The US imperial system of measurement is dumb fite me.
not to complain about my online classes again, but i really wish the professors who accepted those classes knew how to use the computer well or at least have understandable english when announcing assignments…
just had a whole inner monologue about how i will damn any and everyone who dares to even ATTEMPT to redeem h**nr*ch z*m* and it seems like my day is going perfectly so far
Tip: I am so fucking mad
I realize that most of my tv critiques boil down to “cut 20% of the episodes” but I am also right about that
Sometimes the length is Just Right but I rarely feel like a show is Too Short to achieve what it is trying to achieve. If I want more it’s bc it was good, not because it actually needed more
Me, currently in 2020: *Doesn’t like Aph Russia at all and is even kinda scared by him*
Me, going through all my fanart from when I was a child: -under breath- all I knew how to draw in 2015 was Russia’s big fucking nose, apparently.
don’t get me wrong i love hetalia dearly and i’m excited for new content but also i want to go back to a week ago when nobody gave a fuck about anything
its embarrassing so i won’t be sharing any of the videos i used to be obsessed w/ as a kid on youtube like i used to watch people’s covers of different songs i liked on guitar/piano/violin/etcetc you know and its like crazy bc theyre all like 10+ years old. and then like evne now i still like to watch people’s renditions of songs i like on yt or if im trying to learn something on piano sometimes i reference videos and sometimes the videos are super old like 2008 or something and its like idk. the internet is a graveyard
luv when it’s already normally hard for you to talk about things and you try to talk to someone about something important and that’s affecting your mental health because you’re looking for feedback/support and they just
I really fucking hate having ibs. like this has genuinely ruined my life and my health in so many ways and its so fucking frustrating
I haven’t eaten anything since Friday because I haven’t had weed and thats the only thing that gives me an appetite anymore. my stomach doesn’t hurt at all but obviously I’m weak and shakey and tired and just all around feel exaughsted because my body has literally no nutrients to keep it going
but then I make myself some soup, which I have to make from scratch so it has none of my trigger foods which takes a lot of effort and energy that i already dont have but i push myself and do it anyway and im not even 3 fucking spoonfuls into this fucking broth and already my intestines are cramping and my kidneys feel like someone donkey kicked them
like im literally gonna fucking cry. i dont eat im exaughsted and feel like shit I do eat im in excruciating pain like wtf!!! am I supposed to do!!!
and im still fucking sober!!!
Thin person: *talks about them gaining a small amount of weight and how terrible they find it*
Me, a fat person, fully body-neutral with no opinions about other’s bodies: 👁👄👁
the eternal struggle of being mlm and seeing a cute dude in flannel and not being sure if hes wearing it in a gay way or a woodsy way or both
I don’t know if this is an obvious thing to say, but one thing about Jess and Rory that is unique to them in comparison to Deanrory and R*gan is that they have a story you can fall in love with. Dean and Rory from the pilot were obviously supposed to be a couple and it moved relatively quick. He treated her horribly, and then when they broke up and he was supposedly pining after her during season four, it felt so inauthentic and boring. The affair was awful and then their relationship in season five felt so forced, like they weren’t really in love anymore. For L*gan, they didn’t have much of a buildup either (and during the episodes in season five before they got together, his teasing her and leading her on was just…not good). Then, their friends with benefits, no strings attached thing was boring and hurting Rory, and when they started to date, I was either pissed off about what was happening or was bored out of my mind. And then in the revival, L*gan and Rory’s relationship wasn’t so much “falling back together after all this time” and was more like “let’s force this relationship while he’s engaged until Rory can’t take it more.” And Dean’s scene in the revival seemed like it was supposed to be nostalgic and sweet but the fact that the way they were talking about the relationship wasn’t accurate in the slightest doesn’t make it seem like a good end to their story, if that makes sense. Neither Deanrory nor R*gan has romantic, iconic scenes (“I love you, you idiot!” might be the only popular one with Dean but I really don’t think it’s as romantic as people make it out to be. With L*gan, that scene in 5x07 is like their one iconic scene but like the scene with Dean I just mentioned I think it’s overrated). Neither are ships are beautiful stories that, say, Taylor Swift could write a song about. But with Rory and Jess, it’s different. Their buildup, their relationship, the breakup, and the angst onward is incomparable. And I can’t think of a more eloquent way to say this, but so many of their lines and scenes are just so well written (not necessarily plots, since they got very contrived at times). Like, I’d like to see Deanrory and R*gan stans try to come up with a scene like when Jess tells Rory he loves her. I can’t think of any scenes for those two ships that are as iconic as “maybe, honey, you are falling for Jess!” or “I think I may have loved you, but I just need to let it go,” or the entirety of Jess’ speech in 4x21. This might just be because I’m Team Jess, but I’ve seen the show multiple times and I’ve never felt like Deanrory or R*gan have ever come close to Literati. Their whole story, where they keep finding each other and helping each other and breaking each other’s hearts is something I could spend hours talking about, for better or for worse. Even through the revival, where nothing romantic happens or they never really look back on their relationship. Jess giving Rory the idea for her book and then the window scene (along with “so, then, you’re over that, right?) doesn’t feel like an end to their story at all, either.
TL;DR Literati is the only Rory ship that Taylor Swift could write sad and beautiful breakup songs about
early munday bc fuck my overly religious parents who wouldn’t let me wear my horns bc they’re ‘satanic’
thinking about Ray getting separated from her found family 😢
tis ok though! she’s probably finding more with the party 😉