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todayisafridaynight · 4 months
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So, here’s a question I don’t think anyone’s asked or at least it’s been a while… why is Jo your favorite?
i was trying to find the post where i explained it in depth but i'll give a tl;dr his backstory regarding masato and his implied childhood abuse recontextualizes a lot of his behaviors and actions as well as adds extra layers to his devotions to arakawa and the speculative progression of that relationship going from strictly 'transactional' (being that he's only there to see masato and arakawa just Happens to be there) to genuine respect and adoration and that makes my brain tingle. also i think hes hot
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tomboyyyaoi · 1 year
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something i genuinely believe certain homestucks dont understand is that nobody fucking cares about homestuck and is probably really tired of hearing u reference this bizzare obscure infamous webcomic all the time
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asterroses · 9 days
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this is humbling honestly . guy who is always losing moment
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s0re-loser · 2 years
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Not to sound like an upper middle class millennial but kale is literally my bff
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cabinetduo · 2 years
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ctubbo characterization master post
Ok so I was thinking abt ctubbo and characterization and how a lot of the fandom doesn't rlly have a solid grip on him (no shade its not on here mainly) whether it's bcs of lack of interest or exaggeration and like fandom lense or whatever (he tends to kinda get fucked ovr in ensemble fics) and then I thought well we talk abt scary nuke violence tubbo vs uwu beeboy or whatever but I was thinking there's definitely more to it then that bcs sometimes when I'm writing even I'm super insecure abt my portrayl of ctubbo so ig this post is kind of like a breakdown using some of my fav ctubbo things for me that could b useful 4 others as well
(This might b a little unorganized and like unprofessional-!!i will misspell and abbreviate a lot srry!!-but it's tumblr so who cares just don't expect too much cohesiveness I am writing this to get my thoughts out mostly
[DISCLAIMER!! most of this is my personal interpretation of ctubbo seeing as that's what ctubbo is mostly, what u interpret him as, but also its a bunch of notes and common traits that I got from awesome ctubbo fans and I'm mainly making it 2 help me :) < I'm not linking canon examples and evidence bcs I'm lazy and fuck that alsooo I'll mainly b focusing on ctubbo individually and not his relationships and such
ctubbos humor
I'm gnna start w ctubbos humor and irony and that kinda stuff. So like w ctubbo and characterization a lot of times ppl will take traits or speaking habits from the streamer and apply them to the character which is common in the general mcyt fandom but w ctubbo it's esp common bcs of cctubbos whole "ctubbo is just me but if I was put into certain situations" which we've kinda moved past seeing as that thought process worked better in the earlier seasons before ctubbo was morw cctubbo and less a result of his circumstances, his experiences, and ctubblings drawing lines between things << this isn't my main focus rn tho there is a huge distinction between cc and ctubbo
To get to the point ctubbo is a pretty serious dude but also he's not, there's a fun middle ground that I like where ctubbos humor has definitely become darker as he's aged bcs of his circumstances. One of the best examples I can thing of is this line from elegy in eleven bars by ssootsprite
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^^this definitely portrays ctubbos humor well imo, the dark irony and humor that often stems from taht fact that ctubbo will sometimes jsut do what he finds funny but usually those take form on a smaller scale if we want an actual cohesive character
ctubbo swiss army knife
Ive made a handful of posts abt this but one bit abt ctubbo that is often missed is the fact that he's been dehumanized throughout his story which led to him internalizing it not seeing himself as a person entirely, more like a tool for others or a means to an end. I love love dsmp au fics but something some of them miss out on is ctubbos urge to serve others which stems into two branches that I call safety and self
When in a dangerous situation or around someone that he's deemed dangerous ctubbo will instinctively shift to politeness and servitude occasionally its his follower instinct<<this is bcs of manburg specifically cschlatt though it was really instilled to him by cdream after the whitehouse fight (where he called him a follower) and the disc saga finale (called him a sidekick). This happens sometimes in canon but enough times for it to be a full blown like, thing my fav explanation of this is augustus evergreen by thatweirdguyinthebushes on ao3
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The second facet "self" is more deep, it's ctubbos actual beliefs, that he's not worth anything if he's not doing something or his tendency to work as a means of avoiding emotion. He doesn't see himself as a person or a child, often forcing himself into the roll of an adult to meet a goal of serving others (his nlm presidency) < this also comes from Manburg but can also be tied to my fav quote "a good kid and a better spy" (not gnna go too into ctubbos spy mentality bcs that's a whole other essay LOL) after being repeatedly handed jobs that are not meant for kids, responsibities much larger than him, he internalized all of it and tied it to his self worth and how he sees himself
Fav FAVVVV example is this poem and art
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by @/yellogazello which gets the point across by whacking u ovr the head w emotion and some ctubbo aesthetics that rlly do well 4 his character -> also I made 2 web weaves on all ^^^this if ur interested also I've got a bunch of analysis on it in #smpanalysis bcs it's my fave ctubbo is kind of naturally a follower but this isn't always a complete negative (see: the way he comfortably follows Tommy or the way he and Tommy willingly followed Wilbur- it isn't always an 100% bad thing but over the course of his life it's kind of been tainted
ctubbo logic brain
Tubbo "logic braining" something =/= him thinking logically it's him and his fucked up process that filters things through his weird logic that would make any stable person worried, his brain does flips to rationalize his own and others thought processes to make them make sense to him, it's the same kind of thinking that is responsible for his "safe people" its the same kind of thinking that makes him blame himself for things that were clearly out of his control. While ctubbo is often seen as a more "brain lead" character, most, hell, all of his core motivations are emotional >> the need to protect his loved ones, his people, the innocent, to live upto expectations, and so on. This ties into his protective sort of paranoid nature that he displays toward his loved ones that is sometimes misconstrued as controlling
A lot of ^^^^^ this can be tied to ctubbos relationship w attachments and belongings which is one of the dsmps overall themes, ctubbos logic being that attachment is irrational and only leads to being hurt but forming attachments and getting hurt against his better judgment
ctubbo and the nukes
One thing that is often lost in surface level depictions of ctubbo is the nuke plot. This is often used to characterize ctubbo as violent or immoral (which I won't deny he can be at times) but one key detail about ctubbos nukes is that they were always a last resort, no matter what he threatened or said he never ever wanted to use them, constantly emphasizing how crazy it was that he had access to so much power and how terrified he was of misusing it in the missing nuke stream w jack. ctubbo has always always been a peaceseeking character. Like w most things abt ctubbo there's a nice middle ground, though tubbo leans less towards chaotic and more towards solemn, esp when at an emotional low
The nukes hold a lot of symbolism for ctubbo and are often presented as an antithesis to the bee symbolism used for him > the nukes being him becoming more violent and straying from what is deemed moral as a defense mechanism, becoming worse than your enemies (stay soft by mitski etc) and the bees representing his innocence and the loss of it (a common theme w ctubbo and on the dsmp in general) tying to the more nature-y imagery that become professional/political in late s1 & 2 which then became technologybased and cold in s3 & 4
ctubbos emotional intelligence
Another thing that a lot of people miss about ctubbo is that he has very veryy little emotional intelligence. Post-Michael kidnapping and arguably pre-Michael kidnapping there was this (mildly popular) notion that ctubbo was together emotionally to the point where there were a lot of misunderstandings surrounding his actions but the thing is he isn't. When it comes to himself ctubbo is aware that he is effected by his trauma (he will often make references to it) but he never does anything about it, he views it as irritational and tends to compartmentalize and repress his emotions which often leads to him hurting himself and others. ctubbos responses to emotion range from pure apathy to overwhelming him to the point of tears (which we've seen once w the anniversary stream) He's also not very good with recognizing the emotions of others, while he is good at reading people and their intentions (mainly people he has close relationships with) he is generally extremely blunt sometimes to the point of hurting other people's feelings on accident which he usually apologizes for immediately afterwards. In fact, ctubbos bluntness and politeness are a fun contrast to experiment with if you're interested
With all of ^^^this stuff dissonance by shrugofgod does a rlly good job of this I'm just putting a small snippet but the entire fic is incredible w sm details and ctubbo intricacies it's so good
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ctubbo survival and tragedy
ctubbo has survived a lot especially in comparison to other characters he is close to << that was badly worded, what I mean is a lot of the people in ctubbos life have died/were dead/are dead and he just isn't. Tragedy is a large part of ctubbo, if something is going right for him it will inevitably go wrong, things like stability don't exist for him, he doesn't trust it and why should he? His paranoia has consistently been proven to be justified over and over again. Dramatic irony is such a huge part of him, he's experienced so much and has survived through so much but its like he can't die and he has to live everytime.
I made a webweave abt this that pust cqs firey survival next to ctubbos cold survival, I think i do a better job explaining in the notes of that
And this post which is the best thing I've ever posted is basically a bunch of super talent tubblings who've written poetry abt this topic (and other ctubbo stuff but mainly this) if u wnna check it out
Most of these things can be heavily elaborated on (nature of the dsmp is to have incredible fleshed out characters that feel human and awesome and that make u crazy) but this is kinda a summary and I have others posts that kind of do that I just wanted to put all this in one place
More stuff ⬇️
This post is a succinct and well put ctubbo explanation/summary and a fave
And this post is wondas god tier dsmp characterism breakdown that will save ur life if ur a writer
This post is a fic recs post that has a lot of epic awesome dsmp writers but a lot of them write ctubbo bcs I'm biased
And finally here's a link to tubbo3091<3333 which a roleplay blog that has the most perfect ctubbo characterization ever in the world
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fukashiin · 1 year
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rating my mutuals!
i dont have too many but it'd still be fun to rate you guys as a small bday gift from me in return for the interactions and moments I've made with you up until now <33 (if you arent here then i was too shy to mention you but i love your works tremendously!!)
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@jeidoleech ⤷ KHOI !
1000/10
my first ever twst mutual on tumblr actually. you dont understand i squealed like SQUEALED when you followed me back and tagged me in your mutuals list?? i was over the moon <33 your writing style is adorable and it really butters my biscuits AND I WAS OBSESSED WITH YOUR BABY BLUE THEME WHEN I FIRST FOLLOWED YOU GOODBYE. so thank you?? for following me like?? SO much??? you were apart of the reasons why i wanted to continue writing for this fandom <3333 i cant keep up with you altering between jade and Floyd im gnna be completely honest OKAY.
@mifyu ⤷ MIFFY !
youre adorable/10
some of the sweetest people I've ever met hello??? and your themes just??? top it off???? i was super shy to ask if you wanted to become mutuals but ohmygod i wasnt expecting you to be the ballsy one. thank you for becoming mutuals with me your works are just the prettiest and im looking forward to more!! i bet if we had a competition to see who could say 'ily more' you'd win by a mile.
@iuuru ⤷ MILLIE
我愛你你你你/10
HELLO IM SO GLAD I REACHEDJ OUT TO YOU WHAT. you match my energy so well and i love that abt you??? MY CHINESE SPEAKIMG COMPANION???? the moment i clicked on your blog i just KNWEW i had to become your moot you just seemed so fun and lovable AND YOU ARE. i was able to improve my chi vocab by a little bit because of you and im genuinely so grateful?? MY FAV LEONA KISSER YOUR WORKS AND IMAGINATION IS LITERALLY IMPECCABLE ILYSM I HOPE TO SPEAK IN CHI WITH YOU SM MORE AND CRASH THE TAG LIMIT BY FAWNING OVER YOUR WORKS
@tinyletterz ⤷ REMY !
stop being so gorgeous???/10
i could use up all the synonyms for beautiful in all the languages i know and it still wouldn't be enough. your works are the prettiest???hello??? whyre they so soft and fuzzy??? u deserve all the cupcakes and cats in the world ill literally take you to the cat island. youre personality is so lovely i literally go through the whole water cycle whenever you answer my ask??? so thank you for being my mutual<33 ALSO WHAT SHOULD WE NAME OUR CAT CAFE??
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newer mutuals who i'd love to know better!
your guys' personalities are amazingf and itms such an honour to be your mutual KISSES
@siphoklansan ⤷ SIPHOK !
YOUREAMAZINGATARTSTOP/10
your works. your animations. who allowed you to be that talented??? ill always remember the time you said i was lively and fun even before we became mutuals! that made my day!! youre literally some of the nicest people ive met on this app so never give up on your passion for art IM LITERKALLY GOBBLING THEJM ALL UP <3
@twistedchatterbox ⤷ NOIR !
9038839/10
i cnat believe your first interaction with me was digging up my thirst post for idia STOP. IM A CHANGED PERSON. but ohmygod youre so good at art too?? can you stop being so talented with both writing AND drawing???? but regardless im so happy to be your mutual you seem so hardworking with every work you post and i appreciate that sm?? AND I LOVE YOUR OC. SHES BEAUTIFUL;
@cupids-chamber ⤷ CUPID !
i relate to you an eerie amount/10
i couldve sworn i started hyperventilating the moment i saw you follow me????? you may not think that your crack fics are funny BUT THEY REALLY ARE??? at the same time your normal ones make me SQUEAL AND KICK MY FEET IN THE AIR IM SO TEMPTED TO GET RUN OVER BY AN ACTIVE SPEEDING BUS. and congrats on 4.35k!! i hope we interact a lot more <33
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⤷ FOLLOWERS !
♾/10
FROM DECEMBER UNTIL NOW IM SO SO GRATEFUL FOR THE NUMBER OF FOLLOWERS I CURRENTLY JHAVE??? YOU GUYS READ MY WORKS AND LIKED/REBLOGGED AND ITS LITERALLY SO MUCH MORE I COULD EVER ASK FOR??????? SO I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT YOURE ALL SUPER IMPORTANT AND DEAR TO ME I LOVE YOU ALL SMM<333
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apothecarywormcrud · 3 months
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Who initiated the relationship, and how did it go? & Did they have an official first date? If so, what was it like? for any f/o u want :]
ty anon >:] this is for griddle and law bc theyre the Worst At It Who initiated the relationship, and how did it go?
genuinely i have no idea. it definitely uhhhh. it Went. if you say anything to imply theyre dating theyll be like are you on fucking crack. is that what this is. your crack hallucinations. its not gay to stand in front of another guy with your sword out to protect them from harm thats a completely normal thing to do for all your bros (this is true for law. griddle is not beating The Allegations) i guess. as i have things written its. a series of tentative hand-touches over the course of several weeks and then both of them going hey can we uhhhhhhh discuss the elephant in the room bc its making us both very stupid. they have the elephant discussion on top of the Actual Elephant, as is appropriate. it goes as well as any relationship-oriented conversation can go between two people w/ gold medals in the repression olympics and mostly culminates in "maybe lets hold off on getting Attached until after we've gone and successfully completed this other Very Dangerous Mission That Might Kill Us" but jokes on them theyve already failed step 1 and its only gonna get worse from there. law has, in fact, been failing step 1 for pretty much his entire life. dude has no less than 20 people (or more!) that he would throw himself onto a sword for so i dont think adding another one to that list is gnna change much. i love idiots.
Did they have an official first date? If so, what was it like?
yeah they went to dressrosa nd had a great time bleeding out on a hill together <3 held hands nd everything it was great i don't think either of them know how dates work. law thinks "go on a really long walk" counts as a date and frankly he is correct. griddle doesn't see the point of going on a date with someone they hang out with all the time anyways. if you forced them into a romantic candlelit dinner they would both combust from indignance and also because theyre gay. THAT BEING SAID i have a really funny side arc ft. Love Island which is a thing i made up solely for the Bit and also to serve as the Gay Torment Nexus. v popular romantic getaway slash honeymoon location run by a guy named Mr. Cupid who has a shady reputation for meddling with people's emotions due to his devilfruit but actually he's just the worlds best couple's counselor. really great resteraunts. honestly not a bad place to stop for shore leave provided you can stand the Themed Decor. against their wishes, griddle nd law have an Ok Time in between retching into the bushes. possibly they also accidentally get married for like. 5 minutes. maybe this isnt first date material anymore. it's a thing that happens at some point, anyways.
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wuahae · 7 months
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ok writing ask!!
my favorite fic of yours - obviously the APPLE PIE doyoung timestamp u wrote me like at the beginning of our friendship /////j although that one regularly makes me extremely sad and tender and im not ashamed of it. my REAL answer is gravity!! i think it was so masterful how you bounced from past to present and for a fic that has like ... a LOT of introspection and vibes it kept me engaged the whole time. the prose was chefs kiss brilliant. there r still lines i think about and i LOVEE the central metaphor of the gravity that pulled yn/sunwoo tgt. and i felt like it was just so authentic of a conflict. it didnt feel contrived or immature--everything was well thought out and i really could empathize and understand with all of the characters!
8. what i like most ab ur writing - i feel like its really hard to pick one singular thing but i think one thing that stands out the most is how realized yn's inner world is. like its clearly really well conceived and i love how inspired their characters/motivations are!
11. ok my little pipe dream is that u write a fantasy or mystery fic....like i know we've been rolling the idea of a mythology au or something around but i think u would really excel at worldbuilding and the complex imagery needed for a non-real world fic!!! alternatively an e2l fic but i know u arent gnna write that one HAHA
HUUUUUUU YOUUU………… honestly i wld not blame you if apple pie doyoung was a legit choice HAHA like i still deem it one of my favs to this day, not to mention it was the fic that got me in ur dms 😚😚 but also your pick being GRAVITY is sooo. HUU gravity is just so personal to me 😭😭😭 sometimes i go back to read it and im like Hm maybe i was just microwaving w this one but to hear u say this abt it means the world to me ☹️☹️ i also go back to read your review of it MONTHLY im so serious .
and GAH!! im so glad to hear you say that actually because i always Try to make yn seem believable and have the conflicts not only reflect the character themselves but write them in a way that makes them feel tangible :”) i try!!! i really do 🥹🥹
FANTASY OR MYSTERY……,hu…….well you can maybe get a Dose in my dolily fantasy drabble slow cooking in the crockpot but . its actually so funny to hear you say that because originally i started out writing original fiction and All my plotlines were set in fantasy worlds 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ i’ve since become too smoothbrained head hurty to really establish a good fantasy world and magic system within it BUT! maybe one day . maybe one day… and also e2l HELP like HONESTLY i would love to be able to pull off writing an e2l but even halfway through thinking of the plot i’m like. WHY FIGHT! WHY NOT LOVE…… and then the au crumbles to pieces
but moreover TYSM FOR SENDING THIS IN…….ive been mulling over how to respond to this all day even as i was waiting in line at the concert but i don’t think anything i say Here or in our dms can truly convey how grateful and thankful i am that you are my friend 🥹🥹🫶
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wulvert · 1 year
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SHE'S SO ELEGANT,,,PICTURE PERFECT GRACE. THROWING UP GARLIC BREAD LIKE A CAT HACKING UP A HAIRBALL. she looked so comfy in that one panel being held (🏳️‍🌈) i think thats her peak. i wana be as sleepy as her,,,snnnnzzzz
ALSO IM LOOKING THROUGH THE COMMENTS TO SEE IF I MISSED ANY DETAILS. WHY DO SO MANY PEOPLE THINK AVERY IS A MAN. ITS BEEN 53 PAGES????? I LOVE ROTATING GENDER CODED AVERY IN MY BRAIN AS A SILLY SELF-PROJECTION HEADCANON BUT THIS IS BEYOND ME. WHAT DO THEY NEED TO MAKE IT CLICK. "HI ITS ME, AVERY, WOMAN FROM HIT LESBIAN (NOT HETEROSEXUAL) VAMPIRE SERIES PAPERTEETH"??? theres somethign deepr 2 be said about this tht pisses me off nd im too tired to express it correctly. im goign insane sorry. anyways
scarlet's t-rex hands at the end mean so much 2 me!! thnak u,,,i have seen them in ur comics before nd they r so important as someone who does them 24/7. this may also sound weird but i like the extra detail u put into the legs. i do NOT mean this in a strange way oh god. um. u get it i hope.
awesoke page in general im gnna eat it.!!!
literally so sleepy and is held. sure she passed out from fear but thats irrelevant now bc shes unconscious I want to be that cozybut i dont think i ever will be
yeah! uptick of ppl who think shes a man this page- Ig it got featured on a banner again the other day so a few new ppl probs skim read past the part where shes outright referred to as a woman idk. I think the reason it bothers me a bit is bc avery is a character im rly overly attached to bc shes pretty pathetic like me and shes the same flavour of girl as me, which i dont rly relate 2 a lot of fictional women as someone whos kind of a struggle, so its like nice to make them for myself i guess? idk having her makes me feel better. is that a comfort character. i dont know. i care her.- so i feel like ive failed a little when ppl just look at her and go oh, this character is clearly intended by the author to be a man.
I cant rly b mad at ppl who honestly just dont realise though, I'll admit i commit the crime of mistaking cartoon men for cartoon women sometimes- I am a little mad at ppl who say things like its hard to believe shes a girl when they find out .like. shes a vampire. you can suspend ur disbelief far enough to believe shes a vampire. but not enough to believe shes a girl... interesting ...hm ....funny how that works anonymous webtoon commenter.......................
TL;DR: Averys my bbg and im too attached to her.
& no of course! i like giving characters raptor hands, I am for serious when i said i injected the autism myself. & ITSNOT WEIRD DW i like drawing legs even if i make them far too long.
&thank you!!
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5eraphim · 1 year
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im a waitress nd  i had the most surreal experience cleaning the men’s bathroom closing today,
so im finishing up; yknow finished wiping down the counters, faucets nd handles on the urinals nd toilets. im about to leave and this guy comes in and hes giggling and asks me "oh are you here to help?" and im like ?????? what the fuck does that mean? does he want me to help him pee??? like milk the pee out of his dick like a cow's utters??? is he asking to pee on me??? im like no?? and hes still laughing to himself standing in front of the urinals like "ahahaha ok ill be a gentleman and wait for you to leave before i start" and i'm like- cool thanks! am i hauled ass out of there.
 i still have no idea what "have you come to help” could mean, but i do appreciate waiting for me to leave b4 he started pissing. like ok i get it, your facing the other way, im not gnna see your dick or anything but idk still weird :/
man i am paid 6 dollars an hour to be here, i am NOT paid enough to get pissed on by strangers
also so funny its negative 10 degrees out and everyone has to go to work up here, meanwhile i’m talking to my friend from Texas and he’s like, “yeah it’s 34 degrees out and everything is shut down here lol” ... you hate to see it.
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tomboyyyaoi · 1 year
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things in episode 4 im gnna think about for a while (as usual spoilers for new fans and those who havent read the manga!)
the way vash looks at wolfwood/"i can see it in his eyes" wow that was so good
vash being so eepy. his snoring is so cute i want to wrap him up
wolfwood being a shitty priest n charging vash and meryl $$20,000 for a shitty makeshift service
wolfwood and meryl bickering, she hates his ass and he finds it so fucking funny
the fact its setting up for a really painful betrayal... its gnna sting so bad.. i can feel it. what if vash kills wolfwood instead of legato in this one holy fuck i would kill myself that would hurt so much
meryl being proud of vash for eating in the end, him repeating wolfwoods words then looking at him all smug my mashwood agenda is so real
roberto using a derringer...... the death flags are at full mast today theyr totally gnna fridge him for meryl development i can smell it
roberto being just really good. im liking him more n more every ep
everyone besides vash is joining the bully meryl club (but she can hold her own its ok, go off u angry lil chihuahua woman)
zazies voice and design are so fucking cool i love their bug mask. epic.
lots of fantastic Vash Noises this ep (snoring, screaming, sneezing, yelping, the lil grunt while he eats, his voice getting really deep for the "$$20,000?????" line was funny)
meryl fucking HATING the worms
the punisher. just in general. shit made me horny
the setup for wolfwood. zazie teasing him about what vash said. oh my god. i love this angle, he felt more dubious/mysterious but in stampede theyr SO clear hes working w the gung ho guns. i really like it actually, a lot of potential for them tearing out my heart n feeding it 2 me, looking forward 2 it
what the FUCK is going on w the "gate" and what conrad was saying? "hes more human than anyone" ???? HELLO "then we'll just have to rip it out" HHHGG what the fuck is going on w the plant abilities n powers in this i need to know more
sorry my mash brain really liked vash saying meryls name. the manga has conditioned me into seeing that as a big deal even if its clearly not in stampede. idc.
meryl and vash just continuing to be. So fucking Cute. not even many vashmeryl moments this ep just vash being cute and meryl being cute. im putting them in my i love you blender
VASH HADNT EATEN FOR 3 DAYS FROM GUILT. oh my god. hes so sad.
im gnna stop here b4 i go insane but yea come back next week for the same shit (me going fucking mental)
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slaughtrtime · 9 months
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how would you describe your gender best? doesn't have to be one set definition, since it is VERY FLUID, but some insight would be really interesting :3 U DON'T GOTTA SAY MUCH! i just like ur long winded posts. even if its complicated
Oh lord. okay its so complicated even to myself that i dont even know. no labels can really define how i feel about my gender (GENDERFLUID is the most accurate? but nowadays i swear im jst gnna not use any labels or just. queer) OVERALL? i feel feminine/present fem. but in a gnc way. thats the best i can describe it from an outside view inside its a WHIRLWIND, its so hard to fit anything into one set definition. the thing i reblogged (that you sent me) with the y,x,z axis thing is so funny bc its so true even when i feel particularly masculine lately im not like. hm. im a boy! i dont feel like that. im girlpilled. i get upset over the parts i have but not the way people perceive me (fem), like when someone calls me a girl im like Haha! Woah... So awesome.. im okay with masc terms i suppose? boyfriend, handsome, etc, but lately i prefer fem ones and "fem" compliments! Im ur girlfriend. No matter how slangin my weiner is ok? id prefer to have a flatter chest and more body hair, amab parts, etc, but im jst a silly girl and then sometimes i dont feel like anything at all! just. nothing those are kinda my two defaults though, girlpilled or. nothing. i dunno
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soobpop · 10 months
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yooo
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ive had tooo many ppl use me as a rebound and its not even funny ,, bc like yeah i know i flirt easily / jokingly but i cant help if my feelings get in the way (im fixing that rn im forcing myself to stop feeling) but like .. if you are not over your ex i dont wanna flirt bc what if i grow to like you and we “like” e/o but then hypothetically your ex comes around i know youd run to them and that hurts a bit ..? isnt it unfair to me ..? i dont wanna flirt w/ ppl who are in relationships or still strung on someone bc what if it ends up hurting US in the long run ..? i dont wanna hurt people ever. and I also wanna stopped being hurt .. and i would say “ill just stop flirting” BUT ITS 2ND NATURE TO ME.. flirting comes so easy to me and idk why i try to stop but even irl ppl say i do it .. UGHHH IDK I HATE MYSELF I HATE OTHERS EVERYONE SUCKS AND IM GNNA POP PILLS ONE DAY.
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wangkuans · 11 months
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the layers me and this one person in my org have… if we both got over ourselves we wld be very good friends i think but neither of us are going to so i think we’re both just gnna be aggressively polite to cover up how much we just cannot click and cannot get along 👍 but anyway i think its just funny that i have spent basically most of the school year being filled w envy and comparing myself to him, wishing i was more like him and being insanely paranoid his friends secretly hate me (which is important to me bc i may have a Small Tiny Minuscule crush on one of his friends) and its definitely put a toll on our admittedly.. limited friendship which is bad bc im going to be working alongside him bc we’ll both be on the executive committee of our org.. and anyway it wld be funny if it wasnt so insane 👍
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bunnypuppygirl · 1 year
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its so funny when ppl try to out u out 4 ur beliefs like bby ur lil pressed text post abt me is only gnna go down in history n be forever forgotten
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pawtistics · 1 year
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won’t hav time fir work tmrw it’s due tmrw i should do it now. if i fall asleep m literally not gnna hav time. I’ll b screwed. this should put me off it but it doesn’t, i just want to keep doing the things that make me happy right now wnna keep hearing my tail thunk thunk thunk instead of thinking abt anything at all cuz everything Real is fckn shitty n sad i jus wnna read abt guys i like n the way tht they Love Each Other i was readin th heavy angsty shit then h/c and now more of th fluff n angst type n it’s been good it’s been so good it’s provided me hours of delight n..ghthhgng there is such sweetness in it !! writin th love over n over n over this person has 100+ fics and im eating it up :3 finally some good fucking food ! And its just. hhwwrwwrtsg When they touch on the more complicated feelings but dont drown in them and focus on the light warm parts and the love and safety in each other and also them jus bein friggin funnie n cute idk….idk……whatever…
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