#like of my own volition i've said 'im going to make this for dinner' but usually my mom just tells me what to make

[rosymorns]

i follow a lot of cooking youtube channels for someone who, like, never cooks

#everyone else started cooking more during quarantine and i started cooking less #idk for me its just. cooking is hard when u can't do ur own grocery shopping. and i can't just decide day-of to make something #i have to plan at least a week in advance bc we only go to the store once a week and i don't go with #also i can't justify putting that much work into something that only i will eat. i've made dinner for my family a few times #like of my own volition i've said 'im going to make this for dinner' but usually my mom just tells me what to make #where am i even going with this. i love cooking but i don't have any agency bc im living at home so i never cook #i watch people on youtube cook and fantasize about having a spouse and kids for whom i cook. #carly.txt