#like my posts on my old blog

[fungi-maestro]

Happy tdov to fat trans people. 🏳️‍⚧️ Biggest thing that helped me as a trans kid was seeing older fat trans people. There were a lot of really irritating "advice" posts going around early in my time on the internet with a lot of misinformation in them, but one that I constantly saw (in addition to people claiming you should wear your pants rediculously low or only wear button ups) were posts saying you had to lose weight to transition. Can confidently confirm that is completely untrue. 👍

#seal.txt #tdov #that 'sky and mike' image of the two old trans dudes hugging was one that I had saved to my phone as a trans teen #and i would look at it sometimes and just wonder how they had made it #idk its just nice knowing we live that long and its not a requirement to be skinnyin order to be respected and loved and get old #some of the old 'advice' posts i saw were really completely bizarre and a lot of them stick with me to this day in insecurities #this would have been 2016 ish tumblr so i know not that long ago but i would have been around 13 for reference #weird that i remember so many of the things i read back then. i could probably fill a post with things i was misinformed on due to Tumblr #specifically tumblrs run by people that i didnt really have the knowledge or awareness to understand probably didnt have my best interests #like 'trans rights ' blogs i would follow and not notice until much later were quite the opposite #this is the consequence of viewing social media before i knew all the secret codewords and my brain was much less developed than it is now

[traumasurvivors]

I’m having some pretty big feelings about turning 30 next month.

It’s making me feel anxious and sad. I lost so many years to trauma and mental illness. So many years being in a dissociative state where I can’t recall most memories and don’t even know what happened.

And I’m someone that likes to remind people that “you aren’t behind, you can still have a lot of good life left” and it’s true. But this is a reminder I need right now and want to share with others in case they need it, too.

It’s okay to have big feelings about the years you’ve lost. It’s okay to mourn and grieve the years. It’s okay if you move beyond those feelings but they come back whether it’s because of a birthday or another reminder. You are allowed to have those big feelings. You don’t need to be positive all the time.

What happened sucked, and you’re allowed to acknowledge that and feel that.

#my post #also random but #I think I’ve had this blog for like… 7ish years? #weird to think some of you have been following me since I was around 23 years old

[cowardlycowboys]

spring

#omg kiera no one cares #my stuff #i have old i could post but i also am wearing my new dress i feel like a princess so i took this one just cause #(well not just cause i got 25 earlier today) #I'll reblog to the other blog later i wanna go sit outside

[attyattlaw]

one time, i did an 8 hour drive just to buy a specific kind of bread i was craving. what im saying is cant relate to bread hating nerds

#whyd you think my blog titles are bread crumbs #one piece #heart pirates #trafalgar law #bepo #sachi #penguin #ink version of that old doodle i posted #anyway hi i still paint i swear theyre just zine pieces and like...full rendered pieces

[bitchthefuck1]

I'm fully convinced that like 90% of the differences in how Kaz and Matthias turned out are just because Matthias was the oldest child and Kaz was the youngest. Both of them were totally normal kids with loving parents, but when they lose their families at a young age, oldest child Matthias joins a military organization with a clear set of rules and hierarchy, meanwhile the second youngest sibling Kaz realizes no one will look after him he decides his only option is to completely throw his morals out the window and start committing violent crime. That's literally it.

#like im kind of joking but also super not #i had a post on my old blog about how birth order explains literally all the crows' behavior and i was so right but these two are the #funniest hands down #six of crows #crooked kingdom #kaz brekker #matthias helvar #soc

[canisalbus]

is there a reason you usually answer asks with a . and talk in the tags? i got confused when i first saw that bc usually when people do that its a 'presented without commentary' thing but you do have commentary haha it feels like you're answering just in whispers like a ghost

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#who's to say I'm not just a whispery ghost #no it's just an old habit #talking in the tags feels more casual and pressureless it's a pretty common tumblr thing #if I do that my (sometimes dumb and rambly or very personal) ask posts are less likely to be reblogged #and leave their target audience which is people who follow this blog and know these characters and their context #I don't want to turn reblogs off completely either because sometimes people reblog so they can write their response in their tags #the dot is there because you can't publish the ask if you leave the main text field empty #it's not that sensible but I just like doing it that way #answered #anonymous

[victorfrankensteinapologist]

"I am what you designed me to be. You cannot complain if you also feel the hurt." — Charles Dickens, Great Expectations.

1. "Another Like Him", Frankenstein: A New Musical 2. Frankenstein (1931), directed by James Whale 3. Frankenstein, by R.N Sandberg 4. Frankenstein (1973), directed by Glenn Jordan 5. Great Expectations, by Charles Dickens 6. Terror of Frankenstein (1977), directed by Calvin Floyd 7. Elektra, by Sophocles 8. Frankenstein (2004), directed by Kevin Connor 9. Adventure Time (2010-2018), Season 4, Episode 20 10. Frankenstein (1992), directed by David Wickes 11. "What Could Have Been", Sting

#frankenstein #victor frankenstein #frankenstein's creature #frankenstein's monster #mary shelley #shameless repost from my roleplay blog i fear-- old ass web weave but i still like it so ill post it here as well

[dualitieds]

#le ocs #ocs #doodle #my art #he just like me for real #I don’t want to fill my whole blog with old art and repost but I had to post this one

[sanctus-ingenium]

hello again! I'm wondering if you've ever drawn Helena? she's so perfectly unnerving

her being so changeable in appearance makes drawing her tough because I don't want to lock in any one look, but I've done some different renditions

^ what i imagine her skeleton to look like

^ from the Kitchen Nightmares AU i drew once in like 2020. she was the owner but fully denied all association with her failing business

#i have a. full series of fake inver crew kitchen nightmares screenshots exactly like this #the plot was that they were working in an inauthentic kitschy trattoria that was definitely a money laundering scheme #honestly deserves a redraw #setting: inver #in my old blog on main i made a thousand word post that was just the episode script. lost it when i deleted. #mvf

[hellsite-hall-of-fame]

Wait, girl in red? Are you female??

no i’m a ✨mystery✨

….but actually yes lmaooo

#i’m still a ✨mystery✨!!! #and this blog is like in my head a separate entity of myself as like a person? #lmao but yes #also why’d you phrase is like that anon?? lmao #anyways #alexa play girl in red #ask #the hellsite answers #anonymous #hellsite hall of fame curator’s bullshit #also #I woke up to this ask and was like ‘nope can’t answer bc mystery✨’ #but also then I remembered like 90% of the people on here think i’m like an 80 year old man😭 #which is absolutely hilarious and adds to the lore #but I got called ‘LITTLE MAN’ in an ask #and like 1. that’s absolutely hilarious #2. even if I was a little man why would you call someone that in an ask bc it so hilariously condescending lmao #and so yeah lmao #oh also i’ve literally posted my spotify on here (which everyone should check out and totally not get rickrolled in the process :) #but I put actual playlists at the bottom and those are. like. so wlw #so anyways yeah #alexa play girl in red even louder