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#like the actual thought is so unreachable but i’m acc sad
tr1vialove · 5 years
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#last night i had a dream a about namjoon n like i’ve dreamed about him before but it’s rare it’s so detailed like this so i want to write#it down here bc i wanna talk about it & also so i can go back to read it bc ............. i love dreaming about him it’s such a lucky#privilege n happy dreams are refreshing for the soul#also just thinking about it literally excites me like this dream is really all i could want !! ok i’m wasting tag space so let me tell the#story: my family n i lived in this large boarding house right on the shore n many other strangers lived there including namjoon but in the#dream he was my age so 19. and we met n of course for me i’m enamored immediately n unrealistically he liked me back n was very flirty so#and he was constantly smiling so you could see his dimple lines he just lived there by himself n wasnt an idol so ig without his dream to#rap he really isn’t the same person i love irl but otherwise the same so anyway !#the tide was coming in but not storm like or anything but i was like ‘i have to swim ! or else i’ll die !’#n it was like sunset so n i had been dying to swim all day so i ran out towards the tide n i grabbed namjoon n i was like ‘come with me!’#but he had the same idea to rush out there n swim n so he just smiled n we ran n the water rushed around us we were up to our tiddies but#smiling like fools n the water was so warm n glisteny#n he just smiled the whole time ! there really is no better feeling it was so sweet i slept in just trying to make it last!#once before i had a dream we were in a baby blue convertible @ the beach and it was sunset then too#he was in the driver seat even tho really i would have to drive himwhich is ...... sexci.#maybe this is the prelude to that dream ............-?! okay i like dont even wanna think that !!! bc !!!!!!!!!!!#like the actual thought is so unreachable but i’m acc sad#but i really want like a full story now lmao like .... as far as dreams it’s chance n i don’t wanna take too much time fantasizing#as dramatic as i sound like i really don’t desrve him in dreams either so i wanna clutch on to this dream it’s so perfect as good as it#gets! everything was so beautiful n impulsive it’s what he deserves!#namjoon#my love#namjoon dream.#i’ll never get over this !#namjoon dream
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