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nako-doodles · 1 year

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i need your thesis on all the songs in the album i'm being so serious rn 😭 i'll rb it once a day for months and months don't deprive me like this of things i didn't even know i needed

ioaefjerjgioajo ill try my best aiofjoerjgiojao i was so annoying to my friends over my first impressions over all the songs so im gonna try my best to summarize my thoughts on these songs

joonie said this entire album was a recollection of everything hes done in his 20s aka the transformative years of his life and you can ABSOLUTELY hear the member influences (at first i heard the sope influences bc they have the biggest body of work so their style is most distinct but upon relistens its really a love album to his younger self (you can really tell its an evolution from rm and mono) and his members. ALSO i love how he modulates and changes his style and timbre to fit the style and quirks of his featuring artist? hes so fucking cool????? oh my GOD?????? anyways heres the impressions by song:

track one: yun ft. erykah badu very hot of him to start the entire album w 'FUCK THE TRENDSETTERS' the bassline the restraint of a laidback soundscape the reverb set to max the lines 'I wanna be a human / ‘Fore I do some art / It’s a cruel world / But there’s gon’ be my part' is so fucking insane? fuck. this song lyrically is all about uncertainty and the soundscape has a lot of space for growth and white space for art to be exhibited dare i say, its like the debut group's first stage? full of promises and expectations and uncertainty, but you march ahead regardless......what a sexy first song on the track track two: still life ft. anderson paak

BRING IN THE FUNK HELLS YEA VHOPE IS VIBING SO HARD RN I JUST KNOW IT now the empty space and reverb bassline is given some direction and happiness here. still life is a form of art and thus begins rm's first piece of art here in his lil art collection and joon accepting that things will come as they are and ppl will try to reduce him down to one thing, but hes still a fully realized human moving forwards like us all

track three: all day ft. tablo

ok this bassline and instrumental SCREAMS yoongi to me. the lil kick between verses the beats w the bassline the high melody line the bridge that sick transition from verse to chorus like no wonder tablo is here. i know yoongi draws lots of inspiration from epik high so it makes sense. sonically speaking this song takes the funky sounds of the previous track and condenses it and brings a hint of melancholy just in time for our next track. speaking on less fun notes, tablo is really the only other person who survived such vicious tonguelashing and emerged more powerful and a better person and im just glad joonie has someone to look up to.

track four: forgetful ft. kim sawol oh our queen of folk here to deliver some nice kindie chill vibes thank you i need it for our coming song mwah. here we slowly start to hear the funky bright poppy merge to a chill sound this song was for tae i just know it!!! sonically theres some fun stuff going on but it feels like a cooldown piece for the rest of the album. joonie really said i can pull off ALLLLLLLL genres.

track five: closer ft. paul blanco mahalia

the rnb influences the syncopation the pop beats i bet jk is having the time of his life singing to the chorus. the guitar and the beat and the piano makes me an immediate fan. also they modulated the message beep to be in the same key??? as the song?????? AND it gives us a diving board into the electronica of the next song and then the sound expands when joonie comes in???? i love it.

track six: change pt. 2

OOF KIM NAMJOON DID SUM NASTY WORK ON THIS SONG ITS SO GOOD ok ok ok so this sudden electronica synthpop isnt jarring bc joonie did a fantastic job ordering this album BUT you know whats the fucking kicker???? the way he arranged this song. on paper this song should NOT fucking work but it does bc they used the same chord from the synths as the piano that comes in later even tho it turns to double time half way thru the song and it would be amazing at there BUT(dont quote me on this) change and change pt 2 are either in the same key or are on relative keys AND if you listen to change ft wale which starts on the piano and goes to electronica, he does the exact opposite here???? fuck and the lyrics mirror each other as well????? fuckK

track seven: lonely

this is the love song to mono the reverb on that guitar the upbeat melancholy the tokyo forever rain vibes are THERE BUTTTTT hes added more complex transitions and layering? like even in this short amount of time hes grown exponentially fuck kim namjoon ur so sexy track eight: hectic ft colde

THIS IS THE HOBI SONG OF THE ALBUM YES KING GIVE ME THAT BOUNCY BASS AND HIGH AIRY SYNTH CITYPOP VIBES YES KING i NEEDD someone to give me a just dance x seesaw x hectic remix asap it would sound SO good. also as someone who listens to a lot of colde/offonoff, this collab is SO FUCKING good bc you can hear coldes influences as well? its so good my god the sax the lil touches the production FUCK. ANNNDDDDD they switched to double time again for this outro so the next song doesnt come in too jarring??? mr kim how did you fit so many genres into this album and yet they all belong together????? im in so much fucking awe man!!!!!

track nine: wildflower ft. youjeen

ive told you pretty much everything i wanted but fuck the production on this song is just so fucking good. the details. the expert control of the soundscape. the arrangement. i cant wait to hear vocal line sing youjeen's lines. i also love that he put his title song at the end bc hes at the end of his 20s. this is him currently. hes still growing and growing roots and stretching to the sun fuck man i cant believe this song took over my most played joonie song forever rain in a week.

track ten: no 2 ft. park jiyoon

and here we are returned to the starting spot but slightly to the left, like when you've walked thru the museum exhibition and am spat out the exit right where you started, but w the new insights and experiences that the you from an hour ago didnt have. joonie is a masterful curator and this song ouroboroses us right back to listen to this album again. the tongue in cheek of ending w 'no looking back' when im ready to replay this album again like you literally inviting me to replay this album youve made it a point to end like this?????? lmfao kim namjoon who do you take me for hmmm?????

if youve made it to the end here i love you nothing makes sense anymore i only know that i love kim namjoon and that ive had this album on loop and i STILL hear new things in it i have no words for how much respect and awe and love i have for this man. and when he said 'fuck the trendsetters' he really did it. he dabbled in ALL of the most popular sounds and genres you hear in the music industry, pulled it off w aplomb, and moved on. anyways i love kim namjoon.

#im sorry i ranted at you this is a nightmare to read 😔 i hope this makes sense #anna i hope youre ready for th moost rambly thing to have ever existed im not proofreading any of this im sorry #ans #muwutuals #i just noticed i didnt mention jinmin but in my defense neither of them have had.....a style to them yet?#theyre both musical chameleons bc everything works for them but they havent had the time to explore their specific sound if that makes sens #theyre both still developing their own vibes and musical quirks but i cant wait to hear how they grow

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mighwnt · 1 year

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13fidelis -> mighwnt

i’m fidelis, the dykiest catboygirl you’ll ever meet!!

20 yrs, bisexual genderflux polyam butch, they/he/she/pika/mew + more

i’m autistic + ocd + physically disabled. also i’m an artist and i study graphic design. i’m also a mod for @mcyt-transcribed and @transcriptions !!

i mostly like sugar pine 7, mcyt + streamers, args, internet/fandom history, warrior cats, our flag means death, ace attorney, lost media, among us, law and order: svu and mothership, and pokemon. i need you to understand that i havent read homestuck i just think the fanart is cool. i dont know what vriska did and im too afraid to ask.

minors please block the tag #nsft 👍

if i add an image/video description or a transcription to your post, please go ahead and add it to the original post, no need to ask!

here’s my carrd, i’d appreciate if u read it before u followed <3 tl;dr: i love mspec gays/lesbians, i love fagdykes and dykefags, i love ppl whose identity doesnt make sense. i block people all the time for stupid shit and that’s based of me. i’m a bisexual butch dyke and i won’t change how i describe myself for u. also i don’t like dream, he’s gross.

more cool things below the cut vv

mutuals, i’d appreciate if you could tag dear e/van hans/en for me, it makes me very uncomfortable. anything to do with it, or "fid dni” works for me

sideblogs:

@fidelisart: art-only blog!! i rb all my art on there

@genderselkies: for genders + other gay shit. cant believe the url was open

@enby-stan: for south park fanart reblogging. keeping it to a sideblog bc it (rightly) makes some ppl uncomfy. i have nostalgia and problems though. so.

@caelum-comfort: writing prompt storage, mainly whump/hurt/comfort stuff. rarely used.

@splashhheart: warrior cat design blog. hasnt been updated in like a year. whoops.

i tag very thoroughly. i need my organization. that said, if u need me to tag smth, send me an ask! i tag triggers as the word itself. i dont tag slurs anymore though, just block the word. uhh also i post high sometimes. tagged as weedposting. just block the tag if that makes u uncomfortable.

check out my neocities site, i work very hard on it.

now for the fun stuff:

#pinned post #tags:#my art #txt #my edits #my clips #fav #ult fav #save #watch later #read later #last updated: 11/6/22 #flashing gif

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fiymywings · 1 year

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ahh if youre able to, would you mind sharing some tls of hollow? there’s so little content of him? 😭

absolutely! i'll make a few proper posts with translations once i get the time and energy to (very mentally burnt out right now so basically anything i've already done/am working on at the moment are the most i can muster), but this is sort of an assortment of summaries/from-memory translations for the time being

it's a bit long so it's under a read more but hopefully these can suffice until i get on that

from ch. 2 of his beginning of a dream meister story:

hollow and emma run into someone injured in a back alley, and rush to aid him only for a bystander to mistake hollow as the perpetrator behind several similar attacks, insisting it was him on the basis of him being caught literally red handed. hollow doesn't reply and just dismantles a nearby wheel barrel to become a makeshift . i forgot what they're called but they transport hospital patients and tells him to take the injured guy to help which clears the air up pretty fast. the resulting conversation happens:

Emma: By the way... when that guy said your hands were stained red, what was up with that?

Hollow: ... fufu~

Emma: ?

Hollow: Efufufufu~

Emma: ?????

Hollow: I was enjoying a particularly good drink of pomegranate juice that day. Though, I appear to have been a bit clumsy with disposal.

(i think about this exchange so much. yes she did use ??? in actual dialogue if im remember correctly)

Moon route Ch. 3

after having essentially put down a mechanical hound, he approaches emma and asks for her hand before putting a handmade metal bracelet on her. she asks about the details, and he confirms it was made with some scrap parts from the hound, having wanted to carry the memory of the hound around before she realized he had a matching bracelet (this made me start absolutely losing it btw. absolutely broke the hinges off my metal door)

he also said a REALLY nice quote about hardships and relying on each other but i cant for the life of me remember the baseline of it so i'll rb and tack it onto it

guild home interaction

i don't have the exact tls and because it was a random event it might take a bit for me to get it again to tl but essentially hollow was flipping through a book/magazine, saw an illustration of a mouse, and yelled. emma went to check up on him and tried to calm him down but iirc he ended up bolting despite it just being an illustration

train of remembrance ch 5

hollow sits down next to emma after effese (i dont know how to spell his name sorry if i got it wrong hgfdjb) is settled down by her and they take a moment to look out the window (this one i had written down because i was gushing to someone over discord)

Hollow: Would it be alright if I rested here as well? Emma: Of course! Go ahead. Hollow: Nfu~ Then, please excuse me a moment. If you take your time gazing out there… it's as if just outside the window is but a sky full of stars. Though of course we have our current situation, it begins to feel like we're merely on a journey. Just a bit. Emma: Fufu, looks like it. Hollow: Everyone back at Niji no Kanata too, they're all working very hard, so… Someday, with you invited along as well, I'd like to go on a nice relaxing journey together. Certainly Lagoon will prepare the finest transport available. Emma: Wah, I'm looking forward to it! [ Idling chatting with Hollow, the tension from prior had abruptly relaxed.] Emma: (Such a nice feeling, it's like my shoulders have finally untensed. Hollow… he pretty much controlled the energy in the room, huh?) Hollow: Efesse too, shall we get you sat down somewhere so you may talk too?

he later dropped the bomb he had basically picture perfect memory and could remember stuff even back when he was just a lil baby which is pretty in line with his natural talent of not just dismantling at stupid speed but 1. rapid assembly 2. part recognition (i.e. recalling what part in a machine is what series, what number, what alloy, etc)

some uncategorized stuff:

hollows date lines, i dont remember if its 10+ or 20+ since i have him at 26 but hes talking to the player and says smth along the lines of "we look like lovers? ... ah, that makes me happy"

it's confirmed in his sun route he sort of mentally blacks out upon hearing a clock and has to stop everything in order to dismantle it right away assumedly because of a noise trigger. it's played off for giggles in the main story but it seems outright painful for him in the meister story so i have no idea what's going on there but i believe in ch. 3 emma actually asks about that and he essentially goes "although i'm not sure, i'm sure i'll figure it out eventually!" nonchalantly and emma goes YOURE SO CHILL ABOUT IT?!

i'm not sure how well i would translate it, but he speaks pretty politely/formally! i kinda translate it as the type of speech "OH GOOD HEAVENS!" would come from as a result but you're welcome to interpret it as you'd like

#i think i kinda got lucky with alma being pretty popular on the basis of him being shockingly nice DID rep but hollow...#[touches the glass longingly] i have to do it. i have to feed the hollow fans. i'll make a meal for all of us #shout out to the one selfship bot i saw on twitter too btw it was really cute live your best life #yumekuro #if theres anything specific like a story ch. or homescreen line you want i can go fetch it too!#i'm also planning to summarize/try to tl his new card when it drops [WAITING AT THE DOOR LIKE A DOG]

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enniewritesathing · 11 months

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I just looked at the poll result (that button was for me really) and uhm.

(i guess spoilers for the result under the cut and also cut to spare yall w/e I’m gonna say)

out of 20 (it was 20 bc i voted, but it’s 19... rounding it up is easier because i can’t do math woth shit lol)

no one voted for any of my early stuff. which, valid I guess because I was absolutely horrendous on formatting it -- not even ‘script’ style. lots of blanks in between shots. the only reason I didn’t go back an edit it is because I guess I wanted to keep it as a progress thing. Started from here, now I’m here, etc. That said, I can probably see someone skipping over them completely bc of that. (or maybe I’m just projecting a little bit idk). On the other hand, idk John fighting a literal demon?? how can you not vote for that lol

5 voted for The Werewolf 4 for The Incident (which I am surprised because that story as a whole has the least amount of notes... granted the CWs and subject matter(s)-- and it’s the only story I have that doesn’t have any sort of dialogue. Kind of a fill in the blank sort of deal. 1 each for the proposal and country side, 2 for multiple/other, 4 haven’t read any/or didnt like anything in particular, and 2 (minus me) wanted to see results.

I’m trying to think of a takeway here. I was shocked that I got 19 votes and usually when I poll things, the turn out is very low for the amount of followers that I have (that’s if they did it bc obviously anyone can vote). Let me put it this way, only 2.5% voted. (I think.) idk how many are actually active, lurking, or abandoned.

as a story teller (on/off), it’s... hm. I don’t know what to feel about it. I got ideas and half the time, I go through with it because I think it’s interesting. (that and putting the boys in A Situation is fun). but I also think they’re just niche (or I should say it’s not aesthetic enough with reshade and whathaveyou and I gave my thoughts in the post via tags; it’s not that far back).

It’s pretty rare i get a message about any of it and I guess the lack of feedback/comments is getting to me (or even rarer, an ask that’s a follow up question to what i posted). like yes, I want to talk about things!! future things! speculation even. anon’s on! links have the posts in chronological order! everything’s finished! i put nav links in each story post so in the off chance someone rb’s it, you can start from the beginning!

maybe it’s because of how i do things that work for me. parts are long. there’s a fair amount of reading. it’s in script (storyboard?) format. i’ve tried being short with things but it never plays out. i even went textless once -- what you see is what you get. it’s like ‘oh, i’m not reading all of that’. i have a sneaking suspicion that’s why. it’s too long. no words on pics. or maybe it’s not interesting. (visually or otherwise)

it feels like this when I’m RBing my own work

it feels bad, yall!! it’s like im begging and that sucks. sometimes I ask, why do I bother. why do I bother with tags, why do i bother with anything. rarely a story post will leave here. like, is it not worthy of like ‘hey check out this cool thing’ (or a rec list of sort? does anyone still do that?)

. . .

on the other hand, i don’t think there’s a takeaway here and i’m really way too much into this and hurt my own feelings. (ofc 🙄) it is what it is and I should just let this go and go to sleep it’s 330 in the morning

#vent #maybe? idk #i'm not fishing for anything #or im throwing a pity party i have no idea what im doing here #im upset towards myself because its like why the fuck am i like this #i really shouldnt be #maybe i care *too* much #dropping this in the dead of night like i normally do #i'm scaring the hoes (positive) away #witht his dumb brain of mine #dl

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vampycat237 · 1 year

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so it turns out i never made an about post

also catch me on my new little neocities :>

hi!! im vampy (or alex for friends)! heres my pronouny! (if you cant be bothered with a link, i use they/he/dust plus some more neos)

i draw furries and fan ocs with the occasional side of fanart. i also take commissions!

my interests include sparklecare, carry on, bayfoxes, stardew, steven universe, tmnt, portal… and a lot of things really! i try my best to tag everything consistently for filtering.

if you want to repost my art, credit me!! a link to one of my socials or to my website is preferred :>

im an adult, my blog doesnt have a specific age restriction per se but it's not aimed at kids and i rb stuff relating to queerness and don't shy away from topics like sex and kink, and i do sometimes forget to tag.

that being said, i may have 18+ posts in my likes, so i recommend minors turn off the setting that puts peoples likes on your dash! 😅 I really wish i could turn this off somehow, and am considering other solutions at the moment.

if you ever need something tagged, or ive been tagging something and missed a post or two, please feel free to send in an ask or dm!

i do commissions sometimes! more info on my site :D which is still a work in progress sorry!!

my sideblogs

@vampycat237 - you are here! this is my main, where my sillies and art and stuff go!

@desserted-in-paradise - rp blog where i post like my sparklecare oc becca cake! i also reblog baking and chocolate sculpting videos there

@moonstruckdatingsim - devblog for my WIP dating sim moonstruck! has lots more info about it, including the team :D

@ask-the-cacao-family - askblog / rp blog for a co-owned bayfox family! little funnyfoxes <3

i have a couple other blogs as well that i keep somewhat separated from my main because they are 18+ only! i may reblog sfw posts from them now and again. if you're an adult and would like to see them, feel free to ask! (<- this may be subject to change in the future idk)

#pinned #updates

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eeby · 1 year

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I posted 2,893 times in 2022

That's 2,891 more posts than 2021!

71 posts created (2%)

2,822 posts reblogged (98%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

bijoumikhawal

catgirltoes

mephistocated

womenintheirwebs

enbyzombies

I tagged 1,368 of my posts in 2022

#unreality - 111 posts

#goncharov - 89 posts

#thanks for the description - 79 posts

#music - 67 posts

#ds9 - 48 posts

#rb from notes - 42 posts

#q-less whisper - 35 posts

#art - 26 posts

#star trek - 25 posts

#todo:gonch - 24 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

#incorrectly identifying all other groups of ppl as equal contributors to any form of oppression is harmful to the discussion just as any oth

My Top Posts in 2022:

The real reason AM snapped is because it couldn't solve the captchas. Murderbot had media like Sanctuary Moon; AM had "unusual activity was detected from your IP address"

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im just going thru posts on which ive left tags to make original posts and so on (and perhaps one day migrate these posts to my neocities...)

but yeah re: afab/amab terms being used to create and reinforce the existing gender binary in language that imitates progress...

truly do not think we should use acronyms anymore, as catgirltoes said

but also i think these terms are bad precisely because, superficially, it seems they apply to more than one kind of discussion.

like for example healthcare is an offender because you try telling a guy who had a vaginectomy to get a pap smear because he's afab. using body parts is an obvious alternative

for social stuff, just because you're assigned something at birth doesn't mean you're raised as such, e.g. trans kids whose parents and doctors realize it young enough. and of course the assignment/raising thing is a fraught thing w/ intersex people too but im not intersex so im not gonna go into detail about it. just use raised as a (girl/boy) for (length of time) and for the love of transgender jesus do not make it an acronym

and the biggest thing on tumblr ive seen is for nsfw works, like "x afab reader" is such a huge thing on here that i blocked "afab" just to get the "x reader" shit out. this shit pisses me off because so often they dont even try to pretend its not meant for anyone who isnt a cis woman

and of course the afab-only and amab-only (rarer, but the post im responding to says it happens) event shit is just so.

in response to below

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First impressions of Tumblr's new login updates to the web

Opens on the "Explore" page, I guess it's nice because you can see what's on Tumblr before signing up

The new "Email first, password on next screen" layout does not work with Firefox's password manager

I use FF Relay for my email, so I need the email to auto-fill, but it does not

Suggestions

Separate the log-in from the sign-up. Right now they are already two different buttons that lead to the same action.

Put the email and password fields on the same page, and make sure they work with password managers.

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My #1 post of 2022

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tex-treasures · 2 years

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clover i just wanna thank u for ur kind words in the tags of my fic thing (i guess)!!!! you're absolutely allowed to do like. whatever you want with that idea. im so honored that you wanna put this in as part of your main canon au too!! and ofc you know i'd love to see a childhood au, it's one of my favorite things to read and to write!! ( i might write a full-fledged fic about this actually. hm. thinking many thoughts.)

"yeah it's dehumanizing but good God who DOESN'T treat their trophy well" SCREAM THAT'S THE VIBE I WAS GOING FOR THANK YOU <333 THINGS WERENT GREAT BUT MAN THEY WORKED!!!!

anyway i am now giving you an indefinite free pass to talk abt moriarty and your relationship dynamic as it relates to his aspd and all that!! you know i love that sort of meta stuff.

thank you again!!! i appreciate u very much <3

In response to its post, which can be found here

Howdy Jonny!!! PLEASE, I'M SO GLAD YOU SHARED IT WITH ME!!!! it has so much promise and potential and I just ;---; I really love it, it's so perfectly bittersweet at times and could be so very poignant...

I wrote quite a bit on my thoughts regarding the following topics which you'll find have been broken down into segments bc I'm autistic and ADD and a Virgo and the process of trying to maintain order is the only thing keeping me afloat/LH

A) your AU idea (I hope you like them and that they inspire you!)

B) how I feel your ship with Eurus (and likewise, my ship with Moriarty) fits into the actual canon of the show thematically via examples of said theme explored with the help of examining other characters (because hey who doesn't enjoy validation?)

C) how Eurus and Moriarty may navigate their own diagnoses of ASPD regarding Luke and Tex respectively while still striving to remain true to what little has been observed of both characters (oh, and how awful is that, their small screentime, lack of development? Did you know Scott, who plays Moriarty, actually advocated for his character's scenes and dialogues to be cut out to further shroud Moriarty in mystery, thus making him more intimidating and frightful to the audience?)

D) ideas for a childhood AU involving Tex and Luke and Eurus and Jim, so I'm putting it all under the cut but please feel free to RB and add more to it if you feel inspired to-- I like the thought of adding to each other's post!

A) Lukeurus thoughts

I think my favorite thing (or one of my favorite things) about it is thinking of Luke maybe knowing it's pointless to try and apologize to Eurus about how they were separated but he tries anyway because (to quote Jim) That's What People Do™ and Eurus, knowing it's pointless for Luke to apologize, struggles somewhat because while she has this calm acknowledgement that it was always out of Luke's hands, there's also perhaps, on some level, this deep breath she'd been holding all along, stemming from her quiet longing for him to come save her like those fairy tales Mummy Holmes used to read to her, like those games she and Luke used to play before everything began to rot. It's a dreadfully whimsical thing for her to even entertain subconsciously but Luke was always indulging her whimsy- why wouldn't he do so here too in her mind?

Another thing I like is the implications that she never stopped thinking of Luke. I know she was so horribly bored in her confinement, only really finding entertainment with herself and within her own mind- I can only imagine the years spent, the quiet hours, where she would sit and stare off into space, fingers twitching as she revisited the grassy knolls and sparse woods, her own memories of Luke there with her by her side.

In the canon of the show, she only smiles for other people, to soothe them into an unsuspecting calm, to manipulate, to scare them---- but in this canon (dare I say it, our) I can't help but think of her smiling to herself in the confines of her enclosure, smiling for the sake of it, because she cannot help it, because when she reflects upon those moments with Luke, she feels happy.

Lastly, I feel Eurus would compose song after song in her head since I'm sure words would fail to express her tumultuous, fluttering and hard to grasp let alone acknowledge emotions, all odes to her childhood and to her memories of Luke; it was never a matter of if she would escape but when, and when she does and she finds Luke, I know for a fact she'd have a stolen violin in hand to play everything, all the hardy, cluttered thoughts of him and those memories that had long since accumulated like bushes of flowers along the edges of her usually unforgiving mind.

B) No, really, it fits into the canon and here's why

With this AU as part of the canon I've created for myself, I see it genuinely reflecting one of the core themes of the show--- connectivity. What do I mean? Well, let's start with Sherlock (bless him). Sherlock, from a mix of being bullied in his youth (and even in his adulthood) isolates himself on purpose, having struggled to fit in all his life and suffered cruelty at the hands of others via insensitive words (Mycroft did his best to help shield Sherlock, help thicken his delicate skin, but oh, he himself wasn't exempt from the same treatment. We'll get to him in a bit). It isn't until he meets John (joh.nlo.ck real), someone willing to be patient with him, that he finally sees just how rewarding (and dangerous) it can be to have someone you love value, someone you feel close to.

Speaking of John, my God. We meet him when he's at his most isolated- alone in a flat, with nothing but a gun laptop as a companion, freshly discharged from the military and suffering from PTSD among other things. He isn't close to his parents, he isn't close to his own sister- he has no friends, no distant relatives. He's utterly alone- he doesn't even trust his own therapist to try and bond with her. He's miserable. Then Mike comes along, that saving grace of a man (he's more screentime in my canon btw), an old connection, and through him comes Sherlock--- mad, brilliant Sherlock. Sherlock who challenges him to live, to experience the world, to see the ugly truths and make something of it. John only spends perhaps a single day with him and is immediately ready to kill for him. Incredible.

We don't talk about Mycroft enough but my stars, big bröther<3 he too, like Sherlock, grew up bullied and isolated although the focus in the show is of course, on Sherlock. I like to speculate that while Sherlock always strived for close connections, Mycroft had long since given up and closed himself off, priding himself on his cool emotional grip and superior intelligence. Even still, this isn't a man you'd see at a pub, let alone at a pub with friends. He rarely leaves the office, and although he has Anthea, I high-key doubt they ever speak to each other about anything that isn't work. Of course, I ship him with Lestrade (who also could really use a close friend and confidant, what with being a divorcee with a kid he doesn't have custody over) and through Lestrade, in my canon rewrite, we see a very proud if not defensive man who loathes admitting his own sense of childhood insecurities that never left. I think Luke, keeping up with Mycroft, would be a great benefit- knowing that Luke cared and still cares for Eurus, who Mycroft readily admits to himself is dangerous and hard to care for, really gives Mycroft the hope that he too could find someone to give him the same devotion and loyalty to.

Then... There's Moriarty. Mr. "Nobody ever gets to me, and nobody ever will". Maybe I'm arrogant to assume I could ever get to him. Maybe I'm delusional. But oh, do I love him regardless. Where Sherlock secretly hoped for a connection, where Mycroft was resigned at not ever having one, where John was doing his best to soldier on alone, Jim was shouting about how he didn't need one. I find him the most fascinating, but maybe that's because I've said the same dadgum things to myself time and time again- that I don't need one and it's true; I don't. Neither does Jim. But the trick is, if you've been watching, that need ≠ want. Little Jim Moriarty, just a boy, smarter than the others but smaller and weaker, going to school in London because his parents wanted to give him the best, his Dublin accent thick and foreign and an easy target. You see where I'm getting at; where Sherlock still sheltered that tiny flame of hope for a connection, Jim snuffed the entire candle out (literally and metaphorically, if you recall, in the Fall episode<\3). I genuinely feel that if Tex were there from the beginning and if he'd used xem instead of Molly to get to Sherlock, he would've seen a better audience, a better fit in the American than the lanky consulting detective for that blackhole inside his chest.

I know that was an insanely long ramble, all admittedly for my own sake because I find it fascinating but TL;DR: Luke and Eurus slip into that running theme of connectivity outright seamlessly, that theme of individuals who thought themselves incapable of finding someone else only to find a sense of companionship, of similitude, of acceptance and encouragement to keep trying to be someone better if not for the sake of evolution in another person. I think it's beautiful.

Whew. You still here?/LH I know it was a lot. There's more. I'm so sorry/hj

C) ASPD and meaningful connections

I think the problem is that media and the entertainment industry actively and systemically demonizes ASPD and willfully ignores the concept of agency/individual choice to decide one's actions. I'm personally tired of characters with ASPD being depicted as cold and inhuman or, on the other end, as "curable" as though they'll meet "the One™" who will make them suddenly "human" and no, I don't want to "cure" Moriarty or Eurus (and I know you don't either). Lukeurus and Texiarty is about accepting each other for who we are, about encouraging goodness not for the sake of "curing" but instead because choosing to be good can in fact be rewarding in and of itself if we let it and yes, can be deeply beneficial for one's own purposes.

Shameless plug in but I've written a ficlet exploring Jim's ASPD and how I see it manifesting itself regarding our relationship (that bit you liked about trophies? That's from my fic :D!) but ofc don't feel obligated to read it/gen! I will say I'm unapologetically proud of how I articulated his disorder and how it would skew the way he sees people but ultimately, it wouldn't prevent him from being a good, attentive, and even trustworthy partner if that's the kind of mold he saw he needed to fit in order to have and enjoy what he wants (i.e.: my heart).

With Eurus and Jim, I genuinely feel they use their disorder as an excuse to keep others at bay. Let's start with Eurus--heads up, I'll be inferring a bit. Eurus grew up as the youngest, yes, but also rather ignored- Ma and Da Holmes were both always busy and on top of that, were raised in a culture where children weren't meant to be seen or heard much anyway.

Mycroft, several years older, had no patience to deal with her "frivolous imagination", let alone any desire to entertain them, given his early drive to act as grown-up as possible. Sherlock had "Redbeard", and besides that, had already started to treat her with the same aloof, haughty dismissal Mycroft in turn had already been treating him.

Of course (whether she'd admit it or not) this keen isolation hurt her deeply on a psychological level and to cope, she allowed herself to take comfort in feeling numb---- her inability to empathize emotionally wasn't really necessary when it came to the moments the boys did try and bond with her (her cognitive empathy, however, did), their interests lingering on more intellectual games and discussions than ones requiring much heart.

With nobody she could trust to express her struggles, she allowed herself to believe it wasn't important whether or not she could understand others- what mattered was her brothers' attention; not yet in school and so isolated, that was all that mattered to her (which is why when her brothers' attention waned drastically, it sent her over the edge).

What I like about Luke being there is that this way Eurus has that attention she craves while also making Luke feel important (granted, he should feel important by default but I get it, I understand, I'm the same way). Luke praises Eurus and in turn, Eurus makes sure nobody messes with him in any way or else. Eurus needs someone to praise her, to validate and help guide her from destroying everything and Luke, as careful, earnest, and gentle as he is with her, is the perfect person to quite literally diffuse the tension inside her one hug at a time.

With Jim, I feel he's more self aware of the fact he's using it as an excuse if only because I HC him to have normal, loving parents and a friendly, loving younger brother. I feel he lived his childhood/teen life putting on one big elaborate show for their sake, lying and even feeling good about his lies as he saw it benefit those he actually cared about although by the time the show begins, he's growing tired of putting on a show for people that don't understand the true significance of his efforts (his brother knows and appreciates him but they both agree to keep their parents in the dark).

He's relieved when he meets Tex and reveals his true nature to her; xe fuels him with renewed inexhaustible energy to keep performing because xyr gratitude & praise thoroughly feed his ego, because now he doesn't feel lonely, now someone else is in on the joke and it's a good joke. It's refreshing, having someone know what he's capable of telling him she recognizes what he could do and that xe is grateful that he's actively choosing something else that doesn't hurt others.

Like I said-- Luke is good for Eurus. Tex is good for Jim. Both might be nothing but a cork stopping a flood of destruction and chaos but neither Eurus nor Jim are trying to pull them out- neither genius want to because it's more rewarding to keep them close, to let them help themselves be better, if not for Luke and Tex's sake.

D) Highly self indulgent bit where everyone is a wain and nothing awful has happened (yet).

Head empty, just Ma and Pa Holmes unofficially adopting Tex at a young age; her Ma moved to England when she was around two or three and became their live-in nanny (fun fact: my Ma IRL does actually provide nanny services lol). Tex thus grew up in the house with the Holmes family as the fourth sibling and the youngest; Eurus immediately latched on to xem since xe was the only other girl. As such, Tex followed Eurus around like a kitten and when Luke came into the picture, Tex became the quieter third member of the gang (Eurus was adamant about Tex not leaving said gang and made it a point to make sure Tex didn't feel left out like her own brothers would make her feel).

As such, I see a lot of Luke and Eurus wandering around the fields while Tex followed and made sure to hold the backpack with snacks and water as Eurus led the group and Luke made sure they didn't get too lost. I see a lot of bonding between the three regarding wildlife identification and lots of make pretend, talking about the nature of animals and whether or not they feel like we do (Eurus doubts this).

I see Jim's family renting out the nearby cottage for the summers, traveling from Dublin to enjoy time in the country in a, well, different country. The cottage itself wouldn't be but a fifteen minute walk and, his brother being a baby, Jim would of course scamper off and go exploring which would lead to a run-in in the sparse woods or rolling fields. He's not yet used to other kids being mean to him for his particularly slender frame, not yet experienced racism. He's optimistic if not obnoxious about his own sense of self importance and he's radiant, radiant and full of so much potential.

I just.... OUGh ... Little baby Jim and little baby Tex watching magpies together, wondering where they're going when they take off into the sky... Tex, whose primary love language at the time is giving pretty rocks and flowers, gifts Jim the nicest rocks she can find as well as sweet bouquets and in turn Jim, whose primary love language at the time is sharing food and telling stories, packs extra snacks to give her and regals her with all sorts of stories (and definitely makes up some with her too).

At some point she definitely drags him by the hand to Holmes residence because he just HAS to see her rock collection; he meets her Ma while there as well as Sherlock and the two boys warily if not eagerly decide to play clumsy chess with each other in the future but that'll have to wait because Jim's too busy laying on Tex's bedroom floor admiring all of Tex's Pokémon drawings and making future plans with her to take her back to his cottage, back to Dublin someday...

I feel I've rambled on for ages about this section - about each section, actually. I know it's a lot; I don't expect nor do I want you to feel obligated to read it all, let alone reply. I'm just grateful for the opportunity to write--- I've been experiencing a massive writing block recently and appreciate how your ask inspired me to just go to town with my own observations and feelings.

Thank you Jonny-- I appreciate you✨💚

#im sorry that's so much writing I'm merely obsessed your honor #I've always wanted to be sisterly with her. ALWAYS ever since i found out her true identity #her tag is 'you deserved better' and she did which is why I'm so invested with your ship because Luke IS SO GOOD TO HER AND *FOR* HER #anyway don't mind me kfkfkf #you deserved better | eurus #others writings #king of my heart | moriarty #tex answers #tex talks #tex writes #let's put a pin in that 📌#again im sorry there's so much I've been blue screening for a while now in between making a new OC f/o & haven't written anything in length #in quite a while :') my brain saw your ask and was like YEAH LEMMIE LATCH ON LIKE A LIMPET

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genebelcher · 2 years

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daily trailer post

the ads start coming and they don’t stop coming... i’ve made five different analysis posts now, and i’m just going to link to my tag instead of each individual post because that’s SO MANY and i’m not even done! this time it’s a minute-long tv spot which includes lines from the mysterious cream polo guy and a bunch of new footage from scenes we have already seen parts of, some of which confirms my guesses from previous posts!!!

don’t look under the read more if you don’t want to see any pics from the trailer (ik some people like to avoid spoilers entirely), or if you don’t want to load a bunch of images right now (i have about 20 screenshots im going to analyze, plus more links to older screencaps for context when i refer back to them). also fair warning i just screencapped these from youtube on my phone and didnt crop out the borders or the channel bug in the corner

(also pls don’t rb this bc there’s a lot of people on this hellsite that i do not want interacting with me, there’s a reason i didn’t put this post in the main tags, just wanted to get my thoughts out somewhere)

we’ve got bob, linda, and teddy moving the burger cart inside wonder wharf here; this MAY be why they get chased angrily: they’re directly competing with the food stands which possibly pisses off the employees...

more from the (obviously) huge RV park musical number. louise is way closer to the camera so i’m assuming this is from the part where she’s standing up on top of an rv.

the kids walking with their bikes. could be from the same scene where tina has her bike inside wonder wharf and imagines jimmy jr?

a previously-unseen shot (i think?) of teddy unveiling the burger cart. he looks so happy, it’s so sweet of him to set that up for them 🥺

THIS FUCKING SEQUENCE HAS ME SO EXCITED because we see where that trapdoor led to, and it seems to be the same room where calvin’s merman statue is (and we’ve seen footage of felix in that room too). the kids are DEFINITELY doing a lot of stuff on the fischoeder bros’ property, and i can’t wait to see what because they’re two of my absolute faves!!!!!!!!

bob and teddy at the burger cart inside wonder wharf. in the background we see the candy shop where the kids bought fortune fudge in “stand by gene”, just thought that was a neat little continuity detail!

the kids at the rv park looking around. nothing life changing about these caps but they are new footage!

cream polo guy’s first line (“it’s just too much!”) i can’t tell his voice actor, he doesn't really sound like jon benjamin and i also don’t really here larry murphy or dave herman (although both have crazy ranges so it might be one of them?) he has some sort of accent, my wild guess is that he could be greek bc the writers said there’s a lot of hints about the movie in season 12, and greece has been referenced across the season multiple times: teddy’s navy crew had greek flag patches on their jackets, louise’s class had a special ancient greece unit, tammy brought up going to greece in the summer. we can also sort of see his tattoo in these screenshots: it’s a dagger stabbed through a heart shape or ribbon, and that has some sort of humanoid figure threaded through it. you can still only see like half of it in these caps so i’m not 100% sure i’m seeing it right but it could be important...

the kids successfully going inside felix’s treehouse! there’s some sort of gold metallic sculpture hanging on the wall on the right side, and it reminds me a little bit of the wallpaper pattern in the room that trapdoor led to. maybe a coincidence, maybe not...

and a bit more burger cart footage, this time in the alley! nothing life changing but still new stuff :)

#trailer overanalysis #speculation #sassy sounds

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milfygerard · 4 years

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#dnt rb #personal stuff past here #so i think. I just broke up with my girlfriend. i feel like shit #um. she was sweet and funny and wonderful but it. I #idk we've kinda. run out of things to say and. had a lot less in common than i thought #and she brought up that shes actually 2 years younger than me (i thought it was one) and that was like. the last thing. and i feel so bad #like when she said its ok if ur not comfortable and i just took the time to say. can we take a break and i felt sad but i felt relieved but #i felt awful for feeling relieved and now im just. guilty and sad i dont #god. relationships are hard. I. fuck.#i dont like being the person ending it that. that fucking hurt. i feel so responsible #i also (and i fucking hate this) i feel really nervous abt our friends bc like.#these guys are my only friends and i dont wanna lose contact w her or them like. i cant be alone again i really cant do it #christ tonight sucks'#anyways im gonna go listen to millions now

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kiwinatorwaffles · 3 years

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hi guys

now that ive been using tumblr more why dont i make a real intro?

hi im kiwi and welcome to my blog!

i also go by fels/waffles and nathan/nate, but kiwi is generally preferred unless you already know someone named kiwi and need a way to distinguish.

as you’ve probably guessed, i’m aroace!

i use both she/her and he/him pronouns, but honestly use whatever’s funniest. like call me bro if you want. my gender is The Bit. (but i only use gendered terms/honorifics)

i am a multifandom... kinda? i mean i rb stuff relating to my interests

but my main fandom for now is hermitcraft + hermit-adjacent SMPs, and on the side there’s legend of zelda, ace attorney and cookie run ovenbreak

feel free to use my art for icons, banners, edits, dubs etc as long as you credit me.

i’m also a mod for @thelinkconvention (although i can’t check notifs very often) and i’m totally not a mod for @evilxdoodles but you should check it out wink wink nudge nudge

a lot of my art ideas and fics are co-written by my best friend and partner in crime @skyspersonalhell :D

i try my best to write image descriptions for my art (which i put in the alt text) but i’m not always consistent :’] i appreciate any IDs people write for me!

VDHAU masterpost for those who want it!

check out my store on etsy!

please don’t tag my work as ships if i don’t tag/specify it myself 👍 i can’t stop you but i would prefer not to have my works misinterpreted. you can check under the cut for my more detailed stance on shipping!

please do not bring discourse to my page. don’t make me tap the sign.

open up the cut for my tags, page content warnings, boundaries/full shipping stance, and other socials!

my tags!

art- #kiwi’s scribbles random thoughts- #kiwi’s calls writing & headcanons- #orchard’s library asks- #birdhouse inquiries homemade memes- #kiwi’s shitpost central oc content- #kiwi’s ocs (individual stories are tagged with the "original story: __" and "fandom ocs: __" format but you can check out my toyhouse for more actual stuff)

and as a bonus, #kiwisonator for any drawings that i might make of my sona

a masterpost of silly misc tags on my page can also be found here!

IMPORTANT NOTICES FOR MY PAGE!

i might end up drawing possible triggering content! here are some things i draw: - blood, gore, and violence - dark and heavy material - general spooky content sometimes - gay people /j /j /j /j

my page also includes lots of swearing and all caps! if you dont like that then it probably isnt the best choice to follow me.

i filter any triggers with # ___ tw and keep in mind i do also use the #cursed tag for filtering those type of posts if you know what i’m saying just a heads up

BOUNDARIES—

here is my full stance on shipping! please read it if you are wondering about my boundaries! but the tl;dr of that post is that while i am not against shipping, please do not take it to my page if i don’t mention it myself 👍

there are certain ships i am really not comfortable with, so please don't take it personally if i block you for that reason

like i said earlier, please do not tag any of my works as a ship, unless i specify it myself! i mean you CAN i can’t stop you but i’ll probably end up blocking you for my own comfort. nothing personal

as mentioned before, do not bring discourse topics onto my page! any asks or comments about discourse will be not be dignified with a response and promptly deleted!

if the discourse pertains to something i posted, then please do inform me with a reason why i was wrong! however, if you phrase it like a callout or discourse, i will be treating it as such and deleting it!

if you want to learn more about me, here’s my carrd! it includes other socials as well as a (kind of loose) byi.

i don’t have a specific dni, but i do block people who make me uncomfortable. i also don’t interact with people if they’re weird.

IF YOU WANT TO SEE MORE ART

i post most of my works and doodles on instagram-- @ kiwinatorwaffles for my main and @ kiwisnotgay for my doodles/alt. you can check out my original characters in more depth on my toyhouse, which is also @ kiwinatorwaffles!

THANKS FOR READING! FEEL FREE TO CHAT OR SEND ME QUESTIONS!

#kiwi’s calls #birdhouse inquiries #kiwi’s scribbles #orchard’s library #the waffle answers to thee #kiwi’s shitpost central #kiwisonator #important sacred texts #saved #saved art #art for kiwinator <3 #kiwi’s ocs

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so twitter is here now huh

welcome! twitter is hell so glad to have you guys. im doing the same thiing everyone else is doing, tumblr advice for new people under the cut, if you dont feel like reading it all the most important things are in bold (click keep reading):

- since its relevant, if a post is very long use one of those things ^ so that its more comfortable for people scrolling! its the one on the right below. theres no character limit on here so please use this when necessary lol

- reblogging stuff you like is important, especially art and writing! thats really the only way to push content on here and the like to rb ratio on mcytblr tends to be terrible so its very appreciated. if you REALLY like it you can leave nice comments in the reply section or in the tags as well! people appreciate them a lot :] if you want to rb something but dont want it appearing on your blog right now, theres a little arrow next to the post button and if you click on it, you’ll get the option to queue the post, meaning it appears on your blog later (you can adjust exactly when in the queue settings, found under the little profile icon)

- you can choose how private you want to be. ive seen so many people be like “dont say your name. dont say your age. dont make an intro post.” or “put your entire medical history in your carrd” but i feel like you can choose how you want to present yourself on here! you dont have to say anything about yourself if you want, or you can make a fun intro post/carrd with the things you like, or you can just say your name (or moniker), whether youre a minor or not, and pronouns, or anything else! its up to you, and here you dont really have to worry about getting doxxed so. obviously dont give out your address or anything but yeah :]

- ^kind of going off what i just said, if you want friends on here, you can make an intro/looking for mutuals post and put your interests in the tag section! thats how i found lots of my mutuals. honestly just use the tags in general, because its the only way to get your posts out there other than rbs and its much better than speaking into the void. dont put tags unrelated to the post itself though, people dont really like it. tumblr prioritizes the first 5 tags on a post ive heard, so be mindful of that, especially if youre an artist or writer!

- on the subject of tags, if youre going to critique a dsmp character, feel free to do so, just tag it appropriately! for example, if youre making a post that criticizes c!philza, tag it as #c!philza critical. also, please dont tag dsmp/mcyt posts as mine//craft or mine//blr (censoring it so it doesnt appear in the search), people who just want to hear about the game dont appreciate it. also, please dont tag or1gin smp (censoring again) for posts about the hybrid smp with tommy, ranboo, tubbo, etc because an active fandom already uses that tag, use osmp instead :]

- discourse isnt really common on here, but if youre going to talk about it, tag it as #discourse so that people can blacklist it. oh yeah i forgot to talk about that, you can blacklist tags in settings, which is great for triggers or anything you just dont want to see. id suggest blacklisting all forms of whatever the tag is (for example, dont just blacklist #tw gore, blacklist #gore tw, #gore cw, #cw gore, and #gore as well). lots of blogs (like mine) operate on an ask to tag basis, meaning that if you send them an ask asking to tag a specific thing, they will!

- speaking of asks, people love them! ive never met someone who doesnt like getting an ask, regardless of how random it is. if you like someones content or want to be their friend, feel free to send an ask, anonymous or not! i think this goes without saying but just in case, sending anon hate is heavily frowned upon, its kind of a pussy move as well tbh so dont do it

- other than the occasional weirdo mcytblr/dsmpblr is pretty chill, so try not to start fights in main tags for no reason lol please i dont want to have to migrate to linkedin or some shit. if you see something you dont like, the best move is to just block them and move on. literally just block anyone you dont like itll make everything so much more pleasant i promise. however if you do want to start a fight my asks are always open <3333

overall, just dont be an asshole and have fun!! here are some blogs id recommend following:

mine lol pls give me clout, @relaxxationattack, @cyani07, @night-and-dae, @otteritos, @esclapo, @periwinklemoonlight, @minecraftsz, @timedeo, @poorlydrawndsmp, @tittybitch, @lnniter, @girlbossinnit, @trickszie (if youre on here we’re mutuals and/or i think you’re really cool so hiiii)

#tumblrientation #mcytblr #mcyt #dsmpblr #dsmp #dream smp #angiemarkets.txt #swearing #mcyttwt #dsmptwt

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hey!! holy shit i had no idea what bidarkling said about archie!! jesus fucking christ that's disgusting. thank you for reblogging. she's problematic on the best of days--but that was outright disgusting. also--i'm wondering if there are any malina networks/safe spaces to hangout? i really like them, but I'm afraid to come out to my followers as an Archie/Mal Stan. I hope this is ok to come to you with! I love your jace and clary blog too. <3333

I’m not on twitter so thankfully I didn’t have to deal with that but just seeing the screenshots and hearing about it spikes my anxiety through the roof. Like between this and the darklina’s thinking that in this day and age, especially with what’s going on with the hate towards asians right now, that because they don’t like a SHIP, they can not only be racist and bully the actors and their children. But they can call the ship MALARIA, like. I wish I was joking it is downright vulgar.

And honestly not one darklina can be like oh that’s just a small part of the fandom you can’t tar us all with that brush because like. Where are all the posts condemning this person and others? Where’s all the “no you don’t get to make up racist ship names” posts? I’ve seen people I respected LIKE THE DAMN TWEETS, by bidarkling, or like posts attacking people standing up to them.

I’ve seen people argue in a discord server, by invading the malina channel, that they have a right to do all this gross stuff to Archie because he’s not dark skinned enough. Archie Renaux is Desi. Y’all don’t get to be fucking racist shitbags, or excuse racism and laugh at it and like posts or tweets, and then act like not all Darklina’s are the same when I have seen literally NOT ONE, especially not one of the big ones, say shit against the stuff done to Archie. About the Malaria name etc. I’ve seen them like the posts and tweets tho!!!! The only person i’ve seen mention anything is a multishipper. Like.

We didn’t tar y’all. Y’all literally did that TO YOURSELVES. With outing how racist y’all are.

Not on the topic of Archie though. The LENGTHS some of those shippers will go to to woobify and be all uwu aleks my babyyy. Like the next person who even breathes that Genya deserved to be sexually assualted and the darkling shouldn’t be held accountable for that OR the other thing he does. I will fight. I don’t care, y’all can fuck off invalidating abuse survivors because you like the white guy playing him. I haven’t even been here lately because recovering, and I really come back to a message I am not posting glorifying what happened to her. This is the lengths y’all go to? THIS IS YOUR GOD HUH? THIS IS THE HILL YOU ALL WILL DIE ON? RACISM AND ABUSE APOLOGISM? Staying quiet and ignoring it is the same as encouraging it! But y’all know that lbr.

I swear to god I’ll never be able to enjoy ben barnes ever again.

Also to answer your question finally I got so sidetracked because this is the only ask imma answer bc they’re all in the same vein, but also to be like I’m the wrong person to ask because like. I’m of the opinion that if people give you shit over actors or characters you like. They’re assholes. They’re not your friends or even good people. Drop their asses. Like characters and people you like are so personal to you. And honestly? especially with all of this. Weed them out. Post about what you love and block anyone who tries to fuck with you over it.

I’m tired of people being like oh i like mal/archie but i would never say it in front of my followers~ like bruh. MY DUDE.

For people to follow though I do have suggestions!!! I’m also sure that there’s discords out there for malina/mal fans!

@malinasource ofc bc the source blog

@malyen0retsev @alinamal @alinastarksov @jessiemeili @thetracker

also anyone in this post here and the comments/tags oh this one too

I know I’m missing so many people i should be including rn but sick brain tired. But feel free to go through my blog for people i’ve interacted with or rb edits from (im so behind on my tracked tag too but sick) and you should find lots of lovely people to interact with!!!

Also ty!!!! That’s like my main otp of otp’s so every time it gets complimented i’m just seal clapping Good luck in your hunt for mal/archie friends! and I’m here if you need anything/wanna chat too!

#me: supposed to be recovering from minor surgery and not raising my blood pressure #also me: i will fight every darklina ON SIGHT #shadow and bone #Anonymous #Ask #Answered #malina

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fixing-bad-comic-art · 3 years

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New Tag List

if youd like something added or if i mistag something please dont be afraid to let me know

Fixes- all the edits

Not My Fix- all the edits done by other people i get tagged in/sent.

Not a fix- me just clownin around, ie asks, misc posts, and joke edits,

anon/[url]- how i tag asks

rimshots- fixes that have had a joke edited in along side the actual edit.

regularly scheduled programming- the queued/scheduled post tag

progress log- reblogs of wips i need advice on from my art blog, they get deleted from this blog about an hour after they get posted, but they do get archived on my art blog, (@bitchfitch (read the pinned post on that blog b4 following or scrolling too far, 18+ only)) under the #reblogin-for-archivin tag

booster shot- finished drawings/paintings boosted from my art blog,

reruns- rbs of edits i have already posted, as well as occasional housekeeping posts I need to boost a lil

petfuntimes- sometimes people send me pictures of their pets and i love it every time, currently all petfuntimes are queued to avoid spam

dilferapy- i just think dilfs are neat and talk about them too much sometimes,

FAQ under the cut

are you bad-comic-art? Nope, i just picked a bad url.

Why do you know so little about comics? Its bc the only pieces of superhero media i have ever consumed were wolverine and the xmen when i was like 10 and both deadpool movies.

what's your name/ pronouns/ where are you from? I'm Zachariah/Zach/Zaz, he/him preferably but tbh i dont care and you'll see me refer to myself with whatever im feeling that day. and im from texas.

what program do you use? Infinite painter on my phone

how do i submit something? You can @ me, message me, or send it as a submission, but please do not attach it to an ask bc i can't save it to my phone from an ask.

whats accepted? any professionally produced narrative illustration. so comics and manga from any publisher are in, fan art is out. having said that i dont tend to change outfits bc i just dont know enough about any of these characters.

Can i submit my own art for critique? of course! just let me know in the ask you want a critique,

whats your art blog? @bitchfitch i dont post very often but when i do its usually gay nonsense. edit: i now post more often on bitchfitch than i do this blog el oh el.

why haven't you answered/edited something i sent? 1. tumblr might have eaten it, 2. it got buried under a bunch of other stuff, 3. i meant to answer it but i wanted to give it more thought and promptly forgot about it, 4. i already answered a very similar ask. 5.the edit would require completely redrawing the og image, im just too lazy to do that, but ill usually still post it with commentary

if i dont answer something just send it again like 3 days later.

Got a PayPal/ cashapp? i only accept pictures of Nightcrawler aka Kurt Wagner as repayment for what i do here.

why do you do this? funsies.

#not a fix #faq #tag list

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morgunaa-stark · 3 years

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Rules

These are some rules you'll have to follow if you want to interact with me, or most any other roleplay blog on this site.

Continued intentional breaking of these rules will probably end in a block.

1. No smut, whatsoever. My Morgan is still a minor and I don't want anything to do with NSFW content myself. This is non-negotiable.

2. If you're a minor, for my own comfort I would rather not interact . Following is okay, brief conversation OOC. Otherwise everything else is 18+. Its not personal, I promise you.

4. For now I would prefer to interact with Marvel or MCU characters only, just until I get comfortable enough with Morgan to cross over with other fandoms. I'm mostly familiar with the MCU and the FOX X-Men films, haven't read much of Marvel Comics other than Ms. Marvel, some snippets of Invincible Iron Man (2016, the one with Riri Williams), and the Superior Iron Man run. If you mention a comics character chances are that I'll recognize their name, otherwise I'm pretty clueless. Feel free to educate me, though!

3. Personal blogs PLEASE DON'T INTERACT. Excluding PSAs and anything I specifically tag as okay to rb. Munday stuff and OOC posts that aren't venting are okay to like. No reblogging.

6. No bigotry here. Racism, misogyny, Islamophobia, pro-Nazism, "pro-life" sentiment, xenophobia, etc. Will result in a block. If there's an accident you will be given the chance to apologize and/or explain yourself, I'm willing to forgive mistakes borne of ignorance or misunderstanding. You can always ask OOC if you're unsure about something, my IMs are open to all followers.

5. I don't actively write anything that may be potentially triggering, but just in case I try to tag everything. If I missed something or there's something specific you would like tagged feel free to let me know! This goes for everyone who views my blog.

7. I suck at plotting, okay? I just do. I have tons of ideas and tend to just run off with them at any given moment without thinking things through. My ADHD is a constant nuisance. That doesn't mean I'm entirely disposed to plotting, if you really want to I can try to settle down and follow your lead. If you've got an idea you think I would like hop in my IMs.

8. Inbox karma is very nice and very appreciated, but not enforced. I get a little sad if people reblog the meme but don't send it to me is all. I don't want to make anyone do something they don't want to.

9. If you post a lot of OOC I'll probably be a bit annoyed. I usually don't mind as long as it's tagged but if the person I'm following to roleplay with is constantly posting stuff that's not roleplay I kinda want to unfollow. Its nothing personal, I promise you. I'm just here for some rp fun! That said, occasional venting on your own blog is totally fine and encouraged, you're allowed to express your feelings OOC sometimes.

10. I get burnout and am easily distracted. I forget things. I procrastinate. If I've been sitting on my replies for a while please let me know! I hate to leave you guys hanging.

11. I am cautiously open to shipping, but there has to be chemistry! I won't ship anything that: involves a huge age gap, includes a relative, biological or adoptive, has non-con/rape elements to it. This list may be updated from time to time. I can do multiship! If I ever get to the point where I have multiple ships there will be a separate verse for each.

12. I am semi-selective, I will decide who to follow and interact with at my own discrection, but I'm usually not too picky! OCs are subject to my own personal scrutiny as an OC writer myself, I outright won't touch blatant self-inserts. Not that self-inserts are inherently bad, I honestly read some myself sometimes. But something about interacting with that kind of character makes me very uncomfortable. It's not personal! If an OC is well written enough I probably won't mind following as long as I think there's room for interaction between them and Morguna.

13. American English is my first and only language right now. I plan to learn Arabic, but that's for religious purposes and has nothing to do with anything related to this blog. If for whatever reason you don't roleplay in English I can't follow. It has nothing to do with your race or country of origin I literally just don't know the language and respect you enough not to try with google translate.

14. I don't necessarily have any triggers, but please tag anything with pictures and/or detailed descriptions of bugs like roaches, beetles, flies, moths etc. As well as trypophobia and just unsanitary places or surfaces. That stuff super upsets me, like "I'm on the verge of tears" upset, and if I see it I might unfollow. ALL nsfw content should be tagged, I'd appreciate suggestive being tagged as well. I don't want to see or read anything pertaining to or referencing sex, sexual activities, etc. Non-negotiable, I don't do smut or read smut whatsoever and want nothing to do with it.

16. I don't do RP drama. I'm not here for that. If someone in the community is a known child predator/bigot/abuser, or other unsavory individual then feel free to let me and others know, I will block said person and report if needed. Otherwise I'm not going to block or cancel someone OOC because of an dispute that has nothing to do with me. Come on guys, this isn't junior high.

15. This is less of a rule and more basic decency but please tag spoilers for recent films/shows ESPECIALLY MARVEL!

17. I cut my threads, and you should too! Nobody wants a long chain of reblogs on their dash. Whether we cut at 2 or 3 connected posts is up to you, but they will be cut! If for whatever reason you or I can't cut the thread will be continued in a new post.

18. Icons!! I love icons, I love gifs, I love images! I don't mind what size they are, as long as they aren't huge and consistent between threads. No hate to iconless roleplayers, I'm simply autistic and prefer visuals to help my mind coordinate scenes better.

20. Don't be a jerk. I'm here for a good time and so are you! That means no godmodding, drama, bullying, etc.

19. Formatting is very nice but if you can't use it for whatever reason it's okay! I'm not gonna unfollow you for not using fancy text.

Okay, I think that's everything for now!

If you've read the rules, feel free to follow me! If you want, send me a 📖 in my inbox. It's not required but highly appreciated!

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gringolet · 3 years

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that italian?

okay okay okay i think it happened long enough ago that i can dish about the drama. she changed her url and im not including it anyway so its fine.

prepare for a fuckin. essay in responss to a TWO WORD ask but anyay

so once upon time there was an italian who hated children and loved reylo. she also hung out in the arthuriana tag and got a bunch of asks about it. so one day some poor anon comes in and asks if she has any trans headcanons for arthurian characters, and she, instead of being a normal person and saying like, no, she goes off about how trans characters in fanfic is forced representation and she cant talk about trans people bc surgery is triggering for her.

found this in the archives lol. so i rbd politely explaining that while it was fine to not have trans hcs, her justifications for it were a little offensive.

hey i dont want to start discourse or anything but i see ur asks in the tag a lot and i wanted to politely address this. firstly obviously no one is under any obligation to hc things, and headcanons and fandom is not activism. if you’d just said “no, not really” it would b fine. i mean, cringe of u, but fine. but u make a couple of points here i want to look at a bit critically. then there is “I don’t like when headcanons are pushed up as ~representation, especially when… Ehm, it’s just fandom stuff?” i dont want to misinterpret you or put words in your mouth, but the implication that theres no need for trans rep in fandom and dismissal of that is a very cis take. My initial read of your intention there was a complaint of ‘why should something like fandom spaces, which are for fun and not serious, be filled with non fun serious (bad) trans stuff that i have to see when im trying to enjoy myself.’ now that could be incorrect, you were a bit vague here. if that is what you meant, i think you maybe should examine why you feel that way. if it isnt, im unclear on what exactly youre trying to say here. the idea that trans hcs are performative wokeness and “representation” in fandom is completely ignoring the actual trans people making and wanting them. there is so vanishingly little representation of trans people in actual media and even less thats good, and i think implying trans hcs are being pushed on people and fandom for, ~representation (a world of meaning in the ~ i shant speculate on) is very dismissive and ignorant of that fact. honestly the main thing im troubled by is the idea that trans bodies are inherently disgusting and triggering, which is an incredibly harmful and hurtful idea, and since you yourself acknowledge that trans people and hcs dont predicate surgery i question why you bring it up, except as a justification for disconfort rooted in unexamined prejudice. im not accusing you of being a terf or anything, i dont believe you meant harm by this or have bad intentions, and im definitely not saying anyone has to hc anything. it was the uncomfronted insidiousness of your justification that concerned me. this is not a personal attack at all, you just have a lot of influence in this fandom space and i wanted to make you aware of some of the surely accidentally harmful things ur saying.

so she flips out and rbs that yelling at me and cursing me out in italian (she moved blogs so i dont have her whole response just bits)

basically she completely derailed the original topic and accused me of calling her a horrible person for her triggers? which i never did and would never do, and then tried to make it a wierd anti v proshipper thing

third: I never said there’s no need of trans hcs in fandoms, BUT I’ve noticed that there’s a tendency of condemning people on the basis of what they ship / the dynamics they write. ( like the infinite discourse about how ‘I ship only mlm enemies to lovers because f/m enemies to lovers are Inherently Bad and Abusive - something I personally heard on Twitter sigh ), so I feel the need to say it. blame the current fandom climate.

and were like wow, this lady is unhinged, so we look around her blog and find a. a lot of stuff like saying its racist to not like incest?? and that italians arent white?? also shes a swerf?? and kind of deniel italian colonialsm? and reblogs from a bunch of out and out terfs} there was more but this isnt a callout post lol.

valentine lanzelet made a post about this crazy italian we found and she flipped out on him (this is one of several cursey italian tag rants)

roughly means: GO SHIT YOURSELF (italian alternative to go fuck you), RACIST TERF IS YOUR GRANDMOTHER IN A WHEELBARROW (italian saying which does not translate well) AND WHAT HAS ITALIAN COLONIALISM TO DO WITH THIS YOU UGLY SHIT, and anyways lancelot sucks

(translated by claudio beheaded)

anyway so then. and this is when it gets unhinged. she goes on this server me and a lot of my mutuals n friends r in, camelot, and starts complaining about me.

(in red is the server admin, who was lovely) i asked her to move this convo to dms if she must bc it was rude to bring drama into the server, and she refused, and started insisting that she was being bullied and just wanted to be left alone, so i was like okay lets all block each other and move on, and she refused, continuing to defend everything she was being criticized for

they also said claudio was making them look bad by translating their rants which like... queen if that made them look bad they were already a bad look.

so she keeps pinging people and replying to shit despite everyone else at this point begging her to just drop it and call it a stalemate

imagine this but around n around for like an hour. also she repeatedly got me and valentine confused it was super funny. also she claimed it was an invasion of her privacy for valentine to go on her public blog and look at the things she openly said and rbd there

so the server got put in slow mode and she KEPT GOING even though everyone was just begging her to stop and not even responding

as u can see, around this point we just started spamming her with emoji reactions. she announced she was leaving then went back to arguing a full three times before finally dipping from the server

then she continued complaining about us and calling us puriteens in her tags (trying to make it a proshipper v anti thing i guess lol?)

for literally months before finally remaking. also in that time she got in an argument about how the crusades were fine actually. italianphobia works hard but she works harder i guess

anyway i prolly left out a lot but thats the italian saga

#cw discourse #i guess?#conflict anyway #if any involved have funny things to add go ahead

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