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#like im being somewhat sarcastic in this post but i also genuinely want to know if there is something wrong with that
deusluxuria · 3 years
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no offense, but it really soothes my heart to headcanon some of my favorite characters as being much more wholesome & loving & nurturing as parents than they actually are in canon, & that's just a very accessible and comforting coping mechanism to me, so i hope that's okay lol
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I’m a bisexual girl and I’m in love with Julie so I was wondering if maybe u could write one where the reader thought she was straight but slowly realizes she’s bi and in love with Julie, reader comes out to parents and when they don’t accept she runs to Julie and they kiss and it’s kinda angsty but then BAM fluff
Title: Valid
Request: Yes / No
Word Count: 3234 (!!)
Warnings: homophobia !!, probs not well written angst omg
(A/N): not me saying im back and not being back i hate myself. yall, there’s no schedule i just post whenever im like, active and thats a really bad habbit that i should NOT keep doing istg. also au where the band never died, but theyre never mentioned. anyways ty ty TY to the sweetie who asked for this ! i literally squealed when i read this request. not this being 3k words umm help
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You had your moments. Those weird moments where you didn’t know what you were feeling, especially to the person you were feeling those emotions to. Like this one time where it was a normal day watching Disney Channel and eating pizza (basically living the dream) and then a new movie popped up. “Teen Beach Movie” was the film, and let me tell you, when you saw Butchy AND Lela wearing leather, let’s just say you were confused why felt his way for both of them... it wasn’t right.
No, of course it was right ! You had these feelings for both genders, and your feelings were valid, so why wasn’t it right? Well, it was a simple answer. 
Your parents.
Of course, they didn’t down right say they hated the lgbtg+ community. Although they might as well have downright said that they did, because with the things they say,
“Why do they get a whole MONTH of pride?”
“Ugh, the gays are making it EVERYTHING about them.”
“Do they have to do that in public? Couldn’t they have waited until they got home?”
“Why would they put that in tv?! The kids are gonna watch that and think that they’re gay!”
Obviously you heard their views, and when you started to realize you somewhat fit in their hate demographic, you “decided” that you weren’t going to. And that’s how it has been for a long time.
RIIINNGG
Ugh, another school day.
“Kill me now.”
You got up your very comfortable bed, and did your daily routine. After you were finished with that and dinner, you were dropped off at the infamous Los Feliz High School. You were then greeted by your best friend, Octavia.
“Hey bestiee.” you joked.
“Hey rat.” Octavia said with the same energy. 
“So, did you finally finish atla last night?” you asked.
“Of course! To have a chance to see my husbands is a chance I’ll always take. Even started watching tlok! Mako does looks scrumptious not gonna lie.” she said, doing that weird tucking her hair behind her ear and having a look of thirst on her face. Its the fact that she basically always does that for me.
“Not you finishing atla AND starting tlok the very same night. I don’t think that’s normal.” you said shaking your head. 
“Lets just say that if I get diagnosed with insomnia, don’t be surprised.”
“I don’t think anyone would be.” you said while the both of you are putting your supplies in our locker.
“ANYWAYS, I’m sorry for you getting moved to Mr. G’s class. I know he can be very mean.” Octavia said sympathetically.
And it’s all true. Mr. G is basically known for being modern day Snape, favorites and all (especially to the popular kids). Considering you were fresh meat to his class, you were not looking forward to the inevitable insults. 
“Ugh, don’t remind me. I can NOT stand the fact that I wasn’t even in his class in the first place, thinking I was safe, and then I got moved!” you yelled.
“I know, I know.” she said while putting her hands on your shoulder. “(y/n), if he even BREATHES in your direction, just tell me and I swear the next time I see him its on sight.” Octavia said with a very stern look on her face. “Honestly I can’t believe that the principle wouldn’t fire him, he has enough complaints for at least a suspension.”
“O, what would I do without you? And besides, don’t blame her. She genuinely tried to fire him. But I heard that he lawyered up to the point where he was basically untouchable.” you said.
“We lost.” “We truly did.”
Right after that conversation, the bell rang. 
“Good luck (y/n)! I love you !!” said Octavia while going to her 1st period class. 
“I love you too!” you yelled back.
Oh lord. Please please make this class bearable.
You walked to the door, and took a deep breath. As you went inside, not one second went by as you already got a taste of his scrutiny.
“Well well, if it isn’t the newbie! (y/n) (y/l/n). Just pick an empty seat as that’ll be the only way you’ll get someone to sit next to you.” he chuckled
You wanted to die right then and there. 
And it got worse as the whole class seemed to find that insult funny, considering that they all laughed. 
“O m gosh, Mr G. That was your best one yet!” said Carrie. Of course she had something to say. Not one situation where she kept her mouth shut and yelled her commentary to everyone in the room.
You shuffled your way to the back of the class, to find an empty seat next to this girl. She looked familiar, but not to the point where you knew her name. Though you wished you had. She looked quite.. pretty. With her amazing hair, and her beautiful eyes. Not to mention her face in general..
NO !
No. Of course you had these thoughts of her, she’s just naturally pretty, anyone would’ve thought that. You then put your backpack behind the seat and proceeded to sit down next to her. A few moments passed of you sitting next to the girl, until she said,
“Sorry about that. Mr G. can be very mean sometimes to everyone, -not that that’s okay!” she stuttered. “It’s just, don’t take it personally.”
“Er- thanks.”
“I’m Julie by the way! What’s your name?”
“I’m (y/n).”
“Nice you (y/n)! With each other, I promise you, we can get through his class.”
You smile at her. And Julie smiled back. of course she had to be nice too!
“Well Ms. (y/n), Ms. Molina, talking in my class? I’m not even mad, just surprised! Ms. (y/n) actually found someone to talk to!” said Mr. G.
Aaand of course, he has something to say again.
“I’m surprised she has anything to say at all, considering the amount of times you had already talked down to her. Just simply leave her alone.” said Julie with assert. 
You were shocked to say the least. And it showed to, having a look of disbelief all over your face.
“Um, wel- uh, Ms. Molina, keep that mouth closed, if you don’t want to spend your lunch in detention.” said Mr G. 
You were honestly very glad that she stood up for you in that moment. A little too glad, because in that time, the feelings started to flood in.
Of course, why wouldn’t it! She was just simply nice to you and you had already developed whole feelings for her! But was it exactly bad? Sure, your parents deemed that it already was, but that didn’t mean that you had to. This is who you were, a human being with valid feelings, and there was nothing wrong with that. So with this whole situation, you said with a big smile,
“Thank you.” 
Hey, you never said you were good at speaking with other people. But I don’t think it mattered to Julie, because she had returned your smile, and in that moment you realized you can find yourself deeper in love.
The two of you really had bonded during class time. Sure, you can say that you both flirted but you were never really good at figuring that out, even when you were flirting with boys (it had always been Octavia’s job to figure that out.) But considering the things she said to you.
“I love your hair!”
“You have very nice hands.”
“Your eyes are a beautiful shade of (y/e/c).”
After class, you both knew that you liked, liked each other. But that's where the hard part came in, actually confessing. To be totally honest, you could barely manage confessing to a boy, imagine with Julie? Although you were happy to know that Julie had already thought about this, because when you both walked out the door, she took your hand and guided you to the music room, where the both of you were alone.
Both of you were facing each other. You could tell she was nervous, cause she was playing with her hands, and didn’t seem to try to make eye contact with you.
“(y/n), I know we just met this class,” she said, both chuckling, “but would you like to get coffee with me sometime?”
Oh boy, she actually asked you out! Don’t get you wrong, you were happy! In spite the fact that you had your parents to worry about. So with that, knowing all that was at risk, you still said with full confidence,
“I would love to.”
Julie gave you the biggest smile you had yet to see. She moved a strand of hair out of your face and then proceeded to hold your hands.
“It’s a date! How about at 4 after school?” she said.
“The perfect time.”
After exchanging numbers, you both felt ecstatic, the both of you just left the room with the biggest grin. You couldn’t believe that you had gotten a date with Julie! Now I know that you’re gonna say that you should’ve told Julie about your situation with your parents, but she looked so happy that you couldn’t possibly have ruined the moment with that.
After that amazing moment, you had managed to spot Octavia in the hallway. You walked up to her like you normally would, though this time you had a scared expression. You had never come out before. Though you thought the possibility of keeping this from your parents, this wasn’t something you could keep from her. So walking up to her, you just blurted out the truth, without a second thought.
“Hey! How was Mr-.”
“I’m bi!”
She seemed stunned after a second, but only a second as she bursted out laughing out of nowhere.
“Um-”
“Oh my gosh, the way that was the way you came out to me! It’s the disorganization for me.” said Octavia, while wiping her tears away.
“Wait-, you don’t care?” you asked confused.
“Do you want me to be bothered or something?” she asked in a more sarcastic tone.
“Well no- it's just- I don’t know, I was just scared I guess.”
“Listen,” she said sternly while again putting her hands on your shoulders as a way to comfort you. “I will love you no matter who you love. Understand?”
“And I you. The problem is my parents. I know what they think of people like me, and it’s not good. How am I going to survive this ughh.”
“They’re your parents, I’m sure it’ll be a shock to them, but if they truly love you, they’ll accept you.”
“Thank you Octavia, what will do without you?”
“Hey, that’s what I’m here for.”
After you finally finished your classes, you nervously went to the front of the school to wait for your mom to pick you up. You felt so nauseous, to the point where you were sure that you were going to throw up right there. After waiting for 5 minutes, your mom pulled up. You got in the car and you felt so nervous that you were just silent the whole car ride. Your mom for sure took notice.
“Hey sweetie, you’re alright?” said your mom.
“Yeah, I just don’t feel so well.”
“Oh, are you alright? Did you eat something bad maybe?”
“Yeah, probably something during lunch.”
And after that the conversation fully stopped as your mom noticed you were not in the mood to talk.
You finally got home and you felt even worse than before. You dreaded this moment, and just felt like passing out. As you got inside, you quickly went inside your room, not bothering to say hi to your dad. You put your stuff on the ground and just started to really think about this.
They’re my parents! Like Octavia said, they should still accept me, I’m their child. And if they don’t? They have to, right?
Right?
You finally built up the courage to go outside your room and go to the kitchen, where both of you parents were.
“Mom, dad? I need to tell you something.” you said, basically shaking.
“Sure, what is it sweetie?” said your dad.
And without a second thought, you just blurt it out?
“I’m bi!”
It was dead silent. And that scared you. 
The part that truly scared you? Hearing the words that you had been dreading to hear.
“You’re pranking me, right?” you dad chuckled, as if it was a joke.
That’s when you started to get a little irritated. You knew how your parents were, so this reaction was inevitable. So considering all the preparation, you still got mad. 
“Why would this be a prank?!” you said with an “attitude” (that’s what your parents would say at least, although you were just simply defending yourself).
“Honey, as much I love you, this isn’t natural.” said your mother with a normal tone, which you could argue was just as scary as an angry tone.
“If you actually loved me, you would accept me as I am!” you said, starting to actually get aggrieved.
“Don’t yell at your mother like that!” said your father, who actually stood up from his chair.
“I wouldn’t need to be yelling, if you would actually accept me for who I am, not all this!”
“LISTEN, I’m sure this is just a phase. You either change your ways or you are no longer considered my daughter! No daughter of mine would feel such a disgusting thing!” your father yelled.
That’s when you lost it, you knew that no matter what you did, they would never change their way. That’s why you just let it out, because they would never change their way, so why not just let it all out?
“You know what?! I’m going to leave! I rather be homeless than to live in a house with you two! My two parents who don’t even accept me, WHO DON’T MAKE ME FEEL LOVED OR VALIDATED!” you yelled.
At that point you were shaking and crying. With the anger that you were feeling inside you didn’t even think to get any clothes or basic necessities, you just grabbed your phone and just ran out with your parents yelling your name. But you didn’t care, you were not going back there, that’s for sure.
After that horrible fight, you went to a park that was near your house. You went inside a private bathroom that was thankfully unoccupied, cause if it wasn’t, you were pretty sure that you would’ve broken down right then and there. Once you had gone in there, you surprisingly didn’t cry. You just held it in, and really thought about your situation. You realized that it was pretty stupid of you that you didn’t get your belongings and then left the house. Oh! And that you were pretty much homeless.
After a good thinking session, you did the most sensical thing you could do in that situation. 
You called Julie.
Now I know what you’re thinking! ‘Why Julie, why didn’t you call Octavia instead?’. Well it was pretty simple, you just desperately wanted to see Julie. You pressed on her contact, not really knowing what was coming with it. What if she thought you were weird? What if she laughed at you? What if she felt weirded out with you and then blocked your number? What if-
“Hello?”
“Julie?” You sounded pretty distraught, so it wasn’t surprising when she sounded concerned herself once she heard your voice.
“Hey, is everything alright?”
“Julie, this might sound really weird, but something really bad happened and you were the only person I could think to call! If you’re busy I’m sorry I won’t-”
“Hey! I’m sure everything’s going to be fine. Where are you?”
You took a deep breath, you were just thankful she didn’t block you right then and there. “I’m at the park in (street name).”
“Okay, just stay right there and I’ll come and get you.”
When the call ended, you walked out of the bathroom and sat on swings, waiting for Julie. After you waited, for what seemed an eternity, you saw her.
Julie.
She spotted you in the swings, and gave you the sweetest smile. She walked closer to you and stretched out her hands, which you took. After just staring at each other, she gave you the biggest hug, which (not gonna lie) you just really needed. Much to your disappointment, she let go of you, she swung an arm around you, and started walking to her house. The both of you didn’t say anything, but you guys didn’t need to, the peaceful silence was nice.
The both of you then arrived at her house. That’s when you started to panic, you weren’t looking forward to bother her family. 
“Are you sure we can go in the house?” you asked 
She gave you a chuckle, “I think we can go to my house.”
“Are you sure? I don’t want to bother any-”
“Hey.” She proceeded to grab your hands and then moved to cup your face. “Everything’s going to be okay, my dad and brother aren’t home, and even if they were, you would absolutely be greeted with open arms.” she said,
You both went inside the house and then inside Julie’s room. She motioned to sit on her bed and you did. She sat next to you and then held your hand, intertwining with each other.
“It’s okay, you can talk to me.”
You took a deep breath, and just let all your feelings out. “It’s just my parents were never really supporting of the lgbtq community, so it was stupid of me to actually think they would have any other different reaction. And the fact that they would react like that? To say such cruel things? I just..- I don’t know, is it wrong for me to feel bad?”
“They’re your family, of course you would have this sensation of feeling bad. But I just want you to know that they’re in the wrong, not you. Any sane person would think that, everyone just wants to be accepted. Just know this,” she said while leaning closer, your hands still intertwined. “you are valid, so many people love you no matter who you love.” she said while moving a strand of hair out of your face.
You continued to smile, but looked into Julie’s eyes with so much adore. And the best part was, she was looking at you the exact same way.
Without a second thought, you decided to just go for it. You kissed her. The kiss was passionate, and sweet. Julie then gave soft kisses to you cheeks and knuckles, murmuring comforting words such as “it’s okay” “you’re alright” “i’m here”. 
After pulling away you both looked at each other, and then you offered your favorite pastime.
“Can we go to sleep? I just wanna sleep the stress away.”
Julie chuckled and then agreed. You both got into a position of Julie laying down while your head rested on her chess, and her holding you. While you were half asleep, you said those three words,
“I love you.” 
You were half asleep, so you didn’t understand the severity of the action, but before you fully drifted, you heard these words coming out of her mouth.
“I love you too.”
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ktrivia · 4 years
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All Men Dream
Bucky x Reader
Summary:
Reader is enhanced with the powers to enter dreams. She originally entered Captain America's dreams just to see if she could, but kept returning to them because she loved spending time in the 1940s ease of life in his idyllic versions of the time. But what happens when the good Captain figures out something is amiss?
Author’s Notes:
When I originally wrote this chapter I had just had dental surgery and I guess the meds I was on (which probably helped with writing this) made me think I posted it. No joke, I just spent a half hour searching through tumblr and almost messaged @searchingforbucky​ to find my own damn fic. Turns out I just never posted it to begin with (insert shrugging emoji here)
I’m currently in the process of writing the next chapter and I greatly appreciate everyone’s patience during my long absence from this story!
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Chapter 5
Bucky’s POV
               I tried opening my eyes, but it felt like someone had poured cement over them. They were heavy and it took every little bit of focus to get them cracked open. As light filtered in and shapes began to form, I began to hear snippets of the voices around me.
               “Clint! Clint! Wake-“
               “Med bay!”
               “Blood coming from-“
               Turning my head slowly, I tried to see what the commotion was about. Why was I so tired? I saw Clint laying on a medical bed next to me with Natasha essentially on top of him as she shook his face violently. Had we gone on a mission and he’s been injured? Lifting my heavy head, I looked down at my body, inspecting it for wounds, but there was nothing out of the ordinary.
               As I looked past my feet, I saw her. Y/N was slumped over in her chair. Electrodes were still attached to her forehead and chest, but she seemed almost lifeless. Adrenaline shot through me as my eyes opened completely and the memories of her in my dreams appeared again.
               Scrambling off the bed was as ungraceful as it could be with the sedatives still burning from my system, but I stood up and started making my way to her as fast as I possibly could. I was stopped by a large body blocking me.
               “Buck! What did she do to you?” Steve questioned firmly while taking in my sedated state.
               “She didn’t. It’s those damn drugs Banner gave me to knock me out,” I explained without taking my eyes off of Y/N. Now that I was closer, I could see blood running out of her ears and nose.
               “Steve, we have to help her,” I said as I pushed around him. Steve grabbed my arm and pulled me back.
               “Clint’s not awake Bucky. We don’t know if she did something to him and it backfired and that’s why she’s bleeding.”
               “That’s bullshit and you know it,” I yelled. “He’s just sedated. She needs help. She purposely did this to herself so Clint and I would get out of there safely.” I wrenched my arm free and ran to her, dropping to my knees in front of the chair. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Banner running to grab the hospital bed I had been lying on.
               I placed my hands on each side of her face, tilting her head up to face me. With each thumb I gently pulled open her eyelids to check for pupillary response. When light hit them, her pupils both contracted which meant her brain had hopefully not suffered too much damage from what had happened, if any. Steve spoke as I manually checked her pulse, not trusting the low reading on the electrodes were showing.
               “What happened in there?”
               “She looked uncomfortable the minute she brought Clint into there,” I explained clinically while still checking her vitals. “She was still sarcastic and seemed outwardly upbeat, but she started getting really pale and I could see her wincing like something was hurting her. By the end, she looked like she was going to keel over and that’s exactly what happened. But instead of waking up and helping herself, she made sure Clint got out. I don’t know how she did it, but she made sure He and I were safe before breaking the connection. She saved our asses, Steve.”
               By the time I finished explaining, Bruce had arrived with the rolling hospital bed. Carefully, and without removing any of the attached electrodes, I picked her up and placed her on the bed. Tony unlocked the breaks on the machines reading her vital signs and brain activity so he could roll them alongside her as they rapidly moved towards the rooms exit.
               Steve, Wanda and I followed the two men and they began asking questions and trying to get explanations.
               “Wanda, was there anything malicious happening in her head?” Steve asked.
               “No,” Wanda replied with a shake of her head. “She showed them a field and an ice cream shop from one of your dreams. She was just trying to explain everything as best she could but there was a lot of pain there. It felt like she was being ripped in two. Her consciousness was almost splitting in half while trying to keep hold of Bucky and Clint’s minds.”
               Wanda’s answer explained why Y/N had seemed like something was hurting her. An edge of guilt started to fill me as I realized I had made her do this task she’d never tried before.
               “Bucky and Clint’s vitals were perfect until the very end of it except for that one little spike Bucky had in the middle,” Bruce explained when they reached the elevator that would take them to the med bay.
               “You see a stripper from the 40s while you were there, Manchurian Candidate?” Tony asked, sarcastic even while they were rushing someone to emergency care.
               “She brought us to an ice cream shop Steve and I went to all the time. It must have spiked my heart rate,” I answered absent mindedly as I watched the floor numbers tick down.
               When the door opened, doctors were waiting and ready for us. They grabbed the gurney and rushed Y/N into an exam room. I tried to follow, but Steve’s arm blocked me.
               “We need to finish debriefing and the doctors need space to work,” he commanded, but I could see there was a bit of guilt in his eyes too. I watched through the glass and the doctors begin doing diagnostic exams as Y/N just laid there, unmoving.
               Wanda and Steve were still going over what Wanda had found in her mind while Tony scrolled through a tablet someone had brought him.
               “I went deeper into her mind while I was in there and I didn’t see anything out of the ordinary. She lives a very normal life and unless she has some higher power to hide memories, there is nothing nefarious about her.” Steve nodded at Wanda’s explanation and was about to respond before Tony interjected.
               “I had Friday run a background check on her and she’s literally so normal she could be an extra in a movie. Both parents still alive, one brother, a cat at home in her Brooklyn apartment. She works, well worked, for a marketing agency. Her boss fired her for not coming in yesterday so he seems like a genuine asshole. Her work is actually pretty good. Seems like she does the design work and marketing plans on her own. Oh, and she creates slogans and jingles too-“
               Tony!” Steve interjected as Tony began rambling about Y/N’s job. “Are there any red flags at all?”
               “No. Not a single one. Her file is completely clean. Not so clean that it’s suspicious, but clean enough where her worst offense is a parking ticket.”
               The room fell quiet as everyone considered the information they learned within the last ten minutes. Not only did Y/N not work for one of our enemies like Hydra, but she lived a normal life with a normal family and probably normal friends. We had swooped in and interrupted that to the point of her being fired and who knows what else.  Steve spoke first.
               “Sam went and searched her apartment. There was nothing suspicious there, but he did grab the cat and bring it back here. Even if there was something going on with Y/N, there was no reason for the cat to starve.”
               We all nodded, remaining quiet again. Each of us alone with our own thoughts.
               “So, what we’ve all just established here is that we abducted, somewhat tortured, and potentially seriously harmed an innocent woman.” Tony said.
               “Yes,” Steve whispered with a small nod.
               “Then what do we do now?” Tony questioned.
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blissicle · 4 years
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Ok so this stems from ‘what if the sides could fuse and what would their fusions be like’ sort of thing just to give you context
Moceit fusion idea (James)
name: James (but it’s not absolute this is just what I’m using right now) ((but I do like the name))
State of fusion: they started to get really close to one another the months post putting others first. And accidentally fused (but that’s a story for another time). They started fusing at the beginning a lot to be able to experience the fusion they’ve created and also to take comfort in each other. So James uses this time to make sure he at least develops some sort of a relationship with each side
- the absolute dad
- Will make puns, some are obvious, some are very obscure and layered
- Love anything jazzy or oldies
- “deep in the meadow” lullaby sounds so much like him
- Access to Thomas’s memories (the nostalgic ones as well as sadder ones)
- Just, really feeling melonchony sometimes
- Has a soft spot for Virgil
- Cares and loves for the twins
- Very good friends with Logan
- Loves to playfully tease the others
- Occasionally starts singing along to a Disney song when in a good mood
- Good intentioned, but can be a bit too harsh at times
- Tries to push the others to be better which sometimes leads to putting too much pressure on them
- Usually very calm and graceful
- drinks “soup” in the evenings or coffee in the mornings
- He does like the sarcastic types of dad jokes
- he has a weekly spa day (self care)
- He loves his little cape thing because during the winter it’s w a r m t h.
- He absolutely loves just sitting by the fire with his cape around him in a bundle with several other blankets with some hot chocolate (me too honestly)
- His way of mischief is just annoying/embarrassing his sons constantly or just confusing them
- like the sides could be talking to Thomas about his responsibilities and James says something like:
James: “Adultry is not easy to master dear, never has been”
Virgil, questioning if James, even with Janus being a part of him, is aware of what it actually means “By adultry, you mean the process of becoming an adult... right?”
James, fully aware of what it means: “Yes of course, what else would I mean?”
- Usually good at comforting the others
- On the very rare occasions in which he loses his patience, he goes to full on feral wine aunt
- When dealing with conflict, he always tries his best, even if he has no clue what he’s supposed to do
- He says friendo instead of kiddo just because I think it’s funny
- (Get it? Because that’s what janus said when pretending to be Patton)
Now for relationships. (This is just kinda how each side reacted to james because it’s a big change for Janus and Patton to suddenly go from opposing sides to being friends, or not to mention even at the level of being close enough to fuse)
Virgil: he adores Virgil with every fiber of his being and I’m not even exaggerating. He’s just like “LOOK AT MY SON, PRIDE IS NOT THE WORD IM LOOKING FOR” 24/7 though he tries his best to hide it. He just really wants guide him and just do everything he can to help him so badly. In this essay I will-
As for Virgil, he’s sceptical. He doesn’t show pure hatred, but he doesn’t let James touch him in any way. Because as much as he loves Patton he just reminds himself that ‘Janus is still in there no matter how nice he may be to me, he’s still not to be trusted’ so there’s a potential arc about Virgil thinking all the love James gives him is just from Patton, then realise that in reality it’s both.
Roman: James is not entirely sure on how to deal with roman. On one hand, he cares for him and he feels extremely guilty for patton and janus’s actions, and the other, roman to him is just a lost and confused chess piece that needs guidance, no matter if a little part of him feels it’s justified not to. he’s still responsible for his actions, and any son of Patton’s is a son for James too.
And like virgil, roman is skeptical too at times. For a while, roman barely even spoke a word to him, with the whole Janus evil comment and Patton not defending him, he thought that’s what they saw in him and that he was a disappointment to him. It isn’t until (Oliver/James) starts complimenting his work that he starts to warm up, but this is quickly shut down once he thinks of how Janus did the same thing to him, so the compliments don’t work. Till one time he says “I’m really proud of you kiddo!” (James knew if he said friendo like normal roman wouldn’t believe him) and that’s the one that is able to reach roman. Janus might be in there, but so is Patton, and it just sounds so much like him to roman, that it just has to be patton who is the one talking. And over time he feels the compliments get more and more genuine, and so he starts to warm up to James. Not completely, but progress is still progress to James.
Remus: James can handle Remus more than Remus gives him credit for “you’re just too soft and pure to be like Janus” only when it bothers the others is when he says no. He knows dealing with him is no easy task, just as any other side. But he knows he’s gonna have to switch up his game in order to appeal to Remus.
So one day james just goes up to remus and whispers something ungodly cursed and Remus is just “oh sh*t i didn’t know you were even capable of that” and so remus has just been cool with James ever since
Logan: this probably won’t be as long as the others, but except for the puns and James’s occasional mischief that drives him insane, Logan gets along pretty well with James. Even rarely complimenting James about the historical or cytological references in one of James’s layered puns. And also james somewhat is able to keep the others from chaos, so it takes some of the weight off of Logan to make sure things don’t go absolutely insane.
That’s it for James! I may post more of my fusion ideas if this does well, so we’ll see.
Let me know if you have some suggestions or criticisms! (And especially with these rants, reblogs are always appreciated)
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Heya!For the matchup/ship thingy, (most of which you already know lol) Maddi, she/her, Im kinda short, 5'3", with dark brown hair, kinda like,,dirt colored?? Im a bit chubby but I call it fluffy! Im also stronger than I look lmao, Ive got brown eyes and chubby cheeks uhh. Personality wise: i can be stubborn and somewhat blunt, but I promise im really nice besides when im sarcastic/sassy. Likes: color orange, sweets and swimming, dislikes: bugs, pickles. Quirk: Water control (Percy Jackson style)
author’s note: AHH MADDI THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT i hope you enjoy your match up ;) i wrote way more than 300 words bc i got excited ahjshkjh SORRY ILY (want to commission a ship? see this post)
i ship you with…shinsou hitoshi! 
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[Okay, first off, I was torn between Bakugou and Shinsou because you and Bakugou would be so cute not gonna lie, but I think your personality would match Shinsou just a little bit better!]
The first time you met Shinsou was at the U.A. Sports Festival. Sure, you’d seen him around before in passing, but you’d never really noticed him until then.
And while he had heard of and seen you (along with the rest of the infamous Class 1-A), he was never really all that impressed. Until he saw you in action, that is.
After his match against Midoriya, you went up to Shinsou and told him how impressive you thought he was out there. Most of the quirks you’d witnessed were grandiose and made a spectacle of things, but there was something alluring and captivating about the subtle yet powerful nature of his quirk.
Of course, Hitoshi was still skeptical of your words and, because of his past, thought you were only saying that to mock him.
But as you continued congratulating him, the sincerity and kindness in your voice made him finally realize he could believe you, and you felt his defenses ebbing ever so slightly.
“You were so great out there! Maybe we could ever spar together in the future?” you suggested, too excited to be shy.
Hitoshi looked taken aback, but he replied nevertheless. “I...I wouldn’t mind that.”
That was the first time you saw him smile.
From then on, his begrudging respect turned into genuine liking and he couldn’t help but find his interest piqued by you.
As your friendship with Shinsou grew, you were surprised to find that he was actually really great at initiating conversation.
He went out of his way to talk to and hang out with you and you quickly found yourself liking him as more than a friend and planned to ask him out on a date-- Officially.
However, Shinsou beat you to it and asked you to be his girlfriend first, which triggered your competitive streak and caused you to almost rejected him the first time, just so you would be able to ask him yourself the following day (a fact that he will never let you live down, much to your annoyance).
When you finally started dating, you found out how much Hitoshi loved cuddles.
With his brainwashing quirk and most people fearing him for most of his life, he never had many opportunities to show or receive affection.
So when you became his girlfriend, he didn’t let the opportunity to go to waste.
Shinsou loved holding your hand, kissing your nose, and running his fingers through your hair, but he also loved it when you let him rest his head on your lap while you braided his hair or gave him a massage.
You two were able to be completely relaxed and happy in each other’s presence, while also not being afraid to push each other to become better persons and heroes. :)
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happy #rkfifth ! PT. 1
so, i’ve finally found some time to get around to this! rkfifth is a big thing for me, so i definitely wanted to write something for it!
i first joined rookies back at the very end of 2015 with rkjaehyung. he was a pet shop worker who managed to hit it off with a lot of people really quickly, but sadly he didn’t last long, and was soon replaced by a muse i still hold very close to my heart despite him not surviving long either. that muse was rkhansol/solrk. he was my first dancer muse who, in all honesty, wasn’t very nice to begin with. it took a special friend (rkbyxngjoo) to loosen him up and make him a lot less cold towards people he didn’t know. sadly, having been hit really hard by his first failure after trying to get signed, and rkbjoo’s departure, i let him go, and subsequently took a break from rp for a few months.
when i returned, i came back with rkhyukkie. he was another muse i cherished a lot (which was clear from how many times i brought him back over the years). to this day i still somewhat miss him, and have to stop myself from throwing everything away to bring him back. he started out as a playful, witty, and genuinely surprising (for me) at how he changed from me thinking him up, to him actually interacting with people. he fell in love, but he ended up being dropped too, then brought back a few months later, and once again didn’t last long. i realised there was something off with him, that kept me from finding a comfy way of writing him, to keep him a stable muse, so i left him alone for a while. 
after him, i had multiple muses, i also brought back rkhansol, who was now solrk. he was nicer, having been living life peacefully pursuing dance in the months i hadn’t rped him. he was still in love, and still living in a dingy little apartment though, but this time he managed to snag the boy, and eventually decided he’d rather not be an idol, but simply stick to dancing in other ways, so that he could have a more peaceful life with his boyfriend. 
after this point my memory gets hazy and i know i had rkshiah (who may have been before solrk but im super unsure on this one) for a while somewhere, but she didn’t have as much impact on me as minhyuk and hansol had. 
then comes december 7th of 2016, and this is where something frankly miraculous happened. tenrk was born. i’d been a very casual fan on nct since they debuted in april of that year, but hadn’t gotten truly deep into stanning them. on a whim i thought ‘hey this guys cute, i’ll rp him and see how it goes!’. i had no idea at that time that tenrk would become something so special to me. he started out very different. he was sarcastic, and liked to tease people. he liked sports, and was more creative than charismatic, but after i started stanning irl ten, tenrk became heavily influenced by him (without me even trying). he softened up a lot, and his attention moved away from creativity, and he became less of a cheeky, annoying teen boy, and more of a tender, sweet young man who loved nothing more than dancing and his friends. 
throughout 2017 i had multiple muses, all of whom i cannot remember (i’m so sorry to all of them). none lived long, because beside tenrk, none of them could really stand up to how important he was to me and how much i enjoyed writing him. towards the end of 2017 i had dahyunrk and rkdaniel, but later dropped dahyun and swapped daniel out for rkhyuk.
now, to this day i still adore rkhyuk, who was a more mature, calm version of rkhyukkie. in a way, he was rkhyukkie, but with a few changes in his past. he lasted quite a while, which was rather surprising to me after how rkhyukkie didn’t hold up well, but rkhyuk, sadly, went through multiple heartbreaks in his time here. people he cared about leaving took a toll on him and eventually he became lonely, and being an idol just wasn’t what he wanted anymore. he tried his hand in the mgas, but it only solidified for him how he didn’t care much for performing anymore. whether it was due to the sadness he was battling with, or him just having grown out of his desire to be an idol, i’m still not sure, but i do know i still miss him, and i still want to rework him as a muse and if possible bring him back one day to try and get him that happily ever after he always dreamed of. 
during the time i had rkhyuk lucas debuted, and as adamant as i was about not falling for someone so loud and seemingly heterosexual (lol im sorry down with the hets bois), his soft side quickly showed, and i fell for the tall goofball. yukheirk was born on march 7th 2018. he was one of those muses who seemed to hit it off well with people to begin with (though that died down a lot later on sadly). he was that typical hetero ‘no homo bro’ type guy, which was really just him hiding a deep fear for his suspected bisexuality. 
yukheirk went through a lot in only his first few months here. he dated two girls, kissed na jaemin (sorry donghyuck), had a sexual awakening and feel in love, all before his horrible accident that ended his skating career. he became rkxuxi after adopting the nickname sicheng called him as his official name, since the name he chose for his skating career, lucas, now brought only bad memories. he’s still recovering now, many months after the accident, but now he’s got the boy of his dreams, and is working towards full recovery, and a happier outlook on life. he has some exciting things planned, and a bit of a change of direction in a way, but you’ll just have to wait to see all that!
now, for my newest baby, who honestly, i’ve been neglecting a little (especially since i started working recently it’s taken up a lot of my time). on september 26th 2018, rkguanheng arrived in rookies, who i talked about a lot before actually bringing him in. for a while he was just for fun dm rping, but he seemed so different to my current muses that i felt it would be beneficial to me to bring him in. he’s not as easily pacified as ten and xuxi, and speaks up when someone does something that bothers him. he’s not afraid of ruining budding relationships by speaking up when someone’s done something that upsets him, and that’s what i like about him. ten and xuxi are more likely to grin and bare things in silence, guanheng, however, knows when something isn’t fair.
guanheng is the most focused muse i have - he’s a creative writer. currently not a great dancer (and i don’t think he ever really will be) which is so unlike my muses (i’m such a sucker for dancers). i really like him so far, and am excited to write for him more when i find the time to plot more and get him really going. 
but for now i think that’s the entirety of my history here at rookies. i didn’t really go much into depth on tenrk, but all i really can say is he’s been through so much over the years, and having just passed his two year mark (which i studpidly missed as usual), he’s my longest ever tumblr rp muse. writing for him is almost like writing a journal sometimes, because out of all my muses, he’s the most like me. i put so much of myself into him that i suppose that’s why he’s lasted so long. to lose him would be like losing 2 years of my life. he’s had heartbreaks, emotional rollercoasters, and became one of the first boys in rookies to debut. when i first came to rookies, all those years back in 2015, i never thought i’d be here today, with a muse lasting longer than 2 years, who’s debuted, and had such a long romantic storyline, but, here’s the proof.
this is only part one of my rkfifth post, and since this has gotten so long, i want to stop here and make another post to thank each and every person who has made my time here so amazing. 
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