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honeypleasejustkillme · 1 year

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#i just think its funny #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #actually borderline #bpd problems #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #bpd vent #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #like damn i’m desperate and lonely but not desperate and lonely enough to try 💀

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stevethehairington · 4 months

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just left the theater after seeing wonka and..... that.... that was a movie. that i saw. in a theater. fjsjsksksk

#what the FUCK honestly fjsjskfkd #that was not at ALL what i was expecting and it was fucking WEIRD #but like not even the right kind of weird for willy wonka!!!!!#also they were all trying WAAAAAY TOO HARD #lil timmy tim was going way too hard fjsksk it was a borderline desperate performance i would say sorry timbo #OLIVIA COLMAN CRUSHED IT THO SHE WAS FABULOUS I LOVE HER #also hugh grant WHAT are you doing with your career babes #kudos to you got taking the wackiest roles now but this one took the cake lmfao #ALSO THERE WAS SINGING THERE WAS SO MUCH SINGING LIKE WAY MORE SINGING THAN I EXPECTED THERE TO BE #it was like. trying SOOOO HARD to be a broadway musical for the silver screen but oof it was not charming enough for that #i am not gonna lie i spent most of that movie staring at the screen like what the fuck jsjkssk #it was a fun time tho lmfao #mack rambles

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odessastone · 1 year

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The way his sitting emote is set up he’s clearly leaving room for someone else to come sit beside him so he can put his arm around them lmao… FLIRT

#overwatch #overwatch 2 #lifeweaver #I feel like it’s borderline offensive to make the pan character THIS sl*tty lmao but whatever. I’m desperate. I’ll take it.

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little-candy-store-of-horrors · 2 years

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Oh booooo OP is a TheAtrE KiD 💀💀💀💀🤡🤡🤡 now who wants their ten page essay on why Hamlet trans

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#hamlet #Shakespeare #hamlet fanart #classic lit art #Trans hamlet #Queer hamlet #Anyway too bad yall are getting hit w my essay anyway.#fails at performing 'heroic/conventional masculinity'#By exhibiting 'inherently feminine ' traits like melancholy and indecisiveness #''''faking''' mental illness #((very afab thing 💀💀))#Feels disconnected from everyone else #Desperate to 'prove' himself as a son #Weird about Wamen Stuff™#Anyway yeah i have a few trans hamlet headcanons actually do hmu if u wanna hear them #And ik it might be disempowering or even borderline dysphoric to say 'hamlet failed man thus trans coded' but like.#((as a mostly transmasc person myself))#I think feeling like a ''''failed man'''' or someone who falls short if being a ''''real man'''#Is a VERY transmasc struggle #But in the same vein u could argue that this points to how hamlet is '''''feminine''' at heart and thus a trans woman which is valid!#But that also means she is closeted and misgendered throughout the ENTIRE play which is a little uncomfortable to me #So in my head. Hamlet trans man. Thanks for coming to my ted talk.#English renaissance #Elizabethan theatre #Queer Shakespeare #shakespearean tragedy #Also shout out to that uquiz creator who said he would have acne i am kissing you on the mouth. Ur right and i cannot unsee it <3

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blackmoldmp3 · 5 months

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of all the times i’ve been Crazy my 2019 breakdown was one of the worst feeling periods of my life that also had the most positive impact ie i definitely quit that job in the nick of time, started going by a new name that i actually still really like, and found a therapist for real. wish i could’ve done all that without a mixed episode but it is what it is

#ur borderline agoraphobic bitch went to fuckin public walk in mental health services crying nonstopppp like i was Desperate.#i was doing So Bad. and they were like well the wait list for therapy at the hospital is one million years long #so to be honest just go on this website and then i actually fucking did and phoned a stranger #I WAS DOING SO BAD #anyway lori i love you thank you for therapizing me at a discount for like four years #and more years also hopefully #i maybe should’ve gone to the hospital back then but that was Too scary #so here we are

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fragmentedblade · 5 months

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Argenti is actually pretty Lancelotcoded, he is deranged and even suicidal. I adore him

#I didn't expect to like him this much considering what I had seen in leaks and trailers #but he is actually not just a cringe fail man with a flare (which is also good)#he is also a wet sad man trying desperately to get close enough to something dead that he'd get a glimpse of it and its light again #He can have a piece of my heart for this after all #However‚ yet again‚ why am I like this lol #He started talking about how getting as close to death as possible is the way he has to get the shadow of the shadow #of the probable hallucination of the echo of Idrila‚ and that's the path he must walk because seeing them even if it's not real is his wish #and I could feel myself grow fonder with every word. Awww of course I'll let you try to die in the pursue of your wish. Of course #What's with me and borderline when not straight up suicidal characters what the hell #Anyway... Get in the car. I'll take you and Blade get some cookies or popcorn‚ or whatever you want. Blade's already in the car just hop in #I talk too much #I should probably delete this later #I honestly was expecting him to lean more towards Galah.ad or Perziva.l perhaps. That he has the Lancelo.t air has won me over for sure #I'm sorry call me basic but Lancelo.t is my favourite

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petrichorium · 8 months

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so I think I got to that absolutely devastating thing in witch hat last night—that hurt :,)👍 literally was not expecting qifrey to wipe oru’s memory after everything the story seemed to be building up for between this hurdle for them

like….that was such an important moment for them. Oru had been so willing to help him despite qifrey become so insanely fixated on stopping the brimmed hats and….qifrey made the decision that he’d rather oru remember him as the qifrey he’s familiar with than whatever he’s become now. put me down like an old dog—that HURT

AGOKNEEEEEEEEEEEE

#QIFREY BROKEN AND ANGRY AND TROUBLED MAN THAT YOU ARE #that part DID make me cry btw. not the weeping that came later but I had to put down my phone and grieve for a bit #WITH YOUR OWN HAT QIFREY……….. WITH THE TASSEL HE GAVE U QIFREY………..#anyway now u know the full context of what I’m talking abt when I say I wanna throw myself into that tangled mess #it adds another layer to a scenario where oru shows back up w u in tow. qifrey being borderline aggressive towards u makes a lot of sense #and him taking it so hard when u and oru r more openly affectionate…….. sleeping together in Oru’s tower working together all holed away #while qifrey just. cant let himself get closer even if he wanted to so instead he lashes out at you for almost putting a spotlight on things #ask.🌧#demxnscous #ITS ALSO LIKE……… it’s not even that qifrey has changed as he grew up #he’s ALWAYS hidden this part of him #it’s been festering for so long and he’s so desperate now but it’s Always been there #I don’t think he’s necessarily putting on an act but………. I think HE thinks he is #he thinks he’s been lying to everyone he cares about his whole life. AUGHSBHDJE agonyyyyyyy #Jjdbfknef GAHHHH I went back and reread the chapter an MANNNNN he’s so scary oru looks so so scared and worried WAAAAAAAA #it kills me truly

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exquisiteagony · 1 year

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can i say that ‘i’m the only hero…’ is going to be so fucking funny at first because joel is just being emo in a corner on his own like ‘there’s no such thing as heroes…… legends only achieve such echelons after they die….. glory through piracy is a hollow dream……’ in the intro and then in chapter one joonas is like ‘oh my god it’s the lone survivor! a living legend, the greatest navigator for deep space!’ and just fanboys over him

#like it’s actually really tragic cuz joel is so traumatised and he’s a miserable and depressed alcoholic who suffers frequent flashbacks to-#-watching his best friends die in front of him #so at best he’s so jaded to everything and at worst his survivors guilt makes him borderline suicidal #and then joonas and olli and tommi are so new to piracy that they still have hope!#they want to carve out their own names like ‘the universe will recognise me!’#they know their own worth and they want to make their own place #and joel can only try to gently dissuade them because he was once them and it brought him nothing but unending misery #to the point where he literally can’t comprehend that what he did as a pirate brought so much hope to desperate people that he IS a legend #i speak!#i’m the only hero left alive

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haleelah · 8 months

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If you as an author think that a comment makes you happy, imagine how I, one of your fans, feel about a reply.

#seriously i comment like a desperate simp #like i aim to overkill it each time it's borderline cringy #i stay respect of course #also cring but free ofc #and when authors give me a similar length reply i get so fckn happy!!!#especially when they give some extra bits of the fic #every fanfic author i commented for is a celebrity in my eyes #you guys are amazing and your writing is so fuckin' good even if you are just starting you will get even better i promise #thank you for your amazing work we love you and YOU are actually the backbone of fandoms #Artists are also that too #everyone who creates something that moved someone in anyway and made them connect better with themselves because of your work #they will always hold you and your beautiful creations dear in their hearts #i still to this day remember and sometimes think about certain artists in the narusasu fandm

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foxxsong · 8 months

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Brain hi hello it's the consciousness you're piloting yeah I just I didn't really need a 2:30am existential crisis about my Homestuck and convention years yeah I know nostalgia is normal but also I don't like being sad about things I can never technically go back to so could you perhaps Cut That Shit Out

#i wanna roleplay Homestuck again but idk if there's really a community for it on here anymore #and if there isn't then i don't know where else to go #i also desperately want to go to conventions again like it's a borderline spiritual need my soul is not past this era yet #but not only are they expensive and not only do i no longer know people that attend but also COVID and being high risk is...#if it was just a horrible and dangerous sick I would be more willing #but the lasting consequences I've wound up with after every time i catch it is not something i think i wanna risk #i don't need to lose another 10lbs like after every other time i got it i will turn into nothingness #my new feeding tube is partially because of catching covid the beginning of this year #but fuck #i want to i NEED to i desperately desperately desire it #maybe by the time I'm on disability it'll be better. safer.#i doubt it but... i can hope #and anyway if there's not a Homestuck roleplaying community on here maybe the OC one has gotten better

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madder71 · 10 months

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#madonna #aesthetic #queen of pop #my idol #eighties #music #material girl #desperately seeking susan #like a virgin #borderline

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chronomaza · 1 year

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In a big looking at posts about random ass silly fandom occurrences and going "man I hope people do this with my book" mood.

#chronorambles #I DESPERATELY hope people treat my series like breaking bad and like #90% of the art is them having a fun great hell of a time #so when people discover the source material is a borderline phycological horror... well...

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chaoticspacefam · 2 years

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CW: N/SFW/fully detailed ridge version below the cut (bc Tungl is allergic to correct female anatomy smh), extensive scarring, mentions of (canon-typical) Slavery

AND now for the other best gurl! :D :D I have no chill when it comes to saber designs, apparently dkjhgdjkgsd

don’t go clowning in the reblogs/notes about her orientation/sexuality either. Straight demisexual/romantic people do exist and they ARE still queer if they say they’re queer, the same way straight ace and straight trans people exist and are still queer. If I catch any “grrr StRaIghT fLAg” discourse in my notes you WILL be blocked.

Her outfit is based on Xoxaan’s armour set but with some stylistic changes in a few places to make it more like something Kas would wear, and her saber hilt is based on the Fractured Bogan saber, (but with the thought that like...it actually is busted as fuck and held together by a concerning/unholy amount of Force enchantments lmao)

Edit to add: oh I forgot to babble about the gauntlet dkjgdjgd OKAY so I really loved the idea of the Mando’a crushgaunts, and it’d be something that Kas would find very useful for defense/Force duels since she’s primarily a “spellcaster” as opposed to a melee or ranged weapon fighter and relies mainly on Force techniques like Force lightning etc. She would benefit greatly from having a gauntlet she could use like a shield to deflect incoming Force lightning/attacks, lightsaber blades if someone gets too close and she can’t get to her saber faster than she can throw her hand up, blaster bolts etc. BUT since Kas doesn’t really know any Mandos it wouldn’t make (lore-wise) sense for her to have an actual Mando crushgaunt. SO instead, I propose that it’s likely a (very well made, sure) regular vambrace, BUT it’s been layered with a great many different and complex ancient Sith enchantments by Kas so that it can provide a function like a crushgaunt, but it’s not actually a crushgaunt cause Kas has no (believable) way of getting hold of bes’kar until MUCH later in the plot and I didn’t want to wait that long for it, plus being a Sith witch it’s appropriate for her to enchant her armour as well as her saber, don’tcha think? :’3

yes I reused the teeth lineart because I didn’t feel like drawing it again, sue me (I drew the original anyways so ya know, I can do what I want xP)

PLEASE DO NOT REPOST MY ART. Reblogs are always appreciated <3