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SEX FASHION AND GUITARS — chapter 24. im sorry !

𐙚 pairings. rockstar!jaemin x stylist!reader

synopsis. l/n y/n fashion major and photographer on the side who says what she wants, na jaemin music major and lead guitar player for underground band DREAM. After yn forgets her to change her account and says something that catches the eye of jaemin she tries to ignore him — expect thanks to chenle she now works for them.

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“that’s so sad.” Winter traveled behind you holding a few of the outfits. “so he’s leaving in two weeks.” You nodded, opening the door to the set. “yup.” You sighed.

You could feel the tension filling the room as you walked in; sitting the clothes down. “what the fuck is up with the energy today.” Winter spoke up. “it’s been a bit uncomfortable.” Mark chuckled nervously, scratch the back of his neck.

“yes we can see, why?” you said. “because of you.” Chenle said. “why because of me?” you said. “haechan and renjun stopped talking to jaemin because of what happened and now they’re divided and jaemin just bought another girl and set them off.”

Hearing he brought another girl made your heartbreak just a bit— you didn’t even know what was going inside your mind at the moment; you were upset that hanbin was leaving soon, and that jaemin was here with another girl. “well we cant have that can we, we have shit to do.” You walked over to sulking haechan and renjun, who had his hands folded. “yn.”

“no.” renjun said. “just apologize.” Haecann scoffed. “why he was the one being a dick?” you rolled your eyes. “and I told you I was fine, don’t worry about it, now when he gets back, all three of you need to apologize before chenle loses his shit.” You said. “but— no buts, do it.” You said, starring them down. “fine.” Renjun said, you smiled. “haechan?” he looked at you. “whatever, but im not apologizing to her, I meant what I said.”

“what did you say?” before he could answer the door open— jaemin and the girl you assumed is who mark was talking about walking through. “I text you later.” He whispered. “of course you will, now go apologize and make up.” You said. “renjun you too.” He got up walking over to the boy. “thank you.” Jisung said, you shrugged. “I got to go get set up.”

“im sorry.” Haechan said, standing in front of jaemin. “you should be, what you said was rude.” Eunbin held on to jaemins arm. “well I wasn’t really apologizing to you.” He whispered. “haechan.” You slapped him on the back of the head. “hurry up so you can get dressed.”

Hearing your voice made jaemins heart flutter. “yeah im sorry too.” Jaemin said. “I shouldn’t have let things get out of hand.” You shoved haechan. “give him a handshake.” Haechan held his hand out. “good.” Watching them shake hands.

“go get dressed, winter is waiting for you.” Haechan whined. “she scares me.” You glared at him. “now.” He stomped away. “stop acting like a child.” Jaemin waiting for you to turn back around. “im eunbin, jaemins girlfriend.” Jaemin could see the shock in your eyes. “girlfriend?”

“she’s— yeah, we just started dating.” Her tone seemed like a warning— like she was telling you to back off. “yn.” Jaemin said, you stopped him, not really wanting to be in his present. “im gonna go help mark, winter has your outfit, go to her.” You turned to walk away, jaemin wanted to chase after you, eunbin grabbed his arm. “shes a bit of bitch yeah?” she scoffed. “she didn’t even say anything to me.” Jaemin looked at the girl— slowly realizing it was a mistake bringing eunbin. “I have to go get dressed.” He slid the girls arm off, basically throwing it to her side. “jaemin?” — he was already walking away.

“yo this this is sick.” Mark looked in the mirror, he was the last one. “yo, you’re really talented.” You laughed. “thank you mark.” You gave him the finishing touches, you could hear eunbin nagging behind you, whining to jaemin about something, the rest of the guys rolling their eyes in annoyance, you chuckled watching jeno put two fingers to his head in a gun motion.

“just know that girl isn’t jaemins girlfriend.” He whispered. “they met like two days ago.” You let out a low sigh, it did kind of make you feel better— at least he wasn’t dating her. “jeno told me to tell you, he’s still yours.”

“mark— are you stupid.” You heard winter say, making you turn around. “why do you keep touching him like that?” you could see winter boiling with anger. “im fixing his belt, trust me, he’s all yours” She said. “you don’t need to touch him.” Winter stood up. “listen bitch you can go sit down and let me do my damn job— how else am I supposed to do that with your hot ass breath down my neck, complaining.”

“bitch?” eunbin exclaimed, winter nodded. “yes bitch, go home, you’re making everyone uncomfortable.” Your friend fought back.

“jaemin please get her.” You seen jisung getting stressed, both of your friends getting upset, pissing you off. “mind your business jisung.” You handed mark his belt, walking away, he could finish getting himself dress— and mark seen the scary look in your eyes, and definitely didn’t want to piss you off. “don’t talk to them, like that.” you jumped in. “of course you have something to say.”

“yeah, cause you’re cursing at my friends, what the fuck is your issue?” you said. “just don’t want any girl touching what’s mine.” It was so laughable that you laughed, straight in her face. “it’s funny?” she said. “yeah, it is.” You said. “jaemin let’s go, we don’t need this.” She said. “he needs to be here.” The guys finally spoke up. “just reschedule it, until they’re both not here.”

“if you got a problem with it, you go, this is my job and she’s here with me.” You said. “he’s the only person that needs to be here, not you, so go.” You said. “why so you can whore yourself in front of him , I’ve seen your messages.” She said. “have you seen the dates as well you crazy bitch, I haven’t talked to him in like a month.”

“I know girls like you, whores who tries and get with other girls boyfriends.” Jaemin grabbed the girls wrist. “jaemin!” he was in the red in the face. “don’t fucking talk about her like that.” He said. “and we aren’t dating, I don’t get why you keep saying that.” Her jaw dropped. “jaemin, you said— I was drunk.” He said coldly. “is it because of this slut.”

“you call me out my name again and you’ll be walking out of here with more than a brokenheart.” You said, jisung holding your hand to keep you from stepping forward. “eunbin go home.” Jaemin said. “I can’t believe you’re taking up for her right now.” Renjun scoffed. “I can.”

“go.” He said, she turned to you. “you two are perfect for each other.” She grabbed her stuff, rushing out. “good riddance.” Haechan spoke up. “haechan shut up.” Mark pulled him away. “we’re an hour off schedule, fucking great.” Chenle said. “everyone back to work now!” you huffed returning back to your station — jaemin was about to follow you when winter grabbed him. “shes really pissed off next and she has scissors , I say wait.” He sighed , watching you from afar.

During the shoot jaemin kept an eye on you, watching you as you helped the photographers with lightening, doing anything to keep yourself busy— something he knew you did when you were upset; he wanted to hug you right then and there and apologize, but being the coward he was coming to realize he was, couldn’t.

The shoot was finally over; you were ready to go home, you had been texting hanbin all day and he was so excited about packing and new york, you couldn’t even bring yourself to tell him about the situation, keeping all your frustrations to yourself. “im heading home.” You said. “we were going to go get drinks, you don’t want to come?” renjun said.

“no not tonight.” You said. “had a long day.” Jaemin watched you pack all your things up. “I already called an uber.” You said. “have fun.” Jaemin felt someone push him, he turned around. “nows the time to apologize.” Jisung whispered, watching you carry all your luggage out. “go.”

He followed behind you, before you could reached the door, he caught up to you, letting out a awkward cough. “I , um I can help you.” He said. “you don’t have to.” You tried to kick at the door to get it to open; he almost laughed at how cute you look, trying to stubbornly kick the door open. “don’t stand there and look smug, open the door.”

He bit back a smile; opening the door. “don’t expect a thank you.” You said, he helped pick up a bag. “i see that as a thank you.” He said. “and should I see that as a sorry then?” you said, he went silent, before speaking. “I really am.” He said. “sorry, I’m an idiot and you didn’t deserve that.”

“you really hurt my feelings jaemin.” You said. “I know I did, im a dick.” You nodded. “you are.” You said. “but I really am sorry.” He said, you sighed. “give it a few days and apologize again, im still pissed off at you.” Your uber finally pulled up. “and when you do apologize again, make sure it's not when your friend isn’t there to call me a slut.”

He watched you get into the car — waving as you drove off. You really were gonna make him work for it; he still couldn’t help but smile.

At least you talked to him— that’s getting somewhere.

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sstvrnioloo · 2 days

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stone cold - c.s pt.2 of "i'll beat her bitch ass."

pt1

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femvolleyballplayer!y/n x comforting!chris

warnings: cursing, crying, intentional lowercase, no grammar used (intentional), detailed brutal fighting, mentions of death, ig triggering topic, use of y/n (sorry?) ig angst???

summary: somerville won the semi-finals and amelia's team goes home. amelia should wish that she hadn't said that because y/n doesnt play when it comes to someone talking about her boyfriend. shits about to go down.

this is set in some random ass au that i can’t really explain😭

p.s sorry to people named amelia, no hate to y’all !💗

also be kind to others please !!

don’t like don’t read !!

find some other shit to do.

not proofread (a bitch don’t got no time for that shit)

this is my creative work and i do not approve of plagiarism in any way. i also do not approve of reposting my work onto other apps or anything of the idea. SSTVRNIOLOO 2024.

a/n: HEYY , so this is your surprise fic series ive been working onnnn ~ also my laptop stopped working so i don’t have the option of typing anymore, so it’ll be on my phone or ipad. (mostly ipad though) 💔

wc: 2k

enjoy !!

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im going to beat this motherfucker up.

how dare she slap me, tell chris is only dating me because im just a "good fuck", and saying didnt love me.

im going to beat her so bad that her nose is so fucking crooked. so bad that she cant speak. that shes hospitalized just as long that i was when she injured me.

after she slapped me i pounced on her. yanking at her hair & jaw to get her to look at me.

"whos laughing now, bitch?"

laughing, i bitch slap her right back and punch her in the nose. nobody even dares to fucking touch me. no one.

i jump on her pounding her head onto the glossy gym floors. throwing many punches at her nose and face, practically drilling my knuckles into her faceーwith. no. absolute. mercy.

i didnt care how bad her injuries were gonna be. i could actually care less.

my white jerseyーwell, previouslyーwas now splattered with her blood.

"yeah get her ass !!"

meghan yelled from the bench. i love meg.

nobody was really going to stop me. i probably looked like a monster.

"please stop!! im sorry !"

amelia yelped and screamed. i heard herーloud and clearーbut didn't give no fucks.

throwing punches directly at her nose, hoping to complete my goal of making her; already hideous nose; crooked as hell.

her face drowned of ruby red coloured blood. her mouth draining of blood and face bruised and cut.

i could practically kill her. but do i want murder charges though? no.

i looked at her twisted nose in proudness & enjoyment. he nose was perfectly crooked how i wanted it to be.

all this timeーwith out realizing itーi'd also been fighting off the refs and amelia's teamates. i was also tuning out the repeatedly blown whistle.

well too late. the damage was done. she was definitely fucked up.

its called payback, bitch.

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she surprisingly got up, stumbling around before she threw a hand at me. she punched my nose and scratched my cheek.

i felt the burning sensation on my cheek and my blood sprinting down my cheek.

“you motherfucker!”

she furiously yelled at me, with tears running down her face, mixing in with the blood.

my eyes shot down to the gym floor. it was one big puddle of blood. i grinned crazilyーlike a fucking serial killer.

we were both standing in fighting positions, ready to quite literally kill each other.

i caught chris’ big blue orbs staring at me. he was also grinning. he knew the rivalry that me and amelia have; that’s why he never stopped me.

the crowd was chanting my name. they all backed me up on this rivalry comepletely.

our faces were both decorated with blood. but mine didn’t have tears streaming down them.

i knew i was going to penalized for the tournament. i most definitely was; without question.

this beef wasn’t with any of our other teammates, it was only between me and her. though everybody knew what amelia did to me last season.

the referees and her teammates finally pulled us away from each other. both screaming profanities at eachother.

but suddenly whilst she was walking back to her bench. she fell. its all because i knocked her outー

stone cold.

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as my coach walked me to the locker room, i heard cheering, applause and more loud chanting of my name. they all knew the beef between amelia and i.

i got to the locker room with my coach and sat down.

“you’re expecting me to yell at you or something, hm?”

my coach monique said.

“yep.”

“well i’m not. i’m so proud of you for beating that bitch up.”

coach monique laughed.

“thank you! i thought everybody thought i was a monster for doing that”

“you’re a monster on the court. but thatーthat was just handing pure business.”

“thank you coach”

coach monique walked back out the the court to settle my team and talk to the refs.

suddenly, chris walked in to the locker room.

“oh hey chris”

“hey baby”

he went in to hug me but i gestured no.

“unless you want blood on your shirt, i don’t think you should.”

“i don’t really care”

he hugged me tightly and i hugged right back.

“so how’d the fight even start y/n?” chris questioned

“well first she slapped me because i was supposedly “cheating” then told me that you were only dating me because i was a “good fuck” and you didn’t love me”

i explained calmly.

“that little bitch.” chris said low-toned.

“and that’s exactly why her nose is crooked as fuck”

i grinned, remembering how her nose looked.

“i’m gonna go back to the stands and get to car.” chris said.

“okay see you in a bit baby”

he gave me a swift kiss on the lips and walked out the locker room.

i grabbed a wet towel and dabbed at my cuts and bruisesーa burning sensation each time i dabbed at them.

changing back into my clothes and taking my sports bag. i head to the car and greet my friends.

i hated the media. and now they were following me.

i stepped out the door and walked to car where all my friends were. i ran up to nick first.

“hey babes!” nick said excitedly.

“hey nickk” matching his same energy.

group hugging lauren and angelina (angie) happily while getting tons of dumb questions from the media that was previously following me.

also greeting matt aswell, making sure to make him smile.

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parking into the driveway, me, matt, chris, and nick got out the car and heading inside the house.

nick and matt went to their rooms, leaving me and chris to go to our shared one.

“i need a shower” i said.

“okay baby i’ll go after you” chris said.

i closed the bathroom door and started stripping my clothes off. once fully done, i stepped inside the shower, turning the water on and letting the water stream down.

the water mixed in with the little blood that was left on me. falling on the shower tiles.

i took my loofah and put soap on it and watched it grow soap suds on it. i got lost in relaxing feeling of hot water and sudsy soap. it just rejuvenated me.

hopping out the shower, and drying myself with my towel. i threw on my clothes that were laid out on the counter. i opened the bathroom door and felt the cold air rush past me.

i stretched out on the shared bed and get a call.

it’s from my aunt. she never calls me. why now?

“hey y/n it’s me”

my aunt sounded like she was crying. but why?

“yes auntie?”

“y/n y-you’re parents died.”

i dropped my phone on the bed.

no. this is some kind of sick joke.

my eyes darted everywhere, trying to register what i just heard.

they couldn't have died. i saw them last night when they flew to London.

when they disappointed me telling me they couldn't make it to my game. i had totally forgot about that when i looked around in the stands.

then, i broke out into a loud, ugly, sob.

chris’ eyes immediately shot to me.

“what happened y/n??” his voice laced with worry and concern.

"my parents- they-" i couldn't finish my sentence.

"take your time ma" chris said gently.

i could hardly believe my parents died. it just wasn't possible.

chris hugged me tightly and kissed my forehead, trying to get me to calm down.

i sobbed. i loved my parents so much. sure we weren't on the best terms with eachother lately. but i still loved them dearly.

and the worst part is, the last thing i ever said to them but "i hate you both"

"chris the last thing i said to them wasn't even i love you!" i wailed, still sobbing.

"shh y/n" chris calmed.

then chris just held me there. no words. no sound. nothing.

just silence.

he knew what had happened by the hints i dropped.

i just couldn't bring myself to say it. not yet.

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i awoke, wrapped in chris' arms. i looked over the time,

1:56pm

a solid 13 hours of sleep.

yet i still felt tired.

i had no energy. so many missed calls and texts.

i knew what they were all gonna say,

"We're so sorry for your lost! If there's anything we can do to help let us know."

well you most certainly cant fix those empty parental figures;

hell, i'm an orphan now.

so bullshit.

i opened tiktok bored out of my mind and started scrolling.

i saw a tiktok of a girl who looked around my age with both her mom and dad , doing a dance.

why cant that be me?

i was at my desk a couple minutes later, hatching a plan.

because what if my parents really weren't dead,

what they faked it?

well its time to find out.

chris woke up groggily,

"morning ma" he yawned.

"morning baby" i answered swiftly.

"what are you doing?" he asked.

"we're flying to london."

extra: soooooooooo this took so long for no reason but here it isssss.

school was beating my ass fr fr

but thank you for reading !!!

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cerealmonster15 · 2 days

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i literally cant stop thinking about these two parts from alhaitham and kavehs story lore bio things. like i know people have talked about them to death and it's old news by now but i only just cleared the sumeru story + alhaitham and kavehs story quests/hangouts like a month ago so i have them on the brain lol!!!

alhaitham did not socialize much at all in the akademiya and did not do any group research projects except for ONE!!!! he got involved enough with kaveh that he was willing to go against his normal keeping to himself way of doing things and join a project with him - that, or maybe he found that particular research topic interesting enough to do for once, which is something he and kaveh still shared together..............

and my godddd alhaitham throwing a harsh truth at kaveh, and kaveh being hurt by his BEST FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!but so hurt/defensive to the point that he got worked up and told alhaitham he regretted making friends with him ;;;A;;; and alhaitham, who we have seen SEVERAL TIMES genuinely does NOT care what people think about him - something they show us a lot in i think both the sumeru story and his character quest - he left the project!!! he took his name off!!!! it's not kaveh who left, not a "well if you feel that way you can leave" but HE left!!!! like i dont know, maybe there's semantics of kaveh being the one that started it, or maybe i'm totally reading it wrong and it's alhaitham removing kavehs name lol but i feel like theyd specify if that's the case - either way. alhaitham taking action at all.......... a really bad argument......... boys who hurt each others feelings kfjskljsekljflk ;w;

that last sentence also makes me think they were like "i can fix him -> i cant fix him actually this guys fucked up beyond repair 😔"

but also this bit from kavehs notebook!!!!!!!!!!! about alhaitham!!!! he meets him, he likes him, "our views are aligned and they are complete" BUT CROSSED OUT!! they agreed at some point?? but then. i guess he didnt cross it out when they had the falling out but rather when he got to know alhaitham more and changed it with that second line... we contrast, but that is good. and the comment that it specifically was a retained line, like he didnt go back and block it out or anything after....... perhaps still holding that in his heart 😔

and the thesis. waughghhghg. ok im done talking to myself i think i have like maybe 3 mutuals/follower people that are even somewhat interested in genshin but SORRY i am in the deep end

#IM CHUGGING THRU FONTAINE STORY RN I NEED MORE PRIMOS FOR LYNEYYYYYYYYYY WAUGGHGHHGHH #genshin impact #haikaveh #ii think about them forever. i got both of them when they first dropped adn i LOVE THEM #excited to hear they will be in cynos second quest #I HAVENT DONE HIS FIRST IVE BEEN SLACKING ON THE CHARACTER QUESTS #ok. god. does anyone want 2 talk genshin with me. fight bosses or domains maybe LOL #everyone i know is on like a genshin break #and im like OKAY THATS NICE IM INCAPABLE OF PLAYING ANYTHING ELSE RN #i did find out one of my coworkes likes genshin and we bonded so fast over it and haikaveh especially LOL #peace and love on planet video game. ok bye

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