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🔞tarot reading🔞

what turns your future spouse on?

hi my darlings! This reading is about what turns your future spouse on. I had so much fun doing this reading, i love doing spicy readings. If you have any requests message me. Obviously if you're underage/a minor please go read my non 18+ readings. Please respect my boundaries. Anyway for my 18+ darlings, have fun reading! Remember i love feedback so never hesitate to tell me what u think.

how to choose a crystal

Close your eyes and take 3-4 deep breaths in and out. And then open your eyes and focus on each crystal. Pick the crystal you’re actually drawn to. You’ll feel if it’s the right one. What crystal do you keep going back to? Which one is standing out the most? Choose that one. Really take your time. You might be drawn to more crystals, this is fine. Just take what resonates from each reading

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garnet crystal

Hey pile 1!! So there is so much to say, i'm so excited to get to the juicy details. Can i just say i didn't even need to spend any time connecting to your future spouse?! They were ready to go and lemme just say this is them in a nutshell. Ready any time.

Your future spouse is a daddy or sexy mama. Proper dominance and not without anything to back it up. They are a hunter and a savage. This is someone that has no trouble getting dick/pussy. I heard that people throw themselves at them, no joke. Pile 1 never disappoints ahaha.

Pile 1 you are going to tame them. They are used to getting what they want, when they want and u aren't going be easy to seduce. They like how you reject them initially because you can see they're a bit egotistical. I'll be honest pile 1, they are a bit arrogant. But it's sexy arrogance.

So what turns them on?

An independant, confident person. They are heavily attracted to confidence and someone who does their own thing. They like being rejected by u pile 1. And guess what specific message i got? ahahah I got a message about how they like being rejected because they know they're gonna get what they want. ahaha. I got the aries card when i got this message ahaha. I'm laughing because it's just insane. They get turned on by someone who doesn't need them, someone who's working on themselves. They don't like someone who's easily available to them. The thing is they get what they want so easily, money, sex etc so they prefer a challenge. They love to see you levelling up and working on yourself.

So confidence and independance turns them on. I got a message that you'll have to be secure when you meet them, because they have an overpowering personality and they get so much attention, it could be hard to get used to if you're insecure in your own worth.

They are POSSESSIVE. Your future spouse being possessive kept showing up in the reading. They will feel very possessive over you. I kept hearing mine. Like they don't wanna share, they don't wanna even think about someone else having you. There's something about you that's going to be different from the other people they slept with. oh my gosh darlings, sorry if some of the words are questionable, I just wanna include what i get. So the exact message i got is you aren't an easy body. People throw themselves at them and they are used to this.

They feel so passionately about you, geez this is becoming a reading about how they feel about you. You turn them on. That's what turns them on ahaha. They have major player vibes but they actually really value commitment, because i got the ring card and capricorn and the 4h on my astro dice. I feel like you'll change them in a way. You'll awaken their desire to commit and settle down. They'll be more experienced than u, 100%.

They are not afraid of confrontation at all pile 1. If anyone crosses the boundary they'll do what they have to do. They are a go getter pile 1. They are a hard worker and they work even harder to ensure people respect u.

Your future spouse is going to be SEXY. Baby lemme tell u. I got the siren card, the eros card and the aries card. I also got pluto, saturn and mars cards. Like i cannot make this up. They are gonna be top level sexy. Like head turning, mouth watering sexy. I can't even explain how i felt doing this reading. I felt HOT and i had my fan on ahaha. I did see some stuff about them being way more than financially abundant. And they earned it, they worked hard to be successful.

So of course naturally they have an ego ahaha. Babe why is this reading becoming a character reading?! They are cocky if i'm being honest, i see most of you are going to be wary at first because of this. I just heard mr steal yo girl ahahah. I'm sorry but they are so funny.

Anyway so what exactly turns them on? enough rambling ahaha.

They are so kinky. Like it took 2 seconds to find out ahaha. I heard they are turned on by power and money ahaha. They love power pile 1. And this translates smoothly to the sexual dynamic. Their ego is interesting ahaha you'll see when u see the music i channelled ahaha. But you'll eventually find it endearing because you'll break past their layers, it's definitely not a facade because they're CONFIDENT but you'll see more than this.

They have a breeding kink. Like lemme tell u i got so much about breeding. They like it raw. If you like dicks, they wanna fuck without condoms definitely, if you're comfortable of course. They really like you sitting on top because you can't go anywhere. They like pushing you down while you i heard take it. ooof this is hot.

They like seeing you tied up pile 1. They like ropes specifically. chains too, most likely handcuffs. They like seeing you helpless pile 1. They are dominant. And not the type of dominance that's like obnoxious or fake. They are actually dominant and they understand the responsibility of it. Yes they are flashy and confident and their ego is a bit inflated, but they do understand the responsibility of being dominant and the role. This tells me they're 100% into bdsm. It's a necessary aspect of themselves. They can't be satisfied without it. Also they make sure you are safe and comfortable. They like staring at you and taunting you. Like you're tied up and they're like poor baby. They're wicked in bed pile 1. Absolutely wicked. They want the passion, fucking and pain, now and then depending on what you like. They like to inflict pain in bed, some of you are masochists. But if you're not a masochist ignore that. They like control pile 1, they crave it. There is something about your eyes that turns them on. Hmm i heard doe eyes. They want to control you, but of course the extent of this is up to you. I actually got this scene. They are most likely a sadist or at least a hard dom.

Their eyes are going to be very attractive, especially because of the pluto and ascendant cards and the siren card. Their eyes are going to be alluring and intense. They are going to make u face them during sex because they know their eyes intimidate u.

They like the idea of exploring kinks, especially because i think there are things you haven't experienced and they'll feel turned on because they'll introduce u to it. They get turned on when u wear either sexy lingerie or some form of sexy clothes. If you're a guy they like you having no clothes specifically.

I also saw a big strap on, so if u like women, lemme just say you're gonna be aching. This is intense. If you like guys, he's gonna be PACKING. ahaha I kept saying what's the catch? ahaha, Sexy, big dick, intelligent i mean come on ahaha. If you like women, her head game is insane ahaha, toe curling shit. If u like women, she's gonna be a femme fatale type. If you like men then he's gonna be a don jaun, mr swauve ahaha.

They have massive breeding kink. Like the idea of them impregnating u or the other way round, it has them roaring and ready.

They most likely have black hair or they like wearing black.

The idea of being stern and telling u what to do has them so horny. They also like overstimulation. Specifically they like overstimulating u, because ur reactions turn them on massively. They'll think about it often ahaha. They also get turned on by voyeurism, they're the type to fuck u against a hotel window. I got the scene from 365 days.

u turn them on very easily, like flipping a switch.

The question is what doesn't turn them on? They are KINKY. Whatever you wanna try they'll be ready.

amazonite crystal

Okay pile 2 your future spouse is a very black and white thinker. They are someone who cares about justice. I got so many cards to do with the law so I think they are definitely either a judge or an attorneys assistant or a lawyer something like that. I don’t know how many of you like lawyer shows because I kept channelling stuff from suits. But anyway this is someone who doesn’t cooperate very easily with others because they’ve accomplished a lot on my own, so they don’t feel like they need other people’s help. They have worked hard enough to be able to work on their own. I don’t know exactly what they do but they don’t work in a group setting. If they do they don't socialise or interact much. Your future spouse is very stubborn and they are someone who is very sharp. They are witty and very intelligent. They are someone who cares about facts, they don’t particularly care for the emotional aspects of things. They don’t allow their emotions to get in the way of their success. They are someone I heard either wears a suit and tie to work or they were like a pencil skirt and a blazer. Basically they wear professional attire regardless of their gender. Your future spouse is a little bit arrogant and this is because they are someone who’s very witty and very sarcastic, so they tend to outsmart people. They are successful at what they do so they have the success to sort of justify it.

Your future spouse is turned on by fluids. I got so much about fluids or liquid. Your future spouse is a fan of squirting or cream pies. Take it how resonates depending on what you like. They like to see you dripping.

Your future spouse is also turned on by softness or cuteness. Like when you aren’t experienced at something or if you are a bit clueless about something it turns them on. hard to explain but yeah. Your future spouse is turned on by threesomes. It kept coming up so much in the reading I think this is there main fantasy. They love having multiple people in their bedroom. Now I did make sure if this is something you don’t like it isn’t a deal breaker. It isn't a dealbreaker if you don't like it. Because your future spouse is also turned on by voyeurism, so if you aren’t a fan of threesomes then they would compromise by suggesting to try out voyeurism instead. They love the idea of you getting caught. Your future spouse likes role play.

Your future spouse is a big fan of having sex in outdoor places like a forest or a park or beach. They really like this and this really turns them on. You’ll become a member of the mile high club because this is a big fantasy of theirs. Your future spouse also really likes degrading during sex. They like the idea of them being stern and you being soft. Your future spouse has a very high stamina so they would like to go rounds during sex. They like making you tired. Your future spouse is very experimental. They have loads of kinks. They like to experiment and have fun, they really like sex to be fun and playful. They are so stern in their daily work they prefer to be fun and playful during sex.

carnelian crystal

⚠️trigger warning

mental health issues, trauma and food issues

Okay pile 3, so your future spouse is very soft and relaxing. When I started the reading I immediately felt relaxed and I felt very safe and comforted. Your future spouse is very soft and creative and dreamy. They are very feminine so regardless of what gender you like, they are going to be very feminine. I kept hearing the word poetic. They’ll write you poems and love notes. I literally felt lovesick and I kept hearing the word lovesick or in love. They’re like a lovesick puppy. They likely have venus on the ascendant or venus in the 1st house. This is also someone who really wants to have kids so if you’re against having kids this is definitely not your pile. Your future spouse is very child like and very creative. They get bored easily and they're always moving on to the next project and the next idea. They are a very genuine person. They know how to mediate and how to diffuse conflict. They have so much love and they honestly just want to love. They are introverted and they are a bit of a hermit. They like to spend time in nature. They have depth to them but they don’t really show this depth to people. They are sometimes too self sacrificial, they need to make more time for themselves and I think you’ll help them prioritise themselves more. They are a homebody and they are a big dreamer. I heard that they are a lover and not a fighter.

Okay so there aren’t going to be any sexual messages in this group. the cards were very clear about your future spouses sexual interests being hidden from you at this time you are not supposed to know.

This is because you have a lot of things to work on before you can even start thinking about your future spouse. So I’m gonna try and explain in detail what messages I got, just so you can know if this pile is actually your pile . There are separate messages and quite a few messages so I’m gonna try and convey each message.

Honestly most of you who picked this pile are currently struggling with some sort of mental health or health issues currently. I can definitely see there’s something really negative about your mindset or your thoughts. Some of you are dealing with some really negative thoughts at the moment, I got the nine of swords I got the ten of swords and I got the eight of swords. This is mental pain.

So to break it down some of you are very self deprecating, I see most of you struggle with imposter syndrome and you struggle with not feeling like you're enough.

Some of you are currently dealing with an eating disorder. This is very clear in the reading and I think a lot of you struggle with binge eating disorder. This over consumption stems from a lacking of some sort. I kept hearing overconsumption repeating. Speaking of overconsumption some of you are going on your phone way more than necessary. This isn’t supposed to be a lecture by the way, I just really want to make sure I get the messages out properly. Your confidence is really low at the moment.

This message about men is a reoccurring theme in a pile in the readings. like there’s always an individual pile where this is mentioned. Some of you have trauma regarding men it’s very obvious here in the reading and this could stem from your dad specifically but not necessarily, it could be a specific man or it could be a negative view of men in general.

Some of you grew up in a home where your parents were either not very committed to each other or they were very tumultuous in their relationship there were probably a lot of arguments or conflict.

Some of you are not getting enough sleep and this is because you are on your phone too much specifically. You are avoiding your issues and they are starting to catch up to you in the form of either a mental breakdown or isolation or emotional turmoil or negative thoughts. It’s time to face those issues, now is the time more than ever. It isn’t the time to focus on your future spouse or future love or anything like that. . This is the time to focus on yourself and those blockages especially mental blockages.

Sorry I’m pretty sure this isn’t what you wanted to hear but it’s what you need to hear and it’s what is necessary at this time. Some of you grew up in a home where the ideologies around sex were very warped or distorted. Perhaps you weren’t really allowed to talk about sex or it wasn’t discussed. Take what resonates so far because there are so many messages. But there’s something here about your childhood you need to heal from it. some sort of trauma, it could be from a specific parent but I see it something from childhood and it is currently destroying your mental health.

Most of you are neglecting your health specifically and you are not eating nourishing foods or you are not nourishing your body.

I see this group really struggles with moderation and balance emotionally and in other ways. You have an addictive personality and balance is even more important in this case because it’s important to become more disciplined and to have stability, especially emotional stability because I see that’s really important.

You already know I’m going to say this but it’s time to do your shadow work. Also some of you struggle with a porn addiction I see this is something a specific group of you deal with. Some of you could have also been cheated on but this is a very specific message and it doesn’t apply to most of you.

I wanted to get a message on what positive things are coming because I don’t want the reading to end on a negative tone. So this is a time where you have to put in the work, this isn’t a time of serendipity or luck. You have to make changes on your own. No one else can make you make those changes. you have to want it enough to be able to make a change and to be able to really start healing those wounds. It isn’t your fault that’s something you need to hear, it isn’t your fault. Some of u are really blaming yourself for some things, it isn’t your fault but regardless it’s your responsibility to start facing those wounds.

The positive things coming in are u are going to start working on your self perception and when you start working on your self perception this is going to cause a very dramatic change in your health. These dramatic changes are going to lead to a new path and a new course in your life. It’s almost like an ultimatum. This cycle is not going to come in until you start releasing the wounds from your past. Some of you need to get a therapist specifically. Some of you are afraid to open up or to ask for help. there is going to be a new course, there is going to be a time where you are stable and confident in yourself but it starts when you start working on yourself. Because that is going to be the catalyst towards a very positive cycle.

Tiger’s 👁 crystal

Hey pile 4! If you’ve read my other future spouse pick a cards, then you already know I like to channel their personality specifically and then get to the sexual stuff or whatever else is. Your future spouse has a very impressive vibe. They have two sides to them. In public they are friendly charismatic and funny. But in bed they are completely different. But we’ll get to the sexual stuff in a bit. They are very rebellious when they want to do something they don’t care about anyone’s opinions, they grow after it. they are a go getter and they are a person who makes things happen. They don’t sit and wait for the right time or a moment where they feel it’s the right time to go after something, they just go and they do it and they don’t care. They are an extremely hard worker. They are someone people admire and look up to, they are respected by people. They are someone who’s specifically financially abundant. They travel for work and they either have people working under them or they do a creative passion professionally. They don’t work for anyone, they are a leader or a boss they definitely either have their own business or they work a creative profession. But either way they definitely travel for work, their work is a bit spontaneous. I do see they rebelled against their family in some way, they could have either left home unexpectedly or they pursued a profession their family didn’t support. That’s a very big message I got. They are someone who worked very very hard to get to where they are this wasn’t luck or serendipity this was hard work. I really respect your future spouse because they seem so hard working and so laser focused on their future. They wanted success so they worked for it. It’s so impressive and it’s definitely something you’re going to admire about them. I specifically got a message about them possibly being a libra rising, or having a mars-uranus aspect. They don’t work have a conventional profession, they do something that’s unconventional something to do with creativity and something where they don’t work for anyone. They are very passionate and they’re very passionate about their work. They care about their work and this is significant because most people don’t really work in professions they care about and just do what they have to do to make money but they work in a profession where they get to be a leader and they get to make decisions.

Honestly I didn’t get much sex stuff but I got some other messages I did get a few sexual messages but not a lot. So your future spouse is really going to like the learning aspect of sex, they’re going to like to help you learn things about sex and it's really going to be a safe learning environment. What turns them on is them knowing more about sex or having more more experience than you. You’re going to be blooming with them they’re really going to like nurturing you in a sexual way so they’re almost like watering you, does this make sense? I don’t know how to explain that. But I got a message about them wanting you to be their plant they can nurture and basically make you grow so you can develop and learn things about sex. They’re going to be very committed and your marriage is going to be amazing. They’re going to like seeing you go from a younger and perhaps more closed off aspect of yourself to a very confident and sexy aspect of you. You are going to really transform. I do see your future spouse is sexual but I literally could not find out anything and this is because of what I mentioned earlier about your future spouse having two sides to their personality, so their sexual nature is very hidden. So I wasn’t allowed to get any messages about it.

But I’ll say some of you are quite discouraged at the moment or maybe a bit tired in general. I think some of you are quite discouraged about your manifestations on whether they’re happening or not. I can see some of you are thinking quite negatively about your manifestations And you’re wondering if it’s actually going to happen and if it’s worth manifesting anymore. Baby it's definitely going to happen. I got the eight of wands and the 10 of tentacles. I do see there is going to be something very celebratory. I literally was not allowed to find out when this is going to happen by the way. You are going to get whatever you are manifesting and if you’re not manifesting this is a message telling you this is a great time to manifest. Sometimes manifestations are blocked at a certain point for a reason but now is the time to manifest if you haven’t been already. But I do see most of you have been. There is going to be an opening where these manifestations are coming in. I mean seriously this is such a beautiful spread. But it’s just when it’s going to happen is when it’s going to happen. I tried and tried to find out when and I literally kept getting cards about fate so it’s just going to happen when it’s supposed to. What you need to focus on is manifesting and changing your perspective. There’s a clear message here about you needing to change your perspective in regards to your manifestations. See it from a different perspective see it from a different angle. There’s a reason why you haven’t got your manifestations yet.

So I decided to get a message about what you should be working on before you meet your future spouse. Some of you are pretty avoidant or closed off to love or just people in general. It's not anything severe but I think you’re sceptical of people’s intentions. Some of you have a heart chakra blockage so that’s something you should be working on at the moment.

Another message I got is you should be working on exploring sex by yourself at the moment. Because I got a message about you being able to be comfortable with someone else when you’re comfortable alone. You aren’t going to be able to love someone else if you can’t love yourself. And you’re not going to be able to like sex if you aren’t comfortable being sexual alone.

So I got a very clear message to explore your sexuality and figure out what you like. Because this is going to allow you to be more comfortable when you meet your future spouse. I literally got a message about you scheduling masturbation. So even if you’re busy make time to explore yourself and masturbate or whatever it may be, be intimate by yourself. It doesn’t have to necessarily be sexual but intimacy alone is important. Your manifestations are coming and they’re coming sooner than you think, but work on these things in the mean time and stop stressing. I can’t tell you what I’m not supposed to tell you but you are going to see big changes. I channelled this scene from Coraline and it really represents the transition towards the next stage of your life. The stage where your manifestations have fabricated and where you are not going to be in a waiting period anymore. It’s going to be unexpected. congrats pile 4 you’re nearly there.

rhodonite crystal

Hey pile 5! So you already know I like to channel your future spouse before I get to the sexual messages. So your future spouse is someone who is very traditional. Regardless of their gender they have traditional morals and traditional outlooks. They believe in marriage and they believe in having a traditional role in the relationship. They believe in traditional gender roles. I do see they have a belief system. They are very self assured and they believe in themselves. They are someone who’s not afraid to put the work in to meet their goals and I do see they are successful to some degree, it will be with in varying degrees for everyone. But they’ve worked really hard to get to where they are, they did not get a silver spoon and they did not have it easy. There is someone who really believes in equality and they believe in justice. They are extremely intelligent and very philosophical. They are also someone who is physically attractive, I do see this. They are someone who is admired for their outer appearance. They are alluring. The way they present themselves or their style and their appearance is attractive. They’re going to be sexually attractive or at least very sensual. They turn people on is a message I got. Your future spouse is going to be either a leo taurus or aries rising (possibly aqua rising). Which makes sense considering they are sexually attractive or very sensual in their appearance. Anyway your future spouse could have venus in the first house also. They could also have Jupiter in the 3rd house.

Your future spouse is going to spark some insecurities in you because if you like someone who's more masculine or you want a man then they are going to be traditionally masculine meaning they are going to believe in financially spoiling you and really giving you what you need etc. So this is an aspect that could cause you to become a bit uncomfortable or insecure. this is something you’re going to have to release and get used to. It could also be because they are very self assured and they are successful to some degree. You could feel insecure because you’re not at the place or same level as them but they don’t care. They don’t care, they’re going to marry you so that’s what matters.

So a big message I got to work on any insecurities you have and work on releasing these insecurities before you meet them. Because this person is very confident and they’re very self-assured, it’s a very very quiet or more silent confidence this isn’t someone who is going to be a look at me I’m amazing sort of person they're going to be a confident silent type. your future spouse thinks about money often and they do stress about it quite often they tend to overwork themselves even when it’s not necessary.

Some of you are going to have a very financially abundant future spouse I do see some of you are going to have a wealthy future spouse.

It’s split like 50-50 so I do see half of you are going to have a wealthy future spouse and half of you are going to have a future spouse who is financially comfortable and they are working towards wealth or financial abundance.

So the sexual messages….

I’ve got quite a few, so what turns on your future spouse is communication in the bedroom or in general. They really value a healthy communicator.

But in a sexual aspect they really like degrading or being degraded. I heard wait until we get home so I do see them teasing you or whispering in your ear in public or they like this that sort of thing. Saying sexy things to them is really gonna turn them on, like this is a very big message in the reading. Your future spouse also really likes hygiene so they really gonna like scents or lotions that sort of thing. Like when you smell nice this is really going to turn on your future spouse they are really gonna like this.

They also like a sexual dynamic where there’s a clear submissive and dominant. They like to have a very obvious dynamic. Like a consistent dynamic. I don’t know if this makes sense but they like to be the more dominant person in general. I actually got a message about them being a ladykiller. It doesn’t matter what gender you like but this is what I got so they are very smooth. It’s weird because when I was channelling the sexual portion of the reading I got surprised, like I was quite surprised at how smooth and seductive they are when it comes to their sexual interests and how they express themselves sexually. They like to seduce and what really turns me on is when you have this game of cat and mouse where they get to chase. They want to seduce you. I really do see it’s them seducing you, they really like chasing after you, they really like it when you play hard to get so they can put in the work.

Your future spouse really gets turned on when you’re open minded to their sexual interests im not sure how to explain this clearly. When you can embody their sexual interests it really turns them on. So for example they could say it really turns me on when u wear purple lingerie for example and you go out of your way to do that it really turns them on. It’s just an example.

Your future spouse loves a challenge and they like it when you make it more difficult for them. Take that as it resonates but they really like it when you pretend to not be interested or when you’re a bit bitchy. They like it when the bedroom becomes a bit messy sometimes or almost like a battle.

sexual healing by marvin gaye

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watcher0033 · 5 months

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Characters, being informed:

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urbanflorals · 23 hours

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here is an excerpt from my writing today!

callum's pov btw

also um yeah meet Emberly and Earley.

Earley lives in a two-storied home that seems its straight out of a fairy-tale mother tells Addiline and Lorelei. It’s a white wooden home with vines creeping up the walls, the windows are thrown open each with a small box of flowers hanging from them. A picket fence wraps around the house with a path that travels through the yard connecting the rows of plants. Butterflies float around the garden in harmony dropping to land on flowers and the flying off again when they’re satisfied with their work. A gentle breeze floats through the air and the smell of fresh air and rain hits me – this place smells like Aurelia.

Earley directs us towards the small gate underneath an arch leading us into her home, but the second we step foot in her garden the butterflies freeze, and a high-pitched shriek emits from them as they hurtle towards us. The once gentle breeze picks up to a deadly pace and whips around us caging us in, the clear sky suddenly darkens, and we’re trapped in an air storm that’s closing in on us quickly. Leahla screeches when a butterfly touches her and she lifts off the ground, gripping onto my arm with surprising strength. Aurelia is calming looking about, not showing any signs of panic or care as her hair is whipped into a frenzy, in fact it seems like butterflies are just landing on her and resting.

Earley and Emberly both turn around with frowns on their faces. Earley’s directed at the butterflies and Emberly’s directed at Leahla who is still making noise.

“Oh enough already,” Early scolds to the butterflies, she waves her hand towards them all and the arm walls vanish, and the butterflies move away from us crowding Earley as if she’ll protect them from us. “Yes, I know they aren’t from here,” she says when one of the critters starts chittering in her ear. “That shouldn’t bother you dears okay? Just go back to work, I’ll make sure to leave out extra water for you tonight.” The insect just bobs in the air for a few more seconds before fluttering off taking the rest of the swarm with it.

“You’ll have to forgive me, I forgot about my little friends, they can get quite hostile when new visitors arrive.”

“You think?” Julias mutters to himself so quietly I can barely hear it.

Earley spins around. “Yes I do think that. Next time you wish to say something under your breath you may as well say it out loud, no point in mumbling.” Julias’s face turns red. How did she hear that? “As I was saying, I’m sorry if the Airnts scared you. Sometimes they have absolutely no boundaries.” She sends another scolding look at the flittering insects.

I look back over to the swarm of butterflies and realise they aren’t butterflies at all. They’re small little human like creatures with wings and crystal-like skin. They’re small hands gently tending to the plant they’ve landed on before flying to the next one, laughing with each other and playing with the wind the control.

“So they’re like human bugs?” Julias asks disgust clear in his tone.

No one liked that.

Leahla swats him in the arm. “Are you kidding me Julias? Shush!”

The lead Airnt that was squeaking in Earley’s ear, shrieks loudly at that and sends a large blast of air at Julias sending him flying onto his ass, to the Silent Court and Earley’s amusement.

“They are not bugs, they are Airnts. A word of advice Mr Julias, don’t call them bugs again, they won’t take it nicely.”

“Couldn’t you just stop them?” Avena speaks up.

“I could – but if he insults my Airnts again it’s not that I can’t stop them, it’s that I don’t want to stop them.” By the time we’ve reached the first step I realise that was the second time Earley heard something she couldn’t have.

~~~

its def unedited btw

@nqds @skeelly (sorry for dragging u into this lemme know if u want me to stop lol)

#ems writes #the silent court

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mae-avenue · 2 years

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𝑊𝑜𝑤....

Rando things the jjk boys do while dating

Haikyū ver | tr ver | fire force ver | demon slayer ver

𝑀𝑎𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑛: 𝑂𝑜𝑜𝑜! 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑄𝑢𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘!! 𝐿𝑒𝑡 𝑢𝑠 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑢𝑠 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦.

𝑄𝑢𝑒𝑒𝑛’𝑠 𝑁𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑠: ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑜 𝑖 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑛’𝑡 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑢𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼’𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡!! my asks are open until stated otherwise HERES A TAGLIST!! N MAKE SURE TO READ THE END

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: good spelling(😍), cringy cuteness!?idfk, no spellcheck/proofread

Includes: yuji, megumi, geto, gojo, toge, yuta, and norotoshi

❦ 𝑌𝑈𝐽𝐼

- suggests sleepovers for the both of u and will out bring games and movies for y’all to watch and play

- is stocked up on so many snacks, you’ll never go hungry again!! Would even share his stash with the good snacks 😟

- not afraid to show his love to you and how much you mean to him, very thankful for you making his life better ( ꈍᴗꈍ)!

❦𝑀𝐸𝐺𝑈𝑀𝐼<3

- walking & eating at the park together are his favorite things to do.

- a very quiet and observant boyfriend that surprises you with things you’ve talked/forgotten abt

- likes cuddles and wants them often but doesn’t know how to ask(thanks to his emotional constipation...ness?)

❦𝐺𝐸𝑇𝑂❦heeheheh

- the best listener and advice giver, you have a confusing situation and he can fix it!

- vv caring and could read a situation quickly, which is a lifesaver in any given situation

- does anything he can to make you feel comfortable and safe with him(it works..ofc)

❦ 𝐺𝑂𝐽𝑂

- would send you text starting off with something making fun of you: “hey big head😏😉”. Won’t stop either..

- when you tell him a problem of yours at first, he doesn’t take it seriously 😒 like he makes jokes bc he doesn’t know what to say...

- could’ve said nothing but shutting up is not an option for him 😒

- but he surprisingly gives good advice that you don’t think you can trust it at first

❦𝑌𝑈𝑇𝐴

- schedules reminders to call you bc he gets to busy from training in Africa(??)

- back rubs n massages allll day🤤😴

- to make up for his shyness, he makes your fav breakfast/lunch/dinner and adds a heartfelt note <3aww

❦𝑇𝑂𝐺𝐸

- cooking with him never ends well bc you don’t know if he means actual tuna, or “no”

- y’all use touch and sign language to help communicate with each other but wanted to try the talking headband cat had (the real ones know 😔🤞🏽)

- you’re one of the few people who know what he looks like without his mask (or is it a long collar?!?!)

❦𝑁𝑂𝑅𝑂𝑇𝑂𝑆𝐻𝐼

- after a rough training you both walk through the fields to cool down with arms wrapped around each other’s body

- with the way he talks I feel like he would randomly make poems about you 🤷🏽‍♀️

🏷’s : @cheniqee

If your fav is not on here you can request them separately!! :) n if you want a girl ver. lemme know !

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stellar-pexel · 1 year

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AGAHAG

doing my introduction now because i’m just amazing like that

Hiiiiiii!

You can call me Star/Stardust/Moonie!!

My pronouns are She/They/Xe!! (I am girlflux so this will yk vary from time to time)

Sometimes I do art! I mostly keep it to myself though

I’m Black!

I am most definitely neurodivergent, i am diagnosed gifted and undiagnosed autistic [my mom wasn’t very accepting when i expressed my thoughts on it]

I am a minor so, yeah yk your position on that

i am a lesbian/sapphic!!

I am an agere and i rlly don’t like nsfw or like fetishization of agere so that’s a dni

The rest of my dni list includes proshippers, a basic dni criteria, zionists/israel supporters, mspec lesbians, anti furries, and people who still support dream

uhhh wait lemme think i don’t know how to go on

Okay uh here’s some stuff that i like

• Stranger things [Btw um before u follow i ship harringrove and i enjoy billy hargrove’s character (i obviously absolutely do not excuse his actions though) so that’s probably something you should know before following]

•Camp Cretaceous/Jurassic Park universe

•Paper Girls [god i love that show, you should totally watch it but not yknow give money to amazon because they’re funding genocide, so wink wink nudge nudge 🏴‍☠️]

• Trolls

•MCU and various Spider-man things

•BFDI/BFB, TPOT and II [thanks to /pos peer pressure from my friend @l11ghtning

•PJO/HOO universe [shout out for being my first ever fandom, and introduction to fanfiction, never forget 🫡]

•The Owl House, rip to a literal legend

•FNAF [ny fav game is SL, and my fav animatronic is Funtime Freddy :3]

•i also like when disney drops a banger tv show [exc. The ghost and molly mcgee, gravity falls, svtfoe (if yk, yk), amphibia, moon girl and devil dinosaur* •Steven Universe

• Inside Job

•Hamilton, heathers, SIX,

• Scream Franchise (AMBER FREEMAN TAKE ME NOW)

•Midsommar

•Carrie (and i’ve been meaning to read that one stephen king book about the car)

• Pearl & X

•Get Out and Nope

•probably some other stuff i’m forgetting, you’ll probably see it anyways

That’s pretty much it, uhh i guess i’ll drop my discord-

Discord: stellarpexel

i mean should i put my pinterest-

nah lol :p

My Pronouns Page: https://en.pronouns.page/@snurf_star

[i was raised by vine compilations, pbs kids and my baby can read- it probably shows…]

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yomiosatious · 1 year

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FISHTANKS???? YOOO LEMME SEE THAT SHIT IMMEDIATELY

also you should totally look into sirens (sally mander) theyre fucked up and i have one named benry

YOU DEMAND I SUPPLY ‼️‼️‼️

My nano reef is an absolutely insane freak of nature. It is entirely self sufficient, I do not add anything besides food once every 2 weeks to the tank. The rest is all balanced out by the macro algae I grow to maintain balance in the water quality. My corals are all soft and don’t need much maintenance at all. The only occupants of this tank are my starfish who u can barley see (Patrick) and some assorted snails. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 💖

My planted 5 gallon is also entirely self sufficient, and was made for my 6 year old green neon Little Papa. He outlived his original school so I bought a new school for him. The babies now are all grown up but they still act like kids. Little Papa is huge on the right of the first pic. They all hunt the aquatic bugs I have in my tank. That’s right, self sustaining food source. Crazy right? Not sure myself how it happened but I’m glad it did. They hunt for their food on their own and I don’t feed them often, like maybe once every two weeks when I feed my reef. I also have a tiny chili rasbora. But I don’t see him often because he spends all his time hiding. If you look through my yomiofishous tag you’ll see him. He’s completely blind in both eyes! Every time I think he’s dead he shows up so I just assume he’s alive until proven otherwise. The last fish in there is the betta. It was my sisters but she didn’t really take care of it so I took it. Now it refuses to die, which isn’t bad. But it limits what I can do with the tank which is annoying lol. He bullies my shrimp too much.

Lastly my swamp tank is literally like a living trash can. I throw all the clippings I don’t use when I trim my 5 gallon in there and just let it fester. I have 2 banded killifish in there who absolutely love all the excess plant growth. I also have one mystery tetra who I feel bad for. I can’t find him a school until I know what kind of tetra he is and I’ve been looking but can find none that look like him yet. So until then he’ll have to keep enjoying hiding in the plants. This tank also has the bugs btw so feeding isn’t something I do often.

THANK U AGAIN FOR ASKING ME ABOUT MY TANKS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

Also so awesome of u to have a crazy amphibian named benry,, so fitting for a long mudpuppy lookin creature beast to be named after another inexplicable indescribable entity. I LOVE SALAMANDERS

#top ten asks of ever #yomioasks #yomiofishous

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alyjojo · 9 months

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Love Reading 💣 - July 2023 - Taurus

Singles:

Overall energy: The Fool

How you will meet: 2 Swords & The Tower

How they will treat you: Queen of Pentacles

Long-term Potential: The Hierophant

Oracle:

Dance in the storm ⛈

Keep your word.

Wow, this is a great reading. Whoever they are, they’re going to hit you like a lightning bolt ⚡️ out of nowhere, you won’t see them coming. Nor will you necessarily trust it right away, there’s going to be a period where you’re like “why u lyin’?” 🤣 You think they’re messing with you, manipulating you, anything but actually being this serious…probably this fast. Because this seems to move FAST. Justice shows they mean it, and they make a point to consistently prove it every step of the way. Your objections and lack of trust amuse them.

If you have options before you meet this person, that will be no more. You could’ve gone through some difficult relationships before now, which would explain your immediate indecision & second guessing this person. But I get they are in love with you, spoil you, helping out & acts of servicing the fk out of you with this Queen of Pentacles. Could be another earth sign, or have an earth Venus for me to get it that way. They’re like lemme change your oil. Lemme make you eggs 🍳 Lemme get this lightbulb real quick. Lemme make sure we have candles in a blackout, the gas tank is full, and I called ahead just to make sure. I got it, you need it, and I got it. Just some examples…I’m dying over here. It’s genuine. They don’t care what you think about it either, you’ll learn 🤣 Long term is MARRIAGE, and they’re going to clear up any confusion you have about any dang thing you can think up…you need some clarity Taurus ok, they got that too. Clownin’ with cuteness, 10/10.

Messages -

Their side:

- Older man/woman

- I want to grow with you 🌸

Your side:

- Sweet as candy 🍬

- Forever Young

Signs you may be dealing with:

Scorpio, Libra, Pisces & Gemini

Couples:

Overall energy: 9 Swords

Current: Justice

Challenge: Ace of Wands

How they feel about you: Page of Cups & The Sun

How you feel about them: Knight of Swords

Outcome: The Star

You two are emotionally distant and pretty separate through July, though I don’t see a breakup, there is likely to be a row between you. Your person comes up as someone loud, yelling, ragey, argumentative. You’re coming up as very cold, and condescending twice, it shows up in their Oracle too, like this is something that reaaaally pisses them off. An air about you, but I mean if they tantrum like a toddler…yeah, so that’s the issue here 😆 Your Oracle encourages more kind words to deflect their “rage issues” or whatever this is, rather than tossing gasoline onto that fire, that’s seems to be the whole issue this month.

They’re really stressed out because they see you not speaking to them at all, you’ve got your sword up ready to attack if they come at you in a certain way, and they’re aware of that. You’re setting clear boundaries surrounding communication. They better check their tone or don’t even come at you kind of energy. I don’t get “ragey” cards, or explosiveness, but you see them as Knight of Swords, and his communication can be swift & vicious so long as his point is made. You’re not into that, it’s an immediate nope. Every air sign is here, you both show up as the Swords pair, which could show you both have heavy air energy, or just the emotional detachment you both have for each other after an argument, you’re both in this hands off detached energy. Both are focused on clear communication and truth, but that’s the problem too. You’re taking necessary space to get your head clear and figure out what you will want to say. I don’t get cruelty, spite, control issues, jealousy, none of that. You’re about logic, fairness, balance, talk it out…but you’re not talking it out, which has them like ??? 🤯

They’re stressing over you, because you’re completely unbothered with them. Happy even, doing your own thing, living your life, possibly treating yourself to whatever, whenever, and aren’t concerned with this situation at all. It’s like they messed up, and you need a break, but you’re sure to enjoy every second of that break, because you’re not an unhappy person. You’re getting your head on straight, this person has knocked you off balance and you’re working to fix that with some space, it’s all positive energy with you, just an independent one. The issue seems to be motivation for them to handle this conflict between you, and you’re not interested. Or you’re mad at them and taking it out on them by freezing them out with silence, could be, but again I don’t get vengefulness or intentional mean behavior. You just don’t want to argue, so you’re not gonna talk to them. That’s about as deep as it goes. If you’re allowing other people into this situation, friends/family, that’s a big problem as well.

They see you as apologizing and trying to have a new start with them, the outcome is really good too, it’s a temporary blip on the radar where this person comes at you aggressively, maybe saying some harsh things, and you’re like NOPE. Bye. In a condescending way, you’ve noped them right out of your life for a period of time. Focusing instead on work and the things that bring you joy, because their bs does not. Spirit wants you to also look at your own tone, not just what you say but *how* it’s said, it seems to encourage this person going from irritated to just ridiculous 🔥 or something. Not that it’s your fault, or problem, but more like - control what *you* can is what I’m getting with that. You see the whole thing as a disaster having been avoided because you noped them in the first place. Could leave altogether. They could compare issues now to issues in the past, that’s how you’re seeing them, and that’s something that needs to stop as well. You can’t even relate to that, which is probably where condescending comes in, or if they’re harping on old situations that are long gone. You’ll have to phrase that in a way that’s palpable for them to ponder. Outcome is healing, and overcoming this. After their outburst, they are also in a more communicative and balanced state of…let’s talk. It’s gotta start somewhere but I do see it being addressed successfully.

Messages -

Their side:

- Irresponsible

- LOUD 📢

Your side:

- Condescending

- Obsessed with work

Oracles - Breathe like you know how.

Their side: Avoid being pulled in by people who use you and put you down.

Your side:

Many times, kind words expressed when someone is in a rage will help neutralize the negativity.

What you worry about now will resolve itself if you’re patient and let your chart unfold.

Signs you may be dealing with:

Aquarius, Libra, Gemini, Leo & Scorpio

#taurus tarot reading #july 2023 #love tarot spread #singles reading #couples reading #Taurus #tarot

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pippipsquirtsquirt · 1 year

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Holidays Make the True Feelings Come Through

For winter break, since Riyah’s parents had nothing to do with her, her best friend, Xavier, decided to take her home with him so she had a family for Christmas.

Once Xavier got to his fathers door, he hesitated, wondering if his father was gonna be to busy once again to bother with him.

Xavier showed her up to his old room and sat down their things. “My dad doesn’t mind you staying in here, I can just sleep on the floor.” Riyah rolls her eyes and decided to deal with that later, knowing she wasn’t going to make him sleep on the floor of his own room, besides, it’s not like they’ve never slept in the same bed.

After Riyah meets Xavier’s father, she felt bad for Xavier. He was barely acknowledged. As a way to cheer Xavier up, she grabs her coat and Xavier’s hand, pulling him outside and quickly chucking a snowball in his face.

“He should be home any minute, but we don’t have to worry about him too much, he’ll probably be on the phone all of break, so that leaves us to pretty much whatever.” Riyah smiles at this, knowing full well that she’ll be starting a snowball fight with him at some point.

Xavier chuckles and retorts back with an even larger one, but making sure not to hurt her. He’d always saw her as something more then a friend, but he didn’t want to ruin the good thing they had going.

After a few being thrown from the both of them, Xavier tackles her into the snow, laying on top of her as she giggled. He couldn’t help but stare into her eyes, and even lean in a little u til he realized what he was doing and quickly got up, helping her to her feet.

Riyah smiled and kept hold of his hand as she brought him inside, Xavier grabbing her coat and heading to the kitchen for a warm drink to warm them up.

Riyah hops on top of the counter next to him with a grin. “My family would never let go on the holidays. I can’t even remember the last time I laughed on winter break. I miss the happy Christmas’ when me grandmother was still here.”

Xavier pauses and looks up at her, wrapping his arms around her waist. “Well, I’m glad you’re here with me, haven’t had a good Christmas since my mom’s been gone.” Riyah smiles down at him and rests her forehead on his shoulder, though the counter was of decent height, she wasn’t towering over Xavier so it made leaning on him very easy.

Though Xavier’s father was busy, he still loved his boy, and when he perked into the kitchen to check on them, he saw the sight and grinned. He couldn’t help himself and grabbed the mistletoe and hung it over the kitchen entry.

Xavier pulled away from her and handed her a mug of hot cocoa and helped her from the counter. He was quick to see what his father had done and tried to hide his smile. He pulled her over to the entry of the kitchen and leaned against the doorframe, acting as casual as he could.

“Lemme see your mug a second.” Riyah carefully handed it to him and he set it down on the nearby table and signaled her to look upwards.

Riyah frowned and looked up, quickly blushing, looking back to Xavier to see him slowly leaving in and placing his hands around her hips, pulling her close.

He brushed his lips over hers and whispered, “Stop me if you don’t want this, but I think you do.” Riyah quickly leaned in and connected their lips in a long, passionate kiss.

Once they pulled away, Xavier’s father clapped with a chuckle. “Adorable, honestly adorable.” Xavier blushed and stepped away a little, still holding her.

Later that night, after Christmas movies playing on the tv and Riyah snuggled into Xavier’s embrace, they headed up to his room, his father yelling for them to keep the door open.

“It should be obvious now, but you aren’t sleeping on the floor, Xav.” Xavier chuckled and took off his shirt, going into the bathroom, and changing into a pair of sweats before hopping on the bed and tossing her one of his shirts. “Wear this, you’ll look cuter in it then I ever did.”

Riyah blushes and changes into it, falling onto the bed next to him. Xavier turns on his side and smiles at her, brushing his thumb over her lips. She closes her eyes and smiles.

Nothing but silence is shared between them until Xavier shuts off the light and kisses her forehead, bringing her to sleep in his arms before they quickly fall asleep, both happier then ever.

#xavier thorpe #xavier thrope imagine #wednesday #netflix

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caswlw · 3 years

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that being said i think that the cartoon to anime gateway drug does bite jack and he ends up trying and failing to get cas to teach him Another language when he’s already pretty shit at reading so they end up doubling down on teaching him to read because he likes reading the subtitles !! he wants everyone to love tv the same way he does and that includes eileen too so he keeps learning so he can sit her down the same way he does with dean, cas, and sam and introduces her to an anime he likes :) eileen is very touched and they end up having regular nights where instead of jack’s standard morning cartoon he watches subbed anime with eileen :D

#i just think it’s sweet #as someone who has a shit time processing anything without subtitles i think it’s just a kind gesture to keep them on yk?#and in this case- jack is learning to read so he can watch anime with eileen just bc he thinks well ofc she should be able to watch cartoons #jack loves quality time w his various parental figures #i think with cas it’s anything. he can put on any show and cas is content #sam prefers that jack watches the more educational stuff but he doesn’t mind anything that’s on rn that’s cool like.#sam is most def also watching anime with eileen and jack bc he thinks the storylines are so cool no lie #and with dean it’s classic cartoons from when he was a kid and adaptations of it now #like dean liked the old batman cartoons so they cycle thru those and young justice and teen titans and now dean is deep into ttg with jack #and he loves it! it’s funny and it’s spending time w his kid #i think that claire also gets roped into this and the wayward sisters introduce jack to those middle years he’s missing with gen x parents #anyway i think patience and jack have similar taste and kaia alex and claire all try to get him into more actiony animes #like he’s totally chill with watching normal ones but claire is like we HAVE to watch [blank] bc she’s been dying to!#i think it’s also nice to imagine that he treats it like an introductory way of becoming friends #like lemme show u something i think you’ll like!#jack kline cartoon boy :)#spn

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void-potter · 3 years

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what i honestly think it would be like to date loki

btw to those who have sent me requests...i see you! i promise. i’ve just been a bit unmotivated at the moment. so here’s this for now i guess LMAO

lemme just say right now...actually getting to the point of dating loki would take a long time

a LONG TIME

the enemies (but not rlly enemies) to allies to friends w tension to yearning / crushing on each other to lovers type thing

i mean have u seen how loki grew up??? he has major trust issues and doesn’t get close to people

i think it’d take a few years of extreme slowburn, arguing, and yearning w one another until feelings actually start to show

loki wouldn’t be afraid of staring - or eye contact, tbh

you’d just be sitting at one of tony’s famous parties, feeling slightly out of place while standing amidst a group of people avidly telling their own stories (let’s be real...it’s mainly tony talking)

and for just a quick second you let out a small comment that earns a couple grins and chuckles from the people around you

the conversation moves on, but you can’t help but feel loki’s intense gaze on you

and he doesn’t look away for a good ten seconds

or maybe you’ll just be eating dinner and loki will carefully watch you with soft eyes from across the table

he analyzes everything about you...

the way you raise a quizzical eyebrow, the way you avert your gaze away from him when his flirty comments make you nervous

the way you flip the pages of your book gently

the way your body just naturally leans into his touch

he notices everything.

everything.

loki most definitely is not a PDA person in my opinion . like at all

but the one thing he ALWAYS does. like ALWAYS, is have one hand placed gently on the small of your back

as a way to always somehow be touching you, and letting you know he’s there

(and ofc letting everyone else know)

but when alone, i honestly do think that touch is one of loki’s main love languages

he’s always touching your mf NECK

you don’t know why, and neither does he

but he’ll just come behind you and gently brush any hair to the side, and run his chilly fingers down your neck

or he’ll place a gentle kiss on your neck’s sweet spot after anything (after a heated make out session, after saying good morning, after dinner, ANYTHING)

he’s a neck guy ok i’ve decided

i also feel like loki is the type to act all macho and tough but he’ll be like

“actually, my dove, i guess you could paint my nails. i guess we could match. only green, though”

also this is a lil NSFW but loki is 100% INDEED A GOD NOT ONLY IN THE STREETS, BUT IN THE SHEETS AS WELL

he puts his powers to good use if ya know what i mean

seriously though, he worships you. WORSHIPS YOU. not only your body, but your mind, heart, and soul as well

anything intimate he goes into with pure passion because he believes it intertwines your souls together even more

ALSO i literally believe that loki, in the late hours of the night, while you two are sleepy in each other’s arms under the dim moonlight, will braid your hair gently

he’s quite good with his fingers

in more ways than one

after kissing you, loki likes poking you gently with his nose, then completely leaning into you, and pulling you into a tight embrace

i don’t see him as a huge cuddler while sleeping, but he ALWAYS is either holding your hand or having his arm/hand on you SOMEWHERE at least

always touching u!

now i know this is kind of depressing, but there would definitely be fights occasionally between you and loki

sometimes loki cant watch his tongue, and you end up storming out of the room in tears

or even if it’s something about him going out on missions and doing reckless shit and you’re TIRED OF IT

and he gets too defensive and you both end up stressed out and w raised voices, so you just storm out

but he never. EVER goes to sleep mad at you. he did it once and woke up feeling terrible and vowed to never let you two go to bed angry

by the end of the night, he’s kissed you wherever you’ve got tears falling, and whispers “im sorry, my dove” “forgive me, please”

you guys kiss a lot

like a lot

loki loves going on walks with you. it’s just something you’ve both normalized in your day to day routine together

you like to call loki “shakespeare” bc mf can be so dramatic sometimes and recite goddamn poems to you out of nowhere

but you honestly love it

LMAO sometimes i feel like during a make out session loki will just softly bite your ear for no reason

the first time u were like??? but you’re into it

you and loki out in public literally look exactly like that one picture of natalia dyer and charlie heaton

ya know...the one of them walking hand in hand on the streets, resting bitch faces, dressed all in black, big ass sunglasses, sharing earbuds

you guys truly are that couple

i feel like “mirrors” by justin timberlake just fits the relationship vibe. do u know what i mean?

BATHS TOGETHER. ALL THE MF TIME. he just loves skin on skin

loki loves you so much

like loki iS SO reserved around people (other than you) but if someone asks about you he will literally spill his heart out, talking about how you are truly an angel sent from heaven for him

he only has eyes for you. forever and always

soulmates

#imagine #avengers imagine #loki #loki laufeyson #loki odinson x reader #loki x reader #tom hiddleston x reader #tom hiddleston #marvel imagine #x reader

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summary; Regardless of whether you are a liar or not, that didn’t make it okay for Jungkook to lie to you. warnings; virgin jungkook, timid jungkook, church boy jk, a LOT of religious themes/discussion, catholic guilt, fear of sinning, mentions of masturbation, heavy doubts, a little paranoia/fear of being outcasted, jk has a crush, confessions, making out, boob lover jk has his boobs touched, groping/petting, light praise, very brief/light choking, jk is horny like 75% of the time, positive character development <3 rating; m (18+) wc; 9.5k

banner; as always, by @jamaisjoons !! ty ty ty!! <3333

notes; i have to apologize for delaying this update for so long. truth is, it was difficult to write the next part bc i felt like i had trapped myself in pt2-- jk wasn't showing ANY progress & i started to really hate his character. LUCKILY, with the help of my amazing editor n wife @kigurumu *audience cheers* i was able to put him back on the right track towards redemption! (& even more painful angst in the future!) sadly, that means that this part doesn't include any explicit smut, you'll see why. still, I'm very proud of how much i was able to build his character in this part and i hope you enjoy it!!! lemme know what u think <3

in the future, i will try my best to make sure the chapters aren’t so spaced out. again, i am so so sorry about taking so long to update this series

He gets your text the following Tuesday morning.

Now, Jungkook has never been one to be overly invested in his cell phone; he uses it as much as he needs to, just checks his emails, takes some photos, and sends texts when necessary. But you had set up a particularly unique ringtone for yourself the other day, had sweetly asked for his phone as he laid against your chest. His skin had felt warm and the slightest bit sweaty, his body pressed so closely against you that he couldn’t tell where he ended and you began. “Did you have fun?” you asked, fingers combing back his hair. He had hummed, eyes fluttering shut to the faint tapping of your fingers across the keyboard. If he closes his eyes, he can still remember the soft beating of your heart beneath his ear, the leg you had hooked around his waist to pull him closer. The memory makes him shiver.

It’s a high-pitched bell sound that alerts him of your messages now, completely unlike the classic default tone he had set for everyone else.

From the other side of his room, Jungkook immediately pauses to look at it, the lit up screen glaring back at him from its idle place on his bedside table. He always leaves it there in the mornings, beside his rosary and the picture of his family, as he gets ready for work.

He knows exactly who it’s from— after all, that’s what you wanted when you stylized your ringtone —which is why his hand trembles in excitement as he unlocks his phone.

[❤️]: picnic tomorrow? 🥰

[❤️]: after my last class of course

Jungkook’s first thought is that this was a date, his first one with you since he had met you. His heartbeat hammers at the thought, at the mere suggestion that the two of you would be able to spend more time together this week outside of your usual weekend�� acts. Additionally, if you’re asking him on a date, then surely it means you view Jungkook as a potential suitor, just as he does you? Do you want to maybe date Jungkook? Jungkook certainly wants to date you— in fact, if he starts gathering his courage now, he might be able to properly ask you out tomorrow.

Jungkook’s second thought is of that guilty, gross feeling that’s been gnawing at his insides for three days now, and how it was inevitably going to get worse when he saw you again.

He had lied to you, Jungkook recalls, sinking down against his mattress, shirt half buttoned, as he stares at the screen. He had lied to your face during a critical moment, had felt that seed of doubt in his chest blossom more than ever. And not only had Jungkook lied to you, but he had lied to you about his feelings toward you. How could he ever hope to hold you close, to date you, when he couldn’t even be honest with you?

The memory of your curious gaze presents itself at the forefront of his mind, the soft sound of your laughter ringing in his ears.

You had been so sweet to him despite his blunder, had cupped his face and kissed him on the lips when he dropped you off outside your apartment. “Not today,” you crooned, unbuckling yourself as Jungkook’s eyes trailed over your throat— ignoring your cross —and down your chest. “I have schoolwork to catch up on. But soon, okay?” Another sweet peck had left him trailing after your touch, your finger bopping the tip of his nose playfully. “Call me when you get home.”

And because he was so terribly, irrevocably smitten with you, Jungkook had done as you said and called you. He’d called you and then had whimpered against his sheets as you generously talked him through another sinful deed. You had softly sighed his name over the line, told him he was handsome and that you missed him. That you wanted him in your mouth—

And of course, he had felt… something afterwards.

This is where his dilemma begins: Jungkook had felt something afterwards, and he’s not sure if it had been entirely good or bad. The longer Jungkook stays around you, hangs out with you, does things with you— the more he can feel parts inside of himself change. Because after the phone call, Jungkook had felt two distinct emotions within himself, both of which were up for questioning.

First, there was that one feeling he was becoming all too familiar with, the crushing guilt that would consume him following any sexual interaction with you or himself for that matter. Why was he like this? Why did he indulge himself in such heinous pleasures when he knew, knew better than anyone, what committing such acts meant for the future of his soul? He was practically dooming himself the way he was now, but Jungkook just didn’t understand— why did something so bad feel so good?

But alongside that gnawing guilt was this tiny, weirdly pleasant satisfaction, a gratification that superseded the relief felt by an orgasm. It was this oddly serene feeling that settled over Jungkook in the moments following a climax, the soft brush of your hands through his hair, the low lilt of your voice. They made him feel like he was floating on the softest of clouds, kissed and pampered by its wispy tendrils. It made something inside of Jungkook feel different, new. Good.

(In the back of his mind, Jungkook realizes he’s always felt that way. At the height of his pleasure, at the faintest brush of your hands against his. It was a staple of your presence, one that made Jungkook feel like he was walking on air.)

From whatever angle he looked at it, it just didn’t make sense. They were contrasting emotions; while one made him feel godawful, the other one practically made him transcend. The fact they could coincide, exist all at once, had Jungkook’s brain folding in on itself as he tried to figure out why. They kept him up the last few nights, eyes blankly staring up at his ceiling following his evening prayers. Mulling over everything he’s ever learned and been told, always circling it back to your beautiful presence in his life.

He knows sex in itself is not bad— after all, that was how the beautiful process of life came to be —but years upon years of studying his religion, cultivating his faith, had all led him to the same conclusion: premarital sex was wrong. And for the past few weeks, well. That’s all Jungkook had been doing with you.

It seems like every time you meet, you’re dead set on pleasuring him, turning Jungkook into a shivering, teary-eyed mess while you grinned from above. That confused him too— as far as Jungkook knew, the whole point of sex was to chase after your own pleasure, something you admittedly did not do. It was always Jungkook’s pleasure, Jungkook’s enjoyment that you wanted, covering him in languid kisses and long caresses until he was inevitably shooting his hot cum all over your lap and into your hands.

You had told him it was okay, that he should never feel bad for enjoying himself. But, to return back to his original dilemma, he doesn’t quite know if he can trust your word.

You’re a liar, that much Jungkook can look past his rose-tinted glasses to admit. While you may not have lied to him (or at least, Jungkook wants to believe you haven’t), the fact still stands that you are quite willing to deceive others in order to get what you want. He already knows you aren’t the biggest believer of the Church yourself, that you frequently brush off your religious duties in order to fulfill your own desires— the aforementioned sexual cravings probably the biggest one —so, quite frankly, Jungkook is untrusting of the rest of your practices. Were you lying to him, telling him all was well, just for your own benefit? Just because you wanted to drag him along on your lustful adventures? He wasn’t sure, and as much as he wanted to trust you wouldn’t, there’s a shred of doubt that plagues him.

But still.

Regardless of whether you are a liar or not, that didn’t make it okay for Jungkook to lie to you.

He taps his phone against his chin, brain a frenzied mess.

If Jungkook really wanted to pursue this relationship with you, he needed to be honest with himself and with you. Did it bother him that you were so flippant with the Church, the one he himself feels so devoted to? Yes and no. Jungkook has never been one to impress his beliefs on others, and truthfully, he would not be the slightest bit bothered if you don’t believe in the same things he does. Would there be some awkwardness in your relationship? Certainly, but at least Jungkook would know the real you from the very beginning.

But to him, posing as an avid follower when you really aren’t rubs part of him the wrong way. He’s slightly put off by that aspect of you, and justifiably felt that anyone would feel such a way if someone were to use something they love as mere leverage for their own personal gain. And to make matters worse, now that he’s been made aware, it weighs down heavily on his conscience.

Part of Jungkook, as selfish as it may be, wishes you had never revealed your secrets to him. He may have been left in the dark a total fool, but at the very least he would have been a happy fool. Would he still feel guilt about all the sexual deeds he’s partaken in with you? Sure, but at least he would only have himself to blame. The way things are now, he’s unsure who really needs to be condemned.

Realistically, it is Jungkook’s fault. He knows how you are and even more, he knows you would never proposition him for any such sexual deed if he told you no, if he simply denied you. But he doesn’t tell you no, and that’s the problem: Jungkook really likes you as you are now, questionable behavior be damned. He likes you when you make him cry and when you pinch his cheeks and when you snake your hand down his pants.

He still thinks you’re amazing, gets this fluttery feeling when you look at him with that sparkling gaze of yours. Your laughter makes him smile, even if you’re not laughing at something he said, because the sound is just so comforting, warm and soothing, makes his entire body relax when you chuckle. You have this gentle touch, these delicate hands that carefully comb his hair back for him in the car sometimes, tracing the side of his face softly. Your smile makes him dizzy, makes him want to cup your face in his hands and kiss you breathless. And, of course, he can’t complain about your… other talents when he’s only been on the beneficial receiving end of said talents. That aforementioned satisfaction, as small as it may be and as difficult as it was to admit to, was something Jungkook has begun to look forward to on the occasions that you meet.

But his inability to overlook his own beliefs and your confusing nature brings about a great strife within Jungkook. It’s the reason he hesitates outside the church after dropping you off, his car running as he glares at his steering wheel. Everything in him says to go inside and confess to his sins, relieve himself of this overwhelming sense of guilt and shame to the closest person to his Lord.

But he’s scared.

Scared that, despite the oath of confidentiality, word will get out. His fellow brothers in faith will hear about what he’s done and call him out for his lecherousness. But even worse, he’s scared of what will happen to you. Would Jungkook’s life be over if he were thrown out of his beloved church? As dramatic as he may be, no. But he recognized that there were different standards to which men were held in this society, that an act of desire by him would not ruin his name the same way it would you.

And Jungkook didn’t want that. He wanted to keep you safe. Wanted you to be happy and smiling, regardless of how conflicted it made him, because he likes you. He likes you so much, despite the fact he has yet to uncover the true extent of your character.

But the cloud of mystery is partially what intrigues him, has him pondering over your very existence instead of getting ready for work as he is now. He’s terribly enamored, thinks about you and prays for you every night. So maybe Jungkook is still the fool, because he still daydreams about you when he knows he shouldn’t.

His phone buzzes in his hand—

[❤️]: i miss you bunny ☹️

—and his decision is made.

Tuesday passes by in a blur and before he knows it, it’s Wednesday afternoon and you’re texting him the location of one of the parks in the city. You had told him not to worry about the food because you would bring it. Jungkook’s only job was bringing the picnic blanket, a huge checkered thing he had spent all morning rifling through three stores for. He wants to impress you, desperately so, that he’s even wearing a nicer outfit today, darker tones unlike his normal warm palette because he had heard a woman at his job say men look cooler in dark colors.

Suffice to say, he sticks out like a sore thumb at the park, the stark black of his jeans contrasting with the vibrant green of the neatly cut grass. Jungkook has half the mind to feel self-conscious about it, but then you’re calling his name from a couple meters away and his breath leaves his lungs.

“Hi,” you greet, the handle of your wicker basket held tightly between two hands; Jungkook rushes to relieve you of the weight. “Did you wait long?” you ask, rewarding his gentlemanly behavior with a chaste kiss against the corner of his mouth that kick-starts his heart back into action and has his face burning up.

In all honesty, you have never dressed very modestly— not that you had to, nor that there was anything remotely wrong with that. Jungkook has spent many a mass service fighting the urge to glance down the front of your dresses and tops, ignoring the cleavage you liked to show off now and then. But apparently, what Jungkook had seen up until now was your version of dressing modestly. The dress you show up with today, an off day where there are no church ladies to impress and no unspoken dress codes to follow, makes his brain short circuit. The thin, thin, straps that hold it up giving him an all access view to the broad expanse of your shoulders and chest and collarbones and boobs—

“No!” Jungkook rushes to reassure you, fighting down the blush that threatens to travel further down his neck when you carefully straighten out the collar of his shirt for him. “I- I, um, just got here.”

You beam at the news. “I bought cheesecake,” you tell him, looping your arm through his as you tug him along. “I hope it hasn’t melted yet!”

By the time the two of you settle at a suitable spot near the lake, the cheesecake hasn’t melted. It’s still cold and solid, tastes like heaven on Jungkook’s tongue, and you laugh when his eyes light up. You look gorgeous like this, nestled against the checkered picnic blanket with a glass bottle of sparkling water in your hand, sandals just beside the edge of the blanket. There’s the faint chime of a bicycle bell somewhere to his left and the chatter of birds as they flock over the pond. Wonderful sights that would normally take his breath away and make him marvel at their beauty, but when you smile at him so gingerly like that, all Jungkook can think about is you.

He watches you slip a strawberry past your lips. “Tell me about yourself,” you hum, seemingly out of the blue, wiping the corner of your mouth with one careful finger. “Other than, like, church stuff,” you tease.

As you lean forward for another one, Jungkook’s brain stutters for a moment, eyes focused on the curves of your boobs as they naturally follow the movements of your upper body until he’s dizzy. “Huh?” he says, and you snort. “Oh— me, right, yes um—“

“Your favorite color?” you suggest, tugging the skirt of your dress tighter around your legs. It’s not cold, but there’s a slight breeze that keeps rolling over the two of you, pushing your floral scent over Jungkook and fluttering through his hair. “Right now, all I know is that you like cheesecake because you ate three slices at the bazaar the other week,” you chuckle.

It’s such a basic question, the bare minimum of knowing a person. But when you look at Jungkook like that, blinking those long lashes at him, it makes him forget his answer. “Um… Red,” he murmurs, watching you tug off the stem of the strawberry in your hands. “And white.”

You nod, and then you’re stretching a hand outward to offer him the aforementioned strawberry. When he doesn’t open his mouth right away, you silently demonstrate first, until Jungkook is slowly parting his lips and accepting your strawberry. The flavor bursts on his tongue, sweet and sticky, coating the very tips of your fingers when you don’t pull away fast enough. Jungkook averts his gaze when you pop them between your own lips and suck them clean.

“Red and white,” you repeat, unaware of the lustful images that flicker through Jungkook’s mind, the way his eyes unconsciously drop to the front of your dress, at the crevice between your breasts that he remembers oh so well, the tight suction around his cock as you— “They make pink, which is my favorite color.” He desperately clears his mind of the memories that flash before his eyes.

It’s a pretty color, fit for a pretty girl. Jungkook keeps the thought to himself as he watches you sift through the contents of your basket. It’s the perfect compliment to give you, he knows it’d make you happy, but his valor disappears when you throw him a soft grin and he’s transported back to a more recent memory, the memory in the car instead.

A bad influence, he had called you, had watched your eyes well up with an emotion he had never seen on you before. Sadness? Disappointment? Disgust? He wasn’t sure, all Jungkook could really remember was the acidity on your tongue when you had repeated the words back to him, the ghost of your touch when you had abruptly pulled away from him, shut him out. He doesn’t think he’s ever seen you so closed off before, not even when he had first met you and you were parading around with that staged shyness.

And even when Jungkook had corrected himself afterwards (read: lied to you to cover his tracks), the emotion had lingered. Even when you had playfully brushed him off, he had caught your reflection in the window beside you as he drove to your place. The sullen look on your normally happy face, lips down-turned, eyes lowered. A look he had put there.

And now he’s watching you carefully rip apart bread to throw at the birds with a tender smile. A cloud moves and suddenly the sun is beating down on your little picnic again, casting a beautiful glow across your skin that renders him breathless for the shortest moment, trapped by the sheer beauty you exude. You’re absolutely ethereal, and yet he had questioned you. Your morals, your character, everything.

“__?” he says before he can stop himself.

You hum, “yes, bunny?” before pausing your little feeding task to glance back over at him. When you look at Jungkook like this, meet his gaze straight on, he doesn’t see an ounce of ingenuity in your eyes. It might be Jungkook’s lovesick heart speaking, but he can’t imagine you ever lying to him. He looks away first, frowning at the various fruits sprawled between the two of you.

You care about him, that much Jungkook wants to believe. And his beliefs are confirmed, when your voice drops an octave lower, becomes softer, as you murmur, “is everything alright?” The fruits are carefully set aside, breaking the wall between the two of you until you can shuffle forward, your knees bumping against his. Hands reach for his, thumbs rubbing soothing circles against his skin.

Before you can repeat your inquiry a second time, Jungkook finds himself asking, “do you like me?”

Jungkook’s sudden inquiry makes your cheeks heat up just the slightest, your startled inhale barely contained.

It’s like a scene straight out of a teenage romcom— a confession in a park, your hearts bared for each other. But it’s a little awkward, you have to admit, unintentionally giving Jungkook’s soft hand a nervous squeeze as his question rolls over in your mind.

Duh, you want to say. But there’s something about the look in Jungkook’s eye— the eyes he very purposefully turns towards your hands, the hair he had let loose today providing him ample protection from your gaze —that has you pausing, carefully considering your next words.

You had hoped by now that it was obvious, that Jungkook understood how much he meant to you, and didn’t require some dorky confession in the park. Partially because, well. This wasn’t your usual role. Usually, it was the guy confessing to you, raving about all your redeeming qualities in an effort to win you over. But with Jungkook, all you know about relationships is flipped upside down, forcing you to play a position you’ve never played before.

Jungkook wasn’t like you; he was soft and sentimental, practically wore his heart on his sleeve for the whole world to see. And it was a massive heart, filled with so much love and adoration for the world around him, that you felt bad when he wore such sullen expressions on his face.

Expressions like the one he has now, lips pressed together tightly as he misreads your silence. He has honest eyes, a dark toffee color that sends tingles down your spine when he looks your way. They glimmer with a sort of innocence for the world, a thin sparkle that makes him look like a prince sometimes. He was devastatingly handsome, and now he was upset. “Um— it’s okay,” he stammers, trying to move the conversation along. But his eyes flicker around nervously, anxiously. Like your silence has left a burn mark on him, painful and delicate to the touch.

His comment isn’t completely unexpected. How very on-brand for big-hearted Jungkook to try to save you from an uncomfortable interaction, even if it was caused by him. “Um…” he murmurs, “it’s okay. If you don’t, uh. Like me?”

It sounds flimsy, even to you.

“No, no,” you rush to correct, your ability to speak slowly coming back to you only after the fact. “I do,” you admit, nerves on edge at this rather foreign situation. “I… like you a lot, Jungkook.”

You shouldn’t be surprised by his reaction. Jungkook blinks slowly, like his brain is still processing the information, and then, ever so artfully, goes up in metaphorical flames. “O- Oh,” he stutters, reaching a free hand up to press his knuckles against his face. The rosy hue that had first blossomed over his cheeks has now started crawling down his neck now, up his ears. It’s terribly endearing. “I— um. I didn’t know,” Jungkook rambles, and it’s so cute, so sweet, how a simple confession from you renders him this flustered.

His face emanates a warmth tangible even on your own skin, lips cutely quirking to the side as he fights off a bashful smile and the raging blush your words bring about. It certainly is a sight to see. His hair tickles his eyebrow, swept out of its usually neat style, but it makes him look all the more gorgeous. “Cute,” you chuckle, feeling the slightest bit shy at such a warm response from Jungkook. You sit back, giving him the space he needs, and turn your attention up at the big blue sky instead. “Really? I thought it was obvious,” you hum.

Part of you actually feels really awkward; as you said before, everything is so brand new with him. With Jungkook, he flips everything around for you, makes you actually admit to your emotions as opposed to simply going along with his. It’s a nice change of pace, as difficult as it may be, and the results are rather… cute as well. (He bites down a smile, but the action makes his normally soft cheeks look more pronounced than usual.)

“Because, I, um. Me too,” he says, voice wavering. He clears his throat and tries to meet your gaze under his fringe, but doesn’t last more than a second before he’s pointedly glancing at the picnic blanket beneath the two of you. “I’m— I like you too,” he admits, ears tinted a bright red. You figured as much but it was always nice to hear, especially from someone like Jungkook. “A lot.”

“Thanks,” you smile, placing a hand on his thigh.

His lips pull into a shy smile, aimed at your knees because he can never look you in the eye when you shower him in praise and other gooey, mushy feelings. It’s the same in the car or against your front door— he always manages to give your hand a tight squeeze, maybe even a kiss if he’s feeling brave. But the second you try to tell him you’ve had fun or that you’ll miss him, it’s like all his courage fades away, leaving him a blushing, smiley mess.

He was cute like that. Despite being so kind and caring, it was like Jungkook’s entire being stopped functioning when those types of gestures were aimed at him. So you relished those moments, looked forward to them with a fluttery feeling in your heart that couldn’t be tamed.

Today, he throws you for a loop. Just as that proud, giddy smile appears, cheeks and ears a pretty pink, it fades away. The excitement from your mutual confessions seems to remind Jungkook of something else, something less warm, that has him quietly mumbling, “I’m sorry.”

It’s confusing, to say the least. Just a moment prior, he had been pursing his lips in a silly attempt to hold back a smile. Now he’s staring at the ground with a rather pensive look, his apology sitting heavy in his throat. “What for?” you tentatively ask after one long beat. It had been so sudden. In your mind, there isn’t a single reason for Jungkook to be apologizing to you, especially so out of the blue. There is, however, an inkling of fear brought upon by what can only be classified as insecurity; you had just confessed your feelings for each other, why was he sorry about that?

Jungkook exhales, a quiet sound that is nearly lost among the bustling noises of the park. If you hadn’t been sitting so close, maybe you wouldn’t have heard it at all. “I just,” he huffs, pointedly glaring at some random spot of grass beside you. His features look sharper than ever now, jawline defined, brows narrowed together. It’s a rather misplaced realization, but Jungkook looks absolutely gorgeous with distress painting his face. “I was… being selfish before.”

In the few weeks you’ve known him, you’ve come to realize Jungkook was many things. First and foremost, he’s an absolute gentleman. Raised on manners and compassion, looking after others everywhere he went. He was caring and sweet, loved this world and the people in it so much. Soft-spoken but straightforward. He was dreamy, disgustingly so.

But selfish? It definitely sounds like something Jeon Jungkook is not.

Before you can interrogate him even further, it seems like Jungkook is dead set on getting through this alone. “I- I’m sorry,” he repeats, eyes downcast. Noticing his wavering confidence, you resign yourself to listening, hand giving him a reassuring squeeze. Finally, after a short moment, Jungkook murmurs, “...in the car.” You tilt your head to the side curiously, waiting for him to go on. “I said, um. Something rude.”

It takes a moment for the memory to load, and when it finally clicks into place and begins rolling, you find yourself muttering a faint, “ah.”

If it’s what you think it is, he’s talking about last weekend outside of the church. That terribly awkward encounter that had left a sour taste in your mouth afterwards. A bad influence, you recall him saying, the memory of his voice looped in your mind the entire drive to your place.

In all honesty, it had stung a little. While you were aware that Jungkook had an ongoing mental battle, you hadn’t realized your role was that big in it. It’s the reason you had sent him home that day, made up a lie about schoolwork just to give him some space. It’s nothing new, everyone’s had someone think badly of them before; gossipy classmates, rivals, maybe even random strangers on the street. But it felt different when it was coming from someone as sweet as Jungkook, so polite and righteous, who wouldn’t even hurt a fly. Like he was stating a fact, not an opinion.

It was a slip-up on Jungkook’s end, that much you could tell. Because he had been frantic to correct himself afterwards, had looked at you with these fearful eyes, like one wrong move and you’d slip from between his hands. Luckily, you weren’t that sensitive— definitely not as sensitive as him, at least —and such a comment had been practically meaningless moments later.

Still, in those few moments where it was meaningful (read: the short period it took for Jungkook to get home and call you, the words looping around your brain until the harsh ring of your cell phone finally interrupted), it had left you wondering. Have you been pushing him too far, asking for too much? The way you saw it, you always gave Jungkook room to object to any of your advances. You know he’s trapped in his thoughts more often than not, but you pay attention to him, you really do. You make sure to take his reactions into account, try to offer solutions where possible. But, for the briefest moment, all of those efforts had felt fruitless that day in the car.

What you say next is not a complete lie; sure, Jungkook’s comment had hurt for a bit, but here he was now apologizing for it. That was a good sign… right? “It’s okay,” you brush off, patting his cheek softly, hoping with every fiber in your being that it really was okay.

Your voice is gentle, soothing his doubts. Just moments prior, Jungkook had felt like he was asking for too much, especially when your feelings toward him were up in the air. But your earnest confession soothed the ache in his heart. It’s all he’s wanted these past few months, to belong in your heart like you do his.

But the guilt from before, the tumultuous feelings he’s been harboring towards you since the weekend, dampens his excitement. From your confession alone, it doesn’t seem like you questioned Jungkook. You weren’t put off by who he was, what he loved. So why couldn’t Jungkook be like you, think like you?

“I’m still sorry,” he says again, feeling like a broken record when he catches this sympathetic smile on your face. The scraps of eloquence he had gathered while originally apologizing seem to fade away, leave him a stuttering mess when he tries again. “That was— I shouldn’t have said—“

“Hey,” you cut off, placing a hand against his cheek. It stops his fidgeting, forces him to meet your gaze head on. There’s a smile on your face but something inside of Jungkook says it doesn’t feel real. “I like you, Jungkook.”

And it’s true and genuine, your words so honest it pains him to think he had ever thought otherwise. And you’re still smiling, even after being hit with the implication that Jungkook questioned your character and maybe that’s what hurts the most. That you still try to put on an easygoing expression for him after he’s said something hurtful. It’s the car all over again, that blank look in your eyes when he had spoken carelessly.

Before he can apologize for the umpteenth time, you’re shaking your head softly, smiling anew. But this time, he can’t tell if it’s real or not. “I brought orange juice,” you say, expertly moving the conversation along. And just as Jungkook has been thinking for weeks now, it’s like you know him so well. You know when things make him anxious or uncomfortable, know just how to help him out.

There’s a feeling of guilt that blossoms in his chest, but this time it’s different.

It’s not the usual sticky gross feeling of before, the one that has him staying up at night repenting for all his wrongdoings. It’s a personal kind of guilt that comes along with the frank realization that, while you have been learning and adapting to being around Jungkook, he has not been doing the same for you.

Though you may be a little playful at times, you don’t tease him for who he is, don’t stomp all over his beliefs as much as he deluded himself into thinking you do. (That whole, faux-believer thing was a different circumstance.) Like with the cross in his house the other day. As much as Jungkook wanted to believe what you had done was evil, he had, quite honestly, enjoyed himself afterwards. There wasn’t that heavy discomfort sitting on his chest anymore, that sense of shame lingering as you’d kissed his body and let him caress yours too, in the safety of your eyes only. It was enjoyable and fun, had felt exhilarating to be so intimate with you.

And instead of being thankful for your mindful efforts, he had questioned your sincerity.

The picnic goes by in a flash. Jungkook is sad he can’t enjoy it to the fullest, his brain filled with clamorous thoughts that circled around to torture him every few minutes. Still, the entire date feels like a dream, vibrant and beautiful, leaving him in a daze. He doesn’t want to wake up.

By the time you suggest wrapping up, the sun is setting over the horizon, the windows and lights of the buildings around you slowly flickering to life like a sea of tiny stars. He feels weak in the knees as he helps you pack everything back in your basket. “All set,” you smile, walking beside him, knuckles brushing against his until you fulfill Jungkook’s wordless wish and slip your hand into his.

Jungkook agrees, hoping his hand isn’t sweaty and that you mean what you say. “I- I liked the food,” he remembers to mention, the fact that you had so carefully and lovingly prepared all this not entirely lost on him. His compliment, as simple as it may be, has you beaming at him as you exit through the park’s front gates. His car is parked along the street, the sleek vehicle coming into view as you round the street corner, hands still fastened. “Um,” he mumbles, pausing beside it. You turn to face him, eyes clear and content.

All good things come to an end, he supposes, reluctantly letting go of your hand when you tug. “I’ll see you soon, okay?” you say, stepping up close, chest pressed against his. His breath hitched in his throat, eyes going wide when you nuzzle against his neck. Your hands slip around his waist. They wrap around him perfectly, make Jungkook feel like he was made for you.

By the time he’s springing into action, jerkily raising his free hand up to your back, you’re stepping away. “Call me when you get home,” you wink, sending shivers down his spine when he remembers what happened the last time you said that.

But Jungkook doesn’t think he can wait that long.

You’re slipping further and further away, fingertips just barely brushing against his forearm, when Jungkook jolts into action. “How are you, um—“ he stammers, feels too big for his shoes when you tilt your head curiously. And then, “d- do you need a ride?” he mumbles, cheeks warm.

It’s a feeble attempt at asking what he really wants. Offering you a ride home, while not a bad idea considering it was late and you had taken the bus here, is nowhere near what Jungkook really wants. What he wants is standing before him, thin spaghetti strap slipping down their shoulder, eyes sensually half-lidded and you know this too— because, again, you know Jungkook so well, know what he wants even if he can’t say it —as you step into his bubble again, peer up at him with your arms held behind your back.

“A ride home?” you ask, blinking your long lashes in a way that robs him of his breath. And he can see that switch flick on inside of you, watches that pure and innocent gleam in your eyes slowly become replaced with something mischievous. Jungkook nods dumbly. “I’d love that.”

Jungkook blinks. “Great,” he chokes out, neatly dropping the wicker basket in his hands. In a way, it brings him back down to reality, lets him snap away from your hypnotizing gaze as he reaches for the keys in his pocket. “Let me— I just have to— yeah,” he stammers, clicking the button on his car keys one too many times, has it perkily beeping. Your lips press together into an amused smile, the last thing Jungkook sees before ripping himself away from you and yanking the back door open.

He nearly throws the basket in like a madman, glassware be damned. It’s his last shred of rationality that tells him not to, the hairs on the back of his neck standing on edge as he steps up to the edge of the sidewalk and carefully places it on the floor behind the passenger’s seat.

When Jungkook rises back up, there is a hand that brushes against his forearm, a gentle touch that has him throwing a curious glance your way. He’s not expecting to be so entranced by the dreamy look in your eyes, feet glued to the ground as you trail your hand down, catching his wrist between your fingers. You’re standing so close, making Jungkook feel like he’s trapped between you and his own car. His entire body is on edge when you lean in, placing a soft kiss against the very corner of his mouth. It leaves a tingling sensation, and accompanied with the growing warmth beneath his skin, feels like he’s been burned. “I had fun,” you murmur, voice low. It sends a shock of electricity down his spine, a wave of exhilaration that has him fully turning to face you as you eventually step away, that same playful grin on your features again.

A surge of confidence and greed overcomes him, has him stepping forward into your space despite the nervousness that builds within him. There’s a hint of surprise in your eyes that you quickly mask, placating his bumbling nerves with a delicate hand placed over his heart. He can’t breathe when you lean in, softly humming, “kiss me?”

Jungkook’s lower lip wobbles. “O- Okay,” he concedes, voice but an airy whisper that is soon swallowed up. You taste like fruit and orange juice, remnants of your picnic clinging to your lips as you slowly consume Jungkook’s entire attention with this soft brush alone. It’s a rather short affair, one that ends all too soon when you pull away with a soft sigh against his lips.

Your smile is so pretty when you angle it at him, has him taking one jerky step backwards. His back hits the car, feels trapped. But he isn’t scared, doesn’t find himself anxiously awaiting your next move. “Good boy,” you purr, reaching one graceful hand forward, playfully tugging at his tie, wrapping it around your knuckles as you use it as leverage to pull him close again.

You’re just so pretty, Jungkook has always thought so. From the moment he first met you until now, there is something about you—a glint in your eyes, a quirk to your lips—that has had him under your spell for weeks now.

Had Jungkook seriously despised you and your ethics, perhaps this feeling would have gone away. But the fact of the matter is that you make Jungkook’s heart hammer dangerously in his chest, a shot of adrenaline through his veins when you look at him with those low-lidded eyes, touch him with those experienced hands. He wants you so bad, even after all he’s learned, all he’s seen. He wants you over him and under him, pressed against him from head to toe. He wants and he wants, and he knows it’s bad to want so much, to be so greedy. But with you around, Jungkook finds himself giving into that greed, clutching at it like a lifeline. “We can, um—,” he stammers, placing one uncertain hand against the top of the door frame beside him. You raise your brows, egging him on yet patiently waiting all at once.

Your gaze is so strong, and it’s in moments like these that Jungkook feels that feeling crawl up his throat. A serpentine gaze, a sticky sweet tongue. Everything he’s ever known says it’s wrong, but his heart and your confession says otherwise. He looks away, throws a bashful glance at the plush leather seats behind him. “In… inside?”

And the offer has you positively beaming before him, that same flirtatious shimmer in your irises doubling at the words that roll off his tongue. “Oh my,” you swoon playfully, stepping back to, Jungkook assumes, allow him to get in.

He plops down, feels like he would break out in a sweat if the evening temperature wasn’t so cool. The car’s interior blends into the shadows, his clothing practically indiscernible against the dark shade of the seats. A stark contrast to the pretty floral dress that suddenly spills itself over his lap when you climb in, the door tugged shut beside the two of you. All is silent, your thighs over his, hands on his shoulders. “Hi, bunny,” you murmur, lips pulled into a smirk, provocative yet playful, like you know something that Jungkook doesn’t.

Jungkook’s throat feels dry but he still manages to gulp. He’s drowning in your perfume and your body lotion, in the faint smell of the outdoors clinging to your clothes and your hair, the absolutely heavenly scent of just you in your entirety. “Hi,” he whispers back, voice lost beneath the thundering of his heartbeat in his ears. And his quiet greeting is rewarded with two soft hands that crawl up his neck, cupping his face in their palms.

“You were so sweet today,” you purr, nose nudging against his when you finally lean in, pressing your breasts against Jungkook. A tiny gasp catches in his throat, his hands instinctively going to your waist. “Can I kiss you again?”

Jungkook has never wanted anything more. “Please,” he exhales, feeling like he’ll explode if you don’t kiss him soon. You take his request in stride, jut your face forward just the slightest bit until your mouth is pressed firmly against his, the movement of your lips a practiced rhythm that he just can’t seem to master. He still tries his best, puckers his lips when he feels it’s right, tilts his head when you urge him with a soft nudge. He tries his best and hopes it’s enough.

By now, Jungkook has come to understand that there is a pattern to your kisses. You always start off slow and relaxed, mouth languidly moving against his as you lure him across a tightrope of anticipation. They gradually become more intense, pulling out whimpers and sighs from Jungkook that he had never known were possible. It’s a carefully crafted art form, the tongue that slides out from between your pillowy lips, dips into his own mouth with a giggly pant. “Good boy,” you hum in between, hands burying themselves in the hair at the nape of his neck. “Always so good.”

Jungkook shudders when you eventually part, can’t catch his breath fast enough before you’re reaching for the buttons on the front of his shirt, easily undoing the casual tie too. “Relax,” you tell him, bypassing his lips for the warm expanse of skin just below. You kiss over his chin, down his neck, as your hands crawl beneath his shirt and around his naked waist.

He’s ticklish, and when you brush against his ribs, he unwillingly releases a sharp huff of laughter. It’s followed by a wide-eyed look of embarrassment, cheeks a warm hue when you lean back in surprise at this new bit of information. “I— sorry,” he blurts out, because he doesn’t know proper make-out etiquette, doesn’t know anything really, except what you’ve shown him.

But the sound makes you snort, looking at him with this gaze that drips with honey. “So cute,” you tell him, placing a chaste kiss against his lips, before disappearing back down to lavish his throat with filthier kisses. And with you laving your tongue across his skin, biting at every inch available, Jungkook is left to fuzzily stare over the crystal clear windshield. He’s struck with the faint realization that if someone were to look hard enough, they would see him through the tinted glass as he fell apart into the hands of a pretty girl.

The soft smack of your lips against his skin is sensual, makes every hair on his body stand stiff. Your lips trail down the column of his neck, placing a bruising kiss at the juncture where it meets the rest of his body. “Oh,” he sighs, eyelids fluttering when a hand squeezes at his chest, thumb against his nipple.

Another muffled giggle pressed against the base of his neck, and when Jungkook focuses his eyes again, he catches his own gaze in the rearview mirror.

The sight of him is… weird to say the least.

Even in the dark, his lips look thoroughly debauched, puffier and redder than usual, slick with saliva that isn’t entirely his. He doesn’t tell himself to, but his mirrored counterpart peeks his tongue out, runs it along his top lip sinfully. Startled by his own appearance, Jungkook jolts in place, feeling you shift in his lap with a soft little whine. “Bunny,” you frown, and Jungkook watches your side profile in the tiny mirror as you sit back up, press your lips against his ear. “Sit still for me,” you tell him, hand slithering up his chest, around his throat. Over his Adam’s apple, squeezing just the slightest. It’s not tight, but it knocks the air out of his lungs when he sees the action mirrored back at him on the reflective surface.

That familiar guilt sticks in his throat, evident when your hand slips away and he swallows harshly, the protrusion just beneath his skin bobbing up and down.

In the back of Jungkook’s mind, he can recall the religious story that surrounded this bodily feature; a sin and the consequence. A garden and a fruit, a beautiful woman by his side.

Your hand creeps down between your bodies, palming over his quickly fattening cock, and Jungkook swears he sees stars, a strained whimper escaping from his lips that you giggle at. “Oh my,” he huffs, clutching at the skirt of your dress. You nuzzle close again, pressing a tender kiss against the side of his neck.

Your hands are so soft and sweet, brushing over his cock like you’re simply caressing him out of adoration and not because you want him to cum, staining his seats and your dress. Either way, Jungkook can’t even begin to imagine what you must be thinking; before the date and his confession, he had been afraid that you would discard him. Maybe Jungkook wasn’t what you wanted, maybe he wasn’t what you needed. You were so confident in yourself and your actions, a stark contrast to Jungkook and his constant uncertainty, his fear of doing the wrong thing plaguing him at all hours of the day.

Even now, with your hands expertly tugging his zipper down, he finds himself going back to that story. That apple in the garden, the consequences it had hailed. Never mind the fact you’re on top of him, claiming to like him, with your hands touching every inch of his skin. He keeps looping back to that Biblical verse instead, thinks about it when your fingers meanly let the elastic band of his briefs snap against his skin. “Ouch,” he flinches, voice a soft whine. He turns too quickly and too suddenly, nose bumping against yours because you’re still so close.

You smile, puckering your lips for the lightest of kisses. It’s the little things like that that make Jungkook’s entire thought process stall, distantly aware of the fact that it’s, like always, you leading the majority of your encounters once again. Even during your picnic, it had been you who had practically held his hand as you navigated through basic information, asked for his favorite color and his favorite drink. Had it not been for your own proactive tendencies, Jungkook fears he would have never known your favorite color was pink or your favorite day of the week was Thursday.

It’s a fact that makes him pause, jaw tightening as he once again realizes how little effort he was putting into knowing you. For someone who claimed to like you a lot, he rarely did the work to prove it. Even now, he’s too unsure of who he is and who you are to indulge you properly, instead watching you lead the scene as usual. Before he can stop himself, a sigh is escaping his lips.

It must convey his emotions perfectly, because it’s enough to make your wandering hands pause by his waist. “Everything okay?” you ask, always knowing what he’s feeling. And it sucks that he couldn’t say the same for himself.

“N— Yes,” he rushes to say, looking up at you with round eyes, the moonlight painting half of your face a paler color than usual, the other side shrouded in darkness. It makes your eyes look darker, makes Jungkook gulp loudly when you turn those inquisitive eyes on him.

His answer doesn’t seem to convince you, and it’s with little to no hesitation that you sit back. It puts a distance between the two of you that Jungkook can’t say he’s a fan of. “Jungkook,” you say, voice stern yet warm, one hand reaching up to brush your knuckles against his cheek. “Tell me what’s bothering you?”

It makes Jungkook nervous. He knows he thinks too much. Part of him fears that oversharing with you will drive you away, put you even farther than you are now. Maybe next time it’ll be a room’s length away, a football field’s length away. And he doesn’t want that; he wants to hold you close, he really does. But there are traditions he carries and beliefs he holds dearly that make it hard for him to do so, as much as it pains him.

The only reason he knows he’s frowning is because you press your pointer finger against the corner of his mouth. You lean in close, nose bumping against his. It sends your scent billowing over him, makes him dizzy when he becomes aware of the hand he’s got on your bare thigh, the rumpled skirt of your dress pushed away. “Talk to me, bunny,” you murmur. You don’t make a move to kiss him, a fact that Jungkook feels both grateful and disheartened by. “Please?”

And he can’t deny you, not when you ask so nicely. You have this metaphorical grip on Jungkook, a tight hold around his throat that has made him act impulsively these past few weeks, desperate to be with you, to please you. Even now, despite how much he wants to withhold his thoughts, he finds himself quietly admitting them instead. “I want to know you,” he mumbles, unable to meet your eye. You don’t push him to. “I really, um. I like you, __. A lot.” It’s a repetition of his earlier confession. And still, it makes him nervous. A thumb brushes against his cheekbone, encouraging him to meet your solemn gaze even if it means being a blushing mess afterwards. “Before we, uh, do… things.”

His words may be choppy and incoherent, but you understand him all the same. “You want to go out some more,” you clarify, removing your hand from his cheek. The phantom trail of your fingertips on his skin remains, feels colder when you lean away to allow him some more space.

Jungkook nods quickly, hoping this rush of adrenaline might help him through this. He bites down on his lower lip, carefully analyzing your expression for any signs of disbelief or disgust. But all he sees is understanding, a cool expression that makes Jungkook’s heart thunder. “I…,” he says, glancing down at where he’s still got his hand on your naked skin. Something inside of him tells him to rub his thumb across it, an action he doesn’t think through until he hears a sharp inhale, watches goosebumps rise over the skin. “I’m sorry,” he rushes out, snatching his hand away before he can do something else of a similar sort. “I- I just—“ said hand now waves around wildly beside him “—I really like you, as a, um— uh. A person. And I—“ and this is where he becomes aware of his unbuttoned shirt and the way you’ve got your pretty pussy pressed against his thigh now “—I, um. I want to know me— I mean, you —better? More? Like—“

His embarrassing babbling is cut off with a gentle kiss to his lips. No tongue, no saliva. Just soft lips against his, a delicate hand against his shoulders. When you pull away, Jungkook unconsciously trails after the touch, eyes half-lidded and in a daze when you place a palm on his chest. “I got it,” you say, lips quirking into a tiny smile. “I want to know more about you too, bunny,” you admit, reaching for the front of his shirt. He watches on with flushed cheeks as you slowly button it up for him, finishing it off with a playful tap against the underside of his chin.

You glance out of the window thoughtfully. Jungkook is suddenly reminded of how pretty you are, your skin practically glimmering under the pale moonlight. It catches on your necklace, a thin chain with a cross on the end. If he focuses his eyes behind you, his own reflection stares back once more. Jungkook’s entire body threatens to lock up tightly, but a single kiss on the cheek from you interrupts the process. “Do you wanna date?” you ask, like it’s the easiest thing in the world.

Jungkook can’t agree fast enough. “I— yes,” he gasps, leaning forward too suddenly. It makes you flinch back in surprise, back pressing up against the driver’s seat behind you in surprise. You wouldn’t have fallen or anything, but Jungkook reacts like it was a serious possibility anyway, grasping at your waist and pulling you snug against him, soft thighs sandwiching his tiny waist. “Oh, God,” he frets, immediately moving to release you.

But you catch him with two arms thrown around his neck, pulling Jungkook close to you for another kiss. Deeper and… meaningful, your satiny lips carefully slotted against his. While it surprises him at first, Jungkook finds himself melting into it soon enough. This was okay, he tells himself, and for the first time in a few weeks, he finds himself believing it.

It was just kissing— intimate yet appropriate kissing —between two people who were seeing each other. Him, properly seeing you. His heart threatens to burst out of its cage for a second. It’s the first time since he’s met you that he can fully say he hadn’t felt nervous about his actions, hadn’t felt like he was committing some grave sin for chasing after your touch. It was just a kiss, simple and sweet, making both of you smile bashfully when you eventually pull away. There was no lying and no guilt, no tears and no stress.

It felt good.

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sunghun · 3 years

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enhypen as types of physical affection

requested; no

warnings; none, just fluff :)

note; okay so i haven’t had a writing blog/posted anything i’ve written in like.....a really long time so i’m kind of nervous lol. but life is short, so here we are. and if anyone is actually reading this has any requests for reactions and such, feel free to send them my way !! also pls keep in mind this was written at like 2am and over the course of like 4 days so....apologies for any mistakes.

rubbing and massaging your back

okay that kinda sounds weird but like

idk y’all

heeseung just seems like the kinda guy that will always be absentmindedly running his hand up and down your back

cuddling on the couch? his hand is gonna be rubbing your back in abt five seconds

going in for a hug? oh look at that spontaneous back rub

doing literally anything with ur back exposed?

“oh here babe lemme rub your shoulders you look tense”

he probably doesn’t even realize that he does it too

like if you ask him about it he’ll just be like

“?? lol idk what you’re talking about i don’t do that”

until the next time you two are cuddling on your bed with you laying on top of him

and he just pauses like twenty minutes into lightly massaging your back like “oh i do do that”

is about to ask if you want him to stop but sees that you fell asleep

and he just smiles softly and continues until he falls asleep too

pls i’m so soft for him 🥺

제이 | jay;

running his hands through your hair

look

we all know that jay is absolute boyfriend material

and you know what screams boyfriend??

playing with their s/o’s hair

and not even just playing with it like

if you ask and sometimes even if u don’t he’ll brush your hair for you

and if you have a really sensitive scalp he’ll be sure to be suuuuper careful and not to tug too hard

but really he just loves running his fingers through it

and unlike heeseung he is very much aware of it

if you ask him about it he’ll just shrug and be like

“idk i just like ur hair. deal with it”

obviously if it bothers you he’ll stop tho

but if not be prepared to have your hair constantly played with

“how is your hair so soft baby?”

lowkey asks you for shampoo and conditioner recommendations

and you can bet your ass if he sees some kind of ‘couple shampoo’ set he’s gonna buy it

제이크 | jake;

hugging

jake would give the best hugs, and you can quote me on that

now unlike most headcanons i see for jake i don’t think he’d be like crazily affectionate all the time

but i do think he’d enjoy giving you lots of hugs

just wrapping his arms around you

holding you

soaking in your presence

suddenly i want a hug

no but fr this boy will hug you like it’s the last time every time

“omg babe! i missed you!”

*insert giant bear hug*

and you’re just like “? i saw you an hour ago but i missed you too??”

idk man

i just know he’d use any excuse to hug you

and if you hug him first he will literally look at you with heart eyes ❤️_❤️

pls give this boy lots of hugs :(

성훈 | sunghoon;

hand holding

okay we all know sunghoon doesn’t really seem like the most affectionate guy

BUT

i do think he’d like holding your hand

a lot

like when you two first got together you weren’t really sure what he would and wouldn’t like

bc you knew he wasn’t a fan of pda but like .

u wanted to show your boyfriend some love ya know

but one day when you two were taking a walk

sunghoon noticed that you kept glancing down at his hand

and kept ‘accidentally’ brushing against it with your hand

so finally after like the 8th time he just grabs your hand and laces ur fingers together

which kind of shocks you bc yeah you wanted him to hold your hand

but you didn’t expect him to actually do it

and when you look up at him he just has this cocky little smirk on his face

but you can still see that he’s blushing

but yeah after that it’s like your hands became glued to each other

like if you’re together and ur not holding hands its weird

will become the biggest baby if u don’t hold his hand

“y/nnnnnnn why aren’t you holding my hannnnnnd”

“sunghoon it’s like 95 degrees out”

“and?”

“😑”

just never stop holding his hand okay

선우 | sunoo;

cheek kisses

it is a simple fact of life that you are kind of in love with sunoo’s cheeks

whether it be pinching them, kissing them, whatever

like the sky is blue

grass is green

y/n loves sunoo’s cheeks

and yeah at first he teased you for it

“do you even love me or are you just with me for my cheeks??”

“.......”

but after a while it just become a Thing and no one said anything abt it anymore

until one day sunoo decided to pull the uno reverse card

yeah that’s right

suddenly it’s your cheeks being pinched and kissed

the first time he did anything caught you so off guard

like ?? did he just ???

“but that’s my thing...”

eventually you get used to it

and there’s less and less pinching from both of you

and a lot more kissing also from both of you

until you two gross everyone out with how sweet of a couple you are

“you’re just jealous bc you don’t have a y/n to kiss ur cheeks”

정원 | jungwon;

cuddling

LISTEN

listen.

something about jungwon just screams that he’d be an amazing cuddler

he just seems so soft and fluffy man idk

will use literally anything as a reason to cuddle you

that package you ordered didn’t arrive on time? looks like some cuddling is needed.

had a bad day at work/school? cuddles are here to make it better!

got a paper cut? i’m not an expert but i think u might need some jungwon cuddles

but let’s be honest with ourselves here

he probably wouldn’t even need any excuses

like he’d just cuddle up to you out of the blue

and you just wrap your arms around him and accept it

because he does it so often it’s just a normal day with ur boyfriend attached to you via koala style clinging

"you're so comfy"

you guys probably take so many spur of the moment naps bc you get so comfy while snuggling

i’m gonna cry where can i get a jungwon

니키 | niki;

wrapping his arm around you

idk guys

like sunghoon, niki doesn’t really give me “super affectionate boyfriend” vibes

#JustSagittariusThingz

i mean if you initiate it he won’t like push you off or smth

probably

but he’s not gonna be hanging off your arm 25/8

unlike some people

*cough* heewon *cough*

howeverrrrr

he does like having his arm around you

whether it be your waist, your shoulders, your arm, whatever

bc that way he can show you some love without being uncomfortable or grossly lovey dovey

also unlike some other people

and does it at the most random times too

like you’ll be at the grocery store trying to decide what kind of chips you want

and he’ll just come up to you

wrap his arm around your waist

and rest his head on your shoulder

it probably makes him feel more 'grown up'

but also

he just likes having you close 🥺

but not too close

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shire-snail · 2 years

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hello cql tumblr we gotta talk about the new mitski album

Song by song it maps onto cql characters lemme know if i missed something my brain is dying it’s melting out of my ears i’ve been listening to this album for almost 10 hours at some point my soul was ripped from my body and has been floating in the ether & this post is my way of trying to call it back OK GO

1. Valentine, Texas - early post-resurrection wangxian just beginning of the show in general

“Let’s step carefully into the dark/ Once we’re in, I’ll remember my way around.”

“I’ll show you who my sweethearts never met/ Wet teeth, shining eyes/ Glimmering by a fire.”

“Where clouds look like mountains/ Clouds look like mountains/ Let me watch those mountains from underneath/ And maybe they’ll finally/ Float off of me.”

2. Working for the Knife - Lan Xichen

“I always thought the choice was mine/ And I was right/ But I just chose wrong.”

3. Stay Soft - Jiang Cheng or Post-Bural Mounds WWX

“Fury, pure and silver/ You grip it tight inside/ Like a knife/ it glints in your eye.”

“You stay soft get beaten/ Only natural to harden up/ You stay soft get eaten/ Only natural to harden up.”

4. Everyone - Sunshot WWX

“Everyone, all of them/ Everyone said ‘Don’t go that way’/ So, of course, to that I said ‘I think I’ll go that way.’”

“I left the door open to the dark/ I said ‘Come in, come in, whatever you are’.”

“I opened my arms wide to the dark/ I said ‘Take it all, whatever you want’/ I didn’t know that I was young/ I didn’t know what it would take/ I didn’t know what it would take.”

5. Heat Lightning - Yiling Laozu

“Though I’ve held on, can’t carry it much longer/ On the ceiling dancing are the things all come and gone.”

“There’s nothing I can do/ Not much I can change/ Can I give it up to you?/ Would that be okay?/ There’s nothing I can do/ Not much I can change/ So I give it up to you/ I surrender.”

6. The Only Heartbreaker - WANGXIAN

“So I’ll be the loser in this game/ I’ll be the bad guy in the play/ I’ll be the water main that’s burst and flooding/ You’ll be by the window, only watching.”

“(I apologize) (You forgive me)/ (I apologize) (You forgive me)”

7. Love Me More - WANGXIAN

fuck this entire fucking song wangxian out the wazoo

“I won’t make the same mistake/ that I made for fifteen years.”

“I need you to love me more, love me more, love me more/ Love enough to drown it out, drown it out, drown me out.”

8. There’s Nothing Left Here for You - Post-Resurrection WWX

“Go on to that sweetheart’s door/ And find a new you/ Give her all the love/ You saved for it.”

“You could touch fire/ You could fly/ It was your right/ It was your life/ And then it passed/ To someone new.”

9. Should’ve Been Me - WANGXIAN

“It broke my heart/ The lengths you went to hold me”

“You wanted me, but couldn’t reach me”

“Must be lonely loving someone/ Trying to find their way out of a maze.”

10. I Guess - JIANG CHENG

“It’s been you and me since before I was me/ Without you, I don’t yet know quite how to live.”

“If I could keep anything of you/ I would keep this quiet after you/ It’s still as a pond I am staring into/ From here I can say: ‘thank you’/ From here I can tell you: ‘thank you.’”

11. That’s Our Lamp - yi city relationships

“You just don’t like me/ Not like you used to.”

“That’s where you loved me/ That’s where you loved me.”

That’s my headcanon pls enjoy and suffer love u bye

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Smile For Me, Sweetcheeks ~ Ghostface x Fem!Reader

I've thought of this for a while, and it's gonna be

F U N

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Y/N opened her eyes groggily, finding herself on the grassy ground - As she lifted her head to scan her surroundings, she realised she was in some strange, dark place that resembled some weird park with tall trees, yet had random small buildings here and there...It almost seemed like a place to play hide and seek, was her first thought.

Next to her, 3 other people were getting up, looking extremely frightened, as they bolted the hell out of that spot, going in different directions.

But Y/N didn't, and instead, she walked around aimlessly, until she spotted someone dressed in all black, with a weird ghost-like mask, peeking from behind an old car, almost timidly, only to see him wave at her.

Grinning at him, thinking she finally met someone friendly around this place, she extended her arm up in the sky, waving excitedly, which made the man make his way to her.

"Hi! I'm Y/N! It's great finally seeing someone nice around here. The 3 other guys just yelled in my face and ran away. How rude, right?!" she sighed, crossing her arms with a pout, before going back to her friendly smile, extending her hand to shake his. "Woaw, those guys are jerks. Call me Ghostface, darling." he said in an amused, yet somehow hoarse voice. "Uhhh, Ghostface, how cool! You must be a horror movie fan, then? So am I! ...Hmm...Actually, do you have any idea how we got here? I think I need some lecithin, my memory is failing me." she scratched the back of her head sheepishly, only for him to chuckle. "Welp, there's 4 survivors and a killer. All you gotta do is either repair 5 generators and find the exit...Or find the hatch and escape. Basically, don't die, I guess. Fun, huh?" the guy explained, putting his arm around her shoulder, guiding her to who knows where. "...What the hell is this, the Hunger Games?" she looked up at him with a weird look on her face. "Haha, that would be fun! Alas, nothing like that. Ah, look at this, a gen! Here I'll show you how to repair it. You have to tinker with these parts, and then merge these together...You get the cables in the respective coloured sockets...Et voila! Haha, look at it! Fireworks! What a reward!" Ghostface clapped and cheered at the fireworks the generator made, laughing at the startled look on the girl's face, as she clearly didn't expect something like that to happen. "Uh...Honestly, this is insane. Can't we just, like...Go home? I don't think I'm up for dying, even if someone paid me to go through with this silly game." she sighed, crouching down to the next generator, awkwardly trying to repair it, but she was much slower and clumsier compared to him, and it even exploded in her face, making her yelp and fall down. "Dude! Not cool! This gen is working against me!" "Shoulda seen the face you made, toots! Haha, so funny! You're very entertaining, girl. Here, lemme help ya out." he said as he got on the other side of the of the gen and helped repaired it. "You're a real pro at this, man. Have you been playing this for long? Did they at least give you a worthy amount of money for the trouble you're going through? I mean, I'm sure you won very often...Or maybe you're like...The tutorial teacher or something? Is that why you look eccentric compared to those lame-os?" she was asking so many question, but boy, was she so off that it amused the killer so much! He now perfectly understood the wolf who dressed as a sheep, it was too much fun! She was so blindingly trusting, he could mess with her, and more, with the survivors at his heart's content! "Yeah, I win quite often, but they don't pay me! The guy is kinda blackmailing us to play his game, but it's fun when you get used to it." he explained, only to have two other survivors go past them - Her and Ghostface waved at them merrily, but they just shrieked and ran the hell away from there. "...Do I look that scary?" she muttered, looking at the man next to her with a confused expression. "Nahhh, you're a cutiepie. Those guys are just jerks." he petted her hair, beginning to walk again, only to find some really nasty, rusty hooks. "U-Uhm...Gh-Ghostface...? What are these for...?" she stuttered, frowning as she clinged on his arm instinctively. "I think you already know, toots. Careful with those, killers LOVE to impale their victims on these things. It's like a sacrifice for the big guy who's keeping us here." he chuckled as he watched the girl tremble like a little lamb seeing the knife approaching her neck. "...Can we go away from here, please? M-Maybe we can look for the...Uhm...Hatch, you called it?" she muttered, pulling him away from there. "Yeah. It's like a trap in the ground that leads to safety. It only appears when there's only 2 gens left. Felt that shockwave? It meant that the Hatch just appeared. Ah, sorry baby-cakes, I gotta run, but I'll see you around before the match ends, okay?" he was grinning under his mask, knowing that he has to kill the other 3 to make sure the Entity doesn't punish

either of them for some annoying reason...And oh, the shock and horror on her face will be fun~. "N-No...! Please don't go! This place is huge and scary, I'll get lost without you! And who knows what would happen if the Killer finds me? I don't wanna end up...Th-There...!" awww, that cute, little, frightened pout on her face, how lovely~! If only she knew... "Don't worry, cutie, is'yo' first game, the Killer ain't gonna mess with ya, I promise. And if he does, Imma make sure he regrets it. I'm sort of a boss here, you see." he put cupped both his gloved hands on her face, pinching them a bit too hard, just to hear her yelp one more time - And clearly, she didn't disappoint, as her eyes even watered a tiny bit. What a cute little lamb... "...If you're sure, then...Okay. I trust you." she muttered, turning away as she started walking away, only for her to look back at him and yell "Make sure you stay safe too, okay?! We have to escape this place together!" He raised his arm and waved dismissively, barely able to keep himself from laughing, as he started running and stalking the annoying survivors who actually thought they'd have such an easy game!

No, no, clearly not with him!

First, he slashed one of the survivors and put him on a hook, then mori'ed another and took a really cool selfie with their bloody face, and the last one he just messed around with, before repeatedly stabbing his back and throwing him in a corner, just where the Hatch was.

Those idiots thought they could escape him.

Think again.

He wasn't that idiot 'Legion', or that lame ass Amanda. Four lame thugs who can't do a simple job properly, or Jigsaw's useless lackey. Keh.

And at least he was fun, unlike Boring Michael! I mean, look at this masterpiece he made, it's a perfect piece of art! He even wrote Y/N's name on the wall in front of the hatch, so she could see and appreciate his work!

A loud noise that resounded through the place made him realise that, as he was having his fun playing with the obsolete Survivors, his cute little Y/N had her fun repairing generators, meaning that the exits could be activated, if he wasn't careful.

He had to find her quick.

Not that it was difficult for the Master of Stalking, especially since she was so clueless that she didn't even crouch to hide, or at least try to hide in lockers.

There she was...! Look at her, watching everything like a frightened meerkat! Aww, how he wanted to boop that cute nose of hers~! Maybe he could even let some blood paint her nose, and make fun of her, calling her Rudolph!

Ahh, Ghostface, you're so funny!

Yeah, Ghostface, I KNOW, right?!

"Yo, Y/N, over here! I found the hatch! Come on!" he waved his arms up in the air, yelling for her, and the look of sparkling glee on her face as soon as she saw him...Wasn't she such an adorable dummy~? "Ghostface, you're okay! I got so worried when I didn't see you in so long! I heard screams, and I thought something happened to you! I got so scared that I ran away and tried to do the last generators...And then a loud noise almost deafened me, and I had no idea what to do." she gesticulated rapidly, making him chuckle in amusement. Of course, he was worried for nothing. She wouldn't realise what she'd have to do, even if it bit her leg. Hmm, actually...~ "Nahhhh, I'm cool, haven't see the killer. Here, take the key, it will unlock the hatch. Less'goooo~!" he put his arm around her shoulder, guiding her casually where the hatch was, making sure she didn't see his work of art yet. "Oh, so this is the Hatch, huh? It looks scary. Are you sure this isn't some ladder that leads straight to hell or something? It looks...Shady." she muttered, looking at the dark abyss down below. "Don't worry, chickadee, ain't that long of a ride down. It's like a bunker filled with survivors, you'll be okay. They'll tell you what to do from then on. If you're scared, take this flashlight. See? You can see the bottom of the ladder. You'll be okay." he chuckled, weaving the flashlight around. "Wait...You're not coming down with me?" she gasped, her eyes carefully searching for the truth in his...Covered face. "I'd go down on you any day, sugar, but maybe next time we get to play around." he laughed crudely watching her frowning, flustering face. "H-Hey, don't be a jerk! I'm just worried about you!" she muttered, looking away, hoping her hair would cover her blushing face. "Hahaha, you're so fun to tease, Y/N. Only one person can go through the hatch. But s'all cool, I just gotta open up the door, since you did a great job with the gens. We'll see each other later, I can promise you that. Can't get rid of me that easily." he sniggered under his mask, waiting in anticipation until the girl realises his true nature. "Mhh...Alright...If you're so sure..." she muttered, shakily stepping down a few steps, only to be stopped by the man who took out a camera. "Wanna take a selfie before we finish this? Y'know, your first game, and a victory nonetheless...Come on, Smile for me, Sweetcheeks~!" he got on his knees, raising his mask a bit, before gluing himself to her body, one of his arms extending with the camera, while with the other he grabbed her face, kissing her cheek, making sure he guides her eyesight to his masterpiece, and as soon as he heard her gasp, he took the photo.

It was worth more than all the money in the world.

"Y-You...? You were the killer...?!" awww, look at her tremble! Her eyes were glistering with tears, and her plump, rosy bottom lip was quivering in betrayal. "You're too cute for this world, Y/N." he harshly put his mask down, before showing the girl the selfie he took as he mori'ed one of the survivors, and waved her goodbye with his knife, as she quickly descended down the ladder, soft whimpers echoing through the place.

"Till we see each other again, sweet cheeks~." the Killer rose to his feet, slamming down the hatch with his boot and wiping the blood from his knife with his latex glove, before laughing loudly at the endearing experience he just had.

If THAT was the reaction she had when seeing his little gift for her, imagine her cute faces when he'd actually go down on her, as he promised~.

#dbd #dead by daylight #dbd x reader #dbd imagine #dead by daylight x reader #dead by daylight imagine #ghostface #ghostface x reader #ghostface imagine #ghostface dbd #dbd ghostface #dbd ghostface x reader #danny johnson #danny johnson imagine #danny johnson x reader #jed olsen #jed olsen x reader #jed olsen imagine

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spideyspeaches · 3 years

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Peter Parker x popular!reader and they just start dating and Peter is really nervous around her and gets flustered whenever she’s close so to calm Peter you tell him it’s okay to touch u and maybe a give him a bj

A/N: sjjfkf thanks for sending so many prompts love you 😘😘 hope you like this eheh I don't like it very much ✌ beta read by @parkerpeter24 :)

Warnings: smut :) (characters are 18)

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Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader

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Girlfriend ↬ p.p

Peter Parker was the kind of guy who would get easily flustered if he was to talk to a girl, or any human as a matter of fact.

So it came off as a big shock to the Avengers when they found out that he, the shy nerdy Peter Parker, had a girlfriend at all.

They were all having a family dinner (something about bonding, Tony had said), when you called him, interrupting him from some Spidey adventure story he was reciting.

"Sorry guys, gotta take this," He said, phone smushed between his cheek and shoulder, fork halfway through his mouth, "uh, hey babe, what happened? Everything okay?"

Bucky and Steve were the first one to break out of their shocked stares as Peter called someone "babe" on the phone.

Surely you don't call your friend babe, right?

"Peter! Thank God you picked up, can you come over right now?" You said on the phone.

"Uh actually, I'm having dinner, is it okay if I come over in an hour or so?" He said, ignoring the shouted whispers about a brewing conspiracy of who could it be on the phone in the background.

"Okay, but don't forget like last time! I'm actually calling you to help me out with our chem lab manual-"

"-didn't we do it during homeroom yesterday?"

"Yeah but I need help with this one experiment, please Petey? I really need your help with this." You whine, hoping that he would catch your drift. But he didn't apparently, because he sighed, looking over his shoulders to see the Avengers with perked up ears, and replied;

"Okay fine. I'll be there in an hour Okay? Bye." He said and hung up, pocketing his phone and making his way to the dining room, only to be assaulted by a hundred and one questions.

"Peter who was that-"

"You've been keeping secrets from your father figure now-"

"Hope you're being safe, if you know what I mean-"

"Kids these days." (That was from Steve)

"Guys stop! One by one please!" Peter shouted, holding his hands to his ears, frowning as he glared at them, "why are you all asking these questions?"

"Because kid, if I'm being honest, we don't believe that you have a girlfriend, so spill the beans." Tony sighed, holding his cheek with his elbow on the table.

"Okay ouch. Why is it so hard to believe have a girlfriend?! I'm hot." Peter pouted, crossing his arms to try and look intimidating.

"Because you're you! You're shy nerdy Peter!" Tony said, gesturing at others to back him up.

"I mean, he's not that bad. Quite a charmer." Natasha smirked, sending him a look, which quite frankly, terrified and impressed Peter at the same time.

"Yeah, yeah totally."

"I believe you kid. Are we gonna meet her soon?" Tony rolled his eyes, smiling when he blushed red.

"If she's okay with it." He said, intertwining his fingers.

"Well I hope she is, cause I want to meet the girl who stole my kid's heart."

"Mr. Staaaark!"

***

Leaving the tower had been a difficult feat, with the constant questions and a snarky comment or two, especially when they found out that you were a cheerleader.

Rapping his knuckles on your apartment door, he smiled as you greeted him with an excited hug. He couldn't help but look at your skirt, the way it enhanced your waistline, and how it fit just right on your thighs, its frills swaying with the sway of your hips-

"Pete? You coming or what?" You laughed, a hand on your room's door as you look over your shoulder with glinting eyes.

"Uh- uh yeah just a minute. Are your parents home?" He asked casually, following you to your room.

"Nah, they're out for tonight." You said, closing the door behind him.

"Oh that's good, which experiment were you- Uh, what are you doing?" He asked, his voice rising an octave as he saw you unbuttoning your shirt, moving your fingers in slow motion as if to tease him.

"I finished my homework yesterday Petey, that's not why I called you." You whispered, straddling his lap as you hold his face, eyes shining with mischief. He instantly felt his dick harden as you rubbed against him, face burning when you traced his cheekbones, kissing his nose and then his lips.

"What, Uh, what did you call me for then?" He stuttered, holding your waist through the skirt's thin material, fingers itching to tear it off you. His heart was racing and he wondered if you could hear it doing so.

"You know why, it's been so long and I miss you baby." You whined, pouting as he unzips your skirt, watching it slide down your thighs in rivulets. You clench your thighs against his waist, intertwining your toes as you felt the space between your legs starting to wet.

"You met me in school yesterday." He mumbled, puffing his cheeks as he strained to keep a straight face, not with you looking so pretty in just your bra and skirt.

You had been overwhelmingly horny the past few hours, craving for your boyfriend's touch, imagining the way he fucked you against your bed frame as it shook with his strength.

"You miss me huh?" He smirked, catching you off guard when he flipped you over, holding you down as he rocked his hips against yours, leaving sloppy, wet kisses down your neck, reaching between your breasts and stopping a moment enough to hear you whine.

"I missed you so much and I want to fuck you now." You said, sucking a breath when he all but tore your bra, arching your back to let his fingers linger on you.

"Missed you too, missed all of you, missed your wet pussy. Wanna show my pretty girl how much I missed her." He growled, sucking on the sensitive skin of your nipple as he massaged your breasts.

"Already wet for me eh?" He whispered, nibbling at your ear as he slid his length into You, "Fuck baby such a tight pussy."

Quickly undressing himself, you openly drooled at how packed your boyfriend was. It was not the first time you would be doing… it together since your six month long relationship, but it was the first time you got to see his dominant side, and it turned you on.

"Mmhmm yeah, only cause your dick is practically blue." You moaned, hissing when he hit a sensitive spot.

"Fuck, oh shit go faster Peter- oh!" You hissed, your skin slapping with his as he thrusts into you with a gusto.

"You like that babygirl?" He asked, eyes scrunching as he threw his head back, feeling your walls clench against his dick as you moved with him.

"Yes! You're so good oh- I'm gonna cum Peter!" You panted, chest heaving as your stamina decreases with every push and pull, your hands fisted on your sheets hard enough for them to pull out of your mattress.

You saw him flush red, confusion showing on your face as you tilted your head, your almost orgasm forgotten as you held his cheek, "what happened?"

"I- you've never um, org-orgasmed before on me." He muttered, his pupils blown wide as he looks at you with the most innocent look ever, and you would have laughed had his dick still not been inside you, midway in the air, his butt held high above.

"Peter… are You, we've literally fucked so many times and you're getting flustered over me orgasming?" You chuckled, wiping away the sweat forming on his forehead.

"Yeah but you've never come on my bare dick before!" He countered, gulping as he saw you smirk.

"Everything has a first time doesn't it?" You say, picking yourself upright so that you were chest to chest now, your nipples hardening against his bare chest as you rubbed against him, "Wanna try something?"

Your hand slides down to his dick as he nodded a yes, slowly pumping his balls as you kiss his lips. You hear him moan tour name, the sounds sending wetness dripping down your thighs again. Ignoring your thighs, you bent down to lick the tip of his dick, slick with pre cum and bright pink.

"Is this okay?" You ask, swirling your tongue teasingly, wetting his already wet dick with your mouth as you sucked at it with a pop.

"This is amazing baby, keep going." He threw his head back, a growl emitting from deep inside his throat, "wow uhhh."

"Wow what Petey?"

"Wow you're- you're amazing. God I've- I understand why people like being on the receiving end of the job right now."

"Job?" You laughed, "hun this isn't a Job."

"You- you know what I mean!" He chuckled, shaking his head as you continued to suck on it.

"No I don't. Please enlighten me." You smiled, peeping from under your lashes as your tongue works through his hard member.

"I know you know." He whimpered, hands creeping up to his balls as he tried to take care of his blues.

"No. Lemme do it." You slapped his hands, snickering when he whined.

"Oh Tony wants to meet you by the way." He said suddenly, making you groan and fall back dramatically.

"You know I don't do family members Petey." You mumbled, pulling him down, his mouth immediately latching onto the underside of your breasts.

"But why? Am I- aren't we serious enough now?" He asked.

Your heart stuttered at the thought of meeting one of the most important people in his life other than May. You and May had already met (post an unfortunate...accident), not to mention he was freaking Iron Man!

"It's not that. It's just, what if he doesn't like me? Or black widow. I'm not your normal nerdy girl with A grades, what if they think I'm not good enough for you? Or that I'm violating you for Spider-Man? What if-"

"- baby I swear they'll love You! And if they don't then it's their loss, because no matter what you are, who you are friends with, how many A's you get or don't, you'll always be my girl." His voice was soft as his hands moved with featherlight movements, rubbing light circles on your waist, instantly relaxing you.

"Are you sure?" You said, biting your lips and fiddling with his hair. He gave another moan as your fingers played with his hair, scratching slightly behind his ear.

"Yes bub, they will love you. You're very important to me, you know that right?" He said.

"Even if I wear short skirts and hang out with jocks?" You giggled, resting your forehead on his toned chest, playing with his skin.

"Especially if you wear those short skirts." He smirked, making you roll your eyes as you slapped his chest slightly. Sighing, you kissed him again, rolling over so you were laid on top of him.

Wrapping your arms around him, you let yourself fall asleep, with his clothes in your room and hand in your hair.

***

Peter woke up the next morning, the incessant ringing of his phone working as an alarm.

Groaning he rolled over, careful as to not wake you up, squinting at the bright screen of his phone. Before he could cut the ringer though, it cut off on its own, only to be taken over by a text.

You didn't come home last night kiddo 😏

Shit.

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