#lin- manuel miranda you fucking genius

[felizusnavidad]

HAMILTON IS SO FUCKING GOOD

#i dont even know what to say #i really dont #i just finished it and im crying like a fucking baby rn #lin manuel miranda you are a fucking genius i love you #give this man every award he deserves it #hamilton #but sincerely can you hear me?*

[pianostarinwonderland]

Hot take of the day: Coral Sea event except TWST introduces a new character in the event and it’s not Azul’s parents or the Leech twins’ sketchy family or even Prince Rielle, but TWST Lin Manuel Miranda and he’s just lamenting over the fact that people wouldn’t listen to his music.

#twisted wonderland #twst #LISTEN LET ME BE A SOGGY KEYBOARD FOR LIN MANUEL FOR A MINUTE #him: breathes me: oooooo you’re so sexy for making the sexiest pieces of music ever #the amount of time I spent analyzing his fucking songs in Encanto and Hamilton the absolute GRIP this man has me on #AND LISTEN TWST LIN MANUEL IN CORAL SEA EVENT WOULD BE ABSOLUTELY PERFECT #HE LOVES LITTLE MERMAID AND HE EVEN SAID HIS FAVORITE SONG IS UNDER THE SEA #HE LOVES SEBASTIAN BECAUSE HE FEELS LIKE HE’S A MOOD #BOTH OF THEM JUST WANT PEOPLE TO LISTEN TO THEIR MUSIC AND LIKE RHRHRHRBRBTJT #it’s ok Mr Miranda I’m here to listen to your music 🥰🥰🥰🥰 #if Lin Manuel has 10000 fans I am one of them. if Lin Manuel has 100 fans I am one of them. if Lin Manuel has 10 fans I am one of them. #if Lin Manuel has 1 fan that fan is me. if everyone is against Lin Manuel then I am against the world. #anyway I think I’m a genius @ Yana you want to make TWST Lin Manuel so baaaaaaaaad

[eastgaysian]

you know kendall probably tried to get lin-manuel miranda to ghostwrite his 40th birthday rap before pivoting to the ‘honesty’ cover

hey, jess? uh, have you heard back from lin yet? (lin manuel miranda?) yeah, who else would i be talking about? (um, well, i managed to get in touch with his assistant, but it seems - i was told that he's, busy?) busy? too busy to bust out a little tribute to the new face of progressivism? he's a fucking genius, it would take him fuckin, an hour max. did - did you tell her he knows me? (i mentioned, i don't think he - i think he's working on a movie right now, it's a pretty tight schedule. i can call again if you - ) no, it's. nah. don't bother him. 🧍‍♂️🕯️ . it's okay.

#mingbox

[rinadragomir]

"Lin-Manuel Miranda is Hermes?... Ugh okay I guess🙄" maybe god will forgive you, but not me. You should literally cry on your knees and make 42355 posts saying how grateful you are to have him in this cast. Maybe you don't understand sth, I'll repeat

LIN LITERAL GOD MANUEL MIRANDA IS IN PERCY JACKSON SHOW

This man is so fucking talented, he was the only reason I cried while watching His Dark Materials(I never cry). He's a literal genius when it comes to acting AND filmmaking. Y'all just don't deserve him, shame on you.

#lin manuel miranda #pjo #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #hermes #rick riordan

[kittykyryi]

percy jackson episode 3 thoughts:

-you don't understand i am obsessed with medusa. OBSESSED.

-the way percy blurts out 'annabeth!' before chiron was even done talking? my hEART

-watching the three literaly CHILDREN cross the border really was what clicked for me that these are literal 12 year olds and they're gonna fight monsters and who let them?? they should be safe and happy?? they are literal babies??

-the way grover flaps off and annabeth and percy just look at each other like 'yup time for plan b' had me absolutely dying

-'we are not our parents. until we choose to be.' excuse me gonna go tattoo that on my soul

-the parallel of annabeth being offered the deal to trade percy for a fury-free quest and percy being offered the deal to trade annabeth and grover for his mom and both of them immediately turning it down has me in shambles

-THE INVISIBILITY HAT ON MEDUSA WAS FUCKING BRILLIANT OH MY GODS ANNABETH IS A GENIUS

-'the gods will see it as impertinent!' 'i am impertinent!' 'we're not!' LMAO

-i knew we'd see lin manuel miranda in here eventually but i was not expecting to see him THAT soon lol

#percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #all in all 10/10 episode #can't wait for next tuesday #now to peruse the percy jackson tag on tumblr and see what everyone else has to say

[navarice]

PJO Episode 6 Thoughts

Kronos is a GILF I fear

And I said “Clarisse stole the lightning bolt”, like you know, a liar.

“Oh…them 😟”

NOT LADY GAGA BUT THEY GOT DUA LIPA BABY

Grover baby the emotional labor is insane. Not to mention how the lotus flowers make you see what you want the most and that’s what trapped Grover: family and loyalties

Alexa play the Hero’s Journey

IS THAT LIN MANUEL MIRANDA???

Hermes drinking whiskey on a tumblr glass while Annabeth airs out his dirty laundry hiissss

He did eat this role a bit I fear. Avoidance tactics and guilt tripping to slow down their quest but Annabeth coming THRU BUT THEN let’s them steal his keys???

PUMPING LOTUS SEEDS INTO THE AIR THAT’S SO SCARYY

Annabeth is indeed a multitalented queen

The yellow cab was a genius move

Alexa play ocean and rain asmr

POSIDEON GOD OF THE SEAS, FATHER OF HORSES, HARBINGER OF STORMS AND EARTHQUAKES, BABY DADDY OF SALLY JACKSON, DEADBEAT DAD OF PERCY JACKSON BUT SOMEHOW IS REDEEMING HIMSELF TO GET FATHER OF THE YEAR AWARD

THE DEADLINE PASSED???? WTF

Percy sounds just like a hero he truly knows what to say. FOUR PEARLS??? ONE MORE FOR HIS MOM!!!!!

I’m so fucking sick of these half an hour episodes

#percy jackson #pjo #percy jackon and the olympians #had high expectations to see Nico who #is not even casted #omg they’re going to hell… #is Annabeth hanging over Tartarus??? #are the writers trying to take out my soul???

[popcultureconfessions]

2016-2018: OMG I LOVE LIN-MANUEL MIRANDA!!!!!! #YAYHAMLET⭐ CINNAMON ROLL???? MORE LIKE LINAMMON ROLL TOO GOOD FOR THIS WORLD. "MY SON, LOOK AT MY SON. PRIDE IS NOT THE WORD I'M LOOKING FOR!" HE'S AN ADORABLE INNOCENT PUPPY WHO MUST BE PROTECTED AT ALL COSTS 🥺😍❤️ SO TALENTED AND A FREAKING GENIUS!!!!

2023: [sees Lin-Manuel Miranda is involved in a film whether it's acting or writing a song/songs (or both)] Ugh, my God. He's everywhere! 🙄 He doesn't need to involve himself in every single project he writes music for! Lin needs to stop writing music for a little bit and stop working for Hollywood all together. #antilinmanuelmiranda #antilmm

Me: 🤨 So do we like/love Lin-Manuel Miranda or not? Pick a lane and make up your damn mind, people.

FUCKING FACTS.

• • • On a realistic note, though, he has to make money somehow. However, oddly enough, I can see where the haters (former fans or not) are coming from. I admire him and am a fan myself, but even I will admit that his consistent affiliation with Disney is overkill. I know Disney wasn't brought up, but I said that because any film produced by that company is where we see his name the most if you really think about it. Now, I don't mind him writing music for Broadway musicals and original musical films, because that is a God-given niche he possesses a natural-born talent for, and I want him to do that the rest of his life, but my man needs to unaffiliate himself with Disney and focus on auditioning for serious films. Alongside continue writing music for Broadway and original musical films. Like I said a while back, I want to see Lin-Manuel Miranda portray a cold-blooded psychopath in a psychological thriller, bulk up to portray a soldier in a fictional war film, or even star in an action movie that is 1988's Die Hard-level great. Oooh... a doctor!

I'm not picky. 🙂

(I totally went a little off-topic, I'm sorry.)

#ask #answered #2023 #pop culture #lin-manuel miranda #lin manuel miranda #celebrity

[whispsofwind]

After rebloggling countless gifs I am basically almost done with His Dark Materials s1, and I wanted to write down some quick thoughts (years late I know I know)

Under the readmore in case someone still hasn't seen it

It's overall a really well crafted series: it keeps the pace well, the characters are endearing, the writing is solid, and dear Lord the scene when they try to put Lyra into the machine gave me shivers.

I am also really interested in what they are doing with Marisa, with all this hidden ferocity and self hate and almost monkey like mannerisms, which are not a T to the book but work really well imo. And Lin Manuel Miranda is surprisingly not too distracting (usually. Oh Lee my darling).

Already including Will in S1 was a genius stroke of the adaptation process. While it does diminish a little the moment of "oh fuck there are other worlds" in the book, I feel like it's much better in terms of pacing to introduce him in s1, so that the TV only audiences won't be immediately turned off by a sudden setting change in s2. Also Will is. So. Good so far! Loves his mum and is angry and he's patient and gosh, this kid.

CGI is also usually very good, but here I begin with the nitpicking: really not enough attention is devoted to the daemons, so you really don't get how essential they are to the concept of personhood and how unsettling it is to see someone without them (that said that scene with the caged daemon repeatedly hitting their head against the cage was so heartbreaking). Also not enough attention is given to the taboo, like, that doctor sexually assaulted Lyra and Pan, but you wouldn't get it without knowing the books (and in fact I had to explain it to my boyfriend who hasn't read the books and was confused on why Pan clearly wasn't expecting to be grabbed).

My second problem with the series so far is Lyra herself - the actress is magnificent, don't get me wrong, she does amazing with what she has, but I feel like the show is really trying to make her as likeable as possible, and in particular tones down the lying quite a lot. Which, I feel like such a big part of Lyra's character is that she is this wild, selfish, lying little girl, that she is brave and impulsive and courageous and mischievous and well - everything really. The show really gets her positive sides to shine, but not the negative sides so much, and I feel like this diminishes her.

So far I am overall satisfied with it as an adaptation and loving it as a show.

Next episode is the Lyra - Iofur showdown and I can't wait to have time to watch it.

These books were so important to me as a teen, it's such a joyous experience to relive them like this <3

#hdm hbo #his dark materials

[ihilani]

Theatre artist not-so-secret-musical-theatre-hater surprisingly unsurprisingly loves Hamilton

Fucking brilliant goddamn

#hamilton #lin manuel miranda you fucking genius

[written-beyond-the-grave]

The Ratussy

My oh my, I must say Lin-Manuel Miranda definitely put his badussy into Encanto because the music, the lyrical genius, the plot, the storytelling, intergenerational trauma, the way you could see the arm hairs of the characters when the light HIT, how cute antonie was, and the fact they finally talked about Bruno…..

Y’all can guess where this about to go. Back at it again, but this time in another country we have the man who took our hearts: A dusty 50 year old rat man with crippling anxiety, probably bad postuer, a 5’5” stature AT LEAST, looks like he hasn’t slept in years, and is superstitious as fuck…. Bruno Madrigal

I already feel like I’m about to violate some of y’all fantasies bc…. YALL ARE GOING WAY TOO EASY ON A MAN THAT LEFT FOR 10 YEARS WTF. Like, I seen the scenarios where him and his s/o were married and he just dipped…. No word… then he pops back up and then all is forgiven with a simple hi? Like only two good ones I seen was headcanons where he came but but had to prove it and work for it that he was serious and was sorry, then another story where the reader goes on about how he just left and didn’t say shit. They gave it to him, left no crumbs (if you’re the creator reading this, please make a part 2… but I’m not one to be saying shit since I never have part 2’s so….. yikes)

Like before I even think about giving y’all the goods, Imma need some Bruno angst/comfort of accountability if y’all going that route. A tale of a slow rekindle if you will, because I’ll be damned if my s/o pulled the same shit (I understand with the bad luck and all, but he was ina town of dumbass that thought he was making shit happen. My mans predicts shit, if anything y’all already knew ya pops was finna kick it and wanted to hear something different then got mad when it wasn’t. Play with ya mama and not Bruno then, damn.)

Starting off, I think that Bruno is indeed a sweet baby who is somewhat startled easily especially by peoples kindness bc mans was in a wall without seeing people after being doxxed but the whole town. But hear me out… I feel like he’s a sarcastic shit when he’s comfortable. Yes he is playful, weet, considerate, nice, goofy, and socially awkward, but I can see the sarcasm. Give it time, and it’ll show for sure like he has comebacks and will roast you

On top of that I feel like he has multiple characters besides hernando and Jorge that help him with his high strung emotions. One for his anxiety, kind of like delegating what persona he needs for what event/circumstance. He’s a good actor so I wouldn’t be surprised if he has some up his sleeve. Maybe someone for cooking, one for being sneaky af and doing that parkour shit we all saw him do

That being said, I feel like he’s fit but on the skinny side with a gut. And somewhat harry. However, mans does have 50 horsepower behind those legs, good god. If anything on him were to be solid it would be his legs and maybe his quick thinking to maneuver a room and get to the other side. He would never lose a game of “the floor is lava”

Also I feel like Bruno, while soft, is also a firm guy. Like, he’s not too much of a pushover depending on the circumstances. He can probably take people yelling at him with no emotion on his face besides melancholy, but come for his rats…. Nah. It’s over. Even worse if you did come for his s/o, he may not be confrontational, but he will send his rats or I feel him and Camillo might just tag team and have Antonio in the back with his tiger

Honorable mention, Antonio was such a cutie OMG

But Bruno coming back to his s/o 10 years later is a fucking mess and there are a few ways things can go, but they are pretty similar.

He comes back and after the family reunion he comes to find you and tries to stay he’s sorry with a hopeful gleam that you haven’t moved on (and for the sake of this lets say you’ve kept him in the back of you mind and continues to live, but never got remarried or anything). And before he can even tell you the whole story you slam the door in his face, but then open it back up for s split second as he’s in a daze and give him the business.

“Sorry? SORRY?!? YOU WERE GONE FOR 10 YEARS AND DIDN’T EVEN SAY A WORD, BUT YOU WERE HERE THE WHOLE TIME??? YOU JUST FUCKING LEFT ME, AND DECIDED TO COME BACK AND DO WHAT?”

Like he’s just quiet as hell and gets smaller and smaller the more you call him out on his name (rightfully so). He knows what he did wasn’t right, but he did it to stop all the bad rep his family would’ve gotten and to stop people from blaming him. He’s a grown man and everything, but damn

And on top of that we both know that he’d try until the ends of the earth probably to get some form of forgiveness, or maybe even the s/o back. He feels downright awful, but he wants to try to make it up to you. But he also knows that you need your space to think and reel in that he is finally back (never left) and 10 years went by when y’all could’ve been together but nah. He probably heads back to casita and ponders and digs himself into a mental hole that he isn’t shit and doesn’t deserve you. And it sucks because he missed you like hell down in the walls. He told his rats about you and even kept a photo of you two right next to his favorite chair. He even regular keeps up with a novella that he made based off of the life he always wanted to live with you to pass the time, but it was never as good as what it really could’ve been

When he gets home everyone can already tell what happened (Dolores gave them the play by play, and honestly no one was surprised. Alma probably didn’t reach out to you much after his disappearance and everyone refused to speak about him as well for so long. You were the only one to speak to Mirabel about him.)

Another honorable mention, that candle would’ve seen its last days with me if Alma kept her shit up. Disrespectfully. (sorry casita, you was sturdy too)

He probably says a defeated “hi” to everyone and goes up to his room where I think Mirabel once again comes up with Antonio to talk to him. Probably telling him how you spoke of him like you were still in love with him, but the fact that he wasn’t really dead or anything and was just in the walls hurts. Like you had no importance in his life to be doing all that in the first place.

That pep talk sparks the motivation and slow rekindling story of rebuilding the trust/relationship between both of you. A good ass slow burn story… damn do I do the lords work with these written works

He’d probably start 2 weeks after with visiting, leaving letters if you even bother to read them. And probably catching you at work when there aren’t many around and speaking to you because he knows you’ll hear him and choose not to respond and put his heart out there.

NOW if he came back but didn’t come visit/see you to set things straight and its been like a week…. LMFAOOOOO THAT WOULD MAKE AND EVEN MORE ANGSTY SLOW BURN WTF

Same thing from what I already wrote, but this time maybe we’d be dealing with more inner child work with being abandoned. It would be soooo painfully slow to get to a point where you two talk face to face since you wouldn’t want shit to do with him. If he didn’t love you, or felt the same then just say that. And that would put on the long haul to truly trying to move on, but you can’t lie and say that your feelings are dead. Something is there, but it’s clouded by anger that you have every right to express but it keeps burning. And on top of that it keeps replaying in your head, it’s your perception that you’re not enough/wasn’t enough on the subconscious level.

It would be such a mind twister because once having the face to face talk and for the moment being putting the anger to the side and being completely honest I feel like Bruno would have his heart break more. Then it would be yet another long marker story of him building up to make it up to you if you allow it, and the act of building basic trust and friendship.

And while that’s happening it’s also going to be Bruno learning to have more of a backbone, getting healthy again bc mans wasn’t eating, and being upfront with his own feelings without running from them. And getting to know his family and what he missed while being in the walls, how his sisters were. And not to mention the whole family talk of where things went wrong and him being there for every family dinner (bruh that scene had my soul). And also probably never missing a birthday, and maybe even seeing some of them asleep if they fell asleep outside their room and casita didn’t carry them in. His rats needed food so he snuck out for a second to get them some things (how Camillo caught him, and then fainted from shock thus the “fades to black” part of his song).

But anyhow, Bruno coming back 10 years later to a s/o would be a cluster fuck and so many complex feelings needing to be dealt with on both sides.

#encanto imagine #encanto x reader #bruno x reader #bruno x oc #bruno madrigal #bruno madrigal x reader #encanto oc #bruno madrigal imagine #bruno madrigal x y/n #bruno x y/n #bruno x you #encanto

[thatqrfanblogger]

Hamilton gets rowed back across the river. He gets taken to a doctor’s office on Maiden Lane. And Hamilton dies the next day. But here’s the thing, Hamilton writes letters before the final duel. In his last act of political… I don’t know if it’s genius or fuck-you-itiveness. He damns Burr for life. He wrote a bunch of fucking letters, saying, “Listen, I have to go to this duel with Aaron Burr, but I want you to know that I’m a good Christian. I’m not gonna fire on him. I’m gonna waste my shot in the air. I never meant to kill Burr, and if Burr killed me, he’s the asshole.” (Laughs) And so history’s eyes turn on Burr. Whether Hamilton lived or died, he won the duel. And so, Hamilton wins.

Lin Manuel Miranda, Drunk History: Hamilton, transcript here (https://transcripts.foreverdreaming.org/viewtopic.php?f=414&t=30035)

#minor editing- by which i mean i added the swears back in (and formatted a bit) #hamilton #drunk history #lin manuel miranda #quotes #alexander hamilton #aaron burr #my posts #death mention #guns tw

[showtoonzfan]

https://youtu.be/bJS0miHn5aQ

WARNING: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND TRUAMA, DO NOT READ OR CLICK THE VIDEO IF YOU CAN’T HANDLE THESE ELEMENTS

So you may have seen this person floating around the Hamilton Fandom, and why wouldn’t you? Their animatics are AMAZING! I guess I should say now that yes, Hamilton is one of the musicals I adore. I can’t really say what anyone else has already said about this musical, it’s just a phenomenal show with great music, an amazing story, and SPECTACULAR actors. And yes, Lin Manuel Miranda is a musical genius. Anyway, back to this animatic! I decided to watch this one in particular, an animatic of a song called “Help” by “Pink guy”. It showcases Hamilton depressed, only for the end to have his whole life flash before his eyes, flashing images appearing on the screen. That is my FAVORITE part in the whole video, so please check out this person’s channel and their other work, because they are an amazing artist! Now why do I come to you today? Well, I was scrolling through the comments section, and I saw one comment that stuck with me, which was this:

Why did it stick with me? It stuck with me because, well.....that’s exactly how I view Alexander, just an annoying cheating prick who couldn’t appreciate what he had and always wanted his voice to be heard and to go bigger. He’s a character I despise, yes.....I know that’s a strong word but I despise him in the musical, and I’m not saying his writing was bad, I just don’t like him as a person for obvious reasons. Let it be known that I’m not talking about the big man HIMSELF, I’m just talking about his character in the MUSICAL and nothing else. So yeah, in my eyes he’s just an unappreciative asshole who, while he wanted to do what’s best, ended up making dumbass decisions and hurt his loved ones in the process, even being responsible for the death of his son (but that’s just my opinion). However, after this comment, I have to admit one thing.

I’m guilty for ignoring all the trauma he went through when I shouldn’t.

Hamilton’s mother died in his arms when he was little, his father left, his cousin committed suicide, the war happened, John Laurens died, his battle against Jefferson and Madison (as well as Burr) drove him mad, he had an affair and published it to the world, causing his wife to move away and resent him for years, his SON died, and despite being forgiven in the end, he met his own demise when Burr killed him. I think as a society, wether it be written characters OR real life, we need to realize that no matter how bad the person themselves may be, their trauma shouldn’t be ignored, no matter what. Trauma is certainly an important thing, it can change someone, it can either warp their mind and make them worse, or it could make them learn, causing them to grow as a person over time...and most importantly, it could be both.

I know I don’t act like it, but believe me when I say that I LIKE flawed characters, especially COMPLEX characters, which I don’t like, I love. If you ever really want a character to uphold to your audience, don’t have them be perfect, because NO one is perfect. Have them fuck up, because you want to prove that this could happen to ANYONE. This appeals to Alexander. He’s not one note, he’s a whole bunch of things, and yes, he’s a very complex character and I’m so thankful for that. I don’t like what he did or how he acted one bit, but he’s a flawed character. He fucked up, and when it comes to this, I think it’s fine to have a character do this (in his situation) AS LONG as they get the consequences coming to them, and that they grow as a person and LEARN their lesson.

So.....did Alexander suffer for his actions? Yeah, I would say he did. He couldn’t be president like he wanted, his wife hated him, and his son died. Did he learn his lesson and grow as a person? Well, on that subject for me personally, I hesitate. On one hand, during the song “Best Of Wives And Best Of Women”, the LAST time him and his wife are together before he duels, we see him writing something. Eliza comes to him and tells him to come back to bed, but he says he wants to finish writing, since he states he has “a meeting at dawn”, which surprise, is the duel. What he’s writing in this scene is his farewell letter to her because he knows he’s going to die, but she doesn’t know that. She tells him she’s going to bed, but before she leaves, his last words to her are “Best of wives, and best of women”. This little moment they share in the end, the last scene they have with one another is way too short, but the moment is strong none the less, and when you think about it, I think Alexander DID finally learn to appreciate his wife, everything she did, EVERYTHING they went through.

The other hand is him sacrificing himself. In the musical, he clearly chooses to die, putting his gun up in the air and letting Burr kill him, because he knew burr was going to shoot back. However I get a little confused, because I don’t know if Alexander originally planned to shoot back, and only then decided not to in the heat of the moment, or if he planned this when he was talking to Eliza for the last time. I dunno, but one thing is clear, in the end he chose to. At first, I was like “Dude really? First your dumbass did all of this, and now when you finally get your wife back, you leave the earth to make her even MORE upset?” But then I realized that I didn’t take 2 things into consideration. One, Duels back then were kinda a must, you’d be seen as weak if you didn’t go through with it. I’ve seen so many people say “why didn’t this man just stay home”, and yeah, I said that as well, but after looking at research of what a Duel truly meant back then, it’s understandable why he did, no matter how much it pisses me off lol. The second thing is the most important thing, the key to why I NOW think Hamilton actually DID learn his lesson....

He finally threw away his shot.

Throughout the whole musical, Alexander is constantly saying “I’m not throwing away my shot”, meaning he’s not going to miss an opportunity that gets handed to him. He gets the opportunity to let his voice be heard about the revolution, he takes it. He gets the opportunity to join forces with Washington, he takes it. He gets the opportunity to lead the soldiers in war, he takes it. Just like burr says, he takes and he takes and he takes. But finally, in the end, in the very end......he didn’t fight. Throughout all the screaming and the constant urge to protect his legacy and what he stood for, he FINALLY let it all go the minute he raised his gun in the air.

He could have fought back like he did with Jefferson. He could have wanted to not let his name be tarnished, not die at the hands of someone who used to be his friend, but he didn’t. He raised his gun in the air, and told his wife to take her time. Live on. Let me just say that the monologue Hamilton performs right before he’s shot is amazing. The bullet comes to him in slow motion, and he debates to himself what to do. Should he fire his gun or let it be? Then he asks himself what a legacy is, something he kept striving for, to protect his legacy. The line that I think is the most important is “You let me make a difference”. Here, for me, it seems like he finally learned that he did what he wanted. He changed the world and let his voice be heard, and now, he can rest, and let his wife live on, who will soon carry his own name. Basically what I’m saying is, I think he learned his lesson because after trying to do so many things throughout the entire musical and NEVER giving up, he finally did. It resulted in his demise yes, but he still let it all go, creating a life his wife could live in. And yes, I think he did finally learn to appreciate his wife.

So what are my final thoughts? Well, if I’m going to be honest, I still don’t really like Alexander as a character. It’s mainly all the mistakes he makes, mainly the freaking CHEATING that pisses me off but I WILL SAY THIS. After this talk with.....basically myself, I think I’ve now learned to appreciate him and respect him (just a tad) as a character, but not just as a character, as a human being. I know that doesn’t sound....big, but believe me, it’s a huge thing when you take into consideration that I didn’t like this dude AT ALL. Like, every time I saw him on screen I wanted to wring his neck so......(also it doesn’t have to do with Lin’s acting lol, just the character.) So yeah, what I just said is saying a LOT. I will once again point out I don’t think the writing for him is bad, it’s honestly phenomenal if you asked me, it’s just the actions. But again, characters are flawed ya know? So my friends, as we come to a close, what do YOU think of Alexander’s character in the show? Do you like him? Do you think he learned his lesson in the end? Do you think he should have been forgiven? Let me know in the comments if you want! Thank you for reading as always, and I’ll see you in the next post! 👋💕

Oh.....uhm.....what do I think of the REAL Alexander Hamilton? Uhm..........not a really good person, but a man who had a huge affect on our world, so....props to him for that. But he’s still not a good person in my eyes really......okay bye.

#Youtube #alexander hamilton #hamilton musical #Hamilton #broadway #hamilton broadway #lin manuel miranda #my opinion #some theories in here #WHY COULDN’T HE SAY NO DAMMIT #eliza hamilton #Hamilton Lin Manuel Miranda #disney #Disney plus #stage show #musicals #musical talk #character rants #unrelated

[londonspirit]

Tick Tick...BOOM!

Well, he’s done it again - made something magical and joyous and incredibly wonderful as only he can do! That man’s incapable of doing anything shitty. Not that I’m complaining, but he’s setting the bars pretty fucking high every damn time!!! 

Yes, I am talking about the genius that is Lin-Manuel Miranda and his debut as director! I mean, DUH, is anyone even still surprised? He puts everything in every single thing he does so I shouldn’t be too shocked about the insane LOVE that you feel with every second of Tick Tick Boom. 

Of course he would pour his heart and soul of his beautiful caring being into it and make sure we as viewers can see it, hear it and fucking FEEL it!!! That man should be a fucking SHELL of himself after putting it all into something that’s sooooo close to his heart and yet he’s out there, being his magnificent lovely self! 

UGH! I love that man so much, and I’m so very much in love with this film. I’ve also fallen madly in love with Andrew which fucking SMASHES it. As does everyone else in this, but his Jonathan is just mind blowing!!! I don’t even have the words to describe WHAT it is, but you feel what he feels, suffer with him and are happy for him. He’s just fucking perfect and you wanna protect him from all the harm! 

Some might say I’m biased (fuck yes, I am!) but knowing what I know about Lin and his love for anything Larson, I expected it to blow me away. And he did not disappoint. 

The attention to detail, all the tiny bits and bobs -and the MASSIVE ones-, the actors, the locations, the songs… god, it’s a fucking masterpiece and I can’t stop raving on about it! 

I’ve watched it three times now and am still amazed and impressed and speechless about the whole damn thing. 

(Yes, of course I’m very much in love with all the insane cameos he managed to sneak in there (is it still sneaking when it’s  basically all his people and half of Broadways big  names???) - I squealed through all of ‘Sunday’ because that was ASDFGHJKLÖÄ!!!!) 

I cried less than 2 minutes into the film, and by the end I was just sobbing. 

Yet it wasn’t a sad film. It was full of life and joy and a deep appreciation for the struggles of artists’ lives (and I know there’s a LOT of Lin’s own life in there). It’s my new happy place and a film I’ll go back to when I’m having a bad day or hard times. (already have as right now is a bit tough for me). 

So yeah, this are just some ramblings about something that Lin fucking NAILED once again and which will live on (and I’m sure he’ll appreciate that a LOT!). Here’s hope they’ll get ALL THE DAMN AWARDS cause they all fucking deserve them!!! 

So go and watch it and fall in love with great music and the most fantastic film!!!

#personal #tick tick boom movie #ttbm #tick tick boom #tick tick boom netflix #lin-manuel miranda #lin manuel miranda #lmm

[codename-adler]

Kevin Day and his Oblivious Literature Lover, pt.IV

In times of college finals, aftg is my coping mechanism of predilection. hope it helps some :)

>> Table of Contents,TW and other parts here!

i’ll let you guess what Kevin and Juliet chose for their project

oh, yes

the letters of Hamilton, Eliza and John + Hamilton: The Musical

i will fight you on this

at first, when Juliet suggests it, Kevin stares at her so hard bc really?? a musical??

but then she lends him the 50$ leatherbound official book of the musical (you know the navy blue and beige one? you know what i’m talking about, right?) and reads it all in one evening and wow

lin-manuel miranda? genius. ron chernow? Genius. alexander hamilton? Dumb Genius.

oh yeah and Juliet? Absolutely mind-blowing genius.

as Andrew & Neil grow closer and the match agaisnt the Ravens rounds the corner, Kevin finds himself looking more and more forward to the time spent at the library with Juliet

she is just so focused on their project and so oblivious as who he really is and doesn’t really care if sometimes he is more anxious, if freaks over everything to be perfect, if he babbles on&on&on&on about any bit of history he discovered

she’s just there, smirking, stiffling her laughs and asking for more

they’ve exhanged phone numbers and she installed snapchat on his, and although he never sends her anything, she always has a short video and a funny caption that pop up from time to time; they’re that little reminder that the world goes on outside of exy and that he exists outside of exy

she introduces him to funny videos and he didn’t know absolute dumb shit could make him snort??

his favorite is the peanut butter baby

at first the Foxes give him this judgemental look when he ugly-snorts in the locker room or at Eden’s, but eventually they just get that glint in their eyes as if they were in on the jokes

sometimes, Juliet’s so focused on writing down bullet points in her notebook, peeling the skin off her lips, so unaware of Kevin’s personal hell of a life, that he just wants to spill out everything

although he’s not sure if it’s because he wants her to know him and stay, or because he wants her to reject him and therefore spare himself the trouble of getting attached...

she takes the decision for him

on a Thursday afternoon, on their planned study session, she doesn’t show up

she doesn’t answer her phone either

he even tries out a completely blacked out snap with “r u alive?” in caption

no answer

he gives her space, sending her occasional cat videos he thoroughly researches

if she watches them, she doesn’t say anything

on Monday afternoon, she doesn’t come to class

that’s when the panic Kevin’s been reigning in just... bursts

what if it’s Riko? 

what if it’s the Master?

what if it’s Ichirou?

what if, somehow, it’s the Butcher’s people?

that afternoon’s practice is hell for the Foxes, Kevin is ruthless and an asshole and very agressive

Dan waits for him outside the boys’ locker room as all the other Foxes leave (not even Andrew and Neil want to wait for him)

“Spit out your goddamn problem before I tell Coach to bench you next game”

oh, how Kevin wants to cuss her out

and then he looks  at her face, ready to vomit words, when he sees her worrying her lips

just like Juliet

it shouldn’t be enough to make him tear up, but it does

he still manages to keep as much of the truth to himself as he possibly can

“My EAL partner isn’t responding to my messages or my calls and she didn’t even come to class today and it stresses me the fuck out and what if it’s like with Neil, Dan?” he says in one breath, trying to tear out the net of his racket

Dan recomposes her face and gets that very serious look, the one she usually gets when someone touches her family

“It’s not, Kevin. That’s over. We got Neil back, we got you back, you got Jean back. The team didn’t even know who that person was. The most info we’ve gathered is what you just told me now. Yeah there are some bets but it’s mostly for funsies, nothing even remotely serious. You wanna look for her?” she soothes him.

“I don’t even know...”

“She lives on campus?” she asks.

“I don’t- I don’t know, Dan. I spent months with her and I can’t even vaguely say where she lives! How fucked up is that?” Kevin yells.

“It’s not even remotely fucked up, Kevin. You should know that. Does she have instagram? twitter? Or like, facebook?” she questions some more.

“God, I don’t know. She only sends me stupid fucking videos and I never even respond like the goddamn asshole I am...”

“Shut up. We’re all assholes at the end of the road, ‘kay? You ain’t better or worse than others. Now she sends them to you in text or somewhere else?”

“Sometimes texts... Sometimes the yellow app, the chat one. Why.”

“Oh great, that’s great. We can locate her, with snapchat, if she forgot to turn off the sharing. And if you’re comfortable with that, too. I know you’re not a creep like that. You’re creepy sometimes, don’t get me wrong. But, not a creep.”

“Gee, thanks, Dan.”

“Hey, shush. You down or what?” she says, arching an eyebrow.

“Okay,” he answers, unable to make the fear go away without knowing for sure.

And so it turns out Juliet’s location is, in fact, knowable. Dan grabs one of Kevin’s shoulders as he leaves the court, squeezing her affection into her grip; he nods emotionally in her direction, as far as emotions can translate unto his face.

he doesn’t even know what he’ll do once he finds her, his brain is solely focused on the animated map that brings him closer and closer to Juliet

the more he progresses, the more he realizes he is far from Fox Tower, on a campus area he has never even seen

he stops before a decrepit building, old and moldy-looking

Jackie Kennedy Hall

student dorms? this shabby? she can’t possibly live-

except that she can, because there isn’t another building close and the map has brought him here, and he doesn’t really know her...

so Kevin straightens his shoulders, inhales deeply, and goes inside

he could go on and on and on about everything that is just wrong with the place, from the smell to the decoration, but he makes a beeline for the front desk (he’s lucky there’s even one)

he asks for a way to contact someone, flashes his press smile at the women behind the desk, gives up his ID in exchange for the room number

Juliet Grier, 418

stairs, stairs, stairs, stairs

heavy door, right, 412, 414, 416...

418

what, now?

Kevin hesitantly knocks once, twice

no answer

he knocks again and decides to speak up, in case she didn’t hear

“Juliet? It’s Kevin. Day. From EAL? Can I speak with you?”

still nothing

maybe she isn’t home... no, the map says she’s here. maybe she’s sleeping...

he decides to try one last time

“We really should finish that project, you know? I think we could both use the free time...” he says without his heart into it.

without surprise, no response still

he decides to take a loose paper from his sachel and writes down some words

Greetings Hi,

My friend Dan helped me look for you, but you don’t have to worry about your privacy; it’s because of the yellow app. You should turn that off if you don’t want other people to be nosy. 

You weren’t in class today. I’ll share my notes if you want them. But, you should come to class, it’s better. For learning. 

I’ll wait a few in case you’re asleep. 

Text me or call me or whatever when you’re ready.

- Kevin D. (your partner from EAL)

quick, efficient, to the point

Kevin slips the paper under the door, and waits

he refreshes the map too many times, to see if her location changed or if somehow there was a glitch

it stays put

he ends up sitting on the hallway floor, his back sliding down the wall

he catches up on a book for another class, checks exy stats and watches many, many videos of Jeremy Knox on the court and in interview

some students pass him with a nasty look, eyeing the lack of earphones on his phone

some other students walk by him and will themselves to keep going, because holy shit it’s Kevin Day in Jackie Hall

it’s at least an hour and a half before the doorknob slowly and quietly starts to click

Kevin was absorbed deep into whatever move Knox was making before scoring

the 418 door opens

Kevin gets up in one move, all things Jeremy Knox and exy forgotten

she’s loosely holding Kevin’s paper in one hand, the other clutching a large scarf that covers up the majority of her body

from what he can see, though, she’s wearing sweats from head to toe; her hair’s tied on the top of her head, but most of the curls escaped and it looks unwashed and her curls, dry

her skin’s turned pale, dark circles under her eyes, a haggard look in them, her cheeks stained with dry tears

Juliet looks terrible

“Hi...” Kevin attempts

she finally looks up from the paper and gives him a bored look that could rival Andrew’s

with a rough voice strained from cries and many days without speaking, she asks, “My EAL partner?”

“Well, yes. In case.”

“In case of what.”

“I-”

“I know who you are, Kevin.”

and isn’t that both his most ardent wish and his worse fear?

with that, she turns around and goes back to her dark room, leaving the door open behind her

is that... an invitation?

Kevin’s never been to another person’s place, apart from the Columbia house, Abby’s and Wymack’s

he reminds himself why he came in the first place and decides it would be a waste to leave now, right?

the small studio is a mess, much like its occupant

there are clothes everywhere, on the floor, on a chair, on the bed, on the desk

all the curtains are drawn, no light is on, the only source coming from Juliet’s laptop somewhere amongst her bedsheets

it’s like she made herself a nest and hasn’t moved from there for a long time

maybe even since last Monday, the last time he saw her

Kevin doesn’t understand the scene he has before his eyes

he’s never seen such apathy in someone that is not Andrew

and at this point, apathy is pretty much Andrew’s default state of being

not Juliet’s

Juliet is a soft glow, toothy grins, wild curls, countless jumpers, dumb jokes and references, color-coded notes, an organized mind, unwavering focus and determination, flowing words and warm, kind eyes...

so what is this?

then Kevin realizes he spoke aloud

and Juliet can only chuckle sadly, almost mockingly

“This? This is why I don’t have friends. This is why I don’t mix with people. This is why I’ll never amount to anything in life. This is my dirty laundry, both metaphorically and literally. This is it. That’s... That’s it. This is what I get,” she answers flatly

Kevin’s mind is spinning

he doesn’t understand

he needs to understand, though

“Explain it to me,” he says

Juliet looks at him like a brick just hit him on the head and made him speak Swedish

“Why.”

“Because, surely there’s a way to work with it.”

she laughs

it doesn’t reach her eyes, nor her lips or her cheeks

it’s just a desperate sound

it makes him think of Andrew again

and that gives him an idea, a gut feeling, if you will

“Can I try something out?” he asks

“Kevin... I can’t- I’m tired... It’s not a good idea... I’m tired, Kevin,” Juliet responds, pain noticeable in her voice and her movements slow

“I know, I- I know. Someone I know... He plays this game. It’s really not a game, it’s more like a communication thing. He calls it “A Truth for a Truth”.  In exchange for something I tell you, you tell me something. And in exchange for something you tell me, I’ll tell you something else. It’s made me... work through some things... before,” Kevin explains calmly

Juliet keeps on observing him from her bed, silent

“Look, can I just stay here to do homework? I have nowhere to go right now,” Kevin asks, almost blurting out “Please” before Andrew’s ghost caught it in his throat

she lies back down, burries herself in her covers, a silent “yes”

Kevin ends up falling asleep sitting on the floor, books open, head resting at the end of Juliet’s bed

he wakes up around 2 AM

he’s got multiple texts from Aaron and Nicky, one from Andrew, and one from Dan

“told everybody you spent the night at Coach’s. take care.”

he silently vows to thank her later

now he either really goes to Wymack’s to finish his night there, or... he stays exactly where he is

Juliet is still sleeping soundly

in a haze, he palms for a pillow or cushion, pulls his hoodie on and lies back down on the carpeted floor

he’s only awaken in the late morning when he brutally gets stepped on

“What the shit?? Kevin! How...???” Juliet yells

“Um, ow? No, no, don’t apologize so quickly. You just, you know, crushed my lungs and a couple of ribs, no worries, Jules!” Kevin groans

“Ju- you know what? I’m not sorry. Right now I gotta pee, so you better have a damn good explanation when I get back,” she replies and leaves her room to go to the bathroom at the end of the hall

instead of dread, Kevin feels calm about the upcoming conversation

he doesn’t prepare lies, doesn’t run away, doesn’t resort to assholery

he just stays put where he is on the floor, snuggles deeper into his hoodie, and waits for relief, for the truth

he waits for Juliet

#wow that was longer than expected #should i keep this going? #doesn't feel worth it #but i love kevin so much #anyways lemme know #kevin day #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #the raven king #the king's men #tfc #trk #tkm #nora sakavic #kevin day x oc #kevin day x juliet #kevin day x juliet grier #bi kevin day #bisexual kevin day #dan wilds #aaron minyard #andreil #andrew minyard #neil josten #david wymack #coach wymack #kevin day fic #kevin day headcanon #kevin day hc

[the-immortal-dream]

Fic Masterlist

So, I've noticed that fic posts usually get lost in the sheer masses of things I reblog and that's why I'm creating this masterlist. I'm going to update this whenever I post a new fic.

JatP

For the love of April (Series) (in progress)

(mpreg, 2/3 of the canon character deaths) What if Alex was pregnant the day of the Orpheum? Eventual Willex.

The Beginning

Plans, Songs and Butterflies (not in that order)

April

The Orpheum

Like Sister like Brother

Love's worth the pain

(ep 9 au, Willex) After the Orpheum, Alex doesn't go back to the garage with Reggie and Luke. He needs to talk to Willie before it's too late.

Supernatural

to not wasting second chances

(15x18/15x19 fix-it, Destiel) If he could have just one more moment with Cas, just enough time to tell him I love you too, Dean would give up everything for that.

Dean Winchester is saved

(15x18/15x19 fix-it, Destiel) Dean hates the fact that it took him twelve years and Cas dying too many times, and one final time. He hates that, had Cas never confessed his feelings, he’d still be happily pretending he’s straight. There was a time when he cared about things like that. A few years ago, Dean would have punched anyone who even dared to suggest he was anything but straight. Now, he can’t bring himself to care, and he wonders why he ever did. Looking perfectly straight isn’t so great anymore when the love of your life is dead and in a place you can never follow him to.

Shadowhunters

Some demons have wings, and angel blood in their veins

(Bamf!Magnus, background malec) The only people who can use seraph blades are nephilim. Somehow, that is one thing every single being in the shadow world agrees on. They disagree on almost everything. Who is more powerful, who should rule, what makes a person evil, should all demon-blooded creatures be killed? There are a thousand different answers to that, depending on who you ask.

But, this one thing everyone agrees on. No downworlder can wield a seraph blade. It simply won’t light up for anyone but the nephilim.

One of the only things in the world shadowhunters and downworlders agree on. And it’s wrong.

Runes don't make a man (Series) (technically in progress, but can be read as three-shot)

(Deruned!Alec, Teacher!Alec, Malec) Alec gets deruned, meets Magnus, says fuck internalised homophobia, marries the man and becomes a history teacher. Years later, Jace and Izzy crash back into his life on their quest to get Clary's memories back. (This also has Hamilton themed titles because I love Hamilton)

It will have been worth it

In New York you can be a new man

Take a break (from your idiot brother)

Criminal Minds

Who I Am (might be a surprise to you)

(Singer!Spencer) Spencer Reid: Genius, agent and profiler.

Penny Taylor: Singer, mysterious and the object of Garcia's newest obsession.

The only problem? Spencer Reid and Penny Taylor are one and the same. And the team is about to find out as a case hits a little too close to home.

Hamilton

In the Eye of the Hurricane (in progress)

(Reincarnation AU, Lin gets elected President without his knowledge) You’d think he’d remember being Alexander the moment he picks up Ron Chernow’s biography. Or when he starts writing Hamilton. Or when he puts on the costume for the first time. Or literally at any point during the year of playing essentially himself. But no. Of course he doesn’t. He remembers while watching the voting results of the 2016 election being counted. And as he watches the white of an independent candidate moving past the line marking the majority, he thinks well, fuck. I guess 200 years of waiting paid off.

*

Or: Lin-Manuel Miranda is the reincarnation of Alexander Hamilton and realizes that fact embarrassingly late.

Umbrella Academy

Klaus Katz saves the world (Series) (in progress)

(AU, Klave, Modern Dave) Klaus meets Dave at 21 and promptly falls in love. Many happy years and learning to live with and control his powers instead of drowning them out with drugs follow. (Because Dave actually wants to help Klaus when he suggests learning control and quitting the drugs, unlike the asshat known as Sir Reginald)

How David Katz saved a life by falling in love (in progress)

How Klaus Katz saved the world by being a good sibling (planned)

#fanfic #fanfiction #jatp #julie and the phantoms #alex mercer #willex #willie #mpreg #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #shadowhunters #malec #alec lightwood #magnus bane #deruned #bamf magnus bane #criminal minds #spencer reid #singer spencer reid #hamilton: an american musical #hamilton #alexander hamilton #lin manuel miranda #reincarnation au #umbrella academy #klaus hargreeves #klave #masterlist

[selfcareparker]

LMAOO I WAS GONNA BRING UP FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLIDER BUT I WASNT SURE IF YOU WERE WATCHING IT HSKAJ (are you liking it? i know it’s only the first episode but ya know, another one tomorrow night- well tomorrow night for me, and did you like wandavision?? i loved it!!)

oh my goodness i’m watching lion king while writing this and i haven’t seen it in a while and i am..... emotional. but anyway, i love that streaming services think that imma pay for them while they charge $50 a month. like yes of course i have that kind of money and i am going to give it to you to watch tv 🙄 that $50 is budgeted to sims thank you. (ALSO SIMS!!! i’ll get to that in a minute) now see if i don’t google levidia right this minute LMAOO, not that i’m gonna use it.. just for the research...

AND HDKSHS SEND THAT CHAOS WALKING LINK LMAO i saw it for the third time with a different one of my friends and she wasn’t the best one to see it with? she literally was on her fucking phone and i was like ok whatever her loss not mine, and idk if you’ve read the books or if you’ve seen it by now, but by the end of the whole movie, after they’ve confirmed THE THING throughout the whole movie she asked the dumbest question and i’m like diD YOU NOT WATCH THE MOVIE, and i guess she didn’t. so. this sounds so vague but i don’t wanna spoil the movie for you just in case lol.

THE STORY LMAOO, so A DIFFERENT FRIEND LOL, like my oldest bff, we had a day together and we wanted to go see chaos walking. and i honest to God thought that no one would be seeing this movie. like NO ONE. every day, i checked the theater seating and no one was there right? plus i really wanted us to have the theater to ourselves. so we sit in the wrong seats, the row in front of us, STILL THINKING WE’RE ALONE. and then these 3 older people came in AND IM ABOUT TO SCREAM FHSJSH AND IM LIKE “are we in your seats?” and they we were like uh yeah, AND IT WAS SO BAD LMAOO , we’re moving and everything would’ve been FINE but my friend’s reclined seat was going down so slow and as it’s going shes LITERALLY SAYING ALOUD “awkward awkward awkward” so she thinks forget it, lemme just get up. HER BAG GETS CAUGHT ON HER CHAIR AND HER FRIES AND THEY SPILL ALONG WITH HER HONEY MUSTARD 😭😭 ALL OVER THE FLOOR! so i’m trying not to laugh lmao but those aren’t even our seats and we just made a mess, so naturally, i get on the floor and start cleaning it up with my napkins (this is going for too long) AND MY FRIEND IS STILL SAYING “awkward awkward awkward awkward” and i’m really abt to crack up bECAUSE LIKE SHUT UP HAHAHA and we’re cleaning it and shit and the oldest lady is gonna say “yeah you’re not gonna make an old lady get on the floor, are you?” AND I WANTED TO LAUGH AND SCREAM AT THE SAME TIME BC DID WE ASK YOU TO, NO, so then i had to get the manager and she helped us clean it, we got new fries and everything was fine, it’s just a crazy story bc LITERALLY WE COULDVE AVOIDED IT AND EVERYTHING BUT THESE ELDERLY PEOPLE HAD TO COME AND SEE THIS MOVIE😭😭 at least the gentlemen was nice.. he helped us clean. but then his wife was like “i aM nOt siTTiNg tHeRe” and at first i thought she was a teenager bc of her stink attitude but her husband was nice. and it’s not like we weren’t cleaning it up, we were!!! like i was so apologetic- anyway.

about sims! do you play console or pc? wait,, you already told me you play pc bc your computer was broken, i’m glad you can play now though :’)) litetally when i read in the tags that you’re playing sims !!!! and are you hyped for bunk beds? i have cc so i’ve had them for a bit, but they were glitchy... but i’m so excited we have them now! i should really play sims today...

GURL IM SO PROUD OF YOU 🥺🥲 i know you aren’t fluent in everything and you aren’t a linguistic genius LMAO but it’s still soooo amazing :’) here i am reading the captions while ur just going hahah, yea i tried duolingo but.... i didn’t stick to it HDJSH talking to you though makes me so interested because you know all these languages, not even studying them like that, but you have this foundation and ahh it’s just super cool. LOL YOU DONT SOUND LAME HAJA IM TELLING YOU ITS SO SO COOL, i’m loving this lesson btw oh my goodness- HSKAJS YOU THOUGHT I WOULD ALREADY KNOW THAT??? HDYSJHS MY ONLY ENGLISH SPEAKING ASS??? HAHAHAHHAH i find that word (Rindfleischetikettie- i’m not gonna write the whole thing i’m sorry) very interesting... like... wow. did you have to google that or did you just know lmao

OKAH THE WATER THING HDKDJDKS UR GONNA TERRIFY ME HAHAH OH MY LORD- first of all CROATIA 😍😍 but thinking about it like that, I WOULD FREAK OUT TOO HAHSGSG i never go that deep into the water, or if i do i have my dad with me lol and i kind of hold onto him bc ive seen/heard too many things about people being dragged into the sea. but i loveee the water (i wanted to be a mermaid soooo bad ohmigosh)

I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW ONE CANNOT LIKE MUSIC ITS AWFUL !! lmao yeah i haven’t even listened to harry’s his first album, everyone says they love it more. I WAS GONNA SAY IMMA LISTEN TO ONLY ANGEL BUT THE WAY YOU DESCRIBE IT HUHAHAH also i have never listened to anything by mgk (i actually had to google who he was IM SORRY😔) i’m tempted to listen tho lol PLEASE JUSTIN BIEBER- I PROMISE IM NOT LAUGHING AT U IVE JUSY NEVER HAD SOMEONE SAY THAT B4!! like i don’t know many people who’ve liked him bUT NOW IM GONNA LISTEN & the cardboard cutout- okay. 😭😭😭

oh my goodness to see the vamps live 🤧 TO SEE ANYONE LIVE PLEASE JJDGSHAHGD and little mix is so good oh my goodness- i actually haven’t been to that many concerts.. i was at my first one, elsie fest (it’s like a broadway thing really) in uhhh october of 2019, yea i took my mom for her birthday bc she loves darren criss and i’m obsessed with glee lmao OH MY GOODNESS YOUVE BEEN TO SO MANY!!! and those are such great artists 😩😩

LMAO UR FINE, hamilton is a musical that lin manuel miranda wrote and i think generally made? i’m obsessed, but basically it was on broadway and then recorded and put on disney+ ... idk i guess it counts a film bc it’s like a movie really cuz it was recorded but in what 2018 or 2016? i don’t remembers the date that is on disney+ but it’s strange how i got into it, a lot of my friends were obsessed and i was like uhh why? and while researching it and watching it, trying to figure out why people love it... i fell in love with it LMAO but the music is FANTASTIC and lin is incredible😭 but yes yes yes i loveeeee high school musical!! my dad actually took my cousins to see it on ice or something (i absolutely forget lmao) but i don’t know how people don’t know hsm. it upsets me.

OKAY IM DOWN TO THE BOTTOM HAHAHA (it takes me so long to respond, now i’m on lion king 2 WHICH IS SO GOOD PLEASE FHHSSHHSHSH) i could respond in chunks but i kind of enjoy responding like this? it feels a bit like a letter but if this whole thing is overwhelming i’ll cut it up lol

+ yes that was me about your fic and sleep and everything lol but it was so good😭 i don’t understand how you write peter so well like you have this ability to capture his.. everything? i’m crine. all the time. over your fics. & i cannot describe my happiness for youuuu :’) i’m so happy you’re writing again 🥺🥰 the thing about how you only want to write the long peter fic but you don’t know how to continue... i feel that so so so hard, i don’t think i told you but ughh i was so blah bc of that feeling of having pent up inspiration for only one fucking thing and not being able to write it. it’s so frustrating 😭

not to add more to this but i need to vent a bit? the situation is definitely different bc with your major it obviously requires for you to ya know, know english lol, but uhm bc i’m homeschooled ive been cheating on all my work SHSHDHSJ like i google the answers but i’m still learning! it’s just..... i find it so unnecessary, like going for an audition no one is gonna say to me “i want you to chanel the knowledge within yourself of the centripetal force of the circle that is the table on this stage” like tf??? there’s literally no point. i’m gonna be getting into voice lessons again soon and i’m already doing dance, AND i’ll be doing this summer camp program (more hamilton lol) and thinking about school is only making me stress more, like i haven’t been able to rehearse dance at all this week bc of it...... so

hahaha reading your tags, lonely anon would still be accurate HAHAHHAHA // another add: yea i love ur current theme, i’ve gotten used to “seeing you” like this, but anything will look super pretty :)) ALSO HOW IS IT STILL SNOWING THERE, i swear it’s getting warmer and warmer by the day here 😭🤧

these long ass posts, my gosh🥲 lonely lovely anon <3

Omg yes it does feel like a letter sldkdj and then the few days of waiting also make more sense okay i love this ❣️💕❤️💓❤️💞🧡💜💘(wtf)sksjhz

Dear lovely anon,

ALSKSJVKD yes i‘m liking falcon and winter soldier dlkdh i haven‘t watched the second episode yet but i‘ll watch it tomorrow! but i didn‘t watch wandavision........ eidislskks i was going to but idk i wasn‘t that interested in it and watching series is already too much of a commitment (what can i say i‘m a Sagittarius—🤧 (no i’m joking i actually know NOTHING about starsigns)) didjj that i couldn‘t force myself to watch it, ALSO i hate (idk if this is an unpopular opinion) when every episode is like a whole hour. i‘m rewatching an old series today (it‘s german so i won‘t even get into it) and the episodes are 25 mins each and i‘ve already watched 8 episodes today ridlndjdjd,,, and i feel like if the episodes were an hour each i wouldn‘t have gotten past episode 2 today like idk.... even if series had the same length in total, i prefer when the individual episodes are shorter idk why tho tbh (so yeah i already wasn‘t 100% convinced about watching wandavision so i just couldn’t make myself watch a bunch of 1hour episodes— i‘ve heard that it‘s good tho- but i‘m not much of a series person so. Dldkk (have we talked about this already??? sorry i don‘t remember what i said lol and i couldn‘t find my own post anymore so dkdjsh) (WAIT I JUST CHECKED THE WANDAVISION EPIOSRDES ARENT EVEN THAT LONG??? Okay wait i might watch it now - did you like it? let me know if i should watch it— why did i think they were 60minutes???)

okay another confession i‘ve never watched the lion king????? i mean i watched it when i was a child but i was too young to actually pay attention to any kind of plot i just liked the songs lol sldkdj i‘ve been meaning to watch it for years tho 🦁 (idk it just felt appropriate to put a lion emoji lmoaoo)

OH MY GOD THE CHAIS WALKING/CINEMA STORY AHSJSKKS😭😭😭😭 NOOOOO (very fitting that there was so much chaos when you were watching a film that has chaos in the title loool) and the “awkward awkward awkward“ SAME SKSKSLSKDJ, that‘s literally me 24/7 ahajshshhshshsh. Like i was so skdjdjdkdllsldksnsnsnsb while i read what you sent me djslslsjdjdbdn why are old ladies always so grumpy btw 🥲🥲🥲 at least the man was nice tho! and wait did i read that right... you have fries (which, to me, are called chips dusuusldk) at your cinemas?? (Movie theatres sorry sksjsh) we just have popcorn and nachos and drinks i want chips too when i‘m watching a film what😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺

Also i still haven’t watched it so thanks for not spoiling it!!! (idk when i’ll watch it i’m so bad with films and even worse with series💀💀💀- same with cherry. i literally forgot all about cherry, i was SO hyped when the trailer came out like i’ve never been so excited about a movie... and then it came out... and i still haven‘t watch it like what‘s wrong with me???? Dkdjdjdjdklsl i feel like i‘m not gonna watch it anytime soon tbh, but i wanna watch chaos walking i just have to find the time

Okay and @ your other friend who wasn‘t paying attention like why are you even watching the film then???? but ok (omg this sounds so mean i‘m sure she‘s very nice but in this situation just like❔❔❔)

SIMS ahhh, BUNK BEDS, ahhhh sdljdjdjdkdkdldksj i actually haven‘t played it since the update 🤧🤧 i made both of my sims (enisa (bestselling author already, thank you) and michael (aspiring doctor)) go to university and bro it takes so long 😭😭 and you can‘t do anything else if you want them to do well so literally the last three times i played sims i was just constantly clicking their homework and computerd to write their assignments (i play it in german so idk what its called on the sims) and do their presentations and do them all over again so that they get better or whatever for HOURS, but imma play again soon

also i‘m living my fanfiction life loool, so i made my two sims neighbours (on the same plot tho but i made two small separate houses lol, i still wanted to control both of them at the same time but i made sure they didn‘t interact before i wanted them to skdjdjdk). and first they both experimented and got some experience in the love department you know (all genders, cause i have to live my sexuality even in a pc game slskdjh— wait, i‘ve never lived my sexuality irl like i‘ve done NOTHING nothing with guys nothing with girls (🥲) but maybe that’s why i want to do it even more in the sims) and then they met at uni and realised like hey we‘re neighbours and now they‘re together (but michael accidentally had an alien baby with another woman (who was an alien which i was not aware of) cause i wasn‘t paying attention like i said woohoo not try for baby like michael why is your pull out game so weak tf LSHDDHDJDJSKKDKSKDKS okay but making out and flirting and doing all the fun stuff in the sims turns me on way more than it should PFAHAHHAHSH) so idk why i told you this but I’m creating that neighbour!au in the sims lmaoooo

i did not have to google Rindfleischetikettierungsüberwachungsübertragungsaufgabengesetz (just did it again😌 sisjshhs) but i might have mixed up the words überwachung und übertragung or i might have even forgotten a word skskks but in the end it doesn‘t matter (by linkin park- ok i‘m so sorry it‘s 2 am and i have a headache from having waveformers in my hair all day but i still wanted to reply to this now so sorry if i‘m not making any sense right nowbahahshah)

i wanted to be a mermaid too dldjdksksj like h2O and all those series convinced me i could be one like. i remember i‘d always go in the deep pool and attempt to swim like them in all the series with that wave motion i must have looked so crazy with my goggles as well dkdjsksöksj (i was like twelve but still)

so mgk has two sides one is hip hop/rap which is like ~~~~ idk he has good and bad songs, but his latest album is like punk pop snd I LOVE IT SO SO SO SO SO MUCH, so if you like punk pop I’d recommend his album tickets to my downfall (i don‘t blame yoj if you don‘t like it tho like about a year ago i would have HATED that type of music dkdkdkkd)🥴

Okay talking about music, there‘s this german rapper and he is... not a good person. he‘s literally a criminal and extremely sexist but to me he‘s still hot???????? he‘s even cute at times even tho he has tattoos everywhere and is like 6‘5 and is super aggressive but i see him and i‘m like 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 my heart beats only for you💘💘💘💘and he released a new song today and i watched the video and i‘m wondering wtf is wrong with me 😃 (he did look particularly cute cause he was high so idk he wasn’t really aggressive in this one) 😭 so i thought i‘d share that LMAO IDK

(not saying tattoos aren‘t cute btw i LOVE tattoos imma get some soon, but you know he looks like someone your grandma would be afraid of (and in his case rightfully so💀)

okay wait i‘m getting so tired it‘s 2 am i think i‘ll have to do the rest tomorrow but i wanted to do it now😭🥺🥺 see you tomorrow

it is now 3:42 am and i couldn‘t sleep so here we go again

girl you can laugh at me for liking justin tho skskks i wanna laugh at myself idk, like i said i really really really liked him a few years go, basically my life was at least 50% justin and then he went on a break for a while and released an album last year which i hated 🥴 but this album is wow. (Still weird to me because it‘s literally the definition of pop and i don‘t ever listen to pop?) and it‘s so weird because i used to know so much about justin and had so many friends who loved him as well and now it‘s like I’m listening to someone new? Don‘t get me wrong i never KNEW justin and i never will and i‘m aware of that shahsh but yeah i used to be soooo used to him and it‘s like reconnecting with an old friend and you realise you don‘t know that friend anymore- like you don‘t know them anymore at all. I mean justin is weird nowadays 😂😂😂 so pls laugh at me tbh dskksjsjsh

awww it‘s so wholesome that you gave your mom tickets to the concert 🥺🥺🥺🥺 i gave my mum tickets for pink like 2 years ago and she loved it so much and i was like 🥰🥰🥰 (i went with her) AND OMG GLEE ok so unfortunately i barely remember glee, but i used to watch it too!!!! And it‘s actually on my list of series i wanna watch (again) so youre making me want to watch it even more (but like i said i‘m bad with series so 😩😩😩 who knows when i‘ll rewatch it)

When all this pandemic shit is over (let‘s be hopeful <3333) then you need to go to as many concerts as possible!!!!! i‘ve been to SO MANY and it‘s literally one of the things in my life i‘m the most grateful for, concerts are some of the best experiences i‘ve ever had in my life especially the ones that are in smaller concert halls where you can feeeel the vibe and everyone‘s energy (and that sounds awful thinking about it mid-pandemic 😐) anyway—

Okay omg you‘re absolutely making me want to watch hamilton right now like omg i WANT TO WATCH IT NOW but it‘s 4 am sodndkdldl

what you said about my peter fics🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺like omg i love these emojis they literally just describe how i felt when reading what you said so, yes, 🥰🥺 + thank you :) it really means a lot <3

and no omg i totally get the studying thing. like last year before i graduated .. was that last year? yes wtf omg okaykdjdj, so the last three months before i had my final exams we were just in a lockdown and we didn‘t even have online classes. We had nothing except one teacher who left our group chat (😭) because she was mad at us (?) and one maths teacher who did an online ““lesson““ once a week. he‘d ask: so does anyone have questions. us: . Him: okay, bye then. So. Yeah dndldldj. But we had one online test and it was in german and like i read the book wee were supposed to read? but the questions on the test were all unanswerable (is that a word?) and i had to google everything (got an A tho 🤪 but only because i googled everything so i was so scared that i wouldn‘t be able to get a good result on the final exam because what if i‘d gotten used to just googling everything and i couldn‘t do it by myself anymore? anyway it was all fine in the end but yeah at times i couldn‘t even study because i had so much anxiety about studying and yeah- like this whole annoying cycle. but you said you‘re still studying———- okay wait 👁👄👁 i forgot what i was going to say??????????????????????????????????????????????????? Like wtf. Is wrong with me? And i‘m reading what you wrote again and i just don‘t know what i was going to say? Like i get what you‘re saying obviously but i‘m like? Idk 4am brain ayeee, please vent more if you need to and elaborate further because right now i‘m???? Too dumb to respond to this right now wtf. I‘m so sorry lmao ddlkdjdjd what is even going on like i‘m sitting here open mouthed just like ? But btw the fact that you have Voice and dance lessons is like SO FUCKING COOL like oh my god that is sosososos cool wtf, i was thinking that when you first talked about it too

And “i want you to chanel the knowledge within yourself of the centripetal force of the circle that is the table on this stage” ODHDKSLDBDJDOFIDKDNDLDK

Yes i know about the weather dkdkdkjd but it‘s getting (a lot) warmer here too and where i live we kind of get a weird type of wind called föhn (which literally means hair dryer but idk if that‘d the reason why it‘s called that, i‘m too tired to think of whether it makes sense rn) and it gives me headachesssssss and the changing weather is also giving me headaches 😭😭😭😭 so this season right now is just headache season and i hate summer so i wish it would just snow again lmao (okay it‘s getting so late that it‘s early already snd i can hear this bird chirping so fucking loud wtf i‘m also getting a headache 🤧🤧🤧) but at least i can do my new theme soon (i hope it‘ll look good🥺 and omg thank you for what you said about my current theme- i always feel like i‘m so bad with aesthetics, i obviously like my theme but i feel like every single person on tumblr has a theme that is prettier than mine so it was very nice to hear you say that you love it👉🏼👈🏼 (i‘m so used to it by now that i actually hate it lmao so it‘s getting yeeted soon and i‘m making megan thee stallion my pfp 🤪 (if the graphics and shit works out skdjdjdj)

#lovely anon #<333 #okay its so late now i dont wanna post it now in case i‘m too tired to notice losds of mistakes #but i also wanna post it now so. #*loads #i‘m posting it #and i absolutely do not mind if you answer like this!!!! but if you ever do feel like it‘s too much or you uust want to respond to one thing #in particular sooner then pls go ahead! <3