#listen. LISTEN. I DONT think it will ever happen

[starspaxe]

ig ill say why i think each character is in nightmares group/bad sanses:

in order

nightmare: hes the leader, he made the group happen. doesnt do much fighting unless necessary

killer: first to join, he saw nightmare and thought this was a great opportunity to do something and no longer be alone with more power. basically the 2nd leader when nm isnt around (the others dont care to listen to him though)

dust: 2nd the join, didnt want to but was basically forced. not a fan of killer or nightmare but likes to have his own room in such a big castle. as much as he doesnt like it, he doesnt wanna go back in case is there is ever a reset.

error: not exactly in the group, never joined, is just a bad guy who helps them sometimes so others assume hes with them. is sort of buddies with nightmare.

horror/hatch: joined for getting things in return, whether thats food, clothes, ect. doesnt live in the castle much, about 50/50 at home and here. is cool with dust but doesnt care for the others

cross: last to "join". was also forced, doesnt like to be there. keeps to himself a lot, gets annoyed easily. chara isnt with him, does like having his own room and can eat basically whenever and likes not being in a void. isnt a bad guy just cant leave this group bc of his contract with nightmare

#bad sanses #nightmares group #nightmares gang #nightmare #nightmare sans #killer #killer sans #dust #dust sans #horror #horror sans #hatch #hatch sans #error #error sans #cross #cross sans #text #info #utmv #2024

[parasitoidism]

Nothing ever changes in scrap world

#GUYS ITS STILL STUDYING IF YOU LISTEN TO A LECTURE WHILE U DRAW #devilman #These guys are such fun to draw I think I could take more stylistic liberty with their hair but it’s funnnnnnn it’s fun #i should draw Akira more. he’s a little guy #the reason he’s looking at a catfish is cos I like catfish so much #this time FEATURING illegible handwriting . ever wonder why on anything moderately finished with writing i use the text tool? yeah #also why i write in all caps i think its more readable in all caps #anyways yeah i love. that outfit hes wearing with the silk scarf. its reallyfunny to me. #he definitely shouldn't have been at the club we tried that out and it didn't work. maybe he should have been in the microwave or something #edit i drew his eyeliner wrong? this is what happens when you dont look at a reference

[puppyeared]

Tell me about a song you like right now, maybe an animation you just watched that made you think thoughts and feel things

Only Acting by Kero Kero Bonito!! I want to make an animatic for Macaque using this song and some parts of Shadow Play and the s4 special.. although im still mapping it and deciding whether I want to use the radio edit or not lol

#its like really really rough and mostly in my head rn bc i havent drawn lmk in a while so im a little rusty. probably need to rewatch some #eps if i want to get a good idea of what i wanna include. im also debating if i should wait until we get more context on his and wukongs #past before i do anything bc the last thing i wanna do is butcher it @_@... i was thinking of paralleling the song with the pilgrims #but because i dont actually know what HAPPENED or why mac even thinks wukong killed him thats probably gonna be important to know #but its like really cool in my head.. if u listen to the song sarahs voice uses an audio filter and there are some random glitch effects #which could be good visually for macs smoke monster and him fucking with MK in general.. spooky stuff!!! #the lyrics also speak from the pov of a performer which is what reminded me of mac in the first place so it would be fun to animate to #its in my shower playlist so when i listen to it i get really intense visualizing for what scenes i wanna do. hitting 2 birds with 1 stone #actually thats smth i do when i wanna storyboard smth.. i add it to my shower playlist bc thats where i come up with my ideas lol #but yea!!! if i ever get around to doing it id be really excited to share what i have.. i have another in mind with pigsy and MK #which is way shorter and i could probably get it done during my break... ;o) #my art #myart #ask #answered #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #six eared macaque #liu er mihou #doodles #yapping

[raccoonnutella13]

why are ppl always so mean about taz :(

#every time theres a new arc everyone who only liked balance is like 'oh if u dropped off after balance u have to listen to THIS arc bc its #JUST LIKE BALANCE' #every damn time. #it happened with ethersea a bit but especially w steeplechase and vs dracula #and u get ppl in the notes of these posts saying 'oh yeah i fucking hated everything after balance sooo glad theyre finally doing exactly #what i want them to!!' #like. its ok to have personal preference but dont be mean about it :( #and comparing every campaign to balance is rlly annoying sry #let them be their own thing #stop being so blinded by nostalgia ig #like not to be rude but. i think ppl think balance is the most Perfect Thing Ever but its rlly...not #all the campaigns have flaws but i aint canceling them for that #like what happened with grad #idk its like if balance came later ppl would probably be much more mean about it #bc they wouldnt be blinded by nostalgia as much or smthn #anyways #at the end of the day the mcelroys shouldnt be expected to make a replica of balance every campaign #and thats not what theyre trying to do. theyre doing what THEY personally want to do. like they clearly dont care abt what others think lol #theyre experimenting and having fun #its like. a free podcast with a bunch of silly dudes playing for funsies. they shouldnt have such high expectations or be demonized #in any way #my point being. if i see anyone being mean abt taz u get blocked #>:( #coon speaks #not tagging taz. i dont wanna see nasty ppl in my notifs ty

[completeoveranalysis]

WELL KYLE?

NOW WHO HAS NO TIME TO LISTEN TO WOMEN TALKING TO PHANTOMS??

It seems your schedule has cleared up! You should have much more time for this now.

:D 

And yet, somehow, I can’t believe they kind of make me feel things for Kyle Rondart. I can't believe I'm kind of into the tragic figure of Kyle Rondart. I can't believe I could be tempted into writing fanfiction about this.

I can’t believe they did this to me in five pages or less. 

BUT ALL THAT ASIDE, thank you for celebrating this (almost) Clamp Day with me! WHAT A DAY?? IN TEARS for half of it and then A GIFT for me personally?? Thank you Clamp. You never cease to amaze me.

And thank you even more to all the people who support me over on Patreon! It makes more difference than I can ever really say. 

First Tier of Patrons

Coconi

Rien [Ri]

Sapphireswimming

Luke Wilson

Stupid Kitsune

Jordan Fredriksz

Shynerdycactus

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limitless_paper

Higher Tier of Patrons:

Honestly the THINGS we are put through in this arc.

What could possibly be left.

HOW IS THERE STILL AN ENTIRE EVIL WOLVERINE TO DEAL WITH.

But until next time, be careful of surprise Kyle Rondarts hiding in places you might not expect! You just never know!

#He could be anywhere apparently! #Do… do you think they ever explain who he was? #Or do we just have to fill it in ourselves? #BECAUSE I ABSOLUTELY WILL #I WILL DO THAT HAPPILY #Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle #Liveblog: END #Vol 211 #Liveblogging the reservoir patreon #Liveblogging the patreon chronicle #Happy Kyle Rondart Death Day! #I have no time to listen to women talking to phantoms! #THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DONT LISTEN TO WOMEN KYLE

[sc3n3kitt3h]

IM LIKE IF A BOY WAS A MANIC PIXIE DREAM GIRL WAS A SCENE FAG

#SCENE ART #FUNKY COOL ART #T SLUR TW #F SLUR TW #CONTEXT: MY MOM CALLED ME A TRANNY AND A FAGGOT DURING AN ARGUEMENT WITH ME AND HER AND MY DAD #IT DOESNT REALLY BOTHER ME ANYMORE THEYRE DUMB AND CONFUSED AND THEY ONLY LISTEN TO FOX NEWS ABOUT ANYTHING EVER #AND THEY THINK MY BABY FOOD MADE ME AUTISTIC #SO THEIR OPINION ON MY IDENTITY IS STUPID AND WRONG #ANYWAYS I WAS KINDA PISSY ABOUT IT SO I MADE SOMETHING KINDA EZ TO FEEL BETTER AND GET BACK INTO THE SWING OF DOING DIGITAL ART #CUZ IM STILL GETTING USED 2 MY NEW TABLET!!!!!!!!! SIMILAR MODEL SO ITS NO BIGGIE BUT STILL #ANYWAYS IF U COULDNT TELL IM IN A BIG CAPSLOCK MOOD TODAY 4 WHATEVR REASON LAWLZ #ANYWAYS ANYWAYS YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! POSITIVE VENT THING IF U WANNA CALL IT THAT #IM NOT SAD ANYMORE CUZ I HAVE FRIENDS AND THEY THINK IM COOL!!!!!!!! AND I THINK IM COOL TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I FINALLY LOVE MYSELF AND ITS SO POGGERS IT WAS SO WORTH IT #AS IN EVERYTHING WAS!!!!!! #AND THIS IS VERY VAGUE BUT THATS FINE CUZ I DONT REALLY WANT ANYONE ON HERE 2 UNDERSTAND LOLZ. OR AT LEAST ALL THE RANDOS FOLLOWING ME #ILY ALL IDK WHO U R THO XD AND U DONT HAVE 2 KNOW MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE STORY #BUT I DO WANT IT TO BE KNOWN SOMEWHERE THAT IM VERY HAPPY AND EXCITED TO BE ALIVE DESPITE EVERYTHING THATS HAPPENED #AS IN EVERYTHING YOU ALL DONT NEED TO KNOW ABOUT #AND I FINALLY LOVE MYSELF AS MUCH AS I LOVE EVERYONE ELSE EVER EVEN MY DUMBFUCK PARENTS!!!!!!!!! #IM SO HAPPY IM ALIVE IM SO HAPPY UR ALIVE TOO :) EVEN IF I DONT KNOW WHO U R (IDK WHO IS AND ISNT READING THIS) #SO I HOPE UR ALL HAPPY WITH URSELVES 2 AND IF UR NOT I HOPE U CAN BE ONE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #AND SPEAKING OF DAYS (AS IN 12AM FOR ME AS OF TYPING THIS) I HOPE U HAVE A GOOD 1 TODAY >:D <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[just-sp-in-inginthevoid]

Wdym it's not exactly them

#listen i did my best dont even try commenting on how theyre drawn #tokyo revengers #tok rev #tr #tokrev #baji witnessing Shinichiro's death and remembering how Sanzu got his scars: hey its just like back then except worse #youd think that to be bajis best friend one of the requirements would be to traumatize him #sanzu out there living his best life #and mikeys basically microwave noises #baji 'if i dont look at them then whatever happened never happened and def wont impact our relationship' keisuke #sanzu 'best memory of my life ever' haruchiyo #sano '[REDACTED]' manjiro

[violentviolette]

hate it when u know someones being a dick to u on purpose but u cant call it out because theres plausible deniability that u know they'll hide behind so instead u just have to smile and be super nice and act like u dont even notice while u keep reminding urself that it'll pay off eventually when they fuck up and everybody else realizes they're a complete asshole and u can bask in the vindication of once again being right

#jack.speaks #the amount of times this has happened to me and then payed off in this exact way is too many #but it really does work everytime #ive literally never been wrong about someones rancid vibes #everyone ive ever like genuinely hated turned out to be a creep and a loser and a piece of shit #and yet ppl still dont listen to me when i say someones vibes are repulsive #everybody wants to 'oh but i dont think theyre like that theyre so nice to me specifically they cant be this way' okay jan #i'll just keep having paper towels on hand for when u eventually have to wipe that egg off ur face cause they fuck u over

[risingsunresistance]

guys im gonna lose my mind the new red vox poster is beautiful go buy it

#WHY WASNT THIS ON THEIR TWITTER OR ANYTHING WTF. UNLESS I MISSED IT BUT I LOOKED A FEW TIMES #IM GONNA CRY I NEED IT SO BAD #i hate you merch that isnt around forever. where are the listings for the other two posters i have #i think when you buy posters you should also get a digital copy :( #unrelated do any of you happen to know if there was ever a realign cd #i want one so bad and i dont think it exists #i will bust out the pavillion and make my own if i have to kgjhfk #i like buying official cds tho i like the booklets they come with #plus supporting the artist or whatever. BUT I CANT SUPPORT YOU IF YOU DONT HAVE IT :( #chat #hey anon i got a few days ago if you happen to read this. did you ever listen to anything i put in that list? :D

[thiefnessman]

“ooooh late-diagnosed people have it so hard it’s so much better for people who were diagnosed in their childhood” stop it! they’re just giving you excuses! i was diagnosed with autism at a young age and my college refused to accept my paperwork because it was “too old”, meanwhile a bunch of my peers are given shit when seeking accommodations and whatnot because “ooh you were diagnosed too late”. no one has it better they’re just telling you bullshit.

#like ok there's some things that i have experienced that are probably better than someone who was diagnosed late #but there are also things i experienced due to my childhood diagnosis that sucked. #and furthermore: having been in special ed since... i dont know actually when i started? maybe 2nd grade? #and furthermore: just because i have a longer history of diagnosis and paperwork still does not grant me enough Legitimacy #in the eyes of Big Ableism (sorry. cant think of a way to phrase this) #no one will ever be 'good enough' #they are pitting people against each other and giving you dumb reasons as to why they wont accept and listen to you #sorry i just. the whole thing with my autism expiring and me explaining it to my peers at college was like. #oh people really think i have it better. they really told them they actually *like* it when people are diagnosed in childhood. #people actually believe that that is a magical wand that allows you to bypass ableism #bc ppl were so surprised that this was happening to me #dude they will give you bullshit abt diagnoses and paperwork no matter what!!! it's gatekeeping!!! #ignore the fact that two of these tags start with 'and furthermore' in a weird way. for some reason i cannot edit them

[themostbritishamerican]

i choose to believe mischas mother outlived him bc i enjoy pain and suffering

#listen they never say that she died only that she was dyING #and once you no longer have to devote money to raising a child #you can pay for like basic medical expenses and stuff #at least in the us im just projecting that onto the ukraine idk how theire healthcare system works #but i choose to believe she was able to get better / fight off the effects of the radiation poisoning #and she lives years after the accident never knowing what happened to mischa but assuming hes happy with his new family #i dont think she ever hears about the accident #bc could you imagine the guilt she would feel?? #omg i dont even wanna think about it #but id like to imagine that if mischa survived he wouldve moved back and taken care of his mother like he wanted to #anyways i love mischa okay bye #ride the cyclone #rtc #ride the cyclone musical

[privateerstudies]

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#Literally insane that Saturday is the probably last day I'm ever going to be able to hug her #Or hold her hand #Or hear her voice without a phone between us #I dont #I cant #It's so not fucking fair #This doesn't happen to people my age this is supposed to happen to people my cousins age. You're supposed to be nearly 30 #Not barely an adult #It doesn't make it better #They don't even love her as much as I do but I got so much less time how is it fucking fair #Who gets to decide this shit anyway #I dont know if it's worse or better but at least I can see her every day and listen to her stories #And look in her eyes and see that she's there #I dont know how the fuck I'm supposed to live without her #And she just wants us to leave so I can see this school because she doesn't want to hold me back #But I'd live in her TV room if I could right now I think #I don't have to pass any of my classes 4th quarter to graduate #Probably to go to college but eh. #So long as I do my finals it'll be fine I think #I'd still have an 85 even if I got a 20% this quarter in most of my classes and then a 95 on the final #Sorry rambling

[feisaru]

Beloved Mephisto,

You know naught about love.

(But Mephisto did in fact know

About the suffering brought about by this thing we call "love"

You just believed him to be incapable of it

Too arrogant for it, perhaps

Dear Gretchen,

You failed to notice

In your ignorance

That the devil might feel too)

#we are returning to our typical saru schedule after this. no more of this bs #the story of this is #its something that id like to think does not happen to feisaru. ergo i just. dont wanna put them into this. #i dont want to infllict this on them. its not a them issue #not authentically anyway. if you put them into these exact circumstances it well might habe been. but i really do not want to think abt that #my regular degular 21st century hs au feisaru is the bane of my existence i want to not think abt it at all costs #still #i hate this #i never want to do this again #never #ever #this sucked off my.. idek anymore what. its just so bitter #listening to the song helps btw. hate yourself - tv girl. that is the whole late stage dilemma of the relationship #the song would be blond directing this at red. caption starts out w red and goes over into blonde #redemption never wouldve danced with the devil. i have like 10 diff things for that in my head #this one just so happened #the people in the pic are impersonating gretchen and mephisto from faust. for a theatre thing. and heres a lil sth: #gretchen hates everything about mephisto. she is very faithful and mephisto's demonic presence so utterly grosses her out #sometimes i wonder if maybe it was a sign the roles were assigned like this #funfact blond does never want to dance with redhead again. they would much much rather do this with with someone else #'the taste of your salvation lingering on my tongue. not distant enough for me to forget what it was like but just far enough away to be #utterly unreachable' #ugh my head spins. i could say a lot. its just a matter of if its worth it. ive been thinking a lot. for years now. still much too late #kain kritzelt #my drawings #im good btw #i had nothing to ref from for redhead ahah. didn't feel like searching anything. so off the top of my head it is #this is the legendary edgeworth style frilly cravat shirt btw #blond is an awful person but they tried. it just never was enough. becoming less themself for that person redefining themself was never enou

[mbat]

"this house is so full of ghost activity!!"

the house:

#my post #im still on my skeptic shit #ill never stop being on it #these people really go into houses and buildings that are at least 100 years old and go 'wow! theres so many noises!' #or 'the temperature just dropped holy shit' #or 'woah why is this thing swaying lightly on its own!/this item shifted!' #as if old buildings arent made the way they were back then and also as if they werent heavily used by the time this happens lol #'listen to this recording! it sounds like [word or phrase!]' the recording in question: [see image] #sometimes i can KINDA hear what they hear but if i dont see what word they think it was. it literally sounds like a shuffle or wind or like #someone maybe just breathing slightly too loud LOL #i will say that the latest ghost investigation video i watched did have one of these that did sound like a person talking more than like #almost every other example ive ever heard. but get this: i still think it was fake #because tbh. i still think they faked a few things in that video to make it more interesting. and it was just a whisper so #so it didnt sound like a particular voice. it just sounded like anyone whispering #and couldve been said by one of them or edited in later #cause iirc they didnt react to it in the moment. only in editing #sooo anywayyy

[bethiewhimsy]

gonna say something that y’all aren’t going to like. but. lowkey hoping dazai doesn’t make it.

#LISTEN TO ME RIGHT NOW #I ADORE DAZAI. I DONT TALK ABOUT IT ENOUGH BUT HE IS ONE OF MY FAV CHARACTERS EVER I LOVE HIM #but if asigiri killed him off??? that would be SUCH A POWER MOVE #it’d make for so many interesting interactions and happenings and like #it’d change EVERYTHING #would i hate him? yes. but would i love him? also yes. #i think it’d be very ironic if dazai died saving someone else yk #ANYWAY. VERY AFRAID RN. HALF OF ME HOPING HE DOESNT MAKE IT HALF OF ME HOPING NOTHING BAD HAPPENS TO HIM EVER AGAIN #bsd #edit: also like !!! it’d make the situation they’re in SO MUCH MORE DIRE #which would not be good for my mental physical spiritual or emotional health but yk #WAIT. DAZAI VAMPIRE. WE COULD HAVE DAZAI VAMPIRE.