#like seriously im really proud

[westywallowing]

I want to feel again

#fullmetal alchimist brotherhood #fullmetal alchemist #fma #fmab #alphonse elric #al elric #fullmetal alchemist fanart #westy doodles #YAHHH im back with more fma #gotta get in my appreciation for Al seriously #i love this character with all my heart #description was taken from this heartbreaking line from him: #'i want to feel things again. its strange. We've been right beside each other all this time and yet i cant remember what your skin feels #LIKE HELLO???? #how fucking tragic is that what the FUCK #anyway im really proud of this piece actually i think it turned out sick #pls enjoy it <3

[psychoana16]

It's been AGES since I last posted a drawing here o Tumblr, but since it's trending, I'll give it a try!

Here's Biolizard I drew yesterday, our big boi who's finally coming back!! We missed you!

#sonic #sonic x shadow generations #biolizard #shadow the hedgehog #my art #first time drawing it and also using only 7 color layers #i dont know why i decided to go all out with this one but i did #it doesn't look like much for those who don't know me but seriously.. it's such a personal improvement! im really proud of how it ended up! #anyways im very hyped for this game lets gooo #and yes i made a pun with the ages bit #sonic the hedgehog

[xythlia]

my bf being a therapist is actually really enlightening because I've learned a whole lot about how to spot a bad therapist

#hes someone who's like legitimately dedicated himself to being a genuinely good therapist #his patients are pretty much exclusively people that have felt like other therapists gave up on them #he talks every day about them in non hippa violating vague terms but hes always so happy talking about them #& just being like oh my Thursday patients making really good progress im really proud of them stuff like that #he takes on overnight er shifts at the hospital so they call him in if they need psych evals for er patients #he does that because i guess a lot of the time coming in thru er is really rough & can be traumatic for ppl already in a bad spot #so he really tries to turn it into at least a less horrible experience I mean nobodies having a good time if they're there for er psych yk #but hes just extremely dedicated to trying his best to be a good therapist for people & really takes his ethics seriously #i feel a lot of like pride by proxy & im glad hes doing something he really loves

[sophiethewitch1]

Hey!! There's something I've been thinking about asking you since I started reading WWW... where is y/n ex Wayne's conscience? We know by the fact that the body that the reader uses is from ex Wayne, as you made explicit during those chapters of y/n drinking and running, the body belongs to the girl ex Wayne, but the consciousness is y/n... so, where did the consciousness of y/n ex-Wayne end up? They swapped bodies? Or is she “sleeping” during all of these? Like, too deep into depression that she got drowned and went mia? Or she died before everything and the body was empty/devoid of consciousness that y/n assumed?

Sorry if I’m asking too much questions but I’m a ✨over-thinker✨ by nature. Also, DAMN! You have a beautiful way with words, my dear! Seriously, The way you develop the text makes me so intrigued and entertained.

Oh yeah, so here's what I'm thinking of- *sniper gunshot takes me out*

#sophie speaks #sophie answers #series:www #lmfao but seriously i dont really know what to say?? spoilers??? #youre on the right track nonnie you really are #also thank you so much for liking my stuff! #one thing im actually proud of with my writing is intriguing plots so thanks :) #and also dont worry about asking too many questions this is delightful to me #walks around the house with a cunning smirk because i know whats going on and you dont ;)

[astro-inthestars]

Welp I've gotten myself busy because of a sudden burst of inspiration to draw the responses to this post .....and thus I've drawn myself three new fursonas. (5 if you count the quadrupedal versions-)

Anyways! Here's the first input!

@just-jammin @the-real-aurora-borealis in that order <3 they assigned me ferret!! Plus points for galaxy ferret, or starry stoat!

Next up:

@twipsai this one's Twippy's and I adore it <3 btw <3 Arctic Fox!!

And last one!

This one's from @thefunnyalice !! First time being assigned a bird, and honestly I love that!! Perfect bird drawing practice <3

(...except his ass did not draw the normal bird version because it was too hard but shHH.)

#astroarts #yeah yeah i ended up doing this (vERY IMPULSIVELY) instead of my art requests. so what #when i heard the things yall were assigning me i was just like 👀!!!!! oK BUT LIKE? #these all SLAY? #im like ridiculously proud of each of these.... #i always knew i was never really good at... like ACTUAL furry art- #like full fursonas and stuff i was bad at drawing those... though i am most definitely a bonafide furry (which i was upset about) #(furry cannot draw fursona?? cring /j) #no but seriously though i. actually did really well with these. obviously some of it is wonky but like!!! #for someone who has a ROUGH TIME with drawing animals I did ridiculously well? #usually i'd only be able to put animal attributes on a human bUT HEY #WAIT I SHOULD TELL ROWAN!! THEY'D BE SO PROUD OF ME ITS BEEN SO LONG OHH MY FURRY AUNCLE!! YEAH #anyway BACK ON YOUR REGULARLY SCHEDULED PRIDE ART <3 ooPS SPOILERS

[bandtrees]

early mtmte color scheme w the duller greens n such is PEAK to me i love it sm. ft a pride alt ^_^

#scribbles #tailgate #tailgate mtmte #tailgate tf #mtmte #transformers #maccadam #ace is the place #kin tag #sorry for all tha aceposting lately #to get a bit personal bc i was in like Vaguely Aphobic/Exclusionist internet circles #for a long time i internalized a lot of 'oough im so cringe for being ace i cant ever acknowledge it seriously #or else i will be CRINGE!!!!!' and like only recently was i really like #'Yknow what fuck that im tired of worrying what ppl think i wanna be Ace and Proud and Open' #so im kind of going through a babygay phase wrt being ace that i didnt get to have that much of at the actual babygay age #im gonna start talking about cake and stuff bear with me #anyway: tailgate ace one of my fav headcanons EVAR its so real to me

[journal-3]

started cleaning my room today 👍👍 depression rotting got NOTHING on me

#no seriously my room is so bad and i know its really small but ive currently done two trashbags worth of clothes #WHICH LIKE #CONSIDERING IVE BEEN ROTTING SO BADLY UP HERE FOR SIX MONTHS IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF AND IM DOING MORE BAGS LATER TO MAKE IT AN EVEN 5

[hlvrai-stuck-together]

((OOC))

Sorry I keep updating at like. midnight. I honestly dont have an excuse besides i go to work and i get home and i'm tired fghsdajk

Gonna take me a little while to get into the swing of this. I've never done an askblog like this before (though I have hosted... technically 3 in the past? (EDIT: no, 4 actually.) But never like this, and none of them went anywhere), so trying to get into the swing of it has been weird.

Glad people seem to be enjoying it, though! I had no idea it'd take off like this, aha. Hopefully I can get a bit more consistent and stop uploading at 2 AM, lol.

That said, I don't know what my schedule's gonna be (if I even start one). So if there's a couple days where I don't upload, it's not because I abandoned the AU or anything, it's probably just because I'm busy IRL.

Feel free to keep sending in asks even if I'm not online! I've already got a lot of really good ones sitting there that I'm gonna hold onto for a bit (for. reasons).

This has been really fun so far, and I hope everyone's having fun, too! Just bear with me while I figure this out. I'm hoping to get out a ref of [ERROR] soon, and also stop calling him that soon, but getting into character is proving to be a challenge when you do it on and off like this. But that's never stopped me before and it won't now. Like I said, this has been fun so far!

That said, if anyone has any suggestions on a meta level, I'm all ears. I realize now that I've run into this basically blind, so even though I did a couple week's worth of preparation in advance for this blog, I'm also still floundering a bit. Learning more every day, though! And I'm hoping I can pick up the pace soon as well. After Day 1's rapidfire replies, going at a more leisurely pace feels really slow, and I both wanna fix that but also don't know how because, like I said, I keep uploading at midnight gfdshjk

TL;DR I'm working on it dw lol

-Mod Dimonds

#dimond speaks #ooc #i have many plans for this au and i've realized that figuring out how to connect the dots to get us there is the hard part #i'm used to writing fanfic where i as a writer would be able to brainstorm a way to connect those pieces #but since i've decided to host this as an askblog instead a part of that control has been taken away from me #it's like im DMing D&D instead of what i'm used to #which i don't mind- like i said i'm having fun- it's just a huge change from the norm on my end #and i don't wanna make the story twist unnaturally in a different direction because i want one thing and the askers want another #but on the other hand to there is a story here i want to tell #so finding the balance is gonna be hard #but i think it'll also be really fun #at best i'll write a story i'm proud of and people can be along for the ride and we'll all have a good time #and at worst? Day 1 was fucking awesome and one of my favorite memories of being in this fandom #so even if this thing crashes and burns i'll always have that to hold on to #so basically just thank you for reading. both my lil blurb here and the au in general #like seriously i cannot thank you enough for wanting to see where this goes #and something i'm super proud of so far is that everyone's brought their thinking caps too! #i have at least 6 asks sitting in here that i'm saving for later #which is literally half the inbox! #i do wanna state here (in the tags shhh) that i have some massive plans for this au #so the fact that everyone's thinking critically about it has made me really giddy #so proud of this classroom everyone gets A+s for the day /lh #OH ALSO Day 1 here just means the first day the AU was live. this au will be counted in in-story days so i wanna state that now #uhh i dont know how to end this. just... thank you so much for reading. #ily guys i can't wait to keep going and more frequently once i find my footing

[knifeslidez]

was crawling through super old blog posts of mine pre-gender awakening and i feel the need to pat younger, oblivious me on the head and inform them we're a genderfucked fem these days

#i seriously thought i was just a hyperfem gay man #and then i said ''ok i might not be fully cis but im not rlly trans so'' #meanwhile i was posting things like ''ok i may be a guy but i also really want to look like brody dalle'' #like. babes u arent a man. thats why u want to be her #anyway proud of myself for growing into my much cooler gender and figuring shit out #ghoul groans

[steampoweredskeleton]

Completely fixated on making my cloak the past couple of days and now have the hood almost completely done and the cloak pieces measured, cut, and marked to be sewed together. I've sewed a zigzag pattern into the hems of the hood and already planned how I'm going to jazz it up with stitching in embroidery thread over the top to hide the machine stitching and make it look like it was more roughly made

I've also been making rings for chainmail which I am going to put as a mini top layer across my shoulders, and have started loosely planning the arm pieces to go with it as I have material from old green trousers that is stiff enough to work well as a base

My brain has been wirring like mad all weekend and I am EXHAUSTED but happy with my progress

#delete later #and i have to work tomorrow rip #BUT i have had the task i fucking hate taken off my plate so im noy going to spend the morning completely overwhelmed which #is SUCH GOOD NEWS IM SO HAPPY #i straight up told my high manager i dont want to do it again in our 1-2-1 a couple weeks ago and she seems to have taken it seriously #thank god #im really glad i chose to speak up about that instead of just being like #its fiiiiine #proud of myself!!! #and now i can concentrate on my apprenticeship work instead of being so overwhelmed i have mini meltdowns on my commute

[atomicengineerdetective]

No one talk to me I just came back from a family vacation to find out my favorite youtuber ever is leaving the platform.

I am devastated.

(I am actually happy for him, he has given me so much happiness for like 8 years. He deserves to let the channel go an enjoy his life. It just hurts, but I'll get over it

I'm so thankful for MatPat and Steph. I Hope every future endeavour or project they take on is successful and that over all they have a happy and fulfilling life with Ollie.💚❤️💛💙)

#I leave to a place with no cellphone signal and come back to this? #may be the lord was protecting me idk #What do I call this? a personal rant? Im not really ranting more like letting my feelings out #venting if you #never done this on my blog before but I feel like I have to #I've been a Fan of game theory since I was like 13 or 14 #He was like the first youtuber I ever suscribed to #that spoke english cause my first language is spanish lol #His videos and overall community meant a lot to me. I dont know how could I possibly express that #Of course Im going to still watch the videos after he is gone with the new hosts but still it wont be the same #Hope this doesnt sound too like sad. I dont mean to be negative. I am legitemetly so proud and happy for him #I mean He had one of the classiest goodbyes of YouTube at least I can say my favorite youtuber was never cancelled thats a win haha #But seriously he has achieved so much and has over all been such a positive influencer how could I not be proud to call myself a Fan #so truly I am not sad He ended on the highest note you could ask for. I cannot ask for anything more from him. #I am not sad However I did cry like a Baby during the Video. Man I just. Im tearing up even thinking about it #but anyway #You bet I am going to watch every single one of his videos the second they upload until march 9. #And then I am going to dedicate the day to the celebration he supposedly plans for then #I will probably vent some more in a bigger post then too. like I did in this tags lol. #Right now... I just cant. I need to process a little more heh #MatPat #Matthew Patrick #The game Theorists #game theory #goodbye matpat

[termitesisagrandslam]

anyone else ever have that thing where you'd actively downplay unhealthy attitudes to casual friends/acquaintances bc you dont wanna be too "heavy" with people you arent very close with but then it backfires bc those people think you genuinely dont take any of it seriously and distance themselves from you because they think youre a mess with no self awareness?

#was reading one of those 'dont make light about having only gotten 2 hours of sleep' posts #and it reminded me of this #in freshman year there was a couple instances where i got too drunk and puked but downplayed it with the ppl i was hanging out with #bc we werent really friends so i didnt wanna be like 'hey fellow 18 yr olds so theres this genuine problem that im very affected by' #but then they just reported me to the the head of the dorm bc they thought i didnt care and didnt take it seriously #and the whole thing was super humiliating #anyway yeah #sometimes when ppl u dont know well act like they dont care about something #it's just bc they dont feel comfortable with u to be honest about their concerns over like #drinking too much or insomnia or poor eating habits and stufd #i dont think the post i saw was wrong or anything. like there are people who are proud of that stuff and it's a good mindset to get rid of #but it just reminded me that things arent always as they appear #edit: not that people who *dont* have the self awareness deserve to be shunned either. i also have been in that camp and thats very painful #(or people who do but dont care. or care but dont want to fix it) #and not fair and i think the whole way people look at all of this stuff needs to shift. but idk im just rambling about this one thing

[heliianth]

being trans sucks dick sometimes

#i keep wanting to seriously talk abt top surgery w my mom but im afraid #she and whichever dr we talk to will be like #why do u want top and not hrt #<- and my reasons are that 90% of my dysphoria comes from my boobs. & i dont want my skin & hair fucked up #not fucked up per se thats a bad way to say that. i just. i spent lots of years + effort on clearing my acne. & im really proud of my hair #sounds so vain to say i dont wanna go on hrt mostly bc of those 2 things #but uhhhh #ya. #i do really want top surgery tho. cannot imagine living with this shit for the rest of my life #heliichats

[shinkaishoujo103]

In this house we love aira shiratori.

#and if you dont GET OUT/hj #i have such a deep attachment to this guy oh my God #its probably the kinning. never took kinning that seriously but aira took the he just like me fr phrase to a deep level #im getting so emotional now. i can't help but be so proud of him when i look back on his growth #his solo is everything ive hoped for. absolutely adorable and just full of love and passion and just so Aira #im really gonna do it this time/nsrs/pos #saku rambles #i know im mostly known for knights and i AM a leo/izuleoP before anything else but i hope i can also be known as aira even if just a little- #-bit. hes also so seriously everything to me i need to talk about him more gosh

[dirt-str1der]

I dont care about majima x sagawa btw but i care a lot about their relationship regardless because i want them to have the most toxic dealings and skewed power dynamics with each other as possible and i them both to have increasingly warped perceptions of each other (worlds most incorrect uncle-nephew relationship)

#Listen to my problems #sagawas like majima chan i bought pudding for you since chewing is hard right now and majimas like (muffled) can you kill yourself . and #sagawa is like (laughs) keep up that tone and ill break your jaw again #like obviously sagawa isnt doing charity work putting majima back on his feet because majima has to pull his own weight too but over time #majima became less of an ‘investment’ and more like his hotheaded young apprentice / nephew who is really smart (sagawas very proud of him) #but also doesnt know anything good for himself because hes an idiot and sagawa needs to do everything for him sometimes or he’ll pull the #most ASININE stunts imaginable. like kid i do Good by you and you do the same for me as long as you keep your head down and run the grand. #he cannot fathom why majima wants to claw his way back into the tojo because sagawa Knows shimano and he Knows that shimano is bad news and #will definitely send majima into the jaws of death over and over and seriously what a WASTE of good talent !!! unfortunately majima is the #same type of stupid as his oath brother but it doesnt mean he wants to see the kid get himself killed (wise words from a man who got himself #killed) | and majima ... it was not difficult to start going crazy about sagawa at first sight because he just came out of a very violent #place where every touch meant more torture and pain then suddenly hes being put in the capable hands of a man whos like a fucking angel #sagawa feeds clothes and bathes him and majima cant help but act like being cared for is the worst thing thats ever happened to him theres #too much touching and hes completely dependent on sagawa who checks his weight daily and changes his bandages and cleans his leaky infected #eye and he wants nothing more than to be left alone but he cant do anything by himself and hes too devastated to be grateful. its gross !! #and whenever he inevitably breaks the hell down sagawa is always there to hold and comfort him and what the hell else can he do but seek #comfort in the only person that ‘cares’ about him when sagawa is so good at pretending ... is he pretending ? who gives a fuck anymore man #sagawas punishment and comfort all in one ... hes a means to an end .. hes majimas caretaker and his gaoler. the guy who knows everything #about him and the one who’ll use every last bit of it against him oh god wait #this is just isabelle and emma damnit damnit im gonna go read purromised neverland again

[star-sworn]

do you ever think about how like. kairi was asleep for a year searching for sora’s heart and sora was asleep on that couch (for a week? a year? however the time difference works in unreality) and reached out to kairi’s heart somehow (assuming it wasn’t just her subconscious creating an image of sora) like do you ever think about both of them being asleep at the same time for a significant period of time and their hearts connecting with one another across realities within their dreams. do you ever think about what a beautiful image that is

sweetie. sweaty. honey. I only think about this maaaybe once a day. And that's not that hyperbolic. I mean you really said it all--They are literally BONDED across the chasm of reality itself. We can all speculate whether it's from the paopu fruit (as I think) or just The Power of Love™️, but regardless it's beyond romantic. And it was when she needed him. She needed him, and he was there. Whenever she needs him, he never lets her down, literally using himself (projected on to her I guess?) as a shield. I have no hands here, so let me use yours, I'll give you my keyblade, I'll give you my strength. Even when I'm in unreality you are not allowed to mess with Kairi. How many times must I teach you this lesson old man?

I do think what you pointed out about it happening when they're both sleeping is really interesting. There is a wonderful symmetry to it, dreaming of each other, reaching for each other--in a world without you, i'll dream of you, right? It seems that's how Yozora reaches Sora too, and possibly riku, given the endings of Remind and kh3? some very weird jumbling of memory and dream going on here. It reminds me a bit of CoM, where Sora is put to sleep in order to unscramble his memories. The concepts of dream and memory and sleep are often found together in kh. once nomura puts you to sleep, no telling what weird shit's going to happen to you lol. oh the sweet sweet torment of kh mysteries.

And iirc from a nomura interview from after the trailer drop it seems Sora was asleep from the time between kh3/remind and this moment of waking in the kh4 trailer, and that he was asleep for seven days (because of course he was). So either a week in unreality is a year in kh time, or there's even zanier time shenanigans at play. It could just be a way to quickly handwave over the intervening time, so they might gloss over all of this, but I really do hope they'll show us or describe to us the MoM scene from Sora's POV (and also how/when he got changed into his new 'fit lol). I wrote that mini fic on the MoM scene because it's so fascinating to me. He just knew. She must have been calling out to him, and he knew. How did he know she needed him? How did he get to her? I have to lie facedown now.

The fact that Kairi thanked Sora at the end, to me at least, (and im not a sap nor am i biased in any way) says that it was actually Sora, not her own imagining of him. But it does present this interesting idea if it is some sort of self creation--that in a moment of weakness, again her own demons, when she needs strength and courage, when she feels she's not enough, she thinks of sora, and that gives her that courage and strength. I mean, who does she know that's defeated Xehanort? (If you can't get Sora himself, store-bought is fine).

Anyway, I actually rewatched the kh4 trailer a few days ago and I still clutched my chest when it first reveals Sora on the couch. I don't think I'll ever forget how I felt seeing him there, knowing he was (at least to some extent) alright, seeing him so altered and grown up, so far from all he's known. KH certainly isn't in Kansas anymore. Just think, what if Sora had just saved Kairi, right before that moment cuts in and he opens his eyes? A girl can dream.

answering this ask Maria (can I call you that? mutual level up?), you literally have me kicking my feet under my desk like a middle schooler after the big dance. this was good for my soul. Kh always makes sure there's something spicy even in the seemingly innocuous titles, and wow, MoM truly has a banger. A love banger. This is where I'm torn. Because a sokai reunion after returning from unreality would be oh so sweet. If either Sora or Kairi don't fall to the ground because their knees give out when they see one another, it won't be angsty enough for me. And you've discussed before, Kairi doesn't have to girlboss her way to Shibuya in order for kh4 to be satisfying, iirc. and Im with you on that. to me, she's as much 'home' to Sora as DI is, so it could be a very cathartic way to end kh4, similar to the end of kh2. But also, them reuniting in quadratum, then perhaps even teaming up? sweet dreams are made of this.

will i trim this down? no. should I have? probably. but im so happy I have a fellow new fan to enjoy the ride with. we both missed the hype for 3, but hot damn, we arguably picked the best time to become kh fans. Hope your finals are going well sweetie, and you have a wonderful Christmas. thank you for this gift in my tumblr stocking, it's always welcome.

#you really woke up and said "im going to push all of Holly's sap buttons today #and it totally made my day when I read this #Holly rambles #Holly could stop might stop wont stop #literally if anyone wants to drop in for a sap sesh I am always down #goldensunset #GoldenSunset more like GoatedwiththeSauce #Sora really said 'GET AWAY FROM MY WIFE' in John Mulaney voice #long post #seriously this got long lol #kh and romance? how could it not be lol #im a sap and im proud #im cringe but at least im free