI HAI AND I NEEDS ME SOME GLUCON D.
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“ragini riddhima se jeete-jee milna toh door, usse dekh bhi na sake.”
uh a little too late for that my man, lol. your girls already had a catchup session this afternoon. they're going for brunch and manis next weekend!
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oh ho, she knows that angre's gone out. so this is def someone else in the house. DAMN, I'M REALLY INVESTED IN THIS SHADOW NOW.
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yaaar, kya haalat bana rakhi hai shivaay ke room ki. best room hota tha iss set ka, aur isko bas ek random space banaa rakha hai.
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ASLKFJSLDKJFLSDKJFLDKSF
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this fucker crazyyyyy. like fulllll on flipping cray cray!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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wow ok he's shaking from rage. more unhinged than i've ever seen him. which is really something. something scary as fuckkkkkkkk.
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kudos to riddhima for just being like same old, same old, instead of being scared. i'm really liking i-give-no-fucks-riddhima.
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DUDE. THIS FUCKER HAS COMPLETELY LOST IT.
also knife play copied from shivaay. this dude like a much much worse version of shivaay. never thought that would be possible, but never say never with ITV and the year 2020.
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ok i don't like this angry version of him that's outta control, all shaking and growling and panting. not only is it really bad acting, it's hard to take seriously as menacing. ppl are always scarier when they're ice fucking cool with their anger.
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blah blah blah some more growled warnings and riddhima and i are just here like............. “ok and????”
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she's not even allowed to leave the room.
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oooooh brave sis questioning him back and provokingggggggggg himmmmmmmmmm. got a death wish, this one, but i like her like this. i was sick of her just collapsing all over the place weeping. thaaaaaank god she found her longlost backbone.
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“tum jaise haiwaan ki baat kabhi nahi maanungi.”
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sarcastic slow clapping and slightly turned on by this show of dheentness.
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“chalo aaj tumhari bahaaduri ko celebrate karte hain.”
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
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“piyo, zeher nahi milaaya hai ismein.”
OK NOW THAT YOU SAID THAT I'M DEFINITELY THINKING THAT YOU HAVE.
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omg ridhhimaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa you idiottttttt.
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ok he's def put something in it. his face almost looking pitying as he takes the glass back.
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“jaao. jahaan jaana hai jaao. nahi rokunga tumhe.”
ohhhhhhhhhh boy.
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dslkfjsdlfkjdslkfjdslkjflkd her legs don't work no moreeeeeeeee.
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THIS FUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. JESUS CHRIST THIS CRAZY ASS FUCKING D;SLFKJ;SLDKFJ;LDSKJF;LDKJ
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EVEN THE CHANNEL PUTTING BIG BOLD DISCLAIMER OVER THE SCENE LIKE THIS SHIT IS SERIOUSLY UNHINGED AND FICTIONAL THE CHANNEL ABSOLUTELY DOES NOT CONDONE THIS FUCKING MADNESSSSSSSSS
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I CANNOT STOP SCREAMING THIS FUCKERRRRRRR IS OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT THE EVER LOVING FUCK IS THIS THIS SHIT IS MAKING 4 LIONS MEN LOOK LIKE SOFT CUDDLY LIL SOFTBOIS I AM LITERALLY GOING OUTTA MY MIND WITH RAGE AND ANGUISH WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
i need a break. i seriously need a break to go cuddle my cat coz my god this deranged fucking showwwwwwwwwww.
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ok cuddle break done. i’m not feeling any better but at least the tears of blood have stopped flowing from my eyes?
all i gots to say at this point is that CHEELANSHU SINGHANIA FROM NAAGIN 5 WOULD NEVER DO THIS. ONCE AGAIN SANKIIII CHEEL BOY >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> HUMAN MEN.
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“haiwaan hoon main. rakshas hoon. aur rakshas kuch bhi kar sakta hai.”
electric chair for you, dude. ELECTRIC FUCKING CHAIR, GREEN MILE STYLE.
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he literally gave her a paralytic.
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“isse ek luxury relaxing spa treatment ki tarah enjoy karna.”
OMG I WISH I HAD SOMEONE MAKE ME SLIP INTO A PARALYTIC COMAAAAAAAAAA WHAT ELSE COULD A GIRL WANT FROM PRINCE CHARMING UWU TRUE WUVVVVVVVVV
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omg inn paplu taplu ka chip waala naatak abhi bhi chal raha hai BIGGER THINGS HAVE HAPPENED IN THE HOUSE YOU IDIOTS KEEP THE FUCK UP LITERALLY NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR SADAA HUA MEMORY CARD ANYMOREEEEEEEEEE
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anyway they decide to put it in the bank locker. omg why though, under the mattress was suchhhhhhh a safe and secure spot!!! badal kyun rahe ho tum log?!?!?!!?!?
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“good morning.”
sis, lower half is paralysed. haath abhi bhi kaam kar rahein haina??? PICK UP WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU CAN GET YOUR HANDS ON AND HURL IT AT HIS FUCKING HEADDDDDDDDDDD
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“don't worry, bas kuch der ki baat hai. uske baad tum apne pairon pe khadi ho sakti ho. main tumhari help kar deta hoon.”
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TELLL HIM SIS. TELL HIM TO STAY THE FUCK AWAY AND NEVER EVER COME WITHIN A 3 DISTRICT RADIUS OF YOU. 
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“phir se zidd. tumhara naam riddhima nahi, ziddhima hona chahiye tha.”
ok can't deny i lol'd at that.
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OK NO BACK TO HATING HIM. PUNS WILL GET YOU NOWHERE WITH ME, YOU BLOODY PSYCHOPATH.
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“abhi toh bas ek chota dose diya hai jiska asar sirf 10 ghante rehta hai.”
oh how sweet. such a considerate husband. Star Parivaar Pati of The Year you are. haan behen, aur rakho aise pati ke liye karwachauth.
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“agar baat nahi maaani, toh agla dose double hoga.”
seriously though, where can i get one of these? all i want is to be put in a coma so that i don't have to be conscious anymore. esp with the USA election today............ give me a 5x dose, daddy.
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YEAH RIGHT LIKE SHE'S EVER GONNA CONSUME ANYTHING YOU OFFER HER EVER AGAIN LOL
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“tum chaahe kitni bhi koshish karlo vansh, main tumhe ragini ko nuksaan pohunchaane nahi dungi.”
determination toh behen ka top classssssssssssss hai. where do ppl get such mental will from? i face the slightest inconvenience and i need a 6 hour nap to cope.
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LMAO VANSH YOU DUMBASS YOU LEFT HER WITH HER PHONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. YOU KNOW SHE'S A SPY AND HAS SOMEONE ON THE OUTSIDE. YOU WANTED HER NOT TO GET TO RAGINI BUT NOW SHE CAN JUST CALL WHOEVER SHE’S WORKING WITH TO GET RAGINI THE HELP. GOD, BEWAKOOFON KI TOLI HAI YEH SHOWWWWWWWW.
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ab yaad aayi kabir ki. my god, he seems like such a mellow weirdo now compared to vansh, just into some casual costume-changing and quasi fratricide. almost a tolerable level of deranged compared to this other fucking madman.
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sent a voice note to him.
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SHE HEARD SOMEONE COMING AND FLUNG THE PHONE ACROSS THE ROOM INTO A PILE OF CLOTHES. OH HO WHYYYYYYYYYYYY, YOU COULD HAVE LITERALLY JUST HID IT BACK UNDER THE PILLOWS WHERE YOU FOUND IT!?!?!??!?!?!?
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“hi riddhima! tumhe iss haal mein dekh kar, dil ko bohut sukoon mil raha hai.”
asldkfsjflkjdslfkjdl i honestly love her the most. she's so fucking petty and hilarious.
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ishani is like thank god bhai has seen fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinally seen your real face.
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“sirf vansh ne hi nahi, inn sab mein maine bhi vansh ka asli chehra dekh liya hai.”
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“kya matlab hai tumhara?!?!!”
ok, i'm thinking ishani is shadow girl. from day 1, she’s wanted riddhima to see vansh in a certain way; as someone dangerous, the way he projects himself. (as opposed to dadi and siya who want her to see his soft side.) this statement from riddhima makes her wary that did she get close to the actual truth. INTERESTING. VERYYYYYYYYY INTERESTINGGGGG.
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she's now grumbling about how vansh treats her much better than she actually deserves. I REALLY WANT MORE INSIGHT INTO THIS BROTHER SISTER RELATIONSHIP THEY HAVE IT'S SO INTRIGUINGGGGGGGG
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le, kapde chale gaye laundry. phone ke saath.
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precap: kabir listened to the voice note and now him and mummy are in panic about ragini disclosing the truth about 3 years ago. RE DEVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. OFC THESE TWO WERE INVOLVED IN THAT KAAND TOO. LITERALLY EVERY ONE IN THIS SHOW IS A DERANGED MENACE TO SOCIETY.
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kabir coming to meet riddhima.
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but ofc.
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ugh she turned back saying “K.........” and he's like there's literally no one in this house whose name starts with K.
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*facepalms for allllll eternity till my godforsaken face itself falls off.*
i think i’ll go watch s2 of mirzapur now. i need something ~~~light and fluffffffffffy~~~ to take my mind off whatever the FUCK this was.
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tinalostgirl · 4 years
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Three Way | Jolina
Who: Tina, @jofabray, and @submissivedjberry
What: Threesome
Where: Jo’s Suite
Jo was excited, but the excitement couldn't help but be tempered by caution. This would be the first time that she'd had two submissives under orders, and the first time that DJ would see her interact with someone else in a private setting.  Added to that was the knowledge that Tina saw submission very differently than DJ did, and with all of that together it formed a potentially dangerous mix.  But Jo was bound and determined that they were going to have fun together.  That Tina would see a D/s relationship that was built on healthy respect, and that DJ would see that she had nothing to fear if she shared Jo's affections with someone else. "Y'all ready, darlin'?" she asked softly, laying a hand on DJ's shoulder as she knelt in front of the couch.  "We're gonna have fun.  All of us, I promise."
DJ was a little anxious about the day ahead. Yes, it had been her idea. And yes, she still wanted the day to happen. But there was a little bit of tension surrounding the day because she didn't know what to expect. This was the first time that DJ would have to share, and see, Jo's attentions and care being focused on anyone but herself and that was a bit nervewracking; especially after she had seen cute words between Tina and Jo. Regardless though, she didn't want to be the one that ruined what could be a very fun day and so she was determined to do her best to not overreact to anything. She just hoped that Tina was showing up that day for her...as much as she was for Jo. She glanced up when she felt the hand resting on her shoulder, letting out a slow breathe and nodding once. "As ready as I'm going to be, Miss." She fought against calling her 'my Miss', not sure if that would be proper throughout the day and feeling like she needed the practice. "We're going to have fun." She repeated.
Tina honestly didn't know what she had gotten herself into. All she knew was that she really liked spending time with Jo and she really liked spending time with DJ and while the math made sense in her head, she couldn't help feeling in the pit of her stomach. Something told her this was going to be different than any other time she was with them, or at least with Jo, and she still hadn't decided if that was a good or bad thing. Who knew what the blonde, who she previously thought was out of her league, had in store for her. Knocking on the door, she shook nervously, playing with her hair to keep her occupied. But all the nervous energy in the world couldn't have stopped her from smiling when the blonde appeared. She instantly looked for DJ when she made herself inside, a little taken a back by the kneeling girl. "Oh, hey." Tina flopped down on the couch and propped her feet on the table. "So what do we have planned for today?"
Jo knew there was a gossamer-thin line to walk in managing both Tina and DJ.  They were very different people, very different submissives, and they both needed a particular touch to make sure that not only did they both enjoy the day that was to come, but that neither of them felt left out or unfairly treated.  It was only a single day, but it would be an important test of how well she could manage the care of two submissives and whether a double claim was something to look forward to in the future. "Dalia, y'all can go ahead and join Tina on the couch."  She didn't want her feeling like she was somehow subservient to Tina, or less than because she was kneeling while Tina sat comfortably.  Jo took a seat on a chair opposite the couch, favoring them both with a smile.  "Well, that very much depends on what everyone is feelin' like.  We got video games, we got movies, cards, anythin' we'd like to amuse us all for a bit.  And if everyone's in the mood later, we can talk about retirin' to the bedroom.  I'd like to hear from each of ya, though, what y'all would like to do."
"Hey." The easy go lucky aura about Tina and the way that she just dropped onto the couch was something that DJ had been expecting. She knew that Tina's beliefs were much different than her own, leading her actions to be much different as well. However, it did feel off now that she was kneeling at another submissive's feet. She was grateful when Jo told her that she could get onto the couch as well and claimed her spot with a smile, resting her chin on her knees. This was the start of their day and she was certainly interested in seeing how it was going to turn. She hoped it turned out well. Listening to the options laid out in front of her, DJ smiled. They all sounded pretty lovely. "That and sounds pretty great. Though I admit that you two will probably be much better at video games than I am if we go that route." She joked, having not played a lot of them throughout her life. "And...I am very intrigued about the prospect of retiring to the bedroom at some point." DJ wasn't sure if that's where they would end up, but damn if it didn't sound good. Both girls she was spending the day with were gorgeous and had both proved to be great in bed, so time with both of them was almost certain to be electric.
Tina wasn't used to... talking things through. She was a very impulsive and just acted on how she felt, but she would give this a try. She didn't even notice the weird difference in dynamic between her and DJ until Jo told the other girl she could join Tina on the couch. At least she didn't ask Tina to kneel. She bit at her bottom lip and picked at her cuticles as she listened to her option. "I'm honestly good with anything. And I'm definitely good with 'retiring to the bedroom later'," she confirmed. "You're such a proper lady when you speak, Jo, I love it. I would have just said 'fuck' but now it just sounds crude." Tina chuckled to try and hide her nervousness. "You pick, Miss. You're the 'Domme here, right?"
Jo snorted.  "I'm not a southern belle for nothin', darlin'.  Okay, that's a lie, I was never actually a belle, but you get my point.  And I am, but that doesn't mean I don't ask for opinions sometimes either.  Sounds like we're good to start with some games, though, and not to worry darlin' girl," she winked at DJ, "I think we can find something we'll all be pretty competitive at."  She hadn't used the system much since she got it, but it was turning out to be a good investment.  "I'll get us set up - if y'all are hungry or thirsty, ya can both go grab somethin' from the kitchen before we get rolling."
Hearing Jo call Tina 'darlin' didn't bug her quite as much as she thought it would, and she hoped that that was a good sign for the day that was to come."Thanks, Miss!" DJ stood up from the couch and grabbed Tina's hand to tug her into the kitchen as well with a cheeky grin. "The snacks are in that cupboard if you want to grab something not so healthy. There's some chips, some popcorn, and some candy I'm pretty sure!" She turned to the fridge and glanced inside, grabbing herself a soda and one for Jo as well. "Did you want a drink, Tina?"
Tina watched the exchange between DJ and Jo with envy. There was natural chemistry there and they looked at each other with puppy dog eyes. Tina wanted someone to look at her like that. She was lost in thought, but Jo's voice brought her out of it. "Huh? Oh yeah," she replied when she felt DJ tug on her hand. She followed with no hesitation, finally breathing when they were in the kitchen. "You guys are so cute," she commented before pulling some popcorn out of the cupboard and throwing it into the microwave. "So how did you know she was the one? Also, your full name is Dalia? That's so pretty, why don't you go by that?" The soft popping could be heard in the background.
Sending both of them into the kitchen wasn't without an ulterior motive: if the day was going to be fun for all of them, there had to be some time for DJ and Tina to be together but apart from her.  This was a simple one, and she hoped that it would spark a conversation that they could carry on through the day.  Jo didn't linger or watch, turning instead to the TV and digging some controllers out of the cupboard of the TV stand before starting her console.  She decided on Crash Team Racing, which looked goofy and accessible enough that none of them had to be experts to enjoy it.  And unless Tina was secretly a shark then hopefully they'd be starting at the same skill level as well.
She blushed slightly when Tina said that they were cute, clearing her throat slightly. "Thank you, she's pretty special." DJ expressed, biting down on her bottom lip. "When did I know that she was the one...I think it was kind of a gradual thing, really. But there was a moment when we were camping where it just became clear that this was something that we both wanted. And that...we'd start trying to make steps towards it." DJ said honestly. It wasn't to rub it in Tina's face or anything of the like, but she didn't want to lie either. Plus, she was far from ashamed of what she and Jo were working towards. "But I do know that I might not be her only claim, so that's always kind of in the back of my head to." DJ expressed as she pulled another drink for Tina, kind of throwing that notion out there for Tina's sake as well. "My full first name is actually Dalia-Joy. And mostly just because I like the sound of DJ. And I like the thought of only people I'm close to getting to call me Dalia or Dalia-Joy, I guess."
Tina tried to act like she wasn't phased, but she hung on the other girl's every word. Not that she ever saw herself entering an actual claim, but she's always yearned for someone to call her own. Though actual jealousy filled her chest when DJ referenced the camping trip, but only because it contained a special moment for her in regards to Jo. And while she recognized that the feeling was completely ridiculous, she still couldn't stop it. She hid it as well as she could and just focused on moving to something else. "No worries, I'm gonna always and forever call you Deej." She forced a smile and was saved by the beeping of the microwave. "Thanks for the drink, by the way. I wonder what game she set up for us," Tina commented as they moved back into the living room with the snacks.
As DJ and Tina busied themselves in the kitchen Jo made sure everything was set up and ready, pairing all of the controllers and testing them out before turning her chair a little to make sure she had a good view of the TV - normally she sat in it to read or study, so it was turned the other way a little.  She'd done her best not to listen in to any of the conversation from the kitchen, an effort helped by the hum of the microwave, and so when they made their way back to the living room she didn't have to concern herself with anything except that they'd been talking like she hoped. Setting both of the other controllers on the table, Jo kept player one for herself and smiled as they found their way back.  "Went with a racin' game.  Hopefully none of us are secretly pros, so we can all be awful together."
Tina saying that she would forever call her ‘Deej’ seemed like she was setting herself apart from someone that could ever mean a lot to DJ and DJ didn’t know what to think about that. Clearly she had said something wrong and she wondered if she should have changed her answer in some way. She didn’t like the look that had formed on Tina’s face for a brief moment and she let out a soft sigh, her shoulders dropping slightly as the other submissive turned and headed out to the living room, almost like she was rushing away from DJ and their conversation. “You’re welcome.” Tina walking away caused a sharp...something...leading her to wonder yet again if Tina was only there that day for the chance to hang out with Jo and she followed her into the living room. She placed the drinks down on the table and then curled up on the couch, wrapping her arms around her legs and letting her chin find her knees again, trying to push aside her inner thoughts, knowing she was probably being ridiculous.
Tina was impulsive. She had been her whole life and she was sure that Jo and DJ already knew this about her. She was feeling - icky. She didn't know how to describe it, but something was off and it was making Tina anxious. She didn't like being anxious and she felt like she needed to do something to break the tension in the room. She didn't know how to express her feelings with words, but she could use her actions. So as DJ settled on the couch, Tina approached her and pulled her into a heated kiss. She sighed and smiled at her before backing away and doing the same with Jo, hoping she wasn't crossing any boundaries. She let out a sigh of content before plopping down onto the floor. She felt better already. "Okay, now we can relax. Racing you said, right? Let's do this. I'm so gonna wipe the floor with you two!"
There was no mistaking DJ's posture, at least not for someone who'd spent as much time with her as Jo.  "Thank you for the drink, darlin' girl," she started, ready to press a little and try to figure out what was suddenly bothering her, when Tina made a move that Jo hadn't expected in the least.  And while she wouldn't necessarily have admitted it aloud, Jo could hardly deny that watching the two of them together was a very nice sight.  Just as suddenly, Tina was pulling her into a kiss as well - one that left her breathless and flushed.  That had certainly changed the mood in the room, and Jo hoped that it might have taken DJ's mind off of whatever was troubling her.  "Racin'," she confirmed, still a little dazed.  "In that case, I'm gonna have to take you down."
She knew that she was going to have to pull herself out of the mood, she far from wanted to be the thing that brought everyone else down; and she also didn't want to get stuck in her head, because that was something that she was trying to work on. She didn't have too much time to think though, before Tina's lips were pressing firmly against her own and a gasp was pulled from her lips. She responded in kind though, even if she was a little lost as to what brought it on. She wasn't going to complain. Her eyes darkened slightly as she watched Tina kiss Jo next, biting down on her bottom lip. For the first time that she was seeing Jo kiss someone else, she really couldn't complain too much about it. She may have been a little pouty that she wasn't getting a kiss from Jo too, but she knew she'd get one soon. She reached for her own control and giggled softly. "Let's do this." She knew that she was probably going to lose, but she didn't really care.
Tina was aware that her impulses wasn't going to do all the work, but at least she felt better and they all seemed to relax a bit. The video game was good because it gave her something physical to focus on instead of staring at the way Jo and DJ interacted. It's exactly why she sat on the floor, so they would be out of her sight. Her thoughts threatened to get away from her again, but the game pulled her focus. It's like Jo knew what she was doing or something. She loved Mario Kart and she chose Yoshi like she always did and sat up straight when the countdown began. As the game proceeded, Tina tried to hold back, but proceeded to talk trash like she always did, even standing up as the race came to and end. The final result: Tina came in dead last and while she was super competitive, she actually didn't mind. "That was fun!"
Jo was actually worse than she thought at the game - partly inexperience, and partly because her eyes flicked regularly toward DJ and Tina to make sure that everyone was still enjoying themselves.  But that was alright, because every single time she crashed headlong into the track it made her laugh, and the lighthearted trash talk around the room was neither serious nor too intense.  Somehow, by the time she crossed the finish line she was in front of Tina, but it still felt like that had to be some sort of mistake.  Still giggling, she shook her head at her own performance.  "That was great," she agreed with a laugh.  "Where'd you finish up, darlin'?" she called over to DJ - Jo had missed the standings while she was laughing at herself.  "Think you might have whooped us both at that one."
DJ put all of her focus into the game. She didn't want to focus on Tina and get lost in her thoughts and she didn't want to focus on Jo and get lost in different thoughts. And so getting to focus only on the TV was her method of action. She'd never really played this game before and it must have been some sort of beginner's luck that placed her in front of both Tina and Jo. But somehow she had made it happen. She giggled and shrugged. "I came in fourth. Better than I thought I would have!" She exclaimed, reaching out to grab some popcorn and pop it into her mouth.
Tina forgot she was trying to keep her body trained forward and immediately turned around after the game, dropping the controller and sitting on the coffee table so she could better see Jo and DJ. She nibbled on some popcorn as well, her eyes drifting back and forth between the pair. "I mean fourth place is not bad for a newbie." Tina reached over to pound fists with DJ but her lack of focus caused her to hit the bowl and knock the bowl of popcorn all over the ground. "Shit," she whispered before falling to the ground to pick up her mess. "Sorry."
"Nicely done!  Ya cleaned both our clocks by the sounds of it, so y'all did pretty great."  It was a relief to hear her giggle, and Jo hoped that whatever had dampened her mood briefly was long forgotten now.  When the contents of the bowl fell and scattered, Jo was quick to respond.  "It's alright, Tina, don't stress about it - it's just a spill.  Dalia, could y'all go and get the broom and the dustpan and give Tina a hand there?"  Given how upset the submissive was, Jo wanted to help ease her mind a little by involving DJ.  Her girl knew how to make people feel better, and that was a talent that Jo needed just then.
The bowl hitting the ground had been a shock but when she saw the look on Tina's face, she winced. "It's all good. I've got you." DJ said, rushing to grab what Jo had asked of her. "Here, Tina. I can sweep if you hold the dust pan." DJ handed it to her and shot her an easy grin, hoping that it would help ease her. She got to work, sweeping up the mess easily. It was a quick mess to clean. And she hoped Tina didn't worry about it for too long.
Tina was beyond embarrassed. She knew the mess wasn't a big deal, but she couldn't help but feel wild and unkept in contrast to Jo and DJ's well kept aura. She kicked herself both internally and externally but complied, falling back to sit as she held the dust pan in place, helping DJ pick it all up. She couldn't even fake a smile this time. "I know the popcorn isn't a big deal. I'm just always all over the place you know? And you two are just so perfect and then there's your perfect little relationship. Ugh. Sorry, maybe I should just go..." Tina just didn't know how to express what she was feeling. She didn't even know what she was feeling. And running away was always easier when it came to dealing with her own problems.August 22, 2020
"Whoa, whoa," Jo said softly, shaking her head.  "I'm not goin' to force ya to stay, Tina, but I'd prefer it if you didn't go.  We both would.  I think maybe y'all have an idealized version of us in your head, because we are not perfect.  We're the furthest thing from.  We're here, learnin' and strugglin' the same way you are.  There's nothin' wrong with bein' all over the place, if that's who y'all are."  She hesitated for a moment.  "If it were Dalia feelin' like you are right now, I'd get her to kneel for a few minutes.  To relax, and find her center.  I know that wouldn't help you, though, so I'll offer a few options." She gestured to the spare room.  "There's a bed in there that you can have to yourself for a few minutes.  Lay there, scream into the pillows, punch them, whatever you want.  Or y'all can have the couch to yourself while you calm down.  And if none of that works for ya, then you can tell me what might help."
DJ looked up sharply when Tina said that she thought that maybe she should leave. That's not what she wanted at all. But she also knew it couldn't be just about what she wanted. If Tina needed space to breathe, and that included leaving, then DJ wouldn't want to stop her from getting what she needed. DJ just hoped that they could help her here. "Not perfect." She assured, shaking her head, but she didn't add more than that. Jo seemed to be doing well and she didn't want to overstep, so she just kept her soft and caring gaze on the other submissive. Jo giving Tina a few options caused a small smile to form on her lips, Jo was just so incredible.
Did Tina make it seem like that big of a deal? Cause in her mind, she was just spewing the first things that came to mind, most of which she would try to forget. "No. No." She shook her head and stood up. "It's not that big a deal. I'll stay. It's just... weird. I'm weird. Ignore me." She waved her hand in the air as if it would dismiss the feeling in her chest. She was grateful that Jo was willing to work with her and gave her options, which she appreciated, but it only made her feel worse. She moved to the couch and flopped down onto it before pulling DJ into her lap. Physical closeness was something that always made her feel better. "I think being here is just starting to get to me," she admitted in a small voice, her fingers idly playing with DJ's. She looked at their connected hands intently, not wanting to make eye contact with either of the two women.
Jo was patient - it was one of her defining traits - and she waited as Tina seemed to be trying to sort out her feelings and explain them to herself, even if the explanation didn't quite make sense to the rest of them.  It made her happy that having DJ be close seemed to provide her with some kind of comfort, and Jo was content to let the two of them enjoy each other's company as she waited for more words.  And then, quietly, came what she thought might be at the heart of the matter. "Here as in this room, darlin'?  Or here as in the Institute?"  What she said in reply would have a great deal to do with what Jo's response might be.
"Not weird. It's okay to be having feelings that you can't fully explain. I get that way too. More than I'd like to admit." She didn't fight as she was pulled onto Tina's lap. If her being close was something that could help her, she wasn't going to argue against it. The hand that wasn't being toyed with, lifted to drag her nails lightly against the back of the other's neck. She was worried about what Tina's answer to Jo's question would be, pressing her lips against the other submissive's cheek, hoping to add some comfort in whatever way that she could
This was not how Tina envisioned the night going and she wanted to end this pity party as soon as possible, but the pit in her stomach was far too noticeable to ignore. "Being here at the institute," Tina admitted easily. At least that part was something she knew. "I get lonely and self absorbed and way to fixated on things I shouldn't be fixated on. I fall for people way too easily and when everyone is looking for the opposite of what I want, it just leaves me feeling bad and alone." She huffed and pressed her face into the crook of DJ's neck. Can you come here, Jo? Maybe you guys can like smother me until I feel better?"
Jo was so proud of DJ, and the way that she used her own experience to relate to Tina in a way that might help make her feel better.  "I see - thank you for explainin', Tina.  When you say that people want the opposite of what y'all want, do you mean a traditional claim?  Whatever the case may be, though, I do want y'all to know you're not alone.  We're here."  At the request, she smiled.  "Yeah, darlin', I think we can do that."  Jo squeezed into the available space on the couch, wrapping herself around Tina until she could touch DJ with both hands.  "Take as long as ya need."
Hearing that Tina felt lonely, she frowned slightly. "You're definitely not alone, beautiful. Not at all. I'm sorry that you've ended up feeling that way though." She said softly. She hated that the girl felt that way and wished she could do something to change it. When Tina nuzzled into her neck, DJ hummed softly, playing with her hair and staying settled against her. If cuddles were what Tina needed to feel better, then cuddles she would get. DJ was just glad that she wasn't determined to leave.
When Jo joined them and wrapped her arms around both her and DJ, she sighed with relief. It was like a weighted blanket had been wrapped around her. "I don't want to talk about it anymore." Tina knew she was being blunt but at least she was being honest, right? She just sat there, enjoying the closeness she didn't realize she was craving so much. Tina didn't know how to put it into words, but she appreciated how DJ and Jo reacted to her little outburst. That whole situation could have turned out completely different, but she was reminded why she liked them so much. Can we get back to the fun stuff now?"
Jo nodded against her.  "Alright, darlin'.  We won't talk about it any more, then."  They weren't in the sort of relationship that she could demand answers, and from a personality like Tina she knew it wouldn't do any good even if they were.  If there came a point that she wanted to talk about what was on her mind, then she would, and until then there was nothing to be gained in pushing the issue.  It felt good, holding both DJ and Tina in her arms, and Jo smiled at the question.  "I think that can be arranged.  What fun stuff did y'all have in mind?"
"No more talking." DJ agreed, fingers trailing through her hair as Tina seemed to drink in the attention that she was getting from both DJ and Jo. DJ knew that it would probably be better for Tina to talk about it, but if she wasn't ready, then trying to force her wouldn't help anything at all. In fact, that could just make it worse. And DJ far from wanted to make anything worse for the other. She grinned at the mention of getting back to the fun stuff and nodded. "That sounds like a good idea." She agreed, pressing a kiss to Tina's cheek. "More video games or something else?"
Tina was a little worried that Jo was going to push the issue so she felt immediate relief when she let it go. What Tine really needed was people who could roll with the punches so she appreciated that both DJ and Jo seemed to fit that mold. Tina mulled over both of their questions even though she already knew what she really wanted. "How about something like this?" She asked before pulling Jo in for a fierce kiss, breaking every barrier she could with her tongue, all the while her hand gripping at DJ's thigh.
Jo inhaled sharply as Tina pulled her into a kiss, tongue exploring her mouth without hesitation or resistance.  In turn she reached behind the submissive for DJ, pulling her a little closer so that when they came apart she could pull her close enough for a kiss of their own even as her hand reached out to cup Tina's breast.  They were going to need to relocate from the couch if this went any further, but Jo was content to remain where she was for that moment.
Her eyes widened again when Tina tugged Jo into a kiss, she certainly hadn't been expecting that, but she was learning to expect the unexpected when it came to Tina. And there was something...thrilling about that fact. DJ was someone who followed the rules, did what she was told, and didn't jump where she hadn't been told to. Tina on the other hand, jumped and then let things fall where they may and it was intriguing. She moaned as she was tugged into a kiss by the blonde, heart jumping the way it did at every kiss from the Domme. Her fingers were still tangled in Tina's hair, and she couldn't help but draw Tina to her lips next when Jo had pulled back.
Her kiss with Jo was hungry and physically showed her yearning for affection and to just be consumed with them enough do that she could forget all her problems. Witnessing the passion between DJ and Jo only made that hunger stronger and by the time she was kissing DJ, she was moaning into her mouth, hands cupping the other girl’s face before fumbling down her torso so reach beneath her shirt.
As Tina occupied herself with DJ, Jo sat back just a little to get a better view.  She hadn't expected just how hot it was going to be to watch her girl with someone, and it was so much better that it was Tina.  She watched with eager eyes, slowly removing her own top and finally laying a hand on each of their shoulders.  "We're gonna head for the bedroom, gorgeous girls.  Y'all need more room than this couch."  For motivation she reached between them and gently squeezed their breasts, indicating the way to the bedroom with a jerk of her head.  "C'mon."
She whined as she had to pull away from the kiss, but when she saw Jo shirtless before her and listened to her words, she really couldn't complain. Her chest arched forward at the squeeze of her breast and she whimpered. She then slipped off of Tina's lap and grasped her hand, leading Tina towards the bedroom. She dropped Tina's hand as she stepped inside and pulled her own top over head and tossing it to the side to deal with after. Her bra didn't remain on her body for much longer either, the need welling inside of her like a flame that had been ignited by gas.
With her senses heightened like this, it was easy to get lost in the moment and really dive in and escape from the world for a little while. It was why she liked sex so much. And if that feeling could easily be met with one partner, she knew it would be explosive with two. Tina also whines when DJ was pulled away and she was instantly seeking that warmth again. She followed like a lost puppy, stripping out of all of her clothes. Tina wasn’t eloquent in the least and nearly stumbled as she tried to get rid of her jeans. She licked her lips at the sight of DJ’s bare chest and instantly closed in on her, dipping down so she could wrap her mouth around her taut nipple while her hand squeezed the other.
Jo was enjoying the show, and she was in no hurry to break it up.  There would be time for her to be involved afterward, but for now she simply wanted to relax and watch two beautiful women be with each other.  "Very nice," she murmured softly, watching the two of them divest themselves of their clothing and head for the bed in stuttering steps.  Jo stripped off as well, but she lingered at the end of the bed to watch.  It only took a few moments for her fingers to find a path between her legs, rubbing in hard, fast circles over her clit.
As Tina's attentions focused on her nipples, DJ made a point of pushing down her pants and panties, wriggling out of them with some struggle. However, she felt very proud of her self when she was able to step out of them. One hand found the back of Tina's head once again keeping her in place. Her other hand found Tina's waist and one of her knees slipped between Tina's thigh, drawing her against her. "You're so good with your mouth. Fuck."
This was something Tina was always confident in. She knew a woman's body, inside and out and knew what signs to look for. As they stumbled back on the bed, DJ's knee pressed against her core deliciously but she was far more focused on the other girl's pleasure than her own at the moment. She smirked up at DJ as she cascaded down her body, hand steady on her breast so she could continue flicking her nipple. She kissed her hip bones, then her inner thighs, before finally landing on her sweet pussy.
Moaning softly as she watched the two women play, Jo continued to work herself up - she didn't intend on letting herself cum, because that would be much more fun if it was at one of their hands.  While she wore a Dominant mark, though, Jo was still very much human, and she wasn't capable of watching a display like the one in front of her without touching herself.  There was no question in her mind that DJ would ask for her orgasm when the time came, and she had every intention of granting the request before they both did something special for Tina.
The feeling of Tina above her was a welcomed one. Each touch of her hand, each caress of her lips, drew DJ into a state of pleasure. She could feel Jo watching them, could hear the soft sounds coming from her and that just magnified everything that she was experiencing. Her hips arched upwards as lips pressed against her sensitive inner thighs and she gasped at the first touch of Tina's tongue to her slit. One hand shot down and tangled in Tina's hair as she other gripped at the bed spread. "Oh fuck...yes."
This was so much easier for Tina to give into. Her focus was completely on DJ and her pleasure. She gripped her hips to keep her still as she worked her way from her outer lips to her core. Once she was spread open, Tina moved her tongue expertly from her opening to her clit, then stroking up and down. The sounds coming from above only made her smirk as she continued to work her closer to her edge, but not without some teasing first. She even spelled out 'so fucking hot' with her tongue against her folds before finally pressing her tongue into DJ's opening and fucking her with it.
Once Jo had neared her edge she slowed the movement of her fingers, watching just how well Tina was taking care of DJ.  She'd known they wouldn't scene in the traditional sense, but it was exactly what she'd have asked for out of one - for Tina to look after DJ and give her everything she needed, and to make sure that Tina had an equally good time.  And then, perhaps, for both of them to take care of her at the same time.  But the order of events was flexible, and Jo looked forward to seeing how it all played out.
Tina's mouth was perfect. And the way that she held her down was something special as well. Being restrained was something she found super hot, so the simple hold enhanced the pleasure. The hand that had been gripping the blanket moved to toy with her nipples, pinching and tugging on them. "Mi-Miss Jo...can I please cum? Please?" DJ pleased, her hips rocking up into her face as best as she could. "Ye-yes...so good." She really hoped she got permission quickly because she was so incredibly close.
DJ's moans and whimpers were enough to make Tina soaked, and her sweet taste was almost enough to send her over the edge, but she managed to keep her focus on DJ though it was growing increasingly harder when she heard Jo moaning behind her. The the pleas slipped out of DJ's mouth and she was nearly thrown off. She only skipped a beat or two before peering up at her. She didn't think hearing DJ ask for permission to cum would be so hot. It only made Tina work harder, moving her hand to join her mouth, fucking DJ's opening as her mouth sucked on her clit.
The point of what they were doing wasn't teasing or denial, so when DJ asked for permission Jo smiled.  "Go ahead and cum for me, darlin' girl.  I want to hear you scream Tina's name when you cum."  Normally she'd have told DJ to thank Tina, but given the dynamic of the two subs together it seemed like that might be the wrong way to go.  Hopefully a good scream of appreciation would make Tina feel needed and wanted.
When Jo told her to scream, she nearly laughed. Because her name was exactly what was going to be pulled from DJ's lips unless Jo had ordered her to scream something else. She gasped loudly as Tina's fingers entered her and her mouth focused in on her clit. It didn't take much more from Tina's experienced fingers and mouth to bring her over the edge with a shout of Tina's name, her thighs trembling.
Tina kept her eyes trained on the girl above her as she was brought to the edge. There was something so serene about watching someone reach their peak. And for someone who was so quiet usually, DJ was a screamer and Tina loved that. Even after DJ reached her orgasm, Tina stayed where she was, lapping up the reward of her work with a moan. Her ears were ringing and her adrenaline pumping. She was worked up to the max and it showed with how she moved up her body to grab a forceful kiss. "Fuck you're hot," she commented before slapping her thigh lightly.
Jo moaned under her breath as Tina brought DJ over the edge, watching the way that they interacted afterward with curiosity.  Then, though, it was time for her to step in.  "That was a lot of fun to watch," she moved closer, setting a hand on each of the girls.  "But I think I'm through watchin'.  So DJ, I'd like if you made Tina feel as good as she did for you.  Tina, I'd like y'all between my thighs.  How's that sound to everyone, hmm?"  She was careful not to make it an order, not wanting to ruin the mood, but she definitely wanted things her way.
The slap to her thigh was a surprise, but she moaned in response, her chest heaving with the force of her breathing. She glanced to the side as Jo came up to them, licking her lips at the sight of her Domme. She was so incredibly beautiful. "Mm, it'd be my pleasure." She rolled them so that Tina's back hit the bed and she pressed their lips together for a brief moment before getting to her knees on the bed, waiting to see where Jo would place herself.
Tina was a selfish lover, and would have reached for Jo had she already no penetrated their space. Tina was in a daze, paired with two beautiful women. Once she was pushed back onto the bed, she was sure her brain was going to short circuit with the sight of DJ on the bed and Jo by the bed. It was almost too much, they were so fucking sexy. She liked that Jo knew exactly what she wanted and showed ho hesitation falling into whatever plan she had for all of them. "Wanna sit on my face?" She asked Jo with a smirk.
"I thought it might be," Jo winked.  She hadn't completely figured out her plan, so when Tina made a suggestion she was happy to take it.  "Ya know, I think I really would actually.  What an excellent plan."  Climbing onto the bed and taking a second to give DJ a long, slow kiss, Jo set each of her legs on one side of Tina's head and lowered herself, just a little.  "Make her feel good, darlin'," she smiled over her shoulder at DJ.  "I really wanna feel her moanin' into me."  She was close enough that Tina's warm breath was ticking wet folds, and Jo was more than a little eager to feel Tina touching her.
Her hand lifted to tangle in Jo's hair as the Domme kissed her, trying to keep her there for as long as possible, preening under the short amount of time that she had Jo's attention. She sighed as she pulled away and watched as Jo settled over Tina's mouth. She moved further down the bed so that she could settle between Tina's thighs. Her lips kissed along her lower stomach as her nails gently scratched along her thighs.
If Tina died that day, she would have been okay with that. This was a fantasy above fantasies. She didn't know what she did right for the universe to give her this. She was over stimulated and it was hard to focus on just one thing. Her palms were sweaty as she cupped Jo's ass, but that didn't stop her her gripping her hips as she flattened her tongue and moved it against the other woman's folds. It wasn't very consistent however, stopping abruptly every time DJ hit her clit, her hips pushing up into the other girl's mouth and moaning into Jo's thigh. "Fuck that feels so good. So fucking good." It was driving her crazy not being able to see DJ between her legs. She tried her best to focus on both of them but her deficit made it impossible. "Fuck I can't. It's too much. Deej that feels so fucking good. So good it's distracting me. Let me make Jo cum first please."
Jo wished she had something to grab onto, but in the interim she played with her own breasts as Tina's tongue began to work against her.  Each little pause in the motion was driving her crazy, and part of her was tempted to force things ahead - to insist that Tina could get there if she tried.  But this was meant to be fun for all of them and if she grew frustrated then it wouldn't be.  Reaching back, she put a hand on DJ and patted her gently.  "That's alright, darlin'.  While Tina does that, y'all can come up here and kiss me, please.  Then we'll see what we can do for her together."
When she had finished kissing along Tina's stomach, she let her mouth claim its prize as her tongue moved through Tina's folds, paying a fair amount of attention to her clit. She pouted slightly when Tina asked her to stop, a little startled by the change; itching and aching to have something to do. She wasn't sure if she'd be able to sit there and do nothing, a little worried that she'd get lost in her head if she was only allowed to watch. But it seemed like Jo knew that without ever having a discussion about it and she eased herself off of the bed so that she could move to the other side, chewing on the inside of her cheek and shuffling a little until she could climb onto the bed in front of Jo. Once there, she didn't waste time, leaning in to press her lips to the Domme's.
It was nearly enough to bring Tina out of the whole moment. It was just a reminder of her disability and another moment almost ruined. So while she stayed where she was and continued to work her mouth against Jo's folds, her eyes stung and tears fell, but she was determined not the ruin the moment. She she pushed past it and eventually got back into the swing of things when DJ moved to keep Jo company with some kisses. That was motivation enough to work her tongue harder, using her hands on Jo's hips to help aid her movements.
There was a moment of rearrangement, but it was hardly enough to throw Jo out of the mood she'd been in - as long as all of them could find a place that worked for them, that was all she was concerned about.  Even her own orgasm was a secondary concern to the encounter going well for all three of them.  Once DJ was in front of her she couldn't help but smile, tangling a hand in her hair and pulling her close.  The kisses were punctuated with moans and needy whimpers, and her hips gently rocked under Tina's grip as she was driven toward her climax.  "You're so good," she gasped, free hand reaching for Tina's hair and words directed at the both of them.  "Both so fucking good."
The smile that formed on Jo's lips caused a slight quirk of her own lips. It was hard not to smile when Jo smiled at her. Her hands rested on Jo's waist, not daring to move. She hadn't been given permission to touch, just to kiss. Hearing moans and whimpers coming from Jo that she wasn't the cause of would be something that would take some getting used to, but it wasn't a bad thing necessarily. Just new. Just like sharing attention with someone else. DJ was enjoying this encounter, she just had a need to be involved. In some way. She shivered at the words, feeling them reverberate throughout her. They always had a way of centering her.
The fact that neither of them stopped or brought any attention to Tina’s little moment of weakness was what allowed her to get back into the mood of the room. She refocused and put all of her effort into making Jo feel good. Tina even reached out to grab at DJ’s leg to feel connected to her as well. All the while her tongue moving against Jo’s clit with the hopes that she would fill her mouth with cum.
Jo was vocally appreciative when Tina redoubled her efforts - she didn't know for certain what had prompted the small interruption, but they would work around it together.  Once she'd found her own peak she and DJ would make damn sure that Tina was satisfied properly after everything she'd given them.  Pulling DJ against her once more, Jo moaned loudly against her mouth, breath hitching in her chest as Tina's tongue expertly traced her skin.  Whatever the encounter meant or didn't mean going forward, Jo had been deeply impressed by both submissives and the way that they'd behaved together.  With a loud cry, muffled by DJ's lips, Jo's orgasm crashed over her.  She pressed down harder against Tina's mouth, seeking more contact until the moment had passed, at which point she raised herself up a little to look down at the girl between her legs.  "Well that was amazin'."
Kissing the Domme was one of her favorite things. It always helped ease her and helped keep her in the moment. And this was no different. The sound of Jo falling over the edge was always an enjoyable one. There was nothing quite like it. And DJ was glad to find that she only felt a tiny twinge of jealousy that she hadn't been the one whose hand or mouth had brought her to climax. She sat back when Jo pulled away to look down at Tina, letting them have a moment, biting down on her bottom lip.
It was almost too distracting still, hearing Jo moan like that and feeling her move like that. Not to mention the way she looked above her, rolling her hips and her lips locked with DJ's. But she used that as a way to hone her energy and focus all onto Jo to make her feel as good as she possibly could. She moaned at the sensation of Jo cumming into her mouth, licking up every bit of her as she could. Tina smirked up at Jo, kissing her inner thigh before Jo was pulling back from her. "I'm glad you think so." Tina was giddy again, being able to taste both of cum on her lips. It was absolutely divine.
Giving DJ a quick squeeze, Jo slid down far enough to give Tina a kiss - one that let her taste herself and DJ on the girl's lips.  "I definitely think so, darlin'.  But see, now I have a problem.  See, DJ got to cum.  And I got to cum.  But there's still one person here who hasn't.  And the only acceptable thing to do is make sure that person leaves satisfied.  So Dalia," she looked up at her girl with a grin, "is going to stay up here.  See what she can do with your upper body.  And me...well, I think I'm going to focus a little lower.  And between us we're going to see if we can make y'all scream louder than we did."
The squeeze caused her to offer a slight smile toward the Domme, even as she watched her move down the other submissive's body. She wanted to be selfish, she had been between Tina's legs and had been forced to stop...she wanted to continue. But that wasn't really fair, she didn't want to be a brat; even though she felt that urge for the first time. She got herself into a better position, offering Tina a small grin. It wasn't her fault she wasn't getting what she wanted...and she did want to make her feel good.
When Jo kissed her, Tina gave her all tongue, wanting her to taste everything. She bit her lip and waited in anticipation as she laid out what was going to happen next and Tina's stomach flipped in excitement. While she was a selfish person, she wasn't a selfish lover, and she just hoped having the attention of both of them on her body wasn't going to be too overwhelming for her. "I think I'd like that a lot, Miss." She didn't mean for the title to slip from her lips. But it felt warranted seeing as how Jo was going to take care of her and her needs in such an amazing way. Tina smiled up at DJ, reaching for her to pull her down into a kiss.
There was the slightest hesitation in DJ's movements, and Jo made a mental note to ask her about it when they were alone again in case she'd missed something obvious that should have struck her.  With that filed away for later, though, she turned her full attention on Tina.  The title caught her completely by surprise, but she tried her best not to draw any attention to it - the last thing she wanted to do is take a moment like that from special to awkward.  Jo was grateful for it, and the trust that it showed, but Tina needed to do things at her own pace.  "I certainly hope so, darlin'." Settling herself between Tina's legs, Jo gently nudged her thighs apart and wriggled closer.  "Such a beautiful girl," she murmured, kissing each of Tina's thighs.  "Both such beautiful girls."  Without hesitating any longer, she leaned close and flattened her tongue against Tina's slit, tracing a path up and down her lips and humming at the sensation.
There was another twinge of something within her when it felt like she was an afterthought with a compliment, yet again, but she shook it off quickly. It was very easy to do as she focused, first the smile from the brunette, and then on the kiss with Tina. One hand found the other girl's breast, squeezing it gently. Having too much happening had appeared to overwhelm her the last time and so DJ was trying her best to give her the attention, but also not overwhelming her. The last thing she wanted her to do was feel like she needed to stop when it was her turn to feel good.
Tina was far too distracted to notice any of the subtle exchanges between DJ and Jo. All she could focus on was the way DJ played with her nipples and the way Jo's flattened tongue swiped up through her folds. "Holy fuck, yes." Her hips bucked upwards and her legs buckled and as much as she wanted to look down to see Jo between her legs, she already knew the sight would be too much for her. So she just focused on DJ, pulling her down for another kiss, then another as she moaned into her mouth. "That feels so fucking good, yes!"
Tina's reaction was exactly what Jo was hoping for.  Their first attempt at getting her off had been aborted, and she wanted this one to be seen through to its end.  If they had overwhelmed her before then this time Jo wanted her to be able to simply enjoy herself without any interruption.  Reaching up to place both hands on the girl's hips, she changed up the path of her tongue just slightly to include delicate flicks at her clit.  Eventually that would be her focus, but the slow build was the fun part as far as Jo was concerned.  Reaching blindly up with her right hand, Jo went searching for any part of DJ she could reach.  They all needed to be connected for this.
She grinned down at Tina, more fully in the moment as she listened to the moans and words falling from the other submissive. She was so beautiful and so vocal in that moment, and DJ loved it. She didn't fight at all as she was pulled into a kiss time and time again, eager to help bring the moans as she toyed with her body. "You're so beautiful, Tina. Absolutely gorgeous." DJ expressed, pressing kissed along her face and then down her neck. Feeling Jo's hand against her, she reached back and squeezed her hand. It felt good that Jo was reaching out to her, it soothed her.
Tina thought she was a pro at this, but it was clear that Jo knew what she were doing. The difference is, this time she could actually just give in and enjoy the sensations. She could only focus on one sensation at a time, but she was doing pretty good at going back and forth between Jo's firm tongue and hands around her hips and the soft traces of DJ's fingers and her lips. It was the perfect contrast. With the lead up, it really wasn't going to take Tina very long. Her body was on overdrive and there was no self control when it came to chasing her peak. "Oh fuck yeah.... fuck yes right there." Her body slowly rose off the bed. "Oh yeah I'm gonna cum.... fuck yes right there, please. Yes..." Her body stilled for a moment then shook with her climax.
With all of them connected Jo could focus on Tina's body.  She'd gone a little bit slow for the first few moments, wanting to be sure that everyone was doing well, but once she felt Tina beginning to climb she abandoned her slow pace.  Lavishing attention on her stiff bud, Jo sucked gently and toyed at it with her tongue, grinning as she felt the girl moving against her.  With each direction from her lips Jo learned more about exactly where to zero in with her motions, and when Tina came unglued she couldn't help but smile against soaked skin.  Jo stayed pressed against her, cleaning her slowly with her tongue and letting her come down from her high.  "Well, that was yummy," she drawled, lifting her head to look up at both girls.
She kissed her again as she came down from her climax, humming softly. "You look so beautiful when you cum, Tina. It's like...actively unfair." The submissive said, shaking her head and then pressing another kiss to her lips before then pulling back and glancing at the Domme. She bit down on her bottom lip and then cleared her throat slightly and sat down. She wasn't sure what the next step of this whole thing was going to be. She curled up and rested her chin on her knees and let out a soft hum. "She does taste yummy." The submissive agreed, even if she hadn't gotten much of her this time.
All Tina knew was that Jo played her body like a fiddle. That was probably one of the most intense orgasms she ever had and immediately she was already thinking about the next time she could have Jo's mouth. She smiled up at the Domme, loving how good she made her feel, then up at DJ because it really was a team effort. She was complacent and completely satisfied as she laid in the middle of the bed with her arms under her head. "Well I think you're both too fucking hot and that's not fair. Come down here, both of you. It's cuddle time." There was nothing more beautiful to Tina than a woman's body, and she had two right in front of her. She wanted them all to stay naked for as long as she possibly could.
Jo had made mental plans for what came next, but they were heavily dependent on how everyone was feeling in the afterglow.  Cuddles were certainly high up there among those plans, and so there wasn't any hesitation in her before she agreed.  Before she laid down, though, she moved closer to DJ and gave her girl a deep kiss that lasted until they were both breathless.  Favoring her with a smile, she moved to give Tina one as well before making room for both girls to share one.  Only then did she lie down for cuddles, keeping Tina on one side of her and gesturing for DJ to take the other.
The idea of cuddles was exactly what she needed in that moment and she was glad that Tina had come up with the idea, because she didn't think there was anything else that she could have wanted as much as she wanted those. As Jo pressed a kiss against her lips, she whimpered softly and took as much as Jo would give her. She watched as the other two kissed and then gave Tina another kiss because it was clear that that's what Jo was giving room for. When the Domme laid down, she then carefully curled into Jo's side with a soft sigh.
There was so much affection being exchanged between all of them, it was almost overwhelming. But then again when Tina was open and exposed like this, she almost always felt overwhelmed. But she wasn't going to complain. She melted into the kiss by Jo and kissed DJ with the same fiery passion. Her skin still tingled in the afterglow, her body covered in a thin layer of sweat. But that didn't stop her from curling into the other side of Jo. She would never admit it out loud, but she felt small in that position and she liked that feeling.... a lot. "Mm, perfect."
Jo reached out and gently wrapped her arms around both of her companions, pulling them as closely as possible while letting them all be comfortable.  Her chest was still rising and falling rapidly, and the smile on her face couldn't be wiped away.  "You were both so good tonight.  I loved havin' both of y'all here with me.  And I hope that both of ya had just as good a time as me."
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Kinky TB Adventures (probably) with Okita Part 1: Kyoto Winds
Finally playing another Hakuoki route because I spent 10 hours travelling yesterday and I deserve some imaginary romance, damn it! Choosing Okita because he seems fun and I hate that he disappears from the story pretty early on in most routes and then dies off screen :'(
WARNING: I wrote a lot :) 
Intro:
I don't know why but Kodo's evil old man face made me laugh so much during the intro.
Playing the prologue because it has a hearty chunk of Okita in it and it's been a while since I played the game.
Chizuru talking about the invisible wall between herself and other people is relatable af :')
"I'm not sure if I belong here... No. No, that's all in my head." < < < ME. Hello imposter syndrome, my old friend :')
I now feel like a li'l bitch for complaining about my journey yesterday when Chizuru WALKED nearly 500KM from Edo to Kyoto X_X
I'm loving this old timey film effect on the Kodo flashback.
I feel like Kodo's actions and motivations change depending on the route so I'm not going to try too hard to wrap my head around them here.
I love that "Ronin" is basically shorthand for "Evil Douchebag Thug" in this game X_X
Yukimura: "Be careful, father! Kyoto is a dangerous place!" Also Yukimura: "I have nothing to fear because I look like a BOY :) " Selfless but foolish X_X Although, you could argue that being reckless is selfish because it disregards your loved ones' feelings, should you get hurt.
At least the game gives these ronin names :') although... they don't have eyes. I think I'd rather have eyes, if I had to choose.
"I could still hear the ronin cursing loudly" I just have an image of these three guys running through the streets of Kyoto yelling, "FUCK. SHIT. PISS. ASS."
This game invested a lot in blood effects and sounds and I respect and appreciate that.
"He died with the first blow" Silver linings?
"They were... broken" :'(
Awe, the furies look so happy to see me :') JK, this scene is appropriately chilling. They do have big smiles, though.
More blood splashes and visceral blood descriptions :')
Okita, your sadism is showing.
Or maybe he knows that Saito doesn't like killing his comrades and that's why he wanted to kill them first :O :O :O
"if you just sat back and let them kill the kid, you could have saved us some trouble." -_- I enjoy Okita's banter but I have a feeling that it's going to be a bit one sided because Chizuru doesn't do back talk X_X
WAIT A FUCKING SECOND, WHY IS OKITA NOT BLINKING?!??
Oh here we go. Let's take a moment to worship Hijikata. I still think that Saito and Okita are better looking but sure, let's take a break to gush about "smooth, dark hair" in the moonlight and "the wistfulness of flower petals" "as if the cherry trees were blooming out of season" X_X ick.
HEY. CHIZURU. REMEMBER WHO RESCUED YOU. IT WASN'T THIS FUCKER.
OH GOD, IT CONTINUES, "His voice was cold and quiet, like a blade of ice. Blue-white moonlight lit his slender face.." blah blah ick.
OH, WE'RE STILL NOT DONE?!? "But it wasn't the sword making my breath catch. It was his eyes. They were fierce and hard, but somewhere behind them... I could catch a glimpse of... something else." Blah blah, troubled, mercy, blah
"Run, and I will kill you. Do you understand?" SPLOOSH (yes, I have been watching Archer)
I was sort of joking about being aroused by threats of violence but swords are definitely sexier than... whatever that whole flowery passage was...
Okita still is not blinking O_O
Hijikata telling Okita to shut up is a mood. Sorry, Okita.
Okay, NOW Okita's blinking. Guess all it took was Hijikata suggesting that they're going to kill me for a change. Apparently, only Okita's allowed to threaten to murder me X_X
Side note: if anyone reads this and is wondering if I'm aware that I switch between "You", "Me" and "Chizuru" then yes, I am and no, I don't care.
Apparently, Okita blinking was a fluke. Maybe he only blinks when he is pushed off stride or, like, flustered or surprised?
Also, I don't tend to think of Okita as being especially tall but he's taller than Hijikata!
"So we should just kill people now?" Um... you don't do that?
"What?! Come on, you can't be serious" HE SAID, BLINKING AND THUS BACKING UP MY THEORY.
"Almost as if I was being... drawn into their world..." Oh dear! We wouldn't want that to happen, that's not why we bought the game at all! :P
"A world where there is nothing strange in carrying on a normal conversation in the dead of night with corpses for company." Edgy. Although, I hope that this conversation is far from normal O_O
"As you wish." Hijikata is Saito's Princess Buttercup. I'm not jealous.
WHOA. I was just musing about death as usual and now Okita's RIGHT UP IN MY FACE.
"We did save you, didn't we?" WELL, TECHNICALLY, Saito saved me. You suggested letting the furies KILL ME.
"I didn't realise right away he was speaking to me." How? He's taking up the entire screen?
"Thank you very much." Fair. "I apologise for not thanking you earlier." Okay, calm down. It's not like they gave you a chance to speak in between death threats.
"The man called Hajime also looked confused. His eyes were wide and he had an expression I couldn't place." Then allow me: STARTLED ERMINE. Hijikata's is DISGRUNTLED HORSE and Okita's is SMUG LYNX. Aka: how three different animals react to the discovery that their prey is a girl. I know that horses don't hunt prey. However, they do have to deal with it when their animal subordinates unwittingly capture it.
"He broke out in laughter again, so much so that he was forced to wipe a few tears from his eyes" I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU'RE HAVING SUCH A JOLLY TIME, YOU ASS.
Now that he's figured out that I'm a girl, he's suddenly keen to introduce himself :P
"The one you should be thanking for saving you is Hajime Saito" CORRECT.
Is he deliberately trying to let him kill me by giving out as much info as possible? O_o
"His fingers like iron cables around my arm." Kinky.
"The cause of my horror wasn't the gruesome end that awaited me, but something else entirely." Hanging out with these crazy fuckers.
Chapter 1:
Damn, I wrote a lot more than I had expected for the prologue X_X
"My limbs were tightly bound in tight knots" I wouldn't be surprised if Okita was a shibari expert...
"This is no way to treat a guest of ours" Obviously, Inou-bae is trying to be kind but this feels like something a supervillain would say after their minions bring you to their lair X_X
"he smiled at me and winked" get this man a route! Actually, wait, how old is Chizuru... OKAY, FORGET I SAID THAT. NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO FLIRT WITH THIS 16 YEAR OLD GIRL. Although, maybe a dad route? No romance, just familial love. He's a better dad than Kodo. NO DADDY KINKS ALLOWED.
Apparently, Harada and Nagakura being "lively" is supposed to reassure me?!
Ah, Okita and his hilarious jokes about invading my personal space.
I'm so glad that Saito doesn't let him get away with this nonsense <3
And now we're sticking up for Saito and calling out Okita's bs <3
"the smile lingered through his bright eyes" Oo-er
"He looked more like a boy than a man." Says you!
The baka trio look so done X_X
"Their faces were still blessed with youth" Phew. Looks like we'll have some eye candy while we're brutally executed.
A STICK?!? THEY'RE CALLING ME A STICK?! HAVE THEY NOT SEEN THE ANIME INTRO?! CHIZURU HAS TITS!!!
"The hell I will, boy!" Calm down, Kratos.
"You could be taken for interrogating" not if you assholes don't make such a song and dance about me witnessing your shady activities! How would anybody know to interrogate me in the first place?!
"Let's just kill the kid" How about no!!!
"I was just kidding." WERE YOU, or did you just change your tune because daddy Kondou told you off? -_- I don't think Saito's buying your shit.
"Hehe." XD best response!
Side note, how am I the first person to witness the furies in action?! They run around the streets, chopping people up and there are already rumours about the Shinsengumi committing brutal crimes.
Also, how often do they sentence men to death? There are a lot of men in the fury corps and I bet that some choose death or try and run for it and die in the process.
"I think that Souji has a point" BOO, HARADA!
"Uh-oh. Well, this is going to make it even harder for us to simply let you go..." He's doing the not blinking thing again! Maybe that's because his prey is in his sights... O_O Also, thanks a lot, Heisuke X_X
"A man should always be ready to face death. You should make your peace with yours." Okay, first of all, I look like a child to you! Secondly, bit sexist! Not all men choose the path of the warrior. Thirdly, AS IF, I'm just going to lay down and accept my POINTLESS murder just for being in the wrong place at the wrong time. No, Nagakura, I am NOT okay with being MURDERED. How dare you imply that I'm a coward for not wanting to die for this BULLSHIT.
Not sure if I mentioned this last time but Sano's casual suicide comments remind me of being at uni :')
"there's something I want to look into." Is it my stuff? Are you going to go through my stuff now? X_X
"I... I'm sorry." I forgive you, Heisuke! As for everyone else who's acting like this is all my fault and you've done nothing wrong, fuck you. Y'all shouldn't be doing evil science in the first place, especially if you're then going to try and justify MURDERING everyone who glimpses the evulz.
This whole bit reminds me of a DnD party where everyone's arguing over whether or not to kill someone. This is definitely more like a DnD argument than your average movie argument X_X
"All right, Saito, take care of the kid." 😍 Yes, Saito, take care of me :D NOT IN A MURDERY WAY O_O
Time to RUN THE FUCK AWAY. Maybe, if they hadn't acted like murdering assholes, I wouldn't be doing this but they don't seem to give a fuck about me so AWAY I GO.
"I knew it was rude, but I had no choice but to try and open the sliding door with my toe." Priorities X_X They kidnapped you, tied you up and threatened to kill you countless times. Honey, you stick it to those fuckers with your shady toe opening.
WE DIDN'T EVEN MAKE IT OUT OF THE ROOM!!!
"Sorry," No your not -_- "but now we've got to kill you." No you don't!
"Then you may do whatever you like with me." Um, why is this the Okita romance option? XD Don't say those words to that sadist, who knows what he wants to do to you! O_O
"We aren't going to eat you or anything." ...Damn X_X I hope that your stance changes if we get married.
"Heh. Never seen such an innocent girl like you." Ugh. As if. Running around dressed as a boy. Can't be that innocent. Certainly not if he read my last comment :P . Anyway, YOU SOUND CREEPY, TALKING LIKE THAT XD
"All right, all right. Now, tell your big brother... Why were you cross-dressing around Kyoto?" THA FUCK DID YOU JUST CALL YOURSELF?!?? And MIND YOUR DAMN BUSINESS XD DON'T KINK SHAME ME!
"Well, 'she' claims to be a girl, but it's not like we have any actual proof, right?" Um, I'M not the one who said that I'm a girl and I DON'T LIKE WHERE THIS IS GOING. I WILL FIGHT YOU FUCKERS IF YOU COME NEAR ME >:(
"My apologies, but I took the liberty of checking through your belongings." I wouldn't mind, except NOT ONCE did they give me a chance to explain myself or plead my case. He could have just asked whatever he wanted to know and then checked my bags to verify it X_X
"Hey now," HEY NOW, NOW, sing this corrosion to me... No? I'll be quiet :(
"So, you've been withholding information from us?" YOU BARELY GAVE ME A CHANCE TO SPEAK, YOU DICK!
Welp, they've agreed not to kill me and yet Okita's still taking it upon himself to threaten me with death while fixing me with his unblinking, predatory stare X_X
"Gee, didn't take long for you to change your tune once you knew she was a girl, eh Shin?" TRUTH
"Having a lady here at headquarters is sure to brighten things up." Joke's on you: I'm a goth ;P
"you can't just pawn her off on someone else." Okita, nooooooo! Don't make me work for this grumpy bitch!
"I hope you you'll take good care of her." Wink wink, nudge nudge. What's the matter, Hijikata senpai? Am I not pretty enough for you? :'(
"You sons of BITCHES." HEY. HIJIKATA. NO NEED TO INSULT THEIR INNOCENT MOTHERS. Just call them straight up bitches :)
"The Shinsengumi keeping a woman here... If such rumours were to spread, tongues would begin to wag." Yeah, yeah, so we might as well just all fuck. People are going to say we're doing it, regardless, so let's get this over with...
Or I could keep pretending to be a man. That could also work.
"You're gonna get a room, and you're gonna stay in it." FUCK YOU
"I could have sworn we decided she was going to be someone's page" O_O FUCK YOU EVEN MORE, OKITA.
So... lonely... must... find... friends...
Okita and Saito friends :D
When I first played this game, I was really keen to find my "father" but now that I know what he's like, it's hard to muster quite the same level of enthusiasm X_X
"Draw your blade, unless it is merely decoration." Spicy! I'm glad that Yukimura is not so easily goaded into fighting.
"I'm not lying." You tell him, girl!
Saito and Okita's stunned faces when you suggest that you might accidentally hurt Saito are priceless! X_X I guess this shows that you take this seriously, though.
"Excuse me... You don't have to laugh..." XD Is this almost sassy?
Surprise, Okita likes it when I do what he says despite understandable reservations XD
Saito looks way too happy to be doing this XD was this just a chance for him to show off? :P
IS HE LAUGHING AT ME?!? XD RUDE!
WHA THA FUCK. I think that it was a glitch but there were suddenly about seven Saitos on screen. Maybe that's what it feels like when you're fighting him.
Woah, it happened again, only this time there were two and one was squashed.
I'm fine with there being more Saitos.
Aaaaand he's holding a sword at my throat... Sploosh? Shut up, swords are sexy. I probably watched too many period and fantasy films as a child...
"In the blink of an eye, his face was only inches from mine," O RLY? 😏 WAIT, I'm supposed to be playing Okita's route X_X Must... stop getting distracted...
"Your master should be proud." SAY IT AGAIN 😍
"I then noticed how wildly my heart was beating." Though not from fear, right? ;)
"You all right?" Kind words? FROM OKITA?!?
"polite applause" FROM OKITA!?!
"If you want, we'll keep you company." Yes, Okita, obviously I want that :D
First sign of madness: talking to your own head!
Okita could look less smug about catching me talking to myself -_-
"I wanted to scream, but before I could open my mouth, Saito stepped out from behind the door." X_X Well, they did say they'd keep me company.
"I think that's enough fraternising, Souji." Wait a second...
"I figured if I left the two of you alone, it would be longer before I saw either of you," ... Why does that sound slightly risqué? -_- I feel like this scene changes slightly depending on your affection levels...
-_- The only reason Heisuke is short is because Nagakura's stunted his growth by constantly stealing his food.
"How are we to deal with accepting such insanity?" MOOD.
Wait, does Okita subsist entirely on sake?! O_O
"Try not to worry about eating too much or being a freeloader or something. Just eat your little heart out, okay?" Surprisingly wholesome content from Okita :')
Takeda! <3 My douchey doppelganger!
"your adorable page" -_- Watch it, "big brother"
"I'm not having any of your insolence today." Hijikata temporarily transforming into a villainous English aristocrat.
And after aaaaallll that, I'm just going to stay behind to spend some quality time with Okita, probably X_X
"Huh!? Why? You're finally getting the chance to search for Kodo." GOOD POINT. However, gotta get that dick, amirite?
"Perhaps, I should have gone..." YUP. PROBABLY.
"Are you regretting it? If you are, then you should've just gone with them." TRUTH.
"He smiled wryly before continuing while touching my chin." WEEEEOOOOA WEEEEEOOOOA PHYSICAL CONTACT ALARM. WE HAVE INITIATED PHYSICAL CONTACT. IT WAS WORTH STAYING BEHIND AFTER ALL!
"You don't regret it at all? Not even if you knew that Hajime and I went out of our way to convince Hijikata?" Aw, y'all did that for me? Yeah, this is a terrible decision X_X Except for the part with the chin touching. I guess stalking you overrides all logic?
"I was surprised. Saito did make that promise" and what? You thought he was a liar? Girl.
"It was actually Hajime that convinced Hijikata." Not sure if Okita's being modest but this is making it reeeeally hard for me to stop myself fangirling over Saito. Again.
"When I see Saito later, I need to apologise and give my thanks to him." YOU BETTER. >:(
Did he just call me useless (in a battle)? XD I mean, he's not wrong... As we will no doubt soon find out...
Wait, wait... He just said that if I'm in danger, I will become a nuisance and he'll FRICKIN' STAB ME. WHAT?! DOESN'T THAT MAKE YOU THE GREATEST DANGER, OKITA!??
Chapter 2:
Did we ever apologise to Saito? X_X
"Please allow me to continue looking for my father!" Where was this enthusiasm earlier -_-
"If you want that risk, feel free to join us." Ooooooh, scary.
"Remember that you're here to keep me company" Um, excuse me!?
Burn down the city and kidnap the Emperor while everyone else is "losing their shit." This seems like the plan of crazy people o_O
"Would you care to join us." Kondou's making this raid sound like a dinner party X_X
Chizuru getting distracted by the more "elegant" night uniforms while preparing for the raid is a Big Mood.
Am I going crazy or does this game normally give me more choices here? Am I being paranoid or is it now shipping me with Okita? Can't I normally choose to go with Hijikata or stay behind?
"Giving the enemy a good, loud warning that he's about to kick the tar out of them. That's Kondou for you..." Okita kind of has a point X_X
"They sauntered towards the inn" Quite the image.
Oh shit! Okita's fighting Kazama O_O
"Okita was battling a ronin." Damn, you're lucky that Kazama can't read minds X_X
"Thanks for the dance, chump." -_- Kazama's such a dick.
"You're our enemy, so you've gotta die." Okita's philosophy is simple and elegant.
"His sword moved in large, crude arcs, while Okita fought with skill and finesse." Wow, SUPER glad that Kazama can't read minds O_O
EXECUTE PLAN: HURL BOWL AT KAZAMA.
IT'S SUPER EFFECTIVE: OKITA SENPAI NOTICED ME.
Wait... WHAT WAS THAT "WET CRUNCH" WHEN KAZAMA KICKED OKITA'S CHEST!??!? O_O IS THIS HOW HE GETS TB?!? O_O
"Wet, tearing coughs." OH FUCK O_O
"I like watching children squirm." WTF, Kazama. BEGONE, THOT.
:'O Injured Okita is trying to put himself between me and that crazy bitch <3
Oh damn, he is coughing e blood :'O
"What a fool" UUUURRRRGGGGH KAZAMA IS THE WORST. SOME PEOPLE CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE, KAZAMA. AND SOME PEOPLE ARE WILLING TO PUT THEMSELVES IN DANGER BECAUSE THEY CARE ABOUT MORE THAN THEIR OWN SELFISH NEEDS.
"I... I can still fight..." NO.
"You always said you'd kill me if I got in your way..." OOOOOOOOOOOH! HERE WE GO! THE FAÇADE BEGINS TO SHOW CRACKS *munches popcorn*
Iba... y u no mention our shared childhood?
ISHIDA POWDERED MEDICINE.
Nagakura says that it's delicious... I wonder if it tastes like cough medicine. Cough medicine is delicious. And addictive...
"I would never have thought that Toudou or Okita would return from a fight injured..." Why, Inoue? Are skilled and strong warriors invincible?
"The injured are a burden, so we shall remain here and guard the compound like obedient soldiers." O_O Ouch, Sanan!
Wait, I don't get a choice to go with them?! I KNEW IT. THIS GAME KNOOOOOWS! I'm too far down the Okita path to turn back now, I guess.
"Um... " Chizuru is me trying to make small talk.
Weird isn't necessarily a bad thing, Chizuru! Take it as a compliment!
I feel bad for not realising how badly injured he got during the raid during my other playthroughs X_X
I thought that I'd somehow missed the scene with the children because this playthrough's taking so long because I'm making so many fricking notes X_X Turns out, I have a lot more to say when you actually get to spend time with the chosen boi.
"Oh, don't worry. I didn't kidnap them or anything." ... GOOD!????
"I was bored" Hey, I get lonesome too! Why can't you come play with me? D:
"They take care of me." Pretty cute. :3
"You wanna come play with us?" Duh!
"No" GURL
He really does look like a happy cat when he smiles!
Wow, these children have a lot of attitude.
"It's a place for men to do, um, work." Yes, just normal human work. Nothing funny going on here.
"They're catching bad guys and keeping Kyoto safe" "No, they're not. They're just killing people." These kids are SAVAGE :')
"Can't deny that" ... Way to back me up, Souji...
"I probably hear him talk about death everyday." Wait, really? What exactly does he have to say about death?
"The Shinsengumi are a bunch a weirdos." :') And that makes them extremely lovable!
Last time, I tried defending the Shinsengumi and Okita ended up terrorising a child so LET'S PICK THE OTHER OPTION AND SEE IF THERE'S LESS CRAZY...
"Don't tell me you're taking this seriously?" CHILDREN ARE THE FUTURE, OKITA!
"They all look like bad guys." Why? Because they're hot?
"I didn't know what I was supposed to do..." Uh, maybe tell this childries not to judge a book by its cover? Idk, maybe try and suggest that the world is not so black and white? Definitely don't mention the bloodlust.
"Grinning like an idiot." You're just jealous of his happiness, you cynical-ass child
"He's a wuss." UM, pretty sure he's the most powerful member of the Shinsengumi so stfu :P
"He grabbed the child" Oh dear... Here we go...
Okita! Use your words to teach the children a lesson! Not whatever this fucked up shit is X_X
Ah, ruling with fear! :') When has that ever backfired?
"I'll tell them I'm sorry. Then I'll tell them how awesome Kondou is." GUD. >:(
Uuuuugh, I'm so so tired and I've written so much CRAP so I will SLEEP and play the next bit tomorrow! :D
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mariaaamaaarquez · 5 years
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mirrors
hi! happy monday! well tbh not so happy Jesus, I hate Mondays. I also hate how fast time is going by like um hi its Virgo season?! for all my zodiac people who are into that stuff ive been so invested in it recently and its kinda scaryyy how accurate my shit has been. BUT ANYWAYS times flying by and its almost September meaning college move in day is closer, AAAND im almost eighteen FINALLY. 
finna go craaaazyyyy ;) 
anyways today’s post we’re gonna go a little back in time, and talk about something I feel like I used to struggle with soooo much throughout middle school and my first two years of high school which was looking in the mirror.
horrible.
as a sixth grader, thats kind of when my body started changinggg, my friends started becoming- weird, problems at home were just constantly popping up because I kept acting out- all in all, middle school? low-key worst years of my LIIIFE. 
self acceptance is something I feel like we all have to work on at some point, right? there’d be times when I would just look at myself in the mirror and genuinely just hated everything I saw. I hated everything about it. 
(which is honestly so funny now because one, I used to be a BITCH and two, it was my personality that was ugly, not me- well jk I was kinda ugly lmao YIKES)
anyways, it got to the point where when I started losing friends, I thought it was because of the way I looked, or acted. (mind you I was more of a bitch to people I didn't know, I tried to be nice to my “friends” LMAOO) but in all honesty like if im just trying to be real- I genuinely just thought I was ugly and I was just so insecure in general and it got to my head. I would look at my friends at the time and id be like damn like im nothing compared to them- ya know? 
I know its so sad to look back on it now that im genuinely thinking about it.
it wasn't until my junior year that I actually became more confident with myself, and my body. I thought that it was because now I had an ass and I had tits and in that time I thought and was under the impression that that was all that mattered.
plot twist: it wasn’t.
my junior year was the first year I began to reconnect with old friendships again. I had lost so many friends and my junior year I was committed to trying to fix lots of open wounds and find the closure I needed. 
mirrors used to be my biggest fear, because of the fact that when I looked in any mirror, all of the insecurities just made their way out and it was as if the words would just appear on the mirror itself.
(lmao kind of like when people write on their mirrors with lipstick or some heartbreak shit like that LOLLL)
okay anyways but seriously like-it was bad.
It even got to a point where I was scared I was going to fall into an eating disorder because of how much I hated how I looked. junior year, helped in the sense that I started dressing better FIRST OFF. & second off, I was trying- but not too hard. and also a big thing was that I began to surround myself with people that made me feel more confident. people that were genuine and real about how they felt about me. 
it was the push I needed to just boost myself up a little bit. 
I came fully to my senses senior year. senior year was genuinely so good to me even with its bullshit parts (because of course it had its bullshit parts) but I came to the realization that it wasn’t what was on the outside that I had to work on- it was everything on the inside. 
(no deadass all of my current friends I have at the moment either hated me at some point or just thought I was a straight up BITCH.) 
it wasn't until I became closer to more people, that I finally came to the realization that yeah the glow up helped- but it was mostly because I was tempted to grow as a person mentally, and emotionally. I became more selfless, more humble, and I cannot stress how much of a change that made in my life.
I no longer looked in the mirror and thought I was ugly.
I no longer looked in the mirror and felt insecure.
I was just- me.
its so weird looking back and seeing how unconfident I was and how insecure I was because if you ask anyone- I was one of the most outgoing people you could've met. I was in ASB, leadership, I dressed up for all the spirit days, and people knew who I was. 
that was all an act.
see my problem was, behind closed doors, behind the face of makeup, and the nice outfit, who really was I? 
was I just a person putting up a front so that people would like me? 
was I only able to act confident when I wasn’t alone?
yes yes and yes.
I wanted people to see the version of Maria that I always aspired to be. the version of myself where I felt confident and worthy and didn't need any reassurance or support from anybody. because the way I saw it at the time, was that 
as soon as you let someone in, you’re also giving them the opportunity to leave. 
and thats what I was afraid of. 
I was afraid of showing someone, anyone, how vulnerable I was at the time, because I always assumed they would leave and have everything I opened up to them about, with them, forever.
but you see, I soon came to realize that you will NEVER be okay with the person you are, until you let yourself be vulnerable. which is so fucking hard because I knowwww y'all know being vulnerable is so scary because you dont know what to expect from the person or the people. but when I finally understood, that it was okay to not be okay, well
everything got better from there.
I became the version of myself I always wanted to be.
the version of myself that I am now.
of course, im still working on a lot. a lot.
but, the difference now is that I managed to fully show my vulnerability and I let people in. is it still scary? always. the fear of losing people who ive been vulnerable with haunts my mind every single day. but we have to just say fuck it sometimes and take our risks because you never know why certain people cross paths with you. you never know what purpose each person is supposed to serve.
now, heres the lesson learned, and the takeaway I want you to have as this blog post comes to a close:
if you would've asked me to leave my house without makeup 4 years ago, id tell you that you were crazy. if you would've gave me a list of the people id be leaving high school with, and the people id be friends with in 2019, once again, id call you crazy. but what I learned from making my way through being as insecure as I was, was that I didn't feel pretty, because my personality was what was showing in the mirror. the version of me that only cared about putting up an act and hiding who I really was.
that was my mistake.
you should never be afraid to be yourself, you should never feel like you have to pretend to be okay just because you're scared of being vulnerable.
being vulnerable is what makes us human. 
being vulnerable is what makes us human.
being vulnerable is what makes us human.
being vulnerable is what makes us human.
the scars we have marked on our bodies, on our hearts, thats what makes us the people we are. dont run from it, embrace it! 
there is only one version of yourself in this entire universe (even though you probably do have someone who looks exactly like you in the world) nobody will have the exact same personality as you ever. 
I tried hiding my scars, I avoided being vulnerable, and it got me nowhere. it got me fake friends, problems, and a fat load of bullshit. 
and then I accepted myself as MYSELF, I opened up, I became vulnerable, and I can say now without a doubt, that I worked on myself and now looking in the mirror, is just a reminder of how much ive grown, and how much ive matured. 
and wow. does it feel pretty fucking nice to say that.
and thats all I have for you guys today! see you guys next post, and thanks for keeping up with me<3
besitos,
ria.
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maverickz3r0 · 5 years
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Good Omens as a D&D 3.5 Campaign
Okay, while I could present a case for alignment headcanons easily enough, I'd rather have a different kind of fun and present Class/Stats headcanons. Note that the last time I played D&D was 3.5, so I'm basing this off my memories of that. Main Characters Crowley and Aziraphale are slightly confused Sorcerers. High INT, low WIS. Crowley has also invested a fair amount into Charisma and encouraged Aziraphale to do so too, though Aziraphale still puts most of his points into INT and sometimes STR and CON because Crowley seriously I don't care how many spells per day you have, you need to be able to take a hit or two. He maybe also attempts a divine spellcasting class for a bit out of some sort of token effort for Heaven but gives up on it. They also outlevel everyone in Heaven and Hell for the sheer fact that they are always off getting into sidequests and other bullshit and as a result have tons of EXP. Probably they both LARP too. They are definitely the RPers of the group and only have as much interest in the main plot as it fuels their own sidequests and plots. Have been in a party together since halfway through the first session but somehow no one notices this until the last one. Heaven No one in Heaven understands what the INT stat is for. They all think they're Paladins but really they're largely Fighters with some of them having a few levels in Cleric on the side. Only enough CHA to be pretty but none of it invested in interpersonal relations. Their skill sheets look very confused because they all have acceptable CHA but not one of them has invested anything into Bluff. Sandalphon doesn't even have the token amount of CHA; he's all STR and CON all the time. Did two levels as Cleric but sucked at it and everyone begged him to stop. He and Gabriel both have negative INT modifiers. Gabriel for his part thinks he has high CHA so that makes everything okay but he also doesn't have Bluff or anything else fun invested and his WIS is so low he's constantly failing Sense Motive checks against Aziraphale, who does have ranks in Bluff. Hell Hell understands CHA about as much as Heaven understands INT. They don't see the point in it and every demon but Crowley has it as a dump stat. Most of them are also Fighters and Barbarians with a few Sorcerers who are bad at their jobs but not so terrible they get begged to reclass. Beelzebub, Dagon, and Ligur are probably Sorcerers like this; Hastur tried for like one level before he just grabbed the fire spells and switched back to Barbarian. Oh, Eric/Legion, the one Hastur kills like three of over the course of the series, is probably a Sorcerer too. Crowley's Bluff skill is off the charts due to his heavy CHA investment and Hell has no real WIS to go around either so it's ridiculously easy for him to pass even fumbled Bluff checks. The other demons have to both already be suspicious and use spells of their own to get past his Bluff which Hastur does once entirely by fluke. Earth Finally some class variety! Anathema is a Druid. No question about it. All she's missing is the animal companion and shapeshifting, but she's got everything else down pat. (Agnes might have been a Druid too but was more likely a Sorcerer.) May or may not have a level or two of Rogue in there somewhere; she isn't telling. But she's all about the nature magic and the vibe it gives off. Another high INT middling to low WIS character, but one who understands what DEX and CON are for. Newt is probably a really basic Rogue with nothing special going on there who doesn't entirely understand what stats he's supposed to have since he just kinda tagged along for his first session and then kept showing up. Not that it much matters; he rolled his starting stats really, really low and is always rolling badly on all his checks. He also forgot to buy lockpicks or thief's tools. Shadwell is a very confused Ranger who sometimes forgets he can't cast any spells but frequently tries to anyway. He also thinks he has favoured enemies when he forgot to actually assign any. Madam Tracy is a Bard, and one who has actually invested correctly. She has decent INT and WIS too so she just Bluffs people all day everyday and does really, really well at it, especially since none of it's actually mean-spirited. Adam is a tough call. He's definitely got the Half-Infernal template on him without any real visible signs, and he has an Animal Companion (Hellhound). High CHA and WIS and decent INT and everything else because the dice love him. I think he would pretty much have to be a divine spellcaster but the idea of Adam as a Cleric or Paladin doesn't sound right. ...Y'all, I think the Antichrist might be a Bard. He certainly has the CHA to pull it off plus Bards properly specced can do some wild stuff. Pepper is a Fighter, Brian is a Barbarian, Wensleydale is a Rogue. They're all decently specced for their classes and definitely know what they're doing more than any of Heaven or Hell. Definitely all did a bit of power-leveling and used a few combos to take out the Horsemen. Other God is the DM whose house they're at who gets tired of the mess Heaven and Hell are making of her main campaign. She just leaves them to their crap and goes off to run sidequests for Aziraphale and Crowley, even if they are weird LARPers who sometimes get a little caught up in it and guys, you can absolutely put your characters into a romance, there is literally no way anyone is paying enough attention IC or OOC to notice. Satan is an NPC, but only because he threw a fit about the location and the company an hour into the first session. He stormed out and left his character sheet, which gets passed between God and Beelzebub as what is left of the plot demands. The Horsemen are not technically NPCs but they only show up every few sessions to hang out because God is cool, cause some random chaos, and leave. Death is always there, but then Death is God's housemate and typically also in charge of the snacks and thus allowed to be whatever they damn well please. The game lasts for literal years until the point where Adam OHKOs Satan, the campaign's final boss, with a single overpowered combo no one else ever discovered before. Almost everyone else flips their collective shit because they were promised PvP except the humans, who were aiming for the campaign boss as the goal, and Aziraphale and Crowley, who weren't really power-leveling intentionally and are just there for the RP. God says 'fuck it' and gives everyone epilogues and lets Aziraphale and Crowley bullshit away their executions even though statistically they could fight their way out easily without all that. Heaven and Hell go even more bonkers but then Death brings in drinks and everyone calms down and decides to never, ever do this again. God then calls everyone cabs home and when Crowley refuses to leave his car, she lets him and Aziraphale crash in the spare room.
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