Why this episode of the owl house made me cry like a little bitch.
A photo presentation.
LILITH JUST WANTED LOVE. When Gwendolyn says that she never gave Lilith the love and attention she deserved, and Lilith just starts crying in her demon phase…. no, no by now I’m already bawl.
Lilith in demon form, still crying; and just leaning in to her mommy’s lap for comfort and love that she was deprived of…. Still bawling here
When Edas ok but Lilith is just so overwhelmed and sad she starts sobbing. I’m so done
She Doesn’t even comment on the sad thing, let Me remind you this was her first time as the owl beast and it’s emotionally traumatizing. So for her to cry about wanting to stop and not wanting to hurt them and wanting to do something cayse her mom was right their, and she couldn’t? Yeah that’s valid.
The way she’s still crying and Eda and Gwen are just looking at her with pure love and acceptance, no no please stop I can’t take much more. This is reminding me too much of my own life
IM SO DONE I WANT MY OVERBEARING AND HORRIBLE MOM TO JUST LOVE ME AND GIVE ME A HUG AND TELL ME ITS ALL OK JUST LIKE GWEN DID OH FUCK IM DONE FOR
Side note, this didn’t make me cry as much, but I love how their holding hands. and Gwen is just waiting for them with open arms LITERALLY. Like she just wants to wrap them up tight and never let go and protect them from the scary world…:nope scratch that this made me cry too
And here…. Here is the holy grail. the first moment I actually felt my heart break and tears first started rolling.
the way Gwen says sweet Flea.… it was just so much like my mom calling me her own affectionate nicknames and that’s what I geuss has the most emotional connection and importance to me cause I just started bawling hysterically Like how sad and confused Gwen says it. her little angel was hurt and it hurts her and oh god FUCK THIS FOR MAKING ME CRY IM SO HEARTBROKEN.
OH YEAH AHD WHOS IDIOTIC IDEA WAS IT TO HAVE LILITH LEAVE???? IM SO FUCKING UPSET WITH THAT . SO DONE.
LIKE LILITH WAS THE BEST PART AND SHES GONE NOW AND NOW WHAT AM I SUPOSED TO WATCH FOR???
ok yeah I’ll watch for Lumity. But like. The Lilith Stans are hurting. I’m hurting. we’re all hurting after this episode.
I guess my rant is over.
my face is covered in tears and I haven’t cried in so long abd I hate it.
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