#like.. being depressed about my future bc i can have the rug pulled out frm under me at any time and if my fate is left to the whims of

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I think it's at least pretty safe to say that my mental health issues are umm... "treatment-refractory" (known as won't go tf away) and yea.h.. yeah.. idk how to talk/think abt that,

#i tried reading a little abt depression in autistic ppl but uhhhh its so hard to read about kinda. #bc its like.. nobody knows why so many autistics are depressed why treatment has such mixed results.. Nobody Knows Huh.. #what about like... the material conditions and cuts to government programs providing vital support for the poor and disabled? #like.. being depressed about my future bc i can have the rug pulled out frm under me at any time and if my fate is left to the whims of #capitalism then i wont stand a chance bc my existance is not profitable bc i cant work? #and like. yeah. thatd make u pretty bummed out maybe? #anyway s my end goal ideal society is not social democratic programs wherein i get a pretend job and the government gives me money to barely #get by my vision and what i think would work far better is a society wherein Work is essentially abolished or looks so different from today #that its essentially unrecognisable and the property ownership is abolished and from each according to their ability to each according to #their need??? when ppl say stuff thats good for autistic ppl is good for ppl as a whole they dont know just how right that is and #they also dont know that im using that idea to explain why Communism Good? #poo poo pee pee my brain is empty now 🙂 i feel like i did not get what i meant across yet i used that many words... communication is a #vile beast and i am locked in a life or death battle with it. jk maybe but it feels like it lol