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gr4veyardsblog · 6 months
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can you please write hazel x cheerleader!reader where hazel has a massive crush on/obsession with reader and either doesn't speak to her at all out of fear or says the dumbest shit because she's so flustered but reader finds it cute?
Not so obvious.
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Summary: Hazel has a big crush on reader but is too scared to even talk to her which makes reader begin to think she hates her
A/n : I’m sorry if this is bad but I haven’t written in like 5 years would love some tips in the comments or anything thank you just need to let my feelings out on my obsesión with Hazel- 😼
It was obvious Hazel didn’t like you. How could u not know with her always running off when you come even remotely close to her.
“Hey hazel” you practically yell at you spot her by her locker barely getting there and reaching for a book. But as quick as you see her, as quick as she disappears.
Another time you spot her having a conversation with pj and Josie but this time in class so thought there was no way she could go anywhere. Boy were you wrong.
“Hey guys” just as you were coming up you see hazel speed walk out the classroom door.
Your shoulders slump as you feel slightly off putted by the erupt exit.
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“Just talk to her” pj said with annoyance in her voice
“It’s not that simple rather just ignore it and act like it doesn’t exist” Hazel says shrugging her shoulders and shaking her head
“Dude it’s way better than you just leaving like she has some sort of virus or something
Hazel shakes her head and sees u walking towards them and quickly looks around for an exit route but thoughts are cut short by your body coming I to view
“Hey guys I was wondering what you guys were doing after school”
Hazel stops listening as she thinks to herself that this is finally her chance to talk to you. Just say hey how are you you look really pretty today. No she’ll think your a total loser today
Suddenly she blurts out as pj is explaining what the club is.
“I love woman “ all three stop and look at her. The tip of her ears turning a bright red eyes widen not believing she said that
“I-I think what she means if we all love and want to suppprt woman” pj said trying to save the conversation
“ so if ur into that stuff you should totally stop by and i don’t know if u want to , bring some of your friends with you like idk” she pretends to think “ maybe Isabel and Brittany for instance just throwing that out there”
Josie shakes her head and grabs pjs arm
“Uh yea I’ll see if they wanna come. I’ll see you all later “ you say walking off after they both said their byes except Hazel
Hazel comes out of her shock and shakes her head
“ what was that” pj said looking at Hazel
“I don’t know it just came out”
“Dude u need serious help if that’s how you flirt “
“ you don’t just blurt I love woman ur lucky I saved your ass”
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“ always be on time “
Pj turns around being cut off with the sound of the gym door opening and seeing you, Isabel and Brittany walk in
“You guys haven’t started right” you chirp out
“No your just in time we were about to start our lesson”
You all sit in a circle awaiting instructions on what is going to happen next.
“Ok we are gonna have two people in the middle fighting- training in self defense”
“First pair” pj looks around the circle smiling to herself and stops at you “y/n and uhh idk hazel”
Hazel freezes and looks at pj with wide eyes as you both stand up and go into the middle
You both begin to circle each other no one making a move to hit the other
“Cmon Hazel! HIT HER! “ hazel widens her eyes too scared to talk to you let alone touch you but goes for it and swings her hand with barely any force to hurt a fly, it slightly grazing your chin
It’s quickly over shadowed by you swinging your fist and it coming into contact with hazels nose
Hazel drops to the floor. Blood all over her nose as you rush down worried
“I’m so sorry Hazel here I’ll help you take care of it”
You help her up you wrapping her arm around your neck as you support her body weight under you as to not drop her.
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You grap a paper towel and run it under the faucet and bring to hazels nose as she sits on the counter of the girls bathroom
She slightly hisses but quickly stops as you lay your hand on her thigh
“I’m so sorry Hazel” you say “ you probably hate me more than what you already do I bet”
Hazes brows furrowed as she looked at you with confusion slapped on her face
“You think I hate you?”
“Well duh, you always leave when I come by or just flat out ignore me when I’m talking to you or to anyone around you. Just assumed the obvious”
Hazle just shook her head and grabbed the paper towel from your hand.
“Hate you? That’s far from it.” She takes a deep breathe this is the time to do it, it’s now or never “i just get so nervous and scared that I’m gonna say the dumbest thing around you. Then you’ll hate me and god how can I recovery from that” she goes on rambling but let’s out a big breathe and calms herself down.
“What I’m trying to say is, I like you more than like you “
You pause and turn a light shade of red not believing what your hearing
“If I could explain in words I would but I could not express how I jamble over my words because of how much I- “ she stops cut off by you grabbing the sides of her face and crashing your lips into hers.
She leans in eyes fluttered close as she lets out a sigh of relieve from the fact that she now knows that you actually like her back.
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nqify · 1 year
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nsfw headcanons. — miles quaritch ☆
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pairings. fem!reader. na’vi!miles quaritch!
content warnings. literally smut y’all. so get ready
note. First post OMF #scared
okay first off. Pet names. We all know this fucker gives you pet names. We can all agree on this!!
headcanon this man to call you ma, or mama, like y’all, he most def says that to his s/o listen, “look at you ma, feel this big cock huh? Feels good doesn’t it mama??”ANYWAYS
shit like baby, babygirl, pretty girl, princess, darling! just the basics and we love it!! “hi princess, u look very pretty today” or “what’s wrong babygirl?” Or or “cmon pretty girl do a little twirl for daddy” yeah BRO!
this man loves eating pussy. And I mean he loves it!!! he’ll have ur thighs pressed against your chest as your hands struggle to find smth to hold onto. Quaritchs massive hand (ohmygod) is placed right above the back of your knee for support as his other hand is spreading your pretty pussy wide for him. and oh he loves it
his tongue flicking your abused clit while he hums, knowing it drives you crazy!!!! “pretty girl has such a pretty pussy”
sometimes he’ll pick up by the bottom half of your body, lifting you up and eat u out like it’s no tmrw. He wants you to see how good he’s pleasuring you. Bc we all know no one is doing it better then him duh???
certified dirty talker. my GOD he loves it. He loves talking you through your orgasms. the way your pussy flutters around him when he says things like, “yeah?, you like that?, you like when I fuck you this like baby?” or “look at you, taking me so well, what a pretty slut”.
to add on, he also likes it when you response back, especially when your overwhelmed with the amount of pleasure your under. The way you close ur teary eyes and gasp for air as you try to come up with words rlly gets this man going. He’d taunt you like, “c’mon baby, tell me where you want this big dick, you want it in your throat?? Ur pretty pussy?, cmon tell daddy” and you would just whine, grinding against his hardening bulge, hoping he’d take that as an answer. BUT OH NO!!!, “you’re a big girl aren’t you?, use ur words”
gulp bitch gulp. You’d stutter out, “p-please, in me, want you in me” this fucker needs you to be dead on specific, “uh uh baby, I need to know where, you want me in here?” He places the flat side of his thumb on ur bottom lip and drags your mouth slowly open, you shake your head, “then where?” this cocky fucker
ur dripping at this point and he knows it FOR SURE!!! “want your cock inside my pussy, please, please miles need it so bad” he grins knowing how much control he has over you.
na’vi babes!! this little shit will pull your tail during doggy style!! He’ll have you on ur fours while ur ass is in the air and your head is pressed against the sheets. one day this fucker saw u sway ur tail in front of him as he was hitting it from the back and got the urge just to pull it, and he did.
he’ll use your tail to push himself deeper and deeper into you where he’ll get down low, grab your hand and bring it to your belly to feel the bulge he’s making, “fuck, baby, you feel that?, you feel me inside you huh?” actually creaming.
you CAN NOT tell me this guy is not into breath play. like hello his hands??? quaritch loves having his hands around your throat when he’s fucking you missionary. Seeing your pretty eyes swell up with tears as you struggle to breathe because of HIM!!!! OH HE LOVES IT.
he’s drilling into you, one hand on your hip while the other is tightening around your neck. you can’t help but smirk a little. shit drives him through the roof when you do that. “shit, princess, you’re nasty as fuck. You smiling while taking this dick huh?? yeah, good girl”
SPEAKING OF THAT??!?!$:!$(( PRAISE KINK. Yep yep yep. he’ll praise the living shit out of you. you’d be taking his cock down your throat and he’ll just softly grab you hair to make you look up at him and he’ll say some shit like, “good girl baby, look at you taking my cock so well, fuck, you make daddy feels so good” pussy is aching.
I think he rlly likes it when u also praise him, like the subtle, “miles, feels so good.” Like when he’s eating your pussy he loves it when you say stuff like, “pls, want more, feels so good”, “right there, miles pls, ur so good at this”
SIZE KINK!!!!! bc he wants u to be vocal and say shit this dude will LOVE you saying, “I-it’s so big, too b-big baby” shit driving him WILD. “I know u can take it princess, cmon just a few more to go, it’s nearly in” and you would just whine about how big he is and how much it fills you up so well
okay, breeding kink. yeah stfu y’all, WE ALL AGREE ON THIS. The idea of having you pregnant with his child. Yeah shit you better run!!! He’s gonna pump you full of his cum over and over again. “yeah? Wanna be a mama? want daddy to fill you up with his cum mm?? isn’t that right princess??”
requests are open!! Feel free to ask me anything!! lemme write about how much y’all love miles quaritch PLS🙏
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h4rring1on · 1 year
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Hiii I absolutely love ur ficss. I was wondering if maybe you could write a steddie x reader where the reader starts having a onaic attack during sex cuz she felt bad saf wording and then aftercare fluff?
Ik it's a little dark so only if ur comfortable!!
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pairing: steddie x reader
warnings: smut at first, reader is overwhelmed and has a panic attack and totally freaks out, swearing, reader feeling vulnerable, steddie being really concerned and taking care of their baby, I SUCK AT WRITING YES THATS A WARNING
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“oh fuck” steve whispered as he kept pounding into you, your wrists tied and half your face stuffed into the sheets, while eddie held a vibrator and put it in your ass
you were used to rough sex with them, but this time something was just—not right
they didn’t usually do this, and you liked it, until you didn’t.
everything was just blurry to you, it was like you were inside your own head, unaware of your surroundings anymore, everything echoing through your ears
it felt like too much.
eddie started circling your clit fast, increasing the overwhelming feeling
you wanted to like it, you did, at first. but now you can’t do it anymore, but you don’t wanna upset them. you wanna make them feel good, and if you don’t want to, they won’t.
everything was suddenly worse for some reason, and before you knew it, your safe word slipped out of your mouth
“red!” you screamed
eddie and steve stopped, eddie pulled the vibrator out of your ass and turned it off, and steve pulled out too
you were quiet now
the two looked at each other, extremely worried something happened to you, you weren’t speaking or anything
“baby?” eddie spoke up
suddenly, loud panicked breaths were coming out of you
“i’m sorry! i’m so sorry! i’m sorry—i didn’t mean to ruin your fun—i’m sorry” you sobbed
eddie and steve were quick to help, eddie untied your wrists and steve went to look at your face since your back was to them
“hey hey—no, no, no” steve said, his heart aching when he saw the look on your face
“it was just too much—and i just—i’m s-sorry” you cried, your heart was racing
“hey—shit, no, baby, okay, why don’t you take a deep breath, alright?” eddie said
you kept panicking, making the two more scared than they already were
“please—cmon, do it with me, okay? we’ll take a deep breath together” steve said, mimicking a deep breath, and slowly, you began doing it too
“there we go, sweetheart” eddie smiled at you as you took more deep breaths
“never, ever apologize for using your safe word. it’s what we taught you to do, we’re proud of you for using your safe word, you get that? we’re so proud of you, sweet thing” steve said, holding you close
“you feelin better now?” eddie asked
you slightly nodded, “words, baby” steve said
“yes” you said in a low voice
“let’s get you cleaned up” eddie said, picking you up and taking you to the bathroom, where steve was setting the water just right
he slowly put you in the warm water, hearing you gasp, and thinking the immediate worse
“what’s wrong?” eddie asked, trying not to sound as worried as he is
“nothing…” you said, curling in on yourself while the two watched you
they both looked at each other, clearly noticing something still isn’t right
“babe” steve said, leaning on the bathtub’s edge, “are you okay?” he hesitantly asked
you nodded your head again
eddie looked at you, then your body, noticing the red marks where he and steve might have been gripping too hard, and your wrists, marked from the rope
“does this mean…” your small voice spoke, catching both their attention, “you don’t wanna have sex with me anymore? b-because i didn’t want to—“
“hey—no, no, none of that, listen to me” eddie said as he leaned on the edge too, “we love you, sweets. of course we still wanna have sex with you—i think i’ll die if i don’t!” he said, making you giggle
“lets get you changed, okay, baby?” steve said
you nodded with a light smile on your face
he wrapped around your body as you stood up, he picked you up and took you to bed, making you sit there while he picked out clothes for you, pajama pants from him, and a shirt from eddie
eddie dressed you up, and the two laid with you, in sandwich position, eddie massaged the marks on your skin, steve stroked your hair as the two of them whispered sweet nothings to you
in the end of the day, eddie and steve loved taking care of you and will never ever be upset if you used the safe word
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cookii-moon · 8 months
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I think post DOTD Cole still deserves to be at least a tiny bit affected by his time as a ghost yk
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Explanations!!
Ngl the fact that Cole literally defied life and death and we never talk about it makes me sad like cmon it’s so interesting we give Lloyd Oni dragon features and Nya water features but we NEVER talk about when Cole literally transcended the barrier of ACTUAL DEATH. He should get more than a scar that vanishes afterwards and some cool powers SO IM GIVING HIM IT because this fandom has a criminal lack of ghost Cole content
So yeah here’s my explanations for each thingy plus my headcanons slash fanon
You can find the exact lines and contents in the ID if you can’t read my messy handwriting or tell what my messy sketches are supposed to be dndfjhgfdhgi know I know it’s very bad anyways
first one is self explanatory, Kai’s worried about Cole because the guy was dead and came back to life, Cole denies it (no it’s not ship but idm if ur a lavashipper and want it to be ship you can tag it if you wanna) because he’s Cole ofc he’s gonna deny it he’s an idiot. Meanwhile we go on to list alll the ways it’s most definitely 100% affecting him.
first one. the Cole vision. BASICALLY I follow the theory ghosts have different eyes, and when designing those eye, I take inspiration from lizard eyes. A lot of lizards, particularly nocturnal ones, not only have good night vision but can also see many more colors than humans, so I applied that to ghost eyes as well, essentially sight is one of their few senses that aren’t muted. They have night vision and can also see a much broader spectrum of color than humans can.
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Since Cole has his scar on the left side, he also gets a ghost eye on the left side, which still has all the advantages he did as a ghost. On the other hand, his right eye is back to usual, meaning it doesn’t get those advantages and he’s still red/green colorblind in it. That means his left and right vision is pretty different now, which takes quite a lot of getting used to. Obviously this would be easier to show with a colored thing but it was. Hard to color for obvious reasons (you can’t demonstrate someone being able to see more colors than humans because we will always interpret it as a color we can see due to how we filter it) the ghost eye stays his entire life and there’s not really anything he can do about it.
Onto the arm - the markings are essentially burn marks / scars from his lava arms, and his nails are claws. I see ghosts as getting less and less human as time goes on because they forget who they were and what they looked like, therefore being incapable of mimicking a human form. Because Cole was around the ninja he never got far, but he did end up with some intrinsic ghost traits that carried over, like the claws. He has tried cutting them but it basically requires a massive claw clipper and even then they grow back very quickly and you can still see that they’re claws, they’re just less obnoxiously sharp. He usually opts to hide them with gloves a lot of the time. The claws are also permanent, but he can regularly trim them to be less obvious and also less annoying and more manageable.
The one where he’s scared of water is. Self explanatory. Obviously he has a big fear of water after coming back from the dead. Even just a few drops can send him into a panic attack. It gets better eventually with exposure therapy, though it may still cause him to be anxious around it at times.
most people have already done the “Cole runs into doors and walls after coming back from being a ghost lol” but like. It makes sense. So.
Right. Onto the ANGSTTTT.
“Everything is too much” refers to his sensory issues. Now obviously Cole is autistic /lh so he’s always had some sensory issues, but oh boy. Getting the ability to feel literally everything instantly after so long of not having it whatsoever?? Yikes. Pretty much everything is obnoxiously and incredibly overwhelming to him. it goes back to the usual after a lot of help from his family, though! :)
“But also”. Aka the image of him looking out at the stars. Lot more vague. Interpret it as you wish. There’s a few intended meanings to it but go ahead and figure them out for yourself. I will say that going with the idea that it’s dissociation related, he has a tendency to dissociate a lot after coming back (which is strange since he used to be pretty grounded). It never really goes away.
”Too little” ok so this one DEFINITELY needs explanation. I talked about how he’s overwhelmed. Well. Sometimes he’ll have bouts where it’s the exact opposite. He’ll suddenly feel a cold chill followed by a spreading numbness. Sometimes it’s just his hand, or his arm, other times it’s his entire body. It’s basically a psychological thing, sort of like phantom limbs except instead of a feeling where there is an absence, it’s more of an absence where there should be a feeling. Of course it’s absolutely terrifying for him, but the others eventually learn how to help ground him when it happens. Over time It gets less frequent but it doesn’t go away.
Anyways yeah that’s all I just. Think there should not only be more ghost Cole content but also. More post ghost Cole. He’s gotta be impacted SOMEHOW. Right.
Anyways yeah this is that so like
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rzyraffek · 1 year
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If slashers interact regulalary, like as if going about more or less like rgeular people(but still slahsers of course :P), I am curious. Jamie Llyod, how would slashers interact with there buddies niece?Suddenly finding herself with a bunch of honorary "uncles"
Specific curisiotes include, Brahms, Jason, Bubba, both Scream guys(Billy and Stu), Leslie Vernon, and anyone else you might wanna toss in there if your happy to answer :)
AWWWW (i had to google Jamie Llyod cuz i thought you meant a guy from lego ninjago cartoon series and i was a little confused) Request open!!
Voorhees Jason
HE WILL BE SO SCARED PLS HE, HE CANT, HE CANNOT COMPERHAND
Accually he seems to be great with kids, he is just overthinking. If they go to shop together he wont be able to resist buying her whatever snack she wants!
He would rather pick her up and carry her around than to hold her hand because he gets distracted easly and he would just loose her in middle of forest
Jason will melt if jamie will say something along the lines "you are the best unlce ever!!" he will litteraly pass out and die
Jason and Micheal are besties so i can see them just hanging around and Micheal just randomly bringing her with him. just to chill and vibe. It would be very quiet vibe due to them being mute but it doesnt stop them from hanging out!
Billy and Stu! (tw to yall homophobes, this biches gay)
"ew a child..." "sup uncle Billy and Stu" "uhh look you are here only because Micheal made us baby sit you" "lol okay"
"I hate childen so much Stu :( " "Cmon its not that bad! She painted my nails!" "of course she did" "Also she said Im way better baby sitter than you!" "I- aint no way you are better than me"
This evening just turned into Billy and Stu trying to beat each other in "who is better uncle" competition
"Hey Jamie wanna see a scary movie :]" "cmon shes like 4" "im almost sure shes like 7 dude"
"I'm hungry im calling Micheal" "NONONO I- i mean why- we ordered fastfood! right Stu?" "uhh yeaahh, wait i just need to go outside for a, eeehh for an *runs to nearest fastfood to buy sometihng to eat*
they forgor that children accualy have to eat
they are so chaotic, they will fall asleep together (all 3) while watching Sponge Bob (Stu and Billy are secretly boyfriends btw i do not care that it has nothing to do with this headcanons, i just wanna inform you all)
"I know you guys are gay" " :O WHAT! I mean- who told you that! pfff some prankster probably" "I saw you hold hands! and thats what people do when they love each other! :3"(top tier sin)
Billy and Stu live together probably and their house is such a mess! its probably huge too, because Stu perents kinda rich. So i can imagine them loosing Jamie in middle of hause and then looking for her (shes goofy ah she will pretend they are playing hide and seek jsut to scare the shit out of them)
Heelshire Brahms
HE he would be so akward!!! Like "ehhh uhh hello child why are you in my house child, uhhh bloody hell" (Quick reminder that hes British and i will make fun of him)
HE WOUDL PROBABLY CALL MICHEAL "Uhhh Mr Micheal ur eeh your niece is here uhh can you like pick her up-" Jamie just standing behind hir "AAH-You, you wanna play scrabbles?" "ew no, can we play hide and seek" "Oh.My.God nevermind you can stay"
Micheal just comes to pick her up or something and Brahms with Jamie are already besties and they prolly made frienship braslets (and shit talk some people too)
okay ladies im back and i will write some more soon! pls comment and dont remember to like and subscibe and hit that bell button
tbh i dint have a lot of ideas (thats why Bubba isnt included i just had no clue what to write) but its good ig, and if i will find any people bullying stu/billy for being homosex i will steal ur steam account B)
x reader tags are only for more people to reach this post nothing sus here
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newyearknwwme · 6 months
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EP 7 or as @airenyah put it, 'YANK KISS YEET' EP. (Obsessed with the title L xDDD)❤️
yes!!!!! Amusement park episode!!!! * Pumps first into the air*
WHAT BETTER PLACE TO BE YOURSELF THAN AN AMUSEMENT PARK ZO, CMON BUDDY
Did he say, 'My name's Joke, im not scared od anything'? Hhff oh sweetheart.
ZO GIMME ONE CHANCE. I'D CRUSH THOSE RIDES. (i did so well in grade 5 And nearly fainted in grade 8,and never tried amusement park rides again so like. Idk how I'd be now bUT I WANNA GO)
OISHII (HONEY LEMON!!!!) 🍋 🍯 MY BELOVED PPL 💕😍 btw lemon and honey taste real shit together.
This is rhe most empty amusement park ive ever seen. OH A COLUMBUS. I LOVE ITTTTTT i miss it so much 😭❤️
Listen if a boy pursuing me so lovingly took me to an amusement park (take a shot each time i say A.P.), id be agreeing to anything he says ever, rip to Zo but im different
HOW IS TITLE KIRATI EVERYWHERE AHAHAHAHAH. GET UR COIN KING!!!!! i was gonna say this reminds of gunsmile popping up everywhere ans then i made myself sad bc i miss his ridicULOUS face
'I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUN'??? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS GUY?? ZO?? UR FRIENDS WITH THIS GUY? its like title played One(1) good guy on UWMA and then proceeded to play every flavour of a jerk afterwards ehehe.
COUNT ME OUT IF HAUNRED HOUSES TOO. NOPEEE. omg their shirts glow in the dark!!!
Gdhfjfg 'i like it when you scream so loud' bye
THEY ACTUALLY SCORED THR FREE HEADPHONES!!❤️
'...my headphones' 'Ours'. I love joke. Or is it joong? Idk. Im in love either way.
Are gmmtv dramas sponsored by these VR gaming consoles? This show and even dangerous romance?
Pok's 'eager to agree' expression is so cute! Ans thats how you know something isnt right (yeah i saw the gifs :( )
Oh gosh, this is a scary scary situation to be in ngl. I know they're playing fun music but i know its breaking Zo rn. And with the previews.... Im scared for Zo.❤️
Oh RIP SHE RECOGNISED THE SHIRT AS JOKE'S!!
HEY L, THIS IS HEART'S HOURSE FROM MLC ISNT IT!! I RECOGNISED THE BAR!!! AND THE STAIRS!❤️
'sTEP UP UR GAME, GRANDSON OF MINE, BC I LIKE THIS ONE" ohmygooooodddd SORRY I DOUBTED U GRAN.
HE DID NOT JUST STRIP. SHDHRJF @ L!!!! WHYYYYY. THIS IS SO FUNNY. How did he end up with these aesthetic grease stains ehdhhffjgj. HE GOT HIM A BAR OF SOAP??? HAVE THEY NOT HEARD OF WET WIPES. SANITIZER. TISSUES.
HE DID NOT JUST HAND THE WET SOAP TO ZO??? EHDHJF GUYS. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. I GENUINELY MEAN IT. AND IM NOT EXAGGERATING. get a room.❤️
AI-REN-YAH. WHYS HE BATHING JOKE IN ... IDK THE WILDENRNESS????
SIZZYYYYYYYY SONG. WHY DID THEY PLAY IT. NOW I SEE WHT YOU WERE SO CONFUSED L. THEY WHISPERED 'SIZZY' TOO LMAO. WHY??? WHY????
So NITA'S gonna get the Finland scholarship right?
Oh this wasn't a hotel. It's their dorm rooms lol. Im sooo curious how their laundry works. I need to know.
Joke's voice is echoing like crazy hehehehe. Lmao cranky land lady is cranky
Hainanese chicken rice??? Tell me you picked it up from Loong Jim's truck heheh.
Waoh my bff's been asking to go to a pottery class together for ages now ahahah. And these two just went. I'm slightly envious. Im even more envious of how empty this pottery class is. OMG PUEN IS HEREEEEEE.
I GOTTA SAY I loveee this shift from hawaiian shirts to embroided denim stuff or just embroidered shirts. Theyre so pretty and lovely. ❤️
HOW TALL ARE JOONG AND DUNK. like Title was easily towering over everyone in Be My Favourite and homeboy's raising his head to look at Dunk eheh❤️
THE AUDACITY TO ASK ZO TO UNBLOCK HIM??? LMAO PUEN WTF. I guess that ends Titles guest role
'im gonna go straight to bed, I'm tired' KENG MAAK KHAB. JOKE. IS TRYNA KILL ZO I SWEAR.
JOKE PLS. the way hes looking at Zo. THANK YOU FOR BEIG MT OYFFIED???????????? AJRENYAHSBDFJ L. HELPSSSSSS THANK YOU FOR VEING MT BOYFREIND.
did zo just pat his chest or was that joke dropping the bag????????? Oh.ygod im. And he shut the door on his face ohntgod I'm. HOLYYYY WOW. IM GONNA BE LIVING HERE FOR A WHILE.
YANK
KISS.
YEET.
HOLY FKCINF SHIT. L. AIRENYAH. L. BUDDY. IM. I SEE WHYY YOU WERE CAMPED OUT AY EP7 PART 4/4 FOR SO LONG. OHYMGOF.
he sat down. HE FUCKINR SAT DOWN HE SANK TO THE FLOOR. JOKE YOU'RE SO REAL FOR THIS.
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did the blue lock character chart for the funsies <3
(transcript of my little thoughts i wrote below read more bc istg my handwriting is illegible)
isagi: Goated mc
bachira: FELL IN LOVE FROM 1ST PAGE ❤❤
chigiri: BROS BEAUTIFUL, LIKE CMON. (also love his mean girl esque personality)
kunigami: WC..., might change?
raichi: DO SMTH. PLS.
kuon: eh
naruhaya: LITERALLY ONLY BC OF HIS BACKSTORY
lemon: irrelevant but he had cool saves soo
gagamaru: ABSOLUTE LEGEND. also cool design 👉👈
imamura: ? who are you, why are you here
igaguri: essential methinks...
kira: fine. dont come back tho
nagi: very interesting character. very scared for him tho
reo: PLS GET UR CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT. STOP DEPENDING ON NAGI.. I BEG
zantetsu: idiot <3
barou: very cool ig
niko: the gay 15 year old shipper plss. (a banana fish AND madoka fan? cmon ik he's having sm fun rn)
rin: I- I like emo boys...
aryu: 🌟OSHA 🌟🌟 OSHA 🌟
tokimitsu: anxiety boi, he's just like me fr
hiori: *HEAD IN HANDS*, MIGHT change depending on this arc...
karasu: mom friend but also why he saying the horniest shit? SIR please (i like him)
otoya: eh, a bit boring
nanase: I need to see more tbh
yukimiya: tragic. but i giggle sometimes
shidou: THE ONLY MAN EVER ❤ ❤ ❤ #1 FAV
sae: SPAIN WITHOUT THE S. fuck you for fucking up rin but also pls stay and let me into ur brain
ego: Treat Anri better
anri: ANRI, I'LL GET YOU OUT OF THERE
(between ego and anri is: mlm 🤝 wlw)
sendou: completely forgot ab him until this match. (saw a tweet say he had dick-sucking lips and never saw him the same way since.)
aiku: one of the best designs, fight me. he's so chill but also why does he have to be a player
(to clarify i meant in terms of women and dating by saying "player." lmao just wanted to be clear alskjksl)
kurona: his design's neat ig..., (not super attached tbh)
kaiser: I- I like assholes...,(plus hes funny as shit), (so unserious LMAOO)
ness: insane and obsessive <3 (he should kill someone. as a treat.)
noa: The eyeliner tho...
chris: <- literally a golden retriever
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megismorallysunny · 6 months
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17/09/23
its been quite a while, i told myself in july i would talk about the barbie movie, but well that didnt end up happening. i felt awkward writing and i feel awkward now, school started 3/4 weeks ago and its been going pretty ok, ill talk more about that. so first things first the barbie movie was spectacular, i loved it so much, it was so amazing no words, speechless. i dont know if i mentioned this but i went on holiday again, i went to mallorca in june for a week and alicante in spain for 2 weeks. i grew sick of my brother after that, i hope someday we can be friends but i just cannot stand him. my mom said that i will regret not being friends with him when im older just like she did, but i just cant stand being around him. my mom may regret not being friends with my uncle then but atleast there friends now (not for long unfortunately, hes sick). Spain was pretty boring, yes i know im a lil spoilt but we went to spain cuz its cheap (cheaper than staying down the road). i started playing a lot of total drama then stopped after the start of school. Im glad that im actually able to focus on my school work better because i genuinely cannot focus, i really struggled last year cuz i did it in silence and always put it off. now i started watching qsmp along with doing my homework cuz now i feel better doing my homework, my brain just works better when its hearing something and my brain is doing something else at the same time doing my hw. i think its due to when i was younger there was never silence around me when doing my hw, there was always talking always a programme, always something. im doing higher level english, im scared about doing shit in it like every other higher subject im in. but i think im doing good in english, or atleast mediocre, my teacher said that some of my work wasnt the best, which fair nuff it isnt. but i wrote something and it was kinda cringe but my teacher said it was good, and it wasnt cringe as in furry abo type shit i wrote it was more me saying "chillingly good use of onomatopeia" omg i just felt so stupid reading it out, i figured out why it feels so invasive reading it out and its because it feels like reading a diary and your specifically asked to read out ur feelings and opinions about it, unless i say something hateful about it i dont feel comfortable saying it. im doing bad in higher maths i just cannot understand somethings but i dont want to spend more time on it so i might i might not, im scared that i just wont understand it and theres people dumber than me in there, and it feels like i shit also cuz im dumb, i struggle with comprehending things, and i just go on my phone all the time, because i just get so bored, i wish that i would be able to learn things at my own pace (fast but slow at things i dont understand) and i just wish i could learn what i wanted to, i know i can learn maths i just struggle and i dont know why. did i mention im stupid? did i? because your bound to think so now, last year in higher irish i got 23% on my summer exam, and this year i got a note from my parents to move to lower, and i went to give it to him and he gave such a good speech i said okay yeah sure, like how dumb am i?? all my friends looked aound at me and were like "that was your one chance" "why didnt you leave" it was a little demotivating but if theres one thing i can do its spite people, from an early age ive discovered people insulting me is the best power for my success, its better if it feels like they mean it. e.g i couldnt hit a ball in pe with a bat, someone tried to take it off me (multiple ppl) and they said cmon you cant do it, that was really a good motivator because as soon as they reached for it i hit the ball super high. anyways im now learning irish and im struggling really. but duolingos helping, alot. were back to talking to our french penpals and i wrote the most complicated english because i got excited she said i was a nice girl, shes so sweet i love her. i wrote way too much so im gonna go now, have a good morning, day or night.
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babymilkawa · 3 years
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valentine’s day headcanons with:
levi ackerman, armin arlert, eren jaeger
gn!reader :)
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levi ackerman
a w k w a r d
he has 0 knowledge on this and only acts on instincts
he’ll know nothing about the usual valentine gifts (which is actually good) and get you something he knows you’ll like
I mean he knows he has to get u sthing mans not that dense 🙄
when u wake up and whisper happy valentine’s day
he freaks for a sec then remembers that ur gift is under the bed
he kisses you and oof soft morning cuddles until the “kids start running everywhere”
he gives you ur gift and is a little scared u won’t like it
but u do U BETTER COS ITS LEVI and he can breathe again
as for affection, he doesn’t change on this day
he still tries to give you his attention and shows you how much he appreciates you
the other corps are gushing about the two of you like “cmon...we know you wanna get a room..shfjsdh”
y'all just roll ur eyes and continue training
when ur not with him though, hange goes up to him and is like *nudge nudge* “so did you prepare anything for tonight?”
he goes huh??
“what is there to prepare”
hange straight up face palms
“you have to decorate the bed with rose petals! light up candles! make her dinner!”
he’s stressed now
he thought it was over?? he thought he would just cuddle you like he does every night, maybe add some spice??
where the hell was he supposed to get roses huh
nevertheless, he tries his best
he doesn’t get roses and doesn’t litter them on the bed because that’s,,messy,,,
but he puts them in a nice vase
the room is lighted with only a few candles and you already ate so he didn’t cook dinner
when u come in he goes “I know it’s not much...”
but you hug him and thank him anyways 
then u cuddle and spice it up like planned 😏
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armin arlert
OK SO this guy is the sweetest ok
he’s got all the sunshines and rainbows for u (yk what I mean)
he writes u a wholeass poem where he confesses his undying love for u again, bakes u sweets and packs em in a box with the words “will you be my valentine?” on the very bottom
like you’re already his s/o he don’t need to ask jdfhgjfh 😫🤚🏻
I mean was he scared you’d say no to the box? maybe...
the poem was actually very well written and you can tell he took a lot of time on it
the sweets were delicious and Sasha may or may not have stolen a few
I mean u needed to get to the bottom of the box sooo 👀
he’ll sneak kisses to you throughout the day
jean sees every one of them and glances over at mikasa, sweating his balls off HHHAhhahaha
hange will be gushing at young love and Levi will just turn away
erwin tries to get everyone’s attention again
Eren’ll prolly tell you how many crumpled papers there are in his room from the night that Armin finally decided to sit down and write the poem
Eren prolly exaggerated a WHOLE lot saying how Armin was on the verge of crying because he didn’t know what to write
I mean he WAS scratching his hair out because it has to be perfect for you
now armin is j tryna shut that damn Eren up, blushing furiously
eren is threatening to show you the crumpled drafts hahahejh
when the night comes, soft hours are on
you guys sit in his room and honestly just have some wholesome talks
you reflect on your relationship, he tells you how much you mean to him
sigh 😌
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eren jaeger
he’ll go to armin instead of mikasa for help
then when armin mentions that mikasa is a girl and that she’ll prolly know better, he’s like Ron in Harry Potter when they’re asking ppl to the ball
like “mikasa, you’re a girl, right?”
*suffocates him with her scarf*
anyways, this green eyed dude will give you your gift with shaking, sweaty hands, stuttering all over the place
you end up just kissing him so he’ll shut up
then he’s got a list of your plans for the day, not being subtle AT ALL
like he prolly wrote all this on the toilet
so he’s pulling out his toilet paper from his pocket like “d-do you wanna g-go o-on a hike f-first or-”
“let's go on a picnic!” you suggest
instantly paniks cos this Wasn’T on tHE List MIkaSAAAAAA
when you guys are packing the food, Sasha offers to help but really just secretly eats it all
you end up checking the bottom of the basket to see if there’s a hole hahAha
Eren takes you to a decent place though, where the wind blows and it’s quiet and peaceful
he wants to hold your hand and just goes for it
like snATCHES it
after he gets over his nerves,,,y’all,,,make out <3
then your laying on his lap, he’s making a flower crown awww
you make one for him too cos y not
he tells you a couple of things about the nature around you
like “oh this plant was everywhere in my hometown, you would never not see it in our soup”
you watch the sunset together with your flower crowns on
when you get back from the hill everyone’s there and clapping lMAO LIKE “ABOUT TIME”
no one bothers to save dinner for y'all cos u already ate anyways
Sasha said that
when he goes back to his room Levi is standing there reading to whoop his ass for the mess but when he sees Eren walking in and smiling he lets him go
Eren doesn’t even SEE LEVI HAHAH he just plops face down on his bed and has this happy sigh
Levi just rolls his eyes and tells u ur loverboy is in there 🥰💕💘
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a/n: this made me 🥺
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tuiyla · 2 years
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heyyy sorry i kinda went mia i got covid way back when i last sent u something (this is the anon who talked about kitty being a mix of santana and quinn/quinn mentoring kitty?? idk if u remember it’s been a while). ur swan song essay inspired me to send this actually, because i didn’t know that scene existed til u mentioned it a while back. anyway, i promised u thoughts on santana mentoring marley, and i never actually got around to typing it out til now.
that swan song scene is so! good!! i’m enraged that they cut it. but i think it would’ve been especially cool if it existed in a version of the series where quinn mentored kitty and santana mentored marley. like u mentioned, kitty “pulls a santana”, so to speak, and lashes out at marley when she feels vulnerable. but it also reads to me like she’s daring marley to get mad at her, which is kind of the way quinn operates. she’s trying to see if maybe making her picture all the worst case scenarios will scare marley into saying something mean, something she can talk back to and defend herself against (at least that’s how it reads to me). in fact, that’s exactly what quinn did when santana first brought up her concerns about the kitty and marley situation, the difference being that santana actually took the bait.
so here we have what could have been a direct parallel between mentors and mentees, with two key differences that lead to some actual common ground being found between kitty and marley (marley choosing not to lash out at kitty and kitty opening up a little bit in response). now, yes, a lot of that comes from marley’s natural affinity toward being gentle and understanding even when she has the right not to be. but i also think if santana had been around to talk to her, if we had gotten to see them interact a bit more, it would add an extra layer to the scene and create a fuller picture. i mean, just think if marley had been close to santana, how different a line like “i think most mean people are just scared of something,” would feel. it would’ve contextualized marley’s response a little bit more, made it feel less like this understanding is pulled out of thin air, but instead is actually something she has learned from a person she cared about, firsthand. basically i think maybe her extending the olive branch to kitty would have been even more impactful if she had hashed out her feelings to santana first. that is, if the scene didn’t get cut, which will forever upset me
plus i mean, i think santana and marley would have had an interesting dynamic. marley is kind almost to a fault, and santana keeps her kindness buried deep (and is very selective about who deserves it at all). i just think they would offer each other different perspectives that would lead to some interesting changes to each one’s arc. maybe getting to help mentor a kid like marley would teach santana just as many lessons as she teaches in return (lord knows she has plenty to learn). plus like, santana becoming friends with marley’s mom and bonding with her over their mutual concern and care for this kid would be fuckin precious i mean cmon. they’re both protective and caring but in different ways (“i’m going to hide that i’m ur mom despite the fact that it upsets both of us just to prevent people from being mean to u” vs “i’m literally going thru ur bag while ur in rehearsals because i’m worried about u”) and i think that those two working together to handle like, jake cheating on her, would be extremely entertaining. also santana being forced to participate in their heartfelt cafeteria kitchen conversations would be endearingly awkward. but i digress.
okay i’m gonna cut this off before it gets too long. please don’t feel like u have to answer this if u don’t want to, i know it’s long (and yet still somehow not super well articulated). i love ur essays and ur awesome, have a good one homie!!!
Kitty Anon! Sorry it's been 5 days but I absolutely do remember you, I love your takes. I hope you're doing better now and I'm glad you're back but there's no need to apologize haha.
I'm happy to be spreading the deleted Swan Song scene propaganda, everyone who cares for Kitty and/or Marley needs to watch it. As always I love your thoughts on how they parallel their mentors and how all that's connected. I always thought Kitty and Marley had more Faberry vibes because, while Kitty is similar to Quinn (and Santana) Marley is Santana's inverse. (Not that I agree with the assessment that Marley is much like Rachel and it's a particular gripe I have with people who say the newbies are cardboard cutouts. But convo for another day.)
I agree with your reading of Kitty lashing out. It's almost as if she dares Marley to show her "true" side and reveal that no one can be that nice. I think for Kitty it's less of an "opportunity to go on the defensive" so to say than it would be for Quinn but they do have similarities. Interesting how it contrasts with the Quinntana scene where, like you say, Santana absolutely does take the bait and I love the difference between her and Marley. Then again Quinntana's pre-established dynamic plays a part here vs. the relatively new and mostly hostile relationship between Kitty and Marley.
I looove your take on how Marley could have observed things about Santana and applied it to how she interacts with Kitty. Sadly we didn't get nearly enough time spent between them and I'm not sure we could have gotten that even if Thanksgiving was a two-parter but it would have been so good. Because as much as I love Marley's relentless and instinctive kindness, I think it makes it even more powerful if it comes from a place of understanding of a third person. It absolutely would add another layer because then we have a reason why Marley chooses compassion instead of fighting fire with fire. It would deepen both her relationship with Santana and add depth to her own character so I love this. Because yeah as it stands it is a bit out of thin air and people already shit on Marley's character for similar reasons so I can only imagine they'd shit on her had this scene not been cut lol. Because "she's too perfect" or whatever I don't pay attention to those much. Anyway kindness wins, always, and it's even better when we see where it comes from.
Thank you for sharing those thoughts on what could have been a friendship between Marley and Santana. I treasure Santana friendships so much but a potential bond with Marley has a special place in my heart on par with more developed relationships. I think Marley's someone people would expect Santana to roll her eyes at so for her to turn around and immediately be protective of her, that's precious. And she'd still be herself with Marley and encourage her not to take crap from anybody but would also be intimidated by the sheer kindness that radiates from Marley, methinks. Like, she wouldn't really get it because her own brand of kind is so vastly different. But that's what would make it interesting.
I think Santana bonding with Millie Rose over concern for their daughter would have been hilarious lol. I mean this was obviously beyond the constraints of the show but still. There's an alternative timeline where Santana did become the Cheerios coach and poured her guardian bitch energy into protecting this adorable sophomore and that timeline sounds kinda nice ngl. Even if Santana does ultimately belong in NY and I did not need a rehash of the Finntana conflict from season 3A anyway. But I'd like to imagine that whenever Santana goes back to Lima, which is often, she makes sure to also check on Marley. Ugh, their friendship that only exists in my mind is so precious.
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I love long asks dw, and it was in fact well articulated! I really enjoyed reading it and reflecting on it so please feel very free to send any and all thoughts (doesn't have to relate to these four, but I can talk about them forever if you'd like). Once again happy you're doing better, and take care! You're awesome too and I'm happy if I can contribute to the fandom with my little writings haha. Have a good one!
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heyyylittlemo · 3 years
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Small details in 19 Days that keep me up at night
((That I feel rarely gets talked about))
-Mo Guan Shan & The Zodiac Magazine
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This chapter was pretty early on in 19days—So that must mean Mo Guan Shan has done this a lot more since, right??😳 and he didn’t even rlly know HT that well at this point so...he must be in heat on the low for HT by now 🥵🥵
So it canonically confirms at least a base physical attraction from the start—and c’mon if this isn’t the most relatable thing ever. Soon as I get an attraction to someone I’m a bit piqued to find out their zodiac. Mo Guan Shan’s hidden curiosity for HT is lwk so cute.
It def suggests that MGS has an under the surface lvl (where he can’t even detect it) pull to understand and get closer to HT.
Mo Guan Shan dreaming of He Tian
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I know it was passed off like a “joke” and a “nightmare” but cmon this gay as hawlll
Who DOESN’T dream of their crush?? Dreams usually are about things we heavily think about and/or what we thought about before bed—and I can’t help but to think OX was onto smth
Not to mention, this has high bottom-denial energy. Literally. Like he was soooo trying to avoid getting a shot at the docs bc it was in his ass, why??? Like sir...ur fragile masculinity that was created from ur inner homophobia towards ur own bottom reality was def crashing at that second
N Why he got pain in his tushy??? In this dream?? N ppl bullying him like that abt it lmaoo who irl be saying those things?? Things like “aren’t in the guy who got a shot in ur ass” and “haha I’d like to see you with ur ass in the air~” even tho the translation and the way it was written can be said to mean that these bullies are literally finding it funny that his ass was in the air I have a feeling it was censored and rephrased to hint at its actual implications,, I feel like these guys were actually trying to jokingly solicit Mo in gay acts thru him bottoming—in reaction to the needle butt-scenario. I feel like OX wants us to read between the lines.
And if you see it that way, it really makes it seem like Mo is having a sexuality crisis here. And I think it’s what OX was building up to around that time bcuz it was around after the kiss happened.
It rlly makes me believe MGS genuinely thinks getting a shot in his ass will somehow societally and with unspoken words “expose” him and miraculously express to others that he likes it up the ass—bcuz u cannot tell me that dream and what those bullies were saying weren’t his damn paranoia demons talking
I think a dream interpreter could stretch it enough to say that the bullies are a metaphor of his own insecurities towards his homosexuality and particularly towards his upcoming bottoming feelings. Like he’s legit scared of a hospital needle in his butt—this is not straight behavior. And then we have He Tian to the rescue—(and do you see his look and his flirtatious line) and omg he’s gripping the shit out of his ass in the dream. He’s both being bullied for his bottom-ness and guilty-pleasure getting one rubbed out by He Tian. Like ok, have ur cake and eat it then bitch.
Mo Guan Shan Staring at He Tian
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This was a moment leading up to the kiss. MGS was staring (probably admiring while also judging and heating up over HT) He Tian while he was playing BSKTBall—and As a BL writer myself can’t help but to think HT noticed MGS very not-straightly stare at him with a sort of sexual attraction he had towards him on the field.
Like cmon?? I doubt OX writes lines like these for no reason.
I feel like...at least irl...The eyes usually give it away if someone is interested in you or not. you can always see if someone is checking you out and noticing you in a different light like it just has different vibe and feel to it. OX was def trying to show and not tell with this panel that MGS has noticed HT and stares at him in the way we all hope he does. We don’t really get to see and (and I guess it keeps us on our toes and keeps us wondering if the little redhead could actually be falling for HT)—so it’s very subtle, but it is there, and once you notice it you’re like d a m n this makes the kiss scene so much more hopeful (at least for me).
I think this was the push that gave HT hopes to kiss MGS in the first place and it gets overlooked. How do you think HT own curiosity peeked? I think as a community we often think abt Mo and how he developed feelings or will develop feelings for HT but rarely do we ever questions The Who what when where and how He Tian came to like Mo himself. I have my own feelings about them that I can’t explain in this post, least it gets off-topic, but I think it’s very important.
I think his comment “Do I really disgust you that much” makes more sense in this context, of MGS giving HT some reassurance through non-verbal ques. HT was already under the impression that MGS was egging him on with his staring so it can warrant some of He Tian’s confusion. HT probably is pursuing MGS bc he probably senses some lvl of homosexual tension from Mo, and it’s exciting to him. Not only that, but MGS is exciting in his character. So I think HT was also relatively new to this venture and kinda spontaneously kissed Mo out of his own curioustes to explore their attractions and to get a grasp of what Mo was feeling.
It also makes me think HT and MGS experienced some undeniable pleasure or unspoken moment that could not be denied within the kiss as attraction and when MGS then decided to go agaisnt that with violence it only further hit HT, who knew MGS was lying to himself. I mean, it’s a classic BL moment. The two kiss, obviously feel smth (probably couldn’t show much of that due to censorship so had to pass it along as a 100% unsatisfactory exchange) and then one, feeling too much all at once and isn’t comfortable with their confirmed suspensions abt their sexuality—denies everything to the other causing further tensions especially sense both know how eachother really feel despite the others denial. And then the rejected one downplays the kiss’ seriousness to soothe their ego knowing full well the kiss meant smth. So they both internalize what the other said and both feel rejected, but both actually liked it. It’s a classic.
I truly feel that if it wasn’t due to censorship, that the kissing scene would’ve looked a lot more consensual than so forceful and wrong. Like it would’ve been taken as an tension filled “experimentation” that we see a lot in BLs and it only further ties into why MGS would be so bashful whenever the kiss is mentioned, and why HT can use it As a leverage over Mo (“don’t make me kiss you again”) bcuz it brings them back to thy moment where HT experienced some “answer” between Mo and that answer was fulfilling even tho it cannot be fulfilled and probably HT is hoping that maybe one day if he teases him enough about it they can share another kiss one that is a lot less rushed and now that they are closer, will lead to a better result.
Anyways those are my speculations. And I actually have written a short story based on these assumptions(focused on the kiss—and it’s also leading up to a jealously fic) but ofc I haven’t written it in ahwile haha. Just thought it was worth sharing since I noticed 19 days has been updating pretty “eh” lately.
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robinrequiems · 3 years
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mmm more clishes.... Idk reverse background or personality kind of au? :/
ill do you one better 1 of my favorite mutual, reverse & personality au, they’re the same age bc I have a tiny idea *shy hands*
this is uh. a really long one thay started to lag my phone too
• oh god guys I got vivid memories of ra’s being a good grandfather and I can’t get it out of my head
• i hate it ur honor
• but ok. krypton didn’t get blown up, instead, they all migrated to earth, more specifically kansas.
• the kryptonians are angry and enraged, they are treated as if they are monsters when they arrived peacefully. they tried to kill them.
• so in return, the aliens killed the humans.
• they created a secret underground. that secret underground is to help aliens or meta humans and kill humans.
• all of them hated aliens and sought to destroy them. until kal el found a reporter trying to help aliens who were injured due to an explosion the government did to take out one of their bases.
• kal el.. fell in love with her. lois lane, she is an reporter fighting for alien rights.
• he met with her. in secret. and they.. had formed a connection. an amazing one.
• and then they had a baby.
• at the alien base, but.. she was human and people did not like that. so they wiped her mind and made her believe that they never had a kid. like the last few months.. wasnt real. she had gone missing those months since the aliens didn’t want her trying to hide the baby, they made her believe the last few months was spent in a coma and kal had found her and taken her to a hospital.
• he couldn’t see her anymore. he mourned for her lost presence, but they would have killed her if she stayed.
• but now they had precious jon el. he would be the highlight of their cause.
• they noticed his powers came in faster than kal’s, so they perfected his powers.
• he was going to bring humanity down on order of his grandfather, jor el
• kal saw his son break slowly. loses that childhood innocence that kal tried to maintain.
• his sons amazing bright blue eyes dulling, loses the spark that he cherished.
• kal was going to get him out of there, try to refuge the remaining childhood he had. even if it killed him.
• damian wayne! the bright bubbly and prodigal son of bruce and talia wayne ( b & t are married, suck my— ). the press loved him, he was just.. him. he was the baby and was cute, the cutest ever
• he was an expert in martial arts due to the training his grandfather, father, mother, & so much more gave him
• ra’s owns a farm. he’s.. sorry all i get is farm ra’s vibes due to.. something:) think endgame thanos, yk?
• he was the baby robin, one that you never messed with due to the herd of heroes who would come save him
• kalel left jon with Lois, a brief note explaining the current situation
• it was weird, jon was ten and was meeting lois for the first time
“Hi, honey.. I’m lois.”
“I know.. Dad told me about you.”
“Oh.. right. What do you want for dinner?”
“I’m not hungry.”
“You have to eat.”
“No! I’m not hungry!”
• an explosive, superpower alien. Lois is way out of her head.
• he had outbursts, a lot of them. it was hard, really hard for Lois; she took some time off from the planet and focused on jon
• he broke a lot of stuff. he sometimes could not control his strength, but she was working with him
• but then one night he ran away, or flew away. he felt remorse for making Lois cry. she saw this as a win, but she lost her kid
• but then a little robin found him
“Um. Are you okay?”
“Huh-what- what do you want? Why are you talking to me?”
“Because you look sad? Yknow - hugs make people feel better. My ahki ( brother ) hugs me when I’m upset and it makes me feel better.”
“Don’t touch me.”
*Damian walked to him, smiling softly* “cmon, i won’t hurt you, silly. I’m robin.”
“A bird?”
“Haha- no, a vigilante- i sorta snuck out. My family can be a bit overbearing- and I sorta embarrassed myself at this theater thing.. some person—“
“Did I ask?”
“No.. sorry.”
“Hey— what are you doing - !”
“Hugging you.”
Jon won’t admit that he likes it, it’s different and weird, like this traffic cone in front of him. Jon pushed him off though, making himself stumble and fall on his ass.
“Ow..”
“Don’t touch me.” With rhat, Jon flew off into the night. Damian didn’t know who this boy was. But he intended on finding out. Even if it killed him. ( maybe not that extreme, but- )
• look damian was smart, right? smarter than average, and smarter than everyone in his school. teachers included ( ha ha )
• so he had to find this boy! so he started looking into aliens. until his family put an end to it
“Damian, this is dangerous.”
“But baba ( dad )”
“No. Go to your room.”
“Ugh!”
• he did slam his door shut if you were wondering
• he will find the mysterious alien boy, okay? he will!
• his brothers teased him and said he had a crush
• no he didn’t! the boy was really mean, he pushed damian- why would he do that? whatta jerk!
• but damian did find him again when he ventured off to metropolis to visit an old friend, colin.
“Alien boy!”
“That’s not my name, bird boy.”
“And that’s not mine. You didn’t tell me yours!”
“I can’t.”
“Why not?”
“It’s safer for you.”
“I can defend myself. You sound so silly, please tell me your name?”
“No.”
“‘Least the first initial?”
“Fine. J.”
“J it is.”
“Yours?”
“Wha- what? I told you my code named.”
“It’s only fair.”
“.. Okay. D.”
“D. Okay.”
• damian talked to him for a bit before jon did fly off when damian was talking about the stars, damian knew he was getting closer to him
• but he got grounded. whoops. he wasn’t supposed to go out
“Give me your phone, Damian.”
“What if I go out? I need a phone, baba.”
“I.. Your computer”
“School work.”
“Switch.”
“What! No- but-!”
“Damian.”
• yeah damian was very mad, but what made him madder was that apparently, his family was listening to the secret conversations between J and him. but d didn’t know that yet..
• his family needed to track down J, they didn’t care if people were aliens, the JL had aliens.. but they had no idea who this boy was, and the way damian was looking into the underground alien sanctuary, that worried rhem. Damian was smart and cunning, but he is able to portray an innocent persona, they all had the habit of undermining his intellect, so if damian began looking into this, it was for a reason
• jon found that D rambled. A lot. Even when jon didn’t respond. Jon doesn’t even know how D always found where he was. It’s so weird.
• but Lois noticed a change in jon.. he was. calmer. she didn’t know how, but when he went out, he came back calmer.
“I have to go to Gotham for a gala hosted by Bruce Wayne, would you.. like to come?”
“Do you want me to?”
“I’d like you to, but you don’t have to.”
“.. Fine.”
• lois walked to bruce with Jon in tow.
• “bruce.” “Lois, looking lovely as always.. who is this?” “Jon, my son. Say hi, Jon.” “Hi..” “He can hang around one of my sons— Damian, if you want? I’m sure him and his friends would love to have Jon around.” “What do you say Jon? Would you like that?” “Not really..” “I assume you, Damian doesn’t bite. Not anymore. And he’s pretty accepting.” “.. Fine.”
• damian was called over by his father and he did a double take. J. Was here. In front of him. Damian just internally shrugged and held a hand out, “Hi! I’m Damian! Wanna go play with my friends! there’s a game room so we don’t have to be with the gross adults.. you can also just.. sit there. My friends are pretty.. Loud?” “Okay.”
• jon had to take his hand back from damian since damian began eagerly tugging him.
“Damian seems to be accepting him pretty easily.” “I hope they can be friends, Jon.. doesn’t have any. I have only recently got him from his.. father.” “Odd, does he go to school?” “No, not yet, I’m still trying to get him adjusted.” “Ah.. Damian goes to West-Reeves. Maybe he could go there?” “That private school? Bruce.. I cannot afford that- not all of us are millionaires.” “Mhm.. I could pay.” “I can’t let you do that.” “He could get a scholarship.” “In what?” “Academics or athletics.” “Ill.. Talk to him about it. “ “well, ms lane, I just go talk with potential partners, I’ll see you later.”
• j got accepted into west reeves under a athletic thingy.
• that was cool. they became best friends!
• sorta
• flashforward 5 years to 15, their dynamic only grew. Damian told Jon his identity, jon didn’t become a hero, but did learn how to stitch damian up because tje idiot showed up bleeding a lot.
• everything was going great
On the phone, Damian: J! J! Guess what’
J: you’re so loud, D, what?
D: I got the lead! In the play!
J: no fucking way?
D: way!
J: Good j—— *crash*
D: J-?
D: J- Jonathan?
D: oh no.
• the call was ended abruptly. Jon always finished his sentences. Something was wrong. Something was really wrong.
• so damian called Lois quickly and ran downstairs to the batcave, lois wasn’t picking up either, she normally always picked up or at least sent a text. She did neither
“Baba!”
“Damian? You should be asleep.”
“Something’s wrong! Somethings really wrong!”
“Jon and Lois- Jon- I heard a crash- and- and”
“Habibi.”
“Mama?”
“Breathe; tell me what’s wrong.”
“I was on a call with Jon.. I told him about the play since I wanted him to go and stuff. Then I heard a crash. And then the line went dead. I’m scared— what if something happened!”
“Let’s not jump to conclusions, what happened with Lois?”
“She didn’t pick up the phone— she normally does! Or she texts me and says she will call back!”
“Maybe she is asleep.”
“No! You need to believe me!”
“Damian, calm down, I do, we will go to see if they’re okay, you get back to bed.”
“No. I’m coming with.”
“No you arent.”
“But!”
“Listen to your father.”
• okay fine. He’ll listen, damian went back up to his room for half an hour before calling his friends to do a rescue mission. He had an extra suit in his room, he can do this.
• with his team, it consisted of shazam, abuse, nobody, and green lantern, himself too, of course.
• captain marvel picked him up once he was ready and they met up with the other 3.
Maya: you said he’s in trouble?
Dami: Yes.
Colin: than let’s go save him!
• they went and saved the bestie, nearly got killed too
• oh and now damians sorta probably grounded when batman shows up 🤡
J:You came for me..?
D:We all did.. why are you so surprised?
J: * wraps his arms around damian * thank you
D: i- yeah.. anytime. what’re friends for?
• friends. Jon liked that. Jon also liked the way Damian’s cheeks went red when jon hugged him
• jon knew he chuckled before Damian’s arms wrapped around him. hard. Damian was a hard hugger
• jon became a superhero at 16. Damian had even more of a reason to sneak into his window every night now! Lois had began thinking the two were dating
D: Us? Dating? Please! He is way too good for me!
J:
L: awwww, gosh, how haven’t you been swept off your feet yet?
J: he has, but he has rejected them all
D: what can I say? I’m a gay theater kid ( this is a /j i promise a big big joke ) so they gotta be dramatic enough to put up with me, AND they need to do something big and bold to actually catch my eye
L: *laughs* take notes, jon
J: mom!
• jon has gone to a few of Damian’s plays and to dress rehearsals
• he was also there to watch damian wreck a car during his drivers test
D: there was a fricking squirrel there, J!
J: are you sure? maybe you’re just a shitty driver?
D: you’re a shitty driver!
J: cmon don’t pout
D: ‘m not!
• he was pouting. oopsie. jon did get him ice cream after
• jon goes by abnormal, because he’s an alien and because I don’t have any other ideas
J: this girl asked me out
M: oh? who! tell us!
D: ..what?
J: yeah, in my physics class
T: ooh! get it, jonno
M: give us a name, coward!
J: her name is Charlotte— but she goes by charlie. she’s.. different. red head. pretty freckles—
M: pretty freckles? does Jonny have a crush?! Oh my gosh, our sons growing up, Tai!
T: im about to start sobbing
J: fuck offff— D?
D: huh?
J: you’re being quiet, you plotting??
D: uh. yeah! duh- *he nudged jons shoulder with his, forcing a grin* figuring out ways to embarrass you in front of your girlfriend.
J: sucha brat- * jon ended up putting Damian into a playfully chokehold *
• damian just played along. he just smiled and watched as jon began walking with her instead of their friend group
M: hey- kid- you alright?
D: I’m onto a year younger than you Maya.
M: tou didn’t answer the question
D: I’m fine, why wouldn’t I be? You’re silly.
• tai ended up pulling him aside
T: when are you going to tell him?
D: how am I supposed to when he basically has a girlfriend now?
T: are you just gonna sit there and pine all day??
D: yes, thank you for understanding
• he’s a stubborn little shit and will absolutely not confess, his best friend is happy, who is he to ruin that?
T: he’s totally jealous.
J: so- do you- do you think it’ll work? That he’ll be surprised?
T: totally
J: thank you for lending me your girlfriend, Maya
M: anytime- not literally- you aren’t having her again
• this was all a trick, sorry, d.. jon does like you
• ( hope you all saw that foreshadowing earlier :) )
• damian needed big and dramatic. jon was gonna do that. even if he was uh. sorta aloof and shy.
• he learned how to sing and play the guitar for Damian. maya and tai were gonna scatter flower petals onto the floor for Damian to follow ( they will tell him too too )
• the whole school will probably watch as Damian finally gets a big dramatic proposal
• damian will love it
M: just follow the petals!
D: I’m confused
M: trust us
• damian did and followed the petals and low and behold, jon kent with a guitar and small smile
D: j-jon?
J: hey. I wrote you a song
D: no you didn’t
J: shut up and listen dumbass
*after that amazing song of how Jon asked damian out to homecoming*
D: that was amazing
J: dramatic enough for you?
D: YES! ( damian went and sprinted to jon, hugging him so tightly before leaning in to kiss him ) we are boyfriends now right
J: yeah, idiot
D: ur the idiot
• I can’t add anymore because myphones really laggy, I hope you enjot
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baroquebucky · 4 years
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hi lovely! i adore ur writing :-) i was just wondering if you could write something about bucky being all soft and gooey around his gal and kissing her and being all lovey dovey with her in front of the team, and them teasing him for it. i’d love to see it if it inspires u! thank u!
a/n: okAY I HAVE RESTARTED THIS LIKE SEVEN TIMEs because i didn’t know how i wanted to write this and so i decided to do some headcanons about this !! if you want an actual imagine let me know !!! i hope you guys enjoy it :~)
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Bucky was afraid of touching you the first time he met you
he was afraid that all the darkness and pain in him would ruin your happy, radiant demeanor, and he didn’t want that
but you didn’t allow that, giving him hugs for every little thing, bumping shoulders with him, grabbing his hand and dragging himself round to have fun
it was obvious the two of you would date, you made his life so much better and he did the same for you, helping you grow more confident and self assured
for years bucky only knew physical touch as painful, something he dreaded
and you showed him something completely different when it came to touch
the way your fingers gently traced every scar he had, the way they ghosted over his chest when he was asleep and you couldn’t sleep, the way you would pull him into you for a hug, wrapping your arms around him and squeezing him tightly
Bucky especially loved how you played with his hair, gently tucking it into place when the two of you cuddle or were kissing, the way you attempted to braid it and style it
Bucky couldn’t get enough
he missed out on this for so long so of course he would want your tender love any chance he got, he didn’t care who was around
the whole team thought Bucky was this brooding, intimidating man who was capable of killing them all if he tried, yet there he was, cuddled into you like a puppy
Bucky would kiss your face all over, making you laugh, planting sloppy kisses on your cheeks and forehead before finally connecting your lips.
“Fucks sake im trying to watch this show can you please do that somewhere else?” Sam would groan, annoyed at how soft Bucky was, Bucky only grabbed a pillow and threw it at him, never once disconnecting your lips.
You would smile into the kiss, pulling his hair slightly causing Bucky to groan a little, sam would make a gagging noise,” that’s it im out i hate you guys” you would burst out laughing the second he got up, immediately apologizing to him
he of course would accept, you were always too sweet and did so much for him, he couldn’t be mad at you.
At Bucky though? He couldn’t 100000% be mad at him
So Sam made it his mission to embarrass the metal armed man.
The two of you sat on the couch, cuddling.
Bucky snuggled so close against you if he moved a centimeter more he’d be on top of you. He had a hand in your hair, your arms wrapped around him, rubbing circles on his back.
he stared up at you, admiring how fuckinf beautiful you were
“how did i get the prettiest gal in the world hm?” he would smile, pressing a kiss to your arm, “oh shut up bucky” you blushed, refusing to take the compliment
“no I’m serious you’re so goddamn perfect doll” he whispered, moving to get comfortable enough to kiss your neck
“bucky stop we’re in the living room” you giggled, he continued to kiss you, placing a soft kiss on your jaw and then on your cheek
“what’s Sam gonna do? Get upset again?” He laughed and you rolled your eyes.
“I love you so much” he smiled at you, effortlessly lifting you and placing you on his lap
you smiled at the man, running your fingers through his soft hair, he smiled at you, his eyes fluttering closed at the relaxing contact.
“you know i love when you do that” he hummed and you smiled, leaning down to kiss his forehead you removed your hands from his hair and sat next to him, putting your head on his chest.
“why’d you stop” he pouted, looking at you as if you broke his heart in two
“Oh my god you are whipped” Tony laughed, you went red, Bucky felt slightly embarrassed but didn’t care too much, a smile creeping onto his face and he turned to look at you
“well how could i not be? i have the best girlfriend in the world” he spoke, you blushed deeper and tony rolled his eyes, turning around and leaving “yeah sam he isn’t gonna be embarrassed around us”
Sam groaned from the hall, emerging and narrowing his eyes at bucky, “I’ll get my revenge” Bucky only laughed and you but your lip to stifle your laughter.
“cmon angel” you spoke, standing up and grabbing his hand, leading him to your room so you guys could cuddle in peace.
The pda did not cease, Sam made every team member catch the two of you cuddling or being utterly adorable and yet nothing
Bucky has no shame showing the fact that he was wrapped around your finger, kissing your hand every chance, placing kisses all over your face and cuddling you at every chance
Then peter came to stay a night
he saw the way bucky would do everything for you, barely letting you do anything, he saw the way that if you asked for something he’d give it to you, the way that he cuddled into your side and was somehow always touching you
“oh my god” peter smiled to himself, texting ned and MJ quickly, guys mr barnes is a simp
He tried his best to hide his laughter but he couldn’t, wheezing as he picked up the Group FaceTime call
“no way the winter soldier is a simp??” MJ spoke and ned added on “he literally killed people how the hell did y/n manage to get him to simp so hard”
peter began explaining, giggling as he told them everything
Sam heard the loud teenage boy, immediately being struck with an idea
“hey Pete” he approached the boy in the kitchen and he gave him a small wave “i need you to do me a favor”
You and Bucky were in the garden, singing along to music and laughing, he held your hand, swinging it back and forth.
“I need to water the plants today but I’m so tired” you complained to your boyfriend, sitting under a tree, you were in between his legs and he rested his chin on top of your head
“I can do it for you doll face” he replied, you laughed shaking your head softly, “no i can do it lovely” but Bucky insisted
so there he was, watering all your flowers and getting bit by mosquitos, enter peter
peter was shitting himself, he was still kind of scared of Bucky, finding him intimidating despite knowing he could take the man
“what are you doing mr barnes?” Peter questioned, standing next to him and looking at the many plants
“y/n was tired so i told her I’d water her pants for her” he spoke, peter wrangled every ounce of courage he had
“huh so youre kind of a simp then” he spoke, Bucky turned to look at him, did he just-?
“what? no!” Bucky protested, suddenly feeling embarrassed because he was this little 18 year old calling HIM a simp
“i mean think about it, kinda yeah” he spoke, laughing softly, “it’s okay, in the end we all simp for someone” peter smiled, walking back inside, already wanting to apologize to bucky but instead searching for Sam so he could order him the pizza he wanted
Bucky stood in the garden, shock on his face. Sam watched from the kitchen window, laughing his ass off, finally embarrassing the super soldier
Bucky walked into your room, going to sit next to you, “am i simp?” He looked at you, troubled. You tried your best to stifle your laughter, composing yourself before looking at your boyfriend
“i mean yeah” you admitted, shrugging your shoulders.
Bucky was hurt for a couple of hours, vowing to himself that he would no longer simp for you, he could do that
right? wrong
by the end of the night Bucky was snuggled up to you side, eyes closed and mind at peace, you mumbled sweet nothings into his ear and he felt so- at home.
you were buckys home, he didn’t care if others saw it, he didn’t care if that made him a simp. He would be damned if he didn’t take every and any chance to kiss you and show you off and love on you
you did the same for him, Bucky was your safe space, your everything, your home
although Sam rolled his eyes when the two of you were cuddling heavily during movie night, he couldn’t help but be happy that bucky had found happiness in the world
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muwur · 4 years
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Since requests were open I was wondering if I could request father headcanons for iwai + ushi + atsumu 🥺 btw your writing is vv tasty n I can’t wait to see you write more !! Keep up the good work n stay safe !!
haikyuu daddee headcanons
✧ hc’s ✧ for iwaizumi, ushijima, and atsumu
❧ gn reader
✎ 1.4k words
a/n: omg u called my writing taSTY Dx i cri tySM 💞 that is a high compliment for me AHAHAHAH ILY and ty for the request! 
also my lovelies i m back i m sry i was gone so long feojfe i miss yall <3 here u go enjoi, this was fun to write lmk if yall want more characetrs AHAHA
current listen: accidentally in love by sHREK AAHAH jkjk i mean counting crows, they cant take that away from me by ella fitzgerald and louis armstrong, love the way you lie by eminem and rihanna
requests: open!
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iwaizumi
✧ prePARED daddy
✧ picked up on this parenting thing p fast, also does a lot of research so he’s ready to face any situation
✧ teaches his kids how to behave n respect others
✧ also makes sure they know not to talk to strangers and teaches them some self defense
✧ be warned these kids are packing a surprise can of whOOP ASS,, dont fuck w them,, plus u wouldnt want buff daddee iwa on ur tail
✧ honestly his kids would be ANGELS ,,, n thats cuz he treats them all so w e l l
✧ mans is ATTENTIVE. he asks his kids about their days, their interests, and encourages discussion about their fEELINGS 🥺
✧ always offers them really valuable and light-hearted advice
✧ and gives them the love and transparency we all wanted but never had--
✧ however his kids are easily (n negatively) influenced esp when uncle oikawa comes to visit--
✧ but mostly bc iwa gets annoyed and slips out a lot of curse words and a “shittykawa” and then his kids started calling oikawa that and now it’s ingrained in them forever fjoefefgfvi (*distant phlattykawa crying noises*)
✧ gives them LOTS of head pats and ruffles as signs of affection
✧ PACKS THEIR SCHOOL LUNCHES and ensures they eat a balanced meal
✧ attends all their games/events,, will get a bit rowdy hype them up
✧ def lets his kids sleep with him when they’re having a bad night or woke up scared from a nightmare (and waits for them to fall asleep before going to sleep himself fojref)
✧ when they were babies he usually succeeded to get them to stop crying by pulling funny faces, showing them their favorite cartoons, or humming a lullaby
✧ when they get older,,, u bet iwa would be suPER protective esp when their kids start being iNtErEsTeD in other people
✧ you: “iwaizumi, they seem like a really nice kid, though”
✧ iwa: *sitting with you in the car, across the street from the ice cream parlor your child said they were at, and spying from the window* “you can’t trust everyone, of course they seem ‘nice,’ they just want our approval”
✧ definitely did not interrupt his child’s potential first kiss at their house’s doorstep by slamMINg the door open “sUDDENLY” cuz he “hEard TheIR vOicEs and THougHt TO lET them In”
✧ effectively traumatized both kids
✧ tho he felt bad after n u made him go apologize so he did (and he was forgiven, only if he agreed to never spy on them again--)
✧ doesn’t stop him from scrutinizing every person yalls kid introduces to you tho
✧ overall a super supportive dad, 11/10
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✧ ok dEF does not know much about parenting ,, at first
✧ stared at his child like ???nani when you both changed their first diaper
✧ also had plenty of staring contests with his babies ,,, called it bonding
✧ was curious and tasted baby food once,,, immediately regretted it
✧ once put a volleyball next to his child, who attempted to bite it, and took it as a sign that they liked it
✧ after sum time n practice, his mind becomes split between “how to volleyball” and “how to dad”
✧ catch him in the kitchen wearing an apron and whipping up his kids’ favorite smiley face pancakes 😤😤
✧ has an amazing ability to get his kids to stop crying, does really simple things like give them their favorite toy or place a gentle hand on their hand or attend to their needs (mans can tell if they want food or needa poop) and they calm down immediately
✧ carried them on his shoulders once and now they never stop asking him for shoulder rides (not that he minds anyway)
✧ if theres two kids he can probs carry one on each shoulder cuz cmon ,,, have u seen this man
✧ always goes to every performance/game/event his child takes part in
✧ man smiles so soft™ when he goes to the 1st grade play and sees his kid’s name in the program next to their role as “townsperson b” (next year, they upgraded to “singing carrot” in a play about the food pyramid)
✧ if his kid ends up enjoying volleyball, he will teach them e v e r y t h i n g they need to know
✧ but is overall super supportive of anything else his child pursues and doesn’t push anything onto them, would rather let them choose what they want to do
✧ had n o idea what to do when his kid asked him about the birds n the bees asfghkl
✧ couldnt sleep one night thinking about it and just randomly asks you while yall laying in bed in the dARk like “so our child asked me how babies are made and I told them they came from watermelon seeds” (you: 👁️👄👁️ “come again”)
✧ you: *at the grocery store with your child*
✧ child: *hands you watermelon* “I want a little brother!”
✧ you: “haha of course honey” 👁️👄👁️ what do i do (*later to ushijima* “duhfojhguf we needa get another baby i promised our child a younger brother fohurof” ; ushi: “wat” ; you: “itS YOUR FAULT”)
✧ yall eventually tell them not every watermelon can produce babies only really special ones that are really hard to get fhuoefkfotfi theyre not ready for the truth
✧ another great daddee, we stan
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atsumu
✧ knew parenting was stressful esp with bABieS but was like eh it cant be that bad right
✧ think again
✧ g o o d b y e  s l e e p
✧ develops phat bags under his eyes, responds with a weak “aha im fine just that parenting life and the kids ykNOW” whenever his teammates ask if he’s oKAY
✧ tried to tempt his kids to eat their mush baby food by trying it himself, nearly gagged but was able to say “eughh yuMM”
✧ loves to lift them high up in the air, even throws them up a little and nearly drops them (yall almost died from feAR but babie was having so much fun,,, yall agreed to be just a bit more careful)
✧ rlly bad at getting them to stop crying, gets very stressed when he’s exhausted every option he can think of then calls you over for some help/advice (you: *immediately calms them down* ; ratsumu: “how--”)
✧ calls up osamu a lot to ask him how to make food ,, then simps whenever his twin brother comes over and the kids are in love with this man and his cooking (”dad why cant you make stuff as yummy as this”)
✧ very affectionate with his kids, gives them lots of hugs and kisses on the forehead
✧ plays with them a lot! whether it’s sports, just dance, animal crossing, or UNO, yOU NAME IT WE PLAY IT
✧ also has no mercy when playing competitive video or board games,, has made them cry more than once LOL
✧ so sometimes he toned it down n let them win,, until his kids actually got better and DEMOLISH him every time
✧ is cool with his kids cursing, just as long as they don’t do it in front of their teachers LMAO
✧ plays innocent when he gets a call from school saying his kid was using ‘inappropriate language’ and is like “whaaat? my child? im not even sure where they learned that, maybe check if the other kids in class are saying those things, too--”
✧ reminisces how much nicer his kids were to him when they were younger and all the time they spent together,,, bc now that they reached their tEeNS they want alone time
✧ wants to be B) cool dad so he tries kinda hard, esp in front of their friends but his kid’s just like dad pls dofjrgjigtgro
✧ also very supportive of whatever his kids want to pursue and dedicates time to help them in whatever ways he can (whether that be to help them practice, make sure he can provide transportation, get them supplies, etc)
✧ always playfully competing with you to see who’s the “better” parent (you win by default)
✧ PROTECTIVE dad and will easily intimidate ANYONE who crosses his kids
✧ takes sum adjustment and mental resilience but daddee atsumu perseveres  😤 absolutely loves his kids and would do anything for them  
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on this episode of “things i did instead of schoolwork”; some sketches from my How to Train Your Dragon BetterLightFury(AndAlsoTheresLesbians)!AU :) 
this AU is very much inspired by this post by @edda-grenade​ (love ur lightfury redesign 10/10) 
i have a love/hate relationship with canon LightFury (or Nubless as people call her lmao), like on one hand shes very cute and i like her weird cat noises and sparkles, but on the other hand shes just.... very token disney princess girl dragon and that rubs me the wrong way. like shes meant to represent the “call to the wild” and be an Untamed Nameless Dragon but her design reaaaally doesnt get that across lmao. so i made her edgy and tough!! also i added lesbians!! hooray. 
(also in some of the sketches, shes able to flatten her spines so that her silhouette is more like canon lightfury- when shes angry she gets spiky again. idk whether i want to keep that detail but eh)
more au bullshit under the cut
so as for obligatory gay shit; in my AU toothless is a girl (as is the light fury) and hiccup is an amab lesbian because uhhh gay/trans rights and i can do what i want. (i know that retcons the adorable bouncing NightLight babies, but dont worry there are still adorable dragon babies that toothless and lightfury adopt. more on that later) 
also i gave the lightfury a name- hiccup calls her “Lightless” (literally just a lazy portmanteau of “light toothless” if yall can come up with something better lmk lmao). the dragons call her “Victory”, and also probably call toothless “Tempest” or something. 
like in the post i linked earlier, the Light Fury is now actually a Night Fury (but this time shes leucistic rather than albino like in the other post). she and Toothless are the last surviving (adult) members of their kind. Lightless narrowly managed to escape Grimmel’s hunts due to her strange coloring, high intelligence and battle experience. shes older and more experienced than toothless, with the scars to prove it. i imagine that toothless only managed to escape grimmel out of sheer luck bc in my head hes kind of a dumbass lol
lightless already established herself as alpha in the hidden world (i feel like most of the dragons native to there wouldnt have been present when toothless challenged the bewilderbeast in httyd2, so they wouldnt be aware of toothy’s authority off the bat). so when she came back with toothless and made it clear that they were Dragon Dating™ all the other dragons were like “yeah thats a power couple i can get behind” and accepted toothless as co-alpha as well. 
as for lightless herself, she has very high standards and even if she was aware of toothless’ alpha status, she likely wouldnt have cared much. toothless won her over eventually though. hardly any dragons even attempted to court lightless mostly because they were kind of afraid of her, the only reason why toothless tried was bc shes kind of a dumbass and has no regard for personal safety lmao. like, toothy is clever and all, but cmon- challenging a dragon that could swallow u whole? doing how much reckless stupid shit to rescue hiccup constantly? toothless is a complete weirdling dork with an incredible amount of recklessness, even for dragon standards. so would she try to date the hot war-torn lady dragon that could easily kick her ass? absolutely. 
that being said, lightless comes to adore toothless and her antics. lesbian dragon power couple hell yeah. hiccup is very afraid of letting toothless near lightless in the beginning, not only because shes scared toothless will just totally ditch her but also because lightless is terrifying and hates humans. but again, toothless grows on her and thusly hiccup does too- when she rescues hiccup its a huge deal bc she normally wouldnt touch her with a ten foot pole. 
anyways there are a handful of nightfury clutches still left in the hidden world (i mean grimmel had no idea of its existence right) so lightless and toothless adopt them all and the night furies manage to repopulate over time. (when u and ur girl raise the rest of ur species... relationship goals uwu!!) big bang boom happy gay dragon family. what more could u ask for 
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taehyungs-perm · 4 years
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strawberry girl pt 2
taehyung x reader; college au; childhood best friends to lovers au; jock!fratboy taehyung
genre: fluff; major angst lol
word count: 11k
summary: i can pretend i don’t miss you. i can pretend i dont care. all i want to do is kiss you. what a shame you’re not here
part 1 here  part 3 here; part 4 here; part 5
playlist vibes 
electric | alina baraz ft khalid
goodnight n go | ariana grande
here | alessia cara
teenage dream | katy perry 
floating | alina baraz ft khalid
singularity | bts
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------You woke up in a panic to the shrill sound of your phone alarm. You turned over to your side to shut off the alarm, briefly glancing at your roommate’s empty bed. 10:34. You rubbed your eyes while yawning, you had a restless night of sleep. You couldn’t stop thinking about Taehyung. You felt butterflies in your heart when you thought back to last night: the way he called you cute, the way he hugged you, the way he nuzzled the crook of your neck. But those warm feelings were immediately squashed when your phone buzzed. 
Tae: hey so i got a bit held up but i just need to shower and ill be at lilys! I’m sorry!! 🥺
Then, you remembered what actually went down last night. Jennie telling you Taehyung would never even look at someone like you, some girl grinding on Taehyung, and, oh yea, the fact that he fucked some girl last night and that’s definitely the reason why he’s late this morning. Your mind was swimming with thoughts. You exhaled deeply and sat up in your bed, staring at your wall covered in polaroids. Taehyung doesn't like me. Why would he like me? You’ve seen the girls he’s been with. They are so beautiful. How could someone like you even compare? 
You fell back into your pillows and wrapped your arms around your fluffy white pillow, hugging it. And you don’t like him either. You can’t. Because you can’t handle all the pain that comes with it. Your phone buzzed again.
Tae: should be there in 10
You: same
It was definitely a lie but you doubted Taehyung would be on time.
Tae: ur lying. Ur def just lying in ur bed. Bet ur still in pajamas 
How the fuck did he know you so well. 
You: 🖕🏽 
Tae: 🥰
God, he is such a headass you thought, shaking your head. You managed to pull yourself out of bed but all the while you got ready, you kept thinking about him. You wondered if he thought about you as much as you thought about him. Probably not. 
You were definitely 20 minutes late but you really didn’t care since it was just Taehyung. You pulled open the door of the diner and inhaled the scent of freshly cooked waffles and fried eggs. You scanned the restaurant and saw Taehyung sitting in a corner booth. He was wearing a light grey sweatshirt. You loved that sweatshirt. You thought he always looked adorable wearing it. You walked over and sat across from him. He was so absorbed in his texts that he didn’t notice you sit down. 
You stared at him and he still didn’t look up. Annoyed, you huffed loudly but he still was preoccupied in his phone. 
Fine. He’s being a little bitch then. You leaned over and flicked his forehead and he yelped loudly. 
“Ow! What the fuck was that for?” He said whining.
You huffed, “Oh shut up. I’ve been sitting here for like ever and you've been just staring at your phone.” 
He was rubbing his forehead, “Sorry I didn’t mean to ignore you. It’s just like there’s a lot happening at once.” 
You were about to ask him what was going on but then the waitress came by to take your orders.
You ordered chocolate chip waffles and Taehyung ordered 4 different dishes. You glared at him as the waitress took your menus away. 
“What? I’m hungry.” he said innocently.
“Whatever. You're paying. Anyways, what’s going on?” 
“Oh yea, so like we just have this huge game coming up next week. It’s against our rival school and it’s the championship game.”
You interrupted “It’s the championship game already?”
He gruffed, “You would know if you came to any of my games.” 
Oh shit. Taehyung had been asking you to come to at least one of his games, but you had been brushing it off. You had been giving him the excuse of having too much school work. The truth was you didn’t really want to go to his games and see his personal cheerleading squad on their knees for him. Hana went to a few games to see Jungkook play and she told you about them. Jennie was the leader of the group of the three girls and they were at every game, wearing their cheerleading uniforms, screaming Taehyung's name. The very notion of it made you feel nauseous so you just avoided going to any of his games just so you didn’t have to witness it. It’s not that you had a direct issue with the girls themselves but they were just a reminder that Taehyung would never look at you the same way he looked at them. 
“Oh sorry. I told you it w-“
He interjected, “Yea, I know you said you needed to study.” He looked upset. Fuck. The words came out of your mouth before you realized, “I promise I’ll be there for the game next Saturday.” 
His eyes lit up, “Really?”
You nodded, “Okay so continue.”
“Yea, so we are all really stressed about the game and like Hobi hyung wants us to practice everyday for like 3 to 4 hours until the big game. But like I’m trying to take school more seriously now, and I don’t know how I can manage that much soccer on top of school. Namjoon hyung is on my side but like there’s just this huge argument in our group chat right now.” Taehyung was rubbing circles on the temples of his head. 
His phone started buzzing, like he received a chain of texts. Then he growled. You were in shock. You had never seen Taehyung this pissed off before. 
“Then this fucking girl won’t leave me alone.”
You were kind of scared but you asked in a calm voice, “What girl?”
“The girl from last night. She keeps fucking texting me. She won’t stop.” 
“What’s she saying?”
“She keeps asking to hang out. And I don’t want to. I told her last night before anything happened that this was just a hookup. Just sex. And if she wanted something more or if she wasn’t okay with that, then I would stop. But she said she was fine with it. Then it took me forever for her to get out of my room this morning.”
“Taehyung!”
“What? “
“You kicked her out? That’s so mean!”
“I didn’t kick her out. I just said I had shit to do so I needed to get ready. But she wanted to stay and I thought she wanted to fuck again and like we did which is why I was late. But she’s still texting me. And I told her nicely that I just wanted to stay friends, but she’s relentless!”
“If she’s bothering you that much, just block her number.” 
“Can I? Would that be mean?”
“Well...kinda but like if she’s causing you stress then it’s fair.”
“Okay bet.”
He instantly looked relieved. He was about to say something but then the waitress arrived with your food.
After hearing about Taehyungs fuckboi antics from last night and apparently this morning, you suddenly lost your appetite. You started slowly cutting small pieces of your waffle. 
Taehyung asked in a concerned voice “Hey. Why aren’t you eating?”
“Oh. I’m just stressed. About school.”
Taehyung pointed his fork at you with his mouth full of waffles, “You need to find a stress outlet.”
You rolled your eyes, “I do have a stress outlet. I bake.”
He covered his mouth with his hand, laughing, “Clearly that’s doing jack shit. You need something better.”
You threw your hands up, exasperated, “What then? What do you suggest for a stress reliever?” Even though the cause of your lack of appetite wasn’t stress, you did feel like picking up new habits could help with your overall anxieties. 
Taehyung looked you straight in the eyes and said confidently, “Dick.”
You choked at his bluntness, “Excuse me?”
He shrugged and continued to shovel waffles in his mouth, “You need dick. You’re so tightly wound up. You just need some dick to relax”
You scoffed at his words, “Taehyung, unlike you my life doesn’t revolve around sex okay? I’m honestly doing perfectly fine on my own.”
He looked at you with serious concern, “Okay, tell me this when’s the last time you got laid.”
Oh god, you were not going to tell Taehyung about your completely nonexistent sex and romantic life. 
You forced your eyes to the table, looking at the marble pattern, “Uh it’s been awhile.”
He asked curiously, “How long like 2 weeks? Or..”
You moved your eyes to your plate and said quietly, “I don’t know.”
You were staring at the syrup patterns in your waffle and Taehyung seemed to be getting fed up, “Cmon _____ I tell you about my life, just tell me.”
You snapped, angrily glaring at him, “Taehyung it’s really fucking hard to get laid when you haven’t even kissed a guy yet.” 
You saw his eyes widen in shock. 
This is so fucking embarrassing. You covered your face with your hands, mortified.
Great now he thinks I’m a prude or a weirdo. With your million thoughts running through your mind, you realized that Taehyung was silent this whole time.
You couldn’t take the awkward silence anymore, “Okay, I’m going to leave since like it’s really fucking awkward now.” You began to slide out of the booth, but then Taehyung grabbed your hand, “No! Sorry I didn’t mean to make it weird. I’m just shocked I guess.”
You sunk back down into the booth seat and snatched your hand away from him. 
“I don’t really think it’s a big deal that you haven’t done anything but like is there a reason why?”
“I dunno. School is just like all I focus on so it’s kept me busy.” 
“That’s such bullshit. School doesn’t occupy every waking moment of your life so there’s obviously more to it.”
You racked your brain. There were many reasons why. One of them sitting across the table in front of you. You could give him a partial truth. You sighed and fiddled with your fingers, “Because I want my firsts to be with someone I love. I’m so scared of regretting it if I just gave away those special moments to someone who didn’t actually care about me.” You paused then continued, “It’s dumb I know.”
Taehyung smiled, “That’s not dumb at all. I had no idea you were a romantic.”
You squinted at him, “Yea well if you tell anyone I will personally see to it that Hoseok makes you run laps until you puke.”
Taehyung rubbed his forehead with his hand, “You give a fucking headache you know that right? There’s this one side of you that’s like an innocent naive romantic and there’s the other side of you that will start a fight with anyone who underestimates you.”
You took your straw wrapper, crumbled it, and flicked it at Taehyung, “Fuck off. I’m not that complicated.”
He, of course, dodged it, “It’s okay cause I’m the only who knows both sides of you” he said with a wink. 
You internally winced because he had no idea how right he was.
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You left the diner about 20 minutes later as Taehyung said he had soccer practice soon and you needed to get some work done. You were going through your mental checklist of things that needed to be done: I need to go to the grocery store and pick up some actual food I need to revise for chemistry because there’s an exam coming up. You were so invested in your thoughts that as you unlocked your room door you didn’t hear the distinct voices coming from inside. 
Your thoughts of your checklist were interrupted as you saw Hana and Jungkook laying in her bed (fully clothed thank god).
Your eyes widened and your jaw dropped at the sight. At the beginning of their friends with benefits relationship, Hana made it very clear to Jungkook, they would never hook up in her room. As a result, Jungkook had never been over. You knew Jungkook from your writing course. You and him worked together sometimes, but you two weren’t close friends. 
“Hey _____,” Jungkook said from the bed, in a casual voice.
“Um hey Jungkook,” you tried to say as calmly as possible because, internally, you were freaking out. If he was here, it meant something had definitely changed with Hana and Jungkook’s relationship at the frat party last night. You made eye contact with Hana and her face was completely red.
“So where were you this morning ________?” Hana said, trying to maintain a calm demeanor.
You set your purse on the swivel chair next to your desk and held up your bag of uneaten waffles, “I was at breakfast with Tae.”
“Oh nice. Are those.... leftovers?” Jungkook said in an innocent voice.
You threw the bag at him and he caught it, “Go for it. I didn’t really have much of an appetite.”
“Bet thanks,” he said, opening the paper bag and pulling out the cardboard box containing your chocolate chip waffles.
Hana looked disgusted and exclaimed, “You are not eating on my bed and getting crumbs everywhere!” Before Jungkook could retort, Hana pushed him to the ground.
“Ouch!” He said rubbing his leg that he bumped against the side of the bed. 
The room was awkwardly silent because you and Hana were both staring at each other, trying your best not to laugh at the situation. 
Jungkook broke the silence in a careful tone with a mouth full of waffles,”I thought Taehyung was...ya know..with someone.” He looked back and forth between you and Hana.
You said quietly, “Yea...he was.”
Hana folded her arms across her chest and said forcefully, “I don’t get him, _______. Like he literally doesn’t make any sense. I saw him last night. He was being so flirty with you. But then he goes and fucks some random girl? He’s just making things so confusing for you.”
You sighed and looked at the ground, “There isn’t anything to be confused about. He doesn’t like me. And I don’t like him. We’re just friends.”
“Well, why do you sound so sad then?” Jungkook asked from the ground. Fuck I forgot he was here.
You snapped, “I’m not sad. I’m fine. I don’t give a shit about who Taehyung hooks up with.”
Jungkook raises his hands in defeat, “Okay okay. But like I want to say, I’ve spent a lot of time with Taehyung these past few months and I’ve never seen him happier. And I know it’s cause you are in his life again. I don’t really know what his feelings are but I do know that you mean a lot to him.”
What does that mean? Does that mean he could maybe like me? No that’s crazy. He’s still fucking different girls every weekend. He couldn’t do that if he had feelings for me. 
Hana shook her head, “I don’t know. This all feels really weird to me. Boys are so fucking oblivious. Men are trash.” Jungkook looked up at her and pouted. 
“Except for you...I guess” she said looking down at him
You were so shocked at what was happening in front of so you just blurted out, “Okay I really need to ask because I’m so fucking weirded out right now, but are you two together?”
Jungkooks jaw dropped and he turned to face Hana. He said, hurt, “You didn’t tell ________ about us?”
“Oh shut up Jungkook. We’ve literally been together since last night. When would I have told her?“
You cleared your throat, “Wait wait just to clarify....you two are dating?”
Jungkook stood up and wrapped his arms around Hana tightly,“Yep she’s my girlfriend.”
Hana nodded weakly, “Yea I’m dating this idiot.”
You clapped your hands together, “Oh my gosh I’m so happy for you two! I’ve been rooting for this since Jungkook sent you that candy bouquet.”
Jungkook's phone started ringing and he looked at you, “It’s your man.” He answered the call before you could say anything.
 “Hey man, what’s up?” Jungkook paused before his eyes widened in realization, “Oh fuck I completely forgot. I’ll be there now.”  
He hung up the call and quickly started putting on his shoes and jacket, “I forgot we had a practice scheduled for today. I’m so fucking late.” 
Hana rolled her eyes, “You are so clueless” 
Jungkook was about to leave but he walked over to Hana and planted a kiss on her cheek, “I’m your clueless boyfriend now.” 
You saw her cheeks turn red and you knew she was head over heels for Jeon Jungkook. 
“Ugh just go to practice,” she said trying to remain cool. 
“Bye ______! Bye, love! I’ll text you when I’m done.” he slammed the door shut.
You turned to Hana and smiled widely teasingly, “Someone’s in loveeee.” 
“God I hate this,” Hana said, drowning her face in a pillow. 
“You’re so whipped. But good thing he’s a simp too. You’re both perfect for each other.”
She removed her face from the pillow and looked at you with a love struck gaze, “I am so whipped. I really like him ________. And I really like being with him. I never thought I would say this but he makes me really happy.”
Your heart melted at her words. Hana was only this sappy when she really meant it. You felt a sudden ping of sadness in your heart. It’s not that you didn’t want it. You wanted love. You wanted romance. But in order for any of that to happen, someone has to like you back. Someone has to want you in that way. And that’s only something that could happen in your dreams because you had always been the girl no one had a crush on. So your fairytale romance was something that was unattainable for you. You knew if you voiced these thoughts to Hana, she would tell you that you needed to try first. That you needed to actually tell that special someone that you liked them. But you couldn’t do that because you were so afraid of rejection, so afraid of letting someone in and having them walk right out.
She noticed your change in expression softly, “Hey. What’s actually going on with Taehyung?” 
You laid flat on your bed and exhaled deeply, “I don’t know. I just know I feel really unsure but I really don’t think I like him. I also think I need to stop hanging out with him.” 
She didn't press further, “If you think that’s what you need, I’ll support you.”
“Thank you Hana.” You were glad she didn’t start any arguments with you. She just listened to your wishes. 
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------You had been sitting in the library all morning trying to avoid Taehyung. Just all of the things that he did this past week had been making you feel ~things~ but you felt sure that you didn’t like him. You knew if you hid out in the library Taehyung would never find you mostly because you were certain he had never stepped foot in the library. You told Hana where you were and made her promise to not tell Taehyung so you were quite surprised when you heard a chair pull out in front of you and there was Taehyung and his mischievous smile.
“Hey strawberry girl,” he said plopping down in the chair in front of you.
You asked in a concerning tone, “Taehyung.... you realize you’re in the library right? Like you aren’t lost?” 
He was wearing black sweatpants with a plain white t-shirt. He looked like the dictionary definition of a fuckboi with his backwards black SnapBack on. With a confident smile on his face as he took out his laptop from his bag he stated, “Nope I’m exactly where I need to be.”
Alright what game is he playing? “What the fuck are you doing here?” you said in a harsh whisper. 
“You know what I realized? Everyone thinks you’re this naive innocent girl but I swear we have not had a single conversation where you didn’t say fuck.” He saw your pissed off face and then went on to say, “But if you are so curious, I’m here to do work. You’ve bailed on me all week claiming you had ‘work’ so here I am. You’ve really forced my hand. Bringing me to the library to study. Imagine that.”
“Taehyung, I came here to do work alone because you always distract me.”You looked up from your books and noticed the sly glint in his eye and realized what you had done. But it was too late. 
Taehyung broke out into his signature huge smile and said, “Oh so you find me distracting?”
“That’s not what I meant Taehyung. I mea-”
He ran his hand through his hair and raised his eyebrow at you, “Is it because of my insanely good looks or because of my witty charms?”
You dropped your head against the notebook lying out in front of you and then looked Taehyung directly in the eyes saying, “God, I hate you”
He raised his eyebrow in a cocky manner with a wide grin on his face, “You're lying.” 
“Oh fuck off.”
“It’s okay cause I know you love me.”
Your stomach did a flip flop. You caught yourself; he didn’t know anything because there was nothing to know. 
“How the fuck did you know I was here?” you said exasperated.
“Your best friend has a weak will. Maybe don’t trust her with secrets.” He then did his annoying wink that always sent chills up your spine. 
Why did Hana tell him? Whatever. It was too late now. You resumed taking your notes and luckily Taehyung was able to do his work quietly. 
You became absorbed in your biology textbook until you heard a squeal, “Taehyung!”
You looked up and saw a really pretty girl standing by your table. She looked vaguely familiar but you couldn’t place where exactly you had seen her. She had a huge smile on her face as she was intently staring at Taehyung. 
Taehyung looked up from his laptop with a bit of a shocked expression on his face. He glanced at you quickly and then looked at the girl, “oh hey Eunjae.”
She was twirling the front strand of her hair with her finger and giggled, “What are you doing here at the library? I’ve never seen you here before.”
He chuckled nervously and nodded his head to you, “I’m here studying with _________.”
She turned her head to you and flashed a gorgeous smile. You gave a smile back and then went back to looking at your notebook. “So what are you studying?” She said leaning her hands on the table, craning her neck to see his laptop. 
“Um I’m working on a paper. It’s due next week so I’m trying to work on it before I get busy with practice,” Taehyung said, typing on his computer. 
“Oh yea! The championship is next Saturday. I’m so excited to be there to cheer for you! I've been to every game this season so I would never miss your biggest game!” Eunjae said gushingly.
“Oh wow. That’s really nice of you to come to every game.” Taehyung said.
Ugh. If he’s going to flirt, why does he have to do it in front of me? You tried hard to focus on your biology notes but the conversation between Eunjae and Taehyung was especially distracting. You were hoping she would leave soon so you could study in peace but once she pulled out the chair next to Taehyung to sit down, you knew she wasn’t planning on leaving anytime soon. 
You tried to tune out their conversation but something Eunjae said caught your attention. You weren’t sure exactly how Eunjae and Taehyung knew each other. You figured it was because she came to every game but even Taehyung didn’t know that. Then she said softly, but definitely loud enough for you to hear, “You know, Tae, I had a really good time with you last weekend. I was wondering if we could maybe hang out this weekend or something.”
Last weekend? Then it clicked. Eunjae was the girl at the frat party. She was the girl who was sitting on Taehyung's lap. I guess Taehyung never actually blocked her number. Of course he wouldn’t. She’s a really pretty girl giving him attention. You internally rolled your eyes. 
You heard Taehyung clear his throat, “Uh yea. That sounds good. But like this would be just as friends?“
She gave a high pitch laugh “Of course! I just want us to be friends. And then I mean, whatever happens, happens right?”
Taehyung said, “Yea I mean that’s fine with me.”
You hoped the conversation would end there because it was becoming excruciatingly awkward for you since both of them were blatantly ignoring your presence. But of course it didn’t end there, and Eunjae began talking about the cheer team to Taehyung. 
You didn’t want to be rude but you honestly felt yourself losing brain cells at this conversation. 
You had enough of their flirting because it was distracting you from doing your work. Not because you were jealous or anything. You closed your notebook and started packing your stuff. The sound of your backpack zipper caught Taehyung's attention and snapped him out of his conversation with Eunjae. 
“Hey _______ you're done studying?”
You didn’t really wanna want to get into a conversation with Taeyhyung so you simply nodded.
But of course Taehyung wasn’t satisfied, “So what are you doing now?”
You rolled your eyes. Why couldn’t he for once mind his own business? Eunjae desperately wanted his attention. Why couldn’t he just give it to her and not involve you?
“Back to my dorm.” you said not looking at him. “Bye Eunjae. Bye Tae.” And you stalked off.
You didn’t look back at him. 
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You were going to murder Hana. You told her specifically not to tell Taehyung where you were. But what did she do? She told taehyung.
You burst your room dorm open and there she was laying on her bed, with her laptop balanced on her knees.
You smiled sweetly at her, “Hana, I'm going to kill you.”
“Perfect, because I’m really sick of studying for chemistry and if you could kill me before our exam next Wednesday, that would be great.” she said excitedly. 
You dumped your stuff on the ground and jumped onto your bed, “Maybe then I won’t kill you, so you can suffer.” 
She laughed, “Okay okay but what did I do?”
You tapped your index finger to your cheek, pretending to think, “Um...lemme jog your memory. Did a certain headass ask where I was today?”
Her smile dropped from her face, “Oh fuck.”
“Yea oh fuck. I told you that no matter what, Kim Taehyung was to not find me. What happened?” you exclaimed as you slammed your head against your pillow. 
Hana sat up straight in her bed, crossing her legs beneath her, “I’m sorry okay! I really did try to keep it a secret but he came over here because you weren't answering your phone. And I told him you were busy and he just kept on badgering me. I ended up telling him to shut him up.”
“Ugh. He actually came here? That’s so gross. Did he say what he wanted?”
“No he just said he needed to see you. Did he ask you anything at the library?”
You thought about it for a minute, “No he didn’t ask me anything.”
“Well then,” Hana said in a smug voice, crossing her arms. 
You turned your head to face her, “What?”
“It’s obvious _______.”
“What’s obvious?”
“Oh my gosh how are you this dense? He likes you.”
You scoffed in disbelief, “He doesn’t.”
“Cmon _______. When he came in here he was begging for me to tell him where you were, it was annoying but he was so genuine. I can tell there’s something.”
“There’s nothing.” you said flatly, turning away from Hana.
She said insistingly, “Why are you being so negative about this? He’s trying so much with you!”
You closed your eyes and took a deep breath, “Hana, I can’t fucking like him. I did once and it fucked me over.”
She went quiet. “What happened?”
“When we were highschool, I liked him. I’m pretty sure I loved Tae. And I was so sure he felt the same way. He gave me so much attention just like now. He cared about me so much. I was so convinced he liked me too. And when I was going to tell him, he said he started dating someone. And that someone became his forever for highschool. It fucking hurted so much, seeing him with her. It broke my heart over and over. And I just needed to get the fuck away from him. Because the worst part was, he had no fucking idea I was hurting so bad. So yea, I don’t think he likes me and even so, I don’t like him anymore. I honestly don’t have the emotional capacity to fall in love again.”
Hana whispered, “I’m sorry. I think you’ve moved on and I don’t want you to go through it again. Whatever it is, I’ll be there for you. I’ll help you keep your distance from Taehyung.”
You opened your eyes and looked at her. You were so grateful to have such an understanding friend like Hana,  “Thanks. You’re such a good friend.” 
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Your plan to keep distance from Taehyung was going down the drain really quickly. It started off with an unlikely text.
Jimin: hey ________ this is last minute but i had an idea. This is jimin btw.
Jimin texting you was a bit out of place. You had only exchanged brief hellos and words when you encountered each other. 
You: hey jimin. whats ur idea 
Jimin: taes birthday is during break so I was thinking we could surprise him and celebrate it early. 
You: when were you thinking 
Jimin: this Saturday. That way we can all have some fun before finals and the soccer match 
This Saturday was a bit soon but you figured if anyone could pull it off, it was Jimin. 
You: sounds good. But we better start planning right away
Jimin: already on it. Jin hyung said we could use his apartment 
Kim Seokjin. You hadn’t personally met the guy but you knew he was on the soccer team and in the BTS frat. However, since he was a senior, he lived in an apartment off campus. 
You: bet. We need to figure out food, desserts, and invites 
Jimin: do you want to meet up tonight to figure out all the details 
You: sure. 
Jimin: you can come by the frat tonight. Taehyung will probably be out.
After finishing some homework, you grabbed your jacket and walked over to the BTS frat. As you approached the door, you saw Jungkook and Hana leaving. 
“_______? Are you here to see Taehyung? I think he just left,”  she said with concerning eyes.
“Hey Hana. I’m actually here to see Jimin.”
Her mouth gaped open but before she could ask you any questions Jungkook pulled her along.
“Sorry, love, but you can interrogate ______ later. We’re going to be late!”
“Bye Hana! “ you called as she waved bye.
You walked into the house and saw Jimin sitting there with Namjoon and Hoseok. You knew Namjoon because he was your biology lab TA. He had helped you with many frustrating biology labs and he was probably the only reason why you were passing the class. You only heard about Hobi from Tae’s stories of soccer practice. 
“Hey_____!” `Jimin called motioning for you to sit down.
“Hey,” you gave a little wave to all of them. 
Hobi smiled brightly “I don’t think we’ve met properly but I’m Hobi. “
You smiled and introduced yourself to him. 
“Finished with your biology lab presentation?” Namjoon said with his dimpled smile. 
You chuckled nervously and brushed your hair behind your ear “Uhh working on it. It’s taking much longer than I thought it would.”
“Phylum Nematoda is definitely a hard topic because there’s not that much information,” he said understandingly.
“I know and it’s jus-“
Jimin interjected your incoming rant, “As riveting biology lab is, we are here for a reason.”
“Right! So Yoongi is taking care of the catering. He has a family restaurant that he claims served the best korean food in the area so we don’t need to worry about that,” Hobi said reading off his phone.
“And Jimin knows all of Taehyung's friends so he will take care of all the invites,” Namjoon said.
“And all there’s left is the theme and desserts,” Jimin confidently stated.
You were confused “Theme? Why do we need a theme?”
“It would be fun ________!” Jimin said. “It can be lowkey but I was thinking we should do a formal theme. To appeal to Taehyung's bougie side.”
You thought for a moment and nodded, “Taehyung honestly does love getting dressed up.”
Hobi stood up from the couch and said, “Okay so then it’s settled. Everything is planned.”
Namjoon laughed and you chimed in, “Not yet. But I can take care of the last part. I’ll order a cake for Taehyung and have it delivered to Jin’s apartment.”
Jimin stood up and stretched his arms, “Okay, now everything is planned.”
You got up and said goodbye to Namjoon and Hobi as Jimin walked with you to the door. 
Jimin smiled at you, “Thanks for coming and helping us plan this. Taehyung’s going to love it. He’ll definitely surprised”
You both stepped outside and stood on the porch. “I mean I’m not sure how much I’m doing but I'm glad to help,” You said with a light laugh. 
“Well we’ll try to clean up Jin hyung’s apartment and decorate it on Saturday before the party. If you're free, we could definitely use the help then.”
“Yea I’ll be there. You can text me the details.”
You were about to head down the steps and say bye to Jimin when you saw Taehyung and someone else walking up to the house. 
You were trying to see if there was maybe a way you could hide from him or leave from a side path but it was too late. Taehyung had seen you.
“_______! You’re here? You didn’t tell me you would be coming over” he said walking onto the porch. You didn’t recognize the girl he was with but with her arms wrapped around Taehyung, it was clear that they were going to hook up. 
You gave Jimin a panicked look. Before you could say anything Jimin put his arm around your shoulder, just like how Taehyung did at the party, and said, “Well she wasn’t here to see you. She was here to hang out with me.”
You smiled weakly ,“Yep. Jimin and I were just studying chemistry. We have an exam coming up/”
“Yep chemistry,” he said nodding.
Taehyung had a weird look as if he were mad or something. His eyes lit up with a dangerous, angry glint that sent a shiver down your spine, “Oh. That’s nice. I didn’t realize you guys studied together.” 
You knew Taehyung well enough to know that he was using his fake polite voice. Jimin glanced at you and you realized he also knew that Taehyung was angry.
“I just was having some trouble and _______ said she would help.” 
Taehyung's eyes narrowed, “Maybe you should just get a tutor next time.”
You could sense the tension escalating, “Yea that’s probably for the best. I don’t think I was very helpful anyways.”
Taehyung opened his mouth to say some retort but the girl by his side whined, “Taehyung, can we please go inside?”
You smirked. Taehyung had been kind of irritating you with his weird interrogation so you plastered a fake smile and said in a fake sweet voice “Yea Taehyung. You should go inside. It’s getting cold out here. Bye Jimin.” You waved bye to Jimin and gave a glare to Taehyung.
God, boys give you a fucking migraine.
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You and Taehyung had been in that weird fight for about a day before things went back to normal. He just texted you as if nothing happened 
Tae: are you busy Saturday night?
Saturday evening was Taehyung's surprise party so hopefully he wasn’t making plans then.
You: uh not sure yet. What’s up?
Tae: the guys are having a dinner to like get hyped for the game next week. Do u wanna come?
Ah. That must have been the excuse to get Taehyung to Jin’s apartment.
You: lolll no way. but try to have fun and not stress out about the game 
Tae: ugh ig. wish you wanted to come tho :(
You: we can hang out some another time. 
Tae: you say that EVERYTIME.
You: i mean it this time 
Tae: i’m holding you to it 🍓 girl
You turned off your phone and tried to fall asleep but the warm fuzzy feeling in your heart kept you awake. The sound of your phone ringing woke you up. 
You answered the phone groggily “Hello?”
“_______? Did you just wake up? I told you I was going to pick you up at 9:30!”
You looked at your phone. 9:21. Fuck. 
“I’m up and ready Jimin. No need to freak out.”
“Good cause I’ll be there in five.”
Hana groaned from her bed, “Why are you up this early?” 
“I have to go help set up but I should be back by 4.”
“You better. We have to get ready together.”
You quickly brushed, washed your face, and pulled on sweatpants and a hoodie. By the time you had your shoes on, Jimin was texting you to come outside. You said bye to Hana and raced out the door. You spotted Jimin waving in his black Audi and jumped in the car. You and Jimin chatted on the way there. You found yourself actually enjoying Jimin's company. He was very smart which you already knew since he was taking the same pre-med courses as you but he was also very sweet and funny. He pulled up to a very tall apartment building and you both got out of the car. You helped take out some of the boxes from Jimin's trunk that had tablecloths, plates, and other silverware. You two made your way up to the 7th floor where Jin lived. Jimin led you to his door and knocked. The door swung open and there was Kim seokjin. 
“Jimin! You’re late! It’s 9:41 and you said you would be here by 9:40.”
“Shut up, hyung,” he said, shaking his head.
You got a good look at Jin and he looked like he came off of the vogue runway with his blue button down tucked into brown slacks. Were all of Taehyung's friends seriously good looking? You finally understood why there was so much hype around them. They were all hardworking, handsome, but also genuinely kind, funny, down to earth guys. 
Jin took the box from your arms and said, “You must be ________. Nice to finally meet you. I’m Jin. I’m the most handsome and funny one of the BTS frat.”
You were taken aback by his forward ness but went along with his comment, “I mean your only competition is Taehyung and Jimin so no wonder that is.”
He laughed loudly, “See even she agrees and she just met me Jimin.”
Jimin rolled his eyes as he put down the boxes, “You can’t encourage him. It’ll only get worse”
Jimin, Jin and you cleaned his apartment and began to decorate. After listening to what it seemed like the 30th dad joke from Jin, you heard the doorbell ring. Jimin went over to the door and it was a guy who looked like Jin’s age carrying foil covered trays. He was wearing an oversized flannel and black skinny jeans. 
“I brought the food but there’s still a shit ton more trays in my car,” he said as he entered. 
He placed the trays in the kitchen and looked at you, “Who are you?”
“I’m _______” you said as you took the tray Jimin handed to you.
“Ah you're Taehyungie's girl. I’m yoongi, one of his hyungs on the team.”
You placed the tray on the table, “Nice to meet you. But I’m not Taehyung's girl. Just a friend.”
He laughed, “Maybe you should tell him that. He’s constantly talking about you. ________ made me cupcakes. ________ helped me study. ________ went to breakfast with me.“
You fought back a blush and said in a bored tone, “Yea well, We’re just friends. He doesn’t like me and I don’t like him. I’m so sure at this party he won’t even talk to me. I bet he’ll be busy with Jennie or something.” You felt like Taehyung always got distracted with other people whenever you guys went out. That’s why it always ended with you ditching Taehyung. 
“Really? I’ll take that bet. $20?” Yoongi stuck out his hand.
“Bet,” you said, shaking his hand. “He has to imitate the conversation and it can’t be small talk.”
Yoongi nodded in agreement picking up a tray and putting it in the oven,“Can’t wait to make $20 tonight.”
“In your dreams.” you said as you helped him put another tray in the oven.
The cake you ordered got delivered and Jin placed the large strawberry chocolate cake in the fridge. 
Since everything was ready, you and Jimin were about to head out from Jin's apartment. 
Hobi called from the kitchen in a stern voice, “You both have to be here by 7:30 otherwise I will make you run laps.” 
You and Jimin laughed and said goodbye to Hobi.
By the time you got to your dorm, you were kinda exhausted but Hana wouldn't hear it.
“Get up!” She said tugging your arm as you laid on your bed. You reluctantly got up and got ready with Hana. Hana had to force you to actually buy a nice outfit for Taehyung's birthday because you had left most of your nice clothing at home. You helped lace up the back of Hana’s dress and looked at her in admiration. She was wearing a satin navy blue dress that coordinated perfectly with Jungkook's navy suit. 
You opted for a floor length skirt that was black with dark pink and white flowers and simple black top. 
Once you and Hana were finally ready your phone read 7:15. Hana and you raced out the door after putting on your shoes and found Jungkook leaning against his car outside. 
He walked up to Hana and placed a kiss on her cheek and smiled, “Wow, love, you look...so beautiful. I mean you always do but wow.”
Hana gave a shy laugh ,“You have such a way with words. You look handsome too, I guess. C'mon we have to go! Hobi is going to kill us.”
Jungkook opened the door for Hana and looked at you and smirked, “Wow ________ not wearing jeans. It’s a fucking miracle. But I guess she’ll do anything for Tae. Am I right?” 
He opened the door for you and you narrowed your eyes at him, “I suggest you watch it Jeon Jungkook if you still want me to proofread your next essay.” 
He smirked at you as he hopped into the driver's seat and drove to Jin's apartment. 
You hadn’t realized how many people Jimin invited until you went up into Jin's apartment. Jimin had invited, of course, Jennie and the cheerleading squad, some guys from some other frats like EXO and ATEEZ and sororities like TWICE and LOONA. It honestly felt like way too many people but Taehyung was a social butterfly.
By 8:00 Namjoon arrived at Jin's apartment with Taehyung in tow. The surprise went well but you couldn’t really see much as you lingered in the back of the crowd with Yoongi. 
“You know you can’t actively hide from Taehyung. That’s not a part of the bet,” Yoongi said as he shoved his hands in his dress pants pockets. 
“I’m not actively hiding. I just don’t like crowds,” You said shrugging your shoulders. 
Yoongi nodded, understanding the feeling. You got a glimpse of Taehyung and he looked like he just got off of a photo shoot for GQ with his black curly hair and silver earrings. He was wearing a fitting black suit with white shirt and black Tie. Instead of a handkerchief, he had a dark pink carnation pinned to his suit jacket. He was saying hello to everyone, greeting all of his guests in a friendly manner and genuinely chatting with them. You really liked that about Taehyung. He obviously had his people he didn’t like but he was always kind to everyone. He was heading in your direction but Taehyung got pulled aside by Jennie. She pulled him to the couch and practically sat on top of him. Jennie looked really pretty wearing a short satin dark green dress. You sighed, once again feeling those familiar feelings of insecurity. You knew once Jennie got to Taehyung, he would be completely distracted by her. Well at least I’ll get $20 out of it. You sat down on the opposite side of the couch and looked around.
Hana was dancing with Jungkook. Hobi and Jin were trying to get more people up and having fun. Namjoon was with his girlfriend, talking with Yoongi and a couple other guys. 
You were wondering where Jimin went but then you felt someone sit next to you on the couch and heard his voice, “Hey _________ why aren’t you dancing?”
You turned to Jimin and saw his beautiful smile flashing at you, “Not really one for dancing I guess. Hana’s the one who dances.”
“Bullshit. Everyone dances. You just gotta be comfortable and have fun.”
“I guess.” You shrugged “There’s just a lot of people here.”
He smiled sheepishly, “Yea I guess I went overboard with the invites.”
“Well I mean as long as Taehyung is enjoying himself,” you said trailing off and glancing in the direction of him. Jennie was still on him, with her hands traveling on his jacket and his tie. You felt a bit nauseous at the sight. 
“I think Taehyung is having a good time,” Jimin said laughing at him and Jennie.
You felt that Jimin might have sensed a bit of sadness from you at the fact that you had worked hard on this party for Taehyung and he wasn’t even talking to you as Jimin spent the next hour or so sitting and talking with you. 
You could totally understand how Jimin got so many girls with his enchanting smile and charming personality. Your conversation about the stupidity of learning about the cow digestive system in biology was interrupted by Hobi calling everyone over to cut the cake.
Jin placed the cake you had specially ordered for Taehyung in front of him. Taehyung glanced at you for a second because who else would get him a cake covered in your shared favorite fruit. Jennie clung to his arm and squealed, “Okay let’s sing!” 
After singing happy birthday, Jin sliced the cake while you and Yoongi took out the food. 
“Seems like you’ll be giving me $20 tonight,” you said softly to Yoongi. 
“Hmm, I'm still pretty confident. A little hindered for sure, but I do think you’ll be the one losing twenty bucks,” he said smoothly, uncovering the foil from the trays.
You shook your head and resumed sitting on the couch while everyone got food and cake.
You were scrolling through Instagram and suddenly felt your arm being pulled.
By the time you fully registered what was going on, you realized you were being dragged to the guest bedroom in Jin's apartment. 
“Ow what the fuck!” You exclaimed, yanking your arm from the person's grip. You looked up and you saw Kim Taehyung.
He closed the door of the bedroom and walked right up to you. You had to almost crane your neck to look up at him. He looked pissed off. It was kinda hard to tell because his curls covered his eyes slightly but you could tell by his silence he was mad. But you were annoyed at his behavior: him ignoring you all night, Jennie being all over him, and him physically dragging you from the party.
You crossed your arms, “What’s your problem Taehyung? Why did you do that?”
Probably not the best way to start off a conversation with the birthday boy but you didn’t really care.
“Excuse me? You’re asking me what my problem is?” Had his voice always been this deep or is it because he’s angry?
“That’s what I fucking said, right?” You said back aggressively. 
Then he growled. You had never been particularly intimidated by Taehyung but right now, you were questioning all of that. 
“How about the fact that you didn’t talk to me all night? It’s my party for me and you spent the entire night eye fucking Park Jimin. You were talking to him all night and didn’t say a word to me!” He leaned his face closely to yours. His eyes were a fierce obsidian. You could smell his cologne, your knees went weak.
Why the fuck was he acting like this? Was he being jealous or was he actually just mad his friend didn’t say hi? Probably the second one.
You put crossed your arms defensively and stabbed your index finger into his chest, refusing to back down, “Okay Taehyung, chill the fuck out. I was just talking to Jimin because he sat next to me and actually talked to me. You literally went and said hi to everyone but me so it seems like you were ignoring me. Also, how could I come and talk to you when Jennie was sitting on your dick the entire party?”
He scoffed at you, “She wasn’t sitting on my dick. You could have walked over and just said hi. I don’t get why you’re hanging out so much. You’re mine.”
You widened your eyes at his words but before you could say anything He cleared his throat, “I mean you’re my friend.”
You were getting fed up with Taehyung's childish behavior, “Okay first of all, we are just friends. And I’m allowed to have other friends that aren’t you. And you don’t get to say anything about me talking to Jimin because that’s more than you did. Sometimes, I don’t understand you, Taehyung. I never say anything about the way you live your life so why are you saying shit about mine. But I guess if it isn’t clear enough, Jimin and I are friends and if your whiny male ego can’t handle that, then maybe we shouldn’t be friends.” You narrowed your eyes at him and then left the room.  
You were furious. How dare he say anything about you when all you do is try to be a good friend? This just reaffirmed your feelings about Taehyung: you didn’t like him. He was completely reckless. He was being so weirdly possessive and jealous even though you two were not dating and didn’t have feelings for each other. 
You put your face in your hands and sighed deeply. You felt completely drained and just wanted to go back to your bed to curl up and watch a documentary. These past couple weeks had been so busy that you barely stress baked other than the cookies you made on Monday.
You felt someone sit besides you on the couch and you peeked out of your hands. It was Taehyung. His head hung low with his curls completely covering his eyes.
He whispered in a hoarse voice, “I’m sorry. I'm a dick. And inconsiderate. And a jerk. And I shouldn’t have said those things. I don’t know why I did but I did. And I’m sorry.”
He looked at you and you saw his puppy dog eyes and melted immediately. How the fuck does he have so much control over you?
“It’s okay,” you said quietly
“No it’s not. You didn’t deserve that. You literally planned this party for me. You’re such a caring friend and I’m an asshat.”
You laughed softly, “I mean that’s true but it’s okay cause I know you're sorry.”
“Do you wanna get out of here?”
“What? Like leave?”
“Yea. I like this party and all but it's getting a little hard to breathe in here,” He said tugging on his shirt collar.
You laughed, “I’m always down to ditch a party.”
He pulled you up by the hand and led you through the crowd. He grabbed something from one of the coats hanging by the door and walked out of Jin's apartment with you in tow. You honestly had no idea where you were going but Taehyung kept a firm grip on your hand as he pressed the G button on the elevator. 
“Taehyung where are we going?” You said insistently. 
“Just relax. Don’t worry. I’ll bring you back to his apartment in one piece,” He said with that iconic mischievous glint in his eye. He led you to Jimin's black audi and opened the door for you. You got in and then he got into the driver's seat.
“Does Jimin know you took his car?” you said pointedly. 
“Jimins has been pissing me off and it’s my birthday so he’ll be fine,” Taehyung said as he put his hand behind your chair looking to the rear view window to back up.
You kinda forgot about the destination part of the journey as Taehyung drove. You got lost in the moment of chatting with him about his friends while The Weeknd played in the background. You snapped back to reality when Taehyung put the car in park and you looked around. He had parked in a vacant parking lot overlooking the sea. You stepped out of the car and heard the soft crashing of waves. The scent of salt water immediately relaxed you.
“Nice right?” Taehyung said, making his way to the hood of the car. 
You nodded, taking in the beauty and calming scenery, “How did you find this place?”
“I came out to take photos this morning and I drove around the area and stumbled on this place. I knew you would love it.” He sat on the hood of the car and patted the space next to him. You hopped onto the hood of the car and stared at Taehyung. You were always aware that Taehyung was insanely good looking but moments like this where you two were alone and you could clearly see him made you really appreciate everything about him. His boyish innocence, his kind nature, his ability to actually apologize for his actions. It only took the words ‘I’m sorry’ from Taehyung to make you forgive him. 
Your eyes drifted to shine that caught your eyes. It came from the rings on his hands. His fucking hands. How the fuck did Taehyung make hands look attractive? You loved the way he wore simple silver rings on his long fingers, the way he always wore the same three bracelets on his wrists, and his vintage Cartier watch on his right hand he received from his parents. You realized you had been staring at his hands for quite some time because he waved his hand in front of your face and said, “Hello? Earth to _______? Why are you staring at my hands?”
You felt a blush creep over your face.“Oh sorry. I just was looking at your rings. It’s cool,” You tried to say as nonchalantly as possible. 
“Thanks. I saw Jimin wearing rings the other day and it looked really good so I decided to incorporate it into my style.“
You cleared your throat, trying to change the subject, “So are you and Jennie like together or?”
He chuckled nervously and started to mess with hair like he usually did when he was getting nervous, “No. I mean like we fuck occasionally but like we aren’t an official couple.”
“Oh. That makes sense. I just wasn’t sure with the way she was acting today. It seemed like you guys were a couple. Other than the fact you weren’t matching.” You said with a small laugh.
“Yea. I’m honestly not sure why she’s like that. Whenever she sees me when there are other people around, she gets so clingy. And I don’t really know what to say to her because I’ve made it clear that it’s just sex,” he said, adjusting his watch on his hand. Then he looked at you, “Why do you ask?”
“Oh no reason. Just wanted to make sure.”
“Why? If I said we were together, would you ditch me again?” Taehyung said in a serious tone. 
You realized he was referencing how you two became distant once he started dating Yejin. 
“Taehyung, it’s more complicated than that.”
“Why is it complicated? You gave me a completely bullshit answer when I asked you.”
You sighed and turned your gaze away from him to the blue sea in front of you, “Because Tae, you can’t have a girlfriend and a girl best friend. Your girlfriend should be your girl best friend. Having both makes things complicated and I didn’t want to fuck anything up between you and Yejin. It was just easier to become distant from you.” That was partly the truth. You didn’t want to be that girl in the relationship and you truly felt that Yejin and Taehyung's relationship deserved to grow without any obstacles. Because that’s what you were: an obstacle in their love. 
Taehyung gently placed his hand over yours, “I wish you told me that. I thought you hated me or something.”
You tore your gaze from the crashing waves and looked into Taehyung's dark eyes “I could never hate you.”
He smiled  and winked, “Don’t worry. I know that strawberry girl. It’s comforting to know you’re just as whipped for me as I am for you.” 
You pushed his shoulder, “Shut up. I’m not fucking whipped for your dumbass.”
He went quiet for a moment and looked deep into your eyes, “I think it’s really sweet you're waiting for love. That you want to experience your firsts with someone you love.”
“You don’t have to say that. It’s really fucking lame.” you said, playing with the ends of your hair, twisting the strands around your fingers. 
“I don't think so. It actually makes perfect sense for you.”
“What do you mean?” you said confused, not understanding what he was saying.
“I mean there's a lot of different types of girls. Some like to fuck different people and some would rather not. And that's all fine because everyone has their preferences and a right to live their life the way they want to. I think girls like you are meant for something lasting, girls like you are meant for love.” 
You wish you could tell him all of your insecurities about love and romance; that you couldn't possibly fathom someone liking you back but of course, you had insecurities about talking about your insecurities. 
All you said was, “One day.”
“I think you’ll find the love of your life soon. You better introduce me to him right away.” He said chuckling, bumping his shoulder against yours.
It was getting really dark but you and Taehyung kept talking as if you had all the time in the world. 
“Okay, what’s your favorite quote?” Taehyung excitedly asked. He always came up with the most random but interesting questions to ask you. 
“Like from a movie or book or show or poetry?”
“Anything. I know you watch and read a lot of stuff so you must have some lines that have stuck with you.” 
“Um. Lemme think. You have to do yours too.”
“Okay bet. Well mine is ‘I wish they would only take me as I am’. Van Gogh said it,” he said in a soft tone. 
“Why do you like it?” 
“I just...feel like everyone has this perception of me you know? And I have to live up to it.”
“What perception do you think people have of you?”
“I guess the perception that I’m some stupid frat boy who only cares about soccer. I can’t have things I care about like photography or school. I constantly have to be this upbeat happy guy. I can’t have other feelings than that. I can’t have people I care about like my hyungs or you. And I’m automatically a douche for sleeping around. I mean I just wish people understood that I never try to fuck with feelings and I’m always upfront about everything. And no one ever wants to talk to me and get to know who I am. It feels like everyone wants something from me. I just wish” he exhaled deeply, like all of his anxieties were coming out of him, “that people took me as I am.”
You were quiet for a moment. Taehyung had a lot of expectations weighing on him and you had never really considered this internal conflict he was having. You said sincerely, “I hope you get to a point in your life where you don’t have to pretend for other people.”
“I don’t have to pretend when I’m with you.”
You smiled at him “I like the real Taehyung. The one who likes sitting by the ocean and taking pictures of his friends.”
He leaned back on his arms “I’m hoping other people will too. Okay, your turn.”
“Um okay, so mine is from a book. ‘Each of us is more than the worst thing we’ve ever done’. It’s from the book Just Mercy by Bryan Stevenson.”
“Why do you like that quote?” 
You thought for a moment carefully choosing your words, “Because so many people are hard on themselves. Myself included. And we like to beat ourselves up for the mistakes we made. Just dwell on it and let these mistakes define us. It’s hard to pick yourself back up and move forward. But I guess that quote gives me hope. For myself, for humanity.”
Taehyung nodded “I agree. It’s beautiful. I think, humans as a whole, we just are wired to constantly critique ourselves.”
You added, “And also, as a society, we tend to dehumanize anyone who does make a mistake. Like with our system of law and order. Our entire justice system is fucked and is a form of systemic racism that cultivates a binary understanding of morality. It punishes individuals who make mistakes rather than working on reform. It’s just-” you realized you had been talking for a while and turned red, “Sorry I kinda just went off there”
Taehyung just stared at you with awe, “No I like hearing you talk. You’re so fucking smart. Keep going, I wanna hear more about how our justice system is fucked.”
You felt your heart flutter at his words. You continued to explain to Taehyung about the internalized racism in the American justice system and the contemporary issues that are rooted in the systemic oppression of people of color as he listened intently. 
After talking for a little while longer, Taehyung glanced at his watch. “It’s almost midnight. We should probably head back.” 
You agreed and went to the car. The drive back was peaceful, with you two just enjoying each other’s company. Taehyung parked Jimin's car and you guys headed up to Jin’s apartment.
Before you knocked on Jin's apartment door, Taehyung pulled you to the side. He was holding your hand gently, “Hey. I’m really sorry for how I acted today. It was really bad and you had every right to be mad at me.”
“Tae I told you. It’s okay I’m over it.”
“I know. Thanks for making this night fun.” Then he leaned and planted a kiss on your forehead. You felt his warmth envelop you. Your cheeks turned red immediately and you felt your heart pounding. It felt like time had slowed down as his eyes completely entranced yours. Completely mesmerized, you thought, All I really want to know is what’s running through your mind when you look at me.
You tried to ignore the feeling of your heart melting so you crossed your arms defensively and retorted, “Even though you ditched the fucking party I planned.”
He smirked and knocked on Jin's door, “We both know you wanted to leave.”
Yoongi opened the door and when he saw the two of you standing at the door, a huge smile spread on his face,  “Well. Look who it is. I guess the lovely matching couple finally decided to join the party.”
You and Taehyung looked at each other. Fuck. It does look like you’re matching. Taehyung's dark pink carnation pinned to his black and white suit coordinated perfectly with your pink and white flowered black skirt. 
“Fuck off,” you glared at Yoongi.
Taehyung just laughed and entered the apartment. As you brushed past Yoongi, he snarked “So where’s my $20?” 
You flipped him off, “You’ll get it later.”
You saw that most people were gone which was a bit strange but it made clean up easier. It was just the BTS guys, Hana and you at Jin's apartment from what you could tell. You got to helping Hana clean up all the trash lying around. You were pretty absorbed in cleaning up and didn’t notice all the snickering coming from the direction of the BTS guys.
You looked at Hana in confusion and she shrugged her shoulders, also confused what they were talking about.
You heard Jimin and Hobi laughing really hard and looked over. You saw them doubled over in laughter and a very angry Jin. 
“Why the fuck is this happening to me?” He grumbled. 
Jungkook patted his shoulders, “Hey hyung. You just gotta let it go. It’s his birthday.”
Then it clicked to you that you hadn’t seen Taehyung since you guys entered the apartment. Hana and you walked over to the kitchen where they all were standing. 
Hana, with her hands on her hips, stated, “What in the world is going on? Why are you guys laughing and why is Jin mad?”
They all go silent and look at you. 
You furrow your eyebrows, “What? Why are you all looking at me?”
Then you hear it. A very loud and clear moan of Taehyung's name by none other than Jennie. Somehow you manage to remain emotionless and maintain a stone cold face but internally you felt your heart sink to the ground. 
“So you guys were laughing over the fact that Taehyung is fucking Jennie in Jin’s guestroom?” You scoffed, “How old are you guys? Five? I’m trying to go home as soon as possible so if we could all hurry this all up, it would make my life infinitely easier.”
You turned your back to the group and hope they bought your indifferent reaction. You continued to clean the apartment and tried to breathe shallow breaths. You tried to ignore the sounds coming from the room as much as you could but Jennie and Taehyung were being very vocal. You felt sick, with waves of nausea hitting you. After 20 minutes, you felt like your head and heart were going to explode. 
“Hey Hana. I’m really tired so I’m going to head back.”
She had a concerned look on her face, “Do you want me to come with you?”
“No, no I’m fine. I’m going to crash as soon as I get back.”
She nodded, “Okay text me when you reach.”
You gave her a hug and waved bye to the guys. You somehow were able to find the strength to make it back to your dorm.
The second you closed the door to your dorm, you sunk to the ground and the tears you had kept in came pouring out.
It hurt.
Fuck it hurt. 
author’s note: thanks for reading! lmk if ur enjoying the fic so far and if u would like to be tagged. pt 3 will be up soon!
tags: @fleurmoon @tangledsparkles @chocolatebelievercrusade @brokenobserver @ncitydreamies @soulstaes @bonnyskies @thelilbutifulthings @busansgloss @imluckybitches @xlectrahearts
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