#like i was stagnant it was bad

[iris-nonsense]

Yuuji is confirmed to be the only person with a plan since the beginning of this arc and the more he improves the more his powers look like mahito's which is incredibly interesting i hope it'll get explored

On the other hand what do you mean yuuta is going to use angel's ct? Where is she? Why can't she have some screen time instead of this guy who has nothing going on for him? Why can't hana help save megumi to parallel what he done for her as a kid????

#hana and angel were really done dirty by the story and by gege and for what? for yuuta? the guy who's stagnant since his story ended? #the guy who was like 'well i don't know if genocide is bad'? the guy who has to regress as a character just to have a reason to exist? #that guy? #iris reads jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk manga spoilers #itadori yuuji #angel jjk #hana kurusu

[spearxwind]

what if i made a CD ocean au for adri...

i keep considering it and then not doing it bc i i feel like itll either go really well or really bad.

I am also really indecesive with what to do for it because... its hard to decide on just one possibility (and I dont think i can handle having many sjhjkd)

I used to have a whaler au for him where the funny gimmick was that he was a regular shitty guy, and I do enjoy that but that feels like itll get boring really fast outside of a few funnies (and I REALLY dont want people to be weird about him if hes 'weak')

I also did make a pirate au for him wayyy back in the day that i never properly shared where hes a ghost haunting a ship and i did like that concept but it never rly went anywhere its just something rly swag i came up with and it also would not fit in CD (would be more of a potc type vibe)

and lastly... I could make him just a shapeshifter in CD as well. but I dont know which way to go about it because yeah hes a snake but idk which way to go about the design or vibe either. I def wont make him into an eel I have two of those already x) but like yeah I cant decide if i should go with a completely new kind of vibe or if i should try and keep him close to what he is bc theres so many ways i could approach both ideas houghhh

#thunderclap #aggghh decisions decisions #not being able to properly do AUs for a few years has got my creativity in that sense rly stagnant #i really want adri to be in CD at the moment simply so I can draw more of him dkjfhjd but yeah its hard to handle for some reason #i wonder if i could make the HR gang a hunting crew or something actually... HR ocean au #i need to get HR brainrot again so bad but idk how to do it besties. the ocean keeps pulling me back #also im supposed to be working on an essay thing but ive been at it for like 8 hours straight today im so tired fr but i want to finish it. #miserable kinda day but i had a lot of fun yesterday so it balances out

[crystalis]

i feel sad about not belonging anywhere and being small/invisible and like.. idk who i am

i feel really regretful of my life but idk what to do or how to change anything

or i mean i know what i need to do but i feel like i cant or im too scared .. and lately ive been frustrated with myself bc ive been experiencing that "trapped inside my head" feeling really intensely where idk how to speak to articulate thoughts and it feels painful

#ive been thinking a lot about getting a job i want a job so so so so bad but im so fuckig scared i seriously cant even describe how afraid #i feel like my social anxiety has gotten so bad over the past several years to the point that its unrecoverable ajd i need to #kill myself #i feel that way about everything wrong with me #ive just been stagnant for too long and its festered to a point of no returning #and like the worst thing about this is feeling like im on a time limit bc i need dental implants. #ive been wearing dentures for like 5 years now and already experienced a lot of bone loss in my face #i have to get dental implants for too much time passes without teeth but i need a lot of money for that i and i need to get a job to hav mo #ney but i cant get ajob because im too scared and incompetent #dude i want to kill myself so bad its unreal but i wont bc i couldnt do that to my mom #and i want to live.. because i like looking at beautiful things and listening to music and #talking to myself and imagining things #idk i wish i could cry or something but cant cry about anything

[legionofpotatoes]

man post-andor star wars feels so embarrassing

#I know I'm like fifteen years removed from the mandalorian's TA but watching that show has truly become a test of mettle #I don't want them to turn brow-furrowing serious with their politicking either. I get the camp it is GOING for. but there's no engine #there's less deep lessons to learn from andor than all that. simple story mechanics and letting drama drive your story instead of like #nothing burger plotlines that push meaningful moments aside instead of inviting them in. and badgering us with endless cameos #this is the golden goose outward-facing star war poster boy now I get it. has to be this way. but even THIS can be done better I feel #it is so lost up its own sauce I can't even comment on specific issues anymore. it's a stew of bad decisions and lack of clarity in #just about everything. even stagecraft feels stunted at this point. they felt like they were pushing the tool when they had frasier ADing. #now it's all so sickeningly stagnant. we are right back into 'no one feels like they live in the space they inhabit' except we learned #how to achieve that with in-camera CG. baller! #negativity #text #*DPing I think is what frasier was actually doing. and I do love the baby still so I am stuck in this sisyphean loop for the long haul #cant help myself the puppetry really is the one true standout in this whole shebang

[cinnamon-bunni]

oh my god....

oh my god....

#THE APPLE DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE I GUESS #the apple didn't even roll down the hill. it didn't even roll to its side it fucking stayed stagnant and said 'yes i am happy with this :)' #lorenz is a fucking carbon copy of his dad holy shit #did count gloucester just. make a clone or smth???? #i'm crying rn #i wonder how the Offical Barbor that was hired by count gloucester feels about this #taking down the whole gloucester territory one bad haircut at a time #ughhh i hate it i hate it i hate it i h #like??? omg??? this explains SO much #i am a lorenz apologist and idk if this makes me feel better #because while at least i can blame his dad for his bad haircut. lorenz still made that decision to have it. so #idk i guess i'll just never win #fire emblem warriors #fire emblem warriors three hopes #few3h #golden wildfire #lorenz hellman gloucester #lorenz gloucester #count gloucester #erwin fritz gloucester #erwin gloucester #fe warriors three hopes #fe three hopes #fire emblem three hopes #bunni mumbles

[ennuidays]

its not serious Ur not serious ab it An ur motives r stupid n hold no real life value

#been feelin sorta stupid lately #havent been sleeping well #feel empty . wanna try sm new . not motivated #cant create how i wanna . cant create what i have to . feels stale #think i mighr prove myself as an idiot before ever getting anyones faith in me in the first place #think i might just be a really smart idiot #jus bcuz i have big boy thoughts doesnt mwan im smart . maybe it just means everyone else is stupid for listening #i like feeling smart but i think im overselling myself #managed to fool myself too #m scatterbrained #m not nearly as bad as i was #im fine now . just stagnant #cant get anything done . not that i could then either #i dont even remember what it was like then #probably for the best #idealizing something i cant recall . i dont even have evidence of the worst of it #dont even know what went wrong to be honest #never got told directly . i never get told directly #always have to guess or find out some other offhand way #complaining about too much rn #mm #dont know whay my problem is #n no one else can figure it out for me #well maybe someone can #takes a while #and a lotta effort #gggghhhh #ok #m done

[cruelsister-moved2]

idk chief i hate when people are too enamoured with their vision of what the sex industry could be like in their perfect utopia to see the present reality of it. we live in a society where every industry is inherently exploitative. add sex to that and you get... sexual exploitation. now add far less oversight and regulation, more gender inequality and a far more vulnerable population for good measure.

you can't just look at the few people who found secure positions that they found preferable to other forms of exploitation. it's like, when we talk about other industries we focus on the practical exploitation that occurs + the systems of oppression that fuels it.

but as soon as it comes to the sex industry it's suddenly just an idea. and i have seen with my own eyes people willing to dismiss the negative experiences of trafficking survivors and survival SWs right to their faces in defense of that idea. the same people that insist sex work is just like any other work and the sex industry is just like any other industry never actually apply the same standards to them as other work and other industries??

#like rmbr when they surveyed johns and found that most of them dont care if the person was trafficked or not #because you might interpret it as paying for a service #but to a lot of those men's minds it's that their wealth entitles them to vulnerable people's bodies #which is like. to me not a very leftist framework but what do I know <33 #like imagine if we were making positivity posts for people who hire childcare and cleaners and stuff #very strange #I feel like everyone has an extremely tight spring on any type of criticism now or even criticism of the conversation #which just produces such a stagnant and toxic environment #people will get things wrong even while being generally right so there needs to be like a healthy flow of criticism #that I literally just never see #it's like we're just able to do the primary colours for babies version only bc we're too scared idk it sucks it's bad

[tadpoled-ranger]

I miss her (the original homely clothes and swarthy wayfarer before the update)

Look at my boys. My baby boys were massacred.

#i had the red and black dye on the wayfarer for Joyce. but when the updat came out it looked so bad that I just couldn’t anymore and dyed #it something else #like the clothes in the game are already so stagnant between ‘poor in the dirt’ and ‘overly fancy/slutty’ #so like these were the two good invetweens of those #bg3 #anyways

[haunted-xander]

I'm so tired and I want to sleep but I can't because my brain has decided to remind me of every single bad thing to happen in my life ever

#(dont read the tags if you dont wanna see some examples) #realizing my granma is verbally abusive by her telling me ill die alone and unloved simply bc i didnt want to talk to her? #check! #almost losing my best friend to suicise? #being bullied in 2 out of three schools ive been to where the teachers did fuck all to help? #being overstimulated to the point of crying & neglected by a 'special needs class' that completely failed me in every aspect? #check!! #my special aids teacher (or wtv its called) telling me to go back to math class after a meeting with the school and my FUCKING THERAPIST #SPECIFICALLY ABOUT HOW STRESSFUL AND BAD FOR ME SEVERAL OF THE CLASSES ARE #PARTICULARLY MATH #i didnt even know she was supposed to aid me with anything! #i only ever saw her in a few classes #ya know #THE ONES SHE TEACHES #ugh #listen my life is hardly the worst #im fortunate in many aspects and im not gonna claim i have some big traumas or anything like that #but my life really sucks sometimes #even right now my life is almost completely stagnant #i havent been able to attend school for two fucking years and i quite literally only have consistent social interactions with my family #ya know. the people i live with. and who i see everyday. #my best friend of like fucking #7 years or something #ended our friendship months ago (amicably but still) #leaving my completely alone #ugh. sorry my heads a mess and im so so so tired. of everything. i just want to sleep and have my brain shut tf up #vent #personal

[achilleslackofwrath]

just finished episode 7 and what was up with the editing? everything felt soooo slow and delayed, like every line of dialogue had a full beat of silence after it, and why did percy and grover walk to hade's palace at such a leisurely pace? i didn't need them sprinting or anything but at least a jog or a fast walk would have felt more realistic

like 50% of the episode felt like scenes of slow walking, and long silent pauses between dialogue

maybe my attention span is short but idk, i kept wishing i could watch this episode on 2x speed just to get through all the long stretches of silence

#percy jackson show #i feel bad even saying it but something was def off about that edit #the pace #the drama #it all felt stagnant #i think its also just hard to watch a story you know so well be told so differently than u imagine it #like my expectations kept clashing with the actual pace of the episode #maybe a non book reader would have a different experience watching it #idk

[oatbugs]

the way my heart sank . lol

#tried to get on a call to study w my gf bc weve both been avoiding stuff we Have to do and its been making us anxious #but esp her bc shes been in this cycle for a while and shes struggling w it a lot . and i love her and i want the best for her #and all my friends r like u should push each other to do better even if its uncomfortable somewhat and i agree #so we were like. yh lets do stuff / get on our work tmrw even tho its anxiety-inducing etc...and then we got on a call #and this is the most like. bored/displeased ive ever heard her sound like she seemed extremely disinterested and even mildly irritated #and it honestly shocked me ??? so i ended the call bc i need to do work and it was making me sad #and im trying to listen to words more than tone but it was so extreme and such a sudden change that it literally wasnt good for me . im so #confused rn . like ik facing tasks youve been avoiding for months causes anxiety ik theres like a mental block around it that makes u not #want to deal w it or become irritated at ppl who suggest that you should #but omg?? it was so weird and like. when i said she was making me sad so i wanted to end the call she was like. ok 😐 #which is a fair response ig but shes never responded to me that way b4...like what is this what is happening... #i want smn who encourages me to move forward and who appreciated that i want them to do the same #instead of staying stagnant and anxious for months. i talked abt this before on here and everyone collectively was like Be More Patient and #work through it w her etc etc (my friends said the exact opposite tho) and i have been Trying To but its making me feel actively . bad. #like. im Afraid. #to bring it up . and then when i finally did say yh lets do smth lets get thru this tgth she just shut down on me somehow #idk what else i can do #i will talk to her abt it later i just need to work rn. i had to get this out of my system first. #shes so sweet and wonderful and supportive usually. but when it comes to thsi topic. im rly shocked idk #i knew she felt bad abt it but i thought she agreed to move through it w me and i didnt expect her to direct it at me #like whatever i said shed give me the coldest ok 😐. like. again nothing inherently wrong w that but when contrasted w #the way she talks to me usually there IS smth wrong it . its jarring and uncomfortable and made me rly upset bc it felt like she was mad at #me for trying to help . idk #UGH whatever ill talk 2 her later i have to do this lecture itll help distract me

[tillman]

gahh . im still thinking about stuff.

#and like ugh. no. the reason i havent been happy with my art recently despite liking how it looks is cus im too exhausted #from work and life and such to really put the effort and thought into it i want. its careless. its thoughtless. theres #very little in my current portfolio im satisfied with on an intellectual level. and it makes me feel very #stagnant and kind of pissy about art. gah. #<- btw. call me pretentious or whatever and ill just straight up kill you. this isnt pretentiousness. i just care deeply about my art and #it conveying what i want it to. for me to be failing on that well. it kindof sucks #i think a lot of the work im happy with now is my stupid soliloquies to myself. theyre scratchy and look bad but at least they #get it across. yknow? ahh its so hard then. #txt #this isnt all that serious just thinking to myself. #having an odd blurry moment so putting my thoughts to text helps a lot in figuring who i am LOL . <- in a system way not in a . #whatever #but i do think that ^ above not the system stuff ^ contributes to why i really feel negatively about being viewed as a fandom artist #despite drwaing fanart- i want to use these characters to explore and think about stuff. u know? and i think fandom spaces #tend to treat fanart and writing and all that as mostly disposable one time use pretty things to think on once nad never agian. #and GAH!! that bugs me!!! i do not like how the internet has PRIMED people into treating art that way! #personal pet peeve i guess. what can you do

[shidouryusm]

Welcome to sami having her writer imposter syndrome 338242 times a day and questioning years of writing that she did ever since she was 14 🤡

#sams.shit #idk whether my other writer moots can relate but honestly more than being a bad writer #i question whether I'm stagnant in my writing or not #I sometimes feel like my style has not evolved #well it definitely improved from when I was 14 ofc #but yknow I want to make it more refined #more sophisticated but everytime I attempt I lose track on how to? #like I end up writing sentences that I feel is the same style always #and it gets redundant #and I hate the piece with every fiber of my being #to my writer babies if yall have faced similar problems or have overcomed such- let me know too #writing is fun and has always been fun but there's also a factor of improvement that works for me too yknow #i wanna be better especially when Im entering a new year #okay im done ranting byee gonna have tea and digestive biscuits now #they slap together

[mtndewbajablast]

u can’t edit posts w polls but

thank u every pony we proved aer wrong. inconsistency king.

#NOT a bad thing I like experimenting I need it or else I feel sad and stagnant

[ultramanyaoi]

i kinda wish people wouldnt toss the word engagement around so often wehn it came to writing critique because i feel engaging the audience itself isn't actually the point it's an outcome of proper pacing, building up tension at appropriate points, highlighting n emphasising specific scenes, characters, motifs or just basically writing well so that your show / book ect. has the desired flow to communicate the ideas u want. it's a very vague word...also i feel a lot of the times the word are looking for... is compelling Not engaging.

like yes i understand from a business perspective quality is second to engagement but i feel when it comes to a literary / film criticism standpoint... it's more important to have a story that is successful at conveying the nuance of what it wants to say, the intensity of it ect. and that naturally is interesting

#ariel.txt #also while logic is important i also feel sometimes ppl are like logic for logic's sake #or character growth / depth for depth's sake and it's very surface level criticism that doesnt understand why the direction of development #hinders the story or more development is required to say crqaft a stronger conflict / argument... #like yeaa it's true that mandolorian suffers from not characterising certain aspects of other characters #but the reason THAT is bad is not because of audience engagement ( a natural outcome if it was written well) but because it results in #extremely weak conflicts that have no reason to exist. failure to present the plight of the mandolorians or explore their current status #as displaced nomads results in very nothing character conflicts and is a missed opportunity to explore mando's own character n continue his #arc. like the story is very stagnant but that stagnation is rarely used for anything so it's just kind of padded n a story that is weak. #THUS it is forgettable