#listen listen listen-- i dont wanna do digital art. i dont feel like it. i dont want to. the most ive opened csp or ps for is to try to fix

[diogoatjota]

Also might have to go into debt to study art in england in a couple of years <3 love it!!

#id rather die than go to america but listen #theres JACK SHIT in germany #like i maybe dont wanna do animation right #THE ONLY DIGITAL STUFF THERE IS HERE IS ILLUSTRATION #I DONT WANNA DO ILLUSTRATION #all cool like more digital art courses are in america or england #and there it costs my liver to study #like in germany i could get it done for maybe 3000 euros in total if im pessimistic #but i might have to go to england to study for 40.000 pounds or more just because i dont want to do painting. #man fuck you of course theres students leaving the country you dumb pricks BECAUSE THERE ARENT ANY COURSES #I DONT WANNA BE AN ART TEACHER. I DONT WANT TO STUDY FREE ART. SO I GUESS IM FUCKED? #sorry for the rant….im so mad #like finally i feel like theres something i want to do….but i cant #sham!s rambles

[the-s1lly-corner]

Dude, imagine something like: TADC x Mime! Reader. Reader usually stays quiet most of the time, but sometimes they suddenly talk startling everyone around them. At the same time, they are like, very expressive, using exaggerated gestures and facial expressions, and usually communicates solely through their miming skills. And if you wanna go extra crazy THEY COULD ALSO HAVE SOMETHING LIKE MR. MIME FROM POKEMON, where they like, do a mimic of a wall, and then a invisible wall appears out of nowhere or something like that

I hope you understood what i meant, sorry for any mistakes, English is not my first language 💖💖

TADC cast x mime!reader !

eueueu i totally understand what youre saying and i love the idea sm!! i love it when mime characters have mime physics, or when clown characters have clown physics!! love it so so so much!! sorry if this is a little short, ive been writing personal stuff all day and the back aches are starting to creep back in already </3

CAINE:

his jaw drops the first time you speak, he genuinely thought you were totally incapable of speech thanks to your whole theme going on... i think he would love your little mime tricks with the invisible walls and barriers and... did you just no clip through the floor while pretending to walk down some stairs...? where did you go?? where? was there another no clip glitch issue thing going on? he thought he fixed that...!

POMNI:

ah, a jester and her mime.... not the weirdest pairing... though granted pomni doesnt commit to the bit of being a jester and doesnt do tricks or jokes.. while you do commit... i think she would grow frustrated if you put a barrier up and made her slow down... calm down.. chill.. sure you understand the whole "finding the exit" thing going on with her, but rushing things probably wont help.... to time out she goes... probably gives you a side eye if she sees you just randomly walking on some invisible platform to just. leave in the middle of an IHA

JAX:

tries to coax you into using your powers for evil... i have a feeling jax doesnt like people who arent talkers... like being incapable of speak is one thing, i think at most is that he would make decisions for you (ie wrap an arm around your shoulder and be like "oh well me and (reader) were just thinking about......." yk? like in a joking way) but i dont think he likes quiet people... tries to coax you into speaking more... imagine you never spoke before in front of anyone and you finally reveal that you can talk, to jax, and he tries to tell everyone but no one believes him. psychological torment 101

RAGATHA:

i like to think she plays along with your mime antics, pretending to also be putting up invisible props and such... though her actions and movements are noticeably more sloppy and not as... fluid...? afterall, ragatha hasnt spent time practicing to be anywhere near your level! is a little surprised when she finds out your stuff is at least somewhat tangible within the digital world... thinks your emoting is cute..

KINGER:

so you know how he gets startled by gangle simply standing next to him? its like that with you, but he jumps when you randomly start talking next to him.. ponders... invisible safe square/cube/whatever... though i think part of the comfort of a pillow fort is that hes out of sight... but i think he would enjoy it at least a little if you created something like that for him

ZOOBLE:

enjoys that you dont talk much, zooble doesnt like chatty people i dont think... though they are willing to listen to you on days where you do feel like striking up a conversation... you actually get a laugh out of them when you banish jax to time out (aka putting up 4 see through walls around him for whatever length of time to atone for whatever crime he committed that day)

"he took my arm off.. give him an hour.."

GANGLE:

art kid meets art kid, you guys are both a little silly... okay sure your stuff is more performative, and while gangle does have a comedy and tragedy mask her thing is more so in drawing and painting imo, i love me artistic gangle... loves doing your makeup, if its not just a permanent part of your digital face, and can be customized... not much to be said here... theres comfortable silence between the two of you when you hang out since you dont talk often and gangle doesnt know what to talk about and may or may not fear ruining the dynamic between the two of you

#tadc x reader #the amazing digital circus x reader #digital circus x reader #caine x reader #pomni x reader #jax x reader #ragatha x reader #kinger x reader #zooble x reader #gangle x reader

[ssalballoon]

i wanna get better at art but dont know how to start ^^' whats a good way to get into studying anatomy and improving as an artist? tysm 💗 love your art soso much

more art converts 😼 yay!!

i think these asks were sent by different people but they're pretty related + a lot of my advice is the same! so i'll answer these together under the cut (it's so long oh gosh)

ok first of all i'm very flattered that people are asking me for art advice but i'm really not the most equipped person to ask TTOTT I've never been deliberately studious with my art so I feel bad offering advice when I've mostly gotten by with just drawing fanart and ocs a lot... my rate of improvement has therefore been slow, but I've still had an enjoyable learning experience so perhaps from that angle my input may help! i'll mainly refer you to external resources that have helped me

For anatomy + drawing humans:

1) I know I'm not diligent enough to sit down and study muscles, so instead I make it more enjoyable by drawing my favorite characters in a pose that targets the muscles I want to practice! (i default to drawing ppl naked because of this lol) This isn't the most efficient, but it serves as good motivation to get practice in. (honestly a lot of my general art advice has the undercurrent of becoming so obsessed with characters to drive your motivation to draw even when artblocked/ struggling with doubts!)

2) I want to refer you to Sinix's Anatomy playlist! Although Sinix focuses more on digital painting, he gives simplified anatomy breakdowns that include how muscles change shape under different movements/poses, which is crucial for natural human posing. the static anatomy diagrams from Google don't really help for that

3) What's just as important as anatomy is gestures! (especially important if you're used to drawing non-human objects I think!) Making figures look like they have flow to them will sell the "naturalness"(?) to your anatomy. If you have in person life drawing sessions accessible near you I'd recommend trying those out, or if you prefer trying it digitally there's this website!

This helps you not only get a sense of human proportions, but also natural posing! I'd limit the time taken to draw the poses from like 10 seconds to 1 minute(?) for quick gestures, and maybe 1 minute to 5mins(for now!! typically they go much longer) to study human proportions. I'd say don't spend a lot of time on them, repetition is more important!

4) I've also picked up on useful anatomy tidbits from artists online! Looking at how practiced/ professional artists stylize a body helps me focus on what the essential details are to convey a particular form (looking up "human muscles" and being hit with anatomy diagrams full of all the smallest details can be overwhelming! what do you even focus on?! so these educated simplifications really help me) Like Emilio Dekure's work! Look how simplified these figures are, and yet contain all the essential information to convey the sense of accurate form (even though it's highly exaggerated!)

(shamefully admits I've never studied from actual anatomy books so I can't recommend anything in that sense TTOTT)

For general improvement:

1) I highly recommend Sinix's Design Theory playlist and Paintover Pals! (+ his channel in general) You don't have to put them immediately into practice, but I think these are good fundamental lessons to just listen to and have them in the back of your mind to revisit another day. Plus these videos are just fun and very approachable! Design theory fundamentals are essential to creating appeal and directing a viewer's attention, and critiquing others' work/ seeing his suggestions are a good way to practice noticing areas of improvement+ solutions yourself!

2) If you prefer a more formal teaching resource, the Drawabox YouTube course covers all the basic fundamentals of drawing in short lessons. But honestly if I were starting out, this would be a little intimidating for me (and even now it still is! I haven't done all of them) But even if you don't watch them, the titles should give you an idea of the basic concepts that are valuable to pick up. I think it would be nice to keep in mind and revisit once in a while as you learn!

(One lesson I do encourage you to watch is the line control one! A confident continuous line conveys motion and flow much better compared to discontinuous frayed lines which I think is good to practice early by drawing from the wrist and shoulder)

3) As a universal piece of advice: Please please please use references! Use a reference for literally everything, observing is how we learn! You'll find that a lot of things you thought you knew what they looked like are inaccurate by memory alone. Also, trace! This is solely for your practice, tracing then freehanding has helped me grasp proportions when I was struggling! (of course don't post these online if you traced from art)

I've found that being able to compile references into easy to access boards has been very helpful in encouraging me to use references more. For PC, I think they use PureRef (free/pay what you want), and for iPad I use VizRef. VizRef is a one time purchase (which was definitely worth the $3.99 USD price imo)

4) On that note, try building up the habit to observe from media + real life and make purposeful comments about what you see! Like hey, when I bend my knee, the muscles/fat in my thighs and calves bulge outwards, I should draw that next time. Purposeful observation carries over to your overall visual library, and it's a little thing that adds up over time

5) For motivation, get into media you really enjoy, or make your own characters! The way I started art more seriously was by drawing fanart + OCs from anime that I liked ^^ For OCs it really encourages you to draw more because you're the primary creator of their art! Also you gotta see a lot of good art to make good art! Watching visually appealing media (like animation with appealing stylization/simplification) can passively help you learn just by observation.

ok wow I could go on but this is already a lot of information TTOTT my main aim for this reply is basically: don't let anything discourage you from learning to draw!! drawing is so fun and brings me a lot of joy ^^ practicing often will of course help you improve, and the way to incentivize that is by having fun with it! i hope this could help!💞

#my asks #art resources #trying to be concise n failing #i'm mainly worried that like. my art tips make me sound more skilled than my art actually is

[ccaramel-llow]

Heya! If it’s possible can you write some fluff headcanons of reader x Pomni/Ragatha/Gangle (non poly). You don’t have to do all 3 if that isn’t really your thing. (Sorry if this sounds weird I’m new with requests lol)

Pairings; Pomni/reader, Ragatha/reader, Gangle/reader

Warnings; Cursing, Delusional, suic thoughts

Romantic.

Pomni

, Really nothing will change, If you had read my last post of the ragatha and pomni x reader.

, Pomni enjoy's spending time with you daily, And gives you flowers that she finds outside the circus while searching for an exit.

, She likes to sit at the lakes shore with you at night to get her mind off of escaping digital purgatory

, She WILL chomp on Jax's arm or legs if he tripped you. Rabid dog mode.

, Pomni thinks about a lot of things you both will do in the future, And if she will get separated from you if you both escape. She fears that to the point it makes her not wanna escape, But still is determined to leave and marry you in the future if she can ever find you.

Ragatha

, Once again, I dont think anything will change.

, You both have tea parties in her rooms often to chat about things and hopes for the future.

, If you are the type to cook, She'd eat all your food no matter how ass it tasted.

, Would probably feel like those worn out dolls you'd find in a closet.

, She'd try to lift you up but fail immediately because shes a doll and your not, Unless your a doll aswell.

, She likes to cuddle daily when shes stressed.

, Very supportive and sweet!!

Gangle

, She'd be a very clingy lover.

, She vents to you alot, Like how shes so tired of the bullying and being stuck in a digital hell and how she wants to die for it.

, She likes to watch anime or draw with you, And if you dont know how, she'd gladly teach you!!

, She likes to listen to you rant about your own original characters if your the artistic type of person.

, She'll snap at jax if she ever catches him saying something harmful or doing something to you. Yelling, And probably death threats too.

, Secretly writes and draws ship art of you two.

🎭 🧸 🎪

#digital circus #tadc x reader #tadc #the amazing digital circus #tdi x reader #tadc pomni #tadc jax #tadc gangle #tadc ragatha #x reader #gangle x reader #ragatha x reader #ccaramel candys stuff #pomni x reader

[insanebirddog]

Just a silly little introduction post

Hi! I'll start this off by saying ive got quite the confusing identity and im willing to answer questions if you dont ask like a dick. I dont wanna feel like im on tiktok so No "what the fuck is ___" ask like your civilized, please instead go just "hey what does ___ mean" or something. thank you :3

I have 17 names, and prefer for people to use more then just one, but i understand its confusing.

[Crow/Jezter/Inzanity/Icaruz/Caztiel/Celestial/Devil/Soul/Hound/Bombz/Bomby/Aero/Rampage/Carddeck/Dice]

I have 16 pronouns, and do prefer for you to use more then just one set but again understand its confusing

[He/Him/It/its/Crow/Bird/Scorpion/Glitch/Soft/Hyper/Z/Ze/Zem/Zoul/Zoulself]

And heres a couple examples on how to use those pronouns for any confused

"he went to the store, did you see him?"

"I think it went to the park? not the ash grove one, it hates that one. I think it went to the toddler park, thats its favorite"

"crow is 5'4, are you taller than bird?"

"Scorpion cant do math?"

"Soft missed two years of school, so hyper cant do math well"

"Z has 5 fs in school, can you help zem study?"

"Zoul cant eat tomatoes, and zoul is allerigic to grass. I wonder how zoulself found that out or if someone else told zoul"

My genders include [but prolly arent limited to]:

Male ftm, Glitchgender, robotgender, staticgender, and possibly agender but im still questioning that one.

My sexuality:

Im Omnisexual, homoromatic which i just call blendmasc. And aroacespike!

Boundary list:

Dont touch me without asking

Dont flirt with me

Use tone tags, if you dont understand tonetags thats alright

do not send me underwater vids/pictures without a tw, including video game water

Dont vent without asking

Dont flirt with me, even jokingly unless your 17-18 as i am 17 :)

Fandoms/Groups I'm in:

Steven Universe

The Owl House

Amanda and the Adventurer

Welcome Home

The amazing digital circus

Furry fandom

Therianthopy/otherkinship/reincarnation

My religious beliefs:

Im a practicing witch, a satanist, and i believe every religion is real but i dont follow any specific one.

My favorite styles/genres:

I love cybergoth/goth/whimsigoth/punk/emo/scene and basically any and every alt style ive found so far [including beliefs in the ones listed above, like punk]

I listen to metal, screemo, and whatever the fuck will wood/soddiken is. Im BIG into art, like any artistic hobby i have.

Thats all i can think to add for now, just some random stuff abt me.

If you wanna interact elsewheres, heres the place[s] chatters:

Discord server

Twitch

Youtube

TikTok

Bye bye bye!

Heres a song i feel fits me best:

#xenogender #gay #omni #digital artist #twitch streamer #youtuber #discord server #therianthropy #otherkin #reincarnation #neopronouns #artist #I think thats enough tags but hey i felt silly hello #cringe culture is dead #Youtube

[spamtongreal1]

MASTERPOST

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hi! we are The Abyssal Zone. i [core, abyss] am genderfluid, panromantic, and a therian! -◾️

we are an OSDD-1b system. for information about the alters, check out our prns.cc! [FFS READ IT BEFORE INTERACTING.]

we are just a silly lil guys who shouldn't have been introduced to this website/app cuz we go feral on it. on this blog, we mostly post art and reblog silly stuff we like! sideblogs: Ask Circle Critters , AfterGen

IMPORTANT: PLEASE CREDIT US IF YOU'RE GOING TO USE OUR ART FOR ANYTHING! A PFP, BANNER, OR ANYTHING, CREDIT US!! // WE ARE ALSO A BODILY MINOR, DON'T CONTACT US IF YOU'RE OLDER THAN 18 AND WE DON'T KNOW YOU, FOR EXAMPLE, DON'T TALK TO US IF YOU'RE 33

we update this a lot

[if you genuinely feel like you wanna know abt our stuffs view under the cut]

FANDOMS/HYPERFIXES/THINGS WE MIGHT RANT ABT

we're mostly in undertale/ut yellow, ut/dr has been an in-and-out fandom. should check it out before coming on our blog :3

deltatraveller. do we need to say ANYTHING else. DELTATRAVELLER

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the henry stickmin collection!! charles is but a silly :333

[dont wanna put photos here for the sake of everything]

untitled soul by impostertale and inverted fate!! we go so feral over untitled soul you guys don't even know. also the amazing digital circus :33 and twin runes by akanemnon.

ETC

WE ARE MINORS!! please don't ask or mention anything inappropriate!!! we have ADD, mild anxiety and depression.

if you message or follow us without a blog title, pfp, or any posts, we will assume you're a bot and block you. interact with our different posts so we're able to tell. but i mean, if you message us stuff like "yo come to this dating website 😊😊😊😊" no we're gonna block you if you're a person or not.

comfort characters we will post/talk abt a lot: starlo, axis, martlet [UTY], charles [THSC], false [UNTSOUL], spamton [DR], and ofc, sans and papyrus [UT].

WE DO FREE ART! as long as its not NSFW requests or anything problematic, we might be able to do things with slight blood, but not a lot of everything else. we only decided to do free art cuz 1, can't be paid, parents would get mad and we don't have our own credit card. 2, we're bored and most of the time when we're bored we so badly want to draw.

IF YOU WANT TO CONTACT US our discord is @/coupleof_big.shots

SIGN OFFS: me/abyss: -◾️ // rosemary: -🌿 // dandelion: -🥀 // axis: -⚙️ // mystyris: -⁉️ // bones: -🦴 // dani: -🔻 // clos: -☁ // bolt: -⚡// trix: -🔥 // error: -❤️‍🩹 // com: -☄️ // hibiscus: -🌺 // syrup: -🍁 // berdly: -🧿 //

do not ask us info for the alters, they are in our prns.cc .

well.. that's it? for now. we'll update this once we understand more of how to make an intro! nonhumans & queers and trans people, you are all welcome on this blog, anybody who doesn't like those people, get off our blog and our friends blogs! thank you for listening to.. or reading, for that matter, our intro! here's some user boxes [that go for all of us] and a free explosion gif :3

#masterpost #intro post #blog intro #therian #therian community #be nice

[lost-between-letters]

Ill be your favorite drug, Ill get you high:

i kinda got carried away, im so sorry if its way too long sweets, you can ignore parts of it! pls ignore all the mini vent parts, i dont mean to stain this lovely blog

fandom: supernatural

gender preference: Male !

Right so I am a 5'7 female with redish but brunette hair which is short and fluffy af. I actually am quite chubby.

I am extremely affectionate and touch starved but suck it up so im not annoying (family problems am i right). Will probably cry when feelings are reciprocated while apologizing profusely 👍. wont admit that i look for approval, mostly my siblings. I REALLY love comedy and anything that makes me laugh cause it makes me forget about the world and the shitty things in it for a while. Im talking about all th humor! dry, witty, sarcastic, self-deprication, etc! I do it all everyday. I dont care how stupid the joke was, im laughing at it

Actually quite emotionally drained. Really empathetic but not easily sympathetic but I would try to help and take care of a s/o everyday if I had to. (Im studying psychology! I wanna become a therapist). says absolutely hate love and valentines and etc.. but a big lovesick puppy if im being honest.

Im also very chaotic and giggly evil when I start feeling adrenaline rushing through me. 10 out of 10 wouldnt recommend rated by my brother. 👍

I love music. You'll see me run away with headphones most of the time because it escapes time. As you could tell, I also really love art too! in any form. literature, painting, digital, you get the point. Food, just.. yes, food. Cliche af but big sweet tooth of the family! (weak mfs-)

When the dam breaks, will smother s/o with sheer passion and love. gifts, affection, the words and all that cliche crap. Im not a big fan of jewelry and expensive gifts but Im more into dumb gifts. like.. DUMB gifts. they just make me laugh about how dumb it is, i am telling you, a block of wood would cheer me up! maybe cause i learned to love the small things in life.

~💥

is it bad that I'm halfway in love with you now?

I ship you with Sam Winchester!!

Listen, that man knows what it's like to live with someone who feels so big and has to smother it down so he immediately recognises that in you. And he doesn't judge, he gives you your space and is respectful. But then you start sharing your art with him, maybe initially on accident and Sam is a goner

Like you start opening up about it and he can actually listen to you and let you talk? That's his heaven. Sam is a person who loves knowledge no matter where it comes from and he loves seeing people be passionate.

He will absolutely roll his eyes at your sense of humour and secretly love it. Oh! The first time he feels real panic with you is when he tells you how he feels about you and you get emotional. Sam will absolutely think that he fucked up in some way but keep it buried to calm you

But when you two get together, you're inseparable. As in Dean has to leave the room every time you're sitting together

Sam will shower you in little gifts once he learns how much you love them. A little memory of the newest hunt or a trip in physical form for you to share stories about

Join the celebration

#sam winchester x reader #answered #💥 anon #kat's 450 follower celebration

[tsukasageorge]

8 10 12 14 16 18 artist ask

nico is carrying my entire inbox

1. what is your favorite color to work with?

pink and purple my beloved. red is cool too

2. who is your favorite character to draw?

(shoves mound of alluka drawings under the table) i do not have a favorite ahaha maybe aubrey because she has long hair 😊😊😊😊😊😊

3. what song(s) do you listen to when you do art?

a lot

4. how often do you draw?

at least every few days. it's pretty rare for me to go more than a week without drawing nowadays but i used to draw much less regularly and improved so much slower

5. digital or traditional?

digital! traditional is nice in small doses. i think im done with normal pencils i prefer either painting or like. charcoal as i recently discovered

6. tag your favorite artists/inspirations!

UH. UH. YOU DO I TAG YOUR ART BLOG OR MAIN. @shitbox-drawn my friend who's not on tumblr but she was my first art mutal ever i love her her names kyoki um. ngl i dont know anyone's name. tiucotheus (i dont wanna tag them i feel like id bother them) & yuumei art. hyperpop type art has been a pretty big inspiration for me recently i love colors

7. do you prefer sketching, outlining, or coloring?

sketching <3 lineart is to me what coloring is to normal people. it's relaxing sometimes but i need 1 million stabilzer. you already know how i feel about coloring

8. show us at least 2-3 drawings from 1-2 years ago.

this is the iconic sibling moment i was talking about. its roughly a year old now, and looks pretty stiff, but it was like. kinda insanely good for my skill at the time. pretty big point in my art history

here's one from 2021, its one of the oldest drawings i have on my computer. gilda was supposed to be there but i couldnt draw her so i gave up

9. what drawing program do you use? (if the artist does digital art)

clip studio paint my beloved

10. are you right or left handed?

right

11. warm or cool colors?

why are we pitting two bad bitches against each other..... personally i like ourple

12. draw one of your favorite characters in 15 seconds.

unlluka

14. what was something that you used to draw a lot that you don’t draw as much anymore?

um. bows i guess? butterfly wings, i really liked drawing those for a bit (i drew like 2 ever)

15. when was the last time you did art?

1 minutes ago if u count unlluka. i did draw earlier today though

16. what kind of tablet do you use? v v 

the wacom one its like. flat. no screen

17. (alternative for traditional art ) ^ ^  do you work with pencils or pens more often?

pencils my beloved

18. how long have you been drawing/ when did you officially “declare” yourself as an artist?

i considered myself an artist when i actually drew something and didn't just shade a picture. i've been drawing for probably like... 4 years now??? that's insane i swear it was 3 yesterday

19. do you like drawing short hair or longer hair more?

LONG HAIR ESPECIALLY THE KIND THAT IS SLIGHTLY WAVY

20. how often do you get art block?

not in my art block era but if i dont have an idea then yeah

21. draw one of your original characters.

not gonna lie i actually dont really like my ocs but anyways this one is nyx they're chaotic silly. remember that royal who randomly disappeared 3 years ago yeah thats them they were hanging out w some dragons this whol time

22. do you use a mac or pc to do (digital) art?

pc

23. draw your fav as a vampire

i will do this as not an ask bc i want to put actual effort into it

24. how many followers do you have? (on your art blog)

like 23 iirc but lets say 24 so it matches with the question number

25. where in your house do you usually do art?

exclusively on my bed but i drew nyx on nicos bed

26. draw urself! (it doesn’t have to be detailed)

same as 23 ive been meaning to make a meet the artist for a while

#asks <3 #long post

[unspecifiederror]

hi friend

you. Are crying beside a bed that you will not be sleeping in in a month or less, bc again we're back to this life changing, choice making, choosing your next chapter in this game called life era. You is graduating, im listening to weird tiktok disco song rn, i would change the song but the wifi sucks even this song took 4747 minutes to open, im listening to it bc i waited

okay now im changing

the song was...

try 2 luv by never dull

turned a rennie bottle upside down, waiting for it to fill up the bottle cap so i can drink the remaining stomach soothing drink, cause here i am again with stomach pain

also my nose hurts, the piercing, i shouldn't have changed it that often, it's having hard time trying to heal

i wanna live happily but i dont wanna be bored, 4 years ago me, how was she

i have become,,, okay lets make pros cons of what kind of a person i am

pros:

-i am problem solver

-i can mend stuff

-i am good at digital drawing

-i am good at making mixed media art

-i have good eye for things(things i like are reallY good

-i can draw great eyeliners

-i love cats

-i love listening to music and break down beats, i believe i will make a song

-i am good at wandering around, i can walk 4848km and still not get that tired, tired yes but it's fun so im okay with wandering around

-i am good at cutting bangs

-i can braid hair

-i can make paper crane

-i can do collage

-i can do superb powerpoint presentations

-i am good at decorating

cons:

-im procrastinating

-i live trying to met expectations of others so ive lost myself in the process

-i dont like people(this is not as dramatic as it sounds but you literally don't like everyone, even you like someone you end up finding and ick of them so

-its hard for me to really like someone to hang out with

-i like hanging out with people, but i feel weird, idk(will elaborate

-i look like i feel bad, i have rested bitch face, i look like im too uncomfortable

-im late, to most occasions

anyways

enough of that

lets drink stomache sooth stuff

i need to pee

there are infinite possibilities that comes from my decisions

maybe something i did today hindered me from meeting my soulmate

or made me 1 step closer to him

i dont know

i shouldn't think about it that much

im literally in shock that, i was graduating from high school yesterday and now

im grraduating from university

and it's

it's all gonna be okay

i will end up okay

and finish my license

and i will be happy

i will be happy

bye for now

much love

#diary #250522

[butterbeb]

calling myself out😌✌️

#im a tad bit obsessed with watt now can you tell #i dont always have access to the computer tho cuz my brother uses it as well and im starting official online classes this week so yikes #also the reason why i havent been completeing requests as fast cuz like half of them i planned to do digitally #as for the watt animatic i was thinking of doing captain of the team? #idk? matties lament? before the breakdown? wallflower? ill prob pick smtg that less than 3 mins so that im less likely to lose motivation #idk would be easier to plan out frames for cuz i can esily imagine how the scene would go #captain of the team animatic tho :0 #i love reese omg #i wanna finish the animatic i was working on first tho :/ #im on the second verse and idk how to plan out the last part of the song #i started it months ago tho so my art style had changed a bit and the first few secs are a bit janky #this has turned into a tag ramble whOops #who knows i might do a six animatic in the future #prob not cuz the songs are p long #but haus of holbein seems fun #i need to fricking finish the animatic ahhhHHh #new motivation: do it so my sec 1 self can be proud of me #i lowkey miss sec 1 #simpler times #i listen to hamilton and watch the animatics when im feeling nostalgic cuz thats when i first got into musicals #i love the feeling of when you first get into smtg and going into a fandom for the first time #everything feels new and ahhhHHH #okay gonna stop rambling now yeEt

[lemongogo]

#me: an indecisive bitch who doesnt know what she wants to do in college or w/ her life anymore #LISTEN..... im sorry. you guys must be seein these posts on the daily and ik its annoying #im dealing w it on repeat for 24 hours but UHHH writing it out helps me vent and think about what to do #and so yeah remember how i was talking about doing a bio major and a studio art or digital arts / media minor #well NOW im thinking about double majoring in both studio arts and biology #bc i feel like itll be the best way for me to decide which one i really want to do and then i can drop the other #or if im strong enough i can go thru and graudate w a bio and art degree #and dont come at me by saying that its too much for me to handle: if its something i want to do ill find a way to make it work trust me #i mean im already ahead in credit hours as is and i havent even claimed all my aps yet so like...........its gonna be ok #hopefully at least #idk ive just been so unhappy these past three (four?) weeks now #and yeah like i suppose everyone hates general intro classes but like. #this is so incredibly boring and ive gone through a ridiculous amt of stress at this point #and seeing some of my friends living their life @ art school legitimately makes me so jealous?? #thats so bad to say jesus i mean yeah ofc im incredibly happy for them but it makes me feel like im ignoring what i truly wanna do #all of this just feels like. im doing it to appease my 'rational' side which is complete bs #i think it stems from the fear of like. the nasty stigma that : you cant get a job in art which listen #i think thats an absolute lie but for some reason its wormed its way into my head #and even though i know its not true its still v daunting to me and im like #if i go into art what would i want to do #i dont wanna do graphic design or anything #but i dont think i could handle animation or storyboarding bc i dont like to be repetitive in my art #i think if people were to ask me what my absolute dream is #it would probably be like. illustration or digital visualization #and im sure id be able to find something of the likes that really appeals to me #but idk im just going through so many emotions rn #im in this group for science and i feel like i dont belong i feel like everyone hates me and im legitimately falling apart inside #and i feel like i cant find an actual job in bio that interests me #i dont think i want to go to med school anymore bc thats $$ and that takes a lot of time to devote your life to #even after residency

[stained-brutal-crackpot]

draw calamitas more., that way your art will get more attention your stuff is good but people dont see it because you draw characters no one is interested in, i wanna see more calamitas

Okay let me clarify something my dude. If you want to see more Calamitas you could’ve just asked nicely? Like if you’d just requested that I draw her, I probably would have obliged.

Listen, before I came on this website, there was no content of Statis, Braelor, and Silva. As in, none. I draw them because it’s the kind of art that I want to see. And it’s not like I don’t know Cal is popular, most art pieces of her get upwards of 20 or 30 notes meanwhile I’m lucky if I hit double digits. But I still fuckin do it, because I like these characters a lot and they make me really happy. Even if “no one’s interested in them”, I’M interested in them, and that’s what matters to me.

When I first got into Calamity, there was so little content of these characters anywhere that I literally had to ask in the lore discussion channel of the Discord server to see if there were any canon or fanmade designs for them. I can’t talk about them unless it’s here, or with my actual friends who won’t make me feel awkward for my interests.

Tumblr is one of the only places where I can make content of characters I like and not have anxiety about it. If you’d just asked me to draw Calamitas, I would’ve said yes, but that went out the window when you disrespected me.

But, y’know, your wish is my command, so

#i'm sorry if i sounded bitchy or ungrateful when i said my art didn't get as much attention #i like calamitas i really do #i have nothing against her but i just don't enjoy drawing her as much #and at the end of the day it's me who's putting in the effort for the art #and i want to draw characters that make me happy #i'm not dense.. i know drawing cal would get me recognized more in the fandom but #these are MY comfort idiots and if you disrespect me im just not going to do it even more out of spite #oh and congrats on being my first rude anon

[mrfutureboy]

I would like to know when you started drawing and where your passion for fanart started 😊

Oh FUCK dude i did not see this i’m so fucking sorry this is so late 😭 damn you, tumblr, for not fucking notifying me!! Anyway buckle up this is gonna be much longer than you asked for <3

Honestly ive kinda been drawing all my life! I hope that doesnt sound dumb cuz obviously almost everyone drew pictures when they were kids, but i know that it’s been a consistent hobby for me since i was little. By the time i was in 3rd grade I was hoarding notebooks to draw in. Cuz that’s something fun about me: i had a real huge habit of drawing in things that werent sketchbooks. Through middle school and beyond I did buy/receive sketchbooks, but I started out with various kinds of notebooks. One I had from like 2nd grade was like a hardcover, stationary-type notebook that I drew cats in lol, and I have 2 velvet lisa frank notebooks from 3rd grade. In high school and college I had a really bad habit of drawing in the margins on my notes and on handouts the teacher/professor would give. Those classes where the prof just prints out all the notes beforehand and gives them to you to follow along? Oh man, I spent so many classes barely listening while I drew on them! I also used to draw on my physics homework and tests and sometimes I even got extra credit for them (thank you jeff :D). I actually have a folder of various drawings I’ve kept from that 8yr time period and a lot of them are on classwork 😂

Obviously, I’ve been doing a lot of digital art lately, which I’m sure is what u were more curious about rather than the shit about drawing on my homework. I got a surface pro as a graduation gift in 2016 bc prior to that i had a wacom tablet and a janky ass laptop, so the gift was kinda a 2-in-1: i can do schoolwork AND art easily! i like digital art a lot and honestly im still learning new things abt it every time i draw. I use Leonardo currently (i’ll skip that story) but I started out doing digital art on sketchfu WITHOUT the wacom tablet in maaaaybe 2012??? 2011??? does anyone on this site remember sketchfu? Honestly couldnt even tell u how i found that site hahah the internet was just full of wonders back in the day. RIP sketchfu. Once i got the tablet tho some time later i used sketchfu still (i think) but also gimp and krita i believe.

Oh i suppose I should mention that i took art all four years of highschool and also minored in it in college! So it’s something i did academically as well as for fun. I keep thinking about going to art school for realsies but idk. I’m already $$$ in debt from my first degree i dont feel like adding to that 😅😓

Ok now for the second part of your question: I’ve also pretty much always done fan art! Ive never really been one for OC’s, EXCEPT for the self-insert superhero double life “comics” i wrote about a poodle named Sassy when i was in third grade. And then the knock off “comics” i wrote at a later time which honestly it was weird that i did a knock off of my own thing rather than just adding them to the original or making it a spin off with at least one of the og characters. Cuz it wasnt a spin off!! But anyway there wasnt really much to any of these characters; i just needed vessels to get my weird ideas out.

So anyway yeah most of what ive ever drawn has been fan art or self portraits, because its just easier for me to take characters that already exist and bend them to my will (artistically). Well excluding art assignments in school i guess because i would usually have to draw something specific and therefore not something self indulgent. But yeah ive drawn for lots of fandoms like the earliest i remember is warrior cats. Then theres things like pokemon and warriors and random other books i read thru middle school (i used to read a LOT but now im practically illiterate); spn, sherlock, and marvel through high school; and then marvel and bttf thru the end of hs and beyond. Idk i also have always loved looking at other peoples fan art and so im like “shit i wanna do that too!”. Tho i will say marvel was my biggest fandom and the one i had the longest interest in, so that was probably where the passion REALLY came from cuz I was drawing marvel stuff for such a long time (tho not posting shdjsk u have to trust me), but ive been doing fan art forever :)

(Of course, a lot of the fan art i was making prior to recently was drawn in lined notebooks or on homework sheets or what have you, and I wasn’t posting really any of it, but i was still making it and a good chunk of it still exists. Oh i should also mention most of it was with pencils or ballpoint pens like i wasnt doing anything too fancy. There was some digital art in the highschool-college time frame but it also really wasnt…much. Honestly i barely posted any of it here but I know some of it’s on deviantart)

I cant pinpoint the exact time I started getting more “serious” about my art in general, but i know the first pandemic lockdown gave me more free time and i was less stressed about schoolwork so i just kinda had a good outlet. (Tho i will say that prior, I had been in a life drawing club for a short while, and i had also been working on a personal sketchbook project that had me pretty ~inspired~ to do art. Also i watched twin peaks around this time and it inspired a lot of Feelings and i was making funky collages and other art pieced that were sometimes related to that. Some of those are on deviantart)

Honestly I think the Big thing with my digital art was coincidentally getting back into BTTF the summer of the 35th anniversary bc the fandom here was THRIVING and i was like “oh shit wait i want to contribute!” But as i kept drawing i kept wanting to improve and that leads us to right now where im constantly trying new things (whether subtle or obvious) and challenging myself to do full body drawings with different poses, and doing screencap redraws and what have you for various reasons (backgrounds, proportions, pose, etc)

So yeah :) Basically I’ve been doing fan art forever (I didnt even get into all the mediums ive tried but that’s another conversation bc this is already so long and convoluted) and it’s kinda coincidental that ive suddenly really gotten back into it and have improved dramatically in such a short time. Thank you so much @rovermcfly for the ask and again im really sorry you had to wait so long for a response! Stupid tumblr

#rovermcfly #signed sealed delivered #THANK U SM I HOPE U ENJOY KY RAMBLING :) #id love to ramble more if theres anything else u’d like to hear about my art journey :) bc i know this is all over the place lmfao #i will say some periods of life were a bit more inspired than others and thats bc i like will not draw if im too stressed #bc likely if im too stressed im too tired. see: a few weeks ago when that job was draining my life force

[chttphnily]

lmao hi i finally posted something after just making this account and abandoning it probably about 2 or 3 years ago, probably gonna do it again asap because this app literally kinda has no use to me no offense, but i changed my layout though haha i had a dilemma on whether i should change it or not because it reminded me of the past and old me and i kinda liked it that way but decided to just changed it because i wanna show to people who my faves are lmaoo, they really mean a lot to me, they make me smile when no one else could :D, anyways here’s a picture of my old and first ever pfp before changing it to this recent one, fun story it is actually one of my first digital drawing too (check out my insta for my art acc @net.jpeg :D i kinda posted most of my first ever digital drawing there) , god how i missed the old days of when i dont have to worry about anything :), i may comeback here months or years later and post something too who knows lol, aha its so nice just typing here and posting, no ones gonna even read this but my future self will, well damn that sounded more meaningful that it should’ve been. i guess this is like a time capsule of some sort? i really dont know lol but its nice doing this. this whole ass long paragraph has all the memorable and nostalgic feelings so like i said its really really nice, the past was so peaceful and stress free i want to go back, i dont wanna grow up, i really dont but oh well, there’s gonna be more nice things to come in the future? well thats what everyone says ig so im following :) well that sounded sad when it shouldn’t have been but thats fine lol. if anyone actually found this and actually reading this thing, well im glad you made it till the end, thank you for listening to what i have to say, really, i dont know you but it means a lot, thank you, and i hope your life turns great :D i hope you get all the love you deserve, and uh yeah i really dont know what else to say, and if no ones reading this, i legit feel like im delulu or im talking to a wall huhu;; but i really hope someone founds this :) once again thank you and have a nice day..? year..? life..? sounds kinda weird but yeah!! thank you !! :D 🥺🥺❤️💕💙💗❣️💛💚💝❤️💞💘🖤💓💜💖✨✨💫🌟🌈🌙🌻 -nethanya dicya putri (net), may 21 2020, 05:54am WIB, on the side of the bed beside mom and lil brother doozing off, on ramadhan :))

[bloodydamnit]

You went to MICA, right? I’m currently going there and it’s good (stressful as fuck, but good) and I wanna know; what did you hate and what did you love about it? (Oh my god I sound like those end of year surveys they give you)

Hello there!!! Omfg I’m literally on campus right now for pride!!! LOL just got myself a smoky burger from OTH what what. okay okay okay good questions. 

MICA has changed quite a bit since I was there. Like, my freshman year was fucking lit. If you take the shuttle and get Mr. Robert or Ms. Yvette, ask them about the nudists. Shit was wild. 

Our freshman/foundation year was different in general too? Like

Okay. So. lol. Our classes were:

Elements of Visual Thinking - Which was a chance to explore concepts, mediums, learning how to properly critique, etc. 

Critical Thinking - Which was just critical theory, but more on your own practice I guess? I don’t really know how to explain it. 

EMAC - Which was exploring different forms of digital media and how to use them (Premier, Photoshop, Audacity, recording devices, etc)

Sculptural Forms - Which was a chance for you to explore 3d media. So it was held in what used to be 15/15 and it was woodshop, plaster, 3d printing, and cardboard. 

Then, this is where I get pissed off and seriously fucking angry about this change. 

But we USED to have Painting and Drawing. Now, if you got a 5 in AP art, you gained an extra credit and could skip Drawing/Painting 1. HAH. IMAGINE THAT. HAVING A PAINTING AND DRAWING CLASS AS A FOUNDATION FOR YOUR ART. BECAUSE IT’S KIND OF NECESSARY. 

can you tell im a bit fucking salty?

They were separate classes and I think, they were extremely fucking important to the development of not only my art but my peers. For example, I fucking hated painting when I went to MICA. Literally fucking refused to touch the medium. 

I went to my first class with Latoya Hobbs, tried oil paint, and everything fucking changed. I was a GD major (or that was my plan) and I immediately switched to Painting and I never looked back. 

Unfortunately, yall don’t have that opportunity anymore. Especially since when you choose your major, you tend to stick with those classes. Which really fucking sucks, because you can tell the variety of art has gone down since this change happened. And I think that’s the thing that I dislike about MICA NOW the most. I had the chance to take things, was required to take them, and then I knew how to do a variety of things BECAUSE of those changes. And from what I understand, you don’t have those opportunities anymore. Which really fucking sucks. Because you also miss out on the amazing fucking professors in other majors as well. For example, Karen Warshal. I HIGHLY recommend taking her Portrait class and her Anatomy class. I swear to god, those were the best, more useful classes I’ve ever taken. Is she crazy? A bit. But she’s the most genuine, caring, supportive, and one of the hardest professors I’ve ever had. And thats what you WANT. You don’t want someone to butter you up, tell you your art is poppin when it’s not, and to try and let you off easy because you look upset. Karen tells you how it fucking is and that’s so god damn important. no matter what major you are, TAKE HER FUCKING CLASSES. They’re important and they’re necessary to your development as an artist. Even if you’re not into figural art. - also she makes food and brings it in. and if you’re sick she might make you chicken noodle soup. shout out to karen

Honestly, Karen was probably one of my favorite things about MICA. Along with Mark Karnes,  TONY FUCKING SHORE. LISTEN. YOU NEED TO TAKE A CLASS WITH TONY SHORE (PAINTING). I think he might be doing a class on race (which haha he knows hes white as fuck) and i think it will be fantastic. so keep an eye out, AND RUTH TOULSON THE ANTHROPOLOGY TEACHER. IT MIGHT STILL BE A REQUIREMENT. HER CLASSES HAVE AN 80+ WAITLIST. IF YOU GET ON. ITS SO WORTH IT FUCKING TRUST ME. SHES OUT OF THIS FUCKING WORLD. PAUL LONG, HE’S AN ACADEMIC TEACHER (TEACHES POETRY AND SOME OTHER SHIT. HE’S GREAT. BRINGS SNACKS EVERY DAY), and others?? if you want to know more, please message me and i’ll give you them!

Anyway, I havent really answered your question!

Dislike:Housing situation fucking sucked. getting a room was fucking ridiculous. They ran out of room for us because they started accepting more (this happened when sophomore housing was required. My year was the first year that went into effect and they had to buy out bolton hill apartments. people had to break leases, etc. it was fucking ridiculous). 

The MICA store is eh? It used really good and held in dolphin. But it was literally falling apart. Now its too.. idk. It’s fine. I prefer artists and craftsmen. 

Access to studios and equipment is eh too. Because of time constraints. 

How the student body treats the fucking faculty is DISGUSTING. One girl literally called one of the sweetest security guards the ‘help’. Ms. Gloria (senior in security) is fantastic, Officer Green is everything, Ms. Yvette is so fucking sweet, and Mr. Robert makes my heart sing. 

The student body in general LOLOLOLOLOL. ‘Surround yourself with good juju’ - Former MICA Grad (my best friend) The fucking student body mica page is a fucking dumpster fire lol. 

I don’t like how white MICA is and how entitled a good part of the student body is. The amount of entitlement is fucking ridiculous. And the amount of ignorance is astounding. Also the obviousness to what fucking city you're in, is so wild i cant fucking even. Like. MICA is deceptively beautiful (the MICA bubble). Which is why it is high in crime lol. Just be alert and don’t be a god damned dumbass walking around at 3 am with your fucking headphones in, smoking a cigarette, and acting like you’re fucking immune to being mugged. Just saying. Take the shuttles and you’ll most likely be gucci. 

I don’t like how MICA spends its money (our money). And what they choose to invest in - like buying random fucking buildings and not telling the students what it’s for, and fucking raising the price of tuition and living in order to compensate. 

The total and utter lack of transparency, etc. It felt eehhhh I don’t know how to explain it. 

NOW. I KNOW THIS SOUNDS LIKE A LOT AND THAT IM JUST SHITTING ON MICA. BUT MY MICA EXPERIENCE WAS THE BEST OF MY LIFE. I LEARNED SO MUCH. AND I FIND WHAT I LEARNED THERE TO BE INVALUABLE (except for the fact that I’m 56k in debt. just saying)

But really. I loved MICA. I wish I could go back. I met so many amazing people, made great connections, and I don’t think I would have had the same love at any other art school. (I have friends in SAIC, Pratt, Parsons, FIT, SVA, RISD - they all complain about the same things. they in the grand scheme of things, are material. Which important because, hah, money. But, material nonetheless. If you have the means, I don’t think these things I explained are deal breakers)

Now what I loved about MICA. Because honey. I fucking LOVED MICA:

When I was touring schools, I was kind of eh about them? Not in the sense that I wouldn’t have a good time or be ungrateful, but I didn’t get that feeling. Does that make sense? For example, I took a tour at SVA and I have very very strong opinions about SVA, I had no feeling. When I stepped on MICA’s campus, that was fucking it for me. Not only was I comfortable there, but the professors that were at the tour, made it their duty and went out of their way to make myself and the other potential students feel welcome. They were personable, they were kind and welcoming, they were warm, and that continued even after I decided MICA was the place for me. 

My class at least, had no drama lololol. Again, my freshman year was a hell of a lot of fucking fun. We didn’t have any big racist shit going on like other years (ahem ahem 2018, 2019). INSTEAD, we had the nudists, we had carrot videos (ask around about that), it kind of felt less cliquey? Because everyone was generally interested in being friends? Idk. Like we definitely had groups and they became more evident as majors really clicked in, but in the beginning, everyone was pretty much together (this was the first year that the grill opened and leake was a thing. So we were all figuring out the dorms together). I mean we had drama but it wasn’t... idk. It wasn’t like mica student body (maybe its because we didnt have that to fuck shit up lolol). 

On The Hill was my shit. Still my shit. I fucking love on the hill with a fucking passion. Pom Iced Teas, where you at. The neighborhood in general was really nice. Baltimore is one of my favorite cities and the stigma of it will be broken as soon as you start exploring it. HOWEVER, BE FUCKING SMART. DONT BE A FUCKING IDIOT. IF YOU DON’T FEEL COMFORTABLE SOMEWHERE, YEET THE FUCK OUT OF THERE. TRAVEL WITH OTHERS. DON’T BE THOSE DUMB ASS WHITE GIRLS FROM RURAL FUCKING TOWNS THAT THINK THEY CAN WALK AROUND AT 4 AM OR JUST WHEN IT’S DARK OUT, ALONE, AND BE OKAY. TAKE. THE FUCKING. SHUTTLE. 

The studio spaces were really nice so as they’re taken care of. the equipment is really nice. take advantage of it while you can. because once you’re out of school. hah. you’re screwed. 

Networking was nice. 

Being close to the Walters was amazing and the ability to go to DC for the day only spending 8$ on the Marc train to get there was amazing. Having Penn right on campus. 

Again, the professors were in majority, fucking amazing. 

Some professors had classes outside of MICA (karen has model drawing classes at her studio) take them! They’re really worth it!

I actually didnt mind the dorms. 10x better than most colleges. 

Accessibility was amazing. Especially since its not a closed campus, but everything is in one place. That’s not the case with a lot of Art colleges. 

And most of all, I just loved being there. I loved learning. I loved the people. I loved baltimore, i loved the professors. MICA 10000% shaped how I am as an artist in the best way and I think it’s an amazing place to be despite the downfalls. 

Don’t take everything I said as gospel. like I said, these are just my experiences as well as a few of my friends in the same fine arts department. The others, I’m not sure about. But yeah. I hope this helps! You can always message me and I’d be happy to refer you to classes, professors, etc. Good luck with next year!

#MICA #MARYLAND INSTITUTE COLLEGE OF ART #'17 GRADUATE #PAINTING MAJOR #FINE ARTS #Anonymous

[4chanbf]

All asks

Thank you Lily!!

angel; do you have a nickname?

I dont even have a name lmao, but some ppl call me Olive, that makes me so happy

awe; how old are you?

Im 13

baby; favorite color?

Black and red

bloop; spirit animal?

Rat? idk?

blossom; favorite book/movie/song?

I dont even know:/ sorry

blush; what was your stuffed animal as a child?

A cow!! i still have him i made him some kandi actually

breeze; most precious childhood memory?

Ehmm, i dont even know

bright; mermaids or fairies?

FAIRIES

bubbles; do you have a best friend?

I have some pretty close friends, but idk if i have a best friend

buttercup; showers or baths?

Showers

butterfly; dream destination?

Idk really

buttons; are you religious or spiritual?

I dont really know lol

calm; favorite scent?

Green apples are pretty nice smelling?

candlelight; what did you dream about last night?

I dont remember much, however i was in this room and it had some children in it. They were like, not born or something? Society hated all of them and they were like made wrong or something bc it was a society where ppl were made like robots? anyways they were all pretty fragile and they could die easily, i dont remember any of them but this one girl, she was around 14 years old, she was tall and pale and she had long straight hair. it was like a grayish blonde color. she didnt have any eyes but where her left eye should be there was this black bead thingy? she didnt feel very good, i think she was preparing to die actually

charming; have you ever been in love?

I dont know jcjdmxm

cozy; eye/hair color?

Im a ginger:( also my eyes are like brown or something

cuddly; what’s your favorite time period?

Idk, i just like vampires

cupcake; favorite flower/plant?

I like black roses?

cute; what did you get on your last birthday?

I got a game for my switch :D

cutie pie; most precious item you own?

My bunny backpack lol

cutsie; what makes you happy?

My friends and ice coffee and music

daisies; describe a moment when you felt free.

Lmao never jjmhm

daydream; how do you want to be remembered?

As a boy

daylight; favorite album of all time?

Three cheers for sweet revenge maybe?

dear; zodiac sign?

Cancer

delightful; concerts or museums?

Ive actually never been to a concert :(

dimples; have you ever written a letter?

Think so?

dobby; dream job?

Artist i think

doll; how do you like to dress?

I dress like a lesbian

dovey; any paranormal/magical experiences?

No :’(

dreams; do you want or have any tattoos?

Ehm i think so

drizzle; do you believe in aliens?

I used to have a pretty extreme alien phase. I better say yes i dont wanna betray 9 year old me

euphoric; talk about someone you love.

Ehm i love my friends? One of my best friends i love a lot, hes always there for me when im feeling not so good. also hes very funny i love talking to him and i really hope ill get to meet him one day!

fairy; do you have a pet?

Yes i have a dog!!

fluffy; ocean or mountain?

OCEAN

forever; where do you feel time stop?

I never really feel like that :(

froglet; are you a good plant owner?

No :( my poor plants :(

garden; how many languages do you know?

I speak english and danish, but im currently learning german!

gem; who are your favorite tumblrs?

My friends?

giggles; what is your aesthetic of choice?

Im obsessed with scenecore

glittery; do you like anons? why/why not?

Yes!! theyre so much fun!

glow; list the top 5 things you like about yourself

1. I treat other ppl well mostly

yeah i hate everything else about me lmao

heart; silk or lace?

Lace, silk is making me shiver just from thinking of it

honey; coffee or tea? how do you take it?

Ice coffeeeee!! i am gay

hugsy; do you enjoy people watching or bird watching more? why?

I really like both? i dont really care

hunnybunch; what sounds help you sleep?

RAIN

jewel; what’s your favorite kind of weather?

RAIN! AND THUNDER

jiggly; what do you usually like to do on weekends?

Be in my room and cry while listening to music. sometimes i draw or play videogames too

joy; do you laugh loudly or giggle more?

My laugh is fucking ugly. also i snort when i laugh and my friends keep pointing it out 

kinky; do you blush easily?

Yea i think so

kisses; what romantic cliché do you wish for most?

Idk i just want a hug

kitty; what’s your favorite time of the day?

When im in my bed on my phone and im just talking to ppl before i sleep. or when im drinking ice coffee

ladybug; what’s your favorite artist to listen to when you’re sad?

Mcr or pierce the veil or slipknot

love; what is your favorite season and why?

I hate all seasons

lovey; what is your favorite flavor of macaron and ice cream?

Dark chockolate i think (i know i cant spell njnjm)

magic; what are five flaws you have?

1. Im annoying

2. Im treating myself like shit

3. I look very ugly and like a girl

4. None of the things i used to love makes me happy anymore really

5. Im stupid and i cant focus

moonlight; do you prefer soft pastels, warm neutrals, or cool darks?

PASTELS

munchkin; what do you look for in your significant other?

They are nice and cute and loves me as much as i love them uwuwuw

paddywack; how would you describe a perfect date?

I dont really know, im tiredd

pebbles; how do you spend free time by yourself?

On my phone. listening to music. being sad

precious; what is something valuable that you learned in your life?

Idk i feel like i dont improve, i only get worse

pretty; do you like to cook or bake more?

Cooking!

prince; how would you describe your handwriting?

Ugly. also i draw an x instead of . and the dot over i

princess; do you play any instruments? if not, are there any you wish you could play?

I do own a uke! cant play tho

prinky; how do you relieve stress?

Im pretty bad at that lmao 

pumpkin; what is your favourite kind of fruit/vegetable?

Kiwi? idk, i like berries tho

rainbow; what was the last line of the last book you read?

Idk, i feel like jared, 19 so fucking much

roses; what is the most significant event in your life so far?

Idk

smile; what is one thing that has greatly affected you?

That one time i accidently listened to mama by mcr, and then i was like “o shit im trans”

shine; art or music?

Yes?

shimmer; do animals tend to like you?

Hmmh, kinda

smitten; do you collect anything?

Kandi!!

smoochies; how many pillows do you sleep with?

3

snuggle; what is your favourite candy?

Sour candy

snuggly; do you have a camera? if so, what kind?

sparkle; do you wear jewelry?

Kandi

spooky; sunrise or sunset?

Both

sprinkles; do you like to listen to music with headphones or no headphones?

Headphones

starlight; what was your favourite show as a child?

Steven universe

soft; describe your favourite spot in your house.

My bed

soothe; digital or vinyl?

Vinyl!

squeezed; who do you miss right now?

A hug lmao

sugary; what traits do you value most in friends?

That they listen. and if we can be idiot dumbasses together thats nice too

sunshine; do you prefer for things to be practical or aesthetically pleasing?

aesthetically pleasing

sweet; do you find it easy to open up?

Ahaha no

sweetie; do you like kids? if so, do you ever want to have any?

I like funny kids. not the annyoing ones. dont think i want some tho

thimble; is there somebody you look up to? who are they?

Misters chemical romance

toot; what is something you find unique about yourself?

Idek

tootsie; what kind of friend are you?

The friend who makes a little too many jokes about wanting to die. Also the friend who never shows up bc im too busy being sad lmao

treasure; what was something that made you smile today?

Had a very nice conversation with a friend. that was very appreciated

velvet; are you an early bird or a night owl?

Both. thats not good

whiffle; if you could have a magical power, what would it be?

SHAPESHIFTING IM TRANS

whimsical; do you prefer doing stuff at home or going out?

I love being in my room, but sometimes i really dont want to be here

whiskers; do you usually wear makeup?

Nope

wiggly; are you a messy or tidy person?

Messy

wispy; do you like the place where you grew up? do you think you will live there when you get older?

I cant wait to get the fuck out of here

wobbly; have you ever wished upon a star?

Yep

Thanks for the ask :) this took a long time nndjc