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uglyducklingofthe2000s · 2 months

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It would be so groovy tastic if you wrote a lando x reader where reader is upset because the car launch is on Valentine’s Day, meaning he won’t get to spend the whole day with her…. So he has to make it up to her later that night 😏 Thanks!

Perfectly Fine - LN

I'm going to say it, the type of people who use the word groovy just have the most untouchable vibe, like you're on another level of elite and I LIVE for it.

Themes: Smut, overstimulation ;), make-up sex, aftercare, mild angst (sort of)

Y/n hated to come across as ungrateful or bratty when it came to Lando and his job. She understands! She understands the importance and that she shouldn't fall above Lando's life-long dream. She'd never wish to.

But it's fucking Valentine's Day! Does Zak have a brain in his head?

Both of his drivers are in relationships, what is wrong with him? Is it a test of their loyalty to the team?

Seeing if the boys will argue about the fact they are spending Valentine's Day away from the people they should be dedicating the day to.

"You're upset." Lando sighs seeing her reaction.

"I'm not upset. This is your job and it's important." Is what she knows she should've said because he didn't choose the date. But that's not what she said.

"Yes, I'm upset Lando. We made plans!" Y/n states then scoffing while he looks at her. "Whatever, I'll cancel them. Spend Valentine's Day alone and you-"

"Are you not coming to the launch?"

Calm down. Count do ten. Unclench your jaw, relax your fists.

"Lando, I try to support you unconditionally. But...if I can't spend Valentine's Day with my boyfriend doing what we made plans for, I'm not going to attend the one event that is ruining the day for me." Y/n states trying to remain calm. She knows how awful she sounds, not being there for him to kick off the year by the car launch is putting her down in the bad books too.

"Baby, I'm sorry. I didn't choose the date. And I'll...I'll find a way to get out of there early." Lando tries but she shakes her head.

'It doesn't matter. I...I have to go cancel everything." Y/n mutters making him reach out. "Don't."

Lando sighs watching her walk into the bedroom, closing the door as he curses under his breath and drops his head back. He knew she'd be upset and maybe it was adding insult to injury to ask her to come with him.

"Fuck sake." Lando grumbles since he knows he's going to do something good to make it up to her and he knows really he never should've expected her to be happy. But she just looked so sad about it when the anger past.

Thing had somewhat settled but on the 13th of Feb, she went to bed pretty quiet and in the morning, Lando's attempt at morning sex or even just getting a conversation out of her fell flat.

"I'm tired, Lando." Y/n muttered as he tried to rise her from the depth of sleep via kiss up her shoulder and to her neck.

He did manage to get a kiss from her before he left but she was still bundled up in the bed.

However, what ends up making him have to force smiles and try to really hide a bad mood is when he sees her beginning to make posts and really show him what he's missing. Because y/n apparently decided that if she's not celebrating with Lando, then she will be celebrating by taking herself out and she dresses up in what he assumes was the outfit that she'd bought specifically for Valentine's Day.

She seemed to be burning through whatever money she has saved up too because there's no activity on the card that is connected to his account but she's showing herself accumulating more and more bags.

"You could look less annoyed about being here, mate." Oscar jokes as Lando tucks his phone away in his pocket with an annoyed expression on his face. "what's wrong?"

"My girlfriend is spending Valentine's Day alone and making sure to document the fact. Unlike Lily, she had no interest in coming and spending the day here after having spending weeks planning how we were supposed to spend the day and then having to cancel it all." Lando explains with a huff. "She seemed ok with it after a while but she went cold on me again last night."

"I'm sure she'll be alright." Oscar assures him patting his back. "It's one day of the year and you'll make it up to her."

"Yeah...I just know I shouldn't have to." Lando mumbles earning another pat before Oscar decides to leave the older driver.

It's late by the time Lando eventually leaves, having been pulled into multiple conversations with big sponsor names and investors.

"Fuck sake." He curses as he pulls up to his house and notices that the lights are off meaning she's not home.

But if she isn't, where the hell is she?

It's past 9, and while that's not incredibly late. It's still unusual for someone to be out that late especially if they're on their own. Not to mention he knows his girlfriend is a homebody.

Although when he walks in he spots her collection of shopping bags when he flicks the lights on.

"Y/n?" Lando calls out then jogging up the stairs moving to the bedroom and almost wanting to laugh at the sight.

She's on the bed, an oversized t-shirt being the one thing keeping her from being completely naked and with the toy that's been carelessly left on the bedside, he doesn't have to connect the dots of what she was doing before falling asleep.

He moves over, gently touching her leg to give him a view of her pussy which does cause her to stir, whether it be from the movement or the cool air hitting her very wet heat. Her eyes fluttering up and spotting him.

"Bit of an early night, even for you baby." Lando comments, not immediately wanting to address her position.

"I guess I gave myself a really good Valentine's Day." Y/n shrugs back then swallowing and almost jumping when Lando yanks her down the bed a little. "Christ Lando."

"Are you going to let me make it up to you? Or are you going to keep being stubborn about it?" Lando questions making her grumble a little but jumping a little when he reaches to poke at her pussy, fingertips wet from the simple light touch. "Did you enjoy making yourself cum that much?"

Lando wouldn't never call his girlfriend lazy or needy for him, but he knows that when it comes to sex she'd much rather leave it to him when it comes to her orgasms and the effort that has to be put into making them happen.

Her front is wavering, the confidence she clear had in herself to hold it together being weaker than she'd hoped.

"Alright, baby. I'll keep to myself then, if you don't want me to-"

"Don't be a dick, you owe me." Y/n huffs looking very pouty about it.

"I know." Lando sighs finally leaning down and kissing her. "But I'm going to make it better."

Lando's longer fingers glide into her with ease thanks to the residue from her self-given orgasm, the stickiness coating his fingers leaving them sliding in and out of her with ease. Though his touch brings out a new wetness from her even while he neglects her clit, he intends to build up to it knowing her g-spot will work to give him her first (second) orgasm.

"Good girl." Lando praises as he feels her really gushing around his fingers, whimpering as she begins to feel the heated built up. She almost feels pathetic that it took her the better part of an hour with that stupid expensive vibrator while Lando seems able to just completely obliterate her without so much as needing to give her head or touch her clit.

Sometimes it really is about the person and not just the feeling.

"Lan..." Y/n whimpers almost making a grab for his wrist when he doesn't slow and her orgasm rises, surfacing and making her drop back against the bed again, tensing around him with her thighs closing on his arm as she arches up. And he keeps going, brushing her g-spot again and again, relentless as he doesn't let up but completely intends for this to be one of many. She only just relaxes before tensing again when she feels him finally press on her clit. "W-Wait."

"Mm-mmm. No, baby. Unless you're tapping out then I'm not stopping." Lando states making her snap her eyes closed, not quite certain she's ready to be pushed towards another orgasm so soon. "No, I want you looking at me baby."

Y/n pulls almost a pained expression before whimpering and finally bringing herself to look at him.

"That's it baby." Lando soothes gently then moving to kiss her. "I'm not stopping till you are begging, baby. I'm not even going to let myself inside you until I've got at least three orgasms out of you just from my hand and maybe my mouth."

And if she wasn't already at his mercy, well she certainly was now.

The addition of the pressure on her clit has her take heavier breaths, fists clutching the sheets desperately. He just can't tell if she's fighting the impending orgasm or trying for it. She's not always the easiest to read. But he gently rubs her clit, toying with it and pressing harder every so often feeling her tighten and clench around him at the stimulation.

"You're a mess before I'm even inside you." Lando smirks and for some reason that completely sends her tumbling into another orgasm.

"Fuck. Fu-ah, Lando." Y/n moans back arching as her body spasms impossibly tightly and for the first moment, Lando realises just how hard is at the thought of feeling her clench so tightly around his cock like that. "I think I just need a-I need a moment."

"No, baby." Lando tsks kissing her softly before disappearing while she drops back on the bed almost feeling completely distressed at the thought of another orgasm, but not having the ability to deny herself the luxury of this.

Lando disappears down between her legs with a hot flick of his tongue she's beginning to wonder if there's a puddle under her because she can feel herself dripping.

Her mind is beginning to edge on the line of melting, one more orgasms and she'll be tossed over the line and into the void of absolute delirium. But something tells her that's exactly what Lando is aiming for. He wants her a babbling mess by the end of this, or maybes in a muted daze.

As far apologies go, there's worse ways to make it up to her.

Her hand moves down, locking into his curls as she arches up against him. The increased sensitivity to even his small touch makes her feel like she almost fall apart, her body quivering from the feeling of his tongue on her clit, his fingers still expertly brushing her g-spot with no mercy.

She's never thought Lando a patient person by nature, though she also knows she tests his patience and he doesn't usually appreciate it either. But he seems to be extending his patience with y/n out as long as possible on this occasion.

"Lando." Y/n murmurs almost feeling her voice fail her at the feeling of mouth work to give her an almost blinding orgasm and admitted, she feels it hit her like a ton of brick. Her breath held as a moan rips out of her. "Lando."

Her brain feels like it might've just finally given up on being able to process anything.

"I'm sorry, baby. I gotta get inside you." Lando states, his wet face above her own catching her in a kiss that she almost feels needy of.

She's not touched starved, far from it given what's happening. But she needs to feel him, have her over him. It feels like he's not close enough.

"I need you closer." Y/n whines her hands scrambling to touch him. Pulling him closer as she feels him push into her. "I-I need you."

Lando almost wants to stop just to really let her maybe gather herself but equally containing himself is impossible.

"I'm here, baby...can I move?" Lando questions really hoping she's not about to desperately just want him to stay fully seated and painfully hard inside her.

"Please."

If desperation was personified, it'd be y/n right now. He's seen her in some states as a result of sex, but there's really something about right now that she's just completely unable of processing anything around her but Lando.

Each thrust seems to change between hitting her g-spot to slamming into her cervix all while he somehow manages to give a grind that nudges at her already very sensitive clit that is almost begging for less attention because each grind is pushing her closer and closer.

When y/n starts chanting "please" he actually hesitates over whether he really should stop but one grind and he realises that she was just asking him not to stop because she was close.

"Fuck." Lando groans feeling her tighten around him like a vice, locking him in and triggering his own orgasm with her seemingly sucking everything from him while he drops his head to her neck, trying to keep his weight from completely pressing on her, or he tries to till he mumbles something that can only be described as gibberish as she yanks him closer, forcing his body flat against her as he softens on her.

She breathing heavily underneath him, a sheen of sweat on her face.

"Ok, baby. I'm going to pull you on top." Lando whispers slightly adjusting, mainly to pull himself out before he rolls them over and tries to soothe her when she whines. "It's ok, it's alright."

They stay there for a while, y/n eventually going quite beyond slowly evening and lighter breaths.

"Baby?" Lando tries after feeling like enough time might've past.

"I'm good. Really good." She promises then slowly sitting up, own own cum spilling out of her onto his stomach while he smirks lazily up at her.

"You're making a mess."

"You left it in a place that was going to make a mess once I moved." Y/n shrugs earning a small laugh from him before his large hands run up her thighs, rubbing the skin. "How was the launch?"

"It would've been better if I had my best friend there." Lando states making her smile sadly. "But I didn't deserve to have you there when I ruined our Valentine's Day...how about you left me run us a bath and I'll get the surprise I bought back with me? I know you want me to stay here with you, but if it's part of taking care of you, will you let me go?"

"Ok."

"I promise it will be worth it." Lando promises earning a small smile before she climbs off of him. He steals a kiss before rushing to get on with his task in hand.

Y/n sighs pulling off the t-shirt she's still wearing which is damp with sweat and in need to get it off before slumping back on the pillows yawning as she tries to fight off the urge to just go to sleep. About 15 minutes pass before Lando reappears almost looking breathless.

"Come on, baby." Lando grins, teeth flashing and dimples appearing as he does so.

Walking into the bathroom, y/n slows, shocked at the set up of candles and a tray of food precariously balanced on the bath rack. Chocolate dipped strawberries with a dipping pot of cream too, a bowl of crisps, pretzels along with some skittles.

"Lando...this is...perfect." Y/n smiles then kissing him.

"You didn't think I was just going to use orgasms to redeem myself, did you? Give me some credit."

Lando helps her into the bath, holding her hand to keep her balance before he follows her, sitting beside her.

"I'm sorry I was so harsh." Y/n mumbles earning a sad smile before he kisses her neck since she's still facing away.

"No, don't be sorry. It was my job that go in the way." Lando insists since it's true and while he wouldn't change his job for the world, but he is thinking about maybe requesting they not make the launch on Valentine's Day. "I got a couple more things up my sleeve to make it up to you."

Y/n would say he's done enough, but she's not going to deny herself the obvious pleasure of Lando's need to make it up to her.

"Have something to eat baby. You were out of it not that long ago, need something to give you some energy even if you just go straight to sleep." Lando states softly reaching forward for a strawberry for her, holding it to her lips which makes her lean forward and bite into the chocolate covered strawberry. "Wasn't sure you'd want cream with them. I know you've already been filled up with it."

"You're disgusting, if you want me to be sick in this bath then keep it up." Y/n groans feeling his body vibrate with his laughter. "You should not be proud of that."

"Baby, you couldn't form words. I did that. There's not a point in my life I won't be proud of that...or be trying to do it again."

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jadedvibes · 2 years

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Wanted

Summary: You consider ending things with Bucky after seeing a girl come on to him, but it's not that easy, and you get a hard reminder about who he really wants in the clubhouse bathroom.

Pairing: Beefy biker!Bucky x reader

Warnings: 18+ only, smut, unprotected rough possessive sex, oral sex (f), fingering, brief exhibitionism/semi-public sex, mirror sex, jealous and angry reader, biker slang/culture, slightly toxic angsty vibes with a happy ending, a lot of swearing, pet names, beefy!bucky (he needs a warning).

Word Count: 1.6k

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Leaning against the counter you tried to slow your breath and calm down after what you had just seen. A slutty little sweet butt, practically grinding herself against the man you’d been seeing – the man you thought was yours. Hell, he hadn’t told you that you were his old lady, but countless nights tangled up in his sheets at the clubhouse had you thinking that you were something more. Anything more.

You watched the way he smirked at her before you finally got sick of the sight and stormed into the bathroom down the hall.

Embarrassment flooded you as you realized what a waste your efforts with him were. You tried your best to play it cool, go easy and casual with Bucky because that's the pace that he set. But now you knew that he was just stringing you along out of convenience.

Deep blue eyes locked with yours as you stared into the mirror, the brawny biker slipping into the bathroom behind you.

“You just couldn’t help yourself, could ya Buck?” you sneered at his reflection.

“C’mon darlin’, don’t be like that.” His big, warm hands slowly slid around your waist from behind.

You turned in his hold, glaring up into his stupid gorgeous eyes. He towered over you and his large frame took over the cramped space. Why did he have to look like that? All broody, and irresistible, and annoyingly beguiling. Just having his hands on you made you want to fall down the rabbit hole, pretend like it didn’t bother you, as if your heart wasn’t on the line and you were perfectly fine – but then he smirked.

Anger rose up your chest as you looked at him, grinning at you like he did at her. Rage took over. “I’m fucking done with you!” you shouted, shoving his broad chest away from you, but he didn’t move an inch and you hated how hot that was. His body emanated power, and his presence made you weak.

Bucky’s eyebrows raised, his mouth slightly opening as his gaze darkened. “Nothing happened, and nothing was gonna happen, honest,” he declared. He sounded sincere, and you despised the way you felt your hard exterior fragment at his words.

That smug smirk graced his lips again, and you wanted to slap it off, or more honestly, kiss it off.

“You didn’t want something to happen with her?”

He crowded you, pushing you up against the counter behind you, close enough to feel the heat permeating off his body. “Now why would I want that when I have this sexy little spitfire right here?”

You rolled your eyes, biting your lip as you fought to hold onto your resolve the best you could. God, you just wanted him to hurt a little bit, wanted to be the one to walk away. “You don’t have me, Bucky.”

Gently running the back of his knuckles down the side of your face, his gaze flickered from your mouth to your eyes. “Don’t I?” he questioned, unaffected by your lie.

Gasping at his arrogance, “You son of a bitch.” You were done, this was it. He was used to getting his way with every girl he came across, but you weren’t going to give the self-righteous bastard the satisfaction.

His gruff voice broke your train of thought. “Because you sure as hell have me.”

Your breath hitched as you looked into his dark dilated pupils – he meant it.

“You’re only gonna break my heart, I don't think we should –”

His lips cut you off before you could end it. His tongue was hot and determined. His hands moved up and cupped your jaw as he held you in place, kissing you until you couldn’t think. Until you forgot why you were mad in the first place, only knowing that you needed him.

“You can’t quit me, baby,” he whispered against your lips. His hypnotic eyes reminded you that you were too far gone; his lips against your neck as his rough hands slid down and up your skirt, kneading your ass harshly cemented his possession.

With his sinful blue eyes transfixed on yours, he dropped to his knees between your legs and licked up the length of your inner thigh. Heat bloomed in your core as you gave in, watching him kiss his way up your thighs, biting into your flesh as his eyes held yours. Whimpering out, you tugged him closer, needing more. Bucky chuckled darkly before burying his face in between your thighs, licking and sucking you through your lacy g-string. He hooked his thumbs into the sides of your panty and eased them off before swiftly hooking your leg over his shoulder and swiping his hot thick tongue through your wet folds.

Your hands fell to his hair, holding him in place. “So fuckin’ good,” he groaned under his breath, his eyes closed in pleasure as he licked you from your entrance to clit, over and over again.

Without warning he shoved two thick fingers into your center, working you over as his tongue fixated on your bundle of nerves. The cool metal of his rings sliding against your hot skin created a delicious contrast. You moaned in between gasps of air, watching as he took care of what he knew belonged to him. The grip on his hair got harsher and he could tell you were close, feeling your needy muscles quiver – his favorite tell-tale sign.

Unable to control yourself you trembled in pleasure, body convulsing as you came undone. “That’s it, baby,” he purred, helping you through it, curling his fingers deeper inside of you. Mischievous eyes watched in appreciation, his chest swelling with pride as you whimpered out his name.

While your anger had been snuffed out to embers, your passion for him reignited the flame.

You coaxed Bucky to stand before tearing at his shirt, pulling his cut and flannel open so that you could nip at his neck. You bit and sucked your way down to his tattooed chest, leaving your mark as you went.

Tugging at his belt, you swiftly undid his jeans, desperate to feel him. Before you could wrap your hand around his heavy length, he gripped the back of your thighs and pressed you hard up against the wall across from the mirror; where you could watch as he wrecked you.

Holding you there with his hips and hands, he leaned forward to capture your lips before lining himself up; only pulling back a split second to watch your face as he buried himself inside of you, driving home with one hard thrust. You gasped at the stretch and intense familiar pressure. Bucky had fucked you so many times, but that first plunge never failed to take your breath away; always reminded you how no other man could ever fill you so right.

His hips snapped into yours mercilessly, striking you roughly again and again at an unwavering pace.

You threw your head back and lost yourself in a daze, incapable of uttering a word. Fuck, you’d let him do whatever he wanted if he’d keep on using your body like that.

“You’re all I want,” he growled, his teeth on your neck.

As he recklessly thrusted in deeper than imaginable, you almost missed the quiet click of the door. But then your eyes locked in the mirror with that dumb skank that wanted your man.

Her eyes nearly bulged out in surprise and you took the opportunity to toss her a devilish grin as Bucky took you apart. That’s right bitch, mine.

She scurried off right before your back arched off the wall, your muscles tightening around him.

“Oh, fuck –”

“Takin’ all of me so fuckin’ well,” Bucky grinded his pelvis into you, rubbing your clit each time he bottomed out, knocking the air from your lungs. He was lost in you, and all you could do was take it. Wrapping your legs tighter around his waist, you pulled him impossibly closer, until your walls spasmed as you shattered in his arms. But he wasn’t done with you; he rutted into you hard, watching proudly as your body quaked between the wall and him. You clenched him perfectly, pulsating around him so hard it sent him over the edge.

You bit his lip as you felt his thrusts grow erratic. Bucky groaned out your name as he jerked violently, emptying himself – branding your insides with his hot release.

He’d be happy to spend the rest of his days living in you. His brain was foggy, but his heart knew who he was supposed to be with. Resting his forehead against yours, he panted as he tried to calm down.

Wrapping your hand around his jaw, you smiled softly. “I love it when we fight,” you admitted.

He chuckled and squeezed your thighs. “Me too, darlin’,” he nipped your lip. “But I’m starting to think you start these fights because you know how it’ll end.”

You giggled at his words, he was onto your game. “Maybe I do,” you whispered just before your lips met his for a soft, sweet kiss.

You were everything he wanted in a woman, you gave him more than he ever thought he’d find in his world. Right then, he made a mental note to stop entertaining the advances of other girls. His soul was already taken. But damn was it true, the fights always led to the best sex.

Carefully pulling himself out, he gently set you down, keeping his arms around your waist as you stood on wobbly legs. Your smudged eye makeup, those gorgeous sultry lips, and the way you looked at him – Bucky was a goner.

You were his weakness, and he knew then what he’d never said out loud – all he needed from this life was his bike, the club, and his best girl.

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caspersugarboo · 7 months

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Breakup Comforts

Platonic! Alphonse x reader x Platonic!Seth

Synopsis: you recently got broken up with, and are very heartbroken. Luckily you have two dumbass roommates to cheer you up!

Cw: mentions of weapons, breakups, sad vibes until our boys arrive.

" It's over"

Two words you hoped you'd never have to hear ever again. It was hard enough the first time, but a second time? Goddess, life just hated you, huh?

You sniffle quietly as tears flow down your pink cheeks, how long had you been crying now? An hour or was it Two?

Your partner had just broken up with you. It was some bullshit excuse of "I met someone". It had been 2 years between the two of you. Two fucking years, only for someone else to swoop in and throw it all away.

Did you want to full on sob? Oh of course! But could you? Nope. You had two roommates, Ahem, best friends to keep in mind. First you had Alphonse, the pink haired, candy obsessed, punk. He was your first roommate, originally your only roommate. He was kind, funny, and downright adorable.

Then you had Seth, your own personal cowboy with a heart of gold. He stumbled upon you and your roommate's doorstep one snowy night, covered in bruises. You took him in and the rest is history.

You loved those two, they were like the family you never had.

One wrong move and they'd probably straight up kill your part- ex. Your ex. Oh Goddess that hurt to say. You whimper quietly, well maybe not quietly as it was loud enough to catch the attention of a passing person, specifically your roommate, Seth.

You try to muffle your breathing as a knock rings out from the door.

" Hey Sugar, y'alright in there?" Seth asked through the door. You go to answer, but all that comes out is a strangled noise. You finally get the words together.

" Yes! P-perfectly fine!" The sentence sounded forced and constricted, you knew he wouldn't believe you, but you prayed he'd leave. But then again part of you didn't want him to leave.

" Y/n, you don't sound alright. Let me just come in and che-" " NO!" You shout, cutting him off. You could feel the flinch from the other side of the door.

' look what you did now' the thought bubbled in your mind, only adding to the sting you felt. Another whimper escaped, which was followed by several tears after it.

" Sugar, I'm coming in." Seth told you, and before you could say a word, he slung the door open.

You stared at one another for what seemed like forever, tears rushing down your cheeks, and Seth's sweet concerned eyes staring back at you.

" Y/n? Hey sugar, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" He asked softly.

The sweet, honey-like tone he used finally got you. You doubled over, sobs rolling from your throat, tears flowing as fast as they could.

Seth jumped a little, and if you weren't crying you would have laughed at his little demonstration of surprise.

He slowly approached you, arms barely rising to touch you, but he stopped. He bit his lip between his teeth, and tried to find words.

" D-do…do you want a hug?" He asked gently, arms wavering ever so slightly. You nodded the best you could, and before you knew it Seth had scooped you up in his arms and squeezed lightly. Burying your face in his neck, clutching his shirt, you sobbed your heart out. Seth only whispered sweet praises to you, rubbing your back as you cried.

It wasn't long until Alphonse strolled in, definitely alerted but the shouts and cries of his roommate.

" Hey you two, everything alright in-... here?" Al stuttered, body coming to a halt in shock. His brows furrowed, and he walked briskly towards the two of you.

" Hey, Hey, Hey…whats going on in here?" He muttered. Seth gave him a look as he sat down, hand coming to rest upon your shoulder.

" I dunno, I just found 'em like this…" The brunette muttered, turning to you " What's goin' on sugar?"

You squeezed Seth a bit tighter and gave a soft hiccup, " Boo, you gotta let us know what's wrong so we can help." Al urged, giving your shoulder a soft squeeze.

Sighing, you shuffled back on the bed. You looked up into the eyes of your roommates, only wanting to return into Seth's arms. He was always so good at giving hugs.

You shook that thought away, fiddling with your hands nervously. " I…me and..me and (Ex's name) broke up today."

Before you could tear up any more, Alphonse grabbed your hand, Seth grabbing the other. " Oh Sugar.." Seth whispered. The pink haired one of the two only shook his head," there's more to it than that though, isn't there?"

Gulping, you looked away trying to avoid Al's intimidating presence. He grumbled, reaching out to grab your chin, and forcing you to look back at the two of them. " Boo. What else happened."

You blushed, embarrassed. Finally you decided to be honest with them. " I..they told me they met someone." You start, taking a breath. " Two years! Two years of love, tears, effort, promises, and time…two years and they throw it away for someone else!" By the end you were almost yelling.

" Are you serious-" Seth said, clearly angered by what you told. Alphonse released you, looking down in his lap and smiling. This wasn't a kind, loving, smile though. This was a smile filled with slight rage and anger.

Al stood, cracking his knuckles and giving a small laugh. " Alright then, they break your heart we break their face!" Seth grinned. Jumping up and starting with the pinkette to the door.

You paled, jumping up after them and somehow beating them to the door. Stretching your arms out in front of them, you tried to reason. " Guys! It's really not that big of a deal! It just made me sad and- Woah!" You were cut off by Al picking you up and tossing you over his shoulder.

They walked to the living room, you still on Al's shoulder, and Seth running around in search of something.

" Seth, grab Betty for me!" Al yelled past you. Gasping you hit his back repeatedly, kicking too like some toddler. " Alphonse! Put me down right now! And Seth you better not be grabbing any weapons!" You yell out.

You can feel Alphonse's shoulders shake with laughter. He approaches the couch and sits you down gently. " Relax boo, I was just jokin'." He said smiling. You could see him wave off Seth who was was carrying various things, like..was that a fucking bat?!

Al sat down with you, throwing a blanket over your laps. And Seth quickly returned with a bowl of popcorn and three sodas, instead of weapons. " How the fuck- didn't you just have a ba-" the cowboy cut you off.

" So what movie are we watching, Sugar?"

' rude.' You thought, rolling your eyes.

" Oh! Boo, we should watch ( Favourite movie)!)" Al suggested. Instantly you lit up, eyes sparkling almost comically. " Okay!!" You cheered, taking the popcorn and two sodas from Seth. He sat down on your left, paralleling Al who sat on your right.

The Pinkette started to put on the movie, wrapping his arm around your shoulder. Seth sat his soda down on the coffee table and turned to wipe the remaining tears off your cheeks.

" Forget about that asshole sugar, if they couldn't see your worth, they didn't deserve it in the first place." The brunette comforted. Your eyes widening before you were smashed between the two boys, both of them hugging you tightly.

You teared up again, but this time it was happy tears.

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a-d-nox · 2 years

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Hey nox! Can you make a post on your stance about retrograde planets?

Love your posts 💕

planetary and asteroidal retrogrades

thank you for the compliment!! sure thing, let’s talk about it! and since we reached 100 posts last night, let’s celebrate with this long post!

retrograde is when an object appears to move backward or appears smaller when in reality, it is doing what it always does. the keyword is appears - during a retrograde or having natal retrogrades means that your perception in the area said planet or asteroid is located is altered in comparison to how it would be normally or in comparison to others. anything that is retrograded in your chart can indirectly affect you OR the aspect of the planet or asteroid takes longer to develop. in my aphrodite signs, degrees, houses, and aspects post i presented retrograde as though the effects everyone is about to read are slower to develop than those who have a direct asteroid - this post will be a breakdown similar to that post, reflecting on the planets and five common asteroid i see retrograded in a chart and advice for each retrograde.

feel free to use the following to analyze your natal chart, solar returns, or as a survival guide during retrograde periods! USE THIS AS MOMENTARY FOR TRANSITS AND LONG-TERM WHEN PRESENT IN YOUR NATAL CHART. if you have a retrograde in your chart, i have noticed that when that retrograde is in effect, life seems easier.

MERCURY: retrograde occurs three or four times a year for around three weeks.

i believe that if MERCURY is retrograde, people have a slower manner of speaking or i always find that they need speed to be faster (2x on youtube videos type vibes). this is a time in which people may write slower. they likely have a harder time in school or learning something new, they may be the least likely to change things when they have found what works for them. they may be forgetful or rather unorganized, these people seem rather nervous to me - you can usually see it in the hands, they may be unsteady, nail bitters, hand talkers, etc. this is all a means to let out extra nervous energy. they may also experience paranoia or social anxiety worrying about what others think and feel towards them. gossip may be a downfall for them or stir up worse situations for them. they may have an issue with profanity as well; it could be the mouth of sailors and truckers OR someone who doesn’t ever say curse words at all and gawks at those that say them.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: deep breathing exercises. creating your own shorthand when writing notes. affirmations (you’re smart, grades aren’t everything, you gave it your best, you tried today and you’ll try tomorrow, you’re safe, etc.). trying one new thing a week - how do you know it’s the only thing that works if it took you this long to find it? couldn’t there be another option as well? try a fidget tool. make to-do lists. don’t comment when provoked or just to do so - think before you say things. evaluate how you go about your life - improve where you can. breathing before you speak; people who curse a lot have a lot of penned up energy, gotta let that out if you are trying to not curse as much (especially if you are trying to do so because of children around you) OR breathe when you hear someone curse and you don't like it - not everyone says, acts, or reacts like you and that’s okay - it’s part of the human experience.

VENUS: retrograde occurs roughly every eighteen months for around a month and a half.

VENUS retrograde people may be late bloomers in terms of love and relationships - that’s perfectly fine. never try to lower your standards just to fit in and reach a milestone. that being said, i find that a lot of venus retrograde people struggle to come to terms with their sexuality and oftentimes clothing is used to shelter it. they may take longer to find a style that works for them. they may not be trusting toward women - it may take time to warm up to them. they could be maximalists or minimalists have no in between. they may not like social functions finding them uncomfortable or anxiety-invoking. they may not feel pretty or graceful very often as well.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: take time away from social media. don’t be afraid to explore sexuality or style at your own pace (remember you are beautiful - it’s scary to try new things but scary doesn’t mean bad, ugly, and/or unworthy). spend time with the women you trust and feel safest with. practice decluttering for the maximalist and practice gifting yourself something you truly want (NOT WHAT YOU NEED lol) for the minimalist. self-care. if you have to go to a social event, give yourself a time marker. ex: just for one hour, when dinner is over, etc OR tell yourself you have to say hi to ___ before you can leave or set a number of people you want to say hello before dipping. AFFIRMATIONS (you are kind, you are beautiful, you have lovely hair, etc.).

MARS: retrograde occurs roughly every two years for around two to three months.

MARS retrograde people are people that not as assertive as the rest of those around them. it’s usually because they have low energy, they easily get tired of trying to assert themselves or make others hear them. they may be quick to anger and have a hard time reallocating that anger into doing something productive. it’s hard for them to turn strong emotion into a passion. these people may also have an issue with blood - heavy periods, irregular periods, fear of blood, anemia, etc. they also may be uncomfortable around masculine energy. they are likely not impulsive rather they stick to what they know. i feel like MARS retrograde people are always collecting injuries - it doesn’t matter what they are doing. opening the mail? paper cut. working on the computer? tennis elbow or carpal tunnel. out for a walk? they fell or have some type of foot problem now. there could be struggles with independence or leadership (i feel like pissing competitions are most common in mars retrogrades)…

my advice for surviving this retrograde: brainstorm everything you want to say to assert yourself and pick the best option. sleep, relax - a few “lazy” days never killed anyone OR have a lowkey day a walk instead of a run, meal prep. or do something that will help you out for when tiredness kicks in again. if people don’t get what you are trying to tell them or telling you "no" when it's a good idea and you know it is going to work - stop trying to assert yourself and just do it (sheila buff is quaking). but no seriously it’s better to ask forgiveness than permission as they say. try yoga, swimming, or walking to release excess energy! brainstorming random ideas - journals are your friends - track your mood, keep a dream log, and write down good ideas you have (you can always return to these ideas when you get the energy to do stuff again). if you have issues with blood you are not alone - i hate getting blood drawn (my recent trip to the ER, i needed an IV and the guy was like "scared? don't worry, i don’t like needles either THATS WHY I DON'T LOOK WHEN I PUT THEM IN" AND I WAS BRUH STOP IT. but we did a count and I didn't look at my arm the rest of the day lol. so find what works for you: counting and not looking works for me. I don't care if they say my blood pressure is high from the anxiety lol. you aren’t alone in period issues either - talk with your doctors! MARS retrograde may not be the best of times for asserting yourself with doctors (unless you are a MARS retrograde native) BUT perhaps it's a great time to look into symptoms yourself! you know your symptoms best! if you tell a doctor and they refuse to test you or tell you "your symptoms can’t be that bad," THEY ARE GASLIGHTING YOU! find a new doctor - your feelings are valid - if you say the pain or the symptoms aren’t normal then your are right! it’s okay to not like or feel uncomfortable around masculine energy - stick to the masculines you trust or hang out with feminines! try something new each week. for the love of the gods PLEASE AVOID ANYTHING THAT MAY RESULT IN AN ER VISIT: no bungee jumping for the first time, tubing, hand gliding, etc. practice patience; people will always be at your throat with this retrograde, just breathe and smile all the while calling them an asshole in your head :).

JUPITER: retrograde occurs roughly every year for around four months.

feeling unlucky? i feel like that’s a common trend for JUPITER retrograde people. there is often a struggle with optimism - these people are realists or pessimists by nature. they may also struggle with growing up - this could be related to separating from parents, getting a job, leaving a home town, or even going away for school… expanding from these pre-existing notions tends to be hard on them. it may even be a struggle to start dating - they may be late to the dating realm or getting into a relationship compared to those around them. this retrograde can show a person who is either super devote or an atheist. they are less likely to "pay it forward" to others - it may be due to past experiences, “no good deed goes unpunished.” their judgment may be either too realistic or too impractical. they may be a glutton or on the other extreme end someone who believes they didn't do enough to deserve a prize.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: be proactive - sometimes having a ritual helps. it may sound crazy but doing something like a cleanse, a cinnamon ritual, a simmer pot, a tarot reading, etc. every first of the month may help change your mindset from pessimistic to optimistic. growing up is rough but hey we all do it and time waits for no human - walk before the universe shoves you along unwillingly. change is good. i’m not gonna lie to you dating sucks… people are weird. my only advice is not to take things so seriously, if you are looking for romance :/ get a book - it’s definitely not perfect day one of any dating scene. if you are dating then everyone is allowed to date other people including you - when you are exclusive is when ya’ll shouldn’t be talking to other people. don’t assume exclusivity on day one, its 2022 lol. and definitely don't rush into a relationship to catch up to those around you - it’s not a competition. religion is great don’t shit on others for not sharing your beliefs or lack thereof though. pay it forward is good vibe energy - every day is a new day, don’t think that others wouldn't do the same for you OR you’ll pay for it later - embrace the positive and move forward. practice active listening to others - you may be a realist while some one else is a dreamer, a healthy balance is somewhere in between. treat yourself to something healthy - something you’ve wanted to try OR for the glutton, look around in an area you haven’t been recently in a closet or a cabinet is a favorite you have long forgotten, rediscover the joy you felt when you find it again for the first time. number a list of things you want to do (all in your price range and capabilities) use a random number generator and go do what it lands on. take the scenic route or a different route home than you normally do. play a card game.

SATURN: retrograde occurs roughly every year for around four to five months.

SATURN retrograde people likely had to grow up very quickly - during this retrograde you may need to be more mature. they are likely always early or always late. there are likely a lot of self-restrictions - this could be due to a lack of self-approval. they may feel as though they too experienced a lot of unluckiness similar to JUPITER retrograde. they may experience a lot of delays - usually self-provoked, they may hold themselves back in the area where this planet transits or sits in their chart due to a fear of failure or generalized fears/anxieties. they may receive a lot of bruising and other injuries, especially broken bones. they may be haunted by their past. they may experience sickness: chronic or acute - most common is depression (which may cause a lot of isolation from others) and frequent common colds. this is likely to cause a lot of frustration with themselves due to a hatred of being limited. they may have a lot of responsibilities and work hard to reach their high expectations. in philosophical states, their views may be more conservative wanting the harshest justice to be served. and last but not least, fatherly turmoil - it is highly likely there are a lot of issues surrounding a relationship between this person and their father.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: revisit childhood in a safe environment like therapy or a shadow-work journal. do something that you have wanted to do since childhood. show up somewhere late for the early bird and show up somewhere early for the late comer. buy yourself something you’ve been wanting but have been saying you’ll wait until something big happens. take a leap of faith. rest and care for yourself - have a lot of downtime, eat well, and do low-intensity exercise. know that there is no time like the present to start taking care of yourself - limitation now is not limitation life long. people who don’t take care of themselves when they feel bad only drain themselves more in the long run - take care of yourself! it’s not terrible to not reach all of your goals in a day. make three goals a day - no more, no less and certainly not something you can’t complete in a day (like buy a house, see the world, etc. it has to be manageable!). be reasonable with your views - it’s okay if others do not agree with you. life would be boring if we all had the same thoughts and beliefs.

NEPTUNE: retrograde occurs roughly every year for around five months.

NEPTUNE retrograde people typically struggle with their thoughts - during this retrograde you may feel like you can’t think straight or that you are more critical of yourself. these people frequently struggle with spirituality - not knowing what to trust or if it’s a good idea to be all in with a group mentality when it comes to following faith. these people typically have a different taste in music compared to everyone else - they may only listen to jazz or classical or something rather underground OR their taste in music doesn’t appear to match them at all. they may feel creatively blocked or like they only have creativity to help them express themselves. they may daydream or use substances frequently to help escape from their reality. they may lack intuition or have an intuition that others do not believe in. they may be incredible with makeup and use it to become a “different person” or have a strong dislike towards makeup. they may have very odd dreams or feel as though they are incapable of dreaming (not true, everyone dreams but not everyone can remember what they dreamed). these people may have a hated or fear of swimming due to past experiences where they nearly drowned or did drown. they may have a story attached to them about being completely incoherent - ODs, drowning, coma, concussion, anaphylactic shock, etc.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: write down your thoughts and analyze during this retrograde, if it’s natal, OR after the retrograde ends, if it’s transit based. don’t feel as though you are required to be part of a group. listen to new music. make a list of ideas as they arise. scribbling is safer than gazing. if you are using substances please do so in a safe environment or write down what, when, and where from you are taking this substance on an appendage (this is not me saying that you should, this is me stating be safe if you do - if you believe you may have a problem, reach out and seek advice from others who you feel will not judge you, it may be an outsider and that is okay - i too am here, you are never alone if you need guidance when seeking help). be careful with makeup use - you may find that it shocks others and even yourself and can be dangerous for those who struggle with dysmorphia. keep a dream journal. monitor symptoms after injuries and tell others about your allergies!

URANUS: retrograde occurs roughly every year for around five months.

URANUS retrograde people typically struggle with their originality - during this retrograde you may feel as though you are stuck in a rut when it comes to your life and how it looks. naives may feel as though they lack freedom or have too much of it and feel rather alone and that no one cares for them in this world. they may not feel like they are capable of standing up to others. they may have deep and rather harsh thoughts about humanity. they may be prone to accidents yet preserving like surviving a devastating storm that left others harmed, dead, or stranded, they may experience electrocution (extreme ex (and the first person i thought of while rereading my post before posting it): Ted Bundy has a natal URANUS retrograde and was sentenced to death via electric chart), etc. they likely feel apart from the world - whether by choice or otherwise is the question. these people are often estranged from select people in their life - a father, a mother, grandparents, a whole side of the family, etc. they may experience unexpected and chaotic things happening around them. these things often disrupt their day-to-day life: natural disasters, divorces, health woes, etc.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: try something new and different from your norm. travel, eat something you’ve never tried before, pick a new aesthetic, change up your look! go somewhere new - get away from your routine. reach out to someone you’ve not spoken to in a while. stand up for yourself even if it’s “i don’t appreciate that” you owe no one an explanation. and if they start talking back to you - tell them “my feelings are valid. i recognize that you disagree. we can talk at a later time.” and walk away - anything that happens after that statement is not your fault. you are okay and you spoke your mind and that is something to be proud of! be careful about who you share your views with. don’t give up on finding your people - they are out there! it takes time. if someone abandons you: IT IS NOT AND HAS NEVER BEEN YOUR FAULT. you guys can (could’ve) fix (fixed) things if they stay, you guys can’t fix things if they aren’t there. THAT IS NOT YOUR FAULT - THEM LEAVING IS NOT YOUR FAULT. on the flip side, it is okay to leave those who you feel don’t make you a better person, who harm you, or alienate you! you deserve more! prepare for anything! prep a go-bag for your car, always have a week's worth of food in case of an emergency, meal prep, check your expiration dates on medications you need to live, buy a generator, make sure you have a list of emergency contacts, pay attention to the weather, make sure you have gas in your car and air in your tires, TAKE CARE OF ANYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH YOU BEING STRANDED OR COULD LEAVE YOU STRANDED! take survival course or read a book of wildness survival.

PLUTO: retrograde occurs roughly every year for around five to six months.

PLUTO retrograde people may experience a lot or very minimal death and change in their life - during this retrograde you may experience a death or life-changing event. these people may be extremely sexual beings or not sexual at all. they are likely not the most willing to eliminate the things in their life that are no longer the best for them. they may lack a lot of motivation compared to others. they may not let others get close to them due to not feeling safe or not feeling secure enough to expose themselves. they may be extremely ruthless or lack a spine when it comes to asserting themselves. they may have issues with people with power as well. they can be easily provoked. power to them may be or look like something to be destroyed or something that is too over the top, like a dictatorship.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: as a pluto dominant person, i can tell you, change is natural as is death - both are scary but in time things regulate and become still again. take advantage of resources like therapy to help cope and also downtime. people who are in mourning or are always on the go with change in life forget to stand still and breathe! it’s okay to take a break and rest! get STD/STI testing. do a juice cleanse and take your ACV and cranberry pills. make sure you are being safe. cleanse your space, declutter, and go through old contacts/following list it is time to remove the things that no longer serve you. clean out the closets, following lists, the memory bin, photos, and detox from all that stuff you’ve been dragging along! it’s okay to let go - if a lot of feelings arise ask yourself: is this a positive feeling (keep) or a negative feeling (next question)? is this a thing i would like to fix and have the ability to do so (keep) or something that can’t be fixed (get rid of) or i can’t fix it myself (take it somewhere to be fixed or contact who you need to fix things with)? after talking with the person who i needed to fix things with or getting the object mended - do i feel like this object/relationship was worth the time and energy expending? if yes, keep and continue to use the object or talk with the person as you get used to them being in your life again. do a weekly check-in with yourself to ensure you are still happy with your decision. if not get rid of the object OR block and delete the contact! we do have time for energy vampires around here! this is a great time to take your time - think through things! tell someone about something you haven’t told anyone about. be careful when asserting yourself or take a note from the URANUS retrograde handbook: “stand up for yourself even if it’s “i don’t appreciate that” you owe no one an explanation. and if they start talking back to you - tell them “my feelings are valid. i recognize that you disagree. we can talk at a later time.” and walk away - anything that happens after that statement is not your fault you are okay and you spoke your mind and that is something to be proud of!” go on a yoni or phalanx retreat. power structures will always exist try to evaluate the good and the bad of the one you exist in. if you see more bad than good perhaps it’s time for a big change! look into other places with other power structures and investigate/plan how you can make your life happen there!

popular asteroids that i often see retrograded:

aphrodite (asteroid 1388)

aphrodite retrograde people may experience extremes like stalkers or not being adored by others at all. they may feel unseen and unappreciated by others, making it extremely difficult to appreciate themselves. they may experience a lot of drama with none of the other perks that aphrodite herself gained (attention, romance, etc.). they may not be the most jealous person but rather the person who is too insecure to be jealous - people who say “i knew it was too good to be true” or simply walk away because there is no reason to fight for what they want anyway.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: avoid social media. self-care and self-love exercises - because you can really only ever count on yourself to show and give yourself what you deserve. when you do something you appreciate, smile and acknowledge you did that! buy yourself a gift. try to remove yourself from drama, you won't be letting anyone down by doing so. affirmations. let someone know when something hurts your feelings or bothers you - don’t just walk away or brush it off. if it bothers you and they care about you, then it should bother them as well.

chiron (asteroid 2060)

chiron retrograde people may not realize they are suffering until it is too late. they carry the bulk of all burdens without realizing that they have become someone’s personal mule. they may feel as though no one sees their skills or appreciates their talents. their empathy and gestures of nurture get overlooked because it is "just a given that they are that way" - meaning they are likely surrounded by people who use them. they likely feel as though no one is there when they need someone.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: daily check-ins. evaluate relationships with others: distance yourself from those using you. appreciate a job well done by you! someone’s gotta acknowledge it, right? self-care when you feel you need someone and no one is there: watch a comedy movie BUT if it life-threatening, please call or text a hotline like 988! you matter.

eris (asteroid 136199)

eris retrograde people may unknowingly cause trouble by doing something they thought would be overlooked. they may not like confronting others because it feels uncomfortable or they feel attacked whenever they speak up for an injustice they faced - they may experience a lot of gaslighting. they may hate rivalries with others. they may feel as though they are alone even when surrounded by others.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: tread lightly, as they say, eris retrograde is like walking on thin ice. you may be doing nothing wrong yet everyone is sensitive to your actions, if not, simply your presence. know that i have yet to meet someone who does not have eris in aries and retrograde - it’s a very slow-moving asteroid. thus nearly everyone around the world feels the same way.

hermes (asteroid 69230)

hermes retrograde people may be surrounded by a lot of mischievous people and tend to take the fall for others' wrongdoings. they may feel as though the pace of their life is uncomfortable for them. these people tend to be good but get a bad wrap (kind of like eddie munson from stranger things). they may experience fertility issues. they may not be the best at balancing their life and managing their time. they may have travel-related fears (fear of flying, fear of water, fear of car accidents, etc.) due to past accidents or incidents they have experienced.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: if you are hanging around a bad group stay away from them. if it is something illegal (*group* related) and you find you can’t just leave please reach out, other resources exist in the system. i get that the word "system" may be daunting but it’s better to get out alive or with a minimal sentence and a say in your sentence than to be stuck and face a longer trial and sentence. please read the MERCURY section as well because MERCURY is the roman aspect of hermes. fertility is a problem for more people than you think but we are blessed to live in a world where there are options: adoption, fostering, surrogacy, IVF, etc. get a planner and set a date to prepare for the week ahead. exposure therapy.

vesta (asteroid 4)

vesta retrograde people feel like they lack a cause to be motivated by or feel they belong to. they may feel like everyone else or as though they try their best to fit in with others and met the milestones society sets. they may not be devoted to others after the others do something extremely kind to them. they may not be an acts of service type of person - their love language is likely not one that promotes much giving. they may despise domestic life and homestead upkeep. they may not have a solid definition of pure or have a skewed opinion of pure, holding everyone to a high standard of pure or none at all.

my advice for surviving this retrograde: don’t be too hard on yourself - everything exists on a continuum, you don’t need a big cause to feel like you have something worth to believe in and feel motivated by. you exist on your own timeline, there is no pressuring you into anything, if someone is truly are your friend they won't and shouldn't be pressuring you. say "thank you" or smile at the person who does something helpful or kind for you. please do not be too harsh with others - your expectations of those you know or barely know need to be in check; too high and you’ll have fear, hatred, or dislike, too low and you’ll have chaos, disrespect, or disappoint towards others.

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cheesus-doodles · 2 years

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So we all know when the three clingy boys seen y/n makes multiple times due to them barging in the bathroom while she showered when they were kids, but do they still do it when high school or college age? Or they get flustered of having to see their best friend naked body?

sorry i've been so quiet folks! thank you for sticking around, i hear a lot of yall are having exams now/soon, will try and put some stuff out for you to read :) don't forget to take breaks as you need them!

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Hmmm I would say its questionable if our three clingy baby boys has ever been successful in their attempts to get past the shower door. But let's just say you had been childhood friends with the Toman founders, and somehow someway Baji, Kazutora and Mikey have cried and pleaded and have managed to score a shower with you when you were all kids (and of course Draken, Mitsuya and Pah were not far behind in convincing you that they were being left out). Though the more level-headed three get flustered and shy about wanting to shower with you once you seven reach roughly high-school age, given they are much more well-adjusted yans, this definitely do not apply to the other half of the Toman founders.

To Baji, Mikey and most of all Kazutora, there's no good, valid reason you can give them for them to change their bath time behaviour even once you all are high school or even college age. You were still you, so why would an older you be any different from the younger you who washed their hair and back for them and blew them bubbles? Baji would definitely be shyer about entering the bathroom as he gets older, given his mother brought this boy up right, but absolutely nothing about you would fluster or embarrass Kazutora or Mikey. Doesn't matter if you were naked, it was their right to be pampered by you at all times of the day whenever they wanted, and come hell or high water, no one was going to deny these baby boys any second of time they could be loved and lavished by you.

In fact, now that you might be attending a different school from them (much to the boys horror), maybe even be capable of finding new friends, or a partner (shivers), even more so they feel the need to barge into the shower. What if you decided to ditch them for this new person who 100% won't be good for you? What if you try to sneak them into the bathroom with you to steal away their pamper time? What if someone was hiding in the bathroom just waiting to perv on you, and when you tried to scream for help there was no one there to beat the living hell out of whoever dared try that?

Sure Draken, Mitsuya and Pah may feel very hesitant to insist on showering with you or even being in the bathroom with you while you showered, given - you know - they actually did grow up and become more mature, but they aren't going away that easily. No doubt you'll find these three boys (and occasionally Baji) standing guard outside the room, putting off the scariest, meanest vibes and jumping anyone that comes even a foot too close. But you won't be able to keep out the absolutely shameless Mikey and Kazutora who have never matured past five when it comes to being around you. Will pout and whine and cry and plead - anything to get you to let them in with you, but if nothing works, they supposed they could always resort to more drastic measures. Maybe beating up all your classmates (especially the guys, they don't like how close they get to be to you) and threatening to beat up even more would work, but they are certain the surefire way would be to hurt themselves.

Certainly you wouldn't say no to helping them with their shower if they broke an arm or a leg right? Not like they couldn't fight perfectly fine with the other.

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sane-omblog · 5 months

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9 Days of Solomon— Day 3: Knife

Purgatory Hall gang in the kitchen.

-I can't think of any warning but if there is plz let me know!

“Okay care to explain yourself, Solomon?” The angel towered over the said sorcerer who kept his face down yet with smile. “What did we talk about you in the kitchen?”

“Is not allowed,” he laughed to himself faintly.

“Because?”

“I might 'accidentally' cast a spell or misplaced some stuff amd that make you and Luke confused.” Solomon stated it clearly that's what the two angels told him. He continued before Simeon could ask “I just want to help you said you're going to be busy tonight so..”

Simeon seemed to not pleased by what he just heard but his expression didn't fallen. That's the scary part of his It's soften though, angels like him are kind regardless. “I appreciate your generous intention, but the fact that you break our promise is still there.”

Solomon pulled out his guilty face, made the angel sigh “Another reason is: I'm afraid for your safety, understand?”

That made the human even more confused, he had make a several dishes and meal by now, plus he can protect himself why that should be a problem now “it's not my first time cooking, you know? You need not to worry”

Simeon sighed again, he noticed the little angel walked in the room behind him and asked about what happened and why he is now sitting on the floor. The older angel gesture him to stand up right, and he was thankful of it he didn't think he could sit like that any longer.

“All right, you can help with this dinner but why don't you show Luke how you grab the knife so he can understand.” He looked not so sure about his own decision but Solomon didn't wait for his second thought and grabbed the knife.

Suddenly, Luke was hid behind his guardian with a shock expression. “I have to admit your way of holding knife is kind of.. weird, it's not so friendly let's say that”

Luke, sheepishly, words out “You looks like that scary guy in horror movie Leviathan make me watch with” Solomon thought he must meant the murderer from some B grade movie, but he hold the knife just fine he sure, it's not like he will drop it and harm anyone “It's like you about to stab someone, with that smiley face of yours”

The human gasped, no one ever told him it gave out that vibe, or again no one really saw his cooking process. He let out a faint ‘oh’ then looked down at his hand and tried to recall how Simeon hold it to follow but couldn't do it perfectly.

“I think we can use this opportunity to teach you how to make it less.. dangerous? So that at least you can help us chopping some ingredients ” The angel said after a short while he trying.

That's the first time ever someone offer him a chance to help in cooking-a chance after once banned, normally it's permanent so this is first- of course he gladly accepted it “Sure thing Simeon”

Simeon taught him since the first step not just to hold a knife but he started from how to wash the vegetables to how to place his hand on the things to cut, what the size of the ingredients should be, and so much more. But hey he enjoyed it, and he could see Luke listen to it as well since, much to his displeased, he was too young to concern with sharp objects and the older angel forbid him from them. He promised to teach him when he older though.

“It's not fair, Simeon always chop them for me when I want to bake...” He could hear the little angel grumbled and he couldn't stop the urge to tease him

“ haha guess you have to be patient, kid ” and wow how much that work to provoke him, Luke exclaimed loudly. If only he wasn't got slight smack in the arm from Simeon he would continue.

“Why don't you try to keep your pose properly instead?” that smile was telling him that Simeon was just play along as well with light force he put in that smack. But if he didn't do as he said and joke more, it would turn into something not joking at all. That's why Solomon agreed easily, he was scolded once and didn't want twice.

They let the cozy and warmth of kitchen brought them into comfortable and little chat while cooking. Stew's smell in stock pot, the knife was put back in shed, plate set on the table. He sat at it with glass of water in hand, he didn't made the whole meal for them but making it with them is nice too.

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I think it would be funny if not only Solomon do everything just like the recipe said and it still turn out.. yknow but he have a strange way to hold stuff and with it is something dangerous like knife our angels would never let it slide when they know (start from polite excuse to keep him away from kitchen tho)

I may be add picture if I have time!

#9daysofsolomon #obey me solomon #9 days of solomon #fanfic #obey me shall we date #obey me #obey me simeon #obey me luke #purgatory hall gang

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tummy-bump-king · 1 year

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When I met my classmate in a UV-lit nightclub five months ago, he didn't know it was me. We had been in the same cohort, working under the same graduate advisor, for about a year at that point, so you might have expected him to notice, but it really wasn't his fault. We don't actually know each other that well and besides, I was somewhat...dressed up that evening.

He knows me as a nice but reserved guy who tries maybe a little too hard for that classic academic vibe with the sweaters and the horn-rimmed glasses. There's no reason he would associate that image with the excitable woman in the fishnets and miniskirt he'd met that night. Even if the club had been well-lit and I'd attended makeup-free, I get the feeling he'd be too busy staring at my cleavage to notice anyways. He doesn't even know I have cleavage.

Anyway. I'd seen him watching me for most of the night. When I finally approached, it took no urging to stumble back into a private room. His lips were on mine and his hands on his belt before the door even closed.

I bent down to kiss him back and guided him to the low bed, laying him down and allowing him to watch as I removed my skin tight garments. The boots, of course, stayed on.

I rode him hard as he worshiped my breasts and thighs. He came inside me and we remained locked together a while longer as I nibbled at his ear and neck, making him shiver in his post-orgasm haze. I didn't come, but it had been fun enough.

I redressed and went home to clean myself off, leaving him there.

It seemed pointless to tell him the truth. We had a perfectly fine working relationship, and I didn't want to ruin that in exchange for awkward, stilted conversation, or god forbid, transphobia, just for the sake of one half-sober encounter. He could keep his memories and I could keep mine.

I didn't realize there had been consequences of that night until almost four months later. I hadn't had my period in years since switching hormones, and I only got sick for a few days, chalking it up to something bad I ate. It was only with the aggressive cravings and sudden weight gain that I began to connect the dots and went out to buy a test.

I doubt anyone has noticed any change yet. My stomach wasn't exactly flat before, and I wear several layers daily anyways, so a few extra inches around the middle is hardly likely to draw stares.

I know about it though. So when I happen to catch sight of him in the lab or the office, or when I feel a slight ache in my chest or the growing weight of my center, I can rest my hand upon the subtle curve and know.

I can't hide it forever, of course. Not with clothes at least. Another month or two and I know the curve of my belly will begin to strain against the soft fabric of my sweaters and hang over the waistband of my pants. My breasts will swell and my ass will expand. I'll be front-heavy and take up more space than I'm accustomed to. I won't be able to sit fully against my desk or my steering wheel and my lunches will be twice as big, and my hands will rest comfortably atop the swell of my abdomen or cradle it carefully from below, and even with all of that they will not know. He will not know.

Because with the hair on my face and the timbre of my voice, who would ever suspect.

#my post #text #fic #imagine #preg fic #mpreg #ftmpreg #queer #trans #transgender #trans man #drag #drag queen #secret pregnancy #hidden pregnancy #didn't mean for this to sound like gone girl lmao but I think it's fun

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Honestly, I love your style, And I enjoy the way you design the characters we rarely see with the cloak off, like grimm or the pale king. But obviously, No artist is without his flaws, and I presume you do not view yourself to be without any. For starters, While the whole "Pale king is an innocent gubblemuncher" thing is cute, depending on how it's handled, It gets stale, fast. (especially considering purely how non-gubblemuncher PK is in the lore, but whatever, we can just ignore that-) Then, I have a bit of a nit to pick at with the way the "Feral PK au" was handled. Once again, similar issue to as I listed prior, PK being innocent and chill is cute, but it gets old fast, especially when the au is based around this characterization of the pale king. (Also, I didn't like PK and WL breaking up despite WL seeming to still care about him in the game, Unless there was some insane sit-com tier argument they had after PK reincarnated that I was never told about, But ig we needed a reason to ship grimm and pk, since, as most are aware, WL hates grimm's guts, so I doubt she would be ok with sharing, so it makes sense.) And finally, I don't like the missed potential of the "feral PK au". When I first heard of that au idea, I imagined a tragic story where PK comes back, But is almost a wild animal and WL ends up caging him bc she's too attached to let him go.... Instead, It's basically an artifact title, one that only applies to the act 1, maybe even just act 0.5, Possibly act 0.25 depending on how it worked. So, I think a more accurate title would be "palegrimm crack au" /j

(Note that "Gubblemuncher" is not an expression I meant to offend, It's 11:55 AM and I needed to make up something to describe a gremlin who is adorable in their own way.)

okay so uhh. i wanted to keep this short but i have a lot of things to say, though i'll get to the point right away. i don't appreciate those kinds of comments, i'm sorry

don't get me wrong, you have every right to dislike aspects of my au. there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. i'm aware that some of my takes are perhaps a little out there. i know many of them stray far away from canon. however, i never claimed that i wanted it to stick to canon, quite the opposite in fact

this au, the whole story, is something i do for myself. it's a little comfort space for me, that i decided to share with friends and other people because they showed interest and wanted to me to talk about it. i did not make it with the intention of creating a coherent narrative, or writing something sophisticated that would have a good plot. i'm not good at those things, i won't pretend otherwise. all this is, is just a silly self-indulgent au that means so, so much to me

and so i understand if some people don't vibe with it. that's perfectly fine, it's not for everyone. what i'm not fine with is people telling me how they think i should write the characters or where they think i should take the story, treating it as if the au is meant to cater to them. that is not what you'll find here, i'm sorry. i find comments like "this is a missed potential" to be a bit rude and quite discouraging, especially since i've never done anything like this and so i'm very insecure about it

some parts of this ask come off as a bit passive-aggressive to me, but that could very well be me overthinking. and because i don't like assuming the worst in people, i want to clear some misconceptions i saw here instead

first of all, the au is not built around the idea that pk is innocent. i've stated before that i don't agree with that notion, he has done terrible things and that should not be ignored. the difference here is that i try to make him more nuanced, and i've personally always loved the theme of well-meaning people committing horrible actions in the name of good. that is where i'm going with my interpretation. he tries to do well, he is very emotional and anxious, he wants to make others happy and be loved. and yet he's still responsible for the deaths of so, so many beings that did not deserve that fate. that is not something i want to ignore, it's something that haunts him constantly, and is a huge part of his character, his struggles and his arc in the au

the reason why you rarely see that portrayed in my art is because, like i said, this is something i do for myself. while i enjoy thinking about more emotional aspects of it, i also want to find happiness and comfort in it, and so i prioritize wholesome art, as that is what i find the most comforting. perhaps it is my fault that i'm not clear enough about this, and if so, i'll try to do better

i will be more short and to the point with the next part, as i've answered many asks about this topic in the past. but no, fpk and wl did not separate because of grimm. they did not separate because of a "sitcom tier argument" either. it was a result of their vastly different approaches to dealing with their guilt and shame (among other things about their relationship), and they divorced while still on good terms. this would've happened in the au even without grimm in the picture, so no, i did not just get rid of wl to make space for the ship i like. that was never my intention, even if pale nightmare is my preferred ship

lastly, about the name of the au, i mentioned before that it wasn't a conscious decision to name it that, people simply started calling him "feral pk" and i decided to keep it. for convenience, and because i thought it had a nice ring to it. that being said, it's still accurate to his character in the au. he doesn't simply "drop the feral act" once he reunites with his family, his instincts are a part of him now. throughout the whole story of the au, he is by all accounts "feral". if you had different expectations for this, then i'm afraid that is on you. you are free to explore the idea you had yourself, it sounds interesting. but it's not something i wanted to do

like i said. i don't want to assume that your intentions were to be rude. but i wanted to respond anyway to clear possible misunderstandings, and emphasize that i don't like seeing comments like this. still, i hope you have a good day anon. if you did not mean for me to interpret it like this, then know that i don't hold it against you. we're all here to enjoy ourselves, but some boundaries need to be made, and this is where i set mine. i hope you understand

#ask stuff #feral pk au

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violetren · 2 months

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Ok live action atla reaction for episode 2.

It was better than episode one. Where episode one was a dumpster fire actively trying to hurt me both as an avatar fan and as someone with a basic understanding of how multimodal media is used to craft stories, episode two is fine.

I hesitate to call it great or even good when my only other point of reference so far is one of the worst episodes of TV I have seen in the past decade. Or possibly just ever. But I can comfortably say it was fine.

Perhaps my biggest on going issue is still the dialogue. When they don't sound like they just walked out of a LA therapists office, they instead sound like they are either in a circa 2010 disney original tv show, or just straight up like the writer explaining directly to camera how they are justifying skipping events from the animation because they have made the characters so much more mature and self aware of what they need to do/become for the sake of saving the world.

In short, Sokka remains unfunny.

I can't believe the "I bet you taste like chicken" comment wasn't even in response to Momo doing anything in particular. Momo is just there chilling on Aang's shoulder and Sokka is glaring at him like Momo is his arch rival, talking about a singular non mishmash animal that he has probably never even seen before because where the fuck where the chicken coops in the south fucking pole!?

Katara's strives in bending probably look impressive to anyone who hasn't seen the first episode of the animation where she already outclassed her current progress. Girl was out there (accidentally) splitting icebergs out of anger, but I'm meant to be impressed she can make a water ball in 3 seconds? I hate how badly she has been nerfed.

I also hate how they made it that Gram Gram actively helped nerf her by denying Katara her inheritance until it was clear she was gonna hop on a flying bison and go on adventures with the Avatar. She didn't even give her the scroll directly and apologise to her face. Just shoved it in her bags with a sorry note and now we're deprived of Katara stealing from pirates! Which means Katara is gonna be carrying that "goody toe shoes always morally correct with no room for nuance mom friend" burden for who knows how much longer now.

We did FINALLY get some Iroh adjacent behaviour from Uncle Iroh. Him trying to cajole Zuko into eating some street food and getting distracted mid sentence because he noticed some sticky rice wasn't perfectly executed but it was better executed than any other Iroh moments we have seen so far. Mostly he still hits as gaslighty and condescending. And don't get me wrong. OG Iroh COULD be gaslighty but never so fucking blatantly. There's no finesse, no gentle distractions layered with concern. Where is the charisma? Instead we effectively get him going "you're wrong. you should consider giving up." at every other time he talks to Zuko (less so this episode than last but only because he "tries" to teach Zuko diplomacy. Yes there are quotes around tries for a reason. He basically says Do This, gives no real guidance on how and then steps in to do the thing the second Zuko is sucking because he's never had to do this shit before and doesn't want to do it now especially since he has no idea wtf Iroh means).

Anyways, didn't they say they were overhauling the Ba Sing Se arc to make it less gaslighty? Yet they let this vibe fly with Iroh of all people?

We did at least get Suki though. And she's mostly pretty recognisably Suki. Save for the instant and hardcore pining for Sokka because he immediately became a surrogate for her yearning for the outside world. I can appreciate that they wanted to nix Sokka's sexism and instead just made him insecure about his status as a warrior, and they almost made it work but they cut themselves off from such an interesting interplay of tension by having Suki just as, if not more, eager to show off her skills to Sokka as he was to act like he was a big tough southern water tribe warrior. They were on to something when they had her question how he could be the guardian of his village if he was here with the Avatar instead. They could of had her be dismissive of his claims at being a warrior when he was clearly acting like an undisciplined blow hard and the fanthrowing/chokehold scene could have been a "stop acting tough, I am the warrior you're claiming to be" moment which wouldn't have involved any sexism on either side and have made a basis for mutual respect when Sokka comes along to the training hall. They could have had him humbly ASK instead of awkwardly miming until Suki noticed. We could have still had Sokka in Kyoshi Warrior garb. It would have stuck closer to the original, it wouldn't have taken up more time, and it would have created a much more satisfying interplay of tension between the two characters which also would help ground their future relationship in mutual respect.

I will say though, although the writing fucking choked the cinematography, the lighting team, the actors and the editors all came through with creating a sense of attraction between the two characters. So that wasn't nothing.

Kyoshi was a high point. Still fell victim to the dialogue writing, but a very strong perfomance by Yvonne Chapman accented excellently by the sound design team during some of the more intense parts when they layered in all the other Avatar voices. She was a good choice for giving Aang a bunch of hard truths and I liked how she both told him he had to find his own path but when he kept pushing for a more concrete answer just started telling him to deal with shit her way, because that felt very Kyoshi.

Also the entire sequence of her manifesting through Aang to show him a bit of what he could do as the avatar and lowkey to protect HER island was fucking badass. Not a single fire nation soldier left that island with clean underwear after facing Avatar mother fucking Kyoshi.

Unfortunately I was very quickly brought down from this high by Aang closing out his part of the episode by saying that Kyoshi told him something terrible was going to happen to the Northern Water Tribe if he didn't get up there and do his duty as the avatar to stop it. A conversation beat that happened off screen btw.

This annoys me for several reasons, starting with since when can the Avatar's collective past lives tell the future? The big threat to the Northern Water Tribe was originally Zhao coming to kill the moon spirit, which is a culmination of his lust for dominance and power and his plans to capture the avatar for himself. So either that isn't happening (and they are unnecessarily trying to revamp a perfectly good finale to stroke their own egos) OR they have made the nonsensical decision to foretell this tragedy in the show instead of just letting the tension mount naturally because 80+% of their audience already know shit goes down in at the Northern Water Tribe. Which annoys the fuck out of me. Aang was always going to go North for water bending training anyways, and especially this borderline hyper responsible version of Aang who knows even if it will hurt emotionally he will need to learn the other elements. There was no good god damn reason to add a second layer of urgency by saying if he doesn't get there bad shit will happen!

My closing rant is really more of a question, but why the fuck is it every time we see a firelord, (Sozin and now Ozai) that they are just hanging out in the middle of the fucking chamber chatting with some fucking guys until a prisoner/messenger arrives while the fire throne looms menacingly in the background upstairs and 50 feet back. Where is the menace and pizazz of them sitting looking down on literally everyone and everything from up on high flanked by flames, committing atrocities with a wave of their hand and a few low spoken words that everyone grovels to hear? I believe in Daniel Dae Kim's ability to look scary and lordly on a fancy chair, especially if the fancy chair has FIRE, why doesn't the director?

#chirping wren #live action atla spoilers #live action atla critical

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rist-ix · 7 months

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That last ask 😮😮😮😮!!!! "Trust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers / Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers / And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did / But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it (...) and I try to be tough, but I wanna scream / How could anybody do the things you did so easily? And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine / But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long (...) And we both drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal (..) Do you think I deserved it all? / Oh, your flowers filled with vitriol / You built me up to watch me fall / You have everything, and you still want more" really fit the vibe perfectly omg, I'm gonna go add it to my sparxshipping (rist's version) playlist now.

Sparked and TBHTBH have me in such a chokehold and have been living in my head rent free so much that I needed to express my love for them and your writing in the form of little playlists!

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you know what this is kind of a banger actually, those asks were totally right

#asks #fic: to be hunted to be haunted

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jentledaisies · 2 years

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I fiddle with my fingers anxiously before taking a deep breath and giving rose who is on the otherside of the room my full attention. I raise my voice to get her attention "we need to talk I am not sure how to say this but I think maybe we need a break." "I love you and I know you love me too but I am pretty sure love isn't supposed to hurt like this." "Maybe I am just the wrong person for you cause I think sometimes maybe I drive you to do the things you do and that's not fair to either of us." I can't look at her as I whisper the last part. "Loving you is like drinking an aphrodisiac laced with poison it feels good as it slowly kills you."

(Hopefully this isn't to bad and you can imagine this set in any of the aus cause I love them all but couldn't choose but I think maybe the vibe leans more to yandere rose. Also um is 🍪 anon taken if not I would like to be it.)

ahhhh ok so i saw this last night and i spent soooooo long contemplating it because this is such a good yandere piece!! idk i love break up scenarios for yanderes cuz it really shows the unhinged desperation they have to simply be able to love you, regardless of if you love them back (they will delude themselves into believing you do tho lol) but!!! that was not what i was thinking of. so i thought about this, and out of the four AUs i currently have planned for this blog (possibly more to come) only two are posted. both y/ns in those au's are stuck in their stockholm syndrome to ever say this. so i thought i'd do one of my not posted au's. only one of those would one where y/n wouldn't be so love-struck as to say this. so this will be in the idol au for the yanderes, I'm so sorry if this is a bit too boring, if you want to, you can send in an ask and I'll write it for one of the other au's. also, this will be from rosie's perspective lol.

and i'd love to have you as my cookie anon <3 you have been added to my angelic aliases!

"We need to talk." Your voice causes Rosie to snap her head up. The words don't register in her head, it's only your angelic voice singing. You spoke to her! You, the love of her life, her whole world, her sweet light, that could put the sun to shame. Even now, as she notices how anxious you are, the distress on your face as you twiddle your thumbs, you are absolutely radiant.

Wait, what did you just say? And why are you distressed? Rosie's face morphs into a concerned one as her vision tunnels on you, sitting across the room. "Sure. What's up, Sweets? You know I love talking with you."

"I'm not sure how to say this but," You turn your face away and as hard as Rosie tries, she can't meet your eyes. She hates it. "I think...maybe we need a break."

Rosie can hear her heart shatter. She can feel the shards falling on the floor, jagged and sharp. Her world starts crumbling, what the fuck is a break? You can't put love on a break. You can't tear a lover from their lovers' arms. No true love will ever ask for a break, not unless someone forces them, and you were Rosie's true love.

"Don't be ridiculous, Honey. We are perfectly fine. Who's putting such silly ideas in your mind?" Rosie forces a (hopefully)nonchalant laugh as she starts towards you. Normally you like sitting in a far place during alone time, and Rosie is happy to do that, but now you were too far.

"I love you, and I know you love me too, but I am pretty sure love isn't supposed to hurt like this." Your eyes focused on everything but Rosie and her hurt eyes. You were hurting? How could you possibly be hurting. She did everything for you.

"What are you talking about? We are doing great. We are perfect. What do you mean you're hurting? What could I have possibly done wrong? We are completely perfect." Rosie moves forward to hold you, but you again, move without thinking. You start pacing a bit, hands no longer twiddling.

"Maybe I am just the wrong person for you, cause I think sometimes maybe I drive you to do the things you do and that's not fair to either of us." You spoke with conviction, and a slight burning in your voice. This was a tone Rosie had only heard once before when you had complained about how horribly mismanaged her and her sisters were under their company. (fuck why gee)

"Sweetheart really, did some reporter start threatening you? Who's putting these thoughts in your he-" You still won't look at Rosie as you whisper the last part, making Rosie freeze at how defeated you sound.

"Loving you is like drinking an aphrodisiac laced with poison. It feels good as it slowly kills you."

Rosie is frozen as she hears how defeated you are. Who the fuck told you these horrible things to say? She was going to tear them to shreds and bath in their blood.

"Stop that. Stop that right now. We are fine and you know it, we're perfect. Who told you to say these things? Who's hurting you and making you say these things?! I do everything for you, and you are happy. We are happy. Stop this nonsense."

#🍪 anon #yandere game

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analiticalanonymous · 10 months

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Miguel O'Hara Ted Talk

A post where I talk about my opinion on fanfics

Spoilers for the Across The Spiderverse movie by the way!

I really appreciate that so many people are making fanfics for Miguel, and I know that we don't know too much about this VERSION of him from the new ATSV movie, but can we PLEASE not take away from the character that he was giveeeen

Like! Everyone makes him out to be this stoic, serious, no-fun, dry (or none at all!) humored, no patience having, cold, mean, silent brooding, emotionally constipated, solo-act, "let me handle all of this alone" kinda guy???

Like, I get it! He exhibits SOME of those behaviors but you can't take away what makes him so amazing! You can't take away HIS sweet little flaws that had us all swooning in theaters!

And let me reiterate! It is NOT a problem if that's how you wanna write him. It may be your comfort that he could drop that act only for you, and that's perfectly fine. You don't need my approval or acceptance, carry on if you enjoy reading or writing him like that! This isn't supposed to make you feel ashamed.

But the issue I find myself having is that on many platforms, unless you have some common flaws that society dictated as just that, flaws, forever ago that has long since been romanticised into oblivion and is no longer a taboo, that normal flaws either get overlooked or are COMPLETELY TAKEN OUT! It HAS to fit into this specifically flawed character cookie cutout. In order for a character to be flawed it has to be extreme! They have to have tatoos, peircings, brooding sessions, lack of humor, tall dark and handsome descriptions, scars, dangerous vibes, and a overall serious air to them.

I've read so many fanfics over different characters from completely different fandoms (that I genuinely enjoy mind you) but slowly find out that they all end up behaving exactly the same. And I can't help but feel dissapointed at the missed opportunity of expanding on the given characteristics provided by the creators of the characters. Similar flaws if not exact, no effort to expand on the characters canon flaws, and they behave so far from canon that I don't recognize them or feel the same admiration as I had to the OG character.

I've read fics where Shoto Aizawa had peircings and was a stone cold stoic that was also a daddy dom, Sans the skeleton was a racist depressed/lazy guy that was cold and careless, Sun and Moon being feral and or naive with passive aggressive tendencies, all of which is well and good but what I don't understand is when a character has a described canon flaw or is seen to have a certain trait that it is completely neglected or ignored to fit into this "misunderstood" stereotype.

Like back on track to miguel. He's described in fanfics to be a "stoic", "humorless", "impatient", and "cold" recluse. When that's simply not true!

The end credits to Into The Spiderverse where you see Miguel for the first time is him humoring Lyla and having playful banter with her! He jokingly says stuff like "okay we're just gonna roll the dice on this?" "do you really have to call me out? It's just really frustrating and really bums me out" he's being playful and lighthearted, giving into silly little banter! He falls into this banter with her no matter the situation, even after having his ass handed to him and thrown into tons of rubble and debris. if he genuinely was as uptight as everyone makes him out to be he would have reprogrammed her by this point. He's sarcastic, he's quick with the quips. He doesn't take himself entirely seriously! He tries but he just can't do it!

He's a caring guy! The first thing he does after lego!spiderman gives him an update is compliment him and say "You're one of the best of us." He sees Gwens struggle in her world and lets her stay with the spider society. He tries to calm down to explain the situation to Miles, albeit moderately annoyed, but calmer than he was moments prior where he decked a monitor at Miles. He caught Mayday, (while supporting her tiny head mind you) righted and held properly after she fell, allowing Peter to pester him in the middle of his scolding and simply waited for him to finally take her away. He wanted to be taken seriously since it was a serious moment but he still didn't stop Peter like he very well could have, simply letting it happen and moving on after Peter left. When he was first trying to get Miles before loosing his temper completely and utterly after being sabotaged by his team, he still exasperatedly tried to guide the rest of the spidermen to spot Miles and help him. He sypmathized with Miles while explaining the importance of Canon events no matter how awful they are and what happened to him when he tried to stop it. He is honestly a caring guy! He just let his prdatory spider-enhanced-genetics take over him in the middle of his hunt with Miles.

He's dramatic! He WANTS to be the stoic and cold leader but he just can't follow through! He's a Spiderman after all! He purposefully has his platform set at a slow pace for his dramatic ass's entrances and claims it for an intimidation tactic. He'll have meaningless bickering with people because this drama queen can't go a second without sass! He bickered with Earth-67 for pointing at him and being a hypocrite for like almost a minute straight. He bickers for fun!

He isn't the best with his temper, that part is clear, but it took quite a bit to have him snap and that was only because he was pushed too far. A canon event being disrupted is a HUGE deal and no one except those close enough to understand that first hand realized it. He took things too far, I'm not saying he didn't, I'm just saying no one gives him enough credit for the things he ACTUALLY does put up with. Like the patience he had to still accept Gwen even after the fuck ups she had made. Mayday being thrown on him as Peter gushes about her to him (even though he lost his own daughter and I bet it stings like bittersweet irony to him) and shows him pictures in the middle of a serious discussion. The guy has a certain amount of patience that I have to give him credit for as a person with some recovering anger issues.

Miguel is anything but these decriptors! He's not a comedian but he's funny in his own way! He's not a closed off emotionally unavailable guy that doesn't voice his emotional viewpoints! He is firm in letting people know how situations make him feel! He can be incredibly serious and cold, tempermental, impatient, and dry in humor but that's not all he is!

What I'm trying to say is that you don't have to take away from a character in order to make them have flaws, nor do you need to overdo it with their given flaws to make them a character with depth. The definiton of flaws change every day. A character doesn't need to be incredibly obviously "todays-society-taboo" to be flawed. What makes us fall for the characters we find ourselves reading about daily or hyperfixating on is their flaws. No matter how minor they appear, it's the realism that gets us all to connect.

So please! For those of you willing, try to make a fanfic where the character you write about is close to the canon typical behavior. This is not a demand, not a requirement, nor is it a obligation! It is a request and a challenge from someone desperate to find a fanfic where Miguel O'hara acts like Miguel O'Hara and not someone that I look at and can put a million different faces to different characters I have read about in the past.

#atsv miguel #vent tag #LETS GROW TOGETHER MY BROTHERS IN ARMS #fanfic vent #love your flaws #romantisizing flaws

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goddessofroyalty · 2 years

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Oooh can we see Vander figure out that Silco is a brat/submissive in the bedroom, and then bring Silco to heel for the first time. Just some real dom vibes from Vander and Silco being like “by golly he’s figured it out 😯”

Where does this sit timeline wise? I don’t know – all I do know is its pre-divorce, post-Last Drop acquisition.

Technically this is under-negotiated kink considering they don't talk about it before but it turns out perfectly fine and everyone is very happy.

Rating: Explicit

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“Did I say you could speak?” Vander says, clamping a hand over Silco’s mouth to prevent whatever smart comment Silco was about to make from escaping.

He watches Silco’s expression hoping that he doesn’t regret it. That he had been reading the cues Silco had been sending correctly and wasn’t about to be cussed out and sleeping on Benzo’s couch for the foreseeable future.

There’s surprise first. Followed by a rapid flicker through of mad-unsure-excited-fearful-confused. Silco’s eyes darting across Vander’s face and arm as Vander holds still and wait for where it will settle.

When it settles on defiant Vander knows he had been right.

“Are you going to behave for me?” Vander asks now emboldened by the reaction.

He can feel the huff of Silco’s breathe against his hand as Silcor raises a brow at him.

It’s a challenge.

Silco doesn’t just want to submit. He wants Vander to bring him into line.

“Don’t make me punish you,” Vander says, watching how SIlco’s eyes widen at it. Watches how they darken at it.

A second later the eyes glance to Vander’s side and Vander instinctively knows what he’s planning.

Silco’s about to run.

Vander grabs his partner by the waist just as Silco breaks his grip. Twisting and pushing Silco into the wall beside them. Pressing in against him both to prevent any other attempt of escape and so Silco can feel just how hard he is.

He can let Silco escape another time. Let Silco run and hide through the Last Drop or out into Zaun and then hunt him down. Maybe not even bother bringing him home, just fuck him next to whatever hole he tried to hide in.

Next time, he promises. Right now he needs to teach Silco who’s boss.

Vander grinds his hips forward to rut against Silco’s ass to ensure it is clearly exactly where this is going.

“Fuck,” Silco moans. Far breathier than he ever has been before they even have their clothes off. It all clearly having the desired effect on him.

“Should I even bother taking you to bed?” Vander asks, putting all the authority he can into his tone. “Or should I just take you here? Let anyone who walks in see what your mouth is actually good for?”

They aren’t actually somewhere people would walk in – out of the public parts of the Last Drop and instead in their private home within it. They have fucked in the bar itself before though so that fact hardly matters.

Vander knows a smart comment is coming as soon as Silco opens his mouth so he raises a hand in preparation.

“Only if you want them to see how much of a beast you truly ah-“ Silco’s comment is broken off by a gasp as Vander’s hand lands on his ass with a smack. “Fuck.”

“Only if you behave,” Vander promises massaging what flesh of an ass Silco does have.

“And when have I ever done that?” Silco asks, twisting his head to look back at Vander. His eyes full of playful challenge.

“That’s going to change now,” Vander says and before Silco even has a chance to roll his eyes Vander is tugging him off the wall to twist him around. Pinning him again with a searing, domineering kiss.

He feels Silco go slack against him and a soft moan escapes his lips as Vander finally breaks the kiss. It turning into a gasp when Vander nips at his lips, hands settling on Silco’s hips, grip tight enough that there should be no way for him to escape. Not that Vander thinks Silco wants to. At least not anymore.

“So,” Silco says when Vander pulls away to gaze down at him, at his now flushed cheeks and lust-blown eyes. “What now?”

“Bed.”

“What happened to your threat to take me here?” Silco asks.

Vander gives a contemplative hum despite already having made up his mind.

“Don’t trust you not to run off here,” Vander says as he slips a hand into Silco’s pants, running a finger along the cleft of his ass as he leans in close. “If you prove you can be a good boy next time I’ll fuck you on the bar in the middle of the night shift. Let everyone see how much of a slut you are for me.”

“Since when am I’m only yours?” Silco asks, bringing a hand up to press lightly against Vander’s chest like he’s thinking of trying to push him away.

“In that case how about I offer you up for my patrons use.” Vander’s grip on Silco’s hip tightens even more as he presses against Silco’s entrance with two fingers of his other hand. “How much do you reckon I could get for a go at as tight of an ass as yours?”

The last words are paired with more insistent prodding. Not enough to actually breach but enough to get the idea across. Enough that Silco’s eyes flutter shut and his breathe becomes uneven.

Vander goes back to just rubbing along Silco’s entrance. Watching as Silco takes a conscious swallow before opening his eyes and staring up at him.

“I thought the plan was to move to your bed so I couldn’t escape. Not keep teasing me until I get bored enough to go find someone else.”

It’s a low blow clearly meant to enrage.

Clearly Vander isn’t doing a good enough job.

He’ll just have to change that.

“That is what I said,” Vander says, tugging his hand from Silco’s pants and grabbing him to toss over his shoulder.

“What are you doing?” Silco demands as he squirms on Vander’s shoulder.

“Taking you to bed,” Vander says as he does exactly that. Carrying Silco to their bedroom and dumping him onto the bed.

Silco seems almost lost. Staring up at Vander with lust-filled eyes but not moving from the pile he landed on the bed in.

“You gonna’ just lie there and make me do all the work?” Vander asks as he strips his shirt off.

“Maybe I’m just enjoying the show.”

“How about you give me a show?” Vander asks with a nod to how Silco’s still entirely clothed.

Silco glances up at him for a second before sitting up on his knees and undoing the ties at the top of his shirt before shoving it over his head and starting on his pants. None of it exactly the show Vander had meant but one he is enjoying nonetheless. Has him massaging his own length through his pants to try and ease the pressure of it.

Once Silco’s kicked his pants off he settles sitting up on his elbows with his legs spread. His dick also standing to attention and clearly also ready for them to get on with it.

“Well?” Silco demands. Although the effect is somewhat ruined by how flushed his cheeks are and the fact he keeps glancing down at Vander’s crotch.

Vander has no interest in dragging out the foreplay much longer either.

He climbs into bed and the slot above Silco that feels like it was made for him. Settling his weight against Silco as he captures his mouth in a kiss, presenting two fingers to the now swollen lips when he pulls away.

Silco glances at them before looking up at Vander with a raised brow.

“You want lube don’t you?” Vander doesn’t plan on doing it all entirely with only spit to ease the way but to start with it should be fine. “I suggest you get them nice and wet.”

Silco stares up at him and for a split second Vander considers backing down on that and going to get the lube they keep by the bed.

The concern is gone when Silco glances back down to the fingers. His tongue running along his thin lips as if he’s contemplating how best to complete the command.

“Go on – before I get bored.”

Silco looks back up at him at that. Locking eyes with an expression that Vander has never seen before – all the fire with none of the anger and instead an almost gentle edge.

Its submission Vander realizes as Silco leans forward to run that clever tongue of his along the pads of Vander’s fingers. Silco’s eyes not leaving Vander’s as he does.

“Fuck,” Vander grunts as Silco practically sucks the fingers into his mouth to the second knuckle. Running his tongue along them to ensure they are good and wet.

Vander struggles to stop himself from cumming when Silco relaxes his throat to take the fingers up to the final knuckle.

“Alright that’s enough,” Vander says, tugging his fingers from Silco’s mouth before he finishes way too early. Sitting up to give Silco more space. “Roll over.”

Silco does. Pillowing his head on his hands as his body lies long against the bed.

“Ass up brat,” Vander says with a smack on said ass.

“Next time you should be more clear with your instructions,” Silco suggests, absolutely asking for another smack that Vander is more than happy to provide.

Silco makes a sound somewhere between a gasp and a moan at it. Sliding his legs forward and tilts his hips up, presenting his ass like Vander’s paying for it.

“Look at you,” Vander says, using his dry hand to part Silco’s asscheeks. “Such a good whore. You missed your calling in life.”

Silco snorts at it so Vander gives him another smack before bringing his two spit-soaked fingers to the puckered hole on display and pushing in. The sound Silco makes at it definitively a grunt but he feels no tighter than he normally does as Vander works his fingers in and out so it’s fine.

Soon enough Silco starts relaxing into it again, his shoulders going slack against the bed. And they can’t be having that.

He tenses with a gasp when Vander crooks his fingers to nail his prostate on the first attempt. Silco’s dick twitching like he’s close to cumming himself.

Vander pulls his fingers out, going back to massaging the sensitive skin between Silco’s cheeks now with three fingers.

“Reckon you could take me now or do you need more breaking in?” They’d always done three fingers to be on the safe side.

“Do you want me walking tomorrow?” Silco asks twisting his head back so Vander can see his expression. One that can only be summed up as challenge accepted.

“You better get me ready then,” Vander says. Sitting back and spreading his les so Silco has ample space between them.

Silco slinks over at it. Ass still up as he kneels in front of Vander and it takes all of Vander’s self-control not to coat his face in cum. To keep still as Silco leans down and lets a dribble of spit fall from his mouth onto Vander’s hard dick. Quickly ducking his mouth to catch it before it slides off, running his tongue along the full length.

Vander reaches down to grab hold of Silco’s hair in a desperate bid to have something to ground himself.

“Okay, that’s enough.” Vander tugs Silco off right when he feels himself get a bit too close to the edge again. “Fuck.”

Silco sits up on his legs, a wet string of saliva trailing from his lip. Vander unable to help but reach out to wipe it off with his thumb. Slipping the digit into Silco’s mouth as an afterthought.

The way Silco sucks on it is almost too much.

“Ass up,” Vander commands as he gets off the bed to go for the lube. Giving himself the time he needs to gather himself before he can touch himself to make sure he is slick enough to not actually hurt Silco. He figures the anticipation will do Silco some good.

Once he’s ready he climbs back on the bed. Settling his knees either side of Silco’s, hands on Silco’s hips, and resting his dick on Silco’s back above his ass.

“Say please.”

“Seriously?” Silco demands and Vander pauses for a second to think before deciding that, yes, seriously.

“I’m not going to give you want you want until you say it.” Vander slides his dick along the crook of Silco’s ass, catching it on the rim but never actually breaching.

Surely Silco’s close enough as well that he won’t let something like this stand in his way of getting what he wants.

“Fucking, ngh, fine – please Vander. Please fuck me until I can’t walk anymore.”

“See, you can behave when you have the right motivation to.”

And good behavior deserves a reward so Vander lines himself up and thrusts home. Silco making a strangled sound as his tight heat envelops Vander’s dick.

“Oh fuck,” Silco says. A hand reaching out in front of him to grip hold of the sheets as if for support as he clenches down on Vander.

Vander doesn’t give him the chance to recover before he pulls out to thrust in again, setting a brutal pace that’s entirely to chase his own pleasure.

Going by Silco’s moans he doesn’t mind one bit.

It’s over much too fast, Vander filling Silco with a shout.

It’s only as he draws back he notices that Silco’s spilt as well. Cum on the bedsheets and Silco twitching in the aftermath.

“You alright?” Vander asks as Silco practically collapses onto the bed.

Silco hums at it so Vander figures its fine. Cuddling in next to his partner as Silco watches him like he’s re-examining him. Like he’s trying to fit some new piece of information into his knowledge of the person Vander is.

“That was good right?” Vander asks, suddenly self-conscious.

“It was,” Silco says. “I wasn’t joking about not being able to walk tomorrow though.”

“At least you won’t be able to start fights then.”

The smile Silco gives at it is entirely too cheeky as he stretches out like he’s going to go to sleep.

“Considering you were the one that got me in this state you can just carry me where I need to go.”

“Brat.”

#Vanco #Vander Arcane #Silco Arcane #Anon prompt #prompt fill #prompt fic

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yukiokumura · 1 year

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🌈 💝 💌 for the asks <3

Finally getting to these asks!

🌈is there a fic that you worked *really fucking hard on* that no one would ever know? maybe a scene/theme you struggled with?

An Engaging Secret was a oneshot i struggled heavily with. Rynoa was perfectly fine and actually really loved it, but before we posted it, i didn't really think it was that good, but after receiving such encouragement and praise from Rynoa and the comments, i've learned to love it. so i suppose the answer to that question is, no one will ever really know the absolute struggle i have against myself when i don't think a scene is "good enough." I have to forge on anyway.

💝what is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?

Ahaha same fic as the above question actually. I genuinely didn't think people were going to love it as much as they did.

Other than that, Three's a Crowd was one where I was pleasantly surprised at the amount of engagement it received! It's a story I loved dearly so I was very much hoping for it, but seeing how many dedicated readers and people saying they were so happy they gave it a chance makes me incandescently happy~

💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

I have quite a few so it's hard to choose, but I can show you this! I'm slowly making my way through my AI!Yukio AU. Slow and steady.

“So! What is it ya need from me? I can get ya clothes but is there somethin’ else ya needed to finish this? Looks like you’re not even wireless yet.”

Yuki looked down and turned his arm so he could see the wire peeking out from between sections of synthetic flesh. Renzou got a quick look into it, seeing a metal skeleton underneath.

“No, I am not wireless yet. But I will be soon. I just need a few things and you are sneaky enough to get them for me.” Yuki pulled his hands back from Renzou’s touch and placed them politely behind his back. “I have texted you a list with updated locations on the map.”

Renzou felt the phone in his pocket vibrate and he took it out. The list was, indeed, there and the map now sported a few different markers, each one looking different to indicate which item on the list was located there.

He looked over the list.

Backup batteries, solar panels, a Wi-Fi card, ballistic gel, and a few items that as Renzou stared at the series of numbers and letters seemed to make less and less sense the more he tried to read them.

“Right. Yeah. I can get this stuff.”

“I am sensing a lack of confidence in your tone.”

Renzou looked at Yuki who met his gaze with a polite smile. “I can’t tell if you’re pokin’ fun at me or not,” he said with an accusatory huff.

Yuki’s smile twitched a little wider and his balance shifted minutely, but the vibes of a correct answer were plain. “Poking fun?” he asked, and there was something about his tone that was pitched a little higher than his genuine curiosity.

“You are, aren’t you?” Renzou pressed the tip of his finger firmly on Yuki’s nose. “Listen here, Mister. You may be cute but this kind of slander won’t be tolerated. I can get everything on this list and the change of clothes you need, easy as pie.”

Yuki’s eyes widened as they crossed to look at Renzou’s finger. “Do you really think I am cute?”

#answered

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oswaldsleftbicep · 2 years

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Alright, let's do this.

Hi I am a June Cancer by zodiac sign, but like winter a bit more I think. I am very shy and quiet with strangers, but I am more open with good friends and family. I still have a hard time with people because I never know what to do with my feelings and I can't put them into words very well. I also have to say that I have big mood swings.. I like to paint and I also like to read, but only things I really like. I want my partner to be honest with me, not a show-off, to feel comfortable with me and treat me well. I think that arguments are part of a relationship, as long as we find a reasonable way. I like to keep my relationship more private and on the road small attentions are perfectly fine. I like to go on little dates, no matter when, but I'm also often a homebody.

That's everything so far... I really like your idea and wish you a happy birthday😚. I'm curious to see who I'll be dating soon and I'm looking forward to it👍🏻:).

aaaa omg hi!! sorry this took so long, i hope you enjoy!!!

i ship you with....

Lucas!

❧ a fellow cancer :D although i'm a july cancer aksfkdjfk lucas is a virgo and virgos are supposed to be pretty compatible with cancers!! both of my exes are virgos but shhh it's ok

❧ to me lucas seems like an in between seasons kinda guy, like autumn and spring, but i could see him totally vibing with winter. he'd take you to all the scenic locations that get really pretty when it snows, and he goes all out with the comfy sweaters and hot drinks and cuddling by the fire

❧ he finds your shy side very endearing and adorable and has no problem with taking over conversations with new people for you. he finds that there's value in being quiet when you first meet someone as you can give yourself the opportunity to get a feel for their character and personality before revealing yourself to them. he also loves seeing you begin to slowly open up around others and show your personality; he saw it for himself when you guys first met and he loves rewatching it everytime you make a new friend

❧ he's incredibly patient with you and gives you all the time you need to put your thoughts and feelings into words. if it's just the two of you, he'll sit you down and listen carefully to you explaining what you're trying to say and then makes suggestions as to what that feeling could be or re-explains it to see if he understands. if you're with others and having trouble he'll still show the same level of patience and leave it up to you to decide if you want to keep trying to find the right words or if you need him to help you out. if it's the latter, all you have to do is look over at him and he'll basically try to fill in your sentences for you until you get caught up. and if anyone tries to interrupt you while you're talking or judges you for being too slow, lucas will send a sharp glare their way that instantly shuts them up

❧ the mood swings aren't a problem for him either. he has your personality down pat from being with you for so long that he's an expert at handling them. he focuses on what you need from him in that moment, whether it's to be left alone or to vent out your frustrations, and he'll do whatever it is. his main priority is to make sure you don't hurt yourself in any way, like if you're prone to throwing or breaking things or hitting yourself or exhausting yourself to the point of collapse, he'll make sure he prevents those outcomes before he acts on what you need from him. it's a very fine tuned process he has, but it suits your needs perfectly. if you feel any guilt from your mood swings and try to apologize to him, he'll gently shut you up with a kiss and reassure you that you'll never be a bother to him and he loves every part of you, no exceptions

❧ he's not super good at or into painting, but if you want him to paint alongside you he'll do it, but his painting always end up being something related to you. he'll do a portrait of you or paint your favorite flowers or animal or recreate the landscape where he took you on your first date. he'll keep anything you paint and somehow finds room to display every single painting. i hc him as a bit of a maximalist so his walls and shelves are full of stuff, but he always finds room for you <3 he'll also gift you new paints and canvases and brushes and even invests in a nice easel for you. if you like to work from observation, he'll help you find the perfect reference to work off of; he'll even go as far as to take you on a little trip to the most beautiful scenery if you're in the mood for painting a landscape. his house isn't super big, but he dedicated a little corner as your own art studio, it even has a window for natural light

❧ he loves reading too, but he's more of a casual reader, like he'll read maybe one or two books a month. he has plenty of books on his shelves for you to choose from, but the selection is far from that of a library or a bookstore, so if you can't find a book that suits your fancy, he'll take you into town so you can browse bookshops and libraries. if you prefer to buy books rather than borrowing them from a library, he'll treat you and buy you one book every month so that way you can grow your own personal library of books that you really like

❧ lucas does keep a few secrets, and he speak in riddles sometimes, so it may feel like he's hiding things from you, but all you have to do is confront him and ask him to tell you things and, although he may be hesitant to tell you if it happens to be a serious matter, he'll eventually tell you what he's keeping, and he never lies to you. the worst he'll ever do is lying by omission, but upon your request he'll tell you whatever it is you'd like to know

❧ he's far from a show off, but he does try to do little things with the hopes of impressing you, but that's mainly things like trying a new recipe or demonstrating a new spell. he feels there's no reason for him to show off cuz he's got nothing to really prove to you; he believes that you love him for who he is and he shouldn't have to fight for your love and attention

❧ he may have been kinda distant with you at first, especially before you two became a couple, but that was mainly because he was scared of losing you. now that y'all are in a great relationship, he's loosened up a lot and shares things about himself and even started delving into his past, lucky you. and a big part of this is because he trusts you, he knows that you won't turn against him or leave him for someone else, and with this he knows that he finally has his person and allows himself to let his walls down and finally let someone in

❧ he treats you so well, like he'd do literally anything for you; he looks at you like you hung the stars up in the sky by hand. he indulges you in all your interests and wants to try them out himself as he wants to understand you on every level he can. and his treating you well goes much farther than just spoiling you every now and then and paying attention to your personality and interests; lucas respects you. he knows that you can take care of yourself and he doesn't see you as someone who needs his care. don't get me wrong, he wants to care for you, but he recognizes that you're capable of so much and you don't need him babying you and making all the decisions for you. if you need his help, he'll be there in a heartbeat, but until then he trusts you to and knows that you can make the right decisions for yourself. he's your partner, not your keeper, ya feel?

❧ he agrees that arguments are necessary and inevitable in a relationship. he loathes the idea of fighting with you and yelling at you, so if he ever feels that one of you is getting too heated during an argument, he'll advise that the two of you take a break to cool down and then y'all can come back to it later. arguments would probably be something that was brought up as a concern early on in the relationship cuz he knows they happen and he wants the two of you to be on the same page for when they come up. he'll make sure to hear you out when it's your turn to speak and he'll never interrupt you, and the arguments always end in a compromise and no hard feelings

❧ he's not a very braggy person, so keeping your relationship on the down low is no problem at all for him. he might bring it up in conversations, saying something like "oh yeah y/n, my partner, is making dinner tonight", but he'll never bust into a room yelling about the details of your relationship lol. pda is fine by him as well, i could see him enjoying holding hands or having an arm wrapped around you or helping you down a step or even kissing the back of your hand. his pda is all subtle and sweet; it's clear to others y'all are in a relationship but it's not so much that it's rubbing it in everyone's face

❧ i often mention him taking you places on dates or on little adventures, which is for sure something he loves doing with you, but he also understands your desire to stay home and just chill. i see him as the kind of person who is always out and about doing something, but with you in his life he's come to appreciate just being at home with the person he loves most. he starts suggesting more at home date nights, like reading a book to each other or trying a new recipe or even a fun painting game. he loves how domestic just being at home with you can be; y'all don't even have to be doing anything special, it could just be a cleaning day and he'd enjoy every second of it as long as it's spent with you nearby

#let's play a game!#my. hcs #nightmare harem #shipping games #otome games

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