#like thats preformative

[medicalunprofessional]

life is wasted

#psychonauts #caligosto loboto #medical abuse cw #<-yeah i think.That covers it #nightmaretheater #so sorry if you were innocently checking my blog after the crowment and were blasted with this #i was going to do a bit of artistic censoring but.Nahhh #time on canvas : 6 hours #i had to watch some videos of a transorbital lobotomy being preformed for refference 😁 #god forbid i had my photos app open and someone looked over my shoulder and saw several screenshots #also Yes thats text from berenice. I cant be stopped #ohhh im so hungry.Chili for dinner…… #wait. i forgot my watermark #thats okay. Theyll know its me from the berenice quote /nsrs #also yeah the orbitoclast looks a bit small. its the angle. Trust me. Okay. #I dont know how to paint flowers . I….Kind of my first time.Sooorry #Sorry guys . Had to post Horrifiying Upsetting Art again. Will continue to happen #its kind of funny this barely looks like fanart #good. Cant wait for someone to stumble upon this and freak out when they realize it is indeed fanart #surprised this was. 6 hours? Looks down at my hands… Woah… #reminder: I am drawing on my phone i did not go to art school💞 #Okay time to collapse . Im really hungry #sorry . Just had to give my artists commentary

[troubledbee]

I can sense a mattress being sold. Soon... Soon I will get to cleanse a house from all its impurities, with the blessing of the sacred flames...

Inspiration

#bunny #bad photoshop #arsonist bunny #quickly (and poorly) photoshopping animals on ky phone in silly ways in my new hobby #this is door to door mattress salesman jeffs husband #(door to door mattress salesman Jeff previously posted) #this is chia the arsonist #jeff sells people mattresses #chia goes and burns down their house #jeff sells them more mattresses #the perfect couple. the perfect crime. #thats why jeff is the best preforming salesman at the door to door keurig salesman company #despite never once selling a keurig #also (tried) adding alt text so i hope its decent #im horrible at describing what things are or look like

[good-beanswrites]

An 0309 drabble for an anon ask I got a bit ago :) Thank you for being patient, I really enjoyed writing this!! It's actually a little moment I've wanted to write since I started Milgram fic, but never got around to it. (I mention his injured eye, but don't actually describe anything)

“Stop moving around so much.”

“Don’t tell me what to do.”

“I mean it. You’ll make things worse.”

Mikoto watched as the intensity in Fuuta’s gaze flickered between fire and fear.

He had a doctor’s kit laid out on his lap. Recently, Shidou had his hands full with Mahiru’s treatments and having intense conversations with Haruka, so Mikoto wanted to give him a break. With none of the injuries actually healing as they should, the prisoners were caught in an endless loop of changing bandages and checking for complications.

Shidou was grateful for the help. Many of the others tolerated Fuuta in the same way they spent only the necessary time around Mikoto. They smiled and placated him, acting like he’d gone mad all of the sudden. Whatever was making the others avoid the two of them, it drew the pair together. Mikoto was finding he enjoyed Fuuta’s company. Something about him was rather… charming. 

“Me? You’re the asshole that will make things worse. You’re no doctor! Fuck you.”

Eh, maybe he had gone mad. 

He took comfort, at least, in the knowledge that Fuuta was growing more comfortable with him. He sure had a special way of showing it, but Mikoto didn’t brag about being a people-person for nothing – he picked up on the way Fuuta sought him out during the day, pretending to be involved in his own activities. The way he struck up a conversation, then acted as if it had been Mikoto’s idea to come over and bother him. 

Therefore it was exciting, though not surprising, when Fuuta allowed Mikoto to help treat his injuries. They had only done it a few times, but today brought a whole new challenge. 

“I’m not performing surgery or anything. Shidou said it just needs some basic disinfecting.” He flashed his usual grin. “I have a steady hand – I’m a photographer, you know.”

Aside from Shidou, Fuuta hadn’t allowed a single person to look under his eyepatch. 

He remained unamused by Mikoto’s smile. For better or worse, he could always tell when it was forced. “It’s not like I have any proof of that. You could be awful at it, for all I know.”

“First chance I get, I’ll request a camera and prove it. Want me to take a picture of you first?”

“If you haven’t already messed up my face…” Fuuta’s focus was glued to the hand carefully reaching towards him. 

Mikoto pouted his lips. “Shidou trusted me enough with this. And you must have, because you agreed earlier. So If it’s not about me… You’re not scared, are you?”

There were some things that Fuuta didn’t stop to see through. He sputtered in surprise. “Hell no!” He lifted his chin, finally taking his attention off Mikoto’s hands. He stared defiantly. “I can take it.”

Mikoto felt a bit guilty for resorting to foul play. But not that guilty. “Good. Now hold still...”

He got right to it. One hand held ginger hair out of the way, while the other pinched the corner of the eyepatch. Fuuta’s good eye darted nervously around the room, avoiding the other's close-leaning face. Mikoto peeled it away swiftly, gently

As a horror movie buff, the injury didn’t faze him in the slightest. As someone who’d grown close to Fuuta recently, he felt a wave of anguish at the sight.

Fuuta squirmed. “It’s nasty, isn’t it…”

Mikoto reached down for some supplies. He considered mustering up a smile and saying there was no need to worry so much, but it would have been pointless. Times like these, it was kind of a relief when someone else could see right through him for a change. 

“It looks like it hurts.”

“Tch, I don’t need any pity from you.”

“I was going to say, you hide it well. You’re tougher than the warden gives you credit for.”

His cheeks flushed red. “I – I don’t need any flattery from you either!”

“Don’t need anything from anybody, huh?”

Before he could come up with a retort, he hissed through his teeth in pain.

“Ah, sorry.” Mikoto immediately retracted his hand from where it had been dabbing alcohol onto the injury.

Steeling his expression, he muttered, “it’s fine.”

Mikoto tried again. He made sure to move with even more steadiness, his face drawn up in concentration. He saw Fuuta’s features flinch when he touched him, but he stayed still. The two were silent, now, as Mikoto worked. Leaning his face so close made the short task feel much longer. The reddening in his cheeks didn't subside.

He expected Fuuta to snatch the fresh eyepatch away the moment he unwrapped it – he was shocked that Fuuta let him adjust it into place without a word.

“Alright. You’re all set.” He started packing up the kit.

“Listen, don’t tell the others. About my eye.”

Mikoto squinted. He gestured to the right side of his face. “I hate to break it to you, but the big patch kinda gives you away.”

“You idiot! I just mean, don’t tell them what it looks like.” He pulled his hood down over his hair. “I don’t need everyone trying to steal a look at it like I’m some sort of freakshow.”

“Hey, of course.” Mikoto gave him a smile, the kind they both knew was genuine. “I’ve got you.”

Fuuta nodded. He turned his face away, his fingers lingering over where Mikoto’s had just been. “... And… thanks.”

#milgram #fuuta kajiyama #mikoto kayano #0309 #thank you so much for the request woo!!! #lmao it leans more 'serious intimate' than 'sappy romantic' - i hope thats okay #and yeah! i was actually planning to have a chapter in thermoregulation where yuno treated his eye #but every way i envisioned it wouldnt fit right with the tone of the whole thing #so ive been considering other characters and mikoto works So Well -- i was really glad to finally sit and write it out with him!! #its just... having someone as paranoid and ashamed as fuuta actually letting someone close enough to see/touch his most vulnerable injury.. #it Gets me man 😭😭😭 #and mikoto is also showing a very open side of himself - he has someone who trusts him despite everything thats going on with him/john #someone he doesnt need to preform for -- someone who truly trusts him #;--; #im torn between picturing the prisoners staying away from mikoto t2 or him self isolating while they all still really like hanging out #i went with the first option here but it changes depending on the fic LOL #anyway i hope you enjoyed!!!! #the two start out sitting really far apart and awkward but by the end of t2 with mikoto treating him regularly they start sitting like that #meme where the girl is putting on the others makeup LOL #drabbles #what if i keep procrastinating on school writing and i just write milgram fic forever and ever huh

[pussypopstiel]

Dean is just a theater kid who was never in theater

#u know. #my silly little posts #like. everything about him is preformance. thats so theater kid of him

[rabdoidal]

im gonna keep it real with you. there is no video i want to watch less than this

#personal #remember the episode of total forgiveness #where grant has to preform bad stand up written by ally #thats what i can only assume this is like

[estrangedandwayward]

God it's so sad that lestat the musical suck because vampire chronicals would work SO well as a musical. The melodrama, dances and songs to show the bonds between the characters, it doesn't matter if the actors look like the characters or not, you can actually do Claudia and Armand, which visual mediums generally can't, the costumes can be gorgeously tacky but change in subtle ways so show the passage of time (like everyone keeps the same base costume but changes hats and coats), you can give lestat and Nicky a big golden moment number, the theater de vampire's would be CRAZY, you can have lestat play the piano (maybe that's a way to do the narrating), it's longer so you can include more than a movie, Louis could be a great narrator too, you can have in-between scenes of back and forth between him and Daniel, louis can have a melancholy walking in the rain but isnt new orleans so beautiful song, and you can give lestat and Louis a dance number, Maybe with singing, maybe not, that shows their relationship through the years, the two of them pulling eachother around the stage, sometimes switching hats and coats, lestat can swing his walking stick around, Claudia can come in to join them half way through, they should totally recreate that hand holding spin from the show that the three of them do cause it would be Adorable, the music and style of dance can change, they go between passionate, violent, playful, confrontational and everything in between beautifully capturing the complex violently domestic relationship between these two compelling, emotional characters. Too bad Lestat: The musical genuinely sucks.

#i also think that deveed diggs would play a killer lestat #honestly you can keep jacob anderson as louis #sorry ive been talking with my brother about this lately #because we watched lestag the musical #and. it was bad #im so sorry elton john #like as somebody who already liked the characters and story the play wasn't good #some of the preformers are good and i like costumes but its a pretty objectively bad play #i dont really think that vampire chronicals has any adaptation thats a good adaptation while also being good just as a thing #iwtv #vampire chronicles

[sereniv]

Being antisimetic in the face of the atrocities committed by israel is only doing exactly what israel wants you to do and is aiding in spreading its agenda.

israels agenda hides behind the idea that there needs to be a safe place for Jews, and the only way that can exist is if everyone believes it and allows it to happen by any means necessary

and on the surface it seems good especially when thinking of the tragedies of the Holocaust- that, another attempted genocide against a group of people

but of course in practice we get what we have right now which is the genocide of Palestinians

but the only reason why israel is getting away with it for so long is because of antisimetism brought on by itself, natural antisimetism, those who only focus on the Jewish connection to the Holocaust, and of course racism and islamaphobia but i feel those last two are a given

When you are antisimetic in response, they can point to you and say "see? this is why we do what we are doing? we are not safe" and while it is a reality that Jews are not safe anywhere, you are still being a soldier for them and furthering the narrative that there needs to be one safe place for Jews instead of focusing on making everywhere safe for Jews

this is why you should always lead your activism with love of the oppressed, with them being the focus rather than your hate of the oppressor, because it can cloud your judgment on who the actual oppressors are. On who you should actually be focusing your hate on. And that turns into hearing the word antisemitism, a very real form of bigotry, and immediately thinking 'zionist'.

You can not support Palestine and Palestinian resistance and liberation and also wrongly accuse all Jews as being the perpetrator, rather than a colonizing entity made of politicians. You can not do exactly what an oppressor wants you to do and claim you support the oppressed.

israel, like most goverments, brainwash and mislead and lie. and some of its citizens believe those lies and are bigots. And thats just how they want it, to be able to further their power. But many arent. Most people on earth, at the end of the day, when its all laid out, when they see what peace can mean for them and/ or others, they would choose peace.

Antisimetism is hurting the cause but above all else its just fucking bigotry. And why would you want to be a bigot?

#antisemitism #palestine #its really upsetting to say the least #when it comes to arab people in general and especially palestinians of course i have leniency in judgment #on antisimetism #but a lot of it is from white women #and it feels preformative or something it feels #something #like they were already antisimetic and are using this genocide to be able to say how they really feel #and thats fucking gross #only reason why im bringing this up more is bc it is rife on instagram

[theautistichalflinghole]

Something I've been thinking about lately is like, how my gender presentation affects me as a performer.

I love the performing arts, acting, singing, improv, dance, everything, and I've pretty much done everything at some point. I'm a high schooler now and am working to pursue it professionally and the main way I can do that rn is performing in choir and drama at my school or in the occasional summer camp. This past year, I've been in my schools SSAA choir, was King Theseus in a production of midsummer, ensemble in The Little Mermaid, and am planning to do a production of "Freaky Friday" over the summer.

The thing is, how I can present as a performer vs in my day to day life changes drastically. Generally I present pretty androgynous/masculine leaning. I'm hairy and don't shave (partially for sensory reasons), I wear loose clothing made for comfort (Graphic tees, sweats, big jackets and coats, etc), and my hair is cut in a short androgynous style. I don't typically get adressed with masculine terms or pronouns, but this is mainly because of my feminine body type, (given) name, fem leaning voice, and the fact that I just don't meet a lot of new people who don't know that I am afab and assume fem. But generally yes, if I'm wearing something that doesn't show my body type I get treated as more masculine by those who don't know me.

In choir, this doesn't affect me, we don't have a uniform beyond wearing concert black, the only thing that affects my position is my voice part, which places me with the sopranos. (We also are just generally largely queer with a very cool director lmao). In plays, it does somewhat, I have only performed in two plays with this school (and honestly generally, youth theatre is usually limited to musicals) but I have been cast in more masculine roles in ensemble or just recently Theseus. I binded (well "binded", with 1-2 tight sports bras) in that role, but it was mostly to get into character as well as to just fit myself into the suit jacket I had for the chatacter. My masculine presentation works with my semi fem speaking voice and there hasn't been any roles where I felt I didn't fit (especially in this production, where we gender bended for a saphic Lysander and Hermia).

In musicals however, I feel like things change, and typically feminine voice part clashes with masculine presentation. Characters who are masc are typically played be tenors and bases while fem is associated with sopranos and altos. This hasn't come up yet, little mermaid had a very large ensemble where they truly just tried to fit anyone somewhere and ended up with several fem people with higher voice parts in fathoms below as sailors, and pre highschool, and especially pre pandemic gender awakening, my roles were pretty much feminine or "youre one of the 5 students with previous experience play a tenor in our tiny underfunded school production". And while I haven't had any gripes with casting (I quite literally asked for an ensemble part due to my workload at the time, and we had an extremely talented principle cast), I worry in future productions like Freaky Friday where gender roles are more hard and fast, how I present genderwise out of a production could affect my chances of a larger part.

I'm not expecting roles to be handed to me, I don't pretend that I should get every single large role or that I need to or "deserve to" break out of the ensemble, but at a certain point I just get anxious about whether decisions are made purely by what I can do.

I don't even dislike femininity or presenting as such, I use all pronouns and terms and on occasion will wear things like dresses and makeup for the purpose of being fem (I have this one thats like puffy sleeved with mushrooms that I adore, usually wear it with like a corset and some heels, also I wear like a lot of crop/bra tops but those feel andro/masc when I wear them wierdly enough). But for me femininity feels more performative, like something fun for a special or formal occasion, or in some cases the gender I occasionally gravitate towards when my gender decides to be fluid instead of just "none gender left boobs" once in a blue moon. I don't know how I feel about doing things like shaving or wearing more fem clothing to look a part, especially shaving because that's more permanent and takes a lot of energy from both the work and the sensory experience (especially when I am naturally very hairy). I will perform as fem without any question, but altering my lifestyle/presentation for a longer time like this just makes me feel anxious, Ive done this maybe once since I had any sort of awareness of my gender queerness and I dont exactly look forward to figuring out trial and error style whether on not it gives me any sort of disphoria (especially when I already know my Dad, who is very open about preffering when I present feminine, would make a huge fuss about it), or even any sensory discomfort when I havent done this in so long and last time I did there was some.

Idk sorry if this is long and incoherent (can you tell I have adhd from the amount of parentheses and commas lmao), but idk I've just been feeling kinda anxious about this lately, if anyone has any stories, experiences, or advice around this sort of thing I would love to hear it.

#ive had similar feelings about this with my body before but thats less something I can change and I dont really care about it anymore lmao #if theyre gonna be fatphobic theyre gonna be fatphobic and I havent really experienced any direct or intentional harm from that #just to be clear I use all pronouns/terms and like when people alternate pronouns #if I seem like I prefer they or he its mainly just becuase i get she/herd all the goddamn time 🧍‍♀️ #vent ish #long post #i tried to break it into reasonable chunks but i ramble so if its too much feel free to just ignore lmao #gender queer #gender #androgynous #androgyny #preforming arts #drama #theatre #acting #ive also done some amatuer VA but it was a very specific voice and like I said I have a fem lean andro voice so again not much you can chang #i mean yeah testosterone but I dont wish to medically transition as of right now #but yeah if it wasnt clear I dont care about what I perform as I just get anxious about how it effects my irl presentation #musicals #asking for advice #queer #queer preformer #queer actor #i dont know how to tag this lmao #transmasc #agender #genderfluid #gender presentation

[maretriarch]

kinda wish people would stop giving mattel so many asspats for their cheap soulless hamfisted diversity that only exists so they can get a bunch of free publicity articles written about how woke they are and get away from the "fashion dolls turn little girls into brainless makeup addicted sluts" narrative and you can tell that all of this diversity is only for sales bcs 1) its all badly written and empty and also they literally hired a white cishet woman as their diversity adviser (amy thompson look it up) 2) their slogan is literally "empowering the next generation through play" which like. the word empowering literally only exists to be a meaningless marketing buzzword

#reminds u of their genderfluid doll line they immediately cancelled bcs it didnt sell and only existed to get articles written about #also they sure preformed a lot of self congratulatory autofellatio to themselves for their First Trans Doll of laverne cox like #they didnt totally butcher the doll and it looks nothing like her #her eyes are so close together she looks like the bully flounder from spongebob #not that any celebrity doll really looks like the celebrity theyre supposed to be but like #laverne cox is a beautiful woman with normal spaced apart eyes i dont know how anyone could look at the doll and be like yup looks great #definitely not like an alien #also its like the ugliest half red leather half tulle dress they put her in?? #these outfits are planned months in advance it does not have to be this way #white glitter tights underneath its a mess #thats not problematic or anything i am just bitter

[giverofempathy]

i wish people would think before they do sometimes 😭😭

#salisha speaks #i follow lots of them aesthetic cottagecore instagram accounts #and they all do what the other did first #and right now its really popular to forage and make things with what you foraged #thats actually pretty cool i do the same thing i made elderflower cordial last week #but just now this woman made rose syrup. from a random rose bush #but thats so stupid bc most roses are made for their smell and not for their taste 😭😭😭 #like garden roses arent edile bdlrjekosjdjkwa #just makes me sad that people dont do more research for these things and just do them for aesthetic purposes #same with this account called aclotheshorse Oh MY GODDD i cant stand her #just all feels so fake and preformative and too clean and too neat #i guess thats social media for ya 🤭

[sucktacular]

SORRY TO SAY BUT YOURE GONNA HAVE FRIENDS FOREVER AND THEY WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU DEARLY WHETHER YOU KNOW FOR SURE OR NOT. YOU CANT ESCAPE BEING LOVED AND I HOPE ITS SO GENTLE AND KEEPS THE DAYS GOING.

#sucktacular sucks #ily and i know it doesnt make all the horrible feelings go away but you are never truly alone in this world #i hope you get to be surrounded by friends in person and i hope their love fills you entirely #side note yesterday i went to a festival eith a friend and their friends and their friends friends and #i sat on artificial turf while surrounded by so many people and watched some live preformances with great music #and i had a moment of 'im happy. i wish i could have this more often.' #and just thinking about how ive been trapped inside by my own neurotic horrors since march 2020 #and i sigh and get teary eyed thinking about it... we are social creatures and we have communities and despite so much horror #a lot of us just want to be friends and liked and gentle and be treated nicely #and just sigh. maybe i dont need to be so terrified all the time. maybe happiness is stored #in the socializing we do and the friends we keep #and maybe thats okay. maybe thats more than enough. :( #edit: #note to self

[werspinna]

What is your Flygjie? Tagged By: Walter von der Vogelweide  ! Tagging: @itsybitsypeterparker @alchemaxed @spinxeret @iobartach @goblinfire @wovendeath  @sickthem @voltedblood  @the-rogue-dragon @inhcritance  @books-and-right-hooks @kylo-wrecked @canoncompliance @carnivorousfatality !  

“A Fylgja, Flygjie or Fylgjur in Plural, is a spirit who accompanies a person as a reflection of their character or to show their future fate. The word fylgja means "to accompany" / “Companion / fylgja = to follow”. It can also mean "afterbirth of a child" for  the afterbirth and the fylgja are connected. In some instances, the fylgja can take on the form of the animal that shows itself when a child is born or after the birth a fylgja appears as a animal and eats the afterbirth. In some literature and sagas, the fylgjur can take the form of mouse, dogs, foxes, cats, or birds because those were animals that would  eat the afterbirths. If you see your own fylgie it is a death omen but other people who are close to you might be lucky enough to see your fylgie while you are asleep (and people gifted in magic might even see it while you’re awake) which of course means you’re unlikely to know what your fylgie is unless someone else sees it. In Christian stories are often animals mentioned who are the persons soul and leave to run around when the persons sleeps, only to hasty crawl back in the persons mouth when they wake up from the sleep. The sleeper will remember out of the animals perspective how they had wandered around. Those animals are a christian version of the Fylgja.”

Your flygja is the: Fox You're sly, and your fylgja is too! Together you can get your way into or out of anything! The fox is clever, wise, and infinitely adaptable.

#listen I like the quiz becaus eits a alternative to the spirit animal trope #ON THE OTHER HAND #I am a german and I am a historian and I am occiasionally teahcing history #as part of sachunterricht /general knowledge subject #AND OSTARA IS NOT A FESTIVAL as the older version of eastern #its a festival used by the nazis to replace the christian eastern celebrations to get the population away from christian religion #and closer to the cult of propaganda filled religion preformed by the nazis #gotfuckindammit #okay whatever my 10 minztes of wrath are over #headcanon #werspinna #this result mae me laugh #because Werspinna is based on medieval animal ables #*fables #with wolf and her villains beeing named after animal fable names mostly used by Goethe later in his Reinke Fuchs fables #AND REINEKE FUCHS so the fuchs is the antagonist to the Wolf #which is also the reason why starvation is such a great part of wolfs story #because the wolf in ths fables is never full #thats why the wolf was used in that latin fable also used to descripe the corruption of the christian church #because it eats and is never full #thats also why wolfs main-villian Elctro is named Reineke Fuchs #WHICH is in itself funny because oif you look at animal fables away from christanity #than both wolf and fox are tricksters and ambivalent in their nature

[dyklopces]

blegh.

#frankie fucks about #vent #always fun putting the pieces of where an insecurity came from to one of my fucking box full of traumas #this is to say. when i was a kid i was very lonely and very isolated and very disconnected from my own emotions. i knew people didnt like #me or talking to me cuz they made it really obvious. and like 4 times from elementary-middle school older kids would see that and like. #get really enthusiastic about liking me . but not in a good or authentic way at all. like i guess to nt people the way i talk and think #and act is like. funny. so these kids would assume i was joking and other people didnt get my sense of humor or smth. so for like a couple #days to a week they would treat me like a novelty. like a fun size toy that yips on command. because i was excited ! people didnt #tend to like me that much especially when i was younger so when i felt like people did i would be like oh cool! i can be completely myself #and they laugh but thats still liking me right? so i would over preform my own natural personality because it made people laugh and that #was the only way i felt like i had a chance at companionship. so like this would work for a few days. and then the novelty wears off. #and they realised Why my peers rejected me and decided they were right all along. and then theyd just never talk to me again. #anyway. all of this to say i almost never think people sincerely like me. im always convinced theres a time limit before it becomes less #funny and more grating. #whatever yaknow. like thats just life i guess

[gay-jewish-bucky]

it's wild to see the general public realize what good children's theatres have known for a long time: it's unethical to subject children to the stresses and responsibilities of professional acting/being a public figure and many of the children who do preform for a living are exploited by predatory adults who are supposed to have their best interests at heart

#hollywood #acting #professional acting #most theatres targeted at young audiences here employ unionized adults #and thats how it should be #let children be children #like i grew up in acting classes but those were just fun things to do on saturdays that gave me self confidence #the only 'preformance' were end of term presentations for our families #personcole

[pathologising]

How did u meet ur bf?

he downloaded tinder as a joke and I was like at my tether abt to give up on ever finding love anywhere at all and when we met we had this insane emotional connection and really vibed and I was like that's it that's a wrap we got him

#we both understood eachother so deeply and we had both been really hurt in past relationships #and we were like damn shawty you live like this? not anymore <3 #hes literally so perfect and so committed and i feel so safe with him and i dont have to preform for him i can just be me #and i can talk to him abt anything and he makes all my problems dissapear and i trust him #i finally trust a man period we won thats it thays a wrap

[neurotypicalraphael]

People who write rottmnt Leo preforming surgery on his family members w relative ease have obs not researched into doctors treating their family members n what medical procedures usually entail hfhdbufn

#part of me wants to write an essay going into the emotional n ethical side of it. #like. preforming surgery on a family member is going impact your ability to properly figure out what needs to be done. #its actually a really interesting topic to read into #like in general people dont seem to consider what making him the medic actually entails other than just vague ideas abt first aid and etc #maybe i watched too many medical shows as a child. thats possible #sorry for being a nerd abt this but fhhfbhf yeah #like yes tv shows are not accurate. but they bring up topics n such sometimes n i find myself reading into em #edit: you also have to consider that hes 14-15 and has not had years of medical school n training. let alone experience. #yes i am complaining abt realisim in t_//%mn^^$;&t fanfic. i am having a normal one. #im sorryyyyy i cant suspend my disbelief when comes 2 fics that attempt to realistically depict other aspects of the situation except that